I have to write this....I keep hearing "he was at his best" "he was at his peak" "such a surprise" "didnt see this coming" "he was working out" so on & so on....HE WAS EXHAUSTED mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally, & anything else I'm missing....the man to the far right spoke on "putting in the work, yoga, cbd, meditate, exercise, so on & so on...putting in THAT WORK IS EXHAUSTING & some just end their lives because that is continuous work that the depressed will have to put in for their rest of their lives & make a decision that they dont want to live the rest of their lives putting in so much work...the depression IS STILL THERE. It doesnt go away. You feel better in the moment when you put in that work...BUT the depression is still there. People need to understand TRUE chronic depression clinical whatever you want to call it doesnt go away. I dont care how much you exercise, shower, socialize, talk about your feelings, the depression is still there...understand it or dont. Everyone cant be helped because the depression is that bad & the "work" becomes that overwhelming & exhausting to keep up ..just like cancer some people "beat it" & go into remission others end up "losing the battle"
Thank you. These people have no idea how it works. We may seem like we are on top of the world for like an hour a minute a second whatever but don’t let if fool you. I feel like our angel had bipolar disorder. I know because I get really silly like him in my euphoric state like literally just as silly then out of nowhere the dysphoric state comes rolling in and I’m enveloped in this cloak of darkness desperately searching for the light and it feels like nothing will ever be ok again. Like Chester said it doesn’t really come from an external source. I honestly think it’s a sign of ptsd. There’s no specific trigger. It just happens or maybe there is a trigger and you can’t identify it or you buried it. I’ve had full days and multiple ones where I felt content and felt like I was able to embrace life and then it just goes away. It seems like no one really wanted to acknowledge or talk about Chris’s death. I feel like Chester and Chris were soulmates but platonically. So when he died Chester felt he had no one left to turn to. He must have felt Chris was the only one who understood him. Plus he wad having marital issues so that didn’t help. But yeah there’s no telling when the dysphoric state will roll in. There’s no signs or indications or feelings. It just becomes black.
@@amazingnothingness I couldn't have said it any better! It IS A DISEASE and it may seem like that depression went away but your wrong,It NEVER EVER GOES AWAY! How do I know this,because I've been through the darkness and is something you NEVER want to see or deal with! Mine was so bad that my husband was afraid to go to work because he thought one day he's gonna come home to a dead wife but thankfully I commited myself only because 1) your helping yourself be free of the pain,darkness and so on 2) Im only thinking about myself 3) your mentally hurting yourself but deep down(and I mean deep down) your only hurting your family because they are the ones who will forever be broken because they NEVER seen it coming until it does and its hurting them more than your hurting only because they get to move on but your no longer there! I'm thankful that I commited myself because I know my family loves me and I couldnt go thru with it! So please dont say ANYTHING MEAN until you've been there because depression IS REAL AND NEVER GOES AWAY!
Those of us who suffer..like Chester, Chris, Kurt, Phillip, Robin, and so many others who suffered till their end. I recognized the pain, many of you did too. That's because we live in it..our own sick heads. I'm changing the stigms by letting my suicidal thoughts become a conversation. It's ok to talk about it..and if you see it and hear it. Believe it and be there..just be there
Getting to the root cause of your pain is more important than gaslighting yourself as ^sick and overemphasizing stigma (which is not even a thing anymore)
Calling it “our own sick heads” actually creates stigma where there isn’t any. Many people who go on and on about stigma are attention seekers and want to ‘play the special victim’ , like Talinda (Chester’s widow)
Every single one of you that are in the comments attacking and blaming Talinda and anyone else is TRASH! All of you! It is actually disgusting that out of all of this, the only thing you lot care about is doing mental gymnastics to find someone to blame for what happened with Chester. You're hell bent on painting Talinda as the wicked witch of the west and making Mike out to be some "emotional sadist" opportunist and for WHAT??? Attacking them will not bring Chester back. Being angry will not bring Chester back. Pointing fingers will not bring Chester back. I am SICK and TIRED of seeing people blaming every person that Chester has ever met for what happened, saying that they should have known or noticed this or that and to not do so means a lack of concern for the person or complete ignorance of what they were going through. You know why? Because I have struggled with mental health issues my ENTIRE life. I have had God only knows how many therapists, been in and out of therapy since I was grade school age. My mom has severe chronic depression and I have known this since the beginning of time. She's had double the therapists that I've had, multiple previous attempts even after I was born, has spent over 30 years with this. And yet she STILL did not have a clue that I was suicidal and making self harm attempts to the point where my friends called police until I called her when I got out to tell her. And yet I STILL did not even remotely consider that my mom had attempted suicide when I initially thought she was having a severe hypoglycemic episode that resulted in calling for an ambulance until a YEAR later when she told me that's what it really was. We know each other better than anyone else knows us (my dad is a very close second). We are very open with each other. And yet. WE. STILL. DID. NOT. NOTICE. I don't know about you, but when someone I care about passes in that way, the LAST thing on my mind is to nitpick every single thing the loved ones of that person do after they pass and judge them for every single thing they do. PEOPLE! GRIEVE! DIFFERENTLY! You cannot base someone's thoughts and feelings on what they publicly show you. Everybody wants to act like Mike doesn't care about Chester meanwhile the man said he didn't leave his house for weeks and couldn't make music or paint/draw. I'm sure you lot would tell me that's a lie because APPARENTLY you're all the second coming of Jesus and know everything about everyone. I don't CARE what "sources" you have, what "evidence" you possess, because it doesn't matter. This is the exact same mess people have done for 25 years with Courtney Love after Kurt Cobain died. I'm not going to lie and say I have never considered both sides/theories, but it's been slightly longer than the years that I have been alive and WHAT has been accomplished?? WHAT has been gained?? Did it bring Kurt back? NO. Y'all have GOT to remember that no matter which way you slice it, there are ALWAYS three sides to every story: yours, mine, and the truth. We will never know that truth with Chester or anyone around him. If you want to know so bad, make sure you go to Heaven so you can ask God yourself. But until then, stop playing God, build a bridge, and get OVER it!
Thank you for everything you and also thank you for sharing your story. I deal with depression and anxiety but it's not as severe as others. With my depression I have a lot of selfhate towards myself, being empathic/peace maker definitely doesn't help, lol. I become a hermit not leaving the house in a long period of time and block out the world and not talk to anyone without realizing that im doing that, constant exhausted, either want to sleep all the time or barely sleep at all.
I noticed before Chester died he was talking a lot about his depression I think he thought if he talked about it it would get better and I think he was getting better but when Chris died he seem to loose hope he never was the same .
Mental health is one thing and everybody should take care of one‘s own health. But what bother‘s me is: Why isn‘t anyone talking about the sexual abuse? And why isn‘t anyone talking about its massive destructive consequenses it has on the victims? Chester has been through these traumatic experiences and this is not „just“ about looking after your mental health and stuff. It has extreme effects on victims and I totally understand if someone who had been abused like that couldn‘t deal with all the haunting emotions and thoughts anymore. There are terribly ugly things happening and you might have the power and will to struggle but at some point give up. Why is nobody talking about the sexual abuse? Why is nobody talking about the effects of it? It is a very important topic! (sorry, I am not an native English speaker)
I agree. The Big guy on the left has been their tour manager for 15 years. If you watch LPTV, he's in a lot of the footage of their behind the scenes while they're on the road. He always seemed to really care about them. Has that father vibes about him.
Agreed. I am sure that was a very difficult demon for Chester. And something should be done for the victims of abuse and harsh trauma. Teach ppl how to heal. Sometime just talking about it isn't the only answer.
He worked so hard to become the perfect soul he was, he had been through so much pain, no one can imagine, too bad he sorrounded himself with the worst, careless, emotionless people... fly high, perfect angel, hope you've found the peace you so much deserve... you'll forever be missed, forever be loved! You broke so many hearts when you left! 🤗🖤💔💔🖤🤗
Chester Bennington will forever be sadly missed. His death has broken millions of hearts and now we wish we could have chased out his demons. But, perhaps there is something we can do. We should never take another persons happiness for granted just because they seem on top of the world. We can make suicide preventable. Never be ashamed to cry. In our private moments, we all cry. It doesn't matter how big or tough you are. I cry when I hear of tragedy in the life of someone I have never met and don't even know, because I feel utterly helpless and powerless to comfort the inconsolable. But, what I can do is pray. I pray because even a heartfelt thought of selfless love for someone else's pain is an energy, so I ask myself where does that thought go? I think of the painful tear filled reddened eyes, stinging cheeks and tear saturated pillows of others who'll wake up in the morning to start the day of false gleeful appearance, just because nobody wants to know their private pain. They'll go to bed again tonight, fearful of being a burden to the world they just left behind. Don't just tell someone you love them. Show them you mean it. Love and forgiveness is tough because we live in a world where it can be corrupted and nobody believes it is sincere or real. Let us all prove the darkness wrong by revealing who we truly are before we were born into this world as spiritual beings having a human experience. Let us all chase away the demons. Let's do that for Chester. R.I.P. sweet soul.
This was a compelling conversation and I commend Talinda and Anna's strength. I learned a lot from this, and I'm sure others will, too. I would love to hear some thoughts from other industry professionals, touring musicians etc. Thanks to everyone involved. Talinda in particular, you were inspirational. Much love
If she cared so much about “life” she wouldn’t be on her 5th vacation in 2 months disobeying LA’s no travel order ~ in the middle of a pandemic. She’s being reckless with Chester’s children. Smdh
Please watch this. It may help save someone's life. Please don't ever take the happiness of someone for granted just because they seem on top of the world. Love is our greatest gift.
His sigh in the beginning. To billed up strength to finish the moment. Unless you know dipression or felt something. You would never ketch ( I want to drink gassoline. ) He was the best chester you had ever seen? That's a big problem!!! At least with me. If everything is rite there's something wrong. What am i missing? The world loves him because he knew the sadness & pain on all levels. Chester has a way to let your sole bleed with out dying. You are not alone. Just simple Love and Understanding. Invisible Hug's work...The band Three Days Grace. I feels the same way. My 2 favorite song's from them. ( Pain )+( The Good Life.) Thank you for adding time to my life both band's. It is hard to stay positive when you know your blood is just a number on the stock market and the World as a hole has no chance in hell of true peace. THIS WORLD WILL NEVER BE WHAT I EXPECTED!!! Song ( Not to late ). I would love to meditate or do yoga it feels good. Letting my mind relax leaves me open to attack by seizure's at mid way. Letting my guard down to sleep level's me open to attack to. Music has kept me motivated. My husband has kept me alive. Dating 15 years ago. I was caught trying to trad my Linkin Park CD for his. Because min was scratched to hall. It's all about motivation + inspiration. Every once in a while everyone need's a kick in the ass to keep going. The world misses you Chester. I Want your name in history like Elvis Presley, Bob Marley and Michael Jackson. Music is always the voice of a generation.
First and foremost my love, thoughts and prayers are with you, Mrs. Bennington and Mrs. Shinoda including your family, band and friends. This video needs to go viral and into every company, corporation, school, prison and re-entry program, as well as, to every household who knows anyone who suffers mental illness. It is a wonderful new beginning for positive change regarding substance abuse and mental illness. Funny how many psycologiosts I have met in the halls of AA. My apologies, I am like Chester, lol I love to talk. I wish I had the info handed out to your audience. I am 62 yrs old. I just celebrated 7 years sober and clean on March 1st. I have had mental illness since I was either born or a very young child. I have been seeing counselors, therapists, psychiatrists, etc for the last 32 years. I have worked the 12 steps of AA and continue to use the amazing tool box that was worked for by me finishing the steps and customized for my individual defects of character, including mental illness and I recommend AA, NA and their other 12 step help groups. I am a Christian and would like to add that mental illness is not of Satan and I believe we should never call it our demons as demons are very different from a clinical mental illness. Remember, It's not our fault and while I admit it can feel like demons, it is really a clinical illness. In my opinion, that word can be very dangerous and may keep someone feeling shamed or worse, feeling evil. I will be searching for more from you all and hats off to you for your work! I just hung a dollar store door sign by my front door 3"x3" that my 40 yr old caregiver was going to buy me but I insisted I needed to pay for it and hung it proudly at my door to help me get over the stigma. It simply says " I am already disturbed, please come in". I learned that having come out to family and friends and admitting and accepting my illness, that a good sense of humor helps. It's okay to laugh about being "not okay" as long as you are getting professional, support of family, friends and support groups. Most importantly, keep that tool box with you every where you go and use it!. Take it one day at a time... often, one moment at a time... Thank you all from my heart. Together we can change the direction, not just for ourselves but most importantly for our children and grandchildren.
Saundra Hillinger hallelujah, you said it perfectly......especially the part about humor and lightening it up BUT only when all those tools are in place (therapy, family/friend/caregiver support, meds if applicable, AA if applicable, etc). And when I’m having a really hard time and it feels endless and just heavy dread and doom, I do exactly what you say.....I literally take it one moment at a time. It passes. And without my own personal toolbox, I’d be a mess! As for the stigma, I feel it’s diminishing, but not as quickly as any of us would like. I like what you said about distinguishing mental illness for what it is, a clinical illness. I’m a Christian as well and for some reason to me, the word “demons” feels like slang for the phrase “character defects” or personal issues.” Regardless, you’re correct.... these aren’t bad morals or anything of that sort. It’s just like an illness of any other organ in our bodies. Congratulations on 7 years, girl! Oh, and your sign, “.....I’m already disturbed.” I love it! P.S. Can you tell that I love to talk too? :)
I have watched this so many times and am proud to be a LP/Chester fan. Those that want to believe in a conspiracy theory are absolutely ridiculous. Chester died by suicide, he died because of depression and addiction. He was clinically depressed. As much as people can’t deal with thinking he took his own life it’s true.
@@heathercunningham3040 I obviously can't tell you definitively what he was thinking in his last moments, but I can tell you what I was thinking when I almost did it myself, and from conversations I had with other people who were in this situation I understands it's pretty common: When you're in that headspace, you don't think clearly. You barely think at all. That's exactly why I don't like it when people say that someone 'decided' to take their own life- you don't decide to do it, it's almost like you're not doing it consciously and something else is controlling you. Chances are, he wasn't thinking about his family, at all. They weren't even on his mind. The only thing you can think of in this situation is the pain, which is excruciating, and how you can end it.
I really needed this discussion. I face depression and think about suicide a lot. I see my psychotherapist from the VA every month and my psychiatrist every three months. I’m on Prozac now and I had treatments from TMS “trans cranial magnetic stimulation also electro convulsive therapy which both did not help. On my left wrist I’m getting tattooed 5-18-17 and below that will be 7-20-17 and my hand will be ONE MORE LIGHT. I will get better with interviews like this. Aloha and Mahalo !
Thank you for putting this up! Still soooo sad but stalking the rest of the band. There is NO REPLACING it but I am settling into there not being LP shows on my ridiculous lineup. #lpunderground and #linkinpark - cliche but - the best times of my life!
Thank you for this! Hopefully everyone raises awareness of mental illness. We all have to talk to each other albeit in a nonjudgmental manner. It's time we respect each other and love each other like family, no matter where we go.
Much respect to Talinda. My best friend comitted suicide 4 years ago because of a depression and I'm still struggeling with thoughts like: what could I have done and blaming myself for little mistakes. I did not understand how he felt did not know how to react and help him. Now I am dealing with a depression, talking with specialists. And I can assure all the people here that not all days or even hours are the same for people with a depression, one moment you are feeling ok... and the next moment the opposite. Now I know what my best friend was going trough... You can say a lot of things about others with a depression and te people around them. But if you dont know how it is and how it feels: be carefull with your choice of words because it really can hurt people. Show some respect because it is not easy to deal with this. To having a loved one with depression or having one yourself. (I'm from the Netherlands so my english sucks :p)
I am so happy with the work being put into awareness generation. It has made accepting him passing away an easier process because we are not blaming anyone.
I never hear a “take of your sunglasses” story going well. Even with Michael Jackson, when Madonna asked him to take of the shades, either he threw it out the car window or she yanked it off of him. IT’S A DISASTER😱
They minimize Chester's suicide by blaming him then throw the depression and mental health labels around to shut down the conversation. So disrespectful .
hi, bob si dog..... yes, they are true morons who refuse to take responsibility for the exploitation of chester bennington. mike with his "music therapy"... too bad he will never realize that an excess of "music therapy" (aka work) on top of a crumbling foundation leads to collapse. chester's widow who thought that when he was giving, giving, giving (chester's own words in 2017) that she was "helping" him. that's called exploitation, morons.
mike is such an emotional sadist..... hey, chester, let's do music therapy.... again and again and again and again. you attempted suicide in november 2016? you need MORE music therapy!!!! too bad you're dead..... chester could have healed if I would have given him more music therapy. singing about your problems really helps.
it's okay to be a failure, but it's not okay to teach failure. chester's widow is a mental health expert.... is she really this stupid or selfish? how can someone be this ignorant.... chester literally says his hectic home life makes him feel like he is losing his sanity. 2017! that's HER home life pushing her husband over the edge...... how can you not understand what he is saying? m.ua-cam.com/video/ygBsLAAsNdw/v-deo.html&index=5&list=PLR7q-aKHLBPEjI7vaykzy263_laexqyA6
"Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes." -- debihope, 2010 quote.... sometimes attributed to author william gibson because he retweeted the quote........ yeah.
chester was asking for help repeatedly IN PUBLIC..... he was probably asking 10x more in private...... mike is some bizarre enabler who refused to solve the underlying problem and wanted to paper over it with lame music therapy..... chester's widow was the major source of his 2017 pain. she is zoned out for whatever reasons. a lot of people blame her for not being there on chris cornell's birthday..... I don't because chester probably planned his suicide in advance. time for talking is done. acting happy so no one will stop him..... he tried to talk with his widow at least since 2015. she was grinding him into the ground. he was done with it. how anyone can think that chester's interviews from 2017 describe a supportive relationship is beyond me. he was being exploited. oh, wait.... "enlightened" because he was beyond having any personal needs. that was his positive spin on the situation. also chester's children are not to blame at all. they were millionaires and his widow had tons of money and time to design whatever home life she wanted..... she just wanted a dysfunctional home life where chester was constantly stressed. she ignored his requests for help.... at least in public and probably in private, too. they backed him into a corner and he would jump out of a burning building. I know these replies are essentially rants...... but you care about this topic, too. I won't make a video with chester's quotes because his widow would love to be the "victim"..... huh. she's trolling for attention big time. people would say.... "you don't understand what happened in private. chester's widow knew him best." bullshit. anyone with a shred of common sense can see in chester's interview comments that his environment was unhealthy. his family and friends and their PR team can delete whatever comments, hate whatever comments...... but they can't delete reality and chester said plenty.
There's a lot of blame on Talinda for Chester's death. Let me set the record clear and hopefully my comment gets seen. I do see that she is using his name as sort of a face for her advocation. Note: NEVER use someone as a poster boy/girl. BUT, she was not the cause of his death. He suffered years prior to them meeting, he even tried committing suicide before then. Yes, sadly he was depressed, which lead to his demise. More than anything I want him back. But putting blame on someone else is childish and petty and will not bring him back! He had demons (which could mean depression, anxiety, memories, addictions etc.) and they won not because Chester was weak, forced or murdered. He was tired of fighting. I've been there... hell I still am! Talinda did move on with her love life, and I'll admit it was rather hasty. But you cannot use that as a weapon because it's NOT YOUR BUSINESS! So, with all due respect, leave Talinda and her family alone! Quit commenting your hateful trash and DO NOT REPLY to this comment unless you agree! If you do not, take everything I said, sit on your couch and think about it! I do not want comments or replies annoying the crap out of me because I have better things to pay attention to than anyone's B.S. rumours! So Again, DO NOT REPLY!
"Family" doesn't pack your schedule on the birthdate of your best friend who just killed himself. "Chester" was a business and they treated him as such.
bob si dog People seem to forget Chester was a grown-ass man and could have stepped back at any time. He was not a child and I can’t imagine he would have liked being treated like one.
She is so insightful about mental health, and promoting some very important messages that need to be heard. I am so glad she has found the courage to speak out, to help others, especially since you can see that she is not a speaker by nature, but knows she must speak out to help others with their mental health issues. Chester picked a good woman!
BadJovi praying Talinda was and still IS fucking Mike. She told him she has never loved him . And to go ahead and kill himself because nobody fucking cares. she wasn't hacked, I'm sure she wishes that were true.see; ua-cam.com/video/5heEmXgHFiw/v-deo.html (skip ahead to 16:18)
Julian Walker Please see my messages just above. I'm sorry to break it to you, but she is not as she seems or claims to be. Please help spread the word. The world muct know the truth. I'm sorry.
Can I just say a few things. I tried some meditation for a couple of days at home and it did help reprogram my wires briefly. Working on your mind is a constant thing and it's exhausting. Putting on a brave face is exhausting. Stigma is real. I feel people don't like people having a shit time. I had a shit day today and it was hard. I feel negative fur some reason and I had a war with myself to get out of it. Sometimes there are no answers. Sometimes there are. I don't think that I would be mentally able to help myself or others when I'm low. It's nice for people who sometimes don't understand it to try to as they could be the strong ones there to nurse people who need help and advice getting out of a mental low. I'm not saying I'm right or wrong I'm just chatting.
Mea a little at a time helps. I discovered Art and love it, 4 to 5 hours or when ever I have time to not think really does me good. It's that moment when you give your mind space to think (negatively) when it comes crashing
Yes, there is definitely stigma. I'll never forget how, when my parents found out through a friend of mine that I have suicidal thoughts, one of the first things they told me was 'we hope you haven't told anyone else besides her'. This sentence haunts me to this very day- they cared more about me appearing ok than actually being ok. And about the second half of what you say- I hope today was better for you than the day you wrote this, and I hope you'll always have more god days than bad days. Stay strong, and I'm here for you if you need to talk.
Label kiss ass -- to tell every fan that they were all "family" ---- family that lets Chester fall on his sword while making all of them money -- fucking sick.
For those who criticize Talinda because of how long it was till she was with someone else in short amount of time after Chester. You don't know their actual personal lives together between her and Chester. You don't know her process of grief, she also had to stay strong for the younger kids. His side of the family approved aswell with the band members of Linkin Park. So who are we to judge? - Let me tell you a brief story with my parents. Maybe it'll give you another perspective to look at. My parents years ago would have many conversations about if/when one of them dies first kinds of talks because neither one were strangers to death. They had made a pact/promise to each other that the other person would move on and my mom even put a time table on that, lol. That time table to move on with life and getting back out there was after 4 or 5 months. So that way neither of them would be lonely and to keep moving forward. They knew that they would always hold each close to their hearts no one could replace the love that they shared. But they know life is too short to go through it alone and want each other to find happiness to keep carrying on. They didn't have to remarry if they didn't want to, but they wanted each other to at least have a companion to continue on living life with. My mom died near the end of 2016 at 47. I had JUST turned 21. My parents met at 18 years old in the month of July 88' and got married 3 months later after they both turned 19. Mom's birthday is Sept 27th, 69', Dad's birthday is Sept 30th 69' and married on Oct. 1st 88'. Married for 28 years and had 6 kids together. I'm the 4th child. My 3 older siblings died when they were little in a tragic accident the same year I was born. My parents were only 26 at the time. (2 brothers and a sister), they died beginning of Jan 95' then a month later when they were planning on wanting to adopt a child because my mom was told she couldn't have anymore kids. She found out she was pregnant with me, and then I was born later that year in Nov 20, 95' (the miracle angel child). My mom had a late miscarriage when I was 4 in 00'. Then, she finds out she's pregnant again with my younger sister, born a year later in Aug 01' (Suprised child). She was premature, so she had to stay in the hospital on a heart monitor for a month, and the day she came home was on 9/11. My dad watched it on the news as he was signing papers to release her from the hospital. They DEFINITELY had their ups and downs, but they definitely loved each other. Normally I don't believe in soulmates (except for in tv shows/movies/books lol) but with everything they've gone through when they were still basically young and fought threw it all together when they only started out dating for 2 in a half/3 months before getting married, lol. I would consider that as once in a life time type of love. Most people if they had gone through half of what my parents did those marriages would have crumbled. like I said in the beginning they made a pact/promise to each other and my dad went little pass the timeline but he started at least talking and going on casual coffee dates about 7/8 months later after my mom passed. Its going on 7 years since her passing. He's been doing LOT of long distances like in Ukraine/Europe area that he meets on these different sites, lol.
Even if you're not ashamed of your depression, you will get shamed. People will avoid you. Companies won't hire you. Best not even get diagnosed. Learn where it's coming from. Learn how it works. Learn about your emotions and your hormones and how they are merely a part of you. You are bigger than how you feel! If you need someone to talk to, look for someone. Get help by all means, but don't trust Academics who have no interest in you despite being a paying customer. And don't let everyone know, this will put immense pressure on you. Let one or two good friends or family members know and ask them for advice. In the end it's YOU who needs to save yourself. And you can do it! Get OFF the internet and INTO nature. But don't let anybody diagnose you as malfunctioning. Your body is literally godly, you just need to learn how to balance it all and stay centered. The Solution will come from within you. It can't come externally.... no magic pills and no hippie remedy will help you.
54:00 probably because you yourself admitted Talinda, that you didn't handle his drug addiction and depression well. You didn't go through the same so how could you see the signs??? Years of not being supported, being judged.... the pressure of being just who he was... this was NOT Talinda's fault! Not anyones fault. NOBODY is at fault. He was beyond help.
Character is pretty apparent here. Mike's wife is here to talk and have her thoughts out for everyone to hear the other all I can think is legs and short skirt put there for everyone to see.
@@bradleydunn3640 Mike's wife is very kind,sensitive and clearly very caring person. Chester's wife is very different. She is ex-playboy model so outside looks it important to her. She feels little cold and very different as Mike's wife Anna. But i believe Chester loved her very much. Sam and Chester got the old stuff settled and were friends again. It was really nice.
@@bradleydunn3640 so she's not allowed to wear a short dress? If you're focusing on her clothes rather than what she's saying, you need to set your priorities straight, not her
She is so wonderful and not to blame for Chesters death at all. Absolutely beautiful just like her husband, Chester Charles Bennington. Both wonderful souls. ❤️
@@bobsidog She shouldn't feel any blame. No one could have saved Chester besides himself. I'm a LP fan, been from the beginning and have also attempted suicide more than once. No body could have stopped me. I took pills so I lucked out. If I had a gun, it would have been over. People talk about shit they know nothing about. I'm not taking about the record label or management cause I have my own life and wasn't in the boardroom with the band. I do not know nor will pretend I fully comprehend all the personal/professional low points in a persons life. Life is a series of high and lows, sorrow and joy, hopefully the latter outweighs the former. To pretend to know what is going through the mind of a complete stranger-yes, you can be the biggest fan, you still do not interact daily with that person-is callous and absurd. I do not blame Chester, his wife, his kids, friends, fans, etc. Suicide is the ugly end result of hopelessness and despair, the desire to end an indescribable pain above all else and it overrides an innate biological urge to survive. Their are no easy solutions. Lamenting on the what ifs and if onlys will not bring Chester back. It sucks and it hurts and its tragic and its real. I've almost lost my self to suicide and have lost others. I could waste precious energy blaming other's. My friends are still gone. Chester is still gone. Heal your wounds without tearing open others
@@token555 "abuse" causes: *the ugly end result of hopelessness and despair, and the desire to end an indescribable pain above all else that overrides an innate biological urge to survive* (your words) ....so, you're telling people to not address abuse? and you also say: *there are no easy solutions* so, we should all just give up trying to figure out why people commit suicide? really? ~ I believe that people who prompt another person's suicide should start being held accountable instead of being protected.
@@bobsidog I never uttered a word about abuse or giving up trying to find answers. Yes, the words after abuse are mine. You inserted the "abuse causes" part. I did not live with Chester so I will not pretend to know the state of his marriage (something you appear to be an expert on). You have already condemmed another without a shred of evidence for someone elses actions. I will not do that.
48:21 BUT you know what the thing is though. It really seemed like Chester played with Dave so much. All we see is the LPTVs, but there’s Chester doing “foamball” or sitting with his broken ankle WITH DAVE. Dave doesn’t really listen.........but Chester apparently doesn’t mind that much, cause zero drama comes of it. So selfless.❤️
@@jenniferpeters9927 And I have a right to my opinion she is a selfish witch who most likely knows exactly what happened to her husband and Chris Cornell . He wanted to leave her. Chris wanted to leave Vicky, Curt wanted to leave Courtney . So you see it goes way beyond selfish. As for being incredulous that I don't like your grammar........ oh dern. Your attempt at sarcastic humor fell flat. Take care.
I hope Talinda finds the strength and correct self-awareness for not paying too much attention to hateful and blaming comments which still today as we can see here down below, people keep addressing to her. She could've done more? Better? Yes, so what? I do not think at all she was not loving her sweet Chester at her best. See the beautiful kids and family they created together, the beautiful, large extended family they created with Mike & Anna, Chris & Viky and their kid and the band. Chester and Talinda did it. They went through it, throughout their all lives. Just as each and everyone of us does every single day since we were born. Do your best and at the same time see how to do it better. That's love. All the rest is just people comfortably talking and commenting from behind their devices, sitting on the sofa and pointing fingers at others instead of themselves. Chester is a man who always took his own responsibilities at his best. In all his songs I'm fully confident he was screaming mostly at himself, even in the songs whose lyrics included "you" and nor "I", "me". Respect others, folks. Always, everyday. Big thanks, everyday, to Talinda and what she's doing. I wish I could meet her and talk to her about my own experiences with these topics. Would be so enlightening and helpful I'm sure, and not only to me and my daily struggles.
starlight write hi. A feeling. The signs I get. I might be wrong of course. I share my thinking and feeling on the ground of what I can get -- which is of course limited. You think his marriage with Talend was not healthy?
starlight write interesting clip, thanks for sharing. He was really struggling with everything poor guy. I figure it was not easy for his family too. Mental health is very important, if we do not pay the right attention to it and we don't give it the importance it must have even the simplest things can get very... heavy. You have me good thing to think over. I'd like to talk about it.
sure, more bad signs in the public record..... they were millionaires, so why was chester constantly stressed out? they could have had 4 nannies if they wanted..... in 2015, chester makes a "joke" that his home life is a war zone. talinda is RIGHT THERE and she says, "good scene" ...... how is that being supportive? he is not happy, but it's just a joke to her...... no improvement 2 years later. it's a long interview at 38 minutes.... m.ua-cam.com/video/CZ7muzS0y2g/v-deo.html
If you suffer from depression and have tried everything why not give the Creator a shot. For people that do not know the Lord, you must know that there is nothing that he cannot deliver you from. You must also know that we are made in the image of God, and for that reason we are under continuous attack form the enemy. In Ephesians 6:12 is says that "We battle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, powers, against the rulers of darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." Our experience here on Earth is a spiritual battle and going to therapists and psychiatrist cannot heal you from spiritual attacks like depression, anxiety, anger, etc. The Lord's power is infinite and you can be healed from anything you are going through. God Bless!
Medication doesn't just "help you sleep". It helps By increasing some of the serotonin and. Chemicals in the brian and it eases some Of the symptoms so it can make the retraining of the brain that you speak of and coping skills to do so easier to implement. Especially for people with major depression and excessive anxiety with racing thoughts. I thought that was really important to mention since you didn't.
i don’t understand why she’s putting a show and trying so hard to pretend she cares! she freakin found another soulmate in a few months. now dont get me wrong, she has every right to move on and find love in the future but for someone who is doing all this you have to admit getting married to another dude was kinda fast
i was thinkin the same thing. she hasn't shown any emotion either in any video since. like wtf. this bitch didn't even call chesters ex wife and other kids to tell then what happened, his other kids found out by someone else hearing it on the news! but shes getting fame now and gets half his LP money so, doesn't surprise me i guess shes not sincere at all. not even at his farewell tribute concert did she seem distraught. smfh.
I thought the same thing to be honest with you. To me that was kinda fast and trust me others feel the same way but in the sake of keeping the peace they go along with it .Chester has screams that lasted longer than the time she went single. But to each is their own !!!
I love how Talinda just looked up one day and depression existed. Like, Chester just up and decided one day in the 12th year of their marriage that he was depressed or struggling with his addictions and mental illness and couldn't deal. 🙄 And now she vows to advocate for something she's never experienced, even after her husband dies, and still is very uneducated about (because it does take more than knowing someone who struggles with something to make you a licensed expert.) But Imma be quiet because she's grieving...................
Talinda has struggled with her mental health all of her life, much like Chester did. She knows damn well what she's talking about. She knows a thing or two because she's experienced a thing or two.
Ashlee Ann Okay, girl. You should be educated to advocate for something and she isn't. How you gonna advocate for something you couldn't see in your own damn husband of 12 years? Please explain.
Jayde Slayde She has always been educated first of all. She has even advocated in the past alongside Chester on multiple occasions. She's known all along what the situation was and was fully aware of what to do. She is no God, but she damn well did more than what most would have done. It is not humanly possible to manipulate the struggles of mental illness and the works of it because of how powerful it's forces are. Looks like you're the one who needs to be educated about someone's past before you go pinning false information on them, huh?
I wanna talk about minute 50:50 a) Am I the only one who wanna know, what interests Mike had, to force Chester to perform without sunglasses? Mike is a band member and not band management. He should have been Chesters buddy. This is weird. b) And why didnt Mike asked Chesters himself? Or did he asked and Chester refused? Would be even worse, that Mike sent out Jim afterwards to ask again. c) The style Jim talked to Chester, to convince him to perform without glasses is so… I dont know. It sounded like Jim talked to a child or a jerk! That is disrespectful. Did nobody else noticed that? d) Chesters answer was rude. Yes. But to say it was a sign of depression, goes to far. It also could have been a sign of disapproval on how Chester was treated by LP band members and stuff!
@@sandra1900 you are just part of the ignorant, hateful crowd of shameless individuals that are trying to prove that Chester was killed by his loved ones, based on speculation and BS media stories. It is okay keep at it! I am sure that he would have encouraged you to stool on his friends and family if he were still here.
@@GorcStew Interesting what you think, you can read in my comment. I wrote about a situation in Chesters life and how he might have felt about it. And you respond with a murder scenario and also in a very impolite way. I wish we all, his fans, business partners and close people would have paid more attention about how he was doing. In the scene I talked about, you can see that something wasnt all right for him. He didnt felt comfortable. Otherwise he would not had told Jim: fck you! Ignoring it and defaming people who want to talk about it, is not the smartest thing you can do.
@@sandra1900 Murder scenario? I was implying that you are part of the group that is claiming that Mike and his bandmates and his wife drove him to suicide...it is nice that you are dense enough to have interpreted it that way. Get a life and stop judging people you know nothing about. He is gone let him rest and leave his family and friends alone they've suffered enough. THEY are the ones who lost a loved one, you did not know him personally so get over it.
Demons? Please Stop. He said I can not be alone in a radio interview. Many people heard that and knew he was depressed. LISTEN TO THE LETTER HE WROTE TO CHRIS
@@whatiwasgoingtosay yes he was an adult, but seriously, for those close to him should have known that, that particular day maybe he shouldn't have been alone. Not blaming anyone else for his suicide, bc if not on that day it could have happened on another day...but I would have never...never left him alone on that day knowing how close he and Chris were and how he suffered losing him
Maureen Culbreath Why would anybody assume Chris’s birthday would trigger that, when he by all accounts seemed better than he had in months? It’s easy to Monday morning quarterback. But it’s judgmental and stupid.
@@whatiwasgoingtosay I never said anyone should assume anything...and how do you know how he was in the months previous to his death? Bc of videos/interviews you have watched? Those don't prove anything that could have been going on inside his mind and heart...and maybe he didn't commit suicide in the first place
He didn't wrote nobody can save me, it was Mike, Brad and Jon Green. But there are many other songs where he cried for help. I don't think he was planning it long before, but the suicidal thoughts were definitely there
I have been in a SEVERE DEPRESSION ever since the day he died. Literally the absolute worst time in my life. Eight months now I have been suffering. This I didn’t realize until November a RX med was making me miserable. Never warned about them and stopped taking them. I didn’t know about the dangers. When I found out and told my Dr she ditched me. Completely ignored Drs wont help me since. You tube videos All OVER about antidepressants and benzodiazepines and how they make it ALL AND MORE to get worse. We all have emotions and need to cope with them through counseling NOT ANY type of drugs. This is the messages that need to be talked about. Open up say it out loud. Don’t want to tarnish his name but your not telling the WHOLE story. It ALL is a part of all of our problems.
I'm sorry your particular medication was not helping you And you didn't get the medical help that you needed and should have switched to a different doctor but to say that medications and antidepressants are the problem and no one should be taking them is a DANGEROUS thing to say because they save lives especially for people with clinical depression. The last thing people need to be shamed for taking medication When it's saving their life, Especially when combined with effective counseling. Don't spread that message
Once an adict always an adict. It's a choice to reach out for drugs. Drugs kill people. That's no secret. Drugs don't help to solve problems. How stupid can one be to take stuff like that. He didn't learn a damn thing. Not even about music.
I want to know if anyone will read this. I need to know if anyone will take the time. It might take 2 week's or 2 month. Since it is always bin hare with reading & comprehention. You will need to look up music & movie's. I'm only telling this once in my life.
I will rarely lie because if you lie you'll have to remember it for ever. Nice try on your song's. My wounds run deeper then that. The Dalai Lama once said. ( Some times not getting what you want can be a blessing in disguise. )
It never was. I'm trying to keep a light on invisible disease's. I Can make it about me. I'm Very thank full i'v never seen shit! My new favorite song: Bendy and the ink Machine. ( Can't Be Erased ).
+jessica little if they are invisible they don't exist. There are ways to test for ALL diseases--- do not self diagnose at home like Talinda does to her kids.
@@x-san6539 exactly.. both with crossed legs facing away is a classic sign... but the eye rolls when one interrupts the other (mainly Anna interrupting Talinda) like they are enemies speaks volumes.look at 52:25 for example.. Talinda's face speaks a magnitude.
The result is the same ..he is not with us anymore. But I was thinking something that didn't happen only once..you know for some people who want to hurt someone in any way for a reason, the perfect victim for them of course is a man with mental health problems..cause everyone would think this is suicide, so people will not be suspicious...especially when this person have talked publicly about his mental health. I don't know what happened..If I was talinda I would never believe that it was suicide maybe I wouldn't want to..But every different person acts completely differently. Noone really knows ,especially when we talk about hanging..how someone can be sure about it...I don't know if they did a necropsy or anything like that but I know only one thing. That we will never know the truth..so better for us to not draw wrong conclusions.
First of all, that's no one's business and second of all, people grieve in many ways. 2 1/2 years later is not that long. We don't know anything and for all we know, they may have had an agreement that if one of them passes, the other should find someone to be with. I've known people who dated or married not long after their spouse passed. It doesn't mean anything. People deserve to find love again and their spouse would have wanted that.
he most def killed himself. his songs have all been about not being enough, Breaking the habbit, Crawling, One step closer, In the end, Numb, GIVEN UP are you kidding? the first line of one more light is literally "should have stayed, were the signs i ignored" gtfoh
I have to write this....I keep hearing "he was at his best" "he was at his peak" "such a surprise" "didnt see this coming" "he was working out" so on & so on....HE WAS EXHAUSTED mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally, & anything else I'm missing....the man to the far right spoke on "putting in the work, yoga, cbd, meditate, exercise, so on & so on...putting in THAT WORK IS EXHAUSTING & some just end their lives because that is continuous work that the depressed will have to put in for their rest of their lives & make a decision that they dont want to live the rest of their lives putting in so much work...the depression IS STILL THERE. It doesnt go away. You feel better in the moment when you put in that work...BUT the depression is still there. People need to understand TRUE chronic depression clinical whatever you want to call it doesnt go away. I dont care how much you exercise, shower, socialize, talk about your feelings, the depression is still there...understand it or dont. Everyone cant be helped because the depression is that bad & the "work" becomes that overwhelming & exhausting to keep up
..just like cancer some people "beat it" & go into remission others end up "losing the battle"
Thank you. These people have no idea how it works. We may seem like we are on top of the world for like an hour a minute a second whatever but don’t let if fool you. I feel like our angel had bipolar disorder. I know because I get really silly like him in my euphoric state like literally just as silly then out of nowhere the dysphoric state comes rolling in and I’m enveloped in this cloak of darkness desperately searching for the light and it feels like nothing will ever be ok again. Like Chester said it doesn’t really come from an external source. I honestly think it’s a sign of ptsd. There’s no specific trigger. It just happens or maybe there is a trigger and you can’t identify it or you buried it. I’ve had full days and multiple ones where I felt content and felt like I was able to embrace life and then it just goes away. It seems like no one really wanted to acknowledge or talk about Chris’s death. I feel like Chester and Chris were soulmates but platonically. So when he died Chester felt he had no one left to turn to. He must have felt Chris was the only one who understood him. Plus he wad having marital issues so that didn’t help. But yeah there’s no telling when the dysphoric state will roll in. There’s no signs or indications or feelings. It just becomes black.
@@amazingnothingness I couldn't have said it any better!
It IS A DISEASE and it may seem like that depression went away but your wrong,It NEVER EVER GOES AWAY! How do I know this,because I've been through the darkness and is something you NEVER want to see or deal with! Mine was so bad that my husband was afraid to go to work because he thought one day he's gonna come home to a dead wife but thankfully I commited myself only because 1) your helping yourself be free of the pain,darkness and so on 2) Im only thinking about myself 3) your mentally hurting yourself but deep down(and I mean deep down) your only hurting your family because they are the ones who will forever be broken because they NEVER seen it coming until it does and its hurting them more than your hurting only because they get to move on but your no longer there!
I'm thankful that I commited myself because I know my family loves me and I couldnt go thru with it!
So please dont say ANYTHING MEAN until you've been there because depression IS REAL AND NEVER GOES AWAY!
Are you there still? You're amazing for understanding this. Peace. (from a person who lives his entire earthly life with chronic depression)
Thank You!!! Depression is a silent killer
I totally agree I understand depression , yet still suffer with it , it never goes away .
I just miss Chester
Those of us who suffer..like Chester, Chris, Kurt, Phillip, Robin, and so many others who suffered till their end. I recognized the pain, many of you did too. That's because we live in it..our own sick heads. I'm changing the stigms by letting my suicidal thoughts become a conversation. It's ok to talk about it..and if you see it and hear it. Believe it and be there..just be there
Getting to the root cause of your pain is more important than gaslighting yourself as ^sick and overemphasizing stigma (which is not even a thing anymore)
@@bobsidog true
Calling it “our own sick heads” actually creates stigma where there isn’t any. Many people who go on and on about stigma are attention seekers and want to ‘play the special victim’ , like Talinda (Chester’s widow)
amazingly writen zthank you..needed to hear..i admire your honestly, youre brave person
@@bobsidog this can be true
Every single one of you that are in the comments attacking and blaming Talinda and anyone else is TRASH! All of you! It is actually disgusting that out of all of this, the only thing you lot care about is doing mental gymnastics to find someone to blame for what happened with Chester. You're hell bent on painting Talinda as the wicked witch of the west and making Mike out to be some "emotional sadist" opportunist and for WHAT??? Attacking them will not bring Chester back. Being angry will not bring Chester back. Pointing fingers will not bring Chester back.
I am SICK and TIRED of seeing people blaming every person that Chester has ever met for what happened, saying that they should have known or noticed this or that and to not do so means a lack of concern for the person or complete ignorance of what they were going through. You know why? Because I have struggled with mental health issues my ENTIRE life. I have had God only knows how many therapists, been in and out of therapy since I was grade school age. My mom has severe chronic depression and I have known this since the beginning of time. She's had double the therapists that I've had, multiple previous attempts even after I was born, has spent over 30 years with this. And yet she STILL did not have a clue that I was suicidal and making self harm attempts to the point where my friends called police until I called her when I got out to tell her. And yet I STILL did not even remotely consider that my mom had attempted suicide when I initially thought she was having a severe hypoglycemic episode that resulted in calling for an ambulance until a YEAR later when she told me that's what it really was. We know each other better than anyone else knows us (my dad is a very close second). We are very open with each other. And yet. WE. STILL. DID. NOT. NOTICE.
I don't know about you, but when someone I care about passes in that way, the LAST thing on my mind is to nitpick every single thing the loved ones of that person do after they pass and judge them for every single thing they do. PEOPLE! GRIEVE! DIFFERENTLY! You cannot base someone's thoughts and feelings on what they publicly show you. Everybody wants to act like Mike doesn't care about Chester meanwhile the man said he didn't leave his house for weeks and couldn't make music or paint/draw. I'm sure you lot would tell me that's a lie because APPARENTLY you're all the second coming of Jesus and know everything about everyone. I don't CARE what "sources" you have, what "evidence" you possess, because it doesn't matter. This is the exact same mess people have done for 25 years with Courtney Love after Kurt Cobain died. I'm not going to lie and say I have never considered both sides/theories, but it's been slightly longer than the years that I have been alive and WHAT has been accomplished?? WHAT has been gained?? Did it bring Kurt back? NO.
Y'all have GOT to remember that no matter which way you slice it, there are ALWAYS three sides to every story: yours, mine, and the truth. We will never know that truth with Chester or anyone around him. If you want to know so bad, make sure you go to Heaven so you can ask God yourself. But until then, stop playing God, build a bridge, and get OVER it!
Thank you for everything you and also thank you for sharing your story. I deal with depression and anxiety but it's not as severe as others. With my depression I have a lot of selfhate towards myself, being empathic/peace maker definitely doesn't help, lol. I become a hermit not leaving the house in a long period of time and block out the world and not talk to anyone without realizing that im doing that, constant exhausted, either want to sleep all the time or barely sleep at all.
"Without courage, wisdom bares no fruit." That is very deep as is "Depression is regret of the past, anxiety is fear of the future."
Thank you for this. So hard to be so open at such a heartbreaking time 😢
I noticed before Chester died he was talking a lot about his depression I think he thought if he talked about it it would get better and I think he was getting better but when Chris died he seem to loose hope he never was the same .
Mental health is one thing and everybody should take care of one‘s own health.
But what bother‘s me is: Why isn‘t anyone talking about the sexual abuse? And why isn‘t anyone talking about its massive destructive consequenses it has on the victims? Chester has been through these traumatic experiences and this is not „just“ about looking after your mental health and stuff. It has extreme effects on victims and I totally understand if someone who had been abused like that couldn‘t deal with all the haunting emotions and thoughts anymore. There are terribly ugly things happening and you might have the power and will to struggle but at some point give up.
Why is nobody talking about the sexual abuse? Why is nobody talking about the effects of it? It is a very important topic! (sorry, I am not an native English speaker)
i think the big guy on the left is fairly genuine and tried to bring up this subject but was shut down but short hair girl 2.
just finished the video. dude on the left was super genuine.
I agree. The Big guy on the left has been their tour manager for 15 years. If you watch LPTV, he's in a lot of the footage of their behind the scenes while they're on the road. He always seemed to really care about them. Has that father vibes about him.
Agreed. I am sure that was a very difficult demon for Chester. And something should be done for the victims of abuse and harsh trauma. Teach ppl how to heal. Sometime just talking about it isn't the only answer.
but he was 40 years old. he dealt with it for so long it had to be more than that that set him off. the world loved him
He worked so hard to become the perfect soul he was, he had been through so much pain, no one can imagine, too bad he sorrounded himself with the worst, careless, emotionless people... fly high, perfect angel, hope you've found the peace you so much deserve... you'll forever be missed, forever be loved! You broke so many hearts when you left! 🤗🖤💔💔🖤🤗
agree so muich
I’m SO glad I found this! Blessings to you all.
Chester Bennington will forever be sadly missed. His death has broken millions of hearts and now we wish we could have chased out his demons. But, perhaps there is something we can do. We should never take another persons happiness for granted just because they seem on top of the world. We can make suicide preventable. Never be ashamed to cry. In our private moments, we all cry. It doesn't matter how big or tough you are. I cry when I hear of tragedy in the life of someone I have never met and don't even know, because I feel utterly helpless and powerless to comfort the inconsolable. But, what I can do is pray. I pray because even a heartfelt thought of selfless love for someone else's pain is an energy, so I ask myself where does that thought go? I think of the painful tear filled reddened eyes, stinging cheeks and tear saturated pillows of others who'll wake up in the morning to start the day of false gleeful appearance, just because nobody wants to know their private pain. They'll go to bed again tonight, fearful of being a burden to the world they just left behind. Don't just tell someone you love them. Show them you mean it. Love and forgiveness is tough because we live in a world where it can be corrupted and nobody believes it is sincere or real. Let us all prove the darkness wrong by revealing who we truly are before we were born into this world as spiritual beings having a human experience. Let us all chase away the demons. Let's do that for Chester. R.I.P. sweet soul.
yes, agree.beautifuly wiritten and very true..thank you ♥..this is waht i needed all the time in my dark times.love forgiveness a and accepting
This was a compelling conversation and I commend Talinda and Anna's strength. I learned a lot from this, and I'm sure others will, too. I would love to hear some thoughts from other industry professionals, touring musicians etc. Thanks to everyone involved. Talinda in particular, you were inspirational. Much love
If she cared so much about “life” she wouldn’t be on her 5th vacation in 2 months disobeying LA’s no travel order ~ in the middle of a pandemic. She’s being reckless with Chester’s children. Smdh
Please watch this. It may help save someone's life. Please don't ever take the happiness of someone for granted just because they seem on top of the world. Love is our greatest gift.
His sigh in the beginning. To billed up strength to finish the moment. Unless you know dipression or felt something. You would never ketch ( I want to drink gassoline. ) He was the best chester you had ever seen? That's a big problem!!! At least with me. If everything is rite there's something wrong. What am i missing? The world loves him because he knew the sadness & pain on all levels. Chester has a way to let your sole bleed with out dying. You are not alone. Just simple Love and Understanding. Invisible Hug's work...The band Three Days Grace. I feels the same way. My 2 favorite song's from them. ( Pain )+( The Good Life.) Thank you for adding time to my life both band's. It is hard to stay positive when you know your blood is just a number on the stock market and the World as a hole has no chance in hell of true peace. THIS WORLD WILL NEVER BE WHAT I EXPECTED!!! Song ( Not to late ). I would love to meditate or do yoga it feels good. Letting my mind relax leaves me open to attack by seizure's at mid way. Letting my guard down to sleep level's me open to attack to. Music has kept me motivated. My husband has kept me alive. Dating 15 years ago. I was caught trying to trad my Linkin Park CD for his. Because min was scratched to hall. It's all about motivation + inspiration. Every once in a while everyone need's a kick in the ass to keep going. The world misses you Chester. I Want your name in history like Elvis Presley, Bob Marley and Michael Jackson. Music is always the voice of a generation.
First and foremost my love, thoughts and prayers are with you, Mrs. Bennington and Mrs. Shinoda including your family, band and friends. This video needs to go viral and into every company, corporation, school, prison and re-entry program, as well as, to every household who knows anyone who suffers mental illness. It is a wonderful new beginning for positive change regarding substance abuse and mental illness. Funny how many psycologiosts I have met in the halls of AA. My apologies, I am like Chester, lol I love to talk. I wish I had the info handed out to your audience. I am 62 yrs old. I just celebrated 7 years sober and clean on March 1st. I have had mental illness since I was either born or a very young child. I have been seeing counselors, therapists, psychiatrists, etc for the last 32 years. I have worked the 12 steps of AA and continue to use the amazing tool box that was worked for by me finishing the steps and customized for my individual defects of character, including mental illness and I recommend AA, NA and their other 12 step help groups. I am a Christian and would like to add that mental illness is not of Satan and I believe we should never call it our demons as demons are very different from a clinical mental illness. Remember, It's not our fault and while I admit it can feel like demons, it is really a clinical illness. In my opinion, that word can be very dangerous and may keep someone feeling shamed or worse, feeling evil. I will be searching for more from you all and hats off to you for your work! I just hung a dollar store door sign by my front door 3"x3" that my 40 yr old caregiver was going to buy me but I insisted I needed to pay for it and hung it proudly at my door to help me get over the stigma. It simply says " I am already disturbed, please come in". I learned that having come out to family and friends and admitting and accepting my illness, that a good sense of humor helps. It's okay to laugh about being "not okay" as long as you are getting professional, support of family, friends and support groups. Most importantly, keep that tool box with you every where you go and use it!. Take it one day at a time... often, one moment at a time... Thank you all from my heart. Together we can change the direction, not just for ourselves but most importantly for our children and grandchildren.
Saundra Hillinger hallelujah, you said it perfectly......especially the part about humor and lightening it up BUT only when all those tools are in place (therapy, family/friend/caregiver support, meds if applicable, AA if applicable, etc). And when I’m having a really hard time and it feels endless and just heavy dread and doom, I do exactly what you say.....I literally take it one moment at a time. It passes. And without my own personal toolbox, I’d be a mess! As for the stigma, I feel it’s diminishing, but not as quickly as any of us would like. I like what you said about distinguishing mental illness for what it is, a clinical illness. I’m a Christian as well and for some reason to me, the word “demons” feels like slang for the phrase “character defects” or personal issues.” Regardless, you’re correct.... these aren’t bad morals or anything of that sort. It’s just like an illness of any other organ in our bodies. Congratulations on 7 years, girl! Oh, and your sign, “.....I’m already disturbed.” I love it! P.S. Can you tell that I love to talk too? :)
+Laura Lerro You both said way too much while saying nothing at all.
I have watched this so many times and am proud to be a LP/Chester fan.
Those that want to believe in a conspiracy theory are absolutely ridiculous. Chester died by suicide, he died because of depression and addiction. He was clinically depressed. As much as people can’t deal with thinking he took his own life it’s true.
Right . It's easy to hide and put on a fake face. I have know for to long.
Yeah no....lt is so clear.
It’s just very sad he couldn’t stay for his wife and children.
@@heathercunningham3040 I obviously can't tell you definitively what he was thinking in his last moments, but I can tell you what I was thinking when I almost did it myself, and from conversations I had with other people who were in this situation I understands it's pretty common:
When you're in that headspace, you don't think clearly. You barely think at all. That's exactly why I don't like it when people say that someone 'decided' to take their own life- you don't decide to do it, it's almost like you're not doing it consciously and something else is controlling you. Chances are, he wasn't thinking about his family, at all. They weren't even on his mind. The only thing you can think of in this situation is the pain, which is excruciating, and how you can end it.
@@Ariel_thenotsolittlemermaid exactly!
I really needed this discussion. I face depression and think about suicide a lot. I see my psychotherapist from the VA every month and my psychiatrist every three months. I’m on Prozac now and I had treatments from TMS “trans cranial magnetic stimulation also electro convulsive therapy which both did not help. On my left wrist I’m getting tattooed 5-18-17 and below that will be 7-20-17 and my hand will be ONE MORE LIGHT. I will get better with interviews like this. Aloha and Mahalo !
Thank you for putting this up! Still soooo sad but stalking the rest of the band. There is NO REPLACING it but I am settling into there not being LP shows on my ridiculous lineup. #lpunderground and #linkinpark - cliche but - the best times of my life!
Thank you for this! Hopefully everyone raises awareness of mental illness. We all have to talk to each other albeit in a nonjudgmental manner. It's time we respect each other and love each other like family, no matter where we go.
Damn Jim, what a way to start the conversation. But true, Chester was innocent.
sometimes other people can save a suicidal or depressed person. But sometimes not.
Yea i think it takes a effort on both sides
@@johnD1998 100% you have to want help to actually be helped. It's a 2 way street both sides have to work hard not jsut one
Sometimes people can save a person who is being abused ... mostly they just look away.
@@johnD1998 true
Thanks guys
when your around people, you want to be happy so you act happy. Especially when you don't want to be left alone with your thoughts.
Thank you. Talinda and Anna are so strong❣
Much respect to Talinda.
My best friend comitted suicide 4 years ago because of a depression and I'm still struggeling with thoughts like: what could I have done and blaming myself for little mistakes.
I did not understand how he felt did not know how to react and help him.
Now I am dealing with a depression, talking with specialists. And I can assure all the people here that not all days or even hours are the same for people with a depression, one moment you are feeling ok... and the next moment the opposite.
Now I know what my best friend was going trough...
You can say a lot of things about others with a depression and te people around them. But if you dont know how it is and how it feels: be carefull with your choice of words because it really can hurt people.
Show some respect because it is not easy to deal with this. To having a loved one with depression or having one yourself.
(I'm from the Netherlands so my english sucks :p)
There's nothing to learn from "cuz depresshun"
#FUCKBLAMINGDEPRESSION
You are so fucking blind and deaf and DUMB!
+hillary livingston "Cuz Depression" only alleviates guilt to the people who saw it coming.
Sending thoughts of love and peace to you in the Netherlands. I am so sorry for your loss.
Talinda hinted she was crying hard during a speech .I was so agonized . You're strong talinda chester will stay here forever. Hold on more . 🙏🙏😭💔
I am so happy with the work being put into awareness generation. It has made accepting him passing away an easier process because we are not blaming anyone.
Thanks for this :)
... Disgrace .
Yes we need to talk but we need to listen too.
I never hear a “take of your sunglasses” story going well. Even with Michael Jackson, when Madonna asked him to take of the shades, either he threw it out the car window or she yanked it off of him. IT’S A DISASTER😱
I hate DRUG'S I HATE DRINK 🍻,I Love Chester's Singing . thanks for recording ....
They minimize Chester's suicide by blaming him then throw the depression and mental health labels around to shut down the conversation. So disrespectful .
hi, bob si dog..... yes, they are true morons who refuse to take responsibility for the exploitation of chester bennington. mike with his "music therapy"... too bad he will never realize that an excess of "music therapy" (aka work) on top of a crumbling foundation leads to collapse. chester's widow who thought that when he was giving, giving, giving (chester's own words in 2017) that she was "helping" him. that's called exploitation, morons.
mike is such an emotional sadist..... hey, chester, let's do music therapy.... again and again and again and again. you attempted suicide in november 2016? you need MORE music therapy!!!! too bad you're dead..... chester could have healed if I would have given him more music therapy. singing about your problems really helps.
it's okay to be a failure, but it's not okay to teach failure. chester's widow is a mental health expert.... is she really this stupid or selfish? how can someone be this ignorant.... chester literally says his hectic home life makes him feel like he is losing his sanity. 2017! that's HER home life pushing her husband over the edge...... how can you not understand what he is saying? m.ua-cam.com/video/ygBsLAAsNdw/v-deo.html&index=5&list=PLR7q-aKHLBPEjI7vaykzy263_laexqyA6
"Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes." -- debihope, 2010 quote.... sometimes attributed to author william gibson because he retweeted the quote........ yeah.
chester was asking for help repeatedly IN PUBLIC..... he was probably asking 10x more in private...... mike is some bizarre enabler who refused to solve the underlying problem and wanted to paper over it with lame music therapy..... chester's widow was the major source of his 2017 pain. she is zoned out for whatever reasons. a lot of people blame her for not being there on chris cornell's birthday..... I don't because chester probably planned his suicide in advance. time for talking is done. acting happy so no one will stop him..... he tried to talk with his widow at least since 2015. she was grinding him into the ground. he was done with it. how anyone can think that chester's interviews from 2017 describe a supportive relationship is beyond me. he was being exploited. oh, wait.... "enlightened" because he was beyond having any personal needs. that was his positive spin on the situation. also chester's children are not to blame at all. they were millionaires and his widow had tons of money and time to design whatever home life she wanted..... she just wanted a dysfunctional home life where chester was constantly stressed. she ignored his requests for help.... at least in public and probably in private, too. they backed him into a corner and he would jump out of a burning building. I know these replies are essentially rants...... but you care about this topic, too. I won't make a video with chester's quotes because his widow would love to be the "victim"..... huh. she's trolling for attention big time. people would say.... "you don't understand what happened in private. chester's widow knew him best." bullshit. anyone with a shred of common sense can see in chester's interview comments that his environment was unhealthy. his family and friends and their PR team can delete whatever comments, hate whatever comments...... but they can't delete reality and chester said plenty.
There's a lot of blame on Talinda for Chester's death. Let me set the record clear and hopefully my comment gets seen. I do see that she is using his name as sort of a face for her advocation. Note: NEVER use someone as a poster boy/girl. BUT, she was not the cause of his death. He suffered years prior to them meeting, he even tried committing suicide before then. Yes, sadly he was depressed, which lead to his demise. More than anything I want him back. But putting blame on someone else is childish and petty and will not bring him back! He had demons (which could mean depression, anxiety, memories, addictions etc.) and they won not because Chester was weak, forced or murdered. He was tired of fighting. I've been there... hell I still am! Talinda did move on with her love life, and I'll admit it was rather hasty. But you cannot use that as a weapon because it's NOT YOUR BUSINESS! So, with all due respect, leave Talinda and her family alone! Quit commenting your hateful trash and DO NOT REPLY to this comment unless you agree! If you do not, take everything I said, sit on your couch and think about it! I do not want comments or replies annoying the crap out of me because I have better things to pay attention to than anyone's B.S. rumours! So Again, DO NOT REPLY!
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"Family" doesn't pack your schedule on the birthdate of your best friend who just killed himself. "Chester" was a business and they treated him as such.
bob si dog People seem to forget Chester was a grown-ass man and could have stepped back at any time. He was not a child and I can’t imagine he would have liked being treated like one.
I love Talinda, she is a strong woman! inspiration
Ricky Vij she has so much heart she got up at the show an said f Depression
+Julian Walker #FuckBlamingDepression
She is so insightful about mental health, and promoting some very important messages that need to be heard. I am so glad she has found the courage to speak out, to help others, especially since you can see that she is not a speaker by nature, but knows she must speak out to help others with their mental health issues. Chester picked a good woman!
BadJovi praying
Talinda was and still IS fucking Mike. She told him she has never loved him . And to go ahead and kill himself because nobody fucking cares. she wasn't hacked, I'm sure she wishes that were true.see; ua-cam.com/video/5heEmXgHFiw/v-deo.html (skip ahead to 16:18)
Julian Walker
Please see my messages just above. I'm sorry to break it to you, but she is not as she seems or claims to be. Please help spread the word. The world muct know the truth. I'm sorry.
That is so true
Can I just say a few things. I tried some meditation for a couple of days at home and it did help reprogram my wires briefly. Working on your mind is a constant thing and it's exhausting. Putting on a brave face is exhausting. Stigma is real. I feel people don't like people having a shit time. I had a shit day today and it was hard. I feel negative fur some reason and I had a war with myself to get out of it. Sometimes there are no answers. Sometimes there are. I don't think that I would be mentally able to help myself or others when I'm low. It's nice for people who sometimes don't understand it to try to as they could be the strong ones there to nurse people who need help and advice getting out of a mental low. I'm not saying I'm right or wrong I'm just chatting.
Mea a little at a time helps. I discovered Art and love it, 4 to 5 hours or when ever I have time to not think really does me good. It's that moment when you give your mind space to think (negatively) when it comes crashing
Yes, there is definitely stigma. I'll never forget how, when my parents found out through a friend of mine that I have suicidal thoughts, one of the first things they told me was 'we hope you haven't told anyone else besides her'. This sentence haunts me to this very day- they cared more about me appearing ok than actually being ok.
And about the second half of what you say- I hope today was better for you than the day you wrote this, and I hope you'll always have more god days than bad days. Stay strong, and I'm here for you if you need to talk.
My video got taken from my channel. :’(
We love you Chester. #fuckdepression #MakeChesterProud
Rip Chester
Who's the guy talking in the beginning? Was he manager of linkin park?
Jim Digby
Label kiss ass -- to tell every fan that they were all "family" ---- family that lets Chester fall on his sword while making all of them money -- fucking sick.
bob si dog
Best comment on here so true!!!!
tour manager
Production Manager for LP.
For those who criticize Talinda because of how long it was till she was with someone else in short amount of time after Chester. You don't know their actual personal lives together between her and Chester. You don't know her process of grief, she also had to stay strong for the younger kids. His side of the family approved aswell with the band members of Linkin Park. So who are we to judge?
- Let me tell you a brief story with my parents. Maybe it'll give you another perspective to look at.
My parents years ago would have many conversations about if/when one of them dies first kinds of talks because neither one were strangers to death. They had made a pact/promise to each other that the other person would move on and my mom even put a time table on that, lol. That time table to move on with life and getting back out there was after 4 or 5 months. So that way neither of them would be lonely and to keep moving forward. They knew that they would always hold each close to their hearts no one could replace the love that they shared. But they know life is too short to go through it alone and want each other to find happiness to keep carrying on. They didn't have to remarry if they didn't want to, but they wanted each other to at least have a companion to continue on living life with. My mom died near the end of 2016 at 47. I had JUST turned 21. My parents met at 18 years old in the month of July 88' and got married 3 months later after they both turned 19. Mom's birthday is Sept 27th, 69', Dad's birthday is Sept 30th 69' and married on Oct. 1st 88'. Married for 28 years and had 6 kids together. I'm the 4th child. My 3 older siblings died when they were little in a tragic accident the same year I was born. My parents were only 26 at the time. (2 brothers and a sister), they died beginning of Jan 95' then a month later when they were planning on wanting to adopt a child because my mom was told she couldn't have anymore kids. She found out she was pregnant with me, and then I was born later that year in Nov 20, 95' (the miracle angel child). My mom had a late miscarriage when I was 4 in 00'. Then, she finds out she's pregnant again with my younger sister, born a year later in Aug 01' (Suprised child). She was premature, so she had to stay in the hospital on a heart monitor for a month, and the day she came home was on 9/11. My dad watched it on the news as he was signing papers to release her from the hospital. They DEFINITELY had their ups and downs, but they definitely loved each other. Normally I don't believe in soulmates (except for in tv shows/movies/books lol) but with everything they've gone through when they were still basically young and fought threw it all together when they only started out dating for 2 in a half/3 months before getting married, lol. I would consider that as once in a life time type of love. Most people if they had gone through half of what my parents did those marriages would have crumbled. like I said in the beginning they made a pact/promise to each other and my dad went little pass the timeline but he started at least talking and going on casual coffee dates about 7/8 months later after my mom passed. Its going on 7 years since her passing. He's been doing LOT of long distances like in Ukraine/Europe area that he meets on these different sites, lol.
Even if you're not ashamed of your depression, you will get shamed. People will avoid you. Companies won't hire you. Best not even get diagnosed. Learn where it's coming from. Learn how it works. Learn about your emotions and your hormones and how they are merely a part of you. You are bigger than how you feel! If you need someone to talk to, look for someone. Get help by all means, but don't trust Academics who have no interest in you despite being a paying customer. And don't let everyone know, this will put immense pressure on you. Let one or two good friends or family members know and ask them for advice. In the end it's YOU who needs to save yourself. And you can do it! Get OFF the internet and INTO nature. But don't let anybody diagnose you as malfunctioning. Your body is literally godly, you just need to learn how to balance it all and stay centered. The Solution will come from within you. It can't come externally.... no magic pills and no hippie remedy will help you.
54:00 probably because you yourself admitted Talinda, that you didn't handle his drug addiction and depression well. You didn't go through the same so how could you see the signs??? Years of not being supported, being judged.... the pressure of being just who he was... this was NOT Talinda's fault! Not anyones fault. NOBODY is at fault. He was beyond help.
she is lying, she has taken drugs and is still addicted to various substances. 320 is her cheat and she does it for her own prestige
RIP Chester Bennington 💔
Can we talk about how she was the other women and trapped Chester into a relationship after Sam divorced him for infidelity
@Rose K you must listen to Sam's radio interview where she is talking about their divorce. There was Infidelity involded with.
Character is pretty apparent here. Mike's wife is here to talk and have her thoughts out for everyone to hear the other all I can think is legs and short skirt put there for everyone to see.
@@bradleydunn3640 Mike's wife is very kind,sensitive and clearly very caring person. Chester's wife is very different. She is ex-playboy model so outside looks it important to her. She feels little cold and very different as Mike's wife Anna. But i believe Chester loved her very much. Sam and Chester got the old stuff settled and were friends again. It was really nice.
Fuck all the way off.
@@bradleydunn3640 so she's not allowed to wear a short dress? If you're focusing on her clothes rather than what she's saying, you need to set your priorities straight, not her
She is so wonderful and not to blame for Chesters death at all. Absolutely beautiful just like her husband, Chester Charles Bennington. Both wonderful souls. ❤️
we know she feels no blame - she keeps telling us
Chris birthday ALONE....
@@bobsidog She shouldn't feel any blame. No one could have saved Chester besides himself. I'm a LP fan, been from the beginning and have also attempted suicide more than once. No body could have stopped me. I took pills so I lucked out. If I had a gun, it would have been over. People talk about shit they know nothing about. I'm not taking about the record label or management cause I have my own life and wasn't in the boardroom with the band. I do not know nor will pretend I fully comprehend all the personal/professional low points in a persons life. Life is a series of high and lows, sorrow and joy, hopefully the latter outweighs the former. To pretend to know what is going through the mind of a complete stranger-yes, you can be the biggest fan, you still do not interact daily with that person-is callous and absurd. I do not blame Chester, his wife, his kids, friends, fans, etc. Suicide is the ugly end result of hopelessness and despair, the desire to end an indescribable pain above all else and it overrides an innate biological urge to survive. Their are no easy solutions. Lamenting on the what ifs and if onlys will not bring Chester back. It sucks and it hurts and its tragic and its real. I've almost lost my self to suicide and have lost others. I could waste precious energy blaming other's. My friends are still gone. Chester is still gone. Heal your wounds without tearing open others
@@token555 "abuse" causes: *the ugly end result of hopelessness and despair, and the desire to end an indescribable pain above all else that overrides an innate biological urge to survive* (your words) ....so, you're telling people to not address abuse? and you also
say: *there are no easy solutions* so, we should all just give up trying to figure out why people commit suicide? really?
~ I believe that people who prompt another person's suicide should start being held accountable instead of being protected.
@@bobsidog I never uttered a word about abuse or giving up trying to find answers. Yes, the words after abuse are mine. You inserted the "abuse causes" part. I did not live with Chester so I will not pretend to know the state of his marriage (something you appear to be an expert on). You have already condemmed another without a shred of evidence for someone elses actions. I will not do that.
I tried soo hard
guys, I don't know how do say it; but in several interviews, something about talindas gestures, facial expressions and body language seems "off".
Thanks for keeping it real and the realm of talking 😢😂😊
Whoops boy
Ordinary the status quo
Way cool 😎
I had a nice dinner with friends with a French wine proprietary yeah!😅😊
😂❤
48:21 BUT you know what the thing is though. It really seemed like Chester played with Dave so much. All we see is the LPTVs, but there’s Chester doing “foamball” or sitting with his broken ankle WITH DAVE. Dave doesn’t really listen.........but Chester apparently doesn’t mind that much, cause zero drama comes of it. So selfless.❤️
well, well, well, Talinda, a grieving widow who lost her soulmate just got engaged, speak volumes about her "love"""
hobbies and passions your being incredibly selfish.
@@jenniferpeters9927 No Talinda is the selfish one. Also it's You're not your.
Fern B. How is she selfish, and I’m incredibly upset you don’t like my grammar.
She has a right to move on with her life. Don’t judge til you’ve walked in someone’s shoes.
@@jenniferpeters9927 And I have a right to my opinion she is a selfish witch who most likely knows exactly what happened to her husband and Chris Cornell . He wanted to leave her. Chris wanted to leave Vicky, Curt wanted to leave Courtney . So you see it goes way beyond selfish. As for being incredulous that I don't like your grammar........ oh dern. Your attempt at sarcastic humor fell flat. Take care.
This is just fu*ked up. The school shooting in florida. I grew up in south florida. I know exactly where that school is.
I hope Talinda finds the strength and correct self-awareness for not paying too much attention to hateful and blaming comments which still today as we can see here down below, people keep addressing to her. She could've done more? Better? Yes, so what? I do not think at all she was not loving her sweet Chester at her best. See the beautiful kids and family they created together, the beautiful, large extended family they created with Mike & Anna, Chris & Viky and their kid and the band. Chester and Talinda did it. They went through it, throughout their all lives. Just as each and everyone of us does every single day since we were born. Do your best and at the same time see how to do it better. That's love. All the rest is just people comfortably talking and commenting from behind their devices, sitting on the sofa and pointing fingers at others instead of themselves. Chester is a man who always took his own responsibilities at his best. In all his songs I'm fully confident he was screaming mostly at himself, even in the songs whose lyrics included "you" and nor "I", "me". Respect others, folks. Always, everyday. Big thanks, everyday, to Talinda and what she's doing. I wish I could meet her and talk to her about my own experiences with these topics. Would be so enlightening and helpful I'm sure, and not only to me and my daily struggles.
what in the public record makes you think chester had a healthy marriage?
starlight write hi. A feeling. The signs I get. I might be wrong of course. I share my thinking and feeling on the ground of what I can get -- which is of course limited. You think his marriage with Talend was not healthy?
"oh my god.... I mean really.... agghhh!!!!" chester's own words describing his home life in 2017.... m.ua-cam.com/video/ygBsLAAsNdw/v-deo.html
starlight write interesting clip, thanks for sharing. He was really struggling with everything poor guy. I figure it was not easy for his family too. Mental health is very important, if we do not pay the right attention to it and we don't give it the importance it must have even the simplest things can get very... heavy. You have me good thing to think over. I'd like to talk about it.
sure, more bad signs in the public record..... they were millionaires, so why was chester constantly stressed out? they could have had 4 nannies if they wanted..... in 2015, chester makes a "joke" that his home life is a war zone. talinda is RIGHT THERE and she says, "good scene" ...... how is that being supportive? he is not happy, but it's just a joke to her...... no improvement 2 years later. it's a long interview at 38 minutes.... m.ua-cam.com/video/CZ7muzS0y2g/v-deo.html
nothing in life is easy .
If you suffer from depression and have tried everything why not give the Creator a shot. For people that do not know the Lord, you must know that there is nothing that he cannot deliver you from.
You must also know that we are made in the image of God, and for that reason we are under continuous attack form the enemy. In Ephesians 6:12 is says that "We battle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, powers, against the rulers of darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Our experience here on Earth is a spiritual battle and going to therapists and psychiatrist cannot heal you from spiritual attacks like depression, anxiety, anger, etc. The Lord's power is infinite and you can be healed from anything you are going through. God Bless!
My chest hurts!
The video was 36 hours before not less than 24..
Funny how the 911 caller sounds exactly like mike shinoda....
Medication doesn't just "help you sleep". It helps By increasing some of the serotonin and. Chemicals in the brian and it eases some Of the symptoms so it can make the retraining of the brain that you speak of and coping skills to do so easier to implement. Especially for people with major depression and excessive anxiety with racing thoughts. I thought that was really important to mention since you didn't.
i don’t understand why she’s putting a show and trying so hard to pretend she cares! she freakin found another soulmate in a few months. now dont get me wrong, she has every right to move on and find love in the future but for someone who is doing all this you have to admit getting married to another dude was kinda fast
i was thinkin the same thing. she hasn't shown any emotion either in any video since. like wtf. this bitch didn't even call chesters ex wife and other kids to tell then what happened, his other kids found out by someone else hearing it on the news! but shes getting fame now and gets half his LP money so, doesn't surprise me i guess shes not sincere at all. not even at his farewell tribute concert did she seem distraught. smfh.
I thought the same thing to be honest with you. To me that was kinda fast and trust me others feel the same way but in the sake of keeping the peace they go along with it .Chester has screams that lasted longer than the time she went single. But to each is their own !!!
Because she wants fame and money, that’s why. She doesn’t care about mental illness or Chester.
Fuuuuuuck youuuuuu
jo c well, that’s you. Everybody is different. Bunch of judgmental bitches.
Mike trade with Chester’s pain.
Asking for taking his glasses off, so people can see the rage?!! Come on!!!! 😢😢😢
I love how Talinda just looked up one day and depression existed. Like, Chester just up and decided one day in the 12th year of their marriage that he was depressed or struggling with his addictions and mental illness and couldn't deal. 🙄 And now she vows to advocate for something she's never experienced, even after her husband dies, and still is very uneducated about (because it does take more than knowing someone who struggles with something to make you a licensed expert.) But Imma be quiet because she's grieving...................
Talinda has struggled with her mental health all of her life, much like Chester did. She knows damn well what she's talking about. She knows a thing or two because she's experienced a thing or two.
Ashlee Ann You obviously missed where she said she didn't struggle with the issues she's now trying to advocate for.
Jayde Slayde as far as addiction and alcohol abuse goes, she didn't struggle with those. But she's advocating for mental health as a whole.
Ashlee Ann Okay, girl. You should be educated to advocate for something and she isn't. How you gonna advocate for something you couldn't see in your own damn husband of 12 years? Please explain.
Jayde Slayde She has always been educated first of all. She has even advocated in the past alongside Chester on multiple occasions. She's known all along what the situation was and was fully aware of what to do. She is no God, but she damn well did more than what most would have done. It is not humanly possible to manipulate the struggles of mental illness and the works of it because of how powerful it's forces are. Looks like you're the one who needs to be educated about someone's past before you go pinning false information on them, huh?
I wanna talk about minute 50:50
a) Am I the only one who wanna know, what interests Mike had, to force Chester to perform without sunglasses? Mike is a band member and not band management. He should have been Chesters buddy. This is weird.
b) And why didnt Mike asked Chesters himself? Or did he asked and Chester refused? Would be even worse, that Mike sent out Jim afterwards to ask again.
c) The style Jim talked to Chester, to convince him to perform without glasses is so… I dont know. It sounded like Jim talked to a child or a jerk! That is disrespectful. Did nobody else noticed that?
d) Chesters answer was rude. Yes. But to say it was a sign of depression, goes to far. It also could have been a sign of disapproval on how Chester was treated by LP band members and stuff!
Completely agree ☝️
@@GorcStew Thanks for your „factual“ answer. I think Chester's reaction shows that my thoughts on the subject are not totally „dumb“, as you call it.
@@sandra1900 you are just part of the ignorant, hateful crowd of shameless individuals that are trying to prove that Chester was killed by his loved ones, based on speculation and BS media stories. It is okay keep at it! I am sure that he would have encouraged you to stool on his friends and family if he were still here.
@@GorcStew Interesting what you think, you can read in my comment. I wrote about a situation in Chesters life and how he might have felt about it. And you respond with a murder scenario and also in a very impolite way.
I wish we all, his fans, business partners and close people would have paid more attention about how he was doing. In the scene I talked about, you can see that something wasnt all right for him. He didnt felt comfortable. Otherwise he would not had told Jim: fck you!
Ignoring it and defaming people who want to talk about it, is not the smartest thing you can do.
@@sandra1900 Murder scenario? I was implying that you are part of the group that is claiming that Mike and his bandmates and his wife drove him to suicide...it is nice that you are dense enough to have interpreted it that way. Get a life and stop judging people you know nothing about. He is gone let him rest and leave his family and friends alone they've suffered enough. THEY are the ones who lost a loved one, you did not know him personally so get over it.
Demons? Please Stop. He said I can not be alone in a radio interview. Many people heard that and knew he was depressed. LISTEN TO THE LETTER HE WROTE TO CHRIS
So he wouldn't have wanted to be alone on Chris's Bday. Or why would they leave him alone.
Morgan M He was an adult. You can’t be with somebody 24/7. Don’t put that shit on somebody else.
@@whatiwasgoingtosay yes he was an adult, but seriously, for those close to him should have known that, that particular day maybe he shouldn't have been alone. Not blaming anyone else for his suicide, bc if not on that day it could have happened on another day...but I would have never...never left him alone on that day knowing how close he and Chris were and how he suffered losing him
Maureen Culbreath Why would anybody assume Chris’s birthday would trigger that, when he by all accounts seemed better than he had in months? It’s easy to Monday morning quarterback. But it’s judgmental and stupid.
@@whatiwasgoingtosay I never said anyone should assume anything...and how do you know how he was in the months previous to his death? Bc of videos/interviews you have watched? Those don't prove anything that could have been going on inside his mind and heart...and maybe he didn't commit suicide in the first place
His's okay right now
He had it planned... Listen to the song no one can save me!!! Asking someone how they are is pointless because it's so easy to lie & say "I'm good."
He didn't wrote nobody can save me, it was Mike, Brad and Jon Green. But there are many other songs where he cried for help. I don't think he was planning it long before, but the suicidal thoughts were definitely there
I have been in a SEVERE DEPRESSION ever since the day he died. Literally the absolute worst time in my life. Eight months now I have been suffering. This I didn’t realize until November a RX med was making me miserable. Never warned about them and stopped taking them. I didn’t know about the dangers. When I found out and told my Dr she ditched me. Completely ignored Drs wont help me since. You tube videos All OVER about antidepressants and benzodiazepines and how they make it ALL AND MORE to get worse. We all have emotions and need to cope with them through counseling NOT ANY type of drugs. This is the messages that need to be talked about. Open up say it out loud. Don’t want to tarnish his name but your not telling the WHOLE story. It ALL is a part of all of our problems.
I'm sorry your particular medication was not helping you And you didn't get the medical help that you needed and should have switched to a different doctor but to say that medications and antidepressants are the problem and no one should be taking them is a DANGEROUS thing to say because they save lives especially for people with clinical depression. The last thing people need to be shamed for taking medication When it's saving their life, Especially when combined with effective counseling. Don't spread that message
@@Kristalaurene My medication saved my life so you saying taking meds is worse,YOUR SO TOTALLY WRONG!!
Christ the guy on the far left keeps checking his watch and its pissing me off.
And what is sad is there is only 523 people that likes this...... OMG for reals?????
Faith in God is the greatest gift one can have. He’s the only one can save you from anything in this world.
How can you hang your self on a door that you are taller than?
Belt and doorknob
HOW CAN YOU GUYS SMEAR CHESTER'S B NAME.....CHESTER N CHRIS WERE SOBER. ONLY TRU FAN WHOM LOVED THEM KNOW THAT
Shonnell Redhouse NO CHRIS WAS ON BENZODIAZEPINES CAUSED HIS DEATH AND PROBABLY CHESTERS THEY WONT SAY IT
They did huh, talkin shit like he was nothing. HE WAS SOBER and the shit these people are saying. Total DISGRACE.
+hillary livingston you are right. An addict doesn't drink half a beer then hangs himself.
Once an adict always an adict. It's a choice to reach out for drugs. Drugs kill people. That's no secret. Drugs don't help to solve problems. How stupid can one be to take stuff like that. He didn't learn a damn thing. Not even about music.
+Silke Turner "Once an addict always an addict" Sounds like something a preacher would say to make you a permanent customer - I call bs
Talinda you know why Chris died ATIVAN. Did Chester take those meds too??? Previously- we know it wasn’t in his system when he died.
Chester said pigeons what did he mean? 🤔😢
John Wick 3
why talk about the symptom depression why not have the trigger
stand up for the children in haiti
I’m curious why no coffee love 💕 coffee
Because caffeine is addictive, and because it causes hyper awareness in our brain and can trigger anxiety.
I LOVE YOU TALINDA:D
I want to know if anyone will read this. I need to know if anyone will take the time. It might take 2 week's or 2 month. Since it is always bin hare with reading & comprehention. You will need to look up music & movie's. I'm only telling this once in my life.
jessica little ok
I will rarely lie because if you lie you'll have to remember it for ever. Nice try on your song's. My wounds run deeper then that. The Dalai Lama once said. ( Some times not getting what you want can be a blessing in disguise. )
STFU ALREADY. THIS AINT ABOUT YOU.
It never was. I'm trying to keep a light on invisible disease's. I Can make it about me. I'm Very thank full i'v never seen shit! My new favorite song: Bendy and the ink Machine. ( Can't Be Erased ).
+jessica little if they are invisible they don't exist. There are ways to test for ALL diseases--- do not self diagnose at home like Talinda does to her kids.
ua-cam.com/video/5heEmXgHFiw/v-deo.html Talindas Tweets 16:18
She was hacked stop spreading bullshit
Cant help but notice the body landguage between Anna and Talinda 51:40
Did they get on back in the day? Do they now?
Alex holy shit, just realized it until now .. the vibe seems fishy from talinda though , not to judge or anything.
@@x-san6539 exactly.. both with crossed legs facing away is a classic sign... but the eye rolls when one interrupts the other (mainly Anna interrupting Talinda) like they are enemies speaks volumes.look at 52:25 for example.. Talinda's face speaks a magnitude.
They are best friends. Don’t pretend to be a body language expert.
@@whatiwasgoingtosay don't pretend like you know them! 🤣🤣🤣
@@whatiwasgoingtosay seems you spend alot of time on these videos, having a go at other people. Get a life man
Talinda the ex of Bennington Roscoe and Johnson
Sorry, I don’t understand. What does that mean?
@@sandra1900 the ex... cause Talinda Friedman Bentley married about a year ago. 2019. Two years after #CHESTERBennington death.
@@lizriveratoro8729 Oh, yeah. I know. And she already filled divorce papers in February 2021.
@@sandra1900 what ? Divorce ? Is this true ?
@@princesacaroco8816 Yes. Talinda has been divorced from Micheal Friedman after one year of marriage.
I guess 'family' means allowed to fall between the cracks.
bob si dog Does it make you feel better to blame these people who did nothing but love Chester for his death?
This Woman seems smoother than Buttter on Butter.
Lol this man just said Mike the dj, that’s disgusting
I'm sorry but I'm confused, Did anyone, ANYONE AT ALL, see or hear of the TWEETS Talinda Tweeted right after Chester had passed?
hillary livingston - Yes, Why isn't anyone talking about that? They say her account was hacked but what a coincidence!
Meg
EXACTLY. WERE YOU ABLE TO READ ALL THE TWEETS MEG ?
yes the account was hacked.should it be on the news everyday?
the account was hacked end of story. thats what hackers do. someone wanted to spread hate.
+Randy Wideman It was never proven to be hacked. Cite your source.
you sure are doing a lot to cover up what really happened I'm suspicious
BE VERY VERY SUSPICIOUS .
she’s engaged to another man in just two years. that was kinda fast
The result is the same ..he is not with us anymore. But I was thinking something that didn't happen only once..you know for some people who want to hurt someone in any way for a reason, the perfect victim for them of course is a man with mental health problems..cause everyone would think this is suicide, so people will not be suspicious...especially when this person have talked publicly about his mental health. I don't know what happened..If I was talinda I would never believe that it was suicide maybe I wouldn't want to..But every different person acts completely differently. Noone really knows ,especially when we talk about hanging..how someone can be sure about it...I don't know if they did a necropsy or anything like that but I know only one thing. That we will never know the truth..so better for us to not draw wrong conclusions.
Gee maybe he said “fuck you” cuz he was tired of LP
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Makes me sick . ...😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😖😤
The Bennoda Wives
And yet she dates less than a year after his death and got re married 2 1/2 years later 😡
F I'd never get over it.
She deserves to be happy...
Judgy much? Get a fucking life.
Really? I don't think I could but who knows.
Yeah I strongly believe she was cheating on him before he died.
First of all, that's no one's business and second of all, people grieve in many ways. 2 1/2 years later is not that long. We don't know anything and for all we know, they may have had an agreement that if one of them passes, the other should find someone to be with. I've known people who dated or married not long after their spouse passed. It doesn't mean anything. People deserve to find love again and their spouse would have wanted that.
Talinda, why are you lying?
People need to wake up. He didn't kill himself..do your research. And chris was definitely murdered.
Gloria Hebert Ugh. Go away.
he most def killed himself. his songs have all been about not being enough, Breaking the habbit, Crawling, One step closer, In the end, Numb, GIVEN UP are you kidding? the first line of one more light is literally "should have stayed, were the signs i ignored" gtfoh
Огромная честь Анне - за ей речь. Позор талинде.
YOU WERE NEVER A BENNINGTON!!!!!!!
FUCK OFF.
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Dude@!¡!!!
Dude happy new year 🎉 ✨️ 🤗!@@!!!
did Chris cornell kill himself??
yup
Doubtful
Yes. He was Depressed. He was not murdered as the conspiracy theorists state. They belong to a cult.
Not sure I will forgive him
Cough ....cough... bullshit!
jeff J Fuck off.
No suicide !
Justice coming
ת.נ.צ.ב.ה ❤️
ישמור השם על ילדיו !
צדק בוא
Stay awake