i was 11 when i first found this song. i remember sobbing everytime i listened to it. i felt alone and scared and like nothing was ever going to be okay. i was the scapegoat, i had no friends, no outlet for anything at all. i couldnt express how i felt to anybody and nobody cared when i did. i was just being melodramatic and whiny and wanting too much. this song comforted me in some of the most painful times of my adolescence. i feel sad for myself, so young and hurting so badly. a lot of that hurt never really went away. but i'm healing now, finally. it's something for the both of us. we deserve it.
Cutting. A wonderful feeling. Gives us an escape, a single way to numb the pain of this crule world. I am 11, have'in lost my parents at six and eight, am a beliver of the word "its not fair" and am a fellow cutter. No matter what anyone does of says, I will keep my single medicine. Their pain killer, my blade.
I'm adult who has been through many things, this does not mean my pain is more or less valid than yours or anyone else. Life is hard, we love, we feel pain. People get through this pain however they can, no one is immune. My way has been cutting, my own children have tried other ways. I would never tell them their pain is less than mine. I think some of us are more aware of our pain. These videos increase awareness yet sad to see just how many suffer. Stay strong it is a gift U can do this.
Everytime I listen to this song I cry because I know its true. when I was a kid life seemed worth living but now I'm a teenager I have seen how people and the world really works its cruel and it makes me sad I just wanna die. I have been through so much and I am still going through a hard time the pain of life never ends it like a knife...
Es una canción perfecta, letra realista para quien haya experimentado ese estado una dulce y simple tonada que juega muy bien con esa hermosa voz algo "blusera", magnífica canción!
You're absolutely right.. Thanks for this great comment, it's a perfect discription of many teenager's feelings.. And often the reason why we can't talk to our parents openly about our problems is that they always say their life is much harder. i can't stand this, too. I don't get why adults just cannot see the difference between their and our childhood. We've got much more stress, mobbing, misunterstood children. Well - thank you.
i can listen to this song over and over and it still makes me think of my mistakes. my best friends made me promise to quit and i broke it just recently but they dont know. and i hope they dont find out. i love my friends and they gave me a choice cutting or them. i chose them and begged them for help. i waas getteing bad. and the ones i did recently didnt satisfy me cuz they were not deep enuf. but i am not going to ever do it again. my friends wont be happy...
I'm a cutter, been through so much, still going through things and this song is like the perfect image of my life. I feel alone, I just want someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be alright, but still there is nothing but me and a razor blade. I try to get help with my Psychologist but it's not easy to get help when you can't even help yourself.
I see you... I’m living the same thing. I was 1 year without cutting. But then... I broke it. And now I am listening to this song and reading the comments... I hope you get better soon. Hope we get better soon. Hope we figure out some way to help ourselves.
I feel alone..the most times of my life..i don't believe that someone is able to understand me..anyway i learned that this life is full of pain the more times..but we must not give up..this pain made me to realize also the meaning of life..because there are good moments too..and now i appreciate and i recognize every good thing that happens to me..I'm sure that leave your life behind..or just give an end on it means that you never were able to face the "difficulties" of life and you were coward!
Happiness and obliousness are the same thing, if you have no perspective no reasoning as to what's fine. there is no point of picking yourself up when breaking down and falling back into an inescapable dark place is in a true sense inevitable. -Amy Damen
I'm a teenager and I can't stand when adults say it's easy being a teen. It really isn't, we have to deal with peer pressure, parents fighting, divorces, stress of school work. All that stuff. My brother is overseas right now and life is tough without him. It's hard being a kid. When you're a kid, you start molding your life for what it's going to be like in adulthood. Kids are suicidal, and hurt themselves. Sometimes because of others. You don't know how they feel or what they're going through.
That's the way I feel right now... I've been thinking of getting some scarification done, I even asked a friend to make a design for me after hearing this song... I guess I just want my body to look like my inner self... my scarred inner self...
a year clean, but still in pain. i was hurting myself, while being convinced it was others who hurt me and caused me to hurt myself... but it was all me...
I wish someone would just hold me and tell me its going to be all right. The scars on skin and the scars on my heart are insiginifigant to the ones on my soul. Some days I wish I could just press down harder. Noone would miss my pathetic soul. To hate someone is to show you still care about them, to ignore someone shows you don't care at all. Everyone ignores me.
I still have moments when I don't feel the connection and it worries me. I wonder what I should feel if at all. I don't want to have it come full force as I may not make it through another storm like that though I find writing helps. Are you writings published Kalin Greyvs? If they are I may wish to read some.
@HappyIsFleeting People say don't hurt yourself but they never stop me from doing it. People say they love me but never show me they love me. People say i am beautiful but they never make me feel beautiful. One day someone is going to to tell me don't hurt myself and do something about it, that person is going to tell me they love me and show me they love me, that person is going to say i am beautiful and make me feel beautiful.
You know what...a beautiful song, but cutting is not a disease - it's a choice you make. Flame me if you want but I've been there done that. And you know what? If you really think life isn't worth living, ask the people who are dying of cancer or have been killed before their time how beautiful and valuable life really is. I'm sure they won't share your dull view that life is 'horrible'. For those getting help, I salute you and wish you luck.
teenagers have no clue how tough and difficult life REALLY can be...but they like to feel alone and depressed...once you are an adult you will be tough enough to deal with those hard times. Please stop the whining and complaining cause you STILL have no clue how unforgiving and hard life REALLY is...enjoy your youth while you can cause one day it will be over and then you will have to be ready for what life throws at you...and it will. Negativity leads to failure...remember that.
is this supposed to be considered metal? i looked up metal and this came up. i never see a differnce in metal, screamo, alternative, punk etc. all i know is it sounds good
ok .. everyone who finds themselves in this song .... and everyone who have just thinking about past and scars and cant smile anymore .. read this book " peace is every step " -titch nath hanh ....
@98abbygail No you deserve the chance to be me but a better me. I too am small, im 17 and im 4ft 1in, when someone say somthing to you turn that pain and rage into work. Thats why I am so strong, I put my anger into my work, just dont lose yourself completely in it or youll end up like me, skipping school to train.
@thongs2k8 2 years on and I'm as empty as anything I'm due up in court next week, I hope I get justice for what was done to me & maybe then I'll get my life back, it won't be the same ever again that's for sure. Over the last 2 years I've completely changed like no one would believe....
Hey guys/girls! ELEGEION have a brand new song up recorded during 2010 called 'REIGNSTORM'. Check it out! Cheers. Scotty: Lead Guitar (ELEGEION & VAHRZAW)
Interesting you write tragedy yet cannot feel sympathy, nor grief for anyone who has lived it. That too is a sad thing I've lived through tagedies that could cause unimaginable pain to some and seem like a simple thing to others. I have made it through the self destructive part of my pain for the most part.I wonder what becomes of someone who is disconnected to grief or sympathy for too long as I lived my early life that way in order to survive but when it hit me it was like a destructive storm
@MsVampireInlove Yea, you are more than Korrect. You have no idea ow much of that is from my mind too. Im just too pathetic for anyone to care. I can never get but I always give. Habe eine guten Tag, -Gavin
@thongs2k8 teenagers have no clue how life REALLY is...simply cause lack the experience...stop feeling sorry for yourself cause it will not get you anywhere or do anything good for you and therefor is pointless.
@GodfleshNL Well that's your opinion you don't know me you don't know what I've been through so you can't judge me or tell me what to do. And I wrote that comment along time ago and with God's help I have got through the obstacles that life has thrown in front of me.
i cut myself. i feel that the people who know are trying to put me down and make me feel worse about myself.. i dont think they understand.. i love this song.. it is now my fav song ever! i have it on my ipod now. this song describes me.. thumbs up if this song describes you...
teenagers have no clue how life REALLY is...simply cause you lack the experience...stop whining and complaining and enjoy your youth while you still can...cause once you are an adult you will wonder why you even complained as a teenager. Life is unforgiving and tough sometimes...but thats life. It will be unjust / relentless / harsh etc etc and sometimes it will throw it all at once at you...stop feeling sorry for yourself cause it will get you nowhere and it is pointless.
teenagers have no clue how life REALLY works period simply cause you lack the experience...stop the whining...once you become andult you will wonder why you were complaining as a teenager...cause being an adult is even harder but by that time you will be tough enough to deal with what life throws at you...and trust me...it will.
this song is tragically beautiful . . i am a cutter. ive been getting help for it for a while now. i know how all of those people feel when you who you really are is made fun of by friends around you. pretending to laugh at not a "life style" but a disease. there is always hope out there, someone to care, someone to talk to and truly someone who is . . just like you . . but still feeling alone. please anyone who needs help i am here and dont ever feel you are alone. im just like you . . .
i was 11 when i first found this song. i remember sobbing everytime i listened to it. i felt alone and scared and like nothing was ever going to be okay. i was the scapegoat, i had no friends, no outlet for anything at all. i couldnt express how i felt to anybody and nobody cared when i did. i was just being melodramatic and whiny and wanting too much. this song comforted me in some of the most painful times of my adolescence. i feel sad for myself, so young and hurting so badly. a lot of that hurt never really went away. but i'm healing now, finally. it's something for the both of us. we deserve it.
I remember when Emo me loved this song
i have been cut free for 3 years now but still love this cos i can relate to it :)
This.
Scars on my skin...
Scars on my heart...
Scars on my soul...
This song is like a mirror it reflects my life.
This song means so much :(
Cutting. A wonderful feeling. Gives us an escape, a single way to numb the pain of this crule world. I am 11, have'in lost my parents at six and eight, am a beliver of the word "its not fair" and am a fellow cutter. No matter what anyone does of says, I will keep my single medicine. Their pain killer, my blade.
I'm adult who has been through many things, this does not mean my pain is more or less valid than yours or anyone else. Life is hard, we love, we feel pain. People get through this pain however they can, no one is immune. My way has been cutting, my own children have tried other ways. I would never tell them their pain is less than mine. I think some of us are more aware of our pain. These videos increase awareness yet sad to see just how many suffer. Stay strong it is a gift U can do this.
y asi es como se siente mucha gente...
i love, love, love this song. very beautiful. one of my favs.
Everytime I listen to this song I cry because I know its true. when I was a kid life seemed worth living but now I'm a teenager I have seen how people and the world really works its cruel and it makes me sad I just wanna die. I have been through so much and I am still going through a hard time the pain of life never ends it like a knife...
yeh understand have listened to this song for years knowing the feeling of cutting a lot older now but scars still remain
Es una canción perfecta, letra realista para quien haya experimentado ese estado una dulce y simple tonada que juega muy bien con esa hermosa voz algo "blusera", magnífica canción!
You're absolutely right.. Thanks for this great comment, it's a perfect discription of many teenager's feelings.. And often the reason why we can't talk to our parents openly about our problems is that they always say their life is much harder. i can't stand this, too. I don't get why adults just cannot see the difference between their and our childhood. We've got much more stress, mobbing, misunterstood children. Well - thank you.
OMG this song :'X
I dont have words enough to describe it, is so beautiful, touch me a lot, make me cry ...
I love this song. I always come back
i can listen to this song over and over and it still makes me think of my mistakes. my best friends made me promise to quit and i broke it just recently but they dont know. and i hope they dont find out. i love my friends and they gave me a choice cutting or them. i chose them and begged them for help. i waas getteing bad. and the ones i did recently didnt satisfy me cuz they were not deep enuf. but i am not going to ever do it again. my friends wont be happy...
this song is startiong to grow on me i keep listening it over and over
I was lean for two months before I relapsed.
People really never can tell when your smiles are fake.
I'm a cutter, been through so much, still going through things and this song is like the perfect image of my life.
I feel alone, I just want someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be alright, but still there is nothing but me and a razor blade.
I try to get help with my Psychologist but it's not easy to get help when you can't even help yourself.
I see you... I’m living the same thing. I was 1 year without cutting. But then... I broke it. And now I am listening to this song and reading the comments... I hope you get better soon. Hope we get better soon. Hope we figure out some way to help ourselves.
Well... I don’t even know how you are now. Hope better. It’s been nine years so on...
this song is beautiful. love it :)
This song,, so beautiful! It reminds me of myself, Sometimes is a knife your only friend..
I feel alone..the most times of my life..i don't believe that someone is able to understand me..anyway i learned that this life is full of pain the more times..but we must not give up..this pain made me to realize also the meaning of life..because there are good moments too..and now i appreciate and i recognize every good thing that happens to me..I'm sure that leave your life behind..or just give an end on it means that you never were able to face the "difficulties" of life and you were coward!
me encanta me encanta esta canción...
Beautiful. I love it. But it makes me cry.
Happiness and obliousness are the same thing, if you have no perspective no reasoning as to what's fine. there is no point of picking yourself up when breaking down and falling back into an inescapable dark place is in a true sense inevitable.
-Amy Damen
Amy Damen Very true,beautiful profile pic by the way.
every time i feel my skin breaking on metal.....
it helps me be quiet...
and quiet's where i need to be....
its like a reflection of me too... it is sad but tru on pplz lives...
aww grandma :"( I miss you a lot!
2 and a half years.
So wonderful. It says all i needn to say, but i couldn't.
OMG this song is sooooooooo wonderful I love it !!
They said it would get better... It's been 11 years and It still hurts the same..
I'm a teenager and I can't stand when adults say it's easy being a teen. It really isn't, we have to deal with peer pressure, parents fighting, divorces, stress of school work. All that stuff. My brother is overseas right now and life is tough without him. It's hard being a kid. When you're a kid, you start molding your life for what it's going to be like in adulthood. Kids are suicidal, and hurt themselves. Sometimes because of others. You don't know how they feel or what they're going through.
That's the way I feel right now... I've been thinking of getting some scarification done, I even asked a friend to make a design for me after hearing this song... I guess I just want my body to look like my inner self... my scarred inner self...
i have nothing to say about this song...but the song has a lot of things to say about me!!! Scars reminding me of myself...
wow she has a beautiful voice...and the singo is fantastic!!!!!!!!!!;)ta spaei
a year clean, but still in pain. i was hurting myself, while being convinced it was others who hurt me and caused me to hurt myself... but it was all me...
I just want to be pretty, like a princess
I wish someone would just hold me and tell me its going to be all right. The scars on skin and the scars on my heart are insiginifigant to the ones on my soul. Some days I wish I could just press down harder. Noone would miss my pathetic soul. To hate someone is to show you still care about them, to ignore someone shows you don't care at all. Everyone ignores me.
i love you for making this video =)
LOVE IS THE MOVEMENT. I know how it hurts
I'm 11 I cut, I hurt and I only hope things will get better. This song is truly beautiful I love it
Summer Poissonnier how are things going now?
I still have moments when I don't feel the connection and it worries me. I wonder what I should feel if at all. I don't want to have it come full force as I may not make it through another storm like that though I find writing helps. Are you writings published Kalin Greyvs? If they are I may wish to read some.
i love this song!!
is the band still together???
Sweet poetic pain
My friend send me this.... it made me cry.
I saw this with a broken heart 2 years ago, and I’m doing the same now
@HappyIsFleeting People say don't hurt yourself but they never stop me from doing it. People say they love me but never show me they love me. People say i am beautiful but they never make me feel beautiful. One day someone is going to to tell me don't hurt myself and do something about it, that person is going to tell me they love me and show me they love me, that person is going to say i am beautiful and make me feel beautiful.
@thongs2k8 Adolescence is one of those problems that only go away if you ignore them long enough
It's really sad that there are a lot of people depressed out there ... like me
You know what...a beautiful song, but cutting is not a disease - it's a choice you make. Flame me if you want but I've been there done that. And you know what? If you really think life isn't worth living, ask the people who are dying of cancer or have been killed before their time how beautiful and valuable life really is. I'm sure they won't share your dull view that life is 'horrible'.
For those getting help, I salute you and wish you luck.
this song so true
teenagers have no clue how tough and difficult life REALLY can be...but they like to feel alone and depressed...once you are an adult you will be tough enough to deal with those hard times. Please stop the whining and complaining cause you STILL have no clue how unforgiving and hard life REALLY is...enjoy your youth while you can cause one day it will be over and then you will have to be ready for what life throws at you...and it will. Negativity leads to failure...remember that.
@hattas But I think we DO understand, because we're going through the same thing, so we have something in common.
is there a website where i can download this song. it wont work on limewire...
please tell me (MP3)
I cant help but be disappointed in myself.....
wow...
is this supposed to be considered metal? i looked up metal and this came up. i never see a differnce in metal, screamo, alternative, punk etc. all i know is it sounds good
@98abbygail I know you mean well, but there are somthings that words cannot take away nor mend.
Since everyone was a kid once im pretty sure they actually do understand......
so sad..
Yes It's wonderful....
@hattas i do understand ....
@98abbygail I dont know how to explain this but its not pain per say its more of a will to be rid of a threat to others.
this song means a fucking lot
Scars on my skin
No one understands true pain like teenagers...
ok .. everyone who finds themselves in this song .... and everyone who have just thinking about past and scars and cant smile anymore .. read this book " peace is every step " -titch nath hanh ....
@SniprGOD I have been cutting for 20 years now. It doesnt end my friend, it never goes away
@98abbygail No you deserve the chance to be me but a better me. I too am small, im 17 and im 4ft 1in, when someone say somthing to you turn that pain and rage into work. Thats why I am so strong, I put my anger into my work, just dont lose yourself completely in it or youll end up like me, skipping school to train.
does anyone now what's she talking about when she says "breaking on metal"? i just don't get it
She says "when i feel my skin breaking on metal" i thinks she means the feeling when a blade (metal) cuts through her skin
ohh
Nerdgamerin so she hurt herself?
Clarissa Rios ah...you don't say...
+Clarissa Rios yes she is talking about cutting herself
does anyone have the mp3 of this to send me - it would mean a lot!
2020
@thongs2k8 2 years on and I'm as empty as anything I'm due up in court next week, I hope I get justice for what was done to me & maybe then I'll get my life back, it won't be the same ever again that's for sure. Over the last 2 years I've completely changed like no one would believe....
@thongs2k8 keep your head up ill be there for ya
I'm here again, I don't know why...
Hey guys/girls!
ELEGEION have a brand new song up recorded during 2010 called 'REIGNSTORM'.
Check it out!
Cheers.
Scotty: Lead Guitar (ELEGEION & VAHRZAW)
i like u
Mi etapa emo ajsjja
I had anorexia when i heard this song with 33 kg i went into the hospital
Foco
Interesting you write tragedy yet cannot feel sympathy, nor grief for anyone who has lived it. That too is a sad thing I've lived through tagedies that could cause unimaginable pain to some and seem like a simple thing to others. I have made it through the self destructive part of my pain for the most part.I wonder what becomes of someone who is disconnected to grief or sympathy for too long as I lived my early life that way in order to survive but when it hit me it was like a destructive storm
@MsVampireInlove Yea, you are more than Korrect. You have no idea ow much of that is from my mind too. Im just too pathetic for anyone to care. I can never get but I always give.
Habe eine guten Tag,
-Gavin
,,,,,,
Τρυφερό.. πολύ τρυφερό τραγούδι ...
@thongs2k8 teenagers have no clue how life REALLY is...simply cause lack the experience...stop feeling sorry for yourself cause it will not get you anywhere or do anything good for you and therefor is pointless.
@GodfleshNL Well that's your opinion you don't know me you don't know what I've been through so you can't judge me or tell me what to do. And I wrote that comment along time ago and with God's help I have got through the obstacles that life has thrown in front of me.
i cut myself. i feel that the people who know are trying to put me down and make me feel worse about myself.. i dont think they understand.. i love this song.. it is now my fav song ever! i have it on my ipod now. this song describes me..
thumbs up if this song describes you...
there is a taiwan singer sounds like her , really. watch?v=3M2Xjrj0IbA
teenagers have no clue how life REALLY is...simply cause you lack the experience...stop whining and complaining and enjoy your youth while you still can...cause once you are an adult you will wonder why you even complained as a teenager. Life is unforgiving and tough sometimes...but thats life. It will be unjust / relentless / harsh etc etc and sometimes it will throw it all at once at you...stop feeling sorry for yourself cause it will get you nowhere and it is pointless.
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teenagers have no clue how life REALLY works period simply cause you lack the experience...stop the whining...once you become andult you will wonder why you were complaining as a teenager...cause being an adult is even harder but by that time you will be tough enough to deal with what life throws at you...and trust me...it will.
@maddy12372 And it is going to be worse.
I can't relate to this song.
:/
this song is tragically beautiful . . i am a cutter. ive been getting help for it for a while now. i know how all of those people feel when you who you really are is made fun of by friends around you. pretending to laugh at not a "life style" but a disease. there is always hope out there, someone to care, someone to talk to and truly someone who is . . just like you . . but still feeling alone. please anyone who needs help i am here and dont ever feel you are alone. im just like you . . .