Swans - Blind

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  • Опубліковано 31 лип 2017
  • Buy on iTunes: itunes.apple.com/album/id1051...
    Hello, thank you for listening to our music. I hope it gives you some joy and pleasure.
    I am pleased that you have discovered our music through this medium. I view this experience as the equivalent of previewing a record in a record store in days of old. However, if you wish to experience the music in its' fullest form, I would strongly encourage you to acquire it in a physical format you can bring into your home. Not only will you then be able to experience the richest version of the music sonically, but you will also be afforded the opportunity to enjoy the tangible artwork, which was conceived in tandem with the music, and serves as a further portal to experiencing the total conceptual and spiritual and emotional content of the work we have labored, lovingly, to bring to you.
    I love you,
    - Michael Gira / Swans / Young God Records
    Official Young God Records / Swans Store (all albums hand signed by M. Gira): bit.ly/1rY35P8
    Swans on iTunes: bit.ly/1nZmr5R

КОМЕНТАРІ • 356

  • @George_
    @George_ Рік тому +45

    everybody gangsta till blind starts playing

  • @everyvillainislemons7583
    @everyvillainislemons7583 2 роки тому +401

    A very humbling song as a young man. It’s refreshing to hear someone older admit that their arrogance in their younger years was really not a strength at all.

    • @kingpest13
      @kingpest13 10 місяців тому +26

      Growing older successfully entails some amount of of re evaluation and realization of past victories being mistakes. Some people never get there. It is a sign of a high functioning mind to second guess your decisions.

    • @jack-uv6mt
      @jack-uv6mt 9 місяців тому

      no such thing as a high functioning mind. except for me of course@@kingpest13

    • @blaisecarlton
      @blaisecarlton 7 місяців тому

      Qd

    • @user-xt7vj2im7g
      @user-xt7vj2im7g 7 місяців тому +1

      Exactly

    • @kisawisa1769
      @kisawisa1769 6 місяців тому +3

      It's interesting to hear this and then, in juxtaposition, the song off of Drainland where Gira is featured arguing with Jarboe about money and addiction, still prevalent issues even four years after this.

  • @JonathanNelsonOfficial
    @JonathanNelsonOfficial 2 роки тому +181

    “If you could step inside me, you’d feel what hatred brings. If you saw through my eyes, you’d see what self deception means.” This is precisely the human condition.

  • @Oblio1942
    @Oblio1942 8 місяців тому +68

    My best friend died recently, he really liked Swans at one point, even tho he didnt mention this particular song I like to think of him every time I heard it. I miss you Alex.

    • @katfezza4570
      @katfezza4570 4 місяці тому +3

      The most important thing is what you remember them by and keep them alive in your heart. If this is the song you think of then run with it as long as you can. It doesn't matter if they listened to it, it's what you feel.
      My friend would never have like this but it's what helped me through his passing: ua-cam.com/video/PLMQEkJLRZI/v-deo.html

  • @seangomez1912
    @seangomez1912 2 роки тому +559

    Seriously some of the most honest and introspective lyrics of all time. Literally every line is perfect

    • @xxHouseInMotionxx
      @xxHouseInMotionxx 2 роки тому +14

      agreed - pure and clean

    • @toddward6094
      @toddward6094 2 роки тому +22

      I’ve cried to this when I’ve failed or others have left me many times.

    • @HiGlowie
      @HiGlowie 2 роки тому +3

      So damn genuine.

    • @JamesEarlCash
      @JamesEarlCash 2 роки тому +7

      Generally speaking, totally about me. And it's hard to be proud. It's hard to be anything.

    • @milkimadethebeat7858
      @milkimadethebeat7858 Рік тому +13

      im a recovering addict and alcoholic. i moved across the country to escape the drugs. i did some shrooms and listened to this band, i just found this band. This shit hit way too hard. Such resonating lyrics. It's almost painful.

  • @yanille4109
    @yanille4109 Рік тому +35

    I remember being high out of my mind when i first heard this. Lowest point of my life, glad im not there anymore. The song is much more potent sober.

    • @Lewisl4d2
      @Lewisl4d2 3 місяці тому +3

      God bless you

  • @user-qk9yq2uv7o
    @user-qk9yq2uv7o 6 років тому +418

    Their masterpiece. I will keep this precious song with me forever.

  • @elijah02
    @elijah02 3 роки тому +81

    I still can't listen to this song without tearing up.

    • @thebarbaryghostsf
      @thebarbaryghostsf 3 роки тому +5

      always

    • @natechenry
      @natechenry 2 роки тому +2

      Tearing up as I listen to this. And I just discovered this song

    • @andrzejlemonkrasol
      @andrzejlemonkrasol Рік тому +1

      Try to see gira play this live and not tear up. Now that is an absolute hard fucking challenge

  • @williamking6174
    @williamking6174 5 років тому +679

    Michael Gira is one of the greatest lyricists and musicians ever.

  • @suntzu751
    @suntzu751 Рік тому +110

    Amazing to hear someone admit that their younger self was a narcissist. These lyrics are amazing and I love the acceptance of it.

    • @Alexander_Tronstad
      @Alexander_Tronstad 7 місяців тому +9

      Not necessarily narcissistic, just a little ignorant.

  • @Onche518
    @Onche518 3 роки тому +162

    The lyrics are absolutely phenomenal

    • @FVZCB
      @FVZCB 3 місяці тому +2

      Dio mio siii 😮

  • @MrDrumzOrz
    @MrDrumzOrz 2 роки тому +149

    This song showed up on my Discover Weekly this week. Never before has a song grabbed me out of nowhere like that. I have never heard anything like this in my life.

    • @bloodnchocolate
      @bloodnchocolate 2 роки тому +16

      Welcome to the best band ever.

    • @KingJosiahs777
      @KingJosiahs777 Рік тому +3

      Have you heard everything by now? This man is a genius

    • @err0rc0degames
      @err0rc0degames Рік тому

      @@KingJosiahs777 What

    • @adrianblanco5206
      @adrianblanco5206 Рік тому +2

      Thank you, didn't know spotify has a discover weekly playlist. You saved me a lot of time.

  • @cowboydan8021
    @cowboydan8021 3 роки тому +105

    I just realized for the very first time that the depressed rabbit is standing on a heart.

    • @gasolinedrinker9170
      @gasolinedrinker9170 3 роки тому +1

      OH MY GOD

    • @newforestpixie5297
      @newforestpixie5297 3 роки тому +3

      This tune had got my attention but the cover art ensured I would checkout this album. Kind of weirdly cute but obviously dark - I first thought he was stood on a kind of flying carpet then a pool of blood . Now I’m gonna find my specs having heard album twice . I am sort of sad for not knowing of this album all these years but better late than never I guess. 👍🐢new forest pixies

    • @wispycirrus9907
      @wispycirrus9907 2 роки тому +14

      It's a heart shaped pool of blood. The rabbit is also holding the carrot like a knife. Dark as hell, lol.

    • @samjarrett5017
      @samjarrett5017 2 роки тому +11

      The blood heart has a face and the rabbit is standing in the mouth which is interesting considering the album title.
      Also there appears to be buildings in the distance and it'ss hard to tell how big the bunny is compared to them or how close they are, the might be huge.

    • @nathanburnett9529
      @nathanburnett9529 2 роки тому +4

      damn it is

  • @ScisaacFisaac
    @ScisaacFisaac 3 роки тому +166

    Ever have a song that "feels" like your stumbled-through childhood and current self all at once?
    It's like the neighborhood where you grew up is the music embodied: vast and old and terrifying and more than your young self could ever hope to comprehend. Yet you still feel fondly when revisiting, like you really have come home.
    And the lyrics are you yourself, though your life's never been harsh in the way the writer chronicles: trying to look back on everything and condemn your past and present self because you always have been -- and always will be -- blind.
    Sorry, just a rambling UA-cam comment, carry on!
    (P.S.: little observation. I know it's nothing unique for White Light, but the fade-in and fade-out make it feel like a piece that never stops playing in the background. We just tuned in and heard a piece of someone else's pain.)

    • @loulouloulou2519
      @loulouloulou2519 3 роки тому +8

      I don't know how to explain it, but this is so spot on

    • @Sternertime
      @Sternertime 3 роки тому +5

      well said.

    • @Rost_a_Tost
      @Rost_a_Tost 3 роки тому +9

      Don't make me cry more than I already am

  • @consciousdelirium9785
    @consciousdelirium9785 5 років тому +112

    Wow.. Just listened to their first album now I'm listening to this. Such a big change

  • @tammywilliamskeefer
    @tammywilliamskeefer 4 роки тому +59

    This song is so achingly beautiful.

  • @danijelasaric5738
    @danijelasaric5738 4 роки тому +32

    There won't come a time when this chorus won't make me cry.

  • @jesperkjaer8268
    @jesperkjaer8268 10 місяців тому +18

    Songs like Blind never seem to disappear from my memory. Just like Failure & The Great Annihilator. Swans are just - well Great.

  • @franksunseri2060
    @franksunseri2060 2 роки тому +36

    such a heartwrenching song. It never gets old. The last few lines really hit.

  • @MoKone5
    @MoKone5 22 дні тому +2

    Used to play this song endlessly while being on molly. As soon the beginning plays i can feel my high all over again. Those comedowns led to some dark thoughts. This song haunts me for that very reason.

  • @joshmosteller8512
    @joshmosteller8512 3 роки тому +19

    Listening to this while driving through the mountains of Montana was something else.

  • @grunders
    @grunders 6 років тому +113

    one of the few songs that makes me feel emotional

  • @vozitisemora
    @vozitisemora 6 років тому +770

    Now some of us are weak
    And some endure
    And some people live their life
    In violence that’s pure and clean
    But I saw a man cry once
    Down on his knees
    In the corner of a darkened cell
    And his pain meant nothing to me
    But I was younger then
    And young men never die
    When I walked out in the sun
    I was strong, clear-minded and blind
    I don’t say a prayer for anyone
    It doesn’t do any good
    Please don’t ask me questions
    They’d just be misunderstood
    And if you could step inside me
    You'd feel what hatred brings
    And if you saw with my eyes
    You'd see what self-deception means
    I was younger once
    And I created a lie
    And though my body was strong
    I was self-deluded, confident and blind
    Now show some pity
    For weak of will
    Because when we’re drinking
    We can never be filled
    Show some understanding
    For the lonely fool
    Because when I’m drinking
    I’m out of control
    I was never young
    Nothing has transpired
    But when I look in the mirror
    I feel dead, I feel cold, I am blind
    I am blind, mmm
    I am blind, mmm
    I am blind, mmm
    Mmm
    you'r welcome :D

    • @user-ks3mk9kq4l
      @user-ks3mk9kq4l 6 років тому +61

      'But I saw a man cry once
      Down on his knees
      In the corner of a darkened cell
      And his pain meant nothing to me,'
      I can imagine a young, psychopathic Michael Gira seeing this in his cell in Jerusalem. Desperate image, redemptive lyrics. Beautiful.

    • @swanscream5152
      @swanscream5152 5 років тому +9

      +M Or one of his cells in the US. Prisons are fucked up everywhere in the world.

    • @aa-th2vj
      @aa-th2vj 4 роки тому +5

      pretty sure it's With a violence

    • @deddth
      @deddth 4 роки тому +3

      ►Driver’s view► Thank you.

    • @Teabonesteak
      @Teabonesteak 3 роки тому +1

      Thank you .

  • @puppetmaster3911
    @puppetmaster3911 6 років тому +256

    I never get sick of this song. I never get sick of Swans....

    • @Zephyr_Uhh
      @Zephyr_Uhh 3 роки тому

      I already am and this is the first of their shit I’ve listened to.

    • @szarzyniecszczurzynski1902
      @szarzyniecszczurzynski1902 2 роки тому +11

      @@Zephyr_Uhh That's what they call stone deafness...

    • @raefinoh1172
      @raefinoh1172 2 роки тому +8

      @@Zephyr_Uhh your not real

    • @cesarmonteiro4424
      @cesarmonteiro4424 2 роки тому

      @@Zephyr_Uhh soda you are nothing but a foda (fuck in portuguese!) Feel sorry for you!Swans are great!

    • @tandeath.
      @tandeath. 7 місяців тому +1

      @@Zephyr_Uhh obviously a pxssy that likes omori isn't gonna enjoy swans

  • @mattddc
    @mattddc 3 роки тому +48

    I'm only repeating what many have said, but for me, this is as good as music gets, as human expression can get, as heartbreakingly honest about how painful it is to know our own mortality. Im grateful to know this song, and to be able to play it dozens of times over and again, but never enough....

  • @ghostrhythm
    @ghostrhythm День тому

    In the meanwhile of yesterday's evening to the noon at which i'm listening to this song now, either 100 people or 1 person have listened to this song a hundred times. There's always hope.

  • @HonestDepression101
    @HonestDepression101 2 місяці тому +2

    Wow. I never knew how much The National sounds like this until someone suggested it here on UA-cam.

  • @jaymore012
    @jaymore012 5 років тому +32

    Gira’s voice with uplifting music is so fucking good

  • @chscelebrity8325
    @chscelebrity8325 2 місяці тому +2

    Swans are incredible. Simply put.

  • @ozymandiaz362
    @ozymandiaz362 Рік тому +6

    this song makes a lot more sense when you feel old

  • @Miguelohara563
    @Miguelohara563 Рік тому +15

    cant believe Michael Gira invented The National

    • @toferbarber6348
      @toferbarber6348 Рік тому +5

      omg you're right

    • @WiloPolis03
      @WiloPolis03 Рік тому +2

      That's what I've been saying lol, was looking for someone else to point it out

  • @chuckmorton8823
    @chuckmorton8823 4 роки тому +30

    Cause when we're drinking, we can never be filled

    • @kicksex
      @kicksex 3 роки тому +1

      He talks about his issues with drinking in where does a body end

  • @andresaguero5880
    @andresaguero5880 2 роки тому +26

    I am a young man and i already feel dead, cold and blind

    • @Faks.09
      @Faks.09 Рік тому +9

      i will show you some pitty and understanding bro

  • @heyitswesty
    @heyitswesty 5 років тому +128

    I love you guys so much - 25 years and counting. You're an old friend to me through this harsh life. Thank you for keeping me warm when I've needed it when things were the highest but also the lowest.

  • @zer0953
    @zer0953 5 років тому +34

    there are not many bands you can think of and listen to them and say "man its incredible that these people made music"
    swans are one of those bands

  •  6 років тому +72

    I could die listening to this song in peace

  • @TruculentSheep
    @TruculentSheep Рік тому +5

    It's the regrets that get you.

  • @geoff7936
    @geoff7936 5 років тому +48

    First time listening to Swans. Dammmmnn🤩

  • @dibs0equiped
    @dibs0equiped 2 роки тому +4

    Never young, never old

  • @agnomenamedgrimblegromble3735
    @agnomenamedgrimblegromble3735 Рік тому +8

    Truly a magical song, Mr. Michael Swans is a genius
    Now really though, Gira made some of the most incredibly gruesome and beautiful music of the last 40 years or so, and gruesome or beautiful it's always incredible, I'm very much thankful for your music, Swans.

  • @sibe5730
    @sibe5730 2 роки тому +5

    infinitely listenable song

  • @asscretin3158
    @asscretin3158 11 місяців тому +9

    Some of the most beautifully honest lyrics. This song is one of the best songs of all time. Thank you Mr. Gira for making this, you admit some of the darkest feelings you have ever had.

  • @grassisgrin
    @grassisgrin 2 роки тому +16

    Thank you Michael Gira, for this amazing art piece.

  • @huzi37709
    @huzi37709 3 роки тому +17

    This is one of the most crushing things I've ever heard. I am sad.

  • @Jennividion
    @Jennividion 4 роки тому +23

    The line about self deception 💔

    • @531ff
      @531ff 4 роки тому

      Jennifer hits hard

  • @koollegged5739
    @koollegged5739 6 років тому +45

    The words...

  • @creamsternapplesquat8584
    @creamsternapplesquat8584 3 роки тому +11

    My favorite song of all time.

  • @dkstojentin
    @dkstojentin 3 роки тому +11

    Thank you for writing this. I was walked through a showpiece of men who served in the Military, and then came home to serve in a service. The man who was nice enough to tell me stories pointed out the alcoholics, and he told me how they died, and it was always through drink. While getting out of service might seem like a free for all, it doesn't have to be that way. I don't think he was trying to teach me that. He just opened up a book of maybe someday.
    This song does more than that. Thank you for writing it.

  • @vozitisemora
    @vozitisemora 5 років тому +37

    make a 10 hour version. im too tired of clicking replay

  • @keinan17
    @keinan17 10 місяців тому +6

    art

  • @severslwt9330
    @severslwt9330 4 місяці тому +3

    I heard this song today, and it made me feel like I've been listening to it for years.Happy new year btw

  • @dominickdepaolo6668
    @dominickdepaolo6668 4 роки тому +13

    Michael, this medium brought me to discover Swans.

  • @lukastaylor9544
    @lukastaylor9544 3 роки тому +44

    "But I saw a man cry once
    Down on his knees
    In the corner of a darkened cell
    And his pain meant nothing to me"
    "I was hitchhiking across Europe, and I ended up in Israel, where I was arrested for selling hashish. I spent four and a half months in jail. It was a pretty formative experience..."

  • @93_93Love_Will
    @93_93Love_Will Рік тому +2

    All these comments are so beautiful to see and read ,
    about something that's been so preciously apart of my life for over 35 yrs. SWANS

  • @drchanhatten5789
    @drchanhatten5789 2 роки тому +2

    Music like this makes you stop and evaluate your life

  • @michaelwilson2340
    @michaelwilson2340 Рік тому +5

    This is something you can listen to at any stage of your life. I find it embarrassing that certain artists, and their fans, never mature and as the years and decades pass, still cling to the teenage sex and immaturity songs of long lost youth. This whole song speaks the truth.

  • @kevinfromouterspace
    @kevinfromouterspace 6 років тому +55

    Such a good song, honest, I want to reach this self awareness

  • @lukabalic5703
    @lukabalic5703 6 років тому +100

    such a beautiful track

    • @mUbase
      @mUbase 6 років тому +5

      Isn't it.

  • @jeanpaiva8670
    @jeanpaiva8670 5 місяців тому +2

    very humbling

  • @alexandergonzalez50666
    @alexandergonzalez50666 2 роки тому +5

    My fav song of all time

  • @vaslegas8801
    @vaslegas8801 6 років тому +47

    I am mainly into early Swans, but am growing more and more into this Swans, Angels of Light, and Gira's solo stuff. What a beautiful, mesmerizing song, both joyful and melancholy simultaneously.

    • @brock1120
      @brock1120 6 років тому

      vas legas me too. peace

    • @johanliebertofficial8750
      @johanliebertofficial8750 6 років тому +7

      soundtrack of the blind and swans are dead are the best ones

    • @vaslegas8801
      @vaslegas8801 6 років тому +2

      Dethguy One I'm more of a fan of Filth, Cop, Holy Money, Greed etc

    • @hornyconvict
      @hornyconvict 9 місяців тому

      White light and children of god definitely my favorite swans albums

  • @deadchannel332
    @deadchannel332 6 років тому +40

    Beautiful song.

  • @thebarbaryghostsf
    @thebarbaryghostsf 3 роки тому +19

    I love when music like this comes on when I'm driving random people around with Lyft.

    • @Oldbmwr100rs
      @Oldbmwr100rs 2 роки тому +4

      Try adding The Stooges fun house album to your playlist, great stuff.

    • @cymbolic_space1832
      @cymbolic_space1832 Рік тому +8

      throw some merzbow on there too

    • @popeisyiyi1613
      @popeisyiyi1613 3 місяці тому

      @@cymbolic_space1832you should put some whitehouse in there

  • @llednop
    @llednop 3 роки тому +6

    Swans, Michael Gira's one of the most powerful ways to feel and embrace music, its many iterations, incarnations, its many journeys to Heaven and Hell and beyond, and the voice, that singing VOICE... should be considered one of the greatest acts in modern music history.

  • @antoine9765
    @antoine9765 4 місяці тому +2

    I found solace in dark and depressing art more than once in difficult periods of my life. Out of all those artists, Swans is the only one I can only revisit briefly, it pierces right through me.

  • @thrillcutz2162
    @thrillcutz2162 5 років тому +12

    I’ve just heard this one minute ago,so pure ,so real. Now,nothing fits in the landscape of perfection as one has never had a true grip on ““perfection” in artistic sense but through art we usually get a stand-still glimpse to what perfection may mean to us.This is one of the few pieces ,one of the few songs i’ve listened that i would call “perfect”.Few casual moments lead us to stomp at such beautiful things ,you know?

  • @melvingira
    @melvingira 5 років тому +11

    This song is just incredibly beautiful. I am always transported when I hear it.

  • @morgandunn6384
    @morgandunn6384 3 роки тому +7

    This is the first time I’ve listened to this band. They’re good! I feel like he’s talking about how he’s become more fulfilled since his past, but finds himself, deep down, stuck in the same place at the same time.

  • @mrflibble1259
    @mrflibble1259 2 роки тому +4

    leaving this comment because today (26/08/21) is my first time hearing this song and I'm predicting it could become one of if not my favourite song of all time someday. we'll see

  • @JennZed
    @JennZed 5 років тому +15

    Your music really does give pleasure .. thank you.

  • @Teabonesteak
    @Teabonesteak 3 роки тому +2

    A Violence that is pure and clean.
    ...

  • @Fieldhouz
    @Fieldhouz 6 років тому +11

    Heard this during the credits of the snowboard movie 'Enlighten'. Great music!

  • @crunchysugar
    @crunchysugar Рік тому +5

    This is one of the best songs swans has made. It is astounding how full the instrumental is, but how simplistic and "man and his guitar" it feels. The lyrics are perfect, and personally relatable, albeit in a much smaller sense than what Gira has been through. Top 5 song from the greatest band of all time.

    • @WibblyWobblyTime
      @WibblyWobblyTime 5 місяців тому +1

      Well put, I really like the first two sentences, you've described the sound as I hear it, it's like a chandelier of sound - it doesn't fill the room or make an intense statement, yet it's impossible not to see it as some perfect chandelier of melody, hanging more in the middle of the room.
      With michael, sitting on a chair, in front of that dazzling chandelier, and recounting these lyrics directly to you.

  • @theboyofcelluloid
    @theboyofcelluloid 4 роки тому +14

    The saddest song I've ever heard in my life. Just breaks me every time 💔

    • @Zenssei
      @Zenssei 4 роки тому +4

      You should hear Failure

    • @theboyofcelluloid
      @theboyofcelluloid 4 роки тому +5

      This is way saddest lol

    • @Zenssei
      @Zenssei 4 роки тому +1

      @@theboyofcelluloid Actually the whole album is saddest

    • @brazilbr4415
      @brazilbr4415 4 роки тому

      @@Zenssei You're everywhere.

  • @j.f.1982
    @j.f.1982 2 роки тому +13

    This song obliterated me as I was going through some stuff; it’s the song I keep to allow myself to feel deeply sad about some stuff, before going back to my usual life. It’s therapeutic and it’s helping me accept, heal and humble down.
    Blind is a memento mori, but also a rope you can hang on to or hang from; if that makes any sense.

    • @meme6335
      @meme6335 Рік тому

      I feel the exact same way I sometimes listen to it even when I’m not deeply sad though.
      There is something deeply sobering about the song that just grounds me. Despite all of my fears, all my aspirations, all my worries, all my wants and desires and all of my good and all of my bad I am above all else blind.

  • @HiGlowie
    @HiGlowie Рік тому +3

    I listen to this as I detox off opioids. I feel blinder than ever.

  • @WiloPolis03
    @WiloPolis03 2 роки тому +12

    This sounds ridiculously like a The National song despite being released in 1991, Swans must've been a big influence on them

    • @C-Stanz
      @C-Stanz Рік тому

      1991

    • @WiloPolis03
      @WiloPolis03 Рік тому

      @@C-Stanz My bad, maybe I was looking at a compilation album with it or something

    • @OreoEater
      @OreoEater Рік тому +1

      @@C-Stanz 1995 actually, this song was first released on michael gira's drainland but recorded in 1992 during the sessions for love of life, it was later added in the remastered version of white light from the mouth of infinity

  • @darylcumming7119
    @darylcumming7119 Рік тому +2

    Brutal honestly.

  • @andreamassellucci
    @andreamassellucci 6 років тому +14

    one of my swans fav

  • @thisbreadisfine
    @thisbreadisfine 2 роки тому +8

    Holy fucking shit this is good

  • @hughmacdonnell9096
    @hughmacdonnell9096 4 роки тому +7

    Always felt Michael sounds very like early Matt Berninger from The National here, fantantic song.

    • @newskin9234
      @newskin9234 4 роки тому +4

      Reminds me more of Ian Curtis

  • @anes8374
    @anes8374 8 місяців тому +4

    I just realized I'm a liar and everything I have believed in, every thought and every feeling, is now broken. I've been doing everything wrong during all my youth. I feel empty and dead.
    I dissapointed her and I feel like if I have killed her.
    I don't use to write any comment, but I have felt my salvation on this song

  • @matthewsolina4920
    @matthewsolina4920 Рік тому +3

    I have family and a few friends. But, in a lot of ways I feel totally alone.

  • @youngthug7815
    @youngthug7815 21 день тому

    Swans finally clicked for me Im gonna be listening to this for the rest of my life 🤯🤯

  • @kosterix123
    @kosterix123 15 днів тому

    self-deluded, confident, and... blind
    great band that I'm grateful to have seen live.

  • @jasperferrie4687
    @jasperferrie4687 7 місяців тому +2

    Good cry to song

  • @adambolger3269
    @adambolger3269 Рік тому +1

    Description has me near tearing up. I love you too, Michael Gira.

  • @achidgey
    @achidgey 3 роки тому +3

    This song gives me great joy and pleasure. Moreso, I relate to it more than I have any other song, particularly the 3rd verse.

  • @Whyt3wyrm
    @Whyt3wyrm 6 років тому +45

    [Verse 1]
    Now some of us are weak
    And some endure
    And some people live their life
    In violence that’s pure and clean
    But I saw a man cry once
    Down on his knees
    In the corner of a darkened cell
    And his pain meant nothing to me
    [Chorus 1]
    But I was younger then
    And young men never die
    When I walked out in the sun
    I was strong, clear-minded and blind
    [Verse 2]
    I don’t say a prayer for anyone
    It doesn’t do any good
    Please don’t ask me questions
    They’d just be misunderstood
    And if you could step inside me
    You'd feel what hatred brings
    And if you saw with my eyes
    You'd see what self-deception means
    [Chorus 2]
    I was younger once
    And I created a lie
    And though my body was strong
    I was self-deluded, confident and blind
    [Verse 3]
    Now show some pity
    For weak of will
    Because when we’re drinking
    We can never be filled
    Show some understanding
    For the lonely fool
    Because when I’m drinking
    I’m out of control
    [Chorus 3]
    I was never young
    Nothing has transpired
    But when I look in the mirror
    I feel dead, I feel cold, I am blind
    [Outro]
    I am blind, mmm
    I am blind, mmm
    I am blind, mmm
    Mmm

  • @WDHAGN
    @WDHAGN 4 роки тому +4

    This is such a fantastic song. Instant classic

  • @rp8164
    @rp8164 Рік тому +4

    Check out Slint - 'Washer' if you like this song.

  • @alexanderkatashov8824
    @alexanderkatashov8824 4 роки тому +1

    Forever blind. Never young.

  • @lennartlenzing5840
    @lennartlenzing5840 3 роки тому +12

    I believe this is a kind of song, that touches some people - but it will trigger very special synapses with some people, just like ASMR does.
    It certainly hits me in a way, that I cannot describe and cannot compare with any other musical experiences. It is a feeling beyond happiness or sadness, a melancholic feeling of being aware of the world.
    to be honest, i really wonder how leonard cohen would feel about this song.

    • @MichaelHudson-sq5qj
      @MichaelHudson-sq5qj 7 днів тому

      The feeling you describe is “saudade” (en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saudade), a Portuguese word describing profoundly nostalgic longing. I don’t know a direct English equivalent. Love and Rockets masterfully wrote an instrumental titled such for their ‘85 debut album (ua-cam.com/video/rL07_7wPZK0/v-deo.htmlsi=3lWfI8lUPs8eu0HY). Their predecessor band, Bauhaus, wrote the epic “All We Ever Wanted Was Everything”, & their bassist, David J., wrote the beautiful “Candy on the Cross”. Bauhaus’ front person, Peter Murphy, also wrote many stirring songs.
      If only there were time: I could compile a list of 30-50 songs as grippingly poignant as this Swans masterpiece, mostly written by bands few know anything about. Music worth sharing’s become alarmingly important for sustaining the remaining artists who still craft it. Try Siouxsie and the Banshees’ “The Last Beat of my Heart”, & James’ “One of the Three”, Skindiving” & “Dream Thrum”. REM wrote handfuls, & The Cure built a career on such compositions that never got radio play.
      Swans played Chicago brilliantly & brutally two nights ago, avoiding anything remotely melodic in the set!

  • @dandut
    @dandut 4 роки тому +4

    This song kills me

  • @crazzzysean800
    @crazzzysean800 4 роки тому

    Love Love Love Your Emotional Journey of Sound

  • @literallynull
    @literallynull Рік тому +6

    The least depressive Swans song

  • @stemac1969
    @stemac1969 3 роки тому +3

    Just beautiful.

  • @JennZed
    @JennZed 5 років тому

    This really does bring me pleasure .. thank you.

  • @MSAINT-bn4vj
    @MSAINT-bn4vj 2 роки тому +5

    So insanely good !

  • @user-di1vr9st6m
    @user-di1vr9st6m 2 роки тому +1

    Dear god, what a song... Pure gold.