I'm going through this with my wife. I spend everyday at work scared that I'm going to get a call. It doesn't help that I have severe depression and anxiety myself but I try to stay strong so she keeps fighting.
I’ve left comments, especially for mental health, depression and Bipolar II. Thank you to those who shed a light on mental illness because it is real. Chris true, so true, and heartfelt reaction. I wonder sometimes, why me? For 25 years and folks - way back to my kid days, I’ve endured this. Which is why it is me. I can tell my story, I’m still here. Fighting the good fight. Running my race for the prize. Telling troubled people, People, you are an important person who is valuable here. Just like I found myself to be. Get help, stay the course, reach out a hand and your voice to pass it on. You will be blessed, and can bless others who hurt. You can be triumphant!
Who knew? Bad spell right now! 4-6 hours. Medical management in place. 😎. Learn techniques that work for you folks! God sends me music, it’s a tool in my toolbox. Latest is my Father God singing this to me ua-cam.com/video/22ZnZocAS4I/v-deo.html When you use your toolbox, sometimes you get greasy, nature of cleaning up. But it does clean up! It is a battle, be in it to win it! And everybody said? Amen. Thank you both for support. Much appreciated.
I actually suffer from depression. I wrote this in one of my darker days. I have lots of support and have to push myself daily to go against what I may think or feel. When I’m in my darkest hour I simply lose all my power To love, to smile, to live, to care I lose myself, I’m in despair A windowless room, dark and alone I recognize nothing even though I’m home I sit and stare for hours a day Hopeless in thought, words I can’t say The battle within is strong today Alone in my silence I start to pray Do they hear me, can they know How lost I am, how far I may go While in my prayers, a glimmer of light A voice telling me to not give up the fight My thoughts come more focused, my worth coming through My family, my friends I tether onto The power within me has come to return And in this day I have come to learn I’m stronger than I was before I believe I can now walk through the door I’m no longer going to be afraid For I have won my battle today My heart won’t let in the mind that is lying I must always remember to Always Keep Fighting -Angela Payne
As hard as depression is to overcome, my struggles have gotten the best of me to the end my life time and time again. I still struggle with this evil that has a hold on me. As a man we are told to be strong to not show any weakness, as a man I can tell you it's easy to lie and say I'm fine or that I'm ok. Deep down inside I'm dying, dying to break free of the darkness of my past, my present. I fear my future, but I manage to get by every day. It's easy to leave a random comment where no one knows you, just to let this out. Thank you for this.
I'm a psychiatric nurse the first I saw this video . I cried this is what my patients and families deal with. this a chemical imbalance that is a life long journey. I always thank the families sticking with them on this journey you are correct they often think that families would be better off without them.The problem is they feel better and stop their medications because they feel better i always tell them think it like diabetes or hypertension you stop when doctor stop. Many blessings to people struggling with mental health We are here for you
This one felt different to me. My father was a heroin addict and almost overdosed a few times I remember being near him while he was OD-ing. As a kid I didn’t know what was happening around me. Turns out he was struggling with social anxiety and depression. He was clean from heroin for 2 years and In 2014 he relapsed. When he relapsed he accidentally got fentanyl poisoned heroin and passed away in November of that year. This song, Castle/Arose, and I’m Sorry always make me feel a little something. Thanks for the great content Chris, your videos have helped me through my tough times. I’ve learned so much from the things you’ve said in these reactions. ❤️
Thank you for sharing your thoughts. My ex (a Navy veteran) suffered from PTSD on top of manic depression, we all tried everything to get him help, but he took his life. It is so hard to watch someone you love spiral out of control and when they leave us, they leave us shattered.
I was all good until your reaction to her passing. Your heartfelt and raw reaction got me right in the feels Larry. It’s one of the reasons we love you so much.
You absolutely have to listen to Alyssa Lies by Jason Micheal Carrol. It is one of the few songs that is capable of making me cry EVERY time I hear it.
Im glad and happy to say i was that lady in my late teen years and now that i lived through that i have become that man/ that person that will save everyone and will be there for anyone in need. I will fight for anyone who needs a helping hand.
I have Bipolar Depression and it is really tough! I have had 2 suicide attempts. I am doing good right now Thank God! I couldn’t do it because I couldn’t let my mom find me. She would hug me for hours. The best mom ever!! I thank God I am alive!!! Thank you for playing this video!!
I'm watching this video for the first time on the day of the 15th anniversary of the death of my daughter. We've already lost a son and then our daughter. No matter what I do or where I'm at this day effects me. Chris thank you for your words ❤️
loved your reaction..this song means a lot to me as i have also lost my niece to suicide..she was 22..very sad and tears your heart out.. had a deep impact..thanks so much for your expression of compassion..you are a great person..bless you..from australian fan..
This song rips my heart out every time. I lived this mans life. My daughters father took himself from us 5 years ago. I spent almost 15 years saving him over and over and just a couple years of my being in a different state... well... I wasn't able to save him. He left behind 2 children. One girl and one boy, they were six at the time and they loved him with all they had. It is so hard to lose someone you held together for so long. I still hold so much rage and sorrow. I feel so much guilt for my daughter. It just wasn't fair.
If country is something that you’re wanting to explore, I’d recommend “in color” by Jamey Johnson. It has a similar sound to this song and has a nice story to go along with it!😁
You should review Hurt by Johnny Cash. A true legend and an amazing rendition of the song. And yes it's got that country twist. Or Arlington by Trace Adkins. Just a couple of opening your horizons. Lol
Thanks for the content, I do really enjoy it!! And whoever needs to hear this. We need you here, You are important, and we don't want to be in this world without you!
❤️ Many people suffer from mental illness and it’s far past time we stop ignoring this fact. Hopefully, the more we talk about it, the greater the awareness will be and we will inch closer to breaking the taboo, stigmatization and shame that has surrounded mental illness for so long.
Thank you Larry!!! You help me discover a Gem I probably wouldn't have found otherwise. I do enjoy Country Music from time to time but they have to have a meaning behind them just like this one. Some Music Genres have extreme hidden gems if you search for them and sometimes people share them with others just like you did with this one. WOW... I love this one and the Visuals really help solidify it.
My little brother took his life a couple months ago he was married and had 2 beautiful little boys 1 and 3 years old. He was only 22. The last text i sent him i told him i loved him and asked him to promise me to never hurt himself he read it and never replied. If anyone reading this feels that no one cares trust me so many people do there is always a way out and things will get better. Kinda weird the last time I watched one of your videos he was still alive this was the first one I've watched since he passed.
Chris stapleton is top 5 artist of all time already, one of if not the greatest voices ive ever heard, so glad you're doing his songs and videos now. Between him and eminem 2 of my favorite, such a vast difference in music but so close in messages and lyrical and story telling ability
It's one of those videos like Martina McBride's "Concrete Angel" or John Michael Montgomery's "The Little Girl" that needs to be experienced. It could make a difference.
I love your gentle counsel. You possess such beautiful, genuine emotion. On a personal level I have to share..... I had my very own miracle today. No question that God's hand touched my life. These little miracles dont come around very often, but always slap me in the face. Reminds me that God is in control. Faith is a strong emotion and guides us along this journey. Your faith and love is always apparent in your eyes. Thanks so so much Chris. Pray that all is well with your family. How blessed they are to have you in this life. ❤ patti
What a surprise! Found your channel because of Eminem, who is my favorite artist of all time. Big fan of Chris as well, saw him live at the Houston Rodeo and was amazed at how raw he sounded. Coincidentally, also just saw him in concert less than a week ago! He sounds just like he does in his songs. Cool side note: his wife, Morgan, is his background singer and seeing them on stage is wonderful. Here for both Eminem and Chris!
Depression is a serious issue - thanks for this reaction and for bringing this issue to people's attention - keep the great reactions coming. Try Chris Stapleton's "Sometimes I Cry" and his Austin City Limits edition of "Tennessee Whiskey."
What you said at the end here really touched me, as one whose dealt a lot with depression and anxiety, amd several times thought of suicide. Thankfully I've got my partner who does not struggle with any mental illness, which can be both good and frustrating. But as you said, tha best thing to do is reach out, even though it seems like the hardest thing to do. To find someone who deals with the same as yourself is both a blessing and a curse. Because it feels so good to talk to someone who understands what you are going through, and don't have to explain in details how it feels, how it hurts, why hurting yourself sometimes feels good and so on. Then again, when you know how bad it can be you would not wish it on your worst enemy... Thank you so much for your insight and good words! Love from Norway!
As someone whose struggled with depression for years, life gets better when you let it. When you actually let yourself heal it'll start getting better, and yeah it might be hard and it'll never go away not fully but it'll help. The whole idea of "think of everyone around you" doesn't help, it only makes you feel worse for feeling the way you do. Just remember, you're not alone and there is people who will talk to you if you feel the need. There is help and more importantly there is hope.
I loved your reaction brother. I liked it a couple days ago. I struggle with depression and anxiety. I thought about suicide for a few years. It’s a struggle. I don’t take medication. I drink but I don’t want to depend on pills. I think it’s important to be truthful. I’m good today but I don’t give a shit about life. Once I did that the burden was lifted off my shoulders. If life goes bad I always thought you can always go.
Thanks Chris, Don’t know you except through this channel but I wanted to thank you for your awesome reactions and for showing a caring and kind heart toward your audience that is like a breath of fresh air. Life needs more people like you. Carry on and know that your message is being heard.
I may be your newest subscriber, but I've probably watched 10 videos in a row. I love who you are and how you resonate. After connecting with you for the past hour or so, here is a recommendation. This will resonate deeply with you, I know it will. Sean Rowe - "I'll Follow Your Trail"
Please react to Chris Stapleton broken halo it’s the best song he’s ever made it’s my favourite song I listen to it every day . Reminds me of my ex you have to listen to it
Not going to lie, when you started the reaction and said how cute it was, all I could think was you have no idea what's coming. Chris is amazing and has some really good songs out there
I absolutely dislike country music. That being said, Chris Stapleton is on another level for me. That voice is so good, I even went to see him in concert and it was even better live. He’s incredible!
Well there’s tons more like him. Branch out and you’ll see that country has some of the most deepest songs ever written. The stuff on country radio is trash tho
I listen to Country all the time but I'm a true Hip Hop fan. Country is real storytelling. You really need to give it a chance. This song is close to my heart. Having a daughter that deals with mental health and has attempted suicide. She's bipolar and struggles every single day. My biggest fear is getting that call that she succeeded. All I can do is let her know how much I love her every single day and be here for her. Only video Chris Stapleton made because he felt so strong about the subject.
I've lost people to suicide and have made a few attempts myself. At this point, the only thing keeping me alive is the lithium I take. But whatever it takes, I guess. I think the most important thing to take away from videos and conversations like this is that you can't shame or guilt someone into getting better. No person ever stopped feeling suicidal because someone said "look how many people you'd be hurting" or "look how good you've got it, don't waste your gifts" or "don't be selfish".
Thank you for another lovely reaction to an amazing song, and for your message. To all those out there who relate to this song/video too well…🥺🙏. I’m generally not a country fan, either. I can’t stand the twangy stuff about sexy tractors, red Solo cups, and dinners at Applebee’s. *But Chris Stapleton is a different monster.* I know he’s most often categorized as country, but I really think he’s more folk-blues/folk-rock. He is an incredible songwriter and vocalist. He has one of the best male voices I’ve ever heard - always on-pitch (sounds even better live than recorded), strong, smooth enough but with just the right amount of grit/gravel. Please do consider more Chris Stapleton. And if you like Chris Stapleton, but you’ve never given Johnny Cash a chance…at least try Cash’s cover of “Hurt.” ua-cam.com/video/8AHCfZTRGiI/v-deo.html It was originally by the rock band Nine Inch Nails. Cash’s spin on it, and his delivery of it (knowing that he was an old, frail man with very little time left) is soul-gripping. I tear up every time.
It's quite ironic that you're reacting to this video TODAY! Today is the anniversary of my older brothers death. He committed suicide on his birthday! On that note, love and miss you Matt and happy birthday bro. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you! ❤️✌️ Edit: Thank you Chris!!!
I am so very sorry to hear about your brother. I can't imagine you having to go through that. The thing is that when a person feels like nobody will care that they are gone is one of the most tragic lies a person can convince themselves of. So very sorry. Blessings to you my friend.
@@larryshair I truly appreciate your kind words...it was quite tragic indeed. My mother and I worked together at the time and we both got out together at the same time so we could go to his house and celebrate. We pulled in, his wife was crying and said that he'd left a voice msg on her phone and left a note for his 5 year old. She said she looked everywhere and couldn't find him. The police put out a bolo for him and a missing person report. My mother and I looked everywhere as well with no luck. We even checked in his storage shed in hopes he drove his car in there and hid. I called all of his friends and our mutual friends and no one had seen him. I even called my best friend and asked if he'd seen him even tho I knew he hadn't seen him and even broke down on the phone explaining why I was looking for him. I sat with my mother and thought with her for about 45 more minutes just trying to process. My mother said "I wish I knew where you guys did more... even when you were kids you guys always used to run off and I never knew where you went".... I sat and thought about what she just said and it hit me. INSTANTLY. I thought of the place we used to always play at about 1000 feet from our house when we were young (his house at the time was 4 houses down from our childhood home). We took my mom's car around to the next road across the railroad tracks and we found his car. A sickness came over me not knowing what I was going to find.... he wasn't in it and his car was locked. I panicked a second because his car was facing his house and was tucked in behind some bushes and was hidden from the front pretty well. He apparently watched his wife cheat on him with another man the night before his birthday. So he went to the place we played at as children and prepared.... so back to when my mother and I were at his car. So after we found out it was locked, I looked at my mom and said mom, I know where he is and started to sprint as fast as I could. I'm pretty athletic now but was super athletic then (2005). There is a empty car lot next to railroad tracks and leads down to a little gully with a stream and the same upward hill immediately after the stream (about 25 feet wide) which was just barely any water in it. I ran so fast that when I got the the drop off, I just ran straight and was running in mid air until I landed in the stream/mud (like maybe a 12 foot drop off at a 45° angle so just a slopey hill down) and I got stuck in the mud... while I was pulling my foot out of the mud I lost my shoe... I said never-mind and got my balance and looked around to find the path up the hill... when I found the path I looked up and saw a sneaker in the air... noticed his blue jeans (he always wore jeans all year around, he was a big rig mechanic) and saw his dark blue shirt and then his face. My mom luckily stayed at the car like a quarter mile back roughly. I screamed so loud and so high pitched that I must have sounded like the mom in the movie Scream in the opening scene (if you're not sure what I'm talking about, just watch the first 5 minutes of the first Scream movie and you'll understand what I mean) my mom said she heard me as clear as day through the trees and she said she dropped to her knees. The police were there just pulling in and they rushed to my screams... when they got to me I passed out and they carried me out. My mom lost it and thought it was my brother they were carrying out but she realized who it was when they got closer. I'll never forget what I saw... the flies around his face and small bugs crawling in and out of his ears, eyes mouth and nose. The smell that I smelled of urine and feces. It literally broke my heart and traumatized myself. He had hung himself and later found out that it was double-noosed... My mother was also traumatized too. She's so incredibly strong and my hero for going through that with me. She should have never had this happen to her. God I love her. But that is the story of how my brother died on his birthday. June 14th. I miss him dearly and I love him so much. His son is an amazing little boy then/ young man now. He was also traumatized and had a difficult time growing up and his mother didn't allow us to spend time with him. It's so unfortunate because he deserved so much more. He's amazing and I love him so much as well. I'm not sure why I decided to share this but I know I won't be judged and I hope others won't judge him either. He was obviously struggling and was in so much pain. I still don't know how to feel about it and it's been 17 years. I apologize for the whole story on your page but I wanted to share his story. This was so hard to write out while trying to hold it together but sharing this makes me feel a little better somehow. Thanks for listening/reading and Love yall, take care! ✌️ & ❤️
@@larryshair I also agree that the most tragic lie a person can convince themselves of is thinking no one will care that they are gone, like they won't be missed by any one, as if no one cares at all. So tragic but it's also a reason to tell my 2 amazing children (and friends and family and people in general) that they are so loved and appreciated each and every day. Thank you Chris for listening to my story. Keep doing what you do and keep being you because you really do help people like myself and many many others. It may just seem like a reaction video for you but the songs you choose and sometimes the stories you share can bring a smile or enlighten someone or expose them to a new feeling or inspiration through music, your thoughts and can change people for the better. Thanks a million times my friend. Again, take care!
@@MrThidious I’m so sorry about this very sad experience in your life. The right word simply just escape me and finding almost futile ways to console you in this experience. I simply can’t imagine. I’m so glad that his son is doing OK now. That’s got to be quite a stigma to carry around with you. Praying for you my friend.
You should do NF “If you want love” not sure if you have done it yet, and Post Malone “Euthanasia” this song is new and the meaning behind it it’s just on point!!!! Great job! Loving the videos, blessings 🙏🏽
Hello Chris🙂 Thanks for a very beautiful reaction to a very beautiful, but sad, song. I'm still amazed about how quickly you pick up on things on first listen. I thought only I could do that......😜 And I have to admit I like that you react to something else other than rap. I see you have been swallowed whole by that genre. Nothing wrong with that ofc, but there are a lot of great artists out there. Chris Isaak and Chris Cornell to name just two 🙃 And then we have Angelina 🥰 Take care Chris !
Chris Cornell is an amazing suggestion, and there's quite a few songs to react to of his... Like A Stone, Redemption Song, Fell On Black Days.... there's so many good ones!
@@larryshair but you gotta check out the acoustic versions of these because I believe most of these are done in front of a live audience and they're truly amazing!
Hey Chris! Hope you're all good man! I'm with you on this one... I'm slowly opening my mind to this new music and country really isn't my thing but this was a good one and a really powerful song!
My mom was shot by my dads police partner. I was 10 months old. My husband was murdered in California are 2 kids were 5years and 6 months old. I was 25. I feel this song so deeply
I suffer pretty severe depression, for me I suffer in silence. I'm embarrassed by so much so nobody knows about it. Few months ago I attempted suicide. When I confided in my boss about my struggles he joked with me about it, told me I would never go through nor succeed in it. Right now I have a week off work and have no will to do anything but drink and sleep, its hard especially when you have no support.
I really encourage you to find a good church in your area where you can get plugged in and get support. To be alone with your thoughts can be a very scary place. There are others out there that really need you.
Hey man, I'm dealing with the same thing... I'm glad you opened up here. Comment section where nobody knows you and judge you is a beautiful place. You my friend have to talk to someone, you can't be alone with it... and if you're not ready to ask for help you can talk to thousands of people hiding behind their keyboards struggling with similar stuff. It helps too, it helps you understand you're not the only one in this dark place. Please don't drink too much... alcohol gives you extra confidence and mess up your mind even more which can lead to very bad things.
Thanks for reacting to Chris Stapleton! I'm genereally not a country fan either, but love this guy. I would love to see you react to The Avett Brothers. Their lyrics are amazing. Recommend No hard feelings or The ballad of love and hate. Those are some deep songs.
I love Chris Stapleton, love this song! I'm not into bluesgrass...HOWEVER you NEED to check The Dead South and the song In Hell We'll be in Good Company. It's so good.
No no we love both We love both I’m huge fan of Eminem But I really love chris’s music We love good music It don’t matter the genre We love talent ❤️❤️❤️❤️😂
Great reaction! An amazing heartfelt reaction to a deep and powerful song. While it was written for another reason, I would love for you to check out the song Blackbird by Alter Bridge. It often gets comments about depression and the loss of a loved one. Keep the reactions coming. Thanks again.
Check on your loved ones folks. Even those happy looking. Depressed people got great acting skills, they pretend to be happy because it's easier than explaining what's going on. I do it all the time...
I’ve never related to a song more than I do this one Chris’s voice is amazing the music video is beautiful but sad I cried like a baby the first time I watched this video. I’ve been suffering from major depressive disorder along with anxiety, panic attacks, ptsd, a lot of past and present trauma I’m in some kind of funk right now my depression is out of control and having terrible mood swings that can change in secs then it goes from ok to sad or angry and it goes back and fourth constantly it makes me feel crazy depression hurts so dang bad🥺💔
I feel the same way every single day and I've tried numerous times to get help and all the meds they throw your way doesn't help me. I have a little one and I feel like every day I let her down but I also know I can't help it and I'm tired of being this way and not knowing how to fix it or even make it better.
Please listen to “Bully” by Eminem. It’s a diss track towards Benzino (owner of the source magazine which was a huge rap magazine) and Ja Rule who was beefing with Eminem’s artist 50 cent
Great reaction. You should check out Wiskey Lullaby by Allison Krausse and Brad Paisley. It's another country song that tells a story that's will leave ur mouth hanging open. It's sad. Not like this one but equally emotional and it's a great song.
I think by how much detail you actually pay attention to would put you in a great position to do some Bo Burnham reactions.. I'm mentioning him here because a large part of his work deals with his own depression and mental health problems. I'll warn you though, this is a rabbit hole. Starting with his earlier stuff and moving forward would be best because it's really a pretty amazing journey to take, but since we're talking about depression here, I'd say go with "All Eyes On Me" to get an idea of what I'm talking about.. (I'll put the link in a reply to this comment..)
BPD is so destructive. No matter what any guy or woman does, they suffer from giult: should I have done more, is my fault, am I to blame. Here in the UK in 2024, and before the government has budgets to mental health have decreased, whilst, pervesly, defence budgets have inreased.
Chris Stapleton and many ol boys alike is what we like to call real country. I know your a fan of deep songs and that’s what real country is all about. If you branch out I know you’ll end up loving it. But I promise radio country is awful that’s what drives so many people away from the genre. You should definitely check out “give all you can” by Cody jinks.
@larryshair I consider myself a student of music and not afraid to listen to something different. On a regular basis I listen to my own playlist that has a mix of 80s hair bands, a couple rappers I like, and a few country songs. If you see this comment could I recommend reacting to "Johnny Cash - Ragged Old Flag"?
I'm going through this with my wife. I spend everyday at work scared that I'm going to get a call. It doesn't help that I have severe depression and anxiety myself but I try to stay strong so she keeps fighting.
He was there for her. He said say what you want, fire away. But he was not enough. Such a powerful song.
I’ve left comments, especially for mental health, depression and Bipolar II. Thank you to those who shed a light on mental illness because it is real. Chris true, so true, and heartfelt reaction. I wonder sometimes, why me? For 25 years and folks - way back to my kid days, I’ve endured this. Which is why it is me. I can tell my story, I’m still here. Fighting the good fight. Running my race for the prize. Telling troubled people, People, you are an important person who is valuable here. Just like I found myself to be. Get help, stay the course, reach out a hand and your voice to pass it on. You will be blessed, and can bless others who hurt. You can be triumphant!
So very well-said, Rebecca. Praying for you my friend.
Keep fighting because there's so many people who care, even ones you may not think care, they all do. Stay strong and keep pushing!
Who knew? Bad spell right now! 4-6 hours. Medical management in place. 😎. Learn techniques that work for you folks! God sends me music, it’s a tool in my toolbox. Latest is my Father God singing this to me ua-cam.com/video/22ZnZocAS4I/v-deo.html When you use your toolbox, sometimes you get greasy, nature of cleaning up. But it does clean up! It is a battle, be in it to win it! And everybody said? Amen. Thank you both for support. Much appreciated.
I actually suffer from depression. I wrote this in one of my darker days. I have lots of support and have to push myself daily to go against what I may think or feel.
When I’m in my darkest hour
I simply lose all my power
To love, to smile, to live, to care
I lose myself, I’m in despair
A windowless room, dark and alone
I recognize nothing even though I’m home
I sit and stare for hours a day
Hopeless in thought, words I can’t say
The battle within is strong today
Alone in my silence I start to pray
Do they hear me, can they know
How lost I am, how far I may go
While in my prayers, a glimmer of light
A voice telling me to not give up the fight
My thoughts come more focused, my worth coming through
My family, my friends I tether onto
The power within me has come to return
And in this day I have come to learn
I’m stronger than I was before
I believe I can now walk through the door
I’m no longer going to be afraid
For I have won my battle today
My heart won’t let in the mind that is lying
I must always remember to
Always Keep Fighting
-Angela Payne
Beautiful 😍
Thank you so much for sharing. I know it can be a real battle. Praying for you my friend.
Honest and open and healing. Thank you for sharing your beautiful work.
As hard as depression is to overcome, my struggles have gotten the best of me to the end my life time and time again. I still struggle with this evil that has a hold on me. As a man we are told to be strong to not show any weakness, as a man I can tell you it's easy to lie and say I'm fine or that I'm ok. Deep down inside I'm dying, dying to break free of the darkness of my past, my present. I fear my future, but I manage to get by every day. It's easy to leave a random comment where no one knows you, just to let this out. Thank you for this.
@@wickedxris I totally get you. This can be a scary and lonely place. Praying for you my friend.
I'm a psychiatric nurse the first I saw this video . I cried this is what my patients and families deal with. this a chemical imbalance that is a life long journey. I always thank the families sticking with them on this journey you are correct they often think that families would be better off without them.The problem is they feel better and stop their medications because they feel better i always tell them think it like diabetes or hypertension you stop when doctor stop. Many blessings to people struggling with mental health We are here for you
This one felt different to me. My father was a heroin addict and almost overdosed a few times I remember being near him while he was OD-ing. As a kid I didn’t know what was happening around me. Turns out he was struggling with social anxiety and depression. He was clean from heroin for 2 years and In 2014 he relapsed. When he relapsed he accidentally got fentanyl poisoned heroin and passed away in November of that year. This song, Castle/Arose, and I’m Sorry always make me feel a little something. Thanks for the great content Chris, your videos have helped me through my tough times. I’ve learned so much from the things you’ve said in these reactions. ❤️
Wow, thanks so much Thomas!
I grew up on rap, hip-hop, and rock..... But no genre tells a story like country. And Chris's voice transcends any genre.
Chris Stapleton is a perfect crossover artist if you’re a blues fan you would love it country rock ‘n’ roll R&B. He’s got something for everybody.
You need to check out more Chris Stapleton for sure! But make sure it is live he sound amazing live! Great reaction!
Thank you for sharing your thoughts. My ex (a Navy veteran) suffered from PTSD on top of manic depression, we all tried everything to get him help, but he took his life. It is so hard to watch someone you love spiral out of control and when they leave us, they leave us shattered.
Chris is the definition of country and blues and soul. Everything he sings is gold! Please keep listening to him.
I was all good until your reaction to her passing. Your heartfelt and raw reaction got me right in the feels Larry. It’s one of the reasons we love you so much.
Thanks so much Laura. I can't imagine someone watching this and not getting annihilated...
You absolutely have to listen to Alyssa Lies by Jason Micheal Carrol. It is one of the few songs that is capable of making me cry EVERY time I hear it.
I second that one!!! Extremely Hard to listen to but a hidden gem
I'm not the biggest country music fan but when I hear this song and or see this video I'm crying my heart out always ❤❤❤
You're not alone. I watched it over and I was a weeping mess..
Im glad and happy to say i was that lady in my late teen years and now that i lived through that i have become that man/ that person that will save everyone and will be there for anyone in need. I will fight for anyone who needs a helping hand.
I have Bipolar Depression and it is really tough! I have had 2 suicide attempts. I am doing good right now Thank God! I couldn’t do it because I couldn’t let my mom find me. She would hug me for hours. The best mom ever!! I thank God I am alive!!! Thank you for playing this video!!
I'm watching this video for the first time on the day of the 15th anniversary of the death of my daughter. We've already lost a son and then our daughter. No matter what I do or where I'm at this day effects me. Chris thank you for your words ❤️
I'm so terribly sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to express how difficult this must be for you and your family. Blessings to you my friend.
loved your reaction..this song means a lot to me as i have also lost my niece to suicide..she was 22..very sad and tears your heart out.. had a deep impact..thanks so much for your expression of compassion..you are a great person..bless you..from australian fan..
This song rips my heart out every time. I lived this mans life. My daughters father took himself from us 5 years ago. I spent almost 15 years saving him over and over and just a couple years of my being in a different state... well... I wasn't able to save him. He left behind 2 children. One girl and one boy, they were six at the time and they loved him with all they had. It is so hard to lose someone you held together for so long. I still hold so much rage and sorrow. I feel so much guilt for my daughter. It just wasn't fair.
If country is something that you’re wanting to explore, I’d recommend “in color” by Jamey Johnson. It has a similar sound to this song and has a nice story to go along with it!😁
Love that song..... Also love Eric Church, Some of it
Would be amazing to see a reaction video of in color
Thank you for doing this one Larry! You heard my pleading! You’re the man!
You made my day man
Nice!
This is what it’s like to live with someone with depression and anxiety.
You should review Hurt by Johnny Cash. A true legend and an amazing rendition of the song. And yes it's got that country twist. Or Arlington by Trace Adkins. Just a couple of opening your horizons. Lol
Country music will do that to you❤️ love love love Chris Stapleton!
Thanks for the content, I do really enjoy it!! And whoever needs to hear this. We need you here, You are important, and we don't want to be in this world without you!
Ty! U have no idea how much I needed that as I’m sure others do too
♥️ Chris Stapleton !!!!!!!
❤️ Many people suffer from mental illness and it’s far past time we stop ignoring this fact. Hopefully, the more we talk about it, the greater the awareness will be and we will inch closer to breaking the taboo, stigmatization and shame that has surrounded mental illness for so long.
Thank you Larry!!! You help me discover a Gem I probably wouldn't have found otherwise. I do enjoy Country Music from time to time but they have to have a meaning behind them just like this one. Some Music Genres have extreme hidden gems if you search for them and sometimes people share them with others just like you did with this one. WOW... I love this one and the Visuals really help solidify it.
One of my favourite artists at the momen👌
My little brother took his life a couple months ago he was married and had 2 beautiful little boys 1 and 3 years old. He was only 22. The last text i sent him i told him i loved him and asked him to promise me to never hurt himself he read it and never replied. If anyone reading this feels that no one cares trust me so many people do there is always a way out and things will get better. Kinda weird the last time I watched one of your videos he was still alive this was the first one I've watched since he passed.
I am so very terribly sorry
I understand this song because I am dealing with a 21 year old son going through a deep depression.
Every time i watch this music video i tear up. Great, deep story with a great voice to tell it
Chris stapleton is top 5 artist of all time already, one of if not the greatest voices ive ever heard, so glad you're doing his songs and videos now. Between him and eminem 2 of my favorite, such a vast difference in music but so close in messages and lyrical and story telling ability
It's one of those videos like Martina McBride's "Concrete Angel" or John Michael Montgomery's "The Little Girl" that needs to be experienced. It could make a difference.
I love your gentle counsel. You possess such beautiful, genuine emotion. On a personal level I have to share..... I had my very own miracle today. No question that God's hand touched my life. These little miracles dont come around very often, but always slap me in the face. Reminds me that God is in control. Faith is a strong emotion and guides us along this journey. Your faith and love is always apparent in your eyes. Thanks so so much Chris. Pray that all is well with your family. How blessed they are to have you in this life. ❤ patti
Wow, that is really cool! I love it when the Lord reaches through to us in miraculous ways. He's our Abba, Pappa.
Thanks dear 😊🌞🙏🏻 That was a new experience for me so beautiful and deep
So glad you enjoyed!
What a surprise! Found your channel because of Eminem, who is my favorite artist of all time. Big fan of Chris as well, saw him live at the Houston Rodeo and was amazed at how raw he sounded. Coincidentally, also just saw him in concert less than a week ago! He sounds just like he does in his songs.
Cool side note: his wife, Morgan, is his background singer and seeing them on stage is wonderful.
Here for both Eminem and Chris!
“Starting Over” - ua-cam.com/video/A3svABDnmio/v-deo.html
“Millionaire”
Are both amazing Chris Stapleton songs I’d love to see reactions to!
Depression is a serious issue - thanks for this reaction and for bringing this issue to people's attention - keep the great reactions coming. Try Chris Stapleton's "Sometimes I Cry" and his Austin City Limits edition of "Tennessee Whiskey."
I love Chris Stapleton’s music and voice too. Thank you for this reaction.
What you said at the end here really touched me, as one whose dealt a lot with depression and anxiety, amd several times thought of suicide. Thankfully I've got my partner who does not struggle with any mental illness, which can be both good and frustrating. But as you said, tha best thing to do is reach out, even though it seems like the hardest thing to do. To find someone who deals with the same as yourself is both a blessing and a curse. Because it feels so good to talk to someone who understands what you are going through, and don't have to explain in details how it feels, how it hurts, why hurting yourself sometimes feels good and so on. Then again, when you know how bad it can be you would not wish it on your worst enemy...
Thank you so much for your insight and good words!
Love from Norway!
Thanks so much. Yes, this struggle is real and can be a very lonely place. Keep your head up my friend. Blessings to you.
As someone whose struggled with depression for years, life gets better when you let it. When you actually let yourself heal it'll start getting better, and yeah it might be hard and it'll never go away not fully but it'll help. The whole idea of "think of everyone around you" doesn't help, it only makes you feel worse for feeling the way you do. Just remember, you're not alone and there is people who will talk to you if you feel the need. There is help and more importantly there is hope.
I'm here for you. Whatever it is. Let me help. "Take your best shot, give me what you got. Fire away"
I loved your reaction brother. I liked it a couple days ago. I struggle with depression and anxiety. I thought about suicide for a few years. It’s a struggle. I don’t take medication. I drink but I don’t want to depend on pills. I think it’s important to be truthful. I’m good today but I don’t give a shit about life. Once I did that the burden was lifted off my shoulders. If life goes bad I always thought you can always go.
Keep pressing on, bud.
Thank you for your words
This is why I like watching reaction videos. I get introduced to a bunch of music that I would never have been exposed to. Great reaction! 👏🏼
Nice! So glad you are picking up some gems!
Thanks Chris, Don’t know you except through this channel but I wanted to thank you for your awesome reactions and for showing a caring and kind heart toward your audience that is like a breath of fresh air. Life needs more people like you. Carry on and know that your message is being heard.
Thanks so much, Rich! That's so very kind.
Im not a country fan either, but I love me some Chris Stapleton...
Such an incredible song, this and Linkin Park - One More Light always hits me deep.
I may be your newest subscriber, but I've probably watched 10 videos in a row. I love who you are and how you resonate.
After connecting with you for the past hour or so, here is a recommendation.
This will resonate deeply with you, I know it will.
Sean Rowe - "I'll Follow Your Trail"
Thanks Jordan! Welcome to the Rabbit Hole!
I love this song. I've known a few people who are bi polar. Its hell. Depression and anxiety are hard.
My brother committed suicide by alcohol in April of last year. He never got to meet my son, who is now almost 7. It's absolutely heartbreaking
Oh man, I am so very sorry! I can't even begin to imagine.
Dude. You are the best reaction channel on UA-cam bar-none. Props to you. God bless you and your loved ones my friend - Jake
Jay, thank you so much for your kind words! That really means a lot!
Please react to Chris Stapleton broken halo it’s the best song he’s ever made it’s my favourite song I listen to it every day . Reminds me of my ex you have to listen to it
Not going to lie, when you started the reaction and said how cute it was, all I could think was you have no idea what's coming. Chris is amazing and has some really good songs out there
I absolutely dislike country music. That being said, Chris Stapleton is on another level for me. That voice is so good, I even went to see him in concert and it was even better live. He’s incredible!
Well there’s tons more like him. Branch out and you’ll see that country has some of the most deepest songs ever written. The stuff on country radio is trash tho
Please go through his catalog, it's so good. I don't like country but I LOVE Chris stapelton!!
The woman in the video was dealing and lost to bi-polar disorder which can be crippling.
Absolutely amazing song and great reaction!
I listen to Country all the time but I'm a true Hip Hop fan. Country is real storytelling. You really need to give it a chance. This song is close to my heart. Having a daughter that deals with mental health and has attempted suicide. She's bipolar and struggles every single day. My biggest fear is getting that call that she succeeded. All I can do is let her know how much I love her every single day and be here for her. Only video Chris Stapleton made because he felt so strong about the subject.
Brotha you will not dislike a song by chris.... “either way” is my personal favorite “Country wise* and you have to watch chris live!!
I was raised on country. But I love rap. Love both the same.
I've lost people to suicide and have made a few attempts myself. At this point, the only thing keeping me alive is the lithium I take. But whatever it takes, I guess. I think the most important thing to take away from videos and conversations like this is that you can't shame or guilt someone into getting better. No person ever stopped feeling suicidal because someone said "look how many people you'd be hurting" or "look how good you've got it, don't waste your gifts" or "don't be selfish".
Thank you for another lovely reaction to an amazing song, and for your message. To all those out there who relate to this song/video too well…🥺🙏.
I’m generally not a country fan, either. I can’t stand the twangy stuff about sexy tractors, red Solo cups, and dinners at Applebee’s. *But Chris Stapleton is a different monster.* I know he’s most often categorized as country, but I really think he’s more folk-blues/folk-rock. He is an incredible songwriter and vocalist. He has one of the best male voices I’ve ever heard - always on-pitch (sounds even better live than recorded), strong, smooth enough but with just the right amount of grit/gravel.
Please do consider more Chris Stapleton. And if you like Chris Stapleton, but you’ve never given Johnny Cash a chance…at least try Cash’s cover of “Hurt.” ua-cam.com/video/8AHCfZTRGiI/v-deo.html It was originally by the rock band Nine Inch Nails. Cash’s spin on it, and his delivery of it (knowing that he was an old, frail man with very little time left) is soul-gripping. I tear up every time.
It's quite ironic that you're reacting to this video TODAY! Today is the anniversary of my older brothers death. He committed suicide on his birthday! On that note, love and miss you Matt and happy birthday bro. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you! ❤️✌️
Edit: Thank you Chris!!!
I am so very sorry to hear about your brother. I can't imagine you having to go through that. The thing is that when a person feels like nobody will care that they are gone is one of the most tragic lies a person can convince themselves of. So very sorry. Blessings to you my friend.
@@larryshair I truly appreciate your kind words...it was quite tragic indeed. My mother and I worked together at the time and we both got out together at the same time so we could go to his house and celebrate. We pulled in, his wife was crying and said that he'd left a voice msg on her phone and left a note for his 5 year old. She said she looked everywhere and couldn't find him. The police put out a bolo for him and a missing person report. My mother and I looked everywhere as well with no luck. We even checked in his storage shed in hopes he drove his car in there and hid. I called all of his friends and our mutual friends and no one had seen him. I even called my best friend and asked if he'd seen him even tho I knew he hadn't seen him and even broke down on the phone explaining why I was looking for him. I sat with my mother and thought with her for about 45 more minutes just trying to process. My mother said "I wish I knew where you guys did more... even when you were kids you guys always used to run off and I never knew where you went".... I sat and thought about what she just said and it hit me. INSTANTLY. I thought of the place we used to always play at about 1000 feet from our house when we were young (his house at the time was 4 houses down from our childhood home). We took my mom's car around to the next road across the railroad tracks and we found his car. A sickness came over me not knowing what I was going to find.... he wasn't in it and his car was locked. I panicked a second because his car was facing his house and was tucked in behind some bushes and was hidden from the front pretty well. He apparently watched his wife cheat on him with another man the night before his birthday. So he went to the place we played at as children and prepared.... so back to when my mother and I were at his car. So after we found out it was locked, I looked at my mom and said mom, I know where he is and started to sprint as fast as I could. I'm pretty athletic now but was super athletic then (2005). There is a empty car lot next to railroad tracks and leads down to a little gully with a stream and the same upward hill immediately after the stream (about 25 feet wide) which was just barely any water in it. I ran so fast that when I got the the drop off, I just ran straight and was running in mid air until I landed in the stream/mud (like maybe a 12 foot drop off at a 45° angle so just a slopey hill down) and I got stuck in the mud... while I was pulling my foot out of the mud I lost my shoe... I said never-mind and got my balance and looked around to find the path up the hill... when I found the path I looked up and saw a sneaker in the air... noticed his blue jeans (he always wore jeans all year around, he was a big rig mechanic) and saw his dark blue shirt and then his face. My mom luckily stayed at the car like a quarter mile back roughly. I screamed so loud and so high pitched that I must have sounded like the mom in the movie Scream in the opening scene (if you're not sure what I'm talking about, just watch the first 5 minutes of the first Scream movie and you'll understand what I mean) my mom said she heard me as clear as day through the trees and she said she dropped to her knees. The police were there just pulling in and they rushed to my screams... when they got to me I passed out and they carried me out. My mom lost it and thought it was my brother they were carrying out but she realized who it was when they got closer. I'll never forget what I saw... the flies around his face and small bugs crawling in and out of his ears, eyes mouth and nose. The smell that I smelled of urine and feces. It literally broke my heart and traumatized myself. He had hung himself and later found out that it was double-noosed... My mother was also traumatized too. She's so incredibly strong and my hero for going through that with me. She should have never had this happen to her. God I love her. But that is the story of how my brother died on his birthday. June 14th. I miss him dearly and I love him so much. His son is an amazing little boy then/ young man now. He was also traumatized and had a difficult time growing up and his mother didn't allow us to spend time with him. It's so unfortunate because he deserved so much more. He's amazing and I love him so much as well. I'm not sure why I decided to share this but I know I won't be judged and I hope others won't judge him either. He was obviously struggling and was in so much pain. I still don't know how to feel about it and it's been 17 years.
I apologize for the whole story on your page but I wanted to share his story. This was so hard to write out while trying to hold it together but sharing this makes me feel a little better somehow. Thanks for listening/reading and Love yall, take care! ✌️ & ❤️
@@larryshair I also agree that the most tragic lie a person can convince themselves of is thinking no one will care that they are gone, like they won't be missed by any one, as if no one cares at all. So tragic but it's also a reason to tell my 2 amazing children (and friends and family and people in general) that they are so loved and appreciated each and every day. Thank you Chris for listening to my story. Keep doing what you do and keep being you because you really do help people like myself and many many others. It may just seem like a reaction video for you but the songs you choose and sometimes the stories you share can bring a smile or enlighten someone or expose them to a new feeling or inspiration through music, your thoughts and can change people for the better. Thanks a million times my friend. Again, take care!
@@MrThidious I’m so sorry about this very sad experience in your life. The right word simply just escape me and finding almost futile ways to console you in this experience. I simply can’t imagine. I’m so glad that his son is doing OK now. That’s got to be quite a stigma to carry around with you. Praying for you my friend.
Chris did this for Free because he wanted to bring awareness to Mental Health.
You should do NF “If you want love” not sure if you have done it yet, and Post Malone “Euthanasia” this song is new and the meaning behind it it’s just on point!!!!
Great job! Loving the videos, blessings 🙏🏽
Love this song. Powerful video. Loved this reaction. ✌🏼
Hello Chris🙂 Thanks for a very beautiful reaction to a very beautiful, but sad, song. I'm still amazed about how quickly you pick up on things on first listen. I thought only I could do that......😜
And I have to admit I like that you react to something else other than rap. I see you have been swallowed whole by that genre. Nothing wrong with that ofc, but there are a lot of great artists out there. Chris Isaak and Chris Cornell to name just two 🙃
And then we have Angelina 🥰 Take care Chris !
Thanks man! I know it's been a rap ride for a bit, but I have some other things on the way... Hope you're doing well, bud!
Chris Cornell is an amazing suggestion, and there's quite a few songs to react to of his... Like A Stone, Redemption Song, Fell On Black Days.... there's so many good ones!
@@larryshair but you gotta check out the acoustic versions of these because I believe most of these are done in front of a live audience and they're truly amazing!
Hey Chris! Hope you're all good man! I'm with you on this one... I'm slowly opening my mind to this new music and country really isn't my thing but this was a good one and a really powerful song!
My mom was shot by my dads police partner. I was 10 months old. My husband was murdered in California are 2 kids were 5years and 6 months old. I was 25. I feel this song so deeply
Wow, I'm so very sorry. Thanks for all your comments. I can't imagine what you've had to carry all these years. Blessings my friend.
I suffer pretty severe depression, for me I suffer in silence. I'm embarrassed by so much so nobody knows about it. Few months ago I attempted suicide. When I confided in my boss about my struggles he joked with me about it, told me I would never go through nor succeed in it. Right now I have a week off work and have no will to do anything but drink and sleep, its hard especially when you have no support.
I really encourage you to find a good church in your area where you can get plugged in and get support. To be alone with your thoughts can be a very scary place. There are others out there that really need you.
Hey man, I'm dealing with the same thing... I'm glad you opened up here. Comment section where nobody knows you and judge you is a beautiful place. You my friend have to talk to someone, you can't be alone with it... and if you're not ready to ask for help you can talk to thousands of people hiding behind their keyboards struggling with similar stuff. It helps too, it helps you understand you're not the only one in this dark place. Please don't drink too much... alcohol gives you extra confidence and mess up your mind even more which can lead to very bad things.
Thanks for reacting to Chris Stapleton! I'm genereally not a country fan either, but love this guy. I would love to see you react to The Avett Brothers. Their lyrics are amazing. Recommend No hard feelings or The ballad of love and hate. Those are some deep songs.
I love Chris Stapleton, love this song! I'm not into bluesgrass...HOWEVER you NEED to check The Dead South and the song In Hell We'll be in Good Company. It's so good.
Thank you for such a meaningful song!!
The irony. The fact that he's a police officer out there protecting everyone he couldn't protect his own wife
Love it!
Keep em coming ❤️❤️
No no we love both
We love both I’m huge fan of Eminem
But I really love chris’s music
We love good music It don’t matter the genre
We love talent ❤️❤️❤️❤️😂
Great reaction! An amazing heartfelt reaction to a deep and powerful song. While it was written for another reason, I would love for you to check out the song Blackbird by Alter Bridge. It often gets comments about depression and the loss of a loved one. Keep the reactions coming. Thanks again.
Check on your loved ones folks. Even those happy looking. Depressed people got great acting skills, they pretend to be happy because it's easier than explaining what's going on. I do it all the time...
I'm going to say it again lol. Chris Stapleton- I was wrong, Cold (live performance) Tennessee whiskey.
My husband of 26 years committed suicide in front of me 3 months ago. The worst thing I have ever seen. My life is forever changed.
Oh no, I simply can't imagine. I'm so very terribly sorry about your loss, not to mention having been present.
ANYTHING Chris Stapleton. Live is better!
One more thing... Have you heard of the band Citizen soldiers? All their songs are about depression anf mental health. They are great
I haven't heard of them. I will have to put them on the list! Stay well and happy my friend!
I’ve never related to a song more than I do this one Chris’s voice is amazing the music video is beautiful but sad I cried like a baby the first time I watched this video. I’ve been suffering from major depressive disorder along with anxiety, panic attacks, ptsd, a lot of past and present trauma I’m in some kind of funk right now my depression is out of control and having terrible mood swings that can change in secs then it goes from ok to sad or angry and it goes back and fourth constantly it makes me feel crazy depression hurts so dang bad🥺💔
I feel the same way every single day and I've tried numerous times to get help and all the meds they throw your way doesn't help me. I have a little one and I feel like every day I let her down but I also know I can't help it and I'm tired of being this way and not knowing how to fix it or even make it better.
Please listen to “Bully” by Eminem. It’s a diss track towards Benzino (owner of the source magazine which was a huge rap magazine) and Ja Rule who was beefing with Eminem’s artist 50 cent
I know im weak and i feel there is no hope honestly
For more introduction to country and for 4th of July listen to trace adkins Arlington or Til the Last Shots Fired. I think you will enjoy either one
Personally big fan of both Chris and eminem but Chris has amazing songs of his own and covers for you to check out.
Great reaction. You should check out Wiskey Lullaby by Allison Krausse and Brad Paisley. It's another country song that tells a story that's will leave ur mouth hanging open. It's sad. Not like this one but equally emotional and it's a great song.
I think by how much detail you actually pay attention to would put you in a great position to do some Bo Burnham reactions..
I'm mentioning him here because a large part of his work deals with his own depression and mental health problems.
I'll warn you though, this is a rabbit hole.
Starting with his earlier stuff and moving forward would be best because it's really a pretty amazing journey to take, but since we're talking about depression here, I'd say go with "All Eyes On Me" to get an idea of what I'm talking about..
(I'll put the link in a reply to this comment..)
ua-cam.com/video/1Rx_p3NW7gQ/v-deo.html
The irony, his job is to protect and serve, but being unable to protect and save his wife from her own demons…..
Phora-Fake Smiles part 2 is amazing. Says what so much of us have trouble putting into words. You should totally check it out!
Check out hope by Lucidious
BPD is so destructive. No matter what any guy or woman does, they suffer from giult: should I have done more, is my fault, am I to blame. Here in the UK in 2024, and before the government has budgets to mental health have decreased, whilst, pervesly, defence budgets have inreased.
Chris Stapleton and many ol boys alike is what we like to call real country. I know your a fan of deep songs and that’s what real country is all about. If you branch out I know you’ll end up loving it. But I promise radio country is awful that’s what drives so many people away from the genre. You should definitely check out “give all you can” by Cody jinks.
I'd like to request "Disturbed- Reason to fight" , don't even know if anyone cannot bawl their eyes out!
Music is what moves you. Don’t label it.
Would love to hear your reaction to " Cold" by Chris Stapleton.
Bipolar is hard on the sufferer and the ones who loves them I actually feel sorry for my husband because I have bipolar disorder
@larryshair I consider myself a student of music and not afraid to listen to something different. On a regular basis I listen to my own playlist that has a mix of 80s hair bands, a couple rappers I like, and a few country songs. If you see this comment could I recommend reacting to "Johnny Cash - Ragged Old Flag"?
If you really want to hear talent PLEASE consider listening to Morisette Amon. It doesn't even matter which song/cover because she's that good!