❤❤love to all families. My son is addicted to cocaine after being a victim of a shooting in 2019. He calls it a coping mechanism. I call it tragic. Prayers would be appreciated ❤
That was my brother. We talked about how wed be friends till we were old men. I regret not talking to him enough the last year of his life. I didnt know it was that bad. Im sorry chrill. I love u dog, ill live this life for you and see you when I see you
Iam truly sorry for your loss to your mom as well you have my deepest condolences 💐 may Christopher rest in peace he’s in heaven now watching over you and your mom
@@turneramell3553 i am sorry. But its not your fault. Even if you talked more to him. No one can help us but us. We alone. But Addiction is so so so hard. No one can Imagine. I cant get sober for 22 years
So sorry for your loss, Maria. My 19-year-old son just died on 9/5/24. He had been to rehab and had several inpatient psychiatric hospital stays. Although my son did not die the same way, Chris’s story sounds so much like Zack’s. Zack desperately wanted to fit in. He couldn’t make friends easily. He was kind, sweet, and so polite. We fought so hard to keep my son alive and we failed. Zack was also an organ donor. He saved 3 lives when he lost his. I can’t tell you how proud I am of him for this selfless act! I am a Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner. This is what I deal with on a daily basis- Mental Illness. However, we are not supposed to treat our own children. I fought hard. I fought harder than most. And, even though my son Zack adored me, it wasn’t enough to keep him here. We ultimately can’t control our children. I will also have Zack’s death be the catalyst for change. Thank you for sharing your story. Don’t stop trying to make a difference! I won’t either 💔
They tell you that rule in AA for a reason: no new relationships until after you're sober a year. That's because you can't afford to be distracted from getting sober. Sage advice.
As a recovering addict myself and now a mother it's my biggest fear that my daughter will endure the disease of addiction. I made it out of hell bc of family, specifically my mama. She loved me when I couldn't love myself and always picked me up when I physically and mentally couldn't. I pray all our children can be saved from this devil
This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to watch THIS WAS MY BESTFRIEND LITERALLY! Gone way too soon was such a great friend and didn’t deserve this I love u forever Chris!!
@@jfinesse7070 I'm so sorry for your loss..My son lost his best friend this year..my son is 18 his bf waa 17 I know it's hard hang in there sweetie and take good care of yourself. Life is worth living. We wouldn't know the good without the bad. And the hard times build strength and depth 🙂💕
Mom, you got your easter miracle, his battle is over and he got to go "home". He is not gone, and his love for you continues on. He knows your grief, and hopes you find a support group. Your son will save many more lives as you speak out and celebrate the time you had together. Stay strong.
Heart breaking. Sounds like this mom did everything she could do to help her son. Thank you for sharing your story. Prayers sent for your family 🙏 R.I.P Christopher 🕊
How many times did this son break his mother’s heart. OMG His family went above and beyond to help their son. HE chose to keep doing this, as much as I feel horrible for him and his mother.
Please look up and research dopamine levels in the brain while on fentanyl. I've heard Dr's being scared of even prescribing it or taking it after surgery. Once you have taken fentanyl it's over. You will keep needing it. Very few people make it out of that addiction while on methadone. It's a very sad story that keeps repeating in the US.
A lot of times the pull of drugs can be so much more powerful than any amount of love and care an addict's family and friends give him. Chris is one example of that. It's heartbreaking. I can sense his mother's grief and exhaustion.
You told his story well and am so sorry for your loss there is no words. As an addict whose been in recovery clean for many years i know that it is but for the grace of God i am still here. You did the best you could as a Mom. ❤ 🤗
Both my adult step-sons are addicts. One has been through so many rehabs, many overdoses. The other has been in trouble with the police. It’s a constant fear. We love them and support them but it is their own choices that have gotten them to this point. I will say, their oldest started getting into trouble in high school when their mom and dad divorced. The youngest is gay and was bullied quite a bit in school. But still, it is on them. They have to be the ones to save themselves. They are both doing a little better for the last couple of months and we pray it continues. God only knows. I am so sorry for the loss of your son. It seems like so many of these kids are children of nurses. I find that kind of odd.
I’m so sorry. You sound like a loving momma that did all you could for him. I’m sure he’s very proud of you telling his and your story. Bless you and your family ❤
I'm so heartbroken for your loss Maria. It seems Christopher was addicted to Fentanyl and this girl both. Such a tragic story. This drug destroys families. I pray for this poison to release those who are addicted. We need some kind of change quickly. Thank you Texas Pictures for allowing these families to share their stories. Yes, this has to stop.
The lack of assistance for substance use and mental health is similar in Australia. I am so very sorry for your loss. How do you use the pain to develop compassion and not give up. Working in a hospital myself it is completely different assisting others versus your own child. So touched by these stories and sending so much to families dealing with this absolute tragedy ❤ 🙏
@@joannecarter8191 funny how we think the grass must greener some place else..I've always seen Australia aa this awesome place 😄 people happier then here.
Sending you so much love and prayer. I felt your story so deeply having lost the love of my life just before his 30th birthday due to fentanyl poisoning.
What I just realized, even after watching all these 158 episodes, and on top watching quite a few of them twice, it‘s not getting easier… It‘s the opposite, it‘s only getting harder and tougher 😟 I‘m really sorry for their loss, and in this episode you can sadly see how much it effects other people, and how it‘s basically destroys multiple people/families. This needs to stop. I mean, for god’s sake, how many episodes do we all need to watch till we all find a working solution for this crisis? Thank god we do have people like Glen and Sheri who are using this platform and channel to educate and to warn. I really can’t think of having to watch episode number 258… 😢 Thx again to Glen and Sheri and all the people involved, with sad regards from Germany 🇩🇪, Philipp
Being powerless over a substance--a substance that you even hate--is something many of us cannot relate to. I 100% believe overcoming addiction is not simply a question of willpower and those of us who aren't afflicted with this horrendous illness should be grateful it's not us, be supportive, and never judge the victims or the families. What a horrible, horrible fate. I'm so sorry.
Because you dont know it. Its the Best feeling ever Opioids. If you Take it Everything gets warm, cozy and peaceful and all Trauma gone. That Feeling is Not from that Earth. Never touch it. Thats why its so dangerous. But without i Could Not live in this cruel world and with my Trauma. For me its “good” without i would no be in this world anymore
It's definitely not a question of willpower. Substance addiction involves a drug, of course, but the drug is being used to deal with some issue or trauma in the addict's life. Getting clean is great, but you have to find out the root cause of your addiction and start the healing process, or you will never stay clean. There is also the issue of withdrawal. Drug withdrawal will make you really sick, and can even cause death, depending on what substance you're withdrawing from. I was an addict for 10+ years, and have been clean for 6. I don't have all the answers, but 1. we need better access to detox and rehab facilities, and 2. after detox, addicts need a MINIMUM of 3 months in rehab before they move to a sober living facility. 30 days is not enough time.
Christopher was one of my best friends we were in Florida together we spent almost every hour together that we could if we weren’t in class he was the sweetest soul and I’m telling you people don’t want to die it’s a disease and it’s killing in affecting millions of us. He was only 21. My heart breaks watching this. I’m so proud of his mother for be able to speak out and spend a bit awareness. I love you Chris 😘🥰 forever in our hearts long. Love you forever.
@chelseagirl278 exactly she fought harder than he did ... in order for rehab to have a high success rate the person has to want to be clean and work hard to stay clean she wanted him to live but it seems he gave up on life
@@mirjamweibel9678...where does this trauma come from, friend? And why do you just want it to go away, instead of dealing through the problem or trouble or challenge OR simply wanting to learn to cope with life with its ups and downs, like many others do? I genuinely want to know..
@ I tried everything. Ra (SA) is nothing against the other trauma i have. I was found on the streets and then in an orphanage home. I don’t know one single person of my blood family. I feel unwandet because i was handeld like trash and throw on the streets. but the Main problem is that I know one one of my blood family. Its a hole no one and nothing can fill. I was lucky and got adopted to Switzerland in a best and most loving home ever from the orphanage home in the third world country. But still its Inside you forever. Everyone wants to know their roots
This also reminds me of my son and I live in South Carolina and I can totally relate. My prayers are with all who struggle with addiction and their families and I pray to God that's something changes.
MY HEART JUST GOES OUT TO YOU. ALTHOUGH I'VE NEVER DEALT W/ ANYTHING LIKE THIS I KNOW THAT IT'S HARD WATCHING A LOVED ONE GO THRU IT LET ALONE YOUR BABY. HE'S NO LONGER SUFFERING HE'S NOW @ PEACE. MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCES
As a nurse this hit me so hard. I’m so sorry for your loss. We nurses always save everyone but it breaks us when we can’t save our own. I am so so sorry
What a beautiful man, Christopher 💙 He lives on throughout the other lives he’s saved and through you, Beautiful Mom and family. Thank you for helping create awareness on this drug- whether it’s hidden or not it’s a death sentence …. Ty for your help 🌹
Knowing that these otherwise healthy young people are dieing like this, should be a top priority for our country. It should be on the news everyday and every night. The schools should be taking this serious, everyone of them. I am 45 never heard of something like this killing our young people. So sorry for your loss.
I’ve been there, my ❤️. Not an overdose but, sadly suicide.😢. There’s no getting over it (or closure - which is an unconscionable word), only through it! Blessings & love.
You did everything in your power to steer him, and help him! I’m so sorry for your loss, and pain! I hear it in your voice, and see it on your face. May the God of all comfort, comfort your (and family’s) soul.
My best friend's granddaughter overdosed on fentanyl a few months ago. It's devastating when a family loses a loved one but when the loved one is so young it's even more so. My son is a meth addict. He's been in recovery for 2 years but my biggest fear was that he would overdose. My heart goes out to the families who have lost their children to fentanyl. 😢
I'm so sorry you lost your Christopher 😭 💔 Thank you for sharing his story and helping others. 🙏 I had to make those decisions as well. It will be four years the 20th of this month. I lean heavily on the fact that he is happy,healthy and loved with Jesus.❤ Blessings to you and your family 😇
middle school/junior high is a horror for almost all pre-teens...most don't fit into the "cool group," most don't make school sports teams..and most don't console themselves with substances..I think the hyper active, attention seeking youngsters are more prone to addiction...that is a pattern I have personally noticed..
Out of ALL these videos, only 1 parent put the blame on their child. It's ALWAYS someone else's fault. These kids, as tragic as it is, weren't forced to do drugs. They played Russian roulette on their own
The absolute thing I have heard in these comments. Most of these parents lost young kids who thought they were taking a Percocet or a Xanax, not fentanyl! Most of these kids died the first time they experimented with anything.....which almost ALL teens do! For one reason or another some kids become addicted some don't. This is not about blame this is about how these kids lost their lives and no kid should lose their life to drugs, especially thinking they are taking one thing and it ends up being else! I am a recovered addict, I was 30 the first time I tried heroin, Even though I knew nothing about addiction, I knew it wasn't a good idea.....I was too "blame"....... Young people don't know about about life or how easy it is to lose it! Their is no blame, just a sad story with too many people behind heartbroken!
You're missing the point. Say you order a burger and you eat it. You didn't know arsenic was added to your burger. There is no denying who ordered the drugs. It's implicit mostly. They didn't order fentanyl. They ordered a pain or anti anxiety pill.
This time am speechless and just crying 😭😭😭😭. Fly high🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️. I think this is the case I heard here with Fentanyl addiction. I am so sorry for your loss Mama and hope God gives you strength 🙏🙏🙏
I’m so so sorry for your loss! I feel you pain. A lot of times ppl don’t realize u can’t keep sending them to clean & then they gonna overdose bc they’re body isn’t tolerating the fentanyl anymore. Sometimes it’s better to just let them hit rock bottom & let them say it’s time to change. Addiction is a disease that changes your neurotransmitters in ur brain & basically tells you you can’t go without it & or better yet don’t know how to go without the drug. & don’t get me started on the withdrawals! He’s definitely in better place!
I’m so sorry for your loss. I guess I always wonder when people say their loved one is an organ donor - the fact they died of a fentanyl overdose doesn’t taint the organs?? I’m confused.
This was one of the most genuine heartfelt ones that I've watched and I have almost watched all of them posted on UA-cam GOD BLESS YOU AND UR FAMILY...SENDING YOU A VIRTUAL HUG ❤😢
Thank you Mom for your story. What a cutie he is, Christopher bless you for eternity 🤍🕊️ I've heard from lots of people that Florida is thee worse to try to rehab and get yourself together.
S FL drug rehabs are mostly just drug houses. Just because they tell you there’s an available bed ($$ and I’ve seen 4 cots in a HD shed) doesn’t mean that’s where you should send your kids.
The more of these I watch and listen to the stories, honestly that’s a lot of hard work to go through. Some people’s kids are just a nightmare, you know if you want to embark on using go for it, leave your family out of it, no amount of sorrys makes it ok for you to continuously ruin other peoples lives. If you can’t stop for good be kind and thoughtful and just go live your life and stop depending on other people to get you through
I hate that the loss of friend groups can make such an impact on young kids and their identities at that age. It is the reality that we live in but these kids are so vulnerable to peer pressure. I don’t know how to change it for the better. We all can’t homeschool or switch schools but those are good options if it’s possible. I wish Chris had had another opportunity to play basketball at another school. It sounds like that had a huge impact on him and his self esteem. Poor kid!
He's not coming back let's let's flip that and say he's still there with you in spirit Chris got his wings and his wings are big enough to wrap your family with love
As insensitive as it sounds, and I am truly sorry for saying this. But it's better that some people die and go to a better place. I know the devestation that is left behind, but putting your parents and loved ones through this, constant worry and fear, it's just cruel. I know it's an addiction, and you do things without thinking, but look at the pain it causes. Look how sad this lady is. How truly heartbroken she is.
There’s no help for my daughter in my home state I mean nothing!..she’s in jail thank god because fentanyl possession charges….so sorry sweetheart for your boys loss..that may be me one day
Im in Canada so forgive my lack of knowledge but about the US health care. These young adults who are going to the hospital for overdose, staying for days etc. who lays for that if the family doesn't have decent insurance?
I keep hearing every time it’s the date program they were in. My brother was also in the dare program, I have met several addicts including my brother who were in the Dare program and have a drug problem. Seems like one of the issues here may be the Dare program. 4 out of 5 of my siblings did not do the dare program and 4 out of 5 of us did not end up on drugs.
Thankfully my children are smart enough to not do drugs. Our advice to them was that nothing good comes from drugs. Everyone who does drugs ends up dead or in jail. Why choose drugs? Luckily they heeded our advice. So sorry for these parents.
I know this family well and this mom tried everything. EVERYTHING!
You can absolutely hear the weariness in her voice. These stories are so sad. Hope she's doing okay.
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Yes and HE was an adult
Heartbreaking 💔
❤❤love to all families. My son is addicted to cocaine after being a victim of a shooting in 2019. He calls it a coping mechanism. I call it tragic. Prayers would be appreciated ❤
That was my brother. We talked about how wed be friends till we were old men. I regret not talking to him enough the last year of his life. I didnt know it was that bad. Im sorry chrill. I love u dog, ill live this life for you and see you when I see you
Iam truly sorry for your loss to your mom as well you have my deepest condolences 💐 may Christopher rest in peace he’s in heaven now watching over you and your mom
I’m so sorry 😢
I miss him too
I’m so sorry for your great loss 💔
@@turneramell3553 i am sorry. But its not your fault. Even if you talked more to him. No one can help us but us. We alone. But Addiction is so so so hard. No one can Imagine. I cant get sober for 22 years
So sorry for your loss, Maria. My 19-year-old son just died on 9/5/24. He had been to rehab and had several inpatient psychiatric hospital stays. Although my son did not die the same way, Chris’s story sounds so much like Zack’s.
Zack desperately wanted to fit in. He couldn’t make friends easily. He was kind, sweet, and so polite. We fought so hard to keep my son alive and we failed.
Zack was also an organ donor. He saved 3 lives when he lost his. I can’t tell you how proud I am of him for this selfless act!
I am a Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner. This is what I deal with on a daily basis- Mental Illness. However, we are not supposed to treat our own children. I fought hard. I fought harder than most. And, even though my son Zack adored me, it wasn’t enough to keep him here. We ultimately can’t control our children.
I will also have Zack’s death be the catalyst for change. Thank you for sharing your story. Don’t stop trying to make a difference! I won’t either 💔
Sorry for your lost
@@jahmakacassadine8463 Thank you very much
Rest in peace Zack 🪽
@@Glock7eventeen 🙏🏼
Sorry for your loss.
we went to karate, middle school, and high school together 💔 we miss you Chris
Soooo sorry for your loss xxx💜💜💜
This is heartbreaking 💔 a mother should never have to bury her child
They tell you that rule in AA for a reason: no new relationships until after you're sober a year. That's because you can't afford to be distracted from getting sober. Sage advice.
Everytime i watch one of these heartbreaking stories, i pray im not going to be another mother with a story about her child.
I hope your not either mamma. Pray for a hedge of protection around him ( them ) every day. I'll be praying along with you.
Me too.
@sabreecarpenter4285 thank you. That's kind. I worry and pray everyday.
As a recovering addict myself and now a mother it's my biggest fear that my daughter will endure the disease of addiction. I made it out of hell bc of family, specifically my mama. She loved me when I couldn't love myself and always picked me up when I physically and mentally couldn't.
I pray all our children can be saved from this devil
This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to watch THIS WAS MY BESTFRIEND LITERALLY! Gone way too soon was such a great friend and didn’t deserve this I love u forever Chris!!
@@jfinesse7070 I'm so sorry for your loss..My son lost his best friend this year..my son is 18 his bf waa 17 I know it's hard hang in there sweetie and take good care of yourself. Life is worth living. We wouldn't know the good without the bad. And the hard times build strength and depth 🙂💕
Mom, you got your easter miracle, his battle is over and he got to go "home". He is not gone, and his love for you continues on. He knows your grief, and hopes you find a support group. Your son will save many more lives as you speak out and celebrate the time you had together. Stay strong.
"home". BS
@@b1k2q34 What a harsh comment.
@@b1k2q34 maybe that’s what you believe, but you don’t have to be disrespectful.
Heart breaking. Sounds like this mom did everything she could do to help her son. Thank you for sharing your story. Prayers sent for your family 🙏 R.I.P Christopher 🕊
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How many times did this son break his mother’s heart. OMG His family went above and beyond to help their son. HE chose to keep doing this, as much as I feel horrible for him and his mother.
My thoughts exactly.🙏
Please look up and research dopamine levels in the brain while on fentanyl.
I've heard Dr's being scared of even prescribing it or taking it after surgery. Once you have taken fentanyl it's over. You will keep needing it. Very few people make it out of that addiction while on methadone. It's a very sad story that keeps repeating in the US.
i don't need to look up anything knowing NOT take any drugs and wouldn't take fentanyl at the hospital.
@chelseagirl278 stay ignorant. Hopefully, it won't happen to you and your family.
@@183-aDHe put her through hell way before the fentanyl, genius.
This poor mom’s health has been destroyed by stress.
A lot of times the pull of drugs can be so much more powerful than any amount of love and care an addict's family and friends give him. Chris is one example of that. It's heartbreaking. I can sense his mother's grief and exhaustion.
Heartbreaking. You can hear the pain in her voice. God bless her and Christopher. 🕊️🙏❤️
When you cry a thousand tears and the tears keep coming, stay strong for your family, as difficult as it is. So sorry ...
I'm so sorry sorry for the loss of your precious son.
You told his story well and am so sorry for your loss there is no words. As an addict whose been in recovery clean for many years i know that it is but for the grace of God i am still here. You did the best you could as a Mom. ❤ 🤗
Same girl, stay strong
This gets harder and harder....
💔....
Both my adult step-sons are addicts. One has been through so many rehabs, many overdoses. The other has been in trouble with the police.
It’s a constant fear.
We love them and support them but it is their own choices that have gotten them to this point.
I will say, their oldest started getting into trouble in high school when their mom and dad divorced.
The youngest is gay and was bullied quite a bit in school.
But still, it is on them. They have to be the ones to save themselves.
They are both doing a little better for the last couple of months and we pray it continues. God only knows.
I am so sorry for the loss of your son.
It seems like so many of these kids are children of nurses. I find that kind of odd.
I’m so sorry. You sound like a loving momma that did all you could for him. I’m sure he’s very proud of you telling his and your story. Bless you and your family ❤
God bless these parents
I'm so heartbroken for your loss Maria. It seems Christopher was addicted to Fentanyl and this girl both. Such a tragic story. This drug destroys families. I pray for this poison to release those who are addicted. We need some kind of change quickly. Thank you Texas Pictures for allowing these families to share their stories. Yes, this has to stop.
The lack of assistance for substance use and mental health is similar in Australia. I am so very sorry for your loss. How do you use the pain to develop compassion and not give up. Working in a hospital myself it is completely different assisting others versus your own child. So touched by these stories and sending so much to families dealing with this absolute tragedy ❤ 🙏
@@joannecarter8191 funny how we think the grass must greener some place else..I've always seen Australia aa this awesome place 😄 people happier then here.
Sending you so much love and prayer. I felt your story so deeply having lost the love of my life just before his 30th birthday due to fentanyl poisoning.
Bullying NEEDS to STOP
Beautiful Young Man.
Just GORGEOUS
Sorry for your Loss.
This family literally never gave up on their boy. Rip chris❤
What I just realized, even after watching all these 158 episodes, and on top watching quite a few of them twice, it‘s not getting easier… It‘s the opposite, it‘s only getting harder and tougher 😟
I‘m really sorry for their loss, and in this episode you can sadly see how much it effects other people, and how it‘s basically destroys multiple people/families.
This needs to stop. I mean, for god’s sake, how many episodes do we all need to watch till we all find a working solution for this crisis?
Thank god we do have people like Glen and Sheri who are using this platform and channel to educate and to warn.
I really can’t think of having to watch episode number 258… 😢
Thx again to Glen and Sheri and all the people involved, with sad regards from Germany 🇩🇪, Philipp
I'm so sorry for your loss 😢
Thank you dear Lady for your testimony❤ RIP beautiful Christopher💔
Being powerless over a substance--a substance that you even hate--is something many of us cannot relate to. I 100% believe overcoming addiction is not simply a question of willpower and those of us who aren't afflicted with this horrendous illness should be grateful it's not us, be supportive, and never judge the victims or the families. What a horrible, horrible fate. I'm so sorry.
Because you dont know it. Its the Best feeling ever Opioids. If you Take it Everything gets warm, cozy and peaceful and all Trauma gone. That Feeling is Not from that Earth. Never touch it. Thats why its so dangerous. But without i Could Not live in this cruel world and with my Trauma. For me its “good” without i would no be in this world anymore
It's definitely not a question of willpower. Substance addiction involves a drug, of course, but the drug is being used to deal with some issue or trauma in the addict's life. Getting clean is great, but you have to find out the root cause of your addiction and start the healing process, or you will never stay clean. There is also the issue of withdrawal. Drug withdrawal will make you really sick, and can even cause death, depending on what substance you're withdrawing from. I was an addict for 10+ years, and have been clean for 6. I don't have all the answers, but 1. we need better access to detox and rehab facilities, and 2. after detox, addicts need a MINIMUM of 3 months in rehab before they move to a sober living facility. 30 days is not enough time.
Christopher was one of my best friends we were in Florida together we spent almost every hour together that we could if we weren’t in class he was the sweetest soul and I’m telling you people don’t want to die it’s a disease and it’s killing in affecting millions of us. He was only 21. My heart breaks watching this. I’m so proud of his mother for be able to speak out and spend a bit awareness. I love you Chris 😘🥰 forever in our hearts long. Love you forever.
This mom tried so hard, so many rehabs..😢
Yes but it was HIM that ultimately chose this path
@chelseagirl278 exactly she fought harder than he did ... in order for rehab to have a high success rate the person has to want to be clean and work hard to stay clean she wanted him to live but it seems he gave up on life
And that does nothing unfortunatelly. The Addict has to want to get clean. I cant get off since 22 years. Because with it all the Trauma goes away
@@mirjamweibel9678...where does this trauma come from, friend? And why do you just want it to go away, instead of dealing through the problem or trouble or challenge OR simply wanting to learn to cope with life with its ups and downs, like many others do? I genuinely want to know..
@ I tried everything. Ra (SA) is nothing against the other trauma i have. I was found on the streets and then in an orphanage home. I don’t know one single person of my blood family. I feel unwandet because i was handeld like trash and throw on the streets. but the Main problem is that I know one one of my blood family. Its a hole no one and nothing can fill. I was lucky and got adopted to Switzerland in a best and most loving home ever from the orphanage home in the third world country. But still its Inside you forever. Everyone wants to know their roots
God bless you sweetheart! I am so sorry you lost your beautiful son!
Your poor heart. I'm so sorry for your loss. You did everything possible.
She went above and beyond
My heart breaks. These parents, these siblings, especially twins, these friends, AND these addicted souls!
This mother is so heartbroken. Prayers to her and her family. Thank you for sharing Christopher’s story 💐❤️
RIP and condolences to the family 🙏🏾🕊️
This also reminds me of my son and I live in South Carolina and I can totally relate. My prayers are with all who struggle with addiction and their families and I pray to God that's something changes.
I’m so sorry for your loss, Maria. I hope your beautiful boy is at peace. ❤
17:52 this part made me break down in tears🥲🥲I am so sorry mom for your loss! I could see the pain in your face, I will pray for you and your family!
you are a hero, God Bless you and your family
Wonderful mom.
He will always be in your
Beautiful heart❤
I’m sorry for your loss. And glad you’re sharing the story. I hope lots of people watch it. 🙇🏻♂️ 4 U. 🤗🥰💖
Who's ever prepared to bury a child lord please wrap your arms around this family
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. ❤️🙏
RIP Christopher 🙏
GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY ❣️❤ THANK U 4 SHARING ❣️ SO, SORRY 4 YOUR LOSS ❣️ YOU'RE ON THE RIGHT PATH OF HEALING ❣️ JESUS CHRIST IS THE ANSWER ❤
Thank you for all you did and do mama
Ty sooo much for sharing...you are describing my life as well.....Hugs mama...
Addiction doesn't discriminate, and fent is awakening the beast in some who may never have had to battle it. 😢
So sad for everyone who's losing lived ones, and continue to 💔
MY HEART JUST GOES OUT TO YOU. ALTHOUGH I'VE NEVER DEALT W/ ANYTHING LIKE THIS I KNOW THAT IT'S HARD WATCHING A LOVED ONE GO THRU IT LET ALONE YOUR BABY. HE'S NO LONGER SUFFERING HE'S NOW @ PEACE. MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCES
As a nurse this hit me so hard. I’m so sorry for your loss. We nurses always save everyone but it breaks us when we can’t save our own. I am so so sorry
What a beautiful man, Christopher 💙
He lives on throughout the other lives he’s saved and through you, Beautiful Mom and family. Thank you for helping create awareness on this drug- whether it’s hidden or not it’s a death sentence …. Ty for your help 🌹
Knowing that these otherwise healthy young people are dieing like this, should be a top priority for our country. It should be on the news everyday and every night. The schools should be taking this serious, everyone of them. I am 45 never heard of something like this killing our young people. So sorry for your loss.
Maria, I am so sorry for your whole family. Heartbroken for you all. I pray your daughter can get through this trauma and have a great future.
I’m sorry dear Mom. May God comfort your heart. 🙏🏻
I went to starrs mill with Chris. We weren’t that close but he was always nice and funny. Rip
I’ve been there, my ❤️. Not an overdose but, sadly suicide.😢. There’s no getting over it (or closure - which is an unconscionable word), only through it! Blessings & love.
You did everything in your power to steer him, and help him! I’m so sorry for your loss, and pain! I hear it in your voice, and see it on your face. May the God of all comfort, comfort your (and family’s) soul.
My best friend's granddaughter overdosed on fentanyl a few months ago. It's devastating when a family loses a loved one but when the loved one is so young it's even more so. My son is a meth addict. He's been in recovery for 2 years but my biggest fear was that he would overdose. My heart goes out to the families who have lost their children to fentanyl. 😢
I'm so sorry you lost your Christopher 😭 💔 Thank you for sharing his story and helping others. 🙏 I had to make those decisions as well. It will be four years the 20th of this month. I lean heavily on the fact that he is happy,healthy and loved with Jesus.❤ Blessings to you and your family 😇
middle school/junior high is a horror for almost all pre-teens...most don't fit into the "cool group," most don't make school sports teams..and most don't console themselves with substances..I think the hyper active, attention seeking youngsters are more prone to addiction...that is a pattern I have personally noticed..
RIP Chrisopher LePage... Gone but forgotten 💝
I am really sorry about your loss. I pray for your family to have peace. May God provide you with comfort and strength.
So sorry for your loss? I’m in Georgia only about 45 mins away from your town
So sad!
RIP Christopher 🙏🙏🙏
Prayers and Healing for all who love you 🙏🙏🙏
Another Young Man Poisoned by Fentanyl!
Out of ALL these videos, only 1 parent put the blame on their child. It's ALWAYS someone else's fault. These kids, as tragic as it is, weren't forced to do drugs. They played Russian roulette on their own
Thanks for sharing
Tell that to the 3 year old who died.
The absolute thing I have heard in these comments. Most of these parents lost young kids who thought they were taking a Percocet or a Xanax, not fentanyl! Most of these kids died the first time they experimented with anything.....which almost ALL teens do! For one reason or another some kids become addicted some don't. This is not about blame this is about how these kids lost their lives and no kid should lose their life to drugs, especially thinking they are taking one thing and it ends up being else! I am a recovered addict, I was 30 the first time I tried heroin, Even though I knew nothing about addiction, I knew it wasn't a good idea.....I was too "blame"....... Young people don't know about about life or how easy it is to lose it! Their is no blame, just a sad story with too many people behind heartbroken!
What a stupid comment
You're missing the point. Say you order a burger and you eat it. You didn't know arsenic was added to your burger. There is no denying who ordered the drugs. It's implicit mostly. They didn't order fentanyl. They ordered a pain or anti anxiety pill.
This time am speechless and just crying 😭😭😭😭. Fly high🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️. I think this is the case I heard here with Fentanyl addiction. I am so sorry for your loss Mama and hope God gives you strength 🙏🙏🙏
I’m so so sorry for your loss! I feel you pain. A lot of times ppl don’t realize u can’t keep sending them to clean & then they gonna overdose bc they’re body isn’t tolerating the fentanyl anymore. Sometimes it’s better to just let them hit rock bottom & let them say it’s time to change. Addiction is a disease that changes your neurotransmitters in ur brain & basically tells you you can’t go without it & or better yet don’t know how to go without the drug. & don’t get me started on the withdrawals! He’s definitely in better place!
so sorry for your loss. May God bring you peace.
Thank you, and I’m so sorry for your loss 😢💔
My deepest sympathy
This drug should not be available to anyone.
Yes there are people who have operations who need this drug
I’m so sorry for your loss.
I guess I always wonder when people say their loved one is an organ donor - the fact they died of a fentanyl overdose doesn’t taint the organs?? I’m confused.
This was one of the most genuine heartfelt ones that I've watched and I have almost watched all of them posted on UA-cam GOD BLESS YOU AND UR FAMILY...SENDING YOU A VIRTUAL HUG ❤😢
Thank you Mom for your story.
What a cutie he is, Christopher bless you for eternity 🤍🕊️
I've heard from lots of people that Florida is thee worse to try to rehab and get yourself together.
It sounds like he had no true friends, which is just like everyone these days. So few people are decent, honest people anymore.😢
IMO, there are still decent, honest people attending most churches, friend.
S FL drug rehabs are mostly just drug houses. Just because they tell you there’s an available bed ($$ and I’ve seen 4 cots in a HD shed) doesn’t mean that’s where you should send your kids.
A beautiful boy, how sad 🙏🏼❤️
God bless u and your family. I am so sorry for your loss.
The more of these I watch and listen to the stories, honestly that’s a lot of hard work to go through.
Some people’s kids are just a nightmare, you know if you want to embark on using go for it, leave your family out of it, no amount of sorrys makes it ok for you to continuously ruin other peoples lives.
If you can’t stop for good be kind and thoughtful and just go live your life and stop depending on other people to get you through
I hate that the loss of friend groups can make such an impact on young kids and their identities at that age. It is the reality that we live in but these kids are so vulnerable to peer pressure. I don’t know how to change it for the better. We all can’t homeschool or switch schools but those are good options if it’s possible. I wish Chris had had another opportunity to play basketball at another school. It sounds like that had a huge impact on him and his self esteem. Poor kid!
He's not coming back let's let's flip that and say he's still there with you in spirit Chris got his wings and his wings are big enough to wrap your family with love
Wow. 😢😢😢😢 may he rest in peace. Wow. You can just tell this family tried their hardest
Rest, in Peace Christopher💙
As insensitive as it sounds, and I am truly sorry for saying this. But it's better that some people die and go to a better place. I know the devestation that is left behind, but putting your parents and loved ones through this, constant worry and fear, it's just cruel. I know it's an addiction, and you do things without thinking, but look at the pain it causes. Look how sad this lady is. How truly heartbroken she is.
The destruction to others is truly horrific.
There’s no help for my daughter in my home state I mean nothing!..she’s in jail thank god because fentanyl possession charges….so sorry sweetheart for your boys loss..that may be me one day
This breaks my heart😢
Hugs to your family ❤
Praying for families 😊
Im in Canada so forgive my lack of knowledge but about the US health care. These young adults who are going to the hospital for overdose, staying for days etc. who lays for that if the family doesn't have decent insurance?
I keep hearing every time it’s the date program they were in. My brother was also in the dare program, I have met several addicts including my brother who were in the Dare program and have a drug problem. Seems like one of the issues here may be the Dare program. 4 out of 5 of my siblings did not do the dare program and 4 out of 5 of us did not end up on drugs.
Dont Think. The truth is only a few get and Stau clean unfortunatelly
My heart is broken…
My condolences 🙏💖
Love this blazer 🤎
Chris walked side by side with you when he took his walk of life
Once they are addicted it's already too late.
you are so wrong
@@star_gate_cyt9831 this channel proves he is right
@@star_gate_cyt9831hes not. Only a few can get clean and Stay clean. I cant since 22 years
Thankfully my children are smart enough to not do drugs. Our advice to them was that nothing good comes from drugs. Everyone who does drugs ends up dead or in jail. Why choose drugs? Luckily they heeded our advice. So sorry for these parents.
Has nothing to do with smart. Its Trauma and its a disease. No one Takes it for fun
Praying mama 😢😢❤
I lost my Christopher and 2011 at the age of 22
😔🙏🙏😢