You have no idea how proud I am to be yo lil brother. I know that saying sorry isn’t the answer and won’t fix the trauma but I know how strong you are. This isn’t the end whatsoever. I love you sista. 🫶🏽💎
I’m so sorry this happened to you, even though I know a sorry doesn’t help much. You’re so brave for sharing this story with the world💗 sending love, hugs & healing
Alicia. Thank you so much. I appreciate you sharing your story with the World. I know it is not easy; I too have a horrible experience with my younger brother due to family members abusing me. It still haunts me and I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive myself but hearing your story made me feel less alone. You are so strong, never give up. 💜
I’m sorry that you’ve gone through similar things, but I’m glad that you don’t feel alone. It’s not your fault for what happened to you, please understand that. I had the same feeling and it took me a long time to try and forgive myself for the things that happened even though it wasn’t my fault. If you every need to talk, feel free to reach out ❤️🩹
Wow…thank you for sharing your story. So many of us (women and men) have been sexually abused and we have to walk around trying our best to cope with it day to day. No matter how young you are when it happened, it really does continue to show up and effect you over the years. I’m so sorry this happened to you. Know that you have a community of people who have been through it and we are all trying to cope in our own ways. I’m happy that you’re no longer hurting yourself to cope. There are healthy ways to get help. Thank you for sharing your story. You’re such an inspiration. ❤️ Also, thank you for the reminder that kindness goes a long way! The world needs to constantly be reminded of that.
I didn't expect my healing journey to take this long. I am thankful for all of the love that everyone has shown and I hope this will help any men or woman that have gone through similar situations. thank you so much 💕
Wow, you are so courageous to tell your story. I respect you so much for that because there's a lot of women who went through what you went through that's afraid to tell their story. I felt everything that you shared. I can tell that your very resilient, sending love your way.
New subbie here ! 💕💕 First of all you are absolutely gorgeous. You’re also very brave for getting on camera to share you’re story. Please don’t ever feel ashamed of yourself. Despite the terrible things that have happened, you are worthy ! You’re truly beautiful and don’t ever think for a second that you aren’t. I’m sorry to hear that these things happened to you . I commend you for sharing your truth. Your strong, resilient and courageous. I’m sending my love your way 💕.
thank you so much. life is hard, but im proud that I didn't let this stop me form pursing my dreams and acomplishing the things some people said I would never amount to. thank you for the love and support. it means the world to me 💕
Thank you for sharing this. This is Samantha Viscount. I know we don’t really know each other, I only used to see you around in Kingsbay, but HOLY SHIT do we have similar backgrounds. My family was riddled with pedophiles that messed me up as a kid. Then I carried that into adolescence, thinking it was normal for older men to be into little girls, so I was easily groomed and assaulted again & again by men in their 30s/40s when I was 13-15 years old. Carried this warped sense of normal into the Marine Corps, and it happened AGAIN. Finally, it all hit me like a brick wall a few years ago what this all meant and why it was happening. I thought for a while that I was just “weak” or that it was my fault. People don’t realize how much more complex it is. When you’re sexually abused in childhood, you learn the wrong “normal” and you carry it with you for life. Your fight/flight response turns into “freeze” and you’re unable to identify potentially dangerous situations. Just know you’re extremely strong for getting through this. I felt your story to my core, I know the waves of emptiness, mental chaos, and guilt all too well. I wish the best for you, thank you for telling your stories for others such as myself, who are struggling.❤️Fuck the people who blame the victims, they only do that because they have no clue what we’ve endured.
ugh. my heart hurts for you. even though I don't know you personally; im so proud of how far youve come. it sucks that at such a young age we were protected and it later in life only got worse. its hard to heal from. every time I start feeling like im doing okay again, I fall back into a depression. although I hate hearing that you were in a similar situation as I was; its nice to know that someone knows how it feels and they're not just speaking empty words. I am truly so proud of you and your accomplishments ❤❤❤
Breaks my heart to see you like this, but thanks so much for sharing. Please believe that there are people out here that feel your pain and care deeply. Keep believing in yourself and we will keep praying for you. ❤️❤️🩹
Hi Alicia, how are you? You are so brave to tell your story in grave detail. I don't think you're ugly, I think you are beautiful, brave and a sweetheart. When I watched this video and you're crying, I wanted to go in the screen and give you a big hug and tell you 'don't cry, it's going to be okay, sweetheart.' Alicia, thank you for sharing, I hope you get the help that you need & have a blessed day. (hugs you)❤🩹😘😘
Amen!! by the blood of the lamb and the word from our testimonies; Satan is defeated and I will continue to declare that over the things that have happened in my life❤️
❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹 you are not alone in this world. You can take ALL the time you need to collect your thoughts and sort through them. Be kind to yourself my love.
Alicia, I just stumbled across this video and I don’t think there is anything I could suggest that could remove you from the torment you suffer with. I’m so sorry that you ad to live this nightmare. I am a father of 2 girls and thank my lucky stars, neither of them have ever gone thru sexual abuse by anyone. I’m so grateful for that. They are all adult now and live happy lives. I know what you have been thru will always remain in your mind. The crying girl I see posting this video is not who you are. I went to your Instagram account to see some photos you said you like posting and what I see is a very happy looking person enjoying what she is doing. If you are still in therapy, and I hope you are, please try to find that happy, and beautiful person you are. Maybe in trying to do that you could at least park those abuse memories somewhere on a back burner. I wish you all the best and happiness that life has to offer you, but you halve to let it. So please for your sanity, try to find yourself. Reinvent yourself. You have my most sincere sympathy, love and respect. And never forget that you are that beautiful girl you look at in the mirror. GOD BLESS YOU❤❤❤❤❤🙏
Thank you for reaching out! Just forever grateful that I serve a God who is bigger then the things I’ve faced and turns wrongs into rights. I made this video in hopes that I could bring comfort to those who feel like they don’t have a voice. It stinks I went through the things I did; but I’m not what happened to me and I understand that now❤️ thank you again for the support ❤️
I'm sorry. Thank you for sharing. Please accept Jesus because He is waiting for you. Jesus is coming back. Believe He died for your sins and rose again then repent to be saved. God does heal. Those who hurt others and don't seek God's forgiveness will pay dearly. Your honesty is helpful to so any people.
I love you so so much Alicia ❤️🩹 you are literally one of the strongest, kindest, and most beautiful souls inside and out that I’ve ever met in my life. Keep being you because like you said Jesus loves you just the way you are and at the end of the day that’s all that matters ❤️🩹❤️🩹 the way you go through life with all of the love and grace you give to everyone around you even after everything you’ve been through shows 100% how great of a person you are. I love you ❤️
I just want to buy a plane ticket & come hug you ❤️🩹 you don’t deserve any of that but i know that you being brave & sharing your story is going to help so many others who feel alone. Who feel like it may never get better. You are so freaking strong and i know for a fact God has such amazing, big plans for you and i can not wait to see if all unfold❤️ don’t ever stop being you sweet girl and you know I’m always here 💕
im here for hugs 🥺 im glad that I realized at a young age that God will never leave or forsake me. Its kept me going and made me realize that I am not my past and im not what happened to me. its also helped me forgive the people who have hurt me and not think of them with hate; maybe no love either - but I know longer wish them the worst. thank you for the support, I adore you ❤❤❤
Hi I was just catching up with your UA-cam channel and finally got to this video and my heart aches for you. Take all the time you need to heal ❤️🩹 when I was 9 I was forced to watch porn with adults (not my parents) and it really messes you up for awhile. Here for you always
@@claradanley465 I adore you. I hate that you've had to go through similar situatuins that are literally beyond your control. So thankful to have been able to know you and always count on you when stuff like this takes a toll on my mental health. Likewise; ill be here forever and always❤ & screw shitty men.
You have no idea how proud I am to be yo lil brother. I know that saying sorry isn’t the answer and won’t fix the trauma but I know how strong you are. This isn’t the end whatsoever. I love you sista. 🫶🏽💎
stop. there's tears in my eyes haha. that's why we're overcomers huh?❤
Our support is all we can offer, as we all have been bought up in the same world and all of us are suffering in one way or another.
I’m so sorry this happened to you, even though I know a sorry doesn’t help much. You’re so brave for sharing this story with the world💗 sending love, hugs & healing
thank you so so much for the love and support. it means everything to me ❤
Alicia. Thank you so much.
I appreciate you sharing your story with the World. I know it is not easy; I too have a horrible experience with my younger brother due to family members abusing me. It still haunts me and I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive myself but hearing your story made me feel less alone.
You are so strong, never give up. 💜
I’m sorry that you’ve gone through similar things, but I’m glad that you don’t feel alone. It’s not your fault for what happened to you, please understand that. I had the same feeling and it took me a long time to try and forgive myself for the things that happened even though it wasn’t my fault. If you every need to talk, feel free to reach out ❤️🩹
Wow…thank you for sharing your story. So many of us (women and men) have been sexually abused and we have to walk around trying our best to cope with it day to day. No matter how young you are when it happened, it really does continue to show up and effect you over the years. I’m so sorry this happened to you. Know that you have a community of people who have been through it and we are all trying to cope in our own ways. I’m happy that you’re no longer hurting yourself to cope. There are healthy ways to get help. Thank you for sharing your story. You’re such an inspiration. ❤️
Also, thank you for the reminder that kindness goes a long way! The world needs to constantly be reminded of that.
I didn't expect my healing journey to take this long. I am thankful for all of the love that everyone has shown and I hope this will help any men or woman that have gone through similar situations. thank you so much 💕
Wow, you are so courageous to tell your story. I respect you so much for that because there's a lot of women who went through what you went through that's afraid to tell their story. I felt everything that you shared. I can tell that your very resilient, sending love your way.
Aww! Thank you so much. It means so much to me 😭😭❤️
New subbie here ! 💕💕 First of all you are absolutely gorgeous. You’re also very brave for getting on camera to share you’re story. Please don’t ever feel ashamed of yourself. Despite the terrible things that have happened, you are worthy ! You’re truly beautiful and don’t ever think for a second that you aren’t. I’m sorry to hear that these things happened to you . I commend you for sharing your truth. Your strong, resilient and courageous. I’m sending my love your way 💕.
Keep being you sweetheart
thank you so much. life is hard, but im proud that I didn't let this stop me form pursing my dreams and acomplishing the things some people said I would never amount to. thank you for the love and support. it means the world to me 💕
So sorry sweetie you are a vibrant light. Be strong like you are.
Thank you for sharing this. This is Samantha Viscount. I know we don’t really know each other, I only used to see you around in Kingsbay, but HOLY SHIT do we have similar backgrounds. My family was riddled with pedophiles that messed me up as a kid. Then I carried that into adolescence, thinking it was normal for older men to be into little girls, so I was easily groomed and assaulted again & again by men in their 30s/40s when I was 13-15 years old. Carried this warped sense of normal into the Marine Corps, and it happened AGAIN. Finally, it all hit me like a brick wall a few years ago what this all meant and why it was happening. I thought for a while that I was just “weak” or that it was my fault. People don’t realize how much more complex it is. When you’re sexually abused in childhood, you learn the wrong “normal” and you carry it with you for life. Your fight/flight response turns into “freeze” and you’re unable to identify potentially dangerous situations. Just know you’re extremely strong for getting through this. I felt your story to my core, I know the waves of emptiness, mental chaos, and guilt all too well. I wish the best for you, thank you for telling your stories for others such as myself, who are struggling.❤️Fuck the people who blame the victims, they only do that because they have no clue what we’ve endured.
ugh. my heart hurts for you. even though I don't know you personally; im so proud of how far youve come. it sucks that at such a young age we were protected and it later in life only got worse. its hard to heal from. every time I start feeling like im doing okay again, I fall back into a depression. although I hate hearing that you were in a similar situation as I was; its nice to know that someone knows how it feels and they're not just speaking empty words. I am truly so proud of you and your accomplishments ❤❤❤
It will be well!
It is well!! I’m still here and I’m still healing ❤️🩹 I know what I went through doesn’t define me so it doesn’t hold any power over me anymore!
Breaks my heart to see you like this, but thanks so much for sharing. Please believe that there are people out here that feel your pain and care deeply. Keep believing in yourself and we will keep praying for you. ❤️❤️🩹
thank you so much 🥺 I appreciate your kind words more than you know💕
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Thanks for sharing your story. Learn your value.❤
Wow. You’re so brave and inspiration. Thank you for sharing.
thank you for watching. I appreciate you a lot
Hi Alicia, how are you? You are so brave to tell your story in grave detail. I don't think you're ugly, I think you are beautiful, brave and a sweetheart. When I watched this video and you're crying, I wanted to go in the screen and give you a big hug and tell you 'don't cry, it's going to be okay, sweetheart.' Alicia, thank you for sharing, I hope you get the help that you need & have a blessed day. (hugs you)❤🩹😘😘
Thank you so much for taking the time to watch this. It means the absolute world to me. Thank you for the support❤️
@@mccroanmanor You're welcome. God Bless you! 😍
✨ sending love 💓
thank you ❤
I love you BABY GORL!
I LOVE YOU SHAWTY
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I love you sis 🖤🙏🏾
I love you more ❤
I love you sister 💛
I love you too 🥺❤
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break the generational curse through CHRIST. Believe and Be Baptized!!! He will heal you and change you inside! you will feel peace and jot
Amen!! by the blood of the lamb and the word from our testimonies; Satan is defeated and I will continue to declare that over the things that have happened in my life❤️
God have mercy!
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❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹 you are not alone in this world. You can take ALL the time you need to collect your thoughts and sort through them. Be kind to yourself my love.
thank you for always being there for me 🥺❤❤
What happened ???
please watch the video ❤
Alicia, I just stumbled across this video and I don’t think there is anything I could suggest that could remove you from the torment you suffer with. I’m so sorry that you ad to live this nightmare. I am a father of 2 girls and thank my lucky stars, neither of them have ever gone thru sexual abuse by anyone. I’m so grateful for that. They are all adult now and live happy lives. I know what you have been thru will always remain in your mind. The crying girl I see posting this video is not who you are. I went to your Instagram account to see some photos you said you like posting and what I see is a very happy looking person enjoying what she is doing. If you are still in therapy, and I hope you are, please try to find that happy, and beautiful person you are. Maybe in trying to do that you could at least park those abuse memories somewhere on a back burner. I wish you all the best and happiness that life has to offer you, but you halve to let it. So please for your sanity, try to find yourself. Reinvent yourself. You have my most sincere sympathy, love and respect. And never forget that you are that beautiful girl you look at in the mirror. GOD BLESS YOU❤❤❤❤❤🙏
Thank you for reaching out! Just forever grateful that I serve a God who is bigger then the things I’ve faced and turns wrongs into rights. I made this video in hopes that I could bring comfort to those who feel like they don’t have a voice. It stinks I went through the things I did; but I’m not what happened to me and I understand that now❤️ thank you again for the support ❤️
@@mccroanmanor I hope that my words in a small way were helpful.
I'm sorry. Thank you for sharing. Please accept Jesus because He is waiting for you. Jesus is coming back. Believe He died for your sins and rose again then repent to be saved. God does heal. Those who hurt others and don't seek God's forgiveness will pay dearly. Your honesty is helpful to so any people.
Sounds like bragging.
I just couldn’t contain myself
I love you so so much Alicia ❤️🩹 you are literally one of the strongest, kindest, and most beautiful souls inside and out that I’ve ever met in my life. Keep being you because like you said Jesus loves you just the way you are and at the end of the day that’s all that matters ❤️🩹❤️🩹 the way you go through life with all of the love and grace you give to everyone around you even after everything you’ve been through shows 100% how great of a person you are. I love you ❤️
I miss and love you so much. l need too fly you back out here asap 🥺❤
❤️🩹 God loves you so much.
I know he does 🥺❤
❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹 sending love and support
thank you mi amor ❤❤❤
❤️🩹sending love hugs and support❤️🩹❤️🩹
I appreciate you 🥺❤❤
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I just want to buy a plane ticket & come hug you ❤️🩹 you don’t deserve any of that but i know that you being brave & sharing your story is going to help so many others who feel alone. Who feel like it may never get better. You are so freaking strong and i know for a fact God has such amazing, big plans for you and i can not wait to see if all unfold❤️ don’t ever stop being you sweet girl and you know I’m always here 💕
im here for hugs 🥺 im glad that I realized at a young age that God will never leave or forsake me. Its kept me going and made me realize that I am not my past and im not what happened to me. its also helped me forgive the people who have hurt me and not think of them with hate; maybe no love either - but I know longer wish them the worst. thank you for the support, I adore you ❤❤❤
Hi I was just catching up with your UA-cam channel and finally got to this video and my heart aches for you. Take all the time you need to heal ❤️🩹 when I was 9 I was forced to watch porn with adults (not my parents) and it really messes you up for awhile. Here for you always
And he didn’t feel bad. He wasn’t a good guy and you were a victim. I appreciate your transparency ❤️🩹
@@claradanley465 I adore you. I hate that you've had to go through similar situatuins that are literally beyond your control. So thankful to have been able to know you and always count on you when stuff like this takes a toll on my mental health. Likewise; ill be here forever and always❤ & screw shitty men.
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