No one ever realizes how much they love crying not the sadness but the relief when your done that tranquility or just numbness that makes you feel light and heavy at the same time
@@dillonschmitz6983 I've been there. There were nights when I wanted nothing more than to break down and cry, but no matter how much I wanted it, no matter how sad I was, my body just wouldn't let me. It gets better. Maybe you'll find someone who can make you cry, maybe you'll be able to on your own. In the mean time, just remember one thing: don't purposefully cut off your emotions, even if having them seems pointless. Even if you can't cry, it's okay to feel sad. The more you cut it off, the harder it is to cry. Feel the things you feel. There's no shame in that. You can do this
i don't know how to solve my life anymore. i don't eat, im getting more and more insecure, im overthinking to much, my friends hate me for what i am, im tired, i cry to much, and i can't sleep at night no matter what i do.
I’ve had a migraine for days, I’m overwhelmed with school, I haven’t slept in days, and the longest I’ve slept in the past month is 5 hours. I was crying about an hour ago. This playlist was in my recommended, and I feel like this perfectly fits how I feel. Thank you for this
staring myself in the mirror, imagining my mother and father in a picture, smiling together, tears forming and streaming down my face. knowing that will happen 'cause they're divorced when I was 9
the more I hurt the more I become numb to everything, it doesn't make me happier it just makes me more emotionless because I'm lying to everyone with my fake smile
if i vented here it wouldnt matter. even if i wanted my comment to be seen, and maybe will. writing here wouldnt matter. the changes in my life that make me happy have to be done by myself and not by others. i hate being trapped in a cage i created. crying over an unexistant love i do not have right now... may your wings allow you to fly, may your soul be imperfect and loved as such, and may you leave with a smile.
sometimes i review playlists by taking a cold shower in the dark. this playlist passes the cold dark shower vibe check with flying colors 💕✨ congrats hehe
Just by listening to these just makes me realise how fake I am in the public world meanwhile outside I'm very happy laughing with my friends etc while at home I go through many breakdowns at home I cry at home many times mostly everyday and I feel bad for lying who I am but at the same time what can we do? Show the real colours and make people judge us for who we really are ?. On the outside at school Im just that quiet kid with good grades being the topper in school people wanting to be me with my good grades but If they could see what I could see they wouldn't the amount of stress I go through studying is so much trying to get scholarships etc but I really can't . So, if you relate to this let's get better together
This is certainly a unique vent playlist. Normally with vent playlists I use them to zone out, think, cry, etc, but many of the songs were very wordy and with emphasis on words rather than melody. I can’t think with words with words being sung to me 😭😭
I’ve finally started to eat less and less. Soon I won’t eat anymore. Yay. Though I’ve started to hallucinate and not move an *inch* at night because im so scared, I feel warm and safe at the same time. My night hallucinations are scary, but I feel safe at the same time. I’m confused. Ok. I’ve googled signs of schizophrenia and I match to almost every sign. Damn. I have 1 best friend, and I think they’re slowly starting to like me less and less. oh. I don’t feel safe with my parents anymore. Definitely not with my dad. A little with my mom. Ok. I stay in my room 24/7 and isolate myself every day. It hurts. My whole body hurts 24/7. Ow. Sometimes it’s excruciating and I can barely move. Sometimes it hurts so bad It’s hard to breathe. Other times it just aches, or feels like when you poke a bruise. But yet, I don’t really feel suicidal. I just want the *pain* to _stop._
I hope you get better, I need you to do me a favor , okay? Eat, sleep, and drink, just know you are not alone, if you need anyone to talk to, I'm here! Ily!
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)
When you’ve been clean for so long yet you’re the most tempted you’ve ever been. When yours arms/thighs/ankles feel empty. When it’s only Tuesday and it’s the third time you’ve cried this week. When you hardly sleep. When you feel like you do everything wrong. When you start to loose your anger at whoever hurt you, and begin to believe that you’ve always been in the wrong. When you they say you don’t care, but that’s the reason you’re still here. Anyone else?
Exactly. It's so tiring, I'm so tired. It feels as if I never had a fighting chance to begin with. Like the hope I used to have that I'd get better was just a stupid fantasy. I can't do it anymore.
These playlists make me realize how much my problems affect me, I hadn't realize how much of an impact things like my Gender dysphoria can fuck my mind, along with the other shitty things in my life like my family arguments and constant bullying over problems with my body which already brought me down before the bullying, and to be able to even come out as Pansexual to them because of how little I think they would like me for it, saying that I should be normal like everybody else. Makes me wanna start hurting myself to try bring some of the pain out of my eternally painful life.
Don't hurt yourself, mate. You shouldn't resort to pain because of pain. In any case, I hope you're doing better now. You'll be able to make it. through this.
I Have to be strong. I'm not allowed to cry, If I cry I make people worry. If people worry then I have to fix it. If I cant fix it then what's the point of being strong what's the point of caring anymore. I'm a danger to my family I hurt others around me because of my weakness. I yell and snap at my friends because they want to help me, "But I don't need help" I keep telling that lie to my self in hopes that it will fix me but it never does. It just digs me farther and farther down the hole that I put my self in. I feel alone and like everyone is leaving me behind like I'm just some toy that's broken or just a pile of garbage.
"people cry not because they're not strong but because they've been strong for too long" don't be afraid to ask for help and accept the help others want to give you because to those you share a bit of your problems (atleast) it wouldn't be as harmful as to you but and they could help you be much better Being open with people is more likely to not lose them than hiding everything
I know that what I am about to say is all ‘deep’ and cliche but we only get one shot at life and then we are gone. If you care to much about how others view you then you are going to loose sight of yourself. I think that you should learn to except yourself for who you are and what you like because you are stuck being you for the rest of your life, you can change how you look or act but deep down you cant change who you are. I hope this helps Btw: this is an edited version of a text I sent one of my friend who was in a tough spot so sorry if it is kind of random, I just thought it was good advice that might help someone.
I STARTED SMILING IMMEDIATELY WHEN I HEARD THE FIRST TWO SECONDS AND SWEET TOOTH STARTED PLAYING (It was one of the songs that made me obsessed with cavetown till today, it has a special place in my heart) im just so happy now
All i want is to be heard, i love alot of things, but ive learned if you talk about the things you love, youll be shut down or get criticized in my family. So i eventually stopped, than it became a problem of me just talking in general, i dont speak to my family about anything, and now its hard to talk to my partner about my problems or just things im passionate about. I dont hate my parents, i just wish they would take the time to listen
Sometimes I wish I didn’t live the life I’m living now, it feels meaningless and I have to act like I love the people in my life when I’m just trying to cut contact with them, I can’t go out of my room because then I become insecure about everything, my heart hurts and I can’t breathe but I still do it for the people in my life. I just want to live my life in my room, i dont want to leave my room and I have no want to have a life. Therapists cost so much but the internet is somewhat free so I hope it’s not a burden I just needed to vent my feelings before I explode into a huge wave of emotions. I hope no one feels like this, it’s the worst feeling when you feel like an alien in life but like people say “it’s just life”
Trying to build something with the same stuff with stronger and bigger doesn't end up You can only try to build bigger but it's more likely to crumble away again but you can go for smaller which is gonna be more likely to not crumble
i keep trying to distant myself from people and get cold to them but its so hard, because i started acting like im always happy it became a habit and i cant even cry anymore
I came out to my online friends as trans a little bit ago, and I'm too scared to tell my parents, even friends in real life. Constantly being called the name I reject, but have to answer to hurts, and hearing them talk about how they don't like transfolk hurts even more. This playlist feels like what I'm feeling. I'm just lonely and scared, and I need someone to talk to. Update: I came out to everyone, and uh… I’m fine now, I guess. It could be worse, but nothing’s changed.
im kinda going through the same thing. extreme gender dysphoria but too scared to tell anyone. i wish i had the same courage as you to be able to tell even my best online friend but i just cant. my friends are saying the same thing about trans people and how they dont like them.i hope you find a way to get therapy, im gonna let myself suffer in silence for a bit more. until i actually develop courage.
i hope i find you at a better place but if i didn't, it's ok to feel like this i havent told my famaly about how im questioning my sexualaty because i don't know how they will react. we are here to help.
@@rudolph-richardson That’s very kind of you, and I’m doing a bit better now mentally - despite my circumstances worsening - but I’d still like to talk to you!
I feel like there is a void inside of me…and trying to fill it is hard… but what’s the point of trying?? What’s the point of trying the please it when it’s not going to be pleased with whatever I do?? It’s like my hunger I’m never full but I’m never hungry I have to fake it I have to lie… lying became a habit… SH became a habit too… I lie abt how I’m feeling most of the time but I wish I could tell someone how I really feel… I feel so empty … I get these horrible thoughts… time to time… I feel like ghosting everyone and being left alone I want people to forget abt me time to time… what’s my purpose… who really cares abt me??… who would cry over me when I die?
There are plenty of people that are out there that are feeling the same way about existing. Sometimes it's just hard to find a way out of the cycle of emotional pain, you can't find a reason to not to so you do it anyways, we are here if you need to talk or just vent, hope you're doing better mate, it's strange and sometimes sad that the only people that you can talk to are strangers on the internet, but it's better than nothing.
@@notacoolguy5845 Tysm I’m doing a bit ok now since the past few months I’ve been trying to get better! I mean my grades aren’t shit now, A’s B’s n C’s but it’s alright- I could do better but I’m fine with what I got! I’ve been trying to eat more whether I like it or not 💪😼 I’m kinda like setting goals for myself? Like if I do this, I can reward myself for completing it fully without stopping to do Sum else ykwim?
I listened this while figuring out if someone hated me or cared about me :) they cared about me and they still do I cried and they make me feel loved and cared for but they though I was annoyed by them and this is why communication is key. I am really lucky to have them 🥰
Tw: vent? Is it bad that I have so much trust issues that I can barley talk to anyone without already thinking their bad people and that their gonna hurt me? actually scratch that "barley" I cant talk to people, everyone scares me when I dont know them, and I only talk when spoken to, I also have gotten very flinchy, like if someone raises their voice around me it scares me cause I think im doing something wrong, I just want to be young again without having to be scared of everyone.
hi guys!!!!! do you ever not wanna do anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because of peer mental pressure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! me too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i suck at online school my ADHD makes it hard to focus yet this playlist has helped me so much i was supposed to go to in person school but they havent even gotten back yet thank you so much for this playlist
I want to be loved and love someone so much. I tried, i even thought i was just confused about being a demiromantic, demisexual. I thought that he had changed me. Now that I'm no longer dating him, i realized that he never changed me and he never changed. I was happy, but not because of him. Now, all i want is to be a mother figure to all of the people who needs one. The only love i have felt has been the kind i give my mother, i dont think i know how to love. Even though i really thought... i really thought he changed.
My mom died and she was the only one I was open to, I’ve been spiraling into a pit of locking away my emotions from everyone, so that just great. People tell me “Bro, just open up.” But it’s really not that simple. I over filter everything I say to people to the point where I end up just not saying it. It’s hard to just “open up” when your mind physically stops you from saying what you want to say
There is one man you can tell you everything my dear friend. That man is Jesus Christ of Nazareth. I implore you to read the book of John up to the 4th chapter. Just to see what he's about, he loves you and wants a relationship with you. I'm so sorry for your loss my friend. Take care and God bless you.
Thanks for the playlist, almost just now, I will lose my puppy, his name was Tommy and according to the assumption of the veterinarian he was hit by a car, this kind of music I need now
why the hell am I not tired but too tired?! I feel sick and I can't stop crying, last night I cried for an hour and a half, and tonight I just cry in sessions, someone help me, please
I don't know what I am anymore, it was a three year old decline, during which I listened to literally those songs. I guess you trully know what you were doing making this playlist
I used to listen to this on repeat everyday now im coming back and I still love these songs sm but now I'm way more confident ✨️ you got this stay strong
When you realize you don’t even know who you are anymore you feel like you don’t deserve to be treated well and everyone is lying and don’t trust nobody …your parents don’t understand and you truly just want to disappear but you can’t
I have an family that don't likes the same as me but they are good but its like an trade i have a good family but i have no friends even in Internet i guess i can live for myself
Music helps me escape from my lonely, distant life as I feel like my family members and friends dont understand or relate with me much at all.. why am I the ghost in my own life?
Im sitting here just thinking about the present and the past and about who i really am and who I have affected in a good and or a bad way sitting here 1:14 am scared for the future because my years as a kid are almost over and I dont know what i am feeling I dont like thinking about all this school stuff and It is just hard for me. I am also very alone I mean I have friends they dont really talk to me out side of school. i have no one to talk to because there are just some things I dont want to talk about with my parents. I dont know why I am sad I just dont under stand and its bugging me I dont want to be sad but why dose time have to move so fast. I dont understand I dont want to cry because I feel if you are a strong man you are not allowed to cry and I just sit here and wonder if people relize how i am actually feeling. I think it is getting worse the emptiness i feel is turning into a normal feeling and I dont want to go down that rabbit hole. Who would have thought that i would sit here and write about my feelings thats crazy to me. Another thing is that I feel left out everyone around my age has a girlfriend and or is talking to someone and im sitting in my last year of high school not even having my first kiss these things are not important but they make me feel like im missing out on things and it just makes me sad. I really think about this often and makes me sad that i never had someone like a girlfriend to talk to. All these things are bothering me and I know these are the most pressing problems someone could have but….. It hurts just thinking about it. Atleast there are some good things I like the gym but that's the only real time I forget about all my problems…sometimes I wish these feelings could go away. How hard is it to find someone you like? I could really just use a hug That would be cool. I cant avoid these feelings but I really do not want to let people know how I am feeling. I dont want them to act like they care…
If you’re a strong man, you know when to cry. Being strong is acknowledging your weakness, and fighting it and getting over it. Crying is a strength because it helps you, i say that from experience; i once was a person just like you, but i tried hard to find out who i really am and what i want. I had just doubt and stress, but eventually I found out thibgs arent lost i can be someone better. Keep trying to be yourself, just getting by, and keep trying to understand the why of everything and you will get over it. By the way having a boyfriend or girlfriend is not that good unless they actually love you, go at your own pace and dont compare your life to the others, they provably arent evenin the best relationships if they are dating at such a young age Also dont fall into the stereotypes. You dont have to date a girl or date at all, youre the one who knows what you want and is
i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. (not mine but pass it around, everyone deserves
when Sweet Tooth came on i had completely forgotten about its existence and it was my favorite song for a while. That just brought me back to some of the worst years of my life. ( by the way the song has nothing to do with my life at all it just happened to be one of my favorite songs when I was going through some shit)
Today I not only got called a failure by my friends but also by my grandma. I don't really know what to do anymore, I can't sleep regularly, eat or even cry anymore. I live in a wake up, study, not be able to socialize and sleep again routine, I don't know if I can take it anymore
For one them "friends" aren't friends and for two your grandma brain is rotted from old age she doesn't even understand anything anymore. And about the other stuff I won't act like I don't do the same but at least eat and at least make sure you sleep good. And about being social I suck at that too but at least make sure you have someone to talk be it friends or family and also it can be online like a game or something. I wish you the best and may you live a very happy life
"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against"-random person
Idk..i think i lose myself again..say it's your fault and it's your problem with ppl who you love the most..ppl who you trust the most say such word like that....
I can’t handle the fact that the person I loved most is not responding for so long, sending cryptic messages, I was in pain, actual agony, and then I became so tired I’m just turning off as I walk Only bojack seems to relate, I truly feel like there’s nothing left in my life, my family is the same level of crazy, and it’s all like shifting sends, he’s still not responding If they won’t respond I don’t think I’ll still have a reason to stay alive But if it turns out they loved someone else, oh well, holy fuck, will I ever have the power to rebuild my life? I don’t think so
⚠️‼️VENT‼️⚠️ Depression at 7, researched at 8. Young, huh. I have a note and guess what it’s filled with. No one to chat to. God damn. Nothing to get numb. Nothing to hang onto. Nothing to help.. nothing to help severe depression.. guess I gotta deal with it.. the rest of my life.. su!c!dal thoughts, and yet, no one notices my mental breakdowns at school, no one notices my sadness, my anger, my tiredness. Why’s everyone have to be so cruel..? I’m glad it seems the day ends quick… I guess..
My head hurts my heart hurts every time I move I think I’m doing something wrong why can’t I do anything right I just want this feeling to disappear I want this pain to go away
you should really focus on helping other people instead of me i, not only can't be helped, am completely worthless, every cell, every speck of matter in my practically decaying body is completely and utterly useless, my family can pretend, but i know what they're all thinking
@@JellyJim-I-guess I’m sorry you think like that if I can’t help I hope you find someone else who can make you happy best of luck random internet person 🫶
@@sup-vm9wp im so sorry i didnt see this earlier, havent really checked my notifs in a while. i'm not doing super great right now, but i'm hanging in there. you? also thank you for asking
This Playlist on Spotify if anyone's wondering
Ty
Thxs:)
Ah! Thank you
@@მჹძიiჹა Natalie :)
@greenery586
Thank you but for some reason it’s not showing up 😔 thanks though
I miss the old me. The innocent, young, confident me.
🫂
They miss you too. Stop betraying yourself and reconnect
Sadly the same
same
Same
I feel like a planet, constantly spinning, no humans to take care of me.
reason pets do be the best, especially cuddly ones :3
"When you are ok, you hear the music. When you are hurt, you understand the words"
me when listening to BIG SHOT:
WHAT?! NO! *sad then ahppy then sad*
Me and those of us who use a translator to write: 💀
"Two trucks, having se-"
No words needed.
just now, i realized how lonely I truly am because of music.
You'll get through this, I promise. Just know I care and am proud of you
witterly
you ok?
Same here
@@Tsourekiamoutaekanes1 you ok?
No one ever realizes how much they love crying not the sadness but the relief when your done that tranquility or just numbness that makes you feel light and heavy at the same time
Why are you right?
Omg your the first person that I found that can finally describe it perfectly
I can't cry anymore
Been like 3 years
@@dillonschmitz6983 I've been there. There were nights when I wanted nothing more than to break down and cry, but no matter how much I wanted it, no matter how sad I was, my body just wouldn't let me. It gets better. Maybe you'll find someone who can make you cry, maybe you'll be able to on your own. In the mean time, just remember one thing: don't purposefully cut off your emotions, even if having them seems pointless. Even if you can't cry, it's okay to feel sad. The more you cut it off, the harder it is to cry. Feel the things you feel. There's no shame in that. You can do this
YOU KNOW THE VENT PLAYLIST IS GOOD WHEN YOU START SOBBING IN THE MIDDLE OF DOING YOUR HOMEWORK
This is so true BRO
FR tho!
i cant cry ^^
@@HonorTheQTyou good
This playlist makes me sad cause im mainly thinking about stuff i did wrong and can't control that in the past.
That was past you. Try not to think about that stuff, I know it can be hard not to, but at least try. You deserve better.
0:00 - Sweet Tooth, Cavetown
4:01 - Bubble Gum, Clairo
6:51 - Simpler times, sweet Mylo
10:23 - I can't handle change, Roar
13:41 - tired, Beadabobee
16:59 - Sharpener, Cavetown
20:52 - bugbear, Chloe Moriondo
23:45 - First love/Late spring, Mitski
28:20 - Look who's inside again, Bo burnham
29:38 - Washing machine heart, Mitski
31:46 - Feel Better, Penelope Scott
35:59 - Rises the moon, Liana Flores
38:39 - Sorry haha I fell asleep, Egg
41:13 - How it goes, Sweet Mylo
45:17 - 505, Artic Monkeys
49:26 - Alien blues, Vundabar
(I started respecting people who do this way more after I tried myself)
rise the moon is by Liana Flores thank you for typing this out!
Thank you sm!!(3 months late ik-im sorry about that-)Ive done this once before n it is
d i f f i c u l t
So props to you!
Thanks for clipping the songs now I can find my favorites
You are very appreciated
Thank you
Yeah, I've done this once before too, and thank you for this
i don't know how to solve my life anymore. i don't eat, im getting more and more insecure, im overthinking to much, my friends hate me for what i am, im tired, i cry to much, and i can't sleep at night no matter what i do.
I might not know what's going on in your life, but I hope that things get better for you. Stay safe.
hey are you ok?
thats not my problem
@@serotonin_octopie yeah, your problem is doing this comment unnecessarily.
How are you one year after? If you wanna say, I hope you're doing better because you deserve the best 🫂
I’ve had a migraine for days, I’m overwhelmed with school, I haven’t slept in days, and the longest I’ve slept in the past month is 5 hours. I was crying about an hour ago. This playlist was in my recommended, and I feel like this perfectly fits how I feel. Thank you for this
Hope you're doing better. Sometimes, you need to lay down and sleep. I hope your migraine passed, I haven't had one yet and hope I don't ever.
Thanks, I'm doing much better now. Sleep really does affect you
@@taskforceblake3899 That is spectucular to hear, keep up the good work! xoxo
staring myself in the mirror, imagining my mother and father in a picture, smiling together, tears forming and streaming down my face. knowing that will happen 'cause they're divorced when I was 9
Man all I really need is just a hug
Same bro, same.
🫂
I can’t give you a hug but I would love to give you one but have this instead (\_/)
(•.•)
(>❤
Loving the playlist so much made me realize how bad my mental health is going down
same here buddy
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Hah! Now thats relatable
i expected the most angst old punk pop punk or emo playlist not this heart renching sweat hug of a playlist ahhhg
the more I hurt the more I become numb to everything, it doesn't make me happier it just makes me more emotionless because I'm lying to everyone with my fake smile
I hope you're okay
I'm feeling so tired, really falling apart..
Are you okay? Ik im saying this way later, but I hope your doing well
i feel no matter what i do nothing ever changes i think i get better but in reality i dont i get even worse.
if i vented here it wouldnt matter. even if i wanted my comment to be seen, and maybe will.
writing here wouldnt matter. the changes in my life that make me happy have to be done by myself and not by others.
i hate being trapped in a cage i created. crying over an unexistant love i do not have right now...
may your wings allow you to fly, may your soul be imperfect and loved as such, and may you leave with a smile.
sometimes i review playlists by taking a cold shower in the dark.
this playlist passes the cold dark shower vibe check with flying colors 💕✨ congrats hehe
Just by listening to these just makes me realise how fake I am in the public world meanwhile outside I'm very happy laughing with my friends etc while at home I go through many breakdowns at home I cry at home many times mostly everyday and I feel bad for lying who I am but at the same time what can we do? Show the real colours and make people judge us for who we really are ?. On the outside at school Im just that quiet kid with good grades being the topper in school people wanting to be me with my good grades but If they could see what I could see they wouldn't the amount of stress I go through studying is so much trying to get scholarships etc but I really can't . So, if you relate to this let's get better together
i have the same fakness complex. i wish there was a way i could show my true colors but i would just make people sad or confused.
@Loveyou-katieluvyou HAHA LOL
@Loveyou-katieluvyou want help?
@Loveyou-katieluvyou any messaging apps
wow I love cavetown I haven't ever heard the sweet tooth. Thanks for introducing me that song!
Your welcome! I love him too, I'm actually going to his concert in August:) sweet tooth may actually be my favorite song!
@@greenery586 how was his concert???
@@greenery586 I hope you have fun❤️
This is certainly a unique vent playlist. Normally with vent playlists I use them to zone out, think, cry, etc, but many of the songs were very wordy and with emphasis on words rather than melody. I can’t think with words with words being sung to me 😭😭
I’ve finally started to eat less and less. Soon I won’t eat anymore.
Yay.
Though I’ve started to hallucinate and not move an *inch* at night because im so scared,
I feel warm and safe at the same time. My night hallucinations are scary, but I feel safe at the same time.
I’m confused.
Ok.
I’ve googled signs of schizophrenia and I match to almost every sign.
Damn.
I have 1 best friend, and I think they’re slowly starting to like me less and less.
oh.
I don’t feel safe with my parents anymore. Definitely not with my dad. A little with my mom.
Ok.
I stay in my room 24/7 and isolate myself every day.
It hurts.
My whole body hurts 24/7.
Ow.
Sometimes it’s excruciating and I can barely move. Sometimes it hurts so bad It’s hard to breathe.
Other times it just aches, or feels like when you poke a bruise.
But yet, I don’t really feel suicidal.
I just want the *pain* to _stop._
I hope you get better, I need you to do me a favor , okay?
Eat, sleep, and drink, just know you are not alone, if you need anyone to talk to, I'm here!
Ily!
hey are you ok?
@@sup-vm9wp no i attempted 3 times
@@r0tt1ngb0n3z wanna talk about it?
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
~𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐬~
Normal & Spaced out!!
0:00 - Sweet Tooth - Cavetown
4:01 - Bubble Gum - Clairo
6:51 - Simpler Times - Sweet Mylo
10:23 - I Can't Handle Change - Roar
13:41 - Tired - Beadabobee
16:59 - Sharpener - Cavetown
20:52 - Bugbear - Chloe Moriondo
23:45 - First Love/Late Spring - Mitski
28:20 - Look Who's Inside Again - Bo burnham
29:38 - Washing Machine Heart - Mitski
31:46 - Feel Better - Penelope Scott
35:59 - Rises The Moon - Liana Flores
38:39 - Sorry Haha I Fell Asleep - Egg
41:13 - How It Goes - Sweet Mylo
45:17 - 505 - Artic Monkeys
49:26 - Alien Blues - Vundabar
~𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐬~
Spaced out for mobile users!!
0:00 - Sweet Tooth - Cavetown
4:01 - Bubble Gum - Clairo
6:51 - Simpler Times - Sweet Mylo
10:23 - I Can't Handle Change - Roar
13:41 - Tired - Beadabobee
16:59 - Sharpener - Cavetown
20:52 - Bugbear - Chloe Moriondo
23:45 - First Love/Late Spring - Mitski
28:20 - Look Who's Inside Again - Bo burnham
29:38 - Washing Machine Heart - Mitski
31:46 - Feel Better - Penelope Scott
35:59 - Rises The Moon - Liana Flores
38:39 - Sorry Haha I Fell Asleep - Egg
41:13 - How It Goes - Sweet Mylo
45:17 - 505 - Artic Monkeys
49:26 - Alien Blues - Vundabar
You're amazing, stay strong. love you!!
Legit the best person ever TT
Thanks!
not spaced out enough my finger hit all of the timestamps at once
omg ilysm no one ever spaces them out thank you
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)
i dont give a fuck
This made me cry somehow 😭❤
I needed this.
I wish for you to be protected forever.
stop
When you’ve been clean for so long yet you’re the most tempted you’ve ever been. When yours arms/thighs/ankles feel empty. When it’s only Tuesday and it’s the third time you’ve cried this week. When you hardly sleep. When you feel like you do everything wrong. When you start to loose your anger at whoever hurt you, and begin to believe that you’ve always been in the wrong. When you they say you don’t care, but that’s the reason you’re still here.
Anyone else?
Exactly. It's so tiring, I'm so tired. It feels as if I never had a fighting chance to begin with. Like the hope I used to have that I'd get better was just a stupid fantasy. I can't do it anymore.
These playlists make me realize how much my problems affect me, I hadn't realize how much of an impact things like my Gender dysphoria can fuck my mind, along with the other shitty things in my life like my family arguments and constant bullying over problems with my body which already brought me down before the bullying, and to be able to even come out as Pansexual to them because of how little I think they would like me for it, saying that I should be normal like everybody else. Makes me wanna start hurting myself to try bring some of the pain out of my eternally painful life.
Don't hurt yourself, mate. You shouldn't resort to pain because of pain. In any case, I hope you're doing better now. You'll be able to make it. through this.
I Have to be strong. I'm not allowed to cry, If I cry I make people worry. If people worry then I have to fix it. If I cant fix it then what's the point of being strong what's the point of caring anymore. I'm a danger to my family I hurt others around me because of my weakness. I yell and snap at my friends because they want to help me, "But I don't need help" I keep telling that lie to my self in hopes that it will fix me but it never does. It just digs me farther and farther down the hole that I put my self in. I feel alone and like everyone is leaving me behind like I'm just some toy that's broken or just a pile of garbage.
Me too, dude
haha
"people cry not because they're not strong but because they've been strong for too long" don't be afraid to ask for help and accept the help others want to give you because to those you share a bit of your problems (atleast) it wouldn't be as harmful as to you but and they could help you be much better
Being open with people is more likely to not lose them than hiding everything
I know that what I am about to say is all ‘deep’ and cliche but we only get one shot at life and then we are gone. If you care to much about how others view you then you are going to loose sight of yourself. I think that you should learn to except yourself for who you are and what you like because you are stuck being you for the rest of your life, you can change how you look or act but deep down you cant change who you are. I hope this helps
Btw: this is an edited version of a text I sent one of my friend who was in a tough spot so sorry if it is kind of random, I just thought it was good advice that might help someone.
Most advice is good, thanks, mate.
To whoever reads this,
i love you
Dude you made me cry, I needed this. Thank you
@@youtube_teen142 and this is from a dude that don't know me
TYSM I NEEDED IT
Thanks so muck you don't know what this means to me
Crying bro
I STARTED SMILING IMMEDIATELY WHEN I HEARD THE FIRST TWO SECONDS AND SWEET TOOTH STARTED PLAYING (It was one of the songs that made me obsessed with cavetown till today, it has a special place in my heart) im just so happy now
All i want is to be heard, i love alot of things, but ive learned if you talk about the things you love, youll be shut down or get criticized in my family. So i eventually stopped, than it became a problem of me just talking in general, i dont speak to my family about anything, and now its hard to talk to my partner about my problems or just things im passionate about. I dont hate my parents, i just wish they would take the time to listen
I know it's not the same coming from someone on the internet, but I'll lisen if u want someone to talk to
Sometimes I wish I didn’t live the life I’m living now, it feels meaningless and I have to act like I love the people in my life when I’m just trying to cut contact with them, I can’t go out of my room because then I become insecure about everything, my heart hurts and I can’t breathe but I still do it for the people in my life. I just want to live my life in my room, i dont want to leave my room and I have no want to have a life. Therapists cost so much but the internet is somewhat free so I hope it’s not a burden I just needed to vent my feelings before I explode into a huge wave of emotions. I hope no one feels like this, it’s the worst feeling when you feel like an alien in life but like people say “it’s just life”
hey are you ok?
@@shamgarrah9001 yep, and you?
its so calm....making me feel good...
Indeed, it does.
stop commenting
Forget the old you
Just because the castle crumbled doesnt mean the essentials are broken
Rebuild stronger bigger better
Trying to build something with the same stuff with stronger and bigger doesn't end up
You can only try to build bigger but it's more likely to crumble away again but you can go for smaller which is gonna be more likely to not crumble
@Dfl_jason the essentials
That means the throne the crown and a few other things like that
i keep trying to distant myself from people and get cold to them but its so hard, because i started acting like im always happy it became a habit and i cant even cry anymore
I came out to my online friends as trans a little bit ago, and I'm too scared to tell my parents, even friends in real life. Constantly being called the name I reject, but have to answer to hurts, and hearing them talk about how they don't like transfolk hurts even more. This playlist feels like what I'm feeling. I'm just lonely and scared, and I need someone to talk to.
Update: I came out to everyone, and uh… I’m fine now, I guess. It could be worse, but nothing’s changed.
I identify with this comment
im kinda going through the same thing. extreme gender dysphoria but too scared to tell anyone. i wish i had the same courage as you to be able to tell even my best online friend but i just cant. my friends are saying the same thing about trans people and how they dont like them.i hope you find a way to get therapy, im gonna let myself suffer in silence for a bit more. until i actually develop courage.
i hope i find you at a better place but if i didn't, it's ok to feel like this i havent told my famaly about how im questioning my sexualaty because i don't know how they will react. we are here to help.
if you want, i can be your friend? idm! im trans too so i get what you mean
@@rudolph-richardson That’s very kind of you, and I’m doing a bit better now mentally - despite my circumstances worsening - but I’d still like to talk to you!
Never heard of like four of these people so thanks. :-)
Off topic but this art style is sooo cute
I feel like there is a void inside of me…and trying to fill it is hard… but what’s the point of trying?? What’s the point of trying the please it when it’s not going to be pleased with whatever I do?? It’s like my hunger I’m never full but I’m never hungry I have to fake it I have to lie… lying became a habit… SH became a habit too… I lie abt how I’m feeling most of the time but I wish I could tell someone how I really feel…
I feel so empty … I get these horrible thoughts… time to time… I feel like ghosting everyone and being left alone I want people to forget abt me time to time… what’s my purpose… who really cares abt me??… who would cry over me when I die?
There are plenty of people that are out there that are feeling the same way about existing. Sometimes it's just hard to find a way out of the cycle of emotional pain, you can't find a reason to not to so you do it anyways, we are here if you need to talk or just vent, hope you're doing better mate, it's strange and sometimes sad that the only people that you can talk to are strangers on the internet, but it's better than nothing.
@@notacoolguy5845 Tysm I’m doing a bit ok now since the past few months I’ve been trying to get better! I mean my grades aren’t shit now, A’s B’s n C’s but it’s alright- I could do better but I’m fine with what I got! I’ve been trying to eat more whether I like it or not 💪😼 I’m kinda like setting goals for myself? Like if I do this, I can reward myself for completing it fully without stopping to do Sum else ykwim?
@Suicidal___Maniac I understand. It's good to see you doing better.
@@notacoolguy5845 ty but my dog is gone he fucking ran my throat is so sore from yelling
To whoever reads this
I love you
Its very sweet and considerate of you to think of others.. thank you for writing this sweet comment for others and me to see.!
I’m sorry for all the people who are going through a rough time rn. Life can suck sometimes tho I’m here for you!
am just so tired
@@warfieldn249 Aw I’m sorry :(
Thank you i really needed that all my friend told me im annoying anyways thank you !!!!!
The way the tears immediately started flowing! (ily 🙏 but I’m seriously crying now LOL)
@@Meowzilla189 I’m so sorry!!! That is so hurtful and NO you are NOTTTT annoying ily :) 🫶
I listened this while figuring out if someone hated me or cared about me :) they cared about me and they still do I cried and they make me feel loved and cared for but they though I was annoyed by them and this is why communication is key. I am really lucky to have them 🥰
Tw: vent?
Is it bad that I have so much trust issues that I can barley talk to anyone without already thinking their bad people and that their gonna hurt me? actually scratch that "barley" I cant talk to people, everyone scares me when I dont know them, and I only talk when spoken to, I also have gotten very flinchy, like if someone raises their voice around me it scares me cause I think im doing something wrong, I just want to be young again without having to be scared of everyone.
Its not bad, youve probably had experiences in the past which cause these behaviours.
trust me, there are good people out there.
I just want you all to know that you are amazing, you don’t deserve what is happening, and you should be treated way better.
hi guys!!!!! do you ever not wanna do anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because of peer mental pressure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! me too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bro how do I stop feeling lonely despite having a wonderful friend group… I feel like I’m not good enough for them
ideal for my chemistry homework
i suck at online school my ADHD makes it hard to focus yet this playlist has helped me so much i was supposed to go to in person school but they havent even gotten back yet thank you so much for this playlist
I want to be loved and love someone so much. I tried, i even thought i was just confused about being a demiromantic, demisexual. I thought that he had changed me. Now that I'm no longer dating him, i realized that he never changed me and he never changed. I was happy, but not because of him. Now, all i want is to be a mother figure to all of the people who needs one. The only love i have felt has been the kind i give my mother, i dont think i know how to love. Even though i really thought... i really thought he changed.
are you ok?
@@sup-vm9wp I think so
@@oddlyoz if you need to vent i'm here
i dont know how to love romantically either. you are not alone. even when we suffer in silence we are not alone.
My mom died and she was the only one I was open to, I’ve been spiraling into a pit of locking away my emotions from everyone, so that just great. People tell me “Bro, just open up.” But it’s really not that simple. I over filter everything I say to people to the point where I end up just not saying it. It’s hard to just “open up” when your mind physically stops you from saying what you want to say
There is one man you can tell you everything my dear friend. That man is Jesus Christ of Nazareth. I implore you to read the book of John up to the 4th chapter. Just to see what he's about, he loves you and wants a relationship with you. I'm so sorry for your loss my friend. Take care and God bless you.
Thanks for the playlist, almost just now, I will lose my puppy, his name was Tommy and according to the assumption of the veterinarian he was hit by a car, this kind of music I need now
i'm sorry, if you ever need support i'm here
I'm sorry you had to witness that kind of loss.. but you're little puppy is in a better place now. Stay strong, bud.
@@MEGANMELVINMAJAWINMoe how are you?
no sympathy from me little nut
This has the same tone as those playlist for the ‘everyone is leaving you’
29:38 I have no words.
"happy new year"
Bro I got an ad for ‘Major Depression’ while watching this-
why the hell am I not tired but too tired?! I feel sick and I can't stop crying, last night I cried for an hour and a half, and tonight I just cry in sessions, someone help me, please
What can I do for you? How can I help you? I'm here and I'm willing to listen.
Tired It was in a heart stopper. I just now realized that 14:32
I don't know what I am anymore, it was a three year old decline, during which I listened to literally those songs. I guess you trully know what you were doing making this playlist
I used to listen to this on repeat everyday now im coming back and I still love these songs sm but now I'm way more confident ✨️ you got this stay strong
When you realize you don’t even know who you are anymore you feel like you don’t deserve to be treated well and everyone is lying and don’t trust nobody …your parents don’t understand and you truly just want to disappear but you can’t
You may not believe it but you deserve respect and you deserve to be loved. I know you’re an amazing person even if you don’t believe it.
i like being alone, but hate feeling alone. ive cried to sleep for the past few nights. i dont even know why
I’ve cried myself to sleep and no one notices that I still have enough tears in the morning to run out.
The only thing that keeps me happy is my 2 only friends and music...
I have an family that don't likes the same as me but they are good but its like an trade i have a good family but i have no friends even in Internet i guess i can live for myself
Music helps me escape from my lonely, distant life as I feel like my family members and friends dont understand or relate with me much at all.. why am I the ghost in my own life?
Im sitting here just thinking about the present and the past and about who i really am and who I have affected in a good and or a bad way sitting here 1:14 am scared for the future because my years as a kid are almost over and I dont know what i am feeling I dont like thinking about all this school stuff and It is just hard for me. I am also very alone I mean I have friends they dont really talk to me out side of school. i have no one to talk to because there are just some things I dont want to talk about with my parents. I dont know why I am sad I just dont under stand and its bugging me I dont want to be sad but why dose time have to move so fast. I dont understand I dont want to cry because I feel if you are a strong man you are not allowed to cry and I just sit here and wonder if people relize how i am actually feeling. I think it is getting worse the emptiness i feel is turning into a normal feeling and I dont want to go down that rabbit hole. Who would have thought that i would sit here and write about my feelings thats crazy to me. Another thing is that I feel left out everyone around my age has a girlfriend and or is talking to someone and im sitting in my last year of high school not even having my first kiss these things are not important but they make me feel like im missing out on things and it just makes me sad. I really think about this often and makes me sad that i never had someone like a girlfriend to talk to. All these things are bothering me and I know these are the most pressing problems someone could have but….. It hurts just thinking about it. Atleast there are some good things I like the gym but that's the only real time I forget about all my problems…sometimes I wish these feelings could go away. How hard is it to find someone you like? I could really just use a hug That would be cool. I cant avoid these feelings but I really do not want to let people know how I am feeling. I dont want them to act like they care…
If you’re a strong man, you know when to cry. Being strong is acknowledging your weakness, and fighting it and getting over it. Crying is a strength because it helps you, i say that from experience; i once was a person just like you, but i tried hard to find out who i really am and what i want. I had just doubt and stress, but eventually I found out thibgs arent lost i can be someone better. Keep trying to be yourself, just getting by, and keep trying to understand the why of everything and you will get over it.
By the way having a boyfriend or girlfriend is not that good unless they actually love you, go at your own pace and dont compare your life to the others, they provably arent evenin the best relationships if they are dating at such a young age
Also dont fall into the stereotypes. You dont have to date a girl or date at all, youre the one who knows what you want and is
how are you feeling?
Fellow unwell ones, good morning
HELP I NORMALLY GET BORED OF PLAYLIST WHILE LISTENING AND DRAWING BUT I DID DRAW AND AND LISTEN TO THIS THE WHOLE TIME
oh wowie! this is my new favorite playlist !!!!!😝
Im listening to dis playlist cuz I'll nvr see my bsf ever ...
You'll do okay without them. I believe in you
I'm losing myself in the past memories with one part of the girls first meet and my children memories but I'm can be happy with my choice now.
I don't want to be here anymore
i dont want you to be here anymore
I love this thank u it helped me so much
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
(not mine but pass it around, everyone deserves
that actually made me cry-
If i exist it hurts if i not exist theres no happyness if i was in an utopia im not free forever
when Sweet Tooth came on i had completely forgotten about its existence and it was my favorite song for a while. That just brought me back to some of the worst years of my life. ( by the way the song has nothing to do with my life at all it just happened to be one of my favorite songs when I was going through some shit)
Today I not only got called a failure by my friends but also by my grandma. I don't really know what to do anymore, I can't sleep regularly, eat or even cry anymore. I live in a wake up, study, not be able to socialize and sleep again routine, I don't know if I can take it anymore
For one them "friends" aren't friends and for two your grandma brain is rotted from old age she doesn't even understand anything anymore.
And about the other stuff I won't act like I don't do the same but at least eat and at least make sure you sleep good. And about being social I suck at that too but at least make sure you have someone to talk be it friends or family and also it can be online like a game or something.
I wish you the best and may you live a very happy life
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Ty❤ I love the playlist
are you ok?
No.... I'm goingthroigh it t hw momwnr bs i m killing myawlf right neow@@sup-vm9wp
This isnt really related to the video but, is it just me or do i find sad videos from 1 year ago and check up on the people in the comments?
probably not thats a really nice thing to do for someone :)
I don’t do that but damn that’s actually really considerate, I hope you’re doing good as well
I'm a real failure at everything, even killing myself
An extravagant playlist!
I just realized my “friends” only want me to help them with homework and if I want to hang out with someone else they will call me names
I’m not lonely… my friends are just busy….right..?
Probably. You're great with or without them though, stay strong bro! 😊❤
"All 'cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you"
ow.
I just realized I was some times l fake a smile
"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against"-random person
Idk..i think i lose myself again..say it's your fault and it's your problem with ppl who you love the most..ppl who you trust the most say such word like that....
i like ur pfp i liked the playlist that it came from :]
I realized how lonely i am even with my family, friends and others.... It's hurts💔
it's so 2021 coded I love it
I can’t handle the fact that the person I loved most is not responding for so long, sending cryptic messages, I was in pain, actual agony, and then I became so tired I’m just turning off as I walk
Only bojack seems to relate, I truly feel like there’s nothing left in my life, my family is the same level of crazy, and it’s all like shifting sends, he’s still not responding
If they won’t respond I don’t think I’ll still have a reason to stay alive
But if it turns out they loved someone else, oh well, holy fuck, will I ever have the power to rebuild my life?
I don’t think so
I don't khow if im losing myself bacause i always had (mutiple faces) but now all of them are becoming one with me which is even wrose
⚠️‼️VENT‼️⚠️
Depression at 7, researched at 8. Young, huh. I have a note and guess what it’s filled with. No one to chat to. God damn. Nothing to get numb. Nothing to hang onto. Nothing to help.. nothing to help severe depression.. guess I gotta deal with it.. the rest of my life.. su!c!dal thoughts, and yet, no one notices my mental breakdowns at school, no one notices my sadness, my anger, my tiredness. Why’s everyone have to be so cruel..? I’m glad it seems the day ends quick… I guess..
I'm sorry bro, if u need to talk I'm here, I might just be some stranger but I'm one with eyes and a heart
My head hurts my heart hurts every time I move I think I’m doing something wrong why can’t I do anything right I just want this feeling to disappear I want this pain to go away
I'm going to do my best in a play that I'm qualified for.
I wanna steal this art style so badly
Y’all okay? Please vent to me I’d rather spend hours commenting trying to help you all then y’all being dead please vent to me im here ❤️
Why me? Why not you instead
@@Nobody.thatyouknow well even tho I’m sad to id rather help others then myself
you should really focus on helping other people instead of me
i, not only can't be helped, am completely worthless, every cell, every speck of matter in my practically decaying body is completely and utterly useless, my family can pretend, but i know what they're all thinking
@@JellyJim-I-guess I’m sorry you think like that if I can’t help I hope you find someone else who can make you happy best of luck random internet person 🫶
@@møchaPuffz thanks, i hope you can find someone to help you out of whatever mess you're in too
Google Translate this if your going through a hard time!
i needed that, badly. thank you.
@@frog6609 how are you?
thanks man i needed that in depresion for now 4 month i realy needed that thanks
I AINT READING ALLAT 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@@sup-vm9wp im so sorry i didnt see this earlier, havent really checked my notifs in a while. i'm not doing super great right now, but i'm hanging in there. you? also thank you for asking
LOL I'll be ready soon. maybe to go. I just need time. maybe days. who knows? this isn't about me either way. :)
(fire playlist!