@@MallyproAnimation thank you. I'm here for you dear friend. Whatever in the past had happened, no one is responsible. >The new lives for the "tomorow". While the old lives just for past "memories", not what they will have, as -tomorow- is a gift< Your old bad decisions are to be forgotten,while the time you made. Either by friends...family shall remain carved in your mind like ancient writtings on stone. We roam earth 60 to 80 years. Yet in reality. Its all 5 days...it feels so.
@@Francisco-ty9dfonce you stop moving, when you’re all alone with your thoughts everything comes back. Like a lightning that shocks you yet amazes you with power and beauty.. but yeah time doesn’t heal the wounds, you just stop thinking about them.
lmfao i had a dream last night about my soulmate, woke up feeling my soul crushed that i don’t have a life like that!!!😂😭 fr love your vids, wishing you the best
the fact is that even if you meet your soulmate, you will be alone anyways. she is not perfect as you imagined, and your lifestyles may be so different that you cannot be together. the best way to fill that emptiness is to find a way, stuff you know and good at. we all die one day, but while we alive we can do a lot. so this feeling is not depressing, it's inspiring
She was the one in a million. I think we were in the right place together at the wrong time. I'm happy where I'm at now, and I know it doesn't serve me to wonder if I could have been happier if I was with her. But I'd be lying if I said she doesn't cross my mind every time I look up at the full moon.
Look all around you, all the broken hearts, all the stories about that special one lost. The girl you loved is no different from theirs. There is no such thing as "one in a million" if the relationship doesn't lead you anywhere. A correct case of "one in a million" would be a happy and long-lasting relationship, which is very rare and unlikely to happen. Stop idealizing failure. She was a mistake, just a very big one. You are romanticizing your breakup because you need to cope to avoid becoming insane, in reality, she was never all those.
I get you’re trying to help and I see your Point, But the Heart Man… I feel Both of y’all’s pain. And yes moving on is a way of life. I haven’t found my better half yet since “Her” but keep your chin up and focusing on Your grind until something catches your eye 💪🏽
Sometimes I wonder if everything I lived with her felt so real that even silence still carries her name in its whispers, and every corner of my soul is filled with the lingering echo of her laughter. I miss her deeply, but in the end, she was nothing more than a creation of my imagination’s labyrinths.
I'm 35 y/o and still single. Kissless loveless touchless virgin. This and your other playlist (the 4am one) are like what that loneliness feels like personified into music. It's kind of cathartic but in a bittersweet (mostly bitter) kind of way.
I don't know about your religion or anything, but I've felt the same way, and the only thing that helped me was to put my hopes in God, because I know that he has a plan for all of us, always greater than our expectations and our understanding. The modern world condemns men who haven't had some kind of "success in love", but modernity only degrades human value on earth and to expect approval from a disgusting world is absurd, if not worse. But listen to me, give him a chance, put your hopes in God, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, and even if you lack motivation or will, even if you have no hope, what harm would it do you to give your life and your will to him? I'm not saying that you'll magically get married or “succeed”, but not feeling alone is a huge step towards overcoming negative thoughts, and that step... you take with him, Jesus Christ. Also, sorry, my english is not too good. If you let me know your name, I would pray for you man. Amém 🙏
Hey man I’m sorry to hear that brother, word of advice is to work in your garden and plant beautiful flowers, it attracts butterflies. This isn’t about butterflies… I wish you the best and that you find your significant other brother. God Bless You ❤️❤️❤️
I bet you are an extremly lovable person, and i know meeting the right one might seem like impossible considering you are 35 years old, but love is everywhere, no matter your age, I bet you are a wonderful person, and if the people around you cant see that, theyre missing out :D
Why would you want anything to touch you intimately before God? lol And if you believe you are worth touching at all, then why not present yourself as a virgin bride to God? Why should God believe in your vulnerability if you do not believe in His? This is why Jesus Christ tells sinners to die in their own sins lol - or else get their wedding clothes on and keep their candle lit before He Comes. Everyone is hungry, but no one is hungrier than the Lion of the Tribe of Judah, who is God. Everyone wants to live, but no one knows what life is more than God. Everyone wants to have sex, but no one knows what sex is more than God. Ask Adam and Eve and the snake if you must, but why does everyone feel naked without knowing what nakedness is? God will pay with his own Son - the cost of whoever will live and know the Truth - that is Eternal Life with God.
When I realize you might actually be out there somewhere....maybe someday it will all fall into place and my lonely heart can finally be at peace holding you in my arms...
Она мне очень напоминает одну мою удивительную любовь. Я с ней виделся всего неделю. До этого я не верил, что бывает любовь с первого взгляда, да ещё и взаимная, но тут всё было именно так. Даже не уверен, что это было со мной, в реальном мире, не верю, что это не фантазия моего мозга. Это словно сон: вроде бы недолго длился, но такое ощущение, будто целая жизнь осталась прожитой там. А сколько чудесных эмоций там было. Помню, как она смотрела на меня этим влюблённым взглядом, в её карих глазах горел огонь счастья.... А как она мило улыбалась, когда смущаясь, признавалась мне в любви! какой у неё был неловко дрожащий голос! Жаль, что по моей глупости эти отношения закончились. И даже если б я не протупил, через три дня нам бы всё равно пришлось разойтись по разным дорогам жизни. И видимо, мы больше никогда не встретимся... да и рада ли она будет это встрече? сомнительно. у меня даже фотки с ней нет... теперь я никак не докажу, что мы на самом деле были вместе.
I loved you more than anyone could love you, you said so many great things to me but i guess it was just words? i thought it might have been you, i said to myself it has to be you, you're the one we, talked hours and hours about how much we are compatible and that we are soulmates you shared the same vision of as me or so I thought. Out of all my relationships this one started off so perfectly...? we never had a disgrameent or a fight, I thought you were mature in handling situations, thats what you told me, did you just mirror all of my personality was it all a lie? I didn't seem so? you ran around to your friends telling them that you love me, that you've finally fell in love, you introduced me to your mom which you never ever did with another guy before, and your mom and I go along so well and she loves me so much, we also now share the same friend groups from both sides. You kept your crush on me hidden for a year straight, you wanted me first and for one last time... after all the trauma and the betrayals I endured in every relationship I went into, I said alright, ill give this one last relationship, this one last girl a chance, ill put my all, I'll blindly trust her, the same as she does for me how she trusts me, and I would never break that trust. You were so obsessed and crazy about me, our relationship was going and flowing so good and well I know I keep repeating myself but because it just was so great and good and perfect istg? just for you to come and overnight tell me you don't want to waste my time anymore because you've lost feelings? how can you go from last day obsessed and crazy to no feelings at all overnight ? my soul never been so crushed? even logically you would choose to stay in this relationship because there is literally no downsides to it? I don't get it? maybe I was sent to your life to teach you unconditional love and for you to teach me self love... but really after months now and I look back at it I feel bad... feel bad for you because you didn't get the chance to see how much I could've loved you. I could've touched past your skin, held your past your body, and looked at you past your eyes I could have given you love that felt like home, but I guess ill just keep that to myself... or maybe one day send you an anonymous letter idk
She was never real. She was a dream of the future. A soothing and comforting dream. Last night you woke up in tears and sweating without really knowing why. It's okay. You just needed to feel like things were going to get better. Just take a deep breath and start over. Nothing's wrong with you.
Don't think about it, what happened is already in the past and is part of who you are. Just live each moment intensely, it doesn't matter what will happen, you don't even know what will happen tomorrow.
When i was younger before I met my love and had a child. There was this woman who lived a lifetime with me in a 5 minute dream and as I watched her fade away I woke and and I tried to fall asleep just to see her face again i was devastated that it was just one of those dreams you can never really fully remember only by what was left missing from you. May the memory of someone I never really knew rest in peace. I hope my spirit is the same for someone also who needs the one best friend in their dream or that love they needed to wake up again.
интересно получается... фотография случайной девочки, но сколько же эмоций она вызывает... эти изумительные глаза, ухоженные реснички, та самая прядь волос, которая немного свисает в сторону... прям до мурашек, боже мой, почему я такой дурак??? будьте счастливы, берегите себя. Когда-нибудь рассеется туман и станет больше места в наших душах и мы сможем вновь любить....
@@m.a8110 What does ugly mean?? if you remove all the grooming, then all the same, looking into her eyes, I will feel joy, inspiration, peace, that they are ready to accept me... It seems to me that all the beauty lies in her eyes, they are so expressive and attractive, therefore I doubt that I will be able to stop loving them. I'm going to live in my dreams for a while, until my idiotic feelings about a random photo subside... What a horror... and of course, appearance in general is of great importance. I am more than sure that initially no one will even think romantically about someone who has a lot of problems with appearance. this includes neatness, figure, and everything that is important to a person personally... Everyone says *I want a simple one*, but no one will choose a daisy among the roses. I doubt that this second paragraph was necessary, but let it be like white noise, hehe
@@m.a8110 What does ugly mean?? if you remove all the grooming, then all the same, looking into her eyes, I will feel joy, inspiration, peace, that they are ready to accept me... It seems to me that all the beauty lies in her eyes, they are so expressive and attractive, therefore I doubt that I will be able to stop loving them. I'm going to live in my dreams for a while, until my idiotic feelings about a random photo subside... What a horror... and of course, appearance in general is of great importance. I am more than sure that initially no one will even think romantically about someone who has a lot of problems with appearance. this includes neatness, figure, and everything that is important to a person personally... Everyone says *I want a simple one*, but no one will choose a daisy among the roses. I doubt that this second paragraph was necessary, but let it be like white noise, hehe
The fact that this woman's eyes look like an older version of my daughter is making me hope I don't wake up having dreamt the last 8 years with the love of my life. Please let this life be real. I don't want to lose them.
Mine was real until I lost it. She was beautiful, she worked hard, she loved me, she was loyal, and she would have done anything for me. I'll live with regret the rest of my life. Never find another like her. Maybe in the next life things will work out better between us.
Its crazy how probably most people will experience these moments in their life There was a really strong feeling but it just did not work out the way it could have. All you are left with is to say: in another life And then you have to move on even when the feeling is strong, because dwelling on it may give you sweet Melancholia and longing, but it can never be right
It was all real. The laughs, our smiles, even our sadness. Nothing could ever come close to the love that I had for her. How could something so perfect change so suddenly? I felt my world crumbling and as we said goodbye, I saw you walking away. Everything in me hoped you would turn around and run to me like how we used to. But that person isn’t there anymore. The love isn’t there, the happiness, the care. You walked out and with that, you took a piece of me. Something I won’t ever get back again. With it all, I’m happy we had what we did. Because you made me feel something I’ve never felt by anyone else. Love. I hope you’re okay.
Alone with the alone. I always return to my cocoon, of solitude and nothingness. It's safe and peaceful. I crave the divine touch and to find my eternal home. I keep myself in my prayers and best wishes, as I long for salvation that comes after the last drop of hope.
I write as nobody listens...... Let us all hope the future one...is the last one.. and we find that love and connection we all so derseve and crave... Found it once... was deep😢but i let her go..well both of us as distance and timing weren't to be. Never again found that understanding to this day. Maybe ... just maybe before i take off from this earth, i can have one last fleeting connection of that kind of magnitude... I hope 🙏 But my light dimishes with each passing day..😢😮. Wish you well his music brought me some peace and clarity ✨️
He listens too and sees all things Just as He loves our each & every story Created by Him and for Him The broken who turn back around To change their heart mind and ways Are those He adores & raises up from the pit
Born to be a hopeless romantic, forced to be a lonely soul A half that doesn't fit, where the heart now an empty hole Would it all have been different if I were beautiful like y'all? Maybe then I never should have been born at all.
usually whatever story you believe the most about your life is the one that you'll see reflected in the world(politics, self pitty, hate, race, sexism,etc), all of them are as real as you want them to be.
countless times ive woken up with a sense of loss. it breaks my heart everytime. in dreams, i have a loving wife, a loving family & the most best friends a man could ever have. sometimes i wish i could die in my sleep so i can be in that dream forever. but as always, in the fucked up reality of our existence, we can never have what we want. only in dreams can we truly.... be happy.
I met a girl, before the pandemic, that would love these songs. It hurts that she's gone, I just hope she's at peace now. I don't know, I feel like everything is lost...
Every time i look up into the night sky and stare at the stars i cant help but to think your right there next me. It breaks me completely when i look next to me and you aren’t
This title has two meanings: first she wasn't real as if she didn't exist, second she wasn't real as if she was always lying and pretending to love you.
It was two days ago, I decided to take some time off the pills... Crying has to be the most successful way, if not most efficient, to soothe the soul before the body.
Whatever I do, I have the feeling that I am waisting my life. Time passes by and I am not doing what I should do. But I don't know what I should do. Every second is an opportunity missed, experience not experienced, soulmate not found. Whatever I do, I can't get rid of this feeling. It is like searching for a something that might not exist at all. I am getting old, I am 28 yo already.
I was going through the exact same situation and I was so desperate to have a goal/dream/focus. Life felt senseless and I hated me and my life for not being able to find meaning, for not having anything to chase. I found out that as obvious as it was, there was literally nothing worse than staying in the same place. I couldn’t believe I spend all my life not realizing that, I started to do the things I love without thinking in a goal, to improve my physique and saving money. It has all changed and I still don’t know if this will be useful or head towards anything but I’m happier than ever, and most importantly, I am living every single moment. I hope you can find the light to get out of that dark place, cause I know it can trap you fiercely.
@@LNLBD I’m a bit younger, almost 21, but I relate to this feeling. No matter what I do, it’s never the right thing and I never feel proud of myself. It’s destroying me inside.
Man i looked out far into her eyes knowing id see the end in that beautiful void until one day it was gone and so was she. How i miss that beautiful void of stars.
Прекрати, ты сидишь здесь и ждёшь чего-то, ничего не измениться и не будет так, как было раньше, волшебной таблетки от неблагоприятного исхода нет, встань, надо идти дальше, всё что было для тебя идеально - лишь образ который выдумал твой мозг когда ты был слеп, сейчас ты открыл глаза - иди дальше.
Feels like I should forget. Things I can do to get better, grow (I'm 26 by now.) stronger, yet it eludes me how that would be any more real, more real, so much more. I just didn't pass the high skills check...
Through many years, my pain subsided. My rage dissipated. But my love for you remained. I hope wherever you are, whomever you are with, you are happy and doing okay.
I keep having dreams of a person even though I have already moved on from the situation. Its strange. Maybe i just need to pick up more hobbies to keep forgetting about them. Id really wish they'd contact me though, still so much unsaid.
That person you idolized is just the end of your over projections. The person you love doesn’t exist, your brain just created a convenient fantasy called upon by your base instincts and prescripted ideals of fulfillment. It’s a construct of your own unmet sense of belonging placed onto others so when it ends your just snapping out of a trance of your own making. Fortified in a play you partake in to sooth that deep sense of longing only you’ll ever truly understand
I just noticed that i never click on this stuff and i did today and this is a pretty new channel nee video and im just here listening to it something feels strange
Yeah, I have to confess, I fell in love with a woman who never existed, she was the first and the only one until then, loving someone who doesn't exist is a cruel way to live, art helps, but then loneliness hits you again and you think why can't you be more normal. Especially on the coldest nights where there is no hug to protect you from the darkness or from life simply, nor on the clearest mornings, where the sun only reflects the void and makes it bigger... even so, I wouldn't change her for anything.
She was never real - she is reality itself. And in this brief moment where she no longer exists, your mind wonders limbo for what seems to be an eternity. You can hear it, can't you? That's the sound of your world crumbling to the singularity glint in her eyes. And as the blackhole ravages all in its gravity: your arms and your legs to your strength and your gaze with such force, it pulls tears to drown your vision. If there were a path to life, you no longer walk it. She was meaning. She was everything...
Despierto y ella ya no esta pero ya no lloro como ayer. Amo a quien me rodea y ellos me aman y eso es suficiente. Vivo por ellos , mi alma les pertenece. Mi madre, mi padre, mi hermano. Merezco la felicidad que siento y tambien merezco estar de rodillas golpeando el suelo porque cada vez que la vida me tira al suelo no tengo mas opción que buscar ese lugar al que sé que llegare sonriendo, orgulloso de mi mismo con la frente en alto y sé, lo sé... Pronto volvere a caer pero no como ayer
I’m alone with my private covenants Devoid of the touch Face to face with the lonely prayer Dancing torch beside me shared a laugh Crackling glacier beneath my feet Makes me feel the void within
I'm glad and happy for have people around me, someday i'll miss them, but now, i'll be around them, feel them, enjoy them. You left me about 13 years ago, your face is gone in my head, but i remember your voice, and still wainting for. I felt that, so you were real Love You Thab Valentin, forever
You dropped me like the clouds dropping the raindrops It was harmful fall but now I could die after many shots I don't wanna open my eyes, I like dreamin of our little home We both are happy we're just waiting our little new born Forgive me if I give up, I've rolled the last stone To rise you from the dead, to stop your sorrow to stop your moan Now that little dream is gone I'd rather to close my eyes not for the darkness closer I'll never be alone
I don't know where you are right know. But I know you are out there somewhere. Maybe we already met each other. Maybe our first encounter is yet to come. I hope you are doing fine. If you ask me, it's not bad but not that good either. I feel an emptiness. The desire to be seen. To be loved. To be appreciated. But I believe that in the right moment, the right person will come. Till that day, I will keep going. Keep on improving myself. I'll try to get out of my comfort zone. Try out new things. Maybe take that other road back home. Buy a drink from a cozy shop there. Who knows, maybe we'll see each other there. (Hey stranger. Yeah, you! Thank you for taking your time and reading this. I hope you are doing well. Everything will get better eventually, even if it seems impossible now. Take a sip of water. I know you didn't drink anything the last couple of hours. Don't forget to stay hydrated. Remember, here is a stranger rooting for you. Don't give up. Keep on going. You will achieve your goals if you believe in them. Is it late at night at the moment? Go get your well deserved sleep. Tomorrow is a new day. Who knows what wonders are awaiting you?)
I want nothing more and nothing less - than to exist in the moment, my fulfillment. I care not for worldly things although it might be true that with your detachment someone might be attracted to try and connect . Take that as you will
@@tristinsmith1220 Addictions can be healed. Give the brother time. He needs it. If his faith is true, he will be healed. By the grace of our Lord, he will be healed. Made new. Made whole. Hasn't happened to me yet, but he'll find it. I'll find it. We'll find it. And in the end, we'll all sit at the right hand of God. Game's already won. Time and persistence is the only factor here.
I recommend you to stop consuming that type of content. You'll feel more lonely, its only a momentary pleasure. And also it makes you isolate even more. The more you isolate, its more difficult to find a real girl. Stay safe.
She is I found one for me there one for you too just keep it up the rain will stop in time as a new breeze blows into your life take hold to that wind wrap yourself around it as it wraps itself around you.
I had this dream one random night that me and her were in love. Somehow we grew extremely close and that dream sorta became reality a few weeks later. Because of this something about our relationship felt so fucking special to me. Part of it being since I’ve never had an actual relationship in my 19 years alive Ended suddenly one random Wednesday night. We were only “official” for two weeks. Haven’t talked to her in two months now… Never felt so confused and lost, like there’s no way she was real
Idk if I'm sad or what. But it's kinda empty. Idk what I'm feeling right now. It mixed up. Am I sad & lonely? If so, what's the reason? If I'm irritated, why? If I'm disappointed, what the cause? I try to figure it out, but there is no answers. I'm feeling blank...
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do you know the girl's name on the video background?
@@bambarbno1979 unfortunately not, but sometimes it's good not to know who she is
@@cold-040 alr thanks then
@@cold-040 yup
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its so surreal to remember that real people make this music.
always blows my mind away. the closest thing to magic.
Sadly, that's not necessarily true anymore :(
@@metrotek5 precisely why it becomes even more valuable now to realize and enjoy.
@ Indeed
@@giannistsakiris5408 can't agree enough. Wish you have a good day/night
she may not be real but this music is. damn
the masculine urge to bleed out to this music after saving someone that'll never know they were saved
goes hard
tHe MaScUlInE uRgE
"You die by loving someone, as they live on.
Yet the one you love, made from your pure imagination dies with you"
specifically reading your comment made me cry a little. alot of memories just flashed by.
@@MallyproAnimation thank you. I'm here for you dear friend.
Whatever in the past had happened, no one is responsible. >The new lives for the "tomorow". While the old lives just for past "memories", not what they will have, as -tomorow- is a gift<
Your old bad decisions are to be forgotten,while the time you made. Either by friends...family shall remain carved in your mind like ancient writtings on stone.
We roam earth 60 to 80 years. Yet in reality. Its all 5 days...it feels so.
bruce lee u so real for this
Wtf this is so poetic
We're dying alone with this playlist on loop baby
X2
yes please
i wouldn't want to, but maybe i better accept that
@@cck6591 that’s where I’m at
better alone than not in good company
As we get older, we stop feeling pain. Instead, we understand it, and perhaps that hurts more.
and maybe this is why older people play the "happy personality" role, nothing for them to lose because they've lost it all.
😥😥😥
As an old guy. It does hurt more. But we must carry on with pain or not.
we learn from it and go on. Carry it on. Keep going :).
@@Francisco-ty9dfonce you stop moving, when you’re all alone with your thoughts everything comes back. Like a lightning that shocks you yet amazes you with power and beauty.. but yeah time doesn’t heal the wounds, you just stop thinking about them.
lmfao i had a dream last night about my soulmate, woke up feeling my soul crushed that i don’t have a life like that!!!😂😭 fr love your vids, wishing you the best
Those dreams are the worst, i feel it man
Had a dream about finally getting a real best friend that I could spend lifetime with months ago, I still miss her... (I feel you 🫂)
I feel you. I often have dreams like this too. Thank you for your kind words. wish you all the best too 🖤
Better than actually having a best friend soulmate and then he dies leaving you alone…. Happened to me recently
@@eeeeeeeeee10stay strong and take some time for yourself.
the fact is that even if you meet your soulmate, you will be alone anyways. she is not perfect as you imagined, and your lifestyles may be so different that you cannot be together. the best way to fill that emptiness is to find a way, stuff you know and good at. we all die one day, but while we alive we can do a lot. so this feeling is not depressing, it's inspiring
matching lifestyles should be one of the biggest things that define a soulmate. it's called soulmate because you share the same kind of mind 🤨
i hope everyone listening to this is alright.
ive not been okay before.
im glad to be okay now.
lifes beautiful guys.
She was the one in a million. I think we were in the right place together at the wrong time. I'm happy where I'm at now, and I know it doesn't serve me to wonder if I could have been happier if I was with her. But I'd be lying if I said she doesn't cross my mind every time I look up at the full moon.
Look all around you, all the broken hearts, all the stories about that special one lost. The girl you loved is no different from theirs. There is no such thing as "one in a million" if the relationship doesn't lead you anywhere. A correct case of "one in a million" would be a happy and long-lasting relationship, which is very rare and unlikely to happen.
Stop idealizing failure. She was a mistake, just a very big one. You are romanticizing your breakup because you need to cope to avoid becoming insane, in reality, she was never all those.
I get you’re trying to help and I see your Point, But the Heart Man… I feel Both of y’all’s pain. And yes moving on is a way of life. I haven’t found my better half yet since “Her” but keep your chin up and focusing on Your grind until something catches your eye 💪🏽
damn.
This whole playlist is how life started to feel after 2020, I think for all of us it just went downhill.
Sometimes I wonder if everything I lived with her felt so real that even silence still carries her name in its whispers, and every corner of my soul is filled with the lingering echo of her laughter. I miss her deeply, but in the end, she was nothing more than a creation of my imagination’s labyrinths.
I know it's my fault you're gone. I hope you're happier than ever nowadays. I still think of you, more than I can handle...
edgelord
gonna be okay brother..
That's fine brother, youll find love again
I'm in the same place as you man, I know how it feels
listening to this while driving through the countryside around night or early morning is nice
Thats vibe
Where driving too ?
I'm 35 y/o and still single. Kissless loveless touchless virgin. This and your other playlist (the 4am one) are like what that loneliness feels like personified into music. It's kind of cathartic but in a bittersweet (mostly bitter) kind of way.
I don't know about your religion or anything, but I've felt the same way, and the only thing that helped me was to put my hopes in God, because I know that he has a plan for all of us, always greater than our expectations and our understanding.
The modern world condemns men who haven't had some kind of "success in love", but modernity only degrades human value on earth and to expect approval from a disgusting world is absurd, if not worse.
But listen to me, give him a chance, put your hopes in God, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, and even if you lack motivation or will, even if you have no hope, what harm would it do you to give your life and your will to him?
I'm not saying that you'll magically get married or “succeed”, but not feeling alone is a huge step towards overcoming negative thoughts, and that step... you take with him, Jesus Christ.
Also, sorry, my english is not too good.
If you let me know your name, I would pray for you man.
Amém 🙏
Hey man I’m sorry to hear that brother, word of advice is to work in your garden and plant beautiful flowers, it attracts butterflies. This isn’t about butterflies… I wish you the best and that you find your significant other brother. God Bless You ❤️❤️❤️
Same as you but I'm 27. Sometimes even the void of space feels less empty than myself...
I bet you are an extremly lovable person, and i know meeting the right one might seem like impossible considering you are 35 years old, but love is everywhere, no matter your age, I bet you are a wonderful person, and if the people around you cant see that, theyre missing out :D
Why would you want anything to touch you intimately before God? lol
And if you believe you are worth touching at all, then why not present yourself as a virgin bride to God?
Why should God believe in your vulnerability if you do not believe in His?
This is why Jesus Christ tells sinners to die in their own sins lol - or else get their wedding clothes on and keep their candle lit before He Comes.
Everyone is hungry, but no one is hungrier than the Lion of the Tribe of Judah, who is God.
Everyone wants to live, but no one knows what life is more than God.
Everyone wants to have sex, but no one knows what sex is more than God.
Ask Adam and Eve and the snake if you must, but why does everyone feel naked without knowing what nakedness is?
God will pay with his own Son - the cost of whoever will live and know the Truth - that is Eternal Life with God.
A vampire girl visits me in my dreams in a booth, I think in some night club or industrial district, and we just talk, but it's so vivid and ethereal
That's just your longing manifesting itself as the type of woman you crave. It'll pass. Give it a few days and keep focusing on yourself. We got time.
Bro go to a bar and talkt to some girls your subconscious Is screaming at you "where TF Is my big titty goth gf"
@TemplarLux Everyone downlike this comment I will never get over her
When I realize you might actually be out there somewhere....maybe someday it will all fall into place and my lonely heart can finally be at peace holding you in my arms...
vay amk söze bak inşallah dost.
Она мне очень напоминает одну мою удивительную любовь. Я с ней виделся всего неделю. До этого я не верил, что бывает любовь с первого взгляда, да ещё и взаимная, но тут всё было именно так. Даже не уверен, что это было со мной, в реальном мире, не верю, что это не фантазия моего мозга. Это словно сон: вроде бы недолго длился, но такое ощущение, будто целая жизнь осталась прожитой там. А сколько чудесных эмоций там было. Помню, как она смотрела на меня этим влюблённым взглядом, в её карих глазах горел огонь счастья.... А как она мило улыбалась, когда смущаясь, признавалась мне в любви! какой у неё был неловко дрожащий голос!
Жаль, что по моей глупости эти отношения закончились. И даже если б я не протупил, через три дня нам бы всё равно пришлось разойтись по разным дорогам жизни. И видимо, мы больше никогда не встретимся... да и рада ли она будет это встрече? сомнительно.
у меня даже фотки с ней нет... теперь я никак не докажу, что мы на самом деле были вместе.
I loved you more than anyone could love you, you said so many great things to me but i guess it was just words? i thought it might have been you, i said to myself it has to be you, you're the one we, talked hours and hours about how much we are compatible and that we are soulmates you shared the same vision of as me or so I thought. Out of all my relationships this one started off so perfectly...? we never had a disgrameent or a fight, I thought you were mature in handling situations, thats what you told me, did you just mirror all of my personality was it all a lie? I didn't seem so? you ran around to your friends telling them that you love me, that you've finally fell in love, you introduced me to your mom which you never ever did with another guy before, and your mom and I go along so well and she loves me so much, we also now share the same friend groups from both sides. You kept your crush on me hidden for a year straight, you wanted me first and for one last time... after all the trauma and the betrayals I endured in every relationship I went into, I said alright, ill give this one last relationship, this one last girl a chance, ill put my all, I'll blindly trust her, the same as she does for me how she trusts me, and I would never break that trust. You were so obsessed and crazy about me, our relationship was going and flowing so good and well I know I keep repeating myself but because it just was so great and good and perfect istg? just for you to come and overnight tell me you don't want to waste my time anymore because you've lost feelings? how can you go from last day obsessed and crazy to no feelings at all overnight ? my soul never been so crushed? even logically you would choose to stay in this relationship because there is literally no downsides to it? I don't get it? maybe I was sent to your life to teach you unconditional love and for you to teach me self love... but really after months now and I look back at it I feel bad... feel bad for you because you didn't get the chance to see how much I could've loved you. I could've touched past your skin, held your past your body, and looked at you past your eyes I could have given you love that felt like home, but I guess ill just keep that to myself... or maybe one day send you an anonymous letter idk
This is my favourite now for when I'm journalling at night, just contemplating life. Glad it was created 👍🏻
She’s just a memory no different from a dream
She was never real. She was a dream of the future. A soothing and comforting dream. Last night you woke up in tears and sweating without really knowing why. It's okay. You just needed to feel like things were going to get better. Just take a deep breath and start over. Nothing's wrong with you.
this is a beautiful comment
Fam I feel that a lot 💔
Stop speaking to my soul
I still think of you from time to time. It was so perfect that it feels almost like a dream, a distant memory...
i met someone new...i hope the last was my final heartbreak.
I wish you all best and happines
Don't think about it, what happened is already in the past and is part of who you are. Just live each moment intensely, it doesn't matter what will happen, you don't even know what will happen tomorrow.
This playlist keeps making think about cold_r6... He will be forever missed. RIP 🕊🕊🕊 😔
how did he die? what happened
Beautiful playlist🖤
thank you!🖤
I like the imaginary ones. They don't break my heart near as painfully as the real ones. Also, they're not financially draining like the real ones.
she was, i just couldnt be enough for her
When i was younger before I met my love and had a child. There was this woman who lived a lifetime with me in a 5 minute dream and as I watched her fade away I woke and and I tried to fall asleep just to see her face again i was devastated that it was just one of those dreams you can never really fully remember only by what was left missing from you. May the memory of someone I never really knew rest in peace. I hope my spirit is the same for someone also who needs the one best friend in their dream or that love they needed to wake up again.
интересно получается... фотография случайной девочки, но сколько же эмоций она вызывает... эти изумительные глаза, ухоженные реснички, та самая прядь волос, которая немного свисает в сторону... прям до мурашек, боже мой, почему я такой дурак???
будьте счастливы, берегите себя. Когда-нибудь рассеется туман и станет больше места в наших душах и мы сможем вновь любить....
bro, i love you, seriosly, Stay safe.
Я тоже так думаю. Мое сердце болит за женщину, которую я еще не встретил.
Будь здорова и сильна, мой друг.
Would you love her if she is not beautiful?
@@m.a8110 What does ugly mean?? if you remove all the grooming, then all the same, looking into her eyes, I will feel joy, inspiration, peace, that they are ready to accept me... It seems to me that all the beauty lies in her eyes, they are so expressive and attractive, therefore I doubt that I will be able to stop loving them. I'm going to live in my dreams for a while, until my idiotic feelings about a random photo subside... What a horror...
and of course, appearance in general is of great importance. I am more than sure that initially no one will even think romantically about someone who has a lot of problems with appearance. this includes neatness, figure, and everything that is important to a person personally... Everyone says *I want a simple one*, but no one will choose a daisy among the roses. I doubt that this second paragraph was necessary, but let it be like white noise, hehe
@@m.a8110
What does ugly mean?? if you remove all the grooming, then all the same, looking into her eyes, I will feel joy, inspiration, peace, that they are ready to accept me... It seems to me that all the beauty lies in her eyes, they are so expressive and attractive, therefore I doubt that I will be able to stop loving them. I'm going to live in my dreams for a while, until my idiotic feelings about a random photo subside... What a horror...
and of course, appearance in general is of great importance. I am more than sure that initially no one will even think romantically about someone who has a lot of problems with appearance. this includes neatness, figure, and everything that is important to a person personally... Everyone says *I want a simple one*, but no one will choose a daisy among the roses. I doubt that this second paragraph was necessary, but let it be like white noise, hehe
The fact that this woman's eyes look like an older version of my daughter is making me hope I don't wake up having dreamt the last 8 years with the love of my life. Please let this life be real. I don't want to lose them.
real.
Congrats for having that. Hold on tight.
love feels like sand in your hands and the wind and over time you lose it all every single grain
and you will miss every tiny insignificant piece...
I love this and all the artists. This genre is emotional and touching. Cold snow and a smoke.
My best friend died recently, he’s the only person who understood me
sending love your way and i hope peace finds you and holds you
@ thank you
Sorry God bless you ❤
sending love fam
that is my biggest fear, finding someone and knowing that once they pass you're alone in a dead space of nothing.
Divine! Thank you, I cried T_T
I like your music, comes from the soul
Mine was real until I lost it. She was beautiful, she worked hard, she loved me, she was loyal, and she would have done anything for me. I'll live with regret the rest of my life. Never find another like her. Maybe in the next life things will work out better between us.
Its crazy how probably most people will experience these moments in their life
There was a really strong feeling but it just did not work out the way it could have. All you are left with is to say: in another life
And then you have to move on even when the feeling is strong, because dwelling on it may give you sweet Melancholia and longing, but it can never be right
THOSE EYES THO!!! >>>>>>>>>>
leaving the past behind, she never was real to me.
A smile from you would comfort my soul, but the only place you exist is in my dreams.
Playlist so good I went and sat by a tree to ponder whilst I looked up at the beautiful night sky
It was all real. The laughs, our smiles, even our sadness. Nothing could ever come close to the love that I had for her. How could something so perfect change so suddenly? I felt my world crumbling and as we said goodbye, I saw you walking away. Everything in me hoped you would turn around and run to me like how we used to. But that person isn’t there anymore. The love isn’t there, the happiness, the care. You walked out and with that, you took a piece of me. Something I won’t ever get back again. With it all, I’m happy we had what we did. Because you made me feel something I’ve never felt by anyone else. Love. I hope you’re okay.
These songs go from making me think, “WOW.. this is badass!” Then, to real emotional real quick. 😢
Alone with the alone.
I always return to my cocoon,
of solitude and nothingness.
It's safe and peaceful.
I crave the divine touch and to find my eternal home.
I keep myself in my prayers and best wishes,
as I long for salvation
that comes after the last drop of hope.
I write as nobody listens......
Let us all hope the future one...is the last one.. and we find that love and connection we all so derseve and crave...
Found it once... was deep😢but i let her go..well both of us as distance and timing weren't to be.
Never again found that understanding to this day.
Maybe ... just maybe before i take off from this earth, i can have one last fleeting connection of that kind of magnitude...
I hope 🙏
But my light dimishes with each passing day..😢😮.
Wish you well his music brought me some peace and clarity ✨️
He listens too and sees all things
Just as He loves our each & every story
Created by Him and for Him
The broken who turn back around
To change their heart mind and ways
Are those He adores & raises up from the pit
Born to be a hopeless romantic, forced to be a lonely soul
A half that doesn't fit, where the heart now an empty hole
Would it all have been different if I were beautiful like y'all?
Maybe then I never should have been born at all.
usually whatever story you believe the most about your life is the one that you'll see reflected in the world(politics, self pitty, hate, race, sexism,etc), all of them are as real as you want them to be.
I'm glad you exist. God bless
Nah, broski, doesn't really means shit
everyones going to get old. Looks fade. The soul is forever.
countless times ive woken up with a sense of loss. it breaks my heart everytime. in dreams, i have a loving wife, a loving family & the most best friends a man could ever have. sometimes i wish i could die in my sleep so i can be in that dream forever. but as always, in the fucked up reality of our existence, we can never have what we want. only in dreams can we truly.... be happy.
I met a girl, before the pandemic, that would love these songs. It hurts that she's gone, I just hope she's at peace now. I don't know, I feel like everything is lost...
Isn't it paradoxical that after so many years when I think of her, a part of me wants to find her and another part wants to set the world ablaze.
Perhaps, I find that I can do both, at least in spirit. Yet why do I still live... ? History isn't a lie... it's a theater.
Birds of a feather. I hope you can find who ur lookin for.
i thought i had a girlfriend... until i started taking this pill.
Every time i look up into the night sky and stare at the stars i cant help but to think your right there next me. It breaks me completely when i look next to me and you aren’t
It is surely a bliss of a melody
cold title but exactly what i was feeling. thanks for putting this playlist together
This title has two meanings: first she wasn't real as if she didn't exist, second she wasn't real as if she was always lying and pretending to love you.
cry a billion times, and it wouldn't change a thing.
It was two days ago, I decided to take some time off the pills... Crying has to be the most successful way, if not most efficient, to soothe the soul before the body.
Whatever I do, I have the feeling that I am waisting my life. Time passes by and I am not doing what I should do. But I don't know what I should do. Every second is an opportunity missed, experience not experienced, soulmate not found. Whatever I do, I can't get rid of this feeling. It is like searching for a something that might not exist at all. I am getting old, I am 28 yo already.
Life is like a dungeon of an rpg, more dragons appear the more you go further. Keep your heads up warrior
im not sure but i know this feeling. just want to say i share it with you.
I was going through the exact same situation and I was so desperate to have a goal/dream/focus. Life felt senseless and I hated me and my life for not being able to find meaning, for not having anything to chase. I found out that as obvious as it was, there was literally nothing worse than staying in the same place. I couldn’t believe I spend all my life not realizing that, I started to do the things I love without thinking in a goal, to improve my physique and saving money. It has all changed and I still don’t know if this will be useful or head towards anything but I’m happier than ever, and most importantly, I am living every single moment. I hope you can find the light to get out of that dark place, cause I know it can trap you fiercely.
@@LNLBD I’m a bit younger, almost 21, but I relate to this feeling. No matter what I do, it’s never the right thing and I never feel proud of myself. It’s destroying me inside.
i like my dreams and I don't want to wake up
Man i looked out far into her eyes knowing id see the end in that beautiful void until one day it was gone and so was she. How i miss that beautiful void of stars.
Прекрати, ты сидишь здесь и ждёшь чего-то, ничего не измениться и не будет так, как было раньше, волшебной таблетки от неблагоприятного исхода нет, встань, надо идти дальше, всё что было для тебя идеально - лишь образ который выдумал твой мозг когда ты был слеп, сейчас ты открыл глаза - иди дальше.
Прекрасные слова для такого видео
La douleur et les souvenirs sont l'engrais pour l'arbre solide que nous devons tous devenir. Le temps soigne lentement les plaies.
💯💯
Thank you!
Feels like I should forget. Things I can do to get better, grow (I'm 26 by now.) stronger, yet it eludes me how that would be any more real, more real, so much more. I just didn't pass the high skills check...
Through many years, my pain subsided. My rage dissipated. But my love for you remained. I hope wherever you are, whomever you are with, you are happy and doing okay.
This is oddly soothing. Crying in bed while listening to it.
hope you're okay
Literally me rn ^-^
@@deadflowerss143 I’m okay, thank you
@@M3llowR0ses *huggles*
I loved her with every fiber of my being. Every photon of my existence. Every instance of my life, was made of love.
same here, but if she can't see that for herself, cherish and VALUE that love, it will always be pointless man
@ thank you friend.
She never existed, it was a version of her in your head, it was all in your head.
Night sky filled with stars, pacifies my soul ⊹⊹
One of those days where I light up a cigarette and ponder.
This keeps popping up. It's both prophetic and 2020 hindsight.
I keep having dreams of a person even though I have already moved on from the situation. Its strange. Maybe i just need to pick up more hobbies to keep forgetting about them. Id really wish they'd contact me though, still so much unsaid.
That person you idolized is just the end of your over projections. The person you love doesn’t exist, your brain just created a convenient fantasy called upon by your base instincts and prescripted ideals of fulfillment. It’s a construct of your own unmet sense of belonging placed onto others so when it ends your just snapping out of a trance of your own making. Fortified in a play you partake in to sooth that deep sense of longing only you’ll ever truly understand
Cold. My back shivers
I just noticed that i never click on this stuff and i did today and this is a pretty new channel nee video and im just here listening to it something feels strange
You and cfood would go crazy
Yeah, I have to confess, I fell in love with a woman who never existed, she was the first and the only one until then, loving someone who doesn't exist is a cruel way to live, art helps, but then loneliness hits you again and you think why can't you be more normal.
Especially on the coldest nights where there is no hug to protect you from the darkness or from life simply, nor on the clearest mornings, where the sun only reflects the void and makes it bigger... even so, I wouldn't change her for anything.
me too
thank you and those who made this music
She was never real - she is reality itself. And in this brief moment where she no longer exists, your mind wonders limbo for what seems to be an eternity.
You can hear it, can't you?
That's the sound of your world crumbling to the singularity glint in her eyes. And as the blackhole ravages all in its gravity: your arms and your legs to your strength and your gaze with such force, it pulls tears to drown your vision. If there were a path to life, you no longer walk it.
She was meaning.
She was everything...
Perfect for listening to while driving. Really elevates the experience.
I wish i could listen to music while driving, i tried once and completely zoned out bro i was driving through stop signs😭
You are my hero
Despierto y ella ya no esta pero ya no lloro como ayer.
Amo a quien me rodea y ellos me aman y eso es suficiente. Vivo por ellos , mi alma les pertenece.
Mi madre, mi padre, mi hermano.
Merezco la felicidad que siento y tambien merezco estar de rodillas golpeando el suelo porque cada vez que la vida me tira al suelo no tengo mas opción que buscar ese lugar al que sé que llegare sonriendo, orgulloso de mi mismo con la frente en alto
y sé, lo sé... Pronto volvere a caer pero no como ayer
I miss her so much. It's been almost 3 years. I miss her
we miss her too
I love this playlist so much oml, new favourite channel
Thank you so much, I really appreciate it🖤
I’m alone with my private covenants
Devoid of the touch
Face to face with the lonely prayer
Dancing torch beside me shared a laugh
Crackling glacier beneath my feet
Makes me feel the void within
I'm glad and happy for have people around me, someday i'll miss them, but now, i'll be around them, feel them, enjoy them.
You left me about 13 years ago, your face is gone in my head, but i remember your voice, and still wainting for.
I felt that, so you were real
Love You Thab Valentin, forever
underated mix
everytime i think that i get better i have the same dream. i just want to sleep and dream forever.
You're more than what You think You are
the more you love.. the more you get hurt.
You dropped me like the clouds dropping the raindrops
It was harmful fall but now I could die after many shots
I don't wanna open my eyes, I like dreamin of our little home
We both are happy we're just waiting our little new born
Forgive me if I give up, I've rolled the last stone
To rise you from the dead, to stop your sorrow to stop your moan
Now that little dream is gone
I'd rather to close my eyes not for the darkness closer I'll never be alone
I don't know where you are right know. But I know you are out there somewhere. Maybe we already met each other. Maybe our first encounter is yet to come. I hope you are doing fine. If you ask me, it's not bad but not that good either. I feel an emptiness. The desire to be seen. To be loved. To be appreciated. But I believe that in the right moment, the right person will come. Till that day, I will keep going. Keep on improving myself. I'll try to get out of my comfort zone. Try out new things. Maybe take that other road back home. Buy a drink from a cozy shop there. Who knows, maybe we'll see each other there.
(Hey stranger. Yeah, you! Thank you for taking your time and reading this. I hope you are doing well. Everything will get better eventually, even if it seems impossible now.
Take a sip of water. I know you didn't drink anything the last couple of hours. Don't forget to stay hydrated.
Remember, here is a stranger rooting for you. Don't give up. Keep on going. You will achieve your goals if you believe in them.
Is it late at night at the moment? Go get your well deserved sleep. Tomorrow is a new day. Who knows what wonders are awaiting you?)
❤
I want nothing more and nothing less - than to exist in the moment, my fulfillment. I care not for worldly things although it might be true that with your detachment someone might be attracted to try and connect . Take that as you will
Wow, this playlisty is truly amazing. Love this 🕳️
this playlist is amazing
Recently I started to get addicted to asmr girls... Please Lord don't let me fall...
Good luck, king
your addicted to asmr you have already fallen
@@tristinsmith1220 Addictions can be healed. Give the brother time. He needs it. If his faith is true, he will be healed. By the grace of our Lord, he will be healed. Made new. Made whole. Hasn't happened to me yet, but he'll find it. I'll find it. We'll find it.
And in the end, we'll all sit at the right hand of God.
Game's already won. Time and persistence is the only factor here.
I recommend you to stop consuming that type of content. You'll feel more lonely, its only a momentary pleasure. And also it makes you isolate even more. The more you isolate, its more difficult to find a real girl.
Stay safe.
@@withoutsword_ thanks brother, I'll take your advice
She is I found one for me there one for you too just keep it up the rain will stop in time as a new breeze blows into your life take hold to that wind wrap yourself around it as it wraps itself around you.
I hope she will be, one day. I love her already
quality playlist mate
sweet, i needed some existential crisis music :'3 :'3 :'3
Maybe we can work it out ❄️🖤
@cold-040 no. Hiss uwu
I had this dream one random night that me and her were in love. Somehow we grew extremely close and that dream sorta became reality a few weeks later.
Because of this something about our relationship felt so fucking special to me. Part of it being since I’ve never had an actual relationship in my 19 years alive
Ended suddenly one random Wednesday night. We were only “official” for two weeks. Haven’t talked to her in two months now…
Never felt so confused and lost, like there’s no way she was real
This has "girl singing into fan" vibes. Or the back room vibes. I'm here for it.
gooner playlist
stay hard
Idk if I'm sad or what. But it's kinda empty. Idk what I'm feeling right now. It mixed up. Am I sad & lonely? If so, what's the reason? If I'm irritated, why? If I'm disappointed, what the cause? I try to figure it out, but there is no answers. I'm feeling blank...