Bears in Trees - I Wanna Feel Calm (Official Music Video)
Вставка
- Опубліковано 26 жов 2024
- (cw: flashing lights)
this song is rated "t" for t's
'I wrote this when I felt burnt out from self-improvement. in the process of being ‘better’ I started to only see the parts of me that weren’t ‘good enough’. it became too much, and the guilt made me want to return to an earlier, more chaotic version of myself. as I reconnected with people, I let go and I started to let myself be. getting out of my head and being around people I loved brought me out of that headspace.'
sweet social media:
~Patreon!!!!~: / bearsintrees
Merch: bearsintrees.com
Twitter: / bearsintrees
Facebook: / bearsintrees
Instagram: / bearsintrees
TikTok: / bearsintrees
Tumblr: / bearsintreesofficial
Discord: / discord
Video Credits:
Song By: Bears in Trees
Director: Stefan Abingdon
DOP: Ciaran O’Brien
1st AC: Chelsea Bernard
Choreographer: Viki Williamson
Gaffer: Frank Hammond
Thanks to: Purley URC
Thanks to: Hunter Allen
Lyrics:
I try not to let my trauma do the talking
but from time to time the t’s add up
I can see in your eyes that I can be exhausting
and I’m not sure what forgiveness even does
but I try and I try
day on day on day on day
reaching to a light that’s flickering
headaches permeate
and I try and I try day on day on day on day
seeking stillness in a rippling, retrace all the ways
you keep me calm,
I see visions of violet you keep me calm,
and it all goes quiet you keep me calm
when my brain is abstracted
my bones are compacted
we can forget all about it
I want to cherish
every insignificance
lay in the light of your mundane
I want to hold onto every impermanence
each an eternity in their own way
but as July washes over
my heart beats a bosa nova
been overwhelmed for like a year now
feel my defences lower
my mind sleeps on a sofa
dreams of drifting maybe too far
I want to love it all the time
bathe in the glory of each moment
I want to feel like I’m gonna die any second
I want to feel like I’m gonna die any second
I want to feel like I’m gonna die any second
I wanna feel calm.