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  • how could you do this to me?
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 391

  • @bribeebri
    @bribeebri 3 роки тому +265

    The worst pain is getting hurt by someone you explained you're pain to..

  • @dejarivers9375
    @dejarivers9375 4 роки тому +893

    we all here for 3:09 cmon

  • @kaylasanchez2961
    @kaylasanchez2961 5 років тому +1380

    how can someone play with someone's feelings and not feel bad about it?

  • @talaabdallah1954
    @talaabdallah1954 4 роки тому +485

    Faking a smile is easier than explaining why

    • @mayasalem330
      @mayasalem330 3 роки тому +7

      You are never alone in this struggle towmorow is another day plz be here to see it you are worth it you are important person here😕

  • @mitch7094
    @mitch7094 5 років тому +1177

    Idk why but i like making myself feel depressed XD

  • @erenzolanski
    @erenzolanski 5 років тому +345

    i love this song saved my life

  • @aidah1141
    @aidah1141 5 років тому +236

    And the sad gets even sadder

    • @aracelimrtz
      @aracelimrtz 4 роки тому +6

      Sad? Only heard of depression

  • @y2kmaterialgorll917
    @y2kmaterialgorll917 4 роки тому +210

    Just imagine while listening to this song that you are sitting on a hill overlooking the city that u are in listen to this song never ending. It's quiet very quite all u can hear is the crickets creeking and u look up at the stars, there are millions and a shooting star passes and u wish for a happy life no pain or suffering just a peaceful place. There are no people no cars just the stars and the city lights, just a beautiful night.

    • @sienhertogs4396
      @sienhertogs4396 3 роки тому +1

      this right here, this would be perfectly fine

    • @y2kmaterialgorll917
      @y2kmaterialgorll917 3 роки тому +2

      Thx for the likes guys. it's been 8 months and every day feels the same but when I look back everything has changed

    • @rain..snooper1
      @rain..snooper1 2 роки тому

      Wow

  • @panini2677
    @panini2677 5 років тому +186

    this killed me.

  • @fabiennejongstra4993
    @fabiennejongstra4993 4 роки тому +200

    It's been a few years since you've been gone
    There's been a few tears, but that was years and years ago
    Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted
    Yeah, I've been living out the dream that you dreamt up
    It's been a few years, but more to come
    It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want
    And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and I thought
    Woah, old friend it's bittersweet
    How could you do this to me?
    How could you do this to me?
    Yeah
    'Cause you are not who you think you are
    There's no grain on these brown eyes
    But they can be green if they really want
    And I can bend your words
    But they say exactly what hurts the most
    But silence is better than fake laughs
    Or faking were always up, loose grip
    The world bends around you
    And living through cracked screens
    We fold down to what we want
    Out of love
    We talk through lines
    Were made of smoke
    And just in time
    We drift away
    Diffusing light
    Confusing times
    Growing up
    Or cascading down?
    Cascading down
    I'm hurting now
    But change comes slow
    If you hate what's in your head
    The fuck would you speak your mind
    In search of lost time
    Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid
    Only 16, yeah I think you should've known
    I think you fucked me up
    I think, I think you fucked me up
    And I've got nothing to say to you
    It's been a few years and I moved on
    Couldn't make it disappear, oh I tried so hard to be strong
    But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely
    Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start

  • @x_Freya.Rose_x
    @x_Freya.Rose_x 4 роки тому +95

    1:29
    This part makes my nose and eyes burn
    Then the tears come :(

  • @bae3962
    @bae3962 3 роки тому +42

    Just a moment of silence for the people who haven't found this yet

  • @floris3209
    @floris3209 5 років тому +165

    I DIDNT THINK THIS SONG COULD MAKE ME CRY MOREEEE

  • @sultavinho6736
    @sultavinho6736 4 роки тому +74

    "I think you fucked me up"- welcome to my life.

  • @holly8086
    @holly8086 5 років тому +114

    3:08 my love

  • @bells6409
    @bells6409 4 роки тому +62

    i don’t have anywhere else to express my feelings, so i’m hoping this comment section can be a safe and hidden place for me. it hurts so much to smile every day through the pain. while everyone also is pointing out things about you, telling you that you’ve changed, you’re different, you’re silent, you’re quiet... it hurts so fucking much to smile while on the verge of a breakdown. like i wake up to only looking forward to going back to bed because when it’s the dark it’s safe, it’s quiet and it’s peaceful. i really just want to find someone who i can relate to 100% and click instantly and just find my person. but even more i just want to be happy. i want to be so fucking happy. i’m done with everything and everyone. i am. so. tired...

    • @bells6409
      @bells6409 4 роки тому +2

      who tf liked this comment.

    • @kiraromain420
      @kiraromain420 3 роки тому +2

      im here

    • @yoo21_
      @yoo21_ 3 роки тому +2

      i feel the same that’s make me depressed but i keep myself on and just fake a smile every fucking days. I’m tired of love someone who don’t see how I love him... that’s bad to live like this

    • @xomarty
      @xomarty 3 роки тому

      Im here...

    • @RyanRapid
      @RyanRapid 3 роки тому +3

      @@yoo21_ I got the same problem with this girl I truely loved. She said she didn’t want to lose me always said she trusted me and one day she told me she wasn’t feeling okay and we broke up temporarily to distance ourselves and it hurts as she’s getting better and I’m not and that’s what she expected for me to be while distanced, happier. It’s depressing and I just want her to come back with those same feelings she once had on me again really.

  • @Successfulinmusic7555
    @Successfulinmusic7555 5 років тому +114

    anyone planning to jam this until new years?

    • @Jrvah
      @Jrvah 4 роки тому +3

      still jammin this masterpiece

    • @Zach-ov5sh
      @Zach-ov5sh 4 роки тому +3

      Jamming in quarantine

    • @georgeanderson18
      @georgeanderson18 4 роки тому +7

      youll read your comment and wish 2020 never came bro. 2020 is messed up sm

    • @teaganjoyy
      @teaganjoyy 4 роки тому +2

      i’m jammin this til the day i die

    • @annieisme7189
      @annieisme7189 4 роки тому +2

      Who said I was gonna stop at New Years 😳

  • @desarayhembree3301
    @desarayhembree3301 4 роки тому +32

    Lyrics
    It's been a few years since you've been gone
    There's been a few tears, but that was years and years ago
    Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted
    Yeah, I've been living out the dream that you dreamt up
    It's been a few years with more to come
    It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want
    And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and I thought
    Whoa, old friend, it's bittersweet
    Whoa, how could you do this to me?
    How could you do this to me?
    Yeah
    'Cause you are not who you think you are
    There's no grain on these brown eyes
    But they can be green if they really want
    And I can bend your words
    So they say exactly what hurts the most
    But silence is better than fake laughs or faking we're always up
    Loose grip
    The world bends around you
    And living through cracked screens
    We fold down to what we want
    Out of love
    We talk through lines, we're made of smoke
    And just in time, we drift away
    Diffusing light, confusing times
    Growing up, or cascading down?
    Cascading down
    I'm hurting now
    But change comes slow
    If you hate what's in your head, the fuck would you speak your mind?
    In search of lost time
    Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid
    Only 16, yeah, I think you should've known
    I think you fucked me up
    I think, I think you fucked me up
    And I've got nothing to say to you
    It's been a few years and I've moved on
    Couldn't make it disappear, oh I tried so hard to be strong
    But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely
    Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start

  • @genisishernandez5563
    @genisishernandez5563 5 років тому +34

    1:28 🥺💗

  • @mitch7094
    @mitch7094 5 років тому +48

    1:05 i cried

    • @maddox3112
      @maddox3112 4 роки тому +1

      I like feeling depressed too🙃

  • @Saturnsbunni
    @Saturnsbunni 4 роки тому +40

    Hey, wanna be friends?

  • @nona8814
    @nona8814 5 років тому +34

    Okay why i cry only with the thought that i can loose him...😖😖

    • @yobestie8774
      @yobestie8774 4 роки тому +2

      i lost him.

    • @ameliarose8789
      @ameliarose8789 4 роки тому

      @@yobestie8774 same💔

    • @Lucyyyy387
      @Lucyyyy387 3 роки тому

      I'm scared aswell.. I lost mine before and finally found someone else, if I loose this one I swear.

  • @jackbuckley5814
    @jackbuckley5814 4 роки тому +20

    eden is really underrated

  • @hearts4bills444
    @hearts4bills444 4 роки тому +5

    Who's here in 2020 and btw kinda depressed......

  • @mayiehls.6943
    @mayiehls.6943 4 роки тому +20

    "i grew up today and faced im not just lonely, done feel much better but i guess its a start" im not just lonely.

  • @breehlmes7079
    @breehlmes7079 5 років тому +32

    here before it blows up at 120 views. ❤️❤️

    • @imIoneIy
      @imIoneIy  5 років тому +2

      haha i don't expect anything to go viral

    • @isohypse
      @isohypse 3 роки тому

      @@imIoneIy you seem to be wrong 365k views:/

  • @marijapopovic9095
    @marijapopovic9095 4 роки тому +10

    sometimes i make myself depressed :/

  • @BADDRAGON-um9bb
    @BADDRAGON-um9bb 4 роки тому +38

    1:28 starts the best part 🖤

  • @raniyasaad9558
    @raniyasaad9558 5 років тому +36

    hey- I really loved this slowed down version! You deserve recognition.❤️ can u please tell me how u make these thumbnails and how you edit the songs? love ya!

    • @imIoneIy
      @imIoneIy  5 років тому +3

      Really appreciate that 💕 I edit it in logic or sometimes audacity if i'm being lazy (for the music), the thumbnail & video is made in adobe premier & photoshop

    • @raniyasaad9558
      @raniyasaad9558 5 років тому +1

      imIoneIy thanks!

    • @jayyalexis4796
      @jayyalexis4796 4 роки тому

      imlonely k

  • @y2kmaterialgorll917
    @y2kmaterialgorll917 4 роки тому +9

    2020? Anyone🤔

  • @VoidLD
    @VoidLD 4 роки тому +5

    Having depression is like a constant marathon. Always running. Always chasing what feels like nothing. Just a simple number. A unit of time. Oh, the number's a couple nanoseconds over? Too bad. Depression doesn't care. Depression will chew you right up, and spit you right out. Except that it doesn't. The spit covered all over you? It's like a permanent sticky slime that stains your clothes, slowing you down. Literally. Mentally. Emotionally. Socially. The best thing you can do is get back up and try to outrun it again. Again. And again. And again.

  • @ahmedmayara6168
    @ahmedmayara6168 4 роки тому +4

    How could you do this to me ?

  • @Pinkpanthershop
    @Pinkpanthershop 4 роки тому +10

    you can hear the pain in his voice🥺

  • @wotdefok
    @wotdefok 4 роки тому +5

    I'm really tired of feeling empty and alone

    • @mayasalem330
      @mayasalem330 3 роки тому

      Never forget how far you've come you are loved don't let anyone tell you that you don't belong you do yeah you yes i know and I truly do know that you belong here

  • @wizard_of_wendigo
    @wizard_of_wendigo 4 роки тому +5

    I find it kinda funny, I listen to eden's normal music when I wnana vibe, but listen to low pitch versions when I need a fat cry

  • @edsmith3329
    @edsmith3329 3 роки тому +6

    thank you i managed to cry for the first time in years

  • @chicqkens4824
    @chicqkens4824 3 роки тому +5

    when you’re in a relationship they start saying good stuff about you, don’t they? next thing you know when you guys break up it’s like they didn’t mean it. Like they say we’re beautiful, then all of a sudden we’re ugly...

  • @rileymadison3935
    @rileymadison3935 5 років тому +11

    I just found you and holy I love your channel it helps after a long day 🧸

  • @faridamasum6047
    @faridamasum6047 5 років тому +11

    bruh i literally looooooooove eden

  • @akis366
    @akis366 3 роки тому +2

    How can someone who broke your heart act like nothing happened? And you're like "YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO DOING SO GOOD WHEN I'M DOING SO FUCKING POORLY..!" It's not fair...

  • @mckenziemoore3837
    @mckenziemoore3837 4 роки тому +6

    everytime i here the one line "i think you ducked me up" it feels like someone ripped out my heart softly but then squeezed it.

  • @derknecht0662
    @derknecht0662 4 роки тому +8

    I hope everyone here is ok ❤️

  • @edu-hi9ws
    @edu-hi9ws 4 роки тому +3

    1:28 now THAT HIT really fucking hard

  • @erikaridleyy
    @erikaridleyy 3 роки тому +2

    hey u...ya u...i know life can be tough but i have a couple things to say to you...You are good enough! I believe in you! I'm proud of you for making it this far! Why give up now?! I don't think you have tasted every ice cream in the world! Or climbed every tree?! It's so much more in this world I know you don't wanna miss out on! Like for example, you won't ever be able to have a kid! To finish your shampoo bottle! Or read your favorite book one more time! I think you should be proud too, for making it this far. Don't worry, it will become better, the world don’t need to lose another hero who gave up. Don't , I love you, and a lot more people then you think, love’s you. Just don't, don't stop just yet❤️

  • @fatmaa7149
    @fatmaa7149 4 роки тому +7

    I finally found this song omg

  • @Ryan-iy6ft
    @Ryan-iy6ft 3 роки тому +4

    'How could you do this to me' fr tho this slides deep in your feelings

  • @noradertschei5946
    @noradertschei5946 4 роки тому +6

    3:06 yes.

  • @andrelozano6116
    @andrelozano6116 4 роки тому +5

    This is so depressing, but something about makes me enjoy it...

  • @alismith08
    @alismith08 4 роки тому +6

    My life went down hill these past three years I lost so much was bullied used and hated myself on top of that anyone wanna be friends I have no real ones

    • @_jaidaa3053
      @_jaidaa3053 4 роки тому +2

      Ali’s Vids hey love, I was scrolling through the comments and I came across yours. I just wanted to tell you that you are worth it, you are beautiful. Please don’t listen to those irrelevant bullies who comment on you, they have nothing better to do. You are a blessing, you are beautiful inside and out. If nobody’s there for you I am. You have me. Keep hanging in there. Love you

    • @Mimitalksfaith
      @Mimitalksfaith 3 роки тому

      God loves you love I love you even though I don’t know you 🥺

  • @Ryan-iy6ft
    @Ryan-iy6ft 3 роки тому +2

    Faking a smile is easier than explaining what's wrong

  • @MeijieGonzalez
    @MeijieGonzalez 4 роки тому +6

    3:11 though

  • @naomimullins405
    @naomimullins405 4 роки тому +16

    Put the speed to 0.75 😢 you won’t regret it. I cried so much 😓

  • @brefuentes2126
    @brefuentes2126 2 роки тому +2

    Family : destroy you
    Friends: destroy you
    Love :( kills you 🥺

  • @sifamulebinge6242
    @sifamulebinge6242 3 роки тому +3

    It's been a few years since you've been gone
    There's been a few tears, but that was years and years ago
    Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted
    Yeah, I've been living out the dream that you dreamt up
    It's been a few years with more to come
    It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want
    And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and I thought
    Whoa, old friend, it's bittersweet
    Whoa, how could you do this to me?
    How could you do this to me?
    Yeah
    'Cause you are not who you think you are
    There's no grain on these brown eyes
    But they can be green if they really want
    And I can bend your words
    So they say exactly what hurts the most
    But silence is better than fake laughs or faking we're always up
    Loose grip
    The world bends around you
    And living through cracked screens
    We fold down to what we want
    Out of love
    We talk through lines, we're made of smoke
    And just in time, we drift away
    Diffusing light, confusing times
    Growing up, or cascading down?
    Cascading down
    I'm hurting now
    But change comes slow
    If you hate what's in your head, the fuck would you speak your mind?
    In search of lost time
    Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid
    Only 16, yeah, I think you should've known
    I think you fucked me up
    I think, I think you fucked me up
    And I've got nothing to say to you
    It's been a few years and I've moved on
    Couldn't make it disappear, oh I tried so hard to be strong
    But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely
    Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start

  • @_liliiciiaa_5249
    @_liliiciiaa_5249 3 роки тому +3

    Imagine the person you love the oldest in the world come into your room, lie in your bed with you, you forget all your problems and you are just there with that person sleeping in his arms. And now read the first word.

  • @kenzoolove8185
    @kenzoolove8185 4 роки тому +5

    I’m just broken🥺💔

    • @mayasalem330
      @mayasalem330 3 роки тому

      Sometimes will be really tough but it will just make you a stronger person you can't give up yet beacuse what about all the things you've always wanted to do??a lot of people care about you

  • @Speedy.2ss
    @Speedy.2ss 4 роки тому +5

    3:09 💔

  • @lemonbear4400
    @lemonbear4400 4 роки тому +2

    Guess I was always just the easy too trick one. The one you could tell anything and Oop- I believe it but when I assure you I didn’t I’m a liar. Guess I was always the weird one. Proud of it...but made fun of for being it. Guess I was always the bully. Even when I tried too be nice it wasn’t noticed. Guess I was always the liar. The one that would tell you too do something for something then lie about giving you it. Guess I was always the problem. The one who learned from others bad ways but when I did them I was the one who “started it”. Guess I was always the loner. I wonder why?

  • @user-dq4lp9rz3d
    @user-dq4lp9rz3d 3 роки тому +3

    3:09 and the voice crack at 3:27 break me every single time

  • @yearlyism
    @yearlyism 4 роки тому +5

    i needed this. 🥺

  • @riattaf
    @riattaf 3 роки тому +2

    3:00

  • @TETRATISM
    @TETRATISM 4 роки тому +65

    *This is the type of song and vibe that makes you stare up at your ceiling while laying on your bed, letting the tears slowly rolling down your cheeks .*

  • @escx1613
    @escx1613 4 роки тому +2

    🖤🖤🖤

  • @lemonbear4400
    @lemonbear4400 4 роки тому +6

    *Dec 29 2018* god dang it I can’t read that without crying that’s when I could see my friends that’s when everything was fine that’s when I felt happier

    • @Lucyyyy387
      @Lucyyyy387 3 роки тому +1

      Your gonna make me cry :(

    • @lemonbear4400
      @lemonbear4400 3 роки тому +1

      @@Lucyyyy387 I’m sorry! I don’t mean to

    • @Lucyyyy387
      @Lucyyyy387 3 роки тому +1

      @@lemonbear4400 I know that pain, loosing all your life long friends, how are you now?

    • @lemonbear4400
      @lemonbear4400 3 роки тому

      @@Lucyyyy387 right now I’m vibing to the song hey ya because I feel happy and I’m excited to see if my best friend can hang out later

    • @Lucyyyy387
      @Lucyyyy387 3 роки тому +1

      @@lemonbear4400 Aay! I love that song to ! I play it when I'm with my friends aswell aha

  • @psychedelicnights560
    @psychedelicnights560 4 роки тому +1

    It’s been fucking 10 years yet no hope and I’m just trying to find myself a job, keep my friends close but like no hope at all and I’ve given up :/

  • @georgiaanderson9221
    @georgiaanderson9221 4 роки тому +2

    Okay so I’ve started talking to a girl. She’s amazing and all I could ever ask for. Apart from she lives in another continent. I find it so hard, because I’m an idiot and have trust issues so not only do I need constant reassurance but I find it hard to read her emotions. I love her so much and I tell her all the time because I know her past relationship hurt her a lot. I don’t want to ever hurt her and she’s convinced she’s completely fucked me up. What do I do to convince her that she’s all I ever need without coming across annoying or stupid

  • @calebloganeditz7120
    @calebloganeditz7120 3 роки тому +1

    It's been a few years since you been gone 💔🥺

  • @felciasmitch6390
    @felciasmitch6390 4 роки тому +3

    all I could think was harry and lou

  • @Yourokay.
    @Yourokay. 3 роки тому +2

    How can someone just hurt you...and they don’t even care..

    • @mayasalem330
      @mayasalem330 3 роки тому +1

      No matter how bad it hurts don't give up it's not worth giving up keep moving on beacuse if that person cared they would of never hurted you holding on longer just makes things worse there's 10000 people out there and your Ganna go for the one who hurted you:((

    • @Nicole-og6df
      @Nicole-og6df 3 роки тому

      Well, in most cases that type of person is either a narcissist, a sociopath or a psychopath

  • @limeandlemon9555
    @limeandlemon9555 4 роки тому +2

    Sad .....................

  • @Scravz
    @Scravz 5 років тому +3

    thank you so much

  • @JenJ444
    @JenJ444 5 років тому +1

    this hurts "i think u fuck me up"

  • @RyanRapid
    @RyanRapid 3 роки тому +1

    3:08-3:40 hits deep

  • @thepantafamilyusa
    @thepantafamilyusa 4 роки тому +2

    Awww💔😢😭

  • @haileytanner2828
    @haileytanner2828 3 роки тому +1

    Look past your hurt and sometimes you’ll see their mental illness was stronger then the love you have or had to give

    • @scamper7478
      @scamper7478 2 роки тому

      Why did you have the most perfect comment for this moment

  • @ribonucleoprotein8413
    @ribonucleoprotein8413 5 років тому +15

    Can u pls do billie eilish

    • @imIoneIy
      @imIoneIy  5 років тому +1

      Yeah sure, any songs specifically?

    • @ribonucleoprotein8413
      @ribonucleoprotein8413 5 років тому +1

      @@imIoneIy watch or when the partys over, bored, copycat( songs like lovely or bellyache are overdone)

    • @imIoneIy
      @imIoneIy  5 років тому

      @@ribonucleoprotein8413 True, I have an upload of 'when the party's over' 😌💕

    • @ribonucleoprotein8413
      @ribonucleoprotein8413 5 років тому +1

      @@imIoneIy oh thats great oops im a mess imma go check it out love ur channel

    • @imIoneIy
      @imIoneIy  5 років тому

      @@ribonucleoprotein8413 haha no worries, thank you so much 💕

  • @bgxnt7794
    @bgxnt7794 5 років тому +2

    Could you put the lyrics in ypur description please?

  • @yenys2312
    @yenys2312 4 роки тому +4

    Anyone from tiktok😭

  • @swap_things6446
    @swap_things6446 4 роки тому +1

    After you broke our friendship how can you do so good without me when i m at my worst you can t do so good when i m doing so bad howw plz how

  • @ariahtanner28
    @ariahtanner28 5 років тому +2

    i fucking love eden

    • @imIoneIy
      @imIoneIy  5 років тому

      who doesn't 😍

  • @nayah2914
    @nayah2914 4 роки тому +2

    wow this song is even better slowed down

  • @ayza58
    @ayza58 4 роки тому +2

    I love 2:58

  • @alimanis1999
    @alimanis1999 2 роки тому +1

    its beautiful because you can hear edens voice in the high pitched part clearly

  • @kaede2476
    @kaede2476 3 роки тому +1

    You all crying about heartbreak when I just witnessed my best friend get into a relationship and I have a crush on her..

    • @donnamuse444
      @donnamuse444 3 роки тому +2

      no one's feelings matter more or less. Your heartbreak is just a valid as everyone else's and vice versa :) But i'm sorry for what you're going through. That must've been rough seeing the person you want, want someone else :(

  • @elena2072
    @elena2072 5 років тому +9

    Please do I dont wanna do this anymore of xxxtentacion please 😍✨

    • @imIoneIy
      @imIoneIy  5 років тому +2

      I'll see how it sounds slowed down

  • @aracelimrtz
    @aracelimrtz 4 роки тому +3

    How am I supposed to feel when my bestfriend is always always legit 24/7 calling my boyfriend. And I barely call her and him. He changed ever since they’ve been calling a lot I know they call a lot because she tells me me and him were on the phone and when I ask if he’s awake like to myself cause I do that. she always says “yeah he is he hung up and asked if we could call tmr” it hurts me because he never asks me if we can call and I’m never able to ask him because ever since they’ve been calling a lot he hasn’t called me babe , doesn’t say I love you anymore , only said GN not goodnight like he used to , he takes forever to reply. I told my bsf abt how I’m uncomfortable about them to calling yet she still does. How do I feel? What do I do?...I honestly feel hurt I love him so much and care about him so much and talk to him a lot and it’s like he’s shutting me out . But what do I do? 🥀😔
    1 year later update lol. sorry for the horrible grammar i had up there, but anyways we broke up in february a couple months later he went with one of my close friends and after they broke up after a week relationship, he went to my best friend. which were still friends but no longer best friends. they broke up towards the end of december. and he did it because he wanted to be with me. because in january we went back to school and it wasn’t virtual, we didn’t have any classes together but anyways he did it for me. we never got together he asked me out 3 times i rejected him all 3 times. and not because my confidence or whatever but because all 3 times we had barely started talking. we were on a talking stage but it ended last month. he found someone new, my new best friend lol. i really can’t tell if he’s doing it to hurt me but it hurts like hell dude. the pain is never gonna end.

    • @ok-si1qj
      @ok-si1qj 4 роки тому +1

      Kiddos Martinez drop them both...

    • @aracelimrtz
      @aracelimrtz 4 роки тому +1

      Alice i want to but like it’s hard to

    • @aracelimrtz
      @aracelimrtz 4 роки тому +1

      Alice id rather try and fix us or something..

    • @FloZer
      @FloZer 4 роки тому +2

      1. It gets better
      2. Someone likes you
      3. It was a mistake
      4. It’s not your fault
      5. You can’t force someone to love you, neither can they
      6. Don’t stress, because in the end your mental health/well being is more important
      7. Don’t do it if you don’t want to
      8. Everything has a ending
      9. Life is like a roller coster
      10. Love yourself before others
      11. Sounds cliche but everyone is perfect in there own way... no joke
      12. Maybe not your strongest point, but think of others
      13. Fear is normal
      14. Sadness is normal
      15. Rejection happens, to make you strong for the future
      16. Your grades don’t determine your intelligence
      17. There are other choices
      18. NEVER, beat or hurt yourself
      19. There is someone out therefor you, made just for you, just be patient
      20. Love comes naturally/unexpectedly
      21. Stop chasing after people who don’t give up there time to think/ talk to you
      22. Stop chasing things that are unnecessary things/people let them come to you
      23. You deserve better
      24. Be patient
      25. And comment if u wanna talk... i am here for you
      EVERYTHING WILL GET BETTER ):

    • @ayannarenee9487
      @ayannarenee9487 4 роки тому +1

      You be there for him bc one day she’s gonna break his Heart and you have to be there to put it back together

  • @atillyacharles4508
    @atillyacharles4508 3 роки тому +1

    3:23🥺🥺🥺💔💔💔😭

  • @ceciamigogranados8212
    @ceciamigogranados8212 3 роки тому +1

    3:09 WELCOME

  • @yaaazzz
    @yaaazzz 3 роки тому +1

    1:27 & 3:09

  • @abbiex2138
    @abbiex2138 3 роки тому +1

    1:26 ~ my favourite💗

  • @lowqualitywaffle8765
    @lowqualitywaffle8765 Рік тому

    think i've found my new favourite song. im usually hesitant to listen to songs like this, but this is so fucking painfully beautiful.

  • @sophie-pz7ob
    @sophie-pz7ob 4 роки тому +1

    3:08

  • @kacperlutak8750
    @kacperlutak8750 3 роки тому +1

    🥺

  • @emilyfreyermuth6219
    @emilyfreyermuth6219 5 років тому +56

    I just found you and oml...im in love with these. There are times that i really listen and feel the pain.

  • @f4ormaria
    @f4ormaria 3 роки тому +1

    the worst pain is getting hurt by someone you loved and cared about more than yourself.

  • @danielaolivares4061
    @danielaolivares4061 4 роки тому +1

    whos Here From 2020

  • @AtemiRaven
    @AtemiRaven 3 роки тому +1

    This man has the unique ability to make me cry every time I hear another one of his songs. No artist has accomplished this before.

  • @Lana-rf4xo
    @Lana-rf4xo 2 роки тому

    It's been a few years since you've been gone
    There's been a few tears, but that was years and years ago
    Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted
    Yeah, I've been living out the dream that you dreamt up
    It's been a few years with more to come
    It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want
    And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and I thought
    Whoa, old friend, it's bittersweet
    Whoa, how could you do this to me?
    How could you do this to me?
    Yeah
    'Cause you are not who you think you are
    There's no grain on these brown eyes
    But they can be green if they really want
    And I can bend your words
    So they say exactly what hurts the most
    But silence is better than fake laughs or faking we're always up
    Loose grip
    The world bends around you
    And living through cracked screens
    We fold down to what we want
    Out of love
    We talk through lines, we're made of smoke
    And just in time, we drift away
    Diffusing light, confusing times
    Growing up, or cascading down?
    Cascading down
    I'm hurting now
    But change comes slow
    If you hate what's in your head, the fuck would you speak your mind?
    In search of lost time
    Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid
    Only 16, yeah, I think you should've known
    I think you fucked me up
    I think, I think you fucked me up
    And I've got nothing to say to you
    It's been a few years and I've moved on
    Couldn't make it disappear, oh I tried so hard to be strong
    But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely
    Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start

  • @Nisacks
    @Nisacks 3 роки тому +1

    I‘m praying to god everyday to take my life so i don‘t have to do it myself.

  • @tanvi6033
    @tanvi6033 4 роки тому +6

    1:26
    srry i needed that