FINNEAS - I Lost A Friend (Official Video)
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- Опубліковано 24 чер 2019
- "I Lost A Friend" from FINNEAS debut EP, Blood Harmony
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Director: Sam Bennett
Director of Photography: Justin Hamilton
Choreographer: Monika Felice Smith
Producer: Bryce Fishman
Colorist: Ayumi Ashley
Dancers:
Maci Montes
Martel Rudd
MaryAnn Chavez
Annie Grove
Jade Falkenberg
Iz Verdea
Claythan Conerly
Brian Rivera
Camal Pugh
Tyler Kelly
Erika Soto
Keene Williams
Wardrobe:
De'Juana Mallory
Cinthya Delgado
Make-up:
Megan Melendi
Marley Gonzales - Фільми й анімація
RIP Pherb.
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This comment is underrated. You deserve a -thousand- million, lol
😂😂YES MY DUDE
this comment is amazing lmao
lol
Made my day😂
Most underrated artist of 2019
Mopolo and producer!!
Damn right
agreed
Ikr
Matt Maeson is hyper underrated too :(
“How the hell did I lose a friend I never had” hits SO hard. There are people i thought i knew, people I trusted so much, people I would have and did go to the ends of the earth for. All to find out they didn’t ever consider me a friend in turn. It hurts so much
Totally know how it feels like, I cared a lot about so many people, but they NEVER cared back, and thinking about it just makes me depressed, and I've been diagnosed with depression for 2 years, it got better in the summer but after my best friend it all went downhill, and recently my best friend suddenly stopped caring about me, so yeah dude it sucks, and this song is so relatable for me lol.
I wish people had more empathy . 💙🌌
( I can relate to you guys as well. I wish friendships weren't that easy to Leave. For them, too . I wish they'd stay . )
"Friendship is like paper, it'll never remain the same once crumpled".😔
@@PargeLenis1 i’m sorry to hear that :( for what it’s worth, there will be people out there who will care as much in turn (you are proof!). It is difficult but we choose to live in hope
@@7000Leafs. truly, empathy would make the world go round
I think this will always be my favorite music video. Absolutely beautiful.
Very true
1000%
I can't agree enough omg
Finally a song about a “friendship breakup.” Honestly, they hurt just as badly as a romantic breakup. I lost my best friend at the end of high school and I still have dreams of her time to time and think about her. That was over 6 years ago. You expect friends to be there forever. So when things end, it’s killer.
I know right
and then it gets awkward because you know she knows exactly how you feel because you always shared your emotions with her
I feel you and I am sorry for you. I had a similar thing happen about a month ago with a girl I tried having a relationship with. It ''did not work out'' as she could not provide the love I gave to her back. She said we could still be friends, but she does not treat me as her lover nor friend. Actions speak louder than words.
BASSETTI8 mhm I been friends with someone for 6 years and then she ghosted me like I would follow her and stuff and she would still ignore me so I gave up worst thing was she was my bff
@@ClicheAj exactly
did she at least tell you why?
I wasn't told why, that's a bad part
but it was so weird because she would get angry if she thought I might get closer to another friend
and yet she ignored me so well I was beginning to think I'm invisible
*Alec benjamin : I Built A Friend...*
*FINNEAS : I Lost A Friend...*
*Billie eilish : Bury a friend..*
Omg i love alec.....
Omg Billy eyelash
Omg finneas (just to complete the three) 😂
@@inzaiyne HAHAAH love this
@@nandavherk because i'm lovable hahaha
Lyrics
I lost a friend
Like keys in a sofa
Like a wallet in the back seat
Like ice in the summer heat
I lost a friend
Like sleep on a red-eye
Like money on a bad bet
Like time worryin' about
Every bad thing that hasn't happened yet
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake
Countin' all the mistakes I've made
Replayin' fights
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I lost a friend, I lost a friend
I lost my mind
And nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
Never had
I'm on the mend
Like I'm wearin' a neck brace
Like I'm sleepin' at my own place
Like I'm pullin' all the stitches out of my own face
I'm on the mend
Like I'm icing a new sprain
Like I'm walkin' on a new cane
Like it's been a couple days
Since I slipped and said somethin' sorta like your name
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake
Countin' all the mistakes I've made
Replayin' fights
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I'm on the mend, but I lost a friend
I lost my mind
And nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
I'd apologize
If I thought it might make a difference
Or make you listen
I'd apologize
If it was black and white, but life is different
Just try to listen to me now
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I lost a friend, I lost a friend
I lost my mind
And nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
Never had
U
The cracks in voice make the song sound even more emotional like he's crying
"ill be fine without em but all I do is write about em" dang, that got me.
the whole song got me
Doggy Doodles all of his songs get me
@@laylabrennan3147 his whole career gets me
Same. I use writing poetry as an outlet(Which is weird because I'm very left brained and not super artsy I'm more antisocial and intelligent I guess) and I lost a friend and I have written like 30 poems about him
🙈🙈🤗🤗
"Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad."
I love that line somehow.
Reminded me of Mac Miller some how. And the line where he says how the hell did I lose a friend I never had. I love Mac a lot as an artist and we he died it broke me. I truly felt I lost someone who wasnt a friend.
Yeah, I'm 22 and broke but I relate
It hits very close to home to me, as it literally describes all the time I had wasted to just get as much money as I could, while ignoring everyone and everything else in my life. If I die now, I'd literally have no-one and accomplished nothing, so that's a bit sad I guess.
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@@hollanderson Everyone has someone my friend, you may not talk to them everyday or month but they would be there for you when you need it. I promise you that.
I lost a friend to depression recently. He was my closest online friend and I would stay up and spend many sleepless nights talking to him. Now I spend many sleepless nights thinking about the time we used to have. What I regret the most is not being able to fully be there for him since the distance made it very hard. The news of his passing came as a big shock and I can relate it to the lyrics in the beginning of this song. I will forever have regrets of things I didn't say however I truly hope that he knew how much respect and appreciation I had and still have for him. Sometimes I listen back to our old voice messages and I will forever miss those times his notifications lit up my phone screen.
My condolences!! May you learn how to live in this hard trying time
I'm really sorry for your loss ...
I can't speak for them but I would be willing to bet you made many sleepness nights more enjoyable for them. I hope you can continue to do it for someone else.
I'm deeply sorry for your loss:(
😢
This song reminds me of so many friends who didn't stay loyal. And the worst part is how much I lost myself, in the process. Listening to beautifully written songs like these, gives so much hope 💗
MOM!! Finneas is making a music video in the backyard again
This was great lol
Well I know nothing but
People tend to think of Billie Eilish As the mind behind all her songs
But it was Finneas
This guy produced most of her songs and he did a awesome job
I make my own music but I haven't achieved the sound that Finneas has
That's a huge backyard
is he invite fred too?
@@rkzsquad8998 fr😂😂
“how the hell did I lose a friend I never had?“
Damn. I felt that shit.
OMGGG I read ur comment exactly when he said that!!!!
Me too man :((
same
What does it actually mean? Like genuinely, I'm not taking the puss out of it
Munazza H I think he’s saying how did I have someone that I thought was a “friend” when they really weren’t a good loyal friend to me who I ended up losing. And yes it was hard because this person I thought was a friend at the time i lost, but it turns out they weren’t my friend from the start. It’s hard to lose any friend so that’s why I felt that on a personal level
“When your happy, you enjoy the lyrics,
When you are sad you understand the lyrics.”
There are lines in this song that resonate with what I’m feeling and I’m sure many other people here are too. People often just enjoy the music but in songs like this, you understand every word because it’s as if the song was made for you and you only.
You keep listening because you like the beat, and then one day after something happened and reality hits you right in the face, the song comes up once more and the full meaning of the lyrics dawns on you. Ah yes, the mastery of a good songwriter.
Btw I'm carnivorous predator on my other acc I can confirm lemme switch accs
Recently was diagnosed with severe depression and I also lost a friendship with someone I was so close with. You can only imagine the tears that have come down my face every time I listen to this song. I loved him so much.
😢
they did this in 1 take...
no jumps or cuts - just one take...THIS IS PERFECTION IN ONE TAKE
Ally L you should check out some KHS
Also when the party’s over is all one take
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Ally L i thought the SAME THING
@@mercedezjava its not
So, if I’m getting this right, Alec Benjamin built a friend, FINNEAS lost a friend and Billie buried a friend. Is this the same friend?
The ultimate conspiracy theory 😂
I JUST LET OUT THE UGLIEST LAUGH DHYJABSBHAHAH
three of the best artists
DAMNNN
mega OOF
I've made so many mistakes. Lost people because of things I did.
What a song..
Yeah. That feeling you know it was your fault, but sorry would not fix it, know nothing you do will fix it.
I admit Finneas is an amazing artist and also not forgetting the person who shoot and edited this aesthetic MV.
this video replicates exactly what the song made me feel
OMFG U GOT A HEART FROM FINNEAS 😦 😦 💞
Love ya Fin
lost kiddo I KNOW I STARTED CRYINGG I LOVE FINNEAS
Ruby Guzdar fr
Same
Doesn't it, though? I grew up in Kansas, and have always suffered with depression to some degree. I lived in a turbulent home, and spent many-a-dusks escaping to places that looked a lot like this, to just breathe, and be somewhere that it was safe to feel my emotions, and cry, or scream, or ramble if I needed too.
This video and song brought me back to that feeling of a numb catharsis, after taking space to cry and feel, and process things alone, in peace. The dancers reminded me of racing thoughts, for some reason.
I swear to god I felt my heart drop to my stomach
"I know I'll be alright but I'm not tonight"
I have lost friends in the past that hurt as bad as losing a lover or a relative. And I know how dfficult it is to express that hurt. I don't know if it really helps or not, but the shared experience seems to take the edge off of the lonely part of it. Hurt thus seems to be multi-faceted. What a beautiful job of being able to express that loss in such a raw and emotional way. Thank you uploader and thank you Fenneas.
''how the hell i loose a friend i never had''
This song is about mental health issues. Very good song
Can't we appreciate the fact that this whole video was a single shoot
The Miscellaneous Channel yeah it’s crazy
Also it's all done at dusk. They could probably shoot the whole thing twice and if it's still not perfect, try again on another day.
He did this in all of his music vids
1917
A lot of his music vids are
i’m gonna be honest with you, not only is he the most underrated artist i’ve heard, he’s also the most underrated artist in terms of visuals and his singing
Serena Khoury he is underrated. he’s yet to hit main stream and those who do talk about him and his music say that they’d rather other artist and the recognition he has gotten is mostly from his sisters audience, and his sister is billie eilish, someone who has climbed their way to being the face of pop
@@susamongfr yes I know billie i m a huge fan it s true what u just said but i felt it was a bit mean
@@serenakhoury6585 Some one being underrated for something means that their work is not getting enough attention and appreciation, it does not mean the Artist is bad.
Well he's not the only one...one of the most underrated artist is also Faouzia
@@Andrea-dj1nw I don't think Faouzia is underrated, she hasn't released a full album yet, plus she has a pretty decent following. I didn't hear of her before but her music is pretty good.
Once in a blue moon, a song feels like it was made for you alone. For me, this is that song.
Same
I recently lost a friend and finding this song helps me force the tears that need to come out but won’t come out. I really need help but I can never make myself ask for it
Finneas is probably one of the most underrated artists, it seems like he’s in his sister’s shadow which is honestly sad because he’s not just her songwriter, he’s an amazing singer as well
@Lazari what?
@Lazari yh your right. but he deserves much more.
He's the most popular producer and songwriter tho
But maybe he likes that? I'm not sure, but he's definetely underrated!
Who is his sister
@@valstrom7672 billie eilish
How Billie deals with losing a friend: buries the friend and makes a mini horror movie
How Finneas deals with losing a friend: makes a sad song and video and wears a tux
did they both actually lost a frnd
bossgirlll x
@@lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274 I don't know about Finneas, but Billie yes, Xxxtentacion
@@lamamoustafa5503 she lost so many friends because of her job, she lost a friend when she was writing Xanny. She's losing friends but I hope she's okay. We're always here for her no matter what
@@lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274 ^
This cuts right thru every part of me & I can't believe I've never heard of Finneas before. Thank you for this song. ♡
My dear friend, who may one day see this comment and you will already recognize yourself, I want you to know that I have been suffering for the last few months and that I cannot come to terms with the fact that you are no longer in my life. One day I hope you will realize that I considered you to be someone most born in my life you were like a brother to me. I hope that one day you will find a friend like me who you will respect and appreciate and who will be ready to do everything for you as I was. When you disappeared from my life, a part of me also disappeared and I hope that I will be able to recover from that one day, until then I will probably suffer for a very long time because you are no longer in my life. I.N.
love u man, hope you're still fighting on!
@@TheCougar97 I fight, but I think I lost that fight a long time ago
“How the hell did I lose a friend I never had” That hits DIFFERENT
SpongeBob TrianglePants literally. This is my first time listening to this song, and that verse hit me so hard.
Elizabeth Cifuentes I felt the same way the first time I heard it 🤍
I don't get that part? Then who is he singing for
Ali Taha maybe Finneas is singing about thinking you had a friend, then you lost them and realized they were never really your friend in the first place.
@@spongebobtrianglepants2081 hmmm that sounds about right.
I liked before the actual video even starts 😭😌
Of course we do it 😌
Of course. 😌
yes same
me toooo😍
Never gotten so many likes thank you all
I came here after watching Lavran’s performance ❤
Never knew I needed this until now. I love how songs express my emotions when I can't:)
This video looks like a Van Gogh
painting
When I come to think of it... Yes it actually Does
Yeah. But what I think is also incredible is that it was a one-shot film. What I mean is there were no cut. Or at least I didn‘t notice any.
*video
@@starkast713 It had to be in one take because that's a real sunrise happening in the background. So beautiful.
It really is.
“how the hell did i lose a friend i never had” - FINNEAS 2019
Shahrul right when I read this the song played it at the exact moment
Ahahah
Who's here in 2024?
Lavrans ❤
My dad passed away around two weeks ago... Just before he went to the hospital and went on a ventilator he told me this was his favorite song. Nothing thus far has made me cry so quickly, this is a truly beautiful song and it resonates with my thoughts and feelings going through this loss
I'm sorry for your loss
May he find peace wherever he is
I'm sorry 😞 I lost my dad 2yrs ago and the anniversary just passed a few days ago. Today I teared up but stopped myself. People don't understand what it's like to lose the one person that got you.
I love how he writes about friendship, while everyone is writing about romance
YES
Not to be a bitch, but he also writes a bunch of songs about romance 😂. But, I get what you are saying, it's a really refreshing to see someone write about friendship.
I'm not too sure that was for a friend.. "how the hell did I lose a friend that I never had"
Listening Deeply maybe it’s about a friend that wasn’t a good friend. So it didn’t even feel like he had a friend, maybe just someone he chilled with
I lost my boyfriend and he was my best friend, this song came on in the shuffle while I was going to work this morning and I had to stop and cry on the way. He was my best friend.
Can we appreciate how this was taken so perfectly in ONE shot.
Honestly didn't notice it until i read this comment, now you say it, it looks amazing.
It’s great now that you pointed it out ... the best kinds of edits are the ones where you didn’t even notice was there (which is why one takes are amazing)
Ashton R and some other guy I agree 👌
Damn yall
And within such a short time frame to capture the sun at just the right angle too!
Lavrans!
❤ Lavrans
i have been a billie stan for 3years and why am i JUST realizing that finneas makes vrazy music oh my god this is beautiful
He’s so underrated it’s sad
Finneas is such a genus. Who the hell would think of this art.
I know right he is such a *genus*
the most *genus* person on earth
I'm glad i first knew him as "Finneas " not as "Billie's brother "
Honestly though, me too. I found out through these comments, but really I still look at him the same.
unknown he said he doesnt mind being known as billies brother
@@shreihals9314 i don't think he mind , actually neither do i , i just like when I listen to him i say "this is Finneas O'Connell" not "this guy is Billie's brother"
Wait he's billie eilish's brother??? Welp didn't know this
Me too ❤
the first time I heard this song, back then when it was released in 2019, I was having a hard time breaking up with my long best friend and boyfriend of 5,5 years. "I lost a friend" related to me in a hard way. Now I'm listening to the song in my happiest phase of my life
this song is so good! i've already heard it on repeat several times crying and thinking about my own experiences. this is a masterpiece.
You are so underrated Finneas. This is a masterpiece.
You're verified
@@nxihazel well done.
🙏🏻
i agree 100%
How is he underrated, all of billie’s songs are produced by great loving brother “finneas”
"I'll be fine without him, but all I do is write about him"
way too relatable
MusicCharts TV Thanks for sharing, very cool!
btw the lyrics are “and i’ll be fine without em but all i do it write about em”
Such a brilliant work of art !!! If you watch the music video with the audio muted, you can literally 'feel' the song in your mind's eye. If you listen to the song's audio with your eyes closed, you can definitely relate to this most original and moving choreography. A masterpiece.
This is a serious piece of art, my friends!
Ok, bu the real question is,
HOW THE HELL DID HE DO THIS IN ONE SHOT!?
Is. He. Serious.
When I listened to the song I couldn't process how absolutely perfect it is and genuinely didn't think it could get better, but combined with this utter masterpiece of a video, wow, I'm even more blown away by Finneas.
What a criminally underrated artist.
Alaa Aina i mean it’s definitely not that good
Emiliano Brooks-Luna Bish it brings so many different emotions to people…You clearly don’t have any cause this is amazing AND it is that good
Right!
I love that "criminally underrated". Absolutely!!!!
Look the song is great but not perfect at least to me since nothing is perfect
I don't think I'm ever gonna stop going back to this song, every lyric hits so hard and it's so relatable to me. Me and my best friend stopped talking not long after I turned 20, I was heartbroken basically to put a long story short we had become very different people and had such a big disagreement that I couldn't look at this person the same anymore, I was continually writing songs about him but couldn't release any as I felt like it would have made things definite that we just aren't friends anymore I remember listening to this track one day and just breaking down in tears over how perfectly relatable this became, what a masterpiece of a song you've made Finneas we love you.
"How the hell did I lose a friend I never had"
*”i know i’ll be alright, but i’m not tonight”*
i think about that lyric often. i’m generally a very realistic, practical person. i wouldn’t say i’m an optimist but i just see things as they are. while falling into a place of overwhelming sadness, i have the ability to assure myself that its “just the moment”. but even so, it’s such a melancholy, lonely, and hopeless sensation.
such a simple lyric that embodies a complex feeling so perfectly. finneas is pure genius.
Dude, did you comment this on each "I lost a friend" video?)
HAHAHHA YES I WAS HOPING SOMEONE WOULD NOTICE
my favourite lyric also, though i think it might mean something different to me.
i conisder myself a rational, no-nonsense type of guy. and every so often when i have to deal with a really rough situation and it hits me hard emotionally for whatever reason, the logical part of me is yelling at me to calm down, reminding me that "ill be alright." but the emotions are just too much. thats what it is for me, like knowing that ill be okay later, but having to have to deal with the emotions in the moment.
you are not alone :)
You should listen to nf :)
literally the most underrated amazing wholesome person ever. this is art.
facts
Elo Brdy rightttt
naaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
Zach H get your negative Unappreciative self out of of this mans art.
The way he sounds like hes about to start sobbing @ 3:08 just kills me.
I've listened to this for almost a week thinking about my best friend, then the next day realized it was me that was lost.
His friend symbolised whatever made him happy, and he used to know what that was. Insidiously, depression kicked in yet he assured himself that he'd be fine. But that's the thing about depression, it creeps in and stays with you, regardless of not knowing what you are depressed about. Hence, being sad over a lost friend that you never had.
It's a great song that each individual can relate to from different lenses. Curious tho, did anyone else interpret it this way?
I did.
I did too, cool because normally nobody understands what I think but you put it in words perfectly
this is exactly how i interpreted it too!! glad im not the only one :-)
Can't interpret "How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?" other than he talks about something abstract, not an actual, human friend.
@@norbert4571 I thought of his friend as happiness. And he lost his friend he never had, he had never been happy. That's just my perspective of it though. And nobody believes hes sad bc he "makes too much money to be 20 and sad" so people brush it off like hes just not knowing what to feel.
This is the genius behind Billie eilish. You can hear it in all his writing and production like how he uses cohesive poetry like it’s irony. Or like his use of parallelism. Even the vocal Melody’s. Billie is talented at singing but this is a writer who should go down in history.
Izaak Tucker I mean I agree but Billie still writes half the lyrics and stuff
It’s still half her. He definitely helps of course
VoidBornVixen well he does the production as well so even if she does write half the lyrics (which we don’t actually know for sure) then he’s still writing 75% of the songs wich means she’s legally just featured on the track. I’ve looked it up I’m an artist myself. I’d say she definitely works on it with him and has valuable input and stuff but I’d still say he’s the genius behind the music.
VoidBornVixen lyrics themselves count as 50% and production is %50 so if he helps with the lyrics at all it’s his song by percentage and legal right.
You’re so damn right. He’s a truly artist🙌🏻
So you're implying his sister shouldnt have and be whatever she has now and that fame should have been given to finneas
This song epitomizes exactly how it feels to lose someone you thought was your friend. I love the video too. It has gotten me through some tough moments the last few years so thank you Finn.
been listening to this masterpiece since 2019, and this still breaks my heart every time.
"how the hell did i lose a friend i never had?" I felt that .. i really did.
same
Same :(
Same T_T
Zahra Kelany what does he mean with that?
@@Fatazo
I'd interpret it as: They (Finneas) were naive all along, putting the friend's mistakes under the carpet, but that person was never really their friend, as they knew all along, but at the point of the song, the "tonight" ("I'll be alright, but not tonight"), the betrayal (or something similar) happened, and they lost said friend for good, and for real. What was anticipated finally came. One of them, probably the friend, showed the true colors, that Finneas knew about all along (that's what they mean with "i never had").
Or I just might be bullshitting and philosophizing a bunch, but that's how I see the story.
" *how did i lose a friend I never had* "
Ikkkkk :')
How the hell
Oh...that's me
Stella Rose it’s “how the hell”
That hit hard
I’m very thankful for discovering Finneas this year… He’s truly become one of my very favourite artists in such a short amount of time, which is rare. He’s music reaches my soul in some unexplainable way, it’s so magical, so surreal 🤧❤️Continue to thrive Finneas. Much love for you man😭❤️
I relate to this so much. I moved out of my hometown and lost all my friends. I still miss them.
Just wait for him to blow up in 2020 just like billie has.
yes please - long overdue! 🥺🥺🙏🏾🙏🏾
Hope so!
Honestly probably
I really hope so
There's too many good artists who need more recognition than they get, and Finneas is for sure one of them.
the most tragic thing is that he will probably be “billie ellish’s brother” forever, when he really truly is an incredible ball of witty talent
What? They're sibilings?
Nah i think he will eventually rise to higher fame, look at Noah Cyrus, now she is mostly recognized for her own art, i want to think its possible
Not to us.
seokjinfillsmybin nothing tragic about it. They will both be incredibly famous.
Well i think its very much possible that people will start recognizing him, i mean theyve already kinda stopped calling him that and putting that in titles.
Also its eilish.
This song truly transmit the feeling we feel when we lose someone we loved very much.
i just realised that there arent any cuts in this video and it makes this whole song more perfect
why is finneas so underrated? like wth, he is equally as good as billie. sksksk
chickenbiscuits bruh I think maybe we should stop using underrated
He is a u have done compared to Billie in every occasion
U do it without even thinking people only associate him to the writer (the people that even know he exists)
better*
Joshua Alleyne underrated isn’t a bad term, underrated shows that i think he’s amazing at what he does. with his own music and the production of billie’s.
“didn’t you guys use to talk everyday and be best friends?” that hurts.
Yup..
i’m distancing from her rn. i’m crying, she doesn’t know or care.
This said to me my english teacher recently. We're in a same class and we were doing a group work. The teacher put me and her in the same group and she went to her and said 'Can you please put me somewhere else, i don't wanna be there.' and that hurts like a lot. We're used to be like sisters and now..I lost a friend :/
@@elena-si8or Same. Decided to minimize seeing and talking to her. Hadn’t really seen or spoken to her in about 2 months and I was feeling a lot better about the situation. I really felt like I was moving on. Then she happened to join me and some friends of ours today since she’s leaving the country in a week. Now I’m here thinking of her all over again having trouble sleeping.
Like love you
this song hit me deep. my friend passed away a year ago. And if you wonder, yes I'd mourning at his grave and until now even when im not at his grave.
This song is heartbreaking but awesome at the same time I can stay here for the whole day
That's the prettiest sunset video I've seen, bc it has you in it 😭
a truly mood
Well said
no offence but the choreography to this was perfection wow
kernals kent it’s a joke
Woosh
Pretty meh joke you got there.
@@trashpanda8540 as most of my jokes are
How would that be offensive
Never thought I could cry so much over a song but here I am sobbing my fucking eyes out over a song I found not even a minute ago
“I lost a friend, I lost my mind.”
His lyrics are so relatable. It felt like I only laughed with her, no one else… I miss her, more than anything. And the dance movements are truly captivating…
the lyrics and choreography are so powerful. this is quite captivating.
bluetay true, I’ll reword it
This is the first song by Finneas that I’ve ever heard
But
Is this love?
Felicity Dargis Finneas also writes the songs for Billie
Listen to lets fall in lobe for the night by him
Love*
Krispy kakes thanks for the suggestion oh my god I Stan (this is my husband's account for the record lol)
@@grapefruit5281 Really? I never knew that🤔🤔 maybe that has to do with the fact that I just knew Finneas now
As someone who is dealing with Post concusion syndrom TBI, PTSD THis song hits me from a different point. I fee like I lost myself and most people that are not in my close family do not under stand. I forget so many things that I want to remeber and yet I remeber so much that I wish I could forget. THe simple lyrics of I lost a friend like I lost keys brekas my heart. Becasue thats how I feel, and how knowone seems to believe it. they just see me and think Im ok since I look physicaly ok. they dont hear the constant voices in my head, the screaming in my dreams, the pain from the constant migraines and not know if I will be able to tolerate the sun today to walk my dog today, or how I hate being too tired to listen to my wifes day when she gets home from work because my brain has reached its point.
Id like to end with one thing. I come across comments on these videos all the time and I want to say to someone who is dealing with PCS, TBI, PTSD or anything. Things will get better, days will be hard, Im not too long into recovery but even now Im regainin g somethings back and I wish you the best!
"How in the hell did I lose a friend I never had..."
I relate to that so much... I just had a friend ghost me out of no where. Refuses to talk and cut me out of their life like I was spoiled leftovers in the back of the fridge.
I NEVER would have treated him that way... in the end... he was never my friend... and that is what hurts the most.
Why isn’t this on trending? UA-cam ARE YOU DRUNK
“How did I lose a friend I never had” that hit deep in my broken heart..
Thanks for all the likes..y’all really didn’t have to..but thank you for understanding..
Me too 💔😔
Same, man...
True
He sang that when I was reading this but damn
OmG iM 14 aNd I tHinK tHiS iS dEeP
This song played in my head all night, I love it. I'm addicted to your music and you blow my mind with your talent. Keep the songs coming, they touch our soul, pure and simple.
This hits the hardest when you experience the song.
Me: “SO GO AHEAD AND BREAK MY HEA-
Finneas: *uploads*
Me: “HOW THE HELL DID I LOOSE A FRIEND I NEVER HAD”
i can relate sm.
i can relate😭 !
This music video was
So interesting, I had my
Mouth open the whole time..I freaking love finneas and Billie there so creative.
Billiemish Tears i agree!!! also billie didn’t create this just finneas! :)
Hannah Banana Ik.....
Billiemish Tears you said “finneas and billie are so creative” when this video has nothing to do w billie so it sounded like you thought billie created this too
Hannah Banana but I clearly know that finneas made this, I just informed Billie in here because their siblings and
There both amazing..
moooin.subliminals i know they’re siblings
I lost my best friend last week
We were friends for 4 years she was like a sister to me I did everything good to her but she betrayed me and did bad things and talked shit behind my back and hurted me so bad
And iam really in my worst days right now and this song feels like a hug to me
Hope you get better mate
@@ScanerSlo hope so🖤
So underrated... this song is beautiful. tqm Finneas
favourite songs of 2019:
1. Bury a friend (Billie Eilish)
2. I lost a friend (Finneas)
3. No new friends (LSD)
Don't forget new friends Maty notoyes idk how to spell her name
Y e e t Oreo Maty Noyes and honestly she is fabulous
soundtrack of my year
you really like friends
Are you having friendship issues or something
*he just won the most UNDERRATED artist for 2019*
I support this lol
😂
ikr
These people in the background looked like hungry zombie - who was thinking, that these zombies wanted to eat Finneas.
I just realized that it is the way of life. I have lost people who I always could count on, and I have pushed people away. But I have always learned something from that experience. You count the moments with the person in terms of memories and experience, not time. No one will stick around forever. Everyone has a time limit to be in your life and the same with you in someone's life.
That's a mature comment, hope you're fine my friend..
This deep on so many levels and I love the artistry an amazing talent
I’ve always interpreted this song as the singer losing himself. His past self was the friend he lost.
The first part of the song is describing how something just silently fades from your life, like you don’t even notice it leaving until it’s gone. That’s him growing up, forgetting who he used to be and not realizing it until now. Then he goes on to describe how his present self is “on the mend”, or improving from his past life.
In the chorus, he says he will be fine without his past life, but all he can do is write about it (his previous relationships, his past experiences, etc.) People are telling him to move on from his past life, but his career is literally built on reliving it through songs. He goes on to explain that even though he’s 20 and rich, he can’t help but miss the years when he wasn’t in the spotlight.
Finally, the phrase “how the hell did I lose a friend I never had” is essentially saying that he didn’t like who he was before, or just never had peace with himself until that point. He was never able to befriend himself, or enjoy who he was before, yet he still feels sad reminiscing about his younger, fame-free years escaping him.
*EDIT:* Yes, I know this probably isn’t what Finneas wrote the song about. It’s just fun to think of stories behind the songs regardless of the author’s intentions sometimes.
props to you man.
@@randomperson9051 what a read bit worth it
That's beautiful
I m so agree with your interpretation. Thanks to write it down 💛
THIS 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
How many people do you want to cry?
Finneas: Yes
I simply LOVE how he interprets with all his soul
Wow. This plucks so hard on so many thin emotional
strings that can snap so quickly and completely
- sometimes instantly and without any warning signs.
How fragile friendships can be. 💔
(I know this all too well)