I ain't tired in a suicidal way. I'm tired in a bored, and exhausted way. I'm exhausted of having to wake up, dress up, get to school, learn, get back home, and go back to bed. It's tiring. And it's boring. Nothing new, just the same old thing, every single day.
i do too, but if i take a long enough break off school and just do whatever, ill be too stressed to catch up on everything so there's no point in it for me I hate school
Y’know. This song hits differently. It makes me wanna stay up until 3 am listening to it and thinking about life. Life’s messed up right now. Someone talked behind my back that was super close to me. No one notices that I’m actually really sad right now. Quarantines so hard. Schools coming back and it’s stressful. The pressure is severe. I don’t wanna continue anymore. But look, im here. And I’m willing to help other cope. My arms are open for others, yet their never fully their for me. My friendships have went dormant. I can’t talk to anyone because they think I’m overreacting. I just want everything to stop. I want to wake up and feel okay. I want someone to hug me and tell me it’s okay. I want people not to leave me. I want people to notice that I’m not okay. I want others to know that I can’t always be there for them. I’m tired of having the heart to help others but getting no help in return. I wanna come out without being scared of what others think based of off my identity. I wanna look in the mirror and say ‘im beautiful’. I’m done feeling like this. The stress is getting so high it’s unbearable. I can’t beat it. It comes back over and over. I’m going mentally insane, eating less, having no interest except sleeping. I just need someone to help me escape..and to whoever took the time to read this, thank you. I love you. We may be strangers but thank you for caring. It makes me happy to know. Thank you..again, I love you. Your valid. Your strong. Your brave. Be more than what I can ever be.
i was in the same space as you once. it's hard to bluntly honestly but for some you just have to wait it out. it will get better, just try to hold out. things will feel better without you noticing. you'll be happy again. you just have to wait for it to happen and have the power not to break. it may take some time, but it will happen. focus on yourself and not the world around you. wish you well.
Babygirl you're soo strong. Just hold on These times are hard but they will pass. Just hold on babygirl Sending you lots of love and sloppyass kisses😂😘💗 You got this 😉
Lyrics: [Verse 1] You haven't been good for long Is it the sound of your own thoughts That always keeps you up at night? Maybe it's time to say goodbye 'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired [Verse 2] You haven't felt right for days Is it the fact you never say What comes in your mind that day? Maybe it's time to shut away 'Cause I've never really felt okay [Verse 3] 'Cause I've been eating less all day To give my brain some extra space to think 'Bout all the things to do to help Distract me from the rude of heart
This songs hits so hard man. I can't explain it. It just draws out everything that's given me these bags under my eyes. People, life, work, memories, thoughts. I just want to be calm and feel loved, but the only time I feel calm is when I feel empty. Does that make sense?
@@mikeywith4ys I wish I knew. But at least we're still here, and at least every now and then I really do feel normal and happy. I think we all just need to focus on those moments and hope one day they will be plentiful. I'm getting better and I hope you and this whole comment section do too. I'm not going to heal super quickly of course but things have changed even if only slightly, so I wish you the same.
Yall I just realized how alone I was today. I have friends but it's not like they text me unless I text first. No ever talks to me. I want to meet new people but my anxiety tells me no and I let it control me
I just recently started looking around my classroom and noticing everyone talking with their friends and I’m just there with absolutely nobody and it’s the worst feeling
it's almost 2am rn... i feel unmotivated, useless, helpless i wanna cry so bad but im afraid it'll wake my sister... listening to this just enough for me to cry inside :')
I did this with dms and now I’m here but I was the one who dropped her bc she was clingy and I regret everything while she moved on and I’m jealous she’s matching w someone else
I just want to go somewhere where I don’t have any responsibilities, where I can sleep whenever and wherever I want to, where I can just relax, a place where everyone is kind to each other just somewhere I can run away to
i can’t and i wish i could i just want to feel something i’m so numb my meds don’t make me happy they just make me numb and i’m starting to miss the sadness because at least it was something 😁👍
i’m 11. you may say that i’m one of those “faked depressed kids” but honestly, i’ve gone through so much and i can’t handle it anymore. i put a smile on my face in the morning, act like i’m ok, i’m not ok. i’m currently crying right now. nobody knows expect me. i don’t know what to do, everything feels fake. this is my first time actually talking about it, and i haven’t told anybody. everyday feels the same and i don’t know what to do. i really need help.
Wow, I remover when I was 11. I felt the same way and people just kept calling me an attention seeker. At one point I believed I wasn’t depressed enough to actually be depressed. It really sucks. 3 years later and I’ve only gotten maybe a little better but as the years have gone by I’ve also got worse. I’m still hoping for happiness soon and it’s really tiring. It feels like I’m never gonna be okay, I feel as though I’m not important and everyday is the same. It’s really exhausting. I’m sorry to hear that you aren’t doing well, I hope things get better for you soon - I’m so proud of you for still trying
@@quwlime hey, thanks for checking in on me. i feel i’m getting a tiny bit better each day, i guess. i don’t want to (or) self diagnosing, but i’m almost sure i have derealization, but i’m not sure. it really sucks feeling like this, sometimes i ever wonder if everything is fake or a simulation. i hope your day is going great, and thanks for checking in on me once again. ☺️
you know when you wanna cry but you can barely feel emotion anymore because you dont even have motivation to get out of bed besides to just go to the bathroom or eat and you seem to cry for 10-30 minutes per day and you want someone to reach out to but you feel like it wont matter at all and you basically lost all your friends and now you only have 2-3 and only 1 close friend? because same.
I feel like yamaguchi is like right after a fight with Tsukki and hes calling to apologise but Yamaguchi is so hurt he wont even answer . EDIT: HOLY SHIT THANK OU FOR TGE LIKES AND THE REPLIES THIS IS MY MOST LIKED COMMENT!!! ALSO SORRY FOR THE PEOPLE I MADE FEEL SAD OR CRYL LOLO
i just want the pain to end. im to young to have all this pain wtf man. it hurts to the point where it’s physically. im so alone in this world. everyone left me. ive almost gave up on everything but if i do that it would just bring me more pain. so atp im just here, like i don’t exist nothing. im just floating in all my pain and thoughts. i have no purpose anymore.
When I listen to this, I remember Banana Fish...Shorter, the memories of Eiji and Ash, the library scene... Anime makes you feel something that you don't really feel in real life. It makes you feel empty.
I completely agree. I love amine and all the different universes and different kinds of styles. but sometimes it can make you so sad you don’t even feel anything. I cant tell you how many times I’ve stayed in my bed and cried after my favourite character dies lolz.
it may sound ridiculous but without anime, books, movies, and manga, i wouldn't be who i am today. it's given me so much.. but also taken more. everyday i long for something meaningful in life. everyday i wish to be running through fields of flowers, practicing magic, flying in a moving castle, going on adventures, having actual friends, fighting evil villains, finding love like in stories, and so much more. but instead of living in a fantasy world, i'm here, in my bed, depressed as fuck. because of all the amazing stories i've read, i'm now unable to just appreciate life for what it is. it's sad, but it's my reality. a reality i never wanted to be apart of.
Aww sweetheart.. please dont worry about it. It's okay for things to not feel right, and I want you to know, that things will get better, love. I promise. Dont give up!
You haven't been good for long Is it the sound of your own thoughts That always keeps you up at night? Maybe it's time to say goodbye 'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired You haven't felt right for days Is it the fact you never say What comes in your mind that day? Maybe it's time to shut away 'Cause I've never really felt okay 'Cause I've been eating less all day To give my brain some extra space to think 'Bout all the things to do to help Distract me from the rude of heart
TO EVERYONE IN THIS COMMENT SECTION: You are not alone! It always gets better I promise!!! It may not seem like an amazing day, but the sun will rise and you will start off fresh with a brand new day. Life is tough, but so are you. The universe puts barriers in your way to challenge you. YOU WILL OVERCOME THOSE BARRIERS. THERE IS ALWAYS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. You got this, head up, forget the past and focus on the future. The future is bright.
i just want to be held really close and told that im loved and that im doing great and i should stay on this earth.....honestly i just wanna go home because my house doesn’t feel like home.....
sometimes i wish i can just escape into music it would be really nice to, just to leave the world once in a while or maybe not ever come back. idk sometimes i wish i were never here but then not reallyy, as a 14 almost 15 year old i want to be idk but. i hope that everyone who is going through anything hard or anything, know you are valid you’re feelings are valid and hopefully things will get better, we may all be strangers but i love you all very much
Lmao I usually joke about my depression and terrible thoughts, but I’m so tried and overwhelmed. Lol. Every single day someone comes into my life and just messes it up or something happens and I’m just so sick of it. I just wanna run away and go somewhere alone, no one talking to me, and just think. But that’s never possible since I have terrible parents who laugh at my aneroxia and depression. So at this point I just joke about it, I’m so numb and honestly it’s whatever. I guess imma have to just live life feeling terrible, I mean we don’t all get what we want. Omg guys THANK YOU!! all the reply’s are so sweet. I’ve been doing so much better. I’m eating again and becoming more confident. You guys are making me feel like I have a family :) luv u all and thank u.
you are a valid human with emotions and you truly deserve love :( i know everyone always says just hang on but it’s true you’ll find yourself and your people you are not alone i feel you i heat u and i love u
Zariaa • everything’s actually very much better 🥺 gained my confidence, found my worth, and found my true self. Got into fashion which makes me happy, thank you sm for the message ❤️ love uuu❤️❤️
when i hear this song, i realise how much i relate to it. ive been fat shamed, told i have no rights, bullied, and just lonely in general. i try not to eat too much in case my friends stop talking to me. i dont feel like im worth anything at all. i want to be told im loved. i just close my eyes and see every thing that’s happened in my life when i listen to this song
yeah i’m getting pretty fucking tired of doing the same shit everyday, having no friends, going to the school bathroom on breaks to escape reality and it hurts seeing how everyone is having fun and living their teenage years to the fullest, seeing how everyone is finding love and i’m here failing most of my classes, fighting with my parents most of the time, feeling like shit and when i tell someone how i feel they say that i’m victimizing myself and that it’s just a phase. i’ve been feeling like this for like 3 years now but oh well, i’ve learned to just keep it to myself and move on. but i have hope i will be okay
HAIKYUU POV: Yamaguchi has been tired lately and avoiding all contact with close friends and family. Tsukishima has begun to notice how Yamaguchi is more miserable. One night Yamaguchi fell asleep at his desk because he just couldn't handle the negative emotions running through his poor mind. Tsukishima texted him to see how he was but there was no response. He started to worry and Tsuki called Yamaguchi and this song, Yamaguchi's ringtone began softly playing as Yamaguchi let out soft snores
Just looked through old pics of myself and noticed my smile faded away. I don’t think I’ll ever get it back again. I just feel so empty and lost. I don’t even know who I am or what I’m doing or how I feel. I’m just so tired
this is the song i will hear for the last time. while everything slowly disappears, the sound getting more and more muffled and far away. my vision turning black. feeling nothing but eternal peace. this song shouldnt be so so relatable. every single line. not even exaggerating.. :/
this school year is the most tiring one even when I compre it to face to face class. Im so tired of everything I just want to give up but I don't want to disappoint my parents. I just wanna end this burden but I cant
I want go. I wanna leave. It doesn't feel like home here. Everyday, I just daydream until I realize I have to go to bed. I want a friend, not imaginary. Something real, someone who will comfort me, and understand. It isn't fair.
this song feels warm in a different way. I mean sure the meaning is being tired of everything but it comforts me at some point..As if you're lying in a bed full of roses with ur special someone giving the comfort and love u deserve. The person reading this may feel very tired about everything but always remember that there are people who loves u for who u are. :))
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Thank you so much. I know you wrote that thinking about multiple people and no one individually, but it does help. It does help to read that I'm not being dramatic and that I deserve to be happy. I honestly hope you're happy too, I hope you get all the happiness in the world, you deserve it for these kind words. Thank you so much for taking the time to write all of this. It means a lot.
This made me cry so much and you just described all the feelings I couldn’t by myself, i really don’t know how to thank you for this message , everything goes to you too thank you so much
I grew up too fast. I gave up my happiness for someone who didn't love me. I still put on a smile, I still try to be likable. People ask me what's wrong, and I just grin and say "nothing, I'm just a bit tired." I am tired. Tired of living. Tired of trying. Tired of pretending.
The part where it says “Maybe it’s time to say goodbye, cuz I’m getting pretty f-ing tired.” Makes me realize how alone I am at the moment, or being tired. When I say “tired” I don’t mean suicidal, and I don’t mean bored or sleepy. I mean I’m tired of being a therapist to everyone, to my friends, family, and even my parents. I’m only 13 and I carry my own AND others stress and worries. I mean my only emotional support is gone now which was my cat, now I truly have no one to talk to because no one understands. Almost always I tell myself that the only reason that I’m on this earth is be there for people when they’re at their worst, but once they’re happy I’m suddenly nothing, it’s like I’m not a person, like I’m a doormat. Like I’m only there to make others happy again even if it means that I’m not happy,
It's tiring. Waking up, getting dressed, going to school, coming home, homework, sleep. It's exhausting, honestly. And it's hard to have time for myself, not when i have paperwork overdue. Only the fourth week of school. Eyebags. Over-worn clothes. It's all too familiar at such a young age.
I just want it to stop,the pain the pressure everthing getting judge for stupid things like my age or my zodiac sign like wtf or my sexuality,I came out as bi and my parents said they except me but then a couple days later said I'm not bi....what? And school they give me so much stuff to do,I have ADHD and I can't focus very well so I don't get most of it done and then there yelling at me and getting mad at me for not doing it. Just life right now is so stressful The both different genders fighting I've tried to make it right but poeple just come in and are like "you don't know anything you sound young to get of this app" 😐 Ye I just want to go I want to be gone I want it to go away..I've tried 5 times now but I didn't do it I'm still here don't know what was holding me back but something was...if you cared just a little bit to read this Thank you.i wish you well Stay safe and Remember you got this ❤️trust me you really got this
you will make it thru this. i really mean that, there may be bad days but take those days to reflect on yourself. it’s okay to cry and it’s okay to feel hurt, but you got this, i believe in you.
i am failing 6/9 classes, i'm stressed, burnt out, and so so sos sosoosososooooo tired :( i don't know what to do but i will listen to music and cry and eat cookies because that's how i cope, but i jsut need to feel better but i don't know how andi feel like it will never be better. it will never be okay, because life just goes on from here. and there's no more breaks, no more sleep. no time to catch up, after this is highschool, then college, then jobs, then life, them family, then death. that doesn't sound fun and sounds pretty meaningless. i used to be so passionate about my art, and drawing and painting but now i cant pick up a paintbrush without throwing it away or ruining my artwork. nothing is fun anymore, and i dont een want to talk to my friends or family anymore. i spend all of mydays alone and for some reason i think it will help but it wont. i always thought i was at my worst a few years back, but now im pretty sure this is the worst ive ever felt. i feel very lost and useless and so so so tired of everything. i dont want to do that anymore :(
Hang on darling I know life seems meaningless but I promise it's much more than you think like beautiful sunsets and dancing in the rain and laughing til you can't breathe and exploring things you've never seen and other things I know right now it is hard but it takes time try to enjoy the little things in life darling I hope you feel better soon
is this yams because if yes I’m gonna cry... Plus if you’re here cause you’re sad or any shit I just wanted to tell you that I am very very very proud of you I’m very happy that you made it this far i’m so so so so proud of you
reminder: i love you, your pets love you, your family loves you, and the world needs you. although it’s hard to fight those thoughts, please, stay. it’s not worth it. trust me. i tried to overdose before. it wasnt worth it. please stay. remember, you’re so amazing. the world needs u you have so much more to see don’t cut yourself don’t starve yourself don’t rip your hair out don’t beat yourself up don’t try to kys don’t think you deserve the pain you’re beautiful, and i would do anything, to prove to you, how much ily. *its. not. worth. it.* i adore you. - bean
I always put myself last. I just want some validation, but nobody seems to understand. My friends have grown so accustomed to my negativity that they don't seem to think of it as a big deal. I just want some help. When my family's around I'm always smiling. Now I just feel empty. I'm pushing myself to my limits by hurting myself. Maybe someday.. I'll set myself free.
thanks for the song, I randomly found this but don't regret it ! It feels like that break you can't get rn. Like I had finally plucked up the courage to tell my parent that i wanted to see a psychologist because I probably have adhd, and definitely executive dysfunction. And it took me so long, I finally did it. All to discover it was useless. They asked me for the link to an article with a symptom list, then looked at it and just said they didn't really see it. Then later that day threw it in as a joke in a convesation "aw but wait, she suffer from adhd so she won't be able to do that". It wasn't even meant to be mocking, but they said it with the tone of someone who reminds you of a weird childhood memory through a joke. Idek why it hurts so bad. I should've expected this, shouldn't even have tried. Of course they "don't see it" I've been hiding any difficulty and struggle for years. I can't talk to them, because they don't receive it appropriately, and are never helpful. It just sucks because opening up is supposed to be the right thing to do, it should fix everything. So you try, and you end up being the exception that confirms the rule. It's a door slammed in your face.
i lowkey imagined me crying to nagito trying to tell him that he means the world to me and him slowly breaking because he never felt like enough, him convincing himself that leaving this world would be better for me. yes i am very angsty and i just cried my eyes out.
amazing.. every song i listen to defines a part of me, but most focus on my crap mind, the part that hurts me the most is knowing that every lyric is My mind against me and I trying to fight it every second
I always scroll through the comments on videos like this and one of the only things that genuinely annoy me is the comments that say “committing suicide is just pushing pain onto others” and at this point I really don’t care about others. What did they do, they stayed at the sidles and watched as I died on the inside multiple times. I know I’m not okay and they know I’m not okay. But no one comes to help everyone just watches me suffer.
I'm tired. Everything is the same. I can't cry when I want to. I just felt too numb to cry. sometimes its too silent. I cannot express myself. I can't explain my problems. Even to my closest friend. I regret staying silent. I want to cry. I want them back. I want my childhood back. I want my happieness back. Its not enough. thanks to this comment section. I feel lighter.
I’m done being that innocent happy friend who doesn’t have anything bad in her life. I’m tired of fixing other peoples problems and pretending everything is ok even tho I’m not. Nobody cares. Nobody notices. I’m just the perfect girl with a perfect family when in reality there’s so much more than what people see.
i’m loosing myself. i look in the mirror and don’t recognize what i see staring back at me. i really don’t know what i have become. i hate it. i hate not knowing who i am. i miss when times were simpler. my grades are the lowest they have ever been, and i have no motivation to do anything. i know this is not who i am, but i don’t know what to do to stop myself from becoming someone i despise. i procrastinate everything and can barely get up to do simple everyday things. i get stressed knowing that i have a laundry list of things that would actually benefit my well being if i completed them, but i can never bring myself to ever finish one simple task. i’m so fucking tired. tried of this cycle of stress and loss. i don’t know what else to do.
I'm so tired...i feel like everyone pushing & expect me to be better at anything It takes a lot of my energy & time and i'm starting to get tired of it...from monday - saturday... At least probably 11-13 hour i spent the time to go to school, math tutor, taekwondo, arabic language tutor, etc I usually go home at night (7 p.m) After go home i still have to do homework but i just want to rest...i don't want all of those activity anymore
3:05 superior
I ain't tired in a suicidal way. I'm tired in a bored, and exhausted way. I'm exhausted of having to wake up, dress up, get to school, learn, get back home, and go back to bed. It's tiring. And it's boring. Nothing new, just the same old thing, every single day.
I can't relate more
Same
you put my thoughts into words my friend...
me too.
That is exactly how I feel oml-
Im so tired. I just want a long long long break.
@Rania ech-charqaouy thank you..
hey, are you ok? you're doing so well trust me:) always here to talk, look after yourself
Me too,,
sometimes I just wish I could take a break forever .
i do too, but if i take a long enough break off school and just do whatever, ill be too stressed to catch up on everything so there's no point in it for me I hate school
this song deserves more recognition 😔🖐🏻
The perfect depression bop 😌
But it’s pretty popular (in the editing community)
I'm a walking meme sis yeah ik that’s how i found this
Beabadoobee in general deserves more recognition🚶🏽♀️💔💔
no it doesn’t because everybody is gonna start listening to it and it’ll be ruined :o
pov: you're holding back your tears wanting for it to get better
nah im just waiting for my parents to fall asleep cuz if they see me crying they will make everything even worse
@@Kyuki.w hit diff
@@Kyuki.w life will get better, I promise u :)
@@Kyuki.w yuh
I don't have any tears left to cry... it's just numb and empty now. lol fun right
Y’know. This song hits differently. It makes me wanna stay up until 3 am listening to it and thinking about life. Life’s messed up right now. Someone talked behind my back that was super close to me. No one notices that I’m actually really sad right now. Quarantines so hard. Schools coming back and it’s stressful. The pressure is severe. I don’t wanna continue anymore. But look, im here. And I’m willing to help other cope. My arms are open for others, yet their never fully their for me. My friendships have went dormant. I can’t talk to anyone because they think I’m overreacting. I just want everything to stop. I want to wake up and feel okay. I want someone to hug me and tell me it’s okay. I want people not to leave me. I want people to notice that I’m not okay. I want others to know that I can’t always be there for them. I’m tired of having the heart to help others but getting no help in return. I wanna come out without being scared of what others think based of off my identity. I wanna look in the mirror and say ‘im beautiful’. I’m done feeling like this. The stress is getting so high it’s unbearable. I can’t beat it. It comes back over and over. I’m going mentally insane, eating less, having no interest except sleeping. I just need someone to help me escape..and to whoever took the time to read this, thank you. I love you. We may be strangers but thank you for caring. It makes me happy to know. Thank you..again, I love you. Your valid. Your strong. Your brave. Be more than what I can ever be.
i was in the same space as you once. it's hard to bluntly honestly but for some you just have to wait it out. it will get better, just try to hold out. things will feel better without you noticing. you'll be happy again. you just have to wait for it to happen and have the power not to break. it may take some time, but it will happen. focus on yourself and not the world around you. wish you well.
luminouslyedited thank you. I wish you well. I hope your right, I’ll need to wait it out anyway :> thank you:/
Babygirl you're soo strong. Just hold on
These times are hard but they will pass. Just hold on babygirl
Sending you lots of love and sloppyass kisses😂😘💗
You got this 😉
Seira Jacob thank you, and I hope your doing well. I’m trying my best :/
I know How it feels,i Hope you feel better,you deserve love and support,we all love,Hope you have a great day
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
You haven't been good for long
Is it the sound of your own thoughts
That always keeps you up at night?
Maybe it's time to say goodbye
'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired
[Verse 2]
You haven't felt right for days
Is it the fact you never say
What comes in your mind that day?
Maybe it's time to shut away
'Cause I've never really felt okay
[Verse 3]
'Cause I've been eating less all day
To give my brain some extra space to think
'Bout all the things to do to help
Distract me from the rude of heart
Thank u❤
@@Isasmell08 np ☺
Thank you 💓
@@natasha8204 np
YOO why wasn't this pinned ksskskks-- it's very helpful
This song just hits different slowed
forreallll
Yes
It does
this is what being a teenager sounds like
yeah , especially with toxic parents
yup.
your pfp-
luvforashlee ! literally
@@hyunjinator2310 PLEAZE
is that the tsukki i think it is- imma go cry
uhh Haikyuu ?
@@shrnnfrs7454 nono, the pin author
me too-
@@dhhdbdhdjdhd no it’s a diff one
@@赤お兄さん tsukki is calling i think thats what they are saying
gn to everyone struggling with mental health rn. ily and it gets better
thank you same to you ur so strong i love you
thank you so much. sending you love.
it’s been 3 years pls
tysm! im trying my best to escape this all. ❤️
@@molly5869 you're doing so well, stay strong
This songs hits so hard man. I can't explain it. It just draws out everything that's given me these bags under my eyes. People, life, work, memories, thoughts. I just want to be calm and feel loved, but the only time I feel calm is when I feel empty. Does that make sense?
Dude are you ok now?
@@monaslife4350 Tbh I feel pretty similar but I'm okay you know. Thank you :) everything's just been stressful but I'm not gonna die so it's fine
Man.. why does it have to be so hard
@@mikeywith4ys I wish I knew. But at least we're still here, and at least every now and then I really do feel normal and happy. I think we all just need to focus on those moments and hope one day they will be plentiful. I'm getting better and I hope you and this whole comment section do too. I'm not going to heal super quickly of course but things have changed even if only slightly, so I wish you the same.
@@ubeyelliott6348 you too man, you too.
Yall I just realized how alone I was today. I have friends but it's not like they text me unless I text first. No ever talks to me. I want to meet new people but my anxiety tells me no and I let it control me
I just recently started looking around my classroom and noticing everyone talking with their friends and I’m just there with absolutely nobody and it’s the worst feeling
Come here, I’ll be your friend :)
Yeah, today someone I thought was a friend said “Stop texting me, you’re so annoying” ... they texted me first
bruh you can text meeeee i will answer always :)
tsukki :(
Yams loves tsukki
@@nyxich427 yams can't love when he's dead.
T-T
@@selinalee2064 wtf hes alive o.O
@@eddiehytry3343 Hehehe
it's almost 2am rn... i feel unmotivated, useless, helpless i wanna cry so bad but im afraid it'll wake my sister... listening to this just enough for me to cry inside :')
Ah the old thoughts... I was defenseless...
im probably the only person that noticed tsukki is calling i wouldve answered right away
edit: okay i'm not the only otaku i'm sorry 😭👋
he called for a solid 3 mins and 42 seconds LMAO
lunar BAHAHAH IKR
yams rlly tryna not answer tsukki like that-
ur not the only one luv
ur not
I’m so tired, none is listening to me “your too young to be stressed” “your too young to feel pain” I can’t do this anymore I want to disappear.
i love you.
“You’re too young to be tired “ trust me Im far from tired at this point ....
@@natalleazhs so am I, I’m tired of doing this stupid school work.
@@suckaa66 same
Adults never truly understand what we actually go through and it annoys me
Note to self: don’t look at old pictures of you and your ex-bestfriend :,)
too late
or her voice mails to you :/
@@jayden8548 ow
I did this with dms and now I’m here but I was the one who dropped her bc she was clingy and I regret everything while she moved on and I’m jealous she’s matching w someone else
@@kazandra8729 I kinda did the same, but it was kinda toxic, I was pushing away almost everyone just for her
To everyone in this comment section, I love you.
ty💗
I love you too :)
Luv you too
i love u more
Thank you, i love you too!
POV: it’s late at night and your hugging your pillow really tight replaying this song because you just want to be held.
Yea..
Me just crying in the night... That time people would be sleeping and no one will judge me crying
Ha...howd you know..?
Felt :(((I’
it’s 7:15 in the morning, i have 2 F’s and i’m running away from my feelings and trauma. i’m getting pretty fucking tired of running.
@am hoodie so glad people like you exist. But sometimes it's just not enough. Thanks though. We're all trying, only for it to waste away.
If you want to get through this. face your problems head on.
Only 2 F’s? Rookie numbers
Me too, buddy. Me too...
i lost myself
"cause i've been eating less all day to give my brain some extra space to think-" i have never related to a song lyric more in my life.
hey love,are you okay?you can vent to me if you want but just know ily and im proud of you
@@marisolr.8140 oh my god, no one has ever said they’re proud of me ;-; thank you
@@unk0wninc well i am proud of you,youre doing great
its raining outside
this is a vibe
In poland we don't even have rain
I just want to go somewhere where I don’t have any responsibilities, where I can sleep whenever and wherever I want to, where I can just relax, a place where everyone is kind to each other just somewhere I can run away to
im getting oretty fuckinf tired
edit - i can literally feel the pain in those words lol
I read your comment right when the song said that :o
@@ren-ck2dg same
i can’t and i wish i could i just want to feel something i’m so numb my meds don’t make me happy they just make me numb and i’m starting to miss the sadness because at least it was something 😁👍
my eyes go wide open when I see tsukki calling on the phone lmao my inner weeb is tingling
i’m 11. you may say that i’m one of those “faked depressed kids” but honestly, i’ve gone through so much and i can’t handle it anymore. i put a smile on my face in the morning, act like i’m ok, i’m not ok. i’m currently crying right now. nobody knows expect me. i don’t know what to do, everything feels fake. this is my first time actually talking about it, and i haven’t told anybody. everyday feels the same and i don’t know what to do. i really need help.
im 12 and been dealing with lots too, i understand you.
Wow, I remover when I was 11. I felt the same way and people just kept calling me an attention seeker. At one point I believed I wasn’t depressed enough to actually be depressed. It really sucks. 3 years later and I’ve only gotten maybe a little better but as the years have gone by I’ve also got worse. I’m still hoping for happiness soon and it’s really tiring. It feels like I’m never gonna be okay, I feel as though I’m not important and everyday is the same. It’s really exhausting. I’m sorry to hear that you aren’t doing well, I hope things get better for you soon - I’m so proud of you for still trying
Hey, how are you doing? You made this comment awhile ago and I wanted to check in on you
@@quwlime hey, thanks for checking in on me. i feel i’m getting a tiny bit better each day, i guess. i don’t want to (or) self diagnosing, but i’m almost sure i have derealization, but i’m not sure. it really sucks feeling like this, sometimes i ever wonder if everything is fake or a simulation. i hope your day is going great, and thanks for checking in on me once again. ☺️
@@EmotionalGarbage No problem! I’m glad it’s getting a bit better, even if it’s not much. Hope you have a nice day too /gen
you know when you wanna cry but you can barely feel emotion anymore because you dont even have motivation to get out of bed besides to just go to the bathroom or eat and you seem to cry for 10-30 minutes per day and you want someone to reach out to but you feel like it wont matter at all and you basically lost all your friends and now you only have 2-3 and only 1 close friend? because same.
True
wtf are u a spy
I see that pfp😏
described my whole life
I feel like yamaguchi is like right after a fight with Tsukki and hes calling to apologise but Yamaguchi is so hurt he wont even answer .
EDIT: HOLY SHIT THANK OU FOR TGE LIKES AND THE REPLIES THIS IS MY MOST LIKED COMMENT!!! ALSO SORRY FOR THE PEOPLE I MADE FEEL SAD OR CRYL LOLO
😔
Why you had to make me cry 😭❤️
@@Jimiflowerr ikr:(
🥺🥺
DAMN OUCH
hits different when i save him as tsukki on my phone
i just want the pain to end. im to young to have all this pain wtf man. it hurts to the point where it’s physically. im so alone in this world. everyone left me. ive almost gave up on everything but if i do that it would just bring me more pain. so atp im just here, like i don’t exist nothing. im just floating in all my pain and thoughts. i have no purpose anymore.
you do have a purpose! you are beautiful and you make the world a better place! i hope you are alright and i wish i could hug you
And I'm 11... Pretty fucking bad. So much...
@@CarlaJageryearsagohow's it now
When I listen to this, I remember Banana Fish...Shorter, the memories of Eiji and Ash, the library scene...
Anime makes you feel something that you don't really feel in real life. It makes you feel empty.
it really does, but i cant stop watching sad animes it’s like i wanna suffer lol.....
I completely agree. I love amine and all the different universes and different kinds of styles. but sometimes it can make you so sad you don’t even feel anything. I cant tell you how many times I’ve stayed in my bed and cried after my favourite character dies lolz.
Ye...or sad.but not sad like it's worse...
it may sound ridiculous but without anime, books, movies, and manga, i wouldn't be who i am today. it's given me so much.. but also taken more. everyday i long for something meaningful in life. everyday i wish to be running through fields of flowers, practicing magic, flying in a moving castle, going on adventures, having actual friends, fighting evil villains, finding love like in stories, and so much more. but instead of living in a fantasy world, i'm here, in my bed, depressed as fuck. because of all the amazing stories i've read, i'm now unable to just appreciate life for what it is. it's sad, but it's my reality. a reality i never wanted to be apart of.
)): this song just hits different than all of the other ones..
Yeah Imma cry on my 13 birthday . Life don’t feel right no more
happy late birthday!!!!
happy belated bday :(
happy late birthday!
i hope your birthday was great!! if it wasn’t, theres always next year! :DD 💗✨
Aww sweetheart.. please dont worry about it. It's okay for things to not feel right, and I want you to know, that things will get better, love. I promise. Dont give up!
You haven't been good for long
Is it the sound of your own thoughts
That always keeps you up at night?
Maybe it's time to say goodbye
'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired
You haven't felt right for days
Is it the fact you never say
What comes in your mind that day?
Maybe it's time to shut away
'Cause I've never really felt okay
'Cause I've been eating less all day
To give my brain some extra space to think
'Bout all the things to do to help
Distract me from the rude of heart
This is what being a teenager sound like especially when u can’t love yourself :)
you cant love yourself because there wasnt someone to love you for who you are :)
i love you, you should too
TO EVERYONE IN THIS COMMENT SECTION: You are not alone! It always gets better I promise!!! It may not seem like an amazing day, but the sun will rise and you will start off fresh with a brand new day. Life is tough, but so are you. The universe puts barriers in your way to challenge you. YOU WILL OVERCOME THOSE BARRIERS. THERE IS ALWAYS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. You got this, head up, forget the past and focus on the future. The future is bright.
@@mariahbutterflyy I do
i just want to be held really close and told that im loved and that im doing great and i should stay on this earth.....honestly i just wanna go home because my house doesn’t feel like home.....
i felt like that at 9 it surprised me a lot at how so many ppl feel the same. u a r e s o w o r t h i t please stay here, just wait a little longer.
0:49 0:48
Thank u
Thank you 🤕💐
sometimes i wish i can just escape into music it would be really nice to, just to leave the world once in a while or maybe not ever come back. idk sometimes i wish i were never here but then not reallyy, as a 14 almost 15 year old i want to be idk but. i hope that everyone who is going through anything hard or anything, know you are valid you’re feelings are valid and hopefully things will get better, we may all be strangers but i love you all very much
I can't stress how many times I've bawled to this song while listening to it at max volume, at night, with mascara streaming down my face lmao
i was randomly going through my playlist and found this, i remember those sad old days
aw same
This song brings so much memories 😭😭 I remember when I used to listen this and cry my heart out...
Lmao I usually joke about my depression and terrible thoughts, but I’m so tried and overwhelmed. Lol. Every single day someone comes into my life and just messes it up or something happens and I’m just so sick of it. I just wanna run away and go somewhere alone, no one talking to me, and just think. But that’s never possible since I have terrible parents who laugh at my aneroxia and depression. So at this point I just joke about it, I’m so numb and honestly it’s whatever. I guess imma have to just live life feeling terrible, I mean we don’t all get what we want.
Omg guys THANK YOU!! all the reply’s are so sweet. I’ve been doing so much better. I’m eating again and becoming more confident. You guys are making me feel like I have a family :) luv u all and thank u.
you are a valid human with emotions and you truly deserve love :( i know everyone always says just hang on but it’s true you’ll find yourself and your people you are not alone i feel you i heat u and i love u
im tired thank you so much this week I’ve been gaining so much confidence and I’ve been so much happier!! Love to see this comment
I’m so sorry bby, you deserve better. I’m so proud of you for being strong. Hope everything gets better, much love💞
Zariaa • everything’s actually very much better 🥺 gained my confidence, found my worth, and found my true self. Got into fashion which makes me happy, thank you sm for the message ❤️ love uuu❤️❤️
@@breezysboutique IM SO PROUD OF U
when i hear this song, i realise how much i relate to it.
ive been fat shamed, told i have no rights, bullied, and just lonely in general. i try not to eat too much in case my friends stop talking to me. i dont feel like im worth anything at all. i want to be told im loved.
i just close my eyes and see every thing that’s happened in my life when i listen to this song
This song makes me want to stay up until 3am and think about the nothing, i want to be empty minded. its beautiful.
the part between the verses is so pretty
yeah i’m getting pretty fucking tired of doing the same shit everyday, having no friends, going to the school bathroom on breaks to escape reality and it hurts seeing how everyone is having fun and living their teenage years to the fullest, seeing how everyone is finding love and i’m here failing most of my classes, fighting with my parents most of the time, feeling like shit and when i tell someone how i feel they say that i’m victimizing myself and that it’s just a phase. i’ve been feeling like this for like 3 years now but oh well, i’ve learned to just keep it to myself and move on. but i have hope i will be okay
HAIKYUU POV: Yamaguchi has been tired lately and avoiding all contact with close friends and family. Tsukishima has begun to notice how Yamaguchi is more miserable. One night Yamaguchi fell asleep at his desk because he just couldn't handle the negative emotions running through his poor mind. Tsukishima texted him to see how he was but there was no response. He started to worry and Tsuki called Yamaguchi and this song, Yamaguchi's ringtone began softly playing as Yamaguchi let out soft snores
Just looked through old pics of myself and noticed my smile faded away. I don’t think I’ll ever get it back again. I just feel so empty and lost. I don’t even know who I am or what I’m doing or how I feel. I’m just so tired
its good to see this song getting the recognition it deserved
YAMAGUCHI NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HUHUHUHUHUHUHU BABY
Aight im drawing a tsukkiyama angst now bai fluff hellp angst :'))
this will be my insp u0u
IKR THIS PICTURE'S TOO SAD
I can here Yamaguchi talking in the distance..."gomen Tsukki" 😩
this is the song i will hear for the last time. while everything slowly disappears, the sound getting more and more muffled and far away. my vision turning black. feeling nothing but eternal peace. this song shouldnt be so so relatable. every single line. not even exaggerating.. :/
this school year is the most tiring one even when I compre it to face to face class. Im so tired of everything I just want to give up but I don't want to disappoint my parents. I just wanna end this burden but I cant
I want go. I wanna leave. It doesn't feel like home here. Everyday, I just daydream until I realize I have to go to bed. I want a friend, not imaginary. Something real, someone who will comfort me, and understand. It isn't fair.
Pov: your a kind person to people, but get treated like crap. And ur just tired of school, work, and just living
The fact that in the gif appers "Tsukki" calling hurts-
I just see Yamaguchi crying :((
i wanna end it all by just an endless sleep.
this song feels warm in a different way. I mean sure the meaning is being tired of everything but it comforts me at some point..As if you're lying in a bed full of roses with ur special someone giving the comfort and love u deserve. The person reading this may feel very tired about everything but always remember that there are people who loves u for who u are. :))
“Cuz I’ve never really felt ok” so relatable✋😔
we don’t really remember the beauty of life, only the pain. because it’s the only thing that doesn’t leave :/
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Thank you so much. I know you wrote that thinking about multiple people and no one individually, but it does help. It does help to read that I'm not being dramatic and that I deserve to be happy. I honestly hope you're happy too, I hope you get all the happiness in the world, you deserve it for these kind words. Thank you so much for taking the time to write all of this. It means a lot.
I really appreciate this. I wish I had a friend or someone I know telling me this, but even so, it really made me feel better, thank you : )
Aww ty i rlly needed this, just ty
This made me cry so much and you just described all the feelings I couldn’t by myself, i really don’t know how to thank you for this message , everything goes to you too thank you so much
AWW : ( THANK YOU. YOU ARE A LIFE SAVER, I ADORE YOU : (
THE FACT THAT SHE CAN MAKE CUSS WORDS AESTHETIC- 😩😩
I grew up too fast. I gave up my happiness for someone who didn't love me. I still put on a smile, I still try to be likable. People ask me what's wrong, and I just grin and say "nothing, I'm just a bit tired." I am tired. Tired of living. Tired of trying. Tired of pretending.
Its gonna be funny when parents finally figure out how we really feel behind these smiles
I love how people care each other in this comment
I like how I listen to music when I’m sad. Then the music makes me sad. Then I cry.
Bro stop. This is literally the best. You have me in tears right now. Thank you. Thank you so much. I really really appreciate this.
The part where it says “Maybe it’s time to say goodbye, cuz I’m getting pretty f-ing tired.” Makes me realize how alone I am at the moment, or being tired. When I say “tired” I don’t mean suicidal, and I don’t mean bored or sleepy. I mean I’m tired of being a therapist to everyone, to my friends, family, and even my parents. I’m only 13 and I carry my own AND others stress and worries. I mean my only emotional support is gone now which was my cat, now I truly have no one to talk to because no one understands. Almost always I tell myself that the only reason that I’m on this earth is be there for people when they’re at their worst, but once they’re happy I’m suddenly nothing, it’s like I’m not a person, like I’m a doormat. Like I’m only there to make others happy again even if it means that I’m not happy,
Sorry for the long paragraph but I needed to say that somewhere
my friend you have to learn the importance of taking care of YOU first before others
your still very young you have plenty of time to enjoy life my friend
On each video of this song it’s legit all us depressed, suicidal kids trying to help everyone else to not do it
Tsukki omg >~
It's tiring. Waking up, getting dressed, going to school, coming home, homework, sleep. It's exhausting, honestly. And it's hard to have time for myself, not when i have paperwork overdue. Only the fourth week of school. Eyebags. Over-worn clothes. It's all too familiar at such a young age.
i just want to rest for some time without worrying about anything or being anxious/scared for the next day.
this song is 10x more heart-wrenching when its slowed down
I just want it to stop,the pain the pressure everthing getting judge for stupid things like my age or my zodiac sign like wtf or my sexuality,I came out as bi and my parents said they except me but then a couple days later said I'm not bi....what? And school they give me so much stuff to do,I have ADHD and I can't focus very well so I don't get most of it done and then there yelling at me and getting mad at me for not doing it. Just life right now is so stressful The both different genders fighting I've tried to make it right but poeple just come in and are like "you don't know anything you sound young to get of this app" 😐 Ye I just want to go I want to be gone I want it to go away..I've tried 5 times now but I didn't do it I'm still here don't know what was holding me back but something was...if you cared just a little bit to read this Thank you.i wish you well Stay safe and Remember you got this ❤️trust me you really got this
you will make it thru this. i really mean that, there may be bad days but take those days to reflect on yourself. it’s okay to cry and it’s okay to feel hurt, but you got this, i believe in you.
are you watching me rn? bc im literally going thru the same thing
ouch
Stop social media, drink water, talk to your parents about how you feel, most importantly find the positive
Try getting into meditation to sort your life out
I've been listening to this for a year now and honestly this will forever be the most relatable song in general
i am failing 6/9 classes, i'm stressed, burnt out, and so so sos sosoosososooooo tired :( i don't know what to do but i will listen to music and cry and eat cookies because that's how i cope, but i jsut need to feel better but i don't know how andi feel like it will never be better. it will never be okay, because life just goes on from here. and there's no more breaks, no more sleep. no time to catch up, after this is highschool, then college, then jobs, then life, them family, then death. that doesn't sound fun and sounds pretty meaningless. i used to be so passionate about my art, and drawing and painting but now i cant pick up a paintbrush without throwing it away or ruining my artwork. nothing is fun anymore, and i dont een want to talk to my friends or family anymore. i spend all of mydays alone and for some reason i think it will help but it wont. i always thought i was at my worst a few years back, but now im pretty sure this is the worst ive ever felt. i feel very lost and useless and so so so tired of everything. i dont want to do that anymore :(
Hang on darling I know life seems meaningless but I promise it's much more than you think like beautiful sunsets and dancing in the rain and laughing til you can't breathe and exploring things you've never seen and other things I know right now it is hard but it takes time try to enjoy the little things in life darling I hope you feel better soon
i’m so so sorry angel. i love you so much and i don’t even know you. i’m so proud of you for getting this far. everything will get better i promise
i fell in love. the most painful thing i have experienced yet the most exciting.
The cell: tsukki
Me: Omg
is this yams because if yes I’m gonna cry... Plus if you’re here cause you’re sad or any shit I just wanted to tell you that I am very very very proud of you I’m very happy that you made it this far i’m so so so so proud of you
she sounds like clairo slowed down
Yea
Ok this is hands down one of my favorite songs
reminder: i love you, your pets love you, your family loves you, and the world needs you. although it’s hard to fight those thoughts, please, stay. it’s not worth it. trust me.
i tried to overdose before.
it wasnt worth it.
please stay.
remember, you’re so amazing.
the world needs u
you have so much more to see
don’t cut yourself
don’t starve yourself
don’t rip your hair out
don’t beat yourself up
don’t try to kys
don’t think you deserve the pain
you’re beautiful, and i would do anything, to prove to you, how much ily.
*its. not. worth. it.*
i adore you.
- bean
this is so kind of you thank you and I hope you are fine too
@@2000is aww tyty
I always put myself last. I just want some validation, but nobody seems to understand. My friends have grown so accustomed to my negativity that they don't seem to think of it as a big deal. I just want some help. When my family's around I'm always smiling. Now I just feel empty. I'm pushing myself to my limits by hurting myself. Maybe someday.. I'll set myself free.
POV: it's been years but you're still waiting for it to get better.
thanks for the song, I randomly found this but don't regret it ! It feels like that break you can't get rn. Like I had finally plucked up the courage to tell my parent that i wanted to see a psychologist because I probably have adhd, and definitely executive dysfunction. And it took me so long, I finally did it. All to discover it was useless. They asked me for the link to an article with a symptom list, then looked at it and just said they didn't really see it. Then later that day threw it in as a joke in a convesation "aw but wait, she suffer from adhd so she won't be able to do that". It wasn't even meant to be mocking, but they said it with the tone of someone who reminds you of a weird childhood memory through a joke. Idek why it hurts so bad. I should've expected this, shouldn't even have tried. Of course they "don't see it" I've been hiding any difficulty and struggle for years. I can't talk to them, because they don't receive it appropriately, and are never helpful. It just sucks because opening up is supposed to be the right thing to do, it should fix everything. So you try, and you end up being the exception that confirms the rule. It's a door slammed in your face.
i lowkey imagined me crying to nagito trying to tell him that he means the world to me and him slowly breaking because he never felt like enough, him convincing himself that leaving this world would be better for me. yes i am very angsty and i just cried my eyes out.
Me with Nagito and Shuichi
me wanting to cry by listening to this song all over again and relating to it.
this is how i feel but in a song, life is just so tiring
amazing.. every song i listen to defines a part of me, but most focus on my crap mind, the part that hurts me the most is knowing that every lyric is My mind against me and I trying to fight it every second
I always scroll through the comments on videos like this and one of the only things that genuinely annoy me is the comments that say “committing suicide is just pushing pain onto others” and at this point I really don’t care about others. What did they do, they stayed at the sidles and watched as I died on the inside multiple times. I know I’m not okay and they know I’m not okay. But no one comes to help everyone just watches me suffer.
I'm tired. Everything is the same. I can't cry when I want to. I just felt too numb to cry. sometimes its too silent. I cannot express myself. I can't explain my problems. Even to my closest friend. I regret staying silent. I want to cry. I want them back. I want my childhood back. I want my happieness back. Its not enough. thanks to this comment section. I feel lighter.
I’m done being that innocent happy friend who doesn’t have anything bad in her life. I’m tired of fixing other peoples problems and pretending everything is ok even tho I’m not. Nobody cares. Nobody notices. I’m just the perfect girl with a perfect family when in reality there’s so much more than what people see.
All of her songs need more recognition!!!
THE TSUKKI- im gonna go sob now😭😭✋✋
thank you for doing this version of the song 😭😭
i’m loosing myself. i look in the mirror and don’t recognize what i see staring back at me. i really don’t know what i have become. i hate it. i hate not knowing who i am. i miss when times were simpler. my grades are the lowest they have ever been, and i have no motivation to do anything. i know this is not who i am, but i don’t know what to do to stop myself from becoming someone i despise. i procrastinate everything and can barely get up to do simple everyday things. i get stressed knowing that i have a laundry list of things that would actually benefit my well being if i completed them, but i can never bring myself to ever finish one simple task. i’m so fucking tired. tried of this cycle of stress and loss. i don’t know what else to do.
TH SONG REMINDS ME OF BEAUTIFUL TNIGS .
THANK YOU
i- the photo makes me want to cry
I'm so tired...i feel like everyone pushing & expect me to be better at anything
It takes a lot of my energy & time and i'm starting to get tired of it...from monday - saturday... At least probably 11-13 hour i spent the time to go to school, math tutor, taekwondo, arabic language tutor, etc
I usually go home at night (7 p.m)
After go home i still have to do homework but i just want to rest...i don't want all of those activity anymore