You think I can fix myself?
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- Опубліковано 27 вер 2024
- i've been feeling more depressed than usual lately and i can't really talk to anyone about it. because newsflash, no one understands me! hooray for loneliness, am i right? mmmm it emphasizes my depression even more :)))). so i decided to vent my feelings through a video again. woopey doo
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song: Atrium Carceri - Intro, Menu
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To anyone reading this (especially if you're a teen): You are enough. Always. Always have been, always will be. That never changes
solfeggietto ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You made me tear up. You are an amazing human being ❤️
Thank you, but I’m not enough...
Thanks needed it. Diagnosed with depression but don't have the guts to tell my parents:( Went to a psychiatrist on my own cause I wasn't just able to cope with anything in life.
@@bhushankhedekar1936 You are brave
“I’m always gonna be the backup” - Caroline , I relate so much:(
Adrian Stefan Bichescu Jesus loves you, I love you, don’t give up on yourself, you are worth soooo much, soo much, stai tare!!
@@dumitrustreulea5759 te-ai pișat pe toți ateii cu comentariul ăsta. Le-ai dat depresie. Sper că ești mândru de tine
Adrian Stefan Bichescu me too
I relate to Caroline SO much
same, i’m always the second choice. but my best friend, she’s always the first. everyone wants to hang out with HER, every boy likes HER, and me? I’m just known as “her friend” to others. and she doesn’t even have to try, everyone just likes her.
I understand the way you feel. Lately I have been feeling more down about life. I have no one in my family who understands how I feel, they just day I'm overreacting. I have no friends to talk to because I feel better being alone even though I hate feeling lonely if that makes any sense. It's normal for me to have emotional meltdowns ending in me sobbing and thinking about how life would be if I were not to exist. I understand what being depressed is like. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here.
thank you
This is exactly how I’ve been feeling too. One day I’ll feel happy and then after a few days I’ll just be feeling so down that I can’t be happy again...
hope ur well x
I have felt the exact same way sometimes still do
@@charliebrown6962 keep your head up buddie xx
I felt Caroline on the whole back up friend😕
Dang, just realized I am the backup friend, boyfriend, backup player, backup, friend to talk to when your other friends are bored.. backup friend that people only talk to when they have no one else to talk to or are bored... when others for them 24/7 will stay up all night for them.. with, and still I've been hurt countless and countless times by them...
TheGamerBros0 Don’t worry, you’ll find someone whom truly values you and puts you first. It may take awhile, but they’ll arrive. Don’t forget that your well- being matters the most. Keep friends that make the effort to ask about you and your day and truly enjoy your company. That’s how you’ll know the difference from people only interested in using you for their own selfish reasons. You are worth it 😄May you have a great rest of the day.
@@stasysandoval1426 Thanks.. I needed that
TheGamerBros0 No problem. I’ve experience the same thing. My sister was my main motivator to realize I was worth it. I consider her one of my best friends to this day. I also found a best friend in someone I only talked to a few times in school yet enjoy her company because we can talk about anything without any judgements. I made the effort of reaching out to her because I wanted to get to know her better. Had I not we wouldn’t be the best of friends today because she wouldn’t have known I wanted to get to know her. Also if you ever need someone to talk to or a potential friend, you can always find me here on UA-cam 😄May God Bless you every single day 😇
Same when I play the game I have a friend who never talks to me unless he needs another player for something like on gta for even teams or black ops zombies. I have 2 other friends who I haven't talked to in 2 years since they started dating and they never invite me to play anymore what sucks is Is we all used to play everyday for 6/7 years
TheGamerBros0 I’m a backup too. There’s always a backup.
This is may be weird but, inside my soul there's always something telling me that it's okay to be lonely, miserably alone, and accepted that people careless about me. I'm single- like from the day i've been sent to this world, now i'm 19 when everyone in my age always got their personal back up to share their feelings or problems, i'm here stay quite and asking 'what's going on' to myself survives it to every broken paces. Not because i have something wrong in behavior, the truth is, i get down before the start, so scared being in love either broken by love and the scariest thing is the person that i'll be so trust with. Kinda stressful but nobody cares, so, just let it flow, i know i'm gonna thru dis.
My friend just sent this to me. I can't tell if its a cry for help or an attack...
Either way they probably see something you don't.
Stop it, it's not an attack.
It's a cry for help... trust me
Alex Armstrong awkward as it could be confront him about it
That’s funny. Hmmmmmmm humour
I don't know what it's from but the clip with the girl thats always the second choice relates to me more then anything.
The show is The Vampire Diaries. I highly recommend it!
Yeah, Caroline is a relatable character
I honestly feel this video in my heart. At this point, I don’t want to have any friends because im tired of having fake friendships. Im overstressing over work. not good enough for my job. I feel like a outsider of my friends sometimes, like I don’t deserve them. I’m not good with my emotions. I’m so messed up when it comes to emotions. Thank you for making this video cause that’s how ive been feeling as well.
moonlightobrien You are worth it 😃The most important part to remember is that you love your self first. Self love is key to feeling comfortable with who you are. Don’t let other words bring you down. You’ll find a friend that makes the effort to get to know you better. I know it gets hard to not think negative thoughts, but eventually it will get better. Focus on what you want and if you truly want to follow the path that will lead you to your goals. May you have a great rest of your day and I wish you the best 😄
Brooke and Caroline broke my heart and I love them so much.
“I’ve tried. But they take it personally that I’m not happy and I end up having to make them happy. I don’t understand people” 😭😭😭 felt that on a different level
Him:"You think I can fix myself?"
Her:"I don't know"
Him:"I'm the most screwed up person in the world"
I cry myself to sleep, and then when i dont fall asleep, and I cant cry anymore, I stare out the window. I stare out the window hoping that one day I'll be able to jump off the high building and not have to cry anymore
House is honestly the most relatable person I've met
I don’t know if it’s a blessing or a curse to always get recommended certain topics i’m feeling down about. It brings out my emotions and makes me break down when i’m doing alright. I’m forever wondering if the gods from above are watching out for me
To anyone reading this, I hope you will get better, it will. Sometimes it takes time but you are worth it and there is a quote I like that is : "Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light." dumbledore
Anyway, love you all, everyone of you ♡
I genuinely feel what you're going thru.. The worst thing you can do in these times is be alone, and trust me !! You don't wanna be alone, otherwise youll suck more and more in da labyrinth.. I know waking up in the morning and not having any hope of getting out of bed,the weight of anxiety and depression can swallow you whole, ideations filled with guilt and remorse over things, not being able to shake that off.. I know whachyu feel.. Maybe try to get out of the bed and maybe go and sit in a church, make videos, or even talk to someone whose goinn thru the same, that might give you some hope.. You in ma prayers,alright ??
Love,
Mayur !!
Mayur Koitiya thank you for keeping me in your prayers ❤️ you’ll be in mine too
i need to fix myself .
You’re more than enough, okay? You are you. And that makes you perfect❣️
i wish, i- i just wish that it was... that.. easy .
Wow, this is strong. Really strong💔
It left an emotion inside of me and I think that that's exactly what videos should do.
this is so good. like, so good. wow i'm obsessed.
also my baby scott mccall :(
This is such a beautiful video. I love. 🖤
Everyone's here. Thinking hey someone feels the same as me. We all go through some phase of this. Especially when you're a teen. I some what went through it but girls just used me. But I grew off that. I am here for everyone. I ask everyone I have on social media constantly if they're okay. Because me saying something truly helps. If you need someone to talk to I'm here for you
That's what I'm afraid... Not being enough!!!!!! Damn this is me everyday :((
I always could relate to Caroline than Elena since the first episode.
Yeah, I haven’t been very happy about my life lately... I just found out yesterday that my so called ‘best friend’ who I loved and cared for... has never been happy about my goals, I’m always her other option when my other friends aren’t around. No one cares about what I’m going through, I feel like I have no one to talk to anymore...
I honestly give up.
I felt the same way a while back.
But I'm over it.
I was always second or even last choice. Of course it hurts and all in all it's a shitty feeling.
But if I can do it, you can do it.
In the end there are always people who care about you and need you.
I know that you're always told that you'll get over it and it became really annoying over time. But it's true.
At the end of the tunnel a light is burning and you will reach it too.
This made me cry
This is everything that I am right now
From the 2009 film, Ink:
Ink: "I am ruined. Why can't you see that?"
Liev: "Because I choose to see you for what you're intended to be, not what you've become."
We aren't intended to be depressed, hopeless, to feel ruined. We're made for more, for better.
There is hope. You may not see it, you may think it's lost. But I promise you, it's still there. Hold fast to it.
i’m always changing myself for other people. i think i lost my real self. I don’t know who i am.
You will find yourself again. You shouldn't feel that you should change for anyone. The right people will love you for who you really are
You live with the pain and get used to it and you’ll get to ignore it and then you’ll. Beacome more stable but you have too keep moving on so you’ll be happy
I am able,i am mighty ,super mighty .
If you need to talk to someone i’m always here❤️ hope you feel better soon❤️
Anna _ you too
I felt this xx
We need help, we need to be accepted, forgiveness, compassion and love.
True love doesn't exit
A Broken Girl..Without any Goal..
I, Fix her love her and Helped her in her need
Finally she left me for Her ex....
When her ex returned in her lyf she told me That I am a cheapest stuff in the world and mine thoughts too...
She needs me no more
After a year
Now I am here sharing emotions that about no one really cares
And thinking I am worst person of the universe😥 F*ck!
Nooo Scott😭
Even if I’m exhausted, I’ve been watching a lot of your videos and between a tears and a laugh I loved all of them.
Happy that I found you out.
May I ask, if you ever gonna answer me
What does your nickname “exhalence” means and especially what does that nick means to you?
I’m italian so, big support from here!
ggoood work
Just clinically diagnosed with chronic depression. Two tubes of sleeping pills and other meds
Yo little Ol you. I love you with all my heart. I had to do it make you forget me so I wouldn’t hurt as bad when I do what I’m about to do. Happy times with you knew who I was who I really was and yiu acceped that even at my worst. To all my boys. Thank y’all we had some fun ass times and I’m sorry for always overdoing it. This ones isn’t on y’all it never was. I told y’all I was scared of it but I’m not anymore. I’ve found comfort in the dark and it’s finally consumed me . Too much is wrong w me and I shouldn’t exist. I always loved superhero’s lol. I thought it was cool Yk doing the little things To save someone just one. I’ve played my role. I’m the bad guy. But I’m tired of it I’m miserable. So I’ll do the one thing I’ve always wanted to be and do the heroic thing. This is my last message I send out to the world. I’m the hero in my story.
Ever since I lost my FL I’ve been so numb..... everybody says it will get better but it’s been almost 3 years & I still feel empty . I miss her every day thinking maybe if I would have said this we would have still been together maybe if I wasn’t so selfish .
what shows are in this edit?
Nobody can help me
You ever just wanted you could scream your problems away?
I wish I can like everyone else be happy and confidence but I cas I just not born that way ya know
whats the name of the first movie or series?
Came to watch for teen wolf 🥺
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This video had my attention til vampire diaries'scene came at 1:17...
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I dont want to talk about it
That's all me 🙇💔💔💔💔
hey, i see you are in pain. If you wanna talk to somebody i can hear you, we can talk. I am at a same phase actually, i have anxiety and depression and people except one of my friends dont understand me. So i think i could understand you if you want to talk about it
1st!!!!!
u think i can fix my self??
what's the music
Its me
😪😪😪
What is 0:44 from??
Nobody understand me
0:20 Is me :|
Or that doesn't understand you 0:17
0:52 - 1:12
I wish she would love me back😥im falling appart😭
You know what I love is being my self and I cut my self and when I see this I’m happy bc I’m not the only one and the my bf cheated on me with my so it call bsf😁👍🏼
It might be late but I’m known for that.. you might not BELIVE it but I get the same way and you can talk to me.. just shit that goes on that if you need me dm me and I’ll be there
Want to talk about it?
not for me.
miserable
First
Ybgdru fourth actually
Sarah Dunn no I’m not so stfu
@@keesanbridges195 Yeah you are Stfu
I legit feel like everyone thinks i can just fix myself all the time and it gets really annoying
People just honestly act like I’m an object that I’ll be fixed in a second
I can fix myself......it's just that the more i fix.....the more i find broken
baileytweed I’m so sorry 😐
@@sochinwankwo9942 don't be sorry.....it's just a journey
and thats fine! take all the time you need! love
Poetic
I dont know why but I have a feeling that the person who posted this video needs to hear this: "please dont hurt yourself you will get through this." You should try talking to God it really helps me😊
0:45 I felt that.
Every damn time 😭
What show/movie is it?
Sameee 😭
@@dollstylist041poll3 Dr. House, the boy is actually a pacient
You make beautiful work. When I watch your videos, I feel genuinely touched and emotional. Thank you for this art, you have a true talent.
0:40 is far too relatable... that’s exactly how it is, and it’s absolutely stupid...
0:42 "I've tried, they take it personally that I'm not happy, and I end up having to make them feel better.. they don't get me. No one does"
I'm the type of guy you'd see bullying these type of people, when i used to be one of them myself. Up until 19, my entire life had been filled with enough baggage, enough hurt, and enough misery that I've dished out and received. When I chose a new path, I had to take a long time to except other people, different people. I'm not a good guy, but I'm trying my hardest to change, because even though I'm nothing like you, Our doubts and grievances are nearly, if not the exact, same.
We all say that we are strong, but let's face it, we are all broken💔
Your videos are art. Therapy. Thinking of you, and I'm here for anyone that needs it.
I told myself I wouldn’t feel this way today😔
No matter who I’m with I just feel so disconnected ... a shadow that goes unseen
I relate to Caroline so much . I'm the definition of backup friend . I only exist when they need me . I'm not even the second choice . I'm just a last resort . I don't really matter .
Your content is getting better from the first time I watched you :)
They thought they could fix me they thought it would heal my pain all the did was give me a band-aid for a cut that needed stitches
i love you
i love you too
Which movie or series is it when she says "sky there is always a hope" "not for me"
Teen wolf pretty lit
She says « what do u mean Scott? There’s always hope » ;)
0:53 what Movie/series is this please Tell me
teen wolf the first few seasons are really good
Love is so scary
Life is so scary
Living is so scary
Death is so scary
The fact that I can’t avoid it is so scary
it’s gets hard, so hard to the point where you think there’s no escape, but i’m here for you ok
supernatually-mystic thank yiu❤️
if you ever stop making edits I think I might cry
everyone that i know thinks teenagers aren’t aloud to b depressed or some shit. Even the doctor was like weLl your a teenager. like 😳 ok nvm then ill just stop asking for help.
I felt that on a whole nother level. I felt small, weak, and alone like I am falling into an abyss. And sure I am insecure and feel like a failure but I know that I am worth so much more in this world. I am not a grain of sand but a tidal wave rushing over my problems until I get through these grains of sand holding me back. Everyone deserves a chance to live. No more death, just happiness. Why can’t we live in a world where there is no suicide? My friend recently died from committing suicide. He was my neighbor and a good friend. He was a brother to me and if I could have another chance to speak with him I would say. “Brother I am here for you whenever you feel down, just call me”. But I can’t have that anymore, I’m sorry I let you down. 😢 R. I. P. Michael
100×2000 % me every single word I am the loneliest kid ever, you know, we should get together and talk to people that actually understands how we feel
psssst, there's tonnes of mental health and just social servers on discord if you ever feel lonely. i found alot of good friends over the internet.
if your unsure about how to find those servers just put in the tags on disboard to find the right one for you
ONLY YOU CAN FIX YOURSELF NO ONE ELSE CAN IR WILL . SO GET TO WORK . WORK ON YOURSELF YOUR DREAMS GOALS 👍🌈
I get it.
This really hit me hard right now. I've been going through one of the worst bouts of depression I've ever had and everytime I try to open up about it, either 1) I'm told that I'm just overthinking things and freaking out for no reason or 2) The people I tell become mad and angry at me, they take it all personally as if me being unhappy is me blaming them which is why I'm not doing. It's made me just keep it all inside and fall apart more and more everyday. I have people that notice "Oh you're sad" or even "hey, you've been exhibiting a lot of signs of depression lately, are you doing okay?" but when I finally open up, I'm shut down by everyone. This video really hit close to home and I really appreciate you for making it.
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so love this video it so good and sweet