SHAVING MY HEAD FOR THE FIRST TIME - Full Video
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- Опубліковано 6 лют 2025
- This head shaving ritual took place in the spring of 2020, just one year after I began opening to the path of my spiritual awakening. This video is of me taking the first action step towards allowing the identity and story of Carmen to begin its dying process.
It was such a clear choice for me to allow the identity of Carmen to be put to rest. My expression of Carmen had never become solid. I never loved myself unconditionally enough to create an identity that I felt grounded in, which made it difficult for me to trust myself. I was constantly changing everything about me for other peoples love; my hair, the clothes I wore, the movies and music I was into, activities I took part in... I was willing to change whatever I felt I needed to in order to receive love from the next person who entered my life. I was constantly morphing into what I thought everyone’s ideal version of me was.
I can say with true confidence that this path I embarked on in 2020, gifted me with a clean slate and the empowerment within myself to finally become the truest version of me that I love the most. The highest and most authentic version of me that I had abandoned when I was only a child.
Over Four years have passed since I filmed this video, and during that time, I have gone through 2-ish year phase of growing my hair back. After filming this video, I did continue to kept my head bald for about half a year, and in the Fall of 2020, I then entered the chapter of regrowing my hair. It was a process of walking through many more identities of myself, healing many inner child wounds, and the journey ended up being a full circle chapter of rediscovery. Each of the expressions of my hair never felt as authentic as It did for me when I was bald, and I knew I had to return to it. The moment I shaved my hair off again in January 2023, it was so clear that my authentic soul expression shines through the most as the version of me without hair, and to this day, I still keep my head shaved.
I am so beyond grateful to my beautiful soul and my guides for taking me on this journey. I feel that I am now in a loving and balanced place of honouring my inner child, Carmen, as well as being in the highest embodiment of myself that I can be in at this time on my life path as Athena. My inner child is so happy to see and know the woman I have become.
May this video and my story inspire you to connect deeper to the highest and most loving aspects of yourself, while honouring, cherishing, and bringing to life any past versions of yourself that align you to your highest self.
If you’re interested in seeing where this journey has brought me so far, follow me on Instagram! @athenathelove
With love,
Athena 🌸
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My life changed completely after shaving my head. Best decision ever. I still have some problems but I feel more myself, more confident. Everyone should try it once
That moment when you laughed and took the most relaxing breath while doing this process is the same feeling I had when I shaved my hair off last weekend!!! Never thought the feeling of relief would overcome me like that!!!
Isn't it such a powerful feeling! Hair really holds so much energy within each strand. Congratulations on this new chapter.
I also did it today... feels good
Congratulations! That’s a big step! Was it your first time shaving it? 🌸
Thank you❤! Yes, it was my first time, and it feels great to finally do it!
This really had a profound effect on me the shedding letting resonated with me - the fascination with fame money possessions and self indulgence is really taking its toll on us I felt some kind of light relief seeing you in this state. The Buddha and other spiritual beings did exactly the same thing
@@Justice4fashunu I’m happy to know it resonated with you! 🤍 Yes, humans have become obsessed with false identities, and I believe it is a product of desperately trying to find happiness and peace outside of oneself, mixed with the lack of awareness that happiness and pease is within each of us individually. 🙏🏻🌸
Very very sweet short hairstyle
I really like it a lot
Thank you! 💫
Du bist aber sehr mutig und tapfer, aber ganz ehrlich es hat sich gelohnt. Du siehst wunderschön aus mit den kurzen Haaren. Gefällt mir. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@holgerkluge5368 ❤️
Look forward to a more simple happier life
@@Justice4fashunu it truly has been.
it's okay to be the feeling
You're SO SO brave for this!!!
@@ChopItShort absolutely you may repost! Thank you for asking. 💫🤍
My hair had so much power over the reflection of beauty I saw and felt in the mirror. I was very unkind to myself when my hair didn’t reflect my ideal of beauty, and i had a very toxic relationship in my own psyche with my appearance at this time. Shaving my hair to remove all of the false identities I had created. 🙏🏻❤️🌹
@@RememberingWithAthena Thank you so much dear!! 💗⭐
Awwhhh darling I'm so so so sorry 🥺I feel so bad for you. You ABSOLUTELY don't need hair to be and feel beautiful. You are gorgeous no matter what, honey. 💝
@@RememberingWithAthena Also hunny how may I reach out to you so we can discuss the details of this post? xoxo
@@ChopItShort feeling sorry for me feels really awful to receive. I am so happy that I was programmed with all of the shame and self doubt, because I wouldn’t be as strong and as empowered as I am today. The hardest things in our lives are things to never feel sorry for.
Lovely before and after. You look cute with short hair.
@@user-dm5nx4pc6w 💫✨ thank you!
love the buzz:)
Noooo😢😢😢 why?
Love it ;b
@@brianofgondor 🤗🤍✨
Athena I hope you are doing well
Very well, thank you! And you as well.
Could you pls try shaving your head smooth?
There is a video on my instagram of me shaving it smooth.
@Athenathelove
@ oh I meant could you make a new video and upload it here?
Wow
Can you show your smooth shave?:)
@@olan8037 I will have to share it in a new post! I keep my head bald now, so my content moving forward will show me smooth bald. ✨ feel free to check out my instagram! @athenathelove
Are you going to show when you shave it with a razor?:)
there is a video of it on my instagram @athenathelove
You should try shaving it smooth
I do keep it smooth now! I still choose to be bald 5 years later.
Why don't you post regular videos
Will you shave my head