Enkay47- HOMESICK (official music video)
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- Опубліковано 12 вер 2024
- Enkay47- HOMESICK (official music video)
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Lyrics
I’m so homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me I’m
Tryna feel safe even as an adult
Cuz growing up
I ain’t never really found me a home
I had a house
Like yeah I had a roof and a stove
I got a beautiful family
Water, food and some clothes
But I was going through some shit
That I could never tell a soul about
Every day was getting worse
Self esteem was going south
Listen to my song I’m not okay
Whenever it comes out
It’ll tell you more about my life
From when I was a child
Yeah I try to never let it get me down
As a kid I tried to learn to swim but then I fucking drowned
Yeah I’m going through my life like I’m tryna change
Even though I’m trying every day
And I still feel the same
I’m so homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me I’m
Tryna find myself in this mess of a home
Look at the ruins
I like it when I’m left here alone
Just going through it
There’s so much in my head that’s unknown
I cannot view it
So every time I’m getting too close then it’s elusive
So I just like to sit on my throne like I’m secluded
And if the demons get in my zone well then I shoot em
I like to pick ‘em clean from the bones for when I chew em
Repressed the memories in my dome like I subdued it
Until I go to bed and lay to sleep at night
Then they’re taking over everything just like a parasite
Yeah I wake up in the morning with some tired eyes
You’re telling me I don’t look okay
And I say I’ll be fine
Yeah I guess I’m just a little homesick
Looking at my past through flashbacks like old clips
It’s kinda like a movie that you’ve seen a thousand times
But you don’t remember the plot
Outta sight outta mind
I’m so homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I guess I’m homesick
I don’t know where home is
But I feel so hopeless
I don’t know what’s wrong with me I’m…
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As always, thank you for the love & support ❤️
Hell yeah!!!
Never disappointed bro 💯
Here's is you go talk to all us I know feel way 45 years home love song bor keep comeing man pace and love 💘
I try to make home but doesn't work love song bor
I’d love to perform with you live man. We’d kill every live show
Nate, I can feel the emotion in every song you make. I relate to a lot of it. Thank you for making your music. Much love bro..
How low can you sink your flow worth slot more than you get shower the songs mate
Still can't get enough therapeutic always pro and please 🙏 no curse words heha
ENKAY, I do believe you may be the most authentic, original artist of all time. A spokesman for a million lost souls. I hope you know, although your subject matter is not always positive, the impact of your words is positive. To me, your art is comfort in the darkness, company in the loneliness and strength to challenge my weakness. Thank you.
Absolutely incredible from the heartfelt lyrics real relatable to the beautiful harmonies love this thanku so much love and God bless always x
FIRST!!!!! Much love and respect for you bro from Mississippi your music is medicine for a few of us and helps us get through 💯
Nate, thank you so much for writing brutally truthful lyrics that people seem so afraid to even dare allow it slip past their lips. You share so much vulnerability in all aspects of your art, and we need more of that in the world. No shame, only grateful surprise at the tears that roll when I listen to most of your music.
What you are manifesting and sharing really does make an impact upon this world, and only hope others are inspired to delete their shame over these very relatable darker aspects of the human experience.
This is how aspects of our humanity become less taboo. By artists truly flowing from their hearts and spittin' nothing but TRUE truths and calling the lies, especially the ones we believe about ourselves.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart. You are truly an inspiration to me, as a fellow artist, and one who isn't afraid to look at the dirty, toxic, neurotic parts humans generally try to do anything to avoid. Your words are fire and they burn away all of the illusions and fallacy, leaving only Truth where it all once stood.
Much love ❤️ Keep writing 💚 You truly help people by sharing your art with the world. And I feel like you also help yourself at the same time.
Truth is the only path that leads to TRUE healing, recovery, and transforming unhealthy thoughts/mindsets into tools we can work WITH, not against. With each one, we're another step closer to our home.
Our hearts 💕
Reading messages like this one help me to continue my journey. Thank you. My new album is coming out in November. Please listen and let me know your opinion.
@@Enkay47 I'm so glad, you are so supported and give unconditional love just as you do through your art ♥ Throw taboo in the trash, these things become major problems because everyone is too afraid or uncomfortable to approach the subject. Seeing someone speak frankly from the heart is truly inspiring.Can't wait to get your new single.
Have you considered hosting music on an additional platform besides Apple Music? I can't buy your albums without download/installing software etc it's not always possible to get FLAC/lossless.. Bandcamp is apparently pretty good at taking smaller cuts on fees so artists make more, or an alternative.
It would definitely make it more accessible/easy for non-apple users to support and purchase your music. I'd really love to buy your music one day!
I love when you do mic videos. Beautiful job! 🔥🔥
This one tho man. Shit . Too relatable. Been homesick for years. People try telling me I am at home. But right now nowhere is home. Been years since I actually called a place home. So thank you so much for this one from the bottom of my jaded heart. Keep at it guy. We love you. Much love from Cornwall ontario Canada. Can't thank you enough for the music that saves my life constantly. 🙏 stay blessed and remember some of us wish you nothing but the best , don't stress. 🙏
My favourite part of listening to your albums, song by song; saving the relatable ones in a playlist, than pressing skip on the ones I don't relate to, is hearing the maturity that you have been able to do. Hearing your music and watching your videos is like seeing a movie, or watching my favourite tv sitcom get updated weekly. I wish I could say I've grown at the same speed as you, and for while there I felt like I was. Until you just blew up, and started in a race I never entered. However from the viewpoint of where I am standing, your coming up in the top five. Perhaps In first place. I'd hate to jinx you, and the race isn't over yet. So without to much more being said; Good luck! You've got this. I'm standing on the sidelines cheering for you to not only finish, hopefully to finish in first place.
That means a lot to me, thank you. Regardless of placing, just going to tell my story and help people that are in similar life situations. Much love
Hell ya relatable and ready for the album!
I also sometimes feel like I'm homeless with a home. Personally I think spirituality might feel that void I'm trying to be a Christian I'm trying to find God but I haven't fully let him in yet because I don't think I'm worthy or maybe because I have such high expectations. But there is something missing inside of us maybe it's because we spend too much time with technology maybe because we are too consumed with egotistical things. But I do struggle and have for a long time feeling the same way this man does. Just remember for all of you out there struggling you're not alone I used to be way way worse now it just comes every once in awhile and goes. I used to be suicide I'll never think I could make it in this dog eat dog world but now I'm getting older I have a family and I am happy with them. Life is always going to be a struggle but it does get better don't take your life don't feel like you'll never make it just realize we all suffer at times and it will work out. The reason why I started looking in the spirituality is because I've noticed most people feel this homesick feeling like there's a place out there that belong they just don't see it can't find it I think that's because we have all come from somewhere else and we want to go back
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Wow great track. Keep it pushing. 😎😎😎👍👍🔥🔥🔥🙏🙏🙏
Damn felt this one so much 💯🔥
🔥🔥🔥 So relatable! Absolutely amazing job …really made me feel the lyrics 🙏🏻
Beautifully done song. 🔥🔥 As always my dude. Amazing job. Keep killing it.
Brooooo this song hits my soul hard -
🔥 🔥 🔥 Dope track homie!! 🔥 🔥 🔥
🙏🔥❤️ I feel this so strong
I have spent my entire life trying to figure out why I am homesick when I have never had one 💔.
Beautiful song @Enkay47 You killed it like always 🔥🔥❤️❤️🙏🙏
Felt this one man. BASEMENT was a treat.
Keep up the work ❤️🔥
thank you
This one hits hard mate been feeling "homesick" myself but at the same time I've never really had one and now I'm struggling to raise my own kids and provide a house they feel is a home and give them all the love they deserve and desire and I'm winging it hard out as I have no idea how to give them what I've never had
Yessir 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥😎😎😎
Goosebumps forreal.... Thank you for this Nate ❤️
Side note I really like your beard bro ❤️
Great music thank you for the music enkay :D
Hell yea broski...
Enkay bro, i feel this song, i feel it so badly, even that im on top mentally the stress can be like this.
Love this 🔥 The blend of catchy singing & meaningful lyrics is just right. Amazing.
Thank you, just wait until the album 🙏🏻
Feel you on this 🔥 💯
Can feel this and can relate as well!!!
Wow that's what I'm talking about.. I felt every single word definitely can't wait to hear or see more. Imma go and shove this around to everybody that I know.. And it's already on repeat. Mad respect to ya @EnKay47. 💯🙏🙏✝️🤍🖤🤍🤘🤘👊
Never disappoints 🔥
The emoition in the lyrics and your voice is a mood. You always drop the 🔥. I cant wait to see what else you have in store for all of us. Much love and respect Nate keep up the amazing work
Appreciate that. Thank you
Thank you.Your songs are great .
Bro ur 🔥fr fr
You really can feel the emotion through the lyrics! Can totally relate to this song! Amazing work! Keep up the awesome work!
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You will get back home!
U and problematic are the best youtube rappers 👌💯💪like this beard look as well
You're so inspirational keep being real
Love u Nate frff!!
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Marry me!!! ❤️ I love your music ❤️ You have such a beautiful soul even if it is damaged ♥️
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 love your music ❤️
🖤 Killing it
Needs more views. Keep going bro!
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Absolutely splendid 👌
im so glad his back leshh fukkn go my bra
Love ❤️
Let’s goo
Damnn 🖤
80K SUBS.. what a joke, you are so good bro its ridiculous.. maybe too real for some, idk.. but I am sure those in need get so much strength from your music, God bless.
You inspire me thank you
I love this song ❤️ your music has helped me a lot lately 🙏🙏
Good stuff man🔥
Man, another one... you following me around? Damn bro
This one really hits home.
Hell yeah nate!🔥🔥🔥 Love ya dude!
So I only started listening to you a month ago and I gotta say I'm impressed. You got bars my man. And a sick flow. Cadence is on point too
Thank you. Make sure you preorder this upcoming album.. it’ll make you a fan for life. That’s a promise.
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Absolute banger 🙌🔥 as always ❤️❤️
🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤
Shit man I had to watch it twice
Wassup fam how u been good shit bro
What a g
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Amazing 🔥🔥🔥🔥
🏠🤒🤧🤮 I've been homesick. That shxt sucks.
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i’m sorry i fell off and stopped listening it’ll never happen again, enkay i needed you thank you.
🎼♥️🎙️
Dam is just went numb like dam
Do some with Lewis Fitzgerald
I got a question been lil while last time I seen u was Babyface but anyttwaysz wat you been up too r u ok 🤔💭...
Ayeeeee dope song man. would you be down if I send you beats I want to do a another raptag challenge and I think I got a beat you would destroy
Send it over, if I fw it I’ll hit you up
Nathan.tnt.Kawaguchi63@gmail.com
@@Enkay47 alright I sent it
On my downest. I just type your name in. UA-cam. Can you write a song for my daughter? You saved my life 100X times over.
lets do a track?
Love this song man🖤
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