I was able to meet Holly when she did meet & greets during her Peep Show days....the first words out of her mouth was a compliment towards me. She is truly a sweet person and it came across in her energy. I will always love her xo
Holly is literally the OG Girl's Next Door. She's so wholesome and I give her props for telling her story and inspiring other women. Goes to show $ is not everything and doesn't make you happy long term
@@princessriley3335 I agree I think she has a strict regime and eats well, hydrates. She’s literal perfection and everything she does, she does well. She still looks 25.
Holly.. I just finished your book on Audible. I do not think I would have appreciated the book as much if I would have just read it. Hearing the emotion from you reading your book on Audible made the book come to life. I'm so proud of you for escaping the years of abuse and being able to share your experiences with others. You are a class act. You truly are a survivor. Thank you for taking the time to be so vulnerable. There are so many people you have helped and will never know. You have always been important and please keep going. You matter and your story matters!
“Didn’t want us to feel like we were pretty enough or good enough, always wanted us to feel like we had an inferiority complex so he could have control”. This happens 👏🏼 all 👏🏼 the 👏🏼 time 👏🏼 ladies 👏🏼. Thank you for sharing such an insightful experience Holly! Men will never ever know what to do with a woman who is strong, attractive, beautiful on the inside and out, ever! Get your own coin ladies while you’re young and then move onward! 🖤
I think when a woman is confident in herself, it creates fear in INSECURE men that they can easily be replaced so they try to give you an inferiority complex to make you stay. The tricky part is that it starts with really tiny comments here or there then years later your confidence is goneeee.
I met her at the Mansion. I was invited for movie night. Holly was so kind and genuine. And open never feeling she was better than anyone. She is beautiful inside and out I feel b
Thanks for sharing Marissa! I was just arguing with someone on a different channel about this very thing. I figured she was genuine and honest 👍💜 and now I know for sure! Love Holly bunches and bunches💚
I always thought it was strange how he wouldn’t ever give you the pictorial or make you playmates of the months or whatever. I think the reason he did that was exactly what you said but also because he wanted you all to be known as a trio so if one person left it wouldn’t be the same and they would be the villain for breaking up the trio! Another form of control and gaslighting basically
It’s funny when I was younger I didn’t know how the pictorials worked and I was under the impression Holly was the number 1 girl. (She is in my book)Thouht the three of them were in the magazine all the time lol\Like they could have done such epic editorials with the girls , they deserved it. I don’t think playboy would have been as big in the 00s without the girls.
@@DylanRomanov Totally agree. If they were featured separately in the magazine once a year and as the 3some once a year I really think the sales would've gone up a decent percentage. They each had a following and because of the show it would have been easy to find a smart spin on it. That baffles me however it was likely one reason the magazine went under. They didn't really want to do new things. I'm no expert though, lol. I really only know what I know from watching the show and what Holly has said. It isn't like I had a subscription...probably only seen a few pics in a magazine throughout my life. 😂 So...yeah. I still think that would've been a good idea but like I said, I'm no expert.
I am 35 virgin and for all women ugly ok well for almost 70% even though i am good decent average and nothing bad in my face like big ear or nose or scar. I was laughed at, humilaited, sabotaged or looked down at with words or actions. And this ugly old 80year guy fucked all women everday all day long 20x sex a day and they did it willingly while I would never get anyhting
whatever experience you felt in the mansion is your experience, and you are 100% entitled to share it and feel it. it has had a significant impact on you enough to talk about it and it will help you to heal x i think you are brave speaking up, you deserve to speak your truth and you deserve to grow and heal from it too xx sending you lots of cosmic love holly 💗💗
I love your Q&A videos! I would love to see Bridget join you in a video eventually - whether it be a Q&A, or just a regular video, possibly talking about spooky stuff 👻
This must have been so hard on you. Maybe just talk next about how you were able to get your self esteem back and did you ever see a counselor or read about book. Etc. you’re so together now and I can’t imagine how your self esteem could take a hit after this mess
Thank you for being so honest and brave enough to speak about the going on's in the mansion. In a way it was one of the best things you've every done for yourself going to live at the mansion. But, at a high cost of sanity, self esteem, and emotional rollercoaster. I'm so glad you got the hell out of there when you did. Many high vibrations and love to you Holly. 🙏🏼❤
Being honest about your trauma is very inspiring. I try to be honest and open about my traumas but it can be overwhelming and intimidating. However the more I hear about everyone's experiences and healing processes, the easier it gets to not feel embarrassed about certain situations I've been in. Thanks again for your honesty.
I think a lot more women have been through tramatic experiences than what is recorded and we should support each other more! I'm sure sharing your story will help others too!
Honestly Holly you’re so brave! A lot of people would just tough it out to get a payday at the mansion and you set such a good example to put yourself first. So happy you got to experience your life.
i loved girls next door ….. initially i always loved bridget, still do… but then i always found i wanted to hug you for some reason, i could honestly feel your anxiety on many episodes ….. i wanted to tell you to run far far away xx i found i always wanted to see your growth first and you became my favourite 👍 you are a beautiful, unique, independent and creative woman … i’m so glad you have found you again xx you deserve so much more happiness than that 🙌🙌💗💗 authentic living is a beautiful thing …. never change lovely xxx
It's so weird, that people are so misogynistic, to lash out at you. Even with the emotional, and mental abuse that you had endured. That situation, seems so traumatizing. It's a huge relief that you made it out ok.
Holly LITERALLY saved my life in 2007. I left a very sick situation and walked away from home and my family. I had no support because he was SOOO charming in front of other people. But nobody knew what happened psychological abuse is so much worse than physical abuse but somebody that loves you won’t do either. The camaraderie of the girls that was a reminder of what it was like when I had friends before I was isolated and I felt like I was there but I didn’t know that There were dark sides. And it was the right time at the right place in my life and I remember the show I believe it was followed by 16 kids and counting the Duggar family. Hollywood, I love you I’m so glad you’re doing these UA-cam videos so you can save more lives like mine
They always are, my ex was always described as "top bloke" "ah, he's lovely" but he terrorised me mentally. I'm glad you got out, hope you are thriving x
@@hayleyd8933 thank you for your response. It happened when I was 23-25. I’m 38 now and did AMAZING things when I left in 2007. I got to start over from nothing and I don’t know if I can just thank the universe or the time and place I was in at the time but three months later I was traveling to different countries and making friends and mending relationships. One of the hardest things I ever did but either he was going to kill me or I would have killed myself. Coming up on 8 years, happily married, and totally changed my entire approach until I found the one, without looking. I suppose that was more information than you were really interested in but it was nice to see this comment and think about it. Sending love to you and yours from Orlando Florida, Heather
@@hayleyd8933 thank you for your response. It happened when I was 23-25. I’m 38 now and did AMAZING things when I left in 2007. I got to start over from nothing and I don’t know if I can just thank the universe or the time and place I was in at the time but three months later I was traveling to different countries and making friends and mending relationships. One of the hardest things I ever did but either he was going to kill me or I would have killed myself. Coming up on 8 years, happily married, and totally changed my entire approach until I found the one, without looking. I suppose that was more information than you were really interested in but it was nice to see this comment and think about it. Sending love to you and yours from Orlando Florida, Heather
I read it in a day, I honestly couldn't put it down. Thankyou for being so open and honest with us Holly, it is so nice to see you looking happy and glowing 💛🌻🌞
Holly, thank you for sharing your experience, & being so open & honest. You are helping other women who are going through similar situations. Thanks for this video. You have answered many questions that I had. We all wondered but didn't have any idea what was really going on in the mansion. It takes a very strong woman to come forward.
I really admire you Holly for being honest about your experience at the mansion. You show the other side a lot of people didn’t see the struggle to get out when you did. I hope you write another book on how you conquered it all. 🥰
Holly is legit the only real woman in Hollywood - not trying to make everything look and sound perfect. It's so refreshing, and you answered my question! I hope you have healed from the Mansion experience, and if not fully healed, then I hope the crystals are helping.
I’m sooo happy you got out of those relationships, got married and had children. There was no reason to “guilt” you. He stole very valuable years from you. Better stuff does come along!
I have been binging all of the content from GND in the last weeks… and watched the A&E thing … listened to your incredible book. You should be proud to of spoken your truth when you did … and know that you’re continuing to heal, learn and grow. You’re no longer the only person talking about this… I hope that brings you peace and a sense of accomplishment knowing that you blazed a trail to talk about it
I recently repurchased your album through audible absolutely love it! I fall asleep to your voice often lol and the Little voices you do for everyone cracks me up
When I was 19 I dated a 49 yr old and a lot of what u say about the paranoid, controlling, and narcissistic personality is so familiar to me. It takes a very confident old man to even go after someone so young and then after they get them, they know that inevitably the relationship will end. It’s so familiar-not as bad bc the world wasn’t watching and he didn’t have as much power. But when I left I had to move out of state. He had money and would use it to harass and try to isolate me. I’m glad ur talking about it. It’s helpful to know I wasn’t the only one bamboozled and can forgive my younger self a little more.
When you said the part about feeling like you couldn’t be yourself and people trying to take the little parts that you felt made you you… I felt that! I’ve been in similar scenarios and it really can cause someone to be very protective over their interest and more unique personality traits.
I watched GND growing up and I just finished reading your book. I was wrong about you, and I appreciate you sharing your story with us! I’m in my 20s and your story is giving me the strength to be confident and to find my best self just like you did! So happy to see you’re doing great in life! 💖
Whats up Holly, just subed I had no idea you had a youtube channel so im here to support from here on out, I think your beautiful and thank you for being you.
Oh and this quote of yours; 'Just remember, if you haven’t made it to your physical goal yet, it’s because you’re a boss with a million things going on and you are probably killing it more than you think you are.' Is the best one ever, it gives me goosebumps all the time, because you're such a honest, down to earth person! Would you please show us in a vlog what things you do in a week or month to stay in shape?
When you came to the last part, you became so real. I totally get the humiliation, good for you getting past that. A lot of us women go through that, but on a much less grandious way.💜
I’ve listened to a lot of your content and I think you do a great job acknowledging what was gained with your experience with playboy versus the price you had to pay. You don’t come across as ungrateful, but imo realistic and genuine. Thank you!!
Please please please talk about the girls next door book I've been rewatching the series and I can't wait to see the documentary coming out I know you're not completely excited but I'm so happy women are coming forward and telling their stories. Sending love, good vibes and support 💕
I always related to you so much when the show was on the air. I was young, ambitious, and very naïve but also so full of love and life! And I agree with you completely, life is full of lessons and I wouldn’t change a single thing on my journey as well. You are very empathetic, feminine, girly, pure hearted, positive, and a child at heart ❤️ just like myself! You’re a beautiful brave soul Holly and I adore you 🥰
I was always curious of the timing between meeting he who shall not be named, dressing as him in that New Orleans episode, and having that night in Vegas with room service dinner.
I'm sooo happy for you today Holly. I always liked you on the show and I could see your unhappiness. Proud of where you are today with your own family. Good luck to you Doll!! ❤💋❤💋
I love you girl i saw the pain in your eyes when describing the sex. Honey your so strong. I was raped when i was 18 , went to trial was beat down by the system and emotionallly. Only to have it be a hung jury. I had a nervous breakdown after. Here i am now 37 a mom and still healing. When you need to let it out let it out never doubt what you went through is wrong. Sending good thoughts and healing your way . Love you ive always thought you were a wonderful person. 💎
Sarah I am so sorry. That’s so messed up. Our justice system fails so many victims or causes as much trauma as the incident itself. Your story is heartbreaking. I hope and pray that you’re ok. It’s great to hear that you’re a Mommy too😍
Holly....read "Rabbit Hole", am reading "Diaries" and have great empathy for you. I think your books do help people deal with life issues and women's empowerment and growth. Please consider a video on Modeling politics, expectations, professional do's and don'ts
I’m getting ready to start rabbit hole! I’ve never been with anyone famous, but literally every relationship I’ve ever been in besides my current one has been with someone significantly older than me and they were/are typically prominent members of the community. Even when I was a teenager. I’m almost 25 and now I’m starting to realize just how *wrong* a lot of that was. Like my bf has helped me realize a lot of this too. I feel like I can really relate to Holly on some level with that.
Holly, you are so remarkable! Thank you for sharing your story. It seriously resonates with me and I understand having things like that that are difficult to talk about. Your bravery helps others, please know that. I come from some similar situations and cultures as you and haven’t shared my story yet. So thank you for being a voice. 💕
Holly, I just finished your book Down The Rabbit Hole. The book was a great read, it was honest and tasteful. I just ordered your other two books and I can't wait to read them!
I read both of your books. I couldn't put the book down. It was so good and interesting. Please write more books. You were so honest and open. I admire that in you Holly.
It's so cool to see and hear ya still 🙌 loved the show and I'm super glad you came out and shared your truth I don't think a lot of people do and it's just better to share your perspective than what people expect. I'll be out in Vegas next week! Love ya Holly! 🙌☮
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH for sharing YOUR TRUTH! So many people are stuck in relationships like you were and sharing your story validates for so many others that they arent crazy, and there is hope for a better life.
I actually just finished listening to the audio book. A1! So interesting , I felt like I was experiencing it with you. I was sad when it ended. You need another book of life updates.
I think you’re a beautiful person. And I love that you’re such a Disney geek. I don’t think it’s possible to do that situation without letting it affect you no matter how much you are aware. It would probably actually be worse the more you understood.
Awe🖤 thanks for continuing to share your story. I understand the frustration and hurt of the negativity one gets from being honest about such things. But its so great that you and others do it anyway. If a small group of people are helped in some way then it's totally worth it in my experience.
I just received my book in the mail ! It’s been only since Friday and I am in love with it! You did an amazing job! I don’t love to read but this one !
Honestly girl I feel like you and I are friends in another life. You’ve been through such a mindfuck but came out the other end so firmly planted in your individuality. Power👏🏽ful 👏🏽 Love finding these videos, keep doing your thing.
So crazy to me that someone could make you feel like you’re not pretty enough. 🙁 You’re literally the prettiest girl that’s ever been in Playboy. 🖤 You’re a classic beauty and most of us could only dream of looking anything like you.
I’m going to guess no. Holly seems like the type when she’s done she’s done and in my opinion has there not been contractual obligations she would have stopped having interactions with him sooner.
Just because the road you took and everything you had to go through led you to all the good things you have today doesn't mean it was fair or it wasn't traumatizing. It isn't fair. You shouldn't have to deal with different abuses. Also, I don't know that many people who are as happy as they claim to be or portray themselves to be. We all want to convince people we're okay. We want to convince ourselves too. When we finally say we are not fine so many people say they don't understand. How can you not understand? We are human.
Hi Holly! It’s Debbie a.k.a. Muppet Lashes, I just want to say thank you for being as honest and candid as you are. And I think you are an amazing wonderful beautiful down to earth person. I wasn’t a fan of girls next door but I totally understand where you’re coming from I also was in a narcissistic relationship and it is horrible and I’m so glad that you’re out of that and that you found love!
God I feel so bad! Hearing you discuss the sexual aspect of that relationship, that’s horrible! And I’m sorry you had to go through that and narcissistic relationships for some reason sexually they always want you to do things that you don’t want to do I kind of feel like they want to humiliate and embarrass their partner!
I was able to meet Holly when she did meet & greets during her Peep Show days....the first words out of her mouth was a compliment towards me. She is truly a sweet person and it came across in her energy. I will always love her xo
Aww, I'm not surprised at all! That sounds just how I picture Holly. ♥️
She really is just so genuine and sweet. And SMART. That and she’s a great speaker, she never even says “um” haha. Love ya Holly!
Agreed. She’s a sweet person. I would love to meet and talk to her!
Agreed. I met her during those days too and the first thing she did was compliment my outfit. Such a sweet person
lol 😝
Holly is literally the OG Girl's Next Door. She's so wholesome and I give her props for telling her story and inspiring other women. Goes to show $ is not everything and doesn't make you happy long term
So sorry you had to deal with the bad stuff . But it makes us who we are today.. 🤣🤣 hopefully better Much love ❤
I’m fully convinced Holly will never age
Agree!
Same lmao
I think she has a strict routine and that consistency keeps her skin healthy and hydrated. She has some videos on her food intake.
@@princessriley3335 I agree I think she has a strict regime and eats well, hydrates. She’s literal perfection and everything she does, she does well. She still looks 25.
Right?! She’ll be 80 and still look like this. She’s a timeless beauty!
Holly.. I just finished your book on Audible. I do not think I would have appreciated the book as much if I would have just read it. Hearing the emotion from you reading your book on Audible made the book come to life. I'm so proud of you for escaping the years of abuse and being able to share your experiences with others. You are a class act. You truly are a survivor. Thank you for taking the time to be so vulnerable. There are so many people you have helped and will never know. You have always been important and please keep going. You matter and your story matters!
“Didn’t want us to feel like we were pretty enough or good enough, always wanted us to feel like we had an inferiority complex so he could have control”. This happens 👏🏼 all 👏🏼 the 👏🏼 time 👏🏼 ladies 👏🏼. Thank you for sharing such an insightful experience Holly! Men will never ever know what to do with a woman who is strong, attractive, beautiful on the inside and out, ever! Get your own coin ladies while you’re young and then move onward! 🖤
Yes ❤️🙌🙌
Don’t you notice that the men that can’t handle the strength in a woman usually are “annoyed” by us? 🌬
I think when a woman is confident in herself, it creates fear in INSECURE men that they can easily be replaced so they try to give you an inferiority complex to make you stay. The tricky part is that it starts with really tiny comments here or there then years later your confidence is goneeee.
Love how bubbly and natural Holly always is.
I met her at the Mansion. I was invited for movie night. Holly was so kind and genuine. And open never feeling she was better than anyone. She is beautiful inside and out I feel b
Thanks for sharing Marissa! I was just arguing with someone on a different channel about this very thing. I figured she was genuine and honest 👍💜 and now I know for sure! Love Holly bunches and bunches💚
The impromptu Criss Angel accent was everything
Love how she does the voices in the book too.
The best part lol
haha I died laughing - that was brilliant !
I always thought it was strange how he wouldn’t ever give you the pictorial or make you playmates of the months or whatever. I think the reason he did that was exactly what you said but also because he wanted you all to be known as a trio so if one person left it wouldn’t be the same and they would be the villain for breaking up the trio! Another form of control and gaslighting basically
It’s funny when I was younger I didn’t know how the pictorials worked and I was under the impression Holly was the number 1 girl. (She is in my book)Thouht the three of them were in the magazine all the time lol\Like they could have done such epic editorials with the girls , they deserved it. I don’t think playboy would have been as big in the 00s without the girls.
@@DylanRomanov Totally agree. If they were featured separately in the magazine once a year and as the 3some once a year I really think the sales would've gone up a decent percentage. They each had a following and because of the show it would have been easy to find a smart spin on it. That baffles me however it was likely one reason the magazine went under. They didn't really want to do new things. I'm no expert though, lol. I really only know what I know from watching the show and what Holly has said. It isn't like I had a subscription...probably only seen a few pics in a magazine throughout my life. 😂 So...yeah. I still think that would've been a good idea but like I said, I'm no expert.
I am 35 virgin and for all women ugly ok well for almost 70% even though i am good decent average and nothing bad in my face like big ear or nose or scar. I was laughed at, humilaited, sabotaged or looked down at with words or actions.
And this ugly old 80year guy fucked all women everday all day long 20x sex a day and they did it willingly while I would never get anyhting
whatever experience you felt in the mansion is your experience, and you are 100% entitled to share it and feel it. it has had a significant impact on you enough to talk about it and it will help you to heal x i think you are brave speaking up, you deserve to speak your truth and you deserve to grow and heal from it too xx sending you lots of cosmic love holly 💗💗
I love your Q&A videos! I would love to see Bridget join you in a video eventually - whether it be a Q&A, or just a regular video, possibly talking about spooky stuff 👻
Me too
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Commenting so she sees this hopefully lol
I came looking for the real truth. This was the cute version🤣
This must have been so hard on you. Maybe just talk next about how you were able to get your self esteem back and did you ever see a counselor or read about book. Etc. you’re so together now and I can’t imagine how your self esteem could take a hit after this mess
Thank you for being so honest and brave enough to speak about the going on's in the mansion. In a way it was one of the best things you've every done for yourself going to live at the mansion. But, at a high cost of sanity, self esteem, and emotional rollercoaster. I'm so glad you got the hell out of there when you did. Many high vibrations and love to you Holly. 🙏🏼❤
Being honest about your trauma is very inspiring. I try to be honest and open about my traumas but it can be overwhelming and intimidating. However the more I hear about everyone's experiences and healing processes, the easier it gets to not feel embarrassed about certain situations I've been in. Thanks again for your honesty.
I think a lot more women have been through tramatic experiences than what is recorded and we should support each other more! I'm sure sharing your story will help others too!
Honestly Holly you’re so brave! A lot of people would just tough it out to get a payday at the mansion and you set such a good example to put yourself first. So happy you got to experience your life.
i loved girls next door ….. initially i always loved bridget, still do… but then i always found i wanted to hug you for some reason, i could honestly feel your anxiety on many episodes ….. i wanted to tell you to run far far away xx i found i always wanted to see your growth first and you became my favourite 👍
you are a beautiful, unique, independent and creative woman … i’m so glad you have found you again xx you deserve so much more happiness than that 🙌🙌💗💗 authentic living is a beautiful thing …. never change lovely xxx
You seem like such a kind person :)
@@MS-rs6od thank you, i like to spread a little positivity in this often cruel world x
Oh my gosh! If you have all your dancing with the stars outfits, do a video where you try them on and recount some memories from that time! 💃🏼
It's so weird, that people are so misogynistic, to lash out at you. Even with the emotional, and mental abuse that you had endured. That situation, seems so traumatizing. It's a huge relief that you made it out ok.
Omg girl you look same or even better when you were in the serie, wow stunning than ever
Holly LITERALLY saved my life in 2007. I left a very sick situation and walked away from home and my family. I had no support because he was SOOO charming in front of other people. But nobody knew what happened psychological abuse is so much worse than physical abuse but somebody that loves you won’t do either. The camaraderie of the girls that was a reminder of what it was like when I had friends before I was isolated and I felt like I was there but I didn’t know that There were dark sides. And it was the right time at the right place in my life and I remember the show I believe it was followed by 16 kids and counting the Duggar family. Hollywood, I love you I’m so glad you’re doing these UA-cam videos so you can save more lives like mine
They always are, my ex was always described as "top bloke" "ah, he's lovely" but he terrorised me mentally. I'm glad you got out, hope you are thriving x
@@hayleyd8933 thank you for your response. It happened when I was 23-25. I’m 38 now and did AMAZING things when I left in 2007. I got to start over from nothing and I don’t know if I can just thank the universe or the time and place I was in at the time but three months later I was traveling to different countries and making friends and mending relationships. One of the hardest things I ever did but either he was going to kill me or I would have killed myself. Coming up on 8 years, happily married, and totally changed my entire approach until I found the one, without looking. I suppose that was more information than you were really interested in but it was nice to see this comment and think about it. Sending love to you and yours from Orlando Florida, Heather
@@hayleyd8933 thank you for your response. It happened when I was 23-25. I’m 38 now and did AMAZING things when I left in 2007. I got to start over from nothing and I don’t know if I can just thank the universe or the time and place I was in at the time but three months later I was traveling to different countries and making friends and mending relationships. One of the hardest things I ever did but either he was going to kill me or I would have killed myself. Coming up on 8 years, happily married, and totally changed my entire approach until I found the one, without looking. I suppose that was more information than you were really interested in but it was nice to see this comment and think about it. Sending love to you and yours from Orlando Florida, Heather
I read it in a day, I honestly couldn't put it down.
Thankyou for being so open and honest with us Holly, it is so nice to see you looking happy and glowing 💛🌻🌞
Holly, thank you for sharing your experience, & being so open & honest. You are helping other women who are going through similar situations. Thanks for this video. You have answered many questions that I had. We all wondered but didn't have any idea what was really going on in the mansion.
It takes a very strong woman to come forward.
I just finished "Down The Rabbit Hole" and it made me love Holly even more!!!!! And I absolutely love the friendship she built with Bridget 👯♀️💗
Holly, you and Bridget were always my favs!! I appreciate your sincerity and authenticity, best of luck to you and your family!!💖💖
I really admire you Holly for being honest about your experience at the mansion. You show the other side a lot of people didn’t see the struggle to get out when you did. I hope you write another book on how you conquered it all. 🥰
Holly is legit the only real woman in Hollywood - not trying to make everything look and sound perfect. It's so refreshing, and you answered my question! I hope you have healed from the Mansion experience, and if not fully healed, then I hope the crystals are helping.
Holly you are so brave for speaking out!! I see more books in your future. You are helping other women. Keep spreading awareness.
I’m sooo happy you got out of those relationships, got married and had children. There was no reason to “guilt” you. He stole very valuable years from you. Better stuff does come along!
I have been binging all of the content from GND in the last weeks… and watched the A&E thing … listened to your incredible book. You should be proud to of spoken your truth when you did … and know that you’re continuing to heal, learn and grow. You’re no longer the only person talking about this… I hope that brings you peace and a sense of accomplishment knowing that you blazed a trail to talk about it
I'd love to see you be interviewed by H3H3. You give such insightful information and show you can overcome anything.
I recently repurchased your album through audible absolutely love it! I fall asleep to your voice often lol and the Little voices you do for everyone cracks me up
Appreciate your authenticity, Holly!
It is not easy to talk about traumatic experiences. 🖤🖤🖤
When I was 19 I dated a 49 yr old and a lot of what u say about the paranoid, controlling, and narcissistic personality is so familiar to me. It takes a very confident old man to even go after someone so young and then after they get them, they know that inevitably the relationship will end. It’s so familiar-not as bad bc the world wasn’t watching and he didn’t have as much power. But when I left I had to move out of state. He had money and would use it to harass and try to isolate me. I’m glad ur talking about it. It’s helpful to know I wasn’t the only one bamboozled and can forgive my younger self a little more.
When you said the part about feeling like you couldn’t be yourself and people trying to take the little parts that you felt made you you… I felt that! I’ve been in similar scenarios and it really can cause someone to be very protective over their interest and more unique personality traits.
I watched GND growing up and I just finished reading your book. I was wrong about you, and I appreciate you sharing your story with us! I’m in my 20s and your story is giving me the strength to be confident and to find my best self just like you did! So happy to see you’re doing great in life! 💖
Thank you for being honest about your story at the mansion & shinning the light on how it was not so glamorous.
You’re such an amazing soul for rescuing dogs!
You've grown so much. It's going to be amazing to see where you are at in five more years. 🤗
Holly, your two books are literally my favorite. I re-read them from time to time! So happy you did this video, amazing!!
Whats up Holly, just subed I had no idea you had a youtube channel so im here to support from here on out, I think your beautiful and thank you for being you.
Would love to see a skincare video talking about products facials and filler and such because your skin is flawless and has not aged !
Listening to your book for the second time. Your voice is just so relaxing, I always listen when I go to sleep.
Oh and this quote of yours; 'Just remember, if you haven’t made it to your physical goal yet, it’s because you’re a boss with a million things going on and you are probably killing it more than you think you are.' Is the best one ever, it gives me goosebumps all the time, because you're such a honest, down to earth person! Would you please show us in a vlog what things you do in a week or month to stay in shape?
When you came to the last part, you became so real. I totally get the humiliation, good for you getting past that. A lot of us women go through that, but on a much less grandious way.💜
Hi Holly! Adore you! Love your videos and books! Thanks so much for sharing with us.
I’ve listened to a lot of your content and I think you do a great job acknowledging what was gained with your experience with playboy versus the price you had to pay. You don’t come across as ungrateful, but imo realistic and genuine. Thank you!!
Please please please talk about the girls next door book I've been rewatching the series and I can't wait to see the documentary coming out I know you're not completely excited but I'm so happy women are coming forward and telling their stories. Sending love, good vibes and support 💕
As this video progressed you got sadder and quieter as you told your story. Sending you a hug from Long Island.
Holly is naturally beautiful and a nice person. So glad to see her thrive after getting out of the destructive Playboy empire.
More Disney history and makeup please 😍
I always related to you so much when the show was on the air. I was young, ambitious, and very naïve but also so full of love and life! And I agree with you completely, life is full of lessons and I wouldn’t change a single thing on my journey as well. You are very empathetic, feminine, girly, pure hearted, positive, and a child at heart ❤️ just like myself! You’re a beautiful brave soul Holly and I adore you 🥰
I was always curious of the timing between meeting he who shall not be named, dressing as him in that New Orleans episode, and having that night in Vegas with room service dinner.
Yes same here!!!! I remember the episode where she dressed as him in New Orleans....I wonder if she already knew him or if they were dating.
Dressed as who?😯
@@sj6854 Criss Angel
Topless underneath lol. Go holly
@@flyingkitty9461 Peepshow!
We love you, Holly, you're so authentic. Keep shining xx
I'm sooo happy for you today Holly. I always liked you on the show and I could see your unhappiness. Proud of where you are today with your own family. Good luck to you Doll!! ❤💋❤💋
I love you girl i saw the pain in your eyes when describing the sex. Honey your so strong. I was raped when i was 18 , went to trial was beat down by the system and emotionallly. Only to have it be a hung jury. I had a nervous breakdown after. Here i am now 37 a mom and still healing. When you need to let it out let it out never doubt what you went through is wrong. Sending good thoughts and healing your way . Love you ive always thought you were a wonderful person. 💎
Sending you love! Wishing you healing and peace
Sarah I am so sorry. That’s so messed up. Our justice system fails so many victims or causes as much trauma as the incident itself. Your story is heartbreaking. I hope and pray that you’re ok. It’s great to hear that you’re a Mommy too😍
You are very strong.
Holly I think you're amazing! I've been in your shoes and I respect your honesty so much!
Holly....read "Rabbit Hole", am reading "Diaries" and have great empathy for you. I think your books do help people deal with life issues and women's empowerment and growth. Please consider a video on Modeling politics, expectations, professional do's and don'ts
I’m getting ready to start rabbit hole! I’ve never been with anyone famous, but literally every relationship I’ve ever been in besides my current one has been with someone significantly older than me and they were/are typically prominent members of the community. Even when I was a teenager. I’m almost 25 and now I’m starting to realize just how *wrong* a lot of that was. Like my bf has helped me realize a lot of this too. I feel like I can really relate to Holly on some level with that.
I enjoyed the show it was one of my favorites but I'm glad you learned so much and where you are now. ❤
Holly, you are so remarkable! Thank you for sharing your story. It seriously resonates with me and I understand having things like that that are difficult to talk about. Your bravery helps others, please know that. I come from some similar situations and cultures as you and haven’t shared my story yet. So thank you for being a voice. 💕
I love how honest and genuine she is 💜
You are such a natural at UA-cam! Would you consider doing a video on fashion advice? I've always really admired your style.
Holly, I just finished your book Down The Rabbit Hole. The book was a great read, it was honest and tasteful. I just ordered your other two books and I can't wait to read them!
I read both of your books. I couldn't put the book down. It was so good and interesting. Please write more books. You were so honest and open. I admire that in you Holly.
Wow! I need the book! Thanks for sharing. So glad you have your channel. You are so beautiful and talented.
ur so iconic i’m definitely getting the book!!! 💖✨
It's so cool to see and hear ya still 🙌 loved the show and I'm super glad you came out and shared your truth I don't think a lot of people do and it's just better to share your perspective than what people expect. I'll be out in Vegas next week! Love ya Holly! 🙌☮
I love listening to you talk you are so real and intelligent. Thank you for sharing your story even the parts that are challenging.
Holly I love both of your books. I have the audio version so I listen to them over and over !!
Enjoyed the Q & A 👍🏽🐰💯. Purchased the Ebook...hard copy was sold out during the debut. A wait list at the library too.
You're so emotionally intelligent. Thank you for sharing yourself with us.
I’ve finished the book and re-reading it again!
Holly, you are a fantastic author! Your books are very well written and interesting. Great job!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH for sharing YOUR TRUTH! So many people are stuck in relationships like you were and sharing your story validates for so many others that they arent crazy, and there is hope for a better life.
I actually just finished listening to the audio book. A1! So interesting , I felt like I was experiencing it with you. I was sad when it ended. You need another book of life updates.
@Lauren Smith omg thank you! I’m gonna check it out🙌🏻
It's been years and I still every once awhile put on down the rabbit hole and listen to it while I do my housework.
I think you’re a beautiful person. And I love that you’re such a Disney geek. I don’t think it’s possible to do that situation without letting it affect you no matter how much you are aware. It would probably actually be worse the more you understood.
I fluffin love you. Thank you for always keeping it real. You’ve always been and continue to be the best.
Ooo I’m excited for this! I just finished Down the Rabbit Hole a few weeks ago!
Awe🖤 thanks for continuing to share your story. I understand the frustration and hurt of the negativity one gets from being honest about such things. But its so great that you and others do it anyway. If a small group of people are helped in some way then it's totally worth it in my experience.
Outstanding Q&A! So interesting!
I just want to read the book over again it was such a good insight and it taught me a lot as well.
Love it ! Move back to Vegas ! We miss you over here
I just received my book in the mail ! It’s been only since Friday and I am in love with it! You did an amazing job! I don’t love to read but this one !
Honestly girl I feel like you and I are friends in another life. You’ve been through such a mindfuck but came out the other end so firmly planted in your individuality. Power👏🏽ful 👏🏽 Love finding these videos, keep doing your thing.
shes so cute!! hope you get time to relax busy bee!!
I love this video!! Thank you for sharing all the stories 💕💕😻
I loved your first book and I am looking forward to reading your second! Thanks for setting such a strong example for Women 💪🏼
I was a die hard GND fan and I love these videos. Thanks for doing them. ❤️
Can't ever not have this on repeat on my audio 📖❤️ love your character views
So crazy to me that someone could make you feel like you’re not pretty enough. 🙁 You’re literally the prettiest girl that’s ever been in Playboy. 🖤 You’re a classic beauty and most of us could only dream of looking anything like you.
Hey Holly did you ever get to go inside or see the Elvis room. I heard about it on a doc about the mansion. Is it true? Does it exist?
Also...what about the secret passage????!!! There was a hint of it during a scavenger hunt. But I need to know more about it!!!
Elvis was my late friends best friend. Elvis faked his death is now Pastor Bob Joyce out of Benton, Arkansas. You can see videos on YT.
@@Squeak61 is he still preying on teenage girls?
True! It's so sad that they almost demolished the mansion... There's so much secrets about it and we never going to actually know
@@Squeak61 /facepalm
If you were “allowed” do you think you would have went to visit him in his last days ?!
That’s a really good question!
I think not 🤣🤣🤣
I’m going to guess no. Holly seems like the type when she’s done she’s done and in my opinion has there not been contractual obligations she would have stopped having interactions with him sooner.
The best video Holly! Absolutely LOVE this
I loved your first book! Holly I hope you do another witchy video one day.
Damn love that you kept it real !! Haven’t read the second book but I will soon 🥲
I get so happy whenever I see you've uploaded!
I'm soooooooooooo jealous of your burlesque life!!!!! Goals!!!!! xo
I started watching Holly’s World (love it already) & I’m almost done with Vegas Diaries! Your nails are pretty btw ❤️
Just because the road you took and everything you had to go through led you to all the good things you have today doesn't mean it was fair or it wasn't traumatizing. It isn't fair. You shouldn't have to deal with different abuses. Also, I don't know that many people who are as happy as they claim to be or portray themselves to be. We all want to convince people we're okay. We want to convince ourselves too. When we finally say we are not fine so many people say they don't understand. How can you not understand? We are human.
hi gorgeous i just bought ur vegas book i’m so excited to read it!! also down the rabbit hole was soo enjoyable i love your energy & you sm! 💗💗
Hi Holly! It’s Debbie a.k.a. Muppet Lashes, I just want to say thank you for being as honest and candid as you are. And I think you are an amazing wonderful beautiful down to earth person. I wasn’t a fan of girls next door but I totally understand where you’re coming from I also was in a narcissistic relationship and it is horrible and I’m so glad that you’re out of that and that you found love!
God I feel so bad! Hearing you discuss the sexual aspect of that relationship, that’s horrible! And I’m sorry you had to go through that and narcissistic relationships for some reason sexually they always want you to do things that you don’t want to do I kind of feel like they want to humiliate and embarrass their partner!