Dancing for the Devil: The Disturbing Story of a Former Stripper

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  • Former stripper shares her most terrifying story and her testimony of coming to Jesus. She shared her testimony and explains how she ended up in the strip club as a backslidden Christian. We also talked about the abuse she suffered during her childhood and the impact it had on her as a young adult.
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    Timestamps
    0:00 - Prelude
    1:13 - Childhood Abuse
    12:19 - Coming to Jesus and Backsliding
    17:46 - Becoming a Stripper
    22:38 - The Night God Saved My Life
    31:49 - Dancing for a Demon
    45:39 - Quitting Everything for Jesus
    55:49 - Amanda’s Message
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  • @daughtersofzionpodcast
    @daughtersofzionpodcast 8 місяців тому +458

    I want to say from the bottom of my heart that I am truly thankful and honored to have been a guest on your platform! Your podcast is a gift to the body of Christ and for many who do not know him YET!
    I pray blessings and favor over your ministry and excited to see all the amazing fruit that will come from this platform! Man of God be blessed because it is only up from here !! 🙏🙏
    Thank you all for all of your sweet comments and support! I pray you would experience the love of God on a whole new level this week!!!
    Love,
    Amanda Toro 🙏🔥

    • @almostfalse
      @almostfalse  8 місяців тому +27

      Thank you for coming on the show Amanda. It takes a lot of courage to be vulnerable like this publicly and I know that it will have a positive impact on many. May God bless you and your family 🤍

    • @shilohbell1573
      @shilohbell1573 5 місяців тому +23

      You not only have a powerful testimony, but such a gift of evangelism. I try to tell people about God and I feel like a robot. Your words just melt the heart of stone away. Beautiful.

    • @brianvincavage7626
      @brianvincavage7626 4 місяці тому +7

      Incredible..thx so much sis..this world is not what we think it is..well..we know

    • @richardbond4496
      @richardbond4496 Місяць тому +5

      nice testimony and learning experience

    • @Misha-LameGericke
      @Misha-LameGericke Місяць тому +4

      Thank you for your amazing testimony, my sister in Christ! It's very clear to me that God loves you so much. Call on Him for all your needs and know Him in everything you do. Catch you on the flip side!

  • @smacctubetv4154
    @smacctubetv4154 8 місяців тому +416

    Rejected the devils offer and lost my home ,fiancee, been beaten down for 2 years financially broke, mentally mangled, rejected but still Love Jesus Christ and his Father. I rebuke you Satan!.

    • @mightymouse1005
      @mightymouse1005 8 місяців тому +34

      Thise things were not in God's plan for you. He has much better things planned for you.

    • @smacctubetv4154
      @smacctubetv4154 8 місяців тому +6

      @@mightymouse1005 🙏

    • @Gaybraham.Lincoln
      @Gaybraham.Lincoln 2 місяці тому +7

      God bless ❤

    • @smacctubetv4154
      @smacctubetv4154 2 місяці тому +7

      @@Gaybraham.Lincoln HE DID ❤ Now GOD BLESS YOU. HALLELUJAH ✝️ 🔥 ❤ 🙏 amen amen

    • @anntrece1396
      @anntrece1396 Місяць тому +18

      Spiritual warfare is real; Hang in there brother. I understand completely- been there but you will RISE out of this!!!

  • @garybynoe
    @garybynoe 4 місяці тому +195

    It's so important to note that she went through HEALING & DELIVERANCE before going into ministry! Many ministers end up in scandals because no one taught/led them into healing and deliverance! God bless her, her family & her ministry!

  • @jessiesheldon-huffey1824
    @jessiesheldon-huffey1824 8 місяців тому +332

    Such an honest testimony. Unforgiveness is like drinking poison and expecting it to hurt the other person. Forgiveness can be soo hard and unforgiveness can take us down a very scary road. Not understanding what forgiveness is can be a stumbling block for so many Christians. Forgiveness does not mean you trust the person that hurt you, it does not mean you excuse their behavior. Forgiveness is often a process that starts with us telling God we don't have the power to forgive on our own. It is asking God to indwell in us and do the forgiveness for us as we can't do it on our own strength. That is where it can start.

    • @shilohbell1573
      @shilohbell1573 5 місяців тому +12

      One thing that helped me forgive is if I imagine the other person had the Holy Spirit. They would feel the full weight of guilt and conviction for their actions and then they would be healed and saved and they would do better. So I wish the Holy Spirit on them and it melts my anger away and allows me to forgive. Vengeance is the Lord’s.

    • @danilaroche1156
      @danilaroche1156 Місяць тому +7

      Right! It is a process. I was molested a few times by my dad & it nearly ruined my life. I had deep self loathing and shame. After I was saved, I didn't dream the Lord could heal the trauma & pain. I just didn't think God could do it or that He cared. He does & He delivered me. I'd love to talk to Amanda. Contact her. This is the most wonderful testimony & she's very articulate.

    • @vdog4799
      @vdog4799 Місяць тому

      Wow. Thank you. That was really special the way you said that. That struck a chord in me

    • @missmaggie5509
      @missmaggie5509 Місяць тому +5

      Forgiveness is like setting a prisoner free and realizing you were the prisoner.

    • @sindeeesquibel5198
      @sindeeesquibel5198 Місяць тому

      I fully agree, such wisdom.

  • @Winthistime777
    @Winthistime777 8 місяців тому +154

    She is so smart, humble and a beautiful soul. I feel humbled listening to her. I feel like she has a healing ministry

    • @almostfalse
      @almostfalse  8 місяців тому +7

      She does! Check it out! Her links are in the description of the video

    • @briankane460
      @briankane460 Місяць тому

      😂

  • @fashionwithoutlabels
    @fashionwithoutlabels Місяць тому +141

    I can relate so much to her testimony. I was a stripper over 20 years ago. I did it only for 1 year while going through an accelerated 2yr degree in one year. And let me tell you. I am a child of God and while in that strip club I also felt that Jesus covered me the ENTIRE time I was in there. I did not drink nor partake in alcohol while in there. I thank Jesus I quit and never looked back! All fast money ain’t good money.

    • @Forest__Dream
      @Forest__Dream Місяць тому +12

      I FEEL this message!! I actually started "drinking" when I started, like maybe a drink or a few sips at best on weekends, but it still made me realize I was DRINKING after cutting alcohol for 5+ years... I started at 28, and now I'm 29, and I am SO GRATEFUL I heard the voice of GOD one weekend after taking a small break from working a lot! And let me tell you, the times I got tried whilst making my exit was definitely a sign from God that this wasn't for me and never was !!! I was always the "careful/nice" girl that rejected extras and was just trying to survive. Ugh.
      I literally told all the guys and my regulars I was going back to God, and would sit there on my last two weeks just talking about God LMFAO I DID NOT CARE ABOUT MONEY OR OPINIONS ANYMORE 😂😂😂😂😂

    • @sj9410
      @sj9410 Місяць тому

      ​@@Forest__Dreamlol what stripper puts in a 2 week notice

    • @lazerbubbles3630
      @lazerbubbles3630 Місяць тому +1

      ​@@Forest__Dreamon your last 2 weeks were clients listening to you when you spoke about God?
      That is truely AmAzing!!!!! ❤❤🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @lazerbubbles3630
      @lazerbubbles3630 Місяць тому +1

      ❤️🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽❤️

  • @shilohbell1573
    @shilohbell1573 5 місяців тому +139

    This one made me cry for multiple reasons. I’m prior military. I went on my first deployment when my son was 4 MONTHS old and my daughter was 15 months. I deployed 6 more times after that to Iraq Saudi and Korea before they were 10. My then husband would send them away to live with his family because his job was so intensive he couldn’t live a single dad life. Anyways, my daughter is 18 now and just by some things that have happened I think someone did something to her but she won’t tell me. I have so much guilt and grief. I was lost in the new age to cope with my pain and living in sin too in that time and God chased me down. I just pray for her healing. Maybe anyone who sees this can too.

    • @ancientwisdom-ty4nb
      @ancientwisdom-ty4nb Місяць тому

      Yeah haven't we said b4 that these old politicians are destroying the lives of their youths going to endless preventable wars they know they won't fight and would lead to death, disability. Ptsd, broken homes, fatherless children and Suicide. Any old politicians who go into war casually is an evil destructive f00l

    • @lydiam9323
      @lydiam9323 Місяць тому +10

      I will pray for her

    • @ashleypearson7848
      @ashleypearson7848 Місяць тому +4

      Amen I'm glad you were saved!

    • @olivejones777
      @olivejones777 Місяць тому +2

      I pray for healing for both of you 🙏

    • @lazerbubbles3630
      @lazerbubbles3630 Місяць тому +7

      Be there for her!❤❤ if u both dont talk often then text her a lil cute something every other day or every day just she knows you're there. This is coming from a daughter wishing my mom reached out w/ just a lil cute text ! 😊 its ok we are trying now, I'm 40 now. Better late than never! 😅

  • @recyclespinning9839
    @recyclespinning9839 Місяць тому +69

    The forgiving her dad was for her. Anger destroys the vessel that contains it. Doesn't mean you are friends or family after you forgive. It only means you've forgiven them and can move into your life without that anger inside that will only hurt or destroy you....

    • @charzz123
      @charzz123 19 днів тому +3

      This I can relate to ...
      Fell out with my dad and took alot of my peace away untill I forgave him .. he wasn't open arms and that hurt to (his fault why we fell out) but I felt at peace ... I did what I had to do. Still can feel anger about abandonment but I know God is my Father and he has got me

  • @FERRARICWH69
    @FERRARICWH69 19 днів тому +30

    Ohhhhh my god …. I was a dancer for years 15 to 32 started after being sexually abused by a couple (a grade 2 teacher and a child psychologist) and i had something happen during a lap dance that completely changed my whole perception of reality when i was around 30 …. Something evil definitely exists ..

    • @192OOIDJJ3
      @192OOIDJJ3 12 днів тому +1

      Are you really surprised?...

    • @FERRARICWH69
      @FERRARICWH69 11 днів тому

      @@192OOIDJJ3 yeah definitely to be really honest because the experience that I had made me not want to say anything because I thought maybe I was loosing my mind .. I almost would like to do a video explaining what I saw cause it was different than what she saw, but it was absolutely insane and it actually happened to me two different times in a very, very short time period where i was trying to change my life

    • @nikicarrie4071
      @nikicarrie4071 6 днів тому +1

      What was it. What happened

    • @FERRARICWH69
      @FERRARICWH69 5 днів тому

      @@nikicarrie4071way to long to write out .. im almost tempted to do a video about it

    • @kendraflores2729
      @kendraflores2729 4 дні тому

      Don't you think if she wanted to tell she'd just tell the story!! It might be hard for her to repeat it, I'm sure it's been hard to live with!!

  • @amadeus0707
    @amadeus0707 28 днів тому +20

    I felt like she told a bit of my story… I also experienced similar. I’ll never forget I was also a dancer and this night I was drinking and getting high and I remember I had just got off stage and every where I looked I saw demons all around me… it was the most craziest thing. I honestly feel being in that environment and being around so many demons I can see the evil in people and hurt in others… I was around it so many years and also feel until this day demons still try and take me back to some dark places but I have always searched for God and continue to build my relationship. ❤

    • @ShyannwithJesus
      @ShyannwithJesus 5 днів тому

      Yes I have the same testimony as you! God covers us! How did you get out?

  • @ij_francesstylesa.2283
    @ij_francesstylesa.2283 Місяць тому +63

    When listening to her story, the part where she said her Mom was in & out of hospital during the time of the abuse, I had the insight that her mom’s sickness came about because of the abuse her innocent child was going through. Some mom have very strong connection to their children. The mom just didn’t know what was causing her sickness & neither did Amanda know. But once her daughter was healed & delivered, and the truth was revealed, the mom was set free and she began to heal and be alive once again.
    ”you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”“
    ‭‭John‬ ‭8‬:‭32‬ ‭GNBDK

    • @thecinnamonman2003
      @thecinnamonman2003 Місяць тому +12

      Yes, that’s funny because I felt exactly the same way. And the family all getting boils…that is indicative of the spiritual problems they were all going through and were affected by because of this evil taking place in secrecy.

    • @ij_francesstylesa.2283
      @ij_francesstylesa.2283 Місяць тому +8

      @@thecinnamonman2003 I couldn’t agree more. 👍

    • @Naiki29
      @Naiki29 Місяць тому +2

      @@thecinnamonman2003agreed!

    • @laurac9857
      @laurac9857 16 днів тому

      Yup spiritual warfare manifesting in the physical. I had this experince going thru trauma within my family. Although I am thankful I listened to God

  • @nymaksco1835
    @nymaksco1835 8 місяців тому +90

    The devil 👿 never lets you have the Happy Ending that he lied 🤥 to you about!

    • @keanamiller-wood4101
      @keanamiller-wood4101 19 днів тому

      What's happening here with your comment?Did the devil offer you something and did not deliver?She said nothing about the devil offering her anything.Shame for you that you didn't get the happy ending that he promised you.Maybe you will get it in de@th. Be optimistic.

    • @nymaksco1835
      @nymaksco1835 18 днів тому

      @@keanamiller-wood4101 Optimism 😄 - the blood 🩸 of Jesus Christ of Nazareth was shed to pay for my sins! Yay 💯! Isn’t that the best news ever? I jump for joy in my optimism.

    • @syntic30
      @syntic30 7 днів тому +2

      @@keanamiller-wood4101girl don’t be ignorant obviously she saying living for temporary pleasures never work in your favor fallow Gods plan for you

    • @Humble_0321
      @Humble_0321 11 годин тому

      ​@keanamiller-wood4101 a little off track are you?? You commented with ignorance on a post you didn't even understand.

  • @andreamurillo1309
    @andreamurillo1309 Місяць тому +31

    This testimony brought tears to my eyes I have a similar journey. I also have found myself in the strip club I always felt God watching over me there was many nights where I had no idea how I drove home and didn’t kill myself or anyone else. I couldn’t find myself to work sober because I felt a lot of shame and guilt. Nothing is impossible for God he speaks to you in various ways. Bless everyone reading this may God continue to use us❤🙏🏻

    • @yourloveriswild7533
      @yourloveriswild7533 18 днів тому

      Omg same! I have so many nights I was fucked up and no clue how I drove tf home! It’s terrifying thought tbh… I was 18-24 lots of dark and wild times.

    • @Noname-ni8qm
      @Noname-ni8qm День тому

      Most of people,im not saying women are in sx industry but they dont do nothing good with their money. Most of them use drugs alcohol,get luxury life. Im not saying is a good thing to work that job,but i know details about it. Even many like this kind job because they gets free alcohol and drugs by others ,also they can buy it all the time! The worst is with transgenders . They all work in this industry and are high level posession to end their life on bad way. Look around u-how many strippers or hookers are women who need to take care of their kids or their families like we got this idea from movies. Most are blindfolded

  • @user-yourlost
    @user-yourlost Місяць тому +27

    Sister regardless of your past or you being a former stripper don't let anyone tell you that your worthless or that GOD don't love you because once you move from that lifestyle you become a new person and you should forgive yourself

  • @angelikabetancourt8648
    @angelikabetancourt8648 Місяць тому +73

    he said “ I know baby girl “ - cause he calls me baby girl .
    I almost cried , God is amazing ❤

  • @cheche9440
    @cheche9440 4 місяці тому +35

    Thank you Jesus for everything..

  • @ALYSSA_PENA
    @ALYSSA_PENA Місяць тому +44

    I’ve been a dancer for 12 years
    The shit I’ve seen…I’m so over the clubs and the girls the whole scene

    • @Forest__Dream
      @Forest__Dream Місяць тому +8

      Girl I feel you!!! I quit two months ago, and it felt very freeing. Although, when I left I actually stopped drinking, and was doing decently.. but I knew something better would happen. Now I am working a quiet lil position in a restaurant, making hourly (plus little tips) but you know what bby the money is constantly coming anyways! Whereas with dancing the money depends on how well you gently fight men on what they're not gonna get. UGHHHH so exhausting.
      I barely talk to my co workers now, and I actually love interacting with "new type of clientelle" because your charm from dancing will definitely work on people who like food haha. As a former dancer, you will make so much money wherever you go, I promise you that ❤❤❤ you're super gorgeous for one! Try working for tips somewhere, and you'll see how much quicker the money comes! I had regulars too that I said goodbye to. Your new regulars will respect you In a whole new refreshing wayyyy! ❤
      (I just work takeout, for more money serve tables)

    • @olivejones777
      @olivejones777 Місяць тому +5

      I pray God will protect you and guide you

    • @TheAstrofromspace
      @TheAstrofromspace 18 днів тому +1

      Can you explain a little what happened

  • @silvergirl7810
    @silvergirl7810 Місяць тому +17

    There is NOTHING more BEAUTIFUL than healing through Christ - PLEASE hear her message- God is right by your side if you will only turn to him.🙏

  • @main2333
    @main2333 Місяць тому +21

    I used to feel guilty about it. A lady in the strip’s club said we are like a lotus flower. We are all in the darkness, muddy and around fish poop. But above the water. It’s surrounded with sunshine, rain and fresh air! You get no respect regardless. No child grows up and say I want to be a prostitute or stripper. I wish I listen to tapes given by someone. Don’t know who. A coworker passed it on to me. I wouldn’t have been deceived in thinking it was ok!

    • @HannahLussenden
      @HannahLussenden 28 днів тому +3

      I did 😬 my dream job as a child was a prostitute or stripper, I know other women that experienced the same. But that’s due to sexual abuse.

  • @cheche9440
    @cheche9440 4 місяці тому +25

    Praise the Lord Jesus for changing this woman's life and using her testimony to give hope to other victims.

  • @jupitersOpulence
    @jupitersOpulence 23 дні тому +7

    As a mother this devastates me to hear. I am so glad you shared your story. It encouraged me to become more aware.

  • @Lizzzzet11
    @Lizzzzet11 Місяць тому +26

    Wow 😢 Thank you for sharing. Brought me to tears. Just got baptized Easter. Going through the process. Been sober almost a year. It’s hard. I don’t know how to forgive my stepdad or my mom for not believing me. I’m 41, Latina single celibate 3yrs, no kids. I have such a hard time letting anyone close. I trust no one. Working on it. I’m thinking of just moving away. I want this gloom to leave me alone.

    • @tracibloodworth
      @tracibloodworth Місяць тому +3

      🙏🏼praying for you.

    • @ivegotmypopcorn3401
      @ivegotmypopcorn3401 Місяць тому +2

      Sorry that happened to you 🌻 look up some videos on unforgiveness and pray along with it. With time you will begin to feel lighter. God bless you 🩷

    • @letsgofishing3852
      @letsgofishing3852 Місяць тому +2

      Congratulations on challenging yourself with new disciplines. I pray and trust you will find the understanding forgiveness is for the weakness your offender has placed over you... forgive them for the lack of understanding their traumas have placed over you. Do not allow their spirit to reside in your house any longer. Set yourself free and allow you to be you again. Become loving and trusting. Become free but also keep negative intentions and people far away from you

    • @fashion_eee.1277
      @fashion_eee.1277 Місяць тому +6

      I pray to GOD that you find peace. I used to hate people for doing me wrong, but I no longer hate what GOD created (us in his own image )I hate the evil spirits that’s attached to them. This is what helped me to forgive people(also yourself) keep the faith in Christ GOD never disappoints. Love 🙏

    • @artemisantonie9099
      @artemisantonie9099 28 днів тому +1

      The only way to forgive is to fast and praying for it, everytime you think about it pray to God about it💗, God will help you 🙏

  • @mayiiisantos
    @mayiiisantos 21 день тому +5

    May Jesus shine a light on anyone fighting any spiritual battles. We live in an unloving unforgiving world but with Jesus by your side anything is possible

  • @mishonwhite632
    @mishonwhite632 Місяць тому +19

    This young lady is strong, She has a strong mind and soul, I feel so proud of her, God bless you 🙏

  • @blancasoto8649
    @blancasoto8649 8 місяців тому +35

    Wow what a beautiful story, she has a way with storytelling that just captivates you! Her story was really touching and inspiring, I wish her the absolute best what a beautiful soul she is inside and out God bless her❤

    • @ancientwisdom-ty4nb
      @ancientwisdom-ty4nb Місяць тому

      Take personal responsibility. Thank God for forgiveness of Christ. Modern world is a propagator and magnet for evil so different from the ancient evil.

  • @gachaluna2708
    @gachaluna2708 Місяць тому +31

    God, i remember when i danced i would throw up every single night before work. I don't like drinking at all and stayed drunk af. I started severely abusing my anxiety meds to the point that drug dealers would tell me no, I'm not gonna be responsible for you dying. So i had several different dealers. Some like she said enjoy it. They think it's like glamorous or some dumb sh*t. The rest have to stay trashed or you can't do the job. And the things you see and deal with and go through working in those places is seriously unbelievable

    • @ashleypearson7848
      @ashleypearson7848 Місяць тому +7

      Very true indeed. I've never done it but I know a few girls who have and you can tell.it sucks the life right out of them. Very sad to say the least

    • @iamdisgusted
      @iamdisgusted 23 дні тому +4

      ​@@ashleypearson7848 Very true, I love it when women tell their stories from the club, it always reminds me how close and cunning demons are. I knew a girl who went and didn't last 3 days at the club. It was just too much.

    • @ashleypearson7848
      @ashleypearson7848 23 дні тому

      @@iamdisgusted yeah ppl are becoming more cold and callused everyday it's pretty shocking but nothing surprises me anymore with the way ppl are. And a lot of people look at working girls as sluts or just good for nothing prostitutes but facts are some of them are being forced to do it if they don't they will get killed that's how serious some of it is. And then others have little education that's another reason some.of them are on drugs. But all that aside it's a very draining job that takes a lot out of the person. I wish ppl were more understanding when it comes to a lot of things in life but that will never happen

    • @gachaluna2708
      @gachaluna2708 19 днів тому +3

      @iamdisgusted it is. I mean you see every depraved thing people can think of in those places. Not all of the girls participate, most just dance and make their money, even that though takes its toll. Being naked in front of a ton of strangers getting paid for them to ogle your naked body. Then you have the ones that did do other things. The sex, the drugs, the fights and brawls, dancers fighting other dancers. The security and management don't care as long as they get paid. Even when i stopped dancing and was a cocktail waitress we were allowed to drink with customers they paid you so much per drink you sold. Well got the customer to buy for you. One night the owner was two table away from where i was sitting bsing with a customer. He asked for a dance. I told him I'm a waitress i don't dance but i can get someone for you. The owner overheard and piped up how much are you willing to pay? He got almost $500 out of that man for me to dance for him without even asking me. I got paid extra as well but that's far from the point.

    • @yourloveriswild7533
      @yourloveriswild7533 18 днів тому +3

      Exactly. I was a dancer from 18 years old to 24 fucking crazy ass wild life for those years and having to stay high or drunk to just do the job…

  • @geraldinelafayette1838
    @geraldinelafayette1838 Місяць тому +15

    Thank you Jesus!! I have custody court Tom and I have been fighting with everything in me! Even a job I’ve been with for 2 years has threatened to write me up for having to be out the day before my trial! (The devil) I’ve also had every distraction not to pray and it’s coming in two days (also the devil) . Yall please pray for me and for the judge to have compassion in her heart. I relapsed 8 months ago for two weeks and his dad who was very abusive and also a meth addict called DHR on me. I’ve put myself in every program imaginable and grabbed SOBRIETY with my teeth, so I won’t relapse AGAIN!! Please keep us in your prayers bc only Jesus can help me right now!!!!

    • @24Wynn
      @24Wynn 25 днів тому +2

      🙏❤🙏

  • @VegasOutSideGoonies
    @VegasOutSideGoonies 4 дні тому +2

    🙏🏼👏🏼watching your video and praising God for your outcome from Las Vegas

  • @kalleemay1058
    @kalleemay1058 Місяць тому +8

    I am so glad she is in a beautiful place. I cannot imagine the pain she endured being molested and having such a rollercoaster life. No child deserves to endure this typew of nightmare. I’m glad she has her family and a happy ending to a horrendous beginning. I just lost my husband in a car accident and all I keep thinking is I need to be with my husband and I want to die. I’m sorry Inhave lost my faith. But her story is amazing and I am glad she is free.

    • @24Wynn
      @24Wynn 25 днів тому +1

      🙏❤🙏
      It's hard losing our mates. I pray that you can feel God's love for you.

  • @anagaribay2880
    @anagaribay2880 8 днів тому +1

    When she said “God do in my life what others say you do” those words are so powerful. I felt so many emotions is indescribable.

  • @C-LowsArt
    @C-LowsArt 4 місяці тому +23

    My name is Carlos, & I would like to be interviewed by you on your UA-cam channel to tell you my large Testimony on how I got into a Gang at 12yrs young & how 16days after My 16th birthday I got into a fight but then I thought shot in My neck & Paralyzed from the neck down, & there's many more of My testimony before, in between, & even after. I've almost died 20 to 30 times since 2012 as well, I have a huge testimony that God gave me for God's Glory & his Glory Alone in The Mighty Name of Jesus Christ. Let me know if your interested ok My Brother, May God Bless You, Amen🙏🙏🙏
    Sincerely,
    Carlos Arce
    I hope to hear from you soon

    • @almostfalse
      @almostfalse  4 місяці тому +4

      Hey Carlos, please reach out to me I would love to talk to you! I’m sending you the link if our website where you can submit.
      almostfalse.net/#business

    • @almostfalse
      @almostfalse  4 місяці тому +2

      Hi Carlos, I haven’t heard from you yet. Were you having trouble submitting your story?

    • @garybynoe
      @garybynoe 4 місяці тому +2

      ​ sometimes notifications from YT come in late or not at all. So could be he hasn't seen your reply yet.

    • @C-LowsArt
      @C-LowsArt 4 місяці тому +1

      @@almostfalse - yeah I submitted My story, did You Not Receive it???

    • @C-LowsArt
      @C-LowsArt 4 місяці тому +1

      @@almostfalse - If You did Not Receive it, I can send it again

  • @lolawilson1027
    @lolawilson1027 Місяць тому +6

    I loved this video! Thank you for sharing your testimony, Amanda. I share a similar upbringing as yours. I was molested by an older male cousin for a few years and I remember it started as early as 3-4 years old. My mom would let him babysit me and my brother but she didn’t know what he was doing. I did tell her when I was a teenager and my entire family alienated him. We haven’t seen or heard from the guy in years! Last I heard, he was homeless and addicted to drugs. God told me to forgive him too and it took me awhile to listen but the other day, I was looking at old pictures and I came across a picture of the cousin who molested me. But it was picture of him when he was like 6 years old and I saw pain and abandonment behind his eyes. I found out he was abused himself by my uncle and his own mom (my aunt). When I saw that picture, immediately I just cried for him and myself. I was like, “you know what Father, I forgive my cousin.” Then I spoke to my dad the other day as well. We were estranged for 6 years! We finally met on Easter Sunday and it felt like a baptism. There’s a freedom in forgiveness. It’s not for them, it’s about living up to God’s word. And that’s all that matters. ❤❤

  • @RochellBarbara4690
    @RochellBarbara4690 Місяць тому +11

    Thank you for sharing your story dear ❤ this was such a tough story to get through I can’t imagine it actually happening to myself 😢 this woman is strong and I’m so happy she found the lord

  • @jesusloveseveryone888
    @jesusloveseveryone888 8 місяців тому +25

    God bless this sister in Christ! Powerful testimony. She will help bring many others out of darkness. Thank you, brother in Christ, for this awesome channel. 🙏🏼✝️🕊️

    • @almostfalse
      @almostfalse  8 місяців тому +2

      Thank you so much. It blesses my heart to see your comment 🤍

  • @HeatherArriaga
    @HeatherArriaga 21 день тому +4

    This is the first testimony from someone who describes something so similar to what I’ve seen. I loved this I lived listening to Amanda’s testimony!!!!

  • @jasminesaez4878
    @jasminesaez4878 Місяць тому +9

    I found god also when I was in hell . So her testimony is real I love that she has expressed her experiences ❤ Jesus is incredible ❤

  • @rubyserenity90
    @rubyserenity90 25 днів тому +7

    oh my gosh, I love her so much, my beautiful sister in christ

  • @deborahdonald9323
    @deborahdonald9323 Місяць тому +13

    Man this is so beautiful.God bless her and the ppl she touched.

  • @Christian10111
    @Christian10111 4 місяці тому +15

    Loving your podcasts. Amazing how sensitive Amanda stayed to God's presence and voice. It just shows you that her heart was always still His...

  • @sophiewallace8662
    @sophiewallace8662 Місяць тому +7

    You made the right decision to give your heart to Jesus. He can make your soul shine like the sun. He will heal you..

  • @Gcodemedia
    @Gcodemedia Місяць тому +7

    I'm very happy to see that a woman is finally being honest that it's not good and sees what it really is. God bless you and I pray that God opens many doors for you

  • @sherrilynnnelson703
    @sherrilynnnelson703 Місяць тому +6

    I can relate so much to this woman's experience straying from and returning to God after being given the gift of spiritual discernment ❤❤❤ You are a powerful witness and I thank God you made it home ❤❤❤

  • @LolaAndretti
    @LolaAndretti 21 годину тому

    Powerful story! I came up on this accidently and now I'm crying my eyes out. May God continue to use us.

  • @RepentandtrustinChrist-sd8wl
    @RepentandtrustinChrist-sd8wl 8 місяців тому +24

    Glory to God!
    Thank you Jesus!

    • @ancientwisdom-ty4nb
      @ancientwisdom-ty4nb Місяць тому

      She wanted to give her life to God and immediately Satan sent her abusing father's look alike to stop that. Anyone who wants to party one last time b4 turning to God is not worthy of Jesus.

  • @juniorramirez9030
    @juniorramirez9030 Місяць тому +9

    33:47 For the people that didn't know, all the people that had NEAR death experience, they all said God has a great sense of humor also 🥰

  • @CharlesHawkins-sk9dz
    @CharlesHawkins-sk9dz 5 днів тому +1

    😭🙏🏾💙 loved every part of thia story. THANK YOU FOR SHARING!!! You deserve each blessings sent your way. Beautiful child of God!

  • @kamalapati154
    @kamalapati154 25 днів тому +4

    I am so happy that God has helped this young woman heal from what she should never have gone through.

  • @sethabel4315
    @sethabel4315 Місяць тому +7

    It is so important to get stories like this out, because every single time they provide the proof that so many people said they could not find. If any of the atheist lies out there were true, you would NOT see cases like this. These cases also would not be as common as they are, AND they would not be as consistent as they are. Praise God for your channel and all of your guests speaking out. Keep up the good fight. We will meet in Heaven one day.

  • @anikomiles4260
    @anikomiles4260 Місяць тому +11

    i went through this hell for over 20 yrs deeper and deeeper into the abyss. this march i got the courage and looked into the eyes of the devil and said you have zero power over me. I repented and dropped everything and everyone connected to it. i came home to my family and went to church to cry a little. i dont feel sorry for myself. i feel safe. Im going to write down my experiences and God's lessons for me so other girls would learn from it. The strongest women out there are still working in this world. God Bless them all🙏😞💜

  • @JuliaShalomJordan
    @JuliaShalomJordan Місяць тому +8

    I relate to so much of Amanda’s story.
    Thank you for sharing.❤

  • @jayleneavila7893
    @jayleneavila7893 3 дні тому +1

    Wow. I really needed to hear this. Thank you for sharing your story

  • @mikeburke1993
    @mikeburke1993 2 місяці тому +7

    Very good channel. Just discovered it. Been watching testimonies on UA-cam since 2008, 2009, 2010, etc.

  • @towermonkey90
    @towermonkey90 24 дні тому +2

    I love this. No matter where you're at in life, no matter what you've done or what you're doing, God can use you to bring glory to him. No body is beyond redemption.

  • @roselolagne6642
    @roselolagne6642 Місяць тому +3

    You’re such a blessing in ways you don’t understand ❤Thanks for this testimony Amanda

  • @thundermouth5505
    @thundermouth5505 5 місяців тому +8

    Thank you so much for sharing the story of your life up to this point. ❤️ ❤❤️

  • @NaetheNatural
    @NaetheNatural 19 днів тому +2

    She’s so powerful 😢❤❤❤. God protect us . Protect the wicked and heal their hearts so they are able to actually feel love & receive the punishment they deserve from YOU. Wow this is so sad . Breaks my heart but I’m happy for her healing . It’s so powerful

  • @Xxxposxxmilo
    @Xxxposxxmilo 11 днів тому +1

    Needed to hear this story !!! Thank you for sharing ❤

  • @sherrilynnnelson703
    @sherrilynnnelson703 Місяць тому +5

    I love her testimony and I appreciate the host's sincere listening and understanding ❤

  • @benvergus1573
    @benvergus1573 8 місяців тому +10

    Beautiful story and truly empowering. Thanks so much for being a light in the world 🙏

  • @jogojustice07
    @jogojustice07 3 місяці тому +9

    Jealousy is a spirit lust is a spirit... and that is what happens when you don't forgive that spirit. Use u, but so guess who is in us, the Holy Spirit to God be the glory hallelujah welcome home my sister.

  • @alondradiaz2056
    @alondradiaz2056 Місяць тому +2

    crying listening to this beautiful testimony 🥹 God bless you thank you for sharing.

  • @Supaster71
    @Supaster71 8 днів тому +1

    This is a great testimony for young people ❤ Be blessed Amanda.

  • @prettypinklady5145
    @prettypinklady5145 25 днів тому +2

    The ending was a beautiful blessing from God! This story really touched my heart! I am so glad I found this channel or shall I say thank you Lord for placing this in my path!

  • @mytiffanyblews
    @mytiffanyblews 19 днів тому +2

    That ending was beautiful! Gave me tears. Thank you! You are a shining light and I’m sure god is very proud of you. ❤

  • @mariaha.3036
    @mariaha.3036 День тому

    I really needed this. It’s crazy how some people just have similar stories or can relate to a certain extent. I myself am healing too, and I feel like I can just relate so much to her story and the way how she talks about things it gives me the courage to continue on, healthier lifestyle she made me cry.. I think you so much for coming onto this video podcast. I was so close to not watching this video put something in me just wanted to…

  • @nataliag831
    @nataliag831 Місяць тому +5

    All Glory to God,
    Thank you Jesus 🙏🏻
    Also thank you for sharing your story🤍

  • @Girlwiththemusic
    @Girlwiththemusic 8 днів тому +1

    Thank you for sharing this video & her story.❤️ I think that spiritual evils can see whether you’re a potent truth & light bearer or not. I have seen things like she has on different people too, it’s very real. I have found that the more powerful the person & purpose is, the more adversity will try to keep you from walking forward in faith. Her presence, transparency, & story is helping others so much, I’m happy she didn’t give up.🌹I really needed to hear this today.💐

  • @queenboss9139
    @queenboss9139 6 днів тому +1

    Thank you for sharing! A message.

  • @ritamartinez1596
    @ritamartinez1596 Місяць тому +6

    Hallelujah for redemption. Keep walking the straight and narrow. I’m so happy your ok and your mother is well now. Glory to God ❤

  • @sandyschipper1400
    @sandyschipper1400 Місяць тому +2

    Your story brought tears lady but not till the end. God continue to bless you as your testimony did me.

  • @kjswhathappened1837
    @kjswhathappened1837 8 місяців тому +13

    Fantastic interview from you both. Thanks for your unique Channel!

  • @ilianaperez1384
    @ilianaperez1384 5 днів тому +1

    Thank you for sharing your story. God bless you & your family.

  • @SandraBarbosa2431K
    @SandraBarbosa2431K Місяць тому +3

    Thank you for your testimony! Very powerful, and Amen. He is the truth, and light and so much more.

  • @777Nicky
    @777Nicky 8 місяців тому +11

    Thank you for your beautiful testimony, God bless!!!💖🙏

  • @karldunne5595
    @karldunne5595 8 місяців тому +10

    Definitely a excellent testimony ✨👍....Hope there are many more to come 🙏✝️

  • @orie1504
    @orie1504 Місяць тому +4

    God speed to you love! Thankful for you sharing!

  • @JohnJohnson-ds2gd
    @JohnJohnson-ds2gd Місяць тому +3

    THIS is one of the most AMAZING shares i have ever heard
    I've been a Christian for many years and ive heard many stories.
    May The Father continue to bless and protect this family and their ministry. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
    "The Kingdom of God is like a merchant looking for fine pearls.."
    The Spirit found a family size basket of pearls.
    Amazing.
    Amen.

  • @Tamaralove3
    @Tamaralove3 Місяць тому +5

    A very strong, beautiful woman who has grown from her experiences to be able and share is amazing keep going girl you got this ❤

  • @tyntyn10
    @tyntyn10 28 днів тому +3

    Thank you for your testimony!!! You are a beautiful woman with a beautiful soul. None of us are perfect, and everyday isn’t always a good day but when you have a strong bond with The Holy Spirit you cannot be defeated.
    May The Most High, God, continue to rain mercy and grace upon you!
    Peace and love

  • @melissajean1695
    @melissajean1695 Місяць тому +3

    I'm in tears . What a beautiful testimony ❤❤❤

  • @thelmakapswara8130
    @thelmakapswara8130 Місяць тому +5

    Amen Amen 🙏🏽 Glory to Jesus Christ thank you for sharing your testimony it touched my heart in soo many ways and reminded me to listen to the voice of God

  • @asurf07
    @asurf07 8 місяців тому +11

    This truly touched my heart!

  • @-lizanne21
    @-lizanne21 Місяць тому +4

    I am so botteled up with emotions because I went through the same thing and never got the closure that I have I am still living with the person that did that to me but I dont want to tell people to shame my mother I hope that oneday I can be healed and saved.

    • @akaku6833
      @akaku6833 Місяць тому

      I will pray for you and your mother love 💕

    • @shantris4883
      @shantris4883 Місяць тому

      I pray you tell someone who can help you . I am so sorry 😔 please expose him even if it brings dishonour to your mom. The person who has done this is the one who is dishonourable.
      I believe your life and the truth about this predator and what he has done to you must come to light. I know you must be very scared and you feel as though you are all alone but, you definitely are not. Your Safety and well being needs to be honoured and this is very important and serious for you to be able to heal this violation to your spirit.
      Please get help...
      From a concerned mother who loves our precious children . Our children are gifts from God, we as adults , parents must provide protection.
      God knows your pain he is waiting for you to step into your truth , he will be with you every step of the way. I promise, go to Yeshua for direction.
      You have been violated and you hold a tremendous amount of guilt which is not for you to carry alone. I will pray for you that you receive the help so you may be free from this heavy burden.
      Love , light and blessings 🕯️🧚🏼
      ✝️🌹🕊️✝️🕊️✝️🕊️🌹💕.

  • @suzannekessler8037
    @suzannekessler8037 5 днів тому +1

    I'm so proud of you. No person, let alone a baby girl, should ever have to walk the lonely road you were forced to walk. There aren't any positives in a situation such as yours BUT YOU MADE LEMONADE. YOU MADE A POSITIVE out of the lemons that the world gave you.. Sadly, the lonely road is lonely BUT once you look up you see your not alone on that lonely road. YOU choice GOD, YOU chose LIFE, YOU chose LOVE! Love that you have CHOSEN to share with so many. Thank you for this. You are such a strong beautiful woman. ❤
    Edit: I didn't realize I didn't finish one of my thoughts. 😆
    WE ARE NOT ALONE! WE HAVE EACHOTHER! I LOVE YOU BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY GOD LOVES YOU. ❤

  • @victoriazhang3413
    @victoriazhang3413 8 місяців тому +10

    Thank you for your powerful ministry!

  • @kittyrazo5944
    @kittyrazo5944 9 годин тому

    Absolutely felt this story 💗💗 had me in tears forgiving is everything 💗💗 god is amazing

  • @exquisitelyelizabeth6531
    @exquisitelyelizabeth6531 Місяць тому +3

    Wow. Great interview. New subscriber❤

  • @YAH77723
    @YAH77723 Місяць тому +1

    Such a sincere testimony. I pray this testimony would help many ppl. I concur with the things shes saying.

  • @SparrowQuinn
    @SparrowQuinn Місяць тому +8

    God always calls on us. I came across this story I kept thinking, why am I watching this God? Your story is a sister to mine. When I went finally to stripping. I am already a dancer. I can do this! I needed the money. I'm a Christian, my husband is now a new addict of ice meth we were going to lose our home. I was ignorant, nieve. When I got up there on the stage I prayed help me be able to take my top off. What!? Was I thinking, what!? It was eye opening! I drew closer to God. He got me out of there.. with data Holy Siprit understanding of all the women I came across. What men were there. Etc. Too long g for text. Ty for ur story. I'm glad I heeded to watching this.

    • @olivejones777
      @olivejones777 Місяць тому

      I pray God will continue to keep you in his hands and never let you go 🙏

  • @ky9626
    @ky9626 16 годин тому

    my entire life I have struggled with things that have happened to me and let them define me and have used substances to numb and ignore the pain. the last couple months the thought of god has been coming into my head even though I have never been religious. listening to this story of her reconnecting with god has given me an overwhelming feeling that I need to cry. I think it's time for me to open my mind to god and start healing. thank you for sharing her story and her voice

    • @almostfalse
      @almostfalse  14 годин тому

      Jesus is inviting you into his arms my friend 🤍 Let him come into your life, He’s been waiting for you

  • @susiemontoya7091
    @susiemontoya7091 Місяць тому +2

    I don’t know how many times I cried throughout this interview. God is great, such a great interview. ❤

  • @princessmobucks
    @princessmobucks 5 днів тому +1

    she should keep doing interviews lets empower each other! amen

  • @EstherKasongo-sh1uw
    @EstherKasongo-sh1uw Місяць тому +3

    Thank you for the testimony ❤may God bless you

  • @pavelkish7142
    @pavelkish7142 8 місяців тому +11

    Much love. Thank you for these awesome videos that shining on a dark world.

    • @almostfalse
      @almostfalse  8 місяців тому +2

      Thank you for your encouragement. I appreciate it

  • @aleshahansen5871
    @aleshahansen5871 29 днів тому +1

    Amazing. Simply incredible. I have chills. And I have a lot of work to do spiritually. ❤

  • @daiagarb
    @daiagarb 3 дні тому

    Thank you for sharing ur testimony. God spoke to me thru this and I know that I, my family, my marriage and my kids are all going to be ok and God's got us. Thank u Jesus

  • @Marirenee0313
    @Marirenee0313 8 місяців тому +10

    Your story brought me to tears praise God!

  • @user-qc8px5oz2j
    @user-qc8px5oz2j 4 місяці тому +7

    Thank you sister in Jesus our Savior for your courage in sharing your testimony. God bless you. Please pray for the rest of the people that are in this life style or are being tempted by it, being lured into the trap. Lets pray together that we all wake up

  • @jasontaylor8209
    @jasontaylor8209 9 годин тому

    I needed this…🙏🏾

  • @shauna9466
    @shauna9466 17 днів тому +2

    Beautiful testimony ❤