FENTANYL AWARENESS: Joseph M. Solomon's Story - episode 154

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  • @lisasikes4801
    @lisasikes4801 2 місяці тому +173

    Oh momma you can't blame yourself. My oldest is the same way & it's nothing you've done or not done they make their own decisions. Moms always blame themselves 😢

    • @LilaMuse-zv4vl
      @LilaMuse-zv4vl 2 місяці тому +5

      Your story was beautifully told..
      You did your best for your child. Be proud of your efforts.

    • @bernardhenderson1146
      @bernardhenderson1146 2 місяці тому +3

      @@lisasikes4801 Dads too

    • @pam9231
      @pam9231 Місяць тому +1

      Don’t beat yourself up. You were excellent parents. For some reason children, young or old, don’t take their parents advice. Yet when their decisions go South they call their parents for help. I never had that option. My parents made it clear that once I turn 18 I need to have a job and move out. I made it on my own with no help from anyone. I knew if I didn’t work and make my way I would be homeless. Maybe parents should stop helping so much to motivate their child to help themselves. Why are parents paying for their kid’s mistakes? If a person is doing drugs it is because in the back of their mind they know there is an enabler somewhere that will “help” them. People do drugs because they want to. The best parent in the world can not stop them. Just reality.

    • @Mr.NettaizmysusSirNettaizmysus
      @Mr.NettaizmysusSirNettaizmysus Місяць тому +1

      @@bernardhenderson1146ABSOLUTELY, I hate when ppl say what moms do, most fathers do the same. I’m a daughter that had a great father, he was my biggest cheerleader. I have a great mom as well but they raised me together. My dad understood my nerdiness and taught me not to be ashamed of it. So yes sir DAD’S ARE WONDERFUL AND WILL PROTECT THEIR CHILD JUST AS MUCH AS A MOM. ❤My Daddy passed, a part of me left when he left. I miss him so much.❤

    • @KashundaConyers
      @KashundaConyers Місяць тому

      This breaks my heart! As a mom we will always blame ourselves but it’s not her fault! God bless her!

  • @shelsea7245
    @shelsea7245 2 місяці тому +62

    I feel your pain mom and dad. My thoughts are with you. I lost my son at age 34

    • @MZTHICK76
      @MZTHICK76 2 місяці тому +10

      So sorry for your loss 😢

  • @lisasikes4801
    @lisasikes4801 2 місяці тому +110

    Texas pictures thank you for your videos you are making a big difference in this fight

    • @TexasPictures
      @TexasPictures  2 місяці тому +17

      thank you very much.

    • @brendakruger2597
      @brendakruger2597 2 місяці тому +7

      No parent is perfect. This lady is not responsible for what happened.

  • @MomsRoots
    @MomsRoots 2 місяці тому +70

    Poor sweet Momma and Daddy I’m so sorry. 😞

  • @CatherineCarr-s4f
    @CatherineCarr-s4f 2 місяці тому +35

    Mom and dad please understand you are not to blame. You loved him with all you had and did what you believed was right for him. Please accept my deepest sympathy for the loss of your son.

    • @kimberlysmith7311
      @kimberlysmith7311 2 місяці тому +2

      So true..I guess as parents we always feel like their waa something more we could've done...no matter how hard we try we feel it isn't enough 😢❤

  • @sunshineonmyshoulder4800
    @sunshineonmyshoulder4800 2 місяці тому +57

    Like Steve Tyler said, "At first it's working for you but by the end you're working for it".

    • @forgottensage-o5o
      @forgottensage-o5o 2 місяці тому +3

      Oh wow, I've never heard this saying before. Glad it came from him because he is likable and he would know.

  • @bridgethockney2303
    @bridgethockney2303 2 місяці тому +25

    The pain in both of your eyes and faces is heart breaking. I'm so sorry for your loss. You've done everything you could. He was lucky to have you both in his life.

  • @EverettD-tf8nr
    @EverettD-tf8nr 2 місяці тому +42

    I so feel for this mother. I hear the pain in her every word. May we all treasure each day we have here on earth. Also, the father spoke words of wisdom.

  • @madamn100
    @madamn100 2 місяці тому +39

    Omg this poor mother my heart aches for her. The pain, the guilt, the what ifs, may she find peace and hope in the knowledge that someone who is struggling may see this and is inspired by joseph’s story to make a change.

  • @kal22222
    @kal22222 2 місяці тому +45

    People can't stop an addict from using anymore than they can stop the world from turning. Only an addict can stop using, people can help with information and resources but recovery is always on the addict. It is perfectly normal to question yourself but don't live there. Just as an addict needs to come to terms with their issues to recover survivors need to get to a place where they understand that they aren't responsible for whatever happens to the addict.

    • @poppyrowland1385
      @poppyrowland1385 2 місяці тому

      The addict needs help with this process…it’s really difficult learning all these new processes on your own.

    • @Kelly-qv3wg
      @Kelly-qv3wg 5 днів тому

      This is false. My mother saved my life when I couldn't.
      It takes a village to raise a child and a village to help someone through addiction.

  • @darlamiller9989
    @darlamiller9989 2 місяці тому +12

    Lost my oldest daughter August/23. Pain never stops.

  • @corinadaschievici9002
    @corinadaschievici9002 2 місяці тому +47

    Good looking guy he was,very sad!😥😥😥

  • @Shoddiegirl
    @Shoddiegirl 2 місяці тому +14

    I'm so sorry for you and your family. I know being separated from your precious son is a daily heartbreak for you. But being a Christian myself you will see him again because he gave his heart to the Lord Jesus before his passing. I'll pray for your family.

  • @bridgetbrown8351
    @bridgetbrown8351 2 місяці тому +22

    God bless you Mother and Father for taking care of your grandchild. May your loving son rest in the arms of the angels. I,m sorry for your loss. Please don't blame your selves. You are good parents. Thank you for sharing his life story with all of us.🙏💔🙏

  • @managingmonasmoula9811
    @managingmonasmoula9811 2 місяці тому +17

    What a beautiful, very handsome man. My condolences to all his family and friends. 😢

  • @laney3182
    @laney3182 2 місяці тому +18

    I have watched all of these and this is the first one I cried over.

  • @kimberlysmith7311
    @kimberlysmith7311 2 місяці тому +14

    ❤ Thank you so much for sharing his story. You told it eloquently. I am in recovery now for many years and only thru grace. He was so lucky to have you. And your right in saying that no parent should have to make make decisions on how to handle their child's final wishes. Sending you love via the invisible strings that connect us all. Thank you again so much 💖

  • @FEVERDREAM889
    @FEVERDREAM889 2 місяці тому +23

    Joe sounds like a wonderful man. So so sorry for your loss, momma!

  • @Gabby.GoGoGo
    @Gabby.GoGoGo Місяць тому +4

    Thank you for sharing your story. I have almost 2 years clean from fentanyl, will be 2 years on 12/31 and these videos are like therapy for me. They remind me that all it takes is one pill to lose the fight. It reminds me of how much my family loves me. I know your son loved you both very much and would have never wanted you to both to find him that way. The battle of addiction and the way it effects your mind is so strong and only once your out can you see all the damage it has caused ❤ Thank you again and God Bless ❤

    • @whatwillbem6825
      @whatwillbem6825 Місяць тому

      Oh THANK YOU for your brave comment…😔 there’s still hope for others than..

  • @krissypeters1517
    @krissypeters1517 2 місяці тому +12

    So sorry about your great loss …
    RIP Joseph 🤍 💫 May your family find strength and much love in Joe’s memory
    Especially his son Tyler 💔
    Thank you for helping others become aware of this poison…

  • @AnayhiasMimi4619
    @AnayhiasMimi4619 2 місяці тому +69

    I have a son living with me that is an addict and will be the rest of his life. He will be a recovering addict for the rest of his life

    • @Globelle
      @Globelle 2 місяці тому +7

      Me too. It's awful.

    • @rodriguezthiago318
      @rodriguezthiago318 2 місяці тому +7

      Are you sure that telling people that they will be addicts for the rest of their lives is the best attitude? Just a question, who am I to tell a Mother how to help her son. Some people do change. Once the abstinence syndrome is over, that is a huge step. Quitting all together while you are physical dependant is like torturing the person

    • @mipapi9167
      @mipapi9167 2 місяці тому +10

      I’m very sorry 😢. I’m a recovering addict myself and probably will be the rest of my life because I have a hard time stopping suboxen for 7 years or more now. I do not bother anyone or ever ask for anything. I can gladly say I have money put up and work so hard. Hope one day I can finally say I’m sober.

    • @Bridgee34
      @Bridgee34 2 місяці тому +1

      If from opiates has the dr tried Suboxone?

    • @brendakruger2597
      @brendakruger2597 2 місяці тому +9

      It is not easy to be a parent 😢

  • @Elaine-yw1ir
    @Elaine-yw1ir 2 місяці тому +9

    Very handsome young man, Mom please don't blame yourself, I went thru the guilt as well with my nephew, he died from fentnoyl!! We tried so hard to help him with his addiction, he was doing fabulous here in Montana!! Then he went back to Texas and I knew he wouldn't last long 😢

  • @marymiles9922
    @marymiles9922 2 місяці тому +12

    So sorry for your loss 🙏💔😢
    Thank you for telling your story. Yes, poisoning not overdose.

  • @mermarseo
    @mermarseo 2 місяці тому +77

    No excuses. It's simple. Don't put anything up your nose, into your mouth, or in your veins that is not from a healthcare provider, and even then, not if it's addictive. Don't do it the first time. Don't do it just once. Never ever. Don't blame others. Don't blame circumstances. Be smart. Stay alive, and give your life a chance to be a long, prosperous one..

    • @lynnhexler-haan3357
      @lynnhexler-haan3357 2 місяці тому +7

      @mermarseo
      You omitted the rectal route
      ( PR) It is overlooked in many instances.

    • @michellecogdill6128
      @michellecogdill6128 2 місяці тому +2

      I agree with you but they we're children and he was just a kid @ 15 and that makes a huge difference in the way they think and what they do. It's totally heartbreaking!

    • @debramcfarland3106
      @debramcfarland3106 2 місяці тому +2

      Extremely well said!

    • @staceyloeffler6795
      @staceyloeffler6795 2 місяці тому

      Veins pack more of a punch.​@@lynnhexler-haan3357

    • @pettiestofbettys
      @pettiestofbettys 2 місяці тому +4

      You're clearly in the wrong place

  • @anjab6073
    @anjab6073 2 місяці тому +8

    I am so sorry for your loss...no parent should have to go through this.

  • @branevans3705
    @branevans3705 2 місяці тому +5

    Oh wow, I can feel their pain-it's palpable. So so sorry, Joseph's mom and dad, for your son's untimely passing. 😢

  • @UndeservingandyetSaved
    @UndeservingandyetSaved 2 місяці тому +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss. 😢 It is obvious that Joseph was very much loved by his family. Thanks for sharing your story.

  • @kmorris101
    @kmorris101 2 місяці тому +12

    Thank you for sharing your story❤

  • @jacquelinerogers2997
    @jacquelinerogers2997 Місяць тому +1

    These stories should be shown in every middle school and high school in the country. Thanks to all the parents, friends, and, others for sharing these stories. May God give them peace for their compassion and courage in sharing their loved one's stories.

  • @stephaniec5215
    @stephaniec5215 2 місяці тому +13

    THANK YOU for telling the story of your WONDERFUL SON, Joseph! We are so grateful for your words. As others have said, please do not blame yourselves. There are plenty of stories on this channel about kids who ‘got the right diagnosis’ and promptly took the drugs from the so called, medical doctor only to seek out that EXACT DRUG and got fentanyl in the drug instead. Your boy had a HUGE heart to help and rescue those suffering. This quality can be hard to bear and there is no pill for it, nor should there be!! I am very grateful you both found Joseph and could be there alone with him before the people come in. Those folks have a job to do, and we rely on them for that. However, there must be a better way wherein mamas and papas can HOLD THEIR CHILD FOR THE LAST TIME. All these stories of parents shooed away. Their baby died! Cmon. Much love to you both. May Joseph rest in peace ❤

  • @milena7043
    @milena7043 2 місяці тому +29

    I want to say to this mother that it's not your fault.
    Don't feel guilty, the only guilty person here is the one who sold or gave him the drug that was laced with fentanyl.
    God bless you, and may God have mercy on you and your husband.
    #itonlytakesonepill
    Thank you Mr. Glen for another life changing story.
    God bless you 🙏.

  • @stephsserenity7290
    @stephsserenity7290 2 місяці тому +4

    Watched my mom go through this for 20 years with my brother. Maybe The LORD took him because he knew he wasn’t going to win this battle with the enemy and he didn’t want him to lose his salvation…..I’m hoping this is the case for my brother who died of a fentanyl-laced heroin overdose on 9/8/2017, less than 2 months before he turned 40. My mom found my brother in the same position with his head below his body, his face was almost navy blue. May The LORD comfort you and bring you peace. Love and prayers.

  • @janetr5929
    @janetr5929 2 місяці тому +4

    I’m so very sorry for the loss of your precious son. I hope it’s a comfort for you knowing he with the Lord.

  • @karenyoxheimer1164
    @karenyoxheimer1164 2 місяці тому +3

    I'm so sorry for the loss of your beautiful son. I'm in the same boat! I miss my boy every single day. He died during Covid-19. He got COVID, relapsed, and died. He was 2 years drug-free and was poisoned with fentanyl 😢 💔 God bless you during this immense journey of grief.
    Jordan's Mama forever!

  • @robindelude3787
    @robindelude3787 2 місяці тому +3

    I have watched all of these videos. Many make me cry, but they all break my heart. The fentanyl crisis has got to stop. There are far too many families suffering. I pray that God will bring peace to everyone who has lost a loved one in this battle.

  • @pattykake7195
    @pattykake7195 2 місяці тому +1

    Your son was lucky to have such wonderful parents…may he rest in peace, and may both of you find some peace amid such sadness…🕊️

  • @Lomojo31
    @Lomojo31 2 місяці тому +12

    There are sadly so many parents dealing with the pain of their kid's bad decisions. But at some point parents need to accept you cant out love drugs.

  • @emcee797
    @emcee797 2 місяці тому +3

    Mother, Father - your anguish is palpable. So much pain. If there is any comfort to be had, it’s in the truth that Joseph is with God and God is with you. In the Lord, you are never parted. I pray for your peace. I pray for Joseph’s beloved son, Tyler.

  • @1azhelenmo
    @1azhelenmo 2 місяці тому +18

    My is 44 and a recovering addict , I worry everyday for that one relapse kills him

    • @DavidJones-ib3zy
      @DavidJones-ib3zy 2 місяці тому

      I pray he stays strong & does not listen to the DEMONS saying 'One more time won't hurt ' as they are LIARS !!!!! & IMO That 1 times GUILT will lead to further use . Society is to blame as well . IMHO

  • @maryannmorgan9846
    @maryannmorgan9846 2 місяці тому +6

    What lovely, sweet parents. I'm sorry for your loss. Your son was lucky to have you. Don't feel guilty, hold on to the good times. Even hearing about the day you collected him from jail, waiting all day, and sharing a meal together was really touching.

  • @Whippy99
    @Whippy99 2 місяці тому +2

    You are such a sweet and loving couple. I’m so sorry for the loss of your son, Joseph. God Bless you all. ❤

  • @TheRealQueen-qb6vw
    @TheRealQueen-qb6vw 2 місяці тому +1

    Oh my sweetheart it’s not your fault. I’m going the same thing and I’m trying to save my son right now as we speak. You did all you could as a mom. You loved him unconditionally and addiction is the fight that we sometimes lose against

  • @Globelle
    @Globelle 2 місяці тому +14

    My son is DEFINITELY OCD. He has slight Tourettes (blinking eyes and clearing throat) I don't know if this is why my son started this but I expect "the call" every day and I am so sorry. I am lucky he is here but it doesn't feel like my son is here. He is physically though and I am so very sorry. PLEASE don't blame yourself. I have tried everything. Mine is an adult too. I am praying for you both and your grandson. The stigma HAS TO STOP!!!

    • @5thdimension954
      @5thdimension954 2 місяці тому +4

      I’m a retired mental health therapist and “behaviorists” believe addiction is an OCD disorder. They believe it’s all behavioral. I agree in part, but I also hold the disease concept as addiction has predictable phases and outcomes. Both positive and negative depending on which side of the coin one is on. This poor mother and father, I wish I could tell them it’s nit their fault. There is no blame in addiction. Just ownership of one’s beliefs, behaviors and consequences. Sending prayers to all in this dystopian nightmare

  • @gunslingah2
    @gunslingah2 2 місяці тому +3

    I’m so sorry mom and dad 😔. Hugging you in my thoughts 🕊️🕊️

  • @angelawilson3313
    @angelawilson3313 2 місяці тому +1

    My heart aches for you Mom and Dad. My son is 41 and he struggles with alcoholism. It’s so hard to watch your beautiful child be ravaged by addiction. You will see your sweet son in heaven! Love and prayers❤

  • @zamskycrane
    @zamskycrane 2 місяці тому +3

    Your love is inspiring. You were good parents. Be good to yourself❤

  • @Anointed623
    @Anointed623 2 місяці тому +22

    WISH I COULD HUG THEM😢😢😔😔I’m so sorry 🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @magyarmainer4692
    @magyarmainer4692 2 місяці тому +1

    I have watched many, many of these and this is one of the most heart wrenching. The mamas grief. 😢 Im so sorry. Thank you to those who make these documentaries and those who tell the stories of their loved ones that they have lost- hopefully somebody watching this could reach out and get help or they could be a comfort to another family suffering.

  • @suzie830
    @suzie830 2 місяці тому +2

    My condolences to you, Joseph's mom and dad. We just said goodbye to our 23 year old cousin who died from Fentanyl poisoning on 9/12/2024 in Minnesota. This epidemic crisis is across the country. It's just terrible.

  • @forgottensage-o5o
    @forgottensage-o5o 2 місяці тому +1

    These parents explained not only their grief, but they also they give me a sense of who Joseph was as a person outside of the drug context.

  • @Mellyboowhowho
    @Mellyboowhowho 2 місяці тому +1

    Thank you both for sharing your son Joseph’s story. It breaks my heart that you have to share a story like this about your son. His jerky sounded amazing! When you spoke about I imagined how great it would be to have a giant piece right now!
    As a former heroin addict, I want you both to know that you cannot blame yourself, YOU did the best you could do. No one has directions on how to deal or help an addict. My mother had tried everything as well. The truth is, no one or nothing will stop us, but ourselves and in my case God was huge help. I can also say, both of you being there and loving your son during the good and the bad was enough. Knowing our parents love us through our addiction means a lot ❤
    Sending you both lots of hugs 🤗, prayers 🙏🏽 and healing ❤️‍🩹

  • @KimfromMichigan-x2u
    @KimfromMichigan-x2u 2 місяці тому +2

    You are so right Nancy, more needs to be done for EVERYONE. My friends son died at 20 in 2007 from fentanyl and nothing was done. 😢, how many more were affected by his murderers.

  • @Colinmcdougall6996
    @Colinmcdougall6996 2 місяці тому +3

    Nancy praying for you and your husband thank you for sharing your story about Joseph. I hope 🤞🏻 Justice prevails. Praying 🙇🏻‍♂️💖

  • @principecaprincipeca2243
    @principecaprincipeca2243 2 місяці тому +4

    This is NOT your fault. You did the best you could ❤
    My condolences 🌹

  • @r.l.5876
    @r.l.5876 2 місяці тому +5

    The premature deaths of these young people are not only a tragedy for their loved ones but also a terrible loss for our society.

  • @carlitasway2477
    @carlitasway2477 2 місяці тому +1

    I’m so sorry, no parents should ever find their child gone. I pray your hearts will heal ❤❤

  • @showneenhall6453
    @showneenhall6453 2 місяці тому +1

    I’m sending you big hugs and prayers. My son was an addict and the stigma is real.

  • @RuthNarrativetales
    @RuthNarrativetales 28 днів тому

    I am a kenyan living in germany my brother struggled with addiction when he was a teen and overcame it later in life..
    Seeing help numbers from my area of resident and my home country at the end of this video made this hit home...prayers to the departed souls and their families

  • @lisasikes4801
    @lisasikes4801 2 місяці тому +8

    I have lost a child & I'm so so very sorry you lost him, your pain is so devastating to watch I cannot imagine what you went through finding him that way. Praying for your family. God will help your pain.

  • @Nyffyrg528
    @Nyffyrg528 2 місяці тому +4

    My heart is breaking for you. I am so very sorry for your loss.

  • @millenniumtowerskelton5143
    @millenniumtowerskelton5143 2 місяці тому +1

    Mama, you did your best for your son. I am so sorry for your loss. Your son is in heaven watching down on you. Prayers for you and your family.🙏🏻❤️🇺🇸

  • @susanzimmer1776
    @susanzimmer1776 Місяць тому +4

    Thanks!

  • @michelleshannon8574
    @michelleshannon8574 2 місяці тому +2

    Love you Nancy and Joe. You did great telling Joseph's story. I know it was so hard and I'm so sorry. ❤️🙏🤗

  • @moniquewatson7812
    @moniquewatson7812 2 місяці тому +3

    this is so heartbreaking. im so sorry mama and papa for your loss, i cant imagine the pain you are going through right now but im crying with you and i wish i can just hug you and say you were a good mama

  • @MaryKayFisher-ts4ze
    @MaryKayFisher-ts4ze 2 місяці тому +2

    God be with you all as you heal. Heartbreaking. Be strong and know you are in many prayers.

  • @Mafs-rf5oc
    @Mafs-rf5oc Місяць тому +1

    I’m so sorry for your loss, it’s so sad , I hope you can find peace.

  • @Eplovesjesus
    @Eplovesjesus 2 місяці тому +2

    I am so happy to hear that he loved the Lord 🙏🏼♥️. I am sorry for your loss

  • @lindarutledge9104
    @lindarutledge9104 2 місяці тому +2

    Sweet loving parents, I pray for your peace.

  • @vickirichardson2705
    @vickirichardson2705 2 місяці тому +2

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I can feel your pain in every word. You can't blame yourself momma 😢 I can't imagine losing one of my kids 💔

  • @turtle7127
    @turtle7127 2 місяці тому +1

    My heart aches for you both and his and your whole family.
    May our Lord and Savior wrap his arms around you and your son….❤❤❤

  • @DavidJones-ib3zy
    @DavidJones-ib3zy 2 місяці тому +1

    So sorry for your loss, I been through a short Fent ride at the age of 52 , sooo glad I made it through . Esp for my Teen child . God Bless

  • @simmonssimmons4494
    @simmonssimmons4494 2 місяці тому +3

    Joseph, May you now Rest in Paradise ❤️.
    My condolences to the beautiful family 🙏

  • @garyh5541
    @garyh5541 2 місяці тому +2

    RIP Joesph 🙏🙏🙏
    Prayers and Healing for all who love you 🙏🙏🙏

  • @Gail-l2o
    @Gail-l2o 2 місяці тому +6

    Well Mrs. Solomon I too have a son who is 40 and very handsome and has and maybe still is taking drugs. I think he has taken every kind of drug and we talk about all the friends he has lost due to fentanyl. I am just worried that he too will buy what he think is just coke and if it's laced with fentanyl in any way I will lose him. You and your husband seem like such nice people and your son inherited alot of that kindn way from you. It doesn't matter what age our kids are we love them just the same. I am so sorry you and Tyler had to go thru this, it's not fair that this drug is taking our young by the hundreds. And in closing I would like to mention how hard you tried to help Joseph and went above and beyond trying to get him off of drugs. I wish you the best in your time of sorrow.

    • @DavidJones-ib3zy
      @DavidJones-ib3zy 2 місяці тому

      Well said , & I pray for your Son healing .

  • @rikayangu3833
    @rikayangu3833 2 місяці тому +1

    I thank god every day i never got into drugs, now i keep asking God to keep my loved ones safe and keep them away from drugs.We are lucky this fentanyl thing is not yet as rampant in Europe

  • @daynasafranek7807
    @daynasafranek7807 2 місяці тому +2

    It’s so important that we all remember the faces and names of the victims of illegal fentanyl. Joe sounds like he was a loving guy and I’m so sorry for the pain his family is going through. I’m so glad they took the time to tell Joe’s story. Thank you both, so much. Rest in peace, Joe. ❤️🕊️

  • @kmorris2238
    @kmorris2238 2 місяці тому +7

    SO SAD!

  • @maryjanemcaskile-zq8bh
    @maryjanemcaskile-zq8bh 2 місяці тому +3

    What a terrible time you both have been thru. Sorry you have this sadness.

  • @realmms
    @realmms 2 місяці тому +2

    His parents and their guilt is heart breaking

  • @SavageDior
    @SavageDior 2 місяці тому +32

    3 years ago I got sober at first I was just doing pills and then one day I start doing like fentanyl but I was like doing like a little tiny piece of fentanyl and after that I was like I felt like I felt like I was getting addicted to fentanyl so then I stopped it and I went and got clean at the clinic on February 12th 2021 and that ever since then I've been in a good place I've been starving my goals and making things happen the other day I went to detox place cuz I was trying to get off the methadone because of my seizure pills but now I'm back on methadone but I'm just going to slowly go down and I'm going to do it like that and but I'm 3 years sober it's about to be 4 years in February 12th or 2025 so and what I just been doing is like watching all these shows of all these people that are dying from fentanyl and it's like it's sad because like they're young they're young and I don't know it just makes me sad I just I thank God that I'm still here I thank God that I know I know I did fentanyl but I thank God for this like taking that away from my mind and my spirit and just taking it away and getting me sober cuz I've been wanting to get soap for a long time but at that time around that time Miami is in the hospital and all that so I just want to say I'm sorry for all the losses that everybody has lost a family member on fentanyl Be strong God got you and this keep showing us what you donate to or anything so but now I'm just like focusing on myself I've been out for like Friday tomorrow be a whole week and I just been focusing on myself that's all I've been doing trying to get myself right I'm happy that I got sober because I feel like my aunt Mary's by my side my son that's up in heaven is by my thigh JD's by my side up in heaven my aunt Emma Michael does cat my cousin Justin Nicole Curtis everybody is watching me so I'm just keep on doing what I'm doing stay sober do me and stay strong so I'll talk to you all tomorrow Love y'all peace out and God loves you and God be with the family that has lost somebody to fentanyl cuz it's really sad if you lose somebody the fentanyl and I've been sober for 3 years and it's about to be 4 years in February 12th of 2025

    • @lisaquiller1535
      @lisaquiller1535 2 місяці тому +2

      Keep up the good work. 😊

    • @bridgethockney2303
      @bridgethockney2303 2 місяці тому +2

      Stay strong! ❤❤❤

    • @danadyd59
      @danadyd59 2 місяці тому

      Best wishes, but you're in denial if you think you're sober. Methadone is just another drug.

    • @carol_arias
      @carol_arias 2 місяці тому

      What

    • @DavidJones-ib3zy
      @DavidJones-ib3zy 2 місяці тому

      @@danadyd59 Daaaaaa but , It seems you have done No research & know hardly nothing .

  • @yvonnebannon7623
    @yvonnebannon7623 2 місяці тому +1

    Oh those poor parents. I’m so sorry for your loss and I offer my deepest condolences to you. Your son was so handsome and he seemed to really love his mama and dad. Seeing the pain in their eyes is so devastating. Rest in peace beautiful Joseph…😔🤍🕊

  • @sabrinadunson6903
    @sabrinadunson6903 2 місяці тому +2

    So Sorry for your Loss
    RIP
    Joseph
    🙏❤

  • @girlbornagain9587
    @girlbornagain9587 2 місяці тому +2

    This is a lovely couple . So sorry this happened to you all.

  • @robertashaffer3950
    @robertashaffer3950 2 місяці тому

    My deepest and sincerest condolences on the passing of your son. 🙏

  • @carolynjonas4727
    @carolynjonas4727 2 місяці тому +1

    I lost my son in Jan of 22 to addiction. He left 2 children behind pre teen in age. One is still with me and he looks so much like my son. I know your pain and I am so sorry you lost of Joseph.

    • @whatwillbem6825
      @whatwillbem6825 Місяць тому

      Another one…😔😢 so sorry 🫶🏼

  • @1981amberl
    @1981amberl Місяць тому

    I wish You both were my parents. I am so sorry for the loss of your son. My mother committed suicide in 2008, due to drugs. It hurts everyday. I was addicted. I quit over 10 years ago. Just recently, had cancer. I am a survivor, and you both ARE an inspiration to me.

  • @lrp87
    @lrp87 2 місяці тому +1

    praying for this momma, praise the Lord for the comfort in knowing that he asked for forgiveness and accepted Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior.

  • @ginaaustin8210
    @ginaaustin8210 Місяць тому +1

    I am so sorry for the loss of your son .you are not to blame 😢

  • @ValerieGriner
    @ValerieGriner Місяць тому

    i'm so very sorry for the loss of your precious son. Society failed him. He sounds like a very good man with a big heart. You will see Joe again in heaven. Take good care of your grandson. He must be devastated.

  • @jusfamilyvideos2064
    @jusfamilyvideos2064 2 місяці тому

    Oh my goodness. This is so heartbreaking. Thank you for sharing his story. I know it cannot be easy, but know this story is going to change lives. God bless!

  • @drintx5734
    @drintx5734 2 місяці тому +2

    I am so sorry for your loss of your beloved son. I lost one son to suicide by cop and my other son is in prison. God is good and if it wasn’t for Him I don’t know how I would have survived. I am so grated that Joe is with Jesus now and not suffering any longer…. That you will see him again someday.

  • @kellydompiet55
    @kellydompiet55 2 місяці тому +1

    I lost my sister to fentynal,a friend of the family, sold it to her,an was never charged, it hurts so bad,knowing where she live an still dealing it makes me sick! I feel your pain! I'm very sorry for your loss🙏

  • @fayewilson1892
    @fayewilson1892 2 місяці тому +1

    This is so sad..I can't imagine the heartbreak that you feel 😢Prayers for you both 🙏

  • @rashadhaughton22
    @rashadhaughton22 Місяць тому +1

    Prayers to this mother & father! Please don’t blame yourselves, your son had a disease that controlled him & made him choose this path.

  • @denisesalles7248
    @denisesalles7248 2 місяці тому +3

    What a wonderful couple - so hurt and yet so giving. Mom and Dad, you did absolutely everything you could - you loved him, you sent him to rehab, you tried your best - and there is absolutely nothing you didn't do or could have done for your beautiful son. I hope time brings you some peace and that the love of your grandson brings you some solace. He looks a lot like his dad. So heartbroken for you.

  • @stefanialaviola4326
    @stefanialaviola4326 2 місяці тому +5

    Che tristezza e che pena vedere il dolore di questi due genitori.

  • @marranm4950
    @marranm4950 2 місяці тому +1

    My heart breaks for you both Joes parents for the loss of your son What wonderful parents you are ! I understand such pain from a siblings points of view My brother died suddenly from alcoholism and pills He was so ill At my mummy funeral the few months before my brother died People who attended my mums funeral were in total shock seeing my brother who was let out of hospital only for a few hours
    When I first started watching your YT video I heard a voice saying Joe’s in Heaven this is before you mentioned that he gave his life to Christ !
    Our heavenly Jesus has taken Joe home to be with Him in Heaven This grief though awful is not the end though you’re broken now which is understandable Heaven is Joes home !On that Heavenly shore you and his sister Stephanie will see him again soon when Jesus returns for us all !!
    I hope my brother got time as well My parents prayed Night and day that my brother would find Christ All my love to you all Joes family from N.ireland

  • @KimfromMichigan-x2u
    @KimfromMichigan-x2u 2 місяці тому +1

    So sad for this mom and dad. I'm so sorry too, this was definitely not your fault. You taught Joe better, he just couldn't do it. It's really hard. RIH Joseph ❤🙏

  • @YourBoeingBenefitBrain
    @YourBoeingBenefitBrain 2 місяці тому +1

    It’s not your fault momma. Praying for you and your family.

  • @staceyloeffler6795
    @staceyloeffler6795 2 місяці тому

    My mother blamed herself for my addiction, wrongly so. I was 27 years old and living 1,000 miles away, the first time I tried heroin. I was instantly addicted. Forty years later, I have 27 days clean, because of mothers like you that have the courage to tell their childs story. I couldnt imagine putting my parents through the loss of their oldest child, any child. I cant imagine the heartache. Im sure you did everything you could.