It’s okay to feel lonely but try not to focus on it. Keep doing your day to day and working on loving yourself. You are strong and amazing!! And yes, don’t overthink it. Sending good juju from GA. ✌🏻♥️
If you don't want to change yourself, the best thing to do is find people that are like you. And then vibe together. Learn to be honest with yourself, what you're willing to give up and what you're not and then communicate that with people and allow them to come into your world. But also he willing to come into theirs as well.
Do you like him? If so go for it! Follow your heart, if you don't take a leap of faith you might have regrets. It hurts and is scary to be vulnerable for sure. ❤
I would say that it’s safe to say that you can keep meeting up and getting to know each other. I met a man, we got engaged, and married in less than one year. We’ve been together for 11yrs. Try not to overthink it and let it happen. It’s good to have standards, so you don’t end up with a jerk. Humans were never created to be alone. We were created to be with each other. Your feelings are valid. You’re normal for how you feel. ❤️
Its okay to need love, its a requirement for humans. Its okay to cry. I would say he definitely wants to be in your presence. He spent alot of time with you, stayed an extra day and invited you to where he lives. I think its worth pursuing and never having regretting not trying. You also might have to have a conversation about how you feel. Its okay to feel deeply.
Angie, you are totally over-thinking this! After everything you've been through you deserve yes! Whatever happens cannot be worse than what you've been going through with your withdrawal so just pull the trigger on this and meet him there. Even if it doesn't work out you still need to get your feet back in the water, this will be a good first step for you to get back into the dating world because no man is an island. You are more than capable of taking care of yourself so I'm not worried about your safety and yes you may get hurt in the process but that's all part of Being Human. You may have just forgotten that because of everything you've been through but this is all part of the healing process and it's time for you to move on and start your life the best you can. Please keep us updated! Have some faith 🙏❤
@@BeingMeRV Yes you left that big detail out but. you know what? IT IS OK! Companionship takes many forms and I feel because you have been alone for so long living a nomadic life that maybe (in my opinion only, take it with a grain of salt) that baby steps are best. Friends can be more valuable in helping us figure out what we need and who we are. As your social circle grows you will then find yourself in situations where you may be attracted to someone and then THAT will be the guy. I truly believe everyone enters our life for a reason so there is a reason he was brought into your life. It's ok to feel bad but don't stay there. Take the bait and go where he does, you never know what you will find, and friendship is not a bad consolation prize ;)
@@BeingMeRV Hi Angie. My name is Cherubin. I have been longing to help in any way I could since seeing you on the medicating normal documentary. The amount of prescribed drugs they have had you on is insane. You should not be expected to go it alone like you have been doing for so long (very bravely!). It's criminal what pharmacology has done to us all and it is hard to believe you have been coping for so long. I know that you have heard all of the suggestions for healing and have rightfully had enough. However where healing is concerned, there is one thing that I have just today received in the mail and am now trying myself. It's the first thing I have tried and wanted to share it with you and anyone reading this who may be going through a similar experience or knows someone who is. What I have found finally is a peptide called BPC-157. I am using it orally, specifically sublingually (swished under the tongue for 90 seconds, then swallowed) although, other ways of administering it are subcutaneously and intramuscularly. ... here are some success stories of users of BPC-157 in relation to recovery from Drug-Induced Apathy/Anhedonia taken from reddit and facebook Testimonial 1 "I'm feeling things again. Little things. I'm feeling all the time. The feelings are hard to describe, but I haven't felt some of them for half a decade. It's the feelings that make life worth living. For so long, unless I was getting some kind of dopamine boost (weed, sex, whatever), I was flat. I felt literally nothing moment to moment. Only sparse highs when I'd overload my brain, or deep paranoia and anxiety if something was going wrong. Now it feels nice to be alive. Little stuff makes me smile. I can get sad for people. I can be happy for someone I've never met having a bit of good luck. The nuance is back. Life offers rewards for living; it isn't a chore to exist. I feel almost like a kid again, but that's because I conflated "the anhedonia and emptiness of amphetamine addiction" with "being an adult". "The other huge thing is that the derealization/depersonalization is gone." (from a reddit post) Testimonial 2 "BCP 157 was absolutely game changing for me as well. Within days years of Adderall damage was reversed and I felt like I did before I started Adderall 10 years ago. I HIGHLY recommend trying this for anyone who has taken stimulants for an extended period of time." (from a reddit post) Testimonial 3 "BPC-157 has allegedly healed brain damage caused by alcohol abuse/withdrawal, repaired my GABA system, improved sleep and IBS symptoms, repaired a 2 year old knee injury and improved my overall mood and thought patterns." (from a reddit post) Testimonial 4 (from a user in the BPC 157 forum on Facebook) "Yea I did use Bpc-157, pretty much fixed my life but I used 16mg over a few months. I’m a new and functioning person. The 16mg I used completely resolved my issues with anhedonia and mood swings. I’ve gone on study at university, worked two jobs, gym and live an otherwise healthy life. I used to just do nothing all day, I had no motivation to get a job or earn money, no motivation to find a partner and no motivation to achieve anything, for like 1.5-2years. It was really terrible. Same thing everyday wake up and stare out at the world because I didn’t see or feel the benefit in living a life. Saw some improvement with another research chemical called NSI-189 but somehow repeated use of BPC-157 corrected it. I just did 200mcg a day subcutaneously for BPC, I generally used it for 10 days straight at a time as I had 2mg vials. Then I’d rest for a week and repeat. I think the key with bpc is to use to over extended periods of time with a lot of exposure. I noticed improvements by day 3 and after a cycle results kinda disappear slightly. But it seems cycle after cycle results compound and stay. As for my background and how I ended with my anhedonia in the first place: I used all sorts of drugs in the past really, a lot of prescription adhd meds like dexamphetamine and Ritalin, coke occasionally and meth only a few times, morphine, etc so quite a load. Ended up with bipolar 2 and had to take a gram of lithium a day, now I only take one 250mg pill which is barely therapeutic but I take it because it has good benefits. No suicidal thoughts in months either where prior to bpc I struggled everyday with suicidal thoughts. No more mania for now either but I closely monitor things. I’m not sure what bpc has done but I’ve gotten too many comments too count on how much better I am these days. I got BPC-157 from Purple panda labs, which is pretty big source on r/steroidsourcetalk." I don't know why you have been put through this. It is insane. ... for the record, That guy definitely likes you. I absolutely love you! Have since the first video I saw of you. I've told my partner that too. She understands why (I've got much more in common with you than I have with her even). You're amazing through and through. I hope that this BPC-157 peptide can really help to accelerate your healing. Love and best wishes always. Cherubin :)
You're a lovely and lovable person Angie, heck really need you to hear that. I hope you're feeling okay, it's good to cry.
It’s okay to feel lonely but try not to focus on it. Keep doing your day to day and working on loving yourself. You are strong and amazing!! And yes, don’t overthink it. Sending good juju from GA. ✌🏻♥️
A lot of times friendships grow into love.❤️
You deserve love Angie, everybody does! I luv yuh!
If you don't want to change yourself, the best thing to do is find people that are like you. And then vibe together. Learn to be honest with yourself, what you're willing to give up and what you're not and then communicate that with people and allow them to come into your world. But also he willing to come into theirs as well.
This is good advice!
Thank You for sharing honestly and for all the work you do to help others. Jesus loves you. Prayers.
I'm feeling this hard today. I was just crying about this a few minutes ago and stumbled on this video.
I did and he said just friends. I forgot to add that context. This was after he told me that.
Do you like him? If so go for it! Follow your heart, if you don't take a leap of faith you might have regrets. It hurts and is scary to be vulnerable for sure. ❤
I would say that it’s safe to say that you can keep meeting up and getting to know each other. I met a man, we got engaged, and married in less than one year. We’ve been together for 11yrs. Try not to overthink it and let it happen. It’s good to have standards, so you don’t end up with a jerk. Humans were never created to be alone. We were created to be with each other. Your feelings are valid. You’re normal for how you feel. ❤️
Its okay to need love, its a requirement for humans. Its okay to cry. I would say he definitely wants to be in your presence. He spent alot of time with you, stayed an extra day and invited you to where he lives. I think its worth pursuing and never having regretting not trying. You also might have to have a conversation about how you feel. Its okay to feel deeply.
Angie, you are totally over-thinking this! After everything you've been through you deserve yes! Whatever happens cannot be worse than what you've been going through with your withdrawal so just pull the trigger on this and meet him there. Even if it doesn't work out you still need to get your feet back in the water, this will be a good first step for you to get back into the dating world because no man is an island. You are more than capable of taking care of yourself so I'm not worried about your safety and yes you may get hurt in the process but that's all part of Being Human. You may have just forgotten that because of everything you've been through but this is all part of the healing process and it's time for you to move on and start your life the best you can. Please keep us updated! Have some faith 🙏❤
I think I left something important out of the video. He basically said he just wants to be friends.
@@BeingMeRV Yes you left that big detail out but. you know what? IT IS OK! Companionship takes many forms and I feel because you have been alone for so long living a nomadic life that maybe (in my opinion only, take it with a grain of salt) that baby steps are best. Friends can be more valuable in helping us figure out what we need and who we are. As your social circle grows you will then find yourself in situations where you may be attracted to someone and then THAT will be the guy. I truly believe everyone enters our life for a reason so there is a reason he was brought into your life. It's ok to feel bad but don't stay there. Take the bait and go where he does, you never know what you will find, and friendship is not a bad consolation prize ;)
@@BeingMeRV Hi Angie. My name is Cherubin. I have been longing to help in any way I could since seeing you on the medicating normal documentary. The amount of prescribed drugs they have had you on is insane. You should not be expected to go it alone like you have been doing for so long (very bravely!). It's criminal what pharmacology has done to us all and it is hard to believe you have been coping for so long. I know that you have heard all of the suggestions for healing and have rightfully had enough. However where healing is concerned, there is one thing that I have just today received in the mail and am now trying myself. It's the first thing I have tried and wanted to share it with you and anyone reading this who may be going through a similar experience or knows someone who is. What I have found finally is a peptide called BPC-157.
I am using it orally, specifically sublingually (swished under the tongue for 90 seconds, then swallowed) although, other ways of administering it are subcutaneously and intramuscularly.
... here are some success stories of users of BPC-157 in relation to recovery from Drug-Induced Apathy/Anhedonia taken from reddit and facebook
Testimonial 1
"I'm feeling things again. Little things. I'm feeling all the time. The feelings are hard to describe, but I haven't felt some of them for half a decade. It's the feelings that make life worth living. For so long, unless I was getting some kind of dopamine boost (weed, sex, whatever), I was flat. I felt literally nothing moment to moment. Only sparse highs when I'd overload my brain, or deep paranoia and anxiety if something was going wrong. Now it feels nice to be alive. Little stuff makes me smile. I can get sad for people. I can be happy for someone I've never met having a bit of good luck. The nuance is back. Life offers rewards for living; it isn't a chore to exist. I feel almost like a kid again, but that's because I conflated "the anhedonia and emptiness of amphetamine addiction" with "being an adult". "The other huge thing is that the derealization/depersonalization is gone." (from a reddit post)
Testimonial 2
"BCP 157 was absolutely game changing for me as well. Within days years of Adderall damage was reversed and I felt like I did before I started Adderall 10 years ago. I HIGHLY recommend trying this for anyone who has taken stimulants for an extended period of time." (from a reddit post)
Testimonial 3
"BPC-157 has allegedly healed brain damage caused by alcohol abuse/withdrawal, repaired my GABA system, improved sleep and IBS symptoms, repaired a 2 year old knee injury and improved my overall mood and thought patterns." (from a reddit post)
Testimonial 4
(from a user in the BPC 157 forum on Facebook)
"Yea I did use Bpc-157, pretty much fixed my life but I used 16mg over a few months. I’m a new and functioning person. The 16mg I used completely resolved my issues with anhedonia and mood swings. I’ve gone on study at university, worked two jobs, gym and live an otherwise healthy life. I used to just do nothing all day, I had no motivation to get a job or earn money, no motivation to find a partner and no motivation to achieve anything, for like 1.5-2years. It was really terrible. Same thing everyday wake up and stare out at the world because I didn’t see or feel the benefit in living a life. Saw some improvement with another research chemical called NSI-189 but somehow repeated use of BPC-157 corrected it. I just did 200mcg a day subcutaneously for BPC, I generally used it for 10 days straight at a time as I had 2mg vials. Then I’d rest for a week and repeat. I think the key with bpc is to use to over extended periods of time with a lot of exposure. I noticed improvements by day 3 and after a cycle results kinda disappear slightly. But it seems cycle after cycle results compound and stay. As for my background and how I ended with my anhedonia in the first place: I used all sorts of drugs in the past really, a lot of prescription adhd meds like dexamphetamine and Ritalin, coke occasionally and meth only a few times, morphine, etc so quite a load. Ended up with bipolar 2 and had to take a gram of lithium a day, now I only take one 250mg pill which is barely therapeutic but I take it because it has good benefits. No suicidal thoughts in months either where prior to bpc I struggled everyday with suicidal thoughts. No more mania for now either but I closely monitor things. I’m not sure what bpc has done but I’ve gotten too many comments too count on how much better I am these days. I got BPC-157 from Purple panda labs, which is pretty big source on r/steroidsourcetalk."
I don't know why you have been put through this. It is insane. ... for the record, That guy definitely likes you. I absolutely love you! Have since the first video I saw of you. I've told my partner that too. She understands why (I've got much more in common with you than I have with her even). You're amazing through and through. I hope that this BPC-157 peptide can really help to accelerate your healing.
Love and best wishes always. Cherubin :)
❤️❤️❤️
i love you.
Love you right back.