I like to think this song was for my oldest daughter. It describes the last day of her life perfectly. She loved Evanescence and listened to them all the time she even looked like Amy Lee. She was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer in 2002 and fought it every day of her life. In September 2005 she began to have pain in her right side and tried to see if it would go away but it continued to get worse. When she couldn't take it anymore she finally agreed to go to the hospital. The last words she ever said to me was " am I going to die ". I had no answer for her. They took her to the ICU and at midnight October 4 she took her last breath at the age of 29. I could feel the Angels around her and are certain they took her to Heaven. They told me so. Now days she comes to me in dreams and I found another Evanescence song that I love titled Before the Dawn you should give it a listen.
:’( I’m so sorry. I hope your doing well, I’m sure she’s looking down on you and is proud of you I’m sure you comes around you often. ❤️ both my parents died of cancer..I know what that’s like watching someone die..stay strong, always
at 15 I had showed my christian dad this song to convince him to let me buy her songs as I didn't have a credit card to purchase on my own~ now im 30 and just full blown bought all her albums on iTunes~
When I was 13 I had a dear friend and she sang me this song on my birthday. I never had a chance to meet her again since that times - no socials, no phone, just nothing. She literally disappeared. I'm 27 now, still listening, especially in October.
i do now have at least the sound asleep ep and an authentic origin cd. NEVER thought id find sound asleep! I got it from a friend, not online, so i dont hafta wonder if its real either! YAYYY!!!!
I learned how to play this on guitar when I was around 16, that was 12 years ago and its still the first song that comes to mind when I pick up a guitar today.
@Cameron I learned from a tab on the site Ultimate Guitar (if you search "October" by Evanescence, Version 5 is the best one). It looks like there is an app called Lunar Tabs that you might be able to use as a screen reader for tabs?
I absolutely love this song. I'm going to sing this at my mom's funeral, and hope I dont break like I am now. Amy Lee and Evanescence has been mine and my mom's favorite artist to listen to, and to honor her I will sing this to her.
I can't run anymore I fall before you Here I am I have nothing left Though I've tried to forget You're all that I am Take me home I'm through fighting it Broken Lifeless I give up You're my only strength Without you I can't go on Anymore Ever again My only hope (All the times I've tried) My only peace (To walk away from you) My only joy My only strength (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power My only life (And love is where I am) My only love I can't run anymore I give myself to you I'm sorry I'm sorry In all my bitterness I ignored all that's real and true All I need is you When night falls on me I'll not close my eyes I'm too alive And you're too strong I can't lie anymore I fall down before you I'm sorry I'm sorry My only hope (All the times I've tried) My only peace (To walk away from you) My only joy My only strength (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power My only life My only love Constantly ignoring The pain consuming me But this time it's cut too deep I'll never stray again My only hope (All the times I've tried) My only peace (To walk away from you) My only joy My only strength (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power My only life (And love is where I am) My only love My only hope (All the times I've tried) My only peace (To walk away from you) My only joy My only strength (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power My only life (And love is where I am) My only love
I still feel like my life is missing something ... My heart empty .. Just a shell .. I go thru the motions everyday .. Put on a fake smile .. A fake happiness .. But with you .. Nothing is fake . You know who you are . Too many miles and broken hearts .. I wish we were closer 😪💔
+munkydawn99 you'll never know what will be if you don't let that someone know.....trust me. do it before it's to late. don't let it become that "what if.." or "if i only have said something...".
I've let that someone know. Didn't work for me, now I'm depressed, but somehow I'm hiding it and keeping my reputation for being a happy guy. I should probably look into being an actor...
Anyone listening to this in 2020 still? This song has a huge place in my heart, I lost 2 of the most important people in my life in October 2 years apart. I lost my brother Tommy who was also my best friend, October 29, 2010 very unexpectedly just hit me out of nowhere! I lost my grandpa I lovingly called Hoppy since I learned to talk, on October 17, 2012 to cancer. The reason his death was so hard was because the doctors said it was 99.9% curable, why did he have to be that unlucky 1%? He was another father figure to me and almost 8 years later at 43 years old, I still mourn his loss like it was yesterday. What I’d give to be able to hug him and hear his voice just one more time, and what I’d give to hug my big brother 2 years older than me one more time & laugh about the most random things. I love and miss you both so much!! 🥺😢💔⛈
This song hits different for me now that my Grandma Ro has passed last October. She was a wonderful woman. And a warrior, too. When her son (my dad) passed at 46 years old in 2016, we were all grieving hard, and my Grandma gave us hugs, smiles, love, kindness without ever breaking down. Interestingly, the day my family and I buried her was also the day that this old Disney Channel series Bear in the Big Blue House finally came onto Disney+. It’s something I’ve BEGGED Disney to do since Disney+ first launched. At my Grandma’s funeral, I didn’t shed a single tear, but when my family and I were home and I started watching a random episode of Bear in the Big Blue House, as soon as the theme song started, I broke down hard. Listening to this song makes me think about my Grandma, and how much I miss her every day. Bless Evanescence (especially Amy Lee herself) for this beautiful song. I love you Grandma. You’re with dad and Grandpa Ben now.
I’ve revisited this song so many times in the past 10 years, and every time I hear it just changes my perspective. I absolutely love it. So beautiful. First time hearing it I was 13.
"I can't run anymore, I fall before you, here I am, I have nothing left... Though I've tried to forget, you're all I am, take me home... I'm through fighting this." 💔 This song brings back a lot of pain for me. Loved someone to pieces and I could never tell her. Will always love her. My heart will never be fully healed until I see her again.
Ohh Allah...I miss too much my parents😢😢😢...sometimes I just want they live forever beside me...and just wanna hear their voice...'cause I don't have brothers or sisters..I just feel alone...Ooh Allah..please tell them that I love them so much..
Not once until you mentioned it, did I ever think it was meant to be religious. I guess its because the first time I heard it , it was a vid to a couple I love on a show I watched.
Thanks for posting this comment I am atheist but I love this song and Don’t think it’s religious as much as some other people but I respect that Have a beautiful day :3
If you have ever seen the soap General hospital, it's in a old vid about Liz and Jason. That was the first time I heard the song a d there was nothing religious about it
I love this song! Evanescence has such beautiful music. It's deep and meaningful and just, ah. If I didn't take a 'what evanescence song are you' quiz I'd have never known about this song:) thank the lord for internet
I listen to this remembering the person I loved... Still love? We worked together, I left, I thought it would make me forget, but no... We understood each other well, we often laughed together, but my appearance is an obstacle, a wall that the greatest character, the union of souls, is unable to tear down...I want to cry but I don't even have tears...
Gema Guevara don't forget that Amy Lee was inspired by Plumb. And Plumb was a very religious girl because if you look at her album exhale it talks a lot about religious stuff. So maybe the song since it's like maybe one of the first song she did it could probably be religious.
my girlfriend shared this song to me , and i loved it, but i don't know why even after caring about her so much she left me with this reason: "i don't even want to be alive , why would i love anyone " , but i know , that this is not true, she is suffering a lot and living such hectic life, i wish she comes back to me :( 😭😭😭
Good thing that my parents don't understand a word in english because they would have been worried a lot about me, when I was 15, listening to this song again and again, with a broken heart.😢 It was twenty years ago and I remember every word today
Essa música é muito espiritual, e mesmo antes de eu traduzir a letra, eu conseguia entender a mensagem, sentir todos os sentimentos que carrega...adoro o nome "october" porque é o mês do meu aniversário e a música (letra depois de traduzida e harmonia) simplesmente perfeita, uma entrega de alma, eu canto essa música pra Deus!!!!
I'm in love with this song - very beautiful, powerful and a very easy listen to. I prefer these slower songs of Evanescence - may someone kindly give me a list of their slower songs please? Thank you very much!
@@mikehunt7873 it's a very sentimental month because it's the most my mom died I used to love October because of Halloween and just because I love autumn and the changing of seasons but every October I know that is the most my mom passed away
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The fact that Amy didn't think that masterpiece was worth putting on an album still baffles me....
Yes
Right?? I think the same thing with the lyrical version of “Give Unto Me”.
Perhaps it didn't fit with the album
I wish I could somehow download this song it’s so amazing
@@leightarosky7676 you can download it from here
I like to think this song was for my oldest daughter. It describes the last day of her life perfectly. She loved Evanescence and listened to them all the time she even looked like Amy Lee. She was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer in 2002 and fought it every day of her life. In September 2005 she began to have pain in her right side and tried to see if it would go away but it continued to get worse. When she couldn't take it anymore she finally agreed to go to the hospital. The last words she ever said to me was " am I going to die ". I had no answer for her. They took her to the ICU and at midnight October 4 she took her last breath at the age of 29. I could feel the Angels around her and are certain they took her to Heaven. They told me so. Now days she comes to me in dreams and I found another Evanescence song that I love titled Before the Dawn you should give it a listen.
:’( I’m so sorry. I hope your doing well, I’m sure she’s looking down on you and is proud of you I’m sure you comes around you often. ❤️ both my parents died of cancer..I know what that’s like watching someone die..stay strong, always
I am sorry for your loss 😢
I’m so sorry for your loss.
I'm very very sorry for your loss God bless you ❤ Your dear daughter is waiting for you in heaven 🌹🌺🌻
🙏🖤💔😕
This is the song I want played at my funeral when ever I die. I've known that since I was 15 years old. I'm 28 now, still the same.
Me too
Bruh, I started listening to Amy when I was 14, I'm 28 now! 🥰💕
On board with you on that one
One of my favorite things about Evanescence is the many ways that their songs can be interpreted :)
and those many ways are probably the same truth : )
Totally ❤
it's terrifying how age goes that fast ... i am listening to this song like when i was 15 ..i am 30 now..
Same but I’m 32 now
Same, but I'm also 32. I was 17 when I first heard it
at 15 I had showed my christian dad this song to convince him to let me buy her songs as I didn't have a credit card to purchase on my own~ now im 30 and just full blown bought all her albums on iTunes~
Me too. I was 16 or 17, now 37. Still have this weakness for this song ♡
@@7neochanWho uses iTunes these days?
This is so emotional! One of Evanescence' best.
The Writings of The Moon agree
For me it's one of the most beautiful songs Amy has ever sung
Agreed
Concordo.october é vida❤
Song brings back middle school memories
My husband of 25 years has suffered a terrible stroke. I'm not ready to lose him. I just lost my daughter a year ago. Blessed be. 🙏😭❤️🩹
I wish everything will be okey ='( im sorry for your loss. just remember we are all one
🥺🙏🙏🙏 pleas keep holding on🙏🙏🙏
When I was 13 I had a dear friend and she sang me this song on my birthday. I never had a chance to meet her again since that times - no socials, no phone, just nothing. She literally disappeared.
I'm 27 now, still listening, especially in October.
it's October...01:08 AM and here I am overthinking... depression sucks
yh depression really sucks i have clinical depression
Child of darkness Yh why you telling the world 🌍
Black Veil Brides Rebels joke
stay strong 💕
July 11th 2019. 1:49am
It's my tradition to listen to this song every October 🎃🕷🦇🤟🏼🔥💯🎸🥁
Cool
Same here
I'm a month late...
Together with “Wake me up when September ends”
Happy October 1st. I've been coming back to this video for years and wishing everyone a Happy October 1st. I'm not about to stop. 😊
We could only wish we owned this on cd. Theres only 100 of them in the world. I'll never own it. Download button, I FREAKING LOVE YOU!
i do now have at least the sound asleep ep and an authentic origin cd. NEVER thought id find sound asleep! I got it from a friend, not online, so i dont hafta wonder if its real either! YAYYY!!!!
@@CyberCross222 Way to go!!!! I hope you can find the rest of them!!
If you go to Sam goodies they can download the whole cd for you. I did and it was like 20 dollars
I learned how to play this on guitar when I was around 16, that was 12 years ago and its still the first song that comes to mind when I pick up a guitar today.
@Cameron I learned from a tab on the site Ultimate Guitar (if you search "October" by Evanescence, Version 5 is the best one). It looks like there is an app called Lunar Tabs that you might be able to use as a screen reader for tabs?
@Cameron you're welcome! I hope it works for you!
First piano song I learnt was lost in paradise
@@SewnOpen001That's very great mine was breathe no more
I absolutely love this song. I'm going to sing this at my mom's funeral, and hope I dont break like I am now. Amy Lee and Evanescence has been mine and my mom's favorite artist to listen to, and to honor her I will sing this to her.
I've been listening to Evanescence from the morning until nightfall and I cannot and will not stop.
THEY'RE TOO GOOD
I can't run anymore
I fall before you
Here I am
I have nothing left
Though I've tried to forget
You're all that I am
Take me home
I'm through fighting it
Broken
Lifeless
I give up
You're my only strength
Without you
I can't go on
Anymore
Ever again
My only hope
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace
(To walk away from you)
My only joy
My only strength
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power
My only life
(And love is where I am)
My only love
I can't run anymore
I give myself to you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
In all my bitterness
I ignored all that's real and true
All I need is you
When night falls on me
I'll not close my eyes
I'm too alive
And you're too strong
I can't lie anymore
I fall down before you
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
My only hope
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace
(To walk away from you)
My only joy
My only strength
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power
My only life
My only love
Constantly ignoring
The pain consuming me
But this time it's cut too deep
I'll never stray again
My only hope
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace
(To walk away from you)
My only joy
My only strength
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power
My only life
(And love is where I am)
My only love
My only hope
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace
(To walk away from you)
My only joy
My only strength
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power
My only life
(And love is where I am)
My only love
I still feel like my life is missing something ... My heart empty .. Just a shell .. I go thru the motions everyday .. Put on a fake smile .. A fake happiness .. But with you .. Nothing is fake . You know who you are . Too many miles and broken hearts .. I wish we were closer 😪💔
+munkydawn99 you'll never know what will be if you don't let that someone know.....trust me. do it before it's to late. don't let it become that "what if.." or "if i only have said something...".
I've let that someone know. Didn't work for me, now I'm depressed, but somehow I'm hiding it and keeping my reputation for being a happy guy. I should probably look into being an actor...
Don't let it go. You just have to read between the lines. Don't give up right away. Everything will fall in its place.
I'm not planning on letting it go. And I hope everything will fall in it's place. But thanks for advice.
Time to play this song again, happy October x
😊
😮😮😮
Way back 2009 and still listening to this 2019
This was the song that made me pick up a guitar and learn how to play when i was 14.
Im 27 now
Anyone listening to this in 2020 still? This song has a huge place in my heart, I lost 2 of the most important people in my life in October 2 years apart. I lost my brother Tommy who was also my best friend, October 29, 2010 very unexpectedly just hit me out of nowhere! I lost my grandpa I lovingly called Hoppy since I learned to talk, on October 17, 2012 to cancer. The reason his death was so hard was because the doctors said it was 99.9% curable, why did he have to be that unlucky 1%? He was another father figure to me and almost 8 years later at 43 years old, I still mourn his loss like it was yesterday. What I’d give to be able to hug him and hear his voice just one more time, and what I’d give to hug my big brother 2 years older than me one more time & laugh about the most random things. I love and miss you both so much!! 🥺😢💔⛈
This song hits different for me now that my Grandma Ro has passed last October. She was a wonderful woman. And a warrior, too. When her son (my dad) passed at 46 years old in 2016, we were all grieving hard, and my Grandma gave us hugs, smiles, love, kindness without ever breaking down. Interestingly, the day my family and I buried her was also the day that this old Disney Channel series Bear in the Big Blue House finally came onto Disney+. It’s something I’ve BEGGED Disney to do since Disney+ first launched. At my Grandma’s funeral, I didn’t shed a single tear, but when my family and I were home and I started watching a random episode of Bear in the Big Blue House, as soon as the theme song started, I broke down hard. Listening to this song makes me think about my Grandma, and how much I miss her every day. Bless Evanescence (especially Amy Lee herself) for this beautiful song. I love you Grandma. You’re with dad and Grandpa Ben now.
It's October right now and this is how I feel.
This has always been one of my favorite Evanescence songs.
I’ve revisited this song so many times in the past 10 years, and every time I hear it just changes my perspective. I absolutely love it. So beautiful. First time hearing it I was 13.
"I can't run anymore, I fall before you, here I am, I have nothing left... Though I've tried to forget, you're all I am, take me home... I'm through fighting this." 💔 This song brings back a lot of pain for me. Loved someone to pieces and I could never tell her. Will always love her. My heart will never be fully healed until I see her again.
rainyneon was
Ohh Allah...I miss too much my parents😢😢😢...sometimes I just want they live forever beside me...and just wanna hear their voice...'cause I don't have brothers or sisters..I just feel alone...Ooh Allah..please tell them that I love them so much..
Voltando aqui em 2023 pq Evanescence vai tá em Outubro aqui em Curitiba e eu vou 😭😭😭❤️🎉
On behalf of all atheists, this song can be whatever it wants to be.
Now shut up and enjoy the music
Yesss
Not once until you mentioned it, did I ever think it was meant to be religious. I guess its because the first time I heard it , it was a vid to a couple I love on a show I watched.
Thanks for posting this comment
I am atheist but I love this song and Don’t think it’s religious as much as some other people but I respect that
Have a beautiful day :3
@@KauTriton I am too
If you have ever seen the soap General hospital, it's in a old vid about Liz and Jason. That was the first time I heard the song a d there was nothing religious about it
I love this song by Evanescence it's one of their greatest songs in discography.
God, this song gives me chills everytime. So emotional. All the feels.
This is and was my favorite song she made
This beautiful song make me cry😢😢
+ahmed zaki 😢😢😢😢
I love this song! Evanescence has such beautiful music. It's deep and meaningful and just, ah. If I didn't take a 'what evanescence song are you' quiz I'd have never known about this song:) thank the lord for internet
Sammmme I found this from a quiz too, it was a personality test and I got this one as my answer
The pain consuming me... Strong words, but sometimes true.
Jymy Ants....... but this time it's cut too deep. time for me to leave it alone and give myself a better life ~~~~ very deep and true
awww i was born in october and this song is a perfect apology for me and what my boyfriend have been going through... thank you evanescence
October is the most common birth month
every October
I listen to this remembering the person I loved... Still love? We worked together, I left, I thought it would make me forget, but no... We understood each other well, we often laughed together, but my appearance is an obstacle, a wall that the greatest character, the union of souls, is unable to tear down...I want to cry but I don't even have tears...
You sir, are getting a new subscriber and a new friend!
I've been listening to Evanescence since '03. I have never heard this song before. I've been sleeping on this one. \m/
This is probably this song that made me love so much Autumn. :)
A Very Beautiful song that can have a different meaning to everyone. Stay Strong and God Bless All Of You !!
october of 2020, didnt expect to survive to this point
It bothers me a little to know that people only know this band because of Bring Me to Life, they deserve recognition in their other songs
There has been people who explored this band's song after "Bring Me To Life".
Preach Bring Me to Life is their worst song imo
@@kingkrysen not the worst, but these memes completely ruined the song.
@@alexiafreeandfiredyoungman6318 What meme?
SAAAAME They have WAY better songs
wayback to 2015, listening again in 2024 😢❤️, many broken memories in my 2015’s life. But now im happy with my husband. Thank God ❤️
I Love this song
To me this song speaks to my struggle with addiction.
Incredible powerful song... I ve listen this from my teenage
October Is My Favourite Time Year
this song is beautiful
It's 2019 and still listening to this 💕
Still listening this on 2018, who else?
Chef Beni meeeeeee soon I’ll be listening to it in 2019
2019
2020 👌
Janny Gallegos yes
2020 and going...
Happy October 1st. Gaia begins to sleep.🙏
Rip mom i love you so much i miss you
Jan 29 1971 / oct 10 2020
Essa é uma das melhores músicas que já ouvi na vida e ela toca na alma
the song that keeps summarising my existence
Una vez más escuchando este tremendo tema el primer día de octubre 😌
I'm still not use to hear this song from the band... So calming
Beautiful song, heartbreaking ...
I ♥ this Song
This is a song to end Halloween with
Happy October!
I didn't think this song was about religion until people started pointing it out. But I can see why they would think it's about God.
this song is a perfect song to keep u calm in a haunted house or something scary don't u think
superstarduck 3 It's too depressing to keep me calm in a haunted house. It's the perfect post-breakup song, though.
yeah I just broke up it just fell apart then I walk through a mine field and fearlessly come out unscathed
Gema Guevara don't forget that Amy Lee was inspired by Plumb. And Plumb was a very religious girl because if you look at her album exhale it talks a lot about religious stuff. So maybe the song since it's like maybe one of the first song she did it could probably be religious.
It’s not religious but it has that religious jibe that confuses people :)
Enjoy the music friends
Still love this song.
Hugs and prayer so emotional
I feel like I can't go on without you ..
My dearest Greg I miss you so much. This song reminds me of you!!!!
heart break music, my favorite kind
I'm too alive and this power. Is too strong
Playing this in October:D haha
Amy Briffa lol 😂 I did last year
Sooooo beautiful AMO
I remember singing this to my ex (the love of my life or the one that got away) and Amy lees voice is so beautiful
Best lyrics video of this song I have found.
I am nothing without God.
This song just shows the magic of Amy, Fantastic song from This great band🍺🍺🍺🍺🍺🍺🍺
It's even more amazing that the song was recorded 1998 and even written before.
Amy was maybe 16/17 at that time.
my girlfriend shared this song to me , and i loved it, but i don't know why even after caring about her so much she left me with this reason: "i don't even want to be alive , why would i love anyone " , but i know , that this is not true, she is suffering a lot and living such hectic life, i wish she comes back to me :( 😭😭😭
Good thing that my parents don't understand a word in english because they would have been worried a lot about me, when I was 15, listening to this song again and again, with a broken heart.😢 It was twenty years ago and I remember every word today
Beautiful
can't listen to this without listening to Good Enough right afterwards
Beautiful Nico Di Angelo ❤️
Beautiful Song!
Essa música é muito espiritual, e mesmo antes de eu traduzir a letra, eu conseguia entender a mensagem, sentir todos os sentimentos que carrega...adoro o nome "october" porque é o mês do meu aniversário e a música (letra depois de traduzida e harmonia) simplesmente perfeita, uma entrega de alma, eu canto essa música pra Deus!!!!
When night falls on me...I'll not close my eyes...I'm too alive... Love it :)
Beautiful !!!
Who gonna play it in October starting next week?
They also song just wonderful when your sad. :) they help me.
I want it on Spotify T_T
I am in awe...I love my god. He is good
I'm in love with this song - very beautiful, powerful and a very easy listen to. I prefer these slower songs of Evanescence - may someone kindly give me a list of their slower songs please? Thank you very much!
+NaomiBielaOfficial So Close, Missing, Understanding, Imaginary(Origin version)
jeanbobbb Ilove her
Solitude? (kinda)
I'm gonna listen to this all of October ^-^
Beautiful song...and awesome video by the way :)
i love all your videos!
yeah so beautiful
i like evanescence
i listen to this mostly every day of october!
October is my favorite month
It’s everyone’s favorite month lol
@@mikehunt7873 it's a very sentimental month because it's the most my mom died I used to love October because of Halloween and just because I love autumn and the changing of seasons but every October I know that is the most my mom passed away
@@zakk94 I hate October because everyone else is like “ omg it’s my favorite “. My favorite is December October is overrated
@@mikehunt7873 i hate everything i hate December its too cold for me
@@zakk94 It’s so unique to like December though. Everyone loves October. I’m almost the only one who
Hates October
wow such a powerful song
luv this song
Jesus... You're My Only Strength...
Sounds like she is singing to Jesus, Amen?
Yes
I love it❤️