yall i will be back one day i dont really have the motivation for this now but i promise i will be back thank you for the support , btw i started making beats this is my instagram if you wanna support me : prod.trepurrp
Her scream at 3:15 hit me hard because on my birthday my whole family forgot and just yelled at me all day so i went out side and screamed only for my mother to try and make me feel better by yelling at me once again after that my father came home and said happy birthday this is why he is my favorite
The last party I had for my birthday I sent an invite to my friends and family who I didn’t know were discussing to disown me. They all told me they’d come. I was left at my party all alone. I waited until the candle wax had melted into my cake. I ate it all to myself humming this. The restaurant workers looked like they were gunna cry when I told them. I haven’t celebrated my birthday since.
That's so cruel- I'm ab to beat the shit out of them No but seriously, that's an extremely bitchy thing to do, whether they were gonna disown or ditch u or not, they could've atleast spent the last moments with you at ur b-day, and tell you their decision another time, the fact they left u there angers me, you deserve better We might not know eachother, but it still pains me-
the fact people are just finding out about Melanie kind of makes me happy. during the voice she wasn’t that recognized and when she released her first album she was very under rated and I’m glad I could be a fan with her throughout this whole time. she deserves the recognition.
I am happy from one side, but from the another I am kind of angry, because an hight percentual of people who are just discovering about Melanie Martinez, came from Tik Tok.
One of my friends had a 14th birthday sleepover and nobody went except me. I could see how let down she was by it, but I’m glad I at least came because it was a lot of fun. The girls who were supposed to come over said that they’d come, but never showed.
I was at a Chucky cheese for a cousins birthday party and something caught my eye. a little girl was sitting alone with a cake infront of her, I didn't realize her'd been there the whole time we celebrated. I got nervous so I went to the cashier to ask if she was registered ( or had an planned party) and they said she had been there for two hours waiting for her classmates. I realized what happened and walked over to the girl. she was wearing a dark green dress and knee high stockings with little accessories in her hair, the closer I got and more fidgety she was. she noticed I was walking towards her, I asked if I could sit beside her once I got close enough and she had replied with a sniff and then a soft yes. I could see that she was crying and that she was holding in tears, her shoulders were stiff and she let out sigh. she slowly said that her parents booked a three hour birthday party and that they would be back in the afternoon, she said that she sent out 26 invitations and none came. seeing how she told me what happen the moment I looked at her made my heart feel heavy, her cake was cover in wax of 10 candles and the bigger candle, the one with a 7 on it had melted into the cake. I was furious, the girl who seemed to her excited ( judging from the excessive decorations) was destroyed in the inside but not a single tear came out of her. I yelled for an employee and said to increase the time for my cousin party by 1 hour and told him a bring me a fresh cake. he nodded and I called over some guests from my cousin party to come over to our table, the guests that heard me first saw the demolished cake and hurried over. there were already seven people at the table and more were coming, we had pratically shifted our party to the left, my cousin whose party it was had sat next to the girl. the girl whose eyes glowed in the lights smiled at my brother and he smiled back, as our party guest left our family stayed with the girl so her parents can hear about what happened. this was two years ago, this girl's name was Rinnian and she vists us every month.
I also remember another thing I was once the only kid who went to a girl's birthday party. everyone else went to the dudes birthday instead. when i arrived, all i remember was her being extremely happy cause she was afraid noone came. we spent our time laughing at how I couldn't skate, ate pizza, and all the basic stuff you would do at a normal birthday party. :)
well. it was my birthday a few days ago. I invited one person (because others are toxic) and even he didn't come. I was happy tho. it made me realize I don't need nobody thank you guys for all the beautiful wishes, love you all
i know that, you don't need to go it alone, ppl are just the absolute worst mistake to exist, you'll find real friends and until then I'm sending you my positive energy and love, stay strong
Even though I can enjoy my birthdays, always at the end of the day, I lay in bed and think: 'One year older, again. And I still haven't done shit with my life.'
This song is literally my 11th birthday my mom allowed me to have a party I called all my bestfriends to come over but they said they couldn't but they did went to other girls birthday party where when they just meet a months ago. Then I went to my sisters friends birthday party in my own birthday. I listen to this song and cried all day.
you guys literally have me crying while looking through the comments and reading these stories. im so sorry for anyone who’s had to celebrate their birthday alone :(
turned 19 yesterday and it was like any other day. as soon as it hit midnight, my parents were relieved they didn’t “have to treat me nicely anymore”. spent the entire day crying and blasting this 😍
@@zxired1804 Of course! I think you're almost 20 now, right, since it's been a year? How's that been going for you, going 2 years as an adult? Have your parents changed their attitude at all about you?
Did my invitations disappear Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter? Tell me why the hell no one is here Tell me what to do to make it all feel better Maybe it's a cruel joke on me Whatever, whatever Just means there's way more cake for me Forever, forever It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames Maybe if I knew all of them well I wouldn't have been trapped inside this hell that holds me Maybe if I casted out a spell But told them decorations were in pastel ribbons Maybe it's a cruel joke on me Whatever, whatever Just means there's way more cake for me Forever, forever It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames I'm laughing, I'm crying It feels like I'm dying I'm laughing, I'm crying It feels like I'm dying I'm laughing, I'm crying It feels like I'm dying I'm dying, I'm dying It's my party and I'll cry if I want to (want to, want to) It's my party and I'll cry if I want to It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames It's my party, it's, it's my party It's my party, it's, it's my party It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
0:58 when she said "its my party and i cry if i want to" hit very hard for me because on 7th of April 2021, i was in school and my friends were just talking to each other but they didn't even said happy birthday to me, and just ignored me. Some of my friends completely forgot my birthday, they even said "wait it's your birthday today?" like i was their new friend or something. My best friend also said "stop forcing people to wish you a happy birthday." when she said that. i was hurt. and all i can do is cry. but at least my family said happy birthday to me so that's good.
@@dkthis It's a manifestation method, I think. I've heard some people mention it on tiktok, but there's tutorials on youtube and such if you're interested in that kind of thing.
Its like once your a teenager, and it's your birthday, it's not the same as it was when you were 13-. It really sucks knowing that I won't have a birthday that happy again as a child, and won't be that fun.
Dude- reminds me of my tenth birthday, ya know double digits yay, my mum woke me up in the Morning and after a birthday breakfast (was banging btw love bacon sandwiches 🥪) she had to break the news to me that my friends decided that instead of going to my birthday, they’d go out. One of my friends went to the beach instead of going to my party :/ meaning I had no friends at my birthday. I cried for ages, but instead of letting me sob all day she decided to call her friends ( I got on rlly well with them) and we all went to my favourite restaurant, worst birthday but best at the same time cause it shows how much my mum cares for me and I’ve very thankful for her
@@DraidtheSpacePirate omg, Id be ready for the late nights at circle k and 20 cups of coffee that will be crowding your room. your coming to circle k with me tho
this song is actually really relatable to me because my mom had to move my birthday party to the 20th my sisters birthday which I was fine with but she said I could still eat my cake since we were gonna eat my sister's cake on the 20th which I was okay with but I thought I was gonna eat my cake with my family at least but instead, I just ate my cake alone in the kitchen I felt sad and to top it all off my online friends where the only ones celebrating my birthday that day it legit made me cry
Reminds me of the time i wanted to meet up with my friends and they said they would go to my house i got snack and everthing and every single one of them said said they couldnt go last minute..they where at our local mall i found out on snapchat 🙂
@@carsons.1206 yea I have found better friends but like a week ago they decided they wanted to spread a rumor about me saying I cheated on my boyfriend,which I didn’t and he broke up with me. They also where making fun of my dead mother saying that she killed herself because of me, I really just them to stop but I don’t know how I can look at them without bursting out in tears
Gonna be playing this on my 18th (if I actually make it that far) and have a great time crying to cleanse myself of all the negativity of the past 17 years and 364 days 😌
this reminded me when i turned 12, my mom made me go on a walk around the city with the cousin i hated the most. he didnt even try to talk to me, and striked every conversation dont with an insult. fuck my birthday.
It’s my 16th birthday, my parents have split custody of me. Today my mom was supposed to have me in the morning and my dad in the afternoon. My mom got me a cake, it was such a cool cake. My dad hates my mom so he didn’t come up to the apt with me to blow out the candles. My mom was there and so was my brother, i was happy. I blew out the candles my dad called and said he had left he wasn’t gonna wait around for me. It’s my 16th birthday and he left me on his day all because he was too impatient for me to blow out the candles. He didn’t even say goodbye he just yelled at me and left. I’m just sitting on my bed stupidly hoping he’ll come get me like he usually does. But it’s been 5 hours and I know he’s not coming yet I long for him to return anyway.
Awww well you have someone to wish you "Happy Belated Birthday!" Its okay my friends also forget my birthday and they dont greet me before I tell them its my birthday
I used to listen to Meliane Martinez when I was younger and didn't understand her songs but now I am older I can relate to her songs since I now the lyrics by heart....
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
How did you know I was crying?!?!? But seriously, thank you. Sometimes it is really meaningful to see such kind words like yours. And I hope you apply your same advice to yourself as well.
I've read a lot of these support comments, but this hit so much harder than a single one of them, and that's a good thing! I've never gotten so much support and cried so much while reading a youtube comment. I fucking love you
I turn 18 in 4 days and I don't know if I should be excited about growing a year older, but I do know that I’m going to listen to this and cry on my birthday like every other year
This reminds me when I was invited to my bestfriends birthday party and I was the only one that came. All tough they all said that they will come, she was so sad u could see it, but she didn't wanted to show it. She still tried to entertain me and I tried to make her day at least a little better.. She's a good best friend
My helicopter mom never let me have a birthday past 8. She said after that its just another day to get older. We also moved every 5 years because she thought any friends I had made were bad influences because their parents were mose lax (never had sleepovers either.) Any friends I did make she wont let me contact them anymore, either. So I couldnt have a party even if I wanted. She kept me from being social and when I snuck to see my adoption papers, i saw that my family had genetical depression and a literal doctors note saying that I should be having meds and therapy (they got me @ 10 days old and was somehow showing signs already.) When I confronted her about it, she didnt even acknowledge me in the room. But when I tried to get help myself, she destroyed my phone so I had to get this one as well as now banning me to see anyone that isnt at my church (she keeps telling me about the type of people in there she wants me to date/marry ahead of time.) So she kept me from learning to socialize and then gaslights me for not being able to do it now. I cant cry because if she catches me, she will give me a reason to. When I get enough money from my part time job I'm gonna move far, far away from her and never talk to her again. 🙃 And get a new birthday if thats possible.
I know I’m a month late to your comment but I just wanted to say that ur “mother” (I put it in quotation marks since she definitely doesn’t act like a true one) is
Im in the middle of getting out of it right now. Going to Cali on vacation to meet a friend and spot out sone turf online from over there over the weekend. Might not move to cali, but I can look at my own pace and maybe look at some more/better jobs.
I’m so sorry this happened to you. Your “mother” was so so cruel to you and I hope that you are able to move on from the trauma and torment she put on you for so long. Hope you’re doing so much better.
It was my birthday three days ago and my best friend forgot about it so on my birthday I ended up celebrating it with the ghost of my best friend who passed away a while back. Guess in the end I was meant to be forgotten, even by the person who I thought would stay by my side through everything.
My Birthday's always go the same way: I invite everyone that says were friends, I set up the party, I wait for hours, they don't show up, my mom tells me "Oh well" and then I eat cake Alone at the kitchen table in the dark.
I remember the one birthday, i was so excited cause we were gonna paint. i waited 4 hours, noone came. only my family and my sisters two friends. whats worse was that i invited my entire class, yet not a single person went, not even my best friend. I ended up not inviting my friends to my parties ever since. Now when it comes to birthdays its not even celebrated on the actual day. My online friends a like 1 or 2 friends irl wish me happy birthday on the actual day.
i recently moved last September due to a fight with my mom,i now live with my dad,i changed schools hence having new friends and becoming more social,my depression lossened up a bit for the first time since i was 11. my last two birthdays were ruined due to covid,i spent my 13th one with my grandma,grandpa,and mom. my 14th one was just any other day. but now i had new friends,i invited everyone i felt close to,expecting most of them to come. only one accepted my invitation. Happy 15th birthday to me. update: she cancelled. i am completely alone.
My birthdays have been like this for years, ever since my mom decided to have younger kids then me. I know it sounds like I'm just a jealous brat but I am. I never get attention anymore and because of my mental issues I need more of it. She doesn't even remember my name sometimes. My last birthday was just me and my older brother in our grandparents basement with a cake we bought from Walmart, some super junk food snacks, and our pet snakes. I cry everytime I think of my birthdays because they've all been shit. My teachers and classmates forgot this year aswell because it was someone else's birthday too.
the sudden urge to plan an entire party and invite no one cause you know they either wouldnt come or they would make it about themsleves cause your too insecure to stand up for yourself.
You can do it keep going because you can do it you may feel like you haven’t even made an impact in the world but I’m going to remember you because if you don’t respond to this I’m going to be so sad and remember this day and light and extra candle just for you every single time
On my 12th birthday I expected my dad AND my step mom to remember and we would have cake! They completely forget about my birthday, my brother didn't thou and I played this like a thousand times that day and I think they still think I'm 11
People always use my birthday for their own needs, such as the tell me problems about friends, relationships, ect. I never even get a "Happy Birthday" from anybody. Not even my own family. This song help me tho, ngl.
This was me on the 12th of September. I despised that day and wanted to end myself right there and then because they broke off my boundaries even knowing my preffered name and pronouns. They did that shit out of spite and I hated it I was really thinking about ending it all right there.
LYRICS pity party~~~~~ Did my invitations disappear Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter? Tell me why the hell no one is here Tell me what to do to make it all feel better Maybe it's a cruel joke on me Whatever, whatever Just means there's way more cake for me Forever, forever It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames Maybe if I knew all of them well I wouldn't have been trapped inside this hell that holds me Maybe if I casted out a spell But told them decorations were in pastel ribbons Maybe it's a cruel joke on me Whatever, whatever Just means there's way more cake for me Forever, forever It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames I'm laughing, I'm crying It feels like I'm dying I'm laughing, I'm crying It feels like I'm dying I'm laughing, I'm crying It feels like I'm dying I'm dying, I'm dying It's my party and I'll cry if I want to (want to, want to) It's my party and I'll cry if I want to It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames It's my party, it's, it's my party It's my party, it's, it's my party It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
The story it’s not about me but about a friend’s party I attended many years ago. How to forget my friend invited half of the class, she was never loved because she’s a special needs kid. So I was the only one who showed up and a teacher, my friend asked where were the rest and I just looked down not replying cuz’ I saw her eyes start watering. Some other boys and girls she was friends with attended (I don’t know who they were tho) but they yelled into her face “We don’t like you so much go somewhere else.” And she did so, feeling down. I was the one who spent most of the time with her at the party. It just hurts to remember it. If you guys have a special needs friend, please love them, they are the sweetest. (Sorry my grammar is not the best)
All I'm thing about is a person slowly strolling down a hall, a pink cupcake in one hand and a white candle in the other, dropping the candle the place bursts into flames as they scream "IT'S MY PARTY AND I'LL CRY IF A WANT TO!! Rewrite: The halls were dark besides the glint of gasoline in the moon light, a girl strolls down the hall slowly, admiring her own handiwork. A pink cupcake adorned with rainbow sprinkles is in her left hand, a white candle in her right, the wax trickling onto her hand. She whispers these words to herself and smiles, "It's my party and I'll cry if a want to." The candle slides out of her hand, landing in the puddle of gasoline. The place ignites... "I'll cry until my pity parties in flames..."
ok so- my birthday is coming just 2 months. i am really so exited since im going to be big sister soon, but im also really afraid cause i think they'll never love me if hes born... so thats why i listen to this song every day, to remember all those times that i was still loved and before i was still the "golden child" and just forget everything.
hey, at the end of the day, remember i love you! even if your parents focus more on the new sibling, you're still very loved. please don't be upset and take good care of yourself.
My brother turned 18 yesterday and instead of celebrating him, we were forced to go to a wedding for someone we didn't really know. I'm making him an amazing birthday gift because I know what it feels like and no one should have to feel this way
i’ve always hated my birthday. i used to be glad when people forgot. whether they remember or not, they don’t actually care about it. i just wish i could forget too. then i wouldn’t notice it.
This hits close because when I was 14 my former step mom and me got into a argument and next year she didn’t come out but my dad got cheesecake so we just ate cheesecake.
reminds me of me now, seeing my family hating eachother and me only having two friends meaning I'll celebrate alone like the last two years in may makes this song fitting my mood, especially when I think about me crying over my birthday because my brother always ruins everything. gotta thank Melanie for this song a lot
@@theechocollective HEY I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TIME IT IS FOR U BUT ITS ALMOST UR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE! TAKE A BREAK AND CELEBRATE, DO LITERALLY WHATEVER YOU WANT IDK, BUT YOU DESERVE IT!!!!! WOOOOOOOOO GO YOU! YOU R STILL HERE AND THAT IS SOMETHING, I HOPE THINGS HAVE GOTTEN BETTER AND THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO CELEBRATE ALONE THIS YEAR!!!! EVEN IF YOU DO, SENDING LOVE TO WHERE EVER THE HECK YOU ARE, PLEASE ENJOY TODAY/TOMORROW BECAUSE THIS IS YOUR DAY TO BE HAPPY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I TRUELY HOPE THAT THIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY YET sincerely, amateur art from an amateur person
Remembering all my bdays ever, some of them were awesome while some of them were painful. In the end, looking back at them I realise either if they were good or bad I won't be experiencing those again.
every time someone from my friend group has birthday ,we organise a surpise for them.They did not surprise me this year. It hurts because I am usually the first to organise their surprises
I was invited to a party to a friends house but they "cancelled" it because one of them was sick and the day after i saw everywhere on ista that they posted pictures of the party saying it was "the best sleepover of their lifes" i felt so devastated
I don’t remember my birthday parties but the earliest one i remember was when I was in 7th grade, turning 13 (I think lol) as an army brat at a very young age, friends were hard to keep and remember. But I moved one last time to Texas and actually made friends immediately. I invited at least 7 people to my trampoline party. My friend group. Waited 30 mins and only 2 of those friends came. The twins. I still end up having fun. I’m forever grateful for the twins. They never once left me out and when a sleepover was planned, not only them, but their mom made sure that I was invited. I still have a connection to those twins as we spent our junior high to high school in the same school. Covid hit and, you know, friends split, which happened with most of my friends. But I’ll never forget about how they were always there for me. My party, sleepovers, Halloween. I love them. And actually miss hanging out with them.
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yall i will be back one day i dont really have the motivation for this now but i promise i will be back thank you for the support , btw i started making beats this is my instagram if you wanna support me : prod.trepurrp
This is amazing to cry too 😭
Me too i will cryy
no one see’s your pain until it’s turn into anger then you’re a bad person?? wow...
Yeah ...
Idk why but whenever someone takes away my phone I start getting mad I cry and start yelling loudly louder than my very low voice
@@FlanPawz I understand what you mean
@@bella-wg2tb yay someone understands me
@@FlanPawz :)
To all the people who played this on their birthdays, happy birthday
thank you
Its my birthday
@@user-lo4vg7kk6p when
Thank you
Oh nobody came to my birthday and this came on in the playlist when they didn't come
Her scream at 3:15 hit me hard because on my birthday my whole family forgot and just yelled at me all day so i went out side and screamed only for my mother to try and make me feel better by yelling at me once again after that my father came home and said happy birthday this is why he is my favorite
That is just messed up man
Oh my gosh. Here’s some birthday cake lovely, you deserve so much better🎂
I'm so sorry that happened to you my guy
:( I hope it gets better!
I wish I had a father, or a grandma.. Or at least a grandmother and mother who didn't abuse me, I hate this
Run away with your father. /hj
its like a sad yet badass song
perfect for the mental breakdown playlist
YES
@@CoreyTaylorsNeck fr
how is it badass...yall high or something
@@randomperson-ILYUU i think the slowed version just makes it badass
hits different when you'll be 17 in two hours, nothing has turned out the way you wanted and you just want to burn your house down
Happy birthday , i hope your okay. God bless you , you deserve so much more babe ❤️🥺
Happy late birthday
Lol
@@Imagine70 what’s so funny?
I've been there, I promise it gets better, because one day you'll be old enough to start your own life and take control :) stay strong
The last party I had for my birthday I sent an invite to my friends and family who I didn’t know were discussing to disown me. They all told me they’d come. I was left at my party all alone. I waited until the candle wax had melted into my cake. I ate it all to myself humming this. The restaurant workers looked like they were gunna cry when I told them. I haven’t celebrated my birthday since.
That's so cruel- I'm ab to beat the shit out of them
No but seriously, that's an extremely bitchy thing to do, whether they were gonna disown or ditch u or not, they could've atleast spent the last moments with you at ur b-day, and tell you their decision another time, the fact they left u there angers me, you deserve better
We might not know eachother, but it still pains me-
im so sorry you deserve better
gurl your next birthday invite me ill be there.
what the fuck is up w these people. sendin you hugs. also, fuck them, seriously.
Bish disown them
friends: sorry that we are late cry baby, we got caught in the traffic-
cry baby: *sets house on fire*
IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE LAUGHING THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SAD SONG-
@@filipasilva4251 ._.
💀✋
LMFAO😭✋
STOP I WENT FROM
"damn really in my feels"
to
"LAMDOINFSUHBDIUAFSYBI"
SO DAMN QUICK I FUCKING LOVE YOU
One of the worst feelings is crying on your birthday...
it's a girlboss thing 💅💋
@@persephonie7746yes 😍🍷
This title should be “get it all out”
That’s not the real name of the song
@@c05m00 Pls- learn what suggested titled is
@@c05m00 So smart nobody knew
@@c05m00 bruh it’s a suggestion
@@c05m00 it said It should Be
"IT'S MY PARTY AND I'LL CRY IF I WANT TO"
Yes
i thought that part said “it’s my party i’ll cry if one two”
ok
@@heyitslleo it sound like that. thats normal i guess.
HEISJSNSJSISJSNHX
the fact people are just finding out about Melanie kind of makes me happy. during the voice she wasn’t that recognized and when she released her first album she was very under rated and I’m glad I could be a fan with her throughout this whole time. she deserves the recognition.
ive listened to her since i was 7 shes such a good artist honestly..
I am happy from one side, but from the another I am kind of angry, because an hight percentual of people who are just discovering about Melanie Martinez, came from Tik Tok.
One of my friends had a 14th birthday sleepover and nobody went except me. I could see how let down she was by it, but I’m glad I at least came because it was a lot of fun. The girls who were supposed to come over said that they’d come, but never showed.
Awww ur a great friend
orbit.. hii !!
@@kerry9033 HII
@@tanukkat4963 can we be friends ?!!
@@tanukkat4963 my fav girl in loona is yeojin.
I was at a Chucky cheese for a cousins birthday party and something caught my eye. a little girl was sitting alone with a cake infront of her, I didn't realize her'd been there the whole time we celebrated. I got nervous so I went to the cashier to ask if she was registered ( or had an planned party) and they said she had been there for two hours waiting for her classmates. I realized what happened and walked over to the girl. she was wearing a dark green dress and knee high stockings with little accessories in her hair, the closer I got and more fidgety she was. she noticed I was walking towards her, I asked if I could sit beside her once I got close enough and she had replied with a sniff and then a soft yes. I could see that she was crying and that she was holding in tears, her shoulders were stiff and she let out sigh. she slowly said that her parents booked a three hour birthday party and that they would be back in the afternoon, she said that she sent out 26 invitations and none came. seeing how she told me what happen the moment I looked at her made my heart feel heavy, her cake was cover in wax of 10 candles and the bigger candle, the one with a 7 on it had melted into the cake. I was furious, the girl who seemed to her excited ( judging from the excessive decorations) was destroyed in the inside but not a single tear came out of her. I yelled for an employee and said to increase the time for my cousin party by 1 hour and told him a bring me a fresh cake. he nodded and I called over some guests from my cousin party to come over to our table, the guests that heard me first saw the demolished cake and hurried over. there were already seven people at the table and more were coming, we had pratically shifted our party to the left, my cousin whose party it was had sat next to the girl. the girl whose eyes glowed in the lights smiled at my brother and he smiled back, as our party guest left our family stayed with the girl so her parents can hear about what happened. this was two years ago, this girl's name was Rinnian and she vists us every month.
Poor girl.. I can't blame the other kids either they're all just kids it's cruel on both sides..
What a beautiful storie, you are clearly a very good person. God bless you, Rinnian, and your family
im crying this is so heart warming wtf
You probably made that girl birthday so much better. I hope that you feel proud of yourself for doing this :)
This is truly heartwarming.
I also remember another thing
I was once the only kid who went to a girl's birthday party. everyone else went to the dudes birthday instead. when i arrived, all i remember was her being extremely happy cause she was afraid noone came. we spent our time laughing at how I couldn't skate, ate pizza, and all the basic stuff you would do at a normal birthday party. :)
that’s cute, that happened to me once
aw
You and that girl deserve the world
well. it was my birthday a few days ago. I invited one person (because others are toxic) and even he didn't come. I was happy tho. it made me realize I don't need nobody
thank you guys for all the beautiful wishes, love you all
He may have been busy, or may have just been an absolute wanker inside.
I'm sorry to hear that. I might be weeks late, but happy late birthday..
im a month late but, HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY
Sokayy we got uu btw happy belated birthday!!
i know that, you don't need to go it alone, ppl are just the absolute worst mistake to exist, you'll find real friends and until then I'm sending you my positive energy and love, stay strong
It's my birthday today and I've never related harder
same sis same
my dad had to go to the hospital bcs of covid and my brother forgot lol main character vibes
Ayo I’ll come
invite me next time
Happy late birthday
Happy late birthday
Hits deeper when you actually cried on your birthday 💔
im sorry! ur amazing and know that FOREVER!
@@katherineridings1371 Thank you! 🥺
true 😭😭😭💔💔💔
Even though I can enjoy my birthdays, always at the end of the day, I lay in bed and think: 'One year older, again. And I still haven't done shit with my life.'
@@thatsethfromyourcorner Yeah... I'm sorry you have to go through that 🫂 just know you're not alone 💗
This song is literally my 11th birthday my mom allowed me to have a party I called all my bestfriends to come over but they said they couldn't but they did went to other girls birthday party where when they just meet a months ago. Then I went to my sisters friends birthday party in my own birthday. I listen to this song and cried all day.
But family did a get to together for me❤️
SHEESH you good?😯
@@basilsupremacy2202 lol no but thanks for askin *lip bite*
Oh.....well I'm mentally unstable and I have smiling depression so I got that going.......so......neither of us are stable 👍💔
@@Senpapichoulo wait a minute....why da lip bite???....😕
you guys literally have me crying while looking through the comments and reading these stories. im so sorry for anyone who’s had to celebrate their birthday alone :(
It's my birthday today and I'm trying so hard not to cry
Happy late birthday
Happy 3 months late birthday ✌️🙂🖤🖤✨
Happy so late birthday i hope you didnt cry🥲😃
yh i cried night before best thing that works
Happy late birthday😁
it's funny how only my online friends remembered my birthday.
Yep
They're better than ppl who really know you in person I swear
@@Ariana-oi1oc :((
sometimes bitches on the internet be realer than the bitches in real life like bitch- how's that work
@@Hewwyeah frr
1:30 2:40 3:07
✨Time stamp for me ✨
NO CUS 2:40 😍😍😍😍
@@lobcon5040 😍😍😍
@@lobcon5040 no suka 1:30 is 🔥🔥🔥🥵
@@Shay-ip2oo ахаххыхыххф.
"Maybe if I knew all of them well"🥺
turned 19 yesterday and it was like any other day. as soon as it hit midnight, my parents were relieved they didn’t “have to treat me nicely anymore”. spent the entire day crying and blasting this 😍
Wouldn't that have been at 18?
I know I'm a year late but I'm really sorry for you. I hope if your birthday hasn't passed yet it will be better .❤😊
@@lmho0254 this is so so sweet of you 😭❤️❤️ thank you so much
@@zxired1804 Of course! I think you're almost 20 now, right, since it's been a year? How's that been going for you, going 2 years as an adult? Have your parents changed their attitude at all about you?
Your parents should be nice to you no matter what age you become
Did my invitations disappear
Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter?
Tell me why the hell no one is here
Tell me what to do to make it all feel better
Maybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
Maybe if I knew all of them well
I wouldn't have been trapped inside this hell that holds me
Maybe if I casted out a spell
But told them decorations were in pastel ribbons
Maybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm dying, I'm dying
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to (want to, want to)
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party, it's, it's my party
It's my party, it's, it's my party
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
69th like lol (good job on the lyrics tho! :] )
Ty!
333 likes
Hey
Crying on your birthday is a new hurt level :/
Happy birthday!! and if it already passed, happy belated birthday!!
@@v603 thank you
This would probably be in a really emotional scene where the Main Character was having a rough time with something
People who disliked this have no taste for song 🤚🏼
A song that makes you feel like the main character.
Or the villain in a flashback..
@@thatsethfromyourcorner same thing tbh
@@Ragnar_Aevarsson Well yah, fair enough
0:58 when she said "its my party and i cry if i want to" hit very hard for me because on 7th of April 2021, i was in school and my friends were just talking to each other but they didn't even said happy birthday to me, and just ignored me. Some of my friends completely forgot my birthday, they even said "wait it's your birthday today?" like i was their new friend or something.
My best friend also said "stop forcing people to wish you a happy birthday." when she said that. i was hurt. and all i can do is cry. but at least my family said happy birthday to me so that's good.
Ayo rip, sorry that your friends don't have any brains.. but happy late birthday! Also my birthday is on April 9th, so we're only two days apart!
@@bagface Omg- we're like almost twinsies lol :D
@@Hayaa215 les goooo 🥳🥳🥳 almost twins lmaooo
@@bagface 😊💅 yea lol-
Aww I’m really sorry that happened. Happy late birthday! My best friend also shares a birthday with you
Oh my god, why is this so underrated?
i turned 19 a month ago & wow i'm not ready to start adulting. everything seems so intense & it seems like everything will go downhill.
try to bring the 3 6 9 method into your life, it will change your life for the best, no caps have been detected
@@Hewwyeah what’s the 3 6 9 method? Can you explain
@@dkthis It's a manifestation method, I think. I've heard some people mention it on tiktok, but there's tutorials on youtube and such if you're interested in that kind of thing.
No bc im scared to become 19
LIKE IM NOW IN HS WTF I STILL FEEL LIKE A MIDDLESCHOOLER- I WANNA STAY A KID NOOO
@@bagface im 15 and ill graduate at 16. then im off to study abroad. things need to slowwww downn bruh.
Its like once your a teenager, and it's your birthday, it's not the same as it was when you were 13-. It really sucks knowing that I won't have a birthday that happy again as a child, and won't be that fun.
Dude- reminds me of my tenth birthday, ya know double digits yay, my mum woke me up in the Morning and after a birthday breakfast (was banging btw love bacon sandwiches 🥪) she had to break the news to me that my friends decided that instead of going to my birthday, they’d go out. One of my friends went to the beach instead of going to my party :/ meaning I had no friends at my birthday. I cried for ages, but instead of letting me sob all day she decided to call her friends ( I got on rlly well with them) and we all went to my favourite restaurant, worst birthday but best at the same time cause it shows how much my mum cares for me and I’ve very thankful for her
so sweet of your mom 😭😭
Plot twist: she told everyone the party was on a different day on accident
Oop
Her house burnt.
😃that’s interesting
Lol 💀
This is the best comment I’ve seen tbh
I kinda want to throw a straight up "Pity Party" and see how many of my friends actually show.
yes, but I have no friends to begin with-
@@somethingtotallycool I'm your friend now. Sorry.
@@DraidtheSpacePirate omg, Id be ready for the late nights at circle k and 20 cups of coffee that will be crowding your room. your coming to circle k with me tho
I'm laughing I'm crying it feels like I'm dying 😩
this song is actually really relatable to me because my mom had to move my birthday party to the 20th my sisters birthday which I was fine with but she said I could still eat my cake since we were gonna eat my sister's cake on the 20th which I was okay with but I thought I was gonna eat my cake with my family at least but instead, I just ate my cake alone in the kitchen I felt sad and to top it all off my online friends where the only ones celebrating my birthday that day it legit made me cry
im sorry i hope ur okay and healthy!
That's actually really terrible of your family to do to you.
@@katherineridings1371 Same
@@vapor_829 Yeah
Reminds me of the time i wanted to meet up with my friends and they said they would go to my house i got snack and everthing and every single one of them said said they couldnt go last minute..they where at our local mall i found out on snapchat 🙂
Oh, baby... do you have better friends? Do you have a better life than what they gave you?
@@carsons.1206 yea I have found better friends but like a week ago they decided they wanted to spread a rumor about me saying I cheated on my boyfriend,which I didn’t and he broke up with me. They also where making fun of my dead mother saying that she killed herself because of me, I really just them to stop but I don’t know how I can look at them without bursting out in tears
PLEASE, YOUR PFP 😭
@@spaghettisaga9122 AND WHAT ABOUT IT🙄🙄
@@dianaortiz4587 YOU HAVE GOOD TASTE
Gonna be playing this on my 18th (if I actually make it that far) and have a great time crying to cleanse myself of all the negativity of the past 17 years and 364 days 😌
Hey this is probably pretty late but I hope you had a nice birthday!
this is what turning 18 sounded like for me
sad yet badass.
Pov: You're the "popular" kid at school and you invited everyone one to your party, only to have them all bail on you and never show up.
this reminded me when i turned 12, my mom made me go on a walk around the city with the cousin i hated the most. he didnt even try to talk to me, and striked every conversation dont with an insult. fuck my birthday.
im sorry for every birthday remember you are amazing and people love you even if you dont know me i still think your'e amazin!
:_)
there was 3 years everyone forgot my birthday, and when someone gave me a gift, that shit meant something huge
It’s my 16th birthday, my parents have split custody of me. Today my mom was supposed to have me in the morning and my dad in the afternoon. My mom got me a cake, it was such a cool cake. My dad hates my mom so he didn’t come up to the apt with me to blow out the candles. My mom was there and so was my brother, i was happy. I blew out the candles my dad called and said he had left he wasn’t gonna wait around for me. It’s my 16th birthday and he left me on his day all because he was too impatient for me to blow out the candles. He didn’t even say goodbye he just yelled at me and left. I’m just sitting on my bed stupidly hoping he’ll come get me like he usually does. But it’s been 5 hours and I know he’s not coming yet I long for him to return anyway.
It's my birthday today. My own father didn't even remember.
Awww well you have someone to wish you "Happy Belated Birthday!" Its okay my friends also forget my birthday and they dont greet me before I tell them its my birthday
@@moncheriszn Aww thx bestiee, I hope they can remember it without you having to tell them
Aww im sorry happy late birthday
I’m sorry :( happy belated birthday
Happy late birthday and sorry to hear that
I used to listen to Meliane Martinez when I was younger and didn't understand her songs but now I am older I can relate to her songs since I now the lyrics by heart....
Same
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
This is so fucking underrated it made me feel so much better because I celebrated my birthday alone,
Thank you!!
How did you know I was crying?!?!?
But seriously, thank you. Sometimes it is really meaningful to see such kind words like yours. And I hope you apply your same advice to yourself as well.
@@amateurartfromanamateurper8505 Yeah what you said was so thoughtful and amazing of you and I honestly think this comment deserves more likes
I've read a lot of these support comments, but this hit so much harder than a single one of them, and that's a good thing! I've never gotten so much support and cried so much while reading a youtube comment.
I fucking love you
Thank you that made me cry I almost gave up on life
As a kid, I was never allowed to have a birthday party. This hits different when you've never had one.
I like how every time the bling blinks it does it with the beat, =]
I turn 18 in 4 days and I don't know if I should be excited about growing a year older, but I do know that I’m going to listen to this and cry on my birthday like every other year
No way same here, I turn 18 on January 10th, I will be doing the same as well
I love this song so much. Mainly because I can feel it. My first birthday party nobody showed up and I never celebrated it again :)
same its nice to know this happened to so many ppl
This reminds me when I was invited to my bestfriends birthday party and I was the only one that came. All tough they all said that they will come, she was so sad u could see it, but she didn't wanted to show it. She still tried to entertain me and I tried to make her day at least a little better.. She's a good best friend
Yeah :)
My helicopter mom never let me have a birthday past 8. She said after that its just another day to get older. We also moved every 5 years because she thought any friends I had made were bad influences because their parents were mose lax (never had sleepovers either.) Any friends I did make she wont let me contact them anymore, either.
So I couldnt have a party even if I wanted.
She kept me from being social and when I snuck to see my adoption papers, i saw that my family had genetical depression and a literal doctors note saying that I should be having meds and therapy (they got me @ 10 days old and was somehow showing signs already.) When I confronted her about it, she didnt even acknowledge me in the room. But when I tried to get help myself, she destroyed my phone so I had to get this one as well as now banning me to see anyone that isnt at my church (she keeps telling me about the type of people in there she wants me to date/marry ahead of time.)
So she kept me from learning to socialize and then gaslights me for not being able to do it now. I cant cry because if she catches me, she will give me a reason to.
When I get enough money from my part time job I'm gonna move far, far away from her and never talk to her again. 🙃
And get a new birthday if thats possible.
I know I’m a month late to your comment but I just wanted to say that ur “mother” (I put it in quotation marks since she definitely doesn’t act like a true one) is
I hope you suceed in running away < 3
Im in the middle of getting out of it right now. Going to Cali on vacation to meet a friend and spot out sone turf online from over there over the weekend. Might not move to cali, but I can look at my own pace and maybe look at some more/better jobs.
@@zoecampbell9028 Thats great!
I’m so sorry this happened to you. Your “mother” was so so cruel to you and I hope that you are able to move on from the trauma and torment she put on you for so long. Hope you’re doing so much better.
It was my birthday three days ago and my best friend forgot about it so on my birthday I ended up celebrating it with the ghost of my best friend who passed away a while back. Guess in the end I was meant to be forgotten, even by the person who I thought would stay by my side through everything.
Happy belated birthday
I am so sorry about that I’d give you a cake and a hug if I could
happy birthday
happy late birthday
Just know that ur loved and kind
My Birthday's always go the same way: I invite everyone that says were friends, I set up the party, I wait for hours, they don't show up, my mom tells me "Oh well" and then I eat cake Alone at the kitchen table in the dark.
Happy late birthday, sweetie 🎉✨💐❤️
Happy late birthday you sad sad person. I hope things get better and you find proper friends! 💝🎉
happy birthday
It's sad but happy late birthday tho
The fact one year no one showed up to my birthday and then the next week they all said they changed their minds. What friends they were :)
You know what, people are going to be like that all ur life ignore em because they dont care, know that other people care!
I remember the one birthday, i was so excited cause we were gonna paint. i waited 4 hours, noone came. only my family and my sisters two friends. whats worse was that i invited my entire class, yet not a single person went, not even my best friend. I ended up not inviting my friends to my parties ever since.
Now when it comes to birthdays its not even celebrated on the actual day. My online friends a like 1 or 2 friends irl wish me happy birthday on the actual day.
im sorry i hope u are okay remember ur awesome!:)
i recently moved last September due to a fight with my mom,i now live with my dad,i changed schools hence having new friends and becoming more social,my depression lossened up a bit for the first time since i was 11. my last two birthdays were ruined due to covid,i spent my 13th one with my grandma,grandpa,and mom. my 14th one was just any other day. but now i had new friends,i invited everyone i felt close to,expecting most of them to come. only one accepted my invitation. Happy 15th birthday to me.
update: she cancelled. i am completely alone.
can’t wait to cry eating my pinintrest cake listen to this :)
Just know ur loved and smart:_)
@@katherineridings1371 Thanku sm
April 29th 2017. My 9th birthday where I played this song. A true fragment of my childhood
My birthdays have been like this for years, ever since my mom decided to have younger kids then me. I know it sounds like I'm just a jealous brat but I am. I never get attention anymore and because of my mental issues I need more of it. She doesn't even remember my name sometimes. My last birthday was just me and my older brother in our grandparents basement with a cake we bought from Walmart, some super junk food snacks, and our pet snakes. I cry everytime I think of my birthdays because they've all been shit. My teachers and classmates forgot this year aswell because it was someone else's birthday too.
I may not know you but happy birthday🎂✨🎈, you deserve a lot more, you did a great job handling them 🍰✨
im so sorry ur amazing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is how my anger issues feel
the sudden urge to plan an entire party and invite no one cause you know they either wouldnt come or they would make it about themsleves cause your too insecure to stand up for yourself.
Ngl I usually cry on my birthday
Not because I'm happy or sad
But because I'm shocked I've lived as long as I have
You can do it keep going because you can do it you may feel like you haven’t even made an impact in the world but I’m going to remember you because if you don’t respond to this I’m going to be so sad and remember this day and light and extra candle just for you every single time
@@screwliveaction359 Thanks I needed that
On my 12th birthday I expected my dad AND my step mom to remember and we would have cake! They completely forget about my birthday, my brother didn't thou and I played this like a thousand times that day and I think they still think I'm 11
People always use my birthday for their own needs, such as the tell me problems about friends, relationships, ect. I never even get a "Happy Birthday" from anybody. Not even my own family. This song help me tho, ngl.
this hurts more when you have actually cried on your birthday
hits different when your a trans guy and ur party is always pink with “birthday girl” and ur deadname literally everywhere
I am so sorry *your name now* is there any way I can make you feel better ?
@@screwliveaction359 IM SORRY BUT THIS COMMENT IS SO FUNNY I CANT- LIKE THE "REAL NAME" SHIT THERE BAVFHDHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
Rip, I honestly could never know how it feels since I'm not trans 🙁. Do you ever plan on coming out to them?
@@bagface i cant there transphobic :(
This was me on the 12th of September. I despised that day and wanted to end myself right there and then because they broke off my boundaries even knowing my preffered name and pronouns. They did that shit out of spite and I hated it I was really thinking about ending it all right there.
The scream really helps me get anger out. If I mouth it as they scream, it feels like I am.
I love you all
LYRICS
pity party~~~~~
Did my invitations disappear
Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter?
Tell me why the hell no one is here
Tell me what to do to make it all feel better
Maybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
Maybe if I knew all of them well
I wouldn't have been trapped inside this hell that holds me
Maybe if I casted out a spell
But told them decorations were in pastel ribbons
Maybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm dying, I'm dying
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
(want to, want to)
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party, it's, it's my party
It's my party, it's, it's my party
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
Thanks for the lyrics
The story it’s not about me but about a friend’s party I attended many years ago.
How to forget my friend invited half of the class, she was never loved because she’s a special needs kid.
So I was the only one who showed up and a teacher, my friend asked where were the rest and I just looked down not replying cuz’ I saw her eyes start watering. Some other boys and girls she was friends with attended (I don’t know who they were tho) but they yelled into her face “We don’t like you so much go somewhere else.” And she did so, feeling down. I was the one who spent most of the time with her at the party. It just hurts to remember it. If you guys have a special needs friend, please love them, they are the sweetest.
(Sorry my grammar is not the best)
I love this!
Once a friend remembered my birthday was coming up and told me I could listen to that. I felt butt hurt and still remember what she said to this day.
All I'm thing about is a person slowly strolling down a hall, a pink cupcake in one hand and a white candle in the other, dropping the candle the place bursts into flames as they scream
"IT'S MY PARTY AND I'LL CRY IF A WANT TO!!
Rewrite:
The halls were dark besides the glint of gasoline in the moon light, a girl strolls down the hall slowly, admiring her own handiwork. A pink cupcake adorned with rainbow sprinkles is in her left hand, a white candle in her right, the wax trickling onto her hand.
She whispers these words to herself and smiles,
"It's my party and I'll cry if a want to."
The candle slides out of her hand, landing in the puddle of gasoline.
The place ignites...
"I'll cry until my pity parties in flames..."
ok so-
my birthday is coming just 2 months. i am really so exited since im going to be big sister soon, but im also really afraid cause i think they'll never love me if hes born... so thats why i listen to this song every day, to remember all those times that i was still loved and before i was still the "golden child" and just forget everything.
hey, at the end of the day, remember i love you! even if your parents focus more on the new sibling, you're still very loved. please don't be upset and take good care of yourself.
@@seliel. thank you this really just made my day 😁
IM OBSESSED WITH THE SCREAM 3:15
0:01 pity party
1:00 pity party
2:00 pity party
3:00 pity party
4:00 pity party
4:27 pity party
It's nice that you spent some of your time to make that comment and find all of the pity parties mentioned in the song
My brother turned 18 yesterday and instead of celebrating him, we were forced to go to a wedding for someone we didn't really know. I'm making him an amazing birthday gift because I know what it feels like and no one should have to feel this way
you’re a great sibling
realest thing i ever heard
As someone who's birthdays have always been terrible, tysm
can we talk about how compatible the song and the gif in the video are 😩🤚🏼
18th birthday last week. no one came. played this song every birthday during my high school years so why stop now?
Never had a bad birthday in all honesty, but this song still hits me with emotions I prefer to keep locked away
i’ve always hated my birthday. i used to be glad when people forgot. whether they remember or not, they don’t actually care about it. i just wish i could forget too. then i wouldn’t notice it.
to everyone listening to this on their birthday, happy birthday
This hits close because when I was 14 my former step mom and me got into a argument and next year she didn’t come out but my dad got cheesecake so we just ate cheesecake.
thanks ❤️
Listening to this song at 4am on your birthday after you cried your eyes out just hit different
I read things in the comments that could really make me cry. Happy birthday to everyone💞❤️
reminds me of me now, seeing my family hating eachother and me only having two friends meaning I'll celebrate alone like the last two years in may makes this song fitting my mood, especially when I think about me crying over my birthday because my brother always ruins everything. gotta thank Melanie for this song a lot
Hey I have no idea when ur birthday is, but I hope you have, or had, a nice birthday at least!
@@amateurartfromanamateurper8505 Same
@@amateurartfromanamateurper8505 it's on May 31rd, thanks :D
@@theechocollective HEY I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TIME IT IS FOR U BUT ITS ALMOST UR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE! TAKE A BREAK AND CELEBRATE, DO LITERALLY WHATEVER YOU WANT IDK, BUT YOU DESERVE IT!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOO GO YOU! YOU R STILL HERE AND THAT IS SOMETHING, I HOPE THINGS HAVE GOTTEN BETTER AND THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO CELEBRATE ALONE THIS YEAR!!!! EVEN IF YOU DO, SENDING LOVE TO WHERE EVER THE HECK YOU ARE, PLEASE ENJOY TODAY/TOMORROW BECAUSE THIS IS YOUR DAY TO BE HAPPY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I TRUELY HOPE THAT THIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY YET
sincerely,
amateur art from an amateur person
@@amateurartfromanamateurper8505 IT'S TOMMOROW BUT AAAAAAAA CRYING YOU'RE SO SWEET THANK YOU
I have listened this 9 times today and now I am screen recording this for my flight love this song btw
Remembering all my bdays ever, some of them were awesome while some of them were painful. In the end, looking back at them I realise either if they were good or bad I won't be experiencing those again.
every time someone from my friend group has birthday ,we organise a surpise for them.They did not surprise me this year. It hurts because I am usually the first to organise their surprises
I love this
I was invited to a party to a friends house but they "cancelled" it because one of them was sick and the day after i saw everywhere on ista that they posted pictures of the party saying it was "the best sleepover of their lifes" i felt so devastated
I don’t remember my birthday parties but the earliest one i remember was when I was in 7th grade, turning 13 (I think lol) as an army brat at a very young age, friends were hard to keep and remember. But I moved one last time to Texas and actually made friends immediately. I invited at least 7 people to my trampoline party. My friend group. Waited 30 mins and only 2 of those friends came. The twins. I still end up having fun. I’m forever grateful for the twins. They never once left me out and when a sleepover was planned, not only them, but their mom made sure that I was invited. I still have a connection to those twins as we spent our junior high to high school in the same school. Covid hit and, you know, friends split, which happened with most of my friends. But I’ll never forget about how they were always there for me. My party, sleepovers, Halloween. I love them. And actually miss hanging out with them.
Ah yes, another amazing slowed sound!
Thank you!