I dont think i have depression, i just feel like im not doing nothing here, my life just has no sense, i overthink everything and surely my friends are really tired of me. like, i just want to sleep forever and get lost in my dreams.
“nothing i do is ever good” “nothing i do is ever good enough” “nothing i do is ever good...” “leave me alone. leave me alone.” “i wanna go home now...” imnotcryingyouare
The first couple times I listened to this song, that part had me crying bc it’s true. But now all I do I smile bc I’m sold that I can never change that:/
"Nothing I do is ever good enough" hits more hard when I try to study the hardest and never get enough sleep or rest and ended up failing your exam and your parents don't care about you
You know when your depression is really winning to the point where all you do is sleep and everytime your dad sees you are, he calls you out and says you are lazy. Like, okay love you too.
I get criticized and yelled at for everything I do and I can never step out of my room without something being wrong, but when I stay in my room everyone yells at me for that too. Like wtf do you want from me?!
2:24 I love the treatment in this song that can show how a panic attack starts - the tension builds up, and then suddenly it all comes out of you and you can't stop it
Lets face the fact that most people who listen to this song hasnt heard: "im proud of you" "i love you so much!" "i miss you" in a very long time..... well guess what? im proud of you. i love you. and there are many people out there that miss you. you just didnt know.
what does it matter? this song says it well enough "hanging out where i don't belong is nothing new to me" there isn't a place where I belong, i don't think there will be one in a long while. going to different groups and talking to different people yet realizing no single person in any place you could hang around at understands you, or lets you be yourself. you never belong anywhere. floating around from friends to friends, losing some and gaining some til you're alone. nobody is there. "nothing i do is ever good enough" what does it matter where you go and what you do? everyone could easily step on every single one of the things you did for them, and in the end; you did mean nothing to them, didn't you? you didn't leave a mark on anyone. all that time spent on helping and supporting them, and your trust is stepped on, treated like dirt. "i can't handle change" it changes, but in reality, nothing does. it's new people who will eventually leave. everything will one day leave, that's how life and all goes. but why do those people have to be the same? it's a new face, someone who you could start anew with and yet it always turns out the same as before. you get hurt. it's not anyone here's fault, yet we repeat ourselves, saying the same things we always have. the future seeming the same as the past, history repeating itself. what's the point in this? id say I'm sorry for the mini rant, but im not. im tired. i don't feel much anymore, i want to lay down and stay there for the rest of eternity
“nothing i do is ever good” “nothing i do is ever good enough” “nothing i do is ever good...” “leave me alone. leave me alone.” “i wanna go home now...” felt that.
“nothing I ever do is ever good enough” the most relatable sentence. I feel a constant pressure to perform and yet can’t shake the doubt that my best effort still isn’t nearly enough, everything that goes wrong is of my own fault to not be good enough to prevent it
Lyrics: Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave I can't handle change I can't handle change Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good enough Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good enough Nothing I do is ever good Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone I can't help but repeat myself I know it's not your fault Still lately, I begin to shake For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all
they played this song at a pool i was at. this is the song i always cried to/vented (in writing) at night. i was in complete shock, and the way the song echoed off of the tall ceiling and surrounded the room was mesmerizing for me. i just laid back on the water and stared up at the ceiling. the weirdest part about it was that i saw one of the lifeguards dancing and saying it was her favorite song. i guess everyone has different outlooks, even on songs. i saw it as a song to cry to, she viewed it as a comfort song. i wish i could be that happy.
sometimes you just have to be brave and decide to be bold and tell your loved ones how you feel straight up. it sounds scary but it'll get better, I promise :)
when i’ve started to listen to this song, i was only here for the “for no reason at all” part. i realised that now i can relate with every lyrics of the song. “nothing i do is ever good” because of how much i force myself to be perfect. “i can’t help but repeat myself i know it’s not your fault” because of how much i’ve been sad over the same things since years. i’m just sharing this because it is fucking sad, i hope that you find peace within yourself even if it takes years because it hurts so much to suffer constantly. i don’t know what you’re living but please tell to someone of write down if you feel bad. do something, it seems hopeless it’s true but don’t you dare give up, love you.
@yigit-nh2vnit’s a surprise to see that something that i’ve written two years ago helped you but i’m happy about it :) i hope that you are okay, even if it doesn’t seem so it gets better
♡Lyrics♡ Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave I can't handle change I can't handle change Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good enough Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good enough Nothing I do is ever good Leave me alone Leave me alone (I wanna go home now) Leave me alone Leave me alone (I wanna go home now) I can't help but repeat myself I know it's not your fault Still lately I begin to shake For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all
"I get tired and I get sick, and I loose the strength to live" "Nothing I do is ever good enough" "leave me alone" Those are all lyrics that I feel right now
@@raycatzxz like miss girl smile and you won’t get corona it’s the cure u got depression bro just be happy!! U got axienty?? Just stop worrying!! Now your happy🥰😍
when its "you dont need help" "what are you crying for? you have nothing to cry about, did someone die? just stop crying." "you dont want to be a girl? seriously? you're a girl, you will always be a girl." "you dont know what you want for yourself, you will always make the worst mistakes." but also its "talk to me, i can help!" "just cry, it will make you feel better." "i will support you no matter your choices." "you always make the right decisions, you can decide this for yourself."
this made me cry once i read the second text, i wish my friends where like that, not just someone who tells me "Stop crying" "Why are you crying for"... i want a friend to comfort me while im in a bad mood, instead they just sit there, ignore me, talk to other people and think that they should leave me alone. I want someone who can hug me 24/7, i want someone who always holds my hand even if i dont want to hold theirs, i want someone to care. but i guess it's never going to happen..
happy, yet sad. its bittersweet comfort. like falling only to land. its the rush of happiness and the dreadful search to find the feeling again. its holding the hand of someone who loves you too find it was fake. its the peaceful after nature of crying. you suffer, then for almost a few seconds after the final breath of calmness after you shed your last tear, its peaceful... then returning to the cruel, forbidden home we call life.
Other people: "Oh I like this song" Me who literally heard this song and started listening to R.O.A.R. like it was an addiction and now listens to them on the daily: 😁👏
about a year ago, i hyperventilated so hard while listening to this song because i was going through such a hard time and let it all out then and there. a year has passed and i thought i would get better, but im back at my lowest point and instead of hearing this as a trigger song now, it gives me comfort in the saddest way.
POV: imagine your standing on top of the tallest building in your country with the person you trusted the most. as soon as the song says "for no reason at all~" that person pushes you off and you reach your hand up hopeing they where going to help you only to realise their watching you fall with a smirk on their face. you slowly put your hand down as a tear escapes your eye. you smile up at them and slowly close your eyes accepting your fate. Edit: OH gosh 1k thanks guys I didn't know people would like my pov so much this is more likes than I've got on anything
Wow, I just dazed off and imagined a movie of just the camera flashing back and forth from different angles of me falling then a cut seen to the person that pushed me. This song plays and as I’m about to hit the ground it slows down
Currently sobbing to this after my mum laughed at my tics. I can’t fucking help it. If I could stop them I would. I get so many weird looks because of them. It fucking hurts.
I think your tics are amazing and they would make my day cause i have never met anyone with tics before so to me your tics are fascinating. You are an amazing person and your mom is low key rude(in my opinion). I dont share my feelings with anyone let alone in a comment section so this comment is just for you!
@@magmastarnova3386 This is really sweet. I really needed to see this today. I agree that my mom is very rude. She still makes fun of my tics, but I try to ignore it. Take care and stay hydrated 🖤
I'm Late But I just wanted to say I think you are an amazing person for continuing to exist and live through something that can a pain to live with but I think Tics are extraordinary just like you. It is never going to be your fault, and I really appreciate you ~⭐🧸
I think that part hits close to home for me because ive always had like.. little twitches, and recently they have gotten really bad, this song had me failing around like i was on fire- i think its related to my mental state
This song represents my anxiety so well I overthink everything instead of loving life and I just wanna cry all day and need a hug from a person who wouldnt judge me for no reason at all..... If y'all feeling like this here is a hug from me with all warmth and love and I love u k stay strong and god bless u
Last week I snuck out at night with my friends and we were just walking around my town having an amazing time and we fed birds and ducks while drinking warm drinks and laughing then we watched the sunrise come up while listening to this song....and then....then I woke up-
"Nothing i do is ever good. Nothing i do is ever enough." LOL perfectly made for a burnt out kid like me who used to be called "gifted" but is now a failure with depression and anxiety
Same with me I said that when I was in grade three......now I'm in grade six:( and I lost all my friends in an argument I only have two friends who I barely hang out with I wish I could be friends with my ex bff but she wont budge or talk to me. I wish we never had have an argument. It happened in roblox. Now I wont touch the game we argued in. It may sound stupid. But whenever I play that game I cry.......(the game was brookhaven) I hope u all have a nice day stay safe. Thanks for reading this is u did:(
Im litteraly crying. I just noticed that my crush have heart problems, asthma, she cant breath very well and other bad things. Doctors says that she cant do it and she will probably die in this year. Im so attached to her even if she dosent like me back, me and her are really good friends. I wish she could do it (sorry for my bad english but im italian) edit: she isnt anymore my crush but i really love her as a friend
This life is important, you are important. The enemy wants you to believe it’s pointless/fake so he can seize control over your life. Don’t give up, there is always still hope. Much love, blessings and a brighter future ahead.
I feel like I can trust the people in the comments but, not people in real life. Ironic isn't it? Thank you all in the comments for giving out help, love, and thearpy? -Herb
me too. i don't really get emotional over UA-cam comments, especially since i don't know anyone, but the comments here made me cry because i relate to them so much. i hope everyone here gets into a better state of mind soon:(
"What's even the point of living?" "why do i keep suffering?" "why am i hurt inside?" "why i can't socialize with others?" "why am i thinking so suicidal?" Why? Just why? Why am i even here i felt no pain for years, i haven't got to see the beauty of the sky
There is simple no Point at the start of your Life. You have to make one. Everyone is struggling and suffering. And sometimes it seems like it wont stop. But to keep going means to get closer to that Dream or goal you have. Love might also be considered a goal, and at some point, everyone will have a chance for true Love. Your Life is full of potential and it would be a shame to not have a goal in your Life. Its not simple, I know. But its far better to go and reach that goal and keep struggling, rather than staying an hollow Vessel.
@@enreno we are sad but afraid to show because of the system of society....then wonder if its just a pretence a lie am i happy am i sad....until you loose sense of yourself.....be true
i feel like people dont expect 13- kid to be depressed cuz they always have to pretend to be happy and playful to not come of weird -from an 11 year old named ollie
Story time: Yesterday, I was ready to end it all and was going to jump off a building. While I was driving there, I was listening to this song, and then I arrived. They wouldn’t let me in the building so I went a different building. I was ready to fall off but before I could do I was listening to this song one more time and saying my goodbyes to everyone I ever loved. When I was ready, they caught me. I’m glad they did because I missed out on so much and everyone was worried for me. I didn’t want to feel like a burden to them so I apologized. I’m still working to be recover but I’m alright. Edit: tysm for all the love and support I’m still working through my problems. I’ll make sure to not do that again. This is our promise ❤️
We’re all happy that you are here, I hope everything turns out fine, and even if I’m a stranger in the internet, I can’t help but really shaken, because I had that feeling, but I know my family, friends and my cat will miss me, don’t ever try to do it again :(
this song makes me want to just slowly fade away, without passing pain to others. without hurting me or others. without pain. i just want to fade peacefully. i want life to be peaceful. but being me. im just not good enough to deserve that peacefull fade. i just know when i do die it wont be fading away like i want it to happen.. and that makes me sad, im only thirteen. i should live life to its fullest. its hard when theres all this stuff on my back- killing me. but really- just harming me everyday. taking little chunks untill eventaully one day ill get hurt for the last time. then itll be goodbye, then itll be people pittying me. then itll be people careing. and then they'll come back. all the people that left. but ill see the people i never had a chance to say goodbye too. love you terry, wish you were here, youd make my life easer you didint deserve to die. im glad it was in sleep, becuase you were a beautifull human who never deserved it. you always made me smile, i remmeber when i was eight and you babysat me. playing games with me on the computer, and taking me on adventures pretending that fairys were real. making all my childhood dreams come true. making me have at least a few years of innocence before middle school. youve already been gone for a year. i cant belive last christmas i never said goodbye... i miss you paityn, in newfoundland. five days away. it seems so close...you still remember me...right? i miss you Zarian, my brother, i wish you never left. mom blames me for you leaving. ill never forget you of course, you just went away with your dad... i love you dad. i wish me and zarian shared the same dad. that way my dad wouldint be gone like you are. Your still here. just stuck on addiction. Youll get better, mom sais everyday that your just a shit hole who'll never call. but i know you will- your just waiting for the right time. I miss you Lady. Your not gone yet, but mom wants to put you down due to your tumour. youve always been here since i was five and now your leaving- i wish you didint have to leave me. i love you very much lady, your a dog that will never leave my heart, your loud bark and cute weiner dog body... i miss you Kaitlyn. i know you love me, or loved me, i know we were friends till grade 6. we were supposed to be friends for life. i guess us dating for those few days screwed us both up. you left me. i dont even know if your alive. i dont even know if your okay. i miss you. I miss you Childhood me. I miss your laugh. i remember how you always tried. remeber when youd be sad, and mom would say change it- so youd smile. ive learned how to keep that smile high for you. i miss you so much. i wish we never moved away. we shouldive stayed with ariel.........i miss you ariel. you were my only friend when i was a kid. you were older then me though, but you stuck by me. i left you which im extemly sorry for. i didint know mom wanted to move to this place. we'd probaly be screaming and running around this year. me in grade seven, you in grade eight. we'd be ouselves. we'd be happy- id be happy- i would be able to releaze not everyone who comes into my life leaves. i hope your well. i miss you. i miss all of you. and one day. ill see you all once more. whether its in life, or death. i cant wait to see you terry, your elagent smile- i cant wait to have you come back paityn. your funny jokes- i cant wait to see you again Kaitlyn, with your sleepy eyes and small smile- i cant wait to see everyone. i just hope my cat, the only person i really have left, Onyx doesint leave. whenever im crying he knows. he wants to help. he knows he cant do anything but just be there. on my bed, sitting by the window and watching out for me. one day he'll be looking out that same window, staring at the sky. looking at me. up there, in heaven if its real. He'll know im happier. he'll know im happy. he'll know i finnaly got what i wanted. to be free from hurt. :) edit: Mom gave lady away to Donny, her friend she hangs out with to get high before going through my stuff. Shes gone now and I cant handle it. I miss her so much. I never released how much she did to help me. Mom says we can visit her, but im almsost fourteen now..and we havent. I havent seen her in more than three months..we went to donnys but she wasint there and im scared she might be dead or something.It pains me to think that we all die, but for some people its the escape route. I dont want to take that escape route even if it means seeing the only people who cared, and still care, for me to this day. I want them to care here. Here alive. Here where I am. Here where they care for me in my arms. I wish I could hug them all. But there all gone. Everyones gone. At least I know have Zoie. Shes been doing mental calls with me-- untill my mom 'lost' my phone and made me have a panic attack. she wont give it back, and doesint plan on it. Computers are only good for so much, just like life. Computers die eventually just like we do, only they come back to life slowly. maybe my life will start to fill like a battery percentage, maybe im only at 50 percent now, but itll go up as long as I keep my charger in. I keep living until pain wins, then we unplug the charger and all is lost right? thanks for reading this rant. i love you all. remember to live your life to the fullest, dont give up like im close to doing, itll hurt others. we can fade away together listening to this song. quite a dream isint it? i love you. very much dear starnger, i hope your well. i hope you stay well! my cat sais hi.
Hi, I just want know if you're doing alright. Reading this hit really close to home and I just want to lnow if you're ok I know everything seems so hard and holding onto a relative whom has passed is heart breaking. But I'm here for even if this might feel creepy (sorry) I'm here for and want you to feel ok. Sadly I can't provide happiness but please know no matter what please stay here I know its hard but please stay I don't even know you but i can tell you're amazing please don't go if you want or need anything I'll be here for you in the comments or if you want I'm on discord @NAGITO=HOPEBAGELS-#0797 and you don't have to of course its up to you. Also I hope you have a wonderful day/night same goes for your cat :)
this song is so special to me, the meaning of this song is literally what i feel all the time. if i have to choose one song about my life i would choose this song. i'm still having mental breakdown, doubting my existence and looking for reason to be alive but at least i feel warmth and pure bliss from the songs i listen & animes, films i watch & mangas, books i read. and i think this is the perfect version of this song tysm! ramona :))
im not faking depression i just need someone to hug me right now its not because of “puberty” or “feeling down” i just need someone to hug me or at least ask me how my day is going. all i need are those if i cant get it thats fine ill just hug my pillow
I can relate to the lyrics at 2:25 in a sense. I’ve been trying to to shift to haikyuu cuz honestly I hate this reality so here’s my interpretation: I can’t help but repeat myself I know it’s not your fault: I’ve been telling my family how I feel about life for a while but no one seems to believe me and it’s hard feeling like I have to repeat it over and over Still lately I begin to shake: in this sense I mean twitching, which is a sign of shifting For no reason at all: no one knows I’m trying to shift so if some one saw me twitching in my sleep(or while I was shifting) I’d say it was for no reason at all
Hi bb, there might be a reason into why u cant shift.. maybe theres something waiting for u out there. Like something that might happen, like something that might change u, ur life. Someone... waiting for you. This is why im afraid to shift. I wanna try, i wanna leave, i wanna change. But what if there something that might happen that'll change my life... for the better :)))
no but got to the point i can't feel anything anymore even if i try to feel a single emotion nothing just flat i couldn't feel anything AT ALL and my face looked exactly like a poker face this lasts for 17-90 minutes
Well, everyone has Anxiety and it isn't inherently a bad thing. What is bad is when it takes complete control and you have a lot of anxiety attacks. Its important to.remember that.
i just want someone to tell me they’re proud of me in the moment yk?? it doesn’t feel as good when people make those motivational tiktoks because it’s directed to everyone. it’s SUPPOSED to make you feel better. they don’t actually know what you did. or what they’re “proud” of. i always get honor role and my moms never told me she’s proud of me. i do ballet, take care of an animal and still have to balance a social life and school. the last time someones told me they were proud of me was my dad years ago. he’d always tell me he was proud
I'm proud of you getting honor roll, I'm proud of you doing ballet and I'm proud of you taking care of an animal. I'm proud of you for being brave enough to comment this. You have done many great things, and you deserve to be told that I'm proud of you.
the shy people when they get home after being so nice and being an actual therapist:
you guys deserve more love.
Thank you, you too!
Thanks! :,D
Thanks
Thank you too :)
"I just want to go home."
"But you are home?"
"No, I'm not."
fr bruh
soemtimes I feel homesick even when I’m at home..?
What anime is this from? Or fanfic?
@@XxXDahliaXxXPeki neither of those, i came up with it myself :]
@@sleeplessflower.7184 Ohh okay!
this is the best song to have an existential crisis to
this.
No MOM ITS MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN I GET TO HAVE THE AUX
best song to cry to lol I’m actually cryin rn
YES
pfttt rn im having my existental crisis
it hurts when you find out that if you’re not the one starting the conversation they would never have talked to you in the first place
Dude i crush on a girl.. and that’s the exact situation, I cry every night (sorry for my English)
@@kamin2323 i get you bro..
I did that, i got the girl, but then i screwd it up bcs of jealousy, im becoming so depressed bcs of that...
No one:
Me: dun na dun na dum na dun na dun na dun na na na na na na
same💀
Me 25/8
BATMANNNNN
LMAO
saaaameeee 😭😭😭
I dont think i have depression, i just feel like im not doing nothing here, my life just has no sense, i overthink everything and surely my friends are really tired of me. like, i just want to sleep forever and get lost in my dreams.
Same
felt
mood 🥴💅🏻
fr
Yeah i feel you
“nothing i do is ever good”
“nothing i do is ever good enough”
“nothing i do is ever good...”
“leave me alone. leave me alone.”
“i wanna go home now...”
imnotcryingyouare
okay maybe i am.
No it’s just that I’m cutting onions
Or maybe I am....
The first couple times I listened to this song, that part had me crying bc it’s true. But now all I do I smile bc I’m sold that I can never change that:/
My eyes were doing a workout so they're sweating
“Nothing I do is ever good enough” Hits hard when you try to make everyone happy but you still end up failing
"Nothing I do is ever good enough" hits more hard when I try to study the hardest and never get enough sleep or rest and ended up failing your exam and your parents don't care about you
True😕😞😔
Me: has a breakdown
Also me: listen to this music
Breakdown: i n t e n s i f i e S
it just elongated PLSSS
WHY AM I STRUGGLING TO READ I N T E N S I F I E S
TELL ME WHY I READ INTESTINES
@@urmom-yw3dx LMFAO JSJHJHSAJHASJHJHJHAS
How i can read that
“tsukki let’s eat!”
“tsukki?”
“yamaguchi shut up.”
“gomen tsukki!”
I'm crying as hell
Is it just me,or does Tsukki when I see him a birdman?
awwwwww poor yams🕳🏃🏻♀️
This makes me want to give both of them a hug like they’ve been through so much and they’re both hurting it just hurts my heart
i'm dead
You know when your depression is really winning to the point where all you do is sleep and everytime your dad sees you are, he calls you out and says you are lazy. Like, okay love you too.
I get criticized and yelled at for everything I do and I can never step out of my room without something being wrong, but when I stay in my room everyone yells at me for that too. Like wtf do you want from me?!
@@BigZaddyNav I know right? Like what are we supposed to do :/
Kai Weil too accurate
@@BigZaddyNav They're disappointed in us. Disappointed that we can't become what they wanted us to become.
@@mrsmoke8481 Fr. I told my family how im not doing good mentally, but they made everything 10x worse
2:24 I love the treatment in this song that can show how a panic attack starts - the tension builds up, and then suddenly it all comes out of you and you can't stop it
*"Still lately I begin to shake for no reason at all.."*
yeah.. i do..
yeah bb thats called a ✨seizure✨
@@madypavic5854 somehow it's not letting me reply on my PC- how weird- but anyways I meant to say lol-
That's anxiety
@@Valeria-wg4qt yes
i hate physical touch but no one knows how badly i need a hug rn
- virtually hugs -
@@vanessa09864 💀
i serisousky was about to comment the EXCACT same thing- dang but - virtual hug-
*puts out arms for a hug* were here for u
@nd_signal LMFAOOO SHHHH
“I’m tired”
“Then take a nap”
“No…I’m tired”
Jesus I felt that
this.
I don't get it
This. I felt this.
@@that_randomtuber4202 like mentally tired
this song can make anyone cry, let's be honest
W r o n g
Kid
Kid in mah life I never cry because of songs 🎵
nope
@brianna the 6th BEST gachaTUBER ooo im curious on which edit u saw :0
Lets face the fact that most people who listen to this song hasnt heard:
"im proud of you"
"i love you so much!"
"i miss you"
in a very long time.....
well guess what? im proud of you. i love you. and there are many people out there that miss you. you just didnt know.
Thanks I really needed it
I haven’t heard the first one in years!
@@shelley5569 now u have my dear
ive heard it, but it was 100% fake.
what does it matter? this song says it well enough "hanging out where i don't belong is nothing new to me"
there isn't a place where I belong, i don't think there will be one in a long while.
going to different groups and talking to different people yet realizing no single person in any place you could hang around at understands you, or lets you be yourself. you never belong anywhere. floating around from friends to friends, losing some and gaining some til you're alone. nobody is there.
"nothing i do is ever good enough"
what does it matter where you go and what you do? everyone could easily step on every single one of the things you did for them, and in the end; you did mean nothing to them, didn't you? you didn't leave a mark on anyone. all that time spent on helping and supporting them, and your trust is stepped on, treated like dirt.
"i can't handle change"
it changes, but in reality, nothing does. it's new people who will eventually leave. everything will one day leave, that's how life and all goes. but why do those people have to be the same? it's a new face, someone who you could start anew with and yet it always turns out the same as before.
you get hurt.
it's not anyone here's fault, yet we repeat ourselves, saying the same things we always have. the future seeming the same as the past, history repeating itself. what's the point in this?
id say I'm sorry for the mini rant, but im not. im tired. i don't feel much anymore, i want to lay down and stay there for the rest of eternity
“nothing i do is ever good”
“nothing i do is ever good enough”
“nothing i do is ever good...”
“leave me alone. leave me alone.”
“i wanna go home now...”
felt that.
Right
uwah im crying this is very deep
@@kayso_1324 ikr🥰🥰🥺
That's too relatable
People: don’t talk to random strangers online.
Those random strangers online are the reason I’m still alive..
exactly...
Same
@Lyd ok
I am proud of you
if you haven't heard that in a while
@@sofia.pan. me neither
“nothing I ever do is ever good enough” the most relatable sentence. I feel a constant pressure to perform and yet can’t shake the doubt that my best effort still isn’t nearly enough, everything that goes wrong is of my own fault to not be good enough to prevent it
You ever cried so much in one day that you literally just can’t shed a tear??? Oh...Just me...okay...
Me too 😔
I have many times
No me too🙂
But I kinda like to cry especially to this song🙂
I get It I haven’t been able to cry for months until now I won’t be able to cry for the next few months
Lyrics:
Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me
I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave
I can't handle change
I can't handle change
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good enough
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good enough
Nothing I do is ever good
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
I can't help but repeat myself
I know it's not your fault
Still lately, I begin to shake
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
tyy
Thx
Thank you :)
Ty
i used to think it said nothing i do to deserve you girl
I’m not crying! My eyes are just cosplaying the sky on a rainy day...
they played this song at a pool i was at. this is the song i always cried to/vented (in writing) at night. i was in complete shock, and the way the song echoed off of the tall ceiling and surrounded the room was mesmerizing for me. i just laid back on the water and stared up at the ceiling.
the weirdest part about it was that i saw one of the lifeguards dancing and saying it was her favorite song. i guess everyone has different outlooks, even on songs. i saw it as a song to cry to, she viewed it as a comfort song. i wish i could be that happy.
that sounds heavenly tbh im glad you got to experience that
@@alstqnMakes me wanna die
theres a reason why most people hide their depression
its cause theyre afraid that people wont understand them
how do you manage to describe something so well
@@adison9791 i experienced it myself
This and people don't want to be a burden to their loved ones, so they just keep it to themselves
#brocken
111 B)
I’ve tried hinting to people about how I feel but it seems no one notices...
It's ok, your not gonna go through it alone
sometimes you just have to be brave and decide to be bold and tell your loved ones how you feel straight up. it sounds scary but it'll get better, I promise :)
its okay bb x
Same, I’ll drop small hints on how hurt I am and insecure I am to my friends/family, but it’s like they are blind to it.
It’s okay we are here for you we love you ❤️
You might feel alone
But more than 1 million people are going through the same thing as you
So your not alone
Your not lonely
I’m here for you :)
Thank you so much
jokes on you im not real
Thank you for this :)
@@ethanashadu3916 get a life lol
Tysm
when i’ve started to listen to this song, i was only here for the “for no reason at all” part. i realised that now i can relate with every lyrics of the song. “nothing i do is ever good” because of how much i force myself to be perfect. “i can’t help but repeat myself i know it’s not your fault” because of how much i’ve been sad over the same things since years. i’m just sharing this because it is fucking sad, i hope that you find peace within yourself even if it takes years because it hurts so much to suffer constantly. i don’t know what you’re living but please tell to someone of write down if you feel bad. do something, it seems hopeless it’s true but don’t you dare give up, love you.
@yigit-nh2vnit’s a surprise to see that something that i’ve written two years ago helped you but i’m happy about it :) i hope that you are okay, even if it doesn’t seem so it gets better
i think we all know this song
Yup 😌
Yess
?
OH
Hell yes, and im glad i do :)
I need a hug I'm seriously crying
Does a virtual hug help you? I have a few for you!
have a virtual hug :)
Virtual hug for you misaki mei :>>
༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
♡Lyrics♡
Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me
I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave
I can't handle change
I can't handle change
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good enough
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good enough
Nothing I do is ever good
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
(I wanna go home now)
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
(I wanna go home now)
I can't help but repeat myself
I know it's not your fault
Still lately I begin to shake
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
•O•
I was looking for this comment thank you
weird the amount of like is 911-
thank uu
"I get tired and I get sick, and I loose the strength to live"
"Nothing I do is ever good enough"
"leave me alone"
Those are all lyrics that I feel right now
“Still lately i begin to shake.. for no reason at all”
*why so relatable? 😭*
2:25 is the ending for all the people from tik tok :)
Thank you :)
@@itsahrie5992 np 😁
Wait this is on tiktok now?
@@zmbie437 yep
@@itsahrie5992 I wouldn't know bc I'm not allowed to have tiktok
This hits different crying in your room at 3 am
Especially when it’s raining and everyone’s ignoring you✌️😚
@@ppdestroyer9000 dude I wont ignore you 😎 Lee'sAGhost#6866
YES 😭😭😭 I HATE MY LIFE
@@Lee-gb9hl it’s not working😔 m i n e i s 🍄🪐C a m e r o n🌙🎵#7518
@@ppdestroyer9000 Emma is Daddy#7643 lets all be frnds lol
I just wanna hear
“I love you”
“I miss You”
“Your Safe”
From someone who hasent actually hurt me-
i love you. you're safe, you're missed, and you're a beautiful being. thanks for being here, i appreciate it
i truly love you. you are safe. so many ppl misses u
Thank you both, This made me feel so much better-
@@complicated6705 of course, i was just telling the truth
Same
nah this song has been with me since forever. idk how many times this song has actually helped me bruh
this song is basically the summary for people with anxiety :(
Yup... 💔
I dont wanna die, but i dont wanna live like this anymore. :{
Yeah...
I wanna die but then I think of the people keeping me alive and I don't know what to do so I have anxiety attacks
Yep :/
The fact we’re all depressed- but just smile and your fine right....
for sure😻 nobodys deperessed bc all we gotta do is smile, am i right...?
@@raycatzxz yes your perfectly fine if you smile,laugh, look happy because your that happy friend!!😚😍(also love your user)
@@novii.i OOpsies i just now changed it- BUT THANK YOU and exactly, smiling is the cure for everything😻 psh corona what? just smile and ur fine
@@raycatzxz like miss girl smile and you won’t get corona it’s the cure u got depression bro just be happy!! U got axienty?? Just stop worrying!! Now your happy🥰😍
@@novii.i Exactly, u got anorexia? just start eating😻 you overweight? just loose weight😻 so easy!!
i’m a simple woman. i see hanako, i click
edit: should’ve read the title. now i’m crying this song is so emotional
THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME IM SORRY
@@oliviamcconville4950 LMAOOO
I’ll come cry with you-
I mean just think of all the stuff he’s been through and all the things he regrets.
*and chapter 71*
@@Tabby_is_cool SSHHHH
@@bavcavdav NO AHAHA
3:17 this is the most beautiful part of the song. its just so peaceful and sad yet so comforting and I hardly have the words to describe how it feels
2:24 part used for memes. My favorite part cause it’s catchy and kinda sad.
It gives me goosebumps
Tysmm
That’s my favourite part. It really hits me.
my fav part right there
Thank you
the internet ruined me, but it raised me when my parents couldn’t.
Yeah
* cries in internet ruined me *
I raised myself when my parents couldn’t🙂
never thought I'd relate this much to a comment
Felt that
let’s be honest,
slowed down sounds/audios hit very different from the original version.
Yup
Ye
some yes
Fr
I have never said this in any other songs besides this one but yes! completely hits different.
It hurts. When you help all your friends even though your struggling the most but they can’t see it.
“nothing i do is ever good enough” yeah i can relate what about it 🙄🙄‼️‼️
@nevaeh LMAO IM DYING
the mitsuba icon makes this comment even better lol
@YeeYeeJuice ahhh thats so cool 🥺
same besty 😍😍🤞🏼🤞🏼‼️‼️
yup same 🎷🐛
This song and Hanako just fit together so well! And Hanako has gone through so much and I just want to hug him so badly.
I just want to give him a hug
Ikr! If it was not for Tsukasa then hanako wouldn't be so damn depressed when he was alive
Whats the name of the anime??
@@oliviaapoloo toilet bound hanako kun it’s really good! It’s on Hulu! And the manga series is good too!
@@sw3496 Oh ok!! Thx!:)
when its
"you dont need help"
"what are you crying for? you have nothing to cry about, did someone die? just stop crying."
"you dont want to be a girl? seriously? you're a girl, you will always be a girl."
"you dont know what you want for yourself, you will always make the worst mistakes."
but also its
"talk to me, i can help!"
"just cry, it will make you feel better."
"i will support you no matter your choices."
"you always make the right decisions, you can decide this for yourself."
i felt that
this made me cry once i read the second text, i wish my friends where like that, not just someone who tells me "Stop crying" "Why are you crying for"... i want a friend to comfort me while im in a bad mood, instead they just sit there, ignore me, talk to other people and think that they should leave me alone. I want someone who can hug me 24/7, i want someone who always holds my hand even if i dont want to hold theirs, i want someone to care. but i guess it's never going to happen..
the first line hits so hard... my dad told me I’m not depressed,, just lazy haha 🤡
i-damn, as a FtM, I felt that and I'm really sorry you have to go through this :'(
2:42 I literally burst out crying. A year and a half of shelving my feelings released with a single note. Thanks.
At al
class clown : making everybody laugh till school ends
his headphones when he go home :
Why is this sad to me 😭😭
lmao thats me in a nutshell
its me im her.
I’m not the class clown but I’m the quiet kid in class and I always listen to this song especially when I’m crying which is usually everday🙂
That's me
happy, yet sad. its bittersweet comfort. like falling only to land. its the rush of happiness and the dreadful search to find the feeling again. its holding the hand of someone who loves you too find it was fake. its the peaceful after nature of crying. you suffer, then for almost a few seconds after the final breath of calmness after you shed your last tear, its peaceful... then returning to the cruel, forbidden home we call life.
are u ok? If u ever wanna talk im here
*I wish anyone listening to this, a very pleasant rest of your life. You deserve it, don’t over work yourself.*
Same goes for you! Thank you for this
you as well:) i like your pfp!
Sadly how the world is today . We have to over work ourselves
Thank you soo much!!!!! Same goes to you hunny
Thanks even though my life will be shortlived
Songs hit harder when you relate to it.
For anyone reading this, you are worth it. Things will get better, just hang in there for a little longer, okay?
thank u...
@@ceyhwa I hope you’re okay, I’m always here if you need someone to talk to.
@@cobwebssss thank u sm im trying to be okay
No, thank you.
@@solitaire2939 Please stay strong, I’m always here if you need someone to talk to.
“Sasha!”
“SASHA”
Sashaaa!!!!!”
🥲🥺
SHUT UP
NOOOO i literally just watched this episode yesterday im so sad (i cried a lot)
@@celinachen3297 uh ridiculous
@@bleuniel why?
@@celinachen3297 bc this song is for PEOPLE REAL that have depresion and anxiety. If you dont have that, dont comment bitch.
Other people: "Oh I like this song"
Me who literally heard this song and started listening to R.O.A.R. like it was an addiction and now listens to them on the daily: 😁👏
oh wow, you're so quirky aren't you?
@@fred8774 Nah I was just sayin
Yay another Roar fan !!!!!! It’s so hard to find fans these days :’(
@@horchata923 Yes!!!!
Same and Christmas kids I listen to that song to
about a year ago, i hyperventilated so hard while listening to this song because i was going through such a hard time and let it all out then and there. a year has passed and i thought i would get better, but im back at my lowest point and instead of hearing this as a trigger song now, it gives me comfort in the saddest way.
it's my mental breakdown and i get to choose the song
Yeah
Why is there bearly any replys usually people are arguing for the mental breakdown
Yep-
Ok
@@justyoureaverage_daftydil8099 why would poeple be arguing tho
"I can't help but repeat myself I know it's not your fault"
Gosh.... that hit me so hard.. ✋🏻✨
POV: imagine your standing on top of the tallest building in your country with the person you trusted the most. as soon as the song says "for no reason at all~" that person pushes you off and you reach your hand up hopeing they where going to help you only to realise their watching you fall with a smirk on their face. you slowly put your hand down as a tear escapes your eye. you smile up at them and slowly close your eyes accepting your fate.
Edit: OH gosh 1k thanks guys I didn't know people would like my pov so much this is more likes than I've got on anything
Wow, I just dazed off and imagined a movie of just the camera flashing back and forth from different angles of me falling then a cut seen to the person that pushed me. This song plays and as I’m about to hit the ground it slows down
I can just image the scene in my head
But If that actually happened i would thank her tho I’ve been waiting for that moment for a long time
To be honest, I am not going down without a fucking fight. I'd do anything to grab onto them; dragging them to hell with me.
@@aishaqurbanova7278 TYSM FOR YOUR COMMENT I WAS CRYING THEN STARTED TO LAUGH
When I listen to this song, it gives me a serotonin feeling.
I just know that we're all looking down at our phones well crying, and for some reason it makes me feel better, knowing I'm not alone.
I know I'm not alone dealing with all this. Even so, I feel like there's nobody I can talk to.
If only I could cry anymore
You’re not 🙃💗
@@BigZaddyNav same but God is here he hears our cries just try talking to him 👍🏽💗
@@nevaehbraxter8126 in atheist tho...
Currently sobbing to this after my mum laughed at my tics. I can’t fucking help it. If I could stop them I would. I get so many weird looks because of them. It fucking hurts.
I think your tics are amazing and they would make my day cause i have never met anyone with tics before so to me your tics are fascinating. You are an amazing person and your mom is low key rude(in my opinion). I dont share my feelings with anyone let alone in a comment section so this comment is just for you!
@@magmastarnova3386 This is really sweet. I really needed to see this today. I agree that my mom is very rude. She still makes fun of my tics, but I try to ignore it. Take care and stay hydrated 🖤
@@satorugojoswife You too! I finally feel useful! (This response almost made me cry.)
@@magmastarnova3386 Awe! You are an amazing person. I hope you have an amazing day/night! 🖤🖤
I'm Late But I just wanted to say I think you are an amazing person for continuing to exist and live through something that can a pain to live with but I think Tics are extraordinary just like you. It is never going to be your fault, and I really appreciate you ~⭐🧸
I love all of it but 2:36 is my fav part; it gives me goosebumps
FOR NO REASON AT AAAAAALLLLLLLLL
@@JoaHosoi FOR NO REASON AT AAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLL
I think that part hits close to home for me because ive always had like.. little twitches, and recently they have gotten really bad, this song had me failing around like i was on fire- i think its related to my mental state
@@Pastel_Sad same, I get panic attacks :(
This song represents my anxiety so well I overthink everything instead of loving life and I just wanna cry all day and need a hug from a person who wouldnt judge me for no reason at all..... If y'all feeling like this here is a hug from me with all warmth and love and I love u k stay strong and god bless u
* Me sad on the floor singing music while crying *
The demon Under my bed: are you ok..??
aww
Demon will comfort you
Satan also under the bed: Were having a tea party down here, wanna join? We have cookies!
Luv feel free to vent
Lemon demon: here we have a circle
i can’t explain the way this song makes me feel. being lonely is kinda a comforting feeling
you know it's getting bad when you're searching this up again.
Last week I snuck out at night with my friends and we were just walking around my town having an amazing time and we fed birds and ducks while drinking warm drinks and laughing then we watched the sunrise come up while listening to this song....and then....then I woke up-
Is your goal to spend some free time with your friends
@@sonalibiswas9974 mine is
:)
I searched up "- for no reason" and this song popped up.
"Nothing i do is ever good. Nothing i do is ever enough." LOL perfectly made for a burnt out kid like me who used to be called "gifted" but is now a failure with depression and anxiety
Haha . . . ha
*same*
the way you just described me 😰😭
perfectly describes my undiagnosed autism as a kid
Hahah
Same-
Same....
''I had an amazing day today with my friends''
*Two years ago*
bruh I feel for you❤️
Frog love you
Yes very true and that’s sad
I feel you
Same with me I said that when I was in grade three......now I'm in grade six:( and I lost all my friends in an argument I only have two friends who I barely hang out with I wish I could be friends with my ex bff but she wont budge or talk to me. I wish we never had have an argument. It happened in roblox. Now I wont touch the game we argued in. It may sound stupid. But whenever I play that game I cry.......(the game was brookhaven) I hope u all have a nice day stay safe. Thanks for reading this is u did:(
I told my mind over and over again don't cry, but my heart responded: everything you keep in your soul let it out and the tears began to flow
I just wanna fall of a building like anime characters with this song playing, anyone else? 🤷♀️
I think we might be twins
@@mellowjello2659 i think we might 😌👌
Defineitly ♡☆ It would be peaceful
@@mylie5703 ikr 😩
Yeah or with the "can you feel my heart Sing"
you’re posting so much at the minute and i have 0 complaints 😌💅🏻
Im litteraly crying. I just noticed that my crush have heart problems, asthma, she cant breath very well and other bad things. Doctors says that she cant do it and she will probably die in this year. Im so attached to her even if she dosent like me back, me and her are really good friends. I wish she could do it (sorry for my bad english but im italian)
edit: she isnt anymore my crush but i really love her as a friend
I'm so sorry for you, sweetheart. Spend as much time with her as you can. I hope that she will make it...
Spend ALL the time with them as you can him, feel better. Take all those pictures, tell them how you feel before they go. GO FOR IT
@Magdalena Chappu im tsxmxgi
Sasha :(((
I dedicate the song to you
@@haaiisk
This life is important, you are important. The enemy wants you to believe it’s pointless/fake so he can seize control over your life. Don’t give up, there is always still hope. Much love, blessings and a brighter future ahead.
My whole family wants me to disappear in their life 😂
Thug it out it is what it is
Pov: It's 4am on a tuesday night and you're trying not to sob too hard because you don't want to wake your parents or pet up.
Felt this😕
bye bc it’s literally tuesday night
@@daliajaber8956 or Wednesday morning
it literally Tuesday for me and its 2 am 😭
same
Me getting notifications from your channel is literally THE BEST
When the "no reason at all" comes on it's like your falling or some piece of memory comes back
I feel like I can trust the people in the comments but, not people in real life. Ironic isn't it?
Thank you all in the comments for giving out help, love, and thearpy?
-Herb
i feel the same, everyone here is here for the sam reason its a relief
HERB COOKIE
BOTTOM TEXT
Can i get the..... *stuff* (sus herbs)
me too.
i don't really get emotional over UA-cam comments, especially since i don't know anyone, but the comments here made me cry because i relate to them so much. i hope everyone here gets into a better state of mind soon:(
@・「 Neutrophilxx 」・ 😳nothing….
"What's even the point of living?"
"why do i keep suffering?"
"why am i hurt inside?"
"why i can't socialize with others?"
"why am i thinking so suicidal?"
Why? Just why? Why am i even here i felt no pain for years, i haven't got to see the beauty of the sky
Hey you're not alone but youre loved so much
bcs life has no goddamn meanings bruv
There is simple no Point at the start of your Life. You have to make one.
Everyone is struggling and suffering. And sometimes it seems like it wont stop.
But to keep going means to get closer to that Dream or goal you have.
Love might also be considered a goal, and at some point, everyone will have a chance for true Love.
Your Life is full of potential and it would be a shame to not have a goal in your Life.
Its not simple, I know. But its far better to go and reach that goal and keep struggling, rather than staying an hollow Vessel.
@@kayso_1324 Ur everywhere 👁️👄👁️
@@6forty2 hey bestie
am I faking my depression? what if it's just a phase and I'm being too emotional? am I really valid tho?
you are and im proud that your still herso thank tou
dude u just put my emotions into words, hit me up if you need someone to talk to
I have tons of anxiety about my stupid health and also talk to someone! Doesn’t matter who it is and do positive things mate
@@enreno we are sad but afraid to show because of the system of society....then wonder if its just a pretence a lie am i happy am i sad....until you loose sense of yourself.....be true
Really questioning myself if its actually all my own fault
The song is so calming yet it has very deep and true words that daily teens suffer through
i feel like people dont expect 13- kid to be depressed cuz they always have to pretend to be happy and playful to not come of weird
-from an 11 year old named ollie
@@mehollie2986 I was traumatized since when I was 11 to now I'm 14 I'm still traumatized
Yeah it hits hard
This helps me bring all the memories that I’m a mistake and a no one :)
this hits different when you're listening this while crying
💀
Doing it right now
Fax and you ok?
True
that’s exactly why i looked this song up🥲🧍🏽♀️
Story time:
Yesterday, I was ready to end it all and was going to jump off a building. While I was driving there, I was listening to this song, and then I arrived. They wouldn’t let me in the building so I went a different building. I was ready to fall off but before I could do I was listening to this song one more time and saying my goodbyes to everyone I ever loved. When I was ready, they caught me. I’m glad they did because I missed out on so much and everyone was worried for me. I didn’t want to feel like a burden to them so I apologized. I’m still working to be recover but I’m alright.
Edit: tysm for all the love and support I’m still working through my problems. I’ll make sure to not do that again. This is our promise ❤️
Im happy your still alive
im happy ure still here im here if you need anything ❤❤
Im happy you are still here. You have been strong, you are loved and you are not alone.
We’re all happy that you are here, I hope everything turns out fine, and even if I’m a stranger in the internet, I can’t help but really shaken, because I had that feeling, but I know my family, friends and my cat will miss me, don’t ever try to do it again :(
im happy your still here. ily. please stay safe love.
I hate that my family say "its the age" Ma'am im dying.
I literally started crying.....
I-I need a hug...
this song makes me want to just slowly fade away, without passing pain to others. without hurting me or others. without pain. i just want to fade peacefully. i want life to be peaceful. but being me. im just not good enough to deserve that peacefull fade. i just know when i do die it wont be fading away like i want it to happen.. and that makes me sad, im only thirteen. i should live life to its fullest. its hard when theres all this stuff on my back- killing me. but really- just harming me everyday. taking little chunks untill eventaully one day ill get hurt for the last time. then itll be goodbye, then itll be people pittying me. then itll be people careing. and then they'll come back. all the people that left. but ill see the people i never had a chance to say goodbye too. love you terry, wish you were here, youd make my life easer you didint deserve to die. im glad it was in sleep, becuase you were a beautifull human who never deserved it. you always made me smile, i remmeber when i was eight and you babysat me. playing games with me on the computer, and taking me on adventures pretending that fairys were real. making all my childhood dreams come true. making me have at least a few years of innocence before middle school. youve already been gone for a year. i cant belive last christmas i never said goodbye... i miss you paityn, in newfoundland. five days away. it seems so close...you still remember me...right? i miss you Zarian, my brother, i wish you never left. mom blames me for you leaving. ill never forget you of course, you just went away with your dad... i love you dad. i wish me and zarian shared the same dad. that way my dad wouldint be gone like you are. Your still here. just stuck on addiction. Youll get better, mom sais everyday that your just a shit hole who'll never call. but i know you will- your just waiting for the right time. I miss you Lady. Your not gone yet, but mom wants to put you down due to your tumour. youve always been here since i was five and now your leaving- i wish you didint have to leave me. i love you very much lady, your a dog that will never leave my heart, your loud bark and cute weiner dog body... i miss you Kaitlyn. i know you love me, or loved me, i know we were friends till grade 6. we were supposed to be friends for life. i guess us dating for those few days screwed us both up. you left me. i dont even know if your alive. i dont even know if your okay. i miss you. I miss you Childhood me. I miss your laugh. i remember how you always tried. remeber when youd be sad, and mom would say change it- so youd smile. ive learned how to keep that smile high for you. i miss you so much. i wish we never moved away. we shouldive stayed with ariel.........i miss you ariel. you were my only friend when i was a kid. you were older then me though, but you stuck by me. i left you which im extemly sorry for. i didint know mom wanted to move to this place. we'd probaly be screaming and running around this year. me in grade seven, you in grade eight. we'd be ouselves. we'd be happy- id be happy- i would be able to releaze not everyone who comes into my life leaves. i hope your well. i miss you. i miss all of you. and one day. ill see you all once more. whether its in life, or death. i cant wait to see you terry, your elagent smile- i cant wait to have you come back paityn. your funny jokes- i cant wait to see you again Kaitlyn, with your sleepy eyes and small smile- i cant wait to see everyone. i just hope my cat, the only person i really have left, Onyx doesint leave. whenever im crying he knows. he wants to help. he knows he cant do anything but just be there. on my bed, sitting by the window and watching out for me. one day he'll be looking out that same window, staring at the sky. looking at me. up there, in heaven if its real. He'll know im happier. he'll know im happy. he'll know i finnaly got what i wanted. to be free from hurt. :)
edit: Mom gave lady away to Donny, her friend she hangs out with to get high before going through my stuff. Shes gone now and I cant handle it. I miss her so much. I never released how much she did to help me. Mom says we can visit her, but im almsost fourteen now..and we havent. I havent seen her in more than three months..we went to donnys but she wasint there and im scared she might be dead or something.It pains me to think that we all die, but for some people its the escape route. I dont want to take that escape route even if it means seeing the only people who cared, and still care, for me to this day. I want them to care here. Here alive. Here where I am. Here where they care for me in my arms. I wish I could hug them all. But there all gone. Everyones gone. At least I know have Zoie. Shes been doing mental calls with me-- untill my mom 'lost' my phone and made me have a panic attack. she wont give it back, and doesint plan on it. Computers are only good for so much, just like life. Computers die eventually just like we do, only they come back to life slowly. maybe my life will start to fill like a battery percentage, maybe im only at 50 percent now, but itll go up as long as I keep my charger in. I keep living until pain wins, then we unplug the charger and all is lost right?
thanks for reading this rant. i love you all. remember to live your life to the fullest, dont give up like im close to doing, itll hurt others. we can fade away together listening to this song. quite a dream isint it? i love you. very much dear starnger, i hope your well. i hope you stay well! my cat sais hi.
bro...this hits hard...I read it all and I want to give you a hug :'(
@@UnhealthySweetCandy :') strangers from the internet are more comforting then anyone I know on the internet- thats just sad.
@@vello8041 awww. you're so sweet. I wish I could comfort you somehow...
Hi, I just want know if you're doing alright. Reading this hit really close to home and I just want to lnow if you're ok I know everything seems so hard and holding onto a relative whom has passed is heart breaking. But I'm here for even if this might feel creepy (sorry) I'm here for and want you to feel ok. Sadly I can't provide happiness but please know no matter what please stay here I know its hard but please stay I don't even know you but i can tell you're amazing please don't go if you want or need anything I'll be here for you in the comments or if you want I'm on discord @NAGITO=HOPEBAGELS-#0797 and you don't have to of course its up to you. Also I hope you have a wonderful day/night same goes for your cat :)
@@Sonic-bl4pc I wish everyone was like you :')
when he said " nothing i ever do is good enough " i felt that
Fr, I literally can't do anything right. It's never good enough
If you like de begging it's here your replay: 0:00
But if you like de end, is here your replay: 3:20
thank u! :D *cries*
Tyy
ily
thanks
de beninging
I’ve been looking for this for about 3 months TYSM
OH COME ON NOT THE HANAKO PICTURE- *sobs*
ikr as a manga reader this made me sob :')
@@mixsola same
Ikr :(
This song is the definition of
S a d d n e s s
edit:SO MUCH LIKES HOW
Depression*
Saaameee😭😭😭
hooni
@@ctodd7411 yes
I love your hooni pfp
this song is so special to me, the meaning of this song is literally what i feel all the time. if i have to choose one song about my life i would choose this song. i'm still having mental breakdown, doubting my existence and looking for reason to be alive but at least i feel warmth and pure bliss from the songs i listen & animes, films i watch & mangas, books i read. and i think this is the perfect version of this song tysm! ramona :))
Feel better❤️im litteraly numb and im scrolling thru songs to try and cry but i cant :/, but know your loved :)
@@yourmomspancakesteehee129 thank you, i feel much better. ty for ur kindness :))
SAME
im not faking depression
i just need someone to hug me right now
its not because of “puberty” or “feeling down”
i just need someone to hug me or at least ask me how my day is going. all i need are those
if i cant get it thats fine ill just hug my pillow
*virtual hug*
do you need someone to talk to?
how are you now?
I can relate to the lyrics at 2:25 in a sense. I’ve been trying to to shift to haikyuu cuz honestly I hate this reality so here’s my interpretation:
I can’t help but repeat myself I know it’s not your fault: I’ve been telling my family how I feel about life for a while but no one seems to believe me and it’s hard feeling like I have to repeat it over and over
Still lately I begin to shake: in this sense I mean twitching, which is a sign of shifting
For no reason at all: no one knows I’m trying to shift so if some one saw me twitching in my sleep(or while I was shifting) I’d say it was for no reason at all
I've been starting to twitch all over my body and idk why...
Bro I tried and ended up in killing stalking I saw sangWOAH and was like how is it been ashes BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE I RAN MANDNFNFJFJN
Hi bb, there might be a reason into why u cant shift.. maybe theres something waiting for u out there. Like something that might happen, like something that might change u, ur life. Someone... waiting for you. This is why im afraid to shift. I wanna try, i wanna leave, i wanna change. But what if there something that might happen that'll change my life... for the better :)))
@@claireddg I read this while listening to vas by jagger fin and I don’t appreciate the water works Im experiencing
@@unameit-tv4187 ohhh nooo awww :((((
Hey, here's the part we're all here for! 2:24 (the best part ngl)
fr
Thank you, kind person
Thanks, friend!
tysm 💕
Have you ever cried so much that you get to the point you can't even shed a tear
I know I have...
Same
It doesn't let me cry much tonights an exception
Yeah. It feels weird, i'm having a mental breakdown yet i'm not having a mental breakdown at the same time.
im so sorry :(
no but got to the point i can't feel anything anymore
even if i try to feel a single emotion
nothing
just flat
i couldn't feel anything AT ALL and my face looked exactly like a poker face
this lasts for 17-90 minutes
Remember. 70% of the people who committed Suicide have *Anxiety* So dont say Anxiety Is easy to live With.
Well, everyone has Anxiety and it isn't inherently a bad thing. What is bad is when it takes complete control and you have a lot of anxiety attacks. Its important to.remember that.
i just want someone to tell me they’re proud of me in the moment yk?? it doesn’t feel as good when people make those motivational tiktoks because it’s directed to everyone. it’s SUPPOSED to make you feel better. they don’t actually know what you did. or what they’re “proud” of. i always get honor role and my moms never told me she’s proud of me. i do ballet, take care of an animal and still have to balance a social life and school. the last time someones told me they were proud of me was my dad years ago. he’d always tell me he was proud
I'm proud of you getting honor roll, I'm proud of you doing ballet and I'm proud of you taking care of an animal. I'm proud of you for being brave enough to comment this. You have done many great things, and you deserve to be told that I'm proud of you.
@@tealgalaxy1948 I read this and started crying even harder... thank you
i’m proud of u, keep working hard!