Hiii Just thought of sharing this with you .. I am 17 and last year I lost my mum to Breast Cancer. Everybody around me says it's gonna be okay .. we are here for you.. but tbh no one can actually replace the presence of her. There are days where I am like - no I dont need anybody in my life I am fine and there are days where I am crying like a two year old baby for mum. The sadest part is my grandfather expects me to behave like an adult and his own daughter talks to her parents for 1 hr and they say it's fine- " Mummy hi toh gayi hai ". It hurts but more than feeling hurt for myself I feel hurt for my brother who is just 12. It almost feels like a dream that there was this Aroushi who was carefree, didn't have any responsibilities and when I look at myself , I feel lost somewhere in the process of catering everything- be it my studies, brothers, house and the list is just never-ending. Ik the pain of losing someone, even if you didn't spend a lot of time with at person 💔💔 More power to you Aanam ma'am #Wearfam
Thank you Aanam for showing this truth with us. NGL I did ugly cry with you but you did show me the light at the end of the tunnel. I connect with you with you a whole lot now. Let me tell you one thing, I used to follow you a couple of years ago and I didn't connect but now as I am growing older and glowing I know why you share everything and I truly appreciate you for being you. Thank you ❤️ May God bless you 🧿🥺
The fact that you’re as real as you are is the best part about you Aanam. Some days are good days, other days are struggle bus central. You have helped built a community on the internet that’s full of genuinely nice and loving people and it’s important for everyone to know that everybody has bad days and that’s alright. No one has it all together all the time, nor do they need to. Sending you lots of love always. Hope that your back gets better soon dearest❤ #WEARfam
This is such an honest Vlog, just loved it! Honestly, I cried along when you did 😢 Life cannot be perfect and rosy and happy all the time and I do feel you! Been there, felt that, most of the times ❤ Kudos to you for being so raw and real ❤ Eyebrow thingy 😂😂😂😂 we've all done that at some point of time in our lives!! And coming to geyser thing, I'm that person! 🙈🙈 not geyser per say, but I leave the heater in the bucket on for almost like 45 mins cuz I'm that person who takes flaming hot showers even in summers 🙈🙈 Weird ik but I'm like that 😂 can't help! Trying to change that habit though 🐥🙈 Such lovely and wholesome vlog this is ❤❤❤❤ Love youuuu!! #WearFam 💗🧿
Please have an MRI of your lower back. Same thing happened to me. I couldn't dance at my brother's marriage later. I found out I had disc bulge. Take care. Love, how honest you are❤❤
Please dont cry..watching you crying like this makes me sad…I understand when you said that not feeling urself is worst..i know how it feels..u r real nd beautiful inside out…nd yes trust the process…lots of love nd positive vibes❤️
This has been by far my FAVORITE vlog! You showed all your emotions and were so honest with your feelings. You HAVE to be the BEST vlogger over there in India!! I live in Chicago and yes, I will put oil in my hair and still go do my errands. We have the same vision prescription! I have to say, Gerry is a wonderful husband! He is so sweet! You are a wonderful inspiration for so many of us!
Hi aanam, I’ve been a follower from your wedding vlogs but have never commented. Just wanted to say one thing is that it’s ok to have an emotional breakdown things will be alright trust the process. And take one day at a time.
Anam i have been following you ever since you started vlogging but never really commented, i have always been a die hard fan of yours, love the way how organic you are and you are so inspiring, just wanted to share this with you, since you were a little emotional, which is totally ok to le it out. My dad just got diagnosed with stage 4 Cancer and every moment I cry like insane, it's so devastating, n on the top of it going through my own baby struggle, it's ok to vent out. Take care, loads of love
Sometimes, it's okay to cry out and deal with the pain and discomfort you are feeling... you are human, you have gone through too much pain in the last few days with health and sudden big changes have overwhelmed you ... take help, just pause for a while, and then when you feel okay, you can start ... vloging and your work .❤❤❤❤
Absolute fan of long vlogs and very sorry for the emotional ride you gotta go through.... I do the same when it's time for pmsing like my mood swings very quickly and I will take all that venting and situation on my father 😕 poor soul he had to be patient 😐 Love to everyone on the other side... #wearfam
Didn't realise when the vlog ended and it was already 43 minutes ❤❤ Seeing you from the Lowest to the chirpiest by the end of the vlog feels really good and does bring the hope that hard times will definitely pass❤ by .... More power and love to you
hey aanam ik i don't comment often but just its safe place for all us..love you for being so raw and real with us. uk watching ur vlogs inspire me alot and know that we all are strong .lots of love and support to you and gerry .....and good juju
My geyser has an indicator that hoes green once the water is hot so that's when I know I can use water . 20 minutes is too much for geyser but I guess that doesn't take extra electricity because most geyser have auto turn off once water is hot . Atleast mine works like that . Cry whenever you feel like , cry as much as you want to ... crying is a good way to release the bad feelings. Never ever feel bad for being a cry baby , it's how a normal human function. You're going through a lot so cry and release and feel better . You're strong you don't need to prove it by hiding your tears from camera You will be fine very soon....sending good juju
Ur brow incident reminds me of mine when I was 9 years old ... I was fascinated by seeing my mom threading her eyebrows I thought why not I do my own brows.. 9 years old me took a kichen scissors cut the middle of eyebrow with lil nits of hair and that also was for one brow ... I went to school with that my friends were like whats that ? Me being me, I said this is the Latest style I saw in the parlour I influenced 6 more girls to do that then our parents were called as I told them half shaved and pink brows were a trend so they crayon crushed them in the oil and dyed brows with that🤣
Thank you for always showing the real aanam to us❤.. seeing you today made me wana come hug you cuz i was emotional when i seen u cry… thank you for showing us that behind the camera too ppl have a life which may not always be rosy… at the end we all are humans created by god❤
Not one life is perfect. Totally totally agree with you on this. I am going thru exactly the same thing for what you are crying for. The same reason. Itssssssssssssss worssssssssssst phase
Hey Anam just a suggestion it will help u out as u mentioned u have high power in both the eyes plzzzz get done laser eye treatment trust me I wore specs for around 9 years the day I got my laser done my life is easiest.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I understand how you feel Aanam di! You will heal but dont be so hard on you. Keep going and you will surpass this time as well. Sending you good positive vibes❤️ take care! Lots of love🫰🏻🥰
Saw this video today on 14th August 2023, way after you have posted it on You Tube. I like how transparent you are with your followers and don't pretend to have it all sorted just for the sake of your vlogs. I am sure Inshaallah by the time you read this comment you would be feeling better overall 🙏🤗 Regarding the increase in SPAM calls, i totally agree that they have gone up, i compare them to the villains in our Indian movie's, you block 4 spam numbers and 8 more new ones will spring up 😬🤔.
I am here by seeing your story and just wanted to be here for you 🥺 TBH Aanam I am also feeling that I am loosing myself you will not believe but I was watching your videos and my mood was up. You know everything Aanam, you taught me manythings about life. Just keep in mind one thing Aanam #wearfam is always there with you ❤ I won't say to stay strong because you are a brilliant humanbeing and you are strong enough to deal things , and don't explain much about your actions because people who understands you they will get you and others just leave them.Always sending you good jujus 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿. I know I appreciated praised Gerry so much but that is very less , He is a man everyone girl or women should have in their lives 😍. Congratulations 🤩 for nomination, taking baby steps soon you will get an award though you didn't get this time you deserve it from my view 🤩🤩😘 I go out with oil in my hair Aanam. And the spam calls yeah they are going up. No, we want unflaattering angles with Aanam 😅😂 I am also like G 🤣😂😅😅 Like if you read completely it's a very very lengthy comment of mine bro 😘😍🥰 Yours lovingly #Wearfam
Don't get me wrong .....but I feel that miscarriage is a sign from Almighty to turn to him, to follow the acts of worship mentioned in Holy Book!! May Allah SWT give you Hidaya sister !!!!
Absolute fan of long vlogs and very sorry for the emotional ride you gotta go through.... I do the same when it's time for pmsing like my mood swings very quickly and I will take all that venting and situation on my father 😕 poor soul he had to be patient 😐 Love to everyone on the other side... #wearfam
Hiii
Just thought of sharing this with you ..
I am 17 and last year I lost my mum to Breast Cancer. Everybody around me says it's gonna be okay .. we are here for you.. but tbh no one can actually replace the presence of her. There are days where I am like - no I dont need anybody in my life I am fine and there are days where I am crying like a two year old baby for mum. The sadest part is my grandfather expects me to behave like an adult and his own daughter talks to her parents for 1 hr and they say it's fine- " Mummy hi toh gayi hai ". It hurts but more than feeling hurt for myself I feel hurt for my brother who is just 12. It almost feels like a dream that there was this Aroushi who was carefree, didn't have any responsibilities and when I look at myself , I feel lost somewhere in the process of catering everything- be it my studies, brothers, house and the list is just never-ending.
Ik the pain of losing someone, even if you didn't spend a lot of time with at person 💔💔
More power to you Aanam ma'am
#Wearfam
Lots of love and strength to you Aroushi
Take care dear and mom is always with you. Just feel her and you will know she is taking care of you.❤
@@MJ_7993 thank you so much!!
@@PlanetPluto19 thank you soo much!!
All my love for you dearest Aroushi! How brave of you, Aroushi! More power and love to you!❤
Thank you Aanam for showing this truth with us. NGL I did ugly cry with you but you did show me the light at the end of the tunnel. I connect with you with you a whole lot now. Let me tell you one thing, I used to follow you a couple of years ago and I didn't connect but now as I am growing older and glowing I know why you share everything and I truly appreciate you for being you. Thank you ❤️ May God bless you 🧿🥺
The fact that you’re as real as you are is the best part about you Aanam. Some days are good days, other days are struggle bus central. You have helped built a community on the internet that’s full of genuinely nice and loving people and it’s important for everyone to know that everybody has bad days and that’s alright. No one has it all together all the time, nor do they need to. Sending you lots of love always. Hope that your back gets better soon dearest❤
#WEARfam
Love your transparency, AC! So therapeutic to listen to you ❤
This is such an honest Vlog, just loved it! Honestly, I cried along when you did 😢 Life cannot be perfect and rosy and happy all the time and I do feel you! Been there, felt that, most of the times ❤ Kudos to you for being so raw and real ❤
Eyebrow thingy 😂😂😂😂 we've all done that at some point of time in our lives!!
And coming to geyser thing, I'm that person! 🙈🙈 not geyser per say, but I leave the heater in the bucket on for almost like 45 mins cuz I'm that person who takes flaming hot showers even in summers 🙈🙈 Weird ik but I'm like that 😂 can't help! Trying to change that habit though 🐥🙈
Such lovely and wholesome vlog this is ❤❤❤❤ Love youuuu!! #WearFam 💗🧿
Please have an MRI of your lower back. Same thing happened to me. I couldn't dance at my brother's marriage later. I found out I had disc bulge. Take care. Love, how honest you are❤❤
Please dont cry..watching you crying like this makes me sad…I understand when you said that not feeling urself is worst..i know how it feels..u r real nd beautiful inside out…nd yes trust the process…lots of love nd positive vibes❤️
Here for 45 min vlogssssss 🎉
This has been by far my FAVORITE vlog! You showed all your emotions and were so honest with your feelings. You HAVE to be the BEST vlogger over there in India!! I live in Chicago and yes, I will put oil in my hair and still go do my errands. We have the same vision prescription! I have to say, Gerry is a wonderful husband! He is so sweet! You are a wonderful inspiration for so many of us!
Later in the vlog I saw you crying...please vent out as much as you want and don't feel sorry. No sympathy nothing.just love ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Hi aanam,
I’ve been a follower from your wedding vlogs but have never commented. Just wanted to say one thing is that it’s ok to have an emotional breakdown things will be alright trust the process. And take one day at a time.
I'm a new subscriber
And I love your videos ❤❤❤
When I get time I watch your old videos that I missed♥️
Sending you so much of love and prayers! ❤️🔥♥️
Loved how honest you were in this vlog :) could you pls share the ampoule you are using on hair
Anam i have been following you ever since you started vlogging but never really commented, i have always been a die hard fan of yours, love the way how organic you are and you are so inspiring, just wanted to share this with you, since you were a little emotional, which is totally ok to le it out. My dad just got diagnosed with stage 4 Cancer and every moment I cry like insane, it's so devastating, n on the top of it going through my own baby struggle, it's ok to vent out. Take care, loads of love
Sometimes, it's okay to cry out and deal with the pain and discomfort you are feeling... you are human, you have gone through too much pain in the last few days with health and sudden big changes have overwhelmed you ... take help, just pause for a while, and then when you feel okay, you can start ... vloging and your work .❤❤❤❤
will catch up on all the vlogs today... finally papers over🥳✨
missed watching your wholesome vlogs🥺
Hi Anam! Hope you are doing great! Love your vlogs. ❤️ the curler machine has a stand which needs to be put down while curling your hair.
Absolute fan of long vlogs and very sorry for the emotional ride you gotta go through.... I do the same when it's time for pmsing like my mood swings very quickly and I will take all that venting and situation on my father 😕 poor soul he had to be patient 😐 Love to everyone on the other side... #wearfam
Didn't realise when the vlog ended and it was already 43 minutes ❤❤
Seeing you from the Lowest to the chirpiest by the end of the vlog feels really good and does bring the hope that hard times will definitely pass❤ by .... More power and love to you
Sending you love Aanam ❤️
hey aanam ik i don't comment often but just its safe place for all us..love you for being so raw and real with us. uk watching ur vlogs inspire me alot and know that we all are strong .lots of love and support to you and gerry .....and good juju
Hugs Anam!
Have loved you and Gerard always! ❤
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All the love and power to you Aanam❤️ One day at a time :) You will get there….
My geyser has an indicator that hoes green once the water is hot so that's when I know I can use water .
20 minutes is too much for geyser but I guess that doesn't take extra electricity because most geyser have auto turn off once water is hot .
Atleast mine works like that .
Cry whenever you feel like , cry as much as you want to ... crying is a good way to release the bad feelings.
Never ever feel bad for being a cry baby , it's how a normal human function.
You're going through a lot so cry and release and feel better .
You're strong you don't need to prove it by hiding your tears from camera
You will be fine very soon....sending good juju
Ur brow incident reminds me of mine when I was 9 years old ... I was fascinated by seeing my mom threading her eyebrows I thought why not I do my own brows.. 9 years old me took a kichen scissors cut the middle of eyebrow with lil nits of hair and that also was for one brow ... I went to school with that my friends were like whats that ? Me being me, I said this is the Latest style I saw in the parlour I influenced 6 more girls to do that then our parents were called as I told them half shaved and pink brows were a trend so they crayon crushed them in the oil and dyed brows with that🤣
Girl!!! You wild.😂
Thank you for always showing the real aanam to us❤.. seeing you today made me wana come hug you cuz i was emotional when i seen u cry… thank you for showing us that behind the camera too ppl have a life which may not always be rosy… at the end we all are humans created by god❤
Thank you for keeping it real Aanam ❤️
Not one life is perfect. Totally totally agree with you on this. I am going thru exactly the same thing for what you are crying for. The same reason. Itssssssssssssss worssssssssssst phase
Nobody has it all, if it was we wouldn't be ourselves too right!!?? Nothing gets better but we learn to deal and we heal❤ #wearfam take care ❤
Hey Anam just a suggestion it will help u out as u mentioned u have high power in both the eyes plzzzz get done laser eye treatment trust me I wore specs for around 9 years the day I got my laser done my life is easiest.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Love, love!
Stay strong anam❤️ i know it’s easier saying that.. but i hope you get everything you want sending you veryyyy good energy ❤️
🙏🏾❤️
I understand how you feel Aanam di! You will heal but dont be so hard on you. Keep going and you will surpass this time as well. Sending you good positive vibes❤️ take care!
Lots of love🫰🏻🥰
Thank you so much 😊
No sympathy, just more & more power to you!😊 #wearfam
hey annam, I love you top, you are wearing in the clip at 21:11, could you please share the details?
lots of love and strength xoxo
I put the geyser on for more than 30 minutes oops. I think I'm team gerry for this one hehe
Ayyo!
Lot of love 💖😘 take care of yourself
Aanam I am the one who keeps the geyser on for long 😂 and my husband is like, save the electricity
Soo much energy and light and love your way, Aanam ma'am ❤️🌠🌸🧿 #Always gonna be a #WEARFam member💖🤞
Thank you ♡
Aanam big tight hug and lots of good wishes coming your way :*
thank you! 🤗
Perfect time..
Enjoying with dinner
Hey aanam please use the pilgrim rednysl serum .. it works wonders for hair loss. And organic rosemary oil. Nothing else have worked for me.
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Saw this video today on 14th August 2023, way after you have posted it on You Tube. I like how transparent you are with your followers and don't pretend to have it all sorted just for the sake of your vlogs. I am sure Inshaallah by the time you read this comment you would be feeling better overall 🙏🤗 Regarding the increase in SPAM calls, i totally agree that they have gone up, i compare them to the villains in our Indian movie's, you block 4 spam numbers and 8 more new ones will spring up 😬🤔.
Hii aanam... where's your eye glasses from??? Don't forget you are a cutie 🥰 #wearfam
Yes i do step out with oil tho i don't like oiling
I am here by seeing your story and just wanted to be here for you 🥺
TBH Aanam I am also feeling that I am loosing myself you will not believe but I was watching your videos and my mood was up.
You know everything Aanam, you taught me manythings about life.
Just keep in mind one thing Aanam #wearfam is always there with you ❤
I won't say to stay strong because you are a brilliant humanbeing and you are strong enough to deal things , and don't explain much about your actions because people who understands you they will get you and others just leave them.Always sending you good jujus 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿.
I know I appreciated praised Gerry so much but that is very less , He is a man everyone girl or women should have in their lives 😍.
Congratulations 🤩 for nomination, taking baby steps soon you will get an award though you didn't get this time you deserve it from my view 🤩🤩😘
I go out with oil in my hair Aanam.
And the spam calls yeah they are going up.
No, we want unflaattering angles with Aanam 😅😂
I am also like G 🤣😂😅😅
Like if you read completely it's a very very lengthy comment of mine bro 😘😍🥰
Yours lovingly
#Wearfam
Hey plz talk more about the prp.. and that minoxidil that u r applying..plz.. plz.. I need it.. am too loosing lot of hair
All my love and good juju Anam, hope you feel like yourself soon
🙏🏾💖
But also I’m team 8pm 🙋🏻♀️🙋🏻♀️🙋🏻♀️ 🙊
My both parents 😂 are like that they wanna keep geyser on for good 30 mins
The spam calls have really gone up I agree with that as nearly get 100 calls a day😐 and by end of day I am tired of it 😅
#wearfam
Dude totalll movie vibes! I loveed thiss vlog❤️
#WearFam
Why u r wearing so many whites nowadays? Any specific reason?
di when you announce the giveaway surprise u talked in previous vlog🥺
Don't get me wrong .....but I feel that miscarriage is a sign from Almighty to turn to him, to follow the acts of worship mentioned in Holy Book!! May Allah SWT give you Hidaya sister !!!!
Absolute fan of long vlogs and very sorry for the emotional ride you gotta go through.... I do the same when it's time for pmsing like my mood swings very quickly and I will take all that venting and situation on my father 😕 poor soul he had to be patient 😐 Love to everyone on the other side... #wearfam