Kellie Is Gone... Rest In Peace
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You have been put through the wringer. It’s crucial that you take your time. Cry. Get angry. Get upset. Grieve. The pieces will fall into place, allow them. You will need a lot of time to heal & recover from this.
appreciate you man, I know I have. I won't ever give up
Damn bro. Sorry for your loss. Crazy story. I was just watching the live the other night. Seems like there may be more to the story. Stay strong though dude. Don't break sobriety. Keep us updated. We are here for you bud.
yea, ill find out more soon within 3 weeks
Daniel, I’m so sorry habibi. Don’t let this grief make you slip. She wouldn’t want that. I’m so sorry 😢 sending you prayers and love ❤
Whoa, Shereen, I've followed your channel for some time now, same with Daniel's channel, Im so surprised to see you here in the comments! Hope you are well. 🖤🧞♂️🧞♀️🧞 Tragic what Daniel's going through, I wish him the best. ✊🏾🖤
thank you ❤️
Oh my heart💔
Daniel!! I'm sooo sorry!!! It's like double the stab to the heart. Husband ? Craziness. Bless your sweet soul.
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HOLY SHIZ BRO!!! This story is intense, really sorry you’ve been struggling lately. Hang in there man. R.I.P. 💔
I know man, I can't believe it
I don’t even know what to say, Daniel. You’re in my thoughts and prayers. Lots of love, friend. RIP, Kellie.🌹
thank you ❤️
It’s okay, to not be okay, right now. My condolences.
Wtf, that’s unreal. I watched that live stream, asked a bunch of questions, and was so stoked to see you chilling and happy af with your girl. When I saw the title of this I thought it was just a breakup! What the actual fuck. She was helping you answer some of the questions I asked about poppy seed tea and shit. How does it go from that to this, so fkd up. Sorry for your loss bro.
I know man, we got so close in such a short time, she knew everything about me I thought it was so cool she even started using my lingo around me it was the cutest thing ever and we just had such a great time. and honestly even if she was married, she was still my best friend. I felt very lucky to have known her. shit hurts so bad right now man ❤️😭
@@danielsinrecovery Yeah man, well I think whether she was married or not-or even if she has kids, or there was something she wasn't telling you-doesn't take away from what there was, that's all besides the point. Love is one of the coolest things about being alive, and pain is often part of it, but this is next level. Do what you need to do to get through it: buy your fave food, shop and buy some $$ seeds for your grow, go for a run, go extra hard on that hike you were gonna go on. Just don't buy dope...think about what she would think or say about that.
This is literally unreal. How can this be real? Daniel, oh my god 😥. I just wish I could hug you…
Life can be so fleeting. One minute, everything's good, and then the forlorn storm rolls in 😔. Eleven years ago, I found myself in this same situation except it was my best friend since we were kids. I carried him into the shower but he wouldn't wake up. Long story short, six hours later, he opened his eyes. Due to health complications from the situation being caused by an OD, he couldn't live with the aftermath & was gone in the blink of an eye a few years later. The survivor's guilt has never left me. I hope for Daniel that he can find a way to heal like I never could 🙏.
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@VeteransWithAnxiety Hang in there, my guy. I'mma email yu my info later today. I'll be on my computer working on some stuff tonight (about 830pm - 130am'ISH, Chicago/Central time) while watching a hockey game. If you want someone to talk to or just sit on a discord call with, we can do that. If not, all good ✌️ the offer will remain on the table. Be easy.
Hope its gets better soon rest in peace kellie
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very sad. unfortunately gotta wait for the autopsy to really know. keep the fight kid.
I know man, I will
Brother, I had a bunch of overdose deaths in my family the last couple of years, and I know how hard it is to lose people that you care for the most. It happens to all of us. It's life, and sometimes life gets really fucking rough and is not fair. Don't let it get to you man. It's outside of your control. There's nothing you could have done that you didn't do. Peace to you man.
yea, thank you
I feel you. Man I hope next year will be better than the last 3 years. I'm also mentally drained from funerals and loses
Same here man, last 3 years been fucked
I hope so to man
You poor man. My God.
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Damn Daniel like you haven’t been through enough hard shit from using, to combat medic, now this! RIP Kelly, I live in Sac too.
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daniel man i don’t know where to start. if this happened to me i don’t have a single clue what i’d do. all i can say is just please try to stay strong through this time. this will be one of the biggest tests of your life to stay sober and stick to the purpose as to why you started this channel in the first place. we are all keeping you in our hearts. i’m so sorry
I know man...
Ah my dude i see and feel your heart hurtin im prayin for you brother
Dude, man. Imnsorry for your loss. I swear you just did a stream yesterday. Like, indont know what to say. Madness.
I know it 😭 I can't believe it
Holy shit... just clicked the notification for the video- have my volume muted as I'm at work- and your face and eyes honestly made me start to tear up...
I don't know what happened yet- but it's extremely evident it has really impacted you...
I need to watch this with volume when I'm off work. I'm so sorry.... you poor thing omg... my heart aches seeing you like that
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God bless you man. Nothing hits harder than life but you have a bunch of people who are behind you.
God damn bro, she was just on stream the other day.
I'm so sorry she is not here anymore and that you had to deal with her not waking up.
Fuck man, prayers for you Daniel,I don't even know what to say. So many people I know and others are dropping like flies out of the blue.
Thanks for sharing what happened and you'll be in my prayers for the foreseeable future. 😢❤😢😢🫂
I know it man, thank you
Aww Daniel I'm so fucking sorry 😢 I'm here for you. Please stay strong. I so badly wanted to give you a hug through the screen.
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Wow. This story is heartbreaking. Stay strong. My heart goes out to you.
yea it is... thank you
Don’t blame yourself buddy keep your head up we look up to you sorry this happened to you
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Most people have never and will ever need to go through this Daniel 💔.. I am crying for you that is so so sad. Your gonna need support therapy and a lot of help to get thru this. Bless you this is so unfair, life is so creul at times. I am terribly sorry Daniel please stay well I am devasted for you how awful. Bless you 💔xx
yea its fucked
Bro wth! I literally just saw the video of you two together.
Man bro I hope you can get out of this. It gets worst before it gets better.
Crazy story though
I know man
I’m so sorry you’ve experienced this. Sending good, healing thoughts your way ❤
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I can't believe this. I am so sorry Daniel.
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Stay strong! I'm praying for you❤
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She mightve known she didn't have that long or was depressed and was going to od on meds and wanted to have some "hurrah" time explains the husband thing and cancer thing. Hopefully not to many people making a murder mystery outta it. Stay strong bro know it easy to want to block the world its stressful make it a reason to stay on the right path. Year and a half clean myself since my father passed.
yea bro this is the hardest thing ive ever gone through. I can't believe it. I think she might have been sicker than she wanted to tell me. plus all the chemo she went through I just dont know
I was thinking the same thing.
Oh Hun, 😮😮 I don't even have any words. I'm shook right now. Just do yourself a favor....when you can check into that autopsy. See what happened... for your own piece of mind!! Even if you keep it to yourself. If you don't, it will eat you alive forever. I'm praying for you !!
im definitely going to look into it that's forsure
I found my daughter same way she was 24 its heartbreaking to lose someone you love especially when there young I'm so sorry prayers for you turn to God He will give you strength we never know when our life is over be strong🙏
Damn RIP! Too many gone so young. Smh
yea
This is absolutely tragic. My heart goes out to you. Please take care of yourself. One day at a time. You are in my prayers ❤
yea. thank you
Oh noo Daniel I am heartbroken for you 💔. What the hell I am so so sorry for you.
OMG you have had such a hard hard time of it 😢 I can't believe your going thru all this. Please stay strong although it's very hard 🙏. Be thinking of you please take care of yourself I know you be lost but please take care of yourself right now xxx
feel very lost. thank you
When I seen the live with you both I nearly commented
“this isn’t going to end well’
I didn’t out of respect but I just had a bad feeling .
Not sure why but yeah this is pretty messed up
nobody could have guessed this one. so unexpected, I just want to finally know what happened
@@danielsinrecoverydid you ever find out man?
Damn Daniel, I’m so sorry man, that’s crazy, that’s fckn wild, don’t go off the deep end , it will only bring misery, you already know, don’t lose focus of your sobriety, you will lose everything, we all do this shyt to ourselves
I know man
Damn, Daniel its fuckin insane what a fucken Christmas ..I feel for you bro. yea, take it by the hour bro. I hope she didn't lie bro but if she did she should get the Oscar for best acting performans. I feel really bad for you bro you deserve way more you really inspire me and I'm going to to be rooting for you bro.
I really think she was running away from something bad, she wanted to tell me something but left before she ever could 😭❤️
I'm so sorry you are going through this. Perhaps you are still in shock. Please 🙏 maintain recovery bro ,at all cost. This is a huge test.
Again my condolences 🙏
I’m so sorry man. 😢
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Daniel my heart is with u @veteranswithanixety
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So sorry for your loss…. But honestly the fact that she was willing to make that long drive and had very little personal items with her leads me to believe her “husband” wasn’t a good guy! You can take comfort in the fact that you gave her happiness and love when she needed it most…. No matter how short of a time IT Mattered!
Noo bro! I am so Freaking Sorry my dude
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Love you bro, you've already overcome hard situations. I'm sure you'll come out of this stronger and with more wisdom to help more people ❤️
hope so man
so sorry for your loss
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I feel you bro , I’ve lost people in my life and it’s not easy . Just stay calm and let God take over He knows what best for you right now MORE THAN ANYONE OR ANYTHING. much love brotha ❣️
yea thanks
I just can’t stop thinking about you... I just hope her family will know how hard you fought to save her 😔.
That is so heartbreaking man, please just hit the Kush harder and not the pills man, don't end up as a statistic, deepest condolences may she rest in peace. Stay strong and talk to people when you need to.
Daniel has always put so much love & support into this page and he takes the time to read EVERY COMMENT. So much time is poured into us & he doesn’t even know us……please come together during this time bc not only has he lost someone but he has an experience no one should have to go through. Unfortunately some MOST of us have….its a part of addiction these days.
So sorry bro. Keep your head up and in the right place. You’re going to go through a lot of emotions in the next few months.
Stay fucking strong man.
Husband is probably estranged or they are probably separated but still married. That’s not uncommon, she probably just didn’t want to tell you about it yet. Nothing to worry about bro.
yea im not worried about that. I dont even care about that to be real
Dude! I am so freaking Sorry! I have gone thru this with my Great Friend. It was a crazy story i touch on it in a Video of mine. Bro stay strong man! I'm heading to Portland to get my brother. He's in the struggle still. I pray 🙏 you find some peace man! R.I.P Kellie😢
thank you man
Do you need help finding his brother
I'm so sorry my man. God bless you! You're not alone with all of these good people passing away.
yea its so fucked 😭
I am so sorry Daniel. I don't even have any words. I had just watched your entire live with Kellie. It's devastating and you are in my thoughts and prayers. ❤
thank you
@VeteransWithAnxiety I have some possible info I'd like to get to you, but I don’t want to post on YT. You can get my contact info from Fentanyl Anonymous. Be well, Daniel
I just found your channel thru Danielle you interviewed. I’m so sorry man! It’s so traumatizing to try to revive someone u love… happened to me with an OD. Luckily they survived but it was awful. Crazy thing is in addiction I narcanned ppl all the time ! But this was different bc I love them. 💔💔💔 love your videos and so sorry for your loss and that you had to go thru this.
thanks for coming over! and yea that was the most traumatizing event that's ever happened to me straight up like i cant think of anything much worse than that. and still haven't been able to get any answers as to what exactly happened that day
@@danielsinrecovery that’s gotta make it even worse. I’m glad you had that camera on man 🙏🏼
The part you mentioned about waking up from your sleep gasping for air. That sounds like sleep apnea! If you ever wake up and you gasp for air it’s almost guarantee it’s sleep apnea. Have you ever had a sleep study done? I had to learn how to sleep propped up to fix my sleep apnea. Never woke up gasping ever again.
What a crazy ass story man…. Wow.
Daniel, I’m so very sorry that you’re going through this. R.I.P. Kellie.💔 You have a right to know what happened and you will find out. Please take good care of you. Nobody else can do that for us. You must take extra good care. You will get through this. Stay Strong Daniel and lean on your family right now. We are all here for you. Many of us have had this happen. You are Not alone.
thank you, I will
So crazy bro. Sorry for your loss...
I know man, thank you bro
Wow Daniel!!! I'm so sorry!!!!! Omg
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I’m so sorry Daniel 🖤💔💔💔🖤 What a scary, traumatic way to wake up. Im so sorry for your loss & proud of you for holding it together and being in the difficult emotions❤️🩹
Sending you so much love 💗💗💗🙏😇✨
So sorry for your loss man- hope you get the information to give you some closure. Hopefully she was telling you the truth regarding never taking any drugs- but does seem a little odd since she was following your channel which is mostly about sobriety, and if she takes Valium every night to sleep. Stay strong!
Wow..
I am so sorry for your tragic loss. Seeing the pain in your eyes and seeing you cry makes me so sad :/ You are such a strong individual to have been dealt these fucked up cards and still be standing. Pleease, do not be too hard on yourself. You seem to have really loved Kellie and that is the most precious gift you can give someone. Know that she passed being loved and admired by you!
Praying that you gain clarity and peace of mind on the situation. 🙏
Discovered your videos not too long ago when i started my sobriety journey. I know im not the only one who is grateful to have found your videos! Geez, such a heavy situation man my heart goes out to you ❤ Take care of yourself and know we are all here for you, rooting and supporting you!
I did, I loved her so much! I feel lucky to have spent that time with such an amazing woman, even if she was married I dont even care at this point that was still my best friend
Condolences. That’s a horrible thing to experience.
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I missed your show too the other day
its all good my man
Wow bro... I been watching yur channel. Crazy story byt real life. My condolences for yur loss. Hang in there and be careful even just on benzo.
Your not alone bro we have to hang in there
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I felt so bad liking this video but it was a crazy story 😢 I lost my sister this way but she wasn’t in MY bed - only thing I can say is….heal right, or you don’t heal at all my dude ❤️🩹
I have lost 27 friends and my father to suicide, 8 of my friends were with me, and my dad I found hanging, alot was due to drug overdose, I miss them with everything I have, I think every day what could i have done different. I dont want people to feel that way or do that. So please for your community dont blame anything on yourself, and dont think anything about it couldve been changed, it happened, it is the worst feeling ever, despair, darkness, and total anguish is shown and felt, I am so sorry for you loss.
SIncerely, S.
thank you for the kind words. this was a major event. never in my life have i had something like this happen
@@danielsinrecovery It'll be hard for a few months, if not a year or two, but you got it, you recovered from your use and it's gonna be kinda like that, please do your best!
stay strong we are all here for you ❤️❤️
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I agree “that is incredibly fucked up”, no better way to say it. As a nurse who had to take medical leave to work on mental health, I felt that. I spend two months in a program specifically for first responders, military, and healthcare workers. There are things that happen inside and outside the field of helping society that make our daily lives hell. This is one of those things and I am so sorry. I’ve heard similar anguish from many people in that program and I was one of the 25% of the group who didn’t have a prominent substance use disorder. Seek support, get as much as you can. It’s not easy even is you’ve worked in trauma, you deserve the support to heal from this. I wish you the best and hope you know you can get through this, you’ve made it through every horrible day until today. Much love ❤️ you’re not alone and can heal, I know this was rambley but lots of thoughts for a long deep stream
im sorry
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May God Rest her soul she is at eternal peace!!! She’s watching over you like an Angel brother
This is unbelievable but it happens every day I remember when the ambulance took my uncle out the house I’ll never forget I worked for him he ran a roofing business everybody showed up to a horrible site i was on heroin for 10 years I now make videos of my progress and vlogs mostly shorts I hope to help others
yea man I know it, sucks so bad right now
You been through some shit, But sounds like this is a little mysterious you didn’t know much about her cancer and drugs is the biggest killers just keep yourself together do what you Gotta do but don’t go backwards friend
I’m sorry for your loss my Brother. Keep your head up. We never know when it is our time until God calls us back. You’re still here for a reason and you will continue to prosper. If you haven’t yet, please establish a personal relationship with Yehoshua (Jesus) and pray. I swear He will help to heal you with all emotional and physical problems, and will allow you to see more in this world than meets the eye. Never lose the love in your heart, for your heart will guide what you attract in life. Allow God to guide it for you and relieve your anxieties and worries. I do not know you personally Brother but I also served in the USMC, and it was only the mercy and grace of God that got me through every soul crushing situation.
God is real. Christ is real and he will reveal his wonders to you the more you pray, the more you strive to seek Him and follow His Spirit. Everything is spiritual (religion itself is bs) that happens to us and around us. Nothing is coincidence my Brother. Keep your head up and please
Pray for yourself, your loved ones, and even your enemies. Your heart and your life will change for the better my Brother. God Bless you and God Bless Kellie always. She’s not here in body but her soul is very real and is exists with God. You’ll see here again in due time. Peace to you and One Love.
maybe your right
Daniel, I am so sorry for your loss and what you had to go through. I unfortunately know exactly how you are feeling. On May 30th of 2020 I walked into my house and found my boyfriend OD’d on the floor in the kitchen. That situation broke me. I also had to do CPR and try and help him to no avail. I know this heavy sad hopeless feeling. Please in the coming days be nice to yourself.. be kind to yourself.. none of this is your fault. You are so smart.. if you feel like using.. you know what to do and who to call. Good luck my friend… you are in my thoughts. ❤
😞 I'm keeping your strength in my thoughts, I am so sorry 🌹
Omg. I can not express to you how sorry I am and that you had to experience that. I don’t wish this on my worst enemy.
I had a very similar situation many years ago and found someone so important to me that passed away. Right now your going through everything and every way you could have helped her. You need to stop and take a breath you will Drive yourself crazy with all the what ifs. I am so sorry for your loss. This video was on my feed and I just started watching your story. But I literally went through almost exactly the same situation. It’s so heartbreaking to hear. You need to get a support system around you. This is going to be a long process with waves of heavy grief. My thoughts are with you and her family. I am so unbelievably sorry for your loss.
I believe youll see Kellie again in the next life resurrected.
yea i belive in that, you might be right!
I’m sorry brother…
thanks for the support man
Bro I no it’s hard you new her for 2 weeks imagine her family
That's crazy. Some breaking bad shit. Just remember seeing her on ur live stream the other day. Now today she dies. So fucked. Maybe Valium overdose because she was over tired. Idk man
yea man, idk
Or fake valium with fent??? Who knows these days😮
Love you bro. I know how hard this shit can be, and it just feels like such a deep part of your soul leaves this earth with them. But she’s always with you in your heart. I’ve lost my brother, my aunt and my uncle all either suicide or overdose within the past few years, both my aunt and uncle within a year. Its just such a helpless feeling, especially when these things don’t have to be this way. But I know nothing I can say will bring her back, and I know you have to grieve, but your not alone brother, we’re always here for ya and love you brother.
Daniel I have no words man. I am truly sorry. I wish I could give you a hug dude. Please stay strong
Hey Daniel, I’ve been a silent viewer and I enjoy your videos and internet presence. I’m so sorry to hear about Kellie. What belongs to God must be returned back. Hang in there.
Love.
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I’m sorry for your loss brother ❤❤❤
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Love you brother let the universe support you.
Oh my God I'm so sorry...
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Yeah man, not sure how housing is there but I’d want to move out so you don’t have to be reminded all the time. Idk Or at least stay somewhere different while you process.
yea I know. I dont know if they will let me move but I might be looking into it
@@danielsinrecovery maybe rearrange the furniture?
hi bro.. im the dude you emailed a while ago... so sorry for your loss... if you need anything reach out... remember im a local to vegas... im clean no drugs at alll...... I used to party hard as hell... Touring doing music living like a rockstar... now im in the sales industry real estate and my whole life changed... I lost like 99 percent of the close people around me during the transition, I lost a lot of them to drugs like fetenal and many other drugs.... point of story is.... stay strong...life is crazy and it never stops with challenges... keep your head up bro, ONE LOVEE!!!!!
yea this is all so fucked u, but yes I remember! sorry bout that, just been having so much shit going on, but we should link up one day tho foreal man, I love your music that shit is dope.
Sorry about your lost brother can’t imagine how this feel stay strong
I'm so sorry for your lost! I can't even imagine. Please take time for yourself. Make sure to surround yourself with those who wont encourage you to use.
Since she's a nurse, I assume she was required to get the c0v1d 💉. There's been a lot of people just dropping bc of it. The media hasn't been covering it either. There are tons of examples on X/Twitter (healthy/young people just dropping).
You and her family will be in my thoughts & prayers.
I know it, she told me she had to get 4 shots
Wow bro im so fucking sorry i would loose my mind if this happened to me im sorry for all the shit you been going through
Sorry about the loss, brother. Are you going to have to meet up with her husband to give her stuff back? I know that'll be rough...i wish you the best. ✊🏾
that's what the coroner told me at least
Im so sorry bro ❤ you have a good heart and you will never be alone lots of poeole love you
New sub your video showed up on my feed. I am an RN as well, cancer patients are at higher risk of sudden death due to blood clots (embolism). Also, she drove many hours preceding her untimely death. I am so sorry for your loss. I’m sorry for her and her family how sad. But it sounds like she passed in her sleep. Please take good care of your mental health and take time to get through this. I think she loved you she looked really happy. Take care friend 💚💚💚💚💚❤️🤍💙
Daniel, you have to be so careful. You only knew her for a couple weeks...and she had a whole husband?! Please protect yourself. 🙏 It is very dangerous to have people over that you do not know in real life. What if this husband is pissed and crazy? What if he comes over there to get even? Im so freaking worried bro!!!!!
Oh damn!! Youre right. And this women died while off with another guy. Yeah youre right, Daniel barely even knew this girl. She was more or less a stranger.
I know, I wasn't aware. but im not worried
@@danielsinrecovery it's good man. Any time any body dies unexpectedly its shocking! Especially when you were just with them.
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Hey brother just saw this video on my feed and watched. Man im so sorry brother, its so hard loosing someone close to you, i know this to be true af. Im subbing to your channel and man im 36 and sober but it used to not always be that way. Riddled with addiction and a convicted felon i have alot of insight if you EVER need help with something your going threw. Much love hommie from VA. stay strong soldier!
Man, I don't know you at all but you've got me wanting to comfort you and I've found myself worrying about you in the couple hrs since I watched this. I'm ex army also, heroin addict as well. And we have a few kinda things in common, why I got into your channel right away. I've had many deaths of the people closest to me in last 3 yrs and the only conclusion I've c on me to is one the Buddhists have always known . Life is truly just a study in suffering, the more you open yourself to others and love, the more suffering you will receive. So say 🖕 suffer God's, you'll get little satisfaction from me!
sorry bro....this is messed up. i hope you are able to find some peace soon.
thank you