Is it bad that I'm starting to rely on these kind of audios because nobody in my life will actually say these kinds of things to me when I need to hear them most?
i guess ill say it hee hee I HOPE YOURE HAVING A BEAUTIFUL DAY AND I VERY MUCH DO WISH YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE AND IF YOU ARENT I AM PROUD OF YOU FOR DOING YOUR BEST BECAUSE THATS ALL WE CAN REALLY ASK FOR U HAVE A KIND HEART :P
same, i go to family members when i feel down, and i'm sure they're trying their best, but it just doesn't make me feel better. so i search for videos instead
Ive been listening to these audios every single night for almost a year now. Recently I realized that I now have the ability to do positive self talk to counter anxiety spirals. I couldn't do that at all before, no matter how hard I worked in therapy. It was like trying to imagine a color that doesn't exist. These audios got thru and helped where so many therapists couldn't. Thank you
I really never heard it… despite I made all my best to help people around me… I’m sorry but I need to let it all out! I’ve been depressed since I’m 12 years old due to lot of rubbish happened in my life. I’ve never took any medications despite what the doctors told me ( I’ve made a big mistake ) of all because I was born in an African household and Africans don’t really believe in such thing as depression, second of I told myself that I’m strong enough to be able to keep going without any help( medications and support). Now I find myself doing more than I need for ppl I love’s approval , just cause I want to hear them saying IM PROU OF YOU But never happy
I honestly can't remember the last time someone told me they were proud of me, thank you ❤️ it means so much to know that I am worth happiness and love 💙
“Again, I’m talking to you. You’re not the exception.” These audios are so intentional and it’s the foremost confronting asmr videos I’ve ever listened to. I feel like it’s just us two and like this conversation is actually directed to me, and only me. I’m sure many of your viewers feel that way. That’s a beautiful thing you’ve created here. ♥️
I really really hope this channel never leaves....I just found it recently, but jeez, it helps so much and sooths the pain. Eases the bad thoughts into good ones, thank you so much.🌸 💖🌸
Thank you, that's really nice to hear. I don't ever plan on getting rid of this channel, though I do take hiatuses sometimes. I may at some point stop doing this due to life or financial issues, but even if that happens I think I'd still leave these audios here for people to use whenever they need.
Thank you for making this video...I really needed a message like this and I honestly don't remember the last time someone said something as nice and encouraging to me. This turned my day around completely and actually put a smile on my face...a genuine smile as well as bringing me to tears. Thank you for this, I'm struggling with a lot...who knew being a 14 year old could be so stressful? Thank you again💕💕💕 ~ One of your new Rainclouds
Oh my god, I néver realized that listening to this is an act of self-care. For a very long time every self-care act has been a ptsd-trigger for me and I just now realized that I cán do certain things for me. Í clicked on this video, Í decided to listen, I did this for mé. Holy sh*t I cán do things for me... Babysteps, but it’s progress!! Makes me believe that I can get away from the edge and that not every day has to be a struggle to just stay alive. Because I cán do things for me, I clicked a video for mé. I chose to do that. I’m rambling here, I know, but this is a really big deal for me... I cán fight! Thánk you!
I needed this so much.. I’ve been struggling with thoughts that go on in my brain. Telling me that “No body cares about me” or, “I’m not a good friend” or I constantly get afraid that I’m annoying someone just because I need them there. And I do feel insecure of myself and what I look like. Thank you so much for recording this wonderful video. I learned a lot of things from your Self Worth comfort videos.
Ieva, if you see my comment pls keep going. You are a great person and you are awesome. We all love you and you will be fine. I promise you will be fine one day. And you will be trully happy. So please keep on going and dont give up
You have no idea how badly I needed this. Thank you. I love the nickname you give your listeners. I hope you're doing well, and keep up the great work n.n
another great video, thank you so much. these actually help me so much because Im struggiling so bad rn I feel so horrible and no one sees that I’m working hard and trying thank you. you’re the only person to say this, appreciate this so much.
Pretty stressful workday yesterday, and some of those self-deprecating thoughts you talked about in your other video started creeping in. At one point I actually said to myself, "Come on, what would Rainy Day think about this?", then had a little chuckle and went on about my business. 😉😊
I really needed this because I was in an endless loop of self-blame and I even considered taking my own life but I'm waiting for the day I see myself growing and doing what I love. Thank you rainy day
meow meow always keep fighting, you’re amazing. Because having to fight to stay alive is the hardest fight there is. You’re a warrior and you’ll get there.
I know this comment comes 3 years later, but thank you. I feel like I needed to hear this today, but I didn't expect it to make me cry like I did. I didn't realise how much I wanted to hear this until I did. Thank you
Thank you so much, Mr Rainy. I know you've already heard this before but you've really helped. I am one of those people who constantly doubts their own morality. I suppose I'll have to get myself checked out eventually. But calling me a good person, even though as someone who you don't even know somehow struck a chord in me. So, again I sincerely thank you.
As a human being, I can assure you that I do indeed experience those emotions. As with all feelings, they're healthy and appropriate to feel at times (just not ALL the time).
Thank you, this helped. And I know I should probably talk to my real friends but I don't want to bug them with this, so I listen to audios like these. Thank you this is comforting...
Hi am a girl from the uk who just listened to ur audio and ur words r true atm to me cause going through a tough time atm and had a really bad day and week. Xxso listening to ur words have and r helping me at the moment even wen I listen again. Xso thank you that I found this while wondering thru you tube tonight. U made my rainy night turn clear. X Xxhope u see this. Xx
I needed this so much I have been stressed about finals and my friends are fighting with my family plus just me over thinking everything. and dealing with depression, anxiety, and self harm recovery. i have just been wondering if I can continue to fight.
You can do this. I have a load of different audios that you'll find helpful in this trying time. It's okay to struggle, it's okay to need support, it's okay to reach out to people or listen to comfort audios or anything else that helps you cope healthily.
I’m not doing super awesome at this point in my life, I have been reaching out to men around me and trying to figure out how to be more self confident, how to be a better husband and how to like who I am. Today was a bit worse than others and I just started looking up how to be a man, how to be a better husband and feeling like a failure. Eventually I just typed in you are a good person In hopes that someone could just say it to me. It meant so much today just to hear it.
my family treats me like I'm worthless or a nobody and kids at school do so as well,I don't even have friends,I was ready to give up but this gave me a little hope,so I'll play the long game☺
So I was like crying while watching this and then my friend just like straight up FaceTimes me in the middle of it doesn’t ask if I’m free or anything doesn’t ask her I’m doing some thing just straight up calls me in the middle of nowhere like I could’ve been working for all she knows which I wasn’t because it’s like 5 AM still she just called me out of the blue. Ruined the mood 😑 Still a really great video tho!!
I am not a good person. I do not deserve kindness nor love i try to be a good,smart, kind person. But im not. I hurt people and push them away and ive made my heart ice cold. I dont deserve his love. He deserves a princess. I am no princess.
I’m not a good person. Everyone thinks I am, but I’m not and I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m lying to them when I am pretending to be kind. I am a liar and a bad person.
I'm a good person? If that was true I would have friends and a loving family,but noooo. I can't even do anything right, I try to make friends,that's a fail, I try to do something nice..fail, try to draw..fail, I try to dance..fail,I try to sing....fail? If I even tell a joke its not funny unless I'm talking about myself in a bad way. Sooo..Good person? nah, I'm just a failure.
xXAmbersWorldxX Being a good person will not guarantee having friends or a (loving) family. You are a person so you matter, period. You are nót a failure, you cán’t be a failure, you cán’t fail at being a worthy human being. You’re alive and you are enough. And you’re probably thinking I don’t know what the f**k I’m talking about. I’m a random stranger on the internet, what do I know? Me? I don’t have friends, family, talents or a job. Feeling like a total and complete waste of air and space? Yeah I know that feeling. Anger, hopelessness, fear, despair, all jumbled together in an endless vortex sucking you down deeper every day. Right to the point where you’re wondering if staying alive is even worth the effort. It is. It’s worth it. Because all that “crap” people say about things getting better, and always keep fighting, and you can’t fail if you don’t quit... It’s all true. It - is - the - truth. I didn’t believe it either, sh*t, there’s plenty of days I still don’t believe it. But that doesn’t matter. Because they’re facts, and they don’t change because of our believe in them. You are a human being, you are worthy, you matter, you are enough. Just by being human. You are never a failure, néver. How much you matter as a person? So much that even a random stranger on the internet invested time and energy in replying to you. I chose to do that, to invest time and energy in you. Because you are worth it. Because you are a good person. And I know what it feels like when you don’t believe in yourself. You are not alone.
Cali Mero um, well thanks I guess? I don't understand why you took your own time and energy for this. I don't even mean anything to my own family, they just keep me around for what? If you want the story on them Check out Worth Nothing/I'm 'fine' (@Amber60419236): twitter.com/Amber60419236?s=09
xXAmbersWorldxX Why? Because you áre worth it, that’s why. And you need somebody to tell you that, especially if your family doesn’t. You matter Amber, you really do. So if nobody around you will tell you then I will: you are important, you are worthy, you matter. And I also tell you because I know how you feel. I’ve been there, some days I still am, and nobody deserves to feel like that, nóbody, so that includes you.
I am not a good person because I am a broken person. Everyone else is good at something but I am not really good at anything. I'm not even good at being human. I don't belong so I hvae to go; I can't live anymore.
Everyone here is broken in some way, that doesn't mean they're not good people. We're all works in progress, but we're getting there together. You are good at something, you just aren't seeing it yet. I didn't see mine for a long time and it was staring me in the face the whole time. You'll find it. Keep going.
Hey, there you go! That's a great start and really important to recognise about yourself, I'm proud of you. Perhaps you could look into working with therapy animals, and that way you could provide comfort to people who need it whilst also caring for animals. Art therapy is a useful thing too, crafts are always useful and being able to read books and digest information and use it or communicate it is a handy skill too. There's all sorts of avenues that your skills could be useful for! Think about what fulfills you personally and what your values are. What kind of things you find yourself doing, what makes you feel good about yourself, etc.
I was actually thinking of eventually becoming an Art Therapist when I learned that such a career exixted a year ago and decided that I wanted to do a major in studio art and minor in psychology in order to do a grad progam in art therapy.
That sounds like a great idea, then. You might like to reach out to some art therapists and ask about their careers, what it takes to be one, whether you'd be suited for it, etc. Have a look at other things around that area too, different forms of therapy, ways of using art to help people and such.
Is it bad that I'm starting to rely on these kind of audios because nobody in my life will actually say these kinds of things to me when I need to hear them most?
You didnt have to attack me like this 😤
Miss Myers I thought I was the only one
i guess ill say it hee hee I HOPE YOURE HAVING A BEAUTIFUL DAY AND I VERY MUCH DO WISH YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE AND IF YOU ARENT I AM PROUD OF YOU FOR DOING YOUR BEST BECAUSE THATS ALL WE CAN REALLY ASK FOR U HAVE A KIND HEART :P
I feel attacked but like, you know, it's better than letting ourselves spiral downwards
same, i go to family members when i feel down, and i'm sure they're trying their best, but it just doesn't make me feel better. so i search for videos instead
Ive been listening to these audios every single night for almost a year now.
Recently I realized that I now have the ability to do positive self talk to counter anxiety spirals.
I couldn't do that at all before, no matter how hard I worked in therapy. It was like trying to imagine a color that doesn't exist.
These audios got thru and helped where so many therapists couldn't.
Thank you
I'm so glad to hear that and so proud of you!
I'm crying, I'm struggling rn with things and I needed this so much
"I'm really proud of you"
I can't remember the last time I heard that. Thank you for uploading this. ❤
same
I really never heard it… despite I made all my best to help people around me…
I’m sorry but I need to let it all out!
I’ve been depressed since I’m 12 years old due to lot of rubbish happened in my life.
I’ve never took any medications despite what the doctors told me ( I’ve made a big mistake ) of all because I was born in an African household and Africans don’t really believe in such thing as depression, second of I told myself that I’m strong enough to be able to keep going without any help( medications and support). Now I find myself doing more than I need for ppl I love’s approval , just cause I want to hear them saying IM PROU OF YOU But never happy
I honestly can't remember the last time someone told me they were proud of me, thank you ❤️ it means so much to know that I am worth happiness and love 💙
Boi, how are you gonna make me cry like that and get away with it?
thats sweet even though i may not believe you
This audio was really sweet cause my family just kicked me out of the house
The_Real_Deal Łike that that’s so sad, I hope you feel better soon
The_Real_Deal Łike that I don’t usually reply to comments but the thing happened to me a year ago, I know the feels
Been there also, a year ago for me now. Hope y’all are doing okay now and for anybody going through this: you’re not alone!
“Again, I’m talking to you. You’re not the exception.” These audios are so intentional and it’s the foremost confronting asmr videos I’ve ever listened to. I feel like it’s just us two and like this conversation is actually directed to me, and only me. I’m sure many of your viewers feel that way. That’s a beautiful thing you’ve created here. ♥️
Thank you for this audio! We all need reassurance that we are worthy of love and that we are not the lies our mind tries to tell us 💗💕
Wow....I really l, really needed this. This has made my current situation feel less stressful. Thank you so much for this!
I really really hope this channel never leaves....I just found it recently, but jeez, it helps so much and sooths the pain.
Eases the bad thoughts into good ones, thank you so much.🌸 💖🌸
Thank you, that's really nice to hear. I don't ever plan on getting rid of this channel, though I do take hiatuses sometimes. I may at some point stop doing this due to life or financial issues, but even if that happens I think I'd still leave these audios here for people to use whenever they need.
Your voice sounds so much like my husband's so when he's away at work or school, you really help. Thank you from the bottom of my heart
This really touched me..
GAAAaAAaAAAHHH. YOU ARE MY NEW FAVORITE PERSONNNNN 😭 DUDE, I DON'T KNOW YOU BUT I LOVE YOU.
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Rainy Day Audios 😂 oh my God, PERFECT. 👍❤❤❤
Thank you for making this video...I really needed a message like this and I honestly don't remember the last time someone said something as nice and encouraging to me. This turned my day around completely and actually put a smile on my face...a genuine smile as well as bringing me to tears. Thank you for this, I'm struggling with a lot...who knew being a 14 year old could be so stressful? Thank you again💕💕💕 ~ One of your new Rainclouds
Oh my god, I néver realized that listening to this is an act of self-care. For a very long time every self-care act has been a ptsd-trigger for me and I just now realized that I cán do certain things for me.
Í clicked on this video, Í decided to listen, I did this for mé. Holy sh*t I cán do things for me... Babysteps, but it’s progress!! Makes me believe that I can get away from the edge and that not every day has to be a struggle to just stay alive. Because I cán do things for me, I clicked a video for mé. I chose to do that. I’m rambling here, I know, but this is a really big deal for me... I cán fight!
Thánk you!
Well done. I'm proud of you.
Rainy Day Audios Thank you 😘
Sir, I just want to say thank you. I needed this. I will keep this in my mind for when I'll need this. Thank you.
I needed this so much.. I’ve been struggling with thoughts that go on in my brain. Telling me that “No body cares about me” or, “I’m not a good friend” or I constantly get afraid that I’m annoying someone just because I need them there. And I do feel insecure of myself and what I look like. Thank you so much for recording this wonderful video. I learned a lot of things from your Self Worth comfort videos.
I'm really glad! You may find this one helpful too: ua-cam.com/video/2tCF_Oj2pvA/v-deo.html
I'm crying. Full out sobbing. I didn't know how much I really needed that. Than you so much.
i was absolutely NOT expecting this voice, at all. A plus to the expiernce, just a surprise.
Ieva, if you see my comment pls keep going. You are a great person and you are awesome. We all love you and you will be fine. I promise you will be fine one day. And you will be trully happy. So please keep on going and dont give up
i feel hugged by really warm person right now
You have no idea how badly I needed this. Thank you. I love the nickname you give your listeners. I hope you're doing well, and keep up the great work n.n
another great video, thank you so much. these actually help me so much because Im struggiling so bad rn I feel so horrible and no one sees that I’m working hard and trying thank you. you’re the only person to say this, appreciate this so much.
Pretty stressful workday yesterday, and some of those self-deprecating thoughts you talked about in your other video started creeping in. At one point I actually said to myself, "Come on, what would Rainy Day think about this?", then had a little chuckle and went on about my business. 😉😊
Every time you talk I can feel everything vibrate between my headphones and it's so soothing
I'm glad I found this...I really needed this
Thank you, i bursted 8n tears at the firsr sentance, had to rewind the video to actually hear the rest
"It (your brain) doesn't mean to hurt you.... it's sick, right now."
Cue floodgates opening. 😭
Thank you. So good to hear this morning.
I use these audios so much and they help so thank you.
I have to say, I really needed this today. Thank you papa raincloud :)
Why am I crying? Thank you ❤
I really needed this because I was in an endless loop of self-blame and I even considered taking my own life but I'm waiting for the day I see myself growing and doing what I love. Thank you rainy day
meow meow always keep fighting, you’re amazing. Because having to fight to stay alive is the hardest fight there is. You’re a warrior and you’ll get there.
I know this comment comes 3 years later, but thank you. I feel like I needed to hear this today, but I didn't expect it to make me cry like I did. I didn't realise how much I wanted to hear this until I did. Thank you
Hehe I'm a rain cloud ☁️ 💖💖💖
Thank you so much, Mr Rainy. I know you've already heard this before but you've really helped. I am one of those people who constantly doubts their own morality. I suppose I'll have to get myself checked out eventually. But calling me a good person, even though as someone who you don't even know somehow struck a chord in me. So, again I sincerely thank you.
Thank you (love the nick-name as well)
Do you ever get angry or frustrated? You definitely don't seem like yhe kind of person who would feel those kinds of things.
As a human being, I can assure you that I do indeed experience those emotions. As with all feelings, they're healthy and appropriate to feel at times (just not ALL the time).
thank you for this🥺🥺
i love you. thank you for being so kind.
Thank you so so so much! ❤
Thank you, this is really nice and you have a great voice
Thank you for this positive audio. Sometimes I need to hear exactly this ❤️
2020 is going great......
Thank you so much.
Thank you for this's really Needed this's I'm going through a lot right now xxx
Thank you, this helped. And I know I should probably talk to my real friends but I don't want to bug them with this, so I listen to audios like these. Thank you this is comforting...
Hi am a girl from the uk who just listened to ur audio and ur words r true atm to me cause going through a tough time atm and had a really bad day and week. Xxso listening to ur words have and r helping me at the moment even wen I listen again. Xso thank you that I found this while wondering thru you tube tonight. U made my rainy night turn clear. X Xxhope u see this. Xx
thank you so much
Thank you so, so much for this.. it feels impossible to describe how much it meant to me to hear these words today
Thank you 😭❤️
I seriously needed this
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Thank You.
Thank You 😁💞
Rainy: "I'm talking to you"
Me: who? I'm nobody.
Boi supprised me with this no bullshit emotion right now
I needed this so much I have been stressed about finals and my friends are fighting with my family plus just me over thinking everything. and dealing with depression, anxiety, and self harm recovery. i have just been wondering if I can continue to fight.
You can do this. I have a load of different audios that you'll find helpful in this trying time. It's okay to struggle, it's okay to need support, it's okay to reach out to people or listen to comfort audios or anything else that helps you cope healthily.
thank you
This is the BEST ONE! ❤️👍🤗😁🙏
Best video I’ve ever seeeeeen
Lexie Leatherman seen? Don't u mean heard?
I’m not doing super awesome at this point in my life, I have been reaching out to men around me and trying to figure out how to be more self confident, how to be a better husband and how to like who I am. Today was a bit worse than others and I just started looking up how to be a man, how to be a better husband and feeling like a failure. Eventually I just typed in you are a good person In hopes that someone could just say it to me. It meant so much today just to hear it.
Why do i have a hard time believing what it is your telling me why must i always feel this way daily
listening to this (a real human) is an improvemnt to ai for me
@RainyDay ... Why have you stopped making new audios? I really love them. They have gotten me through some of the worst days ever. Please come back.
my family treats me like I'm worthless or a nobody and kids at school do so as well,I don't even have friends,I was ready to give up but this gave me a little hope,so I'll play the long game☺
**cries**
I need this because last night my friend almost committed suicide...
Well, I already know I'm a good person. I don't have issues. No...no issues here. I'm just *fine*
The connection keeps cutting every (literally) 5 seconds, it's almost like I'm not meant to hear such comforting words and it's pissing me off
So I was like crying while watching this and then my friend just like straight up FaceTimes me in the middle of it doesn’t ask if I’m free or anything doesn’t ask her I’m doing some thing just straight up calls me in the middle of nowhere like I could’ve been working for all she knows which I wasn’t because it’s like 5 AM still she just called me out of the blue. Ruined the mood 😑
Still a really great video tho!!
I am not a good person. I do not deserve kindness nor love i try to be a good,smart, kind person. But im not. I hurt people and push them away and ive made my heart ice cold. I dont deserve his love. He deserves a princess. I am no princess.
I’m not a good person. Everyone thinks I am, but I’m not and I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m lying to them when I am pretending to be kind. I am a liar and a bad person.
Goddammit who's cutting onions?! I told u not to do that anymore! Get out ur fired!
I'm a good person? If that was true I would have friends and a loving family,but noooo. I can't even do anything right, I try to make friends,that's a fail, I try to do something nice..fail, try to draw..fail, I try to dance..fail,I try to sing....fail? If I even tell a joke its not funny unless I'm talking about myself in a bad way. Sooo..Good person? nah, I'm just a failure.
xXAmbersWorldxX Being a good person will not guarantee having friends or a (loving) family. You are a person so you matter, period. You are nót a failure, you cán’t be a failure, you cán’t fail at being a worthy human being. You’re alive and you are enough.
And you’re probably thinking I don’t know what the f**k I’m talking about. I’m a random stranger on the internet, what do I know? Me? I don’t have friends, family, talents or a job. Feeling like a total and complete waste of air and space? Yeah I know that feeling. Anger, hopelessness, fear, despair, all jumbled together in an endless vortex sucking you down deeper every day. Right to the point where you’re wondering if staying alive is even worth the effort.
It is.
It’s worth it. Because all that “crap” people say about things getting better, and always keep fighting, and you can’t fail if you don’t quit...
It’s all true.
It - is - the - truth.
I didn’t believe it either, sh*t, there’s plenty of days I still don’t believe it. But that doesn’t matter. Because they’re facts, and they don’t change because of our believe in them.
You are a human being, you are worthy, you matter, you are enough. Just by being human. You are never a failure, néver.
How much you matter as a person? So much that even a random stranger on the internet invested time and energy in replying to you. I chose to do that, to invest time and energy in you. Because you are worth it. Because you are a good person. And I know what it feels like when you don’t believe in yourself. You are not alone.
Cali Mero um, well thanks I guess? I don't understand why you took your own time and energy for this. I don't even mean anything to my own family, they just keep me around for what? If you want the story on them Check out Worth Nothing/I'm 'fine' (@Amber60419236): twitter.com/Amber60419236?s=09
xXAmbersWorldxX Why? Because you áre worth it, that’s why. And you need somebody to tell you that, especially if your family doesn’t. You matter Amber, you really do. So if nobody around you will tell you then I will: you are important, you are worthy, you matter.
And I also tell you because I know how you feel. I’ve been there, some days I still am, and nobody deserves to feel like that, nóbody, so that includes you.
I am not a good person because I am a broken person. Everyone else is good at something but I am not really good at anything. I'm not even good at being human. I don't belong so I hvae to go; I can't live anymore.
Everyone here is broken in some way, that doesn't mean they're not good people. We're all works in progress, but we're getting there together. You are good at something, you just aren't seeing it yet. I didn't see mine for a long time and it was staring me in the face the whole time. You'll find it. Keep going.
Well I guess after thinking about it I am good at being with animals especially my unlce's dog Cider, Arts and Crafts and reading books
Hey, there you go! That's a great start and really important to recognise about yourself, I'm proud of you. Perhaps you could look into working with therapy animals, and that way you could provide comfort to people who need it whilst also caring for animals. Art therapy is a useful thing too, crafts are always useful and being able to read books and digest information and use it or communicate it is a handy skill too. There's all sorts of avenues that your skills could be useful for! Think about what fulfills you personally and what your values are. What kind of things you find yourself doing, what makes you feel good about yourself, etc.
I was actually thinking of eventually becoming an Art Therapist when I learned that such a career exixted a year ago and decided that I wanted to do a major in studio art and minor in psychology in order to do a grad progam in art therapy.
That sounds like a great idea, then. You might like to reach out to some art therapists and ask about their careers, what it takes to be one, whether you'd be suited for it, etc. Have a look at other things around that area too, different forms of therapy, ways of using art to help people and such.
You’re always here for other people but dude are u ok?
I've had a very rough time lately! But I'm starting to do a bit better and hope to record an update soon.
Thank you