Am I truly a producer?

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For the past three months, I’ve immersed myself in a world of sound, obsessively chasing the perfect mix, each track an emotional battleground. I’ve adjusted levels, compressed the weight of my thoughts, and painstakingly sculpted every sound, all in pursuit of something that could speak louder than the quiet ache inside me. The process was slow, filled with frustration and moments of doubt-like I was working in the dark, knowing there was a spark somewhere, but never quite sure I could find it. My heart raced as I pushed through every mistake, every failed attempt, only to emerge with a mix that, for the first time, feels whole. But even now, as I hear the clarity and grit I’ve fought for, there’s an emptiness that lingers-like the music is finally saying what I couldn’t, but in doing so, it leaves me a little less whole than before.

[@cdanger10dagod]

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