No worries proxy I get you just know that we all love you we will always be here for you talk or not it’s ur choice we love you proxy I know how hard it is due to the fact I have a friend that’s depressed just know we’re here for you no matter what you can vent or tell us anything and anytime we love you we’ll always be here for you have a wonderful day bye I love you!
We are all here for you, honey! Depression is not an easy thing to work with; it’s not a joking matter. Always take it day by day. Pain is temporary. The scars might stay from the trauma, but they will heal later on. We will always be here to listen, no matter how difficult it may be. You been through way too much. But you’re still here and making it through every single week, month, and year. Just keep moving forward, brother! And remember! We are always, ALWAYS, here for you. No matter what ever happens. ❤❤❤ I love you, Proxy! Keep your head up!
Oh my god so I had to read the transcript because right now it's late at night and my headphones are charging. I cried at the end. A really bad mix of emotions. Sadness for what you went through, happiness that you're doing better, a lot of other emotions that I don't know the name of. My god. I hope you're doing okay. Also now for my own trigger warnings: if you (whoever reads this) continues, THERE WILL BE SOME SENSITIVE TOPICS LIKE SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, AND ITHER THINGS! BE WARNED! Now you may continue. Or don't. Also a few things: YES! TALK TO SOMEONE! When you're struggling, and you don't say anything to anyone, YOU are dealing with that problem. If you tell someone (obviously someone who cares not, like, someone you hate) that problem is shared. You can both deal with it. You can get support from people around you. Next. I relate to you SO MUCH. I feel like I have to be the safe space for people around me, I don't know how to say no sometimes. One of my friends is in a very bad space mentally, and I know they hurt themselves and don't want to live, and I hate it, I've dealt with similar things before and I tell them it gets better, I tell them our school offers counsellors, and the one I see is awesome. But I feel like if I say "sorry dude, I have my own problems right now and I'd love to help you but I don't want to make my problems worse" they'll feel bad and I'll make them feel like a burden and they're not, they're not a burden until I have my own problems and they talk about the worse problems and I feel like I'm carrying my problems and their problems and it weighs me down. That's why I talk to a counsellor. To get everything off my chest, all the problems. I don't know if you made your brother's feelings worse. I can't decide that because I'm not him. But I think if anything he would have felt better knowing you relate and you understand this and that he's not alone in his feelings (sounds cliche but when I relate to people on bad things it makes me and them feel better. It's good to know that it's normal.) I also relate to the feeling really bad after feeling really good. It's like, I love feeling happy but I know whatever happens after won't feel as good and I'll then feel sad because it isn't as happy and then I get extremely sad if even one thing goes wrong.
everyone typically goes through something rough. 14-16 is typically kind of rough for everyone I think. and throughout life. It's all apart of the experience. I think maybe those young ages is when they try to figure the mental stuff out, just apart of growing up. In my experience, In my conclusions. It does not matter if people love me, it is more important to love myself and take responsibility in myself. Understand myself. good to be true to self. And I think that goes to anyone. Learning to love oneself, understand oneself, and dicipline oneself. sometimes people don't have anyone at all they can turn to, i didn't. I had to figure all that mental stuff out myself, even made my own medications and concoctions. It's a struggle, and even now I can apreciate it. What ever struggle you go through, don't let it be for nothing.
Hey, dont worry Proxy, its ok to take your time, we all can wait. Its always better that you are feeling ready to come back, dont push yourself Take care
Bring it in bring it in. Proxy, if you ever feel alone you can reach out. You are one talented individual. I am praying for you. I am going to be honest I used to feel the way you felt when I was in elementary school because I was bullied. People thought I was weird because of my Protestant religion.When I was introduced to music it got better. Recently when the Ukraine war started I got scared of the future of the world in general and losing my family and dying alone. Bro we live in a very corrupt world and that is why depression and anxiety happens. ☮️❤️
Please Proxy. Take your time. Know that we love you so much and we adore you. You are a huge inspiration for a lot of us. Take your time and remember that we love you so much.
I’m so sorry you had to go through all that but hopefully you have God in your life not sayin you need to or anyone needs to go to Church because I do anyways my darlins be safe be protected I’ll pray the bad stuff away especially for you Proxy dear
No worries proxy I get you just know that we all love you we will always be here for you talk or not it’s ur choice we love you proxy I know how hard it is due to the fact I have a friend that’s depressed just know we’re here for you no matter what you can vent or tell us anything and anytime we love you we’ll always be here for you have a wonderful day bye I love you!
We are all here for you, honey! Depression is not an easy thing to work with; it’s not a joking matter. Always take it day by day. Pain is temporary. The scars might stay from the trauma, but they will heal later on. We will always be here to listen, no matter how difficult it may be. You been through way too much. But you’re still here and making it through every single week, month, and year. Just keep moving forward, brother! And remember! We are always, ALWAYS, here for you. No matter what ever happens. ❤❤❤ I love you, Proxy! Keep your head up!
Oh my god so I had to read the transcript because right now it's late at night and my headphones are charging. I cried at the end. A really bad mix of emotions. Sadness for what you went through, happiness that you're doing better, a lot of other emotions that I don't know the name of. My god. I hope you're doing okay. Also now for my own trigger warnings: if you (whoever reads this) continues, THERE WILL BE SOME SENSITIVE TOPICS LIKE SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, AND ITHER THINGS! BE WARNED! Now you may continue. Or don't.
Also a few things: YES! TALK TO SOMEONE! When you're struggling, and you don't say anything to anyone, YOU are dealing with that problem. If you tell someone (obviously someone who cares not, like, someone you hate) that problem is shared. You can both deal with it. You can get support from people around you.
Next. I relate to you SO MUCH. I feel like I have to be the safe space for people around me, I don't know how to say no sometimes. One of my friends is in a very bad space mentally, and I know they hurt themselves and don't want to live, and I hate it, I've dealt with similar things before and I tell them it gets better, I tell them our school offers counsellors, and the one I see is awesome. But I feel like if I say "sorry dude, I have my own problems right now and I'd love to help you but I don't want to make my problems worse" they'll feel bad and I'll make them feel like a burden and they're not, they're not a burden until I have my own problems and they talk about the worse problems and I feel like I'm carrying my problems and their problems and it weighs me down. That's why I talk to a counsellor. To get everything off my chest, all the problems. I don't know if you made your brother's feelings worse. I can't decide that because I'm not him. But I think if anything he would have felt better knowing you relate and you understand this and that he's not alone in his feelings (sounds cliche but when I relate to people on bad things it makes me and them feel better. It's good to know that it's normal.)
I also relate to the feeling really bad after feeling really good. It's like, I love feeling happy but I know whatever happens after won't feel as good and I'll then feel sad because it isn't as happy and then I get extremely sad if even one thing goes wrong.
everyone typically goes through something rough. 14-16 is typically kind of rough for everyone I think. and throughout life. It's all apart of the experience. I think maybe those young ages is when they try to figure the mental stuff out, just apart of growing up.
In my experience, In my conclusions. It does not matter if people love me, it is more important to love myself and take responsibility in myself. Understand myself.
good to be true to self.
And I think that goes to anyone. Learning to love oneself, understand oneself, and dicipline oneself.
sometimes people don't have anyone at all they can turn to, i didn't. I had to figure all that mental stuff out myself, even made my own medications and concoctions.
It's a struggle, and even now I can apreciate it.
What ever struggle you go through, don't let it be for nothing.
Hey, dont worry Proxy, its ok to take your time, we all can wait. Its always better that you are feeling ready to come back, dont push yourself
Take care
Man i hope your life drasticaly improves and doesnt get this bad again
Bring it in bring it in. Proxy, if you ever feel alone you can reach out. You are one talented individual. I am praying for you. I am going to be honest I used to feel the way you felt when I was in elementary school because I was bullied. People thought I was weird because of my Protestant religion.When I was introduced to music it got better. Recently when the Ukraine war started I got scared of the future of the world in general and losing my family and dying alone. Bro we live in a very corrupt world and that is why depression and anxiety happens. ☮️❤️
Take your time! We love you and we are all here for you!! 🫶🫶❤️❤️
Please Proxy. Take your time. Know that we love you so much and we adore you. You are a huge inspiration for a lot of us. Take your time and remember that we love you so much.
Take your time Proxy🫂
We will always be here for you💙
Stay strong and we hope things will worked out and be better for you💙
I’m so sorry you had to go through all that but hopefully you have God in your life not sayin you need to or anyone needs to go to Church because I do anyways my darlins be safe be protected I’ll pray the bad stuff away especially for you Proxy dear
I hope you get better.I know the feeling
Hope you're alright proxy
Hope you do ok!
How you get better soon proxy
I am better just explaining what happened in that time
Nooo BIG HUG 😃
You need to socialize and understand yourself better. This also might be caused if your socializing too much.