Ash I'm 14 months clean but 2-3 years ago I was stuck out there and you helped me out, it meant alot at the time. I hope your in a different space now and we'll. You were always a good hearted person and a great roommate!❤
I wish I’d only spent that much. 50k after my Dad died, gone in 6 months; 10k gone in 1 month; Most recently 7k spent. Girl, don’t do what I have done. My Dad was the same, he was my #1 fan. I’m desperately trying to stop Fent, it’s so hard. I’m already on methadone but getting the Doctor to increase my dose is like pulling teeth. Day 2 today. I have to stay strong. I wish more people understood the mechanism of action in addiction; our brain’s reward center is hijacked and the brain reprioritizes using said drug above eating or even drinking water. Best wishes to all who are in the struggle.
@@LJPpro Just to a credit card company, but my payments have been on time, thankfully. I just worry about making the future payments…especially as I’m such early recovery. Praying for a way…
@@JenDoe1, First of all, I wish you the best, and hope they can get you at a comfortable dose sooner, rather than later. You are on your way, just keep going to your MAT appts, whether that be daily, or otherwise. Because as you know it's a daily struggle, just staying well. Don't worry about the credit card payments, get you straightened out & all those things will fall into place. One day at a time, one minute, one second. Don't give up!! You got this, Queen! 💜💜💜💜💜💜
Wow the end about people dying and their bodies being thrown out….. that just made me cry. How sad… that’s someone’s child; someone’s sister/brother, family member it’s just so sad. :(. Hope more people get clean before it’s too late.
Penny I totally understand what you're saying. We used to drive down to Kensington from a suburb in nj. It was exciting going down 95 to the Allegheny exit. It was exciting going to the bad neighborhood. I didn't know you could get sick or withdrawal from heroin. Back then it was actually heroin. This was back when the toll to go over the Betsy Ross was $2. Also Penny I had the same thought that I was never comfortable in my skin and when I tried drugs I said to myself "where gave you been all my life?!" Well I was 16 at the time and after 20 plus years wasted I finally gotclean for the last time. It's now 5 and a half almost 6 years later. I have a great life now. Go to rehab please!! It's so worth it. I can't ever imagine living that way again I hope you get to that point one day too.
🙏🏽👏🏽similar story by in England im not using heroin or crack haven’t for 4 years but swapped it for drink unfortunately! But I’m slowly getting there! Been begging for rehab for years! X
@@MoonChild-po9du I think because of all the praises and comments here like these girls are saint/angels of sorts.....many of them are ruthless AF.They can be very convincing...they all have a "hustle"
Wish you all the best Penny, you were clean for 2 yrs so you know what that feels like, I hope and pray that you can find yourself back into recovery and stay in it.
She took her will back. As addicts, once we are in recovery, it is an every day choice to give your will to God or your higher power and surrender. Once you take your own will back, as an addict, you are letting the disease of addiction take control once again and it is very dangerous as we can see. Addiction is such an insidious disease and can creep back up on us at any time. Which is why we need to stay on top of the spiritual part and taking care of out own minds and bodies. I really hope she finds her way again. Very intelligent woman I will be praying for her. I think about all the people suffering in kensington daily and it just breaks my heart. I was in their shoes once and it keeps it real for me to see how it can be for me again after one bad choice. It is so heartbreaking and scary to see how many people are stuck and suffering out there there's more and more each day.
These addicts make all kinds of sick excuses for staying high but if they really cared about their lives they need to give it their all and do their best to get the help they need to get better without trying to kill themselves instead
Do you or have you ever you smoke cigarettes? Eaten food that is not good for your health (like fast food)? Quitting is easier said than done. Addiction isn’t a choice after a certain point. Ironically the ads that break into this video are for alcohol. And you wonder why people can’t quit? The cards are stacked against them.
While I don't agree with everything being said above, I do agree that the addict needs to hold themselves accountable for their illness in order to find health. Until that happens nothing will change for them.
My boyfriend and I spent 14k in 14 days all on heroin in 2016...that's when I knew I had a real problem. No matter how much money I got.....it would never be enough.
I really like her a lot I can relate to her in a lot of ways, her story is very similar to mine. She is very intelligent, very down to earth, and I really hope that she gets clean and stays clean. I see a lot of potential in her, but I also know the struggle. Praying for her! I really hope somebody sees this and it helps them not pick up
I think the most accurate thing I heard an addict say when asked about Kensington is that, "it is a place where people come to die." But two weeks of withdrawal is worse?!
The withdrawals are absolutely horrible. And like she said, alot of people just don't feel comfortable in their skin. So on top of withdrawals, it feels like when you quit you're going to be in the same shitty head space you were in when you began using. Not a great thought. Also when you get clean you face and feel all the nasty horrible things you did to yourself and others while you were rippin n runnin. For me personally, I can't take enough time off of work to get clean at the moment. I'm a pretty high functioning addict, but being literal slave to this stupid drug is probably the worst feeling of them all. I can't wait until I can get clean. Even though I'm numbing trauma with drugs, I do know my life will be so much better when I'm clean again.
I also forgot to mention how emotional you get during withdrawals. Deeeeeeeeeep sadness. Intense sadness. For me it happens before my physical withdrawl symptoms really start
She should be so ashamed of herself taking advantage of her dad. She's preying on his good heart and him being in the dark and not knowing what she's up to again. A dad's love is unconditional and will love you regardless of if your in the wrong or if your right. I hope her dad finds out and cut his money supply off all together. She needs to get money however she can instead of milking her dad and his social security. She has no conscience and don't care about her dad at all. Right is right and wrong is wrong and she is beyond not right. She has not a care in the world. I have no sympathy or compassion for anyone taking advantage of and hurting animals, older people and kids. Those three things are completely off limits in my book. Life has a way of coming back around and getting you back for everything you have done wrong to other people. She needs to get her life and head right because she's going to find out how cruel and vicious life and people can really be
Eres una mujer muy atractiva y joven ,la vida tiene mucho que darte y es hora de elegir , la buena vida y llegar a viejecita con tranquilidad y disfrutando de los rayos de sol en tu bonita cara ,mucha suerte y un abrazo fuerte querida.
You are very well spoken and I feel for you. I can't imagine having to shoot up in your neck. I understand the fear of withdrawal but you can get on MAT and VERY SLOWLY wean yourself off.
Saw an older vid of her on another channel that was a couple years old. Crazy to see these people live these life styles for years with no real change to come. It’s clear she’s hustling men, doing dates and stealing to get by. She looks clean so she probably isn’t sleeping on the streets but damn these addicts are never truthful about their intentions or habits. She’s too accustomed to that life style to ever change. If she’s out there in her 40’s doing this now. I think after a while these people just accept it is what it is.
I pray that penny get out of this hell of a place , she remind me of a lot of good people I met before , because where she at is HELL full of demons and drugs, I saved this one and only video to show others who is thinking about using DRUGS and its
270 Mg Age will take care of that once you get into your 50s and 60s you can’t take an excessive amount of methadone🤨 Your body can’t tolerate it when you get older🥵😰😵💫😵 🤷🏻♂️✨
They are addicted to drugs that make you sick when withdrawing. They need more drugs just to be able to eat. The money went on drugs leaving nothing for food then repeat and repeat and repeat.
It's like she needs one of those kidnapping interventions, where they lock her up & she's forced to get clean. I hope she did make a rehab appt. that day but I don't think she did 😢
Twenty years and she hasn't allowed the addiction to take her to the highest level of addiction, insanity. She may not have many chances to get clean and still spend time with her father. For a long time Kennsington person, she seemed to be on borrowed time.
Is that the mom from Modern Family Tv show? J.K. We ALL get ONLY ONE life. We ALL face lifes challenges and we ALL must reep what we sew. Going to rehab TODAY!!? She said she gets government money!!?? She lies and steals from her own elderlyfather!!?? Feels like theres some special place for people that do these kinds of things and betray in that way. Thats terrible.
You hit it right on the head penny 😳😩🥺😢😭😭🤯🥵 None of us understand what we're getting into when we're 17 or 18 💉🩸. At least if you're on methadone you could have some semblance of a life? ✨✨✨✨🔔 For whom the Bell tolls 🔔✨✨✨🔔 It toll's for thee🔔 🎼🎻 ✨✨✨ ✨🪦🫠🫡🫣🫥🪦✨✨✨✨✨✨❤️Please Help Yourself❤️😢
Shes getting ripped off. If shes doing that much drugs and shes still alive then its baking soda. I would either get clean or get my drugs elsewhere. BAR NONE
Can these fentenal users not use some other drugs instead of fentenal as i hear fentenal is so hard to get off of and it makes a person useless if they are bent over sleeping all day long..if they are on a drug that gives them energy, they would be able to work, just thinking..why don't they take some other type of drug knowing that heroin has trak and will make them sleep.
She would steal your wallet in the blink-of-an-eye I agree. I'll tell you one thing though her brain's gone she was a beautiful woman I can guarantee you that. She's a goner I'm afraid . What a shame I feel so bad for her father.
She loves her life like this. She seems proud.
I dont feel sorry for her, get clean, get a job!
This girl has an excellent mind and speaks very well. I think she is going to make it.God bless her
Ash I'm 14 months clean but 2-3 years ago I was stuck out there and you helped me out, it meant alot at the time. I hope your in a different space now and we'll. You were always a good hearted person and a great roommate!❤
Prayers for Penny❤️
I wish I’d only spent that much. 50k after my Dad died, gone in 6 months; 10k gone in 1 month; Most recently 7k spent. Girl, don’t do what I have done. My Dad was the same, he was my #1 fan. I’m desperately trying to stop Fent, it’s so hard. I’m already on methadone but getting the Doctor to increase my dose is like pulling teeth. Day 2 today. I have to stay strong. I wish more people understood the mechanism of action in addiction; our brain’s reward center is hijacked and the brain reprioritizes using said drug above eating or even drinking water.
Best wishes to all who are in the struggle.
Wow..Are you in debt to anyone from all that money spent?
@@LJPpro Just to a credit card company, but my payments have been on time, thankfully. I just worry about making the future payments…especially as I’m such early recovery. Praying for a way…
@@JenDoe1, First of all, I wish you the best, and hope they can get you at a comfortable dose sooner, rather than later. You are on your way, just keep going to your MAT appts, whether that be daily, or otherwise. Because as you know it's a daily struggle, just staying well. Don't worry about the credit card payments, get you straightened out & all those things will fall into place. One day at a time, one minute, one second. Don't give up!! You got this, Queen! 💜💜💜💜💜💜
@@TerPer1969 thank you so much. I really needed to hear this! Currently going daily. Thank you so much for your words of wisdom. 💜💜💜💜
I wish you all the luck and strength you need
Wow the end about people dying and their bodies being thrown out….. that just made me cry. How sad… that’s someone’s child; someone’s sister/brother, family member it’s just so sad. :(. Hope more people get clean before it’s too late.
That's where they belong in the garbage !
Prayers for you Penny ❤ your a real fighter and I pray for your healing and deliverance in the MIGHTY name of JESUS CHRIST amen 🙏❤🙏
You said she is a real fighter, not sure why you said that? Has she quit drugs?
Penny I totally understand what you're saying. We used to drive down to Kensington from a suburb in nj. It was exciting going down 95 to the Allegheny exit. It was exciting going to the bad neighborhood. I didn't know you could get sick or withdrawal from heroin. Back then it was actually heroin. This was back when the toll to go over the Betsy Ross was $2. Also Penny I had the same thought that I was never comfortable in my skin and when I tried drugs I said to myself "where gave you been all my life?!" Well I was 16 at the time and after 20 plus years wasted I finally gotclean for the last time. It's now 5 and a half almost 6 years later. I have a great life now. Go to rehab please!! It's so worth it. I can't ever imagine living that way again I hope you get to that point one day too.
Good for you AJ, some good news for once!
Why didn't you keep that shit in your own 'good' neighborhood?
Congratulations. Good for you ❤️👏🏽keep on keeping on ✊🏽🫡❤️🙏🏽🇨🇦
🙏🏽👏🏽similar story by in England im not using heroin or crack haven’t for 4 years but swapped it for drink unfortunately! But I’m slowly getting there! Been begging for rehab for years! X
Yeah she will probably never quit.
Pray she get clean , at least she can hold conversation 🙏🏾
DMT might be more helpful.
this woman had good genes for someone whos been on gear for 20 nyears she still looks good
Opiates don't age U a great deal
I'm so sick then saying Kensington took them down.No y'all did it too yourselves stop blaming others.May God bless them all🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Best interview by far,No bullshiteeee!.
It’s sad these people are lost.
She still seems very well put together for being out in the streets for so long.
she looks like she can be a suburban housewife raising a decent family and taking her kids to ball practice at the park.
Yea me to thinking that funny she seems cool over and out peace ☮️
with the mini van?
Good luck Penny!
She'd steal your wallet in the blink of an eye.
And??
@@MoonChild-po9du It's called a COMMENT SECTION and stove pipe was making a comment Sorry if you have a problem with that!!!
Yup...had that happen Once!
@@MoonChild-po9du I think because of all the praises and comments here like these girls are saint/angels of sorts.....many of them are ruthless AF.They can be very convincing...they all have a "hustle"
@@MoonChild-po9du And what???
They will steal your wallet and then help you look for it😂.
She is honest about her addiction.
She’s destined for bad things unless she changes her life and it doesn’t look that way
She did an interview on one of the other channels a couple years ago
I knew I recognized her.
wer u see that video?
Best tbing is no matter what has got you depressed, never take drugs for a answer, they dont solve your problems but makes them worse..
Wow, so glad to see she is still alive 🙏🙏
PENNY please try your best and get out of this HELL , I'm praying for you ❤
Wish you all the best Penny, you were clean for 2 yrs so you know what that feels like, I hope and pray that you can find yourself back into recovery and stay in it.
At least she's honest about the money thing in the beginning
At least she is honest
Denial ain't just a river in Egypt.
Got tired of being sick and tired haven't touched that poison in years. And have no desire.
Hope u get well soon.
God be with this poor girl.give her strength and love guide. Her on the right path.❤
There’s no getting around the pain if you truly wanna get better period.
She took her will back. As addicts, once we are in recovery, it is an every day choice to give your will to God or your higher power and surrender. Once you take your own will back, as an addict, you are letting the disease of addiction take control once again and it is very dangerous as we can see. Addiction is such an insidious disease and can creep back up on us at any time. Which is why we need to stay on top of the spiritual part and taking care of out own minds and bodies. I really hope she finds her way again. Very intelligent woman I will be praying for her. I think about all the people suffering in kensington daily and it just breaks my heart. I was in their shoes once and it keeps it real for me to see how it can be for me again after one bad choice. It is so heartbreaking and scary to see how many people are stuck and suffering out there there's more and more each day.
How can I help you Penny? Stay strong..
These addicts make all kinds of sick excuses for staying high but if they really cared about their lives they need to give it their all and do their best to get the help they need to get better without trying to kill themselves instead
Do you or have you ever you smoke cigarettes? Eaten food that is not good for your health (like fast food)? Quitting is easier said than done. Addiction isn’t a choice after a certain point. Ironically the ads that break into this video are for alcohol. And you wonder why people can’t quit? The cards are stacked against them.
While I don't agree with everything being said above, I do agree that the addict needs to hold themselves accountable for their illness in order to find health. Until that happens nothing will change for them.
Problem is they get so sick it’s hard for them to quit,when they decide to quit they get really really sick! It’s a revolving door!
No. Really? Do you have any idea why?
These are grown adults making their choice in life period.
Haha- she looks like the perfect housewife with the kids and an SUV
Except her teeth tell the real story
@@jmjones1060 haha.. very good point!
Prayers for Penny🙏❤️
My boyfriend and I spent 14k in 14 days all on heroin in 2016...that's when I knew I had a real problem. No matter how much money I got.....it would never be enough.
Wait how did you a thousand dollars a day?
Curious
@@MoonChild-po9du That pussy was fire before 14k worth of dope. You put the dots together.
@@MoonChild-po9du She did everything but dates.
we can trade sex for drugs
Can't b very good if u can do a grand a day on dope. I find it hard to do more than a gram a day without permanently nodding
I really like her a lot I can relate to her in a lot of ways, her story is very similar to mine. She is very intelligent, very down to earth, and I really hope that she gets clean and stays clean. I see a lot of potential in her, but I also know the struggle. Praying for her! I really hope somebody sees this and it helps them not pick up
I hope she gets to help she needs
She won’t sad but true
Good morning 🦊. Another great interview ❤
I hate to say this but I don’t buy she’s going to rehab.
They all lie to themselves
I think the most accurate thing I heard an addict say when asked about Kensington is that, "it is a place where people come to die." But two weeks of withdrawal is worse?!
When your a addict you almost dont care about Death, Withdrawal can sound scarier if your doing bad mentally
The withdrawals are absolutely horrible. And like she said, alot of people just don't feel comfortable in their skin. So on top of withdrawals, it feels like when you quit you're going to be in the same shitty head space you were in when you began using. Not a great thought. Also when you get clean you face and feel all the nasty horrible things you did to yourself and others while you were rippin n runnin. For me personally, I can't take enough time off of work to get clean at the moment. I'm a pretty high functioning addict, but being literal slave to this stupid drug is probably the worst feeling of them all. I can't wait until I can get clean. Even though I'm numbing trauma with drugs, I do know my life will be so much better when I'm clean again.
I also forgot to mention how emotional you get during withdrawals. Deeeeeeeeeep sadness. Intense sadness. For me it happens before my physical withdrawl symptoms really start
penny someone loves you for all the right reasons
do everyone yu can penny , way to go girl, far out
The way she answered about her name lol
Daddy knows now😜🤣
She complains she's hungry but when you offered her something to eat she says she'd rather have the money 🙄🤦🏻♂️ lol
Disgusting
thanks for your new videos!
Wonder how she's doing
Council Rock Reppin in Kensington. Newtown’s hidden junkie. Go Indians!
Yes I went there...alotta rock kids end up there to grab
yo penny, long time no see .......diggin the white mustache
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
That is a skin condition 😮😮
She should be so ashamed of herself taking advantage of her dad. She's preying on his good heart and him being in the dark and not knowing what she's up to again. A dad's love is unconditional and will love you regardless of if your in the wrong or if your right. I hope her dad finds out and cut his money supply off all together. She needs to get money however she can instead of milking her dad and his social security. She has no conscience and don't care about her dad at all. Right is right and wrong is wrong and she is beyond not right. She has not a care in the world. I have no sympathy or compassion for anyone taking advantage of and hurting animals, older people and kids. Those three things are completely off limits in my book. Life has a way of coming back around and getting you back for everything you have done wrong to other people. She needs to get her life and head right because she's going to find out how cruel and vicious life and people can really be
She obviously does feel bad...
@@ashleymarie6715 I don't see it
Eres una mujer muy atractiva y joven ,la vida tiene mucho que darte y es hora de elegir , la buena vida y llegar a viejecita con tranquilidad y disfrutando de los rayos de sol en tu bonita cara ,mucha suerte y un abrazo fuerte querida.
Do we know if she got clean and out Kensington?
Drugs kills and money rules stay clean move on
Thank you Fox 🤙🏻✨🦁❤️🔥🦁✨
You are very well spoken and I feel for you. I can't imagine having to shoot up in your neck. I understand the fear of withdrawal but you can get on MAT and VERY SLOWLY wean yourself off.
Did you just tell her she's smart?
Saw an older vid of her on another channel that was a couple years old. Crazy to see these people live these life styles for years with no real change to come. It’s clear she’s hustling men, doing dates and stealing to get by. She looks clean so she probably isn’t sleeping on the streets but damn these addicts are never truthful about their intentions or habits. She’s too accustomed to that life style to ever change. If she’s out there in her 40’s doing this now. I think after a while these people just accept it is what it is.
100% agree. This lady is ‚knallhart abgebrüht‘….
I pray that penny get out of this hell of a place , she remind me of a lot of good people I met before , because where she at is HELL full of demons and drugs, I saved this one and only video to show others who is thinking about using DRUGS and its
You disgust me, Penny! Taking your elderly father's money to get loaded is unforgivable. You are hopeless, so have a blast. It will soon end!
Stupid is as stupid does.
Her poor Dad
that's it! try spending a couple million in 30 years
I wasted too 28 years. Please dont be a me. ❤❤❤
This lady should be married living the good life as a house wife. Instead.. You know the story. Too bad
Shame on you Pennie! Abuse your old father for money ... SHAME ON YOU!!! karma will get you!
Execute suppliers.
270 Mg Age will take care of that once you get into your 50s and 60s you can’t take an excessive amount of methadone🤨 Your body can’t tolerate it when you get older🥵😰😵💫😵 🤷🏻♂️✨
she is toast
Never even heard of someone been on that high of a dose
If u didn't spend your money on drugs . U could buy food what's wrong with people 😏😏
It is the withdrawal so intense people run back to it to be well
Can get an ebt card if you say ur homeless
She was ready to ask him the money he wants to spend on a meal for her
It’s the sickness that gets them to keep using,when they try to quit using they get sick out of their minds
They are addicted to drugs that make you sick when withdrawing. They need more drugs just to be able to eat. The money went on drugs leaving nothing for food then repeat and repeat and repeat.
She’s not going to rehab unfortunately she’s stuck get it together please
For someone whos been slamming dope for over 20 years she looks healthy
She sounds like Miley Cyrus. ... wakeup. ..
It's like she needs one of those kidnapping interventions, where they lock her up & she's forced to get clean. I hope she did make a rehab appt. that day but I don't think she did 😢
Twenty years and she hasn't allowed the addiction to take her to the highest level of addiction, insanity. She may not have many chances to get clean and still spend time with her father. For a long time Kennsington person, she seemed to be on borrowed time.
Is that the mom from Modern Family Tv show? J.K.
We ALL get ONLY ONE life. We ALL face lifes challenges and we ALL must reep what we sew.
Going to rehab TODAY!!?
She said she gets government money!!?? She lies and steals from her own elderlyfather!!??
Feels like theres some special place for people that do these kinds of things and betray in that way. Thats terrible.
ATM 🏧 fox 🦊 is the man
You hit it right on the head penny 😳😩🥺😢😭😭🤯🥵 None of us understand what we're getting into when we're 17 or 18 💉🩸. At least if you're on methadone you could have some semblance of a life? ✨✨✨✨🔔 For whom the Bell tolls 🔔✨✨✨🔔 It toll's for thee🔔 🎼🎻 ✨✨✨ ✨🪦🫠🫡🫣🫥🪦✨✨✨✨✨✨❤️Please Help Yourself❤️😢
I meant Fox so hey
Shes getting ripped off. If shes doing that much drugs and shes still alive then its baking soda. I would either get clean or get my drugs elsewhere. BAR NONE
🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
Can someone tell me what boosting is?
I think stealing higher value items to sell
Stealing anything from stores like Walmart
It's when your car battery 🔋 is flat. Then AAA is called to boost you 😜
She’s from Newtown! So she is rich and privileged and ended up in the hellhole of Pennsylvania. Proud parents.
Penny for your thoughts? No, I want $10
Damn she from right around me
Not the best interviewer of addicts. Telling her to get clean for other ppl. What addict has that ever worked for?! Not me.
Omg
That’s it?!
People that introduce you to drugs are not proper friends
Yeah, feel sorry for me because I addicted myself. Get real!
If she looks like that after years of intravenous drug use. My goodness imagine how beautiful she could be if she got clean.
No freaking way I’d give her money!! I would buy her food and drink no dope
The audio is really bad
Sounds like total BS. I bet she is still strung out as in this video.....
Can these fentenal users not use some other drugs instead of fentenal as i hear fentenal is so hard to get off of and it makes a person useless if they are bent over sleeping all day long..if they are on a drug that gives them energy, they would be able to work, just thinking..why don't they take some other type of drug knowing that heroin has trak and will make them sleep.
She would steal your wallet in the blink-of-an-eye I agree. I'll tell you one thing though her brain's gone she was a beautiful woman I can guarantee you that. She's a goner I'm afraid . What a shame I feel so bad for her father.
Tierd, Hungry, Sick, Scared, Broke, Theme song of Kensington.