MY INSANE CHILDHOOD | The Brandon “xNEPTUNE” Rashad Story
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- Опубліковано 25 бер 2021
- FINALLY telling you guys about my childhood.
I don't talk about my school experiences and my life living in South Central LA, but I do finally open up about my home life.
I've never shared this with anyone except a few psychiatrists and my ex.
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also i understand if u don't wanna answer this but u said ur sister hated ur mom up until 5 years ago, but like how did she stop hating her? how did u i mean how the hell do u reconcile with those kind of people
U just have to understand we all have issues.
My mom has her issues too. Her childhood was insane. She was molested.
My dads childhood was insane too.
Neither 1 of them were completely healed before having kids. U just have to understand them and not judge them.
It took me years to come to this understanding.
@@xNEPTUNE fuck dude I really hope I can come to that level of maturity at one point
Jadiel Koda fake shit lol dont get scammed into paying everyone
@@xNEPTUNE 'Stockholm Syndrome'
@Jadiel Koda hahaha did you watch him from his camera
You a real one Brandon no cap✅
On god
💯
True dat
Stories like this that I thank god that I was born into a loving family. It’s unfortunate for those who don’t.
Naa bro. I’m thankful for my upbringing tbh
@@xNEPTUNE for sure felt that my life much like yours with some less of that but for sure I can relate to sum of that 👈🏽 yo it’s like your thankful for your upbringing because it makes you who you is no matter what happened it’s about how it ends not where it started type stuff
Stories like this make me want to keep going.. like, someone has been though the BS as I have and they made it
DONT BE THE VICTIM, BE THE FUCKING HERO - BRANDON RASHAD, 2021
No cap
All I gotta say, as a man,
I love you Brandon
Thanks bro. Luv ya too
Same. I been through this
I was bullied when I was younger. I didn't let that stop me from living my best life. For those bullies who would pick on me are probably in jail or just not doing nothing with their lives. God bless you, Brandon for not letting all of your hardships in your life stop you from being a successful Rapper and UA-camr.
One of my bullies is in jail this nigga tried to rob a bank lmfao
@@wisekrown864 mine got caught dealing drugs
@@wisekrown864 I shouldn't be laughing
@@whynotrashid wdym yes you should that shits funny 😂
“The Happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts”
Be comfortable with yourself alone.
Be dependable on yourself.
Be your own emotional support.
Life is truly freeing when you are self made and rely on no one for help or happiness.
I’m so surprised you’re only scratching the surface and I used to complain when I never got McDonald’s
I ain’t never complaining again
No camera cuts, that's how you know this shit real unlike majority of these creators. Respect g
Yeah man I just told y’all my life.
@@xNEPTUNE you are strong strong brandon,salute
I got hit by a truck in August of 1990 when I was just five years old, and this was two months after my birthday too. My parents got divorced when I was just three because my dad cheated for absolutely no reason at all. My mom raised both me and my brother, who is five years older than me by the way, own her own with a little help from my step-dad. I only saw my biological dad once when I was six. He was never in my life as I was growing up, and I just began to call him a sperm donor because to me that’s exactly what he was because I never saw him and I never saw any of my relatives on his side of the family either. When I officially started kindergarten, I was teased and taunted just because I was a paraplegic. I was teased by those who didn’t know me always, but luckily I had some great friends to defend me back then. I had very low self-esteem and I would do anything to be accepted and liked. From ages of six to eighteen I had to have help with everything. Luckily I became fully independent at twenty years old and I could fully take care of myself. I have been completely independent now for fifteen years, and I am very proud of that.
Proud of u bro!
Thank you Homie!!
❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm thankful for you king! 😭👑
Blessings and Power king
Brandon I respect you so much for this video. I can relate to having a terrible childhood. My mom was/is a junkie who did nothing but neglect us and horrible horrible things. I’ve had to stop my mom from killing my oldest sister. I’m sorry for your childhood but you’re a great human Brandon. Much love
Dark Knight GANG forever bro
Damn brandon this is so fucked to hear I can't believe you and your siblings went through all that negligence and abuse not to mention how mentally tough it must have been to endure. Your honestly one of the strongest dudes I know for making it to the top and providing yourself the life you deserve. Big respect to all your hardwork paying off 💪🏽
Bro, I needed to hear those words “someone has it worse than you” my mom and dad don’t get along. At all. My dad has cheated on her. They have fought and my dad had threatened my moms before. And my moms takes her anger of on me. She always be saying that I’m a lazy ass, that I’m a good for nothing and everything. But definitely my moms has a lot more going on that just that. I know I don’t know you 100%. Or even 20%. But I’m proud of you man, thanks for them words. God bless you man, hope the best for you.
Late Night story time from Brandon Rashad🐐 the night walker has return😂
“I didn’t even go that deep into it”
“Y’all don’t even know me”
See now I just wanna know more.. 😳 TELL US MORE pt2
DARK KNIGHT GANG IN ITS THANG! 🤟🏽
Gang gang
@@xNEPTUNE I love wen u say that mane 💯 u say it with a bunch of swag on it
@@tayythabest2761 Shut Up
I feel for you. Thanks for sharing this with us. But the part in this video that bothered me is the "playing victim" part. I don't agree that if another person has it worse, you shouldn't cry over your trauma. Trauma is trauma. We shouldn't compare it. I'm saying this because I've been a victim of sexual abuse as a child and I'm traumatized about it to this day and it still haunts me, and it slows me down mentally and emotionally. Everyone reacts to it different and we as people should never tell someone who's been traumatized that "this person has been through worse than you so you should stop bitching about it.." but again, I appreciate you telling your story.
he said don't be a victim and more people have it worse. but i think he means.
Overcome that trauma and move forward. Because he is talking about his brothers who are stuck in that life and how it has stagnitated them in life, and blame it on their past
all tho your past can definitely effect you forever it can only change when you wanna change it and only you can let it go and move towards a better life for yourself
I think that is what he means with don't be the victim be a hero.
feel like I'm watching a lifetime movie how you breaking this shit down man fr😔 shit emotionally asf fr at least you live to tell
Bro same
Tuned tf in!!
Bro you’re literally reading my mind. I was just tapping into a part of my childhood trauma, my older brother who was 4 years older than me, my dad, mom and uncle who would always beat the shit outta me and it scarred me. I’m still dealing with the aftermath, still tryna heal.
I'm tired asf. But Brandon a real one so the watch is worth it lol
Just listen to it. It’s a 30 min vid. Lol
Listen like it’s a podcast. No need to look at the screen. It’s just me talking lol
@@xNEPTUNE That’s how you fall asleep
@@xNEPTUNE I related to this on the verbal abuse shii I didn't have perfect family either
@@xNEPTUNE bro you should react to harry mack the best rap freestyler bro omegle bars is where it's at bro
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Thank you for sharing that Brandon. I completely resonate with the mindset of being grateful for every trauma and hardship. The horrible things that happened to me and pushed me to the edge of my sanity are the very things that led me to growth and transformation because I chose to let them. Just like you expressed, I stopped playing the victim and chose to use them to my benefit. We always have the choice to reframe every negative circumstance. That's true power.
You got hella potential for story telling about your past. You left us on multiple cliff hangers.
I'm late to discovering your channel, but it takes an incredible amount of resilience to move past such a traumatic childhood. This video is motivation to myself and others that we have no excuse to strive toward our greatest potential. Thanks for the transparency. Keeping applying pressure!
your story reminds me alot of my own mother's story of her childhood. she also forgave her mom for abusing her and tries to take care of her even now that my mom is like 40+. she also believes that her upbringing makes her stronger and is thankful that her upbringing made her how she is today. shes an amazing mom and im so overwhelmingly proud of her for not continuing the cycle of violence.
I'm in Africa and my parents are too abusive . When I was young they used to bully me, tie me to trees and beat me up. I hate them so much that they know it. I can't even hold a conversation with them for 1 minute. I think i will never forgive them
Dam it's fked up that your parents did that
Damn
Forgiveness will free you not them. It’s sad they did that but I pray God helps your heart... ❤️
@@LoveMinnie1102 Ameen
Man seeing you talk about your domestic abuse as a child makes me comfortable to share that I went through that too. I was always embarrassed to talk about it or I wouldn’t talk about it because I I still love my dad and I didn’t wanna shame him. Keep your head up bro your not alone
Much respect. I applaud your bravery. It’s not easy to open up and be vulnerable. 🙏
Your story makes me appreciate how much my mom and step dad let me get away with as a kid. Yea I got spankings from my mom but as I got older she just gave up on that. And now that I'm older my parents are chill with my just bumming around the house. You're a soldier for what you've been through
Brandon going to teach his kids right. He’ll be a good dad fasho 🙏🏾🙏🏾💪🏾🖤
Until they see me smoke weed, get drunk and pop a molly. 🙃🥴😂😂
Ive also had verbal abuse from my grandmother to this day I cant even be around her without feeling anger but this gonna make me think inna different light. Thank you Brandon I needed to hear this. Keep ur head up. Also imma huge One Piece fan I wanna see the reviews on each arc cause I love that shit.
I feel blessed. My parents were always loving, and have never been abused.
You strong Brandon 💪🏾💯
Not gonna lie, this made me shed a tear and made me want to change.
Php lmao
Your name......
That name....
The name…
I swear I tell my friends that there's all someone who's got a harder than them and to let their negativity build them up. In my life, I seen my parents fight and cheat on one another, one of my best friend's died, and I dealt with alot of inner demons but I started letting my negative past bring me positive results and learn from my negatives. Gotta take the good with bad for u to grow as person.
Nothing but respect for you Brandon.
I understand this completely bro. My childhood in New Orleans was similar with my parents and my siblings growing up in the Calliope Projects.
I don’t hate my parents but seeing how flawed they are really does a number on you as a kid. Sometimes I wished I had that tv sitcom childhood like the Huxtable’s or something but that isn’t reality. I’m just now getting over everything at 26. Beaucoup respect to you bro for telling your story and for succeeding regardless of your past. Keep being real.
im so sorry that you had to go through that all your childhood but issa reason you still alive it's because you strong mentally and a good human being above all
This is my second time seeing this video. Really do recommend people watch this video. Really good 💯
Brandon is so right it’s not easy being a UA-camr. it took me years to become a UA-camr and part of the Arrowverse. Especially posting daily trying to hit 1K subscribers it’s difficult plus I’m a twitch streamer and have a gaming channel for that. Basically I work 24/7, having a small fan base to entertain for The Flash and Arrowverse Community...Trust me stick to gaming only, don’t be a Flash and Arrowverse UA-camr rn.
Flash and Arrowverse Brandon is the reason why I have a UA-cam channel. I’ve been watching Brandon ever since him and his ex Dee dropped their first video.
I’ve been a youtuber for 2 years now, I do reaction videos and stream games. I’m 21, I meditate, I’m in a trade school trying to become a carpenter. I’m also trying to become a entrepreneur just like my grandma, aunt and uncle. I’m adopted, I never knew my biological parents. The only information I got on my biological parents were my mother’s name and I know that my father is from Africa. I had a horrible childhood. But there’s something I’ve learned in life, when we get knocked down we get back up. We learn and adapt. We must all be like water. You pour water in a cup, the water becomes the cup, You pour water in a bowl, it becomes the bowl.
It’s amazing how so many people say “You’re so wise for such a young age” or “You’re young with an old soul”
I get those comments all the time and the more I hear them the more I know I’m on the right path. The path to success. I’m going to follow that path till it ends, and when it ends I’ll forge a new path.
@NBA IS DYING I’m telling my life story because I relate to Brandon. I know the same pain. You maybe able to get rid of the that pain but one thing is for sure it’s what makes you stronger.
I'm doing mugen and I'm gonna post later
I most def needed a story time from you B
So interested in how you still love them.....I don't "feel" anything for people who do me wrong.
Even tho they did him wrong they are still his parents he can either choose to move on or hate them
Spirituality leads to that. U love everything. Including the ground u on
His other video explains it
MGM 7 true.....but I don't mean hate. I mean I literally "feel" as if they don't exist. Like literally I feel nothing.
@@terrelljackson. which stems from hatred.
You set a huge inspirational example for many people bro💪🏾
Damn bro I’m not even an emotional person but hearing this just makes me think of life and makes my heart feel heavy. you wouldn’t suspect someone like Brandon to have gone through all that trauma and be this positive person on UA-cam and try to encourage us,when he used to talk about his darkness I would just think it’s him being corny or just playing around but when you hear him speak or see some of his action you can tell it was from the Trauma he’s been through and it’s honestly nothing but respect for him for powering through and trying to do better, I hope he continues to do better fighting his demons.
We just glad u here and how u grew as a man even through all those mishaps happened now thats some true
king shit
dang! brandon you are a very brave man. Keep inspiring people not to be a Victim but a Hero. Love it
Ngl I needed to hear this. This fr motivated me a lot. Appreciate you for being a real one Brandon. 🙏🏽
Yes finally the story time king as returned I hope you do more of thees like a part two
Thank you so much for sharing your story - you truly are an inspiration for achieving everything you have despite your upbringing.
I’m pretty new too your channel, after listening too all of this I prayed for you!! The emotion of hearing you talk about it brung me too tears!!
This made you stronger and now youre way much more stronger and advanced now. I hope you living your best life Brandon and i hope yoir life is much better now.
Huge respect bro. I'm glad you are so open to talk about this cause it is inspirational to me and many others. Look forward to see you accomplish your goals in the future!
You Inspirational Fr. Can’t allow bad shit get to you. Man had a one piece type backstory and still strived for greatness. Glad you still here, I fuck wit yo vids heavy fam
In a way Brandon I feel like from your dad telling you that you were stupid or just shaming you and telling you you couldn’t be great or whatever I felt like that’s where your self sabotaging came from what you were talkin about in the other video jus a theory🤷🏾♂️
My Dad kind of went through the same experience
and despite all this you still manage to smile and laugh every video, you a real one brandon🙏❤️
The victim and the hero speech has gave me courage to move on in life
Videos like this reaches so many people who don’t know how to cope with what they went thru and this is what the world needs to see. Your past doesn’t have to influence your future. Live your life don’t limit your outlook 🙏🏾 Thank you Brandon 💯
Brandon I appreciate you for having the guts to talk about your story of the past !! Not a lot of ppl have the courage to do this bro . You’re very inspiring thank you for this !!🙏🏾💯🖤
The timing is crazy bro. But i needed this right now. Thanks man you dont know much you helped me tonight
Brandon, thank you, I appreciate you putting your story out there, It definitely was a message I needed to hear today. I am glad you are doing well, May success and peace continue to follow you brother
Man. I wish I could talk to this man someday. I would learn so much about being strong, no matter how my past was.
Shout out to u brandon.
U the Hero, that lot of us are lookin forward to be.
you're so brave to tell your story bro, I wish that I can speak out as you did coz I've been through a lot man...
Respect bro
Been waiting for u to open up for so long B. U an inspiration frfr we love you man 🖤
You a strong dude bro you went through all that now you winning im proud of you💪🏿💯
Damn I nearly cried so sad because I can relate 😢😢
you’re such an inspiration bro no cap such a real ass dude
Bro thank you for letting God use you to tell your story. It helped me look forward from past. 🙏🏾
Woooow i've watched you for years and never knew. Glad to see you doing good for yourself
I said nobody knows lol
I had a girl I was chilling with for 2 years and she never knew anything about my past
Thank you for sharing your story bro! You the one!
Bruh this was crazy. We need to hear more stories about ur life Brandon.
Pt 2???
I'm happy you came out through this healthy and alive. God watched you through this.
yk brandon? i had a rough childhood too and im only 14 man! but it took me a while to realize... about a year actually. but officially you are one of my idols bro. thank you for everything. you gave me my confidence and life advice! love you and dark knight gang
Aye u are definition of a real man many ppl want you to feel sorry for you but u dont care whatsoever and u use your pain amd traumatic experience for motivation and look at as a positive outlook i really dont believe u lied at all cuz u didnt really make seem so dramatic like other ppl i hope reach ur goals in life cuz u deserve after all u went through
Thanks Mike. Appreciate that
@@xNEPTUNE np brotha 👍
and brooo trust me i know you dont want us to feel sorry but it's the humanity inside of me that is saying sorry and also thank you for sharing and inspiring
Damn Brandon crazy story bro it humbles me.🙏🏾
I couldn't watch this when it came out, but I became stronger and now that I've watched this I feel like you're my brother that I grew up with and I dont even get physically abused and I dont even get intentionally emotional and physical abuse. Love you for this brother🙏🏼
All the toughest soldiers! Have the toughest up bringing
I respect yo honesty you went through some Traumatic shit bro I’m glad your going through your healing process bro proud of you Brody 💪🏾
Thanks for sharing. Im glad that you focus on turning the negativity to positivity. Keep creating. Raps not my thing but I really like your reaction videos. Im learning how to create beauty for myself.
Respect for you telling us this u a real one fr dark Knight gang
This story relates to me a lot 💯not gonna say to much but I’m 18 I was born in englewood California lived there when I was 10 then in 2012 I moved to Chicago and I’ve been emancipated since I was 15 I never been around my parents that much they split up there was never no issues that I can hold a grudge there my parents and I love them they just wanted better for me and stay with a family friend and I’m seeing my mom and sister for the 1st time tomorrow in 3 years so thanks for putting this out I feel like some things are meant to happen and not a coincidence I’ve been watching this channel for a few years thanks for putting this out💯
Domestic violence is a generational curse you gotta pray man
u a strong dude bro I am myself in a bad situation but its inspiring for me to see this vid
Aye man I thank you for what you said about you need to be able to not make yourself a victim or a hero cause honestly i've been making myself a victim lately with my mental shit but you're pushing me to be a better man to get the help I need and better myself Ima do my shit and get better thank you for this i really needed it tbh.
You are amazing. Love your childhood story. Image of a real man!🥰
I had a hard life too. Mines went very hidden. Because it wasn't physical it was more emotional abuse/neglect. It was so crazy cause I blocked out every thing ai wasn't trying to fo it on purpose i guess that's the only way my brain knew how to cope. Its strange I couldn't remember it but still felt all the side effects such as depression, anxiety, confusion, ptsd, etc. Ppl have said and think horrible things about me. Truly the black sheep of the family. Now that my memories have came back I understand much more about me and was able to heal.
Ur amazing man ur so humble man world needs more men like you ❤️thanks for sharing ur story ...💗
I just gained so much respect for you. Like Omg your story just broke my hurt but it made me better seeing how much you've grown . I love u Brandon. Stay strong and stay safe 🖤💯#Darkknightgang
needed to hear this 💯
Story was crazy Brandon glad to see u didn’t take the wrong route success is on the way🤝💯
Success is already here lol
I make over 6 figures a year.
U guys just think u need millions of followers to be successful.
Don’t forget, they make millions of dollars per year. I’m making goooooddddd money lol
@@xNEPTUNE I know but success is gonna grow🤣
That’s my bad for the wording but you know what I mean it’s dark knight gang🤝🤟🏾
You strong brody 💪🏾🖤 Dark Knight Gang
thank you for telling your story. Me too i had too deal with abusive parents, not like you but still abusive and today i have a good relationship with them because i understand we all have a past and our owns story to tell. it sucks that they had to have kids in a not so perfect time of their life but our story makes us who we are and probably made us evolved faster then most. we are who we are today because of life experience
Thanks for being strong enough to share this with us
Brandon bro I can't wait til you get to 1 mil. I know it's gonna happen soon
We love you bro🙏🏽💯
I really hope I meet this king one day. You are your own hero Brandon. We are mad proud of you.
I’m glad you doin good and you happy now Brandon🙏🏿💯
Brandon one of these days you gone need to tell us these stories in detail...WHEN YOURE READY!!!!!only thing I wanna say is don't hold it against you're brothers that they didn't have the strength to overcome it like you some people just aren't built like that but you're strength can help build their strength you gotta grab them and lead them that's the role you were made to play pull them up to where you are not by giving them what you have but by teaching them what you know
Damnnn big bro.. Stay strong lmao u str8 so far cuh
If you listen this man is speaking sum real shit tune TF in!!!