Troye Sivan - HEAVEN ft. Betty Who

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  • Опубліковано 28 вер 2024
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    Lyrics:
    [Verse 1: Troye Sivan]
    The truth runs wild
    Like a tear down a cheek
    Trying to save face, and daddy heart break
    I'm lying through my teeth
    This voice inside
    Has been eating at me
    Trying to replace the love that I fake
    With what we both need
    The truth runs wild
    Like kids on concrete
    Trying to sedate, my mind in its cage
    And numb what I see
    Awake, wide eyed
    I'm screaming at me
    Trying to keep faith and picture his face
    Staring up at me
    [Chorus: Troye Sivan]
    Without losing a piece of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    Without changing a part of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    All my time is wasted
    Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
    So if I'm losing a piece of me
    Maybe I don't want heaven?
    [Verse 2: Betty Who]
    The truth runs wild
    Like the rain to the sea
    Trying to set straight the lines that I trace
    To find some release
    This voice inside
    Has been eating at me
    Trying to embrace the picture I paint
    And colour me free
    [Chorus: Troye Sivan]
    Without losing a piece of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    Without changing a part of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    All my time is wasted
    Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
    So if I'm losing a piece of me
    Maybe I don't want heaven?
    [Bridge: Troye Sivan]
    So I'm counting to fifteen
    Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
    So I'm counting to fifteen
    Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
    [Chorus: Troye Sivan]
    Without losing a piece of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    Without changing a part of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    All my time is wasted
    Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
    So if I'm losing a piece of me
    Maybe I don't want heaven?
    Written by Troye Sivan, Jack Antonoff, Alex Hope, and Claire Boucher. Produced by Jack Antonoff.
    Directed by Luke Gilford
    We have always been here. we will always be here. this video is dedicated to all who’ve come before me and fought for our cause and those who now continue the fight. in dark and light times, let’s love forever. love, troye x
    Music video by Troye Sivan performing HEAVEN (C) 2017 Universal Music Australia Pty Ltd.

КОМЕНТАРІ • 32 тис.

  • @cinfygfs3376
    @cinfygfs3376 4 роки тому +2932

    Dear my future children,
    no matter who you love no matter who you are as long you are a good person I will always love you
    -Mom 💜

    • @mariamg.7347
      @mariamg.7347 4 роки тому +15

      Army)

    • @dikimle100les3
      @dikimle100les3 4 роки тому +77

      @@mariamg.7347 STFU THIS IS NOT THE TIME

    • @flozyyflozyy9180
      @flozyyflozyy9180 4 роки тому +31

      I keep telling my children that I will support them no matter what.

    • @sanders4362
      @sanders4362 4 роки тому +1

      Jungkook is a girl??

    • @flozyyflozyy9180
      @flozyyflozyy9180 4 роки тому

      @Dibora Shiferaw why are you sorry for yourself?

  • @lukesummers6025
    @lukesummers6025 7 років тому +1414

    I'm a 22-year-old guy from India. Being gay is still illegal in my country. I wish there comes a day when I come out to people around me. It kills me that I can't be who I am. It literally feels like my mind is in a cage, just how the song portrays.
    "This voice inside
    Has been eating at me"

    • @aributera6241
      @aributera6241 7 років тому +40

      Luke Summers Stay strong. Keep fighting and don't give up.

    • @shadykady8254
      @shadykady8254 7 років тому +9

      Good luck

    • @Soldesu
      @Soldesu 7 років тому +17

      Good luck! But honestly, coming out depends on how open minded your family is. My friend's lesbian and she's trying her best to hide it. But another friend of mine says that her parents are completely okay with her dating a girl. My classmate is gay and his family is totally fine with it and he's now living quite happily. The younger generation is completely okay with different sexualities. It's the conservative older generations which cause half the problems.

    • @n_nn_nnn
      @n_nn_nnn 7 років тому +19

      Luke Summers Hey, I just wanted to say I am also from India and have a gay friend so I kinda know the struggle. I get that you cant come out to your family but stay strong because you are definitly not alone and I hope that one day people will learn to accept people as they are...

    • @myra0224
      @myra0224 7 років тому +8

      Luke Summers I wish you so much luck!
      If the time is ready, you will be strong enough to come out 😉
      I believe in you 😘

  • @omghipao
    @omghipao 5 років тому +2627

    Its that time of the year again kiddos... be proud of who you are

    • @mathilde5776
      @mathilde5776 4 роки тому +9

      First june 2020.. no pride festival but still proud!!🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

    • @esmegrantt
      @esmegrantt 4 роки тому +4

      Here We are
      again

    • @hafiraa4514
      @hafiraa4514 4 роки тому +2

      Happy pride y’all! 💙💛💖

  • @wheezy_mads
    @wheezy_mads 3 місяці тому +64

    I'm sobbing right now. I remember hearing this song for the first time when i was in conversion therapy. I felt so broken and alone. 7 years later, I've been out of conversion therapy for two years and am about to go to my first pride event. I spent years believing i had to choose between my faith and who I am. Now I'm in school to be a pastor hoping to teach people that that's not true, and that God loves you exactly as you are.

    • @francescajane
      @francescajane 3 місяці тому +6

      so much love to you ♥♥

    • @pommesfrittes6275
      @pommesfrittes6275 Місяць тому +4

      Praying for your success!! I‘m also catholic and gay and hope for you to succeed in spreading His Word & His Love.
      God Bless you you sweet soul and have a great day

    • @Destroyer3212-gv2ss
      @Destroyer3212-gv2ss Місяць тому +1

      Thank u

    • @DeniseBranch-n1r
      @DeniseBranch-n1r 8 днів тому

      WOW

    • @DeniseBranch-n1r
      @DeniseBranch-n1r 8 днів тому

      My child hood preacher was gay. He hid it but came out years later he's still a preacher pastor of a big LGBT friendly church for a while

  • @martina9919
    @martina9919 6 років тому +1829

    Jacob holding Troye like that give me life

    • @imbitchesye337
      @imbitchesye337 6 років тому +13

      I know right 😍😍😍

    • @holliewalker8327
      @holliewalker8327 6 років тому +6

      Ikr 😍

    • @peachykeen9878
      @peachykeen9878 6 років тому +8

      It makes me feel so warm inside even though I'll never have the XD

    • @elliQaz
      @elliQaz 6 років тому +30

      @Nathan Harrison Why would another man hold Troye like that

    • @Jkfddvjnnk
      @Jkfddvjnnk 6 років тому +23

      guys it's Jacob look at his lips omg

  • @aprilhale2341
    @aprilhale2341 7 років тому +1538

    God loves everyone.
    If you're reading this comment, bless your soul. As a Christian, I believe everyone should be accepted no matter what your sexual orientation is. Don't let people bring you down for somehing you have no control over. What must define us is our actions, not how we were born. Homosexual people are no sinners and for anybody thinking otherwise... I feel sorry for them because they don't know how wrong they are. Just know that you're beautiful the way you are, my friend. 😊

    • @leak1218
      @leak1218 7 років тому +20

      Ainoa K. M Actually homosexuality is not a sin per says, it's having sex with a man if you are a man and a woman if you are one. (it goes for heterosexual too) Because in the Catholic logic, having intimate relation with someone is possible if you are married to them. Sex is "allowed" after marriage not before. And because gay and lesbian can not get married at church and before God eyes then their union or relation is a sin.
      It is unfair and sad to think like that. Heterosexual couple and homosexual couple should be treated equally, God loves everyone, they should be able to get married in church if they wants too.

    • @dannydragunov1624
      @dannydragunov1624 7 років тому +7

      thank you very much!! all these comments making me smile! bless you too!!! :)

    • @m.a7167
      @m.a7167 7 років тому +4

      April Hale you're a kind person and very wise bless you

    • @sneakers501
      @sneakers501 7 років тому +16

      April Hale honestly I think a "Christian" who thinks God doesn't love everyone isn't a real Christian

    • @beatriceraymundo8067
      @beatriceraymundo8067 7 років тому +1

      AMEN

  • @whathappenedincapetown
    @whathappenedincapetown 7 років тому +595

    im not crying there's just a rainbow in my eye

  • @khadijasharna3945
    @khadijasharna3945 3 роки тому +159

    "So if i am losing a piece of me, maybe i don't want heaven?"
    Some real powerful words right there 👏

    • @darija.lyrics.uncensored
      @darija.lyrics.uncensored 3 місяці тому

      I don't understand it, what does he mean?!

    • @LashayMichelle
      @LashayMichelle Місяць тому

      Just heard this for the first time and when I got to that part, I was speechless. Jaw dropped.

  • @jasmineocean
    @jasmineocean 7 років тому +611

    I'm just crying reading the comments right now. I want to tell you all something, although I'm just a stranger.
    1. I'm proud of your bravery to come out even if its to yourself.
    2. I'm proud to every single person that support the community
    3. For anyone that doubt this, remember there's always a person that support or help somewhere, maybe the internet.
    Just yeahhh.. I'll go back to pressing the play button again.

    • @AshleyLeshi
      @AshleyLeshi 7 років тому

      thank you.

    • @LelouchxSuzakufan
      @LelouchxSuzakufan 7 років тому +5

      Jasmine Ocean I've already played this video at least a good 2 or 3 dozen times. LOL. I can't stop listening 2 the song and I ❤the video.

    • @madara-fc4ki
      @madara-fc4ki 7 років тому +1

      Jasmine Ocean YES!!!

    • @1dht146
      @1dht146 7 років тому +2

      Skam i'm happy i found fan of even&isak ♥

    • @charleepuckett2029
      @charleepuckett2029 4 дні тому

      One day the rest of the world will catch up to your wisdom. I’ve seen 67 years and never thought I would see these changes. WE WONT GO BACK!

  • @avgcpphater
    @avgcpphater 7 років тому +2061

    One day I hope we'll also have an iconic video like this for "for him."

    • @eline8123
      @eline8123 7 років тому

      Lindsay Drake YES

    • @meridastyles9731
      @meridastyles9731 7 років тому +1

      Lindsay Drake I wanna die

    • @gigiboheim9936
      @gigiboheim9936 7 років тому +16

      NOOOO THAT SONG WAS FOR CONNOR!!!!!!!

    • @meridastyles9731
      @meridastyles9731 7 років тому +3

      Gigi Lynn like I said we will all die if he give a mv

    • @gigiboheim9936
      @gigiboheim9936 7 років тому +18

      Merida Styles My heart is with Tronnor ALWAYS

  • @Anna_sc14
    @Anna_sc14 2 роки тому +68

    The first time I heard this song I cried. I cried so much. I didn't know who I was and I had such a hard time finding my true self. I tried to hide. I hated myself so much. I was hurting in silence. And now, 5 years later, I'm here crying again. But those tears are not from pain. Those are proud tears. I can finally say that I love who I am and I embrace it with all my soul. I've met more people like me that have become a family. I finally feel free and it feels so good. If you're reading this and you're struggling, please, let me tell you it truly gets better. You'll find love, acceptance and joy❤️

    • @asomawlood286
      @asomawlood286 2 роки тому

      So just please listen to Quran a little. It is more beautiful than those kind of songs

    • @sirbaxelord6228
      @sirbaxelord6228 Рік тому

      Thank you❤🧡💛💚💙💜

  • @suspiciousllama1231
    @suspiciousllama1231 7 років тому +1249

    OMFG TROYE'S SMILE AT THE END IS SO GOLD

    • @septyyuni1057
      @septyyuni1057 7 років тому +1

      Aou Do Şuga Şugarr 😂

    • @sugarmondopie5900
      @sugarmondopie5900 7 років тому +2

      ARMY IS EVERYWHERE!

    • @Moimoi-ql9nb
      @Moimoi-ql9nb 7 років тому +2

      Aou Do ayooooo....

    • @user-tt1ql2ji2p
      @user-tt1ql2ji2p 7 років тому +2

      ARMY!!! yas I love your picture...

    • @user-tt1ql2ji2p
      @user-tt1ql2ji2p 7 років тому +1

      yas there was literally another top comment posted by some guy with the username : jimin.ts

  • @moni-ol8od
    @moni-ol8od 7 років тому +948

    im planning on coming out to my parents as bisexual. this song has given me so much strength, i just hope i can actually come out and not back into the darkness. i want my family to embrace me, not just accept me. i want to be loved. everyday i think to myself "youre going to feel so much better once you show who you are." my friends have been helpful through this, they were the first people i told. "all my time is wasted feeling like ny heart's mistaken." that part has most meaning to me, but i know i can do it.

    • @alceek6905
      @alceek6905 7 років тому +17

      Good luck. I recently came out to a member of my family, yet I still need to tell others that I'm hella bi. I guess we're in the same shitty boat. :)

    • @xamanthamarieporioerivera1676
      @xamanthamarieporioerivera1676 7 років тому +8

      I feel for this.

    • @khalydoscope
      @khalydoscope 7 років тому +3

      crazy homosexual people

    • @xamanthamarieporioerivera1676
      @xamanthamarieporioerivera1676 7 років тому +4

      +Kahlood 55555
      Try reading sometimes. It's not even the same thing.
      en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Homosexuality -> en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bisexuality

    • @bug6782
      @bug6782 7 років тому +4

      How did it go? 💓

  • @cela6363
    @cela6363 6 років тому +5874

    "So if I'm losing a piece of me, maybe I don't want heaven?"
    gets me every single time

    • @ellenl.r.p.obrien4661
      @ellenl.r.p.obrien4661 6 років тому +61

      Heaven is a place where you can have all of you, and more :)

    • @deeppurpleam3930
      @deeppurpleam3930 6 років тому +120

      "Without changing a part of me how do i get to heaven" that is an amazing line

    • @user-51926
      @user-51926 6 років тому +6

      Armyyyy ,is RM your Bias?😘😘😍😍

    • @matthewleech7901
      @matthewleech7901 6 років тому +38

      The lyrics to this song are so powerful like omg

    • @disease9674
      @disease9674 5 років тому +2

      army !

  • @forelsket5278
    @forelsket5278 3 роки тому +399

    I know that nobody is going ro read this, but I'd like to say that this song makes me feel supported
    Some days ago, I told my mother and my sister that I was gay. It was an accident, I don't know how could I've thought that they were going to understand. They're religious so they think that loving somebody of my same gender is totally wrong, they think that it's disgusting.
    They've been making me feel like shit these lasts days, they treat me as if I had killed anyone, they don't talk to me like they used to. They're distant. They tell me a lot of times that if I'm gay, then, they hate me. They say they'll never support me. All I want to do right now is to leave them, they're my family, but they act like they weren't.
    I thought that at least I could trust on my sisters, but they treat me the same way, like a stranger.
    If I was straight they would be glad, but I'm not, this is what I am. I didn't choose it. And the thing is that, I don't want to change. This is me, and this is how I want to live.
    I hope things get better. I really hope.
    Wish I had someone to tell how I feel, someone empathic, but I don't have anyone.
    However, if things don't get better, I will make them better. I'm gonna get away from people who treat me horrible, due to something that I didn't choose. Even if they're 'my family'.

    • @dam_fireheart7252
      @dam_fireheart7252 3 роки тому +16

      Well your sisters loss then❤️❤️

    • @dam_fireheart7252
      @dam_fireheart7252 3 роки тому +15

      I think ur really brave

    • @emmadarling7953
      @emmadarling7953 3 роки тому +12

      i’m so sorry to hear that. you’re very brave. did things get better? please know there are so so many people like us. you are cherished❤️

    • @ellie9380
      @ellie9380 3 роки тому +14

      we'll be your family! sending love from one queer to another, things will get better for all of us and you are so brave for living your life and taking care of yourself. you are so so loved

    • @cinematicenergy6631
      @cinematicenergy6631 2 роки тому +5

      You are loved and incredible as you are. Please remember that

  • @Malno-ey6vz
    @Malno-ey6vz 7 років тому +3465

    i'm gay and my friends are hating me because i came out last year
    i still have no friends but there is nothing to be a shamed of ! I am so proud of me :)!.

    • @bangswizzle7938
      @bangswizzle7938 7 років тому +39

      sweetoh yuo-em I don't know u but I'm proud of u :)

    • @EllaJenMusic
      @EllaJenMusic 7 років тому +26

      would love to be your friend!

    • @RaperaaFly
      @RaperaaFly 7 років тому +24

      sweetoh yuo-em I'm sure you'll find BETTER FRIENDS... They can't even be called friends, on the first place...
      What a bunch of stupids lol

    • @antoniomascena133
      @antoniomascena133 7 років тому +33

      They weren't your friends i guess, but just get outside and find new ones! Noone deserves to be alone 💕

    • @ИванРайков-к5г
      @ИванРайков-к5г 7 років тому +5

      sweetoh yuo-em u should be ♡

  • @veesophie7412
    @veesophie7412 7 років тому +593

    This is a piece of art.

    • @Dstanciuc
      @Dstanciuc 7 років тому +7

      hi seokjin

    • @sofie5281
      @sofie5281 7 років тому +2

      김조희 army spotted

    • @rozitaj5823
      @rozitaj5823 7 років тому

      김조희 army i see u

    • @lailam1290
      @lailam1290 7 років тому

      김조희 just like u jin

    • @sorry9240
      @sorry9240 7 років тому

      HEY ARMYS

  • @JohnDeLaughs
    @JohnDeLaughs 7 років тому +1839

    To people out there who are planning to come out, I wish you all good luck and a happy life. 🏳️‍🌈

    • @NatalieMarte
      @NatalieMarte 7 років тому

      HipnotikPenguen I can't do it 😭😭😭

    • @JohnDeLaughs
      @JohnDeLaughs 7 років тому +4

      Don't rush Natalie. You can start by telling it to your close friends if you hadn't already. And your family of course. But only if you're absolutely sure that you're ready and they are the right people to tell. A lot of people know how you are feeling right now because we all have been there. I wish you the best.

    • @JohnDeLaughs
      @JohnDeLaughs 7 років тому +3

      A new edge Well, this is a tough question. I'd say tell her where you feel comfortable the most. I don't know where you live or where you usually hang out or what your options are-or your age for that matter- and I'm certainly not an expert but if the home environment is not appealing, you can always take her to an LGBT friendly place where there are many gay couples. It may be easier to start the conversation this way. Don't take her to a gay bar though! That would most probably be overwhelming for her.

    • @fatimah3228
      @fatimah3228 7 років тому +2

      An amazing person you are. Thank you for your support to the people who want to come out. Even tho i am straight :)

    • @anewedge3952
      @anewedge3952 7 років тому +3

      HipnotikPenguen I'm mexican, I'm 15 years old. I'm planning to telling her in Holy Week in the beach. In vacations, my mom and me usually walk at 7:00 am around the sea and I supposed it is a good idea to telling her while we are walking, what do you think about?

  • @michlee8679
    @michlee8679 Рік тому +37

    I'm bisexual and Christian. It took me years to come out to my religious community and be honest with myself and with God, but I've felt so free since I did so. I pray my fellow LGBTQ+ brothers and sisters know regardless of what others say, there is still grace and unconditional love for them. ❤️🏳️‍🌈

    • @alma-oy1ee
      @alma-oy1ee 11 місяців тому

      same here, it took a while to come to terms with it but now i feel free and at peace, a lot of the times is not easy but once you accept yourself, your relationship with God can be even better than before. we are not condemned for it and God loves us just the same. i wish you all the love and God bless you♥♥♥

  • @thisgirlislostiffoundpleas1014
    @thisgirlislostiffoundpleas1014 7 років тому +264

    I'm not a part of the LGBT community but I can't possibly tell you how important this song is to me. It helped me so much in coming to terms with a lot of aspects of myself, and learn to at least like and value myself, so I'm forever indebted to you Troye Sivan.

    • @improbablyeatingorreadingf6353
      @improbablyeatingorreadingf6353 7 років тому +1

      This Girl Is Lost, If Found Please Return To Harold sameee

    • @narwhalteeth1531
      @narwhalteeth1531 7 років тому

      yes positivity that is something that my brother nows olmost nothing about but at least some do

    • @mermaidvssailor2026
      @mermaidvssailor2026 7 років тому +1

      This Girl Is Lost, If Found Please Return To Harold same

  • @GillBellamy
    @GillBellamy 3 місяці тому +5

    Gorgeous Troye,love this song,im 66 year old married woman with a gay son,always believed love knows no boundries.❤

  • @apoorrva
    @apoorrva 6 років тому +1058

    know what? i love the song. i love it with my entire being. but the last moments of the video are heavenly. the way troye leans into his touch and smiles so genuinely at him. its so powerful im almost mad.

    • @user-51926
      @user-51926 6 років тому +1

      Blinkkkkkk , Wher is your Bias from Blackpink?

  • @Quietstormgirl
    @Quietstormgirl 5 років тому +656

    This made me very emotional. It remind me of my best friend when he came out to me. Scared that I would get mad. He was my friend and I love him dearly. He was 10 and brave. Now at 41 years old and a mom. My daughter of 15 years old came out. She was so scared to tell me. So I told her" You are made of love so you are love. The only thing that matters is love. And that in itself is Heaven." Sending love to all. 🖖💚👽♒

  • @Ramen.Butterbeard
    @Ramen.Butterbeard 11 місяців тому +5

    Again Thank you for your beautiful word's of love.

  • @fallinfIower
    @fallinfIower 7 років тому +2049

    his dance moves are my aesthetic

  • @eilyk1180
    @eilyk1180 7 років тому +420

    I know this is going to be the best music video of 2017 without a doubt 💝

  • @Forgetalltheshootingstars
    @Forgetalltheshootingstars 2 роки тому +8

    트로이 노래 중에서 최애곡 top3 안에 드는 헤븐ㅠㅠ 가사를 알고나니 생각이 많아진다... 난 이성애자이지만 이 세상에 모든 성소수자들을 비롯하여 다양한 사람들이 모두 공평하게 존중받는 세상이 오길 바라는 작은 바램

  • @shinatama06
    @shinatama06 7 років тому +465

    *I swear I tried not to cry, but this song is just so beautiful, and even the video. I freaking love, Troye! Love from heaven.* #LOVEWINS

    • @aributera6241
      @aributera6241 7 років тому +8

      MICHAEL JACKS0N 💕💕💕💕💕

    • @samirchoudhury4793
      @samirchoudhury4793 7 років тому +1

      MICHAEL JACKS0N It's nice to see a fellow Moonwalker here 👍

    • @molly1211
      @molly1211 7 років тому +1

      #LoveWins

    • @mariahg2376
      @mariahg2376 7 років тому +1

      MICHAEL JACKS0N ❤❤❤

    • @sniki4384
      @sniki4384 7 років тому +1

      Jishwa

  • @toyafan
    @toyafan 7 років тому +1599

    i'm straight, but i hope that some day people won't have to come out, we can all just be open about who we are and who we love and not get hated for it. just know that if you're apart of the LGBT+ community, i'm here for you :) ❤️💛💚💙💜

    • @rightdownthestreetbutnotli7019
      @rightdownthestreetbutnotli7019 7 років тому +10

      I'm Pansexual, and 1 of my best friends is trans.. Female to male

    • @toyafan
      @toyafan 7 років тому +11

      Rightdownthestreet (but not literally) Awe!!!! That's great, I hope he's happier now that he was when he was trapped in a girls body. Best of luck to your friend :)

    • @logicallychaotic9139
      @logicallychaotic9139 7 років тому +6

      same. I see everyone talking about coming out and im just like 'does it matter?'

    • @anewedge3952
      @anewedge3952 7 років тому +1

      Stéphanois Agt I think just like you.

    • @juliettedenetris7111
      @juliettedenetris7111 7 років тому +1

      thank you

  • @thisu_a9504
    @thisu_a9504 2 роки тому +35

    "Without losing a piece of me, how do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me, how do I get to heaven? ... so if I'm losing a piece of me, maybe I don't want heaven...."
    This tells a lot 🏳️‍🌈❤

  • @hecksticks929
    @hecksticks929 7 років тому +242

    I've been with troye boy since the very very beginning..
    the least I could say is im so fucking proud.

    • @hecksticks929
      @hecksticks929 7 років тому +5

      oh.
      and he still dances like a noodle.

    • @christinapapachristoudi5483
      @christinapapachristoudi5483 7 років тому

      CliqueSick AsFrick |-/

    • @kevinmar5096
      @kevinmar5096 7 років тому +6

      His voice is really amazing. It has a captivating yet calm tone to it. It's easy to see how Troye manages to get people emotional through his music. I'm proud to see a person from the LGBT community come so far and continue the fight for all those of the LGBT community.

    • @miffyymoon
      @miffyymoon 7 років тому +4

      You were at his birth? That's a bit creepy dude

    • @jeoncaty3363
      @jeoncaty3363 7 років тому +1

      CliqueSick AsFrick same omfg I am so proud of him I can't even put it into words

  • @talianaregina7844
    @talianaregina7844 3 роки тому +4

    2021 he doesn't age and he put out a lot concepts

  • @madeleinejade1680
    @madeleinejade1680 7 років тому +617

    Oh, look mom it's Troye and his 'good mate' Jacob making history and in an inspiring as heck music video and being overall beautiful humans

  • @lisa2340
    @lisa2340 Рік тому +7

    hi sunoo, thank you for listening to this song, it means a lot to me

  • @assywassy8406
    @assywassy8406 6 років тому +324

    I’m not gay but I love this song. Very supportive though!

  • @frankd2747
    @frankd2747 3 роки тому +5

    this song helped me a lot. it took me 4 years to truly accept my feelings and myself. it was a hard and painful phase for me. even if i still struggle with some problems, because i am still in the closet, i finally love myself and i have beautiful friends that accepted me for who i am, which i am also so much thankful for :) and if you're going through this kind of situation; you don't have to label yourself, you don't have to come out to be happy just take your time, don't go too hard on yourself and please be kind to yourself

  • @riyagoyal13
    @riyagoyal13 4 роки тому +3385

    I am straight, but the first time I heard the song, this made me cry realising how much the LGBTQ community has to go through just so they can be themselves. I am really sad for all the people who can't come out due to the fear of their families, religion or anything. But pls know that you are loved and you are valid. God loves everyone.

    • @whisperstrings773
      @whisperstrings773 3 роки тому +102

      Yeah- my mom recently read my diary/journal behind my back and found out so so much that I never wanted to know. She found out I’m trans, she found out I’m gay, she found out I have a boyfriend, and she found out my boyfriend is trans, and she knew him as a girl for 2 years. She called him a freak- so I ran into my room and started crying and listing to this song because ik that my entire family is anti lgbtq but nobody is a freak. I wish this world was accepting 😭😭😭

    • @riyagoyal13
      @riyagoyal13 3 роки тому +39

      @@whisperstrings773 I am so sorry for you..I wish I could somehow make this better for you.....pls give urself and ur family time....things will become better and don't forget to love yourself too. Sending lots of hugs and kisses❤️

    • @niazsengupta9626
      @niazsengupta9626 3 роки тому +14

      @@whisperstrings773 hey, i hope the situation is better now. i can understand what you've been through since i'm bigender and closeted and i cannot even bring myself to even think about the consequences being outed will bring upon me. but i hope you won't ever let yourself forget that you're valid, your boyfriend is valid. sending lots of love and support your way. things will get better, i promise and until then you just have to keep trying :)

    • @dragonuk20002
      @dragonuk20002 3 роки тому +15

      Thank you - I'm very lucky to have a supportive family and came out some time ago. But, the world has to change NO-ONE chooses to be gay and I the ignorance around that. Gay people want to be like everyone else and treated the same but it is hard. I spent years coming out and you always do when you meet new people it's strange.

    • @inlay19
      @inlay19 3 роки тому

      Thank you for your support. It means a lot

  • @molly1755
    @molly1755 7 років тому +238

    Yesterday I came out as a lesbian to my friends and I would like to thank artists like this who create such important songs for people like me or who are in such a shitty position. It's so important for teens and adults to feel accepted for who they truly are. About a year ago I wouldn't even imagine being this happy.

    • @bridget4139
      @bridget4139 6 років тому

      happy for you!!

    • @annaparkinson4317
      @annaparkinson4317 6 років тому

      Sum Mors
      How’s that ironic?

    • @panicatthephantomjacksepti4576
      @panicatthephantomjacksepti4576 6 років тому

      euphoria i tryed to come out as pan to my mom but she said "No your not, shut up. "I feel rejected, unwanted and worthless 😭😭💔💔

    • @bridget4139
      @bridget4139 6 років тому

      Jacksepticeye fangirl oh that breaks my heart :( please don’t give up yet, because she might come round. And if she doesn’t, there is a whole community of all different people that will welcome you with open arms. I’m sorry you’re going through a bad time but there will be a day where you can be yourself. Sometimes parents just need education, so if you want to try again it might help to tell her all about it. again so sorry love ):

    • @bridget4139
      @bridget4139 6 років тому

      Sum Mors whats ironic lol

  • @mjie0514
    @mjie0514 5 років тому +272

    The truth runs wild
    Like a tear down a cheek
    Trying to save face, and daddy heart break
    I'm lying through my teeth
    This voice inside
    Has been eating at me
    Trying to replace the love that I fake
    With what we both need
    The truth runs wild
    Like kids on concrete
    Trying to sedate, my mind in its cage
    And numb what I see
    Awake, wide eyed
    I'm screaming at me
    Trying to keep faith and picture his face
    Staring up at me
    Without losing a piece of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    Without changing a part of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    All my time is wasted
    Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
    So if I'm losing a piece of me
    Maybe I don't want heaven
    The truth runs wild
    Like the rain to the sea
    Trying to set straight the lines that I trace
    To find some release
    This voice inside
    Has been eating at me
    Trying to embrace the picture I paint
    And colour me free
    Without losing a piece of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    Without changing a part of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    All my time is wasted
    Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
    So if I'm losing a piece of me
    Maybe I don't want heaven
    So I'm counting to fifteen
    Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
    So I'm counting to fifteen
    Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
    So I'm counting to fifteen
    Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
    So I'm counting to fifteen
    Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
    Without losing a piece of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    Without changing a part of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    All my time is wasted
    Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
    So if I'm losing a piece of me
    Maybe I don't want heaven
    The truth runs wild
    Like a tear down a cheek

    • @lauu6100
      @lauu6100 4 роки тому +7

      Thank you, I have been looking for this comment for a while💜🌈

  • @Iuvnroll
    @Iuvnroll 2 роки тому +15

    This song hits really hard... I can't even express what I feel listening to this masterpiece, it's a great mix of feelings, such as the tremendous pride I feel for Troye and the entire LGBTQ community and the pain of knowing what so many go through just being who they are. Remember, the problem is not in you, it's in those who don't accept it naturally, be you and don't stop loving because of other people's opinions and toxic people.
    PS: sorry for my english, I'm brazilian.

  • @beenice1555
    @beenice1555 5 років тому +340

    Beginning : « Without losing a piece of me, how to I get to Heaven ? »
    End : « Maybe I don’t want heaven ! »
    I am not religious but I think this beautiful, he prefer being himself rather than going to « heaven »!
    Troye you are incredible

    • @eroeroero
      @eroeroero 4 роки тому +1

      *character develops loudly*

  • @softiejace
    @softiejace 7 років тому +634

    his smile when he looks at jacob in the last couple seconds always gets me

    • @leeaaron8919
      @leeaaron8919 7 років тому +3

      pamoonblackbird jacob who?

    • @softiejace
      @softiejace 7 років тому +11

      the guy in the video is his bf jacob bixenman (unless i'm mistaken but that's the info i have lol)

    • @suryalxo3295
      @suryalxo3295 7 років тому +1

      @pamoonblackbird no I don't think that is his boyfriend, well he hasn't confirmed it but

    • @GhostlyPB_Pug
      @GhostlyPB_Pug 7 років тому +2

      Suryalxo ; i think it is his boyfriend.

    • @wikaela9822
      @wikaela9822 7 років тому +21

      jacob is his boyfriend, it's been confirmed many times lol

  • @shartmaster18
    @shartmaster18 7 років тому +708

    I wish the heavydirtysoul vid could release this quickly

  • @nicdejesus7886
    @nicdejesus7886 7 років тому +380

    why is no one talking about how short jacob makes troye look in this video

  • @stenn2405
    @stenn2405 3 роки тому +2

    You guys are so strong and I'm so proud of how far you've come. Thank you for bearing through the hardships. You guys deserve the universe 🌈

  • @HeyItsDianeWalker
    @HeyItsDianeWalker 7 років тому +269

    this gave me so many feels omfg

    • @HeyItsDianeWalker
      @HeyItsDianeWalker 7 років тому +20

      the message of the song is just so fucking powerful and how it is portrayed in the video is so well done. I'm honestly in awe.

    • @RaperaaFly
      @RaperaaFly 7 років тому +1

      HeyItsDianeWalker So did I. This boy and his team are awesome.

    • @serenaashlyn3131
      @serenaashlyn3131 6 років тому

      HeyItsDianeWalker same

  • @deliaa6411
    @deliaa6411 2 роки тому +4

    I became a fan of BTS and through Jimin and Jungkook discovered Troye Sivan. What a talent !!! What an amazing singer songwriter. Love this song very much.

  • @jujuberry4288
    @jujuberry4288 5 років тому +218

    I think this is the most important song i have ever heard in my life.

  • @mossyoven7036
    @mossyoven7036 3 роки тому +5

    This is at the top of my list of songs to cry to....

    • @starisrandom2016
      @starisrandom2016 3 роки тому +1

      Me too, me too ❤️ even if I don't mean to it just happens, and it's okay ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

    • @mossyoven7036
      @mossyoven7036 3 роки тому +1

      StarIsRandom thank you😊

  • @itzxlaura
    @itzxlaura 4 роки тому +179

    did u notice Troye's smile in the last few seconds? That was soo cute and made me happy because I cried before it

    • @agut.3263
      @agut.3263 3 роки тому +7

      Apparently the guy with him is his boyfriend and he was smiling up at him 😭💕

    • @itsppi
      @itsppi 3 роки тому +2

      @@agut.3263 yes it was for that! the boy in the mv was his ex bf 😔

  • @sae5329
    @sae5329 8 місяців тому +2

    Coming back to this song after seven years bc i am still as lost as i was in high school

  • @rakshitagautam729
    @rakshitagautam729 4 роки тому +182

    If you're reading this. Im proud of you

    • @nishanttiwari6373
      @nishanttiwari6373 3 роки тому +9

      And I am even prouder of you! Keep being kind! 🌼🌱

  • @kdelmundo510
    @kdelmundo510 3 місяці тому +1

    All my life I denied myself & thought I’d go to Hell. Today I embrace myself & it’s empowering. I believe God made me who I’m supposed to be & I believe I’ll make it to Heaven. ❤

  • @ohh7759
    @ohh7759 4 роки тому +181

    Who else keeps coming back here at night to cry??? Just me??

  • @doctorsumeet9906
    @doctorsumeet9906 2 місяці тому

    Feeling so nostalgic man!! This song gave me clarity I needed when I was barely 17/18.

  • @thedirectionerxgleek
    @thedirectionerxgleek 7 років тому +254

    I HAVE NEVER CLICKED ON A NOTIFICATION THIS FAST OMG

  • @kylelo7884
    @kylelo7884 Місяць тому +16

    2024 anyone ❤❤

  • @shaianesoares5228
    @shaianesoares5228 7 років тому +401

    My angel, his music is beautiful! 💕🇧🇷

  • @absolutely--smitten2054
    @absolutely--smitten2054 7 років тому +120

    I WENT OVER MY GODDAMN DATA LIMIT TO WATCH THIS. TROYE DOESN'T DISAPPOINT.

    • @elise2708
      @elise2708 7 років тому

      Chelisea fern haha

    • @ambersedona
      @ambersedona 7 років тому +3

      this is commitment right here

  • @dailylaila19
    @dailylaila19 3 роки тому +2

    I am addicted this song. Listening on September 2021. 😭😭

  • @silence3030
    @silence3030 7 років тому +1754

    im coming out to my mom tomorrow aaaaaaaaaaa

    • @mrepix8287
      @mrepix8287 7 років тому +24

      Cum out

    • @parisfernalia
      @parisfernalia 7 років тому +16

      All the Best! xo

    • @fabiodibartolo5669
      @fabiodibartolo5669 7 років тому +18

      good luck💕

    • @molly1211
      @molly1211 7 років тому +21

      Have you done it yet? If so, how did it go? x

    • @coleslau2372
      @coleslau2372 7 років тому +5

      Giih Gianelli Araujo how'd it go?!😩😩 i'm in suspense

  • @gottagoquack
    @gottagoquack 2 місяці тому +3

    living with extremely homophobic christian parents as a gay kid was extremely difficult but it was songs like this that got me through it 💙

  • @renciapinto5442
    @renciapinto5442 7 років тому +392

    this so beautiful... :') am i the only one who cried...?

  • @DeathItself123
    @DeathItself123 3 роки тому +1

    I want a place where loving is normal in all forms... Where you can't hear any discussion when things happen especially when loving someone. K just want to be happy please let me.

  • @aditi9957
    @aditi9957 4 роки тому +157

    my best friend in the whole world is pansexual and im bi. she came out a year ago, and she told me that my support was the first support she got (she told someone else before me and she hasnt told her parents yet). ever since then, ive been questioning because i always wanted her courage to come out, but i never got it. Finally, in this quarantine, about two weeks ago, I came out to her, and honestly i feel great now.. dudes almost that time of the year 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈. just remember, you dont need to feel obligated to come out to ur parents (thats all you, you can if u want to), but just remember that you are loved. you are worthy. you matter. 🏳️‍🌈

    • @gowrinandana8999
      @gowrinandana8999 4 роки тому +1

      May everyone who know you accept you for what you are and be proud of yourself..I'm a straight girl but totally support LGBTQ+ community. May you have all the happiness in the world..

  • @andyavilaa
    @andyavilaa 7 років тому +411

    Fuck. This just left me speechless. I love Troye's music but this is just amazing. I was just thinking about this yesterday and I just can't understand why there's still a lot of people who see homosexuality as something bad, I mean, I think I get it. Religion. I'm mexican and I was raised to be a catholic. I went to church every Sunday and I have to say I never liked it, mostly because it just seemed boring to me but now I understand what church stands for and that's not exactly God. I do believe in God, but I don't believe in church. They think they know what God wants but they have no idea and neither do I, that means I have no right to judge someone in the name of God, so what makes them think they do? I'm still young but I'm not blind and seeing people march against someone else's happiness just because they're different, just because they were born different makes me angry. Even though I'm not gay. And I still don't get what the problem is. Kids? Since I was a little girl, I have always seen homosexual people as people, cause they're human at the end of the day. That's how my mom and my grandma raised me. They told me that being different isn't bad, why would you want to be like every body else? So for me, that means it is possible for kids to understand that gay people are just that, PEOPLE. People trying to look for happiness and trying to be succesful like everybody else. And if God is actually like church describes it, then I don't think heaven deserves to have gay people. (No one's going to read this, but...)

    • @windsorsumbillo5336
      @windsorsumbillo5336 7 років тому +9

      Andy Avila yeah i feel u. im a religious catholic but most of the time it seems like what the church is telling us about God is wrong. I only see God as a being who said, "Love One Another". I dnt think there is any other excemptions in that principle. I live by that principle. Love one another. Im straight and a Christian who sometimes cant believe his fellow Christians could be such hypocrites.

    • @rachelo1398
      @rachelo1398 7 років тому +3

      Sorwin Mendoza I definitely agree with you and I'm Christian too

    • @evaellis8420
      @evaellis8420 7 років тому +2

      Andy Avila preachhhh

    • @daniellejoanna1543
      @daniellejoanna1543 7 років тому

      Andy Avila I don't think heaven has gay people

    • @rachelo1398
      @rachelo1398 7 років тому +1

      Danielle Joanna maybe they do maybe they don't I get where you're coming from. i'm no preacher, and I'm might be wrong if I say this but I know that as long as you stay devoted to God, and believe that Jesus is our savior than you are probably saved.

  • @lnzz001
    @lnzz001 2 роки тому +3

    Love is love...

  • @freudlos8660
    @freudlos8660 5 років тому +268

    This song was playing while my girlfriend and I kissed for the very first time yesterday.

    • @okikola11
      @okikola11 5 років тому +2

      m a r that’s so cute 🥺🥺

  • @fitriviolina9096
    @fitriviolina9096 21 день тому

    all your songs give me spirit, thank you

  • @boku4652
    @boku4652 7 років тому +1157

    I GOT KICKED OUT OF CLASS BECAUSE I WAS WATCHING THIS

  • @fredrickhenning1714
    @fredrickhenning1714 Рік тому +5

    I’m feeling sad over the hate crime that happened in Colorado Springs over the weekend. I thought we were getting better as a people.

  • @melamelion3896
    @melamelion3896 4 роки тому +123

    So proud for those who came out. While me, still hiding. Hope someday I will be brave enough to tell my parents.

    • @Dr-zd9eu
      @Dr-zd9eu 4 роки тому +2

      Good luck!

    • @white5460
      @white5460 4 роки тому +4

      I'm sure, you will! Don't feel pushed to it, wait until you are really ready, then everything will go well. And if not, just remember that you are not alone. We'll always support you!

    • @oceyauvu8449
      @oceyauvu8449 3 роки тому +2

      same i am hiding but i may never come out to my family it will break them and me

    • @wanderlust2167
      @wanderlust2167 3 роки тому +1

      Same here.. 🥺

    • @lilmanson1445
      @lilmanson1445 2 роки тому +1

      We are all here for you❤️

  • @Withlovefrmstranger
    @Withlovefrmstranger 3 місяці тому

    You have come so far Troye. But one thing remained the same. Quality. 💜

  • @lizahre1551
    @lizahre1551 7 років тому +214

    GAY AND PROUD, LOVE IS LOVE💛

    • @evanbuckley9
      @evanbuckley9 7 років тому +4

      Lana Holmes Fans 💙🌈

    • @MaexWell
      @MaexWell 7 років тому +1

    • @donishadalton
      @donishadalton 7 років тому +3

      Lana Holmes Fans I support you I support all gays

  • @ComedyKermit48
    @ComedyKermit48 6 років тому +390

    9k dislikes wow that’s a lot of tears accidentally falling on that dislike button

  • @anushka.narsima
    @anushka.narsima 2 роки тому +2

    I hope the future holds warmer people 💜

  • @ayelenreyes1280
    @ayelenreyes1280 5 років тому +243

    I'll never forget when a christian friend of mine said some gay people could change and now they're straight, as if she was telling me I can change too. I was so sad that I cried in middle of my class, why would I change? The love I feel is precious and important, and I don't want to change myself. I can't either. I'm not wrong :)

    • @treehugger444
      @treehugger444 5 років тому +4

      Keep inspiring, beautiful soul.

    • @nanakorobiyaoki9191
      @nanakorobiyaoki9191 5 років тому +12

      I'm a Christian and I'm telling you... you don't need to change anything at all. God loves you for who you are🙂

    • @wowanothercookie
      @wowanothercookie 5 років тому +4

      @@nanakorobiyaoki9191 I appreciate you saying that, but not only do they not need to change, we can't change. It's part of you.

    • @ddfstar7588
      @ddfstar7588 5 років тому

      No need to cry over someone elses opinion.

    • @amandamichelle3386
      @amandamichelle3386 5 років тому +1

      Ayelén Reyes a girl in my class did a very similar thing to me too. She told me gay people are sinners and need to stop “being gay” I broke into tears when she said this because I myself am a lesbian and it hurt me more than I thought it would tbh. Homophobia sucks, people can really suck sometimes I’m sorry

  • @fatimaph-1nctzen438
    @fatimaph-1nctzen438 4 роки тому +1802

    it hurts to pretend you're straight 😢

    • @oliviaeisley7590
      @oliviaeisley7590 4 роки тому +49

      I can feel it

    • @gowrinandana8999
      @gowrinandana8999 4 роки тому +67

      be brave and stay strong.. I'm straight but I totally support LGBTQ+ . I promise that things will get better..

    • @gabymusic82
      @gabymusic82 4 роки тому +38

      I know. I even got 2 kids out of it... But now I am living my gay life

    • @uhoh8439
      @uhoh8439 4 роки тому +6

      Yeah );

    • @gowrinandana8999
      @gowrinandana8999 4 роки тому +14

      @@uhoh8439 Don't worry... Things will turn out wonderful, just like you! :) I am heterosexual and I can't understand why people are harassing and bullying the LGBTQ+ people..Hope you have an amazing life ahead!

  • @lhp6617
    @lhp6617 2 роки тому +8

    Looking forward to come out to my parents after I finished college and found a real job. Hopefully,I won't mess things up and more hopefully, they won't mess things up😂

  • @K-Naid
    @K-Naid 2 місяці тому +1

    Sooo powerful

  • @maesivan7868
    @maesivan7868 7 років тому +125

    IS THAT JACOBBBBB OMGGG

    • @maesivan7868
      @maesivan7868 7 років тому +5

      Chariel Blakney TRACOBBBBB IS REALLLLLLLLL

    • @stephanie2946
      @stephanie2946 7 років тому +5

      Mae Sivan Obviously, they've been dating for months

    • @maesivan7868
      @maesivan7868 7 років тому +4

      Trash Can ya I no but STILLLLLLLLLLLLLL MY INERFANGIRL HAS EXPLODED

    • @mohammedsabir1669
      @mohammedsabir1669 7 років тому +4

      you all realize that's not the point of the video at all?

    • @picklestunes1970
      @picklestunes1970 7 років тому

      Trenton Dooney ikr

  • @juliagonzalez9510
    @juliagonzalez9510 11 місяців тому +3

    I remember listening to this song as a christian when I had a girlfirend, but I didn't call her that. I used to secretly listen to it, resonating with it, but to scared to believe in the message. I'm coming back now 5 years later, finally having broken out of the religious mindset, and im crying.
    To anybody out there who is lgbt and it conflicts with their religion, I'd advise you to really think about your religion and examin it from all angles, and try not to let the perspectives of others or family interviene. Come to your own conclusions. I hope you choose what I couldn't at the time.

  • @Cfts22
    @Cfts22 7 років тому +166

    This song omg...I'm in tears, it's so hard to be a queer and religious person I wanna go to heaven but I don't wanna change myself, I love me!! it's so, fucking hard...btw I wonder what "counting to fifthteen" means? what's the meaning behind this metaphore?

    • @germie6746
      @germie6746 7 років тому

      I don't know either, but I'd like to

    • @jackyj1204
      @jackyj1204 7 років тому +24

      Counting to fifteen refers to him coming out to his family when he was fifteen years old

    • @Cfts22
      @Cfts22 7 років тому

      Jacky J thanks for telling me

    • @germie6746
      @germie6746 7 років тому

      Ah thank you

    • @caylacruse5262
      @caylacruse5262 7 років тому +42

      The "counting to fifthteen" part has to do with him coming out at 15 to his family but also when he was young he would start to count to calm himself down and release his stress. :)

  • @aichan8343
    @aichan8343 7 років тому +285

    "HEAVEN"
    (feat. Betty Who)
    The truth runs wild
    Like a tear down a cheek
    Trying to save face, and daddy heart break
    I'm lying through my teeth
    This voice inside
    Has been eating at me
    Trying to replace the love that I fake
    With what we both need
    The truth runs wild
    Like kids on concrete
    Trying to sedate my mind in its cage
    And numb what I see
    Awake, wide eyed
    I'm screaming at me
    Trying to keep faith and picture his face
    Staring up at me
    Without losing a piece of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    Without changing a part of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    All my time is wasted
    Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
    So if I'm losing a piece of me
    Maybe I don't want heaven?
    [Betty Who:]
    The truth runs wild
    Like the rain to the sea
    Trying to set straight the lines that I trace
    To find some relief
    This voice inside
    Has been eating at me
    Trying to embrace the picture I paint
    And colour me free
    Without losing a piece of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    Without changing a part of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    All my time is wasted
    Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
    So if I'm losing a piece of me
    Maybe I don't want heaven?
    So I'm counting to fifteen
    Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
    So I'm counting to fifteen
    Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
    So I'm counting to fifteen
    Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
    So I'm counting to fifteen
    Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
    Without losing a piece of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    Without changing a part of me
    How do I get to heaven?
    All my time is wasted
    Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
    So if I'm losing a piece of me
    Maybe I don't want heaven?
    The truth runs wild
    Like a tear down a cheek

    • @celestesmith3336
      @celestesmith3336 6 років тому +2

      Ai Chan you do realize the lyrics are in the description?

    • @farismirza8457
      @farismirza8457 6 років тому

      know-it-all unicorn but some don't

  • @iannetherland6217
    @iannetherland6217 3 роки тому +1

    this song is making me cry. i love it.

  • @jayb2436
    @jayb2436 5 років тому +161

    I’m the B in LGBTQ+ and it just sad that sometimes I even thought that maybe if I continue to like girls I won’t go to heaven and it’s great to know there’s a song by a proud member of the 🏳️‍🌈 community

    • @rogeliomorenoacuna2968
      @rogeliomorenoacuna2968 5 років тому +2

      I'm the B as well

    • @alihayman3834
      @alihayman3834 5 років тому +4

      I believe God loves all of us even LGBTQ and bisexual here too. the religious right and conservatives and bigots are wrong!

    • @emo_mint298
      @emo_mint298 4 роки тому

      @@alihayman3834 yesssss

    • @emo_mint298
      @emo_mint298 4 роки тому

      im the + and no one knows >:3

    • @moonlight3589
      @moonlight3589 4 роки тому

      I am too

  • @lnilsson0147
    @lnilsson0147 2 роки тому +2

    I'm enjoying the art concept and the in depth of a human connection. It reminds me of being in love ❤️‍🔥

  • @chriselanne3224
    @chriselanne3224 2 роки тому +7

    HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYONE !!! SENDING YA'LL LOVE AND PRIDE

  • @jenna5550
    @jenna5550 7 років тому +505

    I used to "hate" this song and always skip it because I was so scared of the message and the words. I didn't want to be true to myself about who I am and I kept sweeping it under the mattress. This is a very personal subject since my dad and my grandparents all believe in god and I've always been talking about him and the bible and everything with my dad. When I finally came out to myself as a bisexual it changed everything, and i realized that people really say that god doesn't want or accept me only because I like girls too. That is really scary because we are just little humans that don't know actually anything about things that we most want to know about. We don't really know if there is life after death or is there heaven, everything is just left for you to pick what you believe in. I'm still trying to understand if i believe in god or anything, but I really think that if he does exist, he will probably accept anyone the way they are, and that kind of helps me.

    • @pepesenpai5912
      @pepesenpai5912 7 років тому +9

      Harry is not on fire. I feel ya! Be strong✊

    • @pierce3087
      @pierce3087 7 років тому +7

      And even though the Bible says that we should be willing to give up everything for him, we all fall short. You should feel guilty, but find solace in God's promises and protection. Don't consciously disobey, just live your life and try to be the best version of you. And that include keeping the "queer" side of you.

    • @Siriuslyyy
      @Siriuslyyy 7 років тому +1

      Pierce Leto di Angelo I completely agree with you! And I keep trying to tell people around me this too.

    • @plexx365
      @plexx365 7 років тому +3

      This is what I posted to someone else just a minute ago: They're wrong; it's not about sexuality, it's about faith in Jesus Christ. I myself am a gay Christian and there's nothing and no one in this world that can shake my faith in any way, shape or form. If there was something wrong with me then Jesus Christ would never have allowed me to have a taste of Heaven (yes, quite literally). It's about FAITH, not deeds! Just wish I could share my experience with others like me; it's pure euphoria and joy. Just waiting till I go home to my REAL Father. =)

    • @plexx365
      @plexx365 7 років тому +2

      Just ignore what everyone else says and follow your heart; your faith will never betray you and neither will Jesus Christ. I've been through hell as a gay Christian myself and my faith is stronger than ever. I will NEVER allow anyone's opinion to come between me and Christ.

  • @ananyadutta1154
    @ananyadutta1154 3 роки тому +2

    Troye Sivan, I don't know if you'll ever see my comment or not, but I can't keep myself from telling you that you're truly blessed even if you don't want heaven.

  • @odlst5425
    @odlst5425 2 роки тому

    I am very amazed by the life you have, you are very free to express every feeling you have with the songs you have. I hope you are always happy

  • @universemythologymitologia4397

    You can go to heaven what ever you are. Shining your light with help your parents, siblings, your poor neighbor, grow small trees on empty place, throw the seeds of fruits you ate on the ground so it can grow, to make God smile, so nature protect you. Pray for your passed family, ancestor may they have a ready heart ànd peace to accept their fate. Do your job at best, sing for the world, that is your talent, entertain the broken heart with your song. Live simple so you can help the hungry. 🙏

  • @tmoved2368
    @tmoved2368 4 роки тому +352

    “All my time is wasted, feeling like my hearts mistaken oh”
    That’s how I’m feeling right now- I’m trying to figure out if I’m bisexual or lesbian. I feel like I’m more Into girls since I’ve liked so many of them and just ignore boys.. but then I’m still confused a little (it’s actually really hard to explain with some right words) I’ll figure it out though.

    • @tealrose3248
      @tealrose3248 4 роки тому +8

      ᴥSips Tea you love who you love. If you're really not sure, it's better to call yourself bi and only get involved with women, than to call yourself a lesbian and get involved with a man - there are some very unpleasant people who fetishise that. But ultimately, you love who you love.

    • @white5460
      @white5460 4 роки тому +20

      I know exactly how you feel because I felt the same way. But do we really always need labels? You love who you love, and that's fine. If I have to explain my sexuality, I mostly say that I am bi or pan, but the word isn't so important for me. But if you feel like you have to name it, that's okay and you will find the right for you!

    • @sneil18
      @sneil18 4 роки тому +13

      Idk if I'm too late for this, but there's this big google doc called "am I a lesbian?", and it really helped me when I was going through this sort of thing. If you just look it up on google it should come up :)
      But hey, you don't even really need to have a label in the first place, and even if you do, it doesn't have to be permanent. Just be who you are, love who you love, and give yourself the room to try different things out

    • @sofiaisabel9526
      @sofiaisabel9526 3 роки тому +1

      I really truly hope you figure it out! I know it’s hard and confusing but you’ll figure it out. I’m with you every step of the way

  • @woney1
    @woney1 2 роки тому +3

    it’s been five years damn

  • @PixelEmpirical
    @PixelEmpirical 7 років тому +1507

    Who's here before 1M views?!

  • @suhlaingthin9886
    @suhlaingthin9886 2 роки тому +3

    Boy, you're so wonderful.

  • @Claire-wg8ep
    @Claire-wg8ep 3 роки тому +3

    2021 and this song is still a gem

  • @kaits9939
    @kaits9939 7 років тому +588

    Doctor: You have 4 minutes and 21 seconds left to live. Me:

  • @kellyrussell190
    @kellyrussell190 6 років тому +340

    Here celebrating the yes vote in Australia today - 15 November 2017 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈

    • @rubybishop4034
      @rubybishop4034 6 років тому +11

      I just cant believe it was illegal at one piont
      Another reason why I hate humanity

    • @arsonistfox
      @arsonistfox 6 років тому +8

      Athenas daughter Bishop sad thing is it's still illegal in a TON o places. Punishable by death in several. And in some countries that have legalized marriage it is still legal to discriminated based on sexuality.

    • @rubybishop4034
      @rubybishop4034 6 років тому +5

      Audrey Hull its ridiculous the world is still like this

    • @paytonfreund9138
      @paytonfreund9138 6 років тому +1

      Audrey Hull In many U.S. states you can be denied service just because of your sexuality. It is bullshit.

    • @joyj6793
      @joyj6793 6 років тому

      Kelly Russell Congratulation 🎉🎉🎉forgot you got a fought for yes I’m so happy for you

  • @shaneilthompson03
    @shaneilthompson03 2 роки тому +1

    Yk its kinda hard caz we are who we are, we wanna be free, but the reality of knowing christ and doing the good really takes a toll on us. It's not easy to choose