FINNEAS - I Lost A Friend (Official Video)

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  • Опубліковано 24 чер 2019
  • "I Lost A Friend" from FINNEAS debut EP, Blood Harmony
    Listen here: finneas.lnk.to/bloodharmonyYD
    Follow FINNEAS:
    Facebook: / finneasofficial
    Instagram: / finneas
    Twitter: / finneas
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    Store: www.finneasofficial.com
    Director: Sam Bennett
    Director of Photography: Justin Hamilton
    Choreographer: Monika Felice Smith
    Producer: Bryce Fishman
    Colorist: Ayumi Ashley
    Dancers:
    Maci Montes
    Martel Rudd
    MaryAnn Chavez
    Annie Grove
    Jade Falkenberg
    Iz Verdea
    Claythan Conerly
    Brian Rivera
    Camal Pugh
    Tyler Kelly
    Erika Soto
    Keene Williams
    Wardrobe:
    De'Juana Mallory
    Cinthya Delgado
    Make-up:
    Megan Melendi
    Marley Gonzales
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 19 тис.

  • @Uikolxz
    @Uikolxz 5 років тому +17687

    RIP Pherb.
    🙏

  • @mopolo
    @mopolo 5 років тому +25583

    Most underrated artist of 2019

  • @theredrobin9402
    @theredrobin9402 2 роки тому +1330

    “How the hell did I lose a friend I never had” hits SO hard. There are people i thought i knew, people I trusted so much, people I would have and did go to the ends of the earth for. All to find out they didn’t ever consider me a friend in turn. It hurts so much

    • @PargeLenis1
      @PargeLenis1 2 роки тому +23

      Totally know how it feels like, I cared a lot about so many people, but they NEVER cared back, and thinking about it just makes me depressed, and I've been diagnosed with depression for 2 years, it got better in the summer but after my best friend it all went downhill, and recently my best friend suddenly stopped caring about me, so yeah dude it sucks, and this song is so relatable for me lol.

    • @7000Leafs.
      @7000Leafs. Рік тому +7

      I wish people had more empathy . 💙🌌
      ( I can relate to you guys as well. I wish friendships weren't that easy to Leave. For them, too . I wish they'd stay . )

    • @oyinlolaosunsoko6581
      @oyinlolaosunsoko6581 Рік тому +9

      "Friendship is like paper, it'll never remain the same once crumpled".😔

    • @theredrobin9402
      @theredrobin9402 Рік тому +4

      @@PargeLenis1 i’m sorry to hear that :( for what it’s worth, there will be people out there who will care as much in turn (you are proof!). It is difficult but we choose to live in hope

    • @theredrobin9402
      @theredrobin9402 Рік тому +1

      @@7000Leafs. truly, empathy would make the world go round

  • @paula1077
    @paula1077 2 роки тому +1358

    For a person with anxiety whose friends seem to be more away each time, this hits hard...

    • @detudoumpouco9043
      @detudoumpouco9043 2 роки тому +19

      Can i be your friend? Give you a big hug. I also had anxiety and depression. Sometimes is hard and gets worse. But it get better. We are togheter

    • @knshobhin560
      @knshobhin560 2 роки тому +11

      @@detudoumpouco9043 yup happened stayed till they need me as soon as they got new they just left. Life happend showed me not everything is permanent sometimes u should let go no matter how hard it is.

    • @NishantCosmos
      @NishantCosmos Рік тому

      @@detudoumpouco9043 sure

    • @mmre2731
      @mmre2731 Рік тому

      it really does

    • @DorkSuper45
      @DorkSuper45 10 місяців тому +3

      I always chase away every friend I make because I have so much pain inside...

  • @tom3294
    @tom3294 4 роки тому +12871

    MOM!! Finneas is making a music video in the backyard again

    • @fetchseason3rocks
      @fetchseason3rocks 4 роки тому +189

      This was great lol

    • @TheSadMusician
      @TheSadMusician 4 роки тому +177

      Well I know nothing but
      People tend to think of Billie Eilish As the mind behind all her songs
      But it was Finneas
      This guy produced most of her songs and he did a awesome job
      I make my own music but I haven't achieved the sound that Finneas has

    • @rkzsquad8998
      @rkzsquad8998 4 роки тому +129

      That's a huge backyard

    • @TxTdariAwan
      @TxTdariAwan 4 роки тому +3

      is he invite fred too?

    • @yodad1128
      @yodad1128 4 роки тому +11

      @@rkzsquad8998 fr😂😂

  • @katiejohnson5627
    @katiejohnson5627 5 років тому +3987

    "ill be fine without em but all I do is write about em" dang, that got me.

    • @astridnannini
      @astridnannini 5 років тому +55

      the whole song got me

    • @laylabrennan3147
      @laylabrennan3147 5 років тому +10

      Doggy Doodles all of his songs get me

    • @oliviaidk454
      @oliviaidk454 3 роки тому +3

      @@laylabrennan3147 his whole career gets me

    • @ascotter
      @ascotter 3 роки тому +2

      Same. I use writing poetry as an outlet(Which is weird because I'm very left brained and not super artsy I'm more antisocial and intelligent I guess) and I lost a friend and I have written like 30 poems about him

    • @jamesedwardford589
      @jamesedwardford589 3 роки тому +1

      🙈🙈🤗🤗

  • @nahiyankabir4686
    @nahiyankabir4686 Рік тому +273

    Lyrics
    I lost a friend
    Like keys in a sofa
    Like a wallet in the back seat
    Like ice in the summer heat
    I lost a friend
    Like sleep on a red-eye
    Like money on a bad bet
    Like time worryin' about
    Every bad thing that hasn't happened yet
    I know I'll be alright
    But I'm not tonight
    I'll be lying awake
    Countin' all the mistakes I've made
    Replayin' fights
    I know I'll be alright
    But I'm not tonight
    I lost a friend, I lost a friend
    I lost my mind
    And nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
    And I'll be fine without him
    But all I do is write about him
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    Never had
    I'm on the mend
    Like I'm wearin' a neck brace
    Like I'm sleepin' at my own place
    Like I'm pullin' all the stitches out of my own face
    I'm on the mend
    Like I'm icing a new sprain
    Like I'm walkin' on a new cane
    Like it's been a couple days
    Since I slipped and said somethin' sorta like your name
    I know I'll be alright
    But I'm not tonight
    I'll be lying awake
    Countin' all the mistakes I've made
    Replayin' fights
    I know I'll be alright
    But I'm not tonight
    I'm on the mend, but I lost a friend
    I lost my mind
    And nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
    And I'll be fine without him
    But all I do is write about him
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    I'd apologize
    If I thought it might make a difference
    Or make you listen
    I'd apologize
    If it was black and white, but life is different
    Just try to listen to me now
    I know I'll be alright
    But I'm not tonight
    I lost a friend, I lost a friend
    I lost my mind
    And nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
    And I'll be fine without him
    But all I do is write about him
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    Never had

  • @FootlessJo
    @FootlessJo 2 роки тому +844

    I think this will always be my favorite music video. Absolutely beautiful.

  • @armaniganevia892
    @armaniganevia892 4 роки тому +1726

    “how the hell did I lose a friend I never had?“
    Damn. I felt that shit.

    • @oopsieitskiki3784
      @oopsieitskiki3784 4 роки тому +16

      OMGGG I read ur comment exactly when he said that!!!!

    • @dyrtzip
      @dyrtzip 4 роки тому +3

      Me too man :((

    • @gaialedda8180
      @gaialedda8180 4 роки тому +1

      same

    • @munazzah9412
      @munazzah9412 4 роки тому +2

      What does it actually mean? Like genuinely, I'm not taking the puss out of it

    • @armaniganevia892
      @armaniganevia892 4 роки тому +23

      Munazza H I think he’s saying how did I have someone that I thought was a “friend” when they really weren’t a good loyal friend to me who I ended up losing. And yes it was hard because this person I thought was a friend at the time i lost, but it turns out they weren’t my friend from the start. It’s hard to lose any friend so that’s why I felt that on a personal level

  • @rubyguzdar2547
    @rubyguzdar2547 5 років тому +2594

    this video replicates exactly what the song made me feel

    • @ifhkin
      @ifhkin 5 років тому +106

      OMFG U GOT A HEART FROM FINNEAS 😦 😦 💞
      Love ya Fin

    • @rubyguzdar2547
      @rubyguzdar2547 5 років тому +59

      lost kiddo I KNOW I STARTED CRYINGG I LOVE FINNEAS

    • @madlad6022
      @madlad6022 5 років тому +6

      Ruby Guzdar fr

    • @Nadia-no7lm
      @Nadia-no7lm 5 років тому +4

      Same

    • @alliXo7
      @alliXo7 4 роки тому +12

      Doesn't it, though? I grew up in Kansas, and have always suffered with depression to some degree. I lived in a turbulent home, and spent many-a-dusks escaping to places that looked a lot like this, to just breathe, and be somewhere that it was safe to feel my emotions, and cry, or scream, or ramble if I needed too.
      This video and song brought me back to that feeling of a numb catharsis, after taking space to cry and feel, and process things alone, in peace. The dancers reminded me of racing thoughts, for some reason.

  • @AverageAnimat0rz
    @AverageAnimat0rz 6 місяців тому +25

    The cracks in voice make the song sound even more emotional like he's crying

  • @amanda371
    @amanda371 2 роки тому +384

    I lost a friend to depression recently. He was my closest online friend and I would stay up and spend many sleepless nights talking to him. Now I spend many sleepless nights thinking about the time we used to have. What I regret the most is not being able to fully be there for him since the distance made it very hard. The news of his passing came as a big shock and I can relate it to the lyrics in the beginning of this song. I will forever have regrets of things I didn't say however I truly hope that he knew how much respect and appreciation I had and still have for him. Sometimes I listen back to our old voice messages and I will forever miss those times his notifications lit up my phone screen.

    • @nukonuko1184
      @nukonuko1184 2 роки тому +10

      My condolences!! May you learn how to live in this hard trying time

    • @mypeacezonee
      @mypeacezonee 2 роки тому +10

      I'm really sorry for your loss ...

    • @4eyedjohnson954
      @4eyedjohnson954 Рік тому +8

      I can't speak for them but I would be willing to bet you made many sleepness nights more enjoyable for them. I hope you can continue to do it for someone else.

    • @samantha14843
      @samantha14843 Рік тому +3

      I'm deeply sorry for your loss:(

    • @ganisaleha5687
      @ganisaleha5687 11 місяців тому +1

      😢

  • @allylemon2651
    @allylemon2651 5 років тому +2698

    they did this in 1 take...
    no jumps or cuts - just one take...THIS IS PERFECTION IN ONE TAKE

    • @hay_bail1
      @hay_bail1 5 років тому +8

      Ally L you should check out some KHS

    • @mercedezjava
      @mercedezjava 5 років тому +43

      Also when the party’s over is all one take

    • @drawyourfuture2242
      @drawyourfuture2242 5 років тому +3

      FOR LYRICS: ua-cam.com/video/jK53-jmNdBI/v-deo.html
      PLEASE SUPPORT MEV

    • @emmadeserrano41
      @emmadeserrano41 5 років тому +2

      Ally L i thought the SAME THING

    • @user-xd1jr8to7k
      @user-xd1jr8to7k 5 років тому +3

      @@mercedezjava its not

  • @BASSETTI8
    @BASSETTI8 4 роки тому +10390

    Finally a song about a “friendship breakup.” Honestly, they hurt just as badly as a romantic breakup. I lost my best friend at the end of high school and I still have dreams of her time to time and think about her. That was over 6 years ago. You expect friends to be there forever. So when things end, it’s killer.

    • @cc-cs7gg
      @cc-cs7gg 4 роки тому +249

      I know right
      and then it gets awkward because you know she knows exactly how you feel because you always shared your emotions with her

    • @serenav6156
      @serenav6156 4 роки тому +79

      I feel you and I am sorry for you. I had a similar thing happen about a month ago with a girl I tried having a relationship with. It ''did not work out'' as she could not provide the love I gave to her back. She said we could still be friends, but she does not treat me as her lover nor friend. Actions speak louder than words.

    • @ClicheAj
      @ClicheAj 4 роки тому +49

      BASSETTI8 mhm I been friends with someone for 6 years and then she ghosted me like I would follow her and stuff and she would still ignore me so I gave up worst thing was she was my bff

    • @cc-cs7gg
      @cc-cs7gg 4 роки тому +6

      @@ClicheAj exactly
      did she at least tell you why?

    • @cc-cs7gg
      @cc-cs7gg 4 роки тому +40

      I wasn't told why, that's a bad part
      but it was so weird because she would get angry if she thought I might get closer to another friend
      and yet she ignored me so well I was beginning to think I'm invisible

  • @mr.minister5018
    @mr.minister5018 Рік тому +137

    This song reminds me of so many friends who didn't stay loyal. And the worst part is how much I lost myself, in the process. Listening to beautifully written songs like these, gives so much hope 💗

  • @maguii_merino4245
    @maguii_merino4245 3 місяці тому +53

    Who's here in 2024?

  • @YourIngrownToenail
    @YourIngrownToenail 4 роки тому +3200

    "Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad."
    I love that line somehow.

    • @kifflom4032
      @kifflom4032 4 роки тому +65

      Reminded me of Mac Miller some how. And the line where he says how the hell did I lose a friend I never had. I love Mac a lot as an artist and we he died it broke me. I truly felt I lost someone who wasnt a friend.

    • @Hollers444
      @Hollers444 4 роки тому +27

      Yeah, I'm 22 and broke but I relate

    • @hollanderson
      @hollanderson 4 роки тому +16

      It hits very close to home to me, as it literally describes all the time I had wasted to just get as much money as I could, while ignoring everyone and everything else in my life. If I die now, I'd literally have no-one and accomplished nothing, so that's a bit sad I guess.

    • @HeHe-ir3we
      @HeHe-ir3we 4 роки тому +2

      ua-cam.com/video/0TiDAx5OgD8/v-deo.html

    • @owencurtis-wood3577
      @owencurtis-wood3577 4 роки тому +2

      @@hollanderson Everyone has someone my friend, you may not talk to them everyday or month but they would be there for you when you need it. I promise you that.

  • @marel657
    @marel657 5 років тому +44608

    So, if I’m getting this right, Alec Benjamin built a friend, FINNEAS lost a friend and Billie buried a friend. Is this the same friend?

  • @dhirajgogoi6355
    @dhirajgogoi6355 Рік тому +53

    I admit Finneas is an amazing artist and also not forgetting the person who shoot and edited this aesthetic MV.

  • @gileshawthorn6099
    @gileshawthorn6099 3 місяці тому +18

    I've made so many mistakes. Lost people because of things I did.
    What a song..

    • @jayoo360
      @jayoo360 2 місяці тому

      Yeah. That feeling you know it was your fault, but sorry would not fix it, know nothing you do will fix it.

  • @susamongfr
    @susamongfr 5 років тому +2309

    i’m gonna be honest with you, not only is he the most underrated artist i’ve heard, he’s also the most underrated artist in terms of visuals and his singing

    • @susamongfr
      @susamongfr 5 років тому +21

      Serena Khoury he is underrated. he’s yet to hit main stream and those who do talk about him and his music say that they’d rather other artist and the recognition he has gotten is mostly from his sisters audience, and his sister is billie eilish, someone who has climbed their way to being the face of pop

    • @serenakhoury6585
      @serenakhoury6585 5 років тому +1

      @@susamongfr yes I know billie i m a huge fan it s true what u just said but i felt it was a bit mean

    • @alanb4676
      @alanb4676 5 років тому +8

      @@serenakhoury6585 Some one being underrated for something means that their work is not getting enough attention and appreciation, it does not mean the Artist is bad.

    • @Andrea-dj1nw
      @Andrea-dj1nw 5 років тому

      Well he's not the only one...one of the most underrated artist is also Faouzia

    • @alanb4676
      @alanb4676 5 років тому +1

      @@Andrea-dj1nw I don't think Faouzia is underrated, she hasn't released a full album yet, plus she has a pretty decent following. I didn't hear of her before but her music is pretty good.

  • @indubarnwal8826
    @indubarnwal8826 4 роки тому +3840

    Can't we appreciate the fact that this whole video was a single shoot

    • @haydenowen04
      @haydenowen04 4 роки тому +12

      The Miscellaneous Channel yeah it’s crazy

    • @samuiliary
      @samuiliary 4 роки тому +62

      Also it's all done at dusk. They could probably shoot the whole thing twice and if it's still not perfect, try again on another day.

    • @rohzro
      @rohzro 4 роки тому +45

      He did this in all of his music vids

    • @brunoerckmam5070
      @brunoerckmam5070 4 роки тому +13

      1917

    • @danieldoolan5115
      @danieldoolan5115 4 роки тому +9

      A lot of his music vids are

  • @scottmahaffey9350
    @scottmahaffey9350 2 роки тому +62

    Recently was diagnosed with severe depression and I also lost a friendship with someone I was so close with. You can only imagine the tears that have come down my face every time I listen to this song. I loved him so much.

  • @CarnivorousPredator
    @CarnivorousPredator 8 місяців тому +19

    “When your happy, you enjoy the lyrics,
    When you are sad you understand the lyrics.”
    There are lines in this song that resonate with what I’m feeling and I’m sure many other people here are too. People often just enjoy the music but in songs like this, you understand every word because it’s as if the song was made for you and you only.

    • @AugustusR
      @AugustusR 8 місяців тому +1

      You keep listening because you like the beat, and then one day after something happened and reality hits you right in the face, the song comes up once more and the full meaning of the lyrics dawns on you. Ah yes, the mastery of a good songwriter.

    • @SwaggyPenguins
      @SwaggyPenguins 4 місяці тому

      Btw I'm carnivorous predator on my other acc I can confirm lemme switch accs

  • @meekahtipace236
    @meekahtipace236 5 років тому +2614

    How Billie deals with losing a friend: buries the friend and makes a mini horror movie
    How Finneas deals with losing a friend: makes a sad song and video and wears a tux

    • @lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274
      @lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274 5 років тому +24

      did they both actually lost a frnd

    • @eviec1792
      @eviec1792 5 років тому +4

      bossgirlll x

    • @lamamoustafa5503
      @lamamoustafa5503 5 років тому +26

      @@lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274 I don't know about Finneas, but Billie yes, Xxxtentacion

    • @hannah-we3ws
      @hannah-we3ws 5 років тому +12

      @@lamamoustafa5503 she lost so many friends because of her job, she lost a friend when she was writing Xanny. She's losing friends but I hope she's okay. We're always here for her no matter what

    • @hannah-we3ws
      @hannah-we3ws 5 років тому +2

      @@lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274 ^

  • @renatarubilarleon956
    @renatarubilarleon956 5 років тому +16022

    This video looks like a Van Gogh
    painting

    • @zs2382
      @zs2382 5 років тому +87

      When I come to think of it... Yes it actually Does

    • @starkast713
      @starkast713 5 років тому +157

      Yeah. But what I think is also incredible is that it was a one-shot film. What I mean is there were no cut. Or at least I didn‘t notice any.

    • @starkast713
      @starkast713 5 років тому +4

      *video

    • @bexbyrney2
      @bexbyrney2 5 років тому +83

      @@starkast713 It had to be in one take because that's a real sunrise happening in the background. So beautiful.

    • @starkast713
      @starkast713 5 років тому +4

      It really is.

  • @good2freelance1
    @good2freelance1 Рік тому +36

    ''how the hell i loose a friend i never had''
    This song is about mental health issues. Very good song

  • @CharlesLoveless
    @CharlesLoveless Рік тому +18

    I have lost friends in the past that hurt as bad as losing a lover or a relative. And I know how dfficult it is to express that hurt. I don't know if it really helps or not, but the shared experience seems to take the edge off of the lonely part of it. Hurt thus seems to be multi-faceted. What a beautiful job of being able to express that loss in such a raw and emotional way. Thank you uploader and thank you Fenneas.

  • @literaltrashcan6743
    @literaltrashcan6743 5 років тому +840

    I swear to god I felt my heart drop to my stomach
    "I know I'll be alright but I'm not tonight"

  • @lacey9943
    @lacey9943 4 роки тому +21482

    he’s so much more than just Billie Eilish’s brother

    • @mollyrobertson9617
      @mollyrobertson9617 4 роки тому +262

      omg for real tho

    • @nestol1332
      @nestol1332 4 роки тому +593

      He literally produces all her songs

    • @lalebilge2478
      @lalebilge2478 4 роки тому +293

      You think you are being respectful to finneas by commenting these but guys you are just being disrespectful to billie she makes her own music as well

    • @Whydtheyaddusernames
      @Whydtheyaddusernames 4 роки тому +92

      piccolaanima
      And that’s also bullshit.
      If he wanted to just be her brother why does he write and produce his own music? Everyone is their own person and does want to do their own thing of course he’s billies brother and he might want to be a good brother but he’s also a person who clearly wants to be a musician, producer and singer.

    • @impression2563
      @impression2563 4 роки тому +62

      Haley H
      Because, he’s the reason she made it this way up to life-
      She now is the reason we’re here, and respect him as a musician himself..
      He’s caring, and he IS already a musician, producer, and singer right here all alone.

  • @luellai1966
    @luellai1966 Рік тому +54

    Once in a blue moon, a song feels like it was made for you alone. For me, this is that song.

  • @mmediamreza
    @mmediamreza 2 роки тому +32

    My dear friend, who may one day see this comment and you will already recognize yourself, I want you to know that I have been suffering for the last few months and that I cannot come to terms with the fact that you are no longer in my life. One day I hope you will realize that I considered you to be someone most born in my life you were like a brother to me. I hope that one day you will find a friend like me who you will respect and appreciate and who will be ready to do everything for you as I was. When you disappeared from my life, a part of me also disappeared and I hope that I will be able to recover from that one day, until then I will probably suffer for a very long time because you are no longer in my life. I.N.

    • @TheCougar97
      @TheCougar97 Рік тому +1

      love u man, hope you're still fighting on!

    • @mmediamreza
      @mmediamreza Рік тому

      @@TheCougar97 I fight, but I think I lost that fight a long time ago

  • @shahrulgw
    @shahrulgw 5 років тому +1278

    “how the hell did i lose a friend i never had” - FINNEAS 2019

    • @dad-jd3tv
      @dad-jd3tv 5 років тому +8

      Shahrul right when I read this the song played it at the exact moment

    • @medhakhurana8761
      @medhakhurana8761 5 років тому

      Ahahah

  • @elionpluto
    @elionpluto 5 років тому +14837

    Finneas is probably one of the most underrated artists, it seems like he’s in his sister’s shadow which is honestly sad because he’s not just her songwriter, he’s an amazing singer as well

    • @yarenkocer6714
      @yarenkocer6714 5 років тому +22

      @Lazari what?

    • @yarenkocer6714
      @yarenkocer6714 5 років тому +125

      @Lazari yh your right. but he deserves much more.

    • @zitatoth9458
      @zitatoth9458 5 років тому +160

      He's the most popular producer and songwriter tho
      But maybe he likes that? I'm not sure, but he's definetely underrated!

    • @valstrom7672
      @valstrom7672 5 років тому +60

      Who is his sister

    • @ellis20022
      @ellis20022 5 років тому +44

      @@valstrom7672 billie eilish

  • @alekazhani7914
    @alekazhani7914 2 роки тому +3

    Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you dont feel alone anymore. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day!" 💖💖💖💖

  • @funtimeroxy
    @funtimeroxy Рік тому +12

    I recently lost a friend and finding this song helps me force the tears that need to come out but won’t come out. I really need help but I can never make myself ask for it

  • @spongebobtrianglepants2081
    @spongebobtrianglepants2081 4 роки тому +4823

    “How the hell did I lose a friend I never had” That hits DIFFERENT

    • @elizabethcifuentes8858
      @elizabethcifuentes8858 4 роки тому +42

      SpongeBob TrianglePants literally. This is my first time listening to this song, and that verse hit me so hard.

    • @spongebobtrianglepants2081
      @spongebobtrianglepants2081 4 роки тому +15

      Elizabeth Cifuentes I felt the same way the first time I heard it 🤍

    • @alitaha2278
      @alitaha2278 4 роки тому +13

      I don't get that part? Then who is he singing for

    • @spongebobtrianglepants2081
      @spongebobtrianglepants2081 4 роки тому +112

      Ali Taha maybe Finneas is singing about thinking you had a friend, then you lost them and realized they were never really your friend in the first place.

    • @alitaha2278
      @alitaha2278 4 роки тому +3

      @@spongebobtrianglepants2081 hmmm that sounds about right.

  • @reinaa3178
    @reinaa3178 5 років тому +3227

    I liked before the actual video even starts 😭😌

  • @krystiangaweda
    @krystiangaweda Рік тому +22

    "How the hell did I lose a friend I never had"

  • @vayla-lee
    @vayla-lee 10 днів тому +6

    Lavrans!

  • @babadan
    @babadan 5 років тому +567

    Finneas is such a genus. Who the hell would think of this art.

    • @mindless7453
      @mindless7453 5 років тому +28

      I know right he is such a *genus*

    • @user-ch3ck6xg6e
      @user-ch3ck6xg6e 5 років тому +16

      the most *genus* person on earth

  • @bellaww0808
    @bellaww0808 5 років тому +540

    literally the most underrated amazing wholesome person ever. this is art.

    • @elorna7002
      @elorna7002 5 років тому +3

      facts

    • @bellaww0808
      @bellaww0808 4 роки тому

      Elo Brdy rightttt

    • @bumbo333
      @bumbo333 4 роки тому +1

      naaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh

    • @bellaww0808
      @bellaww0808 4 роки тому +1

      Zach H get your negative Unappreciative self out of of this mans art.

  • @userzz.__
    @userzz.__ Рік тому +6

    The way he sounds like hes about to start sobbing @ 3:08 just kills me.

  • @mom4joy
    @mom4joy 2 роки тому +21

    This cuts right thru every part of me & I can't believe I've never heard of Finneas before. Thank you for this song. ♡

  • @jesss3465
    @jesss3465 5 років тому +3959

    Just wait for him to blow up in 2020 just like billie has.

    • @noojman1970
      @noojman1970 5 років тому +30

      yes please - long overdue! 🥺🥺🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @osgkillerzzz3879
      @osgkillerzzz3879 5 років тому +6

      Hope so!

    • @nolan2128
      @nolan2128 5 років тому +5

      Honestly probably

    • @ghalawii7226
      @ghalawii7226 5 років тому +4

      I really hope so

    • @soaringwolfey89
      @soaringwolfey89 5 років тому +38

      There's too many good artists who need more recognition than they get, and Finneas is for sure one of them.

  • @hannah3970
    @hannah3970 4 роки тому +1476

    Can we appreciate how this was taken so perfectly in ONE shot.

    • @masterflasher88
      @masterflasher88 4 роки тому +45

      Honestly didn't notice it until i read this comment, now you say it, it looks amazing.

    • @ashtonreed7631
      @ashtonreed7631 4 роки тому +14

      It’s great now that you pointed it out ... the best kinds of edits are the ones where you didn’t even notice was there (which is why one takes are amazing)

    • @hannah3970
      @hannah3970 4 роки тому +2

      Ashton R and some other guy I agree 👌

    • @GladToBeNatural
      @GladToBeNatural 4 роки тому +1

      Damn yall

    • @efea911
      @efea911 4 роки тому +10

      And within such a short time frame to capture the sun at just the right angle too!

  • @randomalienontheinternet2536
    @randomalienontheinternet2536 2 роки тому +35

    Never knew I needed this until now. I love how songs express my emotions when I can't:)

  • @misterhughdjass7880
    @misterhughdjass7880 2 роки тому +10

    This song is just so immensely emotional and insanely beautiful. Been playing it on repeat for days, 9.9/10

  • @user-od5uu7ug2r
    @user-od5uu7ug2r 4 роки тому +1214

    "I'll be fine without him, but all I do is write about him"
    way too relatable

    • @reecebrewer4524
      @reecebrewer4524 4 роки тому +2

      MusicCharts TV Thanks for sharing, very cool!

    • @renee.xo1
      @renee.xo1 4 роки тому +18

      btw the lyrics are “and i’ll be fine without em but all i do it write about em”

  • @stellarose8397
    @stellarose8397 5 років тому +532

    " *how did i lose a friend I never had* "

  • @tevonacole5239
    @tevonacole5239 8 днів тому +6

    I came here after watching Lavran’s performance ❤

  • @dominikpass9553
    @dominikpass9553 2 роки тому +19

    This is a serious piece of art, my friends!

  • @raisa0713
    @raisa0713 5 років тому +349

    That's the prettiest sunset video I've seen, bc it has you in it 😭

  • @noellewhorf1578
    @noellewhorf1578 4 роки тому +1745

    *”i know i’ll be alright, but i’m not tonight”*
    i think about that lyric often. i’m generally a very realistic, practical person. i wouldn’t say i’m an optimist but i just see things as they are. while falling into a place of overwhelming sadness, i have the ability to assure myself that its “just the moment”. but even so, it’s such a melancholy, lonely, and hopeless sensation.
    such a simple lyric that embodies a complex feeling so perfectly. finneas is pure genius.

    • @buma_boya
      @buma_boya 4 роки тому +8

      Dude, did you comment this on each "I lost a friend" video?)

    • @noellewhorf1578
      @noellewhorf1578 4 роки тому +14

      HAHAHHA YES I WAS HOPING SOMEONE WOULD NOTICE

    • @diamondsprince
      @diamondsprince 4 роки тому +3

      my favourite lyric also, though i think it might mean something different to me.
      i conisder myself a rational, no-nonsense type of guy. and every so often when i have to deal with a really rough situation and it hits me hard emotionally for whatever reason, the logical part of me is yelling at me to calm down, reminding me that "ill be alright." but the emotions are just too much. thats what it is for me, like knowing that ill be okay later, but having to have to deal with the emotions in the moment.

    • @donknowhername4554
      @donknowhername4554 4 роки тому +1

      you are not alone :)

    • @fabiolazelaya1464
      @fabiolazelaya1464 4 роки тому +1

      You should listen to nf :)

  • @luqaas_music
    @luqaas_music 2 роки тому +12

    I'm going through this season of life right now with a close friend of mine and it really hurts but thanks to FINNEAS I have someone to cry with.
    Thank you FINNEAS "I'll be fine without Him"

  • @mgray3130
    @mgray3130 2 роки тому +12

    I've listened to this for almost a week thinking about my best friend, then the next day realized it was me that was lost.

  • @unknown-xr3lq
    @unknown-xr3lq 4 роки тому +3044

    I'm glad i first knew him as "Finneas " not as "Billie's brother "

    • @liz.lizzi.elizabeth
      @liz.lizzi.elizabeth 4 роки тому +53

      Honestly though, me too. I found out through these comments, but really I still look at him the same.

    • @shreihals9314
      @shreihals9314 4 роки тому +22

      unknown he said he doesnt mind being known as billies brother

    • @unknown-xr3lq
      @unknown-xr3lq 4 роки тому +20

      @@shreihals9314 i don't think he mind , actually neither do i , i just like when I listen to him i say "this is Finneas O'Connell" not "this guy is Billie's brother"

    • @haybaeeeduhhh5675
      @haybaeeeduhhh5675 4 роки тому +22

      Wait he's billie eilish's brother??? Welp didn't know this

    • @rismalasari8349
      @rismalasari8349 4 роки тому +1

      Me too ❤

  • @kels8769
    @kels8769 4 роки тому +4269

    I love how he writes about friendship, while everyone is writing about romance

    • @ashhalsheikh8880
      @ashhalsheikh8880 4 роки тому +17

      YES

    • @fofifi4867
      @fofifi4867 4 роки тому +148

      Not to be a bitch, but he also writes a bunch of songs about romance 😂. But, I get what you are saying, it's a really refreshing to see someone write about friendship.

    • @listeningdeeply7007
      @listeningdeeply7007 4 роки тому +30

      I'm not too sure that was for a friend.. "how the hell did I lose a friend that I never had"

    • @DontCryBoo
      @DontCryBoo 4 роки тому +33

      Listening Deeply maybe it’s about a friend that wasn’t a good friend. So it didn’t even feel like he had a friend, maybe just someone he chilled with

    • @JamesCarneval
      @JamesCarneval 4 роки тому +32

      I lost my boyfriend and he was my best friend, this song came on in the shuffle while I was going to work this morning and I had to stop and cry on the way. He was my best friend.

  • @leighannlauderbaugh3071
    @leighannlauderbaugh3071 11 місяців тому +3

    This song epitomizes exactly how it feels to lose someone you thought was your friend. I love the video too. It has gotten me through some tough moments the last few years so thank you Finn.

  • @wheniwasolder021
    @wheniwasolder021 Рік тому +13

    i have been a billie stan for 3years and why am i JUST realizing that finneas makes vrazy music oh my god this is beautiful

    • @Iebaxos
      @Iebaxos 3 місяці тому

      He’s so underrated it’s sad

  • @alaaalaina
    @alaaalaina 5 років тому +962

    Is. He. Serious.
    When I listened to the song I couldn't process how absolutely perfect it is and genuinely didn't think it could get better, but combined with this utter masterpiece of a video, wow, I'm even more blown away by Finneas.
    What a criminally underrated artist.

    • @aaaa-fq1ue
      @aaaa-fq1ue 5 років тому

      Alaa Aina i mean it’s definitely not that good

    • @billieeilishcutie4420
      @billieeilishcutie4420 5 років тому +5

      Emiliano Brooks-Luna Bish it brings so many different emotions to people…You clearly don’t have any cause this is amazing AND it is that good

    • @haniinawad
      @haniinawad 5 років тому

      Right!

    • @Handle_294
      @Handle_294 5 років тому +2

      I love that "criminally underrated". Absolutely!!!!

    • @woah.1173
      @woah.1173 5 років тому

      Look the song is great but not perfect at least to me since nothing is perfect

  • @Zee-mh8tt
    @Zee-mh8tt 5 років тому +1044

    "how the hell did i lose a friend i never had?" I felt that .. i really did.

    • @zemaikya
      @zemaikya 5 років тому +1

      same

    • @ximmi5717
      @ximmi5717 5 років тому +1

      Same :(

    • @noahi.1381
      @noahi.1381 5 років тому +1

      Same T_T

    • @Fatazo
      @Fatazo 5 років тому +8

      Zahra Kelany what does he mean with that?

    • @sc3961
      @sc3961 5 років тому +29

      @@Fatazo
      I'd interpret it as: They (Finneas) were naive all along, putting the friend's mistakes under the carpet, but that person was never really their friend, as they knew all along, but at the point of the song, the "tonight" ("I'll be alright, but not tonight"), the betrayal (or something similar) happened, and they lost said friend for good, and for real. What was anticipated finally came. One of them, probably the friend, showed the true colors, that Finneas knew about all along (that's what they mean with "i never had").
      Or I just might be bullshitting and philosophizing a bunch, but that's how I see the story.

  • @baxtermorrison1075
    @baxtermorrison1075 Рік тому +4

    I don't think I'm ever gonna stop going back to this song, every lyric hits so hard and it's so relatable to me. Me and my best friend stopped talking not long after I turned 20, I was heartbroken basically to put a long story short we had become very different people and had such a big disagreement that I couldn't look at this person the same anymore, I was continually writing songs about him but couldn't release any as I felt like it would have made things definite that we just aren't friends anymore I remember listening to this track one day and just breaking down in tears over how perfectly relatable this became, what a masterpiece of a song you've made Finneas we love you.

  • @MegaMemimo
    @MegaMemimo 11 місяців тому +8

    Such a brilliant work of art !!! If you watch the music video with the audio muted, you can literally 'feel' the song in your mind's eye. If you listen to the song's audio with your eyes closed, you can definitely relate to this most original and moving choreography. A masterpiece.

  • @joseaudisio
    @joseaudisio 5 років тому +14601

    You are so underrated Finneas. This is a masterpiece.

  • @emiliaissaandersen944
    @emiliaissaandersen944 5 років тому +177

    Ok, bu the real question is,
    HOW THE HELL DID HE DO THIS IN ONE SHOT!?

  • @marcvego
    @marcvego 2 роки тому +12

    this song is so good! i've already heard it on repeat several times crying and thinking about my own experiences. this is a masterpiece.

  • @besthillsongworshipsongs48
    @besthillsongworshipsongs48 Рік тому +55

    My dad passed away around two weeks ago... Just before he went to the hospital and went on a ventilator he told me this was his favorite song. Nothing thus far has made me cry so quickly, this is a truly beautiful song and it resonates with my thoughts and feelings going through this loss

    • @ariella75
      @ariella75 10 місяців тому +2

      I'm sorry for your loss
      May he find peace wherever he is

    • @hightopv1352
      @hightopv1352 Місяць тому

      I'm sorry 😞 I lost my dad 2yrs ago and the anniversary just passed a few days ago. Today I teared up but stopped myself. People don't understand what it's like to lose the one person that got you.

  • @felicitydargis
    @felicitydargis 5 років тому +2233

    This is the first song by Finneas that I’ve ever heard
    But
    Is this love?

    • @grapefruit5281
      @grapefruit5281 5 років тому +19

      Felicity Dargis Finneas also writes the songs for Billie

    • @krispycakes4923
      @krispycakes4923 5 років тому +1

      Listen to lets fall in lobe for the night by him

    • @krispycakes4923
      @krispycakes4923 5 років тому

      Love*

    • @kenmesle7631
      @kenmesle7631 5 років тому

      Krispy kakes thanks for the suggestion oh my god I Stan (this is my husband's account for the record lol)

    • @lamamoustafa5503
      @lamamoustafa5503 5 років тому

      @@grapefruit5281 Really? I never knew that🤔🤔 maybe that has to do with the fact that I just knew Finneas now

  • @izaaktucker1659
    @izaaktucker1659 5 років тому +5806

    This is the genius behind Billie eilish. You can hear it in all his writing and production like how he uses cohesive poetry like it’s irony. Or like his use of parallelism. Even the vocal Melody’s. Billie is talented at singing but this is a writer who should go down in history.

    • @voidbornvixen
      @voidbornvixen 5 років тому +269

      Izaak Tucker I mean I agree but Billie still writes half the lyrics and stuff
      It’s still half her. He definitely helps of course

    • @izaaktucker1659
      @izaaktucker1659 5 років тому +166

      VoidBornVixen well he does the production as well so even if she does write half the lyrics (which we don’t actually know for sure) then he’s still writing 75% of the songs wich means she’s legally just featured on the track. I’ve looked it up I’m an artist myself. I’d say she definitely works on it with him and has valuable input and stuff but I’d still say he’s the genius behind the music.

    • @izaaktucker1659
      @izaaktucker1659 5 років тому +31

      VoidBornVixen lyrics themselves count as 50% and production is %50 so if he helps with the lyrics at all it’s his song by percentage and legal right.

    • @marcelamartinez2973
      @marcelamartinez2973 5 років тому +25

      You’re so damn right. He’s a truly artist🙌🏻

    • @sscsion8841
      @sscsion8841 5 років тому +45

      So you're implying his sister shouldnt have and be whatever she has now and that fame should have been given to finneas

  • @dantetheboyy4066
    @dantetheboyy4066 2 роки тому +3

    i just realised that there arent any cuts in this video and it makes this whole song more perfect

  • @iyla4224
    @iyla4224 Рік тому +18

    “I lost a friend, I lost my mind.”
    His lyrics are so relatable. It felt like I only laughed with her, no one else… I miss her, more than anything. And the dance movements are truly captivating…

  • @skylarrrrd
    @skylarrrrd 3 роки тому +4286

    “didn’t you guys use to talk everyday and be best friends?” that hurts.

    • @moonchild3373
      @moonchild3373 3 роки тому +22

      Yup..

    • @elena-si8or
      @elena-si8or 3 роки тому +73

      i’m distancing from her rn. i’m crying, she doesn’t know or care.

    • @kf078
      @kf078 3 роки тому +53

      This said to me my english teacher recently. We're in a same class and we were doing a group work. The teacher put me and her in the same group and she went to her and said 'Can you please put me somewhere else, i don't wanna be there.' and that hurts like a lot. We're used to be like sisters and now..I lost a friend :/

    • @jbasti227
      @jbasti227 3 роки тому +19

      @@elena-si8or Same. Decided to minimize seeing and talking to her. Hadn’t really seen or spoken to her in about 2 months and I was feeling a lot better about the situation. I really felt like I was moving on. Then she happened to join me and some friends of ours today since she’s leaving the country in a week. Now I’m here thinking of her all over again having trouble sleeping.

    • @jamesedwardford589
      @jamesedwardford589 3 роки тому +2

      Like love you

  • @tia5460
    @tia5460 5 років тому +785

    the lyrics and choreography are so powerful. this is quite captivating.

    • @tia5460
      @tia5460 5 років тому

      bluetay true, I’ll reword it

  • @sandralperdomo7345
    @sandralperdomo7345 Рік тому +2

    This song truly transmit the feeling we feel when we lose someone we loved very much.

  • @eyahouaichi1007
    @eyahouaichi1007 2 роки тому +2

    Some people just get their souls naked when they sing , you just did that,as honest as it can be .keep it up

  • @catcactus1234
    @catcactus1234 5 років тому +1500

    I’ve always interpreted this song as the singer losing himself. His past self was the friend he lost.
    The first part of the song is describing how something just silently fades from your life, like you don’t even notice it leaving until it’s gone. That’s him growing up, forgetting who he used to be and not realizing it until now. Then he goes on to describe how his present self is “on the mend”, or improving from his past life.
    In the chorus, he says he will be fine without his past life, but all he can do is write about it (his previous relationships, his past experiences, etc.) People are telling him to move on from his past life, but his career is literally built on reliving it through songs. He goes on to explain that even though he’s 20 and rich, he can’t help but miss the years when he wasn’t in the spotlight.
    Finally, the phrase “how the hell did I lose a friend I never had” is essentially saying that he didn’t like who he was before, or just never had peace with himself until that point. He was never able to befriend himself, or enjoy who he was before, yet he still feels sad reminiscing about his younger, fame-free years escaping him.
    *EDIT:* Yes, I know this probably isn’t what Finneas wrote the song about. It’s just fun to think of stories behind the songs regardless of the author’s intentions sometimes.

  • @SchezrehBieber
    @SchezrehBieber 5 років тому +528

    no offence but the choreography to this was perfection wow

  • @strad1973
    @strad1973 Рік тому +1

    Your music speaks so deeply to me. It's not flashy it's not crazy but it's honest and whole and exposed. Please never stop making music, please never stop making YOUR music.

  • @aylatibbetts1259
    @aylatibbetts1259 Рік тому +5

    Never thought I could cry so much over a song but here I am sobbing my fucking eyes out over a song I found not even a minute ago

  • @seyoungkim8767
    @seyoungkim8767 5 років тому +798

    His friend symbolised whatever made him happy, and he used to know what that was. Insidiously, depression kicked in yet he assured himself that he'd be fine. But that's the thing about depression, it creeps in and stays with you, regardless of not knowing what you are depressed about. Hence, being sad over a lost friend that you never had.
    It's a great song that each individual can relate to from different lenses. Curious tho, did anyone else interpret it this way?

    • @pujakarmakar2134
      @pujakarmakar2134 5 років тому +7

      I did.

    • @kikistrickx8062
      @kikistrickx8062 5 років тому +7

      I did too, cool because normally nobody understands what I think but you put it in words perfectly

    • @SchezrehBieber
      @SchezrehBieber 5 років тому +4

      this is exactly how i interpreted it too!! glad im not the only one :-)

    • @norbert4571
      @norbert4571 5 років тому +1

      Can't interpret "How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?" other than he talks about something abstract, not an actual, human friend.

    • @groml1n
      @groml1n 5 років тому +10

      @@norbert4571 I thought of his friend as happiness. And he lost his friend he never had, he had never been happy. That's just my perspective of it though. And nobody believes hes sad bc he "makes too much money to be 20 and sad" so people brush it off like hes just not knowing what to feel.

  • @leonie8263
    @leonie8263 5 років тому +337

    How many people do you want to cry?
    Finneas: Yes

  • @i_am_ozpm
    @i_am_ozpm 2 роки тому +8

    I’m very thankful for discovering Finneas this year… He’s truly become one of my very favourite artists in such a short amount of time, which is rare. He’s music reaches my soul in some unexplainable way, it’s so magical, so surreal 🤧❤️Continue to thrive Finneas. Much love for you man😭❤️

  • @sir.bruvv1736
    @sir.bruvv1736 2 роки тому +2

    just found out that finneas also has his own single tracks. Loving every bit of this

  • @seokjinfillsmybin8675
    @seokjinfillsmybin8675 4 роки тому +2444

    the most tragic thing is that he will probably be “billie ellish’s brother” forever, when he really truly is an incredible ball of witty talent

    • @karolinamalkova9282
      @karolinamalkova9282 4 роки тому +28

      What? They're sibilings?

    • @gabym.t6635
      @gabym.t6635 4 роки тому +50

      Nah i think he will eventually rise to higher fame, look at Noah Cyrus, now she is mostly recognized for her own art, i want to think its possible

    • @Iamendorphins
      @Iamendorphins 4 роки тому +7

      Not to us.

    • @DMRJ53
      @DMRJ53 4 роки тому +2

      seokjinfillsmybin nothing tragic about it. They will both be incredibly famous.

    • @justsomeone3747
      @justsomeone3747 4 роки тому +6

      Well i think its very much possible that people will start recognizing him, i mean theyve already kinda stopped calling him that and putting that in titles.
      Also its eilish.

  • @cammy5590
    @cammy5590 5 років тому +603

    why is finneas so underrated? like wth, he is equally as good as billie. sksksk

    • @joshuaalleyne3688
      @joshuaalleyne3688 5 років тому +4

      chickenbiscuits bruh I think maybe we should stop using underrated

    • @joshuaalleyne3688
      @joshuaalleyne3688 5 років тому +2

      He is a u have done compared to Billie in every occasion

    • @joshuaalleyne3688
      @joshuaalleyne3688 5 років тому +1

      U do it without even thinking people only associate him to the writer (the people that even know he exists)

    • @frightmurk846
      @frightmurk846 5 років тому +4

      better*

    • @cammy5590
      @cammy5590 5 років тому +4

      Joshua Alleyne underrated isn’t a bad term, underrated shows that i think he’s amazing at what he does. with his own music and the production of billie’s.

  • @SannaiSan
    @SannaiSan Рік тому +1

    Not to even go into how amazing the song is - but that video is a single take, coreographed, synchonised performance, shot in the type of light that doesn't stick around that long. That's an amazing thing to pull of successfully.

  • @tylerg3605
    @tylerg3605 Рік тому +4

    "How in the hell did I lose a friend I never had..."
    I relate to that so much... I just had a friend ghost me out of no where. Refuses to talk and cut me out of their life like I was spoiled leftovers in the back of the fridge.
    I NEVER would have treated him that way... in the end... he was never my friend... and that is what hurts the most.

  • @trinityalbright7857
    @trinityalbright7857 5 років тому +350

    billie gets so much attention that finneas is overlooked. this song is amazing.

    • @atlmcd
      @atlmcd 5 років тому

      trinity albright shut up, no he isn’t.

    • @kaye5051
      @kaye5051 5 років тому +5

      @FRANK. shut up, yes he is.

    • @trinityalbright7857
      @trinityalbright7857 5 років тому +1

      @@kaye5051 thank you.

  • @teacup8946
    @teacup8946 5 років тому +197

    Why isn’t this on trending? UA-cam ARE YOU DRUNK

  • @alaaabdulrazaq
    @alaaabdulrazaq Рік тому +3

    Losing a toxic friend is a blessing

  • @elireeve8549
    @elireeve8549 9 днів тому

    I played this for my husband this morning, I looked over and he was crying his eyes out 😭❤

  • @laurapaim358
    @laurapaim358 5 років тому +1583

    LYRICS:
    I lost a friend
    Like keys in a sofa
    Like a wallet in the backseat
    Like ice in the summer heat
    I lost a friend
    Like sleep on a red-eye
    Like money on a bad bet
    Like time worrying about
    Every bad thing that hasn't happened yet
    I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
    I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made
    Replaying fights
    I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
    I lost a friend, I lost a friend
    I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad"
    And I'll be fine without 'em
    But all I do is write about 'em
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    Never had
    I'm on the mend
    Like I'm wearing a neck brace
    Like I'm sleeping in my own place
    Like I'm pulling all the stitches out of my own face
    I'm on the mend
    Like I'm icing a new sprain
    Like I'm walking on a new cane
    Like it's been a couple days
    Since I slipped and said something sorta like your name
    I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
    I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made
    Replaying fights
    I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
    I'm on the mend, but I lost a friend
    I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad"
    And I'll be fine without 'em
    But all I do is write about 'em
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    I'd apologize if I thought it might make a difference
    Or make you listen
    I'd apologise if it was black and white
    But life is different
    Just try to listen to me now
    I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
    I lost a friend, I lost a friend
    I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad"
    And I'll be fine without 'em
    But all I do is write about 'em
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    Never had

  • @StrawberryFeildsforNever
    @StrawberryFeildsforNever 5 років тому +558

    Me: “SO GO AHEAD AND BREAK MY HEA-
    Finneas: *uploads*
    Me: “HOW THE HELL DID I LOOSE A FRIEND I NEVER HAD”

    • @fuckoff7274
      @fuckoff7274 5 років тому +2

      i can relate sm.

    • @emu1826
      @emu1826 5 років тому

      i can relate😭 !

  • @user-hn5nh6fp4p
    @user-hn5nh6fp4p 2 роки тому +5

    This song is heartbreaking but awesome at the same time I can stay here for the whole day

  • @diannaguardian518
    @diannaguardian518 Рік тому +6

    This song played in my head all night, I love it. I'm addicted to your music and you blow my mind with your talent. Keep the songs coming, they touch our soul, pure and simple.

  • @user_okay-ish
    @user_okay-ish 4 роки тому +890

    *he just won the most UNDERRATED artist for 2019*

    • @zoeg.563
      @zoeg.563 4 роки тому +7

      I support this lol

    • @-Roses--AD
      @-Roses--AD 4 роки тому +1

      😂

    • @abt9sr333
      @abt9sr333 4 роки тому

      ikr

    • @andrekerterso353
      @andrekerterso353 4 роки тому

      These people in the background looked like hungry zombie - who was thinking, that these zombies wanted to eat Finneas.

  • @Pavann
    @Pavann 5 років тому +3143

    *Alec benjamin : I Built A Friend...*
    *FINNEAS : I Lost A Friend...*
    *Billie eilish : Bury a friend..*

    • @sharonavl
      @sharonavl 5 років тому +56

      Omg i love alec.....

    • @Monk-E
      @Monk-E 5 років тому +20

      Omg Billy eyelash

    • @inzaiyne
      @inzaiyne 5 років тому +27

      Omg finneas (just to complete the three) 😂

    • @nandavherk
      @nandavherk 5 років тому +4

      @@inzaiyne HAHAAH love this

    • @inzaiyne
      @inzaiyne 5 років тому +1

      @@nandavherk because i'm lovable hahaha

  • @introverted_mixmasher
    @introverted_mixmasher 2 роки тому +3

    This hits the hardest when you experience the song.

  • @Fran-dy5fh
    @Fran-dy5fh Рік тому +4

    So underrated... this song is beautiful. tqm Finneas