im rly holdin back my tears steady tryna face my fears this been goin on for years i wish my fate could just be clear always sad wanna feel nothing didnt love me whyd u try cuffin im so tired of this fake love with someone who dont give a fuck why u always bluffin i dont get it.. u always trippin u say living u just existing dont gotta lie im tryna live my life it kinda hard when im stuck on this one guy
So many dads lost around the world, So many broken boys and broken girls, To many tears with little cure, To many tears with little words, All the nights with little sleep, Angels flyings demons creep, Still standing on all our feet, Can fight this pain of the love we need, Listen close we need to gain our hope, Wipe those tears from your cheeks and nose, He might be gone but his spirits close, U miss the hugs and I told u so, He’s a angel flying high standing by that won’t let u go, #restinpeacealldads💪And those broken boys and girls stay strong💙your not alone.
Never give up on what U stand on U still standing That mean U 10 times strong U Stronger than ever And every day it get better Let me tell u a story And we can get through this together U feeling alone U feeling lonely U feeling like nobody on ur side Not even the homies U feel like ur in disguise Like nobody care And it feel like nobody there See I feel dat too I felt like I ain’t no what do I had to let go of my past And that was hard to do I had to make changes And I thought that was dangerous But the reason I change Cuz i would’ve had my body hanging Or pull dat trigger Leaving a bullet inside my head Dats what u call dangerous So dnt give up Bc u not alone And if u ever need me, u can hit my phone I used reminisce Not giving a shit Had my heart my broken and dam I was pissed See I didn’t talk much Leaving my problems to my brain I was quiet much It seem like no one can understand me Not even my parents But I didn’t give up That why I’m still standing........that’s why I’m still standing........that’s why still I’m standing #StillStandingChallenge If u fw this let me know. Follow me on IG @af1._glizz3y
Just lost my dad last night and people think I'm cold for not crying or anything but some know I was my dads princess and he always told me "Never give up on music, baby, you'll make it one day" he understands music is my passion and I'm writing so many songs for him!!! I love you dad ❤️
I know all these years all of my family members never did like or my mama they always hate us for no reason, no reason what so ever but we already we ain't did nothing to them since then. Even your own blood treat you like you somebody in street now that messed up right there, BLOOD should thicker than WATER but is not like that for some family's but it best we stay away and not deal with them 💯. It doesn't matter what we going through Jesus always stand by our side and other people in this world as well too.
Man you was the only one that was going through my mind every single night , never realize that I loved you until the end of time . Not gonna lie I rellay miss the late night calls like every day I wonder what you do and if you ever miss when I would day I love you
Okay imma take it back to when I was a kid we was livin in poverty never had a stable place to live , always moved schools so it was hard to fit in , my relationship with the world had me so blinded didn’t matter what I smoked or drink none of it was truly satisfying , I was just looking for an escape from my emotions that was eating me alive I didn’t know there was a better way out I would cry all the time , my dad got lost to these streets when I was 15 that was one of the hardest things to go through but I had to keep pushing , I had to always be strong for my siblings , things got real tough we was almost in a tent but I thank god for the promise that he sent , I didn’t know it but my God was always there when I was full of suicidal thoughts god showed me he was there to care , the depression was real but God was realer , only one that took me out the trenches of my mind he’s my one and only healer, I ain’t never looking back I’m leaving the past where it’s at , no such thing as peace from the world it’s all a big cap , nobody can tell me different I did all the partying , I got into fights , all it did was make me question myself more of what’s the meaning of life , I remember one night I was dreaming God met me in my dream where I was surrounded by demons I called out the 3 times the mighty name of Jesus , then angels surrounded me as I stopped screaming , a couple nights later I had another dream this was different Jesus was standing before me , he was showing me the me the Jordan river where he got baptized that moment I touched that water I started to cry , I felt his holy presence like never before and after that I was done I laid my old life on the floor , God already prophecied over my life so why would I believe any of the devils lies, I’m so thankful God that you always made a way that you pulled me out depression and shattered the sucidal chains , I’ll never forget what you have done for me , I’ll praise you when I’m around I’ll praise you when I’m weak , I’ll forever rmebeer the sacrifice you took for me.
Back In elementary, I was there for the popularity, yes until I met the fakes, until met the snakes, until I met the retakes. Yea my life keep going in circles. Trynna stop it, before I lose focus. Life is like a roller coaster for me. I've been up and down, all around. Even to the ground. Getting to the 3rd grade is where I met the hate. But I understand now that it's OK to be myself in everyway. Although the hate still come my way, what they say ain't gonna hurt me in any way. I gotta be strong I gotta be the grown up one and shut them out. I gotta be the one that won't be on the ground. I gotta be the one still standing with my ten toes down. I ain't gonna be shook around. By all these lies, all these rumors, by all of them laughs, by all these cry's. Cuz last time I posted my rhymes. A classmate saw it and the next day at skuu he told everyone so they could laugh about my life, about my dream to become a rapper at least part time. But it's alright, bc I'm fine. My dreams aint gonna be crushed by a bunch of them haters fakes and snakes. I'm tired with all these retakes. I need to start working on seeing the sunrise, but until then I gotta be the grown up one, I gotta tuned them out and focus on my work, so I can be the last one standing with pride. Cuz at the end of the night we won't have enough time. So listen close, it's alright but just know u ain't gonna make me forever broken. With those words you say. But if u try to boss me around trust and believe Imma stop in my tracks and false crack u just like that. trust and believe me when I say ur a little fag. In a few years from now Im gonna be the last one standing, rapping and acheveing my dream, my goal, and my life story will be complete finally Nothing is holding me back so I guess it's time to get into the rap game and start my life story with my rappity rap, rap Not done.... Will come back
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If I told you I once had the world in my hand- Without ever doubting me could you believe in my plans- I told myself every night to strive harder then champs- All though the darker side of me is constantly mad- My shadows It dosent see too far ahead- Finding pleasure with reassuring my death- Tryna take away my breath- Making it certain that I lay to rest- But today is when I pray for faith- To break away from these chains- Let me stomp on that depression an show you who the man is-
I’m still standing Living my life 99 problems First one is I caused em World on my shoulders Will it kill me Or make me stronger Will you have some faith in me Grow together not apart Water me I water you Lets educate our hearts
You tried to knock me down but I'm still standing You were throwing punches but none of them were landing You cut me off hoping I would hit rock bottom Cuz you listened to your friends when they said "not him" You put him down right when you got him When you left me I brushed it off like dirt on my shoulders Cuz i stay strong like I'm a soldier But to be honest I wanted tears to spill out my eyes But I wouldn't let them fall after all those lies You lied to me multiple times I put you first you would put me behind yourself Cuz all you cared about was yourself I stayed with you hoping you would change But that was unlikely like a shot from long range You said you loved me but you never showed it I did everything you took advantage and didn't do shit And now you wanna go and talk show But i was the one that held us together like some stitches And you know damn well i wasn't fucking no bitches You let other people get in between and divide us You wouldn't let your emotions guide us All the love we had built up inside us But you never listened to you heart That's why we fell apart
this for my mom mama you taught me everything i need always told me me bver entertain nigga and never put on show we went through our rough moments cause i never wanted to listen but without you nobody would know how much i glisten weather you no it or not i check on you in your sleep cause it gets awful quiet after you got ya pacemaker God told me i had to do him a couple favors i never knew my life could change in such weird way With my dad not around i never knew what to say at a point in time i thought i monster I always told myself "this shit coming back to haunt ya" by this time I was fucking around with boys yea ik i was getting played like at toy cried for your attention but i never wanted to mention thanks mama for loving me and all my flaws i never missed any of you calls so thanks mom for checking up on me making sure i was at peace
So lately I have been thinking a thought in my brain it’s making me going insane I think about you every night as I lay in the bed I replay it over again I think about u and the things that you texted me the feeling of love and the reason you left me I feel like I’m broken my heart just feels heavy u say u have feelings well I just feel empty You lied to me Told me you love me you want me I don’t feel love To me it’s just haunting x3 Back and back to business I was happy endless Time and time again Dark is my confession You were my big blessing You were my collection Now u got me reminiscing About all these things I’m going insane I tore out the pics but I kept all the frames You looking at me like I am to blame Now I’m thinking about u ur one and the same Remember that night that we stayed up all night We talk and we talked and we spoke about life But now I regret it The pain is just endless U fucked with my feeling and now I justsssss I don’t really care about it Fuck all these thots and these hoes I can’t really heal cause I’m stuck in a rose My life has changed for the most These bitches want dick And I just might give it Cause I’m lost in my feelings And I want to end it I want all my feelings But I’m half and these bitches Just may fix it Listen Listen to my heart heart x3 I’m falling apart Ur all I want
head up thru all the hurt all the pain one day everything is gonna drain whats a king or queen without a crown when it falls when we looking down instead of us drowning let's finally breath let's be someone who we thought we never could be cuz after all we still standing
im still standing standing on this cold hard ground, i keep looking up and believing in what i shouldnt believe, my ex she was my everything i gave her my all she says she loves me but she wont block her ex for me she allowed us to break up and she calls that love shes his ex and i know lifes rough on me im hurting cant you see im hurting deeply and secretly i know i gotta stay strong i know i got to face my fears of losing people and keep on going and not chase her she didnt chase me maybe she does love me but she was my light that pulled me up she saved me from myself i was broken beyond repair before she came and she fixed me she said she'd stay there for me believe in me and love in me this world makes you cruel, cold hearted why cant i do it right why dont we treat eachother right.
I miss my mom stick up and sometimes I cry abt it But I'm guessing to relive the stressing I'm better off without it Miss my uncle, taught me a lot but he died from cancer Dreams will never unfold, always stand up to the pressure
You tried to knock me down But I’m staying up I Said what’s up I said that’s enough I said Fill my cup Yeah They tried to knock me down but I’m staying up Believe in god above Tryna find real love Guess I just needed a shove Truth 15 years old and I got a dream But I’ll tell you man its not easy like It seems Other dudes don’t wanna see me win they not on my team But I’m still standing reigning supreme 7th grade thought hey what’s stopping me I mean music has always set me free That’s why I never did it really for the green That’s the reason I just did it for me You gotta problem well here I stand Yeah I’m better than anyone had planned Ride with me and we’ll walk hand in hand I’m done keeping to myself shoot I need to expand I remember the day that this began I was sitting in my room thinkin bout god’s plan Then I realized that I’m already can So then just took the ball and ran Uh This god’s plan I ain’t bout drake I was sleeping before but now I’m awake Taking big step man I make the ground shake Taking this game by force make no mistake My talent is rare like an undercooked steak Someday you all gonna know the name Jake Teacher in high school told me to hit the breaks Sorry teach you made a mistake You tried to knock me down But I’m staying up I Said what’s up I said that’s enough I said Fill my cup Yeah They tried to knock me down but I’m staying up Believe in god above Tryna find real love Guess I just needed a shove Truth
Yea i know most of us have problem, we all have that different stories so betta speak up before its too late neva gonna judge just letting you know u have someone to care and who's always down to listen ye life is too short for all these bs . Ye i know sometimes i be trippin so i pray to god that i don't slip. Ye woke up in the morning smoking this gass. ye im blessed anotha day and anotha time. neva thought rapping would be this fun
Truthfully, I'm addicted to using a wicked substance -- Frequenting the interventions teeming with grieving loved ones... Who insist that drugs can't possibly provide relief, While deeper inside, they actively hide behind sadness and greed// just a quick write. love this beat.
1 year ago I almost took my life but I had my bestfriend standing by my side she said don't care about what other people think just do you do and that's when I had the clue my bestfriend coulda let me die but she really cared stuck wit me like glue after all the stupid shit we been through I remember the rough times that we had almost lost each other that was sad 8 years strong we aint ever gonna move cause when they see you doing good they just wanting ya to lose but we put them haters to the side cause we figured we were something more divine and she never really knew her real family she was adopted but my mom treated her just like fam she even crashed at my place sometimes kept her warm as a lamb . ya know I gotta thank god for my bestfriend without her I probably woulda been 6ft under she helped me through a lot I'm here for her too but all I know is that the only reason were both still standing today is with each others help who really gives a fuck about each others wealth friendship is enough u can ask for cause I know she was never gonna let me out that door alone
You were the best that I ever had If I had another chance we would last cause life without you is bad and I can’t see my self without you Babygirl you are my world, you are the one that has me trippin actin nuts And you know that I ride for you whenever times were rough , cause you help me kick depression and that shit was tough And I know I fucked up when we was together but just know babygirl you made me blossom you helped me become the man that you love and just know to this day I stare at my phone and think about the times that we had good or bad it don’t matter, it’s just the memories that we had It keeps me smiling and feeling warm and now that your gone my life is a downwards swirl I’m doing drugs on the weekends to try and cope sometimes I’m even rolling dope and snorten coke but just know baby girl your the only girl that I want and if I have to fight for what’s right then just know I’ll go in ten toes down for you girl. You is dime and ima make you mine, even if I have to fight I’ll bring a knife to a gun fight don’t give a fuck about the consequences that’ll end that night as long as I get to see your smile one more time I’ll do anything thing to see your happiness and to be the man that you count on, just know ima make things right
Y'all don't get enough attention 💯 like yall should have at least 1.5M but no one is showing the love y'all deserve ❤ Real note tho imma shout yall out hella
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I got pushed to the ground at an early age, I had to get back up and turn the god damn page, I never knew why I was in so much god damn pain, Hell at the time I was only 13 Had to wake up just to dream, Cause at night I could never sleep, Finally went to sleep but I was 17, now I’m sitting up in a penitentiary, Momma please will you ever be able to forgive me, I’m sorry for everything I’ve done I was still so young, We were kids on the block just trynna have some fun, But in stead doing things we shouldn’t have done, And now I’m all gone, In a cell trynna make a song, The dudes in here never seem to get along, Momma I miss you it’s been so long, I’m just waiting for the day That I can go home, It’s been 5 years now I’m 22, I just got home momma where are you, There’s a dude in here who the fuck are you? He said ya moms got sick and she passed away, I had to get back down just to pray, There was so much shit I had to say, All alone again in so much pain, Why does life gotta go this way, So i turnt back to my old ways with the gang bangers, Got my cuete started squeezing triggers, Instead of using my brain I used my fingers, Everyone on their block knows my true demeanor
And this is all in my head and i can’t stand divorce and pride in my work trying to succeed the most failing even more dropping on the floor crying for help silently still saying you’re alright different mindset didn’t even care what’s there to lose fake friends? fake hopes? and fake people? i want to be left alone but you keep coming back and is bugging me because i don’t know why you do this to me every time give me fake hopes and then disappear excuses suicide different thoughts hoping what happened to me wouldn’t happen to anyone else because is too deep not everyone knows the story and how it feels to see everything fall in front of you and the fact you can’t do nothing about it and the only thing you get is abused you just don’t understand why the world has so many things against you is all caused by major depression nobody realised how it feels to slowly die in the inside and hoping that you can do it too on the outside that’s why you cut those layers of tissue leaving marks and blood writing words such as i miss you and not only you but the old person i was before i turned into this one always advising helping others while the only happiness you get is fake the only thing making your day are those smiles on their face the time you might be having the best day of your life someone might be having a nightmare and the other way round but if i have to be honest that would mean i would always be sleeping in fear as everyday there’s a new monster in my nightmare or in my reality as i should say and call it too many words inside my head i just want to tell everyone how i feel but how can you trust them i mean family turned against you so how do you expect someone who once was a stranger to be trusted worthless sket slut fake emotional fat ugly mad dumb stupid these are the names girls get called everyday but what you do about it is cat call them even more to act in front of your bros just to make them feel about them self even worse insecure it’s all deep fear now showing in real life but it was always there just unseen because people like to judge you by the things they see and rumours they hear but not by who you really are and how you really matter and how sometimes you feel dying would be the only solution to your situation they just isolate you close you down and make you feel even worse if that’s a option but unfortunately it’s not but you know what is a option either saying or keeping all you need to know people realise they saw you in pain and didn’t help because they didn’t care knowing you would do anything to protect them 💔
I hope you know that I’m here facing everyday full of tears yea you know you was my bestfriend and you held it down till the very end my queen my rock my girl yea you know you showed me things about the world The day that changed my life when I walked in the hospital that night they told me that there was a wreck and you didn’t make if I just got to my knees prayed to the lord and looked to the sky now I gotta ask god why you see I never thought you’d leave so fast an now I wish I could go back to the past and I’m swear I’m still tryna make you proud even though your still standing 6 feet under the ground ain’t tryna make nobody sad but y’all should be happy if you have a mom and dad and after all that I’m still standing ohhh still standing here I might be a little broken but I will remain y’all I’m tryna do what my momma would want me to do in these times if only she was here to tell me if I’m right
Via Boyfriend, I just found this song, but as a writer I really like this. From the tempo to the build up. Thank you for helping me feel mellow with this soothing organization.
Still standing yeah they tryna knock me down I want the crown Grandma Imma make you proud I know you heaven smiling down It's time to rise up let em know I'm standing up Come from the jungle I ain't givin up Tryna test my luck I can't lose I had enough of the bad luck Grandma no pick and choose I do this for you I love you and still standing that's the truth ~JS~
yeah you told me that you loved me and il always say it back and i swored i'd never leave you cus you always had my back and see you told me that i hurt you but you'll fuckin do the same i jus chose be quiet cus id rather hide the pain i'm so sorry about the arguements yeah that shit got kinda lame jus remember who picked you up from that stormy lul rain when yo ex had did you wrong i was i tried to prove that il care every time that you was mad i was always fucking there
I never knew what life was like until grew I need no fights time pass it's alright I turn up around there is the light waiting and waiting for mistakes to go away it look me straight in the eyes and told me to deal with all this pain I see now how it is I've always wanted to grow up but now that time is here I know I really fucked up it ain't the same with everything there was never a time where I had this much trouble til it all went south on a whole nother level (I said mom dad what I do I can't be here without you I cry at night it's nothing new bustin open the front door going to school just for you I get all As just to make you guys happy nothing more nothing less friends are fake can't you guess? I'm shy I'm quiet it's painful I buy it it's just the way it goes but nobody knows the real truth but a fake smile everyday to act like everything's ok but it's not ok
God im here right here on my knees again prayin for you to take me out this world thats so full of sin yea im tired causin all tha pain so i black out thinkin bout tha people that im hurtin so i lash out forget about tha people that im gurting so i criticize ion even know if you can see tha pain thats in my eyes ask me if im out and imma say im fine but little do you know i just told another lie thinkin bout my momma constantly wonder if she gone be better off when i go to sleep thinking in my head yea i got it good than rather on tha streets but i still act out and start remembering all these memories momma please forgive ima be saying this for centuries thinkin in my head man why i put you throught deez mezories kick my casket over let me roll in peace make sure everybody notice me what eva happen to me i juss know it was ment to be
Im still standing when i fall down i got to pick myself up off the ground because whos gonna be there to help me no one i got to really think carefully before i trust someone they say put your guard down i be like no cause it might get pushed around because how mny people you think gone help me i might as well be healthy because i dont need no help i can do it myself imma big girl inna small world but who knows just kno im still standing
I'm dedicating this to my ex best friend yeah she the best so I thought I was going through the rough things in life she was there for me yeah I'll give her that but what i was struggling through was hard for me I trying to seek a path for sexuality when I told her what I was she left me she starting telling rumors behinds my back it really hurts to know that your best friend told some lies I suck at rapping and at writing so here is mine
rap #3 I dedicate this to my bestfriend she was my idol and my new trend she was my everything to begin with she is a real blessing she gave me a message I couldnt ask for anyone any better because you In all is a real treasure she helped me through the rough times the memories that made my life incline she taught me new things that couldn't be seen but her in my view its now clear to see she was there when I almost took my life she was the one who showed me what was right we had new experiences together that no one else would even try to bother she was there through the depression through the rough times through the miselections she made me realize a few lessons that could have made me end up in bad sessions the one where I could have died the ones that really saved my life especially the times I cut my own flesh those times were the real mess she was there by my side making sure I wasn't thee one who died especially fights that involved the guns the time when she was almost gone we been through so much bad incidents together we made it through like it was just whatever we broke the law we lost friendships together when I say we been through everything together just know I mean it cause we make it seem like whatever feels like I haven't seen you in forever and I know we wont be broken up, no never your my ride or die your right there by my side even when we almost fought we toughed it out like we was taught she seems to only understand my past especially the shit between her dad she has a lot of shit going on but believe me I cant get her wrong lived in part of the city all my life so where is all ya pity I know how it is its not hard for me to miss ive been through fights I stood against all my rights me and her were all against the school not a day where we weren't a fool not a day where we weren't in trouble not a day where we didn't have a struggle there wasn't a week when there was no drama that's how most of our fights were made between our mommas I cant have asked for a better person to cry to cause you were the person that would listen to my pain the person that would come to me when i was in vein we have friends that are in juvy the rest of you think its just in movies not when you come in our lives with us, your surrounded by knives we have to dodge every single day but we choose to stand here and stay we have to fight by ourselves including people that are on the same shelves we all on a bad path it don't take math to know that but we not changing cause of the things we been through to be where we are everything is just usual to loose and the person that has been with me through that is my bestfriend she is my new trend she has me still standing/she has me with my ten toes down
Lookin in the mirror not recognizing myself it was so bad at night I thought about killing myself i wanna make my mom proud and make my grandma happy without her I wouldnt know where I might be probaly dead broke alone in the streets unhappy cuz my family really not their and dont understand me I love them to death despite all the pain I have remember me for me and just pray for this to pass cuz rn im fed up with this thing called life i do everything wrong but never do right my priorities is really mest but i promise ill keep my head up😓🙇im tired of lying saying im ok my spirit is exhausted and my heart aches in pain i wish I could tell u whats wrong but its really hard to explain things are bettter left unsaid but some day ill open up holding on for dear life thinking of death im fed up😴
I’m still standing, life’s fast lasting, like its quick glancing, like a bronco prancing, seems life’s crashing, not everyone’s life’s everlasting, as I’m still practicing, nobody’s reacting, thinking bout resting, life’s full of guessing, also full of questioning, like it’s treasury, with lots of memories, wonder who’s there for me, most I don’t see, I keep remembering, of all my stressing, like life’s pressing, as if it’s testing me, I have favorites I wanna see, hoping they spend time with me, as you can see I’m lonely, the worlds still revolving, the motion we can’t see, hiding emotions in me, is the best I believe, seen so many ppl deceased, so many times sayin R I P, my pain gets to me, idk what most see in me, it’s just normal old jd, my raps I’m creating, feel it’s a blessing, ig it’s time for resting, no one speaks for me, to most my ppl R I P, y’all I’ll forever be missing, hate all the forehead kissing, has my eyes dripping, wish y’all could hug me, it’s sad to me, like y’all left early, everything just hit me, all y’all I’m missing, like rain dripping, causing me to be drenching, my fists I’m clenching, just here reminiscing, I feel like quitting, I hope y’all hearing me, also pray y’all listening, learning this pain in me, R I P to whom I’m missing😓
how do you download? ive written to it, but i dont know how to buy it, its not on your music store page. dont want to get screwed on copyright or anything
Been stabbed in the back a couple times But I’m still standing Yeah I’m not gonna give up Yeah I’m demanding Hope my siblings don’t forget me That’s gone be a shame All this pain that I done caused I Should be ashamed But I’m still standing I just need to find myself And not even God himself Can guide me through the mess I’ve built
Girl don't be afraid because you just might be veryyyyy talented and if anybody says some negative shit about your raps block em an most likey they aint got NO TALENT what so ever so share your raps beacuse you never know you just might become the next big thing
Yea i know most of us have problem, betta speak up before its too late just letting you know that u have someone to care and down to listen life is too short for all these BS, ye sometimes i know i be trippin so i pray to god that i don't slip. Ye woke up in the morning smoking that gass. Ye im blessed anotha day and anotha time.
Still standing despite all that's tried to kill me Something like I got a guardian angel something like God willed me Guess I was meant for things bigger and better First I just gotta make it out this cloudy weather But I guess it's whatever I've weathered worse storms It's like the devil attacking me in every form Some days got me feeling torn Feeling some type of way like why was I born But I lived maybe that mean that the Lord forgived Me for all of my sinning guess it ain't about the beginning guess it's all about the end How the story go I guess it all depend
#stillstandingchallenge I gotta say I’ve been through some pretty tough stuff But I can’t really complain bc IK life is rough I’m glad to be alive and happy with the fam And I let the haters hate bc I don’t give a damn I’m staying strong and healthy like my momma taught me Keeping my head high and staying happy as can be Don’t need all these fake people showing fake love Bc I already love myself and nobody above Some may say I’m heartless but I’m just being real I’m not gonna hold back telling y’all how I feel Our society’s fucked up and you can’t disagree IK bc it knocked me down but I’m still on my own two feet But the scary thing is, it’ll just get worse Like a witch saw our society and put up a curse There’s all these little kids being left with nothing but clothes But they paint on them smiles so nobody knows I wanna know when this all went to shit Hell im from the generation and I’m really sick of it We’re told to be ourselves... NO not like that You only lost one pound so you’re still considered fat? No matter what we do, we’re doing something wrong Hell I wasn’t even tryna make this a depressing song I’m just speaking the truth and saying what I think Cuz I’m not just gonna wash it all away with an alcoholic drink Most of the other lyrics end up being a love song Where mine is about everything goin wrong Wasn’t tryna be negative but honestly just think As our egos start to grow, our IQ’s start to shrink
See I lost you jord the min I heard u were gone I didn't know what to do It hurt the family knowing u weren't coming back I think bout u everyday it breaks my heart I can't talk to u Thinking bout Isabella and jord they looked after like u had me All the memories we had all the times we laughed togrther The day u went heven fucked us all it left us grief n stress we didn't need 2months later while dealing with the pressure my grandad passed in december Then it was time for the hardest part time for the funeral to say our last goodbye We stayed strong and waited to see if hed own up for what he did He left my cousin for dead n tried being sly looking up knowing he's watching down from the sky
You took my heart away from my chest Uh it’s been a couple months since we last spoke I think bout u everyday you was my last hope u dropped me the 4 letter word is this what I deserve? I tried to give u all but I just end up hurt sometimes I look in the mirror and see ur reflection I was a waste of time must think that’s ur perspective all the memories we shared all the words we said it starts to run through my head and the pain fills and it kills I been stressing hella bad i try to eaze my mind but u will never leave it I never thought u go all this pain in me you don’t even know it’s like a shot to the chest plus more pain u scarred me for life I’ll never be the same and I’m lacking sleep cos I’m constantly thinking where we went wrong in our so called relation and yes I cried about it not gonna lie about it you took my heart away from my chest but I still survived without it.. yhhhh
#TenToesDownChallenge This' a little story, about a girl Named Rayy, like the one that's revolved around by the world.. She, wanted to be a star.. She had a voice like pearls.. if that makes any sense, she'll sing your heart to sleep she should of been an anesthesiologist.. or a biologist, the way she was the life of everywhere she went.. call her cardi-o Beat.. not a cardi b.. originality was more of her cup of tea.. always making music, backwards letters she was dyslexic like Jimmy Hendrix, taught herself to play guitar and I taught her how to channel my spirt, not much into being normal but she took it to another limit.. loyal to a flaw but she flawless, a diamond I would die for cuz she always in carats (encourage).. when I got arrested for getting careless she was there to caress.. I remember the feeling of waiting on multiple sentences.. the one coming from the judge wasn't as magnanimous as the ones that I got when I read your address while inhaling your scent as well as your innocence.. seeing me in the visitation room really took from my image.. and made me look like a dirty piece of shit didn't it. I prayed to God that you wouldn't fucc another guy, I guess I got my prayers answered from the man in the sky, but the fact that you're a lesbian now makes me want to cry.. I would ask why.. but instead I just pray over my food and not for selfish desires.
Em ơi đâu có lần nào nữa cho anh bào chữa Cô đơn cắn xé tâm can của anh thét gào cào cữa Anh không chỗ đứng , ở trong cột móc cuộc đời em ,anh có nổi khổ …đừng đợi thêm Không thể triệt tiêu khốn nạn ở trong việc yêu anh đâu có chỗ xứng với em
Out of all the pain I felt it's like playing checkers not chest Making all these girls fall in love with me and I am winnin the game checkmate These girls clinged to me cuz they saw I was different in some way But man It turns out ima just the same But I keep ruining lives everytime I try again not to be harsh not to be rude but all I know is pain And things not turning out the way they should be Instead it ruins lives and crushes souls and dreams It's not meant to be this way I am so different in reality just the pain I saw and the pain I felt is so hard to cope when I am stuck on world with no one understanding me and my pain
#StillStandingChallenge 🏁🏁 I check hashtags. Follow @challenge_kingz on IG.
BubbaGotBeatz I uploaded my challenge. I hope you watch it and enjoy it. thanks
BubbaGotBeatz when are u going to put this on SoundCloud?
BubbaGotBeatz when are u going to put this on SoundCloud so I can kill this beat?
Its there now
BubbaGotBeatz I post my rap on my UA-cam can u tell if u like it
im rly holdin back my tears
steady tryna face my fears
this been goin on for years
i wish my fate could just be clear
always sad wanna feel nothing
didnt love me whyd u try cuffin
im so tired of this fake love with someone who dont give a fuck
why u always bluffin
i dont get it..
u always trippin
u say living
u just existing
dont gotta lie
im tryna live my life
it kinda hard when
im stuck on this one guy
So many dads lost around the world,
So many broken boys and broken girls,
To many tears with little cure,
To many tears with little words,
All the nights with little sleep,
Angels flyings demons creep,
Still standing on all our feet,
Can fight this pain of the love we need,
Listen close we need to gain our hope,
Wipe those tears from your cheeks and nose,
He might be gone but his spirits close,
U miss the hugs and I told u so,
He’s a angel flying high standing by that won’t let u go,
#restinpeacealldads💪And those broken boys and girls stay strong💙your not alone.
i love your lyric man
Ayyyyy that hit deep asf
Aye kan I use dhat for a song bro ?
One of the greatest! To date.
Never give up on what U stand on
U still standing
That mean U 10 times strong
U Stronger than ever
And every day it get better
Let me tell u a story
And we can get through this together
U feeling alone
U feeling lonely
U feeling like nobody on ur side
Not even the homies
U feel like ur in disguise
Like nobody care
And it feel like nobody there
See I feel dat too
I felt like I ain’t no what do
I had to let go of my past
And that was hard to do
I had to make changes
And I thought that was dangerous
But the reason I change
Cuz i would’ve had my body hanging
Or pull dat trigger
Leaving a bullet inside my head
Dats what u call dangerous
So dnt give up
Bc u not alone
And if u ever need me, u can hit my phone
I used reminisce
Not giving a shit
Had my heart my broken and dam I was pissed
See I didn’t talk much
Leaving my problems to my brain
I was quiet much
It seem like no one can understand me
Not even my parents
But I didn’t give up
That why I’m still standing........that’s why I’m still standing........that’s why still I’m standing
#StillStandingChallenge
If u fw this let me know. Follow me on IG @af1._glizz3y
Just lost my dad last night and people think I'm cold for not crying or anything but some know I was my dads princess and he always told me "Never give up on music, baby, you'll make it one day" he understands music is my passion and I'm writing so many songs for him!!! I love you dad ❤️
Deovïa&Morgan sorry for your loss
I make music cus I feel it’s my only way out of my head the only way to explain my emotions sorry for your loss n just know I believe in you to
Bless to your family and ur dad
Fuck them...you didn't cry because you know your dad is in a better place mamas..❣️he wouldn't want you crying anyways(:
Sorry for your loss💔
This ones a game changer💯
Presence Raps facts
Presence Raps fact's you don't hear this everyday now a day's
Yes
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I know all these years all of my family members never did like or my mama they always hate us for no reason, no reason what so ever but we already we ain't did nothing to them since then. Even your own blood treat you like you somebody in street now that messed up right there, BLOOD should thicker than WATER but is not like that for some family's but it best we stay away and not deal with them 💯. It doesn't matter what we going through Jesus always stand by our side and other people in this world as well too.
Man you was the only one that was going through my mind every single night , never realize that I loved you until the end of time . Not gonna lie I rellay miss the late night calls like every day I wonder what you do and if you ever miss when I would day I love you
Why only 2.2 Million views? Should be more like 8 Billion by now cause this beat got me in the feels
Okay imma take it back to when I was a kid we was livin in poverty never had a stable place to live , always moved schools so it was hard to fit in , my relationship with the world had me so blinded didn’t matter what I smoked or drink none of it was truly satisfying , I was just looking for an escape from my emotions that was eating me alive I didn’t know there was a better way out I would cry all the time , my dad got lost to these streets when I was 15 that was one of the hardest things to go through but I had to keep pushing , I had to always be strong for my siblings , things got real tough we was almost in a tent but I thank god for the promise that he sent , I didn’t know it but my God was always there when I was full of suicidal thoughts god showed me he was there to care , the depression was real but God was realer , only one that took me out the trenches of my mind he’s my one and only healer, I ain’t never looking back I’m leaving the past where it’s at , no such thing as peace from the world it’s all a big cap , nobody can tell me different I did all the partying , I got into fights , all it did was make me question myself more of what’s the meaning of life , I remember one night I was dreaming God met me in my dream where I was surrounded by demons I called out the 3 times the mighty name of Jesus , then angels surrounded me as I stopped screaming , a couple nights later I had another dream this was different Jesus was standing before me , he was showing me the me the Jordan river where he got baptized that moment I touched that water I started to cry , I felt his holy presence like never before and after that I was done I laid my old life on the floor , God already prophecied over my life so why would I believe any of the devils lies, I’m so thankful God that you always made a way that you pulled me out depression and shattered the sucidal chains , I’ll never forget what you have done for me , I’ll praise you when I’m around I’ll praise you when I’m weak , I’ll forever rmebeer the sacrifice you took for me.
Back In elementary, I was there for the popularity, yes until I met the fakes, until met the snakes, until I met the retakes. Yea my life keep going in circles. Trynna stop it, before I lose focus. Life is like a roller coaster for me. I've been up and down, all around. Even to the ground. Getting to the 3rd grade is where I met the hate. But I understand now that it's OK to be myself in everyway. Although the hate still come my way, what they say ain't gonna hurt me in any way. I gotta be strong I gotta be the grown up one and shut them out. I gotta be the one that won't be on the ground. I gotta be the one still standing with my ten toes down. I ain't gonna be shook around. By all these lies, all these rumors, by all of them laughs, by all these cry's. Cuz last time I posted my rhymes. A classmate saw it and the next day at skuu he told everyone so they could laugh about my life, about my dream to become a rapper at least part time. But it's alright, bc I'm fine. My dreams aint gonna be crushed by a bunch of them haters fakes and snakes. I'm tired with all these retakes. I need to start working on seeing the sunrise, but until then I gotta be the grown up one, I gotta tuned them out and focus on my work, so I can be the last one standing with pride. Cuz at the end of the night we won't have enough time. So listen close, it's alright but just know u ain't gonna make me forever broken. With those words you say. But if u try to boss me around trust and believe Imma stop in my tracks and false crack u just like that. trust and believe me when I say ur a little fag. In a few years from now Im gonna be the last one standing, rapping and acheveing my dream, my goal, and my life story will be complete finally
Nothing is holding me back so I guess it's time to get into the rap game and start my life story with my rappity rap, rap
Not done.... Will come back
AYEEEEEEE FIRE ZALUTE 😅🔥🔥❄
can i use this ill give u full credit plz and thx u
Aku di tinggalkan lagi..
Sepi menyendiri di sini..
Di pondok usang kita..
Hanya di temani keriuhan di luar sana..
Tapi hatiku sepi dan sunyi..
Sayang..
Bukan ingin ku ungkit..
Kisah duka yang mencalar jiwa..
Tapi jiwaku usang dan terluka..
Tiada kasih yang menghuni..
Tiada sayang dan rasa terbuang..
Sayang..
Kasihmu selalu ku damba..
Sayangmu selalu ku pinta..
Namun diriku bagai di pinggir..
Di depan matamu aku tersingkir...
Sayang..
Tiada sengketa antara kita..
Tiada benci yang bermaharajalela..
Tapi mengapa begitu sukar kasih kita..
Menyatu rasa dua jiwa..
Sayang..
Sungguh aku cinta..
Sungguh aku sayang..
Tapi semuanya bagai di sia..
Kau hanya pandang sebelah mata..
Kasih yang sekian lama ku baja..
Hari-hari yang ku lalui hanya di temani sepi..
Sepi menghitung masa berlalu..
Detik demi detik tak terjangkau waktu..
Aku jadi keliru..
Sayang...
Cukuplah kau hadir menemani hari-hariku..
Meluahkan rasa hatimu..
Mengungkap sayangmu padaku..
Bukan permata berharga yang aku pinta..
Hanya sedikit masa untuk mendengar bicara..
Bicara hatiku yang terluka
If I told you I once had the world in my hand-
Without ever doubting me could you believe in my plans-
I told myself every night to strive harder then champs-
All though the darker side of me is constantly mad-
My shadows It dosent see too far ahead-
Finding pleasure with reassuring my death-
Tryna take away my breath-
Making it certain that I lay to rest-
But today is when I pray for faith-
To break away from these chains-
Let me stomp on that depression an show you who the man is-
So did i
@@MrJstah crazy can’t remember writing that, but I’ve changed it a bit so it’s enjoyable to read
I’m still standing
Living my life
99 problems
First one is I caused em
World on my shoulders
Will it kill me
Or make me stronger
Will you have some faith in me
Grow together not apart
Water me I water you
Lets educate our hearts
You tried to knock me down but I'm still standing
You were throwing punches but none of them were landing
You cut me off hoping I would hit rock bottom
Cuz you listened to your friends when they said "not him"
You put him down right when you got him
When you left me I brushed it off like dirt on my shoulders
Cuz i stay strong like I'm a soldier
But to be honest I wanted tears to spill out my eyes
But I wouldn't let them fall after all those lies
You lied to me multiple times
I put you first you would put me behind yourself
Cuz all you cared about was yourself
I stayed with you hoping you would change
But that was unlikely like a shot from long range
You said you loved me but you never showed it
I did everything you took advantage and didn't do shit
And now you wanna go and talk show
But i was the one that held us together like some stitches
And you know damn well i wasn't fucking no bitches
You let other people get in between and divide us
You wouldn't let your emotions guide us
All the love we had built up inside us
But you never listened to you heart
That's why we fell apart
Jeremiah Smith j
darrell steele what
Rawwwwww
Anija Booth is that face good or bad 😂😂😂
J. Smitty yes
2020..and still fire🔥🔥🔥
this for my mom
mama you taught me everything i need
always told me me bver entertain nigga and never put on show
we went through our rough moments cause i never wanted to listen
but without you nobody would know how much i glisten
weather you no it or not
i check on you in your sleep
cause it gets awful quiet
after you got ya pacemaker
God told me i had to do him a couple favors
i never knew my life could change in such weird way
With my dad not around i never knew what to say
at a point in time i thought i monster
I always told myself "this shit coming back to haunt ya"
by this time I was fucking around with boys
yea ik i was getting played like at toy
cried for your attention
but i never wanted to mention
thanks mama for loving me and all my flaws
i never missed any of you calls so thanks mom for checking up on me
making sure i was at peace
So lately I have been thinking a thought in my brain it’s making me going insane
I think about you every night as I lay in the bed I replay it over again
I think about u and the things that you texted me the feeling of love and the reason you left me I feel like I’m broken my heart just feels heavy u say u have feelings well I just feel empty
You lied to me
Told me you love me you want me
I don’t feel love
To me it’s just haunting x3
Back and back to business
I was happy endless
Time and time again
Dark is my confession
You were my big blessing
You were my collection
Now u got me reminiscing
About all these things
I’m going insane
I tore out the pics but I kept all the frames
You looking at me like I am to blame
Now I’m thinking about u ur one and the same
Remember that night that we stayed up all night
We talk and we talked and we spoke about life
But now I regret it
The pain is just endless
U fucked with my feeling and now I justsssss
I don’t really care about it
Fuck all these thots and these hoes
I can’t really heal cause I’m stuck in a rose
My life has changed for the most
These bitches want dick
And I just might give it
Cause I’m lost in my feelings
And I want to end it
I want all my feelings
But I’m half and these bitches
Just may fix it
Listen
Listen to my heart heart x3
I’m falling apart
Ur all I want
head up thru all the hurt all the pain one day everything is gonna drain whats a king or queen without a crown when it falls when we looking down instead of us drowning let's finally breath let's be someone who we thought we never could be cuz after all we still standing
Cari aYungkilo
im still standing standing on this cold hard ground, i keep looking up and believing in what i shouldnt believe, my ex she was my everything i gave her my all she says she loves me but she wont block her ex for me she allowed us to break up and she calls that love shes his ex and i know lifes rough on me im hurting cant you see im hurting deeply and secretly i know i gotta stay strong i know i got to face my fears of losing people and keep on going and not chase her she didnt chase me maybe she does love me but she was my light that pulled me up she saved me from myself i was broken beyond repair before she came and she fixed me she said she'd stay there for me believe in me and love in me this world makes you cruel, cold hearted why cant i do it right why dont we treat eachother right.
This instrumental is BEAUTIFUL!😍
Use me.. Lord Use Me .💪🏽🙏🏼💯🤞🏽
i might have to this one right here 🔥
I miss my mom stick up and sometimes I cry abt it
But I'm guessing to relive the stressing I'm better off without it
Miss my uncle, taught me a lot but he died from cancer
Dreams will never unfold, always stand up to the pressure
This is very good Justin. I wish you kept going. I feel like you have more to say.
Love the laid back vibe
You tried to knock me down But I’m staying up
I Said what’s up
I said that’s enough
I said Fill my cup
Yeah
They tried to knock me down but I’m staying up
Believe in god above
Tryna find real love
Guess I just needed a shove
Truth
15 years old and I got a dream
But I’ll tell you man its not easy like It seems
Other dudes don’t wanna see me win they not on my team
But I’m still standing reigning supreme
7th grade thought hey what’s stopping me
I mean music has always set me free
That’s why I never did it really for the green
That’s the reason I just did it for me
You gotta problem well here I stand
Yeah I’m better than anyone had planned
Ride with me and we’ll walk hand in hand
I’m done keeping to myself shoot I need to expand
I remember the day that this began
I was sitting in my room thinkin bout god’s plan
Then I realized that I’m already can
So then just took the ball and ran
Uh
This god’s plan I ain’t bout drake
I was sleeping before but now I’m awake
Taking big step man I make the ground shake
Taking this game by force make no mistake
My talent is rare like an undercooked steak
Someday you all gonna know the name Jake
Teacher in high school told me to hit the breaks
Sorry teach you made a mistake
You tried to knock me down But I’m staying up
I Said what’s up
I said that’s enough
I said Fill my cup
Yeah
They tried to knock me down but I’m staying up
Believe in god above
Tryna find real love
Guess I just needed a shove
Truth
Your music gets me throu alot thank you
Yea i know most of us have problem, we all have that different stories so betta speak up before its too late neva gonna judge
just letting you know u have someone to care and who's always down to listen ye life is too short for all these bs . Ye i know sometimes i be trippin so i pray to god that i don't slip.
Ye woke up in the morning smoking this gass. ye im blessed anotha day and anotha time. neva thought rapping would be this fun
This beat cries. Love it
Best❤️❄️
love the song makin meh cry fr dogzzz keep the good work! YOU
Truthfully,
I'm addicted to using a wicked substance -- Frequenting the interventions teeming with grieving loved ones...
Who insist that drugs can't possibly provide relief,
While deeper inside, they actively hide behind sadness and greed//
just a quick write. love this beat.
1 year ago I almost took my life but I had my bestfriend standing by my side she said don't care about what other people think just do you do and that's when I had the clue my bestfriend coulda let me die but she really cared stuck wit me like glue after all the stupid shit we been through I remember the rough times that we had almost lost each other that was sad 8 years strong we aint ever gonna move cause when they see you doing good they just wanting ya to lose but we put them haters to the side cause we figured we were something more divine and she never really knew her real family she was adopted but my mom treated her just like fam she even crashed at my place sometimes kept her warm as a lamb . ya know I gotta thank god for my bestfriend without her I probably woulda been 6ft under she helped me through a lot I'm here for her too but all I know is that the only reason were both still standing today is with each others help who really gives a fuck about each others wealth friendship is enough u can ask for cause I know she was never gonna let me out that door alone
Glen Provost same bro i know how it is💪🏽
Glen Provost ua-cam.com/video/GjQvZjnhzDU/v-deo.html🔥
@bubbagotbeatz so what’s the skinny on this challenge we lay vocals to it and what send it back?
You were the best that I ever had
If I had another chance we would last
cause life without you is bad and I can’t see my self without you
Babygirl you are my world, you are the one that has me trippin actin nuts
And you know that I ride for you whenever times were rough , cause you help me kick depression and that shit was tough
And I know I fucked up when we was together but just know babygirl you made me blossom you helped me become the man that you love and just know to this day I stare at my phone and think about the times that we had good or bad it don’t matter, it’s just the memories that we had
It keeps me smiling and feeling warm and now that your gone my life is a downwards swirl
I’m doing drugs on the weekends to try and cope sometimes I’m even rolling dope and snorten coke but just know baby girl your the only girl that I want and if I have to fight for what’s right then just know I’ll go in ten toes down for you girl. You is dime and ima make you mine, even if I have to fight I’ll bring a knife to a gun fight don’t give a fuck about the consequences that’ll end that night as long as I get to see your smile one more time I’ll do anything thing to see your happiness and to be the man that you count on, just know ima make things right
Y'all don't get enough attention 💯 like yall should have at least 1.5M but no one is showing the love y'all deserve ❤ Real note tho imma shout yall out hella
Did he remix this? I made a song to the original one and looking for the beat. If anyone can help please
You are the best keep doing what you want and follow God
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Pandangan ku kabur engkau tolong melihat
Dari ku liat engkau ajar dan buat ku ligat
Ku jatuh kau tarik ku dan panjat
Bukan cinta bukan suka bukan dia
Tiada apa yang boleh pisahkan kita
Mungkin ku salah kau tiada lagi bersama
Harungi bersama pancaroba kni tiada
Cinta tak buta yang buta tuannya
Bila cucuran air mata mengalir dibirai mata
Mengalirnya air mata ku bila kau tiada
Malangnya kita tidak lagi boleh berjumpa
Kerna kau ku pandai bersabar
Sengan untuk ku tanya khabar
Bangunnya aku dari tidur sayangmu ku lapar
Sakitnya diriku bagai mukaku ditampar
Berperang dalam kata aku engkau anggap musuh
Tidak ku sangka hubungan kukuh lagi utuh
Ku hanya redho istana kita sudah runtuh
Pedih dari hati sakit ia buat ku terbunuh
Tiada harapan tak mungkin bersama semula
kau dan aku hanyalah memori...
Tiada maknanya lagi sudah tiada lagi
Fantasi dalam komplikasi ilusi jadi reality
Yang hanya kontroversi hubungan semula jadi
Boleh bertuka orang nangis boleh bernyanyi
Tak bererti senyum tanda ku gembira
Di luar orang tahu di dalam tuhan saja
makin rebah makin jatuh dalam lembah
Memang susah hati gusar mula parah
Tiada macam dirimu ku tunggu terus menunggu
Sekali pun tak berpaling biarpun kau tahu
Sejadah dibentang ku bersujud sambil tangisi
Meminta pada DIA agar engkau pulang kembali...
Selamat tinggal ku harap engkau bahagia =']
I got pushed to the ground at an early age,
I had to get back up and turn the god damn page,
I never knew why I was in so much god damn pain,
Hell at the time I was only 13
Had to wake up just to dream,
Cause at night I could never sleep,
Finally went to sleep but I was 17,
now I’m sitting up in a penitentiary,
Momma please will you ever be able to forgive me,
I’m sorry for everything I’ve done I was still so young,
We were kids on the block just trynna have some fun,
But in stead doing things we shouldn’t have done,
And now I’m all gone,
In a cell trynna make a song,
The dudes in here never seem to get along,
Momma I miss you it’s been so long,
I’m just waiting for the day That I can go home,
It’s been 5 years now I’m 22,
I just got home momma where are you,
There’s a dude in here who the fuck are you?
He said ya moms got sick and she passed away,
I had to get back down just to pray,
There was so much shit I had to say,
All alone again in so much pain,
Why does life gotta go this way,
So i turnt back to my old ways with the gang bangers,
Got my cuete started squeezing triggers,
Instead of using my brain I used my fingers,
Everyone on their block knows my true demeanor
My boy Hayden wrecked this beat stg
And this is all in my head
and i can’t stand
divorce and pride in my work
trying to succeed the most
failing even more
dropping on the floor crying for help silently
still saying you’re alright
different mindset
didn’t even care
what’s there to lose
fake friends?
fake hopes?
and fake people?
i want to be left alone
but you keep coming back
and is bugging me because i don’t know why
you do this to me every time
give me fake hopes and then disappear
excuses
suicide
different thoughts
hoping what happened to me wouldn’t happen to anyone else
because is too deep
not everyone knows the story
and how it feels to see everything fall in front of you and the fact you can’t do nothing about it
and the only thing you get is abused
you just don’t understand
why the world has so many things against you
is all caused by major depression
nobody realised how it feels to slowly die in the inside
and hoping that you can do it too on the outside
that’s why you cut
those layers of tissue leaving marks and blood
writing words such as i miss you
and not only you but the old person i was
before i turned into this one
always advising helping others while the only happiness you get is fake
the only thing making your day are those smiles on their face
the time you might be having the best day of your life
someone might be having a nightmare
and the other way round
but if i have to be honest
that would mean i would always be sleeping in fear
as everyday there’s a new monster in my nightmare
or in my reality as i should say and call it
too many words inside my head
i just want to tell everyone how i feel
but how can you trust them
i mean family turned against you
so how do you expect someone who once was a stranger to be trusted
worthless
sket
slut
fake
emotional
fat
ugly
mad
dumb
stupid
these are the names girls get called everyday
but what you do about it is cat call them even more
to act in front of your bros
just to make them feel about them self even worse
insecure
it’s all deep fear
now showing in real life
but it was always there
just unseen
because people like to judge you by the things they see
and rumours they hear
but not by who you really are
and how you really matter
and how sometimes you feel dying would be the only solution to your situation
they just isolate you
close you down
and make you feel even worse
if that’s a option
but unfortunately it’s not
but you know what is a option
either saying or keeping
all you need to know
people realise
they saw you in pain
and didn’t help
because they didn’t care
knowing you would do anything to protect them 💔
x_.jxssy._x beautiful 🌸
I hope you know that I’m here facing everyday full of tears yea you know you was my bestfriend and you held it down till the very end my queen my rock my girl yea you know you showed me things about the world The day that changed my life when I walked in the hospital that night they told me that there was a wreck and you didn’t make if I just got to my knees prayed to the lord and looked to the sky now I gotta ask god why you see I never thought you’d leave so fast an now I wish I could go back to the past and I’m swear I’m still tryna make you proud even though your still standing 6 feet under the ground ain’t tryna make nobody sad but y’all should be happy if you have a mom and dad and after all that I’m still standing ohhh still standing here I might be a little broken but I will remain y’all I’m tryna do what my momma would want me to do in these times if only she was here to tell me if I’m right
bankroll ❗️
Still standing ×2 still crying but i am blessed whih your bless
Inn love with this dude. bass goes brazy ⚡️
Wow .. got me speechless. 🔥🔥
Via Boyfriend,
I just found this song, but as a writer I really like this. From the tempo to the build up. Thank you for helping me feel mellow with this soothing organization.
This is one of my fav i wrote a hot song to this one...keep bringing the flava...
Still standing yeah they tryna knock me down
I want the crown
Grandma Imma make you proud
I know you heaven smiling down
It's time to rise up let em know I'm standing up
Come from the jungle I ain't givin up
Tryna test my luck
I can't lose I had enough of the bad luck
Grandma no pick and choose I do this for you
I love you and still standing that's the truth
~JS~
I love this even 4 years later omg 😱 never gets old
Bankrol Hayden - 29
Look it up, trust me
You should be signed ASAP pure fucking talent and hardwork right here keep on doing what you doing and one day you gon be the biggest
yeah you told me that you loved me and il always say it back and i swored i'd never leave you cus you always had my back and see you told me that i hurt you but you'll fuckin do the same i jus chose be quiet cus id rather hide the pain i'm so sorry about the arguements yeah that shit got kinda lame jus remember who picked you up from that stormy lul rain when yo ex had did you wrong i was i tried to prove that il care every time that you was mad i was always fucking there
D Gamez damn dawg 🤒💯🔥💯🔥I like this I fw this👌
Make some more bubba got beatz....your beats is on 🔥😂😂.
I never knew what life was like until grew I need no fights time pass it's alright I turn up around there is the light waiting and waiting for mistakes to go away it look me straight in the eyes and told me to deal with all this pain I see now how it is I've always wanted to grow up but now that time is here I know I really fucked up it ain't the same with everything there was never a time where I had this much trouble til it all went south on a whole nother level (I said mom dad what I do I can't be here without you I cry at night it's nothing new bustin open the front door going to school just for you I get all As just to make you guys happy nothing more nothing less friends are fake can't you guess? I'm shy I'm quiet it's painful I buy it it's just the way it goes but nobody knows the real truth but a fake smile everyday to act like everything's ok but it's not ok
God im here right here on my knees again prayin for you to take me out this world thats so full of sin yea im tired causin all tha pain so i black out thinkin bout tha people that im hurtin so i lash out forget about tha people that im gurting so i criticize ion even know if you can see tha pain thats in my eyes ask me if im out and imma say im fine but little do you know i just told another lie thinkin bout my momma constantly wonder if she gone be better off when i go to sleep thinking in my head yea i got it good than rather on tha streets but i still act out and start remembering all these memories momma please forgive ima be saying this for centuries thinkin in my head man why i put you throught deez mezories kick my casket over let me roll in peace make sure everybody notice me what eva happen to me i juss know it was ment to be
Good beats
Im still standing when i fall down i got to pick myself up off the ground because whos gonna be there to help me no one i got to really think carefully before i trust someone they say put your guard down i be like no cause it might get pushed around because how mny people you think gone help me i might as well be healthy because i dont need no help i can do it myself imma big girl inna small world but who knows just kno im still standing
This is good
BubbaGotBeatz can I use your beats for my raps and i also want you to know that i love all your beats and you inspire me.
I'm dedicating this to my ex best friend yeah she the best so I thought I was going through the rough things in life she was there for me yeah I'll give her that but what i was struggling through was hard for me I trying to seek a path for sexuality when I told her what I was she left me she starting telling rumors behinds my back it really hurts to know that your best friend told some lies
I suck at rapping and at writing so here is mine
rap #3
I dedicate this to my bestfriend
she was my idol and my new trend
she was my everything to begin with
she is a real blessing
she gave me a message
I couldnt ask for anyone any better
because you In all is a real treasure
she helped me through the rough times
the memories that made my life incline
she taught me new things that couldn't be seen
but her in my view
its now clear to see
she was there when I almost took my life
she was the one who showed me what was right
we had new experiences together
that no one else would even try to bother
she was there through the depression
through the rough times
through the miselections
she made me realize a few lessons
that could have made me end up in bad sessions
the one where I could have died
the ones that really saved my life
especially the times I cut my own flesh
those times were the real mess
she was there by my side
making sure I wasn't thee one who died
especially fights that involved the guns
the time when she was almost gone
we been through so much bad incidents together
we made it through like it was just whatever
we broke the law
we lost friendships together
when I say we been through everything together
just know I mean it cause we make it seem like whatever
feels like I haven't seen you in forever
and I know we wont be broken up, no never
your my ride or die
your right there by my side
even when we almost fought
we toughed it out like we was taught
she seems to only understand my past
especially the shit between her dad
she has a lot of shit going on
but believe me I cant get her wrong
lived in part of the city
all my life
so where is all ya pity
I know how it is
its not hard for me to miss
ive been through fights
I stood against all my rights
me and her were all against the school
not a day where we weren't a fool
not a day where we weren't in trouble
not a day where we didn't have a struggle
there wasn't a week when there was no drama
that's how most of our fights were made between our mommas
I cant have asked for a better person to cry to
cause you were the person that would listen to my pain
the person that would come to me when i was in vein
we have friends that are in juvy
the rest of you think its just in movies
not when you come in our lives
with us, your surrounded by knives
we have to dodge every single day
but we choose to stand here and stay
we have to fight by ourselves
including people that are on the same shelves
we all on a bad path
it don't take math to know that
but we not changing
cause of the things we been through
to be where we are
everything is just usual to loose
and the person that has been with me through that
is my bestfriend
she is my new trend
she has me still standing/she has me with my ten toes down
this is sick🔥💯
Aurora Brown dope asf
Aurora Brown d
Rawwwwwwww broooo yhu is rawwwwwwww
Aurora Brown
I love it this remind me. My bestfriend
Lookin in the mirror not recognizing myself it was so bad at night I thought about killing myself i wanna make my mom proud and make my grandma happy without her I wouldnt know where I might be probaly dead broke alone in the streets unhappy cuz my family really not their and dont understand me I love them to death despite all the pain I have remember me for me and just pray for this to pass cuz rn im fed up with this thing called life i do everything wrong but never do right my priorities is really mest but i promise ill keep my head up😓🙇im tired of lying saying im ok my spirit is exhausted and my heart aches in pain i wish I could tell u whats wrong but its really hard to explain things are bettter left unsaid but some day ill open up holding on for dear life thinking of death im fed up😴
whats your Instagram or snap
Oml this is the same beat bankrol hayden used in his song 29 😂 but always come to his channel for beats cuh his shit slap no cap 💯💯💯
Aaaahhhh nothing like a good beat to fall in guys😌
I’m still standing, life’s fast lasting, like its quick glancing, like a bronco prancing, seems life’s crashing, not everyone’s life’s everlasting, as I’m still practicing, nobody’s reacting, thinking bout resting, life’s full of guessing, also full of questioning, like it’s treasury, with lots of memories, wonder who’s there for me, most I don’t see, I keep remembering, of all my stressing, like life’s pressing, as if it’s testing me, I have favorites I wanna see, hoping they spend time with me, as you can see I’m lonely, the worlds still revolving, the motion we can’t see, hiding emotions in me, is the best I believe, seen so many ppl deceased, so many times sayin R I P, my pain gets to me, idk what most see in me, it’s just normal old jd, my raps I’m creating, feel it’s a blessing, ig it’s time for resting, no one speaks for me, to most my ppl R I P, y’all I’ll forever be missing, hate all the forehead kissing, has my eyes dripping, wish y’all could hug me, it’s sad to me, like y’all left early, everything just hit me, all y’all I’m missing, like rain dripping, causing me to be drenching, my fists I’m clenching, just here reminiscing, I feel like quitting, I hope y’all hearing me, also pray y’all listening, learning this pain in me, R I P to whom I’m missing😓
Long time ago
Excellent video. Keep it up!
This is the perfect best for a rapabout living in the hood
keep coming with the fire this make me wanna write to it now🔥🔥
how do you download? ive written to it, but i dont know how to buy it, its not on your music store page.
dont want to get screwed on copyright or anything
Made my first ever song to this💯🙏
What song samples this or sounds like this I’m trynna figure out
Unfortunately you build my mind beatz
Dope asf am streaming from my playlist
Making this go down now
Been stabbed in the back a couple times
But I’m still standing
Yeah I’m not gonna give up
Yeah I’m demanding
Hope my siblings don’t forget me
That’s gone be a shame
All this pain that I done caused
I Should be ashamed
But I’m still standing
I just need to find myself
And not even God himself
Can guide me through the mess I’ve built
Thank you bubba
i love this beat and i did a rap to every cahllenge im just to afraid to post them i might one day
aniyah joy One day?? The future is now babyy! Show the world what ya got 😆🖕The hate
Right
nia NIA to get a new phone so I can get a chance to get a new job
Girl don't be afraid because you just might be veryyyyy talented and if anybody says some negative shit about your raps block em an most likey they aint got NO TALENT what so ever so share your raps beacuse you never know you just might become the next big thing
Amen to that
Yea i know most of us have problem, betta speak up before its too late just letting you know that u have someone to care and down to listen
life is too short for all these BS, ye sometimes i know i be trippin so i pray to god that i don't slip. Ye woke up in the morning smoking that gass.
Ye im blessed anotha day and anotha time.
So far i got 3 challenges uploaded and about to start the 4th one asap. Keep yo mind right. 🎶 🎹
U ARE AMAZIN
I just made a rap ton this song just now on the spot it about me use to get bully and mock but end of the day I'm still standing
Bankrol hayden 29 🔥🔥🔥
Still standing despite all that's tried to kill me
Something like I got a guardian angel something like God willed me
Guess I was meant for things bigger and better
First I just gotta make it out this cloudy weather
But I guess it's whatever I've weathered worse storms
It's like the devil attacking me in every form
Some days got me feeling torn
Feeling some type of way like why was I born
But I lived maybe that mean that the Lord forgived
Me for all of my sinning guess it ain't about the beginning guess it's all about the end
How the story go
I guess it all depend
#stillstandingchallenge I gotta say I’ve been through some pretty tough stuff
But I can’t really complain bc IK life is rough
I’m glad to be alive and happy with the fam
And I let the haters hate bc I don’t give a damn
I’m staying strong and healthy like my momma taught me
Keeping my head high and staying happy as can be
Don’t need all these fake people showing fake love
Bc I already love myself and nobody above
Some may say I’m heartless but I’m just being real
I’m not gonna hold back telling y’all how I feel
Our society’s fucked up and you can’t disagree
IK bc it knocked me down but I’m still on my own two feet
But the scary thing is, it’ll just get worse
Like a witch saw our society and put up a curse
There’s all these little kids being left with nothing but clothes
But they paint on them smiles so nobody knows
I wanna know when this all went to shit
Hell im from the generation and I’m really sick of it
We’re told to be ourselves... NO not like that
You only lost one pound so you’re still considered fat?
No matter what we do, we’re doing something wrong
Hell I wasn’t even tryna make this a depressing song
I’m just speaking the truth and saying what I think
Cuz I’m not just gonna wash it all away with an alcoholic drink
Most of the other lyrics end up being a love song
Where mine is about everything goin wrong
Wasn’t tryna be negative but honestly just think
As our egos start to grow, our IQ’s start to shrink
Wow wow that a meazing
See I lost you jord the min I heard u were gone I didn't know what to do
It hurt the family knowing u weren't coming back
I think bout u everyday it breaks my heart I can't talk to u
Thinking bout Isabella and jord they looked after like u had me
All the memories we had all the times we laughed togrther
The day u went heven fucked us all it left us grief n stress we didn't need
2months later while dealing with the pressure my grandad passed in december
Then it was time for the hardest part time for the funeral to say our last goodbye
We stayed strong and waited to see if hed own up for what he did
He left my cousin for dead n tried being sly looking up knowing he's watching down from the sky
Never not stood up never not stood down, I'ma still make it, I'm Still standing I'ma still make it
This is the beat Bankroll Hayden used on 29... dude racked up 13M plays on Spotify with this beat. Did you sell the beat?
Bankrolhayden did a song tuh dis beat💯dis fye
You took my heart away from my chest
Uh it’s been a couple months since we last spoke I think bout u everyday you was my last hope u dropped me the 4 letter word is this what I deserve? I tried to give u all but I just end up hurt sometimes I look in the mirror and see ur reflection I was a waste of time must think that’s ur perspective all the memories we shared all the words we said it starts to run through my head and the pain fills and it kills I been stressing hella bad i try to eaze my mind but u will never leave it I never thought u go all this pain in me you don’t even know it’s like a shot to the chest plus more pain u scarred me for life I’ll never be the same and I’m lacking sleep cos I’m constantly thinking where we went wrong in our so called relation and yes I cried about it not gonna lie about it you took my heart away from my chest but I still survived without it.. yhhhh
Dam bruh I had no idea u created this masterpiece
#TenToesDownChallenge
This' a little story, about a girl
Named Rayy, like the one that's revolved around by the world..
She, wanted to be a star.. She had a voice like pearls.. if that makes any sense, she'll sing your heart to sleep she should of been an anesthesiologist.. or a biologist, the way she was the life of everywhere she went.. call her cardi-o Beat.. not a cardi b.. originality was more of her cup of tea.. always making music, backwards letters she was dyslexic like Jimmy Hendrix, taught herself to play guitar and I taught her how to channel my spirt, not much into being normal but she took it to another limit.. loyal to a flaw but she flawless, a diamond I would die for cuz she always in carats (encourage).. when I got arrested for getting careless she was there to caress.. I remember the feeling of waiting on multiple sentences.. the one coming from the judge wasn't as magnanimous as the ones that I got when I read your address while inhaling your scent as well as your innocence.. seeing me in the visitation room really took from my image.. and made me look like a dirty piece of shit didn't it. I prayed to God that you wouldn't fucc another guy, I guess I got my prayers answered from the man in the sky, but the fact that you're a lesbian now makes me want to cry.. I would ask why.. but instead I just pray over my food and not for selfish desires.
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Love
Can I purchase this beat?
Hopping on this asap
Wow wow wow
Out of all the pain I felt it's like playing checkers not chest
Making all these girls fall in love with me and I am winnin the game checkmate
These girls clinged to me cuz they saw I was different in some way
But man
It turns out ima just the same
But I keep ruining lives everytime I try again not to be harsh not to be rude but all I know is pain
And things not turning out the way they should be
Instead it ruins lives and crushes souls and dreams It's not meant to be this way
I am so different in reality just the pain I saw and the pain I felt is so hard to cope when I am stuck on world with no one understanding me and my pain
Yo dawgy can I use this beat on a track if so how do I purchase it? One day lol