I'm so glad you are a Renegade,your reactions and personal life experience are so amazing. You will do a lot of good sharing your vulnerability. You are so wonderful. I was glad to see the response from Ren on the bullying of your son. Love you and stay strong
When do the people that think they are sick and don't fit come to the realization that it is the world that is sick and we are the good ones, now is when we find each other here and come to the realization its you, us that needs to tell the world how good life could be.
@@PaulNoble-jb2gq oh Paul you're such a sweetheart I appreciate that so much my friend. 🥹🩷 I mean that happened to me when I was younger and prettier/smaller but it gave me a very nice little preview into what those kinds of people are all about and it was startling. Thank you so much for being here my friend, and you are always welcome here 🥹🩷🙏
I am a RENegade and I am part of the SamFam 😂 LIFE IS GOOD! Thank you for always being brave enough to warn others with your experiences. It's pretty damn awesome Sam.
Life can suck and I’m glad I found Ren and now I’m glad I’ve found you. Mental health patient since I became a Crown Ward at eleven. Sometimes I won’t take a med because why should I take the meds when someone is doing it to me?!! Thank you for sharing your stories. Peace and love
@@Iris-i9i I know mom. I forget you watch me sometimes and I'm sorry if it's hurting you to re-hear these stories you went through with me but I love you so much and I appreciate the love and support mama 🥹🩷🥰
@@piplevett4783 😭😭😭 could you get anymore awesome?! 🥰 Thank you so much that means....it truly just means the world to me and I'm so glad to have you here my friend.
you are a real 1 .. Sam I ❤🧡💚 your honesty and your Strength Xx even in hard times to have self respect n not sell your soul these things people who prey on people when they dont have much or no way out of situations xx Respect
@@GREENIMANTV OHHHH MY HEART! 🥹🥹🥹🩷🩷🩷 Thank you so much. That's such a sweet thing to say, and yes I knew it would destroy me if I'd have taken that deal with the devils. Gosh I got so lucky and THANK YOU for all the love and support my friend it means SO MUCH to me 🥹🩷
Hi beautiful, this is such an important song. My health is misdiagnosed in my back, said that it was spreand but have it broken in 5 places and i was given diazapam for the pain. So the nurse told me, that medicine doesnt do much for you huh?? Now I'm months in the euthenesia project, yesterday they cleared me psychologicly, but for the pain I have fentanyl pads (I've cried when I discobevered Ren's song Diazapam and now his apperance at Knox Hill's Fentanyl) Hug from the Netherlands ❤❤❤
Ohhhh beautiful you're so amazing and I'm so blessed to have you as a member. It's so disheartening when the "professionals" let you down so badly and you have to pick up the pieces by yourself so I am SO SORRY you went through that and I am so blessed to have you here with me my friend 🥹🙏🩷 you deserve the world
@@helenjarvis7755 Helen, I love you being here my friend. Just gave me a huge smile and made my night so thank you so much for the love and support. 🥹🩷🙏 It means the world
Sick MFERS in Hollywood. We even know that from across the pond so good on you and Ren for not giving into that insanity! All my love and support from the UK as always love 🇬🇧❤️🔥👍
@@tvadakia you are such a sweetheart and that means so much to me. Thank you so much for your loving and supportive comment. It means so much to me my friend 🥹🩷🙏
That was a crazy story bestieeee! That was on some Diddt sh*t! Sick Boi will always be an amazing song. Because of the history and controversy and the title song off his first no #1 album. One off my favourite songs (if it is even possible to choose one) will be Genisis. The beat on that song is flamey for sure 🔥🔥🔥 Ren, Tom MacDonald, Ronnie (Falling is Reverse) and Harry Mack are my favourites at the moment. I love every thing they bring out. If Tom and Ren (when he is better) will be good lads and do a Europe tour, Netherlands to be exact i have seen them all! So let's do that!!
SOOOOOO freaking crazy Bjorn! One of the craziest things a person has ever said to me!...well if you don't include the time I ran a dog grooming salon and a customer asked me if I could make out with his dog on camera for $1000 😂 Maybe I shouldn't have told that one 😂 I'm gonna get to Genesis probably next because I've never heard it and you deserve a reaction request. You're so awesome. 🥹🩷
@@JusticeJunkies1 You have crazy stories girl! 😱 What do the men eat in Texas was it? Dayummmm 🫣 Genisis would be my Ren request. If you wanna do me a favor react to the song i suggested to you please? Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky (live session Abbey Road) Now that i think about it, it kinda reminds me of Ren. Amazing voice in a live session. It one of my favoirite songs ever. You will thank me later 😉
Go to the doctor and the first question they ask…………….So, did you bring a check? 💰💰. And before you leave they ask you to bring a friend next time. 💰💰💰‼️
@@jasonmoad9784 hit the nail on the head Jason. Only reason I ended up there was because it was court ordered inpatient treatment but it was JUST LIKE that lady. Just very surface level, never really solving anything. You're awesome btw! 🩷🥰
Yeah, they always blame the childhood. Not what is happening today, not the environment, not the lack of resources or accommodations. It also adds insult to injury when people say "well, get another therapis!" Well, there is a thing called Insurance who can take their time to process or approve a referral etc. Then in the mean time, you are dealing with whatever ailment and side effects of any meds you are given.
@JusticeJunkies1 just caught it. Jfc dude. Wtf. Glad I always hated the radio. But I hate the industry(all of it). That's why I just watch anime. I hate humans, well those kind, the bad kind. I'm fairly traumatized ngl, Jesus dude. Sorry af, that stuff is insane af
Sam I love you're reactions, you're a force of nature. I hope one day you will interview Ren, a conversation I would love to listen to. You both have so much in common. I'll send a message to Ren and see if he can hook up.
Omgosh that would be A DREAM come true. I've noticed that too Quad and I am so blessed that you guys were so persistent with me reacting to him. It's truly been a gift to find someone so similar. And YOU ARE INCREDIBLE my friend. I'm blessed to have you here with me my friend. 🥹🙏🩷
Ren was wrongly diagnosed with mental health conditions, like bi-polar, and told that his physical symptoms were psychosomatic, ie all in his head. Meanwhile, his real conditions (Lyme's disease, MCAS, neuropathy and severe autoimmunity) were left free to ravage his body and brain... for 8 years!. The strong psychotropic drugs that they had him on made his mental health much worse AND triggered a strong autoimmune response making everything much worse. The first half of this song is basically talking about that time. His requests for additional tests etc were dismissed as hypochondria. When he was bedridden, on a restricted liquid diet, severely underweight, in constant 24hr, chronic pain, so that he was unable to get any proper sleep. So constantly exhausted and in constant unrelenting pain, unable to leave his bed... and a doctor asked him if he'd thought about taking up a hobby! It was only Ren doing his own research and selling music online to raise money to see specialists, that he eventually found out what was wrong with him. Before that, unfortunately, his mind had had snapped, after suffering what was in effect 8 years of 24hr torture and he entered full-blown psychosis. Luckily the correct diagnosis and treatment meant it abated. It too had been partly caused by undiagnosed pathogens, so antibiotics were surprisingly effective against it. After going through all that, he now does have serious mental health conditions. He'd always had ADHD but now also has PTSD, chronic depression and anxiety and has occasional panic attacks. Although in a better place physically he still remains chronically ill, in constant pain et. Unfortunately he recently suffered a major relapse. He's due to undergo another 8 months of intensive treatment, as his last bout, of 18 months of intensive treatment, didn't work. That only ended a little over 3 months ago!
You need to listen to Raye and Ice Cream Man, but then you already had a glimpse at the "industry " so maybe best not go there? Or Sofia Isella and Doll People? That id is more in general about women in society but both impacted and I'm male.
Hey there, loved your video, and i just got done recording a video going over the issues i have with Just Jen, and she did make some good points in there, but I think Overall we shouldn't be writing people off just because they have different opinions. I'm not a Liberal but i get labeled as one constantly, just because I don't agree with everything conservatives say. And I try to focus on the arguments being made, and actually have conversations based on fact and logic.
I agree with that. I'm not 100% on board with either party, truly. When Bush was president I thought he was a terrible president and he was a Republican. Joe Biden and Kamala Harris IMO are both hands down the worst president and V.p. in my lifetime and I support the party that I believe is going to take us in a better direction. IMO the left has completely lost their minds, they've become radicalized and transformed into an actual cult. We don't even know who is currently running the country. Food is 3 times the amount it was under Trump. Crime rate is through the roof. Our border crisis is unreal. California is an open air drug market and they have the cartels set up shop all up and down the state, including a lot of Oregon and Washington state. 2 assassination attempts to keep power. Rent is so ridiculous that we have a homeless crisis unlike anything we've ever seen. Fentanyl is 1000×s more prevalent now than under Trump. The school systems are horrific. They are sexualizing children and making children illiterate at a rate we've not seen since the Depression. Sterilizing people by way of the trans stuff for life including children who aren't allowed to get driver's licenses, get tattoos, smoke, drink, join the military, get married, have intimate relations, yet they can walk into a center now and forever destroy their bodies before they can even consent to anything adult. Boys are being put in girl sports, locker rooms, and prisons with the women. Dangerous criminals are let out immediately now. Things that happen in 3rd world countries are starting to happen in America like the Venezuelan cartels that threw all the residents out of an apartment building and still live there to this day. They refuse to do anything about it. They demonize Christians and make us out to be terrorists when we are simply following our religion the exact same and religions like Muslims and Jewish people. They tried to defund the police and they are still defunded in parts of Oregon and Cali. Freedom of speech is no longer free. I'm absolutely 100% against everything the left is pushing all of this dangerous stuff down our throats and demonizing anyone who isn't fully on board with everything. It's unbelievable and that's why I am against the Democrats. They are not the same people anymore that they were even 10 years ago and I cannot back this communist "feel how we tell you to feel or else" madness. I've watched this country get turned inside out since they took power and they'll do anything to keep it so those are my observations and why I'm so fully against the left. I've experienced these changes first hand and I'm not okay with it. I'm a Trump supporter for those reasons and I understand that not everyone will agree but that's my honest stance on the situation and if you don't feel the same no hard feelings. Truly. 🩷🙏🩷 I'm glad you're here no matter what your stance is but I just figured I'd explain why I've arrived at that conclusion. I'm not saying Just Jen is right about everything and I'm not saying Trump is either but he is far better as a presidential candidate than Harris all day in my personal opinion. I hope this doesn't upset you. Just wanted to tell you why I feel that way. There are so many more reasons too but it would take forever to list them all 😂🩷🥹🙏
@@JusticeJunkies1 yea i actually addressed a lot of those issued in the video im working on right now, and I absolutely agree with everything you're saying. I believe both sides are just as good and just as bad, so im skeptical about everything both sides say. Im just constantly hearing things that i can't imagine being true, like the left giving illegally im migrants socal security and housing. Im just asking how do they know that going on ? Have they talked to people receiving those benefits, or are they just making up wild claims to make us hate the left even more ? I think overall me and you are on very similar grounds here, i see the education system as one of the biggest problems, as schools are funded from property tax, so that means in all impoverished areas, the schools are gonna be suffering. And that system is great for pushing the poor and middle class further down the whole. And also i love that you didn't immediately write me off because we're not identical in our beliefs, very common from people on both sides. I think you have shown a great deal of intelligence and understanding. Soo glad i decided to reach out, and share my opinions. I've tried many times to have civil conversations with conservatives, but usually end the same way, written off a moron or sheep. And i love being challenged too, so if you end up taking a look at the video I'm working on, and disagree with anything, i Will absolutely hear you out, and do further research. The channel this is going on is, researching with will, because we are doing research together. Also agree with you about the Alec Baldwin case, what a mess that is was. He definitely should have been found guilty, and how the prosecutors didn't know that filing evidence under a different case number wasn't ok, is just so absurd. If it were me, i would be checking everyone's bank accounts, the prosecutor the judge, EVERYON.
my mother calles me a old soul for how i look on situations. for me its normal but maby its not for all i dunno i just calculate social math in my head. I kinda have a answer for all sides i dunno why. also not all sides are supported
Samantha, I appreciate you sharing another deeply intimate story and I feel so sick that you had to be one of those women who encountered industrial trafficking in a major media industry. It happens much too often and I really hope that the P-Diddy case exposes this bullshit to start cracking down on making people, and authorities, aware that celebrities are not innocent and often just as criminally viable as 'normal' criminals. I am glad that you never agreed to that trafficking situation and stood up for yourself in the face of such immense cruelty and greed. My father was in the radio industry for nearly 50 years. We avoid talking about it, mostly because it doesn't deserve discussion between the two of us as our efforts would be better spent speaking up publicly against it, but my father is quite aware that it is a problem in the music industry. BTW, what you are describing in terms of your ability to find sexuality as part of attraction and needing an emotional or romantic connection to even consider sex with another person, that is called demisexual. It means you need a legitimate emotional, mental, and psychological connection with another person to find them sexually attractive, even if that person might be inherently physically attractive to you. Demisexual is not being 'lesbian' or 'gay' or anything of the sort. You can be heterosexual and demisexual. You can be homosexual and demisexual. Just something to consider. Sick Boi is specifically two fold: it is a song about the medical industry AND the music industry. It is about Ren's personal journey of discovering that the medical industry does not have the proper training and resources to handle situations like advanced or unusual medical conditions and that mental health is a serious problem on our planet but also that the music industry is quite condescending, treating artists like cattle and fodder for their coffers by not allowing artists to ACTUALLY develop their own creativity and uniqueness. Knox Hill just released his Chaos Theory 2 album and the music video for Drive Thru, one of the songs on the album, just got released. The music video was directed and produced by Ren's favorite DOP/cinematographer Samuel Perry-Falvey and his studio, Square Sun Studios. It's also an incredible diss on the music industry for effectively the same premise that Ren alludes to in Sick Boi. I highly recommend you check it out. Thanks as always for being so honest and real about your journey and experiences. Much peace and love to you. ^^
Oh Lianna thank you so much for your well thought out comment. I love it when y'all give me info like this and I could not agree with you more! And yes I'm definitely demisexual. 😊 Hadn't heard of that before but it definitely describes me. I will definitely check that Knox Hill song out. I've had a few people request him already and I'm so excited to get to him. You're the absolute best, I could not have explained that better. You're awesome my friend 🥹🩷
That is so f*cked up, Sam. Thing is, that sicko probably just got a new burner phone and found someone else who didn't see the red flags, or chose to ignore them.
@@GneasYTC I know love you're 100% right and that is something that has always gnawed at me. Who was naive enough after me to say yes and where are they now? It's always been a deeply disturbing thought of mine and you are so right on the money. Love this comment, you are so right my friend! 🩷🙏
@@JusticeJunkies1 Nothing you could have done about it, Sam. I mean the guy wouldn't even identify himself until you agreed to sign an NDA. I'm just totally horrified at the casual way he said you'd be 'a gift' to his celebrity buddies. How does any human sink that low? Sending virtual hugs your way, and I'm delighted you are thriving now. 🫂
Not much of a psychiatrist Billy! I'm so sorry that happened to you! Well it was probably for the best because that's such a b.s. move. He probably did you a favor because that's a p.o.s. psychiatrist and you deserve SO MUCH BETTER my friend 🩷🙏
You inspire so many Sam. Just like Ren. Wish you two could talk. He'd absolutely love you ❤
I'm so glad you are a Renegade,your reactions and personal life experience are so amazing. You will do a lot of good sharing your vulnerability. You are so wonderful. I was glad to see the response from Ren on the bullying of your son. Love you and stay strong
Brian, you're such a sweetheart and I can't tell you how much I appreciate the love and support my friend. It means more than you'll ever know. 🥹🩷🙏
Ren's message needs to be heard. It is so relatable for so many people. Beautiful reaction.
Thank you Ken. You're so awesome and that means so much to me my friend 🥹🩷🙏
PREACH SAMANTHA PREACH. AWESOME REACTION. EFF HOLLYWOOD! ❤
When do the people that think they are sick and don't fit come to the realization that it is the world that is sick and we are the good ones, now is when we find each other here and come to the realization its you, us that needs to tell the world how good life could be.
Anthony that is so accurate and I agree with every word. Could not have said it better my friend! 🥹🩷🙏
Sick sick world we live in. THANK GOD FOR YOU AND REN. 2 people unafraid to be genuine 🤯👍🔥💙🙏
@@JasonBasin-g4g well thank you Jason. Thank you so much my friend 🥹
You're so brave and i just adore you girl 👏👏👏😘
Thank you for being so honest and beautifully human in your reaction! I love your reactions.
Stefan thank you for leaving such a lovely comment 🥹 makes my whole day my friend. 🙏🩷
You BLOW ME AWAY! So awesome 😎👍
hi Samantha, Ren is just getting the truth out, love your cute face, it's tragic what happened to you. sending love and hugs from Durham England 🇬🇧👍🥰
@@PaulNoble-jb2gq oh Paul you're such a sweetheart I appreciate that so much my friend. 🥹🩷 I mean that happened to me when I was younger and prettier/smaller but it gave me a very nice little preview into what those kinds of people are all about and it was startling. Thank you so much for being here my friend, and you are always welcome here 🥹🩷🙏
I am a RENegade and I am part of the SamFam 😂 LIFE IS GOOD! Thank you for always being brave enough to warn others with your experiences. It's pretty damn awesome Sam.
Agree ❤
@@christelsegbars1630 oh my goodness you 2 just made my night. Y'all are so awesome 🥹🥹🥹🩷🩷🩷
Life can suck and I’m glad I found Ren and now I’m glad I’ve found you. Mental health patient since I became a Crown Ward at eleven. Sometimes I won’t take a med because why should I take the meds when someone is doing it to me?!! Thank you for sharing your stories. Peace and love
Hollywood can shove it. Sam and Ren say so! 😂❤ And I believe every word.
Oh I remember that radio show. Bastards. I'm so proud of you baby girl ❤
@@Iris-i9i I know mom. I forget you watch me sometimes and I'm sorry if it's hurting you to re-hear these stories you went through with me but I love you so much and I appreciate the love and support mama 🥹🩷🥰
If I ever have a daughter I hope she has your strength of character. Awesome awesome awesome reaction 👌
Whenever I think of the industry I immediately think of the Keanu Reeves movie Devils Advocate
@@piplevett4783 COULD NOT HAVE COME UP WITH A BETTER COMPARISON! Insanely dirty industry. Thank you for being here friend!
@@JusticeJunkies1 ❤️ you're an amazing human being, survivor and inspiration
@@piplevett4783 😭😭😭 could you get anymore awesome?! 🥰 Thank you so much that means....it truly just means the world to me and I'm so glad to have you here my friend.
@@JusticeJunkies1 ❤️
the world is Sick.. xx🤗😍😇
@@GREENIMANTV yes sir! I 100% agree. Wish I could say otherwise but hearing from people like you always gives me great hope my friend. 🥹🩷🙏
you are a real 1 .. Sam I ❤🧡💚 your honesty and your Strength Xx even in hard times to have self respect n not sell your soul these things people who prey on people when they dont have much or no way out of situations xx Respect
@@GREENIMANTV OHHHH MY HEART! 🥹🥹🥹🩷🩷🩷
Thank you so much. That's such a sweet thing to say, and yes I knew it would destroy me if I'd have taken that deal with the devils. Gosh I got so lucky and THANK YOU for all the love and support my friend it means SO MUCH to me 🥹🩷
GIRL YOU HAVE SURVIVED EVERYTHING 💪🔥💪❤
Hi beautiful, this is such an important song. My health is misdiagnosed in my back, said that it was spreand but have it broken in 5 places and i was given diazapam for the pain. So the nurse told me, that medicine doesnt do much for you huh?? Now I'm months in the euthenesia project, yesterday they cleared me psychologicly, but for the pain I have fentanyl pads (I've cried when I discobevered Ren's song Diazapam and now his apperance at Knox Hill's Fentanyl)
Hug from the Netherlands ❤❤❤
Ohhhh beautiful you're so amazing and I'm so blessed to have you as a member. It's so disheartening when the "professionals" let you down so badly and you have to pick up the pieces by yourself so I am SO SORRY you went through that and I am so blessed to have you here with me my friend 🥹🙏🩷 you deserve the world
Hey look at that! A fellow Duchie, who is a Renegade and part of the SamFam. That's crazy 😮❤
@@bjornbeerens that's because y'all are so awesome! Love my dutchies 😉🩷👏
Sending hugs to you. Peace and love
@@bjornbeerens hoi Bjorn, tja das grappig..... vind Sam gewoon leuk
You are so inspirational lovely lady 😊
This one is so good. Even more so if you learn the recent controversy...
I'll have to check that out Jason! I'll bet. Hollywood is insane and mental health workers can be too.
You are such an impressive human ✊ mad respect
SLAY SAM SLAY 💥💥💥
❤❤❤love your pov and character
@@helenjarvis7755 Helen, I love you being here my friend. Just gave me a huge smile and made my night so thank you so much for the love and support. 🥹🩷🙏 It means the world
Sick MFERS in Hollywood. We even know that from across the pond so good on you and Ren for not giving into that insanity! All my love and support from the UK as always love 🇬🇧❤️🔥👍
Hollywood is SICK AF! Thank you for reacting to this one! I loved it!
Amen to that my friend!
I love you are the way that you are.
Sux you had to go through what you did, but here you are.
@@tvadakia you are such a sweetheart and that means so much to me. Thank you so much for your loving and supportive comment. It means so much to me my friend 🥹🩷🙏
If it doesn't feel right, if it feels sus, if it sounds weird, if you feel intimated, RUN!!!!
@@Jonz808 AMEN JON. Couldn't have said it better myself my friend! 🩷
MY FAVORITE REACTOR 👍👏
Love your reactions! Glad to see you doing Ren! Can’t wait for the next one!
😭 Michael you're so sweet! I'm so glad you enjoy them and I feel so honored and grateful 😭
You're so awesome 🥹🩷🙏🥰
You are a freaking warrior 💪 🪖 I loved this reaction and I love every single reaction you do ❤️
@@DwayneStafford-y3d oh thank you Dwayne that's so sweet of you. I appreciate that so much. 🥹🩷
You are the chosen one Sam. Bringing light to the dark 🕶️❤
You're so straight up like ren and it's why I watch 🎉
:)
You are my absolute favorite reactor on UA-cam HANDS DOWN SAM ❤
Everything about you and Ren is awesome. ❤
That was a crazy story bestieeee! That was on some Diddt sh*t!
Sick Boi will always be an amazing song. Because of the history and controversy and the title song off his first no #1 album.
One off my favourite songs (if it is even possible to choose one) will be Genisis.
The beat on that song is flamey for sure 🔥🔥🔥
Ren, Tom MacDonald, Ronnie (Falling is Reverse) and Harry Mack are my favourites at the moment. I love every thing they bring out.
If Tom and Ren (when he is better) will be good lads and do a Europe tour, Netherlands to be exact i have seen them all!
So let's do that!!
SOOOOOO freaking crazy Bjorn! One of the craziest things a person has ever said to me!...well if you don't include the time I ran a dog grooming salon and a customer asked me if I could make out with his dog on camera for $1000 😂 Maybe I shouldn't have told that one 😂 I'm gonna get to Genesis probably next because I've never heard it and you deserve a reaction request. You're so awesome. 🥹🩷
@@JusticeJunkies1 You have crazy stories girl! 😱
What do the men eat in Texas was it? Dayummmm 🫣
Genisis would be my Ren request.
If you wanna do me a favor react to the song i suggested to you please?
Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky (live session Abbey Road)
Now that i think about it, it kinda reminds me of Ren. Amazing voice in a live session. It one of my favoirite songs ever. You will thank me later 😉
You smash reactions Samantha! The best out there.
I love this channel so much. SamFam/Renegade here. ❤
Sam ,exposing the scum bags out there in the world .👏👏👏👏👏👏
Great reaction, next Ren tune, please pretty lady.👍😁🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧🙏🙏🙏❤️🇺🇲
IAN YOU MADE MY WHOLE DAY 🥰 you're so awesome.
You own your story and it's amazing. #renegades
You are one awesome lady. I love it. Love the song and the reaction AS ALWAYS SAM! 😘
That's our little badass! ❤
Go to the doctor and the first question they ask…………….So, did you bring a check? 💰💰. And before you leave they ask you to bring a friend next time. 💰💰💰‼️
@@jasonmoad9784 hit the nail on the head Jason. Only reason I ended up there was because it was court ordered inpatient treatment but it was JUST LIKE that lady. Just very surface level, never really solving anything. You're awesome btw! 🩷🥰
Im gonna be including a clip from this in a video im working on, to help illustrate the Kinds of things Women have to worry about.
Yeah, they always blame the childhood. Not what is happening today, not the environment, not the lack of resources or accommodations. It also adds insult to injury when people say "well, get another therapis!" Well, there is a thing called Insurance who can take their time to process or approve a referral etc. Then in the mean time, you are dealing with whatever ailment and side effects of any meds you are given.
@@Jonz808 so freaking true Jon. So freaking true I could not have said it better! Very sad. 😞🩷
God bless you Sam. You have the heart of a lion girl 🔥❤️ this was amazing! Just like you 😉
I'm 41 years old and I listen to every song I request.
A couple of new reguests:
NF - wake up
NF - let you down.
NF - The Search
I need to get to NF Paul for sure!!! 🩷🙏🩷
Dangit. Second comment
Did you catch why I left the radio? It was a shitshow.
@JusticeJunkies1 just caught it. Jfc dude. Wtf. Glad I always hated the radio. But I hate the industry(all of it). That's why I just watch anime. I hate humans, well those kind, the bad kind. I'm fairly traumatized ngl, Jesus dude. Sorry af, that stuff is insane af
@JusticeJunkies1 also thanks so muchbfor the shout out, we appreciate it so much
The story you told: P. Diddy vibes...
Ohhhhh it is 100% I totally agree. It's disturbing how many people in the entertainment industries are evil. Blew my mind 🤯
Sam I love you're reactions, you're a force of nature. I hope one day you will interview Ren, a conversation I would love to listen to. You both have so much in common. I'll send a message to Ren and see if he can hook up.
Omgosh that would be A DREAM come true. I've noticed that too Quad and I am so blessed that you guys were so persistent with me reacting to him. It's truly been a gift to find someone so similar. And YOU ARE INCREDIBLE my friend. I'm blessed to have you here with me my friend. 🥹🙏🩷
@@quad-sci you're an awesome person and I'd be absolutely honored to speak to Ren ever. He really speaks to my soul just like this comment did 🥹🩷
Check out Linkin Park "The Emptiness Machine"
I will check that out soon my friend 🙏🩷
Ren was wrongly diagnosed with mental health conditions, like bi-polar, and told that his physical symptoms were psychosomatic, ie all in his head. Meanwhile, his real conditions (Lyme's disease, MCAS, neuropathy and severe autoimmunity) were left free to ravage his body and brain... for 8 years!. The strong psychotropic drugs that they had him on made his mental health much worse AND triggered a strong autoimmune response making everything much worse. The first half of this song is basically talking about that time.
His requests for additional tests etc were dismissed as hypochondria. When he was bedridden, on a restricted liquid diet, severely underweight, in constant 24hr, chronic pain, so that he was unable to get any proper sleep. So constantly exhausted and in constant unrelenting pain, unable to leave his bed... and a doctor asked him if he'd thought about taking up a hobby!
It was only Ren doing his own research and selling music online to raise money to see specialists, that he eventually found out what was wrong with him. Before that, unfortunately, his mind had had snapped, after suffering what was in effect 8 years of 24hr torture and he entered full-blown psychosis. Luckily the correct diagnosis and treatment meant it abated. It too had been partly caused by undiagnosed pathogens, so antibiotics were surprisingly effective against it.
After going through all that, he now does have serious mental health conditions. He'd always had ADHD but now also has PTSD, chronic depression and anxiety and has occasional panic attacks. Although in a better place physically he still remains chronically ill, in constant pain et. Unfortunately he recently suffered a major relapse. He's due to undergo another 8 months of intensive treatment, as his last bout, of 18 months of intensive treatment, didn't work. That only ended a little over 3 months ago!
Oh man I am going to pray so hard for him because he's amazing and deserves to be healthy. 🥺🩷🙏
You need to listen to Raye and Ice Cream Man, but then you already had a glimpse at the "industry " so maybe best not go there? Or Sofia Isella and Doll People? That id is more in general about women in society but both impacted and I'm male.
No Diddy👍
@@paulczerny6772 THANK GOD PAUL! 😂🩷
Hey there, loved your video, and i just got done recording a video going over the issues i have with Just Jen, and she did make some good points in there, but I think Overall we shouldn't be writing people off just because they have different opinions. I'm not a Liberal but i get labeled as one constantly, just because I don't agree with everything conservatives say. And I try to focus on the arguments being made, and actually have conversations based on fact and logic.
I agree with that. I'm not 100% on board with either party, truly. When Bush was president I thought he was a terrible president and he was a Republican. Joe Biden and Kamala Harris IMO are both hands down the worst president and V.p. in my lifetime and I support the party that I believe is going to take us in a better direction. IMO the left has completely lost their minds, they've become radicalized and transformed into an actual cult. We don't even know who is currently running the country. Food is 3 times the amount it was under Trump. Crime rate is through the roof. Our border crisis is unreal. California is an open air drug market and they have the cartels set up shop all up and down the state, including a lot of Oregon and Washington state. 2 assassination attempts to keep power. Rent is so ridiculous that we have a homeless crisis unlike anything we've ever seen. Fentanyl is 1000×s more prevalent now than under Trump. The school systems are horrific. They are sexualizing children and making children illiterate at a rate we've not seen since the Depression. Sterilizing people by way of the trans stuff for life including children who aren't allowed to get driver's licenses, get tattoos, smoke, drink, join the military, get married, have intimate relations, yet they can walk into a center now and forever destroy their bodies before they can even consent to anything adult. Boys are being put in girl sports, locker rooms, and prisons with the women. Dangerous criminals are let out immediately now. Things that happen in 3rd world countries are starting to happen in America like the Venezuelan cartels that threw all the residents out of an apartment building and still live there to this day. They refuse to do anything about it. They demonize Christians and make us out to be terrorists when we are simply following our religion the exact same and religions like Muslims and Jewish people. They tried to defund the police and they are still defunded in parts of Oregon and Cali. Freedom of speech is no longer free. I'm absolutely 100% against everything the left is pushing all of this dangerous stuff down our throats and demonizing anyone who isn't fully on board with everything. It's unbelievable and that's why I am against the Democrats. They are not the same people anymore that they were even 10 years ago and I cannot back this communist "feel how we tell you to feel or else" madness. I've watched this country get turned inside out since they took power and they'll do anything to keep it so those are my observations and why I'm so fully against the left. I've experienced these changes first hand and I'm not okay with it. I'm a Trump supporter for those reasons and I understand that not everyone will agree but that's my honest stance on the situation and if you don't feel the same no hard feelings. Truly. 🩷🙏🩷 I'm glad you're here no matter what your stance is but I just figured I'd explain why I've arrived at that conclusion. I'm not saying Just Jen is right about everything and I'm not saying Trump is either but he is far better as a presidential candidate than Harris all day in my personal opinion. I hope this doesn't upset you. Just wanted to tell you why I feel that way. There are so many more reasons too but it would take forever to list them all 😂🩷🥹🙏
@@JusticeJunkies1 yea i actually addressed a lot of those issued in the video im working on right now, and I absolutely agree with everything you're saying. I believe both sides are just as good and just as bad, so im skeptical about everything both sides say. Im just constantly hearing things that i can't imagine being true, like the left giving illegally im migrants socal security and housing. Im just asking how do they know that going on ? Have they talked to people receiving those benefits, or are they just making up wild claims to make us hate the left even more ? I think overall me and you are on very similar grounds here, i see the education system as one of the biggest problems, as schools are funded from property tax, so that means in all impoverished areas, the schools are gonna be suffering. And that system is great for pushing the poor and middle class further down the whole. And also i love that you didn't immediately write me off because we're not identical in our beliefs, very common from people on both sides. I think you have shown a great deal of intelligence and understanding. Soo glad i decided to reach out, and share my opinions. I've tried many times to have civil conversations with conservatives, but usually end the same way, written off a moron or sheep. And i love being challenged too, so if you end up taking a look at the video I'm working on, and disagree with anything, i Will absolutely hear you out, and do further research. The channel this is going on is, researching with will, because we are doing research together. Also agree with you about the Alec Baldwin case, what a mess that is was. He definitely should have been found guilty, and how the prosecutors didn't know that filing evidence under a different case number wasn't ok, is just so absurd. If it were me, i would be checking everyone's bank accounts, the prosecutor the judge, EVERYON.
Yep thats some evil evil shit , well avoided
AMEN brother. Happy to have gotten out of that barbaric crap. Thanks so much for being here! 🩷
my mother calles me a old soul for how i look on situations. for me its normal but maby its not for all i dunno i just calculate social math in my head. I kinda have a answer for all sides i dunno why. also not all sides are supported
Samantha, I appreciate you sharing another deeply intimate story and I feel so sick that you had to be one of those women who encountered industrial trafficking in a major media industry. It happens much too often and I really hope that the P-Diddy case exposes this bullshit to start cracking down on making people, and authorities, aware that celebrities are not innocent and often just as criminally viable as 'normal' criminals. I am glad that you never agreed to that trafficking situation and stood up for yourself in the face of such immense cruelty and greed. My father was in the radio industry for nearly 50 years. We avoid talking about it, mostly because it doesn't deserve discussion between the two of us as our efforts would be better spent speaking up publicly against it, but my father is quite aware that it is a problem in the music industry.
BTW, what you are describing in terms of your ability to find sexuality as part of attraction and needing an emotional or romantic connection to even consider sex with another person, that is called demisexual. It means you need a legitimate emotional, mental, and psychological connection with another person to find them sexually attractive, even if that person might be inherently physically attractive to you. Demisexual is not being 'lesbian' or 'gay' or anything of the sort. You can be heterosexual and demisexual. You can be homosexual and demisexual. Just something to consider.
Sick Boi is specifically two fold: it is a song about the medical industry AND the music industry. It is about Ren's personal journey of discovering that the medical industry does not have the proper training and resources to handle situations like advanced or unusual medical conditions and that mental health is a serious problem on our planet but also that the music industry is quite condescending, treating artists like cattle and fodder for their coffers by not allowing artists to ACTUALLY develop their own creativity and uniqueness.
Knox Hill just released his Chaos Theory 2 album and the music video for Drive Thru, one of the songs on the album, just got released. The music video was directed and produced by Ren's favorite DOP/cinematographer Samuel Perry-Falvey and his studio, Square Sun Studios. It's also an incredible diss on the music industry for effectively the same premise that Ren alludes to in Sick Boi. I highly recommend you check it out.
Thanks as always for being so honest and real about your journey and experiences. Much peace and love to you. ^^
Oh Lianna thank you so much for your well thought out comment. I love it when y'all give me info like this and I could not agree with you more! And yes I'm definitely demisexual. 😊 Hadn't heard of that before but it definitely describes me. I will definitely check that Knox Hill song out. I've had a few people request him already and I'm so excited to get to him. You're the absolute best, I could not have explained that better. You're awesome my friend 🥹🩷
That is so f*cked up, Sam. Thing is, that sicko probably just got a new burner phone and found someone else who didn't see the red flags, or chose to ignore them.
@@GneasYTC I know love you're 100% right and that is something that has always gnawed at me. Who was naive enough after me to say yes and where are they now? It's always been a deeply disturbing thought of mine and you are so right on the money. Love this comment, you are so right my friend! 🩷🙏
@@JusticeJunkies1 Nothing you could have done about it, Sam. I mean the guy wouldn't even identify himself until you agreed to sign an NDA.
I'm just totally horrified at the casual way he said you'd be 'a gift' to his celebrity buddies. How does any human sink that low?
Sending virtual hugs your way, and I'm delighted you are thriving now. 🫂
And sub people if you haven't, why wouldn't you..!!!!?
😭that's so sweet Ian thank you😭 I'm honored that you enjoy my reactions so much. Means the world my sweet friend 🥹🩷🙏
I had a psychiatrist walk out on me because I confused him. 😢
Not much of a psychiatrist Billy! I'm so sorry that happened to you! Well it was probably for the best because that's such a b.s. move. He probably did you a favor because that's a p.o.s. psychiatrist and you deserve SO MUCH BETTER my friend 🩷🙏
Just spamming😅🌸🌸🇦🇹
I'm here for the spamming Paul 😂 it's always appreciated 🥰🩷🙏