@@HonobreadYT That's a smart way to think about it... I'm glad you were able to sleep though! I was so scared I didn't sleep at all, and then got my mom to take me out early... I'm much better now though, and hope you're in a safer mental state too! :3
@@HonobreadYT when I was there, sometimes they let 1 one my friends in and they only let that 1 specific person in because they made me feel the happiest, I was in for the same reason as you, well atleast from what you said in the video for our information
I was watching this like "oh this must of been a long time ago" then I heard Covid vaccine and I was like oh. This was yesterday - Thats why she's always crying on Instagram lol
Makes things more comfortable to talk about when others post their stories about being in the ward. Had to go a couple of times but my favorite memory is when me an my roommate were up late with insomnia an I was looking at the lights an realized the bar around it is metal, out unit was very keen on being safe so our bathroom door wasn't even connected to the wall. It was a metal frame but the door side was just really strong magnets holding it up Me: "Hey, the frames metal right?" Roommate: "Yeah" Me: "... Would the door stay up there?" So I proceeded to place the magenta side to lights an it stuck with the door dangling down above my bed. An then we hear foot steps heading to the room an we were known for getting in trouble being up late so we fake sleeper as they checked, an somehow they missed the door hanging from the ceiling above me an went on checking the other girls. An as I was reaching up to get the door down, it falls an hits my head. Making a loud sound an forcing the nurse to see the hell was that noise. By which we were laughing cause it was a chill nurse so we just told her what we did an how she missed the door at first
Melatonin while in a psyche ward is always the best blessing you could get. I remember the doctor giving it to me when I said I couldn't sleep the first night, and after that I got it every night. It just made the time go by so much faster. Helps too when you are in an open room with 8 different people. A true blessing.
@@Creatorsan Sun light helps the body produce more serotonin, the excess of which will be converted to melatonin at night There's no food directly containg it but hot water, warm milk, and chamomile tea can help you feel sleeper/cozier I'm not sure how else to get melatonin other than from a pharmacy and remember that darkness stimulates melatonin production while excess light can hinder it, avoid staring at your phone in bed I'd personally reccomend listening to a podcast or audiobook at night as well, maybe lofi or asmr if that's what you like
In my teens I was admitted to quite a few different psych wards over a 4-5 year span. Usually I got admitted due to suicidal tendencies. Each stay was never really that long, with each stay usually lasting about a week alongside the required 72 hour hold. The people I’ve encountered were usually there because of Self-Harm or to recover from personal trauma. We were not technically allowed to say why we were admitted, but that type of thing always got discovered anyways. I have never seen a victim of paranoia in the wards I stayed in though. Lastly, It just feels nice when people talk about their experiences because it makes me feel like I’m not alone in this scenario.
@@Uwhwvwgwh ya don’t need to worry, that was from my a couple years ago, I’m doin better now. After getting a (left blank for personal reasons) diagnosis and the right meds, things are improving at a steady rate.
Keep being consistent in your recovery journey. Some days it's gonna be hard and you'll think back to the old coping skills but in the long run it doesn't help you. You're doing amazing right now on the journey to heal yourself and any trauma. It took me 8 years and that was before years of not caring to try, everyone is on their own time so take as much as you need to heal hun
im so happy about what you stated in the beginning my biggest pet peeve is when people assume you're doing fine, or have never really had huge challenges in the past JUST because you look fine people with mental illnesses (including myself) wont always LOOK mentally ill 💀 and mentally challenged people ARE STILL PEOPLE it's never something to be ashamed of if you're mentally challenged or have been to a hospital or a psych ward because of it I HATE IT when people make jokes about these things when they haven't experienced it these things are such taboo topics and it genuinely makes me upset that some people feel ashamed because of it thanks to society
Yes! Yes, yes, yes! This is so true! People who are like, "Oh ur smiling haha ur fine lol" just annoy me like- Yall ever heard of fake smiles? Also, yes, when people make jokes about something they havent experienced it boils my blood tbh. Like when people are like, "Haha im so BPD rn!" Like, what did i just hear?-
These days it isn’t really taboo anymore at least not as much. Most things that used to be taboo aren’t really talking anymore. You just gotta choose the right place and time to talk about it. And mental health isn’t really taboo it’s more just something that people seem a bunch of stuff about. When you say mental health, some people still think about straight jackets, people foaming at the mouth and dirty hospitals, full of screaming and crazy Doctors
Yo she got what she deserved, she kept you up like crazy, which would make me feel so uncomfortable and racist?!?! Yeah I'm proud of you, I have no remorse for her~ glad you finally got your sleep later 😊
Hi Hono! I wanted to thank you for this video, it makes me feel better about my past. I've been sent to a phys ward twice and it wasn't a healthy place. The nurses were horrible, there were alarms going off everyday of people trying to escape. I was scared and wasn't treated well at all either. They didn't even give me back my hoodie by grandma got me when I left. I have several suicide attempts but I'm happier then before, gonna head to 9th grade, I still have bad moments but your videos help me and make me laugh, thank you Hono, keep up the Amazing work 💖
I’m so sorry you had an awful experience, and 9th grade!! To go through that when you’re still so very young! Life is definitely going to be hard now and then but always remember to keep living for yourself because this one life is yours to enjoy. I wish you the best and hope you stay strong 💪🏼💖💖💖
This is why people shouldn't commit suicide because you got through it and I bet your grateful that you didn't commit suicide good luck in life your seem really positive 😁💙
@@thatgurlisabelle2362 ah thank you thank you! This summer is pretty hard for my mental health right now.. but it's kinda good because I'm trying to stay more positive. But thank you! What you've said made me feel so much more better
3:49 The way you described Jenny has reminded me of a classmate I had in freshman year of high school. Her name is Christie, I remember when I was fairly new to the school I had befriended another new classmate her name is Daniela and we befriended three other girls named, Sabrina, Itzel and Laura. Now, I had assumed that Christie was also part of their group because she was sitting close to them. To fast forward, there comes a point to where she would follow me too much and with my anxiety added with feeling uncomfortable didn’t help me at all. I’ve been told that Christie would follow them three all the time ever since they were in elementary. I also didn’t know until afterwards that Christie had her own issues, she became obsessive and it creeped me out and I basically told her to back off and to stop following me only for her to do it to Daniela too and Daniela said the same and started doing it to Sabrina and Itzel. I understood she wanted friends and to be included but it wasn’t the way to do it either.
It's refreshing to see someone very open about their experiences. Thank you for your bravery and I'm happy that you're doing better :) Congrats on almost 100k!!! 🎉🎊🎉🎉🎊🎉🎊🎉🎊🎉
As someone whose also been to a place like that 2 or so years ago, I appreciate you making this :) I came a long way and I’m in a much better place in my life currently and it’s really been quite a journey. Also, I won’t lie, as scary as the place I went to was, they had some hella good food 👀.
As someone who worked in a behavioral health facility that was "court ordered" "No I will not give details where, state, names etc." First I want to say I am so proud of you for sharing your story, and for anyone reading this, Most of the Staff even the Unit Clerk (Which I was) Wants nothing more than to see you get better, and yes you can get nearly any kinda drug when requested if your Psych gives the Okay. Heck my last Facility even offered Medication to help with withdraws. I can say this is one of the more realistic stories i've heard of a facility for Adults. I can't say how many times i've seen fellow patients troll their fellow patients who were just jerks, or patients that'd make the stay worse for everyone else, keep everyone up all night, and annoy everyone in the facility. As for injections from my memory. (I was not on the medical side) the type of injection you mention wasn't dangerous, it was just a high dosage. And also before you start questioning if its legal, its only preformed if. 1: The patient asks for an injection. 2: The patient is being considered a danger to themselves or others. Injections is a last resort kind of deal when not requested, and requires Permission from the Court. (This is all information pertaining to my state might not be applicable everywhere.) Anywho I'll cut it here, if anyone has questions feel free to ask, and again Hono, all the pride and happiness that you've come so far since that 72 hr hold.
On behalf of my fellow mental health problem peeps, we support you, Hono!!! Seriously, tho, it is so refreshing to see someone openly telling this story or even mentioning they were in a Phsyc Unit. 😊😊😊
Everyone has history. Mental health is so so undervalued in terms of support and opening up. You're incredibly brave to have not only talked about it, but also put out a video on it 👍💪❤️
Thank you for sharing.your story. As someone who's been in a psych ward, all of this sounds very accurate. The experience is awful and dehumanizing, but it's not like what you see in the movies.
Hope yer doin better now sis! My heart goes out to y'all, who get the help they need and do better compared to before. Takes effort and bravery to realize you need help and then to take the necessary steps.
I think you are one of the most honest youtube animators. I enjoy watching your videos and I hope you keep making them just sharing stories of your life for us to relate to or learn from.
Hoooono has such an adorable way she holds herself, and it makes me feel a little better to know that there's others who got stuck in a psych ward, even if mine was probably just trying to kill me because meesa was angy bean back in the day and would go on rage fueled bloodlust fight spree if spooked, saddened, or just angy in general, my experience sucked but I did learn that my anger is more instinct than coping mechanism
ALSO I was definitely not ready to hear you yelling right as my fanart for you was displayed LOL I was like "WHAT'S GOING ON WHY IS SHE YELLING WHY AM I SEEING MY ART WHAT'S HAPPENING?????"
I know I’m like a month late but thank you so much for posting this video. Personally I’ve never been to the psych ward but I do suffer from major depression and just knowing that there are other people who suffer with things like me out there really helps, so thank you❤️❤️
When i was younger, i had a problem with concentrating in class but thats just how kids are and my parents unfortunately didnt understand that because i didnt wanna listen blah blah blah but i was just a child back then.... in my family status is important as hell and i didnt wanna break that chain so i went along my family wanted all the kids to be PRODIGY in everything, my mom had broken countless rulers on my back till i was 12 then the worst thing happened.... they said " theyre must be a problem with her! Why isnt she like them?" Imagine hearing that from ur own parents... THEN THEY SENT ME TO THERAPY which tbh was kinda good and helped me focus BUT THEN EVEN AFTER THERAPY AND IMPROVEMENTS OF GRADES FROM ATLEAST 80/100 TO 90/100 THEY SENT ME TO A PSYCH AWARD , the nurses were very understanding and caring for me though i had to stay 6 months it was quite calming but having ppl call u a "freak" or "mentally ill" person was traumatizing and i took therapy again . My cousins were surprisingly kind which we arent often to eachother due to best grades rivalry but now we get along smoothly ❤
The literally reason I’ve never been in a psych ward is because of the gowns, one of my friends ( who is also a trans man) literally became more suicidal because they would let him put on sweatpants.
@@waigoogly Turks committed genocide against Armenians and largely still deny it so there's a lot of animosity towards Turkish people. Our community has a pretty big issue with racism in general though.
Hahaha incredible video as always! You're such a strong and entertaining storyteller and it's been so fun watching you gain the popularity this channel deserves~!
Nurse: **brings roommate into room** Hono: **calls roomie Jenny* The nurse, that is/looks exactly like nurse Jenny: *r u fr rn* Edit: someone corrected me ^^
I'm sorry you had to go through that... I was in a similar boat too, but I was in isolation for 6 months... so I feel you. As for the roomie situation, been there too. When you become that sleep deprived and factor in all of the circumstances, etiquette is thrown out the door for "survival"... She didn't deserve her situation and I'm sorry you got tangled up in hers. I hope she got the help she needed. As for the situation at 4:20, sounds like a nurture issue there. I know of a few like that (some still are) and mostly, it stems from fear and the resulting "attitude" is their coping mechanism for it. I hope she got help for that too. Overall, I'm happy to see you are doing better.
Thank you for being able to talk about these things. I have been put through the same situation like you.I know it wasn’t an emotional thing. But it did help me realize I’m not alone cause it really broke me when it happened
I have anxiety and when I'm really really stressed or nervous I tend to not sleep, which causes me to go crazy. I also see things sometimes or talk to random objects because if I remember correctly, I lose my memory of this but my brain registers the objects as a living thing so I talk to them and I don't know. Oddly enough haven't been to one of these before, a Psych Ward
Pysch wards sound really scary to me. The entire time i'd probably be terrified because there would be thousands of eyes staring at me even before I get admitted a room. I am not a people person and if I'm near more than 5 people at once I freak out. :/
Many of these things about psych hospital stays make me so anxious and I’m worried that as a mentally ill person I may need to stay at one sometime in my life and I just 🥲 aaaaa
Of course its best to not allow yourself to get to that point because that would mean you reached absolute rock bottom in your mental health and that’s not fun, but if you do end up needing this much help, don’t feel anxious or ashamed about it. Accepting help is the best step you can take for yourself and it’s also like a little vacation away from the world.
Thank you for making a video based on this. I'm new to your channel but finding this video really made me smile. My mental health is something I always struggle to talk about but seeing this video has given me more confidence to speak up about this sort of stuff. Thank you for making this video, you're really cool ☺
As someone who saw his best friend end up in the psych ward and came out as a vegetable its still scary to me to even reveal those scars. While i managed to avoid it he unfortunately ended up as a plant and nowadays he is no longer responding to me and cant even stabilize his life. Im glad to hear you got out of these things unharmed/drugged out of your mind like he did..people should talk about this more so thank you!
I feel like I had a "friend" like this at the physc ward, she loved/ stalked me so much and she said a ton of fucked up stuff. thanks for the content and bringing awarness while also making it light hearted!
This video of yours reminds me of my time in the mental psych ward back in 2012. I was in an exact room with two separate beds, but I was in the room by myself, difference was, I am not allowed to have any roommates until my mental health condition was stable. Why was I admitted to the mental psych ward, because I was over stressed out, extremely depressed, overwhelmed of what my life would be in the future, I was filled with so much anger, and I was extremely lonely with no one to help me, I was talking to 3 different versions of me, I was found and caught by the police for I was about to go and commit suicide out in the woods. It took one week and 4 days for me to get out. Hono I don't why you where in there for, but at the best you are doing well, and please do take care of yourself! Be safe!
You know, i kinda, in a way (not in the reacist way) relate to Jenny. As a guy with ADHD, torrets syndrome, Asberger syndrome and had IMMENSE OCD and slight paranoia, i would CONSTANTLY either sneak out of bed to do my, ahem, "checking" or Stray up an entire hour just to check the exact same spot over and over and over an- oh! And do you know about a thing called rituals? Well, i tok them SUPER seriously! Like (and this is not a joke, btw) i could not sleep until it was all PERFECT, like i’m talking inch for inch, perfection. And now you may think i’m joking ( or crazy at this point, let’s be honest here) but this actually happened. Every. 😔 Single. 😣Night. 😖 So, well... Heh, yeah. Let’s just say that those early nights of my life were, um, long, at best.😓😥 I don’t have that problem anymore tho, so yeah. 😅😁 But, let’s just say that when it stopped, well, Heh... i felt like a new, free man.😁💜 Also, F*CK treadmills!! I ended up bangin’ my toe on that shit literally almost every night!😡 Sorry, just a little bonus note just cause i felt like it.😅
I’ve been there (I felt the “too many to mention”, I always just boil it down to the “psychotic depression” part that causes me to start hearing, seeing, and believing things that are false/don’t exist (so, the last person any smart god would choose to be a prophet) usually relating to the associated crippling feeling of despair and desire to unalive myself), and hope you’re doing better now. Mental illness sucks, and I’m just grateful to have not been born at a time where I’d be thrown in an asylum to continue to deteriorate (I have emotional detachment issues as well, and shudder to think what I could have come up with given a motive (and asylums created plenty of motives) and enough neglect (unfortunately, I am one of those patients who if they really wanted to could smuggle something into most wards if I wanted to, even got one to admit it when I showed them a means I already found to do so) and to be born in a time where antipsychotics don't have to come with crippling side effects. Sadly, many units have major issues (for instance, the one child unit I stayed in at 17 was way too liberal with the sedatives, and it took a lot of behaving to avoid being sedated (luckily at the time my hallucinations and delusions took the form of secrets I could share with no-one, I was mainly there for the depression). Sadly, with how my mood symptoms behave, I suspect that I’ll be in the ward many more times during my adult life (right now, I'm just enjoying the relative silence in my head, now that I think about it that actually sounds like a good book title).
Hono, I’d just like to thank you for this video, I was recently in a horrible mental state and I wont go into detail but not safe to be by myself and this videos was one of the things that made me aware that this resource even existed, my whole life i’d always seen these places as a place that matches a lot of the stereotypes because thats what I’d been told, this video helped shine light on the truth of them and in turn helped me reach out and get myself admitted, thank you because I almost certainly wouldn’t be alive if you hadn’t had the courage to share this story, thank you (also 3 weeks clear of wanting to oof thoughts BABYYYYYYYYY) (also also, sorry for any bad grammar and writing or if it looks weird, writing has never been one if my strong suits)
Damn. I was also put on a 72 hour hold. Without getting into details, the place did basically nothing, and neither did my therapist. The only reason I have a semblance of sanity rn is the meds I'm on (the old meds were partially why I was there in the first place) and the fact that I have friends who have actually been through it themselves, have gotten better, and are trying to help others who have also been fucked over by the medical system. I'm sorry you had to experience that, but I'm proud you're not shying away from it.
I wasn't comfortable sharing this until I saw this video but here goes. My parents have threatened to send me off to a psychiatric hospital (and/or to see a psychologist) before for self-harm and suicidal thoughts and a lot of other self-destructive behaviors. I keep telling them to not do it because I'll stop (which I do for about 3-6 months before I relapse for that same amount of time and then my parents find out), but only just recently they finally eased up the pressure on me and said to me, "We're not going to force you to see a psychologist anymore, but if we find any evidence of self harm, then we have to report it to someone." Its understandable, but it's kinda humiliating when I have to let my parents check for previously mentioned evidence of self harm (I have to remove all clothing except underwear for this to happen). Its embarrassing asf. anyway, sorry for that non-mention-worthy explanation of my recent years - present. Enjoy your day. 🙂
I really appreciate this video Hono! I used to/still do think sometimes that I can’t tell anyone whatsoever that I’ve been to the mental hospital before bc there’s so much stigma and I would get scared and that people would think I’m crazy, it’s the things like this that remind me I’m not crazy, and there are other ppl struggling with the same problems as me, so thank u so much! ☺️
(note: I'm scared if I might sound "Edgy" but I just really want to say) I'm questioning the fact how ive done somewhat similar things Jenny did with your experience I mean I'm constantly fearing about diseases and I overthink alot and it seems like both of us feel more upbeat when talking to a person they like, most of my worries go away when I get to talk to my sister and seeing how you two first interacted it really did remind me talking to my older sibling. A lot of people have been questioning how overly paranoid I am but I'm probably doing fine now after listening and watching your story or experience with Jenny I don't feel that much anxious or scared anymore I'm so glad I saw this and hopefully Jenny is doing better now and has changed her behavior for the better to, thank you so much for sharing this experience it really made me lessen my negative mindset and again thank you I wish you wonderful things for the future
I'm so glad I've never been in a psych ward, they sound like torture. Once my mom threatened to take me to one but either she was joking, it was an empty threat, or she was legitimately considering sending me to a psych ward but something prevented it (most likely any possible costs). Either way, I hope she never gets the intent or the ability to send me to a psych ward. No matter how unstable I get.
If Honobread is Ellis in Left 4 Dead (like in 3:20 ) : Honobread: "I ever tell you my friend Jenny got traumatized in the night, she got nightmares of cockroaches, she said to me that she used the Air Freshener to kill roaches, she so dumb on killing it though...I mean, of course it is funny that she's mistaken as Insecticide Spray, she hates poison stuff, and that's how I aggressively mad at her that she woke me up in the middle of the night and..." Emirichu: "You know what Hono, SHUT UP CONTEST READY!!!" ME: 'Hono, I know I like your stories, but... not now okey, Ate Hono?" Honobread: "Okey..."
I had just noticed that this video was posted. About a year ago, but I wanted to make a reply due to the fact that not many people open up to these type of situation that they’ve been in. I have been in one myself, having to deal with the drama of being put away I feel like I was being sent to Cuba part of my family feeling betrayed that my mother did not want me anymore. I’m glad to know the other people are starting to open up to this kind of situation as I had dealt with this back in 2020 myself. It helps me feel a bit more comfortable and I’m not the only one and I’m gonna balloon. I would like to start talking about the situation said it with their myself but I don’t want people to have the wrong of you so thank you once again for making this video. I appreciate your videos a lot
Super relatable! When I was admitted I also had a horrible roommate. He was loudly/proudly racist, homophobic, and also prone to violence. He wanted me to be his "consigliere" when we were released as well. I guess it's because he recognized that I was intelligent or something? I'm not sure. But considering my sexuality, I didn't feel very safe with him at all. I spoke with the staff in private and had him switch to a new room. It didn't stop him from trying to be my best friend though. I had to hide in my room to get away from him during the day. I felt bad for his new roommate though, since he was black and I know it must have been hard to deal with... Needless to say, I ghosted him when I left and didn't look back. The second roommate I had didn't speak English, but he snored so loudly that I couldn't sleep. I had to ask for the padded room so I could rest after a while. Lmao
⚠️ Kinda trauma dump(?)⚠️ I am really happy I never got admitted to a psych ward considering how bad it sounds from your perspective and from what I’ve heard about how it was for my grandma (She does not have any mental illnesses anymore, but I can describe what she had because no one knows me on the internet, despite it being a family secret. My grandma was hearing voices and had almost offed herself back when my father was little so she got admitted to a psych ward), What I mean with I am happy I did not get admitted is, before summer holidays I was very depressed since the age of 11 till 16 I had many moments I almost ended up deciding to end it all even attempted but ended up giving up since I am a scaredy cat which in these scenarios was good actually. In march this year I had gone to a doctor for a mental and physical health check up to get an approval to go to a school I didn’t end up going to (but got accepted), for the mental health checkup I actually told my doctor about my struggles, my father was sitting in the next room, she kinda ended up changing my mind, on agreeing that she could partially tell my father about my self oof thoughts, I didn’t allow her to tell about my self actions though, I didn’t even tell her the whole story, only that I occasionally would SH but not the self end part. My father ofc like any normal individual was lost for words a bit, we didn’t talk abt it further anymore but he does know that I was kinda depressed. My doctor recommended me a psychiatrist, her father to go to for some appointments, we did make appointments but I had never gone to them because my father canceled them because the psychiatrist wanted to know the reason why I needed to go there. My father in his words told me “I am scared they would send you to a psych ward if they knew you have self oof thoughts” This kinda makes me question what would’ve happened if he had known the entire story? As I mentioned already, this was before summer holidays, idk how and why but for some reason after summer break ended, I suddenly was not depressive anymore, neither as socially scared as I was before, I am still but it’s like I’m a complete different person, I really don’t know how that happened but I am glad I am doing better since it’s not constantly “dancing” on my emotions anymore.
I like the delivery at 3:35 XD There is only so much crazy and racism a person can endure. (And only so much hours a person can survive without sleep.) There is a needle in someone else's butt a small price to pay.
I love her, she made me laugh! I mean I agree I had been through this, except I was push into the ward but deprive of sleep and abused, but the ward treated me like a human being.
It was really nice to hear your story Hono. As someone who suffers from some mental disorders it nice to hear about other people's experiences but since I have never actually been to a psych ward. I wanted to know how you get there because I wonder if that would help me too though I'm really happy you sound a lot better. :D
There are definitely multiple ways to get admitted, but for me, i was taken to the ER by a family member during a really terrible panic and anxiety attack episode where i was completely incoherent and in a self destructive state and unable to pass cognitive evaluations at the hospital so i was explained to that i was going to be taken to a place to get “help” and was told to sign a paper allowing that to happen and then i realized that was a psych ward lol
@@Tacotown2005I’m also not a lawyer, but I’m pretty sure that one needs to be committed to a mental institution by a court to lose that right per federal law. Some states may have laws barring anyone who has been involuntarily committed, though, but I’m pretty sure that there may be exceptions, such as if the doctor can say that one no longer is a danger to oneself or others while handling a firearm.
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The psych ward literally gave me more trauma. Props to you for your bravery lol
It was still traumatizing for me as well but I like to see it as a mini vacation away from everything
@@HonobreadYT That's a smart way to think about it... I'm glad you were able to sleep though! I was so scared I didn't sleep at all, and then got my mom to take me out early... I'm much better now though, and hope you're in a safer mental state too! :3
Honestly the psych ward gave me more trauma too
@@HonobreadYT LOL 😂
@@HonobreadYT when I was there, sometimes they let 1 one my friends in and they only let that 1 specific person in because they made me feel the happiest, I was in for the same reason as you, well atleast from what you said in the video for our information
Hono finds a way to make scary things cute
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Isnt that a common anime trope
Geeze, that innocent looking girl looks like she is the MOMO at 3:40😈😱
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I was watching this like "oh this must of been a long time ago" then I heard Covid vaccine and I was like oh. This was yesterday - Thats why she's always crying on Instagram lol
LMAOO PLSSS that peanut allergy was my 13th reason
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I love how open she is and she isnt afraid or ashamed to share her experiences and she tries her best to make it as positive as possible
Prove me wrong:
I think the nurse knew Hono was really chill, so she was picked to be the roommate bc she would in their eyes, be the best person.
Isn’t that how it always work? As someone who has been seated next to many “problematic” guys because “I am just such a calming good influence”
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Makes things more comfortable to talk about when others post their stories about being in the ward. Had to go a couple of times but my favorite memory is when me an my roommate were up late with insomnia an I was looking at the lights an realized the bar around it is metal, out unit was very keen on being safe so our bathroom door wasn't even connected to the wall. It was a metal frame but the door side was just really strong magnets holding it up
Me: "Hey, the frames metal right?"
Roommate: "Yeah"
Me: "... Would the door stay up there?"
So I proceeded to place the magenta side to lights an it stuck with the door dangling down above my bed. An then we hear foot steps heading to the room an we were known for getting in trouble being up late so we fake sleeper as they checked, an somehow they missed the door hanging from the ceiling above me an went on checking the other girls. An as I was reaching up to get the door down, it falls an hits my head. Making a loud sound an forcing the nurse to see the hell was that noise. By which we were laughing cause it was a chill nurse so we just told her what we did an how she missed the door at first
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That's hilarious lol
Melatonin while in a psyche ward is always the best blessing you could get. I remember the doctor giving it to me when I said I couldn't sleep the first night, and after that I got it every night. It just made the time go by so much faster.
Helps too when you are in an open room with 8 different people. A true blessing.
8 DIFF PPL PLSS noooo and yes saaaame i literally asked for it all the time after finding out LOL
Melatonin from the psych ward really hit different, that stuff would knock me out!
Where can you find that stuff normally without taking the drug itself?
Is there foods that make you sleepy because I kinda have insomnia. :/
@@Creatorsan Sun light helps the body produce more serotonin, the excess of which will be converted to melatonin at night
There's no food directly containg it but hot water, warm milk, and chamomile tea can help you feel sleeper/cozier
I'm not sure how else to get melatonin other than from a pharmacy
and remember that darkness stimulates melatonin production while excess light can hinder it, avoid staring at your phone in bed
I'd personally reccomend listening to a podcast or audiobook at night as well, maybe lofi or asmr if that's what you like
@@ccaffie1231 Very helpful! Thanks.
Lol when I was admitted into the hospital we called the sedative "booty juice" 🤡
Omg same
Wtf?😈😱
OMG same
Same
Wait was that universal because I thought it was a Florida thing lol 🤡
In my teens I was admitted to quite a few different psych wards over a 4-5 year span. Usually I got admitted due to suicidal tendencies. Each stay was never really that long, with each stay usually lasting about a week alongside the required 72 hour hold. The people I’ve encountered were usually there because of Self-Harm or to recover from personal trauma. We were not technically allowed to say why we were admitted, but that type of thing always got discovered anyways. I have never seen a victim of paranoia in the wards I stayed in though. Lastly, It just feels nice when people talk about their experiences because it makes me feel like I’m not alone in this scenario.
you deserve happiness bro
@@Uwhwvwgwh ya don’t need to worry, that was from my a couple years ago, I’m doin better now. After getting a (left blank for personal reasons) diagnosis and the right meds, things are improving at a steady rate.
Keep being consistent in your recovery journey. Some days it's gonna be hard and you'll think back to the old coping skills but in the long run it doesn't help you. You're doing amazing right now on the journey to heal yourself and any trauma. It took me 8 years and that was before years of not caring to try, everyone is on their own time so take as much as you need to heal hun
Knowing that people care for you really makes you feel better.
im so happy about what you stated in the beginning
my biggest pet peeve is when people assume you're doing fine, or have never really had huge challenges in the past JUST because you look fine
people with mental illnesses (including myself) wont always LOOK mentally ill 💀
and mentally challenged people ARE STILL PEOPLE
it's never something to be ashamed of if you're mentally challenged or have been to a hospital or a psych ward because of it
I HATE IT when people make jokes about these things when they haven't experienced it
these things are such taboo topics and it genuinely makes me upset that some people feel ashamed because of it thanks to society
Yes! Yes, yes, yes!
This is so true! People who are like, "Oh ur smiling haha ur fine lol" just annoy me like- Yall ever heard of fake smiles?
Also, yes, when people make jokes about something they havent experienced it boils my blood tbh. Like when people are like, "Haha im so BPD rn!" Like, what did i just hear?-
These days it isn’t really taboo anymore at least not as much. Most things that used to be taboo aren’t really talking anymore. You just gotta choose the right place and time to talk about it. And mental health isn’t really taboo it’s more just something that people seem a bunch of stuff about. When you say mental health, some people still think about straight jackets, people foaming at the mouth and dirty hospitals, full of screaming and crazy Doctors
exactly!
Yo she got what she deserved, she kept you up like crazy, which would make me feel so uncomfortable and racist?!?! Yeah I'm proud of you, I have no remorse for her~ glad you finally got your sleep later 😊
Yes
W
And than she got put down 😌
No you're mean I don't think you deserve that even though she's racist does not mean you can treat her that way she has rights to
@@bm-xo9og I mean she didn't die or anything so.........who cares
Hi Hono! I wanted to thank you for this video, it makes me feel better about my past. I've been sent to a phys ward twice and it wasn't a healthy place. The nurses were horrible, there were alarms going off everyday of people trying to escape. I was scared and wasn't treated well at all either. They didn't even give me back my hoodie by grandma got me when I left. I have several suicide attempts but I'm happier then before, gonna head to 9th grade, I still have bad moments but your videos help me and make me laugh, thank you Hono, keep up the Amazing work 💖
I’m so sorry you had an awful experience, and 9th grade!! To go through that when you’re still so very young! Life is definitely going to be hard now and then but always remember to keep living for yourself because this one life is yours to enjoy. I wish you the best and hope you stay strong 💪🏼💖💖💖
This is why people shouldn't commit suicide because you got through it and I bet your grateful that you didn't commit suicide good luck in life your seem really positive 😁💙
@@thatgurlisabelle2362 ah thank you thank you! This summer is pretty hard for my mental health right now.. but it's kinda good because I'm trying to stay more positive. But thank you! What you've said made me feel so much more better
@@glitchyowo1923 that's what I'm here for 😊
than*
“She thought black people smell bad”
Me and my mom with our huge stash of bath and body works shower gels:
*Are you sure about that?*
AMEN.
FRRRRRRRR
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9:03 wow this art is cuuuuttteeee
3:49 The way you described Jenny has reminded me of a classmate I had in freshman year of high school. Her name is Christie, I remember when I was fairly new to the school I had befriended another new classmate her name is Daniela and we befriended three other girls named, Sabrina, Itzel and Laura. Now, I had assumed that Christie was also part of their group because she was sitting close to them. To fast forward, there comes a point to where she would follow me too much and with my anxiety added with feeling uncomfortable didn’t help me at all. I’ve been told that Christie would follow them three all the time ever since they were in elementary. I also didn’t know until afterwards that Christie had her own issues, she became obsessive and it creeped me out and I basically told her to back off and to stop following me only for her to do it to Daniela too and Daniela said the same and started doing it to Sabrina and Itzel. I understood she wanted friends and to be included but it wasn’t the way to do it either.
It's refreshing to see someone very open about their experiences. Thank you for your bravery and I'm happy that you're doing better :)
Congrats on almost 100k!!! 🎉🎊🎉🎉🎊🎉🎊🎉🎊🎉
5:59 I was not expecting that LMAO😭 also road to 100k u almost there!!🎉🎉
Nice 👌
Keep up the great story.
Keep it up 👍
Um how didn't I see that lol
As someone whose also been to a place like that 2 or so years ago, I appreciate you making this :) I came a long way and I’m in a much better place in my life currently and it’s really been quite a journey. Also, I won’t lie, as scary as the place I went to was, they had some hella good food 👀.
I just got out a few days ago and your so right!! The place got some bang food sometimes😂
As someone who worked in a behavioral health facility that was "court ordered" "No I will not give details where, state, names etc."
First I want to say I am so proud of you for sharing your story, and for anyone reading this, Most of the Staff even the Unit Clerk (Which I was) Wants nothing more than to see you get better, and yes you can get nearly any kinda drug when requested if your Psych gives the Okay. Heck my last Facility even offered Medication to help with withdraws.
I can say this is one of the more realistic stories i've heard of a facility for Adults.
I can't say how many times i've seen fellow patients troll their fellow patients who were just jerks, or patients that'd make the stay worse for everyone else, keep everyone up all night, and annoy everyone in the facility.
As for injections from my memory. (I was not on the medical side) the type of injection you mention wasn't dangerous, it was just a high dosage.
And also before you start questioning if its legal, its only preformed if.
1: The patient asks for an injection.
2: The patient is being considered a danger to themselves or others.
Injections is a last resort kind of deal when not requested, and requires Permission from the Court. (This is all information pertaining to my state might not be applicable everywhere.)
Anywho I'll cut it here, if anyone has questions feel free to ask, and again Hono, all the pride and happiness that you've come so far since that 72 hr hold.
On behalf of my fellow mental health problem peeps, we support you, Hono!!! Seriously, tho, it is so refreshing to see someone openly telling this story or even mentioning they were in a Phsyc Unit. 😊😊😊
Thank you, so much. I love this. As a fellow "ward mate" haha, Just talking about things in a humorous way like this, makes me feel valid☺😂
Everyone has history. Mental health is so so undervalued in terms of support and opening up. You're incredibly brave to have not only talked about it, but also put out a video on it 👍💪❤️
Thank you for sharing.your story. As someone who's been in a psych ward, all of this sounds very accurate. The experience is awful and dehumanizing, but it's not like what you see in the movies.
It's really nice to hear other psych ward experiences. It's really brave of you to open up to strangers.
Hope yer doin better now sis! My heart goes out to y'all, who get the help they need and do better compared to before. Takes effort and bravery to realize you need help and then to take the necessary steps.
I think you are one of the most honest youtube animators. I enjoy watching your videos and I hope you keep making them just sharing stories of your life for us to relate to or learn from.
I was about to go to bed. but this is more important than going to sleep. :>
Yes yes it is
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LOL IKR
Me.
*same* ;w;
At first I was like "Awww how could you trick such a lovely person"... then I was like "Oh... ooooooh... oohhhhh, OK!"
Same I was like: Aw she’s so sweet but like a minute later was: oh, Nevermind she had it coming
She needed help and a friend
I kinda agree
Hoooono has such an adorable way she holds herself, and it makes me feel a little better to know that there's others who got stuck in a psych ward, even if mine was probably just trying to kill me because meesa was angy bean back in the day and would go on rage fueled bloodlust fight spree if spooked, saddened, or just angy in general, my experience sucked but I did learn that my anger is more instinct than coping mechanism
7:25 ✨B O O T Y J U I C E✨
Lol
Yo if Jenny disturbed my sleep then I'd be salty too >:((
Hope you're doing alright now though!
ALSO I was definitely not ready to hear you yelling right as my fanart for you was displayed LOL
I was like "WHAT'S GOING ON WHY IS SHE YELLING WHY AM I SEEING MY ART WHAT'S HAPPENING?????"
BAHAAHA when i was editing i was like i wonder if she’ll be thrown off that i put hers up while im screaming 😂😂😂
i have a very bad case of insomnia and if jenny had disturbed a pretty good nap, i would be very snappy 😃
Psych wards don't often let you close doors so you were in a good ward
When i was at the ward they let me shut the door too
I love her style sooo much🥰
Me too
Me 3
@@milossimic5697 woah
It’s very cute
7:11 The best line in this video
Real 😂😂😂😂
These animations give me eroldstory vibes, loving them! Also big props for being able to share so many personal stories
a video about psych ward patients is exactly what i needed at 2am thanks
I know I’m like a month late but thank you so much for posting this video. Personally I’ve never been to the psych ward but I do suffer from major depression and just knowing that there are other people who suffer with things like me out there really helps, so thank you❤️❤️
3:38
NOT THE JUMPSCARE AROUND THE CORNER😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
love ur vids girly pop ❤
When i was younger, i had a problem with concentrating in class but thats just how kids are and my parents unfortunately didnt understand that because i didnt wanna listen blah blah blah but i was just a child back then.... in my family status is important as hell and i didnt wanna break that chain so i went along my family wanted all the kids to be PRODIGY in everything, my mom had broken countless rulers on my back till i was 12 then the worst thing happened.... they said " theyre must be a problem with her! Why isnt she like them?" Imagine hearing that from ur own parents... THEN THEY SENT ME TO THERAPY which tbh was kinda good and helped me focus BUT THEN EVEN AFTER THERAPY AND IMPROVEMENTS OF GRADES FROM ATLEAST 80/100 TO 90/100 THEY SENT ME TO A PSYCH AWARD , the nurses were very understanding and caring for me though i had to stay 6 months it was quite calming but having ppl call u a "freak" or "mentally ill" person was traumatizing and i took therapy again . My cousins were surprisingly kind which we arent often to eachother due to best grades rivalry but now we get along smoothly ❤
The literally reason I’ve never been in a psych ward is because of the gowns, one of my friends ( who is also a trans man) literally became more suicidal because they would let him put on sweatpants.
that's why I never talked to my therapist
When she said she was Racist I was getting myself ready for her to attack on Turkish people lmao 😭
*isn’t that also racist?*
@@waigoogly Turks committed genocide against Armenians and largely still deny it so there's a lot of animosity towards Turkish people. Our community has a pretty big issue with racism in general though.
Hahaha incredible video as always! You're such a strong and entertaining storyteller and it's been so fun watching you gain the popularity this channel deserves~!
Tysm for normalizing talking about these things, love u hono❤️
3:49 is everything 😭🤚
8:54 cute and deadly love it.
WAS SHE JOKING😭😨
@@seraphimcosplay Of course she was 😂
@@seitimebender5466 thank god lmao i couldnt tell cause of her tone of voicr
Nurse: **brings roommate into room**
Hono: **calls roomie Jenny*
The nurse, that is/looks exactly like nurse Jenny: *r u fr rn*
Edit: someone corrected me ^^
Um, not to be rude but the nurse’s name isn’t Jenny it’s Nurse Joy, you’re thinking about Officer Jenny lol
@@vxnlli thanks for correcting me hehe, and no, that wasn’t rude at all! ^^
@@sage-vr6bu oh ok thank you for understanding ^^
@@vxnlli Yeah I also always mix those two up haha
I love how yt animators share there stories :D
I swear to God this woman is comedy gold and I cannot stop laughing 💀💀💀
I'm sorry you had to go through that... I was in a similar boat too, but I was in isolation for 6 months... so I feel you.
As for the roomie situation, been there too. When you become that sleep deprived and factor in all of the circumstances, etiquette is thrown out the door for "survival"... She didn't deserve her situation and I'm sorry you got tangled up in hers. I hope she got the help she needed.
As for the situation at 4:20, sounds like a nurture issue there. I know of a few like that (some still are) and mostly, it stems from fear and the resulting "attitude" is their coping mechanism for it. I hope she got help for that too.
Overall, I'm happy to see you are doing better.
I just found your channel in my recommended and I'm not disappointed. These storytimes are hilarious. You earned a sub. :)
Thank you for being able to talk about these things. I have been put through the same situation like you.I know it wasn’t an emotional thing. But it did help me realize I’m not alone cause it really broke me when it happened
I have anxiety and when I'm really really stressed or nervous I tend to not sleep, which causes me to go crazy. I also see things sometimes or talk to random objects because if I remember correctly, I lose my memory of this but my brain registers the objects as a living thing so I talk to them and I don't know. Oddly enough haven't been to one of these before, a Psych Ward
Pysch wards sound really scary to me.
The entire time i'd probably be terrified because there would be thousands of eyes staring at me even before I get admitted a room.
I am not a people person and if I'm near more than 5 people at once I freak out. :/
“Too much too name” is pretty accurate for me😭🙏
9:22 I literally dropped my phone and started having a Spasm I was not prepared for the that lol
Lmfao💀
Many of these things about psych hospital stays make me so anxious and I’m worried that as a mentally ill person I may need to stay at one sometime in my life and I just 🥲 aaaaa
Of course its best to not allow yourself to get to that point because that would mean you reached absolute rock bottom in your mental health and that’s not fun, but if you do end up needing this much help, don’t feel anxious or ashamed about it. Accepting help is the best step you can take for yourself and it’s also like a little vacation away from the world.
Hi hono
1:44 Ayo is that nurse Joy from pokemon omg love it
I started watching yesterday and she inspired me to show my voice on my channel and use it often!
Thank you for making a video based on this. I'm new to your channel but finding this video really made me smile. My mental health is something I always struggle to talk about but seeing this video has given me more confidence to speak up about this sort of stuff. Thank you for making this video, you're really cool ☺
I was laughing my head off this is hilarious!!!!!
As someone who saw his best friend end up in the psych ward and came out as a vegetable its still scary to me to even reveal those scars. While i managed to avoid it he unfortunately ended up as a plant and nowadays he is no longer responding to me and cant even stabilize his life. Im glad to hear you got out of these things unharmed/drugged out of your mind like he did..people should talk about this more so thank you!
I feel like I had a "friend" like this at the physc ward, she loved/ stalked me so much and she said a ton of fucked up stuff. thanks for the content and bringing awarness while also making it light hearted!
This video of yours reminds me of my time in the mental psych ward back in 2012. I was in an exact room with two separate beds, but I was in the room by myself, difference was, I am not allowed to have any roommates until my mental health condition was stable. Why was I admitted to the mental psych ward, because I was over stressed out, extremely depressed, overwhelmed of what my life would be in the future, I was filled with so much anger, and I was extremely lonely with no one to help me, I was talking to 3 different versions of me, I was found and caught by the police for I was about to go and commit suicide out in the woods. It took one week and 4 days for me to get out. Hono I don't why you where in there for, but at the best you are doing well, and please do take care of yourself! Be safe!
hearing stories like these makes me realize how lucky i was with my psych visit
6:41 why I will never willingly go to a psych ward
You're animation is amazing
I am glad you shared this story :D dont be shamed to be in a psych ward
You know, i kinda, in a way (not in the reacist way) relate to Jenny. As a guy with ADHD, torrets syndrome, Asberger syndrome and had IMMENSE OCD and slight paranoia, i would CONSTANTLY either sneak out of bed to do my, ahem, "checking" or Stray up an entire hour just to check the exact same spot over and over and over an- oh! And do you know about a thing called rituals? Well, i tok them SUPER seriously! Like (and this is not a joke, btw) i could not sleep until it was all PERFECT, like i’m talking inch for inch, perfection. And now you may think i’m joking ( or crazy at this point, let’s be honest here) but this actually happened. Every. 😔 Single. 😣Night. 😖
So, well... Heh, yeah. Let’s just say that those early nights of my life were, um, long, at best.😓😥
I don’t have that problem anymore tho, so yeah. 😅😁
But, let’s just say that when it stopped, well, Heh... i felt like a new, free man.😁💜
Also, F*CK treadmills!! I ended up bangin’ my toe on that shit literally almost every night!😡
Sorry, just a little bonus note just cause i felt like it.😅
I’ve been there (I felt the “too many to mention”, I always just boil it down to the “psychotic depression” part that causes me to start hearing, seeing, and believing things that are false/don’t exist (so, the last person any smart god would choose to be a prophet) usually relating to the associated crippling feeling of despair and desire to unalive myself), and hope you’re doing better now. Mental illness sucks, and I’m just grateful to have not been born at a time where I’d be thrown in an asylum to continue to deteriorate (I have emotional detachment issues as well, and shudder to think what I could have come up with given a motive (and asylums created plenty of motives) and enough neglect (unfortunately, I am one of those patients who if they really wanted to could smuggle something into most wards if I wanted to, even got one to admit it when I showed them a means I already found to do so) and to be born in a time where antipsychotics don't have to come with crippling side effects. Sadly, many units have major issues (for instance, the one child unit I stayed in at 17 was way too liberal with the sedatives, and it took a lot of behaving to avoid being sedated (luckily at the time my hallucinations and delusions took the form of secrets I could share with no-one, I was mainly there for the depression). Sadly, with how my mood symptoms behave, I suspect that I’ll be in the ward many more times during my adult life (right now, I'm just enjoying the relative silence in my head, now that I think about it that actually sounds like a good book title).
Hono, I’d just like to thank you for this video, I was recently in a horrible mental state and I wont go into detail but not safe to be by myself and this videos was one of the things that made me aware that this resource even existed, my whole life i’d always seen these places as a place that matches a lot of the stereotypes because thats what I’d been told, this video helped shine light on the truth of them and in turn helped me reach out and get myself admitted, thank you because I almost certainly wouldn’t be alive if you hadn’t had the courage to share this story, thank you
(also 3 weeks clear of wanting to oof thoughts BABYYYYYYYYY)
(also also, sorry for any bad grammar and writing or if it looks weird, writing has never been one if my strong suits)
just found your videos recently, love your art style, love your story telling, love your humor
Damn. I was also put on a 72 hour hold. Without getting into details, the place did basically nothing, and neither did my therapist. The only reason I have a semblance of sanity rn is the meds I'm on (the old meds were partially why I was there in the first place) and the fact that I have friends who have actually been through it themselves, have gotten better, and are trying to help others who have also been fucked over by the medical system. I'm sorry you had to experience that, but I'm proud you're not shying away from it.
OOOOOOOO I LOVED YOUR NEW STYLE
5:09
Valid, like that girl needed to shut her yapper 😂
I wasn't comfortable sharing this until I saw this video but here goes. My parents have threatened to send me off to a psychiatric hospital (and/or to see a psychologist) before for self-harm and suicidal thoughts and a lot of other self-destructive behaviors. I keep telling them to not do it because I'll stop (which I do for about 3-6 months before I relapse for that same amount of time and then my parents find out), but only just recently they finally eased up the pressure on me and said to me, "We're not going to force you to see a psychologist anymore, but if we find any evidence of self harm, then we have to report it to someone." Its understandable, but it's kinda humiliating when I have to let my parents check for previously mentioned evidence of self harm (I have to remove all clothing except underwear for this to happen). Its embarrassing asf.
anyway, sorry for that non-mention-worthy explanation of my recent years - present.
Enjoy your day. 🙂
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@@Lucerne_143your problem, I read it.
@@VeliaOwO i read allat
Jenny: You dont look like you do drugs?!
Hono: Well looks can be decieving... B)
I really appreciate this video Hono! I used to/still do think sometimes that I can’t tell anyone whatsoever that I’ve been to the mental hospital before bc there’s so much stigma and I would get scared and that people would think I’m crazy, it’s the things like this that remind me I’m not crazy, and there are other ppl struggling with the same problems as me, so thank u so much! ☺️
I'm so happy you finally posted 😭🤍
(note: I'm scared if I might sound "Edgy" but I just really want to say)
I'm questioning the fact how ive done somewhat similar things Jenny did with your experience I mean I'm constantly fearing about diseases and I overthink alot and it seems like both of us feel more upbeat when talking to a person they like, most of my worries go away when I get to talk to my sister and seeing how you two first interacted it really did remind me talking to my older sibling. A lot of people have been questioning how overly paranoid I am but I'm probably doing fine now after listening and watching your story or experience with Jenny I don't feel that much anxious or scared anymore I'm so glad I saw this and hopefully Jenny is doing better now and has changed her behavior for the better to, thank you so much for sharing this experience it really made me lessen my negative mindset and again thank you I wish you wonderful things for the future
I'm so glad I've never been in a psych ward, they sound like torture. Once my mom threatened to take me to one but either she was joking, it was an empty threat, or she was legitimately considering sending me to a psych ward but something prevented it (most likely any possible costs). Either way, I hope she never gets the intent or the ability to send me to a psych ward. No matter how unstable I get.
Psych wards are torture, if you ever got into one you will come back with even more trauma 😕
“ unalive ourselves” don’t kill me 🤣🤣
If Honobread is Ellis in Left 4 Dead (like in 3:20 ) :
Honobread: "I ever tell you my friend Jenny got traumatized in the night, she got nightmares of cockroaches, she said to me that she used the Air Freshener to kill roaches, she so dumb on killing it though...I mean, of course it is funny that she's mistaken as Insecticide Spray, she hates poison stuff, and that's how I aggressively mad at her that she woke me up in the middle of the night and..."
Emirichu: "You know what Hono, SHUT UP CONTEST READY!!!"
ME: 'Hono, I know I like your stories, but... not now okey, Ate Hono?"
Honobread: "Okey..."
2:34 "You don't look like you do drugs"
Boy that aged like milk...
I had just noticed that this video was posted. About a year ago, but I wanted to make a reply due to the fact that not many people open up to these type of situation that they’ve been in. I have been in one myself, having to deal with the drama of being put away I feel like I was being sent to Cuba part of my family feeling betrayed that my mother did not want me anymore. I’m glad to know the other people are starting to open up to this kind of situation as I had dealt with this back in 2020 myself. It helps me feel a bit more comfortable and I’m not the only one and I’m gonna balloon. I would like to start talking about the situation said it with their myself but I don’t want people to have the wrong of you so thank you once again for making this video. I appreciate your videos a lot
Super relatable!
When I was admitted I also had a horrible roommate. He was loudly/proudly racist, homophobic, and also prone to violence. He wanted me to be his "consigliere" when we were released as well. I guess it's because he recognized that I was intelligent or something? I'm not sure. But considering my sexuality, I didn't feel very safe with him at all. I spoke with the staff in private and had him switch to a new room. It didn't stop him from trying to be my best friend though. I had to hide in my room to get away from him during the day. I felt bad for his new roommate though, since he was black and I know it must have been hard to deal with... Needless to say, I ghosted him when I left and didn't look back.
The second roommate I had didn't speak English, but he snored so loudly that I couldn't sleep. I had to ask for the padded room so I could rest after a while. Lmao
Light hearted story about something mean.
1:16 the origami phase in the psych ward goes hard ngl
Im so happy someone finally talked about this and i dont rly see what u did as wrong u just gotta look out for yourself sometimes
She is so amazing we need more videos from her
3:29 HOLD UP IS SHE A YANDERE?
⚠️ Kinda trauma dump(?)⚠️
I am really happy I never got admitted to a psych ward considering how bad it sounds from your perspective and from what I’ve heard about how it was for my grandma (She does not have any mental illnesses anymore, but I can describe what she had because no one knows me on the internet, despite it being a family secret. My grandma was hearing voices and had almost offed herself back when my father was little so she got admitted to a psych ward),
What I mean with I am happy I did not get admitted is, before summer holidays I was very depressed since the age of 11 till 16 I had many moments I almost ended up deciding to end it all even attempted but ended up giving up since I am a scaredy cat which in these scenarios was good actually.
In march this year I had gone to a doctor for a mental and physical health check up to get an approval to go to a school I didn’t end up going to (but got accepted), for the mental health checkup I actually told my doctor about my struggles, my father was sitting in the next room, she kinda ended up changing my mind, on agreeing that she could partially tell my father about my self oof thoughts, I didn’t allow her to tell about my self actions though, I didn’t even tell her the whole story, only that I occasionally would SH but not the self end part.
My father ofc like any normal individual was lost for words a bit, we didn’t talk abt it further anymore but he does know that I was kinda depressed.
My doctor recommended me a psychiatrist, her father to go to for some appointments, we did make appointments but I had never gone to them because my father canceled them because the psychiatrist wanted to know the reason why I needed to go there.
My father in his words told me “I am scared they would send you to a psych ward if they knew you have self oof thoughts”
This kinda makes me question what would’ve happened if he had known the entire story?
As I mentioned already, this was before summer holidays, idk how and why but for some reason after summer break ended, I suddenly was not depressive anymore, neither as socially scared as I was before, I am still but it’s like I’m a complete different person, I really don’t know how that happened but I am glad I am doing better since it’s not constantly “dancing” on my emotions anymore.
4:07, sister I am taking off the earings ok? You catching these ahem "smelly" hands okrrr 🙂
7:12 made me laugh 😂😂😂
Bro people at the psych ward can be pretty chill sometimes 😂😭
I like the delivery at 3:35 XD
There is only so much crazy and racism a person can endure.
(And only so much hours a person can survive without sleep.)
There is a needle in someone else's butt a small price to pay.
I went through the same thing with suicide but, I had to stay in the hospital for like 8 weeks, Rip
Holy shit bruh hats off to you. I started bawling when they tried to keep me for 2 weeks 💀💀💀
If only I went to a mental hospital that was this nice🤣
I love her, she made me laugh! I mean I agree I had been through this, except I was push into the ward but deprive of sleep and abused, but the ward treated me like a human being.
It was really nice to hear your story Hono. As someone who suffers from some mental disorders it nice to hear about other people's experiences but since I have never actually been to a psych ward. I wanted to know how you get there because I wonder if that would help me too though I'm really happy you sound a lot better. :D
There are definitely multiple ways to get admitted, but for me, i was taken to the ER by a family member during a really terrible panic and anxiety attack episode where i was completely incoherent and in a self destructive state and unable to pass cognitive evaluations at the hospital so i was explained to that i was going to be taken to a place to get “help” and was told to sign a paper allowing that to happen and then i realized that was a psych ward lol
@@HonobreadYT Ok thank you. Its really nice to hear from you. Keep up the good work on your content
@@HonobreadYT I may not be a lawyer but I’m pretty sure that you just lost your 2nd amendment right
@@Tacotown2005I’m also not a lawyer, but I’m pretty sure that one needs to be committed to a mental institution by a court to lose that right per federal law. Some states may have laws barring anyone who has been involuntarily committed, though, but I’m pretty sure that there may be exceptions, such as if the doctor can say that one no longer is a danger to oneself or others while handling a firearm.
NO BESTIE WE SKIPPED A WHOLE SEASON???