Reacting to DRAW MY LIFE... not watched in 5 years

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  • @neonrose2086
    @neonrose2086 4 роки тому +4099

    I started crying when Kassie was talking about her sister. Im sure she would be so proud about how far you've come. I am so sorry Kassie.

  • @c4t1vr
    @c4t1vr 4 роки тому +638

    when she said the whole “ I would trade all of it to get her back” it made me really freaking sad

  • @aishanisingh113
    @aishanisingh113 3 роки тому +1651

    "I would trade all of that to get her back!" - that hits hard man

  • @athomesuperhero
    @athomesuperhero 2 роки тому +708

    I'm watching while kassie is on her break, and it makes me so sad that such a sweet person(Kassie) has gone through so much pain. We love you kassie, and never give up. Always remember that we are here for you and no matter what, you are stronger than I can ever hope to be. Despite the pain you have felt, you make so many people happy and that is why we will always be here for you. R.I.P to your sister. Love, @MinecraftRevised

  • @jaimehernandez4080
    @jaimehernandez4080 4 роки тому +1985

    I got so heartbroken when she started to get choked up talking about her sister

  • @natswife7098
    @natswife7098 4 роки тому +220

    When I heard that her sister died and her voice shook with sadness, I just wanted to hug her so bad.

  • @An_amazing_channel
    @An_amazing_channel 3 роки тому +671

    She tried so hard not to cry while talking about her sister...

  • @piperperez
    @piperperez Рік тому +102

    Is anyone here after her break and am just trying to continue to support her and now after rewatching this after the break realizing again how amazing she truly is just being herself❤ we love you gloom❤❤❤

    • @sabito.heartsgiyuu
      @sabito.heartsgiyuu 11 місяців тому +4

      I am, I really miss her, and I’m pretty sure all her fans do too

    • @ganchimeggankhuyag1660
      @ganchimeggankhuyag1660 11 місяців тому +2

      My two

    • @queenimation
      @queenimation 11 місяців тому +2

      Me too

    • @IdontKnow-ht5ib
      @IdontKnow-ht5ib Місяць тому

      @@sabito.heartsgiyuu I miss her real bad, hope she comes back one day or at least posts an update.

  • @lifelessonwitheliseandmade7023
    @lifelessonwitheliseandmade7023 4 роки тому +1575

    It’s so sad because when she talked about her sister she kept on saying “was”

  • @Alex-yw8jj
    @Alex-yw8jj 4 роки тому +542

    Who cried when they heard about her sisters story

    • @dr.diamond9868
      @dr.diamond9868 4 роки тому +15

      Me because it made me think of my own sister,she died when she was born

    • @Alex-yw8jj
      @Alex-yw8jj 4 роки тому +12

      Dr. Diamond my brother died when he was born I feel your pain

    • @karliedavis4590
      @karliedavis4590 4 роки тому +10

      My step grandma died on my moms bday 2 years ago

    • @ranbean
      @ranbean 4 роки тому +5

      Even though that hasn’t happened to me I am very empathetic and I cried when Gloom said that and I got sad when you 3 said each of those things

    • @ranbean
      @ranbean 4 роки тому +4

      Karlie Stevens I’m sorry

  • @aakano15
    @aakano15 4 роки тому +3584

    who else could hear kassie's voice just trembling in sadness as she talked about her sister 😭😭😭

  • @Hoesoverbros.
    @Hoesoverbros. Рік тому +113

    This lady is the strongest, sweetest beautiful person who has gone through so much yet she is still sharing her shine with us through the form of yt , we all miss you Kass

  • @bangtankpop175
    @bangtankpop175 4 роки тому +884

    As soon as she said, "I'll never forget that phone call," I knew something had happened to her sister. That hit hard.

    • @bangtankpop175
      @bangtankpop175 4 роки тому +7

      @Elke King Hahahahaha, you too

    • @danieldeya1438
      @danieldeya1438 4 роки тому +3

      SAME

    • @zosiahuber7521
      @zosiahuber7521 4 роки тому +9

      I cried

    • @axngel1389
      @axngel1389 4 роки тому +5

      I already knew before she said that

    • @d1scs_
      @d1scs_ 4 роки тому +2

      As soon as she kept saying was about her sister I new something bad had happened.😞😔

  • @ashusann
    @ashusann 4 роки тому +1780

    You could hear the pain in her voice when talking about her sister.. Kassie is a strong person and she is amazing and we dont deserve her. Fly high Kassies sister ❤🕊

  • @savannawestfall3364
    @savannawestfall3364 4 роки тому +3360

    Dude legit trying to hold back tears when she was talking about her sister

  • @KETrust
    @KETrust 2 роки тому +166

    I was 14 years old when I watched that video for the first time and it helped me so much and opened my eyes to so many things. I had never heard the term “clinical depression” before then and I was floored to find out what exactly it was and that I had been dealing with it myself for a while. I’m 22 now and have had a very long journey to reach the point of stability I have with my mental health now, and watching this your reaction to this now feels extremely cathartic and reminded me of how far I’ve come. I’m glad you’ve come so far too, Kassie. ❤️

    • @mikeysbae7
      @mikeysbae7 2 роки тому

      U came so far

    • @laynac.0623
      @laynac.0623 Рік тому +3

      i love your comment bc i’ve had nearly the same experience. i’m also 22 now and watched this video years and years ago and rewatching it now has made me reflect on my own journey and how much i’ve grown since then. i am so proud of myself and equally as proud of you and kassie for how far we all have come.

  • @cassandraavecilla4330
    @cassandraavecilla4330 3 роки тому +942

    The pain in her voice is just so sad but she was so strong. May she rest in peace from heaven.

  • @supacrumbs
    @supacrumbs 3 роки тому +645

    Started crying as soon as I heard “I’ll never forget that phon call”... it’s always the reason something goes wrong

  • @xkitty-princessx1052
    @xkitty-princessx1052 4 роки тому +1661

    Who else still almost cried when old kassies voice started to change because she almost cried too
    Even though kassie you don’t want to tell us how you are feeling but we are here for you! Your amazing!

  • @hahahaha.-_
    @hahahaha.-_ Рік тому +56

    I don’t think anyone would never guess that Kassies past was bad. You would never guess she’s depressed. Online, she has such a bubbly and bright personality.

  • @queencobra3790
    @queencobra3790 3 роки тому +273

    I’m a person who doesn’t cry about almost anything, and when she was talking about her sister, I busted out crying

  • @tsukiandniitoma
    @tsukiandniitoma 4 роки тому +8432

    I’m sure your sister would be proud to see how far you’ve come.

  • @emilymensink6785
    @emilymensink6785 4 роки тому +291

    Kassie is so strong that she’s going thru this and smiling

    • @cam3564
      @cam3564 4 роки тому +1

      no! smiling and acting not sad is not being strong

    • @callistocryptic
      @callistocryptic 4 роки тому +2

      @@cam3564 English pls

    • @cam3564
      @cam3564 4 роки тому

      @@callistocryptic it was late and i was tired oops sorry

    • @avakamuf9796
      @avakamuf9796 4 роки тому

      I think Kassie is such a strong inspiring women

  • @limelatte7405
    @limelatte7405 Рік тому +275

    Kassie would be the best therapist, because she could relate to so much stuff

  • @maddiesinspace3263
    @maddiesinspace3263 4 роки тому +645

    i can easily imagine her sister looking down at her and being so proud of who Kassie became c:

  • @maetherabbitrose6039
    @maetherabbitrose6039 4 роки тому +402

    You could hear the cry in her voice when she talked about her sister, the shake made me want to cry

    • @disneyqueen6236
      @disneyqueen6236 4 роки тому +4

      Mae The rabbit rose same, I couldn’t imagine how she would have felt and how she feels now. That’s gutwrenching.

    • @miillky_wxys
      @miillky_wxys 4 роки тому +1

      ik... i eel so bad i would give her a huggggggg

    • @kip.7
      @kip.7 4 роки тому +2

      Same :):

    • @rileyplowman615
      @rileyplowman615 4 роки тому +1

      I did cry

    • @jenniferoram8178
      @jenniferoram8178 4 роки тому

      Mae The rabbit rose i did cry, ik ive been through nothing compared to Kassie but ive also struggled with a suicidal sibling, still struggling now, but luckily for my family he pulled through and is making a recovery. all we can do is spread positivity, and even if we only make the tiniest difference at least we can help someone somehow. :)))

  • @hello7004
    @hello7004 4 роки тому +10600

    After hearing about her depression, her channel name, “gloom” hits different

  • @Maddie-qq8dv
    @Maddie-qq8dv 2 роки тому +88

    I keep coming back to this video recently because i’m going through a bit of a hard time lately that is very very similar to everything Kassie had to go through, and it makes me feel so comforted seeing that someone as positive and as amazing as her understands and knows what kind of pain I’m currently going through. It gives me hope that no matter what happens to me in the future or no matter how my current situation turns out, I can still come out on top and still be a positive person with a deep love and care for people and for the world. Whenever i’m anxious, I feel an overwhelming feeling of guilt for doing something that distracts me or makes me feel happy, and Gloom’s videos are one of the only things I can spend time on nowadays that don’t make me feel guilty, and I feel incredibly happy whenever she uploads. To Kassie: thank you for taking time out of your day to make some amazing fun content that cheers people up, you’re really an inspiration and I love all of your videos! keep doing what makes you happy because it makes many other people super happy as well, stay strong ❤️

    • @wolf9965
      @wolf9965 2 роки тому +4

      This is 4 months later but I hope you are doing better now and if you aren't please make sure that you know you are loved and everyone deserves you

    • @itz_heathereditz484
      @itz_heathereditz484 2 роки тому +3

      That’s so sweat

  • @yvettepace6585
    @yvettepace6585 4 роки тому +727

    Gloom's channel legit made me forgot about the meaning of "Gloom" whenever I thought of gloom I would always think of happiness and joy because of Gloom's channel.

    • @annabeldelfabbro3774
      @annabeldelfabbro3774 3 роки тому +30

      Same it’s like the definition of “Gloom” has completely changed because of her

    • @adrianc3472
      @adrianc3472 3 роки тому +7

      I thought of the Pokemon 😅

    • @sophiebunny5119
      @sophiebunny5119 3 роки тому +4

      Yea

    • @omnomnom9921
      @omnomnom9921 3 роки тому +7

      Ikr I forget the meaning of gloom too

    • @ezekieljoeabenio2218
      @ezekieljoeabenio2218 3 роки тому +6

      yes, when i did not know her yet my mind is like "gloom means gloomy meaning sad" but now "gloon is a flower that is glooming

  • @sonxeno9372
    @sonxeno9372 4 роки тому +290

    ...I cried. Not gonna lie, this makes me feel like I’m not alone anymore. Thanks gloom.

    • @sarasmile8660
      @sarasmile8660 4 роки тому +5

      I cried too at the part about her sister

    • @velko.0
      @velko.0 4 роки тому +1

      Same I started crying at the alster part😭

    • @kylieschuman828
      @kylieschuman828 4 роки тому +1

      Me too

    • @munchetissloppegg
      @munchetissloppegg 4 роки тому +2

      Same I cried 15 times in all 5 times ive watched it

  • @jessek8093
    @jessek8093 4 роки тому +708

    I lost my little brother 17 years ago...he killed himself when he was only 13....you are so right about the feeling of emptiness never going away....is like you lost a piece of you.

  • @Legallystupid13
    @Legallystupid13 Рік тому +22

    When Kassie started talking about her sister, I actually started tearing up because you could clearly hear how her voice was shaking and it sounded like she was about to cry, it hurts me to see her, a person that I thought I would never see her broken, to be sad.

  • @keller5758
    @keller5758 4 роки тому +127

    Seeing this again after a really long time, I still focus on how she addresses her sister as if she’s still here. I felt that a lot

  • @zoepavlunenko3672
    @zoepavlunenko3672 4 роки тому +321

    I'm literally in tears because of her sisters story

  • @daalphaswift3821
    @daalphaswift3821 4 роки тому +2189

    When she tals about her sister i cry every time

    • @phillipharris1621
      @phillipharris1621 4 роки тому +15

      Yeah

    • @salonii6345
      @salonii6345 4 роки тому +29

      Idk why im not the crying type i just guess that I relate to it sm bc i have an older sister too and i guess her story just saddens me sm

    • @rojeenrekani3143
      @rojeenrekani3143 4 роки тому +6

      Why what happend

    • @naig8602
      @naig8602 4 роки тому +18

      @@rojeenrekani3143 her sister. she did something terrible to herself. And now she's gone :(

    • @martatozer
      @martatozer 4 роки тому +5

      i’m crying sp much

  • @Wild._.creatur3
    @Wild._.creatur3 3 місяці тому +24

    She quit like 2 years ago, she said she might come back but… she said in the video she was suicidal. She never said that she fixed that problem… DO NOT FULLY BELIEVE WHAT I HAVE SAID, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT!!!! Cassy… I hope you’re ok.

    • @uniplays56
      @uniplays56 3 місяці тому +5

      LaurenZside posted on her stream not to long ago that Kassie was enjoying her break so I think Kassie is fine 😊

    • @Sai.Therian
      @Sai.Therian 3 місяці тому +3

      @@uniplays56but that was years ago, I wonder how her 2024 is going..

    • @classof09silly
      @classof09silly Місяць тому +1

      she still posts on instagram sometimes

  • @leilaujlab1161
    @leilaujlab1161 4 роки тому +904

    The growth that she’s been through is incredible, over the years of watching Kassie I’ve noticed how much she’s became more confident and bold and the more I watch her the more I became inspired because of her story, I swear I will always look up to her. The fact that she’s recorded and edited this video it just shows how strong she’s became and I’m so proud of how far she’s came 💕

    • @emmatheunicorn2546
      @emmatheunicorn2546 4 роки тому +10

      Same, Ive been watching her for years too. Im so proud of how far she has come and will continue to go. She's inspired me a lot also. Seeing her strength makes me want to keep being strong also. She really is amazing ❤❤

    • @lourencovieira5424
      @lourencovieira5424 4 роки тому +5

      same

    • @reptilequeen4720
      @reptilequeen4720 4 роки тому +3

      I am kinda new I think I started watching her either the towards the end of last year or the year before and she has grown a since I started watching her! I love how positive she can be 💜

    • @arumikahaven
      @arumikahaven 4 роки тому +4

      Agree 100%, she really has come so far

    • @imcalvardo6848
      @imcalvardo6848 4 роки тому +1

      This vid is so important for people going through the same things that kassie did I agree that her growth has been incredible and i hope people going throgh this can see the messages and grow too.

  • @El.Jefe.JR.
    @El.Jefe.JR. 4 роки тому +209

    This made me cry when she spoke about her sister and what happened

    • @sophiagrace2183
      @sophiagrace2183 4 роки тому

      jessthe dolfin same

    • @Xaixb
      @Xaixb 4 роки тому

      I nearly started 🥺🥺🥺

    • @sophiaorona7941
      @sophiaorona7941 4 роки тому

      Same😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😖😖😖😟😟😟😟😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😩😩😩😩😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @digilandsneed1
      @digilandsneed1 4 роки тому

      Me too sister, me too. Kassie, we are always here for you.

    • @jaya8201
      @jaya8201 4 роки тому

      Same

  • @lovelemons908
    @lovelemons908 3 роки тому +363

    I’m so sorry for Kassie , her sister took her life , she got bullied , clinical depression , the dog her sister bought died , your so strong Kassie

    • @ada8145
      @ada8145 3 роки тому +6

      Yeah,

    • @lottie5137
      @lottie5137 3 роки тому +2

      you’re*

    • @Bogeywithdahogey
      @Bogeywithdahogey 3 роки тому +13

      @@lottie5137 spelling should be the least of your concerns when talking about mental health issues

    • @lottie5137
      @lottie5137 3 роки тому +10

      @@Bogeywithdahogey I’m so sorry but I don’t know who to believe for mental health anymore- I know that Kassie has and always will have mental health issues but my friends are really shallow with this kind of stuff-from not believing me and others that I have mental health issues even if I have gotten it diagnosed from a professional, to faking that they have OCD and saying it stands for Obsessive Cleaning Disorder when it doesn’t. I’m not trying to focus the spotlight on me, but those are the experiences that I’ve had.
      P.S I wasn’t trying to be rude on the grammar thing so I apologise to the people that took it that way

    • @skyaholic
      @skyaholic 3 роки тому

      @@lottie5137 huh

  • @-LuvlyLiv-
    @-LuvlyLiv- 6 місяців тому +12

    4 years later and I still cry at the story of her sister….

  • @laur5648
    @laur5648 4 роки тому +586

    I started crying when Cassie talked about her sister’s passing. I’m willing to bet she would be so proud of you and your journey to where you are. I’m so sorry.

    • @jamesnugent2213
      @jamesnugent2213 3 роки тому +8

      *Kassie. I wouldn't be correcting you if it were a word, but it matters more when it's someone's name. 🙂

    • @Joy-pt4ei
      @Joy-pt4ei 3 роки тому +3

      I started crying to🤧

    • @bunniq8425
      @bunniq8425 3 роки тому +1

      @@jamesnugent2213 Chile - lol

    • @ballz4556
      @ballz4556 3 роки тому +2

      I also cried

    • @Cassiesibbitt
      @Cassiesibbitt 3 роки тому +1

      lol Cassie is my name but hers is spelt *Kassie*

  • @mc.lingling
    @mc.lingling 3 роки тому +394

    I started crying when she was talking about her sister. You can feel the pain in her voice 🥺🥺😖❤️

    • @Mujergaga20008
      @Mujergaga20008 3 роки тому +3

      Same

    • @qmbxrm_gotts
      @qmbxrm_gotts 3 роки тому +1

      same, i proper cried I couldnt live wihtout my brother, or anyone t hats close to me

  • @tobennaokoli4450
    @tobennaokoli4450 4 роки тому +254

    This video truly deserves to be on the channel “Gloom”

  • @imake_edits
    @imake_edits Рік тому +61

    I am so so sorry kassie! You’re sister sounds like such a sweet and amazing person! I know that she is so proud of you! This video has helped me so much and put me in a positive mindset! Also I really wanna hurt those ppl that were so mean to you and your sister 😭

  • @taylorallen8748
    @taylorallen8748 3 роки тому +407

    The fact Terry and gloom were friends longer than I thought. And she looked like she wanted to cry when she was talking about her sister :.(

  • @draconiclord1558
    @draconiclord1558 4 роки тому +261

    Time doesn’t heal old wounds,
    It only teaches you to live with them.

  • @ariellee9036
    @ariellee9036 4 роки тому +422

    I was tearing up at this.. I can't imagine how Kassie must've felt. I lost a mom and was majorly abused in school and by my dad, I had really bad depression and anxiety. Even though I've went through this everyone's emotions and feelings are different. So I don't know how Kassie is feeling, but I know what grief feels like. And I just wish to give anyone who has lost someone confort. Even though it's impossible when you've lost someone you've loved. It's like there's a hole in your heart, and depression is like a pitch black room and you're trying to search for a light. I head Kassies shaking voice and when she said, "I'll never forget that phone call.." I'll never forget the moment I walked through that door and I just knew. Missing a loved one will never completely go away, sometimes I feel my moms spirit. I love you Kassie 💞. I'm glad I've been able to watch your success on UA-cam.

    • @leaclark2207
      @leaclark2207 4 роки тому +8

      Eleanor Amodio me too

    • @leaclark2207
      @leaclark2207 4 роки тому +9

      Eleanor Amodio oh I meant that this is my favorite comment on here too

    • @ariellee9036
      @ariellee9036 4 роки тому +10

      @@leaclark2207 aw thanks you guys are you sweet.

    • @milly2677
      @milly2677 4 роки тому +10

      My father died, I can relate to Kassie

    • @leaclark2207
      @leaclark2207 4 роки тому +4

      Rexi Unicorn I’m here for you

  • @amethystoceans4055
    @amethystoceans4055 10 місяців тому +14

    Whenever I'm in my deepest darkest moments, I come back to this video. It's proof that things can get better. Kassie has helped me through so many things. Afterall, she taught me that giving up is the worst thing you could do to yourself. She's proof that you can get better. I'm sure that your sister would be very proud, proud to know that you've helped so many people. We love you ❤

  • @Jowi_Walsh
    @Jowi_Walsh 4 роки тому +224

    It's just like a flash back. Memories are memories they stay for a long time

    • @earthwormsally5804
      @earthwormsally5804 4 роки тому +2

      So when do they die?

    • @robloxpro6764
      @robloxpro6764 4 роки тому +1

      V MAX 81 MemorieEEEss bring back MemorieEEES bring back YOU

    • @earthwormsally5804
      @earthwormsally5804 4 роки тому +1

      @@robloxpro6764 no NO

    • @Aquaswolf2021
      @Aquaswolf2021 4 роки тому +1

      Yup they truly do

    • @bob_2498
      @bob_2498 4 роки тому +2

      They stay for ever. It dipend on you if you want to let it go or not

  • @snnoop
    @snnoop 4 роки тому +1237

    The hurt in her voice when she was talking about her sister 😔

    • @that1person38
      @that1person38 4 роки тому +26

      It sounded like she was going to cry

    • @maryrose9290
      @maryrose9290 4 роки тому +9

      yes, but i understand

    • @pandajeanie1420
      @pandajeanie1420 4 роки тому +4

      I know it made my heart sninck

    • @stra3b
      @stra3b 4 роки тому +3

      Wait what what happened?

    • @annie8660
      @annie8660 4 роки тому +9

      I know how she feels as my sister did the same early in 2019, I feel so bad for her

  • @mars8278
    @mars8278 4 роки тому +106

    When Kassie was talking about her sister at the end, you could hear the pain in her voice, in the recording AND her reactions. I almost cried myself 😭

  • @KatelynWorley-qr3ro
    @KatelynWorley-qr3ro 9 місяців тому +7

    5:41 I love how protective over her sister she is... stay strong kassie ❤ you've been through so much and I know if I were you I wouldn't be able to stay strong like you do. I can't imagine going through what happened to you. I ❤ u kassie

  • @nadiag5292
    @nadiag5292 4 роки тому +530

    Can we just appreciate how selfless and strong kassie is, she's so inspiring and smart ❤❤

    • @crypto1122
      @crypto1122 4 роки тому +3

      aesthetic vsco that’s why she is one of my idols and makes me keep going in life!

    • @hollydouglas5271
      @hollydouglas5271 4 роки тому +3

      I agreeee

  • @alondrita3107
    @alondrita3107 4 роки тому +942

    "Glad I had Terry"
    *burp*
    No, but seriously. You're one of the strongest people I know, and I really think your sister's incredibly proud of you. ❤

    • @johnnicholson9204
      @johnnicholson9204 4 роки тому +5

      me to

    • @vitascind327
      @vitascind327 4 роки тому +3

      I feel so bad but I lost my 8 year old brother I understand

    • @sierrahale804
      @sierrahale804 4 роки тому +3

      @@vitascind327 8!? If you want to talk about it, I have open ears.

    • @davidlowry7860
      @davidlowry7860 4 роки тому +2

      nik's jiggle jiggle this happened straight after I read your comment lolz

    • @vitascind327
      @vitascind327 4 роки тому +1

      @@sierrahale804 aww thanks

  • @joywilliams9760
    @joywilliams9760 4 роки тому +81

    I love how her tatoo is a remembrance of her sister it's so sweet

    • @TheEduardo90
      @TheEduardo90 4 роки тому +1

      Wow...now I know what that tattoo on her forearm means 😮

  • @777rot
    @777rot 2 місяці тому +3

    I still remember your video until this day. Just rewatched it and then this. Your sister helped others by sharing your video. And you helped us too. We love you Kass

  • @hibahhussain4968
    @hibahhussain4968 4 роки тому +380

    I love how she is so strong when talking about her sister's death
    Love you Kassie

    • @dr.diamond9868
      @dr.diamond9868 4 роки тому +14

      True,it made me cry a little because it made me think of my own sister,my sister died when she was born,its not exactly her situation but its pretty close

    • @joyy719
      @joyy719 4 роки тому +7

      @@dr.diamond9868 the same thing happened to my older brother, it took my parents 4 years to have me after that and I almost didn't make it, I'm sorry about your sister

    • @xfroggii
      @xfroggii 4 роки тому

      Hibah Hussain awww that’s so sad

    • @hazimabdulghafar1608
      @hazimabdulghafar1608 4 роки тому

      I'm Malaysian

  • @briannaheberle
    @briannaheberle 4 роки тому +71

    When she said “I’ll never forget that phone call” I started tearing up and you could hear the sadness in her voice. Suicidal thoughts should not me joked about! This hits different

  • @jaynejenks5821
    @jaynejenks5821 4 роки тому +215

    who else started crying when she was saying about her sister :[

  • @Elodie-xi3pp
    @Elodie-xi3pp 2 місяці тому +5

    Kassie has been the light in my life, she is one of the few UA-camrs that I have subscribed to on every account I’ve ever had on UA-cam and not one of the ones I have newly discovered. She’s been there from the beginning. I’m sorry about your sister Kassie, it is painful to lose someone who is your everything. I wish you would come back but no hurry take as much time as you need.

  • @nerdishlive
    @nerdishlive 4 роки тому +451

    A poem for Kassie:
    Mirror mirror on the wall
    It doesn't matter if I'm short or tall
    Or if I have skinny legs, or if my hips are wide
    What really matters is what I'm like inside.
    Blue eyes, brown eyes black or green.
    What is truly beautiful cannot be seen.
    So please don't judge me based on my parts.
    Because what is most beautiful about me is my heart.
    -by someone who is not me.
    I'm so sorry for your loss. I am new to your channel and I never would have guessed what you'd been through. I'm sure that your sister is proud of you and how far you've come.
    It broke my heart when you said that you'd trade all of it to get her back, and when your voice shook when you told us about her in the original "Draw my Life". Just keep going strong and take it one step at a time. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @jacquelinemott2830
    @jacquelinemott2830 4 роки тому +386

    When Kassie was talking about losing her sister, I cried a lot. I have an older sister and older brother and if I ever lost them I would feel like I would never be happy again. I would feel like I could never smile or laugh or just be glad anymore. I feel so sorry for Kassie.. ❤💕💖💞

    • @aprilflowers1322
      @aprilflowers1322 4 роки тому +11

      I also have an older sister and an older brother, My sister has depression so I'm scared one day she's going to take her own life . . .

    • @youngestkittenlady
      @youngestkittenlady 4 роки тому +4

      Feel you.. I am the oldest and I have only one little sister of 9 years old... I'm 21.. The age gap betn us.. Is everything... I can't imagine being far from her.

    • @youngestkittenlady
      @youngestkittenlady 4 роки тому +3

      @@aprilflowers1322 Awww😭♥️ Be strong 💪

    • @markusivan3538
      @markusivan3538 4 роки тому +2

      You are so sweet stay safe I also cant be happy without my brother 😔😔😔

    • @jillybean2722
      @jillybean2722 4 роки тому +1

      April Flowers aww it’s okay she would never do that to herself or your family! She is just going through a rough time right now!

  • @slayqueenpussyboss7806
    @slayqueenpussyboss7806 4 роки тому +144

    I'm so sorry about your sister, she seemed like a really kind person

  • @PhealonLucas
    @PhealonLucas Рік тому +5

    Watching this 3 years later still makes me cry about her sister’s death. Bro kassie is so strong😭❤

  • @anithasimham3370
    @anithasimham3370 3 роки тому +720

    Kassie's voice when she was telling that her sister passed away literally made me cry so bad.may her sister rest in peaceful.

    • @jinxxx3824
      @jinxxx3824 2 роки тому +15

      Everyone i watch that video that part always makes me heartbroken the way hey voice gets so shaky n all its so sad

    • @febickxs
      @febickxs Рік тому

      Yeah... I quite literally sobbed

    • @Maddie-299
      @Maddie-299 Рік тому

      Same I literally cried the entire rest of the video

  • @faithharbaugh192
    @faithharbaugh192 4 роки тому +229

    me: *clicks on the video*
    *remembers what happened in the video when she first made it*
    *grabs the tissues* here we go again..

  • @capybara901
    @capybara901 4 роки тому +330

    I feel so bad for Kassie I almost cried when she talked about her sister. Rest In Peace❤❤

    • @emilyrodriguez9995
      @emilyrodriguez9995 4 роки тому +2

      I actually cried a little

    • @celenabadina3906
      @celenabadina3906 4 роки тому

      Raven DarkMagic kassima

    • @dr.diamond9868
      @dr.diamond9868 4 роки тому +2

      Me too because it made me think of my own sister,my sister died when she was born,its not exactly her situation but its pretty close

    • @anahimejia4550
      @anahimejia4550 4 роки тому +1

      Same I cried

    • @meshellbybee4466
      @meshellbybee4466 4 роки тому +1

      Dr diamond 2 of my dogs died a little bit ago

  • @PaigeandBridie
    @PaigeandBridie 2 роки тому +3

    Kassie is so frickin strong. She is so honest and she has helped me with a very hard time in my life that is happening right now. Crying right now she is a beautiful an such an amazing girl so sad she left UA-cam it's been 9 months since she left now. Missing you so much kassie x.
    From a British fan,
    Paige

  • @Lexiloot23
    @Lexiloot23 4 роки тому +697

    When she was talking about her sister her voice started to shake 😢😥😓
    ....Ik that feeling

    • @dr.diamond9868
      @dr.diamond9868 4 роки тому +18

      I know how it feels to loose a sister too,my sister died when she was born

    • @rorodrawsstuff1567
      @rorodrawsstuff1567 4 роки тому +14

      Me too..
      Ah lost both my brothers and my mother

    • @juniorxly8849
      @juniorxly8849 4 роки тому +6

      Dr. Diamond my brother died before even being born

    • @crystalpolanco7034
      @crystalpolanco7034 4 роки тому +1

      @@juniorxly8849 same but for men mum it happens 2 times solo I pretty sad

    • @crystalpolanco7034
      @crystalpolanco7034 4 роки тому +4

      I'M SO SORRY TO YALL HOPEFULLY U GUYS FEEL BETTER

  • @yaahda
    @yaahda 3 роки тому +1877

    I can tell she wanted to cry when she talked about her sister in both videos, R.I.P to her. 🙂❤️

    • @missblue_yt285
      @missblue_yt285 3 роки тому +6

      Yeah

    • @madeleinebowkett9453
      @madeleinebowkett9453 3 роки тому +46

      you could here the shaking in her voice if i was her i would burst into tears

    • @baedou9166
      @baedou9166 3 роки тому +14

      Yeh i even cried

    • @sarahtheflower7daysuntilbi684
      @sarahtheflower7daysuntilbi684 3 роки тому +4

      Wait... she's dead?

    • @yaahda
      @yaahda 3 роки тому +9

      @@sarahtheflower7daysuntilbi684 No? I’m talking about Kassie’s sister, she’s the one who died.

  • @stevelacyfann
    @stevelacyfann 4 роки тому +129

    When she started to talk about her sister I just wanted to run to her and give her a HUG 😭🥺

  • @gabbbyy_
    @gabbbyy_ 2 роки тому +7

    I'm crying so much, I've been through almost the same things with my sister. You sister will always fly high, I love you so much Kassie

  • @bestiuwu4509
    @bestiuwu4509 4 роки тому +824

    Kassie, I just wanted to say that...
    Kassima is a beautiful name

  • @spatullla779
    @spatullla779 3 роки тому +193

    I can tell she was trying not to cry in her voice when she was talking about her sister..😢
    She’s so strong though and mature to stay positive when it all happened because she knew how the rest of her family felt and wanted to be the one who was optimistic and just positive. I look up to you so much gloom😔❤️

    • @i.love.cheese1
      @i.love.cheese1 3 роки тому +2

      This is what I call an underrated comment

    • @mehheh9869
      @mehheh9869 3 роки тому

      She's INCREDIBLY AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGG

  • @Delicate_Disaster
    @Delicate_Disaster 4 роки тому +87

    The pain, sincerity, and vulnerability as she said she would trade it all to get her sister back stung. She really would if she could. ♡

  • @merlin3469
    @merlin3469 2 роки тому +6

    my sister is like my best friend, she was recently diagnosed with a ed and depression and I always worry for her. I can't even imagine what you went through and still going through kassie. sending lots of love

  • @daphneaisyaabigailsaleh2730
    @daphneaisyaabigailsaleh2730 4 роки тому +316

    "i would give it all away to get her back!!" *cries* 😭😭😭😭

  • @samanthalongwell6664
    @samanthalongwell6664 4 роки тому +121

    i started crying in my pillow when her she was crying or it sounded like it i think kassie deserves more than what the video said

  • @sunset.shimmer2552
    @sunset.shimmer2552 4 роки тому +420

    I just realized the point of the name “gloom”
    You can tell how she is trying to be the best she can be while watching the part of her sister. I am very sorry kassie..

    • @lexymummery4926
      @lexymummery4926 4 роки тому +4

      Yeah she sniffed like she wanted to cry but kassie is strong and im very proud of herand i think her sister would be too

    • @therandomgirlios8456
      @therandomgirlios8456 4 роки тому

      She’s my favorite you tuber she’s the best😝

    • @amyyoung857
      @amyyoung857 4 роки тому

      Im here 4 u, Kassima!

  • @user-ew1mk4fo3l
    @user-ew1mk4fo3l 2 роки тому +4

    I’m so sorry about your sister. I know it’s hard to lose someone special to you.😭😭😢

  • @forrest7204
    @forrest7204 4 роки тому +325

    When kassie was going to cry when she talked about her sisters death my eyes watered up

    • @Calm-Sleep-Music
      @Calm-Sleep-Music 4 роки тому

      Same

    • @crazybear7001
      @crazybear7001 4 роки тому

      YOU DONT SAY DEATH YOU SAY passing or passed away NEVER DEATH ITS REALLY OFENCIVE

    • @liana6479
      @liana6479 4 роки тому

      PlanetWolfy Playzit no its not rude so stop

    • @swaidhajp7184
      @swaidhajp7184 4 роки тому

      Same

  • @lit_gameplays6133
    @lit_gameplays6133 4 роки тому +88

    When the sister part came up and Kassie almost started crying I cried, I am so sorry for your loss Kassie

    • @jessicakimber6992
      @jessicakimber6992 4 роки тому +1

      I read all these comments before i got to that part and tried to force myself not to cry................. i cried

  • @reKomaAgain
    @reKomaAgain 3 роки тому +938

    “The brightest flowers come from the darkest soils.” perfectly applies to Kassie

  • @unluckycoffee
    @unluckycoffee Місяць тому

    I’ve been watching you for at least 10 years… When you mentioned that not everybody should throw away their depression pills… I got a little emotional….. The only reason I haven’t done that is because of you! You give me motivation, you give me hope, you give me love, I always thought that I was alone in a situation that I am right now, but hearing from somebody else’s experience…? It helps me a lot. I love you Gloom! ❤❤❤

  • @hycraut
    @hycraut 4 роки тому +420

    I heard the cracking in her voice when she was talking about the sad part...

    • @iiakari_4456
      @iiakari_4456 4 роки тому +12

      ye it looked like she was about to cry, rlly breaks my heart..

  • @kylewilson98
    @kylewilson98 4 роки тому +69

    Hearing Kassie's voice tremble when she mentioned her sister passing makes me cry each time I watch this

  • @KW-lf1xo
    @KW-lf1xo 4 роки тому +2033

    *Your heart isn’t a door, don’t lock it*
    *Your face isn’t a mask, don’t cover it*
    *Your neck isn’t a coat, don’t hang it*
    *Your body isn’t a book, don’t judge it*
    *Your life isn’t a movie, don’t end it*
    *Even if these aren’t my words, spread it*

    • @happyhappygay9951
      @happyhappygay9951 4 роки тому +109

      This such an inspirational speech and I appreciate the fact you said it’s not your work

    • @CaKerBaKer101
      @CaKerBaKer101 4 роки тому +34

      That’s so nice. 👍

    • @cassiebrooke5908
      @cassiebrooke5908 4 роки тому +144

      I like to think about a similar saying:
      Your skin isn’t paper, don’t cut it.
      Your body isn’t a book, don’t judge it.
      Your heart isn’t a door, don’t lock it.
      Your life isn’t a movie, don’t end it.
      You *are* beautiful.
      You *are* enough.
      You *are* deserving.
      You *are* loved.

    • @planegirl2043
      @planegirl2043 4 роки тому +41

      This comment deserves more likes

    • @KW-lf1xo
      @KW-lf1xo 4 роки тому +23

      Planeboy380 your comment deserves more likes ❤️

  • @Mello-wj8lh
    @Mello-wj8lh 2 місяці тому +3

    when you watch this 2 years after she said goodbye hope you are alright

  • @fatneek223
    @fatneek223 4 роки тому +4363

    The people who bullied Kassie look at her now

    • @2318151
      @2318151 4 роки тому +220

      That are probably trying to slide in her dm's

    • @fatneek223
      @fatneek223 4 роки тому +86

      @@2318151 facts

    • @littleangel6719
      @littleangel6719 4 роки тому +41

      @dab on them haters bc they want fame.

    • @naseamalsalamy7638
      @naseamalsalamy7638 4 роки тому +13

      Ummmmm are you Arabic because you got an Arabic necklace well I am

    • @anonymous-vn5dm
      @anonymous-vn5dm 4 роки тому +16

      WolfiePlayz you are so true all bullies who bullies Kassima look how Kassi lives now

  • @adriana_eq
    @adriana_eq 2 роки тому +708

    16:14 you can hear kassie fighting the urge to cry.i can't imagine how horrible that must've been.i'm sure if your sister was still here she would be so proud of how far you've come

    • @NicoIestar
      @NicoIestar Рік тому +29

      I feel like the not video kassie started holding it back at 16:58

    • @ShaneWilson-l3c
      @ShaneWilson-l3c 10 місяців тому +4

      I know, even I wanted to cry then

    • @Uh..hvh..
      @Uh..hvh.. 4 місяці тому

      Yeah, idk why, but when her voice was breaking it genuinely made me cry

  • @user-dh6tt8sw6d
    @user-dh6tt8sw6d 4 роки тому +252

    I cant believe people actually disliked this kassie is honestly the most beautiful, kindest, funniest and most thoughtful person ever I am in despair from hearing what you had to go through ilysm 💕💕💕

    • @Tlb811
      @Tlb811 3 роки тому +4

      honestly i agree with every single word u said

    • @elliott915
      @elliott915 3 роки тому +1

      @@doomkittydoomkitty but if you agree that also makes you a simp. Just shut up and be nice buddy. The dudes not even wrong.

    • @sibnite
      @sibnite 3 роки тому

      @@doomkittydoomkitty I’m high

    • @PurrrincessKitty
      @PurrrincessKitty 3 роки тому

      @@elliott915 That’s being rude

  • @jennifercordova2309
    @jennifercordova2309 Рік тому +7

    The way young Gloom sounded when she talked about her sister. She sounded exactly like my best friend who's cat had just died. I would've stayed on the phone all day if I could've. I'll never forget how bad she cried, but we cried together.

  • @luauraa
    @luauraa 3 роки тому +919

    You can hear kassies Voice shaking and she stoped talking because she just couldn’t ❤️ I feel so bad and am crying for her 🕊 RIP Kassies sister
    Wow I literally came back I got a lot of likes but still this is a sad vid so just keep sad vibes 😭✌️

    • @osiasisacoolname5198
      @osiasisacoolname5198 3 роки тому +14

      “RIP Kassie’s sister”
      Something about that makes me uneasy. Sounds oddly... rude

    • @miylx8396
      @miylx8396 3 роки тому +5

      @@osiasisacoolname5198how it just means rest in peace

    • @TheLeahmcca
      @TheLeahmcca 3 роки тому +2

      I’m so sorry to you

    • @samanthadickinson2407
      @samanthadickinson2407 3 роки тому +2

      I feel like no one should go threw that

    • @paulcombs6715
      @paulcombs6715 3 роки тому +1

      I started crying for her

  • @tseditsx7679
    @tseditsx7679 3 роки тому +134

    “I’ve been working so hard to love people and be positive, but all you get... is Gloom. And she tries her best.”
    -Kassie🥺❤️

    • @xdn6783
      @xdn6783 3 роки тому +1

      And gloom is all I need.

  • @cloudless_3847
    @cloudless_3847 4 роки тому +583

    Who’s sick enough to dislike this? I’m sure your sister would be so proud of you right now❤️

    • @ciarak301
      @ciarak301 4 роки тому +7

      Isn’t she such an energetic and happy looking person? Just goes to show that you can’t judge a book by Its cover. It breaks my heart to see that she’s depressed 🥺

    • @cloudless_3847
      @cloudless_3847 4 роки тому +4

      Exactly Ciara k

    • @gracemarieswan170
      @gracemarieswan170 4 роки тому +7

      It is okay the people who disliked are partly blind and hit the wrong button

    • @rubyjoy3883
      @rubyjoy3883 4 роки тому +2

      Yes. Gloom go! We all love youuuuu

    • @aiqarrn
      @aiqarrn 4 роки тому +4

      Eleni Sillman didnt she say its impossible to fully cure it, but you can only get it unde control

  • @M3M3YD3M3
    @M3M3YD3M3 Рік тому +14

    I believe that after Terry watched this he cried and hugged Gloom so hard 🤣💀

  • @Kae1322
    @Kae1322 4 роки тому +902

    Your such a strong woman who inspires so many people including me!

  • @lilyclarke2312
    @lilyclarke2312 4 роки тому +77

    Who else always starts to cry when she mentions her sister

  • @BooBunnyPlayz
    @BooBunnyPlayz 4 роки тому +495

    Them people who disliked just had tears blurring their vision and pushed the wrong button

  • @kerrynbree
    @kerrynbree 2 роки тому +5

    Cassie you are such a beautiful person, and I think that's part of why you're my favorite youtuber, you don't try to hide or portray yourself in a certain way. a lot of people are scared to open up like this to their friends let alone almost 4 million people, I think that says something about how brave you are. I myself suffer from depression and i think that making videos like this is not necessarily to raise awareness but to show people how someone can be at such a low point in their life and come out of it. I know it'll never be completely gone, but sharing this with people might help them too and i think that your sister would be proud of you for that.