About the sketchbook, I'm NGL, I've seen so many sketchbook tours that looked like finished artbooks. No mistakes, no works left in progress, no bad art, etc. I thought a sketchbook was a person's efforts and brainstorming, not stylish art books. I'm not saying people cannot do whatever they want, but it's clear that those sketchbooks are made with the idea of displaying them online. My sketchbooks don't look like that because they're meant for me. So, it's refreshing to see real sketchbooks.
Right! I use to feel like sketchbooks had to look amazing but they really don’t have to. I just use it for fun whether it’s practicing painting or just sketching it’s suppose to be fun brainstorming not an art gallery!
To offer a perspective on why someone would make a sketchbook that looks more like an art book…. If you learned art in an academic setting, people will expect you to carry your sketchbook everywhere and peers will ask to see your sketchbook all the time. I spent 8 years with my sketchbook unintentionally “on display” just from taking coursework. You’d be amazed what kind of unpleasant comments you’ll get from peers seeing “unsuccessful” drawings in those settings. I’ve even had strangers insult my drawings at a zoo of all places. I think everyone should use a sketchbook in a way that makes them comfortable. If having a pristine sketchbook gives you satisfaction, fabulous. If you find that method stifling and just want to brain dump a bunch of quick doodles, also great! Do what you love. There’s no right or wrong way to use a sketchbook. Also I think a sketchbook is great for experimenting and practicing. If you’re experimenting with light and rendering, then your sketchbook will inevitably look more polished than if you were practicing linework, form, or structure.
@shineefeels ahhh!! This make so much more sense. I have never taken an art class or done Anya schooling so I guess that makes a lot more sense! Thank you so much for this insight
A lot of times when you look into most artists, they already have their basic necessities met before they even start. Aka independently wealthy. Sad but true.
Right!!! People don’t understand what it’s like to have to wake up work a full time job AND build the business between the little hours you get and the sacrifice of not spending time with friends and family!
I am a little confused by this comment tbh I do know it's common for artists to have separate (unrelated) income streams for the beginning and sometimes the entirety of their artistic professional career. And that's like many entrepreneurial endeavors. Idk about "independently wealthy"... I know dozens of artists personally and they did certainly did not begin that way. All are very talented and passionate, and a few seemed to hit that magical overlap between making a lot of what they love at the right place and time to get popular early on, but for a lot of artists it does simply take time, patience, and trying out new approaches, not giving up.
@@RubysArtsyLife Oh I well know what it is like to manage and work two construction businesses for 40 years to make ends meet. Now I get to concentrate on art and yes it shows big time. I'm thinking any thing more than a 4 day work weel is just straight up slavery after having been their and done that. I hope you all find your way and stop putting up with their BS.
I'm sitting here looking at my cobbled together light that I use to film and I laugh b/c I am totally starting at the bottom. I taped paper to the flexible part to make it strong enough to hold my phone haha I can't afford a $140 phone light right now :( I'm scared to show myself or behind the scenes b/c I'm a mess lol
I’m done giving myself time limits like oh if I’m not successful by 25, 30, 35 … I will still set goals and give myself deadlines but I am an artist and I want my life to be art. I want it to consume me. This is for the long haul. This is until I take my last breath
same! my goal one day is to showcase all my work in a solo exhibit/residency or fellowship or some type. It's going to take time. i've been working on my largest display piece since 2020
@GratitudeGriot oh wow that’s amazing! I painted a large 2 x 3 piece for my brother and I was STRESSED! It pushed my artistic ability to the max and he was amazed by it even though I felt like it wasn’t good
You know what I love? You took a lower paying job because the lower paying job requires less focus on what you don't care about, meaning you can focus more on what you DO care about. The bus driver gig was great! Of course! It was a career! But it's not what you wanted to put your energy into. THIS! THIS! Is what you want to do. And look at that, you're doing it!
You did not waste anything. Don’t ever talk like that. You learned so much. I commend you on taking that leap and following something you truly cared about. It takes courage. Be immensely proud of yourself. ❤
I gave up on art for 10 years to pursue healthcare career. I started art homeless. I told myself that I wasn't good enough after the first year. The second year I was encouraged by my wife to keep going. I made some commissions. The only money I made one year was 200$ but I lived off the grid. I thought I should suffer for my art. I thought no one liked it. But I was new to marketing and new to presenting my art. I stated this year my 3rd year going to markets and found an audience that's been very eye opening. I took what I learned about my lifestyle changes I needed and the discipline from working on art while being homeless. I have a better attitude to create and am finding balance. It's been a wild ride. It's hard to share everything and learn the new skills that help you guide people to you're art, but you're doing it you're putting in the miles and it's great keep it up!
Art is a relationship with failure. Taken things we have around us and making them into things of value. People who feel they have broken value give life to things so others see their value too.
I’m so glad to hear that your wife kept encouraging you and your finding your audience. Art is so beautiful and it’s crazy that so many people adore it yet us as artist can feel like no one would ever love it. I think the humanity that we share in our soul helps a lot. We may think we are alone but lots of people think like us even if we think they don’t! Thank you so much for the comment and encouragement!
That "worst painting" in your sketchbook was actually the one I really liked lol I love the transparency you showed, we need more artists like you out here.
Aww thank you! And yes that’s my goal here is to build a little community here for us artist to have support and transparency. I just want to be able to give back to you guys as much as I can
this video got = in my recommended list while i was trying to find something to listen while i work in my sad little office job, i completely feel all your words, since college i been living paycheck to paycheck and now with my current job (i been there for almost 3 years now) while still i am living paycheck to paycheck i am the only putting excuses for me to not persue what i wanna do, passions tend to die when we stay in a misserable place for so long.
This video really hit home for me. I'm on my third attempt at a candle business after not taking the last two seriously enough and getting into major debt because of them. This time, I'm turning over a new leaf and getting serious so I can make it a full time income one day. I'm glad you were able to have the same realization :)
It’s truly so hard building a business! But I know I’ll never enjoy working a classic 9-5 as much as I love making art and being creative. I hope your candle business flourishes! Have you worked any local art pop ups or approached any small business that might want to buy wholesale?
This is the video I needed to see right now. I am exactly in a similar position...I didn't believe in myself so I actually wasted many years (I am a millenial, and always had back in my head that I am aleady too old for this...) not doing what I really wanted. But last week I said enough, I stopped making excuses and started doing art - pursuing my dream to becaome a full-time artist. I was so scared that nobody would like my creations, but I realised that is not true!
15:00 You are 100000% worth rooting for and your story really touched me. I've struggled on and off with school since I first went to college in 2013. Met lots of people and grew into someone I did not expect to be at my current age. I'm now trying to find the courage to become a Visual Artist. I think about everything I've come to love and be inspired by as a child, teen, and an adult. I believe this is what I'm supposed to do. You don't sound like someone that failed to me. I think anyone who musters the courage to go after the life they truly want can never be a failure. You've inspired my heart and I look forward to seeing the rest of your artistic journey.
A lesson learned is never time wasted. Failure happens to all of us, but what we do with that failure can actually shape us into winners if we learn from our mistakes. I finally took the leap about a week ago and I started my game studio that I’ve been dreaming about for years. The only thing that gave me the confidence to give it a shot was releasing a free game on steam and seeing where I needed to improve. Edit: at 11:13 I relate to you so much. When I first started my journey I knew absolutely nothing about game development. I had to learn coding, music, sounds, art, and how to implement everything into one cohesive thing. I too had to take small steps to get to the end goal.
i feel every word you just said. I'm a freelancer for almost 2 years and i struggle putting myself out there. I just wanna make art man, nothing fancy. This is my dream and will always be.
This is the first video of yours I’ve watched, it was recommended to me, and I’m so glad it was! I really appreciate how honest and raw you are about your craft and your journey. I’d love to be part of this journey with you as you continue to express your art.
Thank you to the algorithm for passing me this video, and thank you to you for making it! I'm now at the start of the journey figuring my path. Since I was a child I've been drawn into arts, all kind of it. But unfortunately, with no parents and community to support, I start to try changing my mind, giving a try for "better and more stable" promising career esp since my parents did give me a proper education path. Yet deep down, I know I wasn't born for 9 to 5 jobs. I know no one is born to work like that, but I also understand that my mentality really won't survive on that environment. So after I graduated, I allow my self to pursue the dream that isn't even clear yet. I'm still figuring things out, still feeling damn guilty for not applying job, but I know I was born for MY own reason, why should I follow others? But ofc there are numerous times I feel doubtful, like today. But I found your video! Thank you so much for reminding me my purposes and my dream again so I can give a comment here and actually dares to share a piece of myself. Again, thank you! And I wish the better for you.
Wow. Your video was right on time. I find myself too tired or too drained from work and worry that I feel like I’ve lost my gift, but then I will get another idea. You’re 100% right, I need to do both full time. Thank you for sharing and I look forward to following you on this journey!!
I don’t comment often but I really enjoy hearing you talk and the struggles you face through with being an artist and UA-camr hit home for me. I’m sure with your sweet personality and determination you’re gonna make it as an artist that inspires me and others.
This was very brave of you to post and honestly our pasts with art trial and error, low success margin, it’s very similar. It takes so much humility for you to own your mistakes at the level you did and honestly I need to sit down and look back now. You deserve more credit though! It made me sad at how you spoke of yourself. Be proud of how far you’ve come!! You’re farther ahead than me. At the same time I’ve squandered so many opportunities so I totally get where you’re coming from. Listening to your story has changed my life, I feel so encouraged to keep trying! Thank you so much for your courage and vulnerability! I pray that all your artistic dreams will be fulfilled in due time.
Also, we have to keep it a buck: It's MUCH more difficult for black women to succeed at this (being a YTber, gaining popularity on social media, etc.) by default. People will easily watch someone non-black who does the same thing at the same level or below versus us. And I don't say that to be negative, only to share what I've seen based on watching how channels grow over the years and me being a follower of black women's channels who have sub-100 subscribers. That being said, I'm so glad that y'all do it because I've often considered it but have never started. I find it extremely difficult to put myself out there to strangers, not because I'm afraid of what they'd think (being online so much, I already know what people can potentially say/do) but just sharing myself and my work is difficult. But y'all inspire me. Keep doing what you're doing.
Thank you! I honestly understand what you mean. It’s not common I see other black woman creators so I want to show people we can do it and be successful but it’s definitely not easy!
@@RubysArtsyLife Honestly thats why I tuned into your content. I see a lot of Asian artist who vlog their small business and get thousands of views and likes(no hate to them I love those channels and follow them all) I only know of 2 other black artist who post any content like this, but they haven't been active in months sadly. I hope nothing but the best for you and your business
Really? I know black creators in the beauty space can struggle with fewer views because people sometimes want to see makeup reviewed by people with similar colouring to them, but why would it matter in art?
@@zoewhite7705it shouldn’t matter, but it does because we live in a world where racism exists, and no matter what industry you work in people carry biases with them, even if they don’t have bad intentions. It’s not to say success is impossible for us (Black women), because it is possible, but it’s important to be aware of how racism (in all its many forms, both obvious and subtle) can impact one’s success and growth in their creative career. It’s also crucial to have conversations about it rather than ignore it or pretend it doesn’t exist anymore so that things can get better and so it can become less of an obstacle for future Black creatives and artists. I hope that helps to answer your question.
I am so with you. With almost literally everything you said. I love that you are being so real and vulnerable. These are things I say to myself all the time. Good luck in your journey. I’m rooting for you! ❤
This is my first time on your channel, and this just touched me in my soul. I can totally relate and have been there myself. I love how honest and vulnerable you are, your artwork is amazing, and believe me, the work you call your worst is something a lot of us wish we could do. Thank you for this, it made me realize I have to also put in the work and get after it. Thank you again, I just subscribed and also purchased a journal. Wishing you the best, and thanks again. You said exactly what I needed to hear to get me motivated, and I will definitely watch this video on repeat again and again when I need inspiration. You rock, keep going, and thanks for inspiring us. You didn't realize it, but this was a lifesaver to someone who's drowning and trying to figure it out. When you least expect it, you can inspire someone with your story; like Peter Parker told Miles Morales," it's a leap of faith." Thanks again!
Thanks for sharing this video is what I needed to hear. Pray I get my business going soon. I am 57 years old and I have needed a push to get back on track with my business.
same, my passion is music and ive been scared to share it... so i'm feeling some of the same things you expressed here, i'm the same age too. i love it when people share their characters, maybe you can make a webtoon, tapas, or something to share your stories. good luck with your art career!
This resonates with me so much. It's like you took all of my thoughts and laid them out perfectly. I, too, set a five-year goal for myself, and I failed to show up. Now, I live with the regret of not continuing. Also, the fear of failure and looking like an idiot is such a hurdle for me (one I am slowly trying to overcome). But, I decided now NO MORE EXCUSES! I will start now and just keep going. ♥ I really appreciate you being so transparent and vulnerable with us. I am manifesting positive juju and throwing it your way. I'm so glad I found your channel! ♥🥰
as a new grad, i’m currently feeling lost and trying to navigate life rn!!! its super inspiring to hear this. i hope we both get to where we want to be with our art!
Yes and CONGRATULATIONS!! You made it through college. It opens a lot more doors for you to fall back on. I hope I can continue to help you through your journey
Earned my subscription! Never seen your videos before but resonated with me and mirrored my journey right now as a musician. Running in circles try to find the best gear and seldom putting myself out there in the really important ways like playing shows.
Aww thank you! And you should look into possibly getting into conventions for playing music! They always have cool bands/musicians I’ve never heard of that I become a fan of
felt everything you said, going through this right now. Makes me feel way better to not be alone in the feeling, thanks for uploading this video friend
I am rooting for you! Your video has inspired me to continue going as well! We can't let the dream die! Regardless of all the other things we have to be responsible, we have to make time for what really matters to us! Keep going!
Your self awareness is something to admire, and similarly sometimes the imposter syndrome and constant comparison eats at you. I truly wish you all the best, it hasn't been easy to many small creators and businesses post COVID.
I just started my art channel this year and I get the struggle, especially as a minority (I'm Latina). Although my subscriber count is considered very low, I get so excited when I get a new subscriber lol. And on the topic of skits: Go for it! If anything, maybe film a few just for you (without showing it to anyone else) and see what can be improved upon with each one. Or only show it to a few people you trust and get their feedback. I think the fear comes from "the internet being forever," you know? But don't be afraid to let others see multiple parts of yourself and that you're human :) I always include bloopers at the end of my videos for that reason.
girllll this video is so vulnerable and powerful. instant subscribe. I'm coming from the same situation as u are and all I dream for is to create art that's meaningful and can sustain me at the same time. So glad I found someone that I can relate to. Feels comforting to know that I'm not alone in this journey. sending you so much love and support!! we can do anything as long as we put our minds to it.
Honey it takes time to build a business. I started years ago, i stoped, started, went left, started again, stopedbecause of health issuses. I thought i would neverrecover. I wanted to give up because of the pain im in, yet i choose to start again !!
What a timing bc I recently found out behind my shinning armor of "pursuing my dreams" was a me who lost all hopes on themselves. Thank you for the video.
it's not a wasted time, you just needed to walk on a journey to discover new questions that your past self never knew existed before she started walking. Things happen for something new to come, be it challenging or fun. You faced it, you're living it girl!!
Subscribed to you as we're the same age and also wishing you the best in your artistic endeavors! Remember, many prolific artists started their art careers after their early 20's, even 30's. Vincent van Gogh didn't start painting until 27! Social media distorts the reality of "making it". What's most important is outlining what success as an artist means TO YOU, and consistently putting in effort and positive energy to make it a reality. :) Great video! Looking forward to your journey.
Thank you! And yes I completely agree social media is so discouraging! Once I can just pay my bills and make enough to pay my basic bills I’ll be so happy!
Man, I needed this video. I'm a UA-camr too (or at least I try to be). I clicked on this video a little scared of what I might hear, but it turns out it was a really great decision. You are smart, beautiful, heartfelt, and have everything you need to become a great and successful artist. And I know this just from watching that one video. Great job-keep going!
Thank you for your transparency and vulnerability. You give me inspiration to start! I hope things work out in your favor and that you achieve amazing success!
I’ve changed my mindset and pumping out videos isn’t as hard anymore even when they flop. I’m continuing to learn and get to know what my audience likes. If I don’t get anything out of it after a year that’ll be sad but for now I’m really hustling. Becoming a professional artist has always been my dream. To work in Disney or anything like that but honestly, working for myself seems way more enjoyable for me. If it’s possible, I’d love that. I’d be able to make great content and great comics and short films (I’ll be learning animation soon). I’m trying to show who I am more in my content and get out of my shell. I’m so shy irl so this is my only place to show who I really am.
I feel this hard. But if we can't be supportive of ourselves, why would anybody else be? I have a quote on my phone to remind me to talk and treat myself the way I would treat a best friend. Subscribing and looking forward to your growth!
This video was so real…I have got to subscribe. This video opened so many eyes and has given voice to so many in the comments-those who couldn’t express what you’ve said in this video. I’m that person. I don’t have anything to “master” yet, and it’s killing me. You’ve given me something to reflect on though. Thank you Also you have a stunningly beautiful face ❤!
no time ever spent in pursuit of creating art can be wasted, cheesy as it sounds you’re literally gifting the world with beauty also LOOK you’re still talking and thinking about it, you’re only going to fail when you wake up and don’t think about it at all, once you’ve really abandoned it you got this!!
Hi, it’s my first time watching your video. Thank you for sharing the honest side of being an artist. I feel the biggest enemy is often ourselves, making excuses and comparing too much. Social media can kill passion sometimes😅 I love drawing since I was a kid, but haven’t had the courage to call myself an artist. I’ve mostly posted fanart, and I just realized it’s hard to express my true feelings and create original characters. So I really admire what you've achieved!
No worries overtime you’ll definitely figure out how to express your feelings through your art! It took my a lot of practice to create an image from an feeling but the more I practice the better I got
NEW SUBSCRIBER!!! Your story is inspiring. I write (but I'm sharing your channel with my grandson because he's a very, very good artist) and I like ALL creative things, so here I am. Can't wait to dive into your channel.
Thank you for making this video. I am an artist working on personal pieces in my spare time whilst doing a full time job. I have struggled with procrastination and low engagement with art for years but I know it is what I want to be doing. I think we often put our faults onto other people or make excuses for ourselves in the moment but as you said life is too short! I really admire your drive and frankness too. Sending good vibes from the UK!!
You’ve earned another subscriber, and I’m looking forward to the videos of your stories involving the hats-that sounds super fun! Thank you for making this video; what you said really hit home on so many things.
Keep in my mind that this platform is about whatever the algorithm of the moment is. This is not your fault. Also, I do not think you have wasted time - you are learning and growing.
It's my first time here! I absolutely loved your authenticity and how you showed the honest side of what a sketchbook looks like, as it is a place of experimentation. I look forward to seeing what you post in the future. Keep it up!
This video was great to listen to I must say i keep it to my self I don't talk much about my art journey. It was good hearing someone talk about their up and down challenges in art. Ill check out more of your videos.
I just found your UA-cam channel. You spoke a lot of truth but keep in mind that something happens to our brain when we aren't having our basic needs met. But I got to look at your website. I'm hoping you will do a winter or holiday sticker set. Art is hard work. Be gentle with yourself and good luck!
Thank you so much for this!!! So happy to have stumbled on this video. Im just starting my own journey as an artist on youtube and omg is it so taxing this was really encouraging. Thank you for sharing your story and pushing me to continue with mine 💕
Thanks for sharing your experience! I like the BGMs you chose for this video, it made it feel more engaging and heartfelt. Also, I reaaaally love your workspace! looking over that window must feel so cozy~
Thank you so much for your vulnerability and sharing your story! This was so supportive for me to hear as i am in month 1 of starting the path of building a full-time art career. Im terrified, but I know i can do it. Small things lead to bigger things.
a critic to self is a realization for more room for improvement and perfection to the ownselves satisfaction, hence an enjoyment of the final product. And, in the process you find what you like and what you don't like.
Listen, I turned 50 this year. And I want more than anything to not care what people think of me. I want to be able to put my creations out there, and maybe even do something on YT 🫣 without caring if someone I know irl sees it or feel like I have to wait until I’m more comfortable in front of the camera so that it’s more “professional”, etc. I just want to be able to be myself! Imperfections and all. Good for you for figuring this out at an early age!
I took time for me to show my face but I highly recommend just to focus on a voice over so people can hear your voice and feel the emotion and excitement behind it! No need to show your face for now!
Im inspired! Thank you. I am new here, my first time watching your video. I feel exactly the same way you talked about. I am an artist too, and I have made so many excuses for not starting.... Thank you for pushing me through that as you push yourself. You are awesome!
This is exactly what I needed to hear today. I was crying earlier b/c I feel like I put so much effort into things and I never feel it's good enough or that people even care. I feel so alone sometimes b/c of it. I do want to make a living off this b/c I want to be able to support it and do more with my success, but it's not the only motivation. I just posted a longer video today and it's getting a few views but I guess I feel like my lack of instant success feels like failure. I want to share more of myself but I'm shy and so thin skinned that I'd cry if anyone was hurtful haha I also don't have an aesthetic room to work/film in b/c I don't have the means to do all that right now. I'm learning to edit, etc but it's so hard. Anyway, this was a good video to hear and I appreciate you sharing with us. It's nice to know we all have these feelings and we need to all support each other :)
You don’t have to worry I started out filming in my bathroom and using my kitchen counter as my filming area. Only 3/4 years in do I have this setup so don’t worry my mic used to be a hair brush 😂
success is following things you love but also taking care of your present and future self. if you have no debt, a 6month emergency fund and are funding your retirement then you can add on your pursuit of art and youtube. keeping another job may be the launchpad to that. Best to you.
Yes I agree that is why I work my day job and have been working hard to make sure I’m financially stable when I get older! Thank you so much for the support and advice
Interesting! Not an artist, but resonates. I started a YT a year ago purely as a hobby, an outlet to keep my mind busy when I’m stressed. I am definitely keeping my ft job!!! I literally have no views/subcribers! also decided to do something super odd- ASMR life vlog! Not a passion, but it truly does de-stress my mind, so I’m gonna keep doing it! Thanks for sharing your experience
This was an instant subscribe and follow type of video for me. Thanks for being brave enough to present the real you! I look forward to following your journey
Thanks for posting. I hope to find courage to post long videos too and sharing my life. As of now I only post shorts and trying to keep my privacy. I want to find a good balance with it. 😊
You didn't "waste 3.5 years"....you learned valuable life lessons.....Do you realize how many people fail starting businesses... before they finally get it right?.....Never give up and eventually you will be rewarded!
About the sketchbook, I'm NGL, I've seen so many sketchbook tours that looked like finished artbooks. No mistakes, no works left in progress, no bad art, etc. I thought a sketchbook was a person's efforts and brainstorming, not stylish art books. I'm not saying people cannot do whatever they want, but it's clear that those sketchbooks are made with the idea of displaying them online. My sketchbooks don't look like that because they're meant for me. So, it's refreshing to see real sketchbooks.
Right! I use to feel like sketchbooks had to look amazing but they really don’t have to. I just use it for fun whether it’s practicing painting or just sketching it’s suppose to be fun brainstorming not an art gallery!
Thanks for sharing
@Kbanz198 thank you for listening
To offer a perspective on why someone would make a sketchbook that looks more like an art book…. If you learned art in an academic setting, people will expect you to carry your sketchbook everywhere and peers will ask to see your sketchbook all the time. I spent 8 years with my sketchbook unintentionally “on display” just from taking coursework. You’d be amazed what kind of unpleasant comments you’ll get from peers seeing “unsuccessful” drawings in those settings. I’ve even had strangers insult my drawings at a zoo of all places. I think everyone should use a sketchbook in a way that makes them comfortable. If having a pristine sketchbook gives you satisfaction, fabulous. If you find that method stifling and just want to brain dump a bunch of quick doodles, also great! Do what you love. There’s no right or wrong way to use a sketchbook. Also I think a sketchbook is great for experimenting and practicing. If you’re experimenting with light and rendering, then your sketchbook will inevitably look more polished than if you were practicing linework, form, or structure.
@shineefeels ahhh!! This make so much more sense. I have never taken an art class or done Anya schooling so I guess that makes a lot more sense! Thank you so much for this insight
A lot of times when you look into most artists, they already have their basic necessities met before they even start. Aka independently wealthy. Sad but true.
Right!!! People don’t understand what it’s like to have to wake up work a full time job AND build the business between the little hours you get and the sacrifice of not spending time with friends and family!
I am a little confused by this comment tbh
I do know it's common for artists to have separate (unrelated) income streams for the beginning and sometimes the entirety of their artistic professional career. And that's like many entrepreneurial endeavors.
Idk about "independently wealthy"... I know dozens of artists personally and they did certainly did not begin that way. All are very talented and passionate, and a few seemed to hit that magical overlap between making a lot of what they love at the right place and time to get popular early on, but for a lot of artists it does simply take time, patience, and trying out new approaches, not giving up.
@@RubysArtsyLifethis is something I’ve had to learn to balance too. It’s not that easy and the ones that make it so quickly have a financial cushion!
@@RubysArtsyLife Oh I well know what it is like to manage and work two construction businesses for 40 years to make ends meet. Now I get to concentrate on art and yes it shows big time. I'm thinking any thing more than a 4 day work weel is just straight up slavery after having been their and done that. I hope you all find your way and stop putting up with their BS.
I'm sitting here looking at my cobbled together light that I use to film and I laugh b/c I am totally starting at the bottom. I taped paper to the flexible part to make it strong enough to hold my phone haha I can't afford a $140 phone light right now :( I'm scared to show myself or behind the scenes b/c I'm a mess lol
Don't you ever say you've wasted time. No time is wasted, you lived girl. I hug you!
Aww thank you! You’re right though I was learning during those years
True when you are waaaaayyyyy olderrr. You will remember those years and you will have a deep appreciation for trying @@RubysArtsyLife
I’m done giving myself time limits like oh if I’m not successful
by 25, 30, 35 … I will still set goals and give myself deadlines but I am an artist and I want my life to be art. I want it to consume me. This is for the long haul. This is until I take my last breath
The most beautiful comment I’ve ever read 🩷🥹
Beautifully said. 🥲🥰
same! my goal one day is to showcase all my work in a solo exhibit/residency or fellowship or some type. It's going to take time. i've been working on my largest display piece since 2020
@GratitudeGriot oh wow that’s amazing! I painted a large 2 x 3 piece for my brother and I was STRESSED! It pushed my artistic ability to the max and he was amazed by it even though I felt like it wasn’t good
"I am the captain steering the ship into the void" The level of courage and accountability you showed is genuinely inspiring. Thank you so much
Thank you 🙏 I just want to be honest and show it’s not all sunshine and rainbows it’s hard being accountable for your own failures!
You know what I love? You took a lower paying job because the lower paying job requires less focus on what you don't care about, meaning you can focus more on what you DO care about. The bus driver gig was great! Of course! It was a career! But it's not what you wanted to put your energy into. THIS! THIS! Is what you want to do. And look at that, you're doing it!
Thank you!! I appreciate that!
Using years for your own benefit isn’t wasted, wasting is slaving away for another human for pieces of tree paper with no real value.
That is true but I wasted time not doing what I should have been doing!
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You did not waste anything.
Don’t ever talk like that.
You learned so much.
I commend you on taking that leap and following something you truly cared about. It takes courage. Be immensely proud of yourself.
❤
Thank you!
I gave up on art for 10 years to pursue healthcare career. I started art homeless. I told myself that I wasn't good enough after the first year. The second year I was encouraged by my wife to keep going. I made some commissions. The only money I made one year was 200$ but I lived off the grid. I thought I should suffer for my art. I thought no one liked it. But I was new to marketing and new to presenting my art. I stated this year my 3rd year going to markets and found an audience that's been very eye opening. I took what I learned about my lifestyle changes I needed and the discipline from working on art while being homeless. I have a better attitude to create and am finding balance. It's been a wild ride. It's hard to share everything and learn the new skills that help you guide people to you're art, but you're doing it you're putting in the miles and it's great keep it up!
Art is a relationship with failure. Taken things we have around us and making them into things of value. People who feel they have broken value give life to things so others see their value too.
I’m so glad to hear that your wife kept encouraging you and your finding your audience. Art is so beautiful and it’s crazy that so many people adore it yet us as artist can feel like no one would ever love it. I think the humanity that we share in our soul helps a lot. We may think we are alone but lots of people think like us even if we think they don’t! Thank you so much for the comment and encouragement!
Hi, do you have social where we can follow your journey?
I'm in year 6 in healthcare/engineering. Hopefully I start my journey soon❤
That "worst painting" in your sketchbook was actually the one I really liked lol I love the transparency you showed, we need more artists like you out here.
Aww thank you! And yes that’s my goal here is to build a little community here for us artist to have support and transparency. I just want to be able to give back to you guys as much as I can
I love the “worst painting”too!
@ephemera432 aww you guys are too nice!
this video got = in my recommended list while i was trying to find something to listen while i work in my sad little office job, i completely feel all your words, since college i been living paycheck to paycheck and now with my current job (i been there for almost 3 years now) while still i am living paycheck to paycheck i am the only putting excuses for me to not persue what i wanna do, passions tend to die when we stay in a misserable place for so long.
I agree it was really scary leaving my safe and secure job but I was miserable and it was killing me slowly
This video really hit home for me. I'm on my third attempt at a candle business after not taking the last two seriously enough and getting into major debt because of them. This time, I'm turning over a new leaf and getting serious so I can make it a full time income one day. I'm glad you were able to have the same realization :)
It’s truly so hard building a business! But I know I’ll never enjoy working a classic 9-5 as much as I love making art and being creative. I hope your candle business flourishes! Have you worked any local art pop ups or approached any small business that might want to buy wholesale?
ooh can I have a link?
@isabellal2840 a link from me?
@@RubysArtsyLife I have in the past with other businesses but my current one I haven’t even launched yet so I’m working on it!! :)
@@isabellal2840 not sure if you’re talking to me, but all my links are in UA-cam profile :)
This is the video I needed to see right now. I am exactly in a similar position...I didn't believe in myself so I actually wasted many years (I am a millenial, and always had back in my head that I am aleady too old for this...) not doing what I really wanted. But last week I said enough, I stopped making excuses and started doing art - pursuing my dream to becaome a full-time artist. I was so scared that nobody would like my creations, but I realised that is not true!
I’m glad you are getting into it again!
15:00 You are 100000% worth rooting for and your story really touched me. I've struggled on and off with school since I first went to college in 2013. Met lots of people and grew into someone I did not expect to be at my current age. I'm now trying to find the courage to become a Visual Artist. I think about everything I've come to love and be inspired by as a child, teen, and an adult. I believe this is what I'm supposed to do. You don't sound like someone that failed to me. I think anyone who musters the courage to go after the life they truly want can never be a failure. You've inspired my heart and I look forward to seeing the rest of your artistic journey.
Thank you so much! I’m so happy and I’m excited to hear you want to be a visual artist!
It's nice when youtubers interact with the chat like you do, I desire all the success in the world to you.
Cheers from Brazil.
Omg wow! I love chatting with you guys! It’s something some UA-camrs take for granted!
Thank you for being vulnerable and restarting again. Love your personality.
Thank you 🙏
A lesson learned is never time wasted. Failure happens to all of us, but what we do with that failure can actually shape us into winners if we learn from our mistakes.
I finally took the leap about a week ago and I started my game studio that I’ve been dreaming about for years. The only thing that gave me the confidence to give it a shot was releasing a free game on steam and seeing where I needed to improve.
Edit: at 11:13 I relate to you so much. When I first started my journey I knew absolutely nothing about game development. I had to learn coding, music, sounds, art, and how to implement everything into one cohesive thing. I too had to take small steps to get to the end goal.
I agree! And that’s amazing making games are no easy task so great job! What was the game you made?
i feel every word you just said. I'm a freelancer for almost 2 years and i struggle putting myself out there. I just wanna make art man, nothing fancy. This is my dream and will always be.
This is the first video of yours I’ve watched, it was recommended to me, and I’m so glad it was! I really appreciate how honest and raw you are about your craft and your journey. I’d love to be part of this journey with you as you continue to express your art.
Thank you so much for the support! I am so grateful you want to spend time with me and my journey as I continue to grow!
Thank you to the algorithm for passing me this video, and thank you to you for making it! I'm now at the start of the journey figuring my path. Since I was a child I've been drawn into arts, all kind of it. But unfortunately, with no parents and community to support, I start to try changing my mind, giving a try for "better and more stable" promising career esp since my parents did give me a proper education path. Yet deep down, I know I wasn't born for 9 to 5 jobs. I know no one is born to work like that, but I also understand that my mentality really won't survive on that environment. So after I graduated, I allow my self to pursue the dream that isn't even clear yet. I'm still figuring things out, still feeling damn guilty for not applying job, but I know I was born for MY own reason, why should I follow others? But ofc there are numerous times I feel doubtful, like today. But I found your video! Thank you so much for reminding me my purposes and my dream again so I can give a comment here and actually dares to share a piece of myself. Again, thank you! And I wish the better for you.
Wow. Your video was right on time. I find myself too tired or too drained from work and worry that I feel like I’ve lost my gift, but then I will get another idea. You’re 100% right, I need to do both full time. Thank you for sharing and I look forward to following you on this journey!!
Thank you and I’m so glad it could be useful for you!!
I don’t comment often but I really enjoy hearing you talk and the struggles you face through with being an artist and UA-camr hit home for me. I’m sure with your sweet personality and determination you’re gonna make it as an artist that inspires me and others.
Thank you so much I really appreciate the support!
Just remember to be kind to yourself, hindsight is 20/20. Sometimes there are valid "excuses". Good luck on you journey.
This was very brave of you to post and honestly our pasts with art trial and error, low success margin, it’s very similar. It takes so much humility for you to own your mistakes at the level you did and honestly I need to sit down and look back now. You deserve more credit though! It made me sad at how you spoke of yourself. Be proud of how far you’ve come!! You’re farther ahead than me. At the same time I’ve squandered so many opportunities so I totally get where you’re coming from. Listening to your story has changed my life, I feel so encouraged to keep trying! Thank you so much for your courage and vulnerability! I pray that all your artistic dreams will be fulfilled in due time.
I’m so happy it could be helpful for you and myself! I’ve been really holding myself accountable and staying at it. Even when I’m tired!
Also, we have to keep it a buck: It's MUCH more difficult for black women to succeed at this (being a YTber, gaining popularity on social media, etc.) by default. People will easily watch someone non-black who does the same thing at the same level or below versus us. And I don't say that to be negative, only to share what I've seen based on watching how channels grow over the years and me being a follower of black women's channels who have sub-100 subscribers. That being said, I'm so glad that y'all do it because I've often considered it but have never started. I find it extremely difficult to put myself out there to strangers, not because I'm afraid of what they'd think (being online so much, I already know what people can potentially say/do) but just sharing myself and my work is difficult. But y'all inspire me. Keep doing what you're doing.
Thank you! I honestly understand what you mean. It’s not common I see other black woman creators so I want to show people we can do it and be successful but it’s definitely not easy!
@@RubysArtsyLife Honestly thats why I tuned into your content. I see a lot of Asian artist who vlog their small business and get thousands of views and likes(no hate to them I love those channels and follow them all) I only know of 2 other black artist who post any content like this, but they haven't been active in months sadly. I hope nothing but the best for you and your business
@bubblegumblue5304 thank you for the support!
Really? I know black creators in the beauty space can struggle with fewer views because people sometimes want to see makeup reviewed by people with similar colouring to them, but why would it matter in art?
@@zoewhite7705it shouldn’t matter, but it does because we live in a world where racism exists, and no matter what industry you work in people carry biases with them, even if they don’t have bad intentions. It’s not to say success is impossible for us (Black women), because it is possible, but it’s important to be aware of how racism (in all its many forms, both obvious and subtle) can impact one’s success and growth in their creative career. It’s also crucial to have conversations about it rather than ignore it or pretend it doesn’t exist anymore so that things can get better and so it can become less of an obstacle for future Black creatives and artists. I hope that helps to answer your question.
I am so with you. With almost literally everything you said. I love that you are being so real and vulnerable. These are things I say to myself all the time. Good luck in your journey. I’m rooting for you! ❤
Thank you!!
This is my first time on your channel, and this just touched me in my soul. I can totally relate and have been there myself. I love how honest and vulnerable you are, your artwork is amazing, and believe me, the work you call your worst is something a lot of us wish we could do. Thank you for this, it made me realize I have to also put in the work and get after it. Thank you again, I just subscribed and also purchased a journal. Wishing you the best, and thanks again. You said exactly what I needed to hear to get me motivated, and I will definitely watch this video on repeat again and again when I need inspiration. You rock, keep going, and thanks for inspiring us. You didn't realize it, but this was a lifesaver to someone who's drowning and trying to figure it out. When you least expect it, you can inspire someone with your story; like Peter Parker told Miles Morales," it's a leap of faith." Thanks again!
Omg wow reading this made me tear up 🥹 I am so thankful that I was able to help you and I hope you enjoy your new journal!
Thanks for sharing this video is what I needed to hear. Pray I get my business going soon. I am 57 years old and I have needed a push to get back on track with my business.
I’m glad it could help motivate you! I hope you business flourishes!
same, my passion is music and ive been scared to share it... so i'm feeling some of the same things you expressed here, i'm the same age too. i love it when people share their characters, maybe you can make a webtoon, tapas, or something to share your stories. good luck with your art career!
Thank you and take the leap! I used to play violin and saxaphone so share your passion for music with the world
This resonates with me so much. It's like you took all of my thoughts and laid them out perfectly. I, too, set a five-year goal for myself, and I failed to show up. Now, I live with the regret of not continuing. Also, the fear of failure and looking like an idiot is such a hurdle for me (one I am slowly trying to overcome). But, I decided now NO MORE EXCUSES! I will start now and just keep going. ♥ I really appreciate you being so transparent and vulnerable with us. I am manifesting positive juju and throwing it your way. I'm so glad I found your channel! ♥🥰
Thank you so much! I really strive to be open and transparent with all of you so that I can motivate everyone who needs the support!
as a new grad, i’m currently feeling lost and trying to navigate life rn!!! its super inspiring to hear this. i hope we both get to where we want to be with our art!
Yes and CONGRATULATIONS!! You made it through college. It opens a lot more doors for you to fall back on. I hope I can continue to help you through your journey
@@RubysArtsyLife you absolutely will!!! i can’t wait to see how much your art will grow from here. your characters sound amazing!
Earned my subscription! Never seen your videos before but resonated with me and mirrored my journey right now as a musician. Running in circles try to find the best gear and seldom putting myself out there in the really important ways like playing shows.
Aww thank you! And you should look into possibly getting into conventions for playing music! They always have cool bands/musicians I’ve never heard of that I become a fan of
felt everything you said, going through this right now. Makes me feel way better to not be alone in the feeling, thanks for uploading this video friend
I am rooting for you! Your video has inspired me to continue going as well! We can't let the dream die! Regardless of all the other things we have to be responsible, we have to make time for what really matters to us! Keep going!
I agree!! I’m super excited to get back from vacation and upload the skit
Your self awareness is something to admire, and similarly sometimes the imposter syndrome and constant comparison eats at you. I truly wish you all the best, it hasn't been easy to many small creators and businesses post COVID.
Thank you!
I just started my art channel this year and I get the struggle, especially as a minority (I'm Latina). Although my subscriber count is considered very low, I get so excited when I get a new subscriber lol. And on the topic of skits: Go for it! If anything, maybe film a few just for you (without showing it to anyone else) and see what can be improved upon with each one. Or only show it to a few people you trust and get their feedback. I think the fear comes from "the internet being forever," you know? But don't be afraid to let others see multiple parts of yourself and that you're human :) I always include bloopers at the end of my videos for that reason.
Thank you! Yeah I’ve filmed one before and my friend loved it so I just need to take the leap. Next week the first skit comes out!
girllll this video is so vulnerable and powerful. instant subscribe. I'm coming from the same situation as u are and all I dream for is to create art that's meaningful and can sustain me at the same time. So glad I found someone that I can relate to. Feels comforting to know that I'm not alone in this journey. sending you so much love and support!! we can do anything as long as we put our minds to it.
Thank you so much for the support! Welcome to the Parris Family!!
Honey it takes time to build a business. I started years ago, i stoped, started, went left, started again, stopedbecause of health issuses. I thought i would neverrecover. I wanted to give up because of the pain im in, yet i choose to start again !!
What a timing bc I recently found out behind my shinning armor of "pursuing my dreams" was a me who lost all hopes on themselves. Thank you for the video.
it's not a wasted time, you just needed to walk on a journey to discover new questions that your past self never knew existed before she started walking. Things happen for something new to come, be it challenging or fun. You faced it, you're living it girl!!
Good job. I let myself down 48 years. You are doing great!
Thank you!!
Thank you for these reflection. We all just love making excuses and its nice to wake up from that. Applause to you miss
This was my introduction video to your channel and I couldn't be happier! Happy to be in the Paris Gang/ Onion Family:)
Subscribed to you as we're the same age and also wishing you the best in your artistic endeavors! Remember, many prolific artists started their art careers after their early 20's, even 30's. Vincent van Gogh didn't start painting until 27! Social media distorts the reality of "making it". What's most important is outlining what success as an artist means TO YOU, and consistently putting in effort and positive energy to make it a reality. :)
Great video! Looking forward to your journey.
Thank you! And yes I completely agree social media is so discouraging! Once I can just pay my bills and make enough to pay my basic bills I’ll be so happy!
Man, I needed this video. I'm a UA-camr too (or at least I try to be). I clicked on this video a little scared of what I might hear, but it turns out it was a really great decision. You are smart, beautiful, heartfelt, and have everything you need to become a great and successful artist. And I know this just from watching that one video. Great job-keep going!
Thank you so much
Thank you for your transparency and vulnerability. You give me inspiration to start! I hope things work out in your favor and that you achieve amazing success!
I’ve changed my mindset and pumping out videos isn’t as hard anymore even when they flop. I’m continuing to learn and get to know what my audience likes. If I don’t get anything out of it after a year that’ll be sad but for now I’m really hustling.
Becoming a professional artist has always been my dream. To work in Disney or anything like that but honestly, working for myself seems way more enjoyable for me. If it’s possible, I’d love that. I’d be able to make great content and great comics and short films (I’ll be learning animation soon). I’m trying to show who I am more in my content and get out of my shell. I’m so shy irl so this is my only place to show who I really am.
I feel this hard. But if we can't be supportive of ourselves, why would anybody else be? I have a quote on my phone to remind me to talk and treat myself the way I would treat a best friend. Subscribing and looking forward to your growth!
I agree!
This video was so real…I have got to subscribe. This video opened so many eyes and has given voice to so many in the comments-those who couldn’t express what you’ve said in this video. I’m that person. I don’t have anything to “master” yet, and it’s killing me. You’ve given me something to reflect on though.
Thank you
Also you have a stunningly beautiful face ❤!
Thank you! I’m glad it was so helpful for everyone
It wasn't a waste... you know yourself a bit better now 😊 thank you for sharing your story!
Thank you so much!
You're fantastic and courageous ❤ Thank you for the video!
Thank you for listening!
Keep going sis, you got this!! I can hear passion in your voice.
Thank you!
no time ever spent in pursuit of creating art can be wasted, cheesy as it sounds you’re literally gifting the world with beauty
also LOOK you’re still talking and thinking about it, you’re only going to fail when you wake up and don’t think about it at all, once you’ve really abandoned it
you got this!!
Thank you 🥹
Hi, it’s my first time watching your video. Thank you for sharing the honest side of being an artist. I feel the biggest enemy is often ourselves, making excuses and comparing too much. Social media can kill passion sometimes😅
I love drawing since I was a kid, but haven’t had the courage to call myself an artist. I’ve mostly posted fanart, and I just realized it’s hard to express my true feelings and create original characters.
So I really admire what you've achieved!
No worries overtime you’ll definitely figure out how to express your feelings through your art! It took my a lot of practice to create an image from an feeling but the more I practice the better I got
NEW SUBSCRIBER!!! Your story is inspiring. I write (but I'm sharing your channel with my grandson because he's a very, very good artist) and I like ALL creative things, so here I am. Can't wait to dive into your channel.
Thank you!! I hope I can provide good entertainment and value for you!
Thank you for making this video. I am an artist working on personal pieces in my spare time whilst doing a full time job. I have struggled with procrastination and low engagement with art for years but I know it is what I want to be doing. I think we often put our faults onto other people or make excuses for ourselves in the moment but as you said life is too short! I really admire your drive and frankness too. Sending good vibes from the UK!!
Thank you so much!!
You’ve earned another subscriber, and I’m looking forward to the videos of your stories involving the hats-that sounds super fun! Thank you for making this video; what you said really hit home on so many things.
I’m so glad it help so many people! And yes I have filmed and now I’m editing that skit now
wow. this video is a great introspective into following your dreams. thank you for the advice
I’m glad it could help!
Keep in my mind that this platform is about whatever the algorithm of the moment is. This is not your fault. Also, I do not think you have wasted time - you are learning and growing.
Thank you
I feel the SAME way!
You've got this. Now's the time to go for it :)
Yes! Thank you so much!!
It's my first time here! I absolutely loved your authenticity and how you showed the honest side of what a sketchbook looks like, as it is a place of experimentation. I look forward to seeing what you post in the future. Keep it up!
Thank you and welcome!!
Appreciate that the algorithm directed me here as I'm trying to get back into art after all these years
Yes! You totally should even if just for yourself
This video was great to listen to I must say i keep it to my self I don't talk much about my art journey. It was good hearing someone talk about their up and down challenges in art. Ill check out more of your videos.
Thank you for the support and I’m glad it was nice to listen to
Hello there Ruby, :) I'm new here, you're inspiring and I look forward to seeing more of your story and videos. You're so genuine and down to earth.
Thank you! I appreciate your support and I’m looking forward to the future!
I just found your UA-cam channel. You spoke a lot of truth but keep in mind that something happens to our brain when we aren't having our basic needs met. But I got to look at your website. I'm hoping you will do a winter or holiday sticker set. Art is hard work. Be gentle with yourself and good luck!
Thank you for the concern, I am working on my winter drop as I type!
Thank you so much for this!!! So happy to have stumbled on this video. Im just starting my own journey as an artist on youtube and omg is it so taxing this was really encouraging. Thank you for sharing your story and pushing me to continue with mine 💕
Yay! Welcome to the struggle! I’m so glad I could be of use for you
Thanks for sharing your experience! I like the BGMs you chose for this video, it made it feel more engaging and heartfelt. Also, I reaaaally love your workspace! looking over that window must feel so cozy~
Thank you! And it really is especially when it rains
This was so inspiring. Thank you.☀️
I’m so glad it could help you!
Great Video! Watched it through and wishing the best for you. GOD BLESS 🙏
Thank you!
This is so incredibly encouraging! Thank you! 🥰 So glad your channel got randomly recommended!!!
Thank you so much for your vulnerability and sharing your story! This was so supportive for me to hear as i am in month 1 of starting the path of building a full-time art career. Im terrified, but I know i can do it. Small things lead to bigger things.
Thank you so much for your support I wish your business the best! And hopefully I can continue to help you in your journey!
a critic to self is a realization for more room for improvement and perfection to the ownselves satisfaction, hence an enjoyment of the final product. And, in the process you find what you like and what you don't like.
Thats not wasted, you just use that to the fullest. You used your time to alive, thats not wasted.
Listen, I turned 50 this year. And I want more than anything to not care what people think of me. I want to be able to put my creations out there, and maybe even do something on YT 🫣 without caring if someone I know irl sees it or feel like I have to wait until I’m more comfortable in front of the camera so that it’s more “professional”, etc. I just want to be able to be myself! Imperfections and all. Good for you for figuring this out at an early age!
I took time for me to show my face but I highly recommend just to focus on a voice over so people can hear your voice and feel the emotion and excitement behind it! No need to show your face for now!
The >>journey
Im 25 now I have learned I would rather try and fail than to never have tried at all. Does failing hurt yes but never trying at all feels worse to me.
I agree!
keep going ruby keep going man dont give up
Thank you for the support! It truly means the world to
I'm rooting for you! love this video so much. excited to follow your journey!
Thank you so much for the support
I needed this video man! Thank you so much.
Thank you, I needed to hear this
Im inspired! Thank you. I am new here, my first time watching your video. I feel exactly the same way you talked about. I am an artist too, and I have made so many excuses for not starting.... Thank you for pushing me through that as you push yourself. You are awesome!
I’m so glad it could help another artist!
Subscribed. Please keep going. I just started drawing and I can't wait to watch your old videos to learn from you. Anticipating your skits as well :)
Thank you so much for the support! Welcome to the Parris Family!
You are an amazing young woman. I was very moved by your honesty & integrity. Looking forward to seeing more of your art as a new subscriber. ♥️♥️♥️
Thank you so much!! Welcome to the Parris family!
This is exactly what I needed to hear today. I was crying earlier b/c I feel like I put so much effort into things and I never feel it's good enough or that people even care. I feel so alone sometimes b/c of it. I do want to make a living off this b/c I want to be able to support it and do more with my success, but it's not the only motivation. I just posted a longer video today and it's getting a few views but I guess I feel like my lack of instant success feels like failure. I want to share more of myself but I'm shy and so thin skinned that I'd cry if anyone was hurtful haha I also don't have an aesthetic room to work/film in b/c I don't have the means to do all that right now. I'm learning to edit, etc but it's so hard. Anyway, this was a good video to hear and I appreciate you sharing with us. It's nice to know we all have these feelings and we need to all support each other :)
You don’t have to worry I started out filming in my bathroom and using my kitchen counter as my filming area. Only 3/4 years in do I have this setup so don’t worry my mic used to be a hair brush 😂
You are a brave person and no one can judge that! I wanted to buy a yellow journal but the pull down menu has nothing for Canada!
Omg I didn’t realize I didn’t have international on! I have it activated now so you should be able to purchase!
@@RubysArtsyLife I wish you a million sales. Off to order mine. Thanks.
@MonicaBodirskyShadowland thank you so much!
success is following things you love but also taking care of your present and future self. if you have no debt, a 6month emergency fund and are funding your retirement then you can add on your pursuit of art and youtube. keeping another job may be the launchpad to that. Best to you.
Yes I agree that is why I work my day job and have been working hard to make sure I’m financially stable when I get older! Thank you so much for the support and advice
@@RubysArtsyLife ur sweet. Just know keeping a job is not failure, it’s responsible. You’ll get there. 🌸
Interesting! Not an artist, but resonates. I started a YT a year ago purely as a hobby, an outlet to keep my mind busy when I’m stressed. I am definitely keeping my ft job!!! I literally have no views/subcribers! also decided to do something super odd- ASMR life vlog! Not a passion, but it truly does de-stress my mind, so I’m gonna keep doing it! Thanks for sharing your experience
Wow I love asmr! Life vlogging that does sound so relaxing!
@@RubysArtsyLife ty ❤
@@RubysArtsyLife ty, sweet!❤
This was an instant subscribe and follow type of video for me. Thanks for being brave enough to present the real you! I look forward to following your journey
Thank you so much for the support!
So many truths told in this video. I'm glad to see you taje accountability and keep pushing and discovering.
Thank you!
thank you for sharing ❤ I´d like to be so bold and share the authentic me as well so you are a big inspiration for me 😊
Thank you! I’m honored to be of inspiration for you
Thanks for sharing what's on your heart! You got this 👍👍🙏
Thank you so much!
Just be consistent youlll get there. Really enjoyed this video
Thank you I’m glad it’s resonating with people!
You're doing super fantastic with only 200 something uploads. Keep going💪💪💪
Thank you!
great video keep up the good content just subbed!
Thank you!
New youtuber here! Rooting for you girl, im on a similar journey with my art! 💟
Thank you!! We’ve got this!
That's so crazy -- all of the images you said looked bad...to. me looked great! Good work and keeping going 🙂
Thank you!
@ you’re welcome!
Thanks for posting. I hope to find courage to post long videos too and sharing my life. As of now I only post shorts and trying to keep my privacy. I want to find a good balance with it. 😊
I’m sure you’ll get there
Awesome video. The UA-cam art journey is always an interesting one.
You didn't "waste 3.5 years"....you learned valuable life lessons.....Do you realize how many people fail starting businesses... before they finally get it right?.....Never give up and eventually you will be rewarded!
Thank you thank you! You are so right I failed at this one time before and I was just disappointed I repeated the same mistakes!
@RubysArtsyLife ...This life is all about learning lessons.....You will be totally fine!
Thank you for the vulnerability and inspiration!