The Caretaker - false memory syndrome

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  • Опубліковано 21 жов 2024
  • Taken from the album 'persistent repetition of phrases' on Installsound, 2008. Info and ordering here installsound.ne...

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  • @FlowerBed
    @FlowerBed 4 роки тому +841

    the hidden gems are always outside of everywhere at the end of time

    • @Funny-ql8wd
      @Funny-ql8wd 4 роки тому +72

      have you heard all you are going to want to do is get back there?

    • @danestambaugh255
      @danestambaugh255 4 роки тому +9

      @@Funny-ql8wd goated

    • @seanwilliamd1268
      @seanwilliamd1268 3 роки тому +5

      @@Funny-ql8wd ...

    • @normanclatcher
      @normanclatcher 3 роки тому +21

      If I didn't know the context, I'd assume I was having a mild stroke while I was reading these sentences.
      But because I do, I just half-smile and go abrrrr...

    • @lordtomlluckrahthegreat9014
      @lordtomlluckrahthegreat9014 3 роки тому +4

      Or if they say it's not gonna be there forever. Last week some guy didn't even know what I was talking to him on and on and on

  • @levilmao1574
    @levilmao1574 9 років тому +544

    gee i sure do love the sound of dissociation

    • @banana4360
      @banana4360 4 роки тому +1

      @@MartinAidoru Indeed it was

    • @normanclatcher
      @normanclatcher 3 роки тому +5

      g-- i s-re d- l-v- t-- s--nd -f d-ss-cia---n

    • @vq_qr3
      @vq_qr3 3 роки тому +2

      you still remember?

    • @normanclatcher
      @normanclatcher 3 роки тому +1

      @@vq_qr3 *_Kssssshhhhhhh..._*

    • @rowan9146
      @rowan9146 3 роки тому +2

      @@normanclatcher that really do be comprehension sometimes

  • @happystickman7255
    @happystickman7255 3 роки тому +542

    The irony is that I don’t remember how I found The Caretaker or how I got here. But I’m glad I made it.

    • @munt6795
      @munt6795 3 роки тому +14

      Same man

    • @matmatah7631
      @matmatah7631 3 роки тому +34

      I found out about the caretaker with a cursed trollge video

    • @nou6206
      @nou6206 3 роки тому +2

      source amnesia moment

    • @essen1nn
      @essen1nn 3 роки тому +2

      @@matmatah7631 me to

    • @Luluurios
      @Luluurios 3 роки тому +10

      I first heard of the Caretaker back when Solar Sands made a video mentioning it lol

  • @Uvisir
    @Uvisir 10 років тому +626

    Makes me feel like I'm 80+ years old and thinking of old memories from the 40's and 50's just before I'm fading away to death.

    • @MirrorWitch13
      @MirrorWitch13 10 років тому +86

      So...when you're REALLY in your 80's, is there going to be spooky echoey Niki Minaj playing as you die? OMG hell DOES exist!!

    • @billied2003
      @billied2003 7 років тому +7

      aka burial

    • @__-tt2ot
      @__-tt2ot 4 роки тому +10

      You hit the nail right on the head

    • @ghoul5286
      @ghoul5286 4 роки тому +37

      This comment predicted the future

    • @banjogyro
      @banjogyro 4 роки тому

      @@MirrorWitch13 :/

  • @Genko333
    @Genko333 4 роки тому +168

    This piece gave me that much needed companionship after a patient died today at our hospital.

  • @mastershaff
    @mastershaff 4 роки тому +344

    Im listening to this now when i feel kinda sad and dont know what to do,
    and i just want to feel weird.
    im so glad i found the caretaker.

    • @projectorion8186
      @projectorion8186 4 роки тому +13

      Oh, believe me, it gets better. If you haven't already, check out all the stages of Everywhere at the End of Time.

    • @marcelmiranda1348
      @marcelmiranda1348 4 роки тому +4

      I also want to feel 'weird' and just escape reality

    • @tdgtto
      @tdgtto Рік тому +2

      This song actually fits when you are studying history

    • @moondoge.
      @moondoge. Рік тому +2

      solitude is one of my favorite albums too ;)

  • @Delta-07999
    @Delta-07999 Рік тому +8

    The sample is Russian Rose Joe Loss & his Orchestra, and is Slowed, Reverberated, and Delayed

  • @gian_1129
    @gian_1129 4 роки тому +139

    His songs always give me some kind of uneasiness regarding time and my own existence, but I can't stop listening to them...

  • @MrUnkown0
    @MrUnkown0 8 років тому +128

    a mysterious sense of peace

  • @tabryis
    @tabryis 4 роки тому +58

    I love this photo so much

    • @LOLDGAMER
      @LOLDGAMER 3 роки тому +8

      I love the colors as well. It really fits the song

  • @alybe1801
    @alybe1801 3 роки тому +91

    The pictures of these 3 tracks are beautiful. I've never seen a sky like that: The sun is lighting the clouds but not the ground, and it doesn't leave too much light for the whole sky itself, so it makes it look dark blue (either that or it's the camera). Add that to all the snow and trees and you've got yourself a really beautiful scene

    • @dpsogmbfl
      @dpsogmbfl 2 роки тому +5

      i feel like something like this happens very early in the morning,when the sun starts rising

    • @JollyFigNut
      @JollyFigNut 2 роки тому +13

      I know this comment's a year old but I have to add to it. The picture is fantastic. The dark figure in the road standing infront of the house, the general unease the image brings yet the sky is warm and vibrant. It's like the interim between life and death. Ivan Seal's paintings are incredible and go with Kirby's music perfectly but this image captures what I feel the most when listening to his work.

    • @midloran
      @midloran 2 роки тому

      That's Neptoon

    • @dpsogmbfl
      @dpsogmbfl Рік тому

      @@midloran what do you mean

    • @vibrantgleam
      @vibrantgleam Рік тому

      @@dpsogmbfl Or at night, but it's more common to see reds and oranges, or warmer colors.

  • @pieczarka670
    @pieczarka670 4 роки тому +87

    Listening to that just fills me with so much dread, it's like as if I was dying, but I can't do anything to make it stop, all theere is left to do is to just keep listening

  • @cho_kanna7476
    @cho_kanna7476 4 роки тому +126

    These old comments make me wonder what led them here. I im here because I saw that this channel has very beautiful disorient sounds so whoever finds this in 8 years just know that 2020 was a bad year. (Ps.if California is still on fire was a gender reveal again?)

    • @thepencilcunts
      @thepencilcunts 3 роки тому +1

      Hi, and yes

    • @ArtseyHayton06
      @ArtseyHayton06 3 роки тому +1

      @@thepencilcunts Y'all need to stop doing gender reveals.

    • @thepencilcunts
      @thepencilcunts 3 роки тому +1

      Our capital punishment for those people is increasing taxes on everyone so we all foot the bill so dw

    • @ortherner
      @ortherner 3 роки тому +1

      2020 wasn’t a bad year for me

  • @samsherman7932
    @samsherman7932 2 роки тому +30

    I can’t explain how much I love this price, it’s so much different to me after listening to EATEOT, maybe that’s just me. It truly is what it says. False memories. It’s an experience that feels that it shouldn’t be mine. Something else I like about this one is that it doesn’t feel like it should be listened to in a ballroom, more like a empty forest or a field…. This song somehow feels so much more lonely than every other caretaker song

  • @sadboy4today187
    @sadboy4today187 3 місяці тому +3

    So incredibly beautiful. You’ve gotta love the Caretaker

  • @ratmilk9260
    @ratmilk9260 4 роки тому +205

    "yo, pass me the aux"

    • @alexpreso243
      @alexpreso243 3 роки тому +13

      "You better don't play shit"

    • @mort2874
      @mort2874 3 роки тому +13

      @@alexpreso243 *inner distress achieved*

    • @dawn7020
      @dawn7020 3 роки тому

      @@alexpreso243 cant promise that

    • @MelodiesFromTheStars
      @MelodiesFromTheStars 3 роки тому +1

      @@dawn7020 It's been two weeks, can you promise it now?

    • @dawn7020
      @dawn7020 3 роки тому

      @@MelodiesFromTheStars no

  • @ranmindyt2902
    @ranmindyt2902 3 роки тому +40

    The caretaker never disappoints

  • @antpaste
    @antpaste 3 роки тому +17

    When you are
    completely fine but freaking out and panicking regardless

  • @cultclassics6290
    @cultclassics6290 3 роки тому +26

    The fact that this was uploaded 12 years ago haunts me.

  • @cars2ondvd
    @cars2ondvd 2 роки тому +24

    I like to feel this song as if you have a lot of problems in your life but you just don't have the support of other people or yourself to solve them, like being alone in this world

  • @saragrosie2417
    @saragrosie2417 3 роки тому +263

    I'm gonna type while the song plays: This fucking title hits with me and perfectly captured my feelings. I have a terrible memory to the point where much of my childhood is fuzzy and the only somewhat undistorted memories I have often turn out to be wrong. To make things worse, I get vivid dreams all the time that take place in an environment I recognize and say is somewhere I've been or somewhere I live, but it's so jaded and distorted and different. But in the dream I fully recognize that as the place. What's worse though, is when I have dreams that are hyper realistic. I've dreamed so often and in such detail places I know I've been in that I'll remember things from a dream as real and I have to have my family correct me. Sometimes in my dreams it'll be me in my perfectly detailed normal world, but in the dream that me remembers something from my childhood that's really fucking different, and I don't know what to believe anymore. Who am I and what is my history? I sometimes think I've been shattered into a million pieces and flung across the galaxy into billions of timelines that seep through into my dreams, desperately trying to be one and whole again. Point is: life is so fucking incomprehensible when you don't know know what to believe. When did the song end?

    • @muhammadriedhoramadhansyaf5086
      @muhammadriedhoramadhansyaf5086 3 роки тому +8

      I feel ya bud

    • @kirenarts7518
      @kirenarts7518 3 роки тому +14

      I feel the exact same way, I don't know how to describe it to people without them thinking I'm crazy, it's so wild because I can't tell the difference between dreams and reality anymore...

    • @saragrosie2417
      @saragrosie2417 3 роки тому +13

      @@kirenarts7518 bro i forgot I wrote that comment😐 reality isn't even real

    • @Kaadjoisanavaliwithtoomuchtime
      @Kaadjoisanavaliwithtoomuchtime 3 роки тому +8

      reality is not what it always will be

    • @TheNightWatcher1385
      @TheNightWatcher1385 3 роки тому +13

      Just want to bring you at least some comfort by in forming you that our dreams are always made up of environments, memories, faces, etc of things, places, and people that we’ve actually seen in our waking lives. So it’s completely normal to see mismatched places in your dreams.

  • @belosneshkaaaa
    @belosneshkaaaa 4 роки тому +16

    this is so beautiful and melancholic, i love it and its now one of my fav tracks of this series

  • @villagernumber7882
    @villagernumber7882 2 роки тому +7

    I really like the bass notes.

  • @techdeckdudes_
    @techdeckdudes_ 3 роки тому +24

    i am being hit in the face with a wall of incredibly sleepy brass instruments

  • @ariellara2585
    @ariellara2585 8 років тому +16

    brings me down to tears and keeps me there for a few minutes, the whole album, really.

  • @Grim_Pinata
    @Grim_Pinata 4 роки тому +149

    I dunno why but I tried to visit that link listed in the description and, as expected, got hit with an error as the site could not be retrieved. That felt really heavy for some reason...
    It's gone, too. Fitting.

    • @normanclatcher
      @normanclatcher 3 роки тому +15

      I don't like those funny words, magic man...

    • @normanclatcher
      @normanclatcher 3 роки тому +3

      @@lordtomlluckrahthegreat9014 just like OP's Clone High JFK pfp.
      I would've forgotten all about it had I not left myself that clue...

    • @normanclatcher
      @normanclatcher 3 роки тому

      @@lordtomlluckrahthegreat9014 It's about the same as it was when I first saw it. No significant revisions, but it may have been edited before that too.
      In any case, I feel a lot less clever now than I did then.

    • @lordtomlluckrahthegreat9014
      @lordtomlluckrahthegreat9014 3 роки тому +1

      What are you talking about, man?
      The accident was 12 years agoooooooo (in spectral voice)

    • @procyon667
      @procyon667 3 роки тому +3

      when i clicked the link it took me to a page about heroin?

  • @giovaniprodan3
    @giovaniprodan3 9 років тому +23

    Perfectly centered at the middle of the storm, waging bets with the gods of whether or not my manner of dying will provide gladness and merriment or dull eternities of self sustained anguish before that one final dance.

  • @chim-chimney
    @chim-chimney 7 років тому +33

    All I can think of when I listen to this is someone looking up at the sky while it snows, their breath coming from their slightly agape mouth. The sky is dark (much like the picture in the vid) and there are blurry figures walking by them, but neither acknowledge each other's presence.
    And honestly this is why The Caretaker is one of my favourite music artists, their music just brings so much atmosphere and emptiness that really inspires me.

    • @captainsweeney5964
      @captainsweeney5964 5 років тому +8

      I can't imagine he's very happy... unfortunately... these vibes are just so powerful it's hard to imagine HE imagines them but rather knows them all too well

  • @arman2774
    @arman2774 2 роки тому +14

    This sounds nostalgic and mysterious-I love it

    • @arman2774
      @arman2774 Рік тому +2

      I don’t remember commenting this 🤔

    • @nixon9346
      @nixon9346 Рік тому

      ​@@arman2774it happens

  • @dmitriykaralash2123
    @dmitriykaralash2123 3 роки тому +26

    I will return here after 10 years.

  • @eblb1ful2
    @eblb1ful2 7 років тому +16

    Definitely one of his best works.

  • @Giovan95
    @Giovan95 5 років тому +16

    I love the sound of the first 10 seconds of the song 🎧💚🎧

  • @no-bh1dk
    @no-bh1dk 2 роки тому +5

    Thank you The Caretaker.

  • @Chode-supporter
    @Chode-supporter 9 місяців тому +5

    This song came out a month and a day before i was born. All i want to do anymore is go back

    • @roecatgaming
      @roecatgaming 8 місяців тому +2

      Same. I wanna go back to the skibidi gyatt rizz gods. Oh what a heartbreaking time we live in. People hate on the skibidi gyatt rizz gods now saying they are brainrot.

    • @Mastik32
      @Mastik32 3 місяці тому

      @@roecatgaming get out of here, this is deep feelings!
      you are not fitting here pal.

    • @roecatgaming
      @roecatgaming 3 місяці тому

      @@Mastik32 Sorry, I was getting too freaky in Ohio, I drank the Grimace Shake

  • @wumpus976
    @wumpus976 3 роки тому +5

    Love the picture! It’s just so fitting for this piece.

  • @rocketpigu
    @rocketpigu Рік тому +8

    0:00-3:51 is my favorite part

  • @gameworld0612
    @gameworld0612 3 роки тому +8

    This hits hard during post but clarity

  • @kikolokopo_toys
    @kikolokopo_toys 2 роки тому +6

    I will thank solar sands for the great video and exposure he gave to this artist because i think every piece is just so amazing and beautiful and weirdly relatable

  • @ibnuhidayat7573
    @ibnuhidayat7573 2 місяці тому +1

    it's feel like a memory that never exist haunts you until the end of your life

  • @lianamerwize
    @lianamerwize 13 років тому +48

    such a wAnderfull one. (Can't stop listen to their songs.)
    would be just PERFECT if there were some loudspeakers everywhere and if we could just all go out and hang in the streets. night, moon, no one talking ; music filling up the air. filling in ourselves.

  • @Gustave-xh1fc
    @Gustave-xh1fc 2 роки тому +8

    A year ago, I met a girl who is from Siberia, we both liked each other and the rest is history.
    This really hits hard , knowing the original sample.

    • @PIFEIGENBAUM.
      @PIFEIGENBAUM. 2 роки тому

      What is the original sample?

    • @OneSaile
      @OneSaile 2 роки тому

      We demand the name of the original song right now! lol joke

    • @PIFEIGENBAUM.
      @PIFEIGENBAUM. 2 роки тому

      @@OneSaile russian rose by Joe Loss and his Orchestra

    • @that1toad64
      @that1toad64 Рік тому

      How funny. Russian Rose.

  • @congasious
    @congasious 9 років тому +7

    so long to listen to that.... glad to find it tonight!

  • @DiffuseMoose
    @DiffuseMoose 14 років тому +118

    If anyone needed a song to inspire them to blow their brains out, it'd be this one. I'm not saying it's bad...merely that it does a fine job of making me feel depressed as hell. Yet, it's quite gorgeous and I can't help but listen to it many times consecutively.

    • @SomeLonelyLoser
      @SomeLonelyLoser 3 роки тому +9

      Wow.... This comment is nearly as old as my younger sister.

    • @DiffuseMoose
      @DiffuseMoose 3 роки тому +26

      @@SomeLonelyLoser Crazy how time flies, eh?

    • @SomeLonelyLoser
      @SomeLonelyLoser 3 роки тому +5

      @@DiffuseMoose Yup.

    • @piggyman-st8iu
      @piggyman-st8iu 3 роки тому +10

      This video was uploaded 12 days after my 5th birthday, unaware that more than 11 and a half years later I would be listening to said video. Fills me with nostalgia/dread for some reason...

    • @hwiatslgeord2887
      @hwiatslgeord2887 3 роки тому +5

      damn, you are an og man, your channel is just 2years younger to me

  • @Cinder_x
    @Cinder_x Рік тому +7

    esta cancion me hace sentir tan raro y nostalgico...me encanta su melodia

  • @babajohnson355
    @babajohnson355 3 роки тому +6

    This sounds to me like a theme song for an alchemist trying to create something that cannot exist by the laws of nature. So against the basics and schema of what was previously known for what can possibly exist from our preconceived notion of scientific understanding, yet. It exists as flesh and bone in the the same parallels and parameter is what we have come so comfortable to coexist with. Right in front of our eyes.

  • @soul1924
    @soul1924 3 роки тому +3

    This is...beautiful and sad..

  • @CorkscrewSecondary
    @CorkscrewSecondary Рік тому +4

    Sometimes you will have no choice but cry

    • @tto0508
      @tto0508 Рік тому +3

      Yes. At some point, you just remember sad memories, while you're literally just chilling in peace. I shed one small tear, not an entire waterfall.

    • @roecatgaming
      @roecatgaming 8 місяців тому +1

      Nah bro sometimes you will have no choice but to edge

  • @swagmaster4444
    @swagmaster4444 3 роки тому +6

    they’re gone. everyone is gone. i’m the only one left standing

  • @thiskidisdope
    @thiskidisdope 3 роки тому +27

    If anyone's wondering, this is the original sample. ua-cam.com/video/YJexgNfcmfc/v-deo.html

    • @belosneshkaaaa
      @belosneshkaaaa 3 роки тому +4

      AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FINALLY, THANK YOU SO MUCH

    • @belosneshkaaaa
      @belosneshkaaaa 3 роки тому +6

      the original is just as beautiful

    • @epicrocketman6285
      @epicrocketman6285 3 роки тому

      Quite odd to be posted so late and published before this but very well then.

    • @thiskidisdope
      @thiskidisdope 3 роки тому +9

      @@epicrocketman6285 In my defense it took 12 years to find the sample

    • @epicrocketman6285
      @epicrocketman6285 3 роки тому +2

      @@thiskidisdope Very well then.

  • @samsherman7932
    @samsherman7932 8 місяців тому +1

    This is my second comment here, I don’t remember I made a first one. After watching Groundhog Day, this I was reminded of. To repeat, over and over. 10,000 years, the physiological effect, I feel that here.

  • @arvid7562
    @arvid7562 2 роки тому +3

    prettyy bussin

  • @squidneythesquid2487
    @squidneythesquid2487 4 роки тому +3

    Why I feel the same sensation of when I slip from staying still to a lucid dream, but instead of something cool, it’s worsened depression

  • @Rammichi1
    @Rammichi1 4 роки тому +3

    I feel like I'm drifting away, but I'm not resisting at all

  • @MuckingFassive
    @MuckingFassive 15 років тому +14

    wow -!

    • @hwiatslgeord2887
      @hwiatslgeord2887 3 роки тому

      damn

    • @vjuo
      @vjuo 3 роки тому

      wonder if the nice guy is still alive, hope he's well, when it all ends, this is where you resort.

    • @arman2774
      @arman2774 2 роки тому

      @@vjuo shut up anime kid

    • @yessirBR
      @yessirBR 2 роки тому

      @@arman2774 shut up internet troll

    • @captainnoob5244
      @captainnoob5244 2 роки тому

      @@vjuo bro?

  • @manyaxd0e086
    @manyaxd0e086 3 роки тому +1

    Thats so beautiful

  • @alexanderbelyakov1964
    @alexanderbelyakov1964 3 роки тому +7

    you can actually hear a tiny section of this song in EATEOT Stage 5, at 26:09

  • @MrLolo13666
    @MrLolo13666 14 років тому +4

    Beau et inquiétant à la fois...

  • @mustartd4819
    @mustartd4819 2 роки тому

    Probably my favorite caretaker song, hidden gems like that are always great.

  •  4 місяці тому

    Melancholy beautiful.

  • @eternal_wave
    @eternal_wave 4 роки тому +2

    Walking through darkness with thoughts full of colors !

  • @Kazlat
    @Kazlat 15 років тому +9

    Heard this at the end of Onur Ozer´s mix on the Blue and Green Album ! !!! COOL :D

  • @Darrentime
    @Darrentime 3 роки тому +1

    My fave track

  • @jacksonknight7972
    @jacksonknight7972 2 місяці тому +2

    I feel so empty

  • @m.thecaretaker
    @m.thecaretaker 4 місяці тому

    Suffice to say, this is one of the most enigmatic-sounding tracks Leyland's ever produced.

  • @Stupidpigeon2
    @Stupidpigeon2 2 місяці тому

    This feels comforting for some reason

    • @Goner5676
      @Goner5676 Місяць тому

      You too ? Prolly some liminal effect

  • @licorishbubbles0o
    @licorishbubbles0o 2 роки тому +2

    I’m starting to lose memory of my childhood, and the only things I remember often turn out to be wrong. I’m forgetting my friends and our moment together. Sometimes I don’t recognize the places where I grew up, and I don’t recognize myself in the mirror. Im so scared that there might be something wrong with me. I suffer from anxiety and I just overcame depression, but sometimes it feels like I’m still stuck and I don’t know how to move. Im only 15 but I’m so fucking scared and I can’t remember anything except for the past 1,5 years

  • @ragmamale4783
    @ragmamale4783 4 роки тому +4

    Yup I have that sometimes

  • @BlissBee
    @BlissBee 2 роки тому +1

    god this is just such a perfect song to relax too hoestly

  • @alternateuniverse7843
    @alternateuniverse7843 4 роки тому +5

    the soundtrack of my memories of Krakow.

  • @sopogujaraidze4371
    @sopogujaraidze4371 Рік тому +1

    this music perfectly represents how I will feel when I remember my life, just before I leave this planet

  • @sledingers999
    @sledingers999 7 років тому +1

    this song makes me feel very relaxed

  • @eliasalarabi6298
    @eliasalarabi6298 2 роки тому +2

    Very good sleep music

  • @MamaLuig
    @MamaLuig Рік тому +6

    I thought this song was called “Mandela affect”
    Either way, it’s one of my favorite tracks from this album. It’s beautiful, peaceful, and chaotic

    • @that1toad64
      @that1toad64 Рік тому +3

      You may be confusing it with the title of the track that follows, "Von Restorff Effect"

    • @MamaLuig
      @MamaLuig Рік тому +2

      @@that1toad64 true, but I would hear others call false memory síndrome “Mandela effect”

    • @quakeknight9680
      @quakeknight9680 Рік тому +3

      Ironicly enough this situation could be called Mandela effect or false memory itself

  • @Guy74AK
    @Guy74AK 3 місяці тому +1

    The thing i love about the caretaker is how it makes me feel out of place, whenever i see people when i listen to this they seem so fake

  • @deepweeb5273
    @deepweeb5273 3 роки тому +5

    Mi corazón se rompe y me hace recordar muchas cosas........

    • @ChimpaStudios2024
      @ChimpaStudios2024 2 роки тому +1

      Solo imagina que una versión distorsionada del clarinete de calamardo

    • @mystari4445
      @mystari4445 2 роки тому

      And heart breaks!

  • @da703
    @da703 Рік тому +4

    Been around longer than I thought…

  • @goodmachines7743
    @goodmachines7743 3 роки тому +4

    12 Years Ago
    Dang, was the Caretaker before their time or what?

  • @Tango_Raptor
    @Tango_Raptor 3 роки тому +2

    I have so many false memories

  • @overseerbomb7632
    @overseerbomb7632 4 роки тому +1

    excellent

  • @razorbladethorax
    @razorbladethorax Рік тому +1

    How does one even begin to create music like this?

  • @laudatesolem2185
    @laudatesolem2185 5 років тому +59

    Well that didn't help my depression :')

    • @lordtomlluckrahthegreat9014
      @lordtomlluckrahthegreat9014 3 роки тому +15

      Revel in the thought of... no, just the thought. Every single one of your thoughts, even if dull, even if sad, even if terrible, frightful, horrible, is yours. It's unique, and it's all yours. You did it. Even when you torture yourself, even when you imagine your greatest fear, it's still a priceless thought. A fragment of your only life. Something you, and only you, could come up with.
      And those are only bad thoughts because you, in your limited-edition consciousness, have the special hability to perceive them as bad, instead of good.
      And everytime anyone was hurtful to you, anytime you lost something you loved, that's you, and you alone. You are the only person in the world who could feel the pain in that exchange, and the only one who remembers it.
      Now, yes, you might forget about all of those thoughts, and you will definitely die, and, at some point, all those who remembered you will die. YOU, and everything you held, everything you kept, will be forgotten, but how is that a bad thing?
      You must see this as a good thing! A great thing!
      That just makes your every thought more precious! More limited! And so what that thing that happened was the best and you'll never live it again? Please, don't dwell; just live more! Live on! If you live enough, you'll live better! You'll be glad you forgot about that old thought, because THIS is the best thing ever.
      And it's like that, once you more than understand, but FEEL, LIVE this way, that you'll see that there is no point in reliving the worst parts of your life, and the most memorable parts of your life, day after day, but instead will want fill this little time you have in this little rock with as many thoughts and memories you consider to be pleasant.
      You are a shooting star. You cannot burn long, but you can burn bright! So do, and, while you are at it, try to make people's days brighter too. They will return the favour when you most need it
      And, most importantly, live meaningfully. Don't just be creative, be productive. Don't polite, just be gentle. Don't be scared, be aware. Don't shock people, change them, and if you bore them, change the topic.
      But yes, still another sad though, that your mind, and it's contents may become scrambled eggs. But you know what? When you've burnt all there was to burn in you, when you feel that you have lived your life to it's fullest, you won't fear, you'll just be unable to fear.
      You haven't lived your life, yet, not one bit, but when you do, you'll be ready, and when you die, others will carry the flame as you carry the flame of others, for years, and years, and years.

    • @LucyWings
      @LucyWings 2 роки тому

      @@lordtomlluckrahthegreat9014 thank you so much for this

  • @vipefep6084
    @vipefep6084 2 роки тому +3

    Это идеально

  • @Dimash123
    @Dimash123 Рік тому

    Sweet Sound

  • @melodykuromibebbies2138
    @melodykuromibebbies2138 3 роки тому +2

    sh¡t hits harder when you have false memory ocd

  • @cursedman420
    @cursedman420 3 роки тому +1

    "Why I only can remember the war"

  • @Cringeneth
    @Cringeneth Рік тому +1

    I remember this time where me and some unknown people we're walking in a street from London and I remember it vividly till to this day.
    Another one was me and my other family members inside a room that is pink. I was looking outside the window seeing some random buildings with neon text thingys.
    Another one is me walking down a road seeing a huge building with some windows spreaded evenly across them and then wondering about resurrection of pets.
    And this is prolly the last one but we we're at a tour bus thingy. I didn't know onto what's it's called so yeah. I don't know onto how i can explain this one cuz it's probably real cuz I've gotten a raccoon hat. That prolly came from there.

  • @swagmaster4444
    @swagmaster4444 3 роки тому

    They’re back

  • @fluffcake
    @fluffcake 3 роки тому +11

    I keep thinking my parents bought a wii for us, but then I remembered that they never did, we just played on the neighbor's wii.

    • @ortherner
      @ortherner 3 роки тому

      oh

    • @arman2774
      @arman2774 2 роки тому

      That’s the same with me; I had a ps2 when I was 4-5 thinking it was brand new, but it was actually my neighbor’s.

  • @Goner5676
    @Goner5676 Місяць тому

    Backrooms fan like me won’t realize that most of the songs heard in backroom related vids are made by the caretaker, tbh it really changed me a lot

  • @stefanopozzi7303
    @stefanopozzi7303 Рік тому +2

    this feels like the bad ending

  • @monotone2256
    @monotone2256 3 роки тому

    this thing is making me feel shit that doesn't exist, and im all here for it...

    • @LucyWings
      @LucyWings 3 роки тому

      most of these songs are mood based

  • @jamesmorgan3972
    @jamesmorgan3972 2 роки тому +1

    this is really sad

  • @dialnh
    @dialnh 3 роки тому

    appreciate this

  • @3L3CTR4H34RT
    @3L3CTR4H34RT 2 роки тому

    damn this one hits hard

  • @MirrorWitch13
    @MirrorWitch13 10 років тому +9

    This is some creepy shit.

  • @tobe6618
    @tobe6618 3 роки тому +4

    when the
    the diphenhydramine

    • @LucyWings
      @LucyWings 3 роки тому +3

      when the
      the clozapine

    • @remmie6744
      @remmie6744 3 роки тому

      when the
      the lorazepam

    • @LucyWings
      @LucyWings 3 роки тому +2

      when the
      the paroxetine

    • @LucyWings
      @LucyWings 2 роки тому +2

      when the
      the escitalopram

  • @nandowsk
    @nandowsk 3 роки тому

    it would be great to hear this while entering the dark eather

  • @swf4841
    @swf4841 5 років тому +11

    I like to take 36 mg of Stilnox and listen to this.

  • @mahirafarajova4368
    @mahirafarajova4368 2 місяці тому

    "SHREDDER SİR!
    We defeated him"
    But..
    What we getted?

  • @HazyOddMan
    @HazyOddMan 4 роки тому

    best real dark music