God is our breath, food and water.

My experience of a spiritual nature for just a few hours without the Lord and an overwhelming need and desire for him and his Father was, I believe to teach what people experience after death and not having salvation. It was agony, painful and by the time it was over, again in just a few hours, I was in tears and pleading for it to end, I wanted to die. I of course knew that I was alive and driving down an interstate but all I wanted was to die, for God to kill me, so that I could be with him and his son. I was thirsty and had coffee to drink but it didn't quench my thirst, I was hungry and had snacks to eat but it didn't stop my hunger, I needed the Lord and his father, not their kingdom but them.
We as servants of the Lord will be hated by this world, when we serve, outside of church and our homes, it's out of our comfort zone and we will be attacked for it! When the Lord calls on us, we need to be ready to lay it all down for them, our lives, careers and even our families and friends. I'm hated for how God is using me, my enemies never fail to use my past and Lucifer's work in my life against me but they're quick to deny anything positive and to cover it up just like when they witness the Lord working in my life. They attack anything and anyone that stands with me, even if it's only for a brief moment. They intentionally do things to isolate me and then say that nobody cares about me. The point is, if the Lord and his Father use you to further their message, they will find out all of your flaws and imperfections and say that God wouldn't use you as you're not perfect, in fact you're a bad person. We are a imperfect person forgiven for our imperfections but chastized by a Father for our wrong doings while perfectly loved by our Lord God.
Stay strong.