hey sister ; )! i've been watching ur videos 4 about a few months now, and honestly, ur so amazing : ) i as well have alopecia. since i was 4. i've had my ups and downs thru-out childhood to now. ( i am 18 ) i was never really bullied in childhood, and i don't remember ever being particularly insecure about it either, tho i did wear hats often, ( not all the time,) so i was most likely subconsciously insecure, being that i was so different from all the other kids. in recent years tho, i've been very insecure about it. i had a period during the entire duration of 2018, in which my hair was growing back, quite nicely. of course, this was incredibly exciting as u can imagine. i started fantasizing of growing my hair down to my shoulders, equipped with a nice manly beard. ( i'm kind of a hippie dude. or so they tell me ( ; ) i, perhaps naively, got my hopes up, so it not only hurt terribly, but also propelled my insecurity forward, when my hair not only stopped growing, but ever so slowly, started falling out. i started using all sorts of shit that supposedly stimulates hair growth ( supplements, dermatologist prescribed cream, cortisone ointment.) i not only loathed applying these substances to my head, but they were also completely useless. just as recently as November of last year, i was facing extreme mental roadblocks due to this insecurity. until the day after christmas. December, 26th. i'll spare you the details, but, i'd begun realizing, inching my way out of this dark hole that i'd been residing within. "why am i doing this to myself?" i thought to myself, in the utter dark of my bedroom, the fan blowing in the background. "why am i letting this control me? dictate my actions? my comfort, my peace, my happiness?" i decided to have some self respect at once. the next morning, i made my way to the bathroom, and removed any head wear, and gave myself a good, honest look. before, whenever i'd look at myself "exposed" in the mirror, my mind would by default, reject it. i'd think, "ew, no, it doesn't work. i looks like shit. i could never be seen like this, put the hat back on. ahhh, that's better." but on this day, i decided to deactivate this negative bias i'd trained my mind to harbor through all these months. YEARS. i looked at myself, thru a new lens, and realized, i look f#cking awesome. not only at the core of it, am i a good looking guy, but i also stand out. i'm unique. and i'm beautiful. and that uniqueness totally suites the vibe of my spirit. this is who i am, and i don't need to hide behind these barriers anymore. i am doing not only myself a disservice, but others as well. i can use this as a means of inspiring others. i can show middle aged balding men ( or anyone who suffers from any form of hair loss,) that live in a baseball cap, or beanie, that it's okay. it's okay to embrace. you don't have to be afraid. and now, here i am, unapologetically smooth. i don't want any eyebrows, i don't want eyelashes, i don't want a beard. i have learned to not only accept, but also
You have a beautiful smile!
And your lunch looked so tasty, love me some tofu!
how r u not famous?? your videos are my favorite and ur so gorgeous
hey sister ; )! i've been watching ur videos 4 about a few months now, and honestly, ur so amazing : )
i as well have alopecia. since i was 4. i've had my ups and downs thru-out childhood to now. ( i am 18 ) i was never really bullied in childhood, and i don't remember ever being particularly insecure about it either, tho i did wear hats often, ( not all the time,) so i was most likely subconsciously insecure, being that i was so different from all the other kids.
in recent years tho, i've been very insecure about it. i had a period during the entire duration of 2018, in which my hair was growing back, quite nicely. of course, this was incredibly exciting as u can imagine. i started fantasizing of growing my hair down to my shoulders, equipped with a nice manly beard. ( i'm kind of a hippie dude. or so they tell me ( ; )
i, perhaps naively, got my hopes up, so it not only hurt terribly, but also propelled my insecurity forward, when my hair not only stopped growing, but ever so slowly, started falling out. i started using all sorts of shit that supposedly stimulates hair growth ( supplements, dermatologist prescribed cream, cortisone ointment.) i not only loathed applying these substances to my head, but they were also completely useless.
just as recently as November of last year, i was facing extreme mental roadblocks due to this insecurity. until the day after christmas. December, 26th. i'll spare you the details, but, i'd begun realizing, inching my way out of this dark hole that i'd been residing within.
"why am i doing this to myself?" i thought to myself, in the utter dark of my bedroom, the fan blowing in the background. "why am i letting this control me? dictate my actions? my comfort, my peace, my happiness?"
i decided to have some self respect at once. the next morning, i made my way to the bathroom, and removed any head wear, and gave myself a good, honest look.
before, whenever i'd look at myself "exposed" in the mirror, my mind would by default, reject it. i'd think, "ew, no, it doesn't work. i looks like shit. i could never be seen like this, put the hat back on. ahhh, that's better."
but on this day, i decided to deactivate this negative bias i'd trained my mind to harbor through all these months. YEARS.
i looked at myself, thru a new lens, and realized, i look f#cking awesome. not only at the core of it, am i a good looking guy, but i also stand out. i'm unique. and i'm beautiful. and that uniqueness totally suites the vibe of my spirit. this is who i am, and i don't need to hide behind these barriers anymore. i am doing not only myself a disservice, but others as well. i can use this as a means of inspiring others. i can show middle aged balding men ( or anyone who suffers from any form of hair loss,) that live in a baseball cap, or beanie, that it's okay. it's okay to embrace. you don't have to be afraid.
and now, here i am, unapologetically smooth. i don't want any eyebrows, i don't want eyelashes, i don't want a beard. i have learned to not only accept, but also
A beautiful soul
I really love watching your videos. I love seeing your beautiful face and beautiful bald head so very much ❤️😘💙 You are such a perfect ten.