Honestly, I think someone should create a discord server so that everyone on here can connect for more support and have more direct dialogue. Part of why I watch these videos is to see the outpouring of love everyone gives each other.
can we run away together? it'll be fine, i promise. we'll sleep under the stars and talk about our wildest dreams. i'll hold you when you get cold, and i'll hold you even tighter when you're scared. don't worry, my love for you will be enough for us.
Yeah, sure would love to have that, that no matter how popular i get, i've yet to feel satisfied that i am all alone still and the people i care about don't even know about it because i am shy to tell them how i feel and how it might make them run away from me like the other people have
The feeling of loneliness is a choice which I choose not to feel when I am alone. he/she will come someday but as or now, I will focus all of my attention and energy on improving my own self and pursue my passions. That"s why I am not lonely when I am alone.
Idk rlly anymore It's summer and I don't really have any to hang out with My friends say they miss me but yet not make plans Others partying the summertime while I sit home with a dog sleeping I miss being around people but being around them will prob make me feel unwanted as I do now I enjoy my internet friends as they enjoy talking with me Laughing with me People who do enjoy my presence But I just wish I could hug them n smile with them I. Miss my best friend But I feel like I'm not their best friend anymore As they don't try to text me much As they have people N forgotten me I feel connected with music n art I don't expect really anything from anyone replying to this As I just want to write and write while in this sorrow I feel loved but I feel distant I'm just writing n writing so please really don't mind me as I vent somewhat I just miss being held I want to talk to someone I love and someone who wants to listen I wish I can meet my future someone I just have myself for now For who knows how long before I will meet My future someone Cause I just miss Everything Right now at this moment For someone to Cherish me I'm so silly or somewhat a fool for wanting that Yet selfish too Oh well This is nice n fine music Thank you for this music as I did type n type Have a goodnight
I can relate to that. I do have some close friends, but at the same time i feel as if i don't. I just want to spend time with them like back then, although deep inside i know, that this will likely never happen. I will just sit alone in my dark room throughout the whole holidays, hoping and waiting for something to happen.
A reminder; anyone you don't message or call most of the time may be feeling just as alone as you, or they may want you to call them. I felt the same way, so I abolished my best-friendship with them because they seemed uninterested in me and started strengthening my bond with my cousins, sisters and mother and father. I left them. And there is a 60% chance they will try to be my friend once school restarts because that's what happens with most of the people I distance when I stop liking the way they treat me. So, don't give friends and acquaintances a lot of importance for your happiness because often, they will reject you ONLY because they will feel overly important and egotistical. Not because they're a bad person, necessarily, but because that's how human brains work. Don't isolate yourself further if you have the choice to become closer to good family, that is my advice. Good luck
i wish i had held you when i had the chance. i wish i had told you how i felt when i still could. now all i want is for you to be here with me, but i know i'll never see you again
Amazing!! I always thought of the moment id get my driving licence so i can listen to this kind of music while drivinng back home from work at midnight !!
I remember it was art class 4th period last class of the day stormy day this was playing while I was sketching it was a great day that day bringing so much fun memories, all that nostalgia I miss my highschool years. Gotta move on.
everywhere i look i dont see people calling eachother out or saying they hate eachother or crap like that. and its truly amazing because its so hard to find somewhere on the internet where everyones just... chill i love it
I never had a romantic love, I try but it never works, I never felt anything for them, Neither do they, When I do, They don't love me back, Or they already found someone, I don't blame them, It's ok, When I find my lover, I'll hold them, As long as they want me too, As long as we stay alive, As long as they till love.
I absolutely love these music tracks, its like people are able to incase an entire emotion, one of those feelings nobody can ever describe, and condense it into a 20 minute soundtrack. Thank you for that. It helps. A lot...
I have family and friends. I am eternally grateful for them. I love them so much. But I dont have you. I am longing so for your touch and love. I feel so left out. So lonely inside. I am a spectator of life instead of really living. Yet I dream about you. I have so much to give. I am waiting. I want you to see me. For me you are life. And I am just a ghost in yours. Tears fall again from my eyes.
-Party of two Party of two enters the room, I look at you and you disapprove, your words laced with scars, mind filled with doubt escape this world to mars where you can let all out. Party of two exits the room, I look at you and you look appalled. I’m melting. My wounds burning in alcohol. Let out all of your sin, all of your pain, let it all out I’ll let it all in. -jdr...😔
Welcome to the vibe zone. Come on in and let it all out get nice and cozy. We all sometimes just need a breath a moment to relax and just feel. just know your not alone and if things seem rough it gets better! Life might be rough but right here right now you are here and alive and you can get through this!
Every time I smiled, it was because of her Every time I felt lonely, I felt better because of her Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her Every time I sacrificed something, it was for her -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Every time I cry, it's because of her Every time I feel lonely, it's because of her Every time I close my eyes, I see her with him Every time I sacrifice a part of myself, it's because of her
I absolutely love this so much, so glad I found this and your station it has helped me so much. I couldn’t have found this station and song at a better time.
i feel like i don’t want the life i have anymore, it’s chipping away at me. it’s been difficult to feel like i have any control. she doesn’t feel like the person i fell in love with, and i’m not the person that fell in love with her but i love her the true plague of my travels is u n c e r t a i n t y
Lucas Meighen You'll be ok, pal. I believe in you. We are here to help you, right? I have an advice for you: Go somewhere peacefully in the night time without your gadgets and think about your life and what you wanna become and how are you gonna acomplish that. Improve yourself and then you'll see that girls are gonna look for you ! Sorry if I made any mistakes...english isn't my main language
Take charge of your life, the problems with her are likely just a symptom. If she loves you, she loves you, and you do right by her by doing right by yourself.
hold me. hold me closer than close to you. hold me with your heartbeat and your eyes and your breath and sniffles and hair and smile and kindness and please, just _please_ stay here with me. stay here, and together we can become sane again. stay here, where we are away from the all the troubles of the world. stay here with me, and my desperation and admiration and love for you. please. hold me to your chest and breathe with me.
Listen Morty, I hate to break it to you, but what people calls "love" is just a chemical reaction that compels animals to breed. It hits hard, Morty, then it slowly fades, leaving you stranded in a failing marriage.
I wanted to let you know how much I appreciate your work and I fall asleep to every video, they are so calming and you work really hard on them so thank you.
"you remember the promise i made, that time when we were around by the lake, don't you? i think it may have come out wrong or you may have misunderstood me but either way, it doesn't matter. i didn't want you to get the impression i only wanted to cut a deal, i don't. i just want you. meet me at 8. ill be there. i just want you."
it's like when you breathe in, it's not something/one that's missing, but rather it's like when you breath out you realize they're not going anywhere, but physically
today, just today I'd love to feel held. Do you mind if we cuddle together tonight? Like in the old times, idk I'm just feeling kinda weird, and I love you. Of course you know that
I cant do without him. I will never let him go. He will never let go. We only have us...no one else. A few friends but, is that it? I got a few fiends that rarely hang with me. I mean- i love my friends. But is that all? They know what i did to myself at home. I never heard a nice word. I give them advices. Ugh...uh...atlwast i have him. No one gives him advices exept me. No one ever gave me advices like him. Uuhh. If anyone reads this lil rant. I truely hope you all find love and friends that keep you close and stand with you thru thick and thin👍🏻💕
For all of you reading this, I have a best friend and crush who likes me back but we're not dating, but he told me when I'm upset, to look at the patterns and take deep breathes because my heart rate tends to go up a lot and I tend to randomly hyperventilate. He told me that music and sleep always helps to...
This is kinda out of nowhere, but the first song reminds me of a specific melody in the song The Avatar's Love, from Avatar : The Last Air Bender, and it just gives me perfect vibes of nostalgia
Right now I have the biggest crush on someone, and just seeing her smile makes me smile. We talk all the time because we’re best friends, but I don’t think she feels the same. Im caught up in a real life love square thing...my friend likes me (its extremely obvious) and my other friend likes the friend that likes me, while I like my closest friend! 😪 love triangles and such are only good on tv
You remember the promise i made that time when we were out by the lake don’t you i think it may have come out wrong or you may have missunderstood me but either way it doesn’t matter i didn’t want you to get the impression that i only wanted to cut a deal i don’t i just want you meet me at 8 i’ll be there
i cried a lot today. i dont know how to explain it, i am just feeling so empty inside. like, all my feelings are washed out of my body. its so fucking weird and hard to exist that way, because its very exhausting. i cant spend a day without crying and putting myself down for no reason. maybe i am just blaming myself for being not good enough, for being annoying, for being so fucking quiet and introvert. ugh. everyday when im coming home from school my dad starts telling how unwanted and disgusting i am. i started to not give a shit about that, but at the end of the day it all comes to me. its like a monster who is hiding under my bed and waiting to absorb my brain, my body, my whole self. uhh. i cant take it anymore. i cant lift this weight, its just too much, im too young and weak for this. high hopes#sad reality.
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Honestly, I think someone should create a discord server so that everyone on here can connect for more support and have more direct dialogue. Part of why I watch these videos is to see the outpouring of love everyone gives each other.
It's in the description
This is my spot I like coming to...💙
Invalid now :'(
I’d join the discord
Sometimes a guy just needs a hug.
Carson Vanek You’re so right.
Yup
Guys and girls..
Yeah I agree! Even those men who are hard outside.
Yep😭
can we run away together?
it'll be fine, i promise.
we'll sleep under the stars and talk about our wildest dreams.
i'll hold you when you get cold, and i'll hold you even tighter when you're scared.
don't worry, my love for you will be enough for us.
this is my dream
warm...
I NEED A MAN LIKE THIS IN MY LIFE
I’m crying
When someone feels that about me, i'll be dead :)
i hope that everyone who looks at this comment finds a best friend who'll be there for them at their worst and their best.
Thank you ! I hope the same for you
I already found mine :)
who wanna be mine?
Yeah, sure would love to have that, that no matter how popular i get, i've yet to feel satisfied that i am all alone still and the people i care about don't even know about it because i am shy to tell them how i feel and how it might make them run away from me like the other people have
Manny Lopez the same...
I cried to this, let's hope I fall asleep too
I forgot I commented this, but I'm better than before I think. So thank you
@Fucking grass thank you:) you too
The feeling of loneliness is a choice which I choose not to feel when I am alone. he/she will come someday but as or now, I will focus all of my attention and energy on improving my own self and pursue my passions. That"s why I am not lonely when I am alone.
Idk rlly anymore
It's summer and I don't really have any to hang out with
My friends say they miss me but yet not make plans
Others partying the summertime while I sit home with a dog sleeping
I miss being around people but being around them will prob make me feel unwanted as I do now
I enjoy my internet friends as they enjoy talking with me
Laughing with me
People who do enjoy my presence
But I just wish I could hug them n smile with them
I. Miss my best friend
But I feel like I'm not their best friend anymore
As they don't try to text me much
As they have people
N forgotten me
I feel connected with music n art
I don't expect really anything from anyone replying to this
As I just want to write and write while in this sorrow
I feel loved but I feel distant
I'm just writing n writing so please really don't mind me as I vent somewhat
I just miss being held
I want to talk to someone I love and someone who wants to listen
I wish I can meet my future someone
I just have myself for now
For who knows how long before I will meet
My future someone
Cause I just miss
Everything
Right now at this moment
For someone to
Cherish me
I'm so silly or somewhat a fool for wanting that
Yet selfish too
Oh well
This is nice n fine music
Thank you for this music as I did type n type
Have a goodnight
I can relate to that.
I do have some close friends, but at the same time i feel as if i don't. I just want to spend time with them like back then, although deep inside i know, that this will likely never happen.
I will just sit alone in my dark room throughout the whole holidays, hoping and waiting for something to happen.
Life. I think everyone knows that it won't change until you do. Good luck
A reminder; anyone you don't message or call most of the time may be feeling just as alone as you, or they may want you to call them. I felt the same way, so I abolished my best-friendship with them because they seemed uninterested in me and started strengthening my bond with my cousins, sisters and mother and father. I left them. And there is a 60% chance they will try to be my friend once school restarts because that's what happens with most of the people I distance when I stop liking the way they treat me. So, don't give friends and acquaintances a lot of importance for your happiness because often, they will reject you ONLY because they will feel overly important and egotistical. Not because they're a bad person, necessarily, but because that's how human brains work. Don't isolate yourself further if you have the choice to become closer to good family, that is my advice. Good luck
WaitWha.ErRor I feel the same as you, I have friends but I always feel as if they Don't want too see me.
i wish i had held you when i had the chance. i wish i had told you how i felt when i still could. now all i want is for you to be here with me, but i know i'll never see you again
Ничего себе у тебя фамилия длинная
:(
Aww too bad! :P
Thanks for including my track NEOTIC 💕
Your song even made the t i t l e :o
Very lush work boyo
Pls can u make happy music?
João Tocha this is Happy music for Lonely People!!!
ondi vil good work 🎼
Going on a long drive tonight with my friends and we are going to jam to all this fantastic music you have on your channel💕💕😊
thats so niceee
Sami Agha It was great😊 we all had a great time
Amazing!! I always thought of the moment id get my driving licence so i can listen to this kind of music while drivinng back home from work at midnight !!
Its raining today perfect 👌🏻
Madison Whatley haha you knoww. ..😉😂
I remember it was art class 4th period last class of the day stormy day this was playing while I was sketching it was a great day that day bringing so much fun memories, all that nostalgia I miss my highschool years. Gotta move on.
3:37 THE NOTORIOUS B.I.G! Living forever in our hearts biggie small :)
that summertime sadness is hitting me hard i swear
everywhere i look i dont see people calling eachother out or saying they hate eachother or crap like that. and its truly amazing because its so hard to find somewhere on the internet where everyones just... chill
i love it
i fall in love with this
Thank you NEOTIC, for the nights you gave me, with your beautiful mixes, thank you.
i used to listen to this playlist everyday back in 2018, so glad to finally find it again :)
I love how unique these are, I mostly remember the sounds I,hear but these are newer to me so,it seems more organic in a way
This is good music for when your folding clothes lmao
I'm right there with ya.
So truee!
Brielle Caffrey fuck yeah my dude
yup
I KNOW RIGHT!!!
I never had a romantic love,
I try but it never works,
I never felt anything for them,
Neither do they,
When I do,
They don't love me back,
Or they already found someone,
I don't blame them,
It's ok,
When I find my lover,
I'll hold them,
As long as they want me too,
As long as we stay alive,
As long as they till love.
Boi it's 9 pm and she's still not there
HillNyeThePropaneGuy you mispelled he
"*I'm never wearing high heels again*"
Mkay
LOL
Vhrackü LMFAO
Imposter
So much shivers listening to this... love it
nostalgia of school
Stay here, just a little bit ...
...and never leave. But if you do, promise me you'll come back, one day. I'll wait and when you come back, I'll hold you like nobody did.
I swear I will...
I'll hold you.
i fucking love all of you guys
If you love her you'll let her go ((((( like I did....
Damn... you did it again
I absolutely love these music tracks, its like people are able to incase an entire emotion, one of those feelings nobody can ever describe, and condense it into a 20 minute soundtrack. Thank you for that. It helps. A lot...
Thank you NEOTIC
I miss those rainy autumn days at school, this playlist reminds me of them
i w a n t l o v e
Brian Alexandre Polloni but does love want you? sad question, indeed.
Shiteux i dont know
me too dude
Ｓａｍｅ ｈｅｒｅ ぐジ亜
l o v e m e
This is the only channel that calms me down when im depressed in tough times like today. Thank you
I have family and friends. I am eternally grateful for them. I love them so much.
But I dont have you. I am longing so for your touch and love. I feel so left out. So lonely inside. I am a spectator of life instead of really living. Yet I dream about you. I have so much to give. I am waiting. I want you to see me. For me you are life. And I am just a ghost in yours. Tears fall again from my eyes.
💞💜Aww... I like that💜💞
🙏 Ｍｅｅｔ Ｍｅ Ａｔ ８． Ｉ＇ｌｌ Ｂｅ Ｔｈｅｒｅ 🙏
I don't think she showed
Akira The Don you got this man
Some one knows where the lines are from????
Cx
Andy A initial D
-Party of two
Party of two enters the room, I look at you and you disapprove, your words laced with scars, mind filled with doubt escape this world to mars where you can let all out. Party of two exits the room, I look at you and you look appalled. I’m melting. My wounds burning in alcohol. Let out all of your sin, all of your pain, let it all out I’ll let it all in.
-jdr...😔
I like that
KELZ BABY
Yeah
-
I used to as well...
Welcome to the vibe zone. Come on in and let it all out get nice and cozy. We all sometimes just need a breath a moment to relax and just feel. just know your not alone and if things seem rough it gets better! Life might be rough but right here right now you are here and alive and you can get through this!
Every time I smiled, it was because of her
Every time I felt lonely, I felt better because of her
Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her
Every time I sacrificed something, it was for her
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Every time I cry, it's because of her
Every time I feel lonely, it's because of her
Every time I close my eyes, I see her with him
Every time I sacrifice a part of myself, it's because of her
I like that...
all i need is the vibes right now..
I was endlessly scrolling and I’m so glad I found this. I’m gonna stay for a while and doodle
I been unhappy for so long that ion even know how to be happy anymore .... I feel the joy but idk how to manage it .
I absolutely love this so much, so glad I found this and your station it has helped me so much. I couldn’t have found this station and song at a better time.
i feel like i don’t want the life i have anymore, it’s chipping away at me. it’s been difficult to feel like i have any control. she doesn’t feel like the person i fell in love with, and i’m not the person that fell in love with her
but i love her
the true plague of my travels is
u n c e r t a i n t y
Lucas Meighen You'll be ok, pal. I believe in you. We are here to help you, right? I have an advice for you: Go somewhere peacefully in the night time without your gadgets and think about your life and what you wanna become and how are you gonna acomplish that. Improve yourself and then you'll see that girls are gonna look for you !
Sorry if I made any mistakes...english isn't my main language
Meri kersh
Lucas Meighen Just don't let another nigga take your cheeks you should be good
Lucas Meighen uncertainty is the best part.
Take charge of your life, the problems with her are likely just a symptom. If she loves you, she loves you, and you do right by her by doing right by yourself.
R A I N Y D A Y S
kindred really dose give of that lofi vibe
I need to start spending more time with my family and friends...
hold me.
hold me closer than close to you.
hold me with your heartbeat and your eyes and your breath and sniffles and hair and smile and kindness and please, just _please_ stay here with me.
stay here, and together we can become sane again.
stay here, where we are away from the all the troubles of the world.
stay here with me, and my desperation and admiration and love for you.
please.
hold me to your chest and breathe with me.
💜💙how lovely...💙💜
this is so good, dawg, love ya
Hey neotic plz use 80s/90s space shuttle in orbit footage. I think it’s calming and fits the theme
Caleb Kleinhans Good idea
Thank you for everything, my love
5:34 right in the -F E E L S-
i swear i love you even if you dont
Heh, there's a song called even if you don't. And I know that pain too.
Ow
We all know that pain, at least just a little bit, I love you guys.
Such little words have never meant so much before.
*Forever alone me*
emotional garbage me too
I just want you... Do you just want me..?
Covered Chaos I want you so bad, even if I know I will never have you
awww
Listen Morty, I hate to break it to
you, but what people calls "love" is just a chemical reaction that
compels animals to breed. It hits hard, Morty, then it slowly fades,
leaving you stranded in a failing marriage.
@@zoomer8367 Fuck off with your over used shit.
I really love these ones, its like meeting your soulmate and they're way outta. You get this brief taste of the infinite and then its gone.
ive been waiting two years for you to try make this work. i dont know why i havent given up.. there's just something about you that im addicted to
the bass makes my eyes roll to the back of my head and I literally almost pass out its so good omggggg
Thank.. You.. For.. Including.. My.. Track.. Good.. Sir... ~H1MENEZ
you must feel proud of yourself im happy for you
Seriously in love with this
This is so chill I want to cry
Wow, this first one music reminds me these good old minecraft days... ugh
I'll hold you, I've wanted someone to hold me as well.
Spicy Chicken Sandwich i will hold you chicken sandwich
Ill hold you, as i eat u. 😀🤗
yum
I promised you something I could never give,
I promised that I would be better.
And for that, I'm truly, and deeply, sorry.
e\\q broken promises💔😢
damn
Amo estos videos✨
Leslie Miyukii eu amo e você
sad songs português translation virgem
I wanted to let you know how much I appreciate your work and I fall asleep to every video, they are so calming and you work really hard on them so thank you.
damn, that first track makes me wish i n i t i a l w a v e was a thing
I love you neotic. Please continue doing this. We all appreciate it and you. Seriously
I cried when I saw this uploaded, thank you
Amor por essas músicas mesmo após 2 anos ❤️
please don't leave me
Nice I love Your Content And I Will Hold You
nice profile picture
i was clean for 4 whole months after 3 years of hurting myself regularly.
did it again today.
I hope everything's getting fine for you, sincerely
This is truly amazing, and thank you for listing the songs. That makes the vid even better! Kudos!
"you remember the promise i made, that time when we were around by the lake, don't you? i think it may have come out wrong or you may have misunderstood me but either way, it doesn't matter. i didn't want you to get the impression i only wanted to cut a deal, i don't. i just want you. meet me at 8. ill be there. i just want you."
こういう系統の音楽って落ち込んでていつも聞いてるような曲聞く感じではないけどなんでもいいから聞いとかないとってときに聞くのがうってつけだよな
多分この系統lofi hiphopだと思うんだけど、もしそうだと仮定したなら、lofi hiphopの動画の中で一番これが好き
This mix is utterly N E O T I C
it's like when you breathe in, it's not something/one that's missing, but rather
it's like when you breath out you realize they're not going anywhere, but physically
I love you Neotic
i liked the music, it relaxed me more than i thought it would
I'm french i love this song and i'm wake up with it it's perfect 😘
kē lín Bien vu l’ami
damn this is so nostalgic, i'm tearing up...in a good way
I've never slept in the same bed holding someone that I actually loved. What's it like?
Dashoon the fact that I will never be holding someone I love in bed isn't my biggest fear. I fear the fact that I will never love at all.
It’s the best feeling ever. Wish I actually realized I should have enjoyed these moments more than ever. Miss her.
Ikr
Horrible..the other person takes up all the room.
it's those things you take for granted even though they mean a lot. or they always mean a lot yet you feel like you can't appreciate it enough.
Listening to this while I have about 1 month of school left
Gonna miss it ngl :(
oof, I feel the vibes... 💔💕
( mixed emotions rn )
today, just today I'd love to feel held. Do you mind if we cuddle together tonight? Like in the old times, idk I'm just feeling kinda weird, and I love you. Of course you know that
Nostalgic has some comp???
When I read the comment section on these kind of instrumental songs, I only feel love. There are no hate comments I can find here. Its awesome..😊❤
absolutely :)
I cant do without him. I will never let him go. He will never let go. We only have us...no one else. A few friends but, is that it? I got a few fiends that rarely hang with me. I mean- i love my friends. But is that all? They know what i did to myself at home. I never heard a nice word. I give them advices. Ugh...uh...atlwast i have him. No one gives him advices exept me. No one ever gave me advices like him.
Uuhh. If anyone reads this lil rant. I truely hope you all find love and friends that keep you close and stand with you thru thick and thin👍🏻💕
For all of you reading this, I have a best friend and crush who likes me back but we're not dating, but he told me when I'm upset, to look at the patterns and take deep breathes because my heart rate tends to go up a lot and I tend to randomly hyperventilate. He told me that music and sleep always helps to...
Don’t let me go.
These songs are amazing.
That background reminds me of a game I played before, called Detention. It's a really good horror game, and goes pretty deep.
Also, that voice in the first track sounds like Mako from Initial D, is it from the dub?
I just want you..
meet me at 8
I'll be there
This is kinda out of nowhere, but the first song reminds me of a specific melody in the song The Avatar's Love, from Avatar : The Last Air Bender, and it just gives me perfect vibes of nostalgia
I ll be there
Right now I have the biggest crush on someone, and just seeing her smile makes me smile. We talk all the time because we’re best friends, but I don’t think she feels the same. Im caught up in a real life love square thing...my friend likes me (its extremely obvious) and my other friend likes the friend that likes me, while I like my closest friend! 😪 love triangles and such are only good on tv
You remember the promise i made that time when we were out by the lake don’t you i think it may have come out wrong or you may have missunderstood me but either way it doesn’t matter i didn’t want you to get the impression that i only wanted to cut a deal i don’t i just want you meet me at 8 i’ll be there
Sami Agha That quote is from Initial D right? I'm pretty sure the guy didn't even make it until after 9 she never wore high heels again lmao.
i cried a lot today. i dont know how to explain it, i am just feeling so empty inside. like, all my feelings are washed out of my body. its so fucking weird and hard to exist that way, because its very exhausting. i cant spend a day without crying and putting myself down for no reason. maybe i am just blaming myself for being not good enough, for being annoying, for being so fucking quiet and introvert. ugh. everyday when im coming home from school my dad starts telling how unwanted and disgusting i am. i started to not give a shit about that, but at the end of the day it all comes to me. its like a monster who is hiding under my bed and waiting to absorb my brain, my body, my whole self. uhh. i cant take it anymore. i cant lift this weight, its just too much, im too young and weak for this. high hopes#sad reality.
♡M A G I C TO THE HEART♡
I wanted to go to sleep and now Neotic uploaded this and fucked up my sleep :(
this shit is the best to study 🎧💝
When I listen to this mix i feel like someone hugging me .
i was surprised to hear sia in this, in a good way tho