That is awesome had 11,relapsed 2 years or go. I’m ashamed the stuff ain’t the same it messes up your skin. I’m so ashamed I just keep going n I wanna stop so bad but don’t. Only another addict would understand. 1 of my best friends died,my cousin has 3 kids their dad OD d my cousin relapsed afterwards ,and the same thing happened 6 months after their dad. She OD d n here I am doing the same BS. But been clean a long time I just gotta get my life back these issues on my arm will heal and so will I. 🫶🏻
Damn I felt every single word of this song!!! Was an addict and alcoholic for to long destroyed so many relationships with family and friends before I pulled my head out my ass. Going on 6 years clean and sober and if some would've told me 6 years ago I'd be where I am now I wouldve laughed in their face. Dont give up it's possible you can do it if I could!!!
The words of a song have never hit so on the nose. Almost literally word for word. We battled it for so long with my daughters dad. We begged and pleaded for him to get clean. Last thing I said to him was you have to be 90 days clean before you can see her again. A week after he got out of jail they found him OD behind a Walmart. July 13 will be the 1 yr anniversary of his death. Our daughter is 11 now. People always make the comment ice listened to your music for ever and this is why. I can not wait to see you in concert in OCT. I wish my daughters dad could be with me, but he'll be there in spirit. Thank you!
Used any kind of drug you’d put in front of me for 10 years, my DOC was heroin. Lost custody of my son. Got myself clean, got my baby back and have have made a beautiful life for me and my children! March made 2 years clean from all mind altering substances 💗 WE DO RECOVER!!!
Yes ma'am we do. I had a year clean relapsed ended up bck in prison . I'm out now and I'm strugglin to stay clean. I'm 33 days clean. But I see messages like ur and it gives me hope. Dear God give me strenght for one more day. Pray for those still in the madness. God has a purpose for us all. God bless
Jesus Christ, this song brought tears to my eyes. As a father raising my two daughters while their junkie mother runs the streets. I feel that shit bro
Idk your situation, but I hope you'll be able to change her someday. Or atleast get her the help she needs. No one deserves that fate, just ad much as no one deserves to have to live in that shadow...
A lil advise....,start by supporting her !ot bashing her "junkie" is extremely unsupportive their mother is a struggling addict and until you walk in her shoes you have no clue. Its the best thing you can do for your kids is to support her and encourage her to recover! Think of those babies they need her
I just gained my freedom back yesterday. I'm an addict and it put me somewhere I had never imagined I'd end up. 16 months and the first thing I did was get a phone, get on UA-cam n listen to you Jelly... U r now n will be forevermore my biggest strength to stay sober... Please keep it 100 all the time! Thank u so much.
fuck yea, i love reading shit like this. makes me feel proud to be a part of a fandom thats so fucking grounded. just seeing all the love and support and the recovery stories just warms the soul.
R.I.P. to all the lost souls... To those who have lost loved ones, just cherish the good times you've had and keep pushing on, they wouldn't want you to dwell for too long, stay positive and may God bless you all!!!
This song really touches me. This struggle is so real. You are an amazing artist you sing what some cant say. Thank you for your songs! May God Bless you Jelly Roll!
my son sits in his room an plays your song , since he found your music , he has not been so mad, he say that your songs take the word out of his heart an finally put them together, thank you for talking with his soul
Your kid might have passion for music, You ever ask him to write a poem about his pain or what he hiding I bet it will be beautiful, I don't know your son But I do the same
To all this that struggle with sobriety, never give up plz you can do it. I promise you its gets easier!!! 9 years clean and I love to help thoes that struggle with there addictions just please don't give up!!!
Killer tune done by someone who can truly relate if you haven't been through this "addiction"u wouldn't be able to grasp the power behind this song jelly speaks my language hopefully the ones out there who judge us can listen to this and have a little compassion for us lost souls if your listening to this song suffering from active addiction then you are a miracle you are here listening to jelly a true American hero one that all of us addicts needed thanks jelly
Wow 😳 u r amazing .. u are very inspiring !! I know the real struggle and all my people dying Almost every day from overdoses'n I been prison years ago and I had no one to send me letters or money so I had to deal with that on my own !! I finally after all these years turned my life to God and i want to thank you for the inspiration ❤️🙌🏼🙏🏼
This song hits the heart deep if you really are struggling with an addiction. Everyone in the world has there own problems wheather you see them smiling or doing their dirt you dont know the pain they have inside. One of your best songs Jelly!
I have just recently found Jelly Roll and his voice reaches deep into my soul listening to him pour his heart out! I think most of us have been touched or slapped upside the head by a loved one with addiction. Keep singing Jelly Roll your words are healing to this girl!
This song always makes me cry, last time I listened to it I was at my peak of addiction to H, and here I am years later, over 2 years sober listening to this again , I thank whoever was keeping me in there prayers that kept me here to get sober& I pray for all those struggling w any type of addiction that they make it through and go home to there families
im in the middle of alcohol recovery about to go into rehab and i have to admit your songs are helping me stay resolved to this. I watched my family fall apart because of alcohol and drugs and then i did the same thing to mine. Thank you for being a motivation to people who want to change man. You are a good soul.
Don't NEVER NEVER EVER look back!!!! Because the devil is a LIE!!! So,Keep going forward, and don't turn back because your blessings are ahead and not behind! 🙏
Ive been through alot. 16 yrs worth. I knw you've heard it before but we all have struggles some more than others some more traumatizing than others. Your music has been my soul soother. Other than my baby girl it's what made me get up face another day and get my hustle on. I've learned I'm better and deserve better than the abuse I made myself deal with. Now still with help from ur tunes I will surpass and exceed the average statistic. I will do it not just for my girls but for myself as well. THANK YOU ur music has been my guidance my soul wrenching wake up my Reality. To those caught up in ur own struggles trapped in ur own prison sit back close your eyes and play ur favorite jelly roll and struggle tune. Keep the faith alive. Much love. I am forever greatful.
My most difficult struggle is when I’m completely consumed by my drug and I have absolutely no hope. Those are some of the most scary & loneliest nights! Luckily I have a spark inside me today, stay blessed
A person is not “cured” until they are clean the same amount of years as they were addicted. I want to show love to everyone who is suffering from addiction . If it’s you or a loved one, don’t ever give up or in, it will get better. I am 5 years sober and couldn’t ask for anything better. It is hard I will not lie, and there will be times you will question why. Just keep pushing forward. One day it will be just a bad memory.
What? Cured after you've been sober the same amount of time you used? I used heroin for 3 months and then was sober 7 months. Was I "cured" after those 7 months when I spent the next 7 years using? I'm 17 months sober and was "cured" after about 2 months. Had 2 very minor (one accidental) slips in those 2 months, but addiction doesn't rule me like it used to. I like being sober now. It used to be unbearable. I freaking abused DXM for years and years! DXM! Because I was broke, doesn't show up on drug screen, and you can steal it. It fried my memory big time. The high is horrible, but it numbed me from reality. One of the skip ups was using dxm before fishing with my dad and realized that I really had to be in some mental anguish to prefer that high to being sober. Other slip up was going to the bar and drinking 3 beers over 4 hours and then someone had like 3/4 of some type of mixed drink in a Styrofoam cup and it was mixed with powerade, so stupid me was like, "this will be hydrating and help me," but I ended up being ever so slightly tipsy so I count that as a slip up. In my worst run with alcohol, I spent about 2 months drinking 45-50 drinks a day. You obviously can't drink beer because you can't drink it quick enough to get drunk and it's like 35 or so pounds of liquid you're consuming and you can't really do that. I would wake up every 4 hours shaking so bad I'd have to chug liquor to get back to sleep. I actually held a job for 4 weeks during that. It was a new job I had started and as you can imagine, I was so incredibly drunk 24/7 for like o weeks, i was acting like an idiot. On week 4 of training they brought me to the side and said, 'we're gonna take you to the hospital for a breathalyzer." I drunkenly slurred, "don't waste your time. I'm freaking hammered." Another time I got a good job and had decided to drink even heavier than usual which was like 25-30/ day so I woke up with a hangover and drank before work. At 8am when I got to work I apparently fell over in front of a manager's office. They found out I was drunk (pretty hard to fake not being wasted) and a woman took me to detox. At 1235pm, I blew a .475. That's like 5 hours after my last drink. I guess that from the heavy drinking the night before (around a half gallon of burnettes) and the drinking that morning, I had quite the alcohol build up. Every addict will tell you they're a heavyweight but I truly am and that's not like a weird way to brag or anything because it sucks. When I wassmoking weed 2 years ago, I wasgetting really good carts that would get other people baked after 1 or 2 hits, but it would take me 18-20 over 30 minutes to really get high. Having a high tolerance isn't a cool thing. It just means you have to spend more money. ANYWAYS, if you're still with me: Being on the proper medication is what got me sober, but God keeps me sober. I never thought I'd get out of SLA or even ever live a normal life 2 years ago. If you'd have told me that I'd have a good paying job, I'd be renting a room on my own, OWN a car ('98 Volvo S70- big pimping), have a new laptop, Xbox series x, bose headphones, a $180 temperpedic pillow, $50 pillow cases, etc... I wouldn't, well really couldn't believe that was possible. Add on to that that I'm 17 months sober and I would've literally died laughing (rupture some organ or something). None of those material things matter. I do really appreciate a roof over my head instead of a tent, my queen sized comfy mattress when I'd been sleeping on crappy and cheap twin mattresses with the plastic on the bottom and crappy pillow, and I really enjoy air conditioning, somewhere to plug my phone in, a kitchen with a microwave and fridge and ICE! God worked such a miracle in my life that if you knew my whole story, it would turn a stone cold atheist into a full blown Christian. God bless you all and if you're using, you can get through this! Get some help! Keep fighting and pushing for that better life. It's totally worth it. You may just need the right medication. If you read all this, you're a pro!
@Joshua-ev9uw .. Ya, I don't know what he's talking about either, same amount of time, before you're clean. (I've Never heard that I my life & with all my slip ups, if never be considered clean)!! I love to read success stories about ppl turning their life around, so I completely read yours! I Love it! Congrats on your sobriety & all the things that God made possible for you! You're the one keeping yourself clean, God give us opportunities to reach out & grab them, but he also gave us free, so it's your choice & if we've got clouded minds, we miss them!! Good luck on continuing your journey with open eyes & clear mind. We lost our daughter to Heroin Oct. Will be 6 yrs.. We were also users (me just about anything you put in front of me, hubby liked the rush from speed). Now, I'm the only one still on this planet, they're all gone gone, His family & mine. I even lost him in Feb of this yr, then my momma cpl months later. last cpl ppl that loved me & me them, unconditionally! I'm continuing my journey as sad as it is, bc I know it's got to get better with God's love & all my angels that watch over me.. Tryin to weather the storms in life & learn to dance in the rain, instead of living in misery.. God Bless ✌️
@@Joshua-ev9uwGod bless you!!! I am currently battling with my addiction. Although I mainly feel defeated majority of the time, because my addiction gains the upper hand in this battle against me. 😢😢 BUT.............. In spite of it ALL, I am trusting in God to deliver me from this addiction. I enjoyed reading your essay long comment lol😊. It was actually very inspiring and I also love reading so what the heck!!! I'm proud of you for recovering and defeating your addictions! Definitely Keep it up!! And I pray that God continues to bless you again and again and again!
Jelly, you are real as fuck. As someone who is going through the battle of addiction right now, believe me when I say you are making a difference in peoples life. Thank you for not glorifying drug use like mainstream artist. Because the people that really live this life know that there is NOTHING glorious about it. You got a voice and a purpose, bub.
You're right there's nothing glorious at all about it... It's cold, its dark and it's lonely... In short it's a living hell!!! Pray for me please, I'm prayin for you!🕊🙌🏼🕊
Blessed your eyes reading this, father God I rebuke the spirit of suicide and addiction in the name of Jesus i declare that it must leave now in the name of Jesus. I declare that the enemy has no power over your thoughts and your mind and emotions I speak Jesus I bind the spirit of suicide in Jesus name i bind the spirit of addiction in Jesus name right now i speak love and i speak life in Jesus name . Father god i ask you to release delivenecs and healing to the mind and to there emotions i speak freedom in Jesus name God we thank you amen 🙏
Just came across this song recently and as of today I'm 6 months clean from Oxy's. Everyday is a struggle, but with music like this it makes the dark days a lil brighter. Thank You Jelly Roll!
OMG I thought I was the only parent in the world who felt like this. Thank you for sharing your truth. Every lyric in this song is exactly what I'be been going through for 13 years. My daughter is 15 now.
TEARS FALL fr. Clean time brings back the days I was new to sobriety. That shit's hard but so fkn worth it. I pray today ya give it more time. Heroin was my DOC. And that bitch 😔 😟 🙁 😥 CONGRATULATIONS KEEP GOING. ITS SO WORTH IT. Remember the sickness and shit you went thru detoxing?🤔 I know you don't wanna go thru that again. Picking back up could be your last. WE DO RECOVER 💪 🙏 sent to you. 😘
Love this song my kids have been addicted for years then I went through this for 20 years but I became one myself 4 years I've been clean 4months but never got that bad but a addict is addict I'm been raising my granddaughter for 15years she almost 17years she's seen so much I hate it but I'm still fighting every day she's my life jellyrolll and struggle have help me so much love you both for y'alls music jelly your song save me brings happy tears if you know what I mean. Keep the music coming your killing it. Number 1 to me.
im going on 3 years clean from shooting up crystal and one year from drinking. and this man right here is god level in my book for getting me to go clean. because i was messed up off of crystal when i first heard his song Save Me. it got me to just think about shit and inner reflect upon myself.
You are so good at describing addiction. I'm a FF/paramedic and I can't begin to explain the number of lives I've seen destroyed addictions. When I went through training over 20 years ago narcan was something "that was used in the 80's" and for years that seemed the case. Sadly we give it out like candy now. Hell, we leave it for you if we think you might need it. I might not personally know all the people I've run on but it wears on you so see so many OD's and deaths. I guess I'm trying to say addiction hits more people than just addict and family. There are those of us that quietly try to fix/treat problem when called upon, but it does affect us far more than most people will ever know.
Wow...why am I just now hearing this? We've lost so many loved ones to addiction that it's becoming normal. I wish my husband would've heard this before his addiction took him away from us. :( thanks Jelly Roll, much respect for this song
Idk how I haven't heard this.... Maybe it's cause I was introduced to your music in 2018.... My babies were there for my addiction....... I pray for all my famly and friends who are still struggling. Love abd support nothing but good vibes baby
I've discovered that the only person who can help them selfs is them and them only. Real talk. Jelly roll you got at least 1 fan praying for you. Me.But my beliefs are conflicted 😐 when it comes to hope and GOD
So true really hits hard single mom three kids no help from the fathers lost my dad who helped with the kids one year ago I can’t believe I was sober for 8 months and one time around it fell off get up and try and try again but no one knows how hard it is for a person to do when they are all alone with kids and no friends no family
The ones that smile through addiction usually die, and that sucks, cause that was most of my best friends, still watching them die, and wish i could express it through music like Jelly, but i can'[t, i died twice, woke up outta the bullshit, but times i struggle, wish all addicts find the light. Much love to everyone.
I feel your pain i od 10 days ago for time ever before i slip in late april i 190 days sober but this time woke up realize that dope aint worth my life and been clean since sunday still smoking my weed n dabs but 10 sober on dope
damn i been listening to your music since i was a little girl. my dad would always listen to your music. without your music i dont think my dad would have pulled through with his drug addiction. you and haystack both inspire me to put a message out there saying that people go through a struggle everyday constantly but its up to us weather we want to put a spark in there heart. thanks for being there... #antiochTN
Jelly, it don't ever fail.. every song u make I can't help but cry because of the truth and heart strings u pull at. Your an amazing and real artist and I love you for your amazingness and the best lyrics I've ever heard in my damn life... 3 years sober on November 14th
I used to be a property manager, had alor of people that lived in my building, most were just released from prison, some were addicts. When I would hear on the deaths I would cry. Then there was the ones that got clean permanently my soul would rejoice. What hurts the most is the ones that were fathers or mothers. I would try to talk to them but some would not listen. So this song is real to me.
Jellyroll is better than Migos,lil uzi, lil yachty,etc. U get my point. New rappers are horrible! Tee Grizzley, kevin gates, are the best newer rappers and lil wayne always killed the game. Can't sleep on Da Baby either. His flo is fire
I love you. I love your music. This grandma has finally discovered ear buds. You're at the top of my music list. Turning it up. The sound that is!! ❤️😘
I've a family full of addicts. I've been "out there" also, alcohol and drugs. Thanking our Father God in Heaven because I was never physically addicted so when I stopped it all I didn't get the physical pain. Now I'm REALLY old and I hurt constantly....karma always has a way of coming around.
jelly I've been doing drugs 22years heroin the past 7 your music the wisdom you speak woke me up to get the help I needed in recovery now that time I met you in Clarksville Tennessee I knew you would blow up every time I got to meet you I was drunk as hell and on pills and made a fool of myself but you still showed love.#addiction kills 513 Cincinnati holding you down.....crakadude
I feel for his little girl. I was once her and now my mom is dying from cancer. Never got to have a relationship with her because she chose drugs over me and my siblings. Addiction kills not just them... kills us because we have to live with the "what ifs".
19 dislikes? really how can you not love the truth. this song comes deep from @jelly. absolutely love this song, hit home for alot of us. keep pushing man, spread the word. your words move mountains more than you know! #SALUTE
Alot of people, parents have their blinders on, they won't see the truth until it happens to them. Addiction is not easy to break. As a mother I learned not to say my child, cause parents it happens, take the blinders off.
I love your music you tell it how it really is I'm happy to say I been clean off pills for 3years now and my husband been clean for 5 months from alcohol
I lost too many people to addiction, including myself. It’s a long lonely road and once you’re on it there aren’t too many chances to make a u-turn. Best never to start down that road...
This song always gives me chills, especially that second verse. I lost one my beat friends to a slip up relapse a couple years ago and that verse hits too close to home.....keep making music that speaks like this man, u really save lives man
I studied psychology briefly in college and my dad was also an addict (RIP). What kills most addicts isn’t continued use. Statistically more people die by slip ups using the same dose they used to and because they have a lower tolerance due to abstinence it kills them. Tell any addicts you know that if they slip up to use less than they were. I told my dad “don’t relapse, but if you do, don’t go back to the same amount you were using. Tell me though, I won’t be mad.”
Through my son I started listening to you and the music and lyrics speak for themselves. It's truth , honesty and , completely real. Hits hard in some spots and soothes in others but only because it's so real , hard-hitting and totally heartfelt. This is what music should be , not a bunch of bs fluff with no heart no story and no meaning
🎶When You Lose Control, The Truth Unfolds And Now We Know.... Addiction Kills🎶 Truer words have never been spoken!! Somebody please pray for me, anyone!!🕊🙌🏼🕊
God bless you. I wish you the best brother. From my experience, it definitely gets better. I'm going on a year myself. And never felt better. Working a great job. What you get back from doing the right thing, is priceless. My addiction is my bank account now. (Used to be cocaine) I thank God everyday for giving me the strength to move forward and upward, thats progress. Keep sobriety first man, and everything just gets better. You'll at least be available to face life on life's terms. And conquer anything that comes your way. Peace be with you bro.
My Kids Just Lost Their Dad To Drugs Yesterday...Damn Man...I wish that there was something that I could do to help him.. RIP Philip Rawson.. You Will Always be Loved And Missed
I've lost my parents to the drug trade only because I chose to escape it. It's tragic but it's just, sometimes you gotta go the lonely road to see a better life.
I love this song I have three years clean off meth I used to listen to this song when I was still deep in my addiction everything jelly roll puts out is very relatable he is lyrical genius
i sit in my room an listing to this , I've seen addiction kill thank you jelly roll , its like you rip the words out of my heart an finally let it make sence
I feel this jam been there with the evil man in the dark for 30 yrs thank God n myself to get out of it now am a better man for me n a better dad for my kids n my family love u all n God is there just got to believe ❤ 🙏❤
I been listening to your music everyday all week... I follow Bunnie but I've never listened to your music till last week while in an inpatient detox to finally get off Suboxone. This couple in there together were playing it and since I got home I been as well. The one year anniversary of my kids father's death is this month and I'm dreading it for all our sakes. He overdosed. Our 13yo found him. It's been a rough year. Tryna stay strong for my 3 kids and do this shit right.
Your speaking nothing but truth... I've put mad ppl onto him in aus.. He even did a feature track for me this man is all love... His very humble and has alot of time for fans
i was married for 20 years to my husband James we were so in love had it all3 beautiful. kids and 6 years ago he died in my arms i was trying so hard 2 save him but he was gone in minutes i myself died my life became so grey my new companions were now sorrow and grief and continued 2 use for the last 5 and a half years 2 grams a day died 8 times and finally sober from the. demon for a year and a half now its been the most painful struggle of my life i am still bitter sweet sad and my heart is completely gone im all alone in this world but I know my husband James would want me 2 b happy 2 live life with a smile but im not ready for that so 2 everyone out there fighting the struggle cheers 2 ya
Jellyroll done came along way. And he is absolutely right. Addiction does kill we are from the same neighborhood and seen plenty of my people suffer from it. I've been to that house I've kicked it with Jelly he is a real dude. And straight from the hood. Keep it pushing big homie! 1 love. Woodbine to Antioch.
Working on cognitive thinking and figuring out why I had a lapse. Time to pull myself out of the crap, for me and my family!!! This addiction won't kill me!!!
Love your music period. But this one hits me hard. 1 year clean and life has never been better. Lost too many people to addiction. Most close friends. After my husband passed turned to pills to numb me. A year later lost my 2nd love and a month after that my brother. I turned to dope. But yes 1 year clean
angelina collins im sorry for your loss , i know all too well what addiction does. i lost my lil bro I 03 at age of 22 then my mom in 07 and since then 3 uncles and 2 cousins. its sad. drugs have destroyed my family that's for sure. stay strong
angelina collins sorry for your pain i know the feeling i lost a wife to this madness and i went off the deep end myself got into alot of trouble ended up in prison for almost 13 years been home 7 years im clean and sober still to this day got a beautiful wife 2 great daughters and life is good but i feel like i had to go threw this to get to were im at today
Bro this literally has described my life with my BM she has fallen so hard in and out of rehab daughter wishing she would die from an OD like her mom(the mothers mom) it kills me hearing those words come out a child's mouth she recently just got locked up for the next 8 years due to her repeated offences praying she don't end up worse ❤ every word touched my soul in this song ty
Been Sober since 2011 after i lost my bff Bissy,,, Tbh i NEVER IMAGINED out of the 3 of us she would have gone!!! Rest in Peace Biss We MISS You STILL!!
3 yrs sober July 27. I got sober to get pregnant and I haven't looked back. Her dad really messed us up but I got my baby and my own back. I will do anything for her. I just wish he did too.
Jelly for real, I just heard this song for the first time and it made me have an anxiety attack. Not 6 songs on the UA-cam playlist before this I was jamming to you and struggle in the kitchen cooking dinner. I got to thinking about my parents and all I've went through with both their addictions before they passed and I started writing stuff down trying to put together a song out of it. When this song played it was so real and so raw and it mixed in with what I was already feeling and I got overwhelmed. You are an amazing artist and I just wanted to take the time to let you know in my opinion you've achieved what every musician should aspire to do: you have the ability to make your listeners feel through your music. Keep it up bro, all you guys are amazing!!!!
Was an addict as teenager for years then got clean for a few. Was really doing great, awesome job, was a volunteer firefighter and EMT working on my Paramedic, about to move in with the girl of my dreams, and for the first time I can remember I was truly happy. Then I was first on scene of the wreck that killed my mom and her friend. Truck rolled 7 times and there bodies were about 70yds away from it. It's BURNED into my memory and I haven't told anyone I ran it. I feel too guilty. My grandmother was diagnosed with cancer, my aunt had a massive stroke, and I feel like any direction I walk more is piled on. This has all happened in the last year So I turned back to the old addiction. Been using for a year now, lost my job, let my certifications lapse, not a friend in sight, and about to lose my house. The worse it gets the more I turn to it and I really don't feel like this is a battle I'm going to win. I just don't know how much more I can handle...
@@curdlingscreams6846 thanks Young blood. I wish I believed that. I'm doing my best and have an amazing wife and a very supportive father who's walked in the same shoes. Those two are very much holding me up right now, for which I'm very ashamed and thankful for. They won't let me fall no matter how many times I stumble so I know I'll get through. Just don't know how much shit I'm gonna put them and myself through in the meantime. But I hope you're getting things figured out. There's a big world and a lot of life a head of you and your struggles now will serve you well in life after you get past them. Just don't make my mistake and fall back in. Now's your time to make mistakes. They're a lot easier to fix. You'll come through this stronger and hopefully it'll make you realize that you can overcome anything. Much love young blood
I can relate to this song.. I'm a struggle addicted wen I feel like using I play this song an by the time it ends I don't feel like using anymore because everything he says in this song is true about ppl that are still using and I don't want to go back to the addiction days
This song is the reason i am clean today, im now 2 years and 7 months clean off meth and its all thanks to you and your music. I owe you my life and will always be thankful this song started playing
I was on coke alcohol and pills and sometimes more to deal with life and shit I been threw. Addiction had almost killed me several times and your songs helped me get threw and i have been clean from everything now besides weed and booze to help me get by with life And situations I'm in you still help me everyday And know how I feel and how addicton kills. Love u jelly roll
Was there to watch my best friend addicted to oxy, saw what relapsing twice did to his dad. And almost fell in a hole myself to the bottle. Addiction kills, but me and my own are lucky to still be standing. Not all are so lucky. Love this song. I pray for everyone that is hurting or hurt to the point they couldnt turn back. Hope this song helps every soul that it can
I've avoided speaking on this for so long , I feel free this morning ! Thank y'all for sharing the FUCCCKKK OUT OF IT!
Jelly Roll this song is a masterpiece
some real ass shit jelly keep this fire going
Jelly Roll I have more respect for you than ever Lord knows I have fight my addiction
Jelly Roll I'm proud of you and so is lea bug
Jelly Roll love the song and video.. gonna share the hell out of it for ya.. Clarksville Tn. here...we got mad love for ya.
This track has kept me off the needles and away from the alcohol. 408 days sober. WE DO RECOVER!!
Keep going my friends. You got this. ❤
Congratulations on your sobriety! Keep it up!
How are you
That is awesome had 11,relapsed 2 years or go. I’m ashamed the stuff ain’t the same it messes up your skin. I’m so ashamed I just keep going n I wanna stop so bad but don’t. Only another addict would understand. 1 of my best friends died,my cousin has 3 kids their dad OD d my cousin relapsed afterwards ,and the same thing happened 6 months after their dad. She OD d n here I am doing the same BS. But been clean a long time I just gotta get my life back these issues on my arm will heal and so will I. 🫶🏻
Really 😂
Damn I felt every single word of this song!!! Was an addict and alcoholic for to long destroyed so many relationships with family and friends before I pulled my head out my ass. Going on 6 years clean and sober and if some would've told me 6 years ago I'd be where I am now I wouldve laughed in their face. Dont give up it's possible you can do it if I could!!!
I am 3 months from 10 years. Congratulations my friend. Sending love your way.
I got 18 months. Life is the best high
The words of a song have never hit so on the nose. Almost literally word for word. We battled it for so long with my daughters dad. We begged and pleaded for him to get clean. Last thing I said to him was you have to be 90 days clean before you can see her again. A week after he got out of jail they found him OD behind a Walmart. July 13 will be the 1 yr anniversary of his death. Our daughter is 11 now. People always make the comment ice listened to your music for ever and this is why. I can not wait to see you in concert in OCT. I wish my daughters dad could be with me, but he'll be there in spirit. Thank you!
Hello, how are you doing?
Used any kind of drug you’d put in front of me for 10 years, my DOC was heroin. Lost custody of my son. Got myself clean, got my baby back and have have made a beautiful life for me and my children! March made 2 years clean from all mind altering substances 💗 WE DO RECOVER!!!
Congratulations. Keep up the good work. Wishing you many more Blessings.
Hope right there👌thank you
May god bless you and your family
Yes ma'am we do. I had a year clean relapsed ended up bck in prison . I'm out now and I'm strugglin to stay clean. I'm 33 days clean. But I see messages like ur and it gives me hope. Dear God give me strenght for one more day. Pray for those still in the madness. God has a purpose for us all. God bless
We do!
To everyone who is sober just today I’m proud of you.
Thank you.
Thank you. 😊
Thank you bro! 2 months clean as of yesterday 🎉
Jesus Christ, this song brought tears to my eyes. As a father raising my two daughters while their junkie mother runs the streets. I feel that shit bro
Idk your situation, but I hope you'll be able to change her someday. Or atleast get her the help she needs. No one deserves that fate, just ad much as no one deserves to have to live in that shadow...
Me to.... We out. Doing this father shit much respect
@@Richard-we7wi 🫡
Prayers babe
A lil advise....,start by supporting her !ot bashing her "junkie" is extremely unsupportive their mother is a struggling addict and until you walk in her shoes you have no clue. Its the best thing you can do for your kids is to support her and encourage her to recover! Think of those babies they need her
Recovering heroin addict. I’m so thankful to be clean and doing better. Do it for your family but most importantly do it for YOU!
You got this girl stay strong:))
Good shit girl
I just gained my freedom back yesterday. I'm an addict and it put me somewhere I had never imagined I'd end up. 16 months and the first thing I did was get a phone, get on UA-cam n listen to you Jelly... U r now n will be forevermore my biggest strength to stay sober... Please keep it 100 all the time! Thank u so much.
fuck yea, i love reading shit like this. makes me feel proud to be a part of a fandom thats so fucking grounded. just seeing all the love and support and the recovery stories just warms the soul.
R.I.P. to all the lost souls...
To those who have lost loved ones, just cherish the good times you've had and keep pushing on, they wouldn't want you to dwell for too long, stay positive and may God bless you all!!!
I lost my 23 year old son in 2017 to his addiction. Trying hard to remember my boy before his addiction took over. Some days it is very difficult.
All to real
Amem
I lost my mom to meth and blues. But it needed to happen so I could get clean 🎉
This song really touches me. This struggle is so real. You are an amazing artist you sing what some cant say. Thank you for your songs! May God Bless you Jelly Roll!
my son sits in his room an plays your song , since he found your music , he has not been so mad, he say that your songs take the word out of his heart an finally put them together, thank you for talking with his soul
Sharon Young that's absolutely amazing!!! I love this man so much he is amazing!!!! I'm so glad he has blessed y'all!!!
Sharon Young that is very moving. You sound like a great parental figure. Keep doing you!
Nic Degrow aCc
that is so deep
Your kid might have passion for music,
You ever ask him to write a poem about his pain or what he hiding
I bet it will be beautiful,
I don't know your son
But I do the same
To all this that struggle with sobriety, never give up plz you can do it. I promise you its gets easier!!!
9 years clean and I love to help thoes that struggle with there addictions just please don't give up!!!
Killer tune done by someone who can truly relate if you haven't been through this "addiction"u wouldn't be able to grasp the power behind this song jelly speaks my language hopefully the ones out there who judge us can listen to this and have a little compassion for us lost souls if your listening to this song suffering from active addiction then you are a miracle you are here listening to jelly a true American hero one that all of us addicts needed thanks jelly
Been rocking this forever. Who's here in sep 2024 listening to the best MUSIC ever. Thanks jelly
Wow 😳 u r amazing .. u are very inspiring !! I know the real struggle and all my people dying Almost every day from overdoses'n I been prison years ago and I had no one to send me letters or money so I had to deal with that on my own !! I finally after all these years turned my life to God and i want to thank you for the inspiration ❤️🙌🏼🙏🏼
This song hits the heart deep if you really are struggling with an addiction. Everyone in the world has there own problems wheather you see them smiling or doing their dirt you dont know the pain they have inside. One of your best songs Jelly!
I have just recently found Jelly Roll and his voice reaches deep into my soul listening to him pour his heart out! I think most of us have been touched or slapped upside the head by a loved one with addiction. Keep singing Jelly Roll your words are healing to this girl!
This song always makes me cry, last time I listened to it I was at my peak of addiction to H, and here I am years later, over 2 years sober listening to this again , I thank whoever was keeping me in there prayers that kept me here to get sober& I pray for all those struggling w any type of addiction that they make it through and go home to there families
Kelly Roll make me understand what my son has gone through! A lost soul can be help ! Just take that first step !
im in the middle of alcohol recovery about to go into rehab and i have to admit your songs are helping me stay resolved to this. I watched my family fall apart because of alcohol and drugs and then i did the same thing to mine. Thank you for being a motivation to people who want to change man. You are a good soul.
Ur words have helped me 30 days sober today. Been doing drugs for 20 years. I cant go back cuz i made a promise 2 myself & my little boy. Thank-u
It's been 9 months since you posted this. I hope you have been staying strong.
Hope your still doing good my friend
How u doing today? I'm 2 years clean heroin addict
How's life been Bridget? You still holding up?
clean since 11/12/16. I never want to look back!
Tuc8
Never look back young' man ...you did it ...way to have your life back in your hands
Good for you rock star happy for you
Hope your still kicking addictions ass
Don't NEVER NEVER EVER look back!!!!
Because the devil is a LIE!!!
So,Keep going forward, and don't turn back because your blessings are ahead and not behind! 🙏
Ive been through alot. 16 yrs worth. I knw you've heard it before but we all have struggles some more than others some more traumatizing than others. Your music has been my soul soother. Other than my baby girl it's what made me get up face another day and get my hustle on. I've learned I'm better and deserve better than the abuse I made myself deal with. Now still with help from ur tunes I will surpass and exceed the average statistic. I will do it not just for my girls but for myself as well. THANK YOU ur music has been my guidance my soul wrenching wake up my Reality. To those caught up in ur own struggles trapped in ur own prison sit back close your eyes and play ur favorite jelly roll and struggle tune. Keep the faith alive. Much love. I am forever greatful.
My most difficult struggle is when I’m completely consumed by my drug and I have absolutely no hope. Those are some of the most scary & loneliest nights!
Luckily I have a spark inside me today, stay blessed
Rip to both of my brothers. Almost took me too. Thank you for your music ❤️
A person is not “cured” until they are clean the same amount of years as they were addicted.
I want to show love to everyone who is suffering from addiction . If it’s you or a loved one, don’t ever give up or in, it will get better. I am 5 years sober and couldn’t ask for anything better. It is hard I will not lie,
and there will be times you will question why. Just keep pushing forward. One day it will be just a bad memory.
What? Cured after you've been sober the same amount of time you used? I used heroin for 3 months and then was sober 7 months. Was I "cured" after those 7 months when I spent the next 7 years using? I'm 17 months sober and was "cured" after about 2 months. Had 2 very minor (one accidental) slips in those 2 months, but addiction doesn't rule me like it used to. I like being sober now. It used to be unbearable. I freaking abused DXM for years and years! DXM! Because I was broke, doesn't show up on drug screen, and you can steal it. It fried my memory big time. The high is horrible, but it numbed me from reality. One of the skip ups was using dxm before fishing with my dad and realized that I really had to be in some mental anguish to prefer that high to being sober. Other slip up was going to the bar and drinking 3 beers over 4 hours and then someone had like 3/4 of some type of mixed drink in a Styrofoam cup and it was mixed with powerade, so stupid me was like, "this will be hydrating and help me," but I ended up being ever so slightly tipsy so I count that as a slip up. In my worst run with alcohol, I spent about 2 months drinking 45-50 drinks a day. You obviously can't drink beer because you can't drink it quick enough to get drunk and it's like 35 or so pounds of liquid you're consuming and you can't really do that. I would wake up every 4 hours shaking so bad I'd have to chug liquor to get back to sleep. I actually held a job for 4 weeks during that. It was a new job I had started and as you can imagine, I was so incredibly drunk 24/7 for like o weeks, i was acting like an idiot. On week 4 of training they brought me to the side and said, 'we're gonna take you to the hospital for a breathalyzer." I drunkenly slurred, "don't waste your time. I'm freaking hammered." Another time I got a good job and had decided to drink even heavier than usual which was like 25-30/ day so I woke up with a hangover and drank before work. At 8am when I got to work I apparently fell over in front of a manager's office. They found out I was drunk (pretty hard to fake not being wasted) and a woman took me to detox. At 1235pm, I blew a .475. That's like 5 hours after my last drink. I guess that from the heavy drinking the night before (around a half gallon of burnettes) and the drinking that morning, I had quite the alcohol build up. Every addict will tell you they're a heavyweight but I truly am and that's not like a weird way to brag or anything because it sucks. When I wassmoking weed 2 years ago, I wasgetting really good carts that would get other people baked after 1 or 2 hits, but it would take me 18-20 over 30 minutes to really get high. Having a high tolerance isn't a cool thing. It just means you have to spend more money. ANYWAYS, if you're still with me:
Being on the proper medication is what got me sober, but God keeps me sober. I never thought I'd get out of SLA or even ever live a normal life 2 years ago. If you'd have told me that I'd have a good paying job, I'd be renting a room on my own, OWN a car ('98 Volvo S70- big pimping), have a new laptop, Xbox series x, bose headphones, a $180 temperpedic pillow, $50 pillow cases, etc... I wouldn't, well really couldn't believe that was possible. Add on to that that I'm 17 months sober and I would've literally died laughing (rupture some organ or something). None of those material things matter. I do really appreciate a roof over my head instead of a tent, my queen sized comfy mattress when I'd been sleeping on crappy and cheap twin mattresses with the plastic on the bottom and crappy pillow, and I really enjoy air conditioning, somewhere to plug my phone in, a kitchen with a microwave and fridge and ICE! God worked such a miracle in my life that if you knew my whole story, it would turn a stone cold atheist into a full blown Christian.
God bless you all and if you're using, you can get through this! Get some help! Keep fighting and pushing for that better life. It's totally worth it. You may just need the right medication.
If you read all this, you're a pro!
@Joshua-ev9uw .. Ya, I don't know what he's talking about either, same amount of time, before you're clean. (I've Never heard that I my life & with all my slip ups, if never be considered clean)!!
I love to read success stories about ppl turning their life around, so I completely read yours! I Love it!
Congrats on your sobriety & all the things that God made possible for you! You're the one keeping yourself clean, God give us opportunities to reach out & grab them, but he also gave us free, so it's your choice & if we've got clouded minds, we miss them!!
Good luck on continuing your journey with open eyes & clear mind.
We lost our daughter to Heroin Oct. Will be 6 yrs.. We were also users (me just about anything you put in front of me, hubby liked the rush from speed). Now, I'm the only one still on this planet, they're all gone gone, His family & mine. I even lost him in Feb of this yr, then my momma cpl months later. last cpl ppl that loved me & me them, unconditionally! I'm continuing my journey as sad as it is, bc I know it's got to get better with God's love & all my angels that watch over me.. Tryin to weather the storms in life & learn to dance in the rain, instead of living in misery..
God Bless ✌️
@@Joshua-ev9uwGod bless you!!!
I am currently battling with my addiction. Although I mainly feel defeated majority of the time, because my addiction gains the upper hand in this battle against me. 😢😢
BUT..............
In spite of it ALL,
I am trusting in God to deliver me from this addiction.
I enjoyed reading your essay long comment lol😊.
It was actually very inspiring and I also love reading so what the heck!!!
I'm proud of you for recovering and defeating your addictions! Definitely Keep it up!!
And I pray that God continues to bless you again and again and again!
Jelly, you are real as fuck. As someone who is going through the battle of addiction right now, believe me when I say you are making a difference in peoples life. Thank you for not glorifying drug use like mainstream artist. Because the people that really live this life know that there is NOTHING glorious about it. You got a voice and a purpose, bub.
The truth it gets dark and lonely.
RIP to all our friends that has lost the battle. I know most going through this have multiple.
You're right there's nothing glorious at all about it... It's cold, its dark and it's lonely... In short it's a living hell!!! Pray for me please, I'm prayin for you!🕊🙌🏼🕊
Exactly hun🙌
Amen. U also a real one.
I just want to say thank you been a addict for 20 years I got 90 days clean now and you have helped me each day God bless you
On August 18 I lost my brother to his addiction the pain is on a whole another level I don't know if I could live without him... 💔
Blessed your eyes reading this, father God I rebuke the spirit of suicide and addiction in the name of Jesus i declare that it must leave now in the name of Jesus. I declare that the enemy has no power over your thoughts and your mind and emotions I speak Jesus I bind the spirit of suicide in Jesus name i bind the spirit of addiction in Jesus name right now i speak love and i speak life in Jesus name . Father god i ask you to release delivenecs and healing to the mind and to there emotions i speak freedom in Jesus name God we thank you amen 🙏
Amen 🙏
Amen ❤
Amen Amen Amen
Just came across this song recently and as of today I'm 6 months clean from Oxy's. Everyday is a struggle, but with music like this it makes the dark days a lil brighter. Thank You Jelly Roll!
OMG I thought I was the only parent in the world who felt like this. Thank you for sharing your truth. Every lyric in this song is exactly what I'be been going through for 13 years. My daughter is 15 now.
American native I've been clean&sober two years now.cool jam jelly roll.AMEN TO YOU JELLY ROLL.
Song brings me to fucking tears. So real. Anyone who's experienced similar situations knows how real this song really is
I thought I was going to lose my sister n brother to addiction of drugs but I am thankful they are sober now.
Proud little sister!
Just a beautiful song! Only a few of us get touched by it! Only few of us understand! Today im 42 weeks sober! 💜
I know how it feels, we lost our youngest Oct. will be 6 yrs.. 😢
@@Ginger7234 I am so sorry. So sorry 😢 💔
@@Sammy-xg6dx Thank you!
TEARS FALL fr. Clean time brings back the days I was new to sobriety. That shit's hard but so fkn worth it. I pray today ya give it more time. Heroin was my DOC. And that bitch 😔 😟 🙁 😥 CONGRATULATIONS KEEP GOING. ITS SO WORTH IT. Remember the sickness and shit you went thru detoxing?🤔 I know you don't wanna go thru that again. Picking back up could be your last. WE DO RECOVER 💪 🙏 sent to you. 😘
@@marykaminskie4645 thank you so much and yes we do 💕
Love this song my kids have been addicted for years then I went through this for 20 years but I became one myself 4 years I've been clean 4months but never got that bad but a addict is addict I'm been raising my granddaughter for 15years she almost 17years she's seen so much I hate it but I'm still fighting every day she's my life jellyrolll and struggle have help me so much love you both for y'alls music jelly your song save me brings happy tears if you know what I mean. Keep the music coming your killing it. Number 1 to me.
im going on 3 years clean from shooting up crystal and one year from drinking. and this man right here is god level in my book for getting me to go clean. because i was messed up off of crystal when i first heard his song Save Me. it got me to just think about shit and inner reflect upon myself.
You are so good at describing addiction. I'm a FF/paramedic and I can't begin to explain the number of lives I've seen destroyed addictions. When I went through training over 20 years ago narcan was something "that was used in the 80's" and for years that seemed the case. Sadly we give it out like candy now. Hell, we leave it for you if we think you might need it. I might not personally know all the people I've run on but it wears on you so see so many OD's and deaths. I guess I'm trying to say addiction hits more people than just addict and family. There are those of us that quietly try to fix/treat problem when called upon, but it does affect us far more than most people will ever know.
Wow...why am I just now hearing this? We've lost so many loved ones to addiction that it's becoming normal. I wish my husband would've heard this before his addiction took him away from us. :( thanks Jelly Roll, much respect for this song
This hits so deep when I was in my addiction i would play this song and cry now I'm here with 606 days sober living my best life..
Idk how I haven't heard this.... Maybe it's cause I was introduced to your music in 2018.... My babies were there for my addiction....... I pray for all my famly and friends who are still struggling. Love abd support nothing but good vibes baby
I've discovered that the only person who can help them selfs is them and them only. Real talk. Jelly roll you got at least 1 fan praying for you. Me.But my beliefs are conflicted 😐 when it comes to hope and GOD
So true really hits hard single mom three kids no help from the fathers lost my dad who helped with the kids one year ago I can’t believe I was sober for 8 months and one time around it fell off get up and try and try again but no one knows how hard it is for a person to do when they are all alone with kids and no friends no family
14 days clean..love your music jelly...u and struggle both help me through my darkest hours
Hope you're still doing well!!!
fuck i hope that turned into three years clean
Hope you pulled through my man!!
The ones that smile through addiction usually die, and that sucks, cause that was most of my best friends, still watching them die, and wish i could express it through music like Jelly, but i can'[t, i died twice, woke up outta the bullshit, but times i struggle, wish all addicts find the light. Much love to everyone.
I feel your pain i od 10 days ago for time ever before i slip in late april i 190 days sober but this time woke up realize that dope aint worth my life and been clean since sunday still smoking my weed n dabs but 10 sober on dope
I never smile...but esp not sober. Rather be dead than sober
🙏 Amen
@@robinscarberry5403 hope you are still sober. If not look at this message and think how you felt at that time. If you're sober congrats
I'm still sober
damn i been listening to your music since i was a little girl. my dad would always listen to your music. without your music i dont think my dad would have pulled through with his drug addiction. you and haystack both inspire me to put a message out there saying that people go through a struggle everyday constantly but its up to us weather we want to put a spark in there heart. thanks for being there... #antiochTN
Jelly, it don't ever fail.. every song u make I can't help but cry because of the truth and heart strings u pull at. Your an amazing and real artist and I love you for your amazingness and the best lyrics I've ever heard in my damn life... 3 years sober on November 14th
Every single person who’s recovering from addiction should listen to this song. This is so powerful. This speaks so clearly and so loud to me.
I used to be a property manager, had alor of people that lived in my building, most were just released from prison, some were addicts. When I would hear on the deaths I would cry. Then there was the ones that got clean permanently my soul would rejoice. What hurts the most is the ones that were fathers or mothers. I would try to talk to them but some would not listen. So this song is real to me.
great song!. Definitely helping me. 38 days sober as of today 😊
What about today?
Kurtiss Smtih 49 days sober 😎
Carl Blosser good job bro. keep it up
angelina martinez thank you, much appreciated
keep up the good work! i'm still fighting my demons
This guy is the most under rated rapper/singer. He is my absolute favorite keep speaking the truth my brother 💯
Hell yeah brother!! Jellyroll, Struggle Jennings, Yelawolf, and ritzz, would be a great concert!!
Jellyroll is better than Migos,lil uzi, lil yachty,etc. U get my point. New rappers are horrible! Tee Grizzley, kevin gates, are the best newer rappers and lil wayne always killed the game. Can't sleep on Da Baby either. His flo is fire
I love you. I love your music.
This grandma has finally discovered ear buds. You're at the top of my music list. Turning it up.
The sound that is!! ❤️😘
I've a family full of addicts. I've been "out there" also, alcohol and drugs. Thanking our Father God in Heaven because I was never physically addicted so when I stopped it all I didn't get the physical pain. Now I'm REALLY old and I hurt constantly....karma always has a way of coming around.
jelly I've been doing drugs 22years heroin the past 7 your music the wisdom you speak woke me up to get the help I needed in recovery now that time I met you in Clarksville Tennessee I knew you would blow up every time I got to meet you I was drunk as hell and on pills and made a fool of myself but you still showed love.#addiction kills 513 Cincinnati holding you down.....crakadude
Josh Neal stay strong
Josh Neal stay strong buddy!! sending love and light
Josh Neal praying for you, stay strong
thank you for the support
Josh Neal thats something that ill grind for man that made my eyes swell a lil bit you'll stay in my thoughts homie
6 days clean, seriously the longest I've been, I'm feeling great. Talked to my brother for the first time in 8 years today.
Keep it up man u got this just keep ur mind off that shit dont look back proud of u man....
Keep reaching out..to anybody that will encourage you!
I hope you’re still doing good and on the right path, god bless you man
I cant explain how proud I am..hope you stuck to it
You still clean ?
I feel for his little girl. I was once her and now my mom is dying from cancer. Never got to have a relationship with her because she chose drugs over me and my siblings. Addiction kills not just them... kills us because we have to live with the "what ifs".
Was a smoker of the white stuff over 20 years I'm now 27 yrs clean....please keep sharing the message....love you from Gravenhurst Ontario Canada 🇨🇦
Hits home ... Love all your music.. Addiction kills .. True .
I've lost everything cause of my addiction and decisions.... The struggle is real
19 dislikes? really how can you not love the truth. this song comes deep from @jelly. absolutely love this song, hit home for alot of us. keep pushing man, spread the word. your words move mountains more than you know! #SALUTE
Autumn Price haters gonna hate!
Autumn Price the hater's on this so never lived the lifestyle but for me it's home
Very well said. I Totally agree with this comment. Straight 100% Big Facts.
Very well said. I Totally agree with this comment. Straight 100% Big Facts.
Alot of people, parents have their blinders on, they won't see the truth until it happens to them. Addiction is not easy to break. As a mother I learned not to say my child, cause parents it happens, take the blinders off.
I'm in tears!! I got out alive I hope you all struggling can too! My heart breaks for you all.
Amazing song. Amazing artist.
Verified but no one notices?
I love your music you tell it how it really is I'm happy to say I been clean off pills for 3years now and my husband been clean for 5 months from alcohol
I lost too many people to addiction, including myself. It’s a long lonely road and once you’re on it there aren’t too many chances to make a u-turn. Best never to start down that road...
Been doing drugs for 6 years and it's miserable. This song speaks volumes to me and my journey to sobriety.
This song always gives me chills, especially that second verse. I lost one my beat friends to a slip up relapse a couple years ago and that verse hits too close to home.....keep making music that speaks like this man, u really save lives man
I studied psychology briefly in college and my dad was also an addict (RIP). What kills most addicts isn’t continued use. Statistically more people die by slip ups using the same dose they used to and because they have a lower tolerance due to abstinence it kills them. Tell any addicts you know that if they slip up to use less than they were. I told my dad “don’t relapse, but if you do, don’t go back to the same amount you were using. Tell me though, I won’t be mad.”
Second verse is amazing, hits home, but I love how his accent comes alive in this verse!
Addict to most everything speed and alcohol for 47 years. Didn’t care if lived or died. Got clean for past 5.5 years. Finally got love for myself
Hello, how are you doing?
This whole album has helped me heal. When I listen I feel like I don't have to live it any longer. Thanks 🙏.
Through my son I started listening to you and the music and lyrics speak for themselves. It's truth , honesty and , completely real. Hits hard in some spots and soothes in others but only because it's so real , hard-hitting and totally heartfelt. This is what music should be , not a bunch of bs fluff with no heart no story and no meaning
🎶When You Lose Control, The Truth Unfolds And Now We Know.... Addiction Kills🎶 Truer words have never been spoken!! Somebody please pray for me, anyone!!🕊🙌🏼🕊
I will pray for you. I was on coke for 7 years, been clean for 14 years. You GOT to change your places and friends. It gets better
I’m finally going to check myself in for rehab for alcohol.Just looking for the right place
Keep fighting
I hope you had gone for help, remember one day at a time, trudging the road to happy destiny. The journey is worth it, not easy....
Good stuff man I'm doing Same but with smoking bud an drinking alcohol
God bless you. I wish you the best brother. From my experience, it definitely gets better. I'm going on a year myself. And never felt better. Working a great job. What you get back from doing the right thing, is priceless. My addiction is my bank account now. (Used to be cocaine) I thank God everyday for giving me the strength to move forward and upward, thats progress. Keep sobriety first man, and everything just gets better. You'll at least be available to face life on life's terms. And conquer anything that comes your way. Peace be with you bro.
Update please?
My Kids Just Lost Their Dad To Drugs Yesterday...Damn Man...I wish that there was something that I could do to help him.. RIP Philip Rawson.. You Will Always be Loved And Missed
Addiction took my beautiful 22 year old daughter. Thanks for saving me with your music Jelly Roll.
I've lost my parents to the drug trade only because I chose to escape it. It's tragic but it's just, sometimes you gotta go the lonely road to see a better life.
Nyki D a lot people including me have a addictive personality I used to get hooked on drugs before I even started taking them
Nyki D the lonely road takes I to good company
Dang
My father died of drugs when I was 9 like a half a year ago (I'm 11 now) my mother passed away she was 3 years clean
God Bless, I Hope You Are Still Clean :-)
I love this song I have three years clean off meth I used to listen to this song when I was still deep in my addiction everything jelly roll puts out is very relatable he is lyrical genius
i sit in my room an listing to this , I've seen addiction kill thank you jelly roll , its like you rip the words out of my heart an finally let it make sence
I feel this jam been there with the evil man in the dark for 30 yrs thank God n myself to get out of it now am a better man for me n a better dad for my kids n my family love u all n God is there just got to believe ❤ 🙏❤
I been listening to your music everyday all week... I follow Bunnie but I've never listened to your music till last week while in an inpatient detox to finally get off Suboxone. This couple in there together were playing it and since I got home I been as well. The one year anniversary of my kids father's death is this month and I'm dreading it for all our sakes. He overdosed. Our 13yo found him. It's been a rough year. Tryna stay strong for my 3 kids and do this shit right.
best artist hands down... put mad ppl onto jelly in the uk.
got a tune for every emotion.
uk hiphop exactly the way i feel!
uk hiphop you like this look up NF how could you leave us
Your speaking nothing but truth... I've put mad ppl onto him in aus.. He even did a feature track for me this man is all love... His very humble and has alot of time for fans
i was married for 20 years to my husband James we were so in love had it all3 beautiful. kids and 6 years ago he died in my arms i was trying so hard 2 save him but he was gone in minutes i myself died my life became so grey my new companions were now sorrow and grief and continued 2 use for the last 5 and a half years 2 grams a day died 8 times and finally sober from the. demon for a year and a half now its been the most painful struggle of my life i am still bitter sweet sad and my heart is completely gone im all alone in this world but I know my husband James would want me 2 b happy 2 live life with a smile but im not ready for that so 2 everyone out there fighting the struggle cheers 2 ya
Damn jelly roll heart touching song and truth in the rarest form
Jellyroll done came along way. And he is absolutely right. Addiction does kill we are from the same neighborhood and seen plenty of my people suffer from it. I've been to that house I've kicked it with Jelly he is a real dude. And straight from the hood. Keep it pushing big homie! 1 love. Woodbine to Antioch.
Blood Angels Guardians Of Judah. I Listened To Yours Jelly So Does GOD Elohim Have Your Life 🧬 And Soulmates Eternity Forever ♾️ Evermore.
Working on cognitive thinking and figuring out why I had a lapse. Time to pull myself out of the crap, for me and my family!!! This addiction won't kill me!!!
This man kills it with every lyric chills through my whole body da realist music out I love #jellyroll he really keep it all day way 💯
Thanks for the love and support where are you watching from?...
Love your music period. But this one hits me hard. 1 year clean and life has never been better. Lost too many people to addiction. Most close friends. After my husband passed turned to pills to numb me. A year later lost my 2nd love and a month after that my brother. I turned to dope. But yes 1 year clean
angelina collins omg That's horrible
angelina collins are u doing Better now
angelina collins im sorry for your loss , i know all too well what addiction does. i lost my lil bro I 03 at age of 22 then my mom in 07 and since then 3 uncles and 2 cousins. its sad. drugs have destroyed my family that's for sure. stay strong
angelina collins sorry for your pain i know the feeling i lost a wife to this madness and i went off the deep end myself got into alot of trouble ended up in prison for almost 13 years been home 7 years im clean and sober still to this day got a beautiful wife 2 great daughters and life is good but i feel like i had to go threw this to get to were im at today
angelina collins dude stick with it
Bro this literally has described my life with my BM she has fallen so hard in and out of rehab daughter wishing she would die from an OD like her mom(the mothers mom) it kills me hearing those words come out a child's mouth she recently just got locked up for the next 8 years due to her repeated offences praying she don't end up worse ❤ every word touched my soul in this song ty
Been Sober since 2011 after i lost my bff Bissy,,, Tbh i NEVER IMAGINED out of the 3 of us she would have gone!!! Rest in Peace Biss
We MISS You STILL!!
3 yrs sober July 27. I got sober to get pregnant and I haven't looked back. Her dad really messed us up but I got my baby and my own back. I will do anything for her. I just wish he did too.
Jelly for real, I just heard this song for the first time and it made me have an anxiety attack. Not 6 songs on the UA-cam playlist before this I was jamming to you and struggle in the kitchen cooking dinner. I got to thinking about my parents and all I've went through with both their addictions before they passed and I started writing stuff down trying to put together a song out of it. When this song played it was so real and so raw and it mixed in with what I was already feeling and I got overwhelmed. You are an amazing artist and I just wanted to take the time to let you know in my opinion you've achieved what every musician should aspire to do: you have the ability to make your listeners feel through your music. Keep it up bro, all you guys are amazing!!!!
Damn it J, I goosebumps over my entire body during this track.....especially the footage of u and Mondo! FLY HIGH MONDO, FLY HIGH HOMIE!!!!
This song runs deep within my sole! Your live for your daughter is so obvious to all that watch you! Your amazing Jelly and loved more than you know.
Thanks for helping me with 1.5 years plus!
Was an addict as teenager for years then got clean for a few. Was really doing great, awesome job, was a volunteer firefighter and EMT working on my Paramedic, about to move in with the girl of my dreams, and for the first time I can remember I was truly happy. Then I was first on scene of the wreck that killed my mom and her friend. Truck rolled 7 times and there bodies were about 70yds away from it. It's BURNED into my memory and I haven't told anyone I ran it. I feel too guilty. My grandmother was diagnosed with cancer, my aunt had a massive stroke, and I feel like any direction I walk more is piled on. This has all happened in the last year So I turned back to the old addiction. Been using for a year now, lost my job, let my certifications lapse, not a friend in sight, and about to lose my house. The worse it gets the more I turn to it and I really don't feel like this is a battle I'm going to win. I just don't know how much more I can handle...
I am a pretty young teenager going through an addiction rather not say but man try to just keep going tomorrow will be better
@@curdlingscreams6846 thanks Young blood. I wish I believed that. I'm doing my best and have an amazing wife and a very supportive father who's walked in the same shoes. Those two are very much holding me up right now, for which I'm very ashamed and thankful for. They won't let me fall no matter how many times I stumble so I know I'll get through. Just don't know how much shit I'm gonna put them and myself through in the meantime. But I hope you're getting things figured out. There's a big world and a lot of life a head of you and your struggles now will serve you well in life after you get past them. Just don't make my mistake and fall back in. Now's your time to make mistakes. They're a lot easier to fix. You'll come through this stronger and hopefully it'll make you realize that you can overcome anything. Much love young blood
This song gets me everytime, my uncle who was basically my dad overdosed from heroin and I still think of him everyday. Rip Randy ❤️
I can relate to this song.. I'm a struggle addicted wen I feel like using I play this song an by the time it ends I don't feel like using anymore because everything he says in this song is true about ppl that are still using and I don't want to go back to the addiction days
I feel this so strongly good shit jelly much love bro
This song is the reason i am clean today, im now 2 years and 7 months clean off meth and its all thanks to you and your music. I owe you my life and will always be thankful this song started playing
I was on coke alcohol and pills and sometimes more to deal with life and shit I been threw. Addiction had almost killed me several times and your songs helped me get threw and i have been clean from everything now besides weed and booze to help me get by with life And situations I'm in you still help me everyday And know how I feel and how addicton kills. Love u jelly roll
Was there to watch my best friend addicted to oxy, saw what relapsing twice did to his dad. And almost fell in a hole myself to the bottle. Addiction kills, but me and my own are lucky to still be standing. Not all are so lucky. Love this song. I pray for everyone that is hurting or hurt to the point they couldnt turn back. Hope this song helps every soul that it can