My aunt said something to me a while ago which has stuck with me - “Life is relentless. That doesn’t mean it is always bad, but it is relentless.” Basically just the idea that things never stop happening in life; there is no ‘perfect’ or ‘easy’ time. Which inevitably means we have periods where we grieve and celebrate together. It is hard but it is part of life. Wishing lots of happiness, holiday cheer, and healing to you Taylor!
I love that the woman who worked with you after you had Levi has become a part of the family, it really is heartwarming to see. I hope all of you have a wonderful 2023 ♥
Our friend passed in October 2020. We had our other friend over that year for Xmas. We didn't decorate. We just watched movies and spent time together trying to keep ourselves afloat. Last year I lost 3 people. Aunt, gran and great uncle(his wife passed on Friday). Christmas was hard. I can't deny I had a wobble, I cried my eyes out for an hour missing those who didn't make it
Wow Taylor I'm in tears right now. The fact your grandma sent you a message thinking she wasn't going to see you and then she did is just amazing. I'm so sorry this happened, may she rest in peace.
My 29 year old son passed away in 2017 and I didn’t feel like doing anything . My youngest daughter was turning 10 in ten days and we still celebrated her birthday and all of the other holidays that year. They are bittersweet times. I know my son would have wanted us to continue on.
You are the most honest influencer ever! I love that you don't hide the chaos behind the scenes. You two are such awesome parents. He is a very happy baby.
My last living grandmother passed away last year (well August 2021 and it is one of the worst days of my life. Back then I took confort in seeing how much you tried to soak up your precious days with your family. It is just precious and beautiful when people are close with their families Sadly the death of my grandparents literally fragmented my family and turned every member against each other. It was the most painful thing ever. I hope your family can heal and remain united
Such a beautiful nana. To think your nana took the time to post a video to you. I’m so happy you made it home for those final, important, loving talks. You and your family are loved and appreciated ❤❤❤❤
My grandma, who raised me since I was a baby, passed away last Christmas day, at 9:01 in the morning. It was so hard to celebrate Christmas this year. It's even hard to watch this video, but I love what you say about 'you can celebrate and grieve at the same time.' I will remember that for next year!
I've watched your channel for like 7 or 8 years now and when I watch your vlogs and I see your family I feel like I'm watching the most beautiful wholesome movie, I get teary eyes every time I see cute Levi smiling and laughing
My Dad passed away in November, and the holidays were a pretty sad time, but it also kind of reminds you how short life is. So you grieve, but you also try harder to capture the little moments with your loved ones as much as possible.
Ohhh, the part where you mentioned how your son has made you feel reignited with christmas and everything, got me SO emotional. I applaud Tom for being so thoughtful with the birthday cake too!!! You have such a beautiful family.
Levi is the cutest with such a sweet cheesy grin! Thank you for sharing your holiday with us, even though it wasn't what you were originally hoping for. And so sorry about your nana.
My grandma passed away last year a week after Christmas. The grieving process never really ends. Things will suddenly remind you of her, especially the next holiday season, but grieving her is still keeping her alive in a way
My grandfather passed on December 23, 2022. My family and I were baking our traditional Christmas cookies and receiving the news was a very traumatic experience due to it being an unexpected death. It’s already so hard loosing someone you love, but loosing someone during the holidays makes it harder. I’m so sorry about the passing of your nana. But I am happy you were able to find some sort of balance of grieving and celebrating. I’m sure it wasn’t easy. You are a strong and wonderful mother and I’m sure your nana is so proud of you! Sending lots of love ❤
I am so sorry about nana, she reminded me a lot of my nana. You seem to really have all your ducks in a row, I’m happy for you, you deserve it. I know I’m a bit late, but I wanted to say I have been having to focus more on my family lately, we are having a hard time.
The close up on Levi on his little car suddenly smiling at the camera, oh my god how cute was that !!! Celebrating while grieving is hard indeed, I hope the celebrating part alleviated a little bit your mood ♡ sending love and peacefulness your way, always
I’m so sorry about the passing of your nana! My mom died December 9th last month so you can imagine the month was just… wow. It was a whirlwind. I love how close you are to your family and know you have amazing memories with nana/as many people in your family as possible and that’s a beautiful thing! There’s this game I was watching playthroughs of that touched multiple times on grief, and one of the quotes was “to grieve deeply is to have loved fully.” Couldn’t agree more. Sending blessings to you and your ENTIRE family in the new year ♥️
The hardest part about life is that we all must grieve at some point and that is always difficult. I was so very sorry when I heard about your grandmother as I know you were close. I am so pleased you got to have some time with her because that does make a difference in the healing process. I follow you here and on IG and have done so probably since day one and I am always happy with how life is going for you. You are an awesome MOM and Tom is a lovely husband, you are blessed.
We missed you Taylor! I am very sorry for your Nana. I lost my last grandmother just before Christmas in 2019 and it was tough, but things get easier with time. You got yourself surrounded with beautiful and caring family and friends, I wish you all the best for 2023!
Ooof i know those flights were expensive AF. We wanted to go to China to see my husband's family before they locked down again but tickets were already so expensive. They're starting to come down now. Glad you're feeling better and got to see your family. I like watching yours and Meghan's video's. They're so calming and remind me there's still wholesomeness and peace to be enjoyed in this world.
How has Levi already gotten so big and grown up, you can really see his features changing and he seems so confident. I am so proud of you, you are doing amazing and got this. Also I am so jealous of the oven, still in Japan with no oven :( Also Bisto we use in the UK and I get it shipped to Japan as so good, if you mix it using the water you use for the vege's and put in some meat juice makes it amazing
I lost my grandma three weeks after my IVF baby was born in 2022 as well. The mix of joy and grief is such a weird feeling. I am so sorry you went through it!
Tip for next Christmas roast - you can use the drippings from the turkey pan to make your gravy - it’s absolutely delicious! You just add wine and flour to the pan and then either water or stock (which can be where the bisto comes in). Your meal looked amazing though, so happy the turkey was a success finally!
I’m so sorry to hear about your nana. I always loved watching the two of you and your relationship. Im on my third round of IVF and I always watch your fertility journey videos for strength and I was watching this video and was already crying about your grandma when you said the thing about feeling like a kid again and reliving all of these moments with Levi and started 😭 all over. It’s so precious and special! It’s all I want!
His little laughes were absolutely everything, and they made my heart happy and gave me a little smile. 😊 I'm so sorry for your loss. Even though I am 42, and my Grandma is 87, this is honestly my worst nightmare. Even though I moved about 5 years ago to a place that, let's just say I never wanted to live, to be here for my Grandma, and my Momma. We live in the same house right now, and I still worry. Even while I am so close to them. It is still my worst nightmare, and I am here with them every day! I can't imagine the sadness that you have felt while still trying to be there for your partner and your son. Much love to you! ❤ I have never lived in a different country from my family, but I did live in California for about 6 years, while most of my family was back in Ohio, Alabama, and Texas. Even that was super hard! So I can only imagine. Once again, I'm sorry for you and your family's loss. Huge big hugs to you all!!! 🤗 keep being awesome, girlie!❤
So nice to be able to watch an update. Nana will be missed & I am happy you had the chance to say goodbye in person and hug her once again. That cake Tom got for you is just ❤🎉🥺
You are a great mom! I love how you look after Rosie as well as Levi, btw. Levi is SOOOOOO CUTE!!!! Such a darling, gorgeous boy!! 😮🤗🤗 I am very sorry about your beloved nana. 😢
Terribly sorry to hear about your nana Taylor. ❤ It’s going on 4 years since my grandfather passed, and in the beginning it was the most rocky ride ever. I’m so glad you got to spend that time with her though, that is absolutely invaluable. Grief is so complex and everyone goes through it in a completely different way. After a little while, people naturally stop checking in, but your grief will still be there. Don’t hesitate at all to reach out to your loved ones for support even if it’s one year or two years from now and you’re still feeling it. Aside from that, I know we only see what you want us to see but don’t forget that you’re strong and you can handle whatever comes your way. ❤ I hope you and your family have a great year for 2023 and make new memories!
This brought tears to my eyes. I am so sorry for your loss, I recently lost my grandfather and the pain is still fresh after nearly 4 months so I truly feel your pain. My heart goes out to you and your family.
Watch your first Christmas brought back so many memories of both my kids first ones. It’s such a special time. Love seeing you all play and giggle. Many hugs. So sorry for the passing of your nana. ❤
Yes it'll take a while but you will understand that you can grieve and still be thankful and happy for that what you still have in life without feeling guilty.
Anyone unaware, Taylor's most recent video (I think) shows her and Tom finally taking Levi to Canada and meeting her family, and it's adorable and you should definitely watch it.
I haven't watched much of the video yet, but I wanted to comment about how much I love Rosie's trust in you. Seeing her be so content and wanting to sit with you while you decorate made me remember all the years of watching you two together! Back even when you lived in that tiny apartment in Japan, you could see the care and love you give her. A lot of people don't properly tend to their teacup pups, but seeing you with her all these years always makes my heart happy. That cute lil nugget 🩷 Okay, back to watching, love Taylor and Rosie!
It looks like Levi liked his first Christmas celebration in his life. Then, sorry to hear about the loss of your Nana, Miss Taylor. I hope you can get everything settled during and after spent your time with your family back in Canada.
Levi is so adorable, Taylor!! That smile of his after the bath made my day! Your Christmas looked wonderful and happy which is just what your nan would want for you. It’s so hard to celebrate and grieve at the same time. Thank you for introducing Tom to the day after Turkey sandwich with French fries and gravy. Such a Canadian thing. I’m also a Canadian, but live in the USA. I love those little traditions that are so different outside of Canada. Thank you for sharing with us! Happy new year! It’s going to be a great one
I feel this , my grandfather passed in Dec also and we had our third child in July of the same year so it was hard to let myself be happy and celebrate with the kids while grieving the loss of a grandparent.Happy you got to spend a few days with her and Sorry for your loss !
It was definitely better not to take Levi to Canada for Christmas. We were dealing with all sorts of viruses over the holidays. Everyone got sick. Plus that snowstorm canceled flights like crazy. Your celebrations ended up being so cute and wholesome 😊
Oh, Taylor… I am so very sorry for your loss. I no longer have any living grandparents, and it’s especially hard during the holidays. I have a lot of guilt around their passings since I’d distanced myself from all of them because of what I felt was abandonment/betrayal, so it hits me especially hard. It does get a little easier with time, but there are still moments where it hits so hard even years later. I wish I could have been there to say goodbye. I wish I hadn’t let all my pain and emotions cost us so many years together. I wish I had them back. I wish I could be a kid again and experience all the good times again. I’m very glad you had a good relationship with your Nana and got to spend time with her, because not having that really makes it harder.
I went through a similar situation decades ago. Don’t feel guilty. Everything happens for a reason. I know it’s hard to wish you could go back, but whatever happened has made you who you are today. The only thing you can do is go forward as the best person you can be every day. Never perfect, but always learning. No more guilt! Just valuable lessons learned. Happy new year cheers to a great 2023
@@Emzzz78 Thank you so much. I will try my best to let go of the guilt moving forward. I know they wouldn’t want me to feel that. At least it has taught me to appreciate the relationships I have going forward. It hasn’t helped my relationship with my father (his choice at this point), but it has definitely helped my relationship with my mother. So some good has come from it. :)
You are so sweet and beautiful. You are such a good mom. Levi is adorable and seems like such a happy baby. Also it makes my heart happy to see that you make an effort to keep including your first baby, Rosie!
My condolences for your loss. I lost my grandma in 2021, and unfortunately, I had to say goodbye over the phone because of covid. However, I did get to have a long talk with her beforehand, and I'm very appreciative of that!! All to say, I hope you and your family are doing well! Thank you for the videos, and happy 2023 💓
I am so sorry for your loss. Grief is not linear, and I hope you are being kind to yourself. Seeing your family and Carol's family together makes my heart swell!
Like you Taylor we lost a family member just before Christmas but like you we had to celebrate for our child. My condolences to you. OMG levi is such a beautiful little boy. He is getting so big. Your looking amazing. Love the cake Tom got you. You guys are adorable parents to Levi. He is one lucky little boy. Look after yourself. Big hugs ♥
I’m so sorry for the loss of your Grandma. You spoke of her often and always showed how much you loved and appreciated her. May she Rest In Peace and I pray for your pain to be lessened. 🙏♥️ I am so proud of you- I need to learn to mourn and celebrate at the same time. Levi’s face showed how worth it that it was! Seriously, I believe you will help so many by saying that, including me 🫶☀️
You have such a wonderful and supporting husband. I am grateful that you have your son there even while you are missing your nana. Lots of hugs from Utah and prayers for you and your family during this difficult time.
i want you to know you are an amazing wife, mother,, friend everything you can think of. when i listen to you talk its so loving and from the heart. keep it up
They never really leave us ❤ You'll pass on her wisdom and stories to Levi and he'll pass them on too. It's harder during the holidays but we all know how strong you two are and just keep going 🥰 Much 💕from the US.
I’m sorry for your loss, but glad you got to have that time with your grandma.. also.. Baby laughter is literally the purest sound in the world lol. Levi’s Laugh made me light up ❤
Your Nana was so sweet, and I loved seeing her on your vlogs because she reminded me a lot of my mom, who passed away in 2010. I'm sorry for your loss. She loves you so much and will always be with you! Levi's smiles and laughter just makes everything brighter. What a precious little boy! Thank you for sharing him with us!
I'm so sorry about your Nana Taylor. But I'm so happy for you and Tom for getting to have this first Christmas with a baby! You've been looking forward to that for a long time.
I'm so sorry to hear about you Nana, Taylor! I've been following you for literally years and I know how much your Nana meant to you! I'm so glad you were able to spend time with her before she crossed over! Sending so much love to you now and in the future! Tom's birthday cake for you was SO adorable! Levi is growing so big and strong!
Taylor, I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️ What a blessing to spend that week with your Nana. Watching your family experience Levi’s first Christmas is so magical and special, we missed you!
I'm so sorry for your loss. It makess me so relieved you got to see her before she went on to the next adventure; from what you have shared with all of us it is such a beautiful relationship. It makes me miss my grandma that I think knew I was autistic long before I did, and didn't treat me like other family members did. I got to see her before she left us too, but I get the feeling she's watching every so often. Happy New Year
Your Nana was so special, and i'm so sorry for your loss. Sending love and hugs to your family. This was a very touching video, Thank you for sharing and inspiring so many!
I'm so sorry for your loss. It doesn't make it hurt less, but it is comforting to remind myself that it hurts this much because there was so much love there, and how lucky we were to have it.
Can we just take a moment for Tom being such a supportive partner! I'm so glad you were able to have time with your grandmother before she passed. ❤
I remember her grandma...oh, will miss her!
My aunt said something to me a while ago which has stuck with me - “Life is relentless. That doesn’t mean it is always bad, but it is relentless.” Basically just the idea that things never stop happening in life; there is no ‘perfect’ or ‘easy’ time. Which inevitably means we have periods where we grieve and celebrate together. It is hard but it is part of life. Wishing lots of happiness, holiday cheer, and healing to you Taylor!
Thank you. I needed to hear this today.
That's a very good way of describing it. My family is going through a "relentless" period right now, and this gave me peace.
your anut is a smart woman. ty for advice, as a perfectionist it means a lot to me.
"To live is to suffer"
“Butter the toast, eat the toast, shit the toast, god life is relentless”-peep show
I love that the woman who worked with you after you had Levi has become a part of the family, it really is heartwarming to see. I hope all of you have a wonderful 2023 ♥
Our friend passed in October 2020. We had our other friend over that year for Xmas. We didn't decorate. We just watched movies and spent time together trying to keep ourselves afloat. Last year I lost 3 people. Aunt, gran and great uncle(his wife passed on Friday). Christmas was hard. I can't deny I had a wobble, I cried my eyes out for an hour missing those who didn't make it
That is really heartbreaking. I’m so sorry
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I’m so very sorry for the losses of your family members. This goes out to everybody too.
Sending so much love❤❤❤
Wow Taylor I'm in tears right now. The fact your grandma sent you a message thinking she wasn't going to see you and then she did is just amazing. I'm so sorry this happened, may she rest in peace.
My 29 year old son passed away in 2017 and I didn’t feel like doing anything . My youngest daughter was turning 10 in ten days and we still celebrated her birthday and all of the other holidays that year. They are bittersweet times. I know my son would have wanted us to continue on.
Jazz, more strength to you!
You are the most honest influencer ever! I love that you don't hide the chaos behind the scenes. You two are such awesome parents. He is a very happy baby.
I love watching your little family. Levi is so so handsome 😍
I love you both! Wonderful content creator mommas.
#Skyfam here!!
@@junsjulywonpilsyonpilchany5241 i don't like some of them they didn't give birth to a baby girl bc they trolled us with a baby boy not a baby girl
"sailor moon holding Levi and I am taking pictuuuuures!"
Really cracked me up. I loved seeing that as part of your relationship.
My last living grandmother passed away last year (well August 2021 and it is one of the worst days of my life. Back then I took confort in seeing how much you tried to soak up your precious days with your family. It is just precious and beautiful when people are close with their families Sadly the death of my grandparents literally fragmented my family and turned every member against each other. It was the most painful thing ever. I hope your family can heal and remain united
Levi’s toothy smile and little kicks on Christmas morning 😍❤️
Such a beautiful nana. To think your nana took the time to post a video to you. I’m so happy you made it home for those final, important, loving talks. You and your family are loved and appreciated ❤❤❤❤
We missed you! I'm manifesting for a great 2023 for you, Taylor!
Back at you! May it be a great year for us all!
My grandma, who raised me since I was a baby, passed away last Christmas day, at 9:01 in the morning. It was so hard to celebrate Christmas this year. It's even hard to watch this video, but I love what you say about 'you can celebrate and grieve at the same time.' I will remember that for next year!
Taylor! Sorry for your loss! Lots of well wishes from Norway ♥
Thank you ❤️
I've watched your channel for like 7 or 8 years now and when I watch your vlogs and I see your family I feel like I'm watching the most beautiful wholesome movie, I get teary eyes every time I see cute Levi smiling and laughing
My Dad passed away in November, and the holidays were a pretty sad time, but it also kind of reminds you how short life is. So you grieve, but you also try harder to capture the little moments with your loved ones as much as possible.
Levi is the absolute cutest and happiest baby I think I’ve ever seen! How blessed and lucky he is to be surrounded by so much love! ❤
Ohhh, the part where you mentioned how your son has made you feel reignited with christmas and everything, got me SO emotional. I applaud Tom for being so thoughtful with the birthday cake too!!! You have such a beautiful family.
Thank you for always being so real and kind
You're a great mom! And it was so heartwarming to know Tom was/is so considerate and without hesitation told u to go reunite with ur nana❤
I’m so grateful for him ❤️
We’re glad to see you back, Taylor. We all hope you and your family receive more blessings along the way. We will always support you no matter what,
Thank you ❤️
Levi is the cutest with such a sweet cheesy grin! Thank you for sharing your holiday with us, even though it wasn't what you were originally hoping for. And so sorry about your nana.
My grandma passed away last year a week after Christmas. The grieving process never really ends. Things will suddenly remind you of her, especially the next holiday season, but grieving her is still keeping her alive in a way
My grandfather passed on December 23, 2022. My family and I were baking our traditional Christmas cookies and receiving the news was a very traumatic experience due to it being an unexpected death. It’s already so hard loosing someone you love, but loosing someone during the holidays makes it harder. I’m so sorry about the passing of your nana. But I am happy you were able to find some sort of balance of grieving and celebrating. I’m sure it wasn’t easy. You are a strong and wonderful mother and I’m sure your nana is so proud of you! Sending lots of love ❤
Baby fever is definitely hitting after watching this! Levi is so adorable 🥰
I am so sorry about nana, she reminded me a lot of my nana. You seem to really have all your ducks in a row, I’m happy for you, you deserve it. I know I’m a bit late, but I wanted to say I have been having to focus more on my family lately, we are having a hard time.
Taylor your son is so precious and adorable! His smile makes me smile ❤
The close up on Levi on his little car suddenly smiling at the camera, oh my god how cute was that !!!
Celebrating while grieving is hard indeed, I hope the celebrating part alleviated a little bit your mood ♡ sending love and peacefulness your way, always
I’m so sorry about the passing of your nana! My mom died December 9th last month so you can imagine the month was just… wow. It was a whirlwind.
I love how close you are to your family and know you have amazing memories with nana/as many people in your family as possible and that’s a beautiful thing!
There’s this game I was watching playthroughs of that touched multiple times on grief, and one of the quotes was “to grieve deeply is to have loved fully.”
Couldn’t agree more.
Sending blessings to you and your ENTIRE family in the new year ♥️
I love how you treat Rosie like another baby, she truly is a member of your family ❤
The hardest part about life is that we all must grieve at some point and that is always difficult. I was so very sorry when I heard about your grandmother as I know you were close. I am so pleased you got to have some time with her because that does make a difference in the healing process. I follow you here and on IG and have done so probably since day one and I am always happy with how life is going for you. You are an awesome MOM and Tom is a lovely husband, you are blessed.
My condolences to you Taylor. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
We missed you Taylor!
I am very sorry for your Nana. I lost my last grandmother just before Christmas in 2019 and it was tough, but things get easier with time.
You got yourself surrounded with beautiful and caring family and friends, I wish you all the best for 2023!
Ooof i know those flights were expensive AF. We wanted to go to China to see my husband's family before they locked down again but tickets were already so expensive. They're starting to come down now. Glad you're feeling better and got to see your family. I like watching yours and Meghan's video's. They're so calming and remind me there's still wholesomeness and peace to be enjoyed in this world.
How has Levi already gotten so big and grown up, you can really see his features changing and he seems so confident. I am so proud of you, you are doing amazing and got this. Also I am so jealous of the oven, still in Japan with no oven :( Also Bisto we use in the UK and I get it shipped to Japan as so good, if you mix it using the water you use for the vege's and put in some meat juice makes it amazing
I lost my grandma three weeks after my IVF baby was born in 2022 as well. The mix of joy and grief is such a weird feeling. I am so sorry you went through it!
Missed you so much Taylor.. ❤️❤️your videos provide so much comfort
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Tip for next Christmas roast - you can use the drippings from the turkey pan to make your gravy - it’s absolutely delicious! You just add wine and flour to the pan and then either water or stock (which can be where the bisto comes in). Your meal looked amazing though, so happy the turkey was a success finally!
I’m so sorry to hear about your nana. I always loved watching the two of you and your relationship.
Im on my third round of IVF and I always watch your fertility journey videos for strength and I was watching this video and was already crying about your grandma when you said the thing about feeling like a kid again and reliving all of these moments with Levi and started 😭 all over. It’s so precious and special! It’s all I want!
His little laughes were absolutely everything, and they made my heart happy and gave me a little smile. 😊 I'm so sorry for your loss. Even though I am 42, and my Grandma is 87, this is honestly my worst nightmare. Even though I moved about 5 years ago to a place that, let's just say I never wanted to live, to be here for my Grandma, and my Momma. We live in the same house right now, and I still worry. Even while I am so close to them. It is still my worst nightmare, and I am here with them every day! I can't imagine the sadness that you have felt while still trying to be there for your partner and your son. Much love to you! ❤ I have never lived in a different country from my family, but I did live in California for about 6 years, while most of my family was back in Ohio, Alabama, and Texas. Even that was super hard! So I can only imagine. Once again, I'm sorry for you and your family's loss. Huge big hugs to you all!!! 🤗 keep being awesome, girlie!❤
So nice to be able to watch an update. Nana will be missed & I am happy you had the chance to say goodbye in person and hug her once again. That cake Tom got for you is just ❤🎉🥺
You are a great mom! I love how you look after Rosie as well as Levi, btw. Levi is SOOOOOO CUTE!!!! Such a darling, gorgeous boy!! 😮🤗🤗 I am very sorry about your beloved nana. 😢
Levi looks like such a happy baby.
So sorry about your Nana. Your family is sweet. Thank you for sharing these moments ❤
Terribly sorry to hear about your nana Taylor. ❤ It’s going on 4 years since my grandfather passed, and in the beginning it was the most rocky ride ever. I’m so glad you got to spend that time with her though, that is absolutely invaluable. Grief is so complex and everyone goes through it in a completely different way. After a little while, people naturally stop checking in, but your grief will still be there. Don’t hesitate at all to reach out to your loved ones for support even if it’s one year or two years from now and you’re still feeling it.
Aside from that, I know we only see what you want us to see but don’t forget that you’re strong and you can handle whatever comes your way. ❤ I hope you and your family have a great year for 2023 and make new memories!
With all these presents there, and Levi still looks at you and smiles, it melts my heart!
Levi's face meeting Santa 😆😆😆😆😆😆 At least he didn't cry. I love that you have maintained a relationship with Carol.
im obsessed with his lil laugh
Levi's giggles oh my heart is warm, God bless him ♡♡♡
I love the harmony between baby and doggy. They just seem to get along so well and take turns cuddling you ☺️
This brought tears to my eyes. I am so sorry for your loss, I recently lost my grandfather and the pain is still fresh after nearly 4 months so I truly feel your pain. My heart goes out to you and your family.
Watch your first Christmas brought back so many memories of both my kids first ones. It’s such a special time. Love seeing you all play and giggle. Many hugs. So sorry for the passing of your nana. ❤
Really beautiful family 👪
Yes it'll take a while but you will understand that you can grieve and still be thankful and happy for that what you still have in life without feeling guilty.
I just discovered your vlogs and I'm so totally hooked. Huhu! Starting to do a marathon!
Hello nice family 💕💘😺
Your son look so very cute
I hope always happy and have nice day 💗💗💗💗
Full watched here Friend'
Anyone unaware, Taylor's most recent video (I think) shows her and Tom finally taking Levi to Canada and meeting her family, and it's adorable and you should definitely watch it.
So sorry for your loss. Sending so much love! Also, Tom’s birthday cake idea was so thoughtful!! Hope you all had a beautiful holiday!
I haven't watched much of the video yet, but I wanted to comment about how much I love Rosie's trust in you. Seeing her be so content and wanting to sit with you while you decorate made me remember all the years of watching you two together! Back even when you lived in that tiny apartment in Japan, you could see the care and love you give her. A lot of people don't properly tend to their teacup pups, but seeing you with her all these years always makes my heart happy. That cute lil nugget 🩷
Okay, back to watching, love Taylor and Rosie!
It looks like Levi liked his first Christmas celebration in his life.
Then, sorry to hear about the loss of your Nana, Miss Taylor. I hope you can get everything settled during and after spent your time with your family back in Canada.
I swear, I cry almost every time I watch your videos, whether it's happy tears or sad tears.
you guys are pretty wealthy for your way of living in Hong Kong nice big house.
Levi is so adorable, Taylor!! That smile of his after the bath made my day! Your Christmas looked wonderful and happy which is just what your nan would want for you. It’s so hard to celebrate and grieve at the same time.
Thank you for introducing Tom to the day after Turkey sandwich with French fries and gravy. Such a Canadian thing. I’m also a Canadian, but live in the USA. I love those little traditions that are so different outside of Canada. Thank you for sharing with us! Happy new year! It’s going to be a great one
I feel this , my grandfather passed in Dec also and we had our third child in July of the same year so it was hard to let myself be happy and celebrate with the kids while grieving the loss of a grandparent.Happy you got to spend a few days with her and Sorry for your loss !
It was definitely better not to take Levi to Canada for Christmas. We were dealing with all sorts of viruses over the holidays. Everyone got sick. Plus that snowstorm canceled flights like crazy. Your celebrations ended up being so cute and wholesome 😊
I’m sorry to here about your Nana! Prayers and love going out to you and yours! Levi is the most adorable baby! He is just too darn cute!
Oh, Taylor… I am so very sorry for your loss. I no longer have any living grandparents, and it’s especially hard during the holidays. I have a lot of guilt around their passings since I’d distanced myself from all of them because of what I felt was abandonment/betrayal, so it hits me especially hard. It does get a little easier with time, but there are still moments where it hits so hard even years later.
I wish I could have been there to say goodbye. I wish I hadn’t let all my pain and emotions cost us so many years together. I wish I had them back. I wish I could be a kid again and experience all the good times again. I’m very glad you had a good relationship with your Nana and got to spend time with her, because not having that really makes it harder.
I went through a similar situation decades ago. Don’t feel guilty. Everything happens for a reason. I know it’s hard to wish you could go back, but whatever happened has made you who you are today. The only thing you can do is go forward as the best person you can be every day. Never perfect, but always learning. No more guilt! Just valuable lessons learned. Happy new year cheers to a great 2023
@@Emzzz78 Thank you so much. I will try my best to let go of the guilt moving forward. I know they wouldn’t want me to feel that. At least it has taught me to appreciate the relationships I have going forward. It hasn’t helped my relationship with my father (his choice at this point), but it has definitely helped my relationship with my mother. So some good has come from it. :)
You are so sweet and beautiful. You are such a good mom. Levi is adorable and seems like such a happy baby. Also it makes my heart happy to see that you make an effort to keep including your first baby, Rosie!
Omg Levi has the most cutest smiles and laugh, my heart is melting!! ❤
3:48 This what “a mum” means to be. That effort for your son memories. Your are doing great! But remember don’t forget yourself like a person.
My condolences for your loss. I lost my grandma in 2021, and unfortunately, I had to say goodbye over the phone because of covid. However, I did get to have a long talk with her beforehand, and I'm very appreciative of that!!
All to say, I hope you and your family are doing well! Thank you for the videos, and happy 2023 💓
ik i’m watching this late.. but i lost my grandmother this year too (2022). it all happened so quick. so i feel for you. so so sorry taylor ❤
Oh Taylor, I am so happy that you were able to see your grandma before she passed. Sending you my love!
I am so sorry for your loss. Grief is not linear, and I hope you are being kind to yourself. Seeing your family and Carol's family together makes my heart swell!
Like you Taylor we lost a family member just before Christmas but like you we had to celebrate for our child. My condolences to you. OMG levi is such a beautiful little boy. He is getting so big. Your looking amazing. Love the cake Tom got you. You guys are adorable parents to Levi. He is one lucky little boy. Look after yourself. Big hugs ♥
I’m so sorry for the loss of your Grandma. You spoke of her often and always showed how much you loved and appreciated her. May she Rest In Peace and I pray for your pain to be lessened. 🙏♥️ I am so proud of you- I need to learn to mourn and celebrate at the same time. Levi’s face showed how worth it that it was! Seriously, I believe you will help so many by saying that, including me 🫶☀️
You have such a wonderful and supporting husband. I am grateful that you have your son there even while you are missing your nana. Lots of hugs from Utah and prayers for you and your family during this difficult time.
Ohhh Levi's little laugh melts my heart 🥺🥺
Tom is a truly supportive husband. Your little family is lovely.
Im so happy you made it to see her ❤ We’ve gotten to know Nana over the years in these videos. What a wonderfully warm and lovely woman.
The most wholesome youtuber/family.
What a handsome little man and so lucky to have you both as his parents. Sending warmth and love.
I love how when you had your baby, you didn't forget about your first baby, Rosie.
i want you to know you are an amazing wife, mother,, friend everything you can think of. when i listen to you talk its so loving and from the heart. keep it up
Awww babies first Christmas. This is so adorable. What a beautiful little family u have.
So sorry to hear about your nana. I'm glad you were able to see her one last time. Levi is the cutest baby ever. I absolutely love your little family.
They never really leave us ❤ You'll pass on her wisdom and stories to Levi and he'll pass them on too. It's harder during the holidays but we all know how strong you two are and just keep going 🥰 Much 💕from the US.
I’m sorry for your loss, but glad you got to have that time with your grandma.. also.. Baby laughter is literally the purest sound in the world lol. Levi’s Laugh made me light up ❤
Your Nana was so sweet, and I loved seeing her on your vlogs because she reminded me a lot of my mom, who passed away in 2010. I'm sorry for your loss. She loves you so much and will always be with you! Levi's smiles and laughter just makes everything brighter. What a precious little boy! Thank you for sharing him with us!
I'm so sorry about your Nana Taylor. But I'm so happy for you and Tom for getting to have this first Christmas with a baby! You've been looking forward to that for a long time.
I'm so sorry to hear about you Nana, Taylor! I've been following you for literally years and I know how much your Nana meant to you! I'm so glad you were able to spend time with her before she crossed over! Sending so much love to you now and in the future! Tom's birthday cake for you was SO adorable! Levi is growing so big and strong!
Levi and Rosie fighting for your lap T.T Hope this year turns for the better for you and your family, sending hugs!
thank you for sharing with us your December! through the ups and downs
So sorry for your loss. Your family is so sweet. Levi and Rosie are the cutest.
Taylor, I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️ What a blessing to spend that week with your Nana. Watching your family experience Levi’s first Christmas is so magical and special, we missed you!
SO SORRY for your loss, Taylor. She will always be with you and looking out for you from above. All the very best.
I'm so sorry for your loss. It makess me so relieved you got to see her before she went on to the next adventure; from what you have shared with all of us it is such a beautiful relationship. It makes me miss my grandma that I think knew I was autistic long before I did, and didn't treat me like other family members did. I got to see her before she left us too, but I get the feeling she's watching every so often. Happy New Year
Your Nana was so special, and i'm so sorry for your loss. Sending love and hugs to your family. This was a very touching video, Thank you for sharing and inspiring so many!
Sorry to hear about your Nanna , you were so lucky to be able to go and spend that time with her , it will be something you will always remember x
I'm so sorry for your loss. It doesn't make it hurt less, but it is comforting to remind myself that it hurts this much because there was so much love there, and how lucky we were to have it.