M3TH ADD!CTION Q&A...
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- Опубліковано 7 вер 2024
- Hello everyone!! I'm Jen and these are my thoughts and opinions through my lived life experiences. I'm a woman in long term recovery, who is now a CARC (Certified Addiction Recovery Coach) and CRPA (Certified Recovery Peer Advocate) as well as a Rape Crisis Counselor. I use my lived experience to help others find their pathways to recovery. I am a huge supporter of Harm Reduction and am also a trainer of Narcan. If you'd like to be Narcan trained feel free to reach out and we can make it happen. All trainings are FREE but sadly, shipping is not.
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I swear by and fully believe... Jenn, Christina and Jess are all sent from god 🥺🥺🥺 I only hope I can one day be an incredible person like you. I can't put it into words.
Sadly, Christina's channel has changed so much, I don't even recognize it anymore. I can't see her content as I could before, she lost me. BUT, instead I found Jen and her story has my full attention! 🖤
Hi Mandy,
I’m Rachel. 😊👋
I read your comment; and, although I don’t know you, I already know that you are an incredible person just like the resilient, vulnerable, courageous, empathic, transparent, honest, assertive, warm, gentle, worthy and unconditionally loving women, (pls forgive and correct me if I’m misgendering anyone), you mentioned above.
You may be asking how I know you are an incredible person, Mandy. I know this bc one cannot see/recognize that others are incredible without noticing you, too, are also incredible even if at an extremely primal level. You are incredible! That feeling may be buried under years of trauma and shame, my dear, but you are incredible person even on the days your brain does its damndest to tell you otherwise.
Blanketing you in green and pink healing light! Be gentle with yourself. Gentle hugs! 🤗
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@@Brittani_13 Rachel 😭😭 you are way too sweet! My grandfather who I was very close with passed away last night. I really needed to hear those kind words ❤ I can't thank you enough for taking the time to spread kindness to some random stranger 💜 so much love to you and this community!! I love that Jen is helping to pave the way to greatness, and this community is so beautiful 🥺 it's such a safe space.
Having said that though, I really appreciate you Rachel! Cheers, friend! 🥰
@@multibuttercup101 I’m so sorry to hear about the recent loss of your grandfather. Death is devastating and grief is so painful. I often say that grief is the last act of love we have to give. May you and those touched by his life find comfort amidst the chaos. I pray he had a peaceful transition.
The ripple effect of kindness is critical. None of us ever know what a smile, a comment, a wave could do for someone who feels like they are dying inside, their world crumbling around them, but fools the world with a smile. Happy to send you some distance reiki if desired. Grief and healing aren’t linear. It’s okay not to be okay, and it’s okay to ask for help. Vulnerability is truly courage defined. Your grandpa will stay alive in hearts. By talking about him, you are keeping him alive now. It’s okay to cry 💕🌻
I know it’s a small thing and looks don’t matter but that is so sweet that he didn’t let you pick your face. You do have beautiful skin!! Thanks for this video!
i'm so proud of how big your channel has gotten!! you're literally so amazing! ❤️❤️
Awh thanks babe!! Sky's the limit they say...
I've sent all my peeps over here✨
As a social worker, I've watched lots of clients go through meth addiction. It's heartbreaking. These are bright, warm, brilliant people who lose their shine to this horrible drug. I don't think any of them were bad people. They were just in terrible situations that brought out the worst of them. I've also been blessed to see some of them find recovery and get that light back. It is possible and it is beautiful ❤
I'm a week sober today from meth and benzos. Your videos are the main inspiration for me to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I have bad cravings all the time, and when I think sobriety is not possible for me, I always return to your channel and these videos give me hope and strenght to go through the detox. You are an angel Jen and I look up to you so much, thank you. In a year from now I'm gonna tell people how this woman practically saved my life when I was deep in my addiction. I know the will comes from within me, but you keep the fighter in me alive during this difficult time. I've tried and relapsed so many times before.
I have a wish that you would do more videos about meth, since it's my worst craving and it's what I relapse on. Seeing you thriving knowing you were there too is everything 💖
You just made me cry. Keep going baby. You too can have this life. You are not alone. I am so so proud of you 🖤🖤🖤
My biggest regret during my heroin addiction was forgetting I’m a mother first as well. 🖤
I congratulate you on getting clean! I wish my cousin would remember that. Her daughter now lives on our property with her Mamaw and Papaw, and that little girl is the light of my life!
Wow, I'm so happy that you were able to liberate yourself. Sincerely. My childhood friend has visited several rehabs, but she can't seem to kick it. I wish I could save her.
@@asunnynight9592 a lot of us take time after the initial want happens... don’t lose hope. If she’s already trying, recovery is coming. Much love to both of you!
I love longer videos.. I know everyone’s different but I will watch hour long UA-cam videos because I listen to them while working or cleaning or getting ready.. the longer the better over here!
Same here!!!
Oh sweetie, when you said 'I was a walking dead person, none of it was good' I so wanted to hug you.
Jen!!
I’m a mother, a recovering heroin & meth addict, & I’m still married to the same man I was with while we were both in active addiction. We are currently sober & rebuilding our life, slowly climbing to the top from the rock bottom addiction had brought us to.
I found your channel after finding Jessica’s, and I can’t express how much I relate to you, Jared, and y’all’s story. I’m so proud of you, where you’ve been and how far you’ve come despite it all is truly amazing. Thank you for making these videos, my husband and I love to watch you together & you’ve helped us in ways we didn’t even know possible. So thank you from the bottom of our hearts. 🖤🖤
Thank you. I just read this to Jarred!! These comments mean the world 😍😍😍
This made me cry "forgetting I'm a mother first"
i’m currently 2 months sober from heavy adderall abuse, i know it’s not m3th but i’m sure a lot of the withdrawal side effects are the same- to some extent. excited for this video !
They absolutely are!!
I’m prescribed 80mg a day & it does nothing- but I never take more than I should. If you don’t mind me asking about your addiction, how much Adderall were you taking? I’ve never had the opportunity to ask anyone, but I’m comfortable asking on Jen’s channel. We’re you able to taper down, or did you go “cold turkey”? Adderrall withdrawal is terrible! I don’t get the rush anymore, but I start detoxing after a day or 2.
Feel free to tell me to bugger off & mind my own business! On Jen’s channel, we’re all about non-judgement, love & respect. And plants. We really like plants!!
@@DarkbutNotsinister had to go cold turkey. trying to taper off made the anxiety worse, and made me crave it even more by just wanting to keep taking “another” i was prescribed 90mg instant release (it started with only 10 mg a day) i would take 3 20mg pills a day for a script. BUT THEN... shit stopped working. i’m 24 now, i started when i was in high school. the monthly 90 pills of 20mg would only last me 2 weeks if that then i’d buy more from other people until my next refill. i was taking over 100mg a day. it’s messed up but i finally was able to stop. i wish i could explain more to you in depth, it’s complicated how something that a doctor gives me that was supposed to “help me” almost ruined my life. tapering doesn’t work in my opinion, once you’re addicted for me the cravings are bigger than i am...i can’t just take a little. it’s either all or nothing lol.
@@DarkbutNotsinister the worst part is having serious adult ADD but not belong able to trust yourself with stimulants anymore. it’s not the only cure. i’m trying to solve my ADD the old school ways. i have post it notes everywhere to remember shit, i take so many notes, i feel “worthless” and like i’m dissociating a lot of the time because i felt like super woman on adderall and now i feel useless lol. but it’s only 2 months off from being on it for 8 years.... i know it’s my low dopamine talking. i’ve been working out every single day to battle the side effects, that is the number one thing that has helped... and a lot of sleep. my addictions hidden from everyone except my boyfriend. i still have to work full time and continue with my life with this horrible dirty secret. i’d stay up for 3 days on adderall and still go to work. get off it if you can now before it’s too late in my opinion. i had bad panic attacks that i would almost consider a heart attack from this stuff to make me stop. i wish you all the best
@@DarkbutNotsinister to put it short i know if i would take a pill today, all my problems would disappear. that tells me i have serious self esteem issues and imposter syndrome from addy. that needs to be worked on first
It's amazing that you can talk about it now and it doesn't bother you it appears to disgust you now which is great. Bella has a mom and Jerred has a beautiful wife cause it thank God didn't kill you. Keep at it Jenn you're helping so many people!💜
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My auto captions changed your takeaway to be
"Don't do math. Definitely don't do math. Math is not your friend"
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Auto captions are right. Math is terrible actually. 😅😅😅
This was the sweetest thing I've heard in a long time - the way how Jarred stopped you from picking your beautiful skin on your face. Now I like you both even more. It's a small thing, but it's kinda vital and revealing a lot more about you two.
He's a good man 💜💜
Im a week away from being 6 months sober off alcohol after heavy drinking for 4 years. The withdrawal was insane and nearly killed me. I never want to go back to that. Also 3 years clean from opioids however alcohol always was more of my issue..probably the availability and social acceptability is one of the reasons. I'm so glad to be sober..I was thinking this morning how wonderful it feels to wake up and not be sick. I'm so proud of you Jen and everyone for being clean. I have so many regrets but I can't live in the past..it was a big lesson learned.
Proud of you!
@@ellenmayo thank you! :)
Keep going!!! Super proud!!
@@JenCutting Thanks Jen!! I'm super proud of you as well..I look up to you :)
The day just got better, with Jen in the house! 💜 Haven't watched the whole video yet but SURPRISINGLY I never got into M3th, but did do it the day before I went into rehab; thank God I wanted sobriety, because I wouldn't have stopped! Love to all! 😊
I am a really open minded person but yeah I had some ideas about meth and meth addicts because of the internet. Meth is not really a big thing in my own country so 🙏. But you have changed any narrow minded preconceptions I had. Thank you for being so open. You are truly saving lives and opening hearts and minds.
This is so inspiring. I have someone I know that is in heavy addiction and I've had to step away. she lost her kids as well. its been so hard for me mentally but im glad to see someone has recovered and it gives me a bit of hope. you are so amazing!!!
Thank you for sharing your story for those who couldn’t and those who are still fighting. It means a lot. Two years sober💪🏼
Ellen Hopkins has some wonderful books. Crank and Glass are specifically about her daughter’s struggle with meth addiction. I know these are easy reads too because they’re in like the teenager section, but honestly I think some of these topics might be a little too grown-up for a teenager if there isn’t an adult around or someone with experience to talk to you after reading these types of books. She has amazing books all about mental health. They’re all fictional but I believe based on real people. Just other books people can read if they’re into it. Really enjoying this video, just like I enjoy all of them. Definitely need to get onto Amazon to send you some supplies.
Omg I read crank! I was thinking of this series when Jen was mentioning the books. (Also starting a million little pieces this weekend Bc it’s on my bookshelf WOW coincidence?) My roommate has read them all, we read them in middle school and I was a little too shaken to read the rest back then 😅 but now that I’m older, they’re amazing reads!! I’m like 99% sure they’re loosely based off her daughters addiction. 🖤
@@sarawarner2673 yes those two are based off of her daughter’s addiction. So you can change your 99% to a 100%!!! 😁
As a physician, I can tell you, methamphetamine and adderall are chemically almost identical.
I literally heard you say in my head, "Girl... just don't do meth" and then you said that lol I love you
By the grace of God I have found you and Jess over these past couple days. I needed this right now in this moment. Please 🙏🙏 for me 😭😞
Also, High Achiever by Tiffany Jenkins is another incredible book about addiction.
I loved it!!!
Best read! Loved it ❤️
Girl stop I’m a bigger fan of yours 😭 you are so strong!! I cannot imagine how you felt in these situations, (Esp thinking your first time was coke omfg) but look at you now!!! Thriving. Eternally grateful for you🖤
Such a good video, it was triggering to me but also so sobering and a good reminder of where I never wanna be again.
You said 13/14 days and my jaw hit the floor. Wow, I have no words, other than I’m glad you made it out! 💪🏼🤗
Mahalo Jen! I’m glad you liked the book 🤙🏼 And thank you Lucia for recommending it 📚
I recently found Jessica Kent and therefore your channel as well. I'm obsessed! I'm learning so much and I have such a different perspective. A lot of the people i grew up with are struggling with addiction. Even had one friend lose his battle just a few months ago. I now feel very lucky i didnt fall down that path, as opposed to feeling more judgmental towards them.
I honestly had no idea that one could put it in coffee, that’s wild. It had to taste bad lol
I tried to swallow a rock when the cops pulled me over once and if made me puke so I had to swallow my methy puke in front of this cop and thank God for Starbucks cuz omg that tasted so bad. Y'all have no idea lol count your lucky stars
Biggest lesson I learned is that I'm not stronger than the drug ...it will eat up even the strongest of people
I love how you answer these questions from a recovery/ solution perspective - so many recovering addicts are brutally honest and end up glamorizing drugs without meaning to!! Appreciate you girly!!
Oh my typed this before you just said it - wow!!!
Four Good Days is one I just heard about yesterday with Glen Close & Mila Klunis. Mila is a severe heroin addict, Glen is her mother. Looks amazing, I bawled just at the trailer.
I’m super grateful you made it out too! Love you and your channel 💕
I’m not sure if it matters what you talk about, I always look forward to your videos!!
Go ask Alice' is also a great book to read, a girls diary from I think the 60's or 70's
Jen always starting our day off right! Love you girl! ♥️
I truly love your channel and the work you do. I’m in the beginning stages of speaking to groups (I spoke to a class of nursing students a couple of weeks ago) about my story. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a toddler (I am blessed to have a mom who has degrees in psychology and social work and my dad was a police officer.). Ritalin used to be the only option for medication. I have the combined type of ADHD. My mom was against Ritalin and worked with me to control my behavior. Both parents taught me about the dangers of drugs and drinking from the time I was little due to a family history of addiction. When I lost my fiancé to alcoholism, I began grief therapy. I knew he had anxiety within a month of dating him. I had him an appointment with my nurse practitioner soon after. He never understood there are alternatives to making yourself completely numb with alcohol, although medication misuse is also a huge problem. My therapist immediately recognized my ADHD and how my anxiety, depression, and OCD were all related. She encouraged me over several sessions to try medication for ADHD in addition to anti-depressants and medication for emergency anxiety attacks. My life has changed so much for the better because of adderall. I do agree that there are some similarities between Adderall and meth. I researched a lot. From what I understand meth is a combination of different chemicals when someone makes it and the user may not know. There is a drug that is actually methamphetamine with the brand name Desoxyn. I’m not sure I have ever heard of anyone being prescribed it, but it’s possible. It’s also VERY easy to get Adipex in our area for weight loss. As long as you have a BMI above 18.5, it’s usually not an issue. Having lost someone to addiction while also needing medication that has so many roadblocks to getting helps me understand both sides of the issue. I don’t have the answers, but I’m glad so many of us are fighting for people with ALL types of mental illness, whether it’s addiction or schizophrenia or eating disorders. Thank you for helping to make a difference!
I am so encouraged by your video content Jen. You guys make me feel hopeful. I am comforted by the things you’ve shared over the past several months about self care and all healthy things.
You guys were born to be together💗🙏
Hey, “Drama Pig” and Jen... love the video and so proud of how much and quickly your channel has grown. Hi to, Lena, too!!!
There is something I've noticed that is reflected is what you shared. Years raising our kids, foster children and working the the juvenile courts, I've noticed there seems to be two personality types. There are those who have a horrible first experience in anything and run, paranoid to ever have that experience again, then many I know, like you, say a very first experience was horrible, frightening...but then continue and keep using. That is what interests me and I've heard same from troubled kids (not just drug use), and I think an understanding of that, how to see that and recognize that personality early, would be important for especially parents, to have another piece to see who may be more at risk, how to understand better and maybe how to approach better.
My god Jen so proud of you. Been here since day 1 and never leaving!!!
I agree tough love doesn’t work. Setting boundaries is the key.
Your such a bright light in a dull world! I always watch your videos and they really help me in my own recovery and I thank you for that. I will be sober 2 years on May 6th. Even after 2 years I still have scars on my arms and hands from shooting heroin.
Ty again for being open and honest
YASSSSSSSS I LUV WATCHING A JEN C VIDEO TOY MORNING COFFEE , THANX GIRRLLL
YOU ARE SO RELATABLE!!!! Could you do a video on your parents and the affect that your past has on your relationship with them now? Also do you have a relationship with ANY BLOOD family members other than Bella? last: Have you ever read or listen to the book called Outwitting the Devil? TY for all you do chic!
I have not. I'll have to look into it. 🥰
If you do.....you should do a review! SO MANY PEOPLE NEED TO HEAR ABOUT IT GF! 🙏 ps....also helped me realize not having relationships with my family IS SOOOOO OK! ❤
Girl, your the best! So amazing that you do this to help others! Bella has the best mama! Love you girl!
so proud of u and the fact u got ur family and husband too its rare so so so rare to have couple who used together been down and up jail and kids etc they enver work out, like this is rare rare
Congratulations Rachel Michelle!!! ( sorry if I spelled that wrong) 3 years is incredible and I celebrate with you!
Hey stranger! Had to resubscribe! Ive missed your videos! And started my own channel Carla Pooh Lockett with this profile pic!
Thank you for sharing what you have here, Jen. I am getting a great education on these topics.
April 30th I will be 5 years clean from pills and heroin. :)
You have come so very far Jen , you really are an amazing woman ❤💪🙏
You look beautiful as always! thank you for continuing to inspire me (and many other people) hope you and the fam are doing well💜
Thank you for always being so real with everyone about addiction. While I wish I could say I’m as strong as you, so haven’t made it there yet. Opiates are a bitch. I’ve tried so many times even with sub strips but by the end of the day I can’t take the body temperature changes and skin scrawling and restless leg. And I hate the way subs make me feel so I never want to take more than half. I’ll find my way one day but it’s nice to know it’s possible and your not the only. Thanks for all you do girl and yes the sky is the limit❤️
Can you do a video on how to help someone in active addiction from your perspective? You said the tough love approach doesn’t work for anyone. Can you talk about your suggestions, boundaries and what’s healthy and what’s not?
Good morning beautiful! I never had scabs on my face either. People think that’s the meth coming through your skin. Nope! It’s from picking something that isn’t there! 💕💗
Im 5 years clean now. I never OD'd either. Which is insane, I absolutely should have. I got lucky in that sense and of course my addiction never went further than pills. I was physically dependent on those but the devil was in the xanax for me. I was always nodding out and not remembering days at a time. Super scary idk how I didn't quit breathing mixing the two!! Loved the video, as usual and love you too!🖤
Thank you so much Jen! I feel like I'm at an open meeting listening to you, kinda. ;). I appreciate you. Peace.
Thanks for the ❤️ Jen!!!!
I also wanted to add to my last comment..... When I said that when I used to do it, I'd call it "Tweaker Time" && it's is absolutely 💯% true what you said, when you tell someone "I'll be there in 20mins, it turns out to be 7hours later" ⬅️FACTS 💯!!!! I actually laughed out loud when you said that, cuz boy oh boy does that bring up alot of memories for me!!!! Especially when I was the one waiting for the person to bring it to me so I could get high lol it was soooo FREAKING AGGRAVATING that all of my old dealers used && also dealt cuz that meant I'd have to wait like 7hours when they told me 20mins ((like you said)) && all I wanted to do was get high!! But everyone that used meth, including me, ran on "Tweaker Time"
So proud of you have a good day sending love to everyone 💜💜💜
Girl i just wanted to send a few thoughts an prayers your way. Sending Luv from Detroit.Mi💝💝💝💝
happy Friday Jen! excited to watch your vid as I recover from wisdom teeth surgery ❤️
We used to always call it “clear” or “speed” then since we have tar we call it “black” so it was always “black and clear “ . I had to learn all new slang when I went back to California from Brooklyn
Where I’m at we call heroin - dark, black, nighttime ; and call meth - white, clear, daytime.
Lol it’s so strange how there’s different slang terms in different areas.
Happy Friday! I love your videos, they help so much. Hope you’re doing well Jen! ❤️
I love these informational videos! I hope to see me more Q&As in the future 💜
Hey Jen! I have been taking a look at your amazon wishlist and wanted to know what items you need the most right now. I would love to help you and your community out by sending a few things your way! ❤️
Anything really. Food mostly and bar soap go SUPER fast!!
Such good information thank you for being so open and honest 💛
I admire you so much for sharing your story ❤️
Love you sooooo much, so proud to know you!
"Determined to do it again to prove I could do it". That is what AA calls being the 'captain of your soul'. You stayed awake for two weeks ?!
Hello your amazing!! My parents went through this
Jenn can you please do a whole video dedicated to harm reduction techniques for folks using meth in all its forms? Primarily psychological harm reduction, self care, and best consumption practices. I work in harm reduction and there's so little content out there actually aimed at those using; most is higher level for care providers or not specific for meth.
Did you think you would still love and have the same relationship with Jared after getting sober? Like did you think he/your relationship would change and we’re scared you wouldn’t feel right with him
I really like the long videos! this was super interesting
The intro and film set up is straight Jess Kent vibes and I’m digging it😍
I know you prob don't mean anything by it... But I HATE when people say this. I paid someone on fivver to make the intro. Jess took the pics for me bc well... She's my friend. My background was a gift from my hubby off Amazon to hide the bad walls. The rest is All me!!!
@@JenCutting definitely not anything bad I just mean I love that I have two content creators that make similar content and I love that if Jess doesn’t post or if you don’t I can come to another channel and get similar content that I love and am interested in !
@@camariebrooke2082 thank you girl 🖤🖤🖤
You are amazing and so beautiful and so inspirational 💓💓💓💓💓 love you Jen!!❤️❤️❤️
Awww i love to pick... ya ur face so clean clear skin
Oh I was gonna ask...if you had never touched a drug in your life, what do you think you would be doing now? Do you think you'd still be doing all the things you do for your community or would you have chose a different career/path job wise?
Watching this a year later and realizing I kind of know what meth feels like because I take a high dose of ADHD medicine.
Tough love was the only thing that worked for me.
"Tweak" by Nic Sheff is great. Btw you have really grown on me 🤣😘
another good read for meth addiction is Leaving Dirty Jersey. it is quite a read. it also is the story of James Salant
Jen you are so amazing!!!!!!
Hello from Melbourne Australia thanks for sharing
Great Video Jen
You must have an earring addiction like I do 💜
Love your videos girl!
Yaasssss!!!
My UA-cam and Google searches right now would make me look like a massive meth addict!!😂😂 I have actually never even seen that my husband recently lost his best friend of 40 years to a meth addiction we found out about less than a year ago that he had been doing it for almost 3yrs💔😢 I'm trying to understand it I'm a recovering addict with almost 8 years sober from opiates❤️❤️ For some reason I can't understand the meth aspect of addiction🤔🤔 I don't know why so I really appreciate your videos!!!
Yeah... tough love doesn't work for me at all either
Hello Jen. Thank you for a great Q&A. I have a question for you. I'm not on Instagram or anything like that so I don't know where you get your questions from. Anyways here's my question. I live in a motorhome and there are many people in my vicinity that live in motorhomes, quite a few people and they're all on meth. They've admitted they're on meth and they have no problem saying they're on meth. So I know that I'm not making this up. What I noticed with people that are really deep into meth is that they leave so much trash and so many objects around their motorhome, it seriously looks like a miniature dump. And I wondered what's that about? All this collecting of little things and things that are trash that literally belongs in a dumpster. But I've even seen them diving in the dumpster to find things. What kind of things, they say it doesn't matter just any kind of cool thing. I noticed a part of the detail oriented type situation you were talking about. Where they'll be lining up things and fixing things and cleaning things but at the same time everything around them seriously it makes you sick to walk by the motorhome. What is that about? do you know. I see it all the time in meth users. If you ever could answer this question I would love to know why do they become filthy and everything around them becomes filthy. Yet the will clean some object for hours. There's no judgment in what I'm saying. I feel very bad for them and it's an awful situation. Thanks again have a great weekend
What you said at the end was perfect, the best part is that you survived. There are NO good days on drugs.. your soul is in prison.
Thank you for sharing and beind candid.
It just makes us so concentrated on things.
Sending you love, prayers and every positive mojo I can muster and sending your way! I feel awful that ive been so sick and been hospitalized so much that I never could send the box of winter knitted cold winter items etc. But I was wondering if I can send a gift card?? I’ll save and keep making the clothing items and send them to you early in the autum later this yr. I have surgery’s coming up so I’ll get my friend to go to the post office outlet to mail out the gift card if it’s good for you. How do I make it secure? So it won’t get opened and disappeared like the last time I sent a few things to other people back in august....? DHL was one delivery service thst opened the envelope to the point that it was stuck together in just a dime sized spot. I was so mad. I should have reported it. Live and learn .
I cant wait until you can talk about Bella again!
Love the shirt!!!
I love your channel Jen! Just one critique if I may, is it possible that you could look at the camera when you filmed instead of at yourself/the view finder? Idk, just wanted to ask. Xoxo
I'm trying. Lol. Its so awkward. I wish it was bigger on my phone. Its hard to see w out my glasses on. Lol
Jen im the mom of an addict who is currently incarcerated...crazy thing is her name is EXACTLY the same as Jess's oldest...MICAH...i need help and i have reached out to jess and im not techy so this is all i know to do...plz find me on Facebook(cricket steinmetz) and message me plz.....i see women like you and jess and i pray for this for my daughter...i dont want her to die in this addiction.
Email me. Jencutting1@gmail.com
Why does meth change a person? Why do they lie and blame others? Do u know ur hurting other people while in active addiction? Do u care saying or hurting others while on drugs?
Girl dont apologize for making long videos