I began talking to my very first crush again. We haven't spoken in almost fifteen years. We began talking and old feeling arose, that teenage love flooded back. I told her my feeling for her have returned, and she felt the same way. For a few months we began talking about building a life together, how we would decorate the house that I would one day inherit. I was downright obsessed with this girl, I truly see her as the most beautiful girl in the world. And soon, the texts began to slow and fade. We went from saying good morning and now there is no longer anything. I don't know if she found someone else, or simply lost interest. It's been a few weeks since we've talked. I still think about her and can't bear to look at any of her social media. I just needed to get this off of my chest and try to heal.
You need to reach out and communicate. Ambivalence will hurt your heart, better to shoot your shot and tell her where you stand in regards to your feelings. She might not reciprocate, she might have doubts, she might be scared too or she might just not care. But you have to voice it and find the truth, either you get what you're looking for or at least you get some closure. Don't hold on in silence, brother. You can't live with those "what ifs" circling your mind for who knows how long. Its terrifying to make that leap, the fear of feeling like you're "doing too much" or being pushy, but you'll regret far more what you didn't do than what you did do. She's back in your life, now find go find out if she's there to stay or not.
@@publiusventidiusbassus1232 Thank you, brother. I'm scared of feeling like I'm bothering her. Or like you said, doing too much and being pushy. But to this day, there has been nothing. She's constantly on my mind, and at this point I feel like getting back in contact with her was a mistake. But thank you, I'll have to tackle this fear head on.
@@saveurseIf Unfortunately, it seems like she's found another man. I muted all her stories and posts on social media and curiosity got the better of me when I saw she posted something. And I saw her with another guy. I'm still heart broken and upset, but there's just nothing I can do. I commented on one of the beer videos and one of our brothers gave me some advice. It's time I just need to make changes for the better. I'm trying to justify all this. I'm trying to tell myself maybe she was just using me for the attention. She went through a divorce, and the man she was talking to when we came back in contact with left her. And I was there to tell her that she was amazing and that she wouldn't be alone. And then she just left. I feel like talking to her again, I just ended up hurting myself. I'm going to rearrange everything, I'm going to try and be happy.
the problem with these is they are so soothing and the pictures so great that I cant stop listening to them, amazing. these perfectly fill a gap a find. Most music that has knights on the covers are normal overly dramatic but these moments of rest are important.
I have so much pent up resentment for the world that now it's lashing out in ways I never thought it would. I'm sabotaging myself at every turn and I have become so deathly quiet that I don't even think anymore. I have caught myself drooling with how disengaged I am with the world at the moment, I've been like this for a month and I see no hope on sight. I should be soo happy right now but that resentment I had my whole life for always being the loser in the family, always being the dumb one in the friend group, always being so beneath everyone. I believed them and now when I'm allowed to finally go big, I find myself not wanting to reach for the stars because of the other people around me and these people don't hate me but they don't think I could go big since my whole life I have just went small and now I want to change but it's so painful.
Listen to me. I know exactly how you feel. I know nothing about you but I know for sure that if you are able to make this kind of observation then you are capable of turning your life around. The people in your life that tell you you won't make it big are either envious/jealous of you or they are just negative doomers who add nothing to your value. Believe in and love yourself first and foremost. The world is a cruel and nasty place that's for sure but what is the alternative? rotting on a bed staring at a ceiling fan while other people out there are getting it? F*** no. You deserve better. You deserve to not be resentful of the world. Stop sabotaging yourself and reach out to someone you trust who can help you. You have been bottling it up for too long within you and that has taken a toll on you. It will be painful but everything that is hard is worth it. This is coming from someone who has felt the same as you. I hope this makes a difference.
"Ow, jeez! What was that for?" "It doesnt matter! Its in the past." "Yeah, but it still hurts." "Oh yes, the past can still hurt. But the way I it, you can either run from it, or learn from it!" - The Lion King, 1994
Light shines the brightest in the dark. Light shines at its brightest in the dark. A city upon a hill cannot be hid Man do not light a candle to hide it under a bushel, but on a candlestick so that it can provide light with others as well Ye are the light of the world Ye are the salt of the world Salt is a preservative If the salt has lost its savor… How will it then preserve
Now i was always an introvert and was skeptical when it came to learning how to take buses and trains around where i lived in my city. And it was because i was afraid of the outside and people. I wasted 3 and a half years being that way. And some other years of my youth being this way. I now see it as easy. But people be not afraid. Go out there talk to the girl that you have a crush on the worst thing they can always say is no. And never fear that no. Work honor your Mother and Father. Conquer those little fears you have. And do so with a good heart. Because worrying will not add a single second to your lives as said by the Son who is the Lord our God.
@@justenm287 I dunno why youtube has to delete every comment now. You have the option to loop videos with right click on pc or additional settings in the app
Meaningless. everything is meaningless and a striving after the wind. I have found that every moment matters and yet is also a striving after wind. But how should i take this striving after wind? As everything matters yet doesnt? or Nothing matters and we all perish? Or should i just not take this in at all and do that of which is good? Hahahaha this makes me laugh.. I find myself with wisdom yet also find myself saying i am wise! Which i am not. Hahahaha But tuning our hearts into knowing? What will i find in that? More about the things i already now of course?! Hm.. must be that. A finding about the more i already know. But it seems in everything being meaningless i find that we all will one day leave and every person i knew the youth of my blood will not know. And this has once caused me pain. Caused me sadness. in realizing how small our lives truly are and how all that is will one day not be or even matter in the minds of the flesh As yesterday i was filled with love just as i am today yet yesterday does not matter as much as today and will be the same as tomorrow? as everything is a striving after wind. But in the end all is meaningful but meaningless so it was always a striving after wind. Just as he said we must leave it to the latter in hopes that they will be wise and not foolish. These words are all pleasing to my eyes yet all are meaningless meaningful.
My mother just passed away today. I just want to wish you well. Spirit brother.
My condolences.
Stay strong brother, if you don’t have a gym membership get one.
sending love and light energy ✨
This is your battle but know I am here for you
I am very sorry for your loss… stay strong, mate, one day we all will have such problem…
No matter how much suffering the darkness can inflict, we must be aware that behind it there is always a light that generates it.
Great comment.
There is no light in void or vacuum.
🤔 God is darkness.
The creator of light.
Nah the light is what makes it worse not better my friend
I thought it meant we all die
I began talking to my very first crush again. We haven't spoken in almost fifteen years. We began talking and old feeling arose, that teenage love flooded back.
I told her my feeling for her have returned, and she felt the same way. For a few months we began talking about building a life together, how we would decorate the house that I would one day inherit. I was downright obsessed with this girl, I truly see her as the most beautiful girl in the world.
And soon, the texts began to slow and fade. We went from saying good morning and now there is no longer anything. I don't know if she found someone else, or simply lost interest.
It's been a few weeks since we've talked. I still think about her and can't bear to look at any of her social media.
I just needed to get this off of my chest and try to heal.
Being stuck in the past is a bad idea of living.
You need to reach out and communicate. Ambivalence will hurt your heart, better to shoot your shot and tell her where you stand in regards to your feelings. She might not reciprocate, she might have doubts, she might be scared too or she might just not care. But you have to voice it and find the truth, either you get what you're looking for or at least you get some closure.
Don't hold on in silence, brother. You can't live with those "what ifs" circling your mind for who knows how long. Its terrifying to make that leap, the fear of feeling like you're "doing too much" or being pushy, but you'll regret far more what you didn't do than what you did do. She's back in your life, now find go find out if she's there to stay or not.
@@publiusventidiusbassus1232 Thank you, brother. I'm scared of feeling like I'm bothering her. Or like you said, doing too much and being pushy. But to this day, there has been nothing.
She's constantly on my mind, and at this point I feel like getting back in contact with her was a mistake. But thank you, I'll have to tackle this fear head on.
any update?
@@saveurseIf Unfortunately, it seems like she's found another man.
I muted all her stories and posts on social media and curiosity got the better of me when I saw she posted something. And I saw her with another guy. I'm still heart broken and upset, but there's just nothing I can do.
I commented on one of the beer videos and one of our brothers gave me some advice. It's time I just need to make changes for the better.
I'm trying to justify all this. I'm trying to tell myself maybe she was just using me for the attention. She went through a divorce, and the man she was talking to when we came back in contact with left her. And I was there to tell her that she was amazing and that she wouldn't be alone.
And then she just left. I feel like talking to her again, I just ended up hurting myself. I'm going to rearrange everything, I'm going to try and be happy.
the problem with these is they are so soothing and the pictures so great that I cant stop listening to them, amazing. these perfectly fill a gap a find. Most music that has knights on the covers are normal overly dramatic but these moments of rest are important.
Thank you brother 🧘♂️
Everyone of your videos makes me experience the Gosling effect
I am a background artist and animator, and it brings me great pleasure to enjoy these sounds whilst working. Many thanks, Brother.
Yes Brother.
From darkness we came and to darkness we shall return🕸️
These quiet our brain so much, thank you brother
Where there is light there is dark where there is dark theres light
I have so much pent up resentment for the world that now it's lashing out in ways I never thought it would. I'm sabotaging myself at every turn and I have become so deathly quiet that I don't even think anymore. I have caught myself drooling with how disengaged I am with the world at the moment, I've been like this for a month and I see no hope on sight. I should be soo happy right now but that resentment I had my whole life for always being the loser in the family, always being the dumb one in the friend group, always being so beneath everyone. I believed them and now when I'm allowed to finally go big, I find myself not wanting to reach for the stars because of the other people around me and these people don't hate me but they don't think I could go big since my whole life I have just went small and now I want to change but it's so painful.
NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT
Listen to me. I know exactly how you feel. I know nothing about you but I know for sure that if you are able to make this kind of observation then you are capable of turning your life around.
The people in your life that tell you you won't make it big are either envious/jealous of you or they are just negative doomers who add nothing to your value. Believe in and love yourself first and foremost. The world is a cruel and nasty place that's for sure but what is the alternative? rotting on a bed staring at a ceiling fan while other people out there are getting it? F*** no. You deserve better. You deserve to not be resentful of the world. Stop sabotaging yourself and reach out to someone you trust who can help you. You have been bottling it up for too long within you and that has taken a toll on you. It will be painful but everything that is hard is worth it.
This is coming from someone who has felt the same as you. I hope this makes a difference.
Even caterpillars feel pain when turning into a butterfly. We're no different
You're not alone, I know how you feel. You can do it. I think like that too sometimes. But its all a illusion. You are more capable than you know.
Amen to that
You can't have the light without the dark.
Isn't it beautiful that darkness does catch up to us in the end?
We shall get to rest at last.
Always remember, you can find the light.
"Don't look down on death, but welcome it. It, too, is one of the things required by nature. Like youth and old age" - Marcus Aurelius
Indeed it does.
"Sometimes darkness can show you the light"
One of my favorite channels
"Ow, jeez! What was that for?"
"It doesnt matter! Its in the past."
"Yeah, but it still hurts."
"Oh yes, the past can still hurt. But the way I it, you can either run from it, or learn from it!"
- The Lion King, 1994
Thks buddy do you draw the images or generate?
Light shines the brightest in the dark. Light shines at its brightest in the dark.
A city upon a hill cannot be hid
Man do not light a candle to hide it under a bushel, but on a candlestick so that it can provide light with others as well
Ye are the light of the world
Ye are the salt of the world
Salt is a preservative
If the salt has lost its savor…
How will it then preserve
But the sun will raise, no matter how long the night lasts
Now i was always an introvert and was skeptical when it came to learning how to take buses and trains around where i lived in my city. And it was because i was afraid of the outside and people. I wasted 3 and a half years being that way. And some other years of my youth being this way. I now see it as easy. But people be not afraid. Go out there talk to the girl that you have a crush on the worst thing they can always say is no. And never fear that no. Work honor your Mother and Father. Conquer those little fears you have. And do so with a good heart. Because worrying will not add a single second to your lives as said by the Son who is the Lord our God.
I adore the aesthetic of these images. Which AI do you use to generate them?
Jisne kaha hai, sahi kaha hai. Ek baar gam se dosti krli toh insaan kabhi khush nhi ho sakta
My Emperor Christ Jesus received his mother please as i am evangelical solider and psychic in God the fathers name ❤❤❤❤love from Australia.Clay ❤❤❤
О дивный мир. В твоих лучах сгораю. Как мотылек летевший на огонь. Хотел вкусить любви и рая. Но лишь нашел я смерть и боль....
Darkness antes de encontrar o kazuma
Que
DYYLLAAAN DDYYLAN WHERE ARE YOU??
Light is faster
What do you use if i may ask for producing this music. Making ambient atmospheric music has been a little dream nesting in my mind for a bit now
Also have you ever considered making a 7 to 9 hour version. Cause adds and 1 hour and i wake up to click on the same video again
@@justenm287You can loop videos. Right click the video on Pc for the option or open the additional video settings in the app
@@justenm287 I dunno why youtube has to delete every comment now. You have the option to loop videos with right click on pc or additional settings in the app
@@justenm287You can loop videos
i play type soul with this
Nope the light will be your very existence after death if you give yourself to Jesus amen!
"Note"?
Meaningless. everything is meaningless and a striving after the wind.
I have found that every moment matters and yet is also a striving after wind.
But how should i take this striving after wind? As everything matters yet doesnt? or Nothing matters and we all perish? Or should i just not take this in at all and do that of which is good? Hahahaha this makes me laugh.. I find myself with wisdom yet also find myself saying i am wise! Which i am not. Hahahaha But tuning our hearts into knowing? What will i find in that? More about the things i already now of course?! Hm.. must be that. A finding about the more i already know. But it seems in everything being meaningless i find that we all will one day leave and every person i knew the youth of my blood will not know. And this has once caused me pain. Caused me sadness. in realizing how small our lives truly are and how all that is will one day not be or even matter in the minds of the flesh
As yesterday i was filled with love just as i am today yet yesterday does not matter as much as today and will be the same as tomorrow? as everything is a striving after wind.
But in the end all is meaningful but meaningless so it was always a striving after wind.
Just as he said we must leave it to the latter in hopes that they will be wise and not foolish.
These words are all pleasing to my eyes yet all are meaningless meaningful.
Free Palestine.
Free Palpatine
Move there, and protest.
go make war yourself instead of repeating what everybody says
Free Israel
The one piece israel!
It doesn't catch up, it was always there, you're just ignorant to it.