I can hear her crying while singing... 😢😢😢 Can someone else does too? Edit : I'm back to this beautiful song yet again. Hope ya'll are good/ doing better. * gives hugs to everyone that needs it *
This is true for me too. As a kid my step dad used to hit me.. Not like brutally but it still made me feel bad.... And at school I was bullied so much. Then, I did not know what to do about it so I would cry. This song hits so close to home for me!
"Ive come a long long way but im not sure if I can make it much farther so if your listening could you give a helping hand to your daughter" that really hits my heart every time I hear this :'(
I'm such a hypocrite.. It's 2:27 in the morning and I don't feel okay..... I'm the girl that would tell everyone else that they are so beautiful and not to cry and that I'm there for then, ready to listen absolutely whenever, while at the same time crying on the inside, myself and just wanting to end everything but can't because I don't want to hurt anyone. I fake a smile all the time but see right through it when others do it and try to let them know that they can be strong enough to show how they really feel without being judged. I'm such a hypocrite
That's me. I'm usually the one trying to make everyone else happy, telling them they need to not cry and keep a smile on their face. That life will get better. That's a lie though. It never will and we will always and forever be hurting and broken. If you're a hypocrite then I'm so much worse. I'm a liar - or rather the definition of a hypocrite.
Oh gosh. You don't know how much I cried. Few secs passed by, I was already crying. I was crying through the whole video. Wow. Edit: uh I've listened to this 3 times. And I'm still crying. It's not stopping at all. Holy.
Yeah it is hard to be a 21 year old raising 2 kids that are 3 gonna be 4 in 6 days. My boyfriend left me for another girl when I told him I was pregnant with LaMelo and Tatiana. It is hard when you are living and taking care of two kids by yourself. Good luck to you💘
@@mysteryk-pop6713 Just stay strong you probably have very wonderful children .And don't let this be in a bad way I guess but like he probably left you cause he found some girl that will do whatever he said , I hope that when he was with u he treated u right cuz the fact that u guys could have had such a happy family is sad for him cuz he'll never get to know the type of life he could have lived ( just watch he gonna come back sooner or later to ask for forgiveness) 💖but just keep doing ur thing and im sure you'll live a happy life forever💖
This song hits different. "Mama didn't want her to the pain" "She just wanted to feel something" Thinking about what those girls said" I prayed alot but am still helpless God hasn't helped me my mother or sister. We're still in trouble. But I still love this song.
I don't believe there is a god up there if there was then no one would kill them self no one would hurt others or bully or get teased or picked I get teased and picked on and no matter how hard I hope for something to change but nothing ever did it always stayed the same and always will...
Sela Graham You may not believe that, but that’s your choice. God still loves you and God is always there when you don’t think he is. But at least be encouraging to others, things will get better, believe me, I’ve hit rock bottom. Or would’ve if I had been lifted out of the pit of darkness.
this song made my agnostic self cry. i can't personally relate to this, but i've heard a few stories here and there from past and current friends that made me wonder if this is how they felt. if you believe in any deity out there, pray to them as much as you can. i bet you they're listening and trying their best to grant you some miracle just for you.
They are listening to you too my dear! Whether you believe in anything or not. They hold you in Their arms and love you more than you could ever comprehend. No one can comprehend it. Some people say God is like a parent (which He is) but it's hard for some of us with abusive families to imagine that. "If my own flesh and blood can't love me why would this high and powerful being love me?" But ya know, he does. So much. And no matter what happens God will always love you. Sorry to ramble. I hope you have a good day.
When she sings "As she sits there on her bed, stroking that small angels head" I MELT OK GUYS JUDGE ME!!! ;-; (btw not the right lyrics but close enough u understand what im saying :P)
I’ve never related to a song more than this . I don’t want to go into detail about my past but mama, I’m sorry I didn’t do more . I’m sorry I didn’t fight for you . I’m sorry I was too afraid to fight . I hate that this shit happened to one of the most caring and beautiful woman I know. I still think about the night, how I let it all happen. A part of me regrets ever forgiving that person and continuing to stay around them. dear mama, I want you to know that I’m sorry. I love you more than you’ll ever know . Thank you for being strong 💙
I am lost but found by my best friend/boyfriend of 3 months I am scared but acted brave and I am depressed but say "I'm fine" and those words are a cry for help only a few people know so thank you for reading this
This is my new favorite song!!!!! I haven't stopped listening to it since I heard it! I heard it before, but forgot about it. Then I came back to it on Tuesday, i think, and its been on repeat.
I was gifted my son after a suicide attempt. So the second verse hits me so hard. He gave me reason to keep living and stop self harm. My strength comes from my son. 💙
"i wanna die" "no you don't wanna" "why, tell one reason why i should keep going." "me" "mm okay then now i have reason" he leave "now i don't have reason"
I cried. My dog came in and laid his head on my chest and comforted me lol. It was so sweet. I love god so much and have seen him work on not only me but my family. My father got hit on his motorcycle so he couldn’t work anyway. So my mom went back to work and led her to a once in a life time opportunity and bought a spa....we were poor and still are at this time. I just wanted to make it clear that we’re not some rich people saying that buying a company could never had happen. Like. We’re poor in America’s standards. We have a home and electricity and food and we’re quite blessed in my eyes. We should stop complaining about how we’re poor cuz other people’s lives are much worse than ares. I have an education and friends and family. I have nice clothes and a electronic device. Some people are alone in the streets starving. Ik this comment seems kinda random but.. Its 12 am and I’m emotional right now :P... I just hope someone reads this and retains something good from it.
@@daniellecope1872 aww! I didn't know my comment would actually get attention :3, don't be sad were all fine, but even though were technically poor we still have a lot and being poor has made some pretty cool memories..... and street smarts lol
So if you guys don't know this song is telling you that God is there.....and everything is a blessing.....even the things you think that are bad.....is probably a miracle in disguise 🤗
@@ChloeBxoxo Exactly. Do you think losing all my friends and being an outcast is a miracle? NO. I respect everyone's religion but suicide is not some magical feeling filled with fucking unicorns and rainbows. It does not make the person better and do something incredible. You cannot control happiness, you have to go out and find it. So yes, maybe God did help her, but she had to help herself too. What I'm basically saying is I agree with you Chloe.
I remember first listening to this song at the age of 10.At the time I had no idea what it meant and just liked it because something inside me told me it meant something.3 years later at the age of 13 I now go to church every single Sunday I go to a kids church for middle schoolers and high schoolers every single Wednesday with my cousins and held at a recovery church to watch the kids every Thursday.Coming back to this song after that long is crazy to think that this used to be my favorite some and now looking at how far I have come as a person I now know why.Never doubt gods plan for you.Even if the plan goes from a song to then going to 3 churches every single week.Because even if it’s takes 3 seconds or 3 years he will change your life if you just allow him to do so.For a long time I didn’t trust gods plan for me.But now that I have I have become a happier,and overall better person.I still have bad anxiety,anger issues,short temper,and uncontrollable Bursts of random panic,and anxiety attacks due to my depression,but I have been able to contain it and allow it to somewhat get better.DO NOT fight your battles alone when god is right above you just waiting for you to let him into your life.
‘’ and as she sat there on that bad thinking ‘bout what those girls said tears streamed from her eyes She a cried ‘’ that hit me hard and I can Relate to those lyrics
I lost my father yesterday. Im only 12. My father passed away in his sleep. They said the chemo killed him. His body couldnt take it anymore. I saw him today. He was so cold to the touch. I miss him so much. I love him so so much. I always called him daddy ever since i could remember. Thank u fir whoever read this whole paragraph. Im just so broken right now. He was literally all i had that would always be there for me. Thank u again for reading.
I'm so sorry 😢 There's nothing I can say to make any of it better but when I lost my step father who was in my life from when I was just a baby and seeing as he couldn't have children of his own, he always took care of me and honestly spoiled the heck out of me lol But I was so lucky to have him as a bonus dad because my bio father was always involved and still is 40 years later. Unfortunately though my step dad was diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer and was given 6 months at best--- he made it 5 years but towards the end it was awful.... I finally sat next to him and told him that he could go home now and I promised him that my baby girls would be ok and I would be ok too but we would miss him. As soon as I said that, foam came out of his mouth and I didn't know what to do so I grabbed tissues and tried to scoop it v out until I seen him raise his hand as if someone was reaching for him to take him on. And the peace that filled my uncle's living room where we set the hospice bed up was amazing!!! No more pain.... No more suffering. Always remember the good times, and his legacy ❤.
Molly Kate! This song spoke so strongly to me. (His Daughter), I didn’t grow up being affected by addiction, but my children did. Their father is an addict and I was an addict for approximately 10 years. Once I got clean, I often protected them from their father and the horrible things that he did to me. God was the only hope We had of surviving the whole ordeal. We were able to escape and get away from him by the grace of God! Thank you so much for sharing this song! It’s an inspiration!
You are a strong and beautiful human being! People like you are what make the world a better place. Remember to stay true to yourself. You are one of a kind!
Glad i listened to this song and it has been on repeat. "she just wanted to feel something" & "If there's a God out there, please hear my prayer. I'm lost and I'm scared and I've got nowhere else to run." I'm just speechless, prolly the best song I've heard this month.
I listen to this in my moms car while she was driveling and I tryed not to cry bc I’m that person that has depression but just hides it an pretends to be happy all day 😭
Same girl I have depression I cut myself put no one knows only my twin I have few friends know but Idk depression suck make you alone there is no candle 🕯 to light it’s get guy to smile and get it up every damn moring to smile we are strong you can do it
Same I have cut and I cant listen to this near my dad I cry because I lost my mum 11yrs ago but I hide the pain and act happy but just remember you are strong and remember your worth ❤❤
Abagale Bundy So you don’t understand what depression mean ... beside we are not open infront the people we know only stranger because whenever I talk through comments No one will knows nor help me soo what’s the point of talking and share it at the end it won’t help even if you think will
@@cosmos2586 I'm sorry but if I want to tell people my depression story yeah it was hard for me to put it but I did it so leave it at that and mind your own business hun
@@lydiarowley1639 I'm sorry, I was having a really rough day, and wasn't really thinking that much before doing anything. I for one, don't have depression, and never have so I probably shouldn't have written this comment even if it was on a bad day. I'm sorry again if you want me to delete the comment I definitely will.
So... I discovered this song about 2 years ago and it hit really different for me. And to be honest I thought something was wrong with me. And I thought I was alone until I woke up this to a text from my best friend in the whole entire world. And it was a link to this video. I instantly broke down. I knew something was wrong. I called her 33 times before her mother called me and told me the news. She committed suicide 3 minutes after she sent me this video. She sent this at 3:42 am. If only I could have saved her. I was the last person she tried to contact before she took her own life. I don't know what I am going to do anymore. I want to die. She was my world. 💔🤍. Rest in peace hun. You are loved and so dearly missed all ready. I will miss your sunshine and the warmth you had everyday. I love you, beautiful. Never forget that. I know that you are no longer in pain. And you are back home now. Home in heaven. Until I see you again, angel. 👐❤️
Hi. I remember listening to this when I was 15-16 years old. I was severely depressed, suicidal, confused and scared. I thought life would never get better, I thought I was stuck in my house, in my town, in my relationships forever. I’m almost 21 now, and I promise. It gets better 💛
I listened to this when I was 15 I’m now 19 with a baby boy and this song hits so much different. I’ve had it so hard and he’s been the light to my life :(
@@alinamotiu6377 I’m now 21 years old, my son is 2 and I have a daughter now as well! She’s 3 months. I love them with my entire body heart and soul, and I’m doing so much better. Thank you x
Im so happy for you! I have 3 sons and 1 daughter. My oldest one its 22. Im blessed to know that people like you exists. Taking life so seriously and accepting responsabilities at so young age! My mom had me at her 19 as her first child, and im happy she did 'cause i could enjoy her youth and her presence more. Now im 47. Temptations and difficoulties come periodicly in our life, we shouldn't give up no matter what... Because God is and will always be with us! Bless you!
hey you! yes, you! your soul is beautiful, jesus loves you and he is waiting for your voice, you are enough, you are so beautiful like the pictures of van gogh ^_^^
My friend’s dad died today. His name was Jeff Boren, and he was an amazing man. So kind and gentle, he taught my Wednesday night church group for two and a half years and was an avid helper for the church and the marching band. What’s the worst about this is I’m not there to comfort my friend. In spring of 2016, my other friend, Larissa, her brother died in a four wheeler wreck. I was grounded at the time but I reached out any way I could because I have a sister and I couldn’t imagine losing my best friend like that. The Saturday after thanksgiving that year, my grandfather died in his sleep. He had come all the way from West Virginia here to see us for thanksgiving and told me he was getting better from all the illnesses he had and that he wasn’t getting so out of breath without his oxygen tank any more. He died because his oxygen mask slipped off in the night. I just really wish I could have been there for all of them when they needed me.
This song and Her Last Words by Courtney Parker hold a special place in my heart. They always help me through rough times and I'll never forget them. I be listening to these songs until the day I die.
It's really hard to go through. I can relate to the part that says "Well, ten years they came and went and dad was gone so she looked for love in other men and tried to act strong" Honestly, I'm still going through it
I have literally listened to this 3 times in a row and every time it has made me cry! I battled with mental health issues and was lost so many times I swear I have said these words. I was an am still scared every day that I'm not the mother my son deserves but I pray every day God helps me. For me it wasn't my dad it was my mother she left when I was 9 and I looked for her love in everyone. I literally feel this song in my soul it's sad but comforting. ❤
I have never related more to a song in my life. My mom protected me from my dad, even after he got clean, now i have a 7 year old daughter and a 3 month old son that are my everything ❤❤ i love them more then anything in this world ❤❤
I'm the type of person to help people, and listen to then, help them with there problems, but when they ask if I'm okay I say I'm fine because I don't want them to get unhappy because I'm not happy, I try to end it all but my friend are my closets family and I can't leave them I love them all
this song put me through pain and helped me get back up, my mom over the years of me growing up was an addict and a big part of it was how she was raised and all the obstacles she had to overcome. she puts everyone before her and would give her life for me. I currently live with my dad because their is issues between my parents and my mom would be on and off drugs so my dad thought us living with him was better. my mom has hurt me too much for a child to handle and nobody should go through it. when it was my moms weekend (for me and my sisters to go see her) we sung this song for her birthday. and it made her cry. we sung it because it talks about how hard life can be but theres always a way out from that hardness. that was a few years ago, and currently my mother relapsed and she doesn't even remember having daughters. my own mother doesn't remember me. and over the years I've had so much anger but up towards her. I was always thinking why would my mom chose drugs over us? why can't she pay child support? so everytime she would text me I would send her a short message. but now I regret it. my mom doesn't have anyone to support her through this tough time or had no one through the years but me and my sisters but we were always taken from her. the last text I sent her was when she said happy birthday to my sister and how we were, I said "we are fine..." and I bet that short message hurt. my mother went through a mental breakdown and is now addicted to meth. she is completely out of it. so please if you have parents, always tell them you love them it might be the last chance you could even say it and saying something out of anger might change your life forever. listening to this song now is helping me get through this tough time. all I can do is pray.
This song completely explains how A LOT of teens/pre-teens feel. For instance when they get bullied about something personal it hits really close to home and all they can think about when they get home is what they’ve done wrong. What they’ve done to make this person bully them. I love this song because it helps teens/pre-teens know that they aren’t alone. Really it helps everyone know that they aren’t alone in their situations
Noone has a perfect life. Noone has perfect parents. Even your children will never be perfect. But we do have a perfect Father and we the closest to perfection is His love. So we can love our imperfect life and our imperfect parents and our imperfect children, and the more we love, the closer we are to Him. He will always be there. Even when you think you are all alone. He is there. His love is perfect. What a pretty song!
I lost my will to live but I’m fight the depression because of my mom she raised me to be strong and I know I will never be alone and I just wanted to let you guys to know that you all are amazing and worth it no matter want if no one loves you I do and I alway wil no matter what xoxo love you from me to you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This song is wonderful and if u don't believe in God u are really missing out on God's grace because if u are lost and scared talk to God cause he is always listening even when u think he isn't
I feel like this song feels like one of those God songs that actually makes sense and is reassuring. Like idk the way I think if God as somebody who is there for us, like a parent and parents can't stop you from making mistakes and they can't protect you from everything even if it hurts you and them, but they'll be there when you need them, even if you don't call every day and even if you have been distant. It doesn't matter. This for me is the essence of religion, finding strength in that idea that someone cares and is listening to you. It doesn't matter if God exist, it doesn't matter what his name is, what matters is what religion can do when it's used in the right way and not as an excuse to preach hate and ignorance.
Sometimes I feel like ending everything, ending myself. This song gave me a little hope. It made me believe that there is a God out there who will hear my prayer. I never had a father figure in my life. So, listening to this song I believe that there is a God out there that will love me like it's own daughter.
We all have a story that matters. It's beautiful to witness how vulnerable you all are in this comment section. I love you all and I look forward to possibly meeting you all in God's holy kingdom where no pain exists. Stay devoted to your divinity in this sinful world. You'll make it. ✨
It would make anyone cry I'm 11 I cut I feel ashamed I'm a bad example and my teachers know so they treat me different its sad I'm going to go bye-bye now cause I bet no one cares, bye u guys are worth it don't let that blade be more than you bye forever
erika Oscarson same except that I am 12 and I have severe depression, anxiety, and I have suicidal thoughts a lot and I cut so much that my body is just filled with scars. I have attempted many times plus I am bisexual so no one in my ‘friend’ gets me and my life is just an absolute me in conclusion from many thing other than my father leaving and friends dying and family dying and dealing with depression and anxiety since I was about 7 when I was raped.
@@Sami-sd9ov awwwww I have anxiety too. I'll be your friend. Don't cut your self please. I want you to have a happy life. Dont listen to people who judge you
this song reminds me of my mother... she said god saved her life she's my hero, she would always stay strong but I know that she was hurting inside. I would do anything for her. I love her.
This makes me bawl my eyes out every time I hear it 😭😭😭 I tried to love god, and my parents were never there for me when I was pregnant, especially when I lost my son, it was devistating, hearing this song again after my loss, it makes me cry 3 times harder now
Hey let all your emotions flow it makes me feel better when I cry it out I'll always have some one so will you remember that if your too scared to seek help then it's ok we all have these feelings pretending where happy and it doesn't matter what your going through someone or something will help you through that☺️
I can hear her crying while singing... 😢😢😢
Can someone else does too?
Edit : I'm back to this beautiful song yet again. Hope ya'll are good/ doing better.
* gives hugs to everyone that needs it *
Deanna Pletsckhe opps just noticed it. I couldn't see clearly when I was typing this since I was crying at the same time too.
@Deanna Pletsckhe oi grammar
Yes I can too
I'm crying while singing this along
IM SO DEPRESSED NOT ONLY CRYING 😭
This song never fails at making me cry this is so true
Ikr and it's basically about my life it feel likes
I agree, I think the sadest part was when she sung dad was gone or something like that and the ending
Well the big inning of this is my life so, my life will make you cry :/
This is true for me too. As a kid my step dad used to hit me.. Not like brutally but it still made me feel bad.... And at school I was bullied so much. Then, I did not know what to do about it so I would cry. This song hits so close to home for me!
Ikr
"Ive come a long long way but im not sure if I can make it much farther so if your listening could you give a helping hand to your daughter" that really hits my heart every time I hear this :'(
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It does
istg i read this as she sung those lyrics
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me to ;'D
I'm such a hypocrite.. It's 2:27 in the morning and I don't feel okay..... I'm the girl that would tell everyone else that they are so beautiful and not to cry and that I'm there for then, ready to listen absolutely whenever, while at the same time crying on the inside, myself and just wanting to end everything but can't because I don't want to hurt anyone. I fake a smile all the time but see right through it when others do it and try to let them know that they can be strong enough to show how they really feel without being judged. I'm such a hypocrite
that's true , me too
Honey same
@ Aleigha Smith I know how you feel bc that's me everyday
That's me. I'm usually the one trying to make everyone else happy, telling them they need to not cry and keep a smile on their face. That life will get better. That's a lie though. It never will and we will always and forever be hurting and broken. If you're a hypocrite then I'm so much worse. I'm a liar - or rather the definition of a hypocrite.
Morelia Adams I know what you mean we tell everyone that it's going to get better but sometimes there is only darkness
Reminds me of Another Empty Bottle by Katy McAllister
Also just saying listen to The Doctor Said, they are both great songs
@Elliot Nowak well guess what am a girl who like girl I think I dont really know am only Ten hehehehe we can be online friends
DEPRESSO EXPRESSO I agree with you for all the songs
Elliot Nowak I'm the same way but it is because I want to be a boy and I am 14 not 10.
@Elliot Nowak I literally relate I'm 10, bi, suicidal and depressed 💔 it hurts nice to know someone understands
Oh gosh. You don't know how much I cried. Few secs passed by, I was already crying. I was crying through the whole video. Wow.
Edit: uh I've listened to this 3 times. And I'm still crying. It's not stopping at all. Holy.
OMG IM CRYING
I cried so hard that I couldn't even see my screen anymore...
OMG ME!
This reminds me of me when I had my son and daughter at 17.
O wow
Oh...
Same but I had my daughter at 15
Yeah it is hard to be a 21 year old raising 2 kids that are 3 gonna be 4 in 6 days. My boyfriend left me for another girl when I told him I was pregnant with LaMelo and Tatiana. It is hard when you are living and taking care of two kids by yourself. Good luck to you💘
@@mysteryk-pop6713 Just stay strong you probably have very wonderful children .And don't let this be in a bad way I guess but like he probably left you cause he found some girl that will do whatever he said , I hope that when he was with u he treated u right cuz the fact that u guys could have had such a happy family is sad for him cuz he'll never get to know the type of life he could have lived ( just watch he gonna come back sooner or later to ask for forgiveness) 💖but just keep doing ur thing and im sure you'll live a happy life forever💖
This song hits different.
"Mama didn't want her to the pain"
"She just wanted to feel something"
Thinking about what those girls said"
I prayed alot but am still helpless God hasn't helped me my mother or sister. We're still in trouble. But I still love this song.
Gabrielle Horsley keep praying, I know it sometimes seems like he doesn’t hear you, but he does, and he’s with you.
He does here you. He's just waiting for the perfect time. God has plans. You'll understand when the time comes.
go find another god then one that'll hear and help you.
I don't believe there is a god up there if there was then no one would kill them self no one would hurt others or bully or get teased or picked I get teased and picked on and no matter how hard I hope for something to change but nothing ever did it always stayed the same and always will...
Sela Graham You may not believe that, but that’s your choice. God still loves you and God is always there when you don’t think he is. But at least be encouraging to others, things will get better, believe me, I’ve hit rock bottom. Or would’ve if I had been lifted out of the pit of darkness.
I cry whenever I hear this song
Me too ;(
Kelsey Vanderhoef same but I love it so much
Me too
So I’m the only cold hearted person?
Kelsey Vanderhoef same but I have to try not to cry today because I have to listen to in I’m schpol caude my friend is singing it xx
That one person that didn't like this is heartless
It's 5 now 😦
11, 11 now... why...
Kawaii Gacha Music videos I know right
32 know :(
Its 64 now
this song made my agnostic self cry. i can't personally relate to this, but i've heard a few stories here and there from past and current friends that made me wonder if this is how they felt.
if you believe in any deity out there, pray to them as much as you can. i bet you they're listening and trying their best to grant you some miracle just for you.
They are listening to you too my dear! Whether you believe in anything or not. They hold you in Their arms and love you more than you could ever comprehend. No one can comprehend it. Some people say God is like a parent (which He is) but it's hard for some of us with abusive families to imagine that. "If my own flesh and blood can't love me why would this high and powerful being love me?" But ya know, he does. So much. And no matter what happens God will always love you. Sorry to ramble. I hope you have a good day.
When she sings "As she sits there on her bed, stroking that small angels head" I MELT OK GUYS JUDGE ME!!! ;-;
(btw not the right lyrics but close enough u understand what im saying :P)
Same XD
This hits hard, I just got back in contact with my dad after 12 years
Crazy kid 21604 😔
Congrats!🙂 I hope things go well.
i’m really happy for you
Im having the same issue. Hope your okay x
I hate the word dad I hate it so much 😣😔💔
I’ve never related to a song more than this .
I don’t want to go into detail about my past
but mama,
I’m sorry I didn’t do more .
I’m sorry I didn’t fight for you .
I’m sorry I was too afraid to fight .
I hate that this shit happened to one of the most caring and beautiful woman I know.
I still think about the night, how I let it all happen.
A part of me regrets ever forgiving that person and continuing to stay around them.
dear mama, I want you to know that I’m sorry.
I love you more than you’ll ever know .
Thank you for being strong 💙
HENDRIXXX HENDRIXXX damn
I can relate to this
I am lost but found by my best friend/boyfriend of 3 months I am scared but acted brave and I am depressed but say "I'm fine" and those words are a cry for help only a few people know so thank you for reading this
stay strong. proud of u. x
2019?
Always .... 💔
Nice profile pic cuutteee
I love your profile pic of Colby, are you here from the musical.lys?
@@J1Dreamer thank u and no lol
@@karitzalopez3657 I knoooooww XD
This is my new favorite song!!!!! I haven't stopped listening to it since I heard it! I heard it before, but forgot about it. Then I came back to it on Tuesday, i think, and its been on repeat.
me too
its tearbreaking
I was gifted my son after a suicide attempt. So the second verse hits me so hard. He gave me reason to keep living and stop self harm. My strength comes from my son. 💙
I have two fathers in Heaven who hear my prayer. As much as I am blessed by that, I'm also equally gutted.
I always sing this with my big brother who is in the UK....sometimes it makes my mom cry.
The feeling.
The emotion.
The lyrics.
The pain.
And her vocals.
*oh my god.*
"i wanna die"
"no you don't wanna"
"why, tell one reason why i should keep going."
"me"
"mm okay then now i have reason"
he leave
"now i don't have reason"
Stay alive for me♡ I love you♡♡
Me too xxx ur beautiful n strong u dont need him
If you need someone to talk to, respond to my comment and I'll give you my instagram or something
You have a reason
You'll be okay
As long as you believe
I'm here i'm someone that won't leave
I cried. My dog came in and laid his head on my chest and comforted me lol. It was so sweet. I love god so much and have seen him work on not only me but my family. My father got hit on his motorcycle so he couldn’t work anyway. So my mom went back to work and led her to a once in a life time opportunity and bought a spa....we were poor and still are at this time. I just wanted to make it clear that we’re not some rich people saying that buying a company could never had happen. Like. We’re poor in America’s standards. We have a home and electricity and food and we’re quite blessed in my eyes. We should stop complaining about how we’re poor cuz other people’s lives are much worse than ares. I have an education and friends and family. I have nice clothes and a electronic device. Some people are alone in the streets starving. Ik this comment seems kinda random but.. Its 12 am and I’m emotional right now :P... I just hope someone reads this and retains something good from it.
Honeslty that was lovely brought tears to my eyes ❤️
@@daniellecope1872 aww! I didn't know my comment would actually get attention :3, don't be sad were all fine, but even though were technically poor we still have a lot and being poor has made some pretty cool memories..... and street smarts lol
I read it and just want to say your beautiful inside and out ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
this is the one song that has actually made me cry 💔
I can relate to this I cried at this song this song is so beautiful ❤ 😭
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH .this is my life because my mom left me when I nine and now I'm 11.
Chay Brokks Hang in there ❤️
Ik how u feel my mom left me at the age of 4 and im now 20
So if you guys don't know this song is telling you that God is there.....and everything is a blessing.....even the things you think that are bad.....is probably a miracle in disguise 🤗
🤗yeah....
yeah
@@ChloeBxoxo Exactly. Do you think losing all my friends and being an outcast is a miracle? NO. I respect everyone's religion but suicide is not some magical feeling filled with fucking unicorns and rainbows. It does not make the person better and do something incredible. You cannot control happiness, you have to go out and find it. So yes, maybe God did help her, but she had to help herself too. What I'm basically saying is I agree with you Chloe.
@@ChloeBxoxo the song literally say “there is a God out there” they are literally just adding on to that
my friend made me listen to this in class and i tried so hard not to cry
I cried thanks for sharing God's blessing
LYRICS: on the gosh darn screen
'If there's a God out there
Please hear my prayer'
This hits hard for somebody that believes in God a lot..
true 🥺
I remember first listening to this song at the age of 10.At the time I had no idea what it meant and just liked it because something inside me told me it meant something.3 years later at the age of 13 I now go to church every single Sunday I go to a kids church for middle schoolers and high schoolers every single Wednesday with my cousins and held at a recovery church to watch the kids every Thursday.Coming back to this song after that long is crazy to think that this used to be my favorite some and now looking at how far I have come as a person I now know why.Never doubt gods plan for you.Even if the plan goes from a song to then going to 3 churches every single week.Because even if it’s takes 3 seconds or 3 years he will change your life if you just allow him to do so.For a long time I didn’t trust gods plan for me.But now that I have I have become a happier,and overall better person.I still have bad anxiety,anger issues,short temper,and uncontrollable Bursts of random panic,and anxiety attacks due to my depression,but I have been able to contain it and allow it to somewhat get better.DO NOT fight your battles alone when god is right above you just waiting for you to let him into your life.
‘’ and as she sat there on that bad thinking ‘bout what those girls said tears streamed from her eyes She a cried ‘’ that hit me hard and I can Relate to those lyrics
me too!
Same!!
I think some people *accidentally* hit the dislike button😭😭❤️
Its because their eyes were blurry from their tears
I really wish people would stop commenting this, it wasn't an accident. They disliked because they are heartless monsters.
I think so to
@@alyssasfashionandpranksbri301 like mine
I still hit like while crying
I lost my father yesterday. Im only 12. My father passed away in his sleep. They said the chemo killed him. His body couldnt take it anymore. I saw him today. He was so cold to the touch. I miss him so much. I love him so so much. I always called him daddy ever since i could remember. Thank u fir whoever read this whole paragraph. Im just so broken right now. He was literally all i had that would always be there for me. Thank u again for reading.
I'm so sorry 😢 There's nothing I can say to make any of it better but when I lost my step father who was in my life from when I was just a baby and seeing as he couldn't have children of his own, he always took care of me and honestly spoiled the heck out of me lol But I was so lucky to have him as a bonus dad because my bio father was always involved and still is 40 years later.
Unfortunately though my step dad was diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer and was given 6 months at best--- he made it 5 years but towards the end it was awful....
I finally sat next to him and told him that he could go home now and I promised him that my baby girls would be ok and I would be ok too but we would miss him.
As soon as I said that, foam came out of his mouth and I didn't know what to do so I grabbed tissues and tried to scoop it v out until I seen him raise his hand as if someone was reaching for him to take him on. And the peace that filled my uncle's living room where we set the hospice bed up was amazing!!!
No more pain.... No more suffering.
Always remember the good times, and his legacy ❤.
I'm a very lucky person but this song is so beautiful
rinsha rajesh it is very beautiful I relate to it in some way
Cant believe this song was written in 15 minutes x
was it???? wow !! xx
Ligit it was... madness right? xx
Molly Kate! This song spoke so strongly to me. (His Daughter), I didn’t grow up being affected by addiction, but my children did. Their father is an addict and I was an addict for approximately 10 years. Once I got clean, I often protected them from their father and the horrible things that he did to me. God was the only hope We had of surviving the whole ordeal. We were able to escape and get away from him by the grace of God! Thank you so much for sharing this song! It’s an inspiration!
You are a strong and beautiful human being! People like you are what make the world a better place. Remember to stay true to yourself. You are one of a kind!
this song has been my whole life so far
I remember listening to this years ago I’ve come a long ass way since then 🙏 Gods good
Glad i listened to this song and it has been on repeat. "she just wanted to feel something" & "If there's a God out there, please hear my prayer. I'm lost and I'm scared and I've got nowhere else to run." I'm just speechless, prolly the best song I've heard this month.
I love songs that aren't just random lyrics here and there.. I love songs with deep meaning, songs that are telling stories
⚔️13...............🧩
I listen to this in my moms car while she was driveling and I tryed not to cry bc I’m that person that has depression but just hides it an pretends to be happy all day 😭
Same girl I have depression I cut myself put no one knows only my twin I have few friends know but Idk depression suck make you alone there is no candle 🕯 to light it’s get guy to smile and get it up every damn moring to smile we are strong you can do it
Same I have cut and I cant listen to this near my dad I cry because I lost my mum 11yrs ago but I hide the pain and act happy but just remember you are strong and remember your worth ❤❤
Abagale Bundy So you don’t understand what depression mean ... beside we are not open infront the people we know only stranger because whenever I talk through comments No one will knows nor help me soo what’s the point of talking and share it at the end it won’t help even if you think will
@@cosmos2586 I'm sorry but if I want to tell people my depression story yeah it was hard for me to put it but I did it so leave it at that and mind your own business hun
@@lydiarowley1639 I'm sorry, I was having a really rough day, and wasn't really thinking that much before doing anything. I for one, don't have depression, and never have so I probably shouldn't have written this comment even if it was on a bad day. I'm sorry again if you want me to delete the comment I definitely will.
So... I discovered this song about 2 years ago and it hit really different for me. And to be honest I thought something was wrong with me. And I thought I was alone until I woke up this to a text from my best friend in the whole entire world. And it was a link to this video. I instantly broke down. I knew something was wrong. I called her 33 times before her mother called me and told me the news. She committed suicide 3 minutes after she sent me this video. She sent this at 3:42 am. If only I could have saved her. I was the last person she tried to contact before she took her own life. I don't know what I am going to do anymore. I want to die. She was my world. 💔🤍. Rest in peace hun. You are loved and so dearly missed all ready. I will miss your sunshine and the warmth you had everyday. I love you, beautiful. Never forget that. I know that you are no longer in pain. And you are back home now. Home in heaven. Until I see you again, angel. 👐❤️
I am so sorry for your loss🤍💞you will see her again one day❤️
@@perlarubio2635 I pray every night
Hailey Trank I'm praying for you bby💕
@@perlarubio2635 thanks hun❤️
I’ve only herd the nightcore version and hearing in the original version feels so different I actually cried
Am i the only 14 year old who listens to this song and breaks down by the first chorus?
No you're not
I'm 18 now... when I was 14 this is all I listened to to get out all the anger and feelings.
Hi. I remember listening to this when I was 15-16 years old. I was severely depressed, suicidal, confused and scared. I thought life would never get better, I thought I was stuck in my house, in my town, in my relationships forever.
I’m almost 21 now, and I promise. It gets better 💛
nope
I remember i listened to thiswhen i was 12 and i would cry my heart out to this EVERY single time i heard it
This song just really hits you in the heart. It really just speaks out to you. It shows how strong God's love is for you 🙏
I listened to this when I was 15 I’m now 19 with a baby boy and this song hits so much different. I’ve had it so hard and he’s been the light to my life :(
Bless you and your son. I hope you're doing well.
Your son its your gift. You are your son's gift. Bless you.
@@alinamotiu6377 I’m now 21 years old, my son is 2 and I have a daughter now as well! She’s 3 months. I love them with my entire body heart and soul, and I’m doing so much better. Thank you x
Im so happy for you! I have 3 sons and 1 daughter. My oldest one its 22. Im blessed to know that people like you exists. Taking life so seriously and accepting responsabilities at so young age! My mom had me at her 19 as her first child, and im happy she did 'cause i could enjoy her youth and her presence more. Now im 47. Temptations and difficoulties come periodicly in our life, we shouldn't give up no matter what... Because God is and will always be with us! Bless you!
@@alinamotiu6377 aww thank you! And you! I love my children with my whole heart, god bless you xx
I literally cried when river... OMG this is a masterpiece
hey you! yes, you! your soul is beautiful, jesus loves you and he is waiting for your voice, you are enough, you are so beautiful like the pictures of van gogh ^_^^
My friend’s dad died today. His name was Jeff Boren, and he was an amazing man. So kind and gentle, he taught my Wednesday night church group for two and a half years and was an avid helper for the church and the marching band.
What’s the worst about this is I’m not there to comfort my friend. In spring of 2016, my other friend, Larissa, her brother died in a four wheeler wreck. I was grounded at the time but I reached out any way I could because I have a sister and I couldn’t imagine losing my best friend like that.
The Saturday after thanksgiving that year, my grandfather died in his sleep. He had come all the way from West Virginia here to see us for thanksgiving and told me he was getting better from all the illnesses he had and that he wasn’t getting so out of breath without his oxygen tank any more. He died because his oxygen mask slipped off in the night.
I just really wish I could have been there for all of them when they needed me.
This song and Her Last Words by Courtney Parker hold a special place in my heart. They always help me through rough times and I'll never forget them. I be listening to these songs until the day I die.
IM NOT CRYING, YOU ARE
Nah... You're crying....
😂😂
NUH-UH!
No. You 👉
Yes I am. But we don't need to discuss that right now....
I'm in 2019
dam thats rights
Omg my names eden
jeez how u still there my dude? (sorry I just wanted to be that one annoying person lol)
Am in 2020! I started watching this in 2018!
idk loves gacha I’m in 2020
100 likes, I'll do a cover
3scape from reality you should still do one
It's really hard to go through. I can relate to the part that says "Well, ten years they came and went and dad was gone so she looked for love in other men and tried to act strong" Honestly, I'm still going through it
There is a GOD out there!!
so if you are scared and lonely there is a GOD out there .
He will protect you
I literally just heard this song today but it made me cry so hard
I have literally listened to this 3 times in a row and every time it has made me cry! I battled with mental health issues and was lost so many times I swear I have said these words. I was an am still scared every day that I'm not the mother my son deserves but I pray every day God helps me. For me it wasn't my dad it was my mother she left when I was 9 and I looked for her love in everyone. I literally feel this song in my soul it's sad but comforting. ❤
God's love Is powerful thing! 💛♥️✝️
I have never related more to a song in my life. My mom protected me from my dad, even after he got clean, now i have a 7 year old daughter and a 3 month old son that are my everything ❤❤ i love them more then anything in this world ❤❤
I'm the type of person to help people, and listen to then, help them with there problems, but when they ask if I'm okay I say I'm fine because I don't want them to get unhappy because I'm not happy, I try to end it all but my friend are my closets family and I can't leave them I love them all
This song touched my heart, i started following gods path 2 weeks ago, and i feel like a better version of me!!❤️
I remember this song from an lps video i watched last time
And didn't realize how beautiful it was..
this song put me through pain and helped me get back up, my mom over the years of me growing up was an addict and a big part of it was how she was raised and all the obstacles she had to overcome. she puts everyone before her and would give her life for me. I currently live with my dad because their is issues between my parents and my mom would be on and off drugs so my dad thought us living with him was better. my mom has hurt me too much for a child to handle and nobody should go through it. when it was my moms weekend (for me and my sisters to go see her) we sung this song for her birthday. and it made her cry. we sung it because it talks about how hard life can be but theres always a way out from that hardness. that was a few years ago, and currently my mother relapsed and she doesn't even remember having daughters. my own mother doesn't remember me. and over the years I've had so much anger but up towards her. I was always thinking why would my mom chose drugs over us? why can't she pay child support? so everytime she would text me I would send her a short message. but now I regret it. my mom doesn't have anyone to support her through this tough time or had no one through the years but me and my sisters but we were always taken from her. the last text I sent her was when she said happy birthday to my sister and how we were, I said "we are fine..." and I bet that short message hurt. my mother went through a mental breakdown and is now addicted to meth. she is completely out of it. so please if you have parents, always tell them you love them it might be the last chance you could even say it and saying something out of anger might change your life forever. listening to this song now is helping me get through this tough time. all I can do is pray.
That is so true i have gone through a lot in my life as well so i can relate as well.
The is an amazing song! With such a beautiful and sad meaning and story behind it!
This song completely explains how A LOT of teens/pre-teens feel. For instance when they get bullied about something personal it hits really close to home and all they can think about when they get home is what they’ve done wrong. What they’ve done to make this person bully them. I love this song because it helps teens/pre-teens know that they aren’t alone. Really it helps everyone know that they aren’t alone in their situations
I can kinda relate to this song🌹❤
Jloves 1214 same
So is my daughter
Sums me up so well rn
paige I hope everything doing okay for you💜
It's not ATM XX
❤
This made me cry like if you cryed to😭😭
Noone has a perfect life. Noone has perfect parents. Even your children will never be perfect. But we do have a perfect Father and we the closest to perfection is His love. So we can love our imperfect life and our imperfect parents and our imperfect children, and the more we love, the closer we are to Him. He will always be there. Even when you think you are all alone. He is there. His love is perfect.
What a pretty song!
👑 Thank you God for your daughter 🙏 and your son and mine 💞
i actually love this
Just found this song. I feel this, I relate to this, and lasty I live this.
Idk how I feel but wow this song is powerful and meaningful to me now. 😌
me listening to this at 4:31 am while sobbing. this song never fails to make me cry.
Whos listening now, 2019?
I lost my will to live but I’m fight the depression because of my mom she raised me to be strong and I know I will never be alone and I just wanted to let you guys to know that you all are amazing and worth it no matter want if no one loves you I do and I alway wil no matter what xoxo love you from me to you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Latrell Hall I’m here if you need to talk :)
@@jayannadiscord thank youu do you have insta
This makes me get into my feelings. I feel her pain
To my Son, my pride and joy, I love you Joshua.💙💙💙
I love this song I have to sing it at church today I'm so glad to sing it
I understand this song so much that every time I hear the chorus I always start to cry. It just washes over me with this overwhelming feeling.
This song is wonderful and if u don't believe in God u are really missing out on God's grace because if u are lost and scared talk to God cause he is always listening even when u think he isn't
Pls like if u believe in God and hope
I feel like this song feels like one of those God songs that actually makes sense and is reassuring. Like idk the way I think if God as somebody who is there for us, like a parent and parents can't stop you from making mistakes and they can't protect you from everything even if it hurts you and them, but they'll be there when you need them, even if you don't call every day and even if you have been distant. It doesn't matter. This for me is the essence of religion, finding strength in that idea that someone cares and is listening to you.
It doesn't matter if God exist, it doesn't matter what his name is, what matters is what religion can do when it's used in the right way and not as an excuse to preach hate and ignorance.
I’ll never understand why she’s not big in this singing industry
I listened to this when I was 6-7 years old... now I'm 15 and this sounds so beautiful and sad
Her voice is amazing
But the words can make the strongest cry. Never Deprive Someone of Hope;♡It May Be All They Have
Such a nice Sad song 🤗🤗😐😐😐🙏🙏🙏
It’s so beautiful and tragic GOD DAMN
Sometimes I feel like ending everything, ending myself. This song gave me a little hope. It made me believe that there is a God out there who will hear my prayer. I never had a father figure in my life. So, listening to this song I believe that there is a God out there that will love me like it's own daughter.
speed up to 1.25 it makes it a little better :)
I did, you're so right :)
Thank you so much
Mhm
Thx so much now i wont cry 😢
Crystal Smith omg same name as me
This is so beautiful.
I didn't think I would really like it, but after hearing it till the end...
This shit's got me emotional.
She doesn't write songs, she writes stories. Love her !
We all have a story that matters. It's beautiful to witness how vulnerable you all are in this comment section. I love you all and I look forward to possibly meeting you all in God's holy kingdom where no pain exists. Stay devoted to your divinity in this sinful world. You'll make it. ✨
I'm 10 and made me cry
It would make anyone cry I'm 11 I cut I feel ashamed I'm a bad example and my teachers know so they treat me different its sad I'm going to go bye-bye now cause I bet no one cares, bye u guys are worth it don't let that blade be more than you bye forever
erika Oscarson same except that I am 12 and I have severe depression, anxiety, and I have suicidal thoughts a lot and I cut so much that my body is just filled with scars. I have attempted many times plus I am bisexual so no one in my ‘friend’ gets me and my life is just an absolute me in conclusion from many thing other than my father leaving and friends dying and family dying and dealing with depression and anxiety since I was about 7 when I was raped.
@@Sami-sd9ov awwwww I have anxiety too. I'll be your friend. Don't cut your self please. I want you to have a happy life. Dont listen to people who judge you
erika Oscarson how are you now, are you better than 3 months ago?
Sam B are you feeling ok?
Just dancing in my room to this song is so sad. I don’t care how sad it makes me this will always be my favorite song
no way this song gave me goosebumps i want this song to blow up youtube cmon guys helppp
this song reminds me of my mother...
she said god saved her life
she's my hero, she would always stay strong but I know that she was hurting inside.
I would do anything for her.
I love her.
This song makes me cry i can relate so much 😭
This makes me bawl my eyes out every time I hear it 😭😭😭 I tried to love god, and my parents were never there for me when I was pregnant, especially when I lost my son, it was devistating, hearing this song again after my loss, it makes me cry 3 times harder now
I am sobbing at 2am, thanks a lot
Hey let all your emotions flow it makes me feel better when I cry it out I'll always have some one so will you remember that if your too scared to seek help then it's ok we all have these feelings pretending where happy and it doesn't matter what your going through someone or something will help you through that☺️
My cousin helps me remember you will always matter everyone that hurts you doesn't deserve to talk to you!!!!
I’m so glad these kinds of Christian songs exists.