Let me Clarify! 😁 it was my choice to drive alone. My brother offered to drive me, but it looked much easier to be alone. I'm a loner by nature, and with my illness... I didn't want to have someone with me. Thanks for caring though!
I can understand that... because sometimes I just need to be to myself so I can breathe, catch my breath, get it my own headspace so that I can do what God has set before me 🙏🏻😀 📖
I understand it was your choice but I felt your stress during the entire vlog. Coping with the passing of your father in law, being afraid to eat anything for fear of aggravating your UC plus driving in snow-covered highways for days on end would have put me over the edge! A long trip, like that, in good weather is stressful enough. God bless you.
I would have made the same decision Jeanine. We have a lot of similarities although I am much older than you. I’m also adventurous and I love to travel. I go everywhere by myself camping and driving long distances. God is with us.
If you are able to juice some red cabbage it will help with your stomache and going to the bathroom. It really helps. Praying for you. Peppermint tea and honey are my go tos
Another loner here Jeannine! I fully understand ur decision, love that even through the worst you seek refuge in God's Word. He is our Helper in time of need!
The stress, pain, and sorrow you have gone through was the most honest thing I have ever seen on UA-cam. I am amazed by your strength. Life isn't always perfect and we know it. God bless you.
@@theMennoniteMom it's beautiful that you an Nolan share these real events of your sojourner time here through these cyber visits. It makes great documentation of your testimonies now to encourage others put here in youtube land, and for generations to come. Your great grand children/nieces/nephews may well not just see a painting or photo of you, but actually hear your voice, see your love and perseverance know your witness. Great, great Aunt Jeanine . . . Great great grandma and grampa Nolan's had such strong enduring faith such loving hearts . . . You really may never know the blessings you currently or in the future bestow on folks you have yet to meet or who have even breathed their first breath yet, but stay the race and surely the Lord will make use more and more than you know. You certainly bless me. May the Lord bless and heal you and your family.
I think this was a genius plan!!! I know it was so hard, but like steel you are hardened by a trial of fire. This journey with all its difficulties was a testament to the love for your husband and his family. “...For your people will be my people” Ruth 1:16.
That looks like a very challenging journey especially on your own while you were feeling weak and sick. You're allowed to complain a bit, or even a lot! Sending hugs and prayers.
Lol shout it from the rooftops! This is AWFUL. I know it will get better but right now its AWFUL!! No way could I have managed that trip. I hope part two goes ok
Wow. First of all- your God given talent of editing and weaving a story- right down to the perfect music and lyrics.... it is incredible. Second of all- my prayers have been with you all since you shared on IG. I honestly was brought to tears during today's episode. My father in law is currently on hospice care and we just spent 2 very stressful and sad, and emotionally hard weeks in Florida where it eventually led to the decision of hospice. Our face chats in with him are heart wrenching. I long for a day where there will be no more pain, sickness or death. I don't know how people can live without that blessed hope. 🙏 Thirdly, to have the courage to take that 35 hr trip in the weather you did, in the health and emotional shape you were in.... I stand amazed. You are a strong woman. Regardless of how you may have been feeling!! Thank you for sharing your journey, and your encouragement. It truly is a blessing.
Your are one "extra" strong woman, to do all of this. Thank you , for living this twice and share it with us.. Hugs to all of you. PS, my father died 3 wks ago(cancer/stroke/covid :(
Janine, this is what makes your vlogs so special , that you are so real and transparent. My heart just ached watching but I thank you for being so vulnerable.
I am watching this and crying with you and feeling the pain with you. I am so glad your father-in-law is going to HEAVEN and that the family will be together. We have such a loving God. You are so strong and I am so glad you feel you can share this emotional time in your life with us. I just can't imagine what your husband is going through with his father's impending death and you traveling alone out to Oregon. Much love to you and the whole family!
I cried with you several times!! Yall have been in my thoughts and prayers the past couple weeks. May God continue to hold your family and Nolans family in His arms of Love and Grace!!!🙏❤🙏❤
Xander sounds exactly like Nolan in the first clip. Praise God for your lovely family, able to help you get on the road so quickly. Bad tummy + road trip = NO FUN. Thank you for sharing your journey. No matter what you're going through you still manage to inspire me to be more thoughtful and a stronger person and wife. I was really hoping your trip would go more smoothly though!
Oh my goodness, bless your heart, how scary and emotional for you, I can't imagine how your brain was spinning as you drove, I know how close you and Nolan are, and how it must have hurt not to be there, such a brave woman to record the journey, thank you Jeanne you give me such encouragement
Yes you did, God is good, and as Christians we truly can take comfort in knowing Nolan 's father is with Jesus and doesn't it just bring a comfort and smile to our faces to know they have no more pain and sitting in the glory of the lord listening to the stories of God and hearing the worship of the angels singing, just makes me happy
As did I ! You helped me when we had the scriptures on the bed in the hotel! 2 of them were committed to memory one I wasn’t as familiar with. I figure it God had given you those verse...it would help you to feel better and I knew He was looking after you!🙏💕🙏
I have Crohn's and I can relate so much to this! Stress is the biggest cause of my flares and no access to bathrooms has really caused me to become much of a homebody. You have way more strength when the Lord is walking by your side (or sitting with you in the truck while you drive ;) ) You have so much more courage than I would have had to drive cross country by yourself let alone hauling a trailer during a snow storm!!
You are a strong woman for doing this alone....there is no way I could drive that by myself...May God Bless you and your family....You are simply amazing...🙏🏻💜
Thank you for continuing to share your story even in the hard times. My heart goes out to you as we have also walked through many hard times. Your scripture reading brought tears to my eyes as it is an audible reminder of God’s goodness even in the face of huge adversity. You are definitely on my heart sweet friend ❤️
Oh Jeanine, that must have been such a hard trip. You are so brave and strong. I can see you truly are a Christian. Even in the most hard times you persevere with Gods help. Thanks for sharing,
Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing and I will put you on my prayer list. I rarely cry while watching people's vlogs, but this one had me in tears for you, Nolan, and dear little Zander. With the Lord's help you were so brave, driving across the country with a camper, by yourself !
I was crying with you, Jeannine. And it warmed my heart to hear you reading all those gently comforting yet incredibly powerful Bible verses. I know I'd be lost without them. Praying for you and your sweet family. ❤
Don't apologize for the occasional complaint. Your faith will get you through this and you know that. Thanks for sharing those strong beliefs. You may not realize it, but your UA-cam channel is also a coping device for you. Good times are better and bad times are easier to handle when you share them . That's what you do when you post such wonderful videos and we, your UA-cam family, love to share your highs and lows. Prayers to all you family.
My heart goes out to you. I was miles away from my husband when his mother became sick and then passed. I remember hearing his heartbreak over the phone and feeling so helpless to ease his pain. A long trip to drive alone during snowy weather pulling a trailer. Family that pull together to help you prepare for your trip are a blessing for sure.
God bless you. What a long trip alone in this weather, or any time. Sorry about your loss. Thanks for taking us along. Hopefully that helped you in a way. Sandy
I am so sorry for your loss. I don't know how you drove alone throughout all of this - you are so strong. Sending you and your family all of my love. I pray that God grants your family comfort in this difficult time.
Oh man, what a journey. I have shared tears and laughs with you on this one Jeannine! I'm so glad this is now in the past and that it isn't live. Praying you are beginning to feel better, and thank you for sharing your real emotions. You are definitely a blessing to so many. May you be blessed as well.
Wow! What a distance. If I drive 3 hours I am out of our country! Wishing you all the best dear Janine. And it does help knowing you are at this time safely home. Take care and be blessed. Love from the Netherlands 🇳🇱❤️🙏
Thank you so much for posting this. I completely relate to these challenges...being so hungry you’re sick but knowing if you eat you’ll be more sick. I respect you so much for your strength and your faith and I enjoy your posts very much. May God bless you and your family.
Oh sweet Janine...I'm so sorry you have to go through this.....I just had to say goodbye to my dad just 8 weeks ago from pneumonia.... I know he lived a long and fruitful life and loved His Savior. Knowing I will see him again in Heaven is the only hope that brings me peace. May that same peace surround you & your loved ones during this difficult time. God Bless!
It is so emotional and touching following you on this journey. I feel strengthened by seeing your courage and faith! You are a mighty strong courageous daughter of the king!💗
Second time I have watched this. First time it broke my heart for you and your love ones. But I know 110 p recent what you are going thru with your health situation. I have been living my journey for 25 plus years. I am trying to stay positive and not let this get the best of me. I love your channel, but likeI said second time to watch this. You have given me the strength to carry on alss. I pray you get better with this situation with your health. Take care. Stay safe. Peace..🎉🎉
Awww... I know your "pain" too well. Great decision you made. You are not alone, AT ALL, as so many of people have this problem. Mentally I get through it thinking of all the brave children who are battling more serious conditions...prayers to you.
You are an amazing woman, so stressed and you keep pushing ahead. I send my condolences to all of you on the earthly loss of such a pivotal person in your family.
You are definitely brave in taking on this trip by yourself. I would never have done it, thankfully you had God as your copilot. Prayers & comfort ♥️🙏🏻♥️
I haven't read the other comments Jeanine but my heart ached for you while watching this video. The music you chose is hauntingly beautiful. I will watch part 2 soon. Take care. 🌷
Your such a blessing. Thank you for sharing your good and bad times. So much more real. I’ll keep you in my prayer. I’m so sorry for your families loss. 🕊✝️🙏
Janine, my deepest condolences. You certainly had difficult circumstances in every corner, but you did it. I couldn't imagine driving such a long distance under the circumstances, needing to be there, sick, bad weather, hurting physically and emotionally. I hope you feel better and you, Nolan and Zander are safe at home enjoying your beautiful newly fixed up house. You have great strength and it's ok to bitch a little:)
Thank you so much for being willing to share these difficulties with us, Janine. It really is a blessing to those of us who are also having health struggles and other trials. I know it's not always easy to open up. Thank you for encouraging us in the Lord!!
What a tough journey, and how strong the Lord has made you. I have IBS and there is a stretch of highway that, when I have to travel to my daughters home, gives me anxiety because there is no exit or bathroom for a very long stretch. I actually avoid eating and drinking which isn’t healthy just so I can get through that trip. God bless you all as you heal through your loss and as you recover from UC!
My sympathies to Nolan, You, Zander & the family for the loss of his Father. I am so sorry to hear you are in a bad UC flare, especially during this difficult time. I also have UC, so I understand all the symptoms. Take care, prayers for all of you.
You are a warrior. Thank you for sharing your struggle, so sorry for your pain, suffering, and loss. You bring to light a real condition that many suffer in silence with. Thank you for being so open with your health issues.
I cried along with you too, May God bless you & family & continue to do so. I know it's hard. Many years ago I traveled 10 hours from Memphis to FL with two small children when my mother became ill after surgery & then passed. The urgency feeling of the need to get there & be safe on the road was stressful but, I knew I was not alone. We know God understands & is ALWAYS with us. 🙏
Sending my condolences 🙏. I suffer with ibs, have been for 18 year's it does take over your life and now have diabetes, and hitus hernia your such a strong women
Oh sweet girl, this vlog broke my heart. I'm having a flare right now and was feeling so sorry for myself this morning. I am safe and warm, have meds and the nutrition I need with close proximity to the bathroom. I should not be complaining!! I am humbled by your bravery to set out in bad weather for such a sad reason. I will take heart from your strength. Perspective. Praying God's promises over you and your family. And thank you for being real. Your honesty helped me today. ❤❤
Praying for you and your husband and family and your husband family. I hear you. Thank you for sharing....love the scripture reminders and your honesty.
You are a true warrior. I’m so sorry for your families loss. I wish I could of been their for you and helped you drive and encourage you. Sometimes I question God doesn’t give you more then you can handle. I know he is faithful and his shoulders are much bigger then mine. Praise God for that.
Big hugs! I have severe Crohn's disease, 16 surgeries and permanent ileostomy. Basically a colostomy but less then 2 feet of colon a large section of small missing too. So it functions like an ileostomy. Hugs and Jesus comforting arms. It is so hard when our bodies breakdown so badly and family things are going on. I understand completely gotta take care of ourselves and we all grieve in our own way. May perpetual Light shine upon him and Lord grant him peace. Prayers and gentle hugs for all of you.
Oh, man you drive thru Indiana when we were shut down in February. The GI problems are a pain. May it be better once the healing of the lost improve. Just think of all your happiness with them and it will bring you strength. Crying will help but lost of family just stinks. This week was the week we got with my grandpa for his birthday, a meal and family time. Just know the happy memories hold you up.
Thank you for sharing. I had tears in my eyes watching this. I just kept thinking you were alone, but then I realized Jesus was with you the entire time. I pray for your family that the Holy Spirit comforts you. May God bring healing to you!
So glad to see you made it safe and sound to Oregon. I noticed you stopped in Cheyenne to get fuel. I’m so thankful that you didn’t have to deal with the high winds that we occasionally have here in Wyoming in the winter. Hope you are feeling better.
Thank you for the verses😭 so encouraging💕💛💕💛💕. Sorry for your loss and your sorrow. Joy comes in the morning! May the LORD Bless you all. HE IS SO GRACIOUS AND FAITHFUL 😭🙌🏻
I am praying for you all! This is not a fun situation in the first place and just more challenges. May God bless you all. Hope it gets better very quickly!
Oh Jeanine. I wish I could give you a tight hug. What a blessing you are to so many- despite your own hardships, your tears flow for your grieving family and not yourself. Your dedication, your faith, your real and raw sharings are more of a blessing than you could ever hope for. I know that this time has passed, but the grieving and your illness continues- please know you are in our prayers, and the Lord is holding you and your family in His hand, and feels every tear shed and every heart wrenched. Blessed are those who mourn; they will be comforted. Thank you for the willingness to always be a light on the hill for so many❤️❤️
Thank you so much for sharing this. All my life since I was a child I see things that others do not. I can assure you that angels came after your father-in-law and escorted him to his forever home. What a comfort that is! You are so courageous. I love you and continue to pray for your family. ❤️💕😔
I just want to give you a big hug, to comfort you and thank you for being so open about your struggles, for not hiding the real emotions behind a pretty picture. You sharing your heart so intimately really touched me.
Ohhh mercy I totally understand.....my tummy demands the bathroom too! I’d do the same! Soooo sorry for your families loss! 🙏💜🙏💜🙏 Thanks for being brave and sharing your journey! 💜🙏💜🙏💜🙏💜
Hi Janine,it’s Rosie from Scotland.Genuinely worried about you on this road trip,but understand why you decided to drive.You have so much courage and tenacity with the situation and 34 hrs drive with your health condition.Was thinking I wish someone would come to the rescue,as you looked rather off colour.Hope you made it ok,that song was so uplifting like the angels were with you.You are one strong lady,total respect.You give me inspiration,Much Love🌹🌹🌹
My heart goes out to you watching this. Your strength and faith shines through. That trip...all by yourself. Just incredible. I can relate to the stomach issues. So frustrating and painful and isolating sometimes. Thank you for sharing this personal journey with us. Your openness offers hope and inspiration to others who are suffering too. Many prayers for you and your family ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss. As a fellow UC sufferer I can completely understand your needs and anxiety. Praying this flare ends soon and you’re back to feeling yourself soon. I too lost my dad in February 2020. We have faith that he is with the lord, but we miss him dearly. Prayers for comfort and peace for you and your family
I can't wait to see part II. You are a brave and sweet vulnerable lady. Please be careful and conscious of your surroundings. I'm glad you have the camper and your brother let you use his big truck.
Hi Jeanine! No, you are not stupid. Your health condition is what it is... and you being honest makes your channel so wonderful and transparent. I finally opened up about me having dentures and that was very freeing for me not trying to hide them. I'm getting ready to make another video on head covering so I hope you will be able to watch it then share it. The scenery was beautiful going across to Oregon.
Oh no!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼To you and family!!! You are such a trooper for wanting and making yourself drive that far to seek comfort and be part of your spouses family that way! I couldn’t have done that and prayers that the Lord gave you willpower to do that especially with all the crazy weather you endured on the trip! On a side note when you talked about bathroom related issues on Etsy.com you can purchased medical card related to condition so if you are ever anywhere that question your ability to need bathroom or assistance you can just whip out that Card and be like medical emergency and they have to comply.. I bought mine for like $5 and it a lifesaver!
Thank you for being so honest and sharing your illness. I have disabilities that will never go away I take comfort in helping others who suffer. God bless you and your family.
Wow....that’s quite the drive in that horrible weather by yourself...But God! 🙏🏻 Thank you for sharing and taking us on this journey with you. I found myself choking up with you. Thank you for the scripture ms too. It’s helpful, especially last night we got unexpected news that our friends, an older couple, passed away 3 days apart from each other. It happened a month ago but we found out last night on Facebook. So again, thank you! ♥️🙏🏻
I don’t have enough words to express my admiration for your strength and courage. You are a special family and have my love from England x Bless you all x
Thank you so much for sharing your difficulties, people need each other and GOD gives us what we need but it’s nice to share our troubles and concerns. God Bless you Dear One 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
As a UC survivor I can relate. Notice I said survivor. Diagnosed at 16 now in 60’s with new meds and a surgery now at a manageable stage. Always still know all bathrooms and a emergency kit in my purse at all times. Praying for you. So enjoy your channel🙏🏻🙏🏻
You are so brave to go that far in the winter all by yourself! Thank you so much for sharing, still praying for you although I wish I would have prayed harder for you knowing you were going through this trip as well. He is touched with our infirmities and he cares so much about all of you!
My deepest sympathy to you and your husbands family . The music was beautiful and a good tribute to your father-in-law . My husband passed on the 24th of this month it will be 2 years now . I miss him dearly .
I'm right there with you sweetheart. I don't have the same disease as you but the same outcome. Its so hard for people to understand unless they go through it. Bless you for being strong enough to share
You were so brave to do this trip alone but I can understand the need to be alone! We lost my mom a year ago and can't imagine how it hard it would have been traveling alone like you did! May God carry you and your family through this difficult journey of losing a loved one🙏
Let me Clarify! 😁 it was my choice to drive alone. My brother offered to drive me, but it looked much easier to be alone. I'm a loner by nature, and with my illness... I didn't want to have someone with me. Thanks for caring though!
I can understand that... because sometimes I just need to be to myself so I can breathe, catch my breath, get it my own headspace so that I can do what God has set before me 🙏🏻😀 📖
I understand it was your choice but I felt your stress during the entire vlog. Coping with the passing of your father in law, being afraid to eat anything for fear of aggravating your UC plus driving in snow-covered highways for days on end would have put me over the edge! A long trip, like that, in good weather is stressful enough. God bless you.
I would have made the same decision Jeanine. We have a lot of similarities although I am much older than you. I’m also adventurous and I love to travel. I go everywhere by myself camping and driving long distances. God is with us.
If you are able to juice some red cabbage it will help with your stomache and going to the bathroom. It really helps. Praying for you. Peppermint tea and honey are my go tos
Another loner here Jeannine! I fully understand ur decision, love that even through the worst you seek refuge in God's Word. He is our Helper in time of need!
The stress, pain, and sorrow you have gone through was the most honest thing I have ever seen on UA-cam. I am amazed by your strength. Life isn't always perfect and we know it. God bless you.
It’s really super special that you were willing to share this with us. So sorry for your loss. Prayers for you and your husband and family. ❤️
Thank you!
@@theMennoniteMom it's beautiful that you an Nolan share these real events of your sojourner time here through these cyber visits. It makes great documentation of your testimonies now to encourage others put here in youtube land, and for generations to come. Your great grand children/nieces/nephews may well not just see a painting or photo of you, but actually hear your voice, see your love and perseverance know your witness. Great, great Aunt Jeanine . . . Great great grandma and grampa Nolan's had such strong enduring faith such loving hearts . . . You really may never know the blessings you currently or in the future bestow on folks you have yet to meet or who have even breathed their first breath yet, but stay the race and surely the Lord will make use more and more than you know. You certainly bless me.
May the Lord bless and heal you and your family.
Yes, this was a huge blessing. You are courageous and God has enabled you to have the personality type to attack this challenge so bravely.
I think this was a genius plan!!! I know it was so hard, but like steel you are hardened by a trial of fire. This journey with all its difficulties was a testament to the love for your husband and his family. “...For your people will be my people” Ruth 1:16.
That looks like a very challenging journey especially on your own while you were feeling weak and sick. You're allowed to complain a bit, or even a lot! Sending hugs and prayers.
Lol. Thanks!
Lol shout it from the rooftops! This is AWFUL. I know it will get better but right now its AWFUL!! No way could I have managed that trip. I hope part two goes ok
Wow. First of all- your God given talent of editing and weaving a story- right down to the perfect music and lyrics.... it is incredible.
Second of all- my prayers have been with you all since you shared on IG. I honestly was brought to tears during today's episode. My father in law is currently on hospice care and we just spent 2 very stressful and sad, and emotionally hard weeks in Florida where it eventually led to the decision of hospice. Our face chats in with him are heart wrenching. I long for a day where there will be no more pain, sickness or death. I don't know how people can live without that blessed hope. 🙏
Thirdly, to have the courage to take that 35 hr trip in the weather you did, in the health and emotional shape you were in.... I stand amazed. You are a strong woman. Regardless of how you may have been feeling!!
Thank you for sharing your journey, and your encouragement. It truly is a blessing.
I'm sorry to hear of your FIL. It's so hard going through these things! Sending you hugs!
Agree with her your an amazing women
Your are one "extra" strong woman, to do all of this. Thank you , for living this twice and share it with us.. Hugs to all of you. PS, my father died 3 wks ago(cancer/stroke/covid :(
I am so sorry to hear that. 😥
Janine, this is what makes your vlogs so special , that you are so real and transparent. My heart just ached watching but I thank you for being so vulnerable.
I am watching this and crying with you and feeling the pain with you. I am so glad your father-in-law is going to HEAVEN and that the family will be together. We have such a loving God. You are so strong and I am so glad you feel you can share this emotional time in your life with us. I just can't imagine what your husband is going through with his father's impending death and you traveling alone out to Oregon. Much love to you and the whole family!
Bless your heart. You did a good job, and you weren't complaining. You were being honest. ❤
I cried with you several times!! Yall have been in my thoughts and prayers the past couple weeks. May God continue to hold your family and Nolans family in His arms of Love and Grace!!!🙏❤🙏❤
Xander sounds exactly like Nolan in the first clip. Praise God for your lovely family, able to help you get on the road so quickly. Bad tummy + road trip = NO FUN. Thank you for sharing your journey. No matter what you're going through you still manage to inspire me to be more thoughtful and a stronger person and wife. I was really hoping your trip would go more smoothly though!
Thank you!
Oh my goodness, bless your heart, how scary and emotional for you, I can't imagine how your brain was spinning as you drove, I know how close you and Nolan are, and how it must have hurt not to be there, such a brave woman to record the journey, thank you Jeanne you give me such encouragement
Thank you! It wasn't easy but we made it!
Yes you did, God is good, and as Christians we truly can take comfort in knowing Nolan 's father is with Jesus and doesn't it just bring a comfort and smile to our faces to know they have no more pain and sitting in the glory of the lord listening to the stories of God and hearing the worship of the angels singing, just makes me happy
This is a picture of what having grit looks like. ❤️
I cried right with you. God's blessing to you and your family.
As did I ! You helped me when we had the scriptures on the bed in the hotel! 2 of them were committed to memory one I wasn’t as familiar with. I figure it God had given you those verse...it would help you to feel better and I knew He was looking after you!🙏💕🙏
I have Crohn's and I can relate so much to this! Stress is the biggest cause of my flares and no access to bathrooms has really caused me to become much of a homebody. You have way more strength when the Lord is walking by your side (or sitting with you in the truck while you drive ;) ) You have so much more courage than I would have had to drive cross country by yourself let alone hauling a trailer during a snow storm!!
I'm sorry you have Chrohns. It's hard! Sending hugs to a fellow sufferer
I also have Crohns , I know exactly how you feel....prayers sweet lady....my heart goes out to you and to your family ....
You are a strong woman for doing this alone....there is no way I could drive that by myself...May God Bless you and your family....You are simply amazing...🙏🏻💜
Thank you for continuing to share your story even in the hard times. My heart goes out to you as we have also walked through many hard times. Your scripture reading brought tears to my eyes as it is an audible reminder of God’s goodness even in the face of huge adversity. You are definitely on my heart sweet friend ❤️
Thank you!
Oh Jeanine, that must have been such a hard trip. You are so brave and strong. I can see you truly are a Christian. Even in the most hard times you persevere with Gods help. Thanks for sharing,
Thank you for sharing this journey with us! You are NOT complaining, only sharing teal life with us! You and your family are in my prayers!
Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing and I will put you on my prayer list. I rarely cry while watching people's vlogs, but this one had me in tears for you, Nolan, and dear little Zander. With the Lord's help you were so brave, driving across the country with a camper, by yourself !
Thank you!
I wish you had a dog with you too for protection!
I was crying with you, Jeannine. And it warmed my heart to hear you reading all those gently comforting yet incredibly powerful Bible verses. I know I'd be lost without them.
Praying for you and your sweet family. ❤
You are a blessing to so many and sharing our vulnerability is the biggest blessing to others. Many prayers.
You are a Brave, Strong, Courageous, Wife and Mother. You did what most would never have the bravery to do!
Don't apologize for the occasional complaint. Your faith will get you through this and you know that. Thanks for sharing those strong beliefs. You may not realize it, but your UA-cam channel is also a coping device for you. Good times are better and bad times are easier to handle when you share them . That's what you do when you post such wonderful videos and we, your UA-cam family, love to share your highs and lows. Prayers to all you family.
Yes it does help. Taking my camera in the trip helped me cope. Thank you!
My heart goes out to you. I was miles away from my husband when his mother became sick and then passed. I remember hearing his heartbreak over the phone and feeling so helpless to ease his pain. A long trip to drive alone during snowy weather pulling a trailer. Family that pull together to help you prepare for your trip are a blessing for sure.
I'm sorry you had to go through that
God bless you. What a long trip alone in this weather, or any time. Sorry about your loss. Thanks for taking us along. Hopefully that helped you in a way. Sandy
I am so sorry for your loss. I don't know how you drove alone throughout all of this - you are so strong. Sending you and your family all of my love. I pray that God grants your family comfort in this difficult time.
You are such a brave lady! Thanks for sharing the good and the bad! Love and prayers to you and Nolan! ❤️
Oh man, what a journey. I have shared tears and laughs with you on this one Jeannine! I'm so glad this is now in the past and that it isn't live. Praying you are beginning to feel better, and thank you for sharing your real emotions. You are definitely a blessing to so many. May you be blessed as well.
Wow! What a distance. If I drive 3 hours I am out of our country! Wishing you all the best dear Janine. And it does help knowing you are at this time safely home. Take care and be blessed. Love from the Netherlands 🇳🇱❤️🙏
Yes driving across the states is quite the trek!
Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your journey. I was in tears when Angel Band began. I appreciated the verses you shared, too.
Thank you so much for posting this. I completely relate to these challenges...being so hungry you’re sick but knowing if you eat you’ll be more sick. I respect you so much for your strength and your faith and I enjoy your posts very much. May God bless you and your family.
Bless your heart. I'm so sorry for what you have to go through. Prayers going up. Awesome and real video. Your tears brought my tears.
Thank you.
Oh sweet Janine...I'm so sorry you have to go through this.....I just had to say goodbye to my dad just 8 weeks ago from pneumonia.... I know he lived a long and fruitful life and loved His Savior. Knowing I will see him again in Heaven is the only hope that brings me peace. May that same peace surround you & your loved ones during this difficult time. God Bless!
It is so emotional and touching following you on this journey. I feel strengthened by seeing your courage and faith! You are a mighty strong courageous daughter of the king!💗
Second time I have watched this. First time it broke my heart for you and your love ones. But I know 110 p recent what you are going thru with your health situation. I have been living my journey for 25 plus years. I am trying to stay positive and not let this get the best of me. I love your channel, but likeI said second time to watch this. You have given me the strength to carry on alss. I pray you get better with this situation with your health. Take care. Stay safe. Peace..🎉🎉
Awww... I know your "pain" too well. Great decision you made. You are not alone, AT ALL, as so many of people have this problem. Mentally I get through it thinking of all the brave children who are battling more serious conditions...prayers to you.
So sorry for your loss, you you were so brave to take this trip by yourself, thinking of you and your family, God bless you all!!!😢🙏🏻
You are an amazing woman, so stressed and you keep pushing ahead. I send my condolences to all of you on the earthly loss of such a pivotal person in your family.
You are 1 courageous lady, your strength is amazing! Love you lady!!
You are definitely brave in taking on this trip by yourself. I would never have done it, thankfully you had God as your copilot. Prayers & comfort ♥️🙏🏻♥️
I haven't read the other comments Jeanine but my heart ached for you while watching this video. The music you chose is hauntingly beautiful. I will watch part 2 soon. Take care. 🌷
Your such a blessing. Thank you for sharing your good and bad times. So much more real. I’ll keep you in my prayer. I’m so sorry for your families loss. 🕊✝️🙏
Thank you!
Janine, my deepest condolences. You certainly had difficult circumstances in every corner, but you did it. I couldn't imagine driving such a long distance under the circumstances, needing to be there, sick, bad weather, hurting physically and emotionally. I hope you feel better and you, Nolan and Zander are safe at home enjoying your beautiful newly fixed up house. You have great strength and it's ok to bitch a little:)
Oh bless you!! My heart just cries for you .... but I admire your strength snd faith SO much!! Sending many prayers and much love your way!!
What a hard hard trip, prayers that your mind will be filled with sweet memories of Nolan’s father as you walk through these sad days ahead.
Thank you!
Thank you so much for being willing to share these difficulties with us, Janine. It really is a blessing to those of us who are also having health struggles and other trials. I know it's not always easy to open up. Thank you for encouraging us in the Lord!!
What a tough journey, and how strong the Lord has made you. I have IBS and there is a stretch of highway that, when I have to travel to my daughters home, gives me anxiety because there is no exit or bathroom for a very long stretch. I actually avoid eating and drinking which isn’t healthy just so I can get through that trip. God bless you all as you heal through your loss and as you recover from UC!
I know the feeling! Thank you!
My sympathies to Nolan, You, Zander & the family for the loss of his Father. I am so sorry to hear you are in a bad UC flare, especially during this difficult time. I also have UC, so I understand all the symptoms. Take care, prayers for all of you.
thank you! I'm sorry you have UC. It's tough
@@theMennoniteMom Thankfully I have been in remission for several years because of 8 week infusion my GI prescribed. Take care.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending my love and prayers to you, your husband, and your family.
❤️ I wanna cry with you! You are amazing traveling that far by yourself God was definitely with you, so sorry for your loss💕
You are such a blessing to me! Such strength, courage, and faith. I admire you. We will continue to lift you and your family up in prayer daily. ❤️🙏
I understand where you are coming from 100 percent, you are a brave ❤ woman. I go thru this and more each and every day. Peace.
I'm so sorry to hear that. Hugs!
You are a warrior. Thank you for sharing your struggle, so sorry for your pain, suffering, and loss. You bring to light a real condition that many suffer in silence with. Thank you for being so open with your health issues.
I cried along with you too, May God bless you & family & continue to do so. I know it's hard. Many years ago I traveled 10 hours from Memphis to FL with two small children when my mother became ill after surgery & then passed. The urgency feeling of the need to get there & be safe on the road was stressful but, I knew I was not alone. We know God understands & is ALWAYS with us. 🙏
Thank you. I'm so sorry you went through that. I can only imagine how difficult it was!
Sending my condolences 🙏. I suffer with ibs, have been for 18 year's it does take over your life and now have diabetes, and hitus hernia your such a strong women
I'm so sorry. You have really tough health issues. So sorry.
Oh, Janine ! You are a real trooper and a very strong person !
Oh sweet girl, this vlog broke my heart. I'm having a flare right now and was feeling so sorry for myself this morning. I am safe and warm, have meds and the nutrition I need with close proximity to the bathroom. I should not be complaining!! I am humbled by your bravery to set out in bad weather for such a sad reason. I will take heart from your strength. Perspective. Praying God's promises over you and your family. And thank you for being real. Your honesty helped me today. ❤❤
I hope you are feeling better. Flares are never easy
I’m so sorry for you families loss. The music was perfect. God bless you all!
Praying for you and your husband and family and your husband family. I hear you. Thank you for sharing....love the scripture reminders and your honesty.
The sorrow was palpable. Angels around you. God bless.
You amaze me. God has given all of us who are blessed by this sharing. Praying for your whole family.
Thank you for sharing. Sorry for your family’s loss, prayers for y’all.
You are so gifted at making videos! Prayers to you and your family ♥️
You are a true warrior. I’m so sorry for your families loss. I wish I could of been their for you and helped you drive and encourage you. Sometimes I question God doesn’t give you more then you can handle. I know he is faithful and his shoulders are much bigger then mine. Praise God for that.
Thank you kindly!
Big hugs! I have severe Crohn's disease, 16 surgeries and permanent ileostomy. Basically a colostomy but less then 2 feet of colon a large section of small missing too. So it functions like an ileostomy. Hugs and Jesus comforting arms. It is so hard when our bodies breakdown so badly and family things are going on. I understand completely gotta take care of ourselves and we all grieve in our own way. May perpetual Light shine upon him and Lord grant him peace. Prayers and gentle hugs for all of you.
Thank you, Jeannine, for being real. xx to you.
Oh, man you drive thru Indiana when we were shut down in February. The GI problems are a pain. May it be better once the healing of the lost improve. Just think of all your happiness with them and it will bring you strength. Crying will help but lost of family just stinks. This week was the week we got with my grandpa for his birthday, a meal and family time. Just know the happy memories hold you up.
Thank you for sharing. I had tears in my eyes watching this. I just kept thinking you were alone, but then I realized Jesus was with you the entire time. I pray for your family that the Holy Spirit comforts you. May God bring healing to you!
So glad to see you made it safe and sound to Oregon. I noticed you stopped in Cheyenne to get fuel. I’m so thankful that you didn’t have to deal with the high winds that we occasionally have here in Wyoming in the winter. Hope you are feeling better.
Thank you for the verses😭 so encouraging💕💛💕💛💕. Sorry for your loss and your sorrow. Joy comes in the morning! May the LORD Bless you all. HE IS SO GRACIOUS AND FAITHFUL 😭🙌🏻
I am praying for you all! This is not a fun situation in the first place and just more challenges. May God bless you all. Hope it gets better very quickly!
Oh Jeanine. I wish I could give you a tight hug. What a blessing you are to so many- despite your own hardships, your tears flow for your grieving family and not yourself. Your dedication, your faith, your real and raw sharings are more of a blessing than you could ever hope for. I know that this time has passed, but the grieving and your illness continues- please know you are in our prayers, and the Lord is holding you and your family in His hand, and feels every tear shed and every heart wrenched. Blessed are those who mourn; they will be comforted. Thank you for the willingness to always be a light on the hill for so many❤️❤️
Thank you so much for sharing this. All my life since I was a child I see things that others do not. I can assure you that angels came after your father-in-law and escorted him to his forever home. What a comfort that is! You are so courageous. I love you and continue to pray for your family. ❤️💕😔
Thank you!
I just want to give you a big hug, to comfort you and thank you for being so open about your struggles, for not hiding the real emotions behind a pretty picture. You sharing your heart so intimately really touched me.
Ohhh mercy I totally understand.....my tummy demands the bathroom too! I’d do the same! Soooo sorry for your families loss! 🙏💜🙏💜🙏 Thanks for being brave and sharing your journey! 💜🙏💜🙏💜🙏💜
Hi Janine,it’s Rosie from Scotland.Genuinely worried about you on this road trip,but understand why you decided to drive.You have so much courage and tenacity with the situation and 34 hrs drive with your health condition.Was thinking I wish someone would come to the rescue,as you looked rather off colour.Hope you made it ok,that song was so uplifting like the angels were with you.You are one strong lady,total respect.You give me inspiration,Much Love🌹🌹🌹
Thank you. I did make it safely! It wasn't easy but glad I did it
My heart goes out to you watching this. Your strength and faith shines through. That trip...all by yourself. Just incredible. I can relate to the stomach issues. So frustrating and painful and isolating sometimes. Thank you for sharing this personal journey with us. Your openness offers hope and inspiration to others who are suffering too. Many prayers for you and your family ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss. As a fellow UC sufferer I can completely understand your needs and anxiety. Praying this flare ends soon and you’re back to feeling yourself soon.
I too lost my dad in February 2020. We have faith that he is with the lord, but we miss him dearly. Prayers for comfort and peace for you and your family
I'm so sorry for your loss! Hugs to a fellow UC sufferer 😪
I can't wait to see part II. You are a brave and sweet vulnerable lady. Please be careful and conscious of your surroundings. I'm glad you have the camper and your brother let you use his big truck.
Hi Jeanine! No, you are not stupid. Your health condition is what it is... and you being honest makes your channel so wonderful and transparent. I finally opened up about me having dentures and that was very freeing for me not trying to hide them. I'm getting ready to make another video on head covering so I hope you will be able to watch it then share it. The scenery was beautiful going across to Oregon.
I'll have to check it out! Thank you
Oh no!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼To you and family!!!
You are such a trooper for wanting and making yourself drive that far to seek comfort and be part of your spouses family that way!
I couldn’t have done that and prayers that the Lord gave you willpower to do that especially with all the crazy weather you endured on the trip!
On a side note when you talked about bathroom related issues on Etsy.com you can purchased medical card related to condition so if you are ever anywhere that question your ability to need bathroom or assistance you can just whip out that Card and be like medical emergency and they have to comply.. I bought mine for like $5 and it a lifesaver!
Thanks for that. I do have one but never used it yet
Thank you for journaling your journey nothing wrong with crying.
Thank you for being so honest and sharing your illness. I have disabilities that will never go away I take comfort in helping others who suffer. God bless you and your family.
God is with you. I wish someone could have driven with you. Sending you love and I’m anxious for your next blog.❤️
The best on these hard days: one time they will be over. Best wishes and a loth of strength💚
Wow....that’s quite the drive in that horrible weather by yourself...But God! 🙏🏻 Thank you for sharing and taking us on this journey with you. I found myself choking up with you. Thank you for the scripture ms too. It’s helpful, especially last night we got unexpected news that our friends, an older couple, passed away 3 days apart from each other. It happened a month ago but we found out last night on Facebook. So again, thank you! ♥️🙏🏻
I'm so Sorry to hear that. 😥
Keeping you in my prayers. You are my hero. Brave as Joan of Arc!
I’m sorry you have gone through these hard times sending some love from Houston Texas may the lord comfort you
I don’t have enough words to express my admiration for your strength and courage. You are a special family and have my love from England x Bless you all x
I am very sorry for you and our family. Even in a time of great sorrow, your faithfulness shines. Prayers of comfort lifted for all of you.
You are so incredibly brave to take off on such a long road trip alone. My most sincere sympathy for your family at this difficult time.
Thank you so much for sharing your difficulties, people need each other and GOD gives us what we need but it’s nice to share our troubles and concerns. God Bless you Dear One 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
As a UC survivor I can relate. Notice I said survivor. Diagnosed at 16 now in 60’s with new meds and a surgery now at a manageable stage. Always still know all bathrooms and a emergency kit in my purse at all times. Praying for you. So enjoy your channel🙏🏻🙏🏻
I'm glad you are doing better. It's such a debilitating disease.
@@theMennoniteMom , yes it is. And a silent one that no one discusses🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️
You are fearless!! I pray you feel better soon.
You are so brave to go that far in the winter all by yourself! Thank you so much for sharing, still praying for you although I wish I would have prayed harder for you knowing you were going through this trip as well. He is touched with our infirmities and he cares so much about all of you!
My deepest sympathy to you and your husbands family . The music was beautiful and a good tribute to your father-in-law . My husband passed on the 24th of this month it will be 2 years now . I miss him dearly .
I'm sorry to hear that. I know you never stop missing them
I'm right there with you sweetheart. I don't have the same disease as you but the same outcome. Its so hard for people to understand unless they go through it. Bless you for being strong enough to share
So true. I hope you are feeling well
You were so brave to do this trip alone but I can understand the need to be alone! We lost my mom a year ago and can't imagine how it hard it would have been traveling alone like you did! May God carry you and your family through this difficult journey of losing a loved one🙏