The message behind this song is so powerful - it was meant to help anyone who has ever been depressed to the point of feeling like there is nothing left at all- and the video was meant to show the pain unseen by others and how multiple walks of life can go through such similar struggles with out even knowing it. How did this song make you feel? How did the video resonate with you?
I just saw the kid in the car. it took me back when i got in the car from school and my mother bluntly told me my Auntie killed her self, man i teared up from seeing the last part of the video, Thank you so much bro
Jelly Roll damn brotha....not even talkin bout the ending at all. Jst damn. The WORLD needs to hear you dude. And YOU need to stay here with us. If for no other reason but to give some hope to the people like me who fight those very same demons. Much love big man
The broken crib and the grieving couple is literally me and my wife right now with infertility. 6 years and 15 losses later. Thank you for helping me grieve through this unbearable pain.
Man I haven’t felt these emotions in a long time. Caught me completely by surprise as I’m now at work hiding in the bathroom crying. A good emotional release cry. Thank you for your music and how it helps heal. Thank you to my dad for catching me loading his firearm and physically restraining me until help got there. Thank you to the staff in the psych ward for your care and understanding. Thank you God for another chance at this. Please reach out. You’re never just alone. Even if it’s a stranger and you need someone to just listen. I Love You🤙
@@Alwayssunnyin no need to feel lonely, Friend. Just gotta learn how to be comfortable with yourself and the rest is, mainly, smooth sailing. I hope those feelings get easier for you. Love You🤙
This song hit me hard. I tried to take my life a year ago. I didn't think about my kids, my wife, my friends, the rest of my family or anyone. Luckily i didn't succeed. Amazingly, i didn't hit anything major. I am so blessed to still be here. Thank you for this song.
Think friend. The dead have no say. You only matter when you LIVE! Death is for when you work the journey. Your reward. Call it early and you on welfare.....HELL!
❤ thank you jelly roll, I have been there. I fell, and didn't care to go on. Then my granddaughter turned me on to jelly roll 'save me' and I turned to God as he has. I have never in my 60 yrs of age have I found the peace and pure happiness, that comes from knowing God.
So true....gotta get up everyday and put on that fake 😃 and act normal and say I'm fine when really you feel dead inside....just trying to get through another day
A lot of people say that we need an artist who speaks the truth. But when finally someone does no one really pays attention to them. This man is a great rapper. I like him
That's because NWA and Tupac is hard to beat when it comes to speaking truth. We do need another truth spitter... but an original, unique one, and a leader. I love Jelly Roll, but his style isn't original. Dope lyrics for sure. He has definitely gotten better in the last 5 years.
I just listened to this song and it is so powerful. I lost my youngest son Joey last year on Mother's day. He was only thirty six years old and was driving home in a storm and a tree fell across the highway and fell into the cab of his truck killing him on impact. I don't know how to live without him so l struggle every day. I am.72 years old and will never get over it. TY Jelly for this awesome song. I love you man❤❤
My dad took his life when I was 13. I carry that pain. It keeps me fighting. I don't want my kids to feel that pain. But sometimes that battle gets so hard that the bottle of pills and bottle of jack would just help me end it all. I'm considered high suicidal tendencies because of my dad. I'm 51 . I will keep fighting. I am strong. I am worthy. I am enough.
I'm 50 with bipolar and major depressive disorder, also a recovering alcoholic and addict. I've had high suicidal ideation even after seminary and a counseling degree from 2018, but Christ took most of that pain away. I pray you find peace and happiness.
You are amazing... Do you know that?? Look in the mirror and see the real you... Not the person who the devil whispers to.. Hung in there Mr. Greatness.. The light is coming.. Its up to you to break through all of the darkness.. Its really really possible trust me it is.. Smile friend...
God bless your heart brother kinda similar story my mother took her life when I was 14 years old in 1992.... My heart still hurts losing a parent at a young age..... Stay strong bro one day at a time
When you listen to a song and as a man alone with his thoughts you start balling your eyes out because the song hits heavy and home and deep in the soul. But knowing I'm not the only one. And that I wouldn't be judged by the artist for my tears as this song was from an artist by an artist and lived by the artist. Lifes worth living and when a song touches you like this all you can say is thank you. Thank you Jelly Roll. I needed this more than.......nevermind you already know how much I needed this. Thank you
Amen Brother when the struggle feels like 6' down is the answer take a bow and close your eyes and breath. There is always light at the tunnel everyone just has to find there path!
So many people are alive, only because their children are. Please pray for me and I will pray for you . We can help each other more than you can imagine.Thanks Jelly, You give us hope , and speak for the ones nobody hears.😢
This song hits differently than before for me. Im in the darkest hole i have ever been in, but i wont give up, I can't give up. Last attempt was 5 years ago and i have to live with scar rest of my life. I got my service animal 2 weeks after that and he is my reason even if i feel like im no good to him. We rescued each other.
Bro, I feel you and I pray you’re doing better. I don’t know you but I do love you and I pray everything works out for you. I’m in the same situation. I don’t know what to do but it has to be here today. Just trying to figure out why.
2 years ago I was at the lowest point of my life l. I was addicted to drugs homeless and depressed. I listened to your songs everyday to help me deal with my pain. I am now 2 years sober and your music still gives me goosebumps reminding what it was like back then. Thanks bro u helped save my life!
5 years here,beat the pills but the bottle does have its roots deep into the ground. Therapeutic music i made my way into rehab. Jelly is always a wake up to where you are fucking up in life.
So you were homeless and broke and you managed to get on youtube or whatver to listen to this guy? Hahah yea right. Sorry some of you guys with your stupid positive messages, you are not convincing anyone. You are just in love with a white guy who wishes he was black
@@Sicnesses23 You're a fucking ignorant idiot.. Because homeless doesn't mean you can't get on the internet/social media. I was homeless recently but still had a phone I used for WiFi to listen to music or use a text/call app.. Or some people go to public library's etc.. Hell some people had nice phones with contracts usually acquired from stealing or fraud but it doesn't mean they don't have phones, there useful when your a drug addict and music met so much more to me at the time. So next time don't say anything if its ignorance with no basis nor have you been there.
That was one of the hardest things I've ever watched...I broke down at the end...That message is deep...2 broken families, both broke for different reasons, both both were the breaking point...then the the man (You) turns to the boy...such a powerful msg...Such an amazing resource to express it!! and the acting in this...was also very impressing!! you felt the despair, and pain from both sides!!
Holy fuck! What a powerful song and video! Please keep producing this raw emotional stuff... its what our country needs to wake up and start taking care of our own people! We are drowning in mental health problems and addiction and people don't think there's a way out... Please please please people let's help one another through these rough times in our country!
"I still feel fucked up till this day" I totally understand! This is why It annoys me when people say "it'll get better" been twenty years and I'm still waiting. Thank you for this beautiful track
I know that it’s very hard to think about that statement being true: “it’ll get better”, but as I’m sure you know it’s the small things that take our minds off the shit we’ve gone through and the shit going on in our lives that matter. Our whole lives don’t have to suddenly be great for things to “get better”. Every time we smile, laugh, or just momentarily forget about all that is a victory. I hope you find those moments in your daily life🙂
I think that phrase carries a negative feeling for a lot of people now. Sometimes it feels like the person is dismissing your pain, or not giving you a chance to vent and grieve. I get it, I've heard that phrase a lot and it pissed me off too. But, things do get better in of that not everyone fully recovers, but gradually things get a bit better in some ways (sometimes subtle or easy to miss). Sometimes the better is still very painful, but that doesn't erase your progress ❤️ try to not give up hoping and working for a bit of betterness, you deserve all that and more
@@jamesadamgleason9471 You're not wrong with the exception of maybe medical cannabis for diagnosed conditions of mental illness. Most times these things will only make you feel worse in the end
NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE WHAT I JUST HEARD!!!!!!! THANK YOU Mr. Deford for just being you. That "better man than I was" reference is epic. Me: face full of tears. Lost my grandpa a few years back to terminal brain cancer. He chose for us to keep him at home and take care of him til he passed. He ain't hurtin no more tho, streets of gold now.
"I am the go to guy so where do i go when i need help".. This resonates with the deepest, darkest parts of my soul. More than once I have found myself walking through my forest of depression. Tempting death and fate alike with all manner of devices to end my life. To many times I was used to help others find their path out of their darkness but my pleas and cries for help always fell on deaf ears. I remember the night I finally broke. I remember grabbing the gun and walking to the park at 3 am. I remember not leaving anything behind, not a single note, call... nothing. I remember being so numb that there wasn't even tears. I remember that in that moment... while my heart was pounding hard in my chest and my hands shaking from the nervousness, how quiet and calm the whole world seemed. I squeezed that trigger. *click*. Baffled... I racked another round. Held my breath, squeezed, *click*. I cycled through all 8 shots I had in that magazine. Not a damn shot fired. I broke. Right then and there. I finally called my friends leaving messages to most of them. Sobbing and completely at a loss for why I was still there. I remember when a car pulled up and 5 of my closest friends got out, and only 1 initially came down to make sure things were safe. I remember being punched so hard that some sense got knocked in to me. This was the turning point for me. Now, I am not a religious man by any means, but at that point; I realized that SOMETHING was keeping me here. SOMETHING was sending me a sign that it's not my time and it's not by my own hand that my life will end. It's been a long road since then. I'm still asking myself what that purpose is, but, along the way... I can't help but wonder if it's to just share my experience. To let others know that even in the darkest times, you're never truly alone. One of the most truthful things I've ever heard someone say about when they attempted suicide, and I honestly feel it rings true with everyone (including myself), is "As soon as I jumped, my first thought was 'I don't want to die.". Thank you Jelly Roll. I have never heard of you until today. By sheer happenstance my friend posted another one of your videos which has sense lead me to your page. Suffice to say, you've made me a serious fan!
@Patriot 556 Things have been getting better, although I'd be lying if I said that some times it doesn't seem like it. I've learned to focus on at least 3 good things (big or small) that made me smile each day. Even with today's environment with all the crazy going around, there are still beautiful and happy things going on right in front of your nose. Thank you for checking in! I hope that your days are blessed and full of love and cheer! :D
i know that feeling well. im going through it now. I love my girlfriend with all my heart and she is going through alot mentally. she has severe depression and anxiety. I do anything i can to be there for her but im battling my own demons and I just dont know what Im supposed to do. Being there for her i hide all of my depression as best I can. I always try to be there for others but who do I go to.
@@jdieselll7808 Just keep looking to find someone to talk to, and don't be afraid to let her know that you are also not always in a good spot. Putting on a fake facade isn't the healthiest thing to do. Even if it feels like the right thing. I promise that you have plenty of people that love you and would look to help you if you start opening up about it. It doesn't have to be someone you're really close to. Just don't lose yourself in the darkness. Remember who you are and what makes you happy. You must give yourself permission to not be okay. That is the only way that you can start to accept the help that is all around you.
@@Khordesh it doesnt feel like I have anyone who actually loves me n cares. I feel like everything is one sided, I'm there for others but they dont care about me in return. I mean I'm there for others without thinking they're gona care what I'm goin through. It's a really shitty feeling. Like why waste my heart on people who dont give a shit about me. My girlfriend says she loves me but I see nothing that shows she does. Like I said I think I'm wasting my heart n just setting myself up for even more hurt. It's hard to just walk away though because I do love her n she needs someone to be there like I am but like I said I think I'm setting myself up to have my heart broken. I tried talking to her n she wont even say much just that she loves me. Yet I never see anything that shows she loves me at all.
I had to stop and say… this IS one of the most powerful songs I’ve heard & relate to. This 1, Sober and especially Save Me. I don’t think u can quite understand how ur music, these songs, hit me. I feel every pain, every emotion… I feel it all because I relate 100%. You & Bunny can’t possibly realize how ur saving ppl, Uar SAVING ME, WITH MUSIC & words! I’ve never felt so UNDERSTOOD til I listen to u & music. It’s AMAZING & I CANT THANK U ENOUGH. ALL 3 OF YOU! Cause it takes all 3 of u to speak on struggles & Family. Not sure what I’d do without U, Bunny & ur baby girl! Nothin but LOVE FOR YA’LL!!❤️❤️
This Man, His Words And Music has helped ME Trough a bad patch of Depression, Anxiety, Tried Suicide,ended up in clinic endless therapy sessions. It's A ongoing battle Day by Day. But when Im Low And Down. Jelly Roll seems to put me straight again trough his Voice And Lyrics
Everyone will have to face hopelessness eventually, brother. Not sure what motivated me to get up today and pick this song, maybe because i had my front tire come off my bike and I faceplanted on pavement (10mph) yesterday. But, I got up and walked home. Don't you ever change, Jelly Roll.
Life long alcoholic..6 years sober...6 years ago I was sleeping under a bridge..I had an abandoned elevator i slept in sometimes..i was lost. Messing with Crack but I didn't care about that..I just wanted to drown myself in liquor. Then on March 17 2018 I asked the Lord to help me. God's Grace has saved my life and changed spirit. I live in real peace now. I have an incredible job I am taking amazing vacations. My mom got to see me sober before she died. Thank you Jesus. If you are suffering have faith and ask God. Gods grace is real.
Just got out 2 hospitals, it opened my eyes up. Not gonna get into it… asking for as many prayers as I can get. Jelly Roll keeping me company tonight. Just trying to get my life together and hope someone can relate. Addiction is hard, it shouldn’t feel normal. Normal should feel sober. I believe God saved my life that night and wouldn’t give up on me. I took a lot for granted, and when I got out I realized that but still keep some bad habits. I deserve better and deep down I know this. I hope y’all know you deserve better too whatever is bothering you. Your emotions are valid, people do care about you, and if you think they don’t, I will be at the door or on the phone listening to you for hours
I pray that you are doing much better now. I just discovered this artist and his music. I too suffer from addiction, anxiety and depression. Wishing you well my friend. ❤️
Jelly, my brother.. I have no words. Wasn't ready for that at all. Each new track gets more real, and hits home harder than the one before it. If I were any more paranoid, I'd say you've had a first hand look info my life before writing this music. God has given you a gift that has the ability to move people and literally touch their soul. Thank you.
Yesss I couldnt agree more brother if ive never been able to say or show how I feel he does it with his music and beautiful disaster hits deeper than any before
JellyRoll I listen to "When I Get Rich" at least once a day. It is my inspiration for the tiny business I've started. You have made a big difference in my life. I hope you read this. Thank you.
Ok, let me just give this guy his flowers. Full disclosure: I am a black man from the death south from a very bad background but somehow with a lot of help made it thru. I say this not to boast, but to say that I haven't been touched this deep by an artist in a long time. I literally did not know who he was 24 hours ago and randomly stumbled upon his music on youtube. This is next level stuff. I haven't not encountered an artist whose music touched me this deep in decades. Hats off man. The world need you and all you have to offer.
thank you for sharing your thoughts and point of view without hate or anything other than appreciation and I'll be honest, i have like 2-3 Jelly songs that i know the name of, I am not a die hard jelly fan - i do not know enough of his music to be one but it is really refreshing to see people be able to communicate their opinions no matter how differing they might be, without anger and hostility.
Man this music video is by far the best one I've ever seen in my entire life. Not only did jelly roll execute another hit but he told and painted out a story that is so real and still happening today. Jelly should get an award for this one one the song but the video just pulls you in and you can't stop watching.. Jelly man if you or Bunnie see this real talk don't quit you really out here helping people. You cant even imagine how many people your helping and I'm loving the direction you both are taking. Just think how many soul you could actually save and lead them all to Christ! You have a calling over you Jason for real! You could lead so many to Jesus and it looks at if that's what it doing. I love you both!! Keep going!!!!!
I was in my vehicle on my way to some woods so i could finally end my own pain and i happened to play this song, if it weren't for this song, my family and friends would be at a funeral. Jelly, this one song saved my life
Don't leave. You are not Alone. You are Loved. Your purpose here is so incredibly important there are others that you will touch and guide..so many you'll never know all the souls that you will help. Your good heart will be blessed with so many memories. So always just Stay. Find your light so u can be the light! We need you!!! And the love of Jesus will always have your back. Reach out whenever you need to u got this..💯every little thing gonna be alright!!! Promise👥🙌 ❤🙏💪💫💎🎭⚓🎵
@@duckettk0831 you're not alone......theres days that my depression damn near got me too. But I was too stubborn and decided to fight it and managed to pull through although I felt like I'd never truly smile again...... But then one day while taking a walk that too came back. it sounds corny but try and find one thing you enjoy and do it. for me fishing helped and diet and exercise really helped.....but start with one thing and you'll get there..... just know it ain't gonna be tomorrow because it takes time.
When there’s nothing left at all, you can truly begin again. Last time I got locked up I lost it all... hit my bottom for the 30th time... kicked dope In jail (ice boy Xanax) and once I was clear headed again I had time to reflect on everything I lost. All of it... instead of folding again when I got out I went to rehab In Wilmington. Been clean since... that’s only been 4 months. I still have next to nothing but I do have what it takes to get it back now. Slowly but surely I’m getting it all back. Hard asf but if I could do anything to get high I can do anything to stay sober . Addiction is running on credit. You either pay up by getting thru withdrawal and living sober or you fold and die simple as that. Coming from someone who’s been clinically dead 3 times...
Thank you with my whole heart for sharing your testimony openly. This touched my heart deeply. God speed Jeremy....this has caused me to reach out and save someone life.
Country Boy no problem fam- we all in this together brother... and we are all capable of overcoming this shit man- keep paying it forward and reaching out to those around you that everyone else has turned their backs on... I was one of them, and that’s the loneliest most hopeless feeling ever. All it takes is for one person to show that they see you for you and not for the product you’ve become due to addiction... god bless my dude and stay up on it brother!!!
Thank you, Jeremy. Live for today. Things come and go, but if you stay clean and grow ..... well, just don’t leave before the miracle happens, it’ll come. Is the small things, the freedoms, the peace of mind, the hope, the people and places you’ll attract to your new life, and all that you can ‘share’ with those who want help - this is were life makes sense and what makes it worth living - is a rich life. No more chains, no more running in circles, hiding in shadows, or scratching and digging out of holes. Only ‘one must’: never forget what you’ve gone through and who you are, lest you’re doomed to fall lower than your lowest low, and it sounds that was a bottom below your ‘life line’. Keep that memory fresh everyday. - then live a simple life and BE ALIVE! ✌️
Nothing left at all, that’s false. That’s the devil’s talk. Waiting in the dark they lurk in stalk. “Just a few few words from my heart.” I love you Jelly Roll. Thank you for the help. Bring me closer to my loved ones and closer to God. I just started reading my Bible after 17 years.
Stayed up late patiently waiting Wishing you could call Dreaming of memories lost in time Knowing they're all gone So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows And throw it against the wall The higher you fly The harder you fall Till there's nothing left at all Four in the morning I cannot sleep I am depressed sitting up in my bed The demons are roaring they're bothering me I'm sitting here with a gun to my head Finger on trigger, what if I squeezed? Does that mean that my problems will leave? Get rid of what's bothering me? Does that mean that I'm finally free I think of my daughter I think of my wife I think of my brothers I think of my life I can't leave them with bad news My life is a crap-shoot I'm just shaking the dice Had a dream last night (Had a dream last night) I can hear you say (I can hear you say) Son just be strong (Son just be strong) You gon' be okay (You gon' be okay) Tell the truth, I don't feel that way I still feel fucked up to this day Even when I'm high I just sit and cry And wonder why I still feel this pain I wish Heaven wasn't so far away I wish I could visit just for a day I still had so much left to say Bow our heads and let us pray Stayed up late patiently waiting Wishing you could call Dreaming of memories lost in time Knowing they're all gone So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows And throw it against the wall The higher you fly The harder you fall Till there's nothing left at all I feel like my past will allow me to grow Feel like this liquor is drowning my soul Why am I spiraling out of control? I cannot get myself out of this hole I keep trying, I keep crawling The sound of silence, I hear it calling I was flying, now I'm falling My health declining, I'm an alcoholic There's no one else, it's just myself Alone in thought, I stand and dwell I'm the go-to guy, so who do I So who do I go to when I need some help? No one gives a fuck about me, I'm on my own If misery loves company then why am I alone? I pour another drink just to get in my zone I swear that I'ma change, but I know that I won't Let me face the facts (Face the facts) Wish I could take it back (Take it back) Wish I could fade to black (Fade to black) Wish I could change the past (Change the past) But in my mind I wish that I could rewind Press pause and live my life inside a moment of time But I can't Stayed up late patiently waiting Wishing you could call Dreaming of memories lost in time Knowing they're all gone So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows And throw it against the wall The higher you fly The harder you fall Till there's nothing left at all
This hits so close to home. I’m battling mental health and addictions. You do stuff that make you hate yourself but you’re so wrapped up in it. Thank you, Jelly Roll
OMG, EVERY DAMN SONG HAS ME BALLING MY EYES OUT. EVERY ONE OF THEM FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS REACHING INSIDE MY SOUL AND TUGGGING AT IT. KNOWING THAT THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE WATCHING AND FEELING THE SAME WAY MAKES ME CRY HARDER. GOD BLESS JELLY🙏!
I’ve known Jelly Roll since we were kids… of course I’ve heard his music… when I say finally he has a voice he can use to heal, speak truth, or just fucking bang too… FINALLY!!! I’m proud of you and your accomplishments, I’m so happy you and your beautiful family! Keep speaking, keep banging, keep climbing to the top and don’t stop then either!!! Blessings to you jelly 💙 catch you in the Ville 🕊
That's awesome been listening to him before he was recognized, one man tht speaks the truth and very relatable. Someone everyone should hear!! Glad he is being recognized for his great music. He is bringing back real music!
Jelly is koo ppl. Has a hella sense of humor. I’m glad he gets to be and stay him ( dude is humble) while telling his story. He is who he is, and he won’t let anyone change him…So many can relate to the addiction, mental health, poverty itself… the friends and family we have buried due to addiction. He is doing great things and living a life he deserves. We all have ups and downs, music is therapy for many and I’m so glad that he is getting the recognition he deserves. I’m the type of person that loves to lift others and support. There’s so much hate in this world and industry and he is climbing proving ppl wrong. I wish you guys well too. Stay positive. 💙🕊
right, im sure he wouldnt be like april who at all. you prolly besties huh, thats why you thought no better way to drop a personal note to him than on youtube. OTH, lets look into why u are so insecure you need to publicly announce a fake friendship to someone somewhat famous on youtube. smh
The song may have helped, but you deserve the credit. U saved yourself. Those of us that survive the toughest of times wind up becoming the strongest of us all. You've earned the right to be here and be happy friend. Not many people get to or have to, experience that. Yet so many of us do and have. "The things that people are afraid of... Never let me down" Jelly Roll - Creature (somg).
Jelly has the ability to take all those fucked up feelings and problems we have and put it in a song that reaches into your soul. Sometimes I get goosebumps!
You've seriously helped me through my darkest moments. From depression, anxiety, to death, ptsd, to a crushed/destroyed heart.... Your music got me through it. I mean I'm still healing but if it wasn't for your music than I honestly don't know where I'd be. I love you and Bunnie so much! Y'all are the power couple of the decade! Thank you so much for sharing your amazing talents with all of us. I'll be forever grateful. ~HUGS~
Girl i am right with u i deel with depression. Suicidal schizophrenia ptsd. And i folloling jelly since pop a pill. His muise help so much i just want u no your not alone
Im right there as well. I deal with depression all the time, always feel unwanted, like im a burden or no one wants me around. I keep asking myself what's wrong with me. Im always sitting alone. Like I have no one that cares about me. It's so hard.
this song right here says it all to me. when my husband passed away 5 years ago i thought strong and hard about what to do with my life. the night that he passed away i was at work with now knowledge of his passing until i got off work. the hospital didnt call me that night until he was on his way to the morge (spelled wrong) i had no one to talk to about my situation that night so i thought that i would join him, but who would that benefit the answer was no one. so here i am today wishing that i could talk to him again. all of your songs man have ,meaning nd everyone i dont care who you are you can relate in some way shape or form to them. you my man are a GOD SEND THANK YOU..
You are one of the only artists to ever make me cry, your a legend man. Just lost my mom and brother in 5 months of each other. That was 2 months ago. I was her caretaker for 10 years woke up to her gone next to me. Ive been struggling with so many things but no lie your words help me. I didnt wanna tell a story but this is how i feel. Thanks big homie 👊🔥🔥
I LOVE Jelly roll!!!!! He's a BLESSING TO ANYONE that struggles in life with depression, pain or addiction. His music captivates me. I wish I could speak to him.
"I'm the go-to-guy, so who do I go to when I need some help." THIS lyric hit me harder than any words I've ever heard in a song. Everyone can lean on me but there's nobody on the other side keeping me up.
Jelly Roll, I don't know if you will read this, but I want to to thank you for this. I started listening to you today for the first time. This song and Save me, have hit a nerve that i thought was dead. I have been through so much shit in my life, I am 11 years sober. But lately I have been feeling like im about to relapse. I lost my grandmother a few years ago, right before I started my business. These two songs have awoken the grieving that I never fully accepted. My grandmother was everything to me. We would talk on the phone for hours. She saw me through my drug issues. She was there when my daughter was born while I was in prison. And she kept me sober after I was released. When I lost her, I lost my world. She died of cancer and I couldn't bear seeing her on her death bed the night before she past, so i left. She was there for me when I needed her but I wasn't there for her to say goodbye. That shit hurts me everyday. Im sorry for the long reply but I just needed to get this off my chest. Thank you man, i appreciate you.
Keep strong brotha! Hit me up if you need someone to talk to / vent. I've been through the addiction side of things, and know it's a bitch to stay away. Just use your daughter as a great reason on why not to relapse.
@@violator2695 ... My mother died at the age of 34..... I was 17 at the time. Writing a letter and leaving in on her grave really helped me deal with it.
Thanks Holly but there ain't and won't be a future with her she destroyed me and any chance she ever had tell her to move on I will take care of my kid that's it she hurt me beyond words can say I hate her sorry
Jelly Roll I want to Personally Thank you this song helped me remember that pain is part of life and you need to move on so thank you from the bottom of my heart
@@Kimxx27 I think that means you really needed to hear it 😉 *hugs* It's so crazy how amazingly on point his lyrics are! I still remember how caught off guard I was when I heard that line when listening for the first time. Yeah....deep stuff for sure. Sending you love ❤❤❤
@@kathryn0321 awww thank you!! Yeah that was sooo weird!! I'm sure I did need to hear it. I might if not even heard it if I wasn't reading your comment at the exact same time🤷🏼♀️ Everything happens for a reason🤗🤗 Hugs to you and sending love to you too😉🥰❤❤
@@avawilliams4227 I am creating a podcast episode that features this song. I've used your comment and will read it to my audience. Please know, that there is more to life than what you are seeing right now. You are a gift to the world, don't be afraid to showcase who you are.
@@wessmith4913 Thanks...it is a struggle everyday. I have found out that I have cancer for the second time and its almost pushed me back to using. But im trying so hard to stay strong.
@@rebeccamoores1743 I’m sorry to hear that! Just keep going and try to live for the few moments in life that ARE good. Easier said than done, of course, but it’s a better option than the alternative. If life ends, you’ll never have a chance to make it better.
I didn’t find this song until today… on a day when I needed it more than ever. My dad chose to take his own life a year ago and even though it’s been a year I have days where the pain I carry from losing him…from feeling like I could’ve done more…from wishing I could have been there and talked him through it…from dwelling on all the times I missed his call, didn’t text him back, and all the stupid arguments we had over the 26 years…sometimes it all feels just so unbearable
I feel sad, loneliness, nostalgic, angry, crying like a baby. This song brings me to some of the lowest points in my life, both past and current. Except now I don't feel so lonely knowing there's others like me. Thank u Bubba, AGAIN, for touching my heart and soul!
@@goatdezsi3527 Where in any part of that paragraph said I was going to kill myself? I think u need to reread it. It was a reflection of my feelings and how the video resonates with me, just as Jelly told us to do.
@@MrLatinKing13 No sir, saying "stupid shit" is telling someone whom is only following the artist's directions that she is saying "stupid shit". He said "tell me how this makes you feel and how it resonates with u". So that's exactly what I did. My thoughts and feelings are NOT stupid. If u don't care for what I've said, just scroll onto the next comment and go bother someone whom wants to argue with some validity.
This song hits home I'm fighting depression right now I lost my dad a year ago then lost my mom a week ago. I am a recovering addict I've busted my ass to get clean and stay clean for 3 yrs now and with losing both parents I'm struggling with my sobriety.
This song and video are a Great message about Depression and addiction, Sometimes it seems like we are going to be in the Darkness forever....... But It does get better BELIEVE ME I KNOW!!!! I got the message.... I've lived it. Thank you Again a thousand times more JELLY ROLL!!!!
To the ones that read this; the ones with broken hearts; the ones that hit rock bottom; the ones struggling with addiction; the ones fighting depression; we are here, we do care. Keep fighting for the better days because you will succeed. May your life prosper
Thank you for that, really. I'm 50yrs old, my son is 30 and we both fight addiction, depression, eachother... it's a broken heart I wake up to every day, knowing there's another 24 hrs full of dread, praying I don't ever have to breath for him again, hoping I can throw all the narcan away I keep on hand, begging God to make me the mother he deserves. I end every day thanking Him tho that my 2 girls only inherited my blonde hair and wicked sense of humor and NOT my demons.
Praying for them better days 10/8/20 I know its not a long time but I feel like its been a lot longer than that I've tried to get clean before but its always been court ordered or in prison I jus did to get out of the cell for an hour and go to the NA meeting they would bring in for us but I've never jus done it for myself yeah bruh I'm off parole now I'm not court ordered I'm jus doin it for myself and my FAM cuz FAM is all we got at least it is for me but yeah it feels way different this time cuz its for me know what I mean idk maybe I'm trippn
I cant listen to jelly roll bro, makes me reflect on my life, I came from section 8s and hated myself and my life completely alone and fought as hard as I could and put up with so much shit just to have a home and 2 daughters and wonderful partner. I'm gonna go to the show still cuz I love his messages but reflecting on those nights I was shooting dope and pissed that I woke up starts bringing me to tears immediately. I left that life behind me. If you or someone you know is struggling reach out. That phone feels like it's a Thousand pounds but I'll lend you my strength.
I'm only 12 but I'm bawling my eyes out cause I relate to this song, thanks for making this, ik my mom will relate to this too, you are the only thing we agree on and can have a civil conversation about, I love you so much, thanks for still producing music, I've been listening since before glitter, I went to ur concert at pop's either last year or the year before and I felt so at peace listening to you even as I was getting tossed around lol thank you for helping me through some really hard times
Damn man I'm already crying from my own pain but reading your comment and hearing that you're 12 well damn man that the age all my pain began. I'm 38 now and have no idea how I'm still alive. My heart is completely broken 💔.
I am this mom, I'm so sorry and I cannot change anything but I can move forward with her. Jelly has saved my life for real and I'm glad he has touched her heart as well. We'll see u in may
Ya I agree after jelly's new album he moved up to n1# for me as well since I've been listening in the last 4 years he has been the most improved rapper I have heard to this day 💯. I love how he's been doin more singing in all his songs that's def been nice to hear him tryin diff things much props n love jelly frfr
This song hits home been there drinking and doing drugs living a life in sin and heartache Jelly Roll your a true angel sent from heaven to help and inspire people in this unseen world keep the music up brother
When it comes down to it.. Your music has been the only light some cling to, to follow out of a dark dark place Jelly.. I can tell you this man, your voice shows your struggles and your lyrics sound like my reality dude and I am fighting a battle with very little support, and your music is a huge part of my solitary army I'm trying to win back myself with. I've lost her and she's slowly coming back and your pulling that rope with me Jelly. Thank you for that. Much love. You deserve all your successes and triumphs. Keep on shining, your lighting the way for a lot of us.
I agree completely!!! I absolutely love Jelly Roll simply because of his lyrics... Seems to me that he could possibly be among the few REAL ones left in this world!!! No better way to be... Last, his voice and emotion when he sings just exceeds expectations!!!! Awesome! Just awesome!!!
Jelly is more than just a rapper, he is an artist for the people, he makes music 90% of the world should be able to relate to in one form or another…keep progressing, your journey has been long and hard but it’s far from over, you touch so many ppl thru words in a way that helps not promotes more tragedies…blessed
I love that this video touches on the deep pain of losing an unborn child. Its an invisible pain that cuts at your heart over and over again. The worst part is grieving invisibly..
I lost my mother a few years back and recently I've been looking for so many ways to get away from it all and not face it... hearing this song spoke to me so personally and that's why in my opinion Jelly Roll is once of the most Truthful and lyrically talented artist today
This song hits me hard- it used to be me. My brother died, he didn’t make it through the worst of times. I was crying and sending love, hope, healing to all who are living this. I’m sending love and light and healing to you
Hey..I just read UR comment on this song and I couldnt agree with you more! I'm in Buffalo NY and have never heard of jelly roll..but my brother just moved here from INDIANA where he's BIG. And I fell in love with his MUSIC BC its REAL! I'm actually a Liscenced MENTAL HEALTH AND SUBSTANCE ABUSE COUNSELOR/THERAPIST..so this song and many of his songs are just so DEEP and REAL! DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SUICIDE, SUBSTANCE ABUSE are SO REAL.. that I'm glad someone is putting together music that people can actually IDENTIFY with!
@jellyroll this song has so much meaning in my life been through hell back and forth outta houses n living the streets worrying about my next meal, something man eating stuff that was old outta church's but that's all there was!! I'm out here now trying to make it and it's just getting harder and harder moms a recovering drug addict and the song shes pretty much says it all!!!!
My brother passed of alchohol abuse about a year ago. This song keeps him alive in my heart. Thank you jelly for all that you do for the ones that feel lost. The voice of the lost ones, and the heart of the living and the struggles. Your saving my life like this couldn't be.
This song has single handedly saved my life on multiple occasions. I am a recovering addict and am in the process of getting divorced, I play this song anytime I am struggling. Jelly Roll has saved my life repeatedly. I love you brother. Keep up the great work brother!!!!
I'm so happy to see and watch Jellyrolls success and knowing I hung out and played the same stage as this guy and was there since the early gathering of the juggalo shows when jelly was putting in work to be noticed and I look back at all the pics I have q jellyroll before the tattoos and I am very happy to see him happy and he deserves to experience fame the way he did he put in the work and god blessed him because he never gave up Love u jelly -krimzon x
This song hits so close to home. Battled addiction for 23 years until it almost beat me. Had septic shock should've died from that alone, on top of that had pneumonia, and vegetative growth on my tricuspid heart valve and required immediate surgery, all from shooting up dope. Been clean 1 ywar and 3 months today and I absolutely love it and love and appreciate life a lot more. God bless yall. Keep doin yo thing jelly luv ya brother
@@bretcollins7495 thank you, I will never go back down that road again. I'm so sorry for your loss. I have lost friend's and know of a lot of people who died struggling with addiction so I feel blessed. Lost my mom 3 years ago yo cancer and I turned to the needle afterbshe got sick so i was on the needle everyday for about 3 n a half year's and changed my life forever
@@bretcollins7495 That's my worst fear with my son, and he isn't addicted he is going to be 8 June 14th . That's me though, the worrier, but trust me I see it in him. ♡
Love your music bro I'm rewritten your shit in Spanish my Hispanic people deserve to hear real feelings and real music spoken from the heart. Believe or not we identify our self with your music bro
This song touched me deep inside. My little brother killed himself almost 25 year's ago. October 9, 1999. I had been his crutch his savior so many time's. But not that night. He didn't reach out to me. I'm sitting here crying my eyes out. People just don't understand what a daily struggle it is just to keep hanging on to life. Thank you for your music. My biggest dream is to save up enough money to get to see you in person. May God bless and keep you.
I've PERSONALLY FR NO JOKE HAVE WITNESSED THAT MAN RIGHT THERE REPLY AND IM 100 HE Read's WHAT HE GETS HE'S ALWAYS THANKING HIS FANS SO WIYH THAT BEING SAID BE CERTAIN ABOUT THE FACT HE HAS. HE IS ONE OF THE REALIST ARTIST I'VE HEARD OF IN YEARS I CAN RELATE TO THAT ALL SUREAL STRUGGLE. STAY POSITIVE N STRONG ! GOD BLESS YOU!
Dakota and the millions of us his words will touch. Who are lost, addicted, betrayed, ignored,, abused mentally, physically, EMOTIALLY, and sexually,😭😭😭😭 ANYONE WHO HEARS THIS WILL SEE THAT THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO FEEL AS YOU OR I DO. THAT'S THE LORD'S WAY OF REACHING OUT FOR YOU. THE WORLD IS DIVERSE. AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT SATAN IS SEEKING THOSE WHO DON'T HAVE FAITH, HOPE, OR LOVE 💕, KEEP STRONG AND FAITHFUL AND SAFE. 🙏 THE CLOSER YOU COME TO UNDERSTANDING. THE WORSE ADVOSARIES BECKON TO YOU. I BLEED THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST OVER YOUR LIFE. THAT HE WILL LIFT YOU ABOVE CONTEMPT, HATEED, POVERTY, AND THINE ENEMIES INCLUDING OURSELVES.🙏🙏🙏💕🕊️
Gosh, he truly lifts my spirits up high. Music has pulled so many through, it’s so much when ones suffer, & music gets our hearts so pumping up, it’s even proven!!
Chris I'm praying, the Lord will carry you when it's tuff. Not a lot of people believe in his word,but remember he never leaves your side . Keep praying don't give up.The Lord didn't give up on you🙏❤️
We are in this together. I pray for you.. Just find a church and hit your knees brother. Find a happy memory, use it too live for.. every day find another happy memory.. 💖
Three years ago I was In a search party looking for my friend who crashed his truck then took a case of beer and his 44 ruger nighthawk out into the woods. We searched for 3 days. He was found but by then it was to late. He contacted me the day he left and I didn't answer his call. Not only did we fish and hunt together but we also worked together. He was my mentor and pushed me to my max potential. There is a void unfulfilled and a scar on my heart. Right after that happened I heard this song. It helped me through many different phases of my grief. I still can't hear it through without choking up. It still helps dull the pain. Thanks Jellz...
@@phillipschris165 ...hey man nobody can describe it for you either and let me tell ya I spent years living in a shit pit and took alot of time to see the positive things on life ..you have to be able to see the hard shit see the pain but NOT focus on it ...let it drive you to do better and be better ..easier said than done I am aware !!!! We would not know love without pain and hate
@@phillipschris165 the fact that your looking for music to connect with ..and the fact you can admit it is the first step to getting anywhere ...we are all entitled to our feeling and emotions ..cannot help them ..we only have control of our actions ...so be pissed at the world man it's tour god given right ...but your actions are within your control ..stand up make positive changes ..drop the habits and the friends that share those habits ...see daylight and inspire the next guy or gal who needs help ...it's def a stepping process and will not just happen over night ...you can feel mad at world but you are not entitled to act in such a manner if that makes any sense !!!!
@@phillipschris165 I regret some choices I have made and I just want to hit myself for living that way ...but it also made me the tough son of a bitch that I am today it made me see positive lights in all aspects of life and I can now even find good in the devil ...so take this slump of depression and drugs and bad choices and use it to your advantage to help you see the better side of things !!! Let it mold you and build you ...not tear you down !!!!
@@phillipschris165 you will be in my thoughts and concerns ...complete stranger but let me tell ya when you start thinking nobody cares ...let me tell you ... your wrong ..some strange guy Mike's away does care and i do give two shits and i hope like hell you come out of this !!!!!!! You can always reach me via this platform or if you feel need to text me for some help or positive encouragement just ask I'll put my number on here !!!!
Wow that was intense man, and damn it hit home i never told anybody but i'm too far gone for any therapist, i carry the burden of my family members that passed and most times think i could have stopped their pain but i don't drink i lie to my doctor to get pain meds so i don't feel anything......I lie to my best friend about how much i take and mostly i'm just riding this life out now cause there's nothing for me anymore but thanks man this actually got me teared up
There is no one on Gods green earth that is too far gone. I believe in you friend. You can conquer this time. Talking to someone is the first step to recovery. Hope this finds you well!
Get help now brother. I 2 have demons but u take it one day at a time. Please get help and get off the pills. I was a 13-year opiate addict I've been clean now for 2 years I've been through everything you can think of but it can be done if I can do it then I know you can do it for sure
Hey brother i promise u that u can do this... Ive struggled for 12yrs on those fuckn things and finally good.. Im telln ya just cut a quarter at a time for about a week or so and continue droppn a quarter till ur done.. U got this shit man and im telln ya life is so beautiful and once u conquer this demon u will mentally feel so strong and confident and u will be over all this fucked up shit! I promise the only 1 that could truly help me was me.. U gott this shit brotha!! Lets get started!!!!!
My auntie took her own life when i was 13. she set herself on fire. my sister was a heroin addict i remember getting into the car as she was over dosing we had to rush her to the hospital i've seen her take meth huffed glue she eventually overdosed on pills and was announced brain dead
The message behind this song is so powerful - it was meant to help anyone who has ever been depressed to the point of feeling like there is nothing left at all- and the video was meant to show the pain unseen by others and how multiple walks of life can go through such similar struggles with out even knowing it. How did this song make you feel? How did the video resonate with you?
Thank you for this I love your music Jelly Roll!!! 💚💚💚
I lost my dad when I was 20 I'm 27 he was a single father of 11 kids I'm the youngest and he was my best friend I just wish I could talk to him
I just saw the kid in the car. it took me back when i got in the car from school and my mother bluntly told me my Auntie killed her self, man i teared up from seeing the last part of the video, Thank you so much bro
Jelly Roll damn brotha....not even talkin bout the ending at all. Jst damn. The WORLD needs to hear you dude. And YOU need to stay here with us. If for no other reason but to give some hope to the people like me who fight those very same demons. Much love big man
The broken crib and the grieving couple is literally me and my wife right now with infertility. 6 years and 15 losses later. Thank you for helping me grieve through this unbearable pain.
Man I haven’t felt these emotions in a long time. Caught me completely by surprise as I’m now at work hiding in the bathroom crying. A good emotional release cry. Thank you for your music and how it helps heal. Thank you to my dad for catching me loading his firearm and physically restraining me until help got there. Thank you to the staff in the psych ward for your care and understanding. Thank you God for another chance at this.
Please reach out. You’re never just alone. Even if it’s a stranger and you need someone to just listen. I Love You🤙
Hey man that's beautiful. I'm lonely too. Lord help us both
@@Alwayssunnyin no need to feel lonely, Friend. Just gotta learn how to be comfortable with yourself and the rest is, mainly, smooth sailing. I hope those feelings get easier for you. Love You🤙
This song hit me hard. I tried to take my life a year ago. I didn't think about my kids, my wife, my friends, the rest of my family or anyone. Luckily i didn't succeed. Amazingly, i didn't hit anything major. I am so blessed to still be here. Thank you for this song.
Thank God you did not succeed. There is a plan and a purpose for everyone's Iife. I wish the best for you ❤️🙏
Think friend. The dead have no say. You only matter when you LIVE! Death is for when you work the journey. Your reward. Call it early and you on welfare.....HELL!
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❤ thank you jelly roll, I have been there. I fell, and didn't care to go on. Then my granddaughter turned me on to jelly roll 'save me' and I turned to God as he has. I have never in my 60 yrs of age have I found the peace and pure happiness, that comes from knowing God.
That's sweet to hear hope you continue and healing and transform into the beautiful person you are❤
I’m in tears right now 😢 be kind to everyone you have no idea what they have gone through or are going through. 💔
That's the truth!
People tend to forget that. You never know someone else's struggles. Some of us hide them well.
So true....gotta get up everyday and put on that fake 😃 and act normal and say I'm fine when really you feel dead inside....just trying to get through another day
Just remember to make the changes you need to make behind that smile. Jellys music has helped me with that
That's what I tell my children be nice to everyone you have no idea what they go through everyday
I'm 72 years old and this is the first artist that ever told the story of the countless people like me Thank you
76 here, my grandson show me.. i cant stop listening in loop
God Bless ❤
Stay blessed, miss.
Amen
im 60 and 35 years clean . Jelly sums up my life to a tee.
A lot of people say that we need an artist who speaks the truth. But when finally someone does no one really pays attention to them. This man is a great rapper. I like him
Highly underrated! Dudes fire 🔥🔥🔥
Yeas but I love him
That's because NWA and Tupac is hard to beat when it comes to speaking truth. We do need another truth spitter... but an original, unique one, and a leader. I love Jelly Roll, but his style isn't original. Dope lyrics for sure. He has definitely gotten better in the last 5 years.
look up some of his old stuff haystack is fire to
What you mean? Dude is loved and apprecieted by many....
Thank u jelly, 💜much love
I just listened to this song and it is so powerful. I lost my youngest son Joey last year on Mother's day. He was only thirty six years old and was driving home in a storm and a tree fell across the highway and fell into the cab of his truck killing him on impact. I don't know how to live without him so l struggle every day. I am.72 years old and will never get over it. TY Jelly for this awesome song. I love you man❤❤
Hello 👋🏻, how are you doing?
I'm so sorry..I can relate,I too lost a son..he was 34yrs. young!😰💔🙏💖🕊️
Damn my heart goes out to you both.
Sending love & light and healing to ease your heartache...
Damn, how the hell do you even come to grips with something like that? So damn random and senseless
My dad took his life when I was 13. I carry that pain. It keeps me fighting. I don't want my kids to feel that pain. But sometimes that battle gets so hard that the bottle of pills and bottle of jack would just help me end it all. I'm considered high suicidal tendencies because of my dad. I'm 51 . I will keep fighting. I am strong. I am worthy. I am enough.
You alive and how you figure it out ?
I'm 50 with bipolar and major depressive disorder, also a recovering alcoholic and addict. I've had high suicidal ideation even after seminary and a counseling degree from 2018, but Christ took most of that pain away. I pray you find peace and happiness.
I was 10 when my dad committed suicide. I am 56 now and the struggle is real. Prayers for you ♥️
You are amazing... Do you know that?? Look in the mirror and see the real you... Not the person who the devil whispers to.. Hung in there Mr. Greatness.. The light is coming.. Its up to you to break through all of the darkness.. Its really really possible trust me it is.. Smile friend...
God bless your heart brother kinda similar story my mother took her life when I was 14 years old in 1992.... My heart still hurts losing a parent at a young age..... Stay strong bro one day at a time
When you listen to a song and as a man alone with his thoughts you start balling your eyes out because the song hits heavy and home and deep in the soul. But knowing I'm not the only one. And that I wouldn't be judged by the artist for my tears as this song was from an artist by an artist and lived by the artist. Lifes worth living and when a song touches you like this all you can say is thank you. Thank you Jelly Roll. I needed this more than.......nevermind you already know how much I needed this. Thank you
Ur not alone sir
Definitely not alone.
Amen Brother when the struggle feels like 6' down is the answer take a bow and close your eyes and breath. There is always light at the tunnel everyone just has to find there path!
You're okay man. I wouldn't be drinking this moonshine if i didn't feel you
Always here for someone to vent to that understands an thinks he is alone because you are definitely NOT that... anything to help my fellow man
So many people are alive, only because their children are. Please pray for me and I will pray for you . We can help each other more than you can imagine.Thanks Jelly, You give us hope , and speak for the ones nobody hears.😢
I would be long gone if it wasn’t for my children 🥲
I will remember you in my prayers. 😢
So feel u. There's sometimes I just wana give up..... Then I look at my kids n realize that no one can love them more then I can
Prayers to all you
I'm one of them that's alive because of my girls.
This song hits differently than before for me. Im in the darkest hole i have ever been in, but i wont give up, I can't give up. Last attempt was 5 years ago and i have to live with scar rest of my life. I got my service animal 2 weeks after that and he is my reason even if i feel like im no good to him. We rescued each other.
YOU WILL RISE AND STAY BLESSED. GLAD YOUVE GOT YOUR SERVICE ANIMAL AND HOPE THAT BOTH OF YOU STAY IN A GOODNPLACE CUZ YOURE BLESSED.
Bro, I feel you and I pray you’re doing better. I don’t know you but I do love you and I pray everything works out for you. I’m in the same situation. I don’t know what to do but it has to be here today. Just trying to figure out why.
Thank you I know the Lord has a plan I just don't know the plan yet. I have to rise because I can't go lower.
Im gonna take my dog with me.
I pray 🙏 that you're doing well 🙏 🐾❤
2 years ago I was at the lowest point of my life l. I was addicted to drugs homeless and depressed. I listened to your songs everyday to help me deal with my pain. I am now 2 years sober and your music still gives me goosebumps reminding what it was like back then. Thanks bro u helped save my life!
5 years here,beat the pills but the bottle does have its roots deep into the ground. Therapeutic music i made my way into rehab. Jelly is always a wake up to where you are fucking up in life.
So you still homeless??
@@euroblackicechronicles8177 you need jelly to tell you to stop drinking and taking drugs??
So you were homeless and broke and you managed to get on youtube or whatver to listen to this guy? Hahah yea right. Sorry some of you guys with your stupid positive messages, you are not convincing anyone. You are just in love with a white guy who wishes he was black
@@Sicnesses23 You're a fucking ignorant idiot.. Because homeless doesn't mean you can't get on the internet/social media. I was homeless recently but still had a phone I used for WiFi to listen to music or use a text/call app.. Or some people go to public library's etc.. Hell some people had nice phones with contracts usually acquired from stealing or fraud but it doesn't mean they don't have phones, there useful when your a drug addict and music met so much more to me at the time. So next time don't say anything if its ignorance with no basis nor have you been there.
Oh my God! This just hit home HARD! Jelly, I'm a recovering alcoholic drug addict and your music has helped me tremendously. Thank you!!
That was one of the hardest things I've ever watched...I broke down at the end...That message is deep...2 broken families, both broke for different reasons, both both were the breaking point...then the the man (You) turns to the boy...such a powerful msg...Such an amazing resource to express it!! and the acting in this...was also very impressing!! you felt the despair, and pain from both sides!!
3 broken families
Thank you so much from the cast & crew! Honored to have made the visuals for a beautiful song. #ABeautifulDisaster
Holy fuck! What a powerful song and video! Please keep producing this raw emotional stuff... its what our country needs to wake up and start taking care of our own people! We are drowning in mental health problems and addiction and people don't think there's a way out... Please please please people let's help one another through these rough times in our country!
"I still feel fucked up till this day" I totally understand! This is why It annoys me when people say "it'll get better" been twenty years and I'm still waiting. Thank you for this beautiful track
I know that it’s very hard to think about that statement being true: “it’ll get better”, but as I’m sure you know it’s the small things that take our minds off the shit we’ve gone through and the shit going on in our lives that matter. Our whole lives don’t have to suddenly be great for things to “get better”. Every time we smile, laugh, or just momentarily forget about all that is a victory. I hope you find those moments in your daily life🙂
I think that phrase carries a negative feeling for a lot of people now. Sometimes it feels like the person is dismissing your pain, or not giving you a chance to vent and grieve. I get it, I've heard that phrase a lot and it pissed me off too. But, things do get better in of that not everyone fully recovers, but gradually things get a bit better in some ways (sometimes subtle or easy to miss). Sometimes the better is still very painful, but that doesn't erase your progress ❤️ try to not give up hoping and working for a bit of betterness, you deserve all that and more
its a lapse in communication and language imo. what they mean seems to be more "you will learn how to manage your pain as it becomes more frequent"
If your drinking/drugging and smoking it will never get better.
@@jamesadamgleason9471 You're not wrong with the exception of maybe medical cannabis for diagnosed conditions of mental illness. Most times these things will only make you feel worse in the end
NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE WHAT I JUST HEARD!!!!!!! THANK YOU Mr. Deford for just being you.
That "better man than I was" reference is epic.
Me: face full of tears.
Lost my grandpa a few years back to terminal brain cancer. He chose for us to keep him at home and take care of him til he passed. He ain't hurtin no more tho, streets of gold now.
"I am the go to guy so where do i go when i need help".. This resonates with the deepest, darkest parts of my soul. More than once I have found myself walking through my forest of depression. Tempting death and fate alike with all manner of devices to end my life. To many times I was used to help others find their path out of their darkness but my pleas and cries for help always fell on deaf ears.
I remember the night I finally broke. I remember grabbing the gun and walking to the park at 3 am. I remember not leaving anything behind, not a single note, call... nothing. I remember being so numb that there wasn't even tears. I remember that in that moment... while my heart was pounding hard in my chest and my hands shaking from the nervousness, how quiet and calm the whole world seemed.
I squeezed that trigger. *click*. Baffled... I racked another round. Held my breath, squeezed, *click*. I cycled through all 8 shots I had in that magazine. Not a damn shot fired.
I broke. Right then and there. I finally called my friends leaving messages to most of them. Sobbing and completely at a loss for why I was still there. I remember when a car pulled up and 5 of my closest friends got out, and only 1 initially came down to make sure things were safe. I remember being punched so hard that some sense got knocked in to me.
This was the turning point for me. Now, I am not a religious man by any means, but at that point; I realized that SOMETHING was keeping me here. SOMETHING was sending me a sign that it's not my time and it's not by my own hand that my life will end.
It's been a long road since then. I'm still asking myself what that purpose is, but, along the way... I can't help but wonder if it's to just share my experience. To let others know that even in the darkest times, you're never truly alone.
One of the most truthful things I've ever heard someone say about when they attempted suicide, and I honestly feel it rings true with everyone (including myself), is "As soon as I jumped, my first thought was 'I don't want to die.".
Thank you Jelly Roll. I have never heard of you until today. By sheer happenstance my friend posted another one of your videos which has sense lead me to your page. Suffice to say, you've made me a serious fan!
@Patriot 556 Things have been getting better, although I'd be lying if I said that some times it doesn't seem like it.
I've learned to focus on at least 3 good things (big or small) that made me smile each day. Even with today's environment with all the crazy going around, there are still beautiful and happy things going on right in front of your nose.
Thank you for checking in! I hope that your days are blessed and full of love and cheer! :D
i know that feeling well. im going through it now. I love my girlfriend with all my heart and she is going through alot mentally. she has severe depression and anxiety. I do anything i can to be there for her but im battling my own demons and I just dont know what Im supposed to do. Being there for her i hide all of my depression as best I can. I always try to be there for others but who do I go to.
@@jdieselll7808 Just keep looking to find someone to talk to, and don't be afraid to let her know that you are also not always in a good spot. Putting on a fake facade isn't the healthiest thing to do. Even if it feels like the right thing.
I promise that you have plenty of people that love you and would look to help you if you start opening up about it. It doesn't have to be someone you're really close to. Just don't lose yourself in the darkness. Remember who you are and what makes you happy.
You must give yourself permission to not be okay. That is the only way that you can start to accept the help that is all around you.
@@Khordesh it doesnt feel like I have anyone who actually loves me n cares. I feel like everything is one sided, I'm there for others but they dont care about me in return. I mean I'm there for others without thinking they're gona care what I'm goin through. It's a really shitty feeling. Like why waste my heart on people who dont give a shit about me. My girlfriend says she loves me but I see nothing that shows she does. Like I said I think I'm wasting my heart n just setting myself up for even more hurt. It's hard to just walk away though because I do love her n she needs someone to be there like I am but like I said I think I'm setting myself up to have my heart broken. I tried talking to her n she wont even say much just that she loves me. Yet I never see anything that shows she loves me at all.
@@Khordesh n thank you for taking time to read my comment n respond. I appreciate it.
I had to stop and say… this IS one of the most powerful songs I’ve heard & relate to. This 1, Sober and especially Save Me. I don’t think u can quite understand how ur music, these songs, hit me. I feel every pain, every emotion… I feel it all because I relate 100%. You & Bunny can’t possibly realize how ur saving ppl, Uar SAVING ME, WITH MUSIC & words! I’ve never felt so UNDERSTOOD til I listen to u & music. It’s AMAZING & I CANT THANK U ENOUGH. ALL 3 OF YOU! Cause it takes all 3 of u to speak on struggles & Family. Not sure what I’d do without U, Bunny & ur baby girl! Nothin but LOVE FOR YA’LL!!❤️❤️
This Man, His Words And Music has helped ME Trough a bad patch of Depression, Anxiety, Tried Suicide,ended up in clinic endless therapy sessions. It's A ongoing battle Day by Day. But when Im Low And Down. Jelly Roll seems to put me straight again trough his Voice And Lyrics
Everyone will have to face hopelessness eventually, brother. Not sure what motivated me to get up today and pick this song, maybe because i had my front tire come off my bike and I faceplanted on pavement (10mph) yesterday. But, I got up and walked home. Don't you ever change, Jelly Roll.
Life long alcoholic..6 years sober...6 years ago I was sleeping under a bridge..I had an abandoned elevator i slept in sometimes..i was lost. Messing with Crack but I didn't care about that..I just wanted to drown myself in liquor. Then on March 17 2018 I asked the Lord to help me. God's Grace has saved my life and changed spirit. I live in real peace now. I have an incredible job I am taking amazing vacations. My mom got to see me sober before she died. Thank you Jesus. If you are suffering have faith and ask God. Gods grace is real.
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So proud of you ❤
Just got out 2 hospitals, it opened my eyes up. Not gonna get into it… asking for as many prayers as I can get. Jelly Roll keeping me company tonight. Just trying to get my life together and hope someone can relate. Addiction is hard, it shouldn’t feel normal. Normal should feel sober. I believe God saved my life that night and wouldn’t give up on me. I took a lot for granted, and when I got out I realized that but still keep some bad habits. I deserve better and deep down I know this. I hope y’all know you deserve better too whatever is bothering you. Your emotions are valid, people do care about you, and if you think they don’t, I will be at the door or on the phone listening to you for hours
Love and light. I wish you enough. 💜💛🤍💙
Loved the comment
I pray that you are doing much better now. I just discovered this artist and his music. I too suffer from addiction, anxiety and depression. Wishing you well my friend. ❤️
I snagged your comment to read on my podcast, which is featuring JellyRoll. Thank you for sharing.
Jelly, my brother.. I have no words.
Wasn't ready for that at all. Each new track gets more real, and hits home harder than the one before it. If I were any more paranoid, I'd say you've had a first hand look info my life before writing this music. God has given you a gift that has the ability to move people and literally touch their soul.
Thank you.
Yesss I couldnt agree more brother if ive never been able to say or show how I feel he does it with his music and beautiful disaster hits deeper than any before
When he said, "I feel like my past won't allow me to grow"... I felt that.👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 Dude is good.
Real life
Real life!
But someone always cares!
Usually it's the woman that won't let herself grow because she's been hurt by a Bad Man!
She needs to find some healing and a good man in life!
@@scliffird2785 yep
The JellyRoll always brings it.
JellyRoll I listen to "When I Get Rich" at least once a day. It is my inspiration for the tiny business I've started. You have made a big difference in my life. I hope you read this. Thank you.
😎🤘
Keep pushing man. Small business owner here.
Keep pushing...good luck. 😊
Please tell me the business' name is fudpucker's
Bubba Fudpucker yes lawd! Keep that business and drive going, the sky is the limit
Ok, let me just give this guy his flowers. Full disclosure: I am a black man from the death south from a very bad background but somehow with a lot of help made it thru. I say this not to boast, but to say that I haven't been touched this deep by an artist in a long time. I literally did not know who he was 24 hours ago and randomly stumbled upon his music on youtube. This is next level stuff. I haven't not encountered an artist whose music touched me this deep in decades. Hats off man. The world need you and all you have to offer.
I love this comment! So happy for you by the way!! & Jelly roll is amazing. I love him.🫶🏻
So happy for you.. it is next level for sure .. I’m also from the south. ❤
Yellow Pain is another real mofo, check him out
Same. I literally just found this man and his beautiful soul.
thank you for sharing your thoughts and point of view without hate or anything other than appreciation and I'll be honest, i have like 2-3 Jelly songs that i know the name of, I am not a die hard jelly fan - i do not know enough of his music to be one but it is really refreshing to see people be able to communicate their opinions no matter how differing
they might be, without anger and hostility.
Message within this song touches my heart.
RIP momma
Sorry to hear about your mom. I just lost mine about a month ago and cry everytime I hear this.
So sorry about your momma Ash
I appreciate your relentless support
It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
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Man this music video is by far the best one I've ever seen in my entire life. Not only did jelly roll execute another hit but he told and painted out a story that is so real and still happening today. Jelly should get an award for this one one the song but the video just pulls you in and you can't stop watching.. Jelly man if you or Bunnie see this real talk don't quit you really out here helping people. You cant even imagine how many people your helping and I'm loving the direction you both are taking. Just think how many soul you could actually save and lead them all to Christ! You have a calling over you Jason for real! You could lead so many to Jesus and it looks at if that's what it doing. I love you both!! Keep going!!!!!
“If misery loves company then why am I alone” that’s bar that hits damn
Fucked me up like for real. It hit different.
@@californialuv923 Forreal.
Fr fr. That one hit so hard.
🙏 POWERFUL! I don’t care who you are, what you have, what you do for a living,this song should affect everyone! In my opinion, of course ❤
Hello 👋🏻, how are you doing? 🌹
So true!
I was in my vehicle on my way to some woods so i could finally end my own pain and i happened to play this song, if it weren't for this song, my family and friends would be at a funeral.
Jelly, this one song saved my life
Damn this hit hard.
Tough3n up my little bitch. It's only you, your thoughts are your own. No need to spread them. Conquer yourself. Love you for being different
Don't leave. You are not Alone. You are Loved. Your purpose here is so incredibly important there are others that you will touch and guide..so many you'll never know all the souls that you will help. Your good heart will be blessed with so many memories. So always just Stay. Find your light so u can be the light! We need you!!!
And the love of Jesus will always have your back. Reach out whenever you need to u got this..💯every little thing gonna be alright!!! Promise👥🙌
❤🙏💪💫💎🎭⚓🎵
Glad you're still with us. I want to do the same but I'm holding on.
@@duckettk0831 you're not alone......theres days that my depression damn near got me too. But I was too stubborn and decided to fight it and managed to pull through although I felt like I'd never truly smile again...... But then one day while taking a walk that too came back. it sounds corny but try and find one thing you enjoy and do it. for me fishing helped and diet and exercise really helped.....but start with one thing and you'll get there..... just know it ain't gonna be tomorrow because it takes time.
"If misery loves company, then why am I alone?" That line broke me. I've asked myself that exact thing in the past. Powerful song and video Jelly.
mdgamer86 “misery loves company”...they also say “awesome flocks to awesome”. So I should only be alone half of the time then right?
Because company doesn’t like misery.
I sat and worry about everyone I've ever loved
When there’s nothing left at all, you can truly begin again. Last time I got locked up I lost it all... hit my bottom for the 30th time... kicked dope In jail (ice boy Xanax) and once I was clear headed again I had time to reflect on everything I lost. All of it... instead of folding again when I got out I went to rehab In Wilmington. Been clean since... that’s only been 4 months. I still have next to nothing but I do have what it takes to get it back now. Slowly but surely I’m getting it all back. Hard asf but if I could do anything to get high I can do anything to stay sober . Addiction is running on credit. You either pay up by getting thru withdrawal and living sober or you fold and die simple as that. Coming from someone who’s been clinically dead 3 times...
Thank you with my whole heart for sharing your testimony openly. This touched my heart deeply. God speed Jeremy....this has caused me to reach out and save someone life.
Country Boy no problem fam- we all in this together brother... and we are all capable of overcoming this shit man- keep paying it forward and reaching out to those around you that everyone else has turned their backs on... I was one of them, and that’s the loneliest most hopeless feeling ever. All it takes is for one person to show that they see you for you and not for the product you’ve become due to addiction... god bless my dude and stay up on it brother!!!
Thank you, Jeremy. Live for today. Things come and go, but if you stay clean and grow ..... well, just don’t leave before the miracle happens, it’ll come. Is the small things, the freedoms, the peace of mind, the hope, the people and places you’ll attract to your new life, and all that you can ‘share’ with those who want help - this is were life makes sense and what makes it worth living - is a rich life. No more chains, no more running in circles, hiding in shadows, or scratching and digging out of holes. Only ‘one must’: never forget what you’ve gone through and who you are, lest you’re doomed to fall lower than your lowest low, and it sounds that was a bottom below your ‘life line’. Keep that memory fresh everyday. - then live a simple life and BE ALIVE! ✌️
Same here....last time I died...the dr who saved me twice said....son their won't be a third time...life is fkng crazy
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Nothing left at all, that’s false. That’s the devil’s talk. Waiting in the dark they lurk in stalk. “Just a few few words from my heart.” I love you Jelly Roll. Thank you for the help. Bring me closer to my loved ones and closer to God. I just started reading my Bible after 17 years.
Stayed up late patiently waiting
Wishing you could call
Dreaming of memories lost in time
Knowing they're all gone
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
And throw it against the wall
The higher you fly
The harder you fall
Till there's nothing left at all
Four in the morning I cannot sleep
I am depressed sitting up in my bed
The demons are roaring they're bothering me
I'm sitting here with a gun to my head
Finger on trigger, what if I squeezed?
Does that mean that my problems will leave?
Get rid of what's bothering me?
Does that mean that I'm finally free
I think of my daughter I think of my wife
I think of my brothers I think of my life
I can't leave them with bad news
My life is a crap-shoot
I'm just shaking the dice
Had a dream last night (Had a dream last night)
I can hear you say (I can hear you say)
Son just be strong (Son just be strong)
You gon' be okay (You gon' be okay)
Tell the truth, I don't feel that way
I still feel fucked up to this day
Even when I'm high I just sit and cry
And wonder why I still feel this pain
I wish Heaven wasn't so far away
I wish I could visit just for a day
I still had so much left to say
Bow our heads and let us pray
Stayed up late patiently waiting
Wishing you could call
Dreaming of memories lost in time
Knowing they're all gone
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
And throw it against the wall
The higher you fly
The harder you fall
Till there's nothing left at all
I feel like my past will allow me to grow
Feel like this liquor is drowning my soul
Why am I spiraling out of control?
I cannot get myself out of this hole
I keep trying, I keep crawling
The sound of silence, I hear it calling
I was flying, now I'm falling
My health declining, I'm an alcoholic
There's no one else, it's just myself
Alone in thought, I stand and dwell
I'm the go-to guy, so who do I
So who do I go to when I need some help?
No one gives a fuck about me, I'm on my own
If misery loves company then why am I alone?
I pour another drink just to get in my zone
I swear that I'ma change, but I know that I won't
Let me face the facts (Face the facts)
Wish I could take it back (Take it back)
Wish I could fade to black (Fade to black)
Wish I could change the past (Change the past)
But in my mind I wish that I could rewind
Press pause and live my life inside a moment of time
But I can't
Stayed up late patiently waiting
Wishing you could call
Dreaming of memories lost in time
Knowing they're all gone
So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows
And throw it against the wall
The higher you fly
The harder you fall
Till there's nothing left at all
This hits so close to home. I’m battling mental health and addictions. You do stuff that make you hate yourself but you’re so wrapped up in it. Thank you, Jelly Roll
sooo heartbreaking beautifully written
My husband passed away 4 days ago. We loved listening to your music. This was one of his favorite songs. This shit still hits me like a ton of bricks
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OMG, EVERY DAMN SONG HAS ME BALLING MY EYES OUT. EVERY ONE OF THEM FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS REACHING INSIDE MY SOUL AND TUGGGING AT IT. KNOWING THAT THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE WATCHING AND FEELING THE SAME WAY MAKES ME CRY HARDER. GOD BLESS JELLY🙏!
I’ve known Jelly Roll since we were kids… of course I’ve heard his music… when I say finally he has a voice he can use to heal, speak truth, or just fucking bang too… FINALLY!!! I’m proud of you and your accomplishments, I’m so happy you and your beautiful family! Keep speaking, keep banging, keep climbing to the top and don’t stop then either!!! Blessings to you jelly 💙 catch you in the Ville 🕊
I think he's fucking awesome. But you are to. Never forget that.
That's awesome been listening to him before he was recognized, one man tht speaks the truth and very relatable. Someone everyone should hear!! Glad he is being recognized for his great music. He is bringing back real music!
Jelly is koo ppl. Has a hella sense of humor. I’m glad he gets to be and stay him ( dude is humble) while telling his story. He is who he is, and he won’t let anyone change him…So many can relate to the addiction, mental health, poverty itself… the friends and family we have buried due to addiction. He is doing great things and living a life he deserves. We all have ups and downs, music is therapy for many and I’m so glad that he is getting the recognition he deserves. I’m the type of person that loves to lift others and support. There’s so much hate in this world and industry and he is climbing proving ppl wrong. I wish you guys well too. Stay positive. 💙🕊
@@April.Showers. real recognize real, point blank thank you 🙏
right, im sure he wouldnt be like april who at all. you prolly besties huh, thats why you thought no better way to drop a personal note to him than on youtube. OTH, lets look into why u are so insecure you need to publicly announce a fake friendship to someone somewhat famous on youtube. smh
I just found this song. You ever think a song is just made for you? This song saved my life today. Thank you Jelly Roll, 😢
He’s actually done the same for me. It’s amazing how much music can help people 💯💪🤟
This video is so intense
I feel it a lot. I went to his concert last night depressed as hell, I came away happy. If u can see him. Do it
The song may have helped, but you deserve the credit. U saved yourself. Those of us that survive the toughest of times wind up becoming the strongest of us all. You've earned the right to be here and be happy friend. Not many people get to or have to, experience that. Yet so many of us do and have. "The things that people are afraid of...
Never let me down" Jelly Roll - Creature (somg).
Stay strong brother
Jelly has the ability to take all those fucked up feelings and problems we have and put it in a song that reaches into your soul. Sometimes I get goosebumps!
You've seriously helped me through my darkest moments. From depression, anxiety, to death, ptsd, to a crushed/destroyed heart.... Your music got me through it. I mean I'm still healing but if it wasn't for your music than I honestly don't know where I'd be. I love you and Bunnie so much! Y'all are the power couple of the decade! Thank you so much for sharing your amazing talents with all of us. I'll be forever grateful. ~HUGS~
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Girl i am right with u i deel with depression. Suicidal schizophrenia ptsd. And i folloling jelly since pop a pill. His muise help so much i just want u no your not alone
Im right there as well. I deal with depression all the time, always feel unwanted, like im a burden or no one wants me around. I keep asking myself what's wrong with me. Im always sitting alone. Like I have no one that cares about me. It's so hard.
Thank you Krista
I appreciate your relentless support
It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
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Hi Krista. Glad I did. Thanks for the amazing comment
I appreciate your relentless support though
It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
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Man this made the hair on my arms stand straight up. 🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯. Damn good bro
this song right here says it all to me. when my husband passed away 5 years ago i thought strong and hard about what to do with my life. the night that he passed away i was at work with now knowledge of his passing until i got off work. the hospital didnt call me that night until he was on his way to the morge (spelled wrong) i had no one to talk to about my situation that night so i thought that i would join him, but who would that benefit the answer was no one. so here i am today wishing that i could talk to him again. all of your songs man have ,meaning nd everyone i dont care who you are you can relate in some way shape or form to them. you my man are a GOD SEND THANK YOU..
Man this damn song made me cry and that's before the ending, Jelly Roll Perfect Man 💯!!!
You are one of the only artists to ever make me cry, your a legend man. Just lost my mom and brother in 5 months of each other. That was 2 months ago. I was her caretaker for 10 years woke up to her gone next to me. Ive been struggling with so many things but no lie your words help me. I didnt wanna tell a story but this is how i feel. Thanks big homie 👊🔥🔥
I LOVE Jelly roll!!!!! He's a BLESSING TO ANYONE that struggles in life with depression, pain or addiction. His music captivates me. I wish I could speak to him.
He`s a blessing to ALL.
Come here he is my buddy and my boy tatted him
Truth
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"I'm the go-to-guy, so who do I go to when I need some help." THIS lyric hit me harder than any words I've ever heard in a song. Everyone can lean on me but there's nobody on the other side keeping me up.
You're not the only one who feels that way, trust me
Same here
Truer words have never been spoken
Jelly Roll, I don't know if you will read this, but I want to to thank you for this. I started listening to you today for the first time. This song and Save me, have hit a nerve that i thought was dead.
I have been through so much shit in my life, I am 11 years sober. But lately I have been feeling like im about to relapse.
I lost my grandmother a few years ago, right before I started my business. These two songs have awoken the grieving that I never fully accepted.
My grandmother was everything to me. We would talk on the phone for hours. She saw me through my drug issues. She was there when my daughter was born while I was in prison. And she kept me sober after I was released. When I lost her, I lost my world.
She died of cancer and I couldn't bear seeing her on her death bed the night before she past, so i left. She was there for me when I needed her but I wasn't there for her to say goodbye. That shit hurts me everyday.
Im sorry for the long reply but I just needed to get this off my chest. Thank you man, i appreciate you.
Good luck mate ... you should write a letter to your Grandma with your thoughts and feelings. It will help.
hang in there guy...hit me up you wanna talk...aaron fox..
Keep strong brotha! Hit me up if you need someone to talk to / vent. I've been through the addiction side of things, and know it's a bitch to stay away. Just use your daughter as a great reason on why not to relapse.
I feel bad for you man I hope you have a good rest of your life
@@violator2695 ... My mother died at the age of 34..... I was 17 at the time. Writing a letter and leaving in on her grave really helped me deal with it.
Man if you and rittz could make an album that shit would be fire 🔥
💯💯
YESSS
I suffer bad mental health and listening to this man every day helps me so much ❤❤
I agree
Same!
Same. I'm thankfully every day for jelly. 😢
You always get me through my hardest times. I have P.T.S.D and all your songs I turn to thanks Big Guy. I'm PROUD OF YOU
Thanks Holly but there ain't and won't be a future with her she destroyed me and any chance she ever had tell her to move on I will take care of my kid that's it she hurt me beyond words can say I hate her sorry
I feel you
Jelly Roll I want to Personally Thank you this song helped me remember that pain is part of life and you need to move on so thank you from the bottom of my heart
I totally felt that this makes me think of how much I miss being young again and how I would have made better choices in my life today
“I’m the go to guy so who do I go to when I need some help” WOW I hella felt that!! My heart dropped. If you know, you know...
To this day this is truth. And it eats at you day in and day out.....
@kathryn brady that was so crazy!! I was reading your comment at the exact time he said that in the song.....whoa!!! I know the feeling too🥰
@@Kimxx27 I think that means you really needed to hear it 😉 *hugs* It's so crazy how amazingly on point his lyrics are! I still remember how caught off guard I was when I heard that line when listening for the first time. Yeah....deep stuff for sure.
Sending you love ❤❤❤
@@kathryn0321 awww thank you!! Yeah that was sooo weird!! I'm sure I did need to hear it. I might if not even heard it if I wasn't reading your comment at the exact same time🤷🏼♀️ Everything happens for a reason🤗🤗 Hugs to you and sending love to you too😉🥰❤❤
@@Kimxx27 😊❤🤗
Damn i haven't cried since i lost my dad but man this song brought tears to my eyes.
The only thing that keeps me here are my kids 51 years and the demons get stronger 😢😢tired of pain and being unloved struggling daily to stay
Yeah I'm 54 and just so tired of the pain I deal with daily it's just been rough I'm in your same boat 🚢 being alone all the time sucks ass to
Stay strong you ain't the only one ,but we gotta be strong ,brighter days ahead just take the step
I don't think my kids are enough anymore to hold me here.
@@avawilliams4227 I am creating a podcast episode that features this song. I've used your comment and will read it to my audience. Please know, that there is more to life than what you are seeing right now. You are a gift to the world, don't be afraid to showcase who you are.
I'm creating a podcast episode and will be reading your comment. We are all here to help one another. Stay strong, you are a beautiful soul.
Finally, someone else gets it. Depression and addiction dont just destroy, eventually, one way or another, they end it.
I get it and I'm on the edge right at this moment and feel like I'm being pushed over it....
This m girl phone well spoken brother
@@rebeccamoores1743 I noticed you made a couple comments like this on Jelly Roll videos. The edge can be pushed back. Give it time. It sucks, I know.
@@wessmith4913 Thanks...it is a struggle everyday. I have found out that I have cancer for the second time and its almost pushed me back to using. But im trying so hard to stay strong.
@@rebeccamoores1743 I’m sorry to hear that! Just keep going and try to live for the few moments in life that ARE good. Easier said than done, of course, but it’s a better option than the alternative.
If life ends, you’ll never have a chance to make it better.
I didn’t find this song until today… on a day when I needed it more than ever. My dad chose to take his own life a year ago and even though it’s been a year I have days where the pain I carry from losing him…from feeling like I could’ve done more…from wishing I could have been there and talked him through it…from dwelling on all the times I missed his call, didn’t text him back, and all the stupid arguments we had over the 26 years…sometimes it all feels just so unbearable
I feel sad, loneliness, nostalgic, angry, crying like a baby. This song brings me to some of the lowest points in my life, both past and current. Except now I don't feel so lonely knowing there's others like me. Thank u Bubba, AGAIN, for touching my heart and soul!
Don't kill yourself...
Don't say stupid shit
@@goatdezsi3527 Where in any part of that paragraph said I was going to kill myself? I think u need to reread it. It was a reflection of my feelings and how the video resonates with me, just as Jelly told us to do.
@@MrLatinKing13 No sir, saying "stupid shit" is telling someone whom is only following the artist's directions that she is saying "stupid shit". He said "tell me how this makes you feel and how it resonates with u". So that's exactly what I did. My thoughts and feelings are NOT stupid. If u don't care for what I've said, just scroll onto the next comment and go bother someone whom wants to argue with some validity.
Meant for the moron assuming you wanted to off yourself.
This is probably the most emotional video ever! I'm seriously crying my eyes out but I love the message!!!
What was emotional about it cause i dont see it
This song hits home I'm fighting depression right now I lost my dad a year ago then lost my mom a week ago. I am a recovering addict I've busted my ass to get clean and stay clean for 3 yrs now and with losing both parents I'm struggling with my sobriety.
Keep going Brittney
Keep your head up
You are strong as you are driving yourself to a better place. ❤️
Stay strong!! Sorry for your losses.
I love this guy. So much truth in what he sings..
He's real
This song and video are a Great message about Depression and addiction, Sometimes it seems like we are going to be in the Darkness forever....... But It does get better BELIEVE ME I KNOW!!!! I got the message.... I've lived it. Thank you Again a thousand times more JELLY ROLL!!!!
To the ones that read this; the ones with broken hearts; the ones that hit rock bottom; the ones struggling with addiction; the ones fighting depression; we are here, we do care. Keep fighting for the better days because you will succeed. May your life prosper
Thank you!!!
Thank you for that, really. I'm 50yrs old, my son is 30 and we both fight addiction, depression, eachother... it's a broken heart I wake up to every day, knowing there's another 24 hrs full of dread, praying I don't ever have to breath for him again, hoping I can throw all the narcan away I keep on hand, begging God to make me the mother he deserves. I end every day thanking Him tho that my 2 girls only inherited my blonde hair and wicked sense of humor and NOT my demons.
Hey yeah I've been ptayin for them better days
Praying for them better days 10/8/20 I know its not a long time but I feel like its been a lot longer than that I've tried to get clean before but its always been court ordered or in prison I jus did to get out of the cell for an hour and go to the NA meeting they would bring in for us but I've never jus done it for myself yeah bruh I'm off parole now I'm not court ordered I'm jus doin it for myself and my FAM cuz FAM is all we got at least it is for me but yeah it feels way different this time cuz its for me know what I mean idk maybe I'm trippn
@@edwardthomas9253 keep on keeping on
When they showed her losing a baby boy I almost died. RIP Benjamin Nicolas Garcia dios te bendigas mijo
Mucho amor mi amigo. Su es donde happiness.
Me too hun lost my first born in 2008 I feel you hun
The deepest song I've heard in a long while. Mr. JELLY IF YOU WENT THROUGH THIS I'M SO SORRY FOR THE HORRIBLE EXPIRENCES MAY GOD BLESS YOU SIR.😢😢😢
I cant listen to jelly roll bro, makes me reflect on my life, I came from section 8s and hated myself and my life completely alone and fought as hard as I could and put up with so much shit just to have a home and 2 daughters and wonderful partner. I'm gonna go to the show still cuz I love his messages but reflecting on those nights I was shooting dope and pissed that I woke up starts bringing me to tears immediately. I left that life behind me. If you or someone you know is struggling reach out. That phone feels like it's a Thousand pounds but I'll lend you my strength.
Thank you.. I needed to read this
I love u boogie it not anything bad I'm not against you I love u
I'm only 12 but I'm bawling my eyes out cause I relate to this song, thanks for making this, ik my mom will relate to this too, you are the only thing we agree on and can have a civil conversation about, I love you so much, thanks for still producing music, I've been listening since before glitter, I went to ur concert at pop's either last year or the year before and I felt so at peace listening to you even as I was getting tossed around lol thank you for helping me through some really hard times
Damn man I'm already crying from my own pain but reading your comment and hearing that you're 12 well damn man that the age all my pain began. I'm 38 now and have no idea how I'm still alive. My heart is completely broken 💔.
@@TombstoneChris dude stop being a bitch and just smoke some marijauana
Cherish the time you have with her my dude ull miss em when they ain't around anymore and ur hella young
sure you wont just make fun him "smokeing" like a bitch too...meh yours was better i tried XD
I am this mom, I'm so sorry and I cannot change anything but I can move forward with her. Jelly has saved my life for real and I'm glad he has touched her heart as well. We'll see u in may
This man is slept on for sure. He's so talented and no doubt my favorite artist hands down no questions asked. Not even a close call.
No doubt about it. Kinda sad too he's alot more influential then any fucking mainstream artist today.
Seems kinda schetcy. Right!?
Ya I agree after jelly's new album he moved up to n1# for me as well since I've been listening in the last 4 years he has been the most improved rapper I have heard to this day 💯. I love how he's been doin more singing in all his songs that's def been nice to hear him tryin diff things much props n love jelly frfr
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I got to admit brother over a week and a half ago I found a song of yours in UA-cam I haven't turned off since good job Big Homie
This song hits home been there drinking and doing drugs living a life in sin and heartache Jelly Roll your a true angel sent from heaven to help and inspire people in this unseen world keep the music up brother
Bubba this album got me all in my feelings hits so close to home like i wrote them much love bro💯
When it comes down to it.. Your music has been the only light some cling to, to follow out of a dark dark place Jelly.. I can tell you this man, your voice shows your struggles and your lyrics sound like my reality dude and I am fighting a battle with very little support, and your music is a huge part of my solitary army I'm trying to win back myself with. I've lost her and she's slowly coming back and your pulling that rope with me Jelly. Thank you for that. Much love. You deserve all your successes and triumphs. Keep on shining, your lighting the way for a lot of us.
Dam u hot asf 🔥😍
Thank u lol
Thanks for the great comment Tricia
I appreciate your relentless support though
It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
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I felt this shit in my soul, if my life had a soundtrack this would be it...
I agree completely!!! I absolutely love Jelly Roll simply because of his lyrics... Seems to me that he could possibly be among the few REAL ones left in this world!!! No better way to be... Last, his voice and emotion when he sings just exceeds expectations!!!! Awesome! Just awesome!!!
Doug you know it ain’t it? Check this shit out man. ua-cam.com/video/a-lyyXbCHws/v-deo.html
Please my brother....it is just a phase.
You arn't lying. Ever day & way. I'm a little older than him, he was busy .
You said it perfectly perfectly
Just because no one speaks doesn't mean no one hears or is not touched by the song, some just need to hear not speak.
Jelly is more than just a rapper, he is an artist for the people, he makes music 90% of the world should be able to relate to in one form or another…keep progressing, your journey has been long and hard but it’s far from over, you touch so many ppl thru words in a way that helps not promotes more tragedies…blessed
You said it perfectly💯
Jelly speaks to your soul. If you can't relate to one of his songs...you a luck fuq,cuz I relate to all of um. Blessings😘
I love that this video touches on the deep pain of losing an unborn child. Its an invisible pain that cuts at your heart over and over again. The worst part is grieving invisibly..
I feel that way too Ivette
I appreciate your relentless support
It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
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Just gonna say you speak what my heart feels. Hitting bottom hurts worse when no one is there to help you up.
True Robin. I love the comment
I appreciate your relentless support
It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
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This is the one song i cry to, i relate so much to this, it's helped me on so many ways, thank you #JellyRoll i love you brother
I lost my mother a few years back and recently I've been looking for so many ways to get away from it all and not face it... hearing this song spoke to me so personally and that's why in my opinion Jelly Roll is once of the most Truthful and lyrically talented artist today
I cry every time I listen to this song. It reminds me there are people that get it. This is my reality.
It’s nice to know I’m not the only one.
You guys ain't alone. Im stuck here too
This song hits me hard- it used to be me. My brother died, he didn’t make it through the worst of times. I was crying and sending love, hope, healing to all who are living this. I’m sending love and light and healing to you
I feel ya. Was at work on break when this video dropped, and I almost fuckin lost it right there.
Same, currently bawling my eyes out.. But most of his music has that effect on me. He hits on some deep shit.
This song has tears running down my face! Very powerful n not spoken of enough! Depression n suicide is real! Ty for putting it out there!
Absolutely powerful 💯💯💯 This man was meant to be seen and felt by us all 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Lost my 20 year old son who was my best friend, dam I miss him. Your song hit me hard brother thank you
Hey..I just read UR comment on this song and I couldnt agree with you more! I'm in Buffalo NY and have never heard of jelly roll..but my brother just moved here from INDIANA where he's BIG. And I fell in love with his MUSIC BC its REAL! I'm actually a Liscenced MENTAL HEALTH AND SUBSTANCE ABUSE COUNSELOR/THERAPIST..so this song and many of his songs are just so DEEP and REAL! DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SUICIDE, SUBSTANCE ABUSE are SO REAL.. that I'm glad someone is putting together music that people can actually IDENTIFY with!
I lost my little brother to suicide 2 years ago. Wish I was dead too. I'm alive but I'm dead inside
STAY STRONG WE ARE FUXING WARRIOR'S. BLESSINGS
@jellyroll this song has so much meaning in my life been through hell back and forth outta houses n living the streets worrying about my next meal, something man eating stuff that was old outta church's but that's all there was!! I'm out here now trying to make it and it's just getting harder and harder moms a recovering drug addict and the song shes pretty much says it all!!!!
My brother passed of alchohol abuse about a year ago. This song keeps him alive in my heart. Thank you jelly for all that you do for the ones that feel lost. The voice of the lost ones, and the heart of the living and the struggles. Your saving my life like this couldn't be.
I cry every time.. I wish I could tell you personally how much your music means to me and how much release I get from it
Check me out @crickett here without you
This song has single handedly saved my life on multiple occasions. I am a recovering addict and am in the process of getting divorced, I play this song anytime I am struggling. Jelly Roll has saved my life repeatedly. I love you brother. Keep up the great work brother!!!!
Sending you love from South Africa 🌍 Andrew keep on ,keeping on .you are worth the fight my Brother .
I feel your pain...I'm in a similar situation
I'm so happy to see and watch Jellyrolls success and knowing I hung out and played the same stage as this guy and was there since the early gathering of the juggalo shows when jelly was putting in work to be noticed and I look back at all the pics I have q jellyroll before the tattoos and I am very happy to see him happy and he deserves to experience fame the way he did he put in the work and god blessed him because he never gave up
Love u jelly
-krimzon x
This song hits so close to home. Battled addiction for 23 years until it almost beat me. Had septic shock should've died from that alone, on top of that had pneumonia, and vegetative growth on my tricuspid heart valve and required immediate surgery, all from shooting up dope. Been clean 1 ywar and 3 months today and I absolutely love it and love and appreciate life a lot more. God bless yall. Keep doin yo thing jelly luv ya brother
I prayer you continue to stay clean..my son died in 2018😢
@@bretcollins7495 thank you, I will never go back down that road again. I'm so sorry for your loss. I have lost friend's and know of a lot of people who died struggling with addiction so I feel blessed. Lost my mom 3 years ago yo cancer and I turned to the needle afterbshe got sick so i was on the needle everyday for about 3 n a half year's and changed my life forever
@@bretcollins7495 That's my worst fear with my son, and he isn't addicted he is going to be 8 June 14th . That's me though, the worrier, but trust me I see it in him. ♡
Love your music bro I'm rewritten your shit in Spanish my Hispanic people deserve to hear real feelings and real music spoken from the heart. Believe or not we identify our self with your music bro
Respect
Heck yeah
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Great idea...
Badass!!❤️
This song is how I feel about missing my brother.
I wish he could call..
Same here
same here
Sorry about the loss Kaitlin
I appreciate your relentless support
It’s JELLY ROLL !!!
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This song touched me deep inside. My little brother killed himself almost 25 year's ago. October 9, 1999. I had been his crutch his savior so many time's. But not that night. He didn't reach out to me. I'm sitting here crying my eyes out. People just don't understand what a daily struggle it is just to keep hanging on to life. Thank you for your music. My biggest dream is to save up enough money to get to see you in person. May God bless and keep you.
I wish I could personally thank this man for his music.
Seriously
I've PERSONALLY FR NO JOKE HAVE WITNESSED THAT MAN RIGHT THERE REPLY AND IM 100 HE Read's WHAT HE GETS HE'S ALWAYS THANKING HIS FANS SO WIYH THAT BEING SAID BE CERTAIN ABOUT THE FACT HE HAS. HE IS ONE OF THE REALIST ARTIST I'VE HEARD OF IN YEARS I CAN RELATE TO THAT ALL SUREAL STRUGGLE. STAY POSITIVE N STRONG ! GOD BLESS YOU!
His songs really Speak to you. Is he only on UA-cam?
Me to he's saved my life so many times
Dakota and the millions of us his words will touch. Who are lost, addicted, betrayed, ignored,, abused mentally, physically, EMOTIALLY, and sexually,😭😭😭😭 ANYONE WHO HEARS THIS WILL SEE THAT THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO FEEL AS YOU OR I DO. THAT'S THE LORD'S WAY OF REACHING OUT FOR YOU. THE WORLD IS DIVERSE. AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT SATAN IS SEEKING THOSE WHO DON'T HAVE FAITH, HOPE, OR LOVE 💕, KEEP STRONG AND FAITHFUL AND SAFE. 🙏 THE CLOSER YOU COME TO UNDERSTANDING. THE WORSE ADVOSARIES BECKON TO YOU. I BLEED THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST OVER YOUR LIFE. THAT HE WILL LIFT YOU ABOVE CONTEMPT, HATEED, POVERTY, AND THINE ENEMIES INCLUDING OURSELVES.🙏🙏🙏💕🕊️
Gosh, he truly lifts my spirits up high. Music has pulled so many through, it’s so much when ones suffer, & music gets our hearts so pumping up, it’s even proven!!
I don't how to pray anymore please pray for me
Chris I'm praying, the Lord will carry you when it's tuff. Not a lot of people believe in his word,but remember he never leaves your side . Keep praying don't give up.The Lord didn't give up on you🙏❤️
I feel that! But today I got you @chrissanchez8584 At least be thankful and know all shall take its place
We are in this together. I pray for you..
Just find a church and hit your knees brother. Find a happy memory, use it too live for.. every day find another happy memory.. 💖
God is putting his hand out to you and saying take my hand my child and I shall heal you
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Three years ago I was In a search party looking for my friend who crashed his truck then took a case of beer and his 44 ruger nighthawk out into the woods. We searched for 3 days. He was found but by then it was to late. He contacted me the day he left and I didn't answer his call. Not only did we fish and hunt together but we also worked together. He was my mentor and pushed me to my max potential. There is a void unfulfilled and a scar on my heart. Right after that happened I heard this song. It helped me through many different phases of my grief. I still can't hear it through without choking up. It still helps dull the pain. Thanks Jellz...
Great lyrics with real meaning ...If your in this Rutt ...stand up and step out of it !!!been there done that hoping to never relapse !!!
Jeffrey I’m there right now I’ve never felt a pain so bad idk how to come out of it idk how to fix it it’s a pain nobody can describe it hurts so bad
@@phillipschris165 ...hey man nobody can describe it for you either and let me tell ya I spent years living in a shit pit and took alot of time to see the positive things on life ..you have to be able to see the hard shit see the pain but NOT focus on it ...let it drive you to do better and be better ..easier said than done I am aware !!!! We would not know love without pain and hate
@@phillipschris165 the fact that your looking for music to connect with ..and the fact you can admit it is the first step to getting anywhere ...we are all entitled to our feeling and emotions ..cannot help them ..we only have control of our actions ...so be pissed at the world man it's tour god given right ...but your actions are within your control ..stand up make positive changes ..drop the habits and the friends that share those habits ...see daylight and inspire the next guy or gal who needs help ...it's def a stepping process and will not just happen over night ...you can feel mad at world but you are not entitled to act in such a manner if that makes any sense !!!!
@@phillipschris165 I regret some choices I have made and I just want to hit myself for living that way ...but it also made me the tough son of a bitch that I am today it made me see positive lights in all aspects of life and I can now even find good in the devil ...so take this slump of depression and drugs and bad choices and use it to your advantage to help you see the better side of things !!! Let it mold you and build you ...not tear you down !!!!
@@phillipschris165 you will be in my thoughts and concerns ...complete stranger but let me tell ya when you start thinking nobody cares ...let me tell you ... your wrong ..some strange guy Mike's away does care and i do give two shits and i hope like hell you come out of this !!!!!!! You can always reach me via this platform or if you feel need to text me for some help or positive encouragement just ask I'll put my number on here !!!!
Wow that was intense man, and damn it hit home i never told anybody but i'm too far gone for any therapist, i carry the burden of my family members that passed and most times think i could have stopped their pain but i don't drink i lie to my doctor to get pain meds so i don't feel anything......I lie to my best friend about how much i take and mostly i'm just riding this life out now cause there's nothing for me anymore but thanks man this actually got me teared up
There is no one on Gods green earth that is too far gone. I believe in you friend. You can conquer this time. Talking to someone is the first step to recovery. Hope this finds you well!
Get help now brother. I 2 have demons but u take it one day at a time. Please get help and get off the pills. I was a 13-year opiate addict I've been clean now for 2 years I've been through everything you can think of but it can be done if I can do it then I know you can do it for sure
Bryant love you BRO Ne Desit Virtus ("Let Valor Not Fail")
Hey brother i promise u that u can do this... Ive struggled for 12yrs on those fuckn things and finally good.. Im telln ya just cut a quarter at a time for about a week or so and continue droppn a quarter till ur done.. U got this shit man and im telln ya life is so beautiful and once u conquer this demon u will mentally feel so strong and confident and u will be over all this fucked up shit! I promise the only 1 that could truly help me was me.. U gott this shit brotha!! Lets get started!!!!!
My auntie took her own life when i was 13. she set herself on fire. my sister was a heroin addict i remember getting into the car as she was over dosing we had to rush her to the hospital i've seen her take meth huffed glue she eventually overdosed on pills and was announced brain dead