What she has endured in her young life is unreal. Her will to survive it speaks volumes. She definitely has the inner strength to get clean. I want her to know, we care. 💕💕💕
I have watched a number of your videos and have never been moved by anything as a much as this one. It brought me to tears. If there was a way, I’d love to be able to help this young lady reach her dreams!
Beautiful Courtney!! The best form of revenge is to be a success. Come on strong lady you’ve got this!! Stick two fingers up to the lot of them and be the best you can be!! X I’m rooting from you here in England UK!! ❤ Do not be ashamed!! Be empowered 🙏🏼
20:14 _"It's lonely but it's loud"_ and everything you said after that...about love, about how a woman's mouth is her sharpest piece... *Courtney, these words are **_yours._* I wonder if you realize how powerful your voice is. Please write down your thoughts from the video and read them out loud again to yourself. Listen to your powerful writing. You cut to the substance without losing the lyrical feel in your words. I want to read more of what you have to say. ❤
She’s just so real and bared her soul. She’s so much more beautiful after hearing her tell her truth. I feel she’s just not hard enough for a life like that. 💓
I sure hope Courtney gets clean and is able to live a life of love she has been robbed of. She still appears to have hope, despite all the pain she Carrie's. Stay strong Courtney
Courtney, you speak eloquently, and are very intelligent. Push forward with that gift God gave you - your potential is endless! You’ve suffered more trauma than I can imagine. Your poetry and stories and books could help lift the next girl like you out of there, then she can help lift up the next. Before you know it, you’ll have built a lifeline out of there. Go get help, then use your beautiful words to pay it forward. ☮️❤️🙂
Your mother fought her demons and because of that your fighting yours. Write, it’s therapeutic! Make your daughter proud. Your feelings are an acknowledgement of your pain but most importantly show that you have the strength to change. Good luck, your path is only half traveled.
Courtney has so much potential but people and life have not been good to her, and she has no self esteem, she has suffered so much! This interview has brought me to tears ,I really wish her the best, I wish I could just go and give her a hug and tell her how wonderful life can be. I hope somebody sees this and helps her gain her confidence back
Courtney, you are awesome. Your mind is your talent. Talking releases your anxiety. You calmed down. Therapy will be the catalyst to a better life. Don't be a statistic pretty lady ❤️❤️
COURRRTTTT this brought instant tears to my eyes its me Giovanna "Gi"... Baby girl if you see this please remember how much I have always loved you and never judged you!! I still love you and I hope you get some help. I remember our long talks and cries we shared I know for a fact you are better than this. please log into Facebook somehow so you can get my number. I miss you 😔 I love you I STILL CARE & that will never change
That was wonderful support by the interviewer, I hope that Courtney can take the advice to heart. With all that she has been through, the myriad of damaging circumstances from a young age that give her pain and sadness, she certainly deserves a better and fulfilling life.
I see her strength. This interview was well worth it. God’s got both of y’all thank you for reaching out to her. She can make it out of that world and become a world renowned known author and poet. Her story is worth sharing and I’m proud of her transparency, and even in her tears, I believe that there is healing in tears.
I feel so bad for her. She never had a chance because of her parents. There just no happy ending to using drugs, and all the junkies say the same thing if they live long enough. They say, “I wish I never tried heroin”. Praying for you Courtney. There is a heaven and your soul is immortal. You need to understand that and use it to help you get out of the hell you are in.
Oh my..this broke my heart! My daughter died of fentanyl poisoning in 2017, from this area….God bless and watch over this lovely young lady! God protect her…and that you guide her into getting sober and that her life will flourish into helping others that are going into what she experience…God give her Love, Peace, Joy, and give her wisdom in getting off the streets! 😘❤️🙏🏼🌺
I'm praying for you Courtney. You are a strong willed, beautiful, intelligent young woman. You just have to make the decision now to save yourself and get into treatment. Only you can do it. Do it for yourself and your daughter! Your interview here proves that you are loved; as you may get to see at some point by the comments we are all leaving for you. The look of pain in your eyes,and your responses to the interviewer's questions of what you have been through in your life. We are all praying for you. You can do it Courtney!
So much pain and trauma in such a sweet girl who is so obviously very intelligent and self-aware. Courtney you are valuable❤🙏love prayers and strength from the UK🇬🇧🤗
You can overcome Courtney!! I know the grips of addiction myself! One day at a time. All it takes is willingness. Find the strength you clearly have! It’s obvious you don’t want this life!!! Much love to you!!! You can do it!!! Begin to heal! You are worth it!!
You can hear the despair in her voice.. before the hard questions even started… she needs to talk about it and let it out.. she’s itching to let it out.. I feel you
Courtney I believe in you, you are beautiful,smart and so much to offer this world. Your therapy can be your writing it always worked for me to have a journal I let all my life’s hurt out on paper. You are very talented with works write that book write those poems. You Matter and you are worth it. Sending you my prayers and all my love❤❤❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Courtney you are an amazing person. You sound so insightful and loving. You have so much to share with the world and especially with your children. Please be strong and overcome your addiction
In the two plus years I've been going down there, I've heard the same thing over and over. You want to believe people who say they want to get out, but after a while it's very difficult to believe them and you turn away unfortunately.
I COULDN'T AGREE W. YOU MORE....I OFTEN COMMENT THE SAME EXACT THING W. ALL THE VIDEOS I WATCH. ITS THE SAME STORY OVER N OVER AGAIN AND MOST OF THEM DONT GET OUT OF THIS LIFE. I SOMETIMES PONDER WHY PEOPLE SEND THESE ADDICTS MONEY. EVEN THE INTERVIEWER GIVES THEM $ FOR THE INTERVIEW AND THEN ASKS IF THEY NEED MORE AND ""CARING PEOPLE "" SEND THESE ADDICTS $. WHAT THIS GUY & "CARING PEOPLE " ACTUALLY DO IS HELP THEM KILL THEMSELVES. IF THEY WANT TO HELP W. FOOD, CLOTHES ETC. THEN THATS FINE BUT NEVER $....ITS THE SAME OLD STORY BEING TOLD OVER N OVER AGAIN...TO THE POINT THAT I DONT UNDERSTAND Y HE KEEPS THIS REPETITIVE BEHAVIOR.
You are beautiful Courtney and you are appreciated, especially as you show your strength in surviving your traumatic past. Know that you are worth loving yourself! So glad I had the chance to witness your, spark eloquence and intelligence through this channel! You can rise above this current low and continue to make the ugly beautiful. ❤
Girl I believe in you! Don’t ever be ashamed you’re beautiful loved and we want to see you better! Fight through the pain in withdrawal so you can have the life you deserve! You’re so smart
I too have battled with addiction for many years. When all else failed I turned to Jesus and he turned my life around. Would love to hear an update on Courtney. I live in the Philadelphia area. I would love to assist her in getting help
May God lead you to recovery and to get help with all that you have been threw. Your story is so sad,you have been dealt a bad hand in life.You definitely are intelligent and have not let the drugs consume you. Please get help💜I will Pray for you to get help and stay safe. God Bless you🙏💜
Life is a sometimes one achingly slow lesson that you get taught over and over and over. There are no guarantees you will learn, but you have the say so to continue or give in. You got this girl, you got this, you got this. It's about hearing yourself say it over and over even when you don't believe and when you know you have it worse than others, you say it till your sick to freaking death of it. You remind yourself to remind the world just who you are. It only works if you begin to believe in yourself. I know it sounds like shit, but it's one of the only ways you gain the strength to lift your soul out of a very deep well. You got this Sis, Chin Up
I'm glad she feels free to speak her mind. I'm so sorry that people have failed her so many times. I hope she frees herself from their shackles. I hope she finds her love for poetry again and finds purpose through her writing.
When Courtney said "...a gift for something else" it broke my heart. Get out Courtney and write that book!! You truly have a way with the words and the sight a writer needs.
My heart is broken for this beautiful person. The pain and hopelessness I hear in her voice is something I’ve experienced and it’s almost unbearable. I pray you find a way. I got out through finding my religion PLUS spirituality. It took both. There’s help out there.
This was one of the best interviewees. No, let me correct that...THE BEST. She is extremely bright. Very raw and honest. She has A LOT to say. Very interesting person with superior intellect and creativity xs 1000. Sge is someone special. No question about it. I'd love an update on her. I'd also love to tell her that SHE CAN GET OUT. I DID. 6 years clean in a few months. I'd love to talk to this amazing woman.
I believe you can do it Courtney! I see a fight in you behind all of the uncalled for trauma you endured in your life. I see that light at the end of the tunnel waiting for you Courtney. Follow it and don’t look back! It’s waiting for YOU, but you have to lead 🙏🏽💞
So unfortunate that most of these videos start with parents, abusing, abandoning, rapping, hurting these innocent kids that turn to the streets . It’s so heart breaking, they don’t even get a chance at life. God, universe, please help!!!! No human should suffer like this.
Such a beautiful person she deserves to be loved and cared about and to actually feel loved and cared about im 27 ive struggled with fent addiction for years been to 20 diff rehabs im fighting for my life and it’s hard af I’m currently in IOP and on maintenance but everyone needs to pray for her and never judge the next person because trust me it’s very easy to end up in a lost place
Wow she is special. What an amazing human being. She's different than the rest I've seen in interviews. We are rooting for you girl. Out of anyone you got this girl. If not today or tomorrow but soon. May God continue to Bless you.
Courtney. Get the life you deserve. Let the interview be the start of something new for you. Your beautiful. Intelligent with a kind heart, you've got your kid to get clean for. X
That was one hell of a powerful interview. I pray by now she's out of Kensington, clean & living her best life. Courtney, you are beautiful, you are smart, you have a lot to offer this sometimes crazy world. You have been through a lot, but you have a lot to give. Please pursue your dreams & don't let your past define you. YOU ARE ENOUGH!! Much love & blessings to you!!💜💜
You have so much potential. You still have your soul intact. Please escape from this hell hole. I see you doing amazing things with your life! God will give you the strength to overcome…you are worthy of a love and blessings.
Courtney, I’m praying for strength & endurance for you in a mighty mighty way to God through His Son Jesus The Christ🙏🏾Please don’t give up🙏🏾!!! Prayers from BMore, MD….God is Omnipresent👏🏾
Wow. Your beautiful and smart.. please get into a long term rehab. You need to see your worth. You are loved and worth it. Please 💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏🙏. I'm praying for you 🙏🙏🙏. Give yourself that chance 🙏🙏🙏
Yes, remember, Courtney don't ever be afraid to ask for help. It's a hard thing i've seen my friends go through it but don't ever Be afraid or ashamed to ask for help because I'll be the one of the first ones to help.
Courtney, keep fighting, stay strong! You are worth it, you are WORTH IT! There is a light at the end of this tunnel your in! Don't be ashamed... fight for sobriety. I wish I could help every single person, all of these individuals across all of channels that solely interview "Kensington" homeless and drug issues! I have never been addicted, but I have lived through other people addiction and the strain it has on the family unit! Todays synthesized drugs not only kill people, but they kill the family unit too. It's ao heart breaking to watch!
She is an amazing individual. I truly hope she is able to find her way out of that dark forest she is lost in. 🙏 Definitely a book I would buy. Good luck Courtney
✝️💜🤗 You are so worth it Courtney 💎❤️🦋✝️ Stick around with your sober friend ,, you can have a life you could never have imagined and you DESERVE it ,, I hope you can make a good life with your little girl. Sending big hugs and lots of love to you sweet 🙏🏽🖤🌺🖤🌺🖤🌺🖤🌺🖤🌺🖤🌺🖤🌺
There is access to rehabs and social services in every community. It takes making the decision and only way out of this. No one can make the decision for you.
I will pray for you on your birthday Saturday. You will be on my mind. You are worth something, you have value. I look forward to seeing your redemption story!
She don't know herself, if you asked her she so she dont know who/what she is. I used Iv drugs for 20 years hard, been through many different rehabilitation centers, and they dont work with them it's all about money. Until i finally got truly tried of living this life style did anything anyone or anything help me. I now have 6 years cleans, and life is amazing not always but, boy its a million times better then the best day of living that life. WE DO RECOVER, AND THAT SHAME YOU FILL WILL LEAVE. THEN YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU ARE WORTH, AND CAN ENJOY THE LIL THINGS IN LIFE THAT BRING SO MUCH JOY. COURTNEY PLZ DO WHAT WORKS FOR YOU AND GET THE HELP, YOU CAN BEAT THIS DEMON, I KNOW YOU CAN
She had such a tragic life and the courage to share her story - and the interviewer had a lot of kind words of encouragement for her - I hope she and many of the stories on here - make it out and get healthy again and get with their families Lord hear our prayer 🙏
Oh man she didn’t get a chance from the start that’s so awful sad situation she was in she really damaged emotionally she’s almost ready to breakdown crying remembering those moments she went through. I don’t know what can fix that broken soul only God can do that.
Please get into a rehab and stay and complete it, you can do it and have a great life. You are beautiful, truthful and deserve better from yourself. May God bless you, you are in my prayers.
The people that brought her into this world hurt her the most with every word that comes out her mouth it's followed with tears and controlled sobs...so sad to see a human act like this
Enough reasons to cry, I’ll pray for you..🙏🏼 To get clean distraction is important, buy a pen and paper, start writing, the life stories of people there for example, don't waste your life it can be so beautiful.
she had and has a rough life- hope she get clean like I did- yeah the pain of what happened is still there for me- but, being clean and sober I deal with these emotions instead of numbing them- it ain't easy, BUT, she is WORTH it!!!
Courtney: I like her very much. Drug dealer Dad! Mom didn’t want her to graduate HS! Her parents are awful. Number 5 of 6. I wish I could take Courtney away from Kensington, drug addiction, and sadness. A beautiful 31 year old woman! I would love and cherish Courtney forever!
The Divine is a God of love. The only thing one need fear are the consequences for ones thoughts, words and deeds. Hope you're able to find peace and love Courtney. Blessed be.
You have everything you need to take on the World young lady. That ex belongs in prison as well as the kidnappers. It’s really odd you ran into a horror show after running from him. So if you can get through that. You got this.
Courtney, omg, I hope your doing ok, doing better. I hope you found your way out. You are an amazing person no matter what has happened to you. There is still time to have love, safety, shelter, Peace. You deserve all of that.
This was one of the best interviews on this channel.. I really felt like the interviewer made an impact on her 🙏 such an overall genuine conversation
Yeah i like him over the other guy the other guy is too dry
@@moniquegarcia1011 who dat
He exploits sex workers for views
Why doesn't the interviewer show himself?
I love what you do man... ❤
She is extremely intelligent and well spoken. I pray that she finds a way to get clean and live a peaceful productive life.
What she has endured in her young life is unreal. Her will to survive it speaks volumes. She definitely has the inner strength to get clean. I want her to know, we care. 💕💕💕
If you "care" why dont you offer her a place to stay?
Cause your 10 second comment sure as fk doesn't help 🤡
I have watched a number of your videos and have never been moved by anything as a much as this one. It brought me to tears. If there was a way, I’d love to be able to help this young lady reach her dreams!
I like Courtney & feel terrible for her. Drugs really ruin people. She's a special person. Sucks to see her so down & out.
Yeah, pfffff. This is so undeserved cause of these crazy drugs. Thinking about you Courtney!
shes special ? shes really not.
@@ovechkin100 yes she is, everybody is
@@Bananenbennie ugh. just reading this disgusts me. You proved me right. we are all dumbasses. nothing special about us. settle down.
@@ovechkin100 hate is not way to go my friend
Beautiful Courtney!! The best form of revenge is to be a success. Come on strong lady you’ve got this!! Stick two fingers up to the lot of them and be the best you can be!! X I’m rooting from you here in England UK!! ❤ Do not be ashamed!! Be empowered 🙏🏼
Great comment !
20:14 _"It's lonely but it's loud"_ and everything you said after that...about love, about how a woman's mouth is her sharpest piece... *Courtney, these words are **_yours._* I wonder if you realize how powerful your voice is. Please write down your thoughts from the video and read them out loud again to yourself. Listen to your powerful writing. You cut to the substance without losing the lyrical feel in your words. I want to read more of what you have to say. ❤
P.S. If you decide to publish some of your writing, I am serious about wanting to read more. If you tag me by replying to this comment I'll see it.
I also could not only just hear your words, I could feel them.I want to feel more.
She's awesome I hope she gets well.
She’s just so real and bared her soul. She’s so much more beautiful after hearing her tell her truth. I feel she’s just not hard enough for a life like that. 💓
I sure hope Courtney gets clean and is able to live a life of love she has been robbed of. She still appears to have hope, despite all the pain she Carrie's.
Stay strong Courtney
like Mariah
You guys give me hope .Addiction is a parasite of the body and mind . She deserves better.
Courtney, you speak eloquently, and are very intelligent. Push forward with that gift God gave you - your potential is endless! You’ve suffered more trauma than I can imagine. Your poetry and stories and books could help lift the next girl like you out of there, then she can help lift up the next. Before you know it, you’ll have built a lifeline out of there. Go get help, then use your beautiful words to pay it forward. ☮️❤️🙂
Your mother fought her demons and because of that your fighting yours. Write, it’s therapeutic!
Make your daughter proud. Your feelings are an acknowledgement of your pain but most importantly show that you have the strength to change. Good luck, your path is only half traveled.
And just make sure this life doesn’t pass on to your kids! You are blessed and loved by God if nobody else.
Courtney has so much potential but people and life have not been good to her, and she has no self esteem, she has suffered so much! This interview has brought me to tears ,I really wish her the best, I wish I could just go and give her a hug and tell her how wonderful life can be. I hope somebody sees this and helps her gain her confidence back
Courtney, you are awesome. Your mind is your talent. Talking releases your anxiety. You calmed down. Therapy will be the catalyst to a better life. Don't be a statistic pretty lady ❤️❤️
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I hope she can sort her life out while she’s still so young in life.keep your chin up high young lady
COURRRTTTT this brought instant tears to my eyes its me Giovanna "Gi"... Baby girl if you see this please remember how much I have always loved you and never judged you!! I still love you and I hope you get some help. I remember our long talks and cries we shared I know for a fact you are better than this. please log into Facebook somehow so you can get my number. I miss you 😔 I love you I STILL CARE & that will never change
That was wonderful support by the interviewer, I hope that Courtney can take the advice to heart. With all that she has been through, the myriad of damaging circumstances from a young age that give her pain and sadness, she certainly deserves a better and fulfilling life.
I see her strength. This interview was well worth it. God’s got both of y’all thank you for reaching out to her. She can make it out of that world and become a world renowned known author and poet. Her story is worth sharing and I’m proud of her transparency, and even in her tears, I believe that there is healing in tears.
What do you mean God’s got her 🤔 if he’s got her that’s some f’ked up God 😢
Godbless and protect this beautiful soul I pray she finds happiness in life!💞🙏💞
I feel so bad for her. She never had a chance because of her parents. There just no happy ending to using drugs, and all the junkies say the same thing if they live long enough. They say, “I wish I never tried heroin”. Praying for you Courtney. There is a heaven and your soul is immortal. You need to understand that and use it to help you get out of the hell you are in.
Oh my..this broke my heart! My daughter died of fentanyl poisoning in 2017, from this area….God bless and watch over this lovely young lady! God protect her…and that you guide her into getting sober and that her life will flourish into helping others that are going into what she experience…God give her Love, Peace, Joy, and give her wisdom in getting off the streets! 😘❤️🙏🏼🌺
You’re not ruined baby!!! Come home. We’ll get you help to heal all your trauma. 🙏🏼 I’m praying hard for you.
This completely broke my heart. Sending prayers to her. I don’t know what to say. Just heart wrenching what this soul has gone through.
I can so relate to this girl. That mom pain is a rough one. I can tell she was really proud of her poem.
I'm praying for you Courtney. You are a strong willed, beautiful, intelligent young woman. You just have to make the decision now to save yourself and get into treatment.
Only you can do it. Do it for yourself and your daughter! Your interview here proves that you are loved; as you may get to see at some point by the comments we are all leaving for you. The look of pain in your eyes,and your
responses to the interviewer's questions of
what you have been through in your life. We are all praying for you. You can do it Courtney!
So much pain and trauma in such a sweet girl who is so obviously very intelligent and self-aware. Courtney you are valuable❤🙏love prayers and strength from the UK🇬🇧🤗
As a addict myself I feel her pain this girl is really hurting
You can overcome Courtney!! I know the grips of addiction myself! One day at a time. All it takes is willingness. Find the strength you clearly have! It’s obvious you don’t want this life!!! Much love to you!!! You can do it!!! Begin to heal! You are worth it!!
You can hear the despair in her voice.. before the hard questions even started… she needs to talk about it and let it out.. she’s itching to let it out.. I feel you
"A woman's mouth, is the sharpest piece" DID YOU HEAR HER SAY THAT?
TRUTH!!!
Courtney I believe in you, you are beautiful,smart and so much to offer this world. Your therapy can be your writing it always worked for me to have a journal I let all my life’s hurt out on paper. You are very talented with works write that book write those poems. You Matter and you are worth it. Sending you my prayers and all my love❤❤❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Courtney you are an amazing person. You sound so insightful and loving. You have so much to share with the world and especially with your children. Please be strong and overcome your addiction
Uh... she was on the verge of tears the whole time, and so was I. Her pain, I felt it. So much suffering lays at the feet of bad parents, it's so sad.
I find myself watching these videos while wishing for some type of superpower that could instantly change these young ladies lives for the better❤️
In the two plus years I've been going down there, I've heard the same thing over and over. You want to believe people who say they want to get out, but after a while it's very difficult to believe them and you turn away unfortunately.
I COULDN'T AGREE W. YOU MORE....I OFTEN COMMENT THE SAME EXACT THING W. ALL THE VIDEOS I WATCH. ITS THE SAME STORY OVER N OVER AGAIN AND MOST OF THEM DONT GET OUT OF THIS LIFE. I SOMETIMES PONDER WHY PEOPLE SEND THESE ADDICTS MONEY. EVEN THE INTERVIEWER GIVES THEM $ FOR THE INTERVIEW AND THEN ASKS IF THEY NEED MORE AND ""CARING PEOPLE "" SEND THESE ADDICTS $. WHAT THIS GUY & "CARING PEOPLE " ACTUALLY DO IS HELP THEM KILL THEMSELVES. IF THEY WANT TO HELP W. FOOD, CLOTHES ETC. THEN THATS FINE BUT NEVER $....ITS THE SAME OLD STORY BEING TOLD OVER N OVER AGAIN...TO THE POINT THAT I DONT UNDERSTAND Y HE KEEPS THIS REPETITIVE BEHAVIOR.
You are beautiful Courtney and you are appreciated, especially as you show your strength in surviving your traumatic past. Know that you are worth loving yourself! So glad I had the chance to witness your, spark eloquence and intelligence through this channel! You can rise above this current low and continue to make the ugly beautiful. ❤
Girl I believe in you! Don’t ever be ashamed you’re beautiful loved and we want to see you better! Fight through the pain in withdrawal so you can have the life you deserve! You’re so smart
Please interview her again. Your channel is great. Best in this category.
Very beautiful i told her when I first spent time with her that she should go home this ain’t for her but she stayed I really love her personality
All time media is the best be safe out there and thanks for these interviews
I too have battled with addiction for many years. When all else failed I turned to Jesus and he turned my life around. Would love to hear an update on Courtney. I live in the Philadelphia area. I would love to assist her in getting help
May God lead you to recovery and to get help with all that you have been threw. Your story is so sad,you have been dealt a bad hand in life.You definitely are intelligent and have not let the drugs consume you. Please get help💜I will Pray for you to get help and stay safe. God Bless you🙏💜
Life is a sometimes one achingly slow lesson that you get taught over and over and over. There are no guarantees you will learn, but you have the say so to continue or give in. You got this girl, you got this, you got this. It's about hearing yourself say it over and over even when you don't believe and when you know you have it worse than others, you say it till your sick to freaking death of it. You remind yourself to remind the world just who you are. It only works if you begin to believe in yourself. I know it sounds like shit, but it's one of the only ways you gain the strength to lift your soul out of a very deep well.
You got this Sis, Chin Up
Courtney, YOU ARE WORTH SAVING
I hope she is strong enough to beat this addiction... she seems like a nice person.
I'm glad she feels free to speak her mind. I'm so sorry that people have failed her so many times. I hope she frees herself from their shackles. I hope she finds her love for poetry again and finds purpose through her writing.
Prayers for Courtney. Beautiful inside & out...Breaks my heart...
When Courtney said "...a gift for something else" it broke my heart. Get out Courtney and write that book!! You truly have a way with the words and the sight a writer needs.
My heart is broken for this beautiful person. The pain and hopelessness I hear in her voice is something I’ve experienced and it’s almost unbearable. I pray you find a way. I got out through finding my religion PLUS spirituality. It took both. There’s help out there.
This was one of the best interviewees. No, let me correct that...THE BEST. She is extremely bright. Very raw and honest. She has A LOT to say. Very interesting person with superior intellect and creativity xs 1000. Sge is someone special. No question about it. I'd love an update on her. I'd also love to tell her that SHE CAN GET OUT. I DID. 6 years clean in a few months. I'd love to talk to this amazing woman.
You are stronger than you think. I pray you find the man that gives the unconditional love you deserve
Thanks! of your best interviews I have seen this is the best and I hope she finds her way.
Evidently she don't want to get better she's out there
I believe you can do it Courtney! I see a fight in you behind all of the uncalled for trauma you endured in your life. I see that light at the end of the tunnel waiting for you Courtney. Follow it and don’t look back! It’s waiting for YOU, but you have to lead 🙏🏽💞
Praying for you sweetie❤You can do it. I'm a recovering addict. I have 10years clean after being in addiction for over 30 years. Praying
So unfortunate that most of these videos start with parents, abusing, abandoning, rapping, hurting these innocent kids that turn to the streets . It’s so heart breaking, they don’t even get a chance at life. God, universe, please help!!!! No human should suffer like this.
I’ve heard it’s sad that drug addicts are running away from their trauma. It’s heartbreaking
My Mom was rapping me, also. Horrible music for a white guy. 🤣🤣
@@jumpinjojo lol!
Such a pretty lady ...get out that life be happier ..
Such a beautiful person she deserves to be loved and cared about and to actually feel loved and cared about im 27 ive struggled with fent addiction for years been to 20 diff rehabs im fighting for my life and it’s hard af I’m currently in IOP and on maintenance but everyone needs to pray for her and never judge the next person because trust me it’s very easy to end up in a lost place
Wow she is special. What an amazing human being. She's different than the rest I've seen in interviews. We are rooting for you girl. Out of anyone you got this girl. If not today or tomorrow but soon. May God continue to Bless you.
Courtney. Get the life you deserve. Let the interview be the start of something new for you. Your beautiful. Intelligent with a kind heart, you've got your kid to get clean for. X
Let an exploitive interview be a new start for her?
She is a born writer. I wish her the best. Thank you for sharing
Do you have any idea how hard it is to write a book is? I doubt she can
That was one hell of a powerful interview. I pray by now she's out of Kensington, clean & living her best life. Courtney, you are beautiful, you are smart, you have a lot to offer this sometimes crazy world. You have been through a lot, but you have a lot to give. Please pursue your dreams & don't let your past define you. YOU ARE ENOUGH!! Much love & blessings to you!!💜💜
I think she has a chance this interview brought tears to my eyes
She seems so remorseful you can see it in her eyes, my heart goes out to her
Courtney, I hope you get to read the comments, you have so many people who care about you. 💕💕💕
You have so much potential. You still have your soul intact. Please escape from this hell hole. I see you doing amazing things with your life! God will give you the strength to overcome…you are worthy of a love and blessings.
Courtney, I’m praying for strength & endurance for you in a mighty mighty way to God through His Son Jesus The Christ🙏🏾Please don’t give up🙏🏾!!!
Prayers from BMore, MD….God is Omnipresent👏🏾
I feel her heart and her eyes show how deep her hurt is. Heartbroken for Courtney 🙏🏼🙏🏼 Praying she finds a new path
She is beautiful overall
Wow. Your beautiful and smart.. please get into a long term rehab. You need to see your worth. You are loved and worth it. Please 💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏🙏. I'm praying for you 🙏🙏🙏. Give yourself that chance 🙏🙏🙏
Push yourself out of this Courtney, you are so smart. I wish you a better life, you deserve so much more
Yes, remember, Courtney don't ever be afraid to ask for help. It's a hard thing i've seen my friends go through it but don't ever Be afraid or ashamed to ask for help because I'll be the one of the first ones to help.
Rule number 1. Never make or establish relationships with people you meet in rehab.
God Bless Courtney, keep her safe
Is there an update on her? I want to read her book! I hope she is getting help. She has a beautiful soul. Wish I could hug her
Courtney, keep fighting, stay strong! You are worth it, you are WORTH IT! There is a light at the end of this tunnel your in! Don't be ashamed... fight for sobriety. I wish I could help every single person, all of these individuals across all of channels that solely interview "Kensington" homeless and drug issues! I have never been addicted, but I have lived through other people addiction and the strain it has on the family unit! Todays synthesized drugs not only kill people, but they kill the family unit too. It's ao heart breaking to watch!
She is an amazing individual. I truly hope she is able to find her way out of that dark forest she is lost in. 🙏
Definitely a book I would buy.
Good luck Courtney
✝️💜🤗 You are so worth it Courtney 💎❤️🦋✝️ Stick around with your sober friend ,, you can have a life you could never have imagined and you DESERVE it ,, I hope you can make a good life with your little girl. Sending big hugs and lots of love to you sweet 🙏🏽🖤🌺🖤🌺🖤🌺🖤🌺🖤🌺🖤🌺🖤🌺
OMG, my heart is breaking! Her depth, I want to write the words that comes out of her head, and watch what happens for her.
There is access to rehabs and social services in every community. It takes making the decision and only way out of this. No one can make the decision for you.
Loving you from New Zealand Don’t give up strong lady
You have a purpose you have a right to be here and live in abundance of love😮
Best interview on the channel..Such a smart girl i wish her the best.
I will pray for you on your birthday Saturday. You will be on my mind. You are worth something, you have value. I look forward to seeing your redemption story!
She don't know herself, if you asked her she so she dont know who/what she is. I used Iv drugs for 20 years hard, been through many different rehabilitation centers, and they dont work with them it's all about money. Until i finally got truly tried of living this life style did anything anyone or anything help me. I now have 6 years cleans, and life is amazing not always but, boy its a million times better then the best day of living that life. WE DO RECOVER, AND THAT SHAME YOU FILL WILL LEAVE. THEN YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU ARE WORTH, AND CAN ENJOY THE LIL THINGS IN LIFE THAT BRING SO MUCH JOY. COURTNEY PLZ DO WHAT WORKS FOR YOU AND GET THE HELP, YOU CAN BEAT THIS DEMON, I KNOW YOU CAN
She had such a tragic life and the courage to share her story - and the interviewer had a lot of kind words of encouragement for her - I hope she and many of the stories on here - make it out and get healthy again and get with their families Lord hear our prayer 🙏
Oh man she didn’t get a chance from the start that’s so awful sad situation she was in she really damaged emotionally she’s almost ready to breakdown crying remembering those moments she went through. I don’t know what can fix that broken soul only God can do that.
Courtney you are such a beautiful soul. I wish I could give you a hug right now. Where ever you are, you are in my heart 💚💚💚🤗
Please get into a rehab and stay and complete it, you can do it and have a great life. You are beautiful, truthful and deserve better from yourself. May God bless you, you are in my prayers.
Her self pity is literally killing her
Addiction makes you self loathing and perpetual victim mentality
Everybody has a story
So are her lies
She seems completely traumatised
This girl has touched my heart! Courtney you are beautiful and have so much potential please stay strong
The people that brought her into this world hurt her the most with every word that comes out her mouth it's followed with tears and controlled sobs...so sad to see a human act like this
I love her cute little tattoos under her eyes. She is so pretty❤
Be strong Courtney, wished I could help , I been there, your story is real, hits home….
Enough reasons to cry, I’ll pray for you..🙏🏼
To get clean distraction is important, buy a pen and paper, start writing, the life stories of people there for example, don't waste your life it can be so beautiful.
she had and has a rough life- hope she get clean like I did- yeah the pain of what happened is still there for me- but, being clean and sober I deal with these emotions instead of numbing them- it ain't easy, BUT, she is WORTH it!!!
Courtney: I like her very much. Drug dealer Dad! Mom didn’t want her to graduate HS! Her parents are awful. Number 5 of 6. I wish I could take Courtney away from Kensington, drug addiction, and sadness. A beautiful 31 year old woman! I would love and cherish Courtney forever!
The Divine is a God of love.
The only thing one need fear are the consequences for ones thoughts, words and deeds.
Hope you're able to find peace and love Courtney.
Blessed be.
My prayers are with you you need to get back in writing the poetry so you can get your thing published I'll keep that in prayer for you ♥️
We Appreciate You for telling your Experience Thank You
12yr old waitress? GED at 14? In America? What state ? Well that's different, god bless her.
Just lies
@@CEB731 I agree with you on this
You have everything you need to take on the World young lady. That ex belongs in prison as well as the kidnappers. It’s really odd you ran into a horror show after running from him. So if you can get through that. You got this.
Courtney, omg, I hope your doing ok, doing better. I hope you found your way out. You are an amazing person no matter what has happened to you. There is still time to have love, safety, shelter, Peace. You deserve all of that.