I can so relate to this message. It's so hard to let people in. I tend to sit back be quiet and just observe. It sucks that so many people do have ulterior motives. Miss you glad you are safe. Lots of love.
Paranoia is something that is something I can’t shake to an extent also. For me is kind of the mistrust of the unknown. For example, I’ll be in my room gaming or watching a show, no one else is home, then I hear a noise. I immediately think “someone breaking in” and I kinda go into defense mode mentally. Once I see it’s no one, I go back to what I was doing. Don’t know if I’ll ever get over it but I don’t let it define my life either. So that’s progress. I think you definitely have made plenty of progress and I’m very proud of you. 😊
Hey Hammz This to me sounds like hypervigilance and your intuition. It doesn’t sound like paranoia to me and I don’t want to minimize your experience. A man giving you free substances is a reasonable worry of his intentions. Robert Greene talks about this in the 48 laws of power. If someone is suggesting you do something that benefits them wouldn’t make you paranoid. Them wanting you to get a rental means they either can’t or don’t want to. Unless you suggested getting the rental and started believing they were out to get you after you suggested it, I wouldn’t call it paranoia. Do you have bipolar disorder too? I’m worried about you Hammz and I think you should come back for some time after this trip. Please let someone in the US know where you are. I care about you.
The rental thing was never actually said in any terms at all. It was something my mind made up - no one actually asked it of me. I still don’t know the Intension behind the free weed, but I never felt pressured to actually do anything. Nothing was ever asked of me. No, no bi-polar. I appreciate you being concerned ♥️ but it is not the right time for me to come home. And keeping someone in the loop of where I am exactly triggers some of my old behavior in myself, which is why I do not talk to anyone from back home for the time being. Thank you for your support Sassy! I care about you too, I am ok though. ♥️
@@sweet2sourr i would like to point out how amazing it is that you were able to recognize yourself projecting (I still have a lot of difficulty at times) - I still respect and appreciate all your input. Projecting or not, you tend to bring up points that I am grateful for because it allows me to re-examine my intentions and interpretations in critical areas for myself. 💕 I hope you’re doing well Sassy 🤗
@@sweet2sourr also, I felt myself get defensive when you pointed out what you pointed out. So maybe there’s something I’m overlooking and need to spend more time unpacking. So thank you 😊
I can so relate to this message. It's so hard to let people in. I tend to sit back be quiet and just observe. It sucks that so many people do have ulterior motives.
Miss you glad you are safe. Lots of love.
Great Subject!!!
Paranoia is something that is something I can’t shake to an extent also. For me is kind of the mistrust of the unknown.
For example, I’ll be in my room gaming or watching a show, no one else is home, then I hear a noise. I immediately think “someone breaking in” and I kinda go into defense mode mentally. Once I see it’s no one, I go back to what I was doing.
Don’t know if I’ll ever get over it but I don’t let it define my life either. So that’s progress.
I think you definitely have made plenty of progress and I’m very proud of you. 😊
Thank you for sharing! Yes, I will have similar tendencies. All we can strive to be is better than we were yesterday.
Thank you! 🙂
❤
Hey Hammz
This to me sounds like hypervigilance and your intuition. It doesn’t sound like paranoia to me and I don’t want to minimize your experience.
A man giving you free substances is a reasonable worry of his intentions. Robert Greene talks about this in the 48 laws of power. If someone is suggesting you do something that benefits them wouldn’t make you paranoid. Them wanting you to get a rental means they either can’t or don’t want to. Unless you suggested getting the rental and started believing they were out to get you after you suggested it, I wouldn’t call it paranoia.
Do you have bipolar disorder too?
I’m worried about you Hammz and I think you should come back for some time after this trip. Please let someone in the US know where you are. I care about you.
The rental thing was never actually said in any terms at all. It was something my mind made up - no one actually asked it of me.
I still don’t know the Intension behind the free weed, but I never felt pressured to actually do anything. Nothing was ever asked of me.
No, no bi-polar.
I appreciate you being concerned ♥️ but it is not the right time for me to come home.
And keeping someone in the loop of where I am exactly triggers some of my old behavior in myself, which is why I do not talk to anyone from back home for the time being.
Thank you for your support Sassy! I care about you too, I am ok though. ♥️
@@HammzRadioI’m projecting my own fears onto you, I apologize.
@@sweet2sourr i would like to point out how amazing it is that you were able to recognize yourself projecting (I still have a lot of difficulty at times) - I still respect and appreciate all your input. Projecting or not, you tend to bring up points that I am grateful for because it allows me to re-examine my intentions and interpretations in critical areas for myself. 💕
I hope you’re doing well Sassy 🤗
@@sweet2sourr also, I felt myself get defensive when you pointed out what you pointed out. So maybe there’s something I’m overlooking and need to spend more time unpacking. So thank you 😊