It’s so weird to hear Colleen‘s voice coming out of Miranda. She has literally perfected that character so much to the point that they are seemingly two completely different people.
TTQ: have you and Erik ever talked about what drew him to audition for haters back off? Like of all the available scripts or roles, what made that one most appealing to him at the time?
Lol my son LOVES bugs.. so much so he hides bugs in like easter eggs and brings them inside. 🤣 he grabbed a damg jumping spider today. I almost had a heart attack lol
I’m terrified of bugs but if I have kids I want to do my best to not show it so that maybe then they won’t learn to be scared of them from me and then I’ll have broken the cycle of bug phobias lol
Right I’m sitting here like… am I going to be a good mom if I can’t have the same tolerance 😂😂😂 I never put my mom thru carrying bugs for me but she definitely was getting rid of them for me all the time lololol. All you moms are superheroes and much appreciated 💕✨🥳
Every time I watch a vlog I literally cannot comprehend how these babies are the same teeny tiny babies that came out of you just months ago. They’re so precious and so chunky and perfect now!! Sending love and hugs to you and your whole family❤️
Tortilla talk question: Have the twins ever done anything that seems like they can understand eachother in their own ways. It would be interesting to learn about their relationship with eachother from when they were babies to being grown up.
@@thryssinstitches9655 No worries! ☺️ I hope that you have a much better rest of the week than you did during your weekend! 🙏🏼 I wish you all the best.
Erik saying “ that’s a good idea” after Colleen tells Flynn to wash his hands before making pizza bagels made me laugh so hard!!:) PS I lovvvvveeee pineapple on pizza and everyone thinks it’s weird
My sis who has twins and immediately separated her twins into separate rooms. They were constantly waking each other up. With their own rooms they had pitch darkness, table fans on 2, and a white noise machine on high. With their sleep sacs, these kids ALWAYS slept well.. maybe this might help the sleeping situation? 🤞🤞
@@Mintgumery you don’t have to watch babies sleep. They can sleep unsupervised, but most people are either in the next room or have monitors so they can check in throughout the night. It would be a waste of time to watch them the entire night.
Hey love, that was so precious! 😍 Also, I just wanted to let you know that her name is spelled Maisy instead of Maizy. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💗 Take care.
Hey love, that was definitely such a precious moment! 😍 I did want to let you know that her name is spelled Maisie (the Scottish spelling) instead of Maisy. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💗
I don’t know why but Flynn seems SO grown up in this vlog it almost made me cry he was just a little baby when this vlog journey started I mean HE COULDN’T WALK LIKE HOW DID THIS HAPPEN???
My husband hasn’t watched a vlog with me since the twins were in the NICU (I watch them every day btw), and he was so excited to see how big and healthy they are! It was really sweet 💕 it was so wonderful getting to see their evolution from finding out you were pregnant to now. I’m so, so happy for you and your family
Hey love, I just wanted to let you know that her name is spelled Maisie (the Scottish spelling) instead of Maisy. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💗
The babies are getting so big! Absolutely adorable! I blinked and my little one turned 2.5! **Tortilla talk question: best and worst/hardest part of being a mom in your eyes. You are an amazing mama by the way! Been getting me through some hard times lately. I’m getting a back fusion next month and absolutely love your videos!
I feel you so much Colleen about automatically doing peace signs in photos! I’m born in 2000 but as long as I can remember I put peace signs up in pretty much every photo. My friends now call it “the Julie” bc it’s my signature pose 😂😂 I will forever do peace signs in photos no matter how unpopular it is
TTQ: Will Flynn, Maisy or Wesley ever be on stage with you during any of the shows? Also, love you so much! You are so amazing and I am so happy that you continue to vlog because it makes my day!
Hey love, I just wanted to let you know that her name is spelled Maisie (the Scottish spelling) instead of Maisy. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💞
Anyone else think Flynn looks way older in this vlog? It's so amazing to be able to watch the kids grow and be apart of colleens life just by watching a 10 minute vlog each day
I absolutely adore the story Flynn tells about how the piece of glass got out of his foot! 😍 “Daddy used a vacuum and then the piece of glass shot out through my bandaid like a wrecking ball!” 😂 Flynn is so precious and the things he says are priceless. 💗
I was just watching one of Colleen’s vlogs from 2019 and i realized how cool it is to see how her channel and life as changed in just a couple years, and I think it’s so awesome that we get to see her life change everyday.
TTQ: has flynn had any new obsessions besides trucks/construction and bugs recently? do you think flynn will play with the twins and share with them when they are all around 2 years older than now?
TTQ: I LOVE watching the Relax podcast every week! have you ever thought about letting Flynn making a “what needs to relax”? I think it would be a great way to express his emotions freely like you said and I would love to hear what he has to say! Ps- you’ve inspired me to make my own blog channel and your videos kept me sane during the (2020 part of the) pandemic. Sending good vibes, thanks!
TTQ: Hey Colleen! I know you've shared a lot about your journey with mental health and dermatillomania, ADHD, anxiety, etc. 1. Has it gotten any better since the twins and 2. advice on how to talk about my mental health and also help others if they ask? Thanks!! Your vlogs MAKE MY DAY!!!! Love you Colleen :)
TORTILLA TALK QUESTION!!! Ok so the way the babies were laughing at your mom reminds me so much of you and Eriks podcast. The way maisy was cracking up laughing and Wesley was like “hmph yeah that’s funny” with his little smirk reminds me so much of a conversation I swear I’ve seen on the podcast….. so my question is… do you see you and Erik’s personality traits come out in any of your kiddos? Love you! You’re amazing!
Thank you to both of you for filming and editing the joy from the babies! I take breaks and watch videos at work some days and I love to watch your videos because they always make me smile so big when they are laughing like that!!!
Hey love, their laughs are definitely priceless! 😍 Also, I wanted to let you know that her name is spelled Maisy instead of Macey. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💗 Take care.
Awww Macey and Wesley ARE SO CUTE! So adorable precious and most beautiful babies ever and and you are doing amazing job Colleen at balancing everything and make sure to slow down and relax and put your self first too xoxo ❤️
tortilla talk question: how do the twins interact with each other? like do they even acknowledge each other? talk, look, touch etc. i can’t wait to see how they all play when they are older. love the vlogs! ❤️❤️
honestly if you told him tweezers got out the piece of glass he might have a more positive connotation with them instead of a negative one. frame them like they are the superhero in the story
I have struggled with depression, anxiety, and ADHD since I was a teenager. The best advice I can give you is to get a good therapist that you really connect with and feel comfortable talking to about anything and everything. Having the support of friends and family is also helpful. And spending time each day doing something that brings you some happiness/joy… so whatever activity, sport, etc. that is something that you are passionate about. And if you get in a really deep depression, then see a psychiatrist to find a medication that works well for you. But be wary of the fact that some antidepressants can have the opposite effect on teens and young adults. That is what happened to me when I got put on Lexapro. It made me suicidal and I tried to kill myself and ended up in the ICU for days before I was put in the adolescent psych ward. Since then, I am now on Effexor (which helps my anxiety and depression), but it can be a trial and error journey to find an anti-depressant that works well for you, as well as finding the correct dosage. Which is why it is really helpful to have a good support system in my place prior to going down the medication route, as well as a therapist that you trust and feel comfortable talking with because they can help teach you a lot of coping skills and ways to handle your depression. Lastly, journaling has been helpful for me. I prefer to journal before bed so I can get out my thoughts and feelings about the day, but you can journal at anytime of day that works best for you. It is also something that can be helpful to bring into therapy and you figure out what some of your triggers are as well as how to handle various emotions and situations that you encounter on a daily basis. I can promise you that it does get better and overtime, it is easier to manage but you need to have the right guidance, support, and teachers around you. I wish you all the best! 💗 Take care.
I’m so glad you talked about the difference between your kids laugh because I’ve been comparing my daughter to Maisy and getting concerned that my baby doesn’t laugh as long and wondering if it’s a problem 😂 my daughter laughs every once in a while for short periods like how you described Wes. ❤️
Maisy's face when she sees Erik is the sweetest!! She just lit up
That was adorable 😍
I melted 😍🥹
Big time Daddy’s girl!
@@Danielle-tz9go HIS LITTLE PRINCESS 🥺🥺
If you have not yet you should try putting all your kids in a matching outfit.
It’s so weird to hear Colleen‘s voice coming out of Miranda. She has literally perfected that character so much to the point that they are seemingly two completely different people.
Yes!!! Or when Colleen did Miranda's voice on the podcast. My brain was so surprised like wait you can DO that? So funny.
i’ve been watching her do that for so long that I don’t even realize lol
They are completely different people!👁💋👁
no but really, it throws me off! lol
I know! Im not a fan of Miranda but yeah shes pretty talented at it :)
Anyone else thought it was so incredibly cute how Maisy got the biggest smile when she saw Erick? My heart❤️❤️❤️
7:00 so cuteeee! 🤍
Omg i just saw that omg that was so cute, shes gonna be a daddys girl for sure 🥰
So cute, I replayed that part too many times 🥰
I'd love to be.👉 Zeimbut.Host nyoungboy is my idol. Hes the person I aspire to be, hes my light of day,'...
TTQ: have you and Erik ever talked about what drew him to audition for haters back off? Like of all the available scripts or roles, what made that one most appealing to him at the time?
Good question!!
I love this question!
Your tolerance of bugs to appease Flynn is waaaay better than mine was when my kids were teeny. 😂
The sweetness of Flynn loving bugs outweighs the fear!❤️🐥
Lol I was going to say the same! Especially on my kitchen counter with my food lol.
Lol my son LOVES bugs.. so much so he hides bugs in like easter eggs and brings them inside. 🤣 he grabbed a damg jumping spider today. I almost had a heart attack lol
I’m terrified of bugs but if I have kids I want to do my best to not show it so that maybe then they won’t learn to be scared of them from me and then I’ll have broken the cycle of bug phobias lol
Right I’m sitting here like… am I going to be a good mom if I can’t have the same tolerance 😂😂😂 I never put my mom thru carrying bugs for me but she definitely was getting rid of them for me all the time lololol. All you moms are superheroes and much appreciated 💕✨🥳
At 7:00 you really see how much Maisy adores Erik ! Such a precious moment caught
Every time I watch a vlog I literally cannot comprehend how these babies are the same teeny tiny babies that came out of you just months ago. They’re so precious and so chunky and perfect now!! Sending love and hugs to you and your whole family❤️
What's this funny
they were always perfect
I know right! These are the same baies we used to pray everyday to get out of NICU and now they are here being sooooo cuteeeee
I could watch the twins laugh for 20 minutes straight. Too cute! And Maisy's little smile when she saw Erik walking over in the kitchen was so sweet!
Love how Colleen does the hand thing and Maisy looks at Wes like “dude that’s not that funny 😒”
I noticed that too!
And vice versa with Maisy losing her mind at the snorting.
Timestamp?
Tortilla talk question: Have the twins ever done anything that seems like they can understand eachother in their own ways. It would be interesting to learn about their relationship with eachother from when they were babies to being grown up.
I've had such a rough weekend! Maisy laughing at grandma snorting made me laugh and put me in such a better mood
Same so cute
@@sngray11 it’s actually spelled Maisy!
@@stephanieb8784 Thanks for letting me know! I guess my brain is just super-overtired from packing all day! 😂
Sorry I'm blind so I've never seen it and this was how speaking the name spelled it.
@@thryssinstitches9655 No worries! ☺️ I hope that you have a much better rest of the week than you did during your weekend! 🙏🏼 I wish you all the best.
Erik saying “ that’s a good idea” after Colleen tells Flynn to wash his hands before making pizza bagels made me laugh so hard!!:)
PS I lovvvvveeee pineapple on pizza and everyone thinks it’s weird
omg same! love it 🤗🤗also i recently started my own channel if ya wanna check it out~~i just posted my summer 2022 playlist !!
I love pineapple pizza too!!!
I just had pineapple pizza yesterday. It's the best.
Pineapple pizza is lifeeee
Love how Flynn looked right at us and was all "and a spider, too!"
My sis who has twins and immediately separated her twins into separate rooms. They were constantly waking each other up. With their own rooms they had pitch darkness, table fans on 2, and a white noise machine on high. With their sleep sacs, these kids ALWAYS slept well.. maybe this might help the sleeping situation? 🤞🤞
Liking and commenting to send to the top so she can see!❤️
@@Mintgumery no she does not... shes not with them when they sleep
@@Mintgumery lol what... do you think that babies always have someone there when they are sleeping?
@@Mintgumery you don’t have to watch babies sleep. They can sleep unsupervised, but most people are either in the next room or have monitors so they can check in throughout the night. It would be a waste of time to watch them the entire night.
Boist
Maizy’s face when she saw Erik absolutely melted my heart! Sorry if I spelled any name wrong
Hey love, that was so precious! 😍 Also, I just wanted to let you know that her name is spelled Maisy instead of Maizy. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💗 Take care.
@@sngray11 Thank you so much😊
I have never heard babies that laugh as hard and as often as yours! 😂 they are adorable!
Maisy’s little face when she sees her daddy 😍😍😍
Hey love, that was definitely such a precious moment! 😍 I did want to let you know that her name is spelled Maisie (the Scottish spelling) instead of Maisy. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💗
I'd love to be.👉 Zeimbut.Host nyoungboy is my idol. Hes the person I aspire to be, hes my light of day,'...
@@sngray11 colleen spells her name "maisy" in instagram captions
@@cali5719 my bad! I guess packing all day just got my brain overtired and out of sorts! 😂 Have a good night/day (depending where you live). 💞
"and spiders too!" OH MY GOODNESS Colleen's tolerance for bugs because of Flynn is adorable 😅😍
Aww melts my heart when Maisy was smiling when she was Miranda.
I don’t know why but Flynn seems SO grown up in this vlog it almost made me cry he was just a little baby when this vlog journey started I mean HE COULDN’T WALK LIKE HOW DID THIS HAPPEN???
Flynn’s getting so big😭it breaks my heart and makes me so happy at the same time. He’s so good with his brother and sister and it’s so cute to watch🥺
The fact Flynn talks to camera too! Cutie 😭❤️
My husband hasn’t watched a vlog with me since the twins were in the NICU (I watch them every day btw), and he was so excited to see how big and healthy they are! It was really sweet 💕 it was so wonderful getting to see their evolution from finding out you were pregnant to now. I’m so, so happy for you and your family
OMG as an Aussie I can tell you that…… I love BLUEY and it is the best Aussie or not Aussie show that I have ever seen!!!!!🥰✌
the amount of joy this brings me is unfathomable ❤️❤️❤️
Jesus loves you all🤍🤍
Same! She’s the best!! ☺️
I'd love to be.👉 Zeimbut.Host nyoungboy is my idol. Hes the person I aspire to be, hes my light of day,'...
Maisy’s smile/laugh is so contagious, she is the happiest little girl and I love it! ❤️❤️
maisy's smile when she saw erik just proves how amazing of a dad he is
Hey love, I just wanted to let you know that her name is spelled Maisie (the Scottish spelling) instead of Maisy. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💗
@@sngray11 hi! good day to you too!! i refer the spelling of their names on colleen's name reveal video. thanks for the thought tho! ♥️
@@elmohaha good to know! 💗 I guess I just had the spelling wrong in my own head! 😂 Have a good night!
No matter how cruddy my day has been, when I hear Maisy-Jo laughing, I cant help but immediately smile and my day just gets better
The babies are getting so big! Absolutely adorable! I blinked and my little one turned 2.5! **Tortilla talk question: best and worst/hardest part of being a mom in your eyes. You are an amazing mama by the way! Been getting me through some hard times lately. I’m getting a back fusion next month and absolutely love your videos!
I'd love to be.👉 Zeimbut.Host nyoungboy is my idol. Hes the person I aspire to be, hes my light of day,'...
❤️❤️❤️
I love the twins eyebrows! They are so distinct and it is making my day how grown up it makes them look
These babies!!! Lol I love hearing them laugh. They are the absolute cutest. Flynn is such an amazing little human! 💚💚💚
Colleen’s face when she moves the snail away from the pizza bagels😂😂 I replayed this twice
Maisy laughing so hard at your mom just made my day so cute.🥰
I feel you so much Colleen about automatically doing peace signs in photos! I’m born in 2000 but as long as I can remember I put peace signs up in pretty much every photo. My friends now call it “the Julie” bc it’s my signature pose 😂😂 I will forever do peace signs in photos no matter how unpopular it is
Listening to your kids laugh and smile is just beautiful
The way she laughed at your mom snorting was priceless! I’m dying she was so adorable.
The face Maisy made when she saw erik 😍😍😩😩
The way Maisy smiled at Eric when he walked into the kitchen was the most adorable thing!
TTQ: Will Flynn, Maisy or Wesley ever be on stage with you during any of the shows? Also, love you so much! You are so amazing and I am so happy that you continue to vlog because it makes my day!
Jesus loves you all🤍🤍
Same! Whenever I get the notification that Colleen posts I get 10 times happier!!!!!
Hey love, I just wanted to let you know that her name is spelled Maisie (the Scottish spelling) instead of Maisy. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💞
I'd love to be.👉 Zeimbut.Host nyoungboy is my idol. Hes the person I aspire to be, hes my light of day,'...
@@sngray11 no, her name is spelled Maisy. I just checked Colleen's insta to double check and she wrote "Maisy".
Please please please tour in Florida !! I'm a huge Mirfanda!! I would love to see your show live ❤️❤️
Early af wow omg I love you Colleen!!! 😍
And you're first comment!
I just love Flynn’s soul so much 🥲 so pure and precious “momma careful a spider too! A spider too” ❤️❤️ love him!
"Congrats to everyone who is early and found this comment" 🏆
Yippie yayo cayo
Jesus loves you all🤍🤍
thx
Only lame people comment being or other people being early 😒🙄
🤗
I love to hear your babies laugh, especially when Flynn plays with them. It does my soul good and always makes me smile.❤
I LOVE COLLEEN'S CONFIDENCE WITH ROCKING those crop tops post twin pregnancy! YOU GO GIRLLLLLL!!!
Yeeessssss!!!!
She looks so good always.
SHE LOOKS AMAZING at just 6m post birth omg!!
she looks so good!!!
U go girl ilysm yay 💓
Anyone else think Flynn looks way older in this vlog? It's so amazing to be able to watch the kids grow and be apart of colleens life just by watching a 10 minute vlog each day
I was thinking the same thing! Like he must’ve had a growth spurt recently or something cause I was looking at him like “when did he get so big?“
colleen, you always make my day! your relationship with your kids is goal and always look up to your career! you are amazing and a queen!!!
I'd love to be.👉 Zeimbut.Host nyoungboy is my idol. Hes the person I aspire to be, hes my light of day,'...
Maise looking over at Wes totally not judging him for still being amused by moms hands! 😂😂😂😍😍😍
Hey love, I just wanted to let you know that her name is spelled Maisy instead of Maise. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💗 Take care.
7:02 The way Maisy Jo smiles at Erik has my heart!! 🥰 you’re welcome!
We adore Bluey in our house, too! It’s such an amazing show. 🧡💙 Also, there is literally nothing cuter than a baby laughing as hard as Maisie was. 😂
I love how Maisy’s laugh makes Wesley smiley!! Love you Colleen ❤️❤️❤️😊😊😊 your a great mom!!
I absolutely adore the story Flynn tells about how the piece of glass got out of his foot! 😍 “Daddy used a vacuum and then the piece of glass shot out through my bandaid like a wrecking ball!” 😂 Flynn is so precious and the things he says are priceless. 💗
Wesley's favorite thing is if you squish ur hands is literally heart explodingly cute 😂 🤌🏽🖐🏽🤌🏽🖐🏽
When Flynn said "close my eyes first?" my heart MELTEDDD
Your “out of this world DAD” shirt is hilarious 😂
Glad I’m not the only one taking my other half’s tee-shirts.
You rock it 🚀
oh, it’s not just the high school you went to colleen. slay has taken the world by storm😭
ikr omg i went out with some friends earlier today and they said it SO MUCH
I was just watching one of Colleen’s vlogs from 2019 and i realized how cool it is to see how her channel and life as changed in just a couple years, and I think it’s so awesome that we get to see her life change everyday.
Flynn’s story of how the glass got out of his foot is so great 😆 love that little guy!
TTQ: has flynn had any new obsessions besides trucks/construction and bugs recently? do you think flynn will play with the twins and share with them when they are all around 2 years older than now?
maisy's laugh is so cute, it's contagious
That made me laugh 😂 Wesley laughing at your hands moving. It's like he's anticipating a tickel. So cute‼️
tickle*^
TTQ: I LOVE watching the Relax podcast every week! have you ever thought about letting Flynn making a “what needs to relax”? I think it would be a great way to express his emotions freely like you said and I would love to hear what he has to say!
Ps- you’ve inspired me to make my own blog channel and your videos kept me sane during the (2020 part of the) pandemic. Sending good vibes, thanks!
Omg yes
TTQ: Hey Colleen! I know you've shared a lot about your journey with mental health and dermatillomania, ADHD, anxiety, etc. 1. Has it gotten any better since the twins and 2. advice on how to talk about my mental health and also help others if they ask? Thanks!! Your vlogs MAKE MY DAY!!!! Love you Colleen :)
I'd love to be.👉 Zeimbut.Host nyoungboy is my idol. Hes the person I aspire to be, hes my light of day,'...
Maisy’s laugh is unreal. I’ve never heard a baby belly laugh like that. It doesn’t even sound real. 😂
IM SO HAPPY Colleen is back to DAILY VLOGS!!!!
Me tooooooooo
The way Flynn says "a spider too" and Erik's reaction is so funny 7:18
I have been waiting for this time to come!!!!
TORTILLA TALK QUESTION!!! Ok so the way the babies were laughing at your mom reminds me so much of you and Eriks podcast. The way maisy was cracking up laughing and Wesley was like “hmph yeah that’s funny” with his little smirk reminds me so much of a conversation I swear I’ve seen on the podcast….. so my question is… do you see you and Erik’s personality traits come out in any of your kiddos?
Love you! You’re amazing!
5:01 that laugh reminded me of his cousins like parker and bailey they all do that laugh 🥺
Maisie’s laugh is so adorable omg I can’t get enough of it! 😂 Also I love the shirt u wore in yesterday’s vlog! It was so funny🐞
Maisy’s laugh is my most favorite thing! She laughs so hard.
Thank you to both of you for filming and editing the joy from the babies! I take breaks and watch videos at work some days and I love to watch your videos because they always make me smile so big when they are laughing like that!!!
Omg i can’t get enough of there laugh Macey and Wesley the most cutest SOUND ever! 💜
Hey love, their laughs are definitely priceless! 😍 Also, I wanted to let you know that her name is spelled Maisy instead of Macey. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💗 Take care.
7:00 seeing Maisie’s face light up when she saw her dad was so cute 🥺💗😭😍
Awww Macey and Wesley ARE SO CUTE! So adorable precious and most beautiful babies ever and and you are doing amazing job Colleen at balancing everything and make sure to slow down and relax and put your self first too xoxo ❤️
Hey love, I just wanted to let you know that her name is spelled Maisy instead of Macey. I hope you have a wonderful rest of the week! 💗
I'd love to be.👉 Zeimbut.Host nyoungboy is my idol. Hes the person I aspire to be, hes my light of day,'...
Your moms reaction to how hard Maisy was laughing was adorable.
Maisy's laugh is everything 😅
7:00 Maisy’s face whe she saw Erik was so cute
Yay!! So excited the babies gets to meet Miranda sings! I love you ❤️ Colleen
tortilla talk question: how do the twins interact with each other? like do they even acknowledge each other? talk, look, touch etc. i can’t wait to see how they all play when they are older. love the vlogs! ❤️❤️
Omg can we talk about our Miss Gorgeous Hair Queen for a moment please?! Gorgeous. Simply Gorgeous 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
I love your "Out of This World Dad" shirt lol 🌎 ❤😂
Maisy's laugh is so similar to Flynn's! I love it!
When Maisy laughing at your mom it just melts my heart
Omg no I throw a peace sign in every photo it’s so cute! Glad that was our pose 🥺💜
honestly if you told him tweezers got out the piece of glass he might have a more positive connotation with them instead of a negative one. frame them like they are the superhero in the story
The baby’s are getting so big but there laugh are priceless
The sound of the twins laughing brings me so much joy! They're growing up so fast
tortilla talk question: what advice would you give to a teen with depression?
I have struggled with depression, anxiety, and ADHD since I was a teenager. The best advice I can give you is to get a good therapist that you really connect with and feel comfortable talking to about anything and everything. Having the support of friends and family is also helpful. And spending time each day doing something that brings you some happiness/joy… so whatever activity, sport, etc. that is something that you are passionate about. And if you get in a really deep depression, then see a psychiatrist to find a medication that works well for you. But be wary of the fact that some antidepressants can have the opposite effect on teens and young adults. That is what happened to me when I got put on Lexapro. It made me suicidal and I tried to kill myself and ended up in the ICU for days before I was put in the adolescent psych ward. Since then, I am now on Effexor (which helps my anxiety and depression), but it can be a trial and error journey to find an anti-depressant that works well for you, as well as finding the correct dosage. Which is why it is really helpful to have a good support system in my place prior to going down the medication route, as well as a therapist that you trust and feel comfortable talking with because they can help teach you a lot of coping skills and ways to handle your depression. Lastly, journaling has been helpful for me. I prefer to journal before bed so I can get out my thoughts and feelings about the day, but you can journal at anytime of day that works best for you. It is also something that can be helpful to bring into therapy and you figure out what some of your triggers are as well as how to handle various emotions and situations that you encounter on a daily basis. I can promise you that it does get better and overtime, it is easier to manage but you need to have the right guidance, support, and teachers around you. I wish you all the best! 💗 Take care.
@@sngray11 thank you so much for taking the time to write this all out. it means so much. 💗
I’m so glad you talked about the difference between your kids laugh because I’ve been comparing my daughter to Maisy and getting concerned that my baby doesn’t laugh as long and wondering if it’s a problem 😂 my daughter laughs every once in a while for short periods like how you described Wes. ❤️
Don't fall into the trap of comparing children to one another! They are all so different! Safe yourself and especially your daughter from that grief!
@@marieantoinettepaddelboot3149 completely understand but it’s so hard when trying to track milestones and it being my first baby. Working on it 💕✨
@@xxrememberx3 I'm sure you're doing a great job! :)
I love your vlogs😊 they bring me so much joy ❤️
the sass on Flynn "mama, don't put that on mineee" SCREAMINGGGGG
BAHAHHA colleen ur face when ur playing with Wes, wtf was that hahahahah
Mae: I have no clue what is going on but mommy’s friend is absolutely hilarious
Wes: *shocked*
Maisie just silently drooling on Colleen’s hand at 5:49 😂 so cute💓
Whenever I get the notification that Colleen posts I get 10 times happier!!!!!
Wesley looks so much like Flynn when the babies are laying down with your mum 💕💕 so cute xx
Flynn and you together is soooo adorable 🥰🥰
First time seeing Colleen being her self and then in a split second she's Miranda! She kills me! 😂😂
Flynn was so cute seeing his silk worms 🪱 ❤