I've been doing this as a kid and thought I was the only one, and that it was overall just not good, but different people make me feel different and need to be interacted with differently because they're just.... different
@@lalaland2107 I don’t know if you are talking to me but Imma clarify this now, most people who do this have trust issues, if they don’t trust you they aren’t going to be rea
Funny enough I had the same reflection some time ago and I realize that there is no "you". Who you are is in constant evolution depending on your choices and actions, that's partially why I don't agree when you say "I should not try to be nicer because it's wrong and weird". Of course it is, it's like a new sport, you're not used to it, but if it really matters to you just keep going that way and you will find the sweetspot of how to be nice at the right moment and in the right conditions. Last thing, I HATE when you can't speak about things without people being like "woaw it's so profound", no it's just the kind of issues that many people encounter in life (as I still do and you do). So don't mind speaking about this kind of reflections you have, it's helping people in the same case.
Ikr I just have fake deep reflections w myself and when I try to tell other people they don't believe what I say like BISH I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THAN YOU DO AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW MYSELF
I majored in psychology and let me tell you that when you read about a disorder, you'd find yourself fitting in that box. It's very common but that doesn't mean that just because you relate to it so much, you automatically have it. I won't go into details so let me just say that there are prerequisites and a diagnostic criteria which only qualified individuals could make. So my point is, you're probably not narcissistic. Probably. And I really really REALLY think you should go see a counselor, man. Or someone you feel comfortable to and de-stress there. I don't think this is a good coping mechanism but then again I don't really know your situation so I might be wrong but...just a hunch.
These are exactly the conversations I have with myself while I should sleep 😂 Actually quite relieved other people analyse themselves like this too ... When I was younger I always tried to fit in and adopted other people‘s personalities , so now I struggle with identifying if I‘m really me or just playing a character again 😒😂
A narcissistic person would never in a million years contemplate the idea that there is something wrong with them. I do however thing that you are an ENTJ based on your videos, but I could be totally wrong.
my point exactly, my (now ill, he no longer has the ability to actually be toxic) grandfather used to be a narccissist. my aunts are malignant narcissists, and my mother is the main source of the stories. the difference between a narcissist and a malignant narcissist is though, is that one doesnt realize it. and the other KNOWS they are, knows theyre toxic and they like it. so yeah
That's incorrect. Self aware narcissists exist. There's also narcissists who genuinely like their NPD because they feel like it makes them better than others.
@@am-tz9cx that's cause I can never get enough of Angel's insults and Ive watched all of his videos 10 times😂😂😂😂 That's how you know I just procrastinate and not really draw😂 And, I'm watching his old video rn (again)😂💀
Wow, instantly subbed after this vid. I'm no therapist, but takes real guts to admit your flaws on camera, and honestly? Your words really got me thinking about what I have to improve on. Also love the background painting! 💖
Dude, just two weeks ago I was having the same thoughts. It hit me because I was talking to a friend the other day about our other friends. And she would categorize them into personality traits like she's writing a dictionary definition. It got me thinking. We should not let words keep us in a box, in a character others see you on the outside. Don't let words define who you are as a person and what you've been through. We must allow ourselves to express freely without worrying if we're staying in character or not. This may sound like I have bipolar disorder or identity crisis, but I think this is important in order to grow as a person. Glad I found your channel 😂
I honestly think when someone says "be yourself" it means "be who you want to be". I want to be a graceful and peaceful person, so I redirect my thoughts to it. I got kinda lost in the end, about how you perceive only two patterns of thoughts from ppl, the one they will be saying you're nice or the one they will be mean. Boy, that's not how life works haha ppl can be way more than this, we can be supportive without calling you names, we can be realistic and helpful without trying to put you down.
Narcissism comes from a deep seeded insecurity and feeling insignificant. You think that once you're famous and recognized people will finally see how great you are and that everyone will look up to you. That's the reason why most people want to be famous to be honest. But honestly having had experience first hand with a narcissist. That shit ain't pretty. It does take courage to admit it because narcissistic people don't admit their own faults. He never said sorry not even once not even when he ripped out my heart and threw it on the ground.It is because they feel spiteful and hurt by not being seen how great they are. They feel like they have a right to treat other people like shit so they'd feel their pain.
I just found this channel today and just started binge watching old videos and within like 5hrs the whole thing of the channel made a complete 180😅 I'm kinda confused but here for it 🙌
I’m so glad that I came across this video. What I realized about this was, being yourself is like letting yourself grow as a person, like a character development coz there is no permanent in this world only change
"Life is a lie man, the matrix man!"😂 Angel is not making any sense rn but I get what he's trying to say. This is actually really deep. This is light work and mindfulness fused together.
I love the version of you that you are in THIS video. Its doesnt seem forced or like an act, to me you just seem genuine and very smart and wise about life. I REALLY related to what you said and ive been through the exact same shit in my own life. Im also an artist funnily enough. I really hope you do more videos like this one! Subscribed
I never thought I would relate so much to this video, it's at the point where I'm laughing at each sentence just because of how much sense it makes and how real it feels :))
Not being able to receive compliments says more about yourself than the other person. Awesome video by the way, appreciate these thoughts, there are other guys who have similar problems.
BlueWasp it’s okay lol and I do ask myself but I don’t even have an answer really but I feel like it deals with my self esteem. When many people call you ugly a lot and talk about you, it’s like you start believing it. I don’t really like hearing “well you need to boost your confidence” because it isn’t easy at all and I don’t know where to start or what to do. I feel like I just believe what people say so when they actually do compliment me I just feel weird.
@@annaoop8825 okay I totally understand the "just be confident" part, that didn't bring me anything as well 😂 what is something that brings you joy when you do it, something that you are/could be great at? That helped me enormously.
@@annaoop8825 it seems to me u are looking for answers externaly and when u creatively think and come to the solution, u need validation its true and valid? Which is again external validation. Why would u w8 for others to define u and then internalize some shit u cant control, if u can define urself and make them fucking internalize your picture which u made and built through action and philosophy? Edit: it seems im enlightened as fuck :D.
I struggle with self-actualization constantly to a point where I don't know who the real "me" is. So I completely understand where you're coming from. At the end of the day, all that matters is what makes YOU comfortable with being yourself, and if that means embracing your narcissistic, piece-of-shit self, then more power to you. People will respect authenticity (even false authenticity) over two-faced people any day. Ultimately, nothing really matters cuz everyone is self-absorbed and we're all gonna die in end. So live your life and learn to not give a fuck. You're doing great (Source: been seeing a therapist for my social anxiety for 3 years now)
I think you are just smart... I understand your doubs... you are not a bad person at all. Nice all what you are saying. Everybody must try to not be mediocre that's the point
You are young and searching. Don't worry too much about it. But do keep moving forward and making progress. Becoming a better person isn't something that happens over night, and it usually only comes from revelations built off of personal experiences across the spectrum of life.
If your self image is worse than the one that other people have of you it doesn’t mean that they have to be wrong. We criticize our self way more than we actually have to, especially if we’re insecure
dude i listened to your whole rant and i relate so much to the way you think in some of this it’s actually crazy. and i’m so self aware of it it actually hurts and tbh i don’t want to be pitied at all i’m just so confused with who i am deep inside lmaoaoaoaoaoa
It’s normal not to know yourself ,because it’s not something you could know , you discover who you are , through the journey of life you’ll discover yourself and say waw that’s me !
I enjoy your shit because you're constantly changing and forming yourself. You show us the process too and that's great to watch. Mostly on youtube you see people who either change to match trends or remain the same with exceptions of course. So you're more entertaining for me because your videos are like a random 4 am stupid talk about smart stuff with a friend. And yes I commented what you thought I would.
I appreciate this video and your honesty a lot. I can understand what people mean by saying "be yourself", but sometimes it can trap you, as you said. People can't evolve and develop if they simply accept themselves for who they are. I have a lot of insecurities myself, and I often feel useless being as I'm disabled and have several diseases. If I was to always be myself I would never grow and learn how to deal with all that dark stuff. I also have issues with empathy sometimes, so that's something I have to work on too. We're always changing, and sometimes we have to make those changes ourselves by being out of our comfort zones and pushing ourselves.
Angel, I know you won't see this but I just started watching your videos and you aren't a narcissist. You want attention and fame, that's human. Narcissist don't contemplate other people as humans and they aren't aware of how they are perceived or how they effect others. I have personal experience with a few since childhood and they hurt you deeply. I don't know you personally, but you seem to have too much introspection of yourself and your audience to have true narcissism. I think you will benefit from therapy or studying psychology, spirituality, and personal growth. You are still young and you're trying to be better and that's wonderful and authentic.
the more palatable you make yourself, the more invalid the approval and love feels. give yourself the confidence to be the person you were when you were a kid. that was you. sure, you may not be liked by everyone, *but you will be extremely loved by the few that really matter.*
I get you. Usually, we end up overlooking the opinions/thoughts/action of those we admire and agreeing with them instantly without even thinking about it, I guess that's a human flaw. And that gets worse for famous people because tons of people admire them. Just stay true to your principles and you'll be fine; people will pat you on the back, so it's on you to decide what path you choose next. Very nice and refreshing reflection you've got here.
Hi Angel bro, that was the same I also reminding myself daily, "No labeling, Stop making description, Stop making judgment about who you are" just do now what you think is best and only relevant.
People always change. It's even worse, if you are not changing at all. I actually take it as a compliment nowadays, when people from my past show up and are like "You changed" and I am like "Yes and I like it" So keep going, Angel!
Tank you for this video~ It's something not a lot of people talk about. And this "be yourself" is so infuriating! I don't wanna be myself! I wanna be better! Really refreshing and reassuring to hear all this.
You are completely right, honestly I'm so relieved you said this. I feel like a shy person and keep trying to change, but every time I act different, I feel like all of a sudden I'm stuck in a box where I have to keep acting the same. I tried to smile and be aware of my facial expressions when I went out, but I kept feeling upset like something isn't right. I think, "wow, I failed again at trying to change". It feels like I am stuck in my body, like I am faking it. I honestly don't know who I am; I am not a saint but I'm not evil either. (It's actually really hard when you feel like you have all of these fears but you can't tell anyone, and you don't know who to tell.)
Like we find our art style after trying out all the styles, similarly we find ourselves by experiencing everything. Go out, experience everything, do what you usually won’t.
Fk that’s exactly what I needed to hear today , thanks angel , and you can’t be yourself if you don’t know who you are , that shit was super deep , didn’t thought that listening to you will answer my questions without me having a question , thanks for everything and I wait that day when I see you super successful and at the top ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
It's so interesting to listen u, bcs this problem, I feel it too, and half of modern teens same. I just dunno who I'm. Feel like I'm not alive, sometimes I have feelings that I'm watching me from other view, the ceiling view, idk. And it feels awful. I lost my personality a long time ago and I'll never find it again. Just gotta create another one, steal somebodys one, but it is really hard too. So just mentally ill generation... (Sry, my English is ill too) P. S. Keep talking about life, personality and all that kinda shit. U r really good in it and in art to ofc
hi Angel, i’ve been binge watching your videos today and this one hits home. I have really been overthinking myself and how i portray myself. And just wanting to be myself but I’m really not sure who i am at the end of the day. Thanks so much for this video, it really helped. You have inspired me to get back into my art, and you definitely deserve to get famous!
I used to think that I was very shy and introverted, you know staying alone in the corner and all that shit, turns out it was because I was surrounded by assholes and that I am, in fact, very sociable and friendly.
The reality is that human psychology is insanely complex. The mental state of humans can best be represented by a spectrum of ranging behavioral tendencies. In the study of psychology, we have attempted to pick out the most common behavioral tendencies observed in people and sort them into neat little categories that make it easier to explain a person's personality and behavior. These categories, however, will never be accurate to the full picture of the human psyche. It's like a rainbow. Like a human's personality, the colors on the rainbow are present in a spectrum. There is, in reality, no clear line where one color stops and the next begins. Yet, as we do, we have taken the liberty to neatly arrange the entire spectrum into broadly simplified categories: ROYGBIV. This categorization is, yes, technically correct, but it is in no way accurate to the true nature of the rainbow. It gets across the concept of the rainbow, but is lacking in detail and variation. This is the exact same situation with psychology. "Psychological disorders" and "personality types" are examples of the simplification of the human psychological spectrum. These categories are useful for general sorting of human behavior, but lack enough detail to accurately depict each individual's personality. So, in short, diagnosing oneself with a mental disorder is something that should purely be left to the professionals. Psychology is something far more complicated than a list of quick-to-learn personality traits. If you desire to be more self aware, I would simply recommend recognizing your own behavioral patterns (specific things you do or ways that you reacts to situations) and, if you dont like them, work on being aware of them and trying to change them little by little.
Human's natural environment is society. “Our identities, how we recognize ourselves and are recognized by others, is a complex construction, an articulation of historical demands ...The most deeply experienced and personal sense of individuality and interiority is always already social. “ - Frederick Greene
Da best is to choose what to be depending on the situation, what best fist for it, and it is not being fake, is as you said, the personality is nothing more than a confort zone, it doesn't define you. When you can choose that way, you are literally free of yourself
did you ever meditate? could you hear that silence, even if there is noise outside? that is your real you, only potential. From there, you can use that energy your are saving in nonesense compulsive reaction (or overthinking) in whatever expression of personality you would like, knowing that it does not define you
The perk is that, with that silence as starting point, you REALLY know, at least what you think, that is the best course of action in every situation. There aren't hundred Angel Ganev fighting with each other for the truth, it just appears
Bro u just said what was in my mind. I really hate this prevailing idea of accepting ur self and not trying to get better like bro literally i love u now after this vid no homo haha 😂
its honestly really naive to think one person will be the same every second of their live, even on the same day you change (sometimes a little bit sometimes a lot) depending of the ppl arround you and the different relationships you have, you sometimes are really different to different ppl and you sometimes act differently on purpose depending on the situation, etc... and with all that change i think its still really the same person becasue we genuinely do all of those things from our within, even stopping and questioning "is this really me?" is also genuine bc its you whos making that question and your doubts and insecurities are also a part of u, i think you are allways really yourself, you cant really escape that as long as you do what you do and live for once instead of thinking "what i should do ?" , i totally agree dude
LMAO you over think stuff sooooo much I love it. Thanks for the talk and yes to the cheesy part, let's pick the light or whatever and see far it's possible to go. Nvm my comment feels like we walking the same thing together lol. I dunno why I typed all this but ~pressed enter~ done.
The IT'S LIKE I'M READING THE STATS OFF A YU-GI-OH CARD, is a huge mood. Maybe you would benefit by checking this all out with a psychologist, having NPD I'm sure is totally fine but it's good to know why you are doing things (etc just being aware when you're saying something that doesn't have value to you but you just want that Clout). And if you're unhappy with x or y that you seem to always do then you have that ability to shift your actions or thoughts just because you're aware of yourself. Came here for learning some art stuff but staying for the chaotic energy I resonate HARD with (just take care of yourself).
man i kinda relate to you soo much cause I am going to a math school which i really hate while I've been drawing for 4 fucking years and now I'm pretty good at it but obviously not that cool im in the mid range. now I'm kinda reaching a point where I hate every body even my self 😑😐 you know a lot had been going on everyone is giving me things to do and I just mess up everything everytime and the only thing i haven't messed up yet is art and i love your channel way more than your Instagram because in this channel you're really honest and i think this is the real reason people here like you and want to help
I'm so glad I only watched this video after I just finished researching about personalities... I wouldn't have understood it otherwise lol.. like srsly, if I watched this video before I got into studying stuff w/ some inner reflection, I would probably just laugh it off
I was raised by a narcissist too, so it only makes sense that you’re going to have those influences in your automatic responses or “personality “ a psychologist fixed those tendencies for me and also got rid of my insecurities, anxiety and deep depression.
My therapist told me if you have the self awareness to question if you're a narcissist-you are not a narssisist, but maybe you have some traits, I think alot of people do to some extent. It's interesting to hear people open up about their dark sides, when I'm pissed off I visualise chopping people's heads off with a samurai like in kill Bill.. But in reality it would feel gross to do it.
Being nice isn't something you just decide to be one day...trust me I've read books on how to be nice, watch videos on manners...etc etc. You really just need to realize that when you desire to be "nice", you kinda have to figure out why? like why do you want to be nice? most people like myself at first wanted to be nice so people would like me better and accept me and I wouldn't offend people so I wouldn't cause some sort of mayhem...Which usually ends up with trial and error and error and more error because you can't make everyone feel pleasant 24/7, but being "nice" is actually about being kind. Being kind is what I want to be...Like I want to do things for people and make people feel more happy than I do uncomfortable because it's obviously inevitable not to be weird at times...we are all so different. Angel I think you should start out with being nice to yourself first...you always make these comments after you express yourself...like calling yourself narcissistic all the time and rebutting your own message. I think you're funny and sarcastic in all the right ways. You're very talented and you obviously know it but it's visible that you still wish to be better...which is a good thing. I'm proud of you for being able to self critique yourself...But still be especially kind to yourself!!!!! fill up your cup :)
Angel being in front of his therapist for 13:18 minutes.
why did i think this was a good idea. we are all fked up, k, bye.
I love your mind!!!😁✌❤
Imagine being a therapist and hearing this. 🤣
U r def a narcissist u even liked ur own comment 😂😂😂😂
go to a therapist man seriously it helps
always
Angel, a professional over thinker
Would've put that on a shirt but then I stopped my podcast, I guess it's still not too late lol
I’d buy that shirt tbh
Angel I want you to start your podcast again and I know you will just because I told you to do so
@@AngelGanev you really did make a T-shirt of it doe😂🙆💕
@@lalalalacanthearyou yo he rlly did LMFAOO OMG
I really like the idea of talking with painting process
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aww say no more, if it getting views there gonna be more lol
@@AngelGanev lol
It's soothing...
Knowing Angel (undercover devil btw) he probably stole the idea from someone else lol
Just the fact that "be yourself" and "step out of your comfort zone" completely contradict each other
Well, in some cases being yourself is actually stepping out of comfort zone
@@kekkekovich8081 wow this is deep actually deep.
Deep
If you change you'll still be yourself so, do whatever...
eyy that sounded kinda deep, i fk with it
I make different personalities for different people, so..
i wish i had one where i'm getting a million views lmao
Ikr I don't really but I am very fake around people I don't like
same here
I've been doing this as a kid and thought I was the only one, and that it was overall just not good, but different people make me feel different and need to be interacted with differently because they're just.... different
@@lalaland2107 I don’t know if you are talking to me but Imma clarify this now, most people who do this have trust issues, if they don’t trust you they aren’t going to be rea
Funny enough I had the same reflection some time ago and I realize that there is no "you". Who you are is in constant evolution depending on your choices and actions, that's partially why I don't agree when you say "I should not try to be nicer because it's wrong and weird". Of course it is, it's like a new sport, you're not used to it, but if it really matters to you just keep going that way and you will find the sweetspot of how to be nice at the right moment and in the right conditions. Last thing, I HATE when you can't speak about things without people being like "woaw it's so profound", no it's just the kind of issues that many people encounter in life (as I still do and you do). So don't mind speaking about this kind of reflections you have, it's helping people in the same case.
I second this.
That's beautifu, thank you for the nice wrods
I second this too
Angel Ganev where are the wrods XD
Ikr I just have fake deep reflections w myself and when I try to tell other people they don't believe what I say like BISH I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THAN YOU DO AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW MYSELF
Id be someone else but identity theft is a crime
Me
identity theft is not a joke jim
SHE SAID JIM 😂😂 why u always got thte funniest comments lmao
@@AngelGanev me or amma ?
Angel Ganev anyone who watches the office already has an advanced sense of humor bro 😎😎 do u watch it
"You gotta choose the light... But the darkness is so f-ing sweet."
-Angel 2019
I can relate to this on a molecular level lol.
I don't even know whata molecular level is but it sounds delicious. thank you
I majored in psychology and let me tell you that when you read about a disorder, you'd find yourself fitting in that box. It's very common but that doesn't mean that just because you relate to it so much, you automatically have it. I won't go into details so let me just say that there are prerequisites and a diagnostic criteria which only qualified individuals could make. So my point is, you're probably not narcissistic. Probably.
And I really really REALLY think you should go see a counselor, man. Or someone you feel comfortable to and de-stress there. I don't think this is a good coping mechanism but then again I don't really know your situation so I might be wrong but...just a hunch.
Thank you afm, i'll look into it
I can't thank you enough >3
These are exactly the conversations I have with myself while I should sleep 😂 Actually quite relieved other people analyse themselves like this too ... When I was younger I always tried to fit in and adopted other people‘s personalities , so now I struggle with identifying if I‘m really me or just playing a character again 😒😂
Yey we all ready to die from overthinking ^^
Same
@@AngelGanev man, you don't even know me and you just explained my life in one statement😂😂🙆
I know, I come up with the best crap at 4am in the morning with no sleep
@@lalalalacanthearyou he explained my life too
I just know that as long as you don’t stop making d**k jokes, I’m gonna he here, listening to whatever you say
ahh u better lol
what you are saying in this video is development and growth. you are on the right place and you will finally find yourself
Thank you darling
A narcissistic person would never in a million years contemplate the idea that there is something wrong with them. I do however thing that you are an ENTJ based on your videos, but I could be totally wrong.
my point exactly, my (now ill, he no longer has the ability to actually be toxic) grandfather used to be a narccissist. my aunts are malignant narcissists, and my mother is the main source of the stories.
the difference between a narcissist and a malignant narcissist is though, is that one doesnt realize it. and the other KNOWS they are, knows theyre toxic and they like it. so yeah
@@3starsburningbright I know I found out he is an ENTJ I was analizing his personality type and his like Gordon Random
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That's incorrect. Self aware narcissists exist. There's also narcissists who genuinely like their NPD because they feel like it makes them better than others.
@@literallyasuka2996 I don't think based on what he says here, tat applies here though...?
You're so brutally honest with yourself and you just earned my respect! *salutes*
angel’s fanbase needs to come together and come up with a name for the rants 💀
The usual vids
hahaha that's a pretty good name lol
My tiny ass brain can't come up with anything rn but.....
Hi amma😂😂😂😂
@@lalalalacanthearyou yo u finding ALLL the old comments LMFAOO
@@am-tz9cx that's cause I can never get enough of Angel's insults and Ive watched all of his videos 10 times😂😂😂😂
That's how you know I just procrastinate and not really draw😂
And, I'm watching his old video rn (again)😂💀
Why be yourself, when you can be batman?
that's... the same thing tho?
@@MyZedar That's my secret cap, I'm always batman.
oh soo true, what if ur inside is more for robbin doe 😭😭
The guy from doctor Phil agrees
Angel:
I swear this shit is real deep in my head.
Me:
Famous people last words..
haha ama write that shit on my stone lol
Wow, instantly subbed after this vid. I'm no therapist, but takes real guts to admit your flaws on camera, and honestly? Your words really got me thinking about what I have to improve on. Also love the background painting! 💖
Dude, just two weeks ago I was having the same thoughts. It hit me because I was talking to a friend the other day about our other friends. And she would categorize them into personality traits like she's writing a dictionary definition. It got me thinking. We should not let words keep us in a box, in a character others see you on the outside. Don't let words define who you are as a person and what you've been through. We must allow ourselves to express freely without worrying if we're staying in character or not. This may sound like I have bipolar disorder or identity crisis, but I think this is important in order to grow as a person.
Glad I found your channel 😂
That's super nice thank you for those words
back at it again with the amazing uplifting titles
bitch u know that's all i can do, stop playing 😂😂
Yeah I really should stop killing random people.
mood
Damnit angel, now you got me over thinking about everything in LIFE including about who the hell I even am! Great video though 👍
U'll get used to it dw lol
you never thought about that kinda stuff? hows that possible, cant imagine how life is that way
Ahh he fact that your name is Angel too, makes it even better lol
Sometimes when you're a guy it's hard to explain your feelings. This is one of those times.
yes that's why i'm going for a lesbian
I honestly think when someone says "be yourself" it means "be who you want to be". I want to be a graceful and peaceful person, so I redirect my thoughts to it.
I got kinda lost in the end, about how you perceive only two patterns of thoughts from ppl, the one they will be saying you're nice or the one they will be mean. Boy, that's not how life works haha ppl can be way more than this, we can be supportive without calling you names, we can be realistic and helpful without trying to put you down.
Narcissism comes from a deep seeded insecurity and feeling insignificant. You think that once you're famous and recognized people will finally see how great you are and that everyone will look up to you. That's the reason why most people want to be famous to be honest. But honestly having had experience first hand with a narcissist. That shit ain't pretty. It does take courage to admit it because narcissistic people don't admit their own faults. He never said sorry not even once not even when he ripped out my heart and threw it on the ground.It is because they feel spiteful and hurt by not being seen how great they are. They feel like they have a right to treat other people like shit so they'd feel their pain.
Red Hat I Hope your doing better
ye i feel u, but u sound in pain as well, so hope it will get better for both
Facts
Damn, man.... I don't know if it's drugs you're taking or drugs you need to be taking, but... do _something._
Probably a good amount of both lol
I just found this channel today and just started binge watching old videos and within like 5hrs the whole thing of the channel made a complete 180😅 I'm kinda confused but here for it 🙌
Boiii u missed the 50+ fun podcasts. U seen nothing yet
Hahah I love the fact u replying to other ppl as well that's fun lol
@@AngelGanev 😂 it's fun for me too. Gotta keep the numbers rising bby xx
I’m so glad that I came across this video. What I realized about this was, being yourself is like letting yourself grow as a person, like a character development coz there is no permanent in this world only change
You are literally our therapist haha , amazing painting btw!
Haha thank you!
This is an interesting conversation bro. Respect!
Thanks buddy!
"Life is a lie man, the matrix man!"😂
Angel is not making any sense rn but I get what he's trying to say.
This is actually really deep. This is light work and mindfulness fused together.
I love the version of you that you are in THIS video. Its doesnt seem forced or like an act, to me you just seem genuine and very smart and wise about life. I REALLY related to what you said and ive been through the exact same shit in my own life. Im also an artist funnily enough. I really hope you do more videos like this one! Subscribed
I never thought I would relate so much to this video, it's at the point where I'm laughing at each sentence just because of how much sense it makes and how real it feels :))
youre the most geniune person and the most well spoken on this subject
Not being able to receive compliments says more about yourself than the other person.
Awesome video by the way, appreciate these thoughts, there are other guys who have similar problems.
BlueWasp I don’t like compliments at all. It puts me down a lot and I don’t like it.
@@annaoop8825 I'm not here to judge you in any way, but have you asked yourself why that is?
BlueWasp it’s okay lol and I do ask myself but I don’t even have an answer really but I feel like it deals with my self esteem. When many people call you ugly a lot and talk about you, it’s like you start believing it. I don’t really like hearing “well you need to boost your confidence” because it isn’t easy at all and I don’t know where to start or what to do. I feel like I just believe what people say so when they actually do compliment me I just feel weird.
@@annaoop8825 okay I totally understand the "just be confident" part, that didn't bring me anything as well 😂 what is something that brings you joy when you do it, something that you are/could be great at? That helped me enormously.
@@annaoop8825 it seems to me u are looking for answers externaly and when u creatively think and come to the solution, u need validation its true and valid? Which is again external validation.
Why would u w8 for others to define u and then internalize some shit u cant control, if u can define urself and make them fucking internalize your picture which u made and built through action and philosophy?
Edit: it seems im enlightened as fuck :D.
I struggle with self-actualization constantly to a point where I don't know who the real "me" is. So I completely understand where you're coming from. At the end of the day, all that matters is what makes YOU comfortable with being yourself, and if that means embracing your narcissistic, piece-of-shit self, then more power to you. People will respect authenticity (even false authenticity) over two-faced people any day. Ultimately, nothing really matters cuz everyone is self-absorbed and we're all gonna die in end. So live your life and learn to not give a fuck. You're doing great
(Source: been seeing a therapist for my social anxiety for 3 years now)
Ahh that's baby, greatly said thank you
I think you are just smart... I understand your doubs... you are not a bad person at all. Nice all what you are saying. Everybody must try to not be mediocre that's the point
You are young and searching. Don't worry too much about it. But do keep moving forward and making progress. Becoming a better person isn't something that happens over night, and it usually only comes from revelations built off of personal experiences across the spectrum of life.
Thank you so much!
If your self image is worse than the one that other people have of you it doesn’t mean that they have to be wrong. We criticize our self way more than we actually have to, especially if we’re insecure
Omg Angel that was so real 😩 I love you for who you are! 🤩❤️
dude i listened to your whole rant and i relate so much to the way you think in some of this it’s actually crazy. and i’m so self aware of it it actually hurts and tbh i don’t want to be pitied at all i’m just so confused with who i am deep inside lmaoaoaoaoaoa
I really like this video, unbelievably relatable
It’s normal not to know yourself ,because it’s not something you could know , you discover who you are , through the journey of life you’ll discover yourself and say waw that’s me !
I enjoy your shit because you're constantly changing and forming yourself. You show us the process too and that's great to watch. Mostly on youtube you see people who either change to match trends or remain the same with exceptions of course. So you're more entertaining for me because your videos are like a random 4 am stupid talk about smart stuff with a friend. And yes I commented what you thought I would.
I love the fact that your name is bored on youtube lol that makes it even better lmao thanks fam
I appreciate this video and your honesty a lot. I can understand what people mean by saying "be yourself", but sometimes it can trap you, as you said. People can't evolve and develop if they simply accept themselves for who they are. I have a lot of insecurities myself, and I often feel useless being as I'm disabled and have several diseases. If I was to always be myself I would never grow and learn how to deal with all that dark stuff. I also have issues with empathy sometimes, so that's something I have to work on too.
We're always changing, and sometimes we have to make those changes ourselves by being out of our comfort zones and pushing ourselves.
Angel, I know you won't see this but I just started watching your videos and you aren't a narcissist. You want attention and fame, that's human. Narcissist don't contemplate other people as humans and they aren't aware of how they are perceived or how they effect others. I have personal experience with a few since childhood and they hurt you deeply. I don't know you personally, but you seem to have too much introspection of yourself and your audience to have true narcissism. I think you will benefit from therapy or studying psychology, spirituality, and personal growth. You are still young and you're trying to be better and that's wonderful and authentic.
the more palatable you make yourself, the more invalid the approval and love feels. give yourself the confidence to be the person you were when you were a kid.
that was you.
sure, you may not be liked by everyone, *but you will be extremely loved by the few that really matter.*
thanks s
I get you. Usually, we end up overlooking the opinions/thoughts/action of those we admire and agreeing with them instantly without even thinking about it, I guess that's a human flaw. And that gets worse for famous people because tons of people admire them. Just stay true to your principles and you'll be fine; people will pat you on the back, so it's on you to decide what path you choose next. Very nice and refreshing reflection you've got here.
Thank you means a lot!
Omg, ANgel. This is so real. I love you for your honesty. mg.,
U have successfully been fooled lmao jk
I am literally here just to hear you talk 'cuz you are HILARIOUS!
OMG Angel that was so real! I love you for who you are!
Dude i cant wait to see the ross tran interview im sure its going to be interesting!
Hi Angel bro, that was the same I also reminding myself daily, "No labeling, Stop making description, Stop making judgment about who you are" just do now what you think is best and only relevant.
and stop showering, YES, thank you
I thought I was the only one who felt like this. “Be yourself”, yeah I sure would if only I knew who the fuck I am
People always change. It's even worse, if you are not changing at all. I actually take it as a compliment nowadays, when people from my past show up and are like "You changed" and I am like "Yes and I like it" So keep going, Angel!
Aww I loved that, thank you!
Tank you for this video~
It's something not a lot of people talk about.
And this "be yourself" is so infuriating! I don't wanna be myself! I wanna be better!
Really refreshing and reassuring to hear all this.
You are completely right, honestly I'm so relieved you said this. I feel like a shy person and keep trying to change, but every time I act different, I feel like all of a sudden I'm stuck in a box where I have to keep acting the same. I tried to smile and be aware of my facial expressions when I went out, but I kept feeling upset like something isn't right. I think, "wow, I failed again at trying to change". It feels like I am stuck in my body, like I am faking it. I honestly don't know who I am; I am not a saint but I'm not evil either. (It's actually really hard when you feel like you have all of these fears but you can't tell anyone, and you don't know who to tell.)
Like we find our art style after trying out all the styles, similarly we find ourselves by experiencing everything. Go out, experience everything, do what you usually won’t.
Fk that’s exactly what I needed to hear today , thanks angel , and you can’t be yourself if you don’t know who you are , that shit was super deep , didn’t thought that listening to you will answer my questions without me having a question , thanks for everything and I wait that day when I see you super successful and at the top ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
It's so interesting to listen u, bcs this problem, I feel it too, and half of modern teens same. I just dunno who I'm. Feel like I'm not alive, sometimes I have feelings that I'm watching me from other view, the ceiling view, idk. And it feels awful. I lost my personality a long time ago and I'll never find it again. Just gotta create another one, steal somebodys one, but it is really hard too. So just mentally ill generation... (Sry, my English is ill too) P. S. Keep talking about life, personality and all that kinda shit. U r really good in it and in art to ofc
Thank yo Aviary
hi Angel, i’ve been binge watching your videos today and this one hits home. I have really been overthinking myself and how i portray myself. And just wanting to be myself but I’m really not sure who i am at the end of the day. Thanks so much for this video, it really helped. You have inspired me to get back into my art, and you definitely deserve to get famous!
I used to think that I was very shy and introverted, you know staying alone in the corner and all that shit, turns out it was because I was surrounded by assholes and that I am, in fact, very sociable and friendly.
Dude, it's actually fucking nice hearing someone talk about this shit 👌
Thank you
The reality is that human psychology is insanely complex. The mental state of humans can best be represented by a spectrum of ranging behavioral tendencies. In the study of psychology, we have attempted to pick out the most common behavioral tendencies observed in people and sort them into neat little categories that make it easier to explain a person's personality and behavior. These categories, however, will never be accurate to the full picture of the human psyche. It's like a rainbow. Like a human's personality, the colors on the rainbow are present in a spectrum. There is, in reality, no clear line where one color stops and the next begins. Yet, as we do, we have taken the liberty to neatly arrange the entire spectrum into broadly simplified categories: ROYGBIV. This categorization is, yes, technically correct, but it is in no way accurate to the true nature of the rainbow. It gets across the concept of the rainbow, but is lacking in detail and variation. This is the exact same situation with psychology. "Psychological disorders" and "personality types" are examples of the simplification of the human psychological spectrum. These categories are useful for general sorting of human behavior, but lack enough detail to accurately depict each individual's personality. So, in short, diagnosing oneself with a mental disorder is something that should purely be left to the professionals. Psychology is something far more complicated than a list of quick-to-learn personality traits. If you desire to be more self aware, I would simply recommend recognizing your own behavioral patterns (specific things you do or ways that you reacts to situations) and, if you dont like them, work on being aware of them and trying to change them little by little.
This resonates pretty good to me. Bless you man.
I have no idea what to take from this video...all I know is that it was very thought provoking hahah. You're cool bro ...I'm a fan of our art!
I will never be tired listening to your rants. We luv uuuuu ❤️❤️❤️
thanks baby
This is the earliest I’ve ever been holy crap
how was it lol
Angel Ganev It actually made sense lmao
@@tayyibah6706 No I mean being early lol
Angel Ganev oh lmao gREaT
'Is me telling di** jokes who I am?'
-Angel Ganev 2019
When a title causes me to instant sub.
Don't be yourself, Discover and create yourself.
I just love the lvl of your self awareness.
Human's natural environment is society. “Our identities, how we recognize ourselves and are recognized by others, is a complex construction, an articulation of historical demands ...The most deeply experienced and personal sense of individuality and interiority is always already social. “ - Frederick Greene
People told me to be myself and then I was like in my mind: So you want me to continue to be a clown?
Da best is to choose what to be depending on the situation, what best fist for it, and it is not being fake, is as you said, the personality is nothing more than a confort zone, it doesn't define you. When you can choose that way, you are literally free of yourself
did you ever meditate? could you hear that silence, even if there is noise outside? that is your real you, only potential. From there, you can use that energy your are saving in nonesense compulsive reaction (or overthinking) in whatever expression of personality you would like, knowing that it does not define you
The perk is that, with that silence as starting point, you REALLY know, at least what you think, that is the best course of action in every situation. There aren't hundred Angel Ganev fighting with each other for the truth, it just appears
I swear this man explained my whole thinking proccess on daily bases…..
5:51 Angel is so cute when he laugh!
7:01 even saying this.
10:23 Best complement Angel ever gave us.
Angel is the most relatable person...
Bro u just said what was in my mind. I really hate this prevailing idea of accepting ur self and not trying to get better like bro literally i love u now after this vid no homo haha 😂
Man dude i understand from what your saying I've sort of been seeing that point of yours over time to time but to this much no not really, thanks ⭐👍
this is pleasant video actually, i appreiciate the insight so much
its honestly really naive to think one person will be the same every second of their live, even on the same day you change (sometimes a little bit sometimes a lot) depending of the ppl arround you and the different relationships you have, you sometimes are really different to different ppl and you sometimes act differently on purpose depending on the situation, etc... and with all that change i think its still really the same person becasue we genuinely do all of those things from our within, even stopping and questioning "is this really me?" is also genuine bc its you whos making that question and your doubts and insecurities are also a part of u, i think you are allways really yourself, you cant really escape that as long as you do what you do and live for once instead of thinking "what i should do ?" , i totally agree dude
LMAO you over think stuff sooooo much I love it. Thanks for the talk and yes to the cheesy part, let's pick the light or whatever and see far it's possible to go. Nvm my comment feels like we walking the same thing together lol. I dunno why I typed all this but ~pressed enter~ done.
Watching an Angel video and eating chips!!! The good life
what about the drinking part doe lol
Yesss my favorite mental health trainer!!❤️😍😍
The IT'S LIKE I'M READING THE STATS OFF A YU-GI-OH CARD, is a huge mood. Maybe you would benefit by checking this all out with a psychologist, having NPD I'm sure is totally fine but it's good to know why you are doing things (etc just being aware when you're saying something that doesn't have value to you but you just want that Clout). And if you're unhappy with x or y that you seem to always do then you have that ability to shift your actions or thoughts just because you're aware of yourself.
Came here for learning some art stuff but staying for the chaotic energy I resonate HARD with (just take care of yourself).
man i kinda relate to you soo much cause I am going to a math school which i really hate while I've been drawing for 4 fucking years and now I'm pretty good at it but obviously not that cool im in the mid range.
now I'm kinda reaching a point where I hate every body even my self 😑😐
you know a lot had been going on
everyone is giving me things to do and I just mess up everything everytime and the only thing i haven't messed up yet is art
and i love your channel way more than your Instagram because in this channel you're really honest and i think this is the real reason people here like you and want to help
Angel be talking out here having an existential crisis
Don't worry I feel you too
were always putting up an act, we cant say be ourselves because there always gonna be and act if you know what i mean
*sips cup* This is deeper than I thought it would be
man this changed my way of seeeing persnality man thanks
I'm so glad I only watched this video after I just finished researching about personalities...
I wouldn't have understood it otherwise lol.. like srsly, if I watched this video before I got into studying stuff w/ some inner reflection, I would probably just laugh it off
I was raised by a narcissist too, so it only makes sense that you’re going to have those influences in your automatic responses or “personality “ a psychologist fixed those tendencies for me and also got rid of my insecurities, anxiety and deep depression.
This video helped. You really help, believe it
You are amazing. Your Art is really so dope and good. You are a true artist. Loved your art.
Best artist,roaster,lesbian and most genuine youtuber😌 love you man👍👍
My therapist told me if you have the self awareness to question if you're a narcissist-you are not a narssisist, but maybe you have some traits, I think alot of people do to some extent. It's interesting to hear people open up about their dark sides, when I'm pissed off I visualise chopping people's heads off with a samurai like in kill Bill.. But in reality it would feel gross to do it.
Great now all I can think about is chopping ppl's heads off 😂😂😂😂
I've never been so confused in my life.
tell me about it, imagine what's in my head 🙆♀️😂
@@AngelGanev I'm scared dude
I can’t even explain how much I relate to you.
Being nice isn't something you just decide to be one day...trust me I've read books on how to be nice, watch videos on manners...etc etc. You really just need to realize that when you desire to be "nice", you kinda have to figure out why? like why do you want to be nice? most people like myself at first wanted to be nice so people would like me better and accept me and I wouldn't offend people so I wouldn't cause some sort of mayhem...Which usually ends up with trial and error and error and more error because you can't make everyone feel pleasant 24/7, but being "nice" is actually about being kind. Being kind is what I want to be...Like I want to do things for people and make people feel more happy than I do uncomfortable because it's obviously inevitable not to be weird at times...we are all so different. Angel I think you should start out with being nice to yourself first...you always make these comments after you express yourself...like calling yourself narcissistic all the time and rebutting your own message. I think you're funny and sarcastic in all the right ways. You're very talented and you obviously know it but it's visible that you still wish to be better...which is a good thing. I'm proud of you for being able to self critique yourself...But still be especially kind to yourself!!!!! fill up your cup :)